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Title: Raymond
Author: John Lang



John Lang

Published in Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, December, 1840 (this
text), also in The Mofussilite 1862.


IT was a sad day for Henry Raymond, when, at ten years of age,
he quitted, for the first time, his parents' roof for the public
grammar-school at Belford-upon-Thames. Being her only surviving child,
and, as such, brought up by his mother with great tenderness, he
deeply felt the shock of separation from her; and, as the post-chaise
rattled along the high western road, his father, who accompanied
him, had no little difficulty in keeping up his son's spirits, whose
young heart quite sunk within him at the idea of the weeks and months
that might elapse before he should again see his mother. Nor is this
grief to be wondered at; for the change from home to school, where he
has to "rough it" every hour of his life, is, to a susceptible and
delicately-nurtured child, as painful and startling a one as it is
possible to conceive. All is so repulsive--so unlike what he has been
used to! The sky-blue milk, with the tiny penny roll for breakfast;
the half-cold leg of fat Leicestershire mutton, washed down with
indifferent swipes, for dinner; the thick wedge of stale bread, and
Lilliputian allowance of the cheapest cheese, for supper; the loud
ringing of the school bell in the morning, that rouses you from a
dream of home to the drudgery of syntax and prosody; the awful master,
with his cane and birch, cast-iron visage, and thundering voice; the
tyrannical fagging system; the confinement on long winter evenings
to the dim-lit, uncarpeted hall, where you have to fight for a seat
by the fireside; the hard bed, shared perhaps with a bigger boy, who
doubles the bolster under his own head, borrows your share of the
sheets and blankets, and kicks you out if you are so unreasonable as
to remonstrate;--all these, to say nothing of various minor miseries,
have a most blighting effect on the feelings of a young and sensitive
boy; and Henry Raymond felt them so acutely, that, for nearly a
fortnight after the return of his father to London, not a night passed
but his pillow was wet with tears.

But youth's sorrows, like April showers, are transitory; and in the
course of a month Henry had become tolerably well reconciled to his
lot. Being endowed with a quick apprehension and retentive memory,
his school tasks were not the bugbears to him that they are to
those of more limited capacity. He mastered them, when he pleased,
with facility, and consequently soon grew into favour with his
masters; while, at the same time, he won "golden opinions" from his
class-fellows by his frankness, his good-humour, and his readiness to
assist them in their exercises. As his constitution, though sound, was
delicate, he did not enter with much avidity into the usual sports of
boyhood; but, when the hours of study were over, he would wander alone
the ruins of an abbey which bordered the playground, and there seat
himself, with some favourite volume in his hand, or else remain behind
in the school-room, poring over the books in the well-stored library.
In this way he got through the plays of Shakspeare and Beaumont and
Fletcher, books of voyages and travels, biographies, histories, and
translations of history without number. But his favourite reading was
that which appeals to the imagination. Poetry, in particular, exercised
quite a spell over him; and the effect thus produced, at a time when
the mind is most susceptible of impressions, though its softening and
elevating influence was for a while disturbed, was never afterwards
eradicated. Such were the occupations of young Raymond's leisure hours.
His classical studies were pursued with equal zest; for the head
master, who was a consummate judge of character, and was impressed with
a favourable opinion of his capacity, took great pains to call forth
his energies; so that, by the time he reached his sixteenth year, he
had become an excellent Latin scholar, and no mean proficient in the
glorious literature of Greece.

In the spring of the ensuing year a severe calamity befell him in the
loss of his mother, who had long been in a declining state of health,
and died when he was at home for the Easter holydays. As he took this
bereavement deeply to heart, the elder Raymond, whose mind--though not
usually accessible to the tenderer emotions--was also much disturbed by
it, resolved on a change of scene for himself and son; and accordingly
they crossed over to the Continent, traversed a great portion of
France, Switzerland, and Italy, mixing as much as possible in society,
especially at Paris, Florence, and Lausanne, at each of which places
they remained nearly two months; and returned home to London shortly
after Christmas, when Henry was immediately sent back to school.

From this period a striking change took place in his character. He
was no longer the quiet, studious contemplative boy he had hitherto
been; for foreign travel--which has always, in youth, such a sudden
quietening effect on the faculties--had invigorated and given a more
worldly tone to his intellect, taught him self-confidence by enlarging
the sphere of his observation, and furnished him with that tact and
self-possession, which, when accompanied by a buoyant and generous
spirit, are always prime favourites in the social circles. So was his
physical nature less improved. His countenance, wont to wear a languid
and relaxed expression, was now replete with energy; his dark eye
sparkled with animation, and his tall, well-proportioned figure, braced
by constant rambles among the Swiss mountains, showed that he was
capable of undergoing much toil.

This change in Raymond's constitution induced a corresponding one
in his tastes and pursuits. A love of reading ceased to form the
predominant feature of his character--though he still read hard by fits
and starts--for his high animal spirits required ruder stimulants than
books could furnish him with; and his chief object of ambition now was
to excel his colleagues in all athletic, out-of-door exercises. He
would be aut Cæsar aut Nullus--that is to say, cock of the walk or
nothing--the best cricketer, skater, boxer, &c., in the whole school;
and the pre-eminence for which he thirsted was at length conceded to
him, though not without many a severe struggle; for a public school is
an epitome of the great world, where no distinction is to be gained
except by unflinching courage and continuous energy, and against a host
of jealous competitors.


The Belford playground formed a sort of table-land, which swelled
gradually up from an extensive range of meadows, through which flowed
the Thames, and was terminated at one end by the old-fashioned
school-house, and on the other by some monastic ruins, and an
artificial green mound, round which ran a brick wall with a broad dry
ditch at its base. On this mound stood three magnificent elm-trees,
and from its summit--as, indeed, from every other part of the elevated
playground a splendid view was commanded of the neighbouring country,
and particularly of some high chalk cliffs, which rose precipitously
from the river, in the immediate vicinity of a picturesque village
about three miles distant from Belford. From the beauty and convenience
of its site--it was just on the outskirts of the town, and must
originally have formed part of the abbey gardens--this playground, or
rather the portion of it nearest the ruins, was a frequent resort of
the lower classes of Belford; and fairs, twice a year, were held on it,
infinitely to the annoyance of the boys, who considered it as their
own exclusive property. Numerous, in consequence, were their quarrels
with the "snobs"--as they pertly styled the invaders--and on all these
occasions, on one of which he achieved the high honour of a broken
head, Raymond was ever foremost to distinguish himself.

One autumnal afternoon when, the day's tasks at an end, the boys were
all out on the playground, a fellow, well known by the appropriate
nickname of Don Rat, came among them with a bundle of stout ash-sticks
under his arm. This genius picked up a precarious subsistence by going
about the country selling ballads, and fruit, and walking-sticks; and
when this sort of business was slack, by "snapping up," like Autolycus,
"unconsidered trifles." Scamp though he was, he was something of a
favourite with the school, for he was fond of mischief, which he loved
disinterestedly for its own sake, sang a capital song, and was no
small proficient in mimicry. On his approach, many of the boys, among
whom was Raymond, hurried up to have a chat with him, when he informed
them--for he was an inveterate newsmonger, and knew all the gossip of
the neighbourhood--that it was the intention of the townsmen on the
morrow evening to have a cricket-match on the playground.

"Are you sure of that, Don?" enquired Raymond.

"Cock sure, sir; I heerd some on 'em a discoursing on the affair, as I
were passing along the market-place last Wednesday night."

"Humph," replied Henry, sententiously, "then we must pitch into them,
gents--that's all."

"Yes, yes," said one of Raymond's ardent admirers and imitators, a
young fellow by name Jenkins, "we must lick the snobs off."

"That's easier said nor done," observed Don Rat.

"Nonsense," rejoined Henry, "a dozen of us are a match for a hundred of

"May be so; howsomever it's no affair of mine;" and having so said,
and disposed of a great portion of his cudgels, at his own, by no
means modest, valuation, Don Rat shuffled off the playground, with the
intention, if possible, of getting rid of the remainder of his stock
among the belligerents of his own order.

The next day being a half-holyday, there was ample time for
preparation. Raymond, as commander-in-chief, assembled all his
disposable forces, consisting of about a hundred and twenty boys
ranging from fourteen to eighteen years of age, in the centre of the
playground; appointed Jenkins standard-bearer, and was proceeding to
enforce on his troops the necessity of their keeping close together in
action, when loud shouts were heard, and presently a mob of cricketers
came round the corner from the town. The moment the boys caught
sight of them, they gave three stunning cheers, which, reaching the
head-master's ears, he threw up his study window, and seeing at a
glance how matters stood, called his pupils about him, and severely
remonstrated with them on their audacity in disobeying his repeated
injunctions, by attempting to pick a quarrel with the townsmen. He was
going on in this strain, when Raymond, who was one of his favourites,
and was apt to presume on it, apprehensive that the glorious fun would
be spoiled, took advantage of an observation let fall by the doctor, to
the effect that, if they persisted in their design to assault the mob,
they would most assuredly be given in charge--to shout with his utmost
force of lungs--"Gents, the doctor says we may charge--hurrah!"

"Hurrah for the charge!" chorused the youngsters, flourishing their
cudgels above their heads, and instantly precipitated themselves in
a compact phalanx on the enemy, some of whom were busy pitching the
wickets, while others were busy tossing up for first innings. Fierce
was the rush--tremendous the uproar--irresistible the assault! A dozen
snobs at least saluted their mother earth, which so surprised and
alarmed the rest, that they fled in disorder to the mound which I have
already described, scrambled up the ditch, scaled the wall, and then
rallied in a body on the summit. Hither they were immediately followed
by the impetuous striplings; but those who reached the mound first,
being staggered by the difficulties of the position, halted beside
the ditch, till, Raymond coming up, restored their courage by rushing
across it, and mounting the wall amid a desperate discharge of stones
and bricks, flung down on him by the besieged.

While this was going forward, the doctor, alarmed for the integrity
of his pupils' skulls, which frequent rows of this sort had convinced
him were by no means brickbat proof, despatched an elder brother of
one of his boys, a young Irish ensign of dragoons, who chanced to be
dining with him, to the scene of action in the capacity of pacificator!
This officer set out on his mission with the sincerest desire to
restore peace; but, alas! on reaching the mound, where the besiegers
and besieged were busy in strenuous conflict, he could not resist the
strong inclination he felt to take an active share in the skrimmage;
so, yielding at once to the temptation, he snatched a cudgel from the
hands of the lad who stood nearest him, and placing himself beside
Raymond, who was cheering on his troops in the very thick of the
battle, he drummed away upon the enemy's heads and shoulders with a
heartiness of purpose that proved him to be a pacificator of true Irish

After a lively and well-sustained affair of about half-an-hour, towards
the close of which Henry was hurled from the mound into the ditch,
where he narrowly escaped the enviable distinction of a broken neck,
the snobs took to flight; the school banner, fashioned out of his own
pillow-case, which he had previously cribbed for the purpose, was
planted by the standard-bearer, Jenkins, on the walls of the mound; and
a few days afterwards, Raymond, in imitation of Tyrtæus, celebrated
the victory in an irregular dithyrambic, which produced, as newspapers
say, "an intense sensation" throughout the school.

My hero's next exploit, though of a different nature, was equally
characteristic of his peculiar idiosyncrasy. At the Lent Assizes, it
was the doctor's custom to grant his senior classes a whole holyday,
in order that they might attend the trials in the town-hall, and so
get some little insight into the mode of administering the laws of the
country. This holyday, however, was not often applied to the purposes
for which it was granted; for, except on very extraordinary occasions,
the boys never honoured the courts with their presence, preferring
instead, to go out sailing or rowing on the Thames, or driving or
riding along the high-road. About a week previous to the holding of one
of these assizes, it was proposed to Raymond, by his friend Jenkins,
to drive over in a tandem to Windsor. The proposition was of course
acceded to; but unluckily there was one serious obstacle in the way
of its execution--neither of the would-be-whips could summon up more
than twelve shillings, and the sum demanded for a day's hire of the
vehicle was exactly one guinea! In this exigency, Henry, rendered
inventive by necessity, bethought him of turning his attention to a
Greek play, by mastering the difficulties of which he knew he could
obtain the required sum; for the doctor, in order to stimulate their
love of study, was in the habit of rewarding his pupils by money for
whatever voluntary work they did out of school hours--sixpence a page,
for instance, for repeating passages from the best classic French
or English authors; ten shillings for construing a book of Homer, a
comedy of Terence, or an oration of Cicero; and a guinea for a play of
Æschylus, Sophocles, or Euripides.

Bent on putting his project into execution, and seeing no other way of
accomplishing it, Henry resolved on setting to work at a Greek tragedy;
and getting up by daybreak on a mild March morning, he commenced
operations on the Phœnissæ, which, besides being one of the longest
plays of Euripides, contains one or two choral passages as stiff as
the abstrusest bits of Pindar. Urged on by the strong pressure of
the case, he laboured hard, with the sole aid of his Hederick, and
occasional reference to the tame, paraphrastic version of Potter; and,
by dinner-time, had got through one-third of his task. After a few
hasty mouthfuls of an impracticable leg of mutton, he rose from table
and resumed his work; and, after twelve hours incessant application,
accomplished it between eight and nine o'clock in the evening, when he
repaired to the doctor's study, was subjected to a rigid examination,
and finally rewarded with his guinea!

Having thus secured the viaticum, he sought out the enraptured
Jenkins, and off they both set, late as was the hour, into town, at
the risk--in the event of their being detected "out of bounds"--of
a ferocious flogging--engaged the tandem, which they ordered to be
in waiting for them at the head of a lane leading off the Belford
high-road, and spent a delightful day at Windsor, whose main street
to the great horror of its pacific pedestrians, they entered at a
gallop to the sound of a key-bugle, and immortalized themselves by the
scientific style in which they turned into the "Christopher" at Eton,
which, forty years ago--the period to which this tale refers--was
far from being the fine hotel which it now is. Thus passed my hero's
time, varied by intervals of hard study, till he became what is called
"captain of the school," when he was immediately dispatched to the
University, there to be his own master, at an age when he most stood in
need of strict surveillance.


Despite Gibbon's assertion to the contrary, there is much truth in the
commonplace remark, that our school-days are the happiest of our lives.
At no other period is the capacity of enjoyment so much on the alert
within us, or its materials drawn from so many sources. With manhood
comes a consciousness of responsibility, deepening as years steal on
us, regulating our feelings by the square and rule of discretion, and
qualifying the pleasure of to-day by the thought of to-morrow. But in
boyhood there is no such drawback on happiness. Impulse prompts us to
unleavened enjoyment. We have no past to regret, no future to distrust.
The present is all-in-all with us; and if we ever venture to look
beyond, it is with the eye of hope, who spreads before us a prospect
steeped in the hues of Paradise. Then the friendships which we form at
this sunny, unreflecting season! how disinterested their character--how
enthusiastic the spirit that suggests them! They seem entwined with
our very heart-strings; but, alas! they are mere impulses, generous
but short-lived, that fade and become extinct as experience dawns on
the mind. Engaged in after years too much with ourselves to bestow a
thought on others, our attention is solely occupied in bustling through
the crowd that every where checks our progress. Though we see the
friend of our youth pressed and trodden down beneath our feet, we gaze
with indifference at the sight. Perhaps at that moment a recollection
of past times dims our eyes. But the crowd thickens--the trouble and
hazard of interference increase; so we just cast a cautious glance
about us, sigh out "poor fellow," and then pass on, leaving the object
of our early love to perish or escape, as may happen. Such is human
nature! The affections of the heart, like streams flowing on towards
the sea, roll awhile in different channels, but are all at last centred
and swallowed up in self.

This, however, was a stern truth which Raymond had yet to experience.
At present he knew and felt nothing but that he was about to bid
adieu to a place where he had spent many happy years, which had, in
fact, been a sort of home to him; for his father--a cold, reserved
London merchant, whose every thought and feeling were monopolized by
business--had, since his mother's death, shown him but little active

It was in the October term that Henry quitted Belford for Cambridge,
and entered himself of Peterhouse. His conduct, for the first six or
eight weeks, was as orderly as could be desired. He was punctual in
his attendance at chapel, hall, and lectures, and in his leisure hours
assiduously cultivated the Belles Lettres. But his natural vivacity
of temperament soon caused him to tire of this regular mode of life.
His daily attendance at college lectures, in particular, went sadly
against the grain; for he had an absolute hatred of the exact sciences
and though he managed to crawl far as the "ass's bridge" in Euclid, yet
he stuck fast there, like Bunyan's Pilgrim in the Slough of Despond.
Being thus shut out from all chance of acquiring high academical
distinction--for in those days the system pursued at Cambridge was
by no means so liberal as it is now--he abandoned all idea of hard,
continuous study, and determined to enlist among the oi polloi,
or non-reading men of the university. In this determination he was
strengthened by his old friend and school-fellow, Jenkins--a silly,
good-natured young man, with a rosy expanse of countenance, always
on the grin--who arrived at Cambridge at the end of the Christmas
vacation, and soon began to influence Raymond's actions by his animal
spirits, his unassuming temper, and his ardent love of a frolic.

"Harry," said this ingenious and enlightened freshman, as the two
friends encountered each other one cold winter morning in the
pease-market, "you must come and wine with me to-day; you must
indeed. I'll take no excuse. There will be some capital fellows to
meet you--Potts of Trinity--Lloyd of Jesus--fine fellow Lloyd; such a
voice! sings like a nightingale; you may hear him half down Trumpington
Street--Thompson of Christ's; I'm sure you'll like Thompson; he's
a charming boxer, and so fond of a row! Then, too, he's got such a
beautiful collection--quite a museum--of knockers, bell-handles,
street-lamps, and wooden highlanders, all carried off by himself. I
declare he's quite a credit to the university, and I think myself most
fortunate in knowing him."

"I've no doubt Thompson is all you say, but I shall not be able to meet

"Why not?"

"Because," added Raymond gravely, "I've promised to get the whole of
Simpson's Euclid by heart, and repeat it, word for word, at lecture
to-morrow. I'm sure, Jinks, you're too much of a man of honour to wish
me to break my promise."

"O Lord! O Lord, how good! That's so like you! Just the same fellow you
were at Belford. But, joking apart, you really must come, and we'll
make a night of it; and to-morrow, if the frost holds, we'll have our
long-talked of skate to Ely. Thompson tells me the Cathedral's well
worth looking at; and we can get a capital dinner at the George, for
it's the inn where all the parsons put up."

"Well, for this once," replied Henry, slyly, "I don't much mind
sacrificing duty to inclination. But remember, I won't have it drawn
into a precedent; for it's highly indecorous to be tossing off
heel-taps among a set of hardened reprobates, when one should be
seated alone in one's study, erecting an isosceles triangle on a given
straight line. I can hardly reconcile it to my conscience, I assure

"Hah! hah! I wish Thompson was by to hear you. He does so relish a
bit of fun."

"What time do you commence operations?"

"Early, say four o'clock, for we shall have a good deal of business to
get through. I've just laid in a fresh stock of Timmins's best port;
but I must not stay chatting here, for I've an appointment at twelve
with Potts at Chesterton, and it's now past eleven; so, adieu till
four, Harry, and be sure you don't forget to-morrow."

Punctual to the hour, Raymond made his appearance at Jenkins's rooms,
where he found a snug party of eight assembled; and among them the
illustrious Thompson, a jolly, rough-hewn, stout-built fellow, bearing
no slight resemblance to the figure-head of a Newcastle collier. This
remarkable biped was famous for his practical jokes, and had recently
achieved an undying celebrity for the skill with which he had contrived
to tie two tutors of Trinity together by the coat-tails, while they
were standing side by side in Trumpington Street, staring up at a comet
which was then nightly visible in the heavens. This difficult, and--in
less scientific hands--impracticable achievement, he of course looked
on as his chef-d'æuvre; and when Raymond was made acquainted with
it, he felt, with a blush of conscious inferiority, that he had yet
much to learn ere he could hope to become a Thompson!

After the bottle had made about a dozen rounds of the table, its
effects soon manifested themselves; and by the time some thirteen
or fourteen corks had been drawn, the experienced Thompson was the
only one of the party who had not utterly disqualified himself for
passing muster at a temperance society. One mercurial young freshman
threw up the window, despite the intense cold, and amused himself by
taking aim at the people below him with nuts and apples; another,
who was rather sparingly endowed with brains, kept telling the same
story four or five times over; a third, while endeavouring to show
himself particularly sober, disappeared under the table, where he fell
fast asleep, and was accommodated with a pair of cork mustaches, the
coal-scuttle for a pillow, and a fragment of Jenkins's silk gown for
a nightcap; and a fourth, snatching up the tongs, rushed out of the
room in a perfect paroxysm of pugnacity! This effervescing gownsman
was immediately followed by the rest of the party, and an energetic
street row commenced, like that which has been described with such
graphic skill in Reginald Dalton. It was soon, however, put a stop
to by the timely apparition of the proctor and his bull-dogs; and
the belligerents proceeded in a body towards Castle-end, where, at
Thompson's suggestion, they tore off a placard of "Seminary for Young
Ladies," from a girls' school near the turnpike, and affixed it on the
great gates of Trinity!

When Jenkins called next morning on Raymond, he found him looking
exceedingly dismal. His hand shook, his head ached, and his cheeks were
as yellow as a daffodil. "Well, Harry," said the former, "what do you
think of Thompson?"

"Oh! a decent fellow enough."

"Yes, and what astonishing abilities! Do you know what he did after you
left us last night? Kissed old T----, the tutor, by mistake! Seeing him
come waddling along in his black gown, he mistook him for a clergyman's
widow, and insisted on a chaste salute, if only, as he said, to show
his respect for the cloth. The old fellow roared 'murder,' just as if
he were having his throat cut; upon which we all took to our heels, and
knocked up a friend at Barnwell, who gave us some devilled kidneys and
a bottle of Madeira, which soon set us all to rights."

"Yet you look a little out of sorts, Jinks, for all that."

"Who, I? Never was better in my life, with the exception of a slight
headache, which I attribute to early rising;" and so saying, Jenkins
made a vigorous attack on the broiled fowls, tongue, ham, &c., which
the gyp had just placed on the table; and which, with the addition
of a strong cup of green tea, with about a thimbleful of brandy in
it, soon completed his and Raymond's restoration. After breakfast the
friends sallied down to the fields near Sapsford's boat-house, and
thence started on their novel skating expedition. The day was bright,
but intensely cold; the clouds floated high in heaven; the dew hung
unmelted on the thistle's beard; and the frosted grass in the meadows
that stretch along the river's southern bank, gave out a sharp,
crackling sound as the ploughman crushed it beneath his tread. Swiftly
and cheerily the two Cantabs flew along the smooth, leaden surface of
the Cam, which here bears the closest possible resemblance to a Dutch
canal, and is about as alert and lively in its movements; experiencing
the highest sense of animal enjoyment as a fresh, north-east wind blew
right against them.

When they had accomplished nearly a-third of their journey, they came
to a small village, on whose outskirts stood a pretty cottage in the
centre of a flower-garden, about two hundred yards or so from the
river. Just as Raymond passed it--his companion was some distance in
advance--two ladies appeared at the garden-gate, where they stood for
a few minutes as if considering what direction they should take for a
walk. On catching sight of these fair strangers, Henry moderated his
pace, and cast a scrutinizing glance towards them; but the distance
at which they stood prevented him from distinguishing more than that
one stooped considerably and wore spectacles, and that the other was
tall, slender, and graceful in figure, whence he sagely inferred that
they were mother and daughter, and felt strongly disposed to believe,
also, that the latter was a remarkably pretty girl. Impressed with this
agreeable notion, he could not resist the temptation--oh! the exquisite
self-conceit of youth!--of showing off; and accordingly, instead of
pursuing his course, he began cutting a variety of figures on the ice,
now rolling on the inside edge, and whirling semicircularly on the
spread-eagle, with an ease and elegance that he felt persuaded were

Thus was he occupied, when suddenly, just as he was advancing with a
long graceful sweep towards the bank, nearly opposite the gate where
the ladies were standing, a large stone--those infernal stones are
always in the way on delicate occasions like this!--tripped him up, and
down he came with a dismal crash on the ice, his hat flying off in his
descent. Infinite were his shame and confusion at this unexpected and
inelegant catastrophe. The pain of his fall he thought nothing of; but
how humiliating to be made the object of a pretty girl's laughter, at
the very moment when he fancied her rapt in admiration of the grace and
dignity of his attitudes! Scrambling up again as quickly as he could,
and afraid to look behind him, lest his glowing scarlet face might
betray his anguished sensibilities, he shot forward like lightning to
rejoin Jenkins; and when he came up with him, took care to preserve a
discreet silence on the subject of his inglorious mishap.

No other incident worthy of notice occurred till the friends reached
Ely, a small, old-fashioned city, remarkable only for its supernatural
dulness and ugliness. The very aspect of this Bæotian spot is
provocative of slumber. There is no bustle, no variety of any sort to
break its drowsy still-life. The tradesmen seem to be without business,
and half the dingy private houses without tenants; the women you meet
in the streets are, for the most part, elderly, and have thick ankles;
and as for the men, they are generally plump, apoplectic, and of
singular breadth in the stern; dressed in rusty black, with a cotton
umbrella poking out under their left arm, and the last number of
the Quarterly Review sticking out of their coat-pocket; and when
they stop to converse, or rather to drone like cockchafers, they have a
horrid trick of catching each other by the buttonhole!

Yet dull as it is, to a degree bordering on the miraculous, Ely is not
without its attraction. It has a magnificent cathedral, scarcely even
surpassed by that at York; and hither, while the dinner, which they
had ordered at the head hotel, was getting ready, Raymond and Jenkins
repaired. Having ascended to the summit of one of the towers, they
were greatly struck, not only with the extensive prospect that lay
stretched out beneath them, but also with its very peculiar character.
In whatever direction they cast their eyes, the country--a dead
cheerless flat--appeared to be but one large sheet of frozen water,
with here and there a lean hedge, a half-starved elm which looked like
a quiz upon vegetation, a damp, rheumatic cottage, or a forlorn spire
peeping out in the midst of it. Northward, in the far distance, might
be seen the summits of Peterborough cathedral; and eastward, that noble
sheet of water, Whittlesea Mere, which is surrounded by a broad fringe
of bullrushes, the unshaved growth of ages; and is so full of fish of
the most gigantic size, that if an angler happens to hook a pike, it
is a moot point whether he pulls the monster out, or it pulls him
into, the water!

Having sufficiently admired this paradisaical landscape, Henry and his
companion, who were by this time as ravenous as one of the pikes of
which I have just made honourable mention, returned to dinner to their
hotel, where they took up their quarters for the night, and at an early
hour next day set out again for Cambridge.


In this manner, among a set of extravagant, non-reading men, Henry
passed his freshman's year, the only orderly portion of which, was
that spent at home in vacation time. Yet despite the constant round
of gayety in which he indulged, he was far from feeling happy; and no
wonder, for nothing can be more commonplace, or barren of satisfaction,
than the course of dissipation pursued at Cambridge. Billiards--boating
on the narrow, muddy Cam--tippling at parties, where the wine is
generally as bad as the jokes, a row at night, with its customary
accompaniment, a black eye--tandem-driving, where the odds are, that
the shaft-horse falls lame after the first few miles, and the leader
turns right round, and coolly stares you in the face every fourth or
fifth yard, indulging the while in a sly horse-laugh at your expense--a
trip to Newmarket, the dullest race-course in Christendom, where little
more is to be seen than just a few horsemen scampering with blue
noses across the chilly heath, a few carriages drawn up alongside the
course, and a squad of individuals in shabby hats and old great-coats
standing about the betting-post, looking, the majority, as keen and
business-like as if they were on 'Change, and some as scampish as if
they had just eloped from the tread-mill--such are the amusements of
the non-reading men at Cambridge; and of these it is no wonder that
Henry soon began to tire, the more especially as they had involved him
in heavy pecuniary embarrassments.

Just at this critical juncture, when, pressed by the importunities
of his creditors, he was meditating a return to a more regular and
economical mode of life, a circumstance took place, which, unimportant
as it at first appeared, had a decisive effect on his after destiny.
He had agreed to accompany Jenkins to a grand public ball at the
Huntingdon assembly rooms, for which his friend had procured tickets;
and after a quick drive in one of Jordan's nattiest mail-carts, they
put up at the Fountain inn in that town, where they dined, dressed, and
then, in the course of the evening, set out for the rooms in question.

On their entrance they took up their position near the door, and
amused themselves while a country-dance was going forward--for as
yet quadrilles were not--with watching the company as they came in,
and looking about them for eligible partners for the next set. A few
minutes after their arrival, an elderly lady entered the room, leaning
on the arm of a young girl, whose uncommon beauty at once fixed
Raymond's attention. "Jinks," said he, "do, for God's sake, look at
that lovely creature who has just taken her seat opposite us! Did you
ever see such a face?"

"Face!" replied Jenkins laughing, "yes, she has a face, certainly, and
has had one these sixty years, I'll swear. Young, indeed! Why, she's an
old woman, as dry as a chip, and with scarcely a tooth in her head!"

"Idiot! I don't mean her--I mean the girl who is sitting next but one
to her, and is now talking to that lady in half-mourning."

"Oh, aye, she's something like," observed Jenkins, "quite a Venus, as
you said at Belford when you kissed the tart-woman's daughter behind
the hedge. You remember that, don't you?"

Without vouchsafing any reply to this delicate school reminiscence,
Raymond abruptly quitted his companion, and hurried off to the master
of the ceremonies, who was standing at the upper end of the room,
near the dancers. He was a formal beau of the Chesterfield school;
was overpoweringly polite in his manners, accompanying almost every
third word by a bow; and took snuff out of a massive gold box, which
he tapped thrice previous to opening it, with an air of ineffable
dignity. His countenance expressed a grave self-sufficiency, the result
of an unalterable conviction that his office was one of first-rate
importance, and dancing the most intellectual accomplishment in the

When Raymond came up to him, he was discussing the comparative merits
of the minuet and the country-dance with a gentleman who appeared to
possess all the qualifications of a good listener. He stopped for an
instant just to make a bow to the young Cantab, while at the same
time he directed a discriminating glance at his costume, and then
resumed as follows:--"As you say, sir, the country-dance is lively
and bustling enough, but there is one great objection to it--it does
not afford scope for developing the higher order of genius. The slow,
stately minuet was the thing, sir, that brought out talent in the most
surprising manner. As to the country-dance, I must confess that I look
on it as a sign of the degeneracy of the times--in fact, it is not a
dance at all, but a game of romps, very unsuitable to the dignity of
the national character. I remember the late Duke of Godmanchester made
the same----"

"You knew his grace, then, Mr Walker?" said his attentive listener.

"Sir, I had that distinguished felicity," replied the master of
the ceremonies with grave emphasis. "I knew his grace, I may say,
intimately; and on one remarkable occasion I had the honour of being
specially invited to the castle, to superintend the arrangements for
a grand public ball which his grace gave on his son's coming of age.
I well recollect that ball, sir; it was the most splendid affair of
the sort ever seen in the county, and went off so much to his grace's
satisfaction, that the next day, when I waited on him by appointment,
'Walker,' said his grace--his grace, I should tell you, had a very
playful and affable way of expressing himself--'Walker,' said he,
'you're a d----d clever fellow, and managed matters admirably last
night.' There wasn't much in the words, but it was the manner that was
so taking; manner is every thing in good society. Well, with that, sir,
his grace went into the next room, and returned in a few minutes with a
handsome gold snuff-box, which he requested my acceptance of, in token,
as he flatteringly observed, of his and the duchess's approbation of my

"I suppose," said the gentleman, "that is the box you now hold in your

"Sir, your hypothesis is well founded," rejoined Mr Walker.

"Indeed! Well, I'm sure it was very handsome in his grace."

"Handsome!" observed the master of the ceremonies, "sir, there was
no end to his grace's generosity. He was a public benefactor in the
noblest sense of the term, and gave us this splendid chandelier for our
ball-room. I may call him, indeed, one of the most shining characters
of his day, for he danced like an angel--I say it advisedly--like an
angel. Then his bow! it was an epoch in one's life to have seen that
man bow. Ah, sir, when I think of what his grace was as a dancer, I
often say to myself, what might he not have been, had he devoted the
powers of his great mind to affairs of state! But he's gone--broke his
neck at a fox hunt--it was a thousand pities."

"Dear, dear; how shocking!" exclaimed the gentleman.

"Sir, you're quite right; it was shocking--I remember thinking so at
the time, and I am still of the same opinion."

"Does the present duke inherit any of his father's genius?" enquired
the gentleman, with a smile.

"Not much," replied the master of the ceremonies. "In the first place,
he has a very indifferent leg--I say it advisedly--a very indifferent
leg for a minuet; and secondly, between you and me, he has no more idea
of keeping time than the chandelier above us. However," continued Mr
Walker, in his most benevolent and encouraging manner, "let us hope for
the best; his grace is young yet, and may improve."

"You have a pretty full attendance to-night, Mr Walker," interposed
Raymond, who had been on thorns during this prolix discourse.

"We have so, sir; but the rooms are not near so well attended as they
used to be in the late duke's time. You're from the university, I


"I guessed as much," said the master of the ceremonies, with one of
his profoundest bows; "a pleasant place Cambridge--rather too cold in
winter though. Will you do me the honour to take a pinch of snuff, sir?
I rather pique myself on this snuff, which I call the Godmanchester
Mixture, from the circumstance of its having been a great favourite
with the late duke."

"It is certainly a well-flavoured snuff," replied Henry, applying a
moderate portion to his olfactories, "but a little too pungent."

"Bless me, how odd! That's the very same remark that the late duke
made, when he first honoured me by taking a pinch! 'Walker,' said he--
for his grace was singularly happy at repartee--'your snuff is not
to be sneezed at, I can tell you that!' Uncommon smart--wasn't it? I
thought I should have died of laughing."

"Just so," rejoined Raymond impatiently; and then mentioning his name,
and his desire to obtain a partner for the next set of dances, he
requested and obtained an introduction to Miss Wyndham, the young girl
who had so much struck his fancy. After chatting a few minutes with her
and her companion, a quiet, good-humoured, middle-aged lady, well known
to the master of the ceremonies, Raymond led the former out to dance,
not a little proud of his good fortune in having thus early secured
the hand of the prettiest female in the room. She was, indeed, a most
attractive creature, slight and graceful in figure, with luxuriant
auburn hair, black eyes, sparkling with intelligence and vivacity,
an oval-shaped countenance, just lightly and delicately tinged with
the rosy hue of health, and a small, exquisitely formed mouth, in
the angles of which a smile seemed always nestling. Her manners were
frank, playful, and of singularly fascinating simplicity; and there was
an archness and tempered freedom in her conversation, that indicated
a nature not yet trammelled and sophisticated by the conventional
etiquette of society.

When the dance was at an end, Raymond led his partner back to her
seat, and a lively conversation ensued, in which the elderly lady
occasionally took part. "I am sure you are fond of dancing, Miss
Wyndham," said Henry, "by the way in which you excell in it."

"I am indeed very partial to it; but I go out so seldom, and have so
few opportunities of following it up, that I dare hardly venture to
call myself a dancer. Now your favourite amusement, I should say,
was--let me see--skating: am I right?"

"Partly so; I am certainly fond of skating, but I cannot say I prefer
it to dancing. How should I, when I am honoured with you for a partner?"

"I do not wonder," observed Miss Wyndham, taking no notice of this
compliment, "at your fondness for skating; it is a graceful amusement,
especially when a perverse stone happens to come in one's way, and
cause an unlucky tumble. Such things have occurred, I'm told;" and
the saucy girl looked archly at Raymond, while a roguish smile hovered
about her rosy lips.

"Tumble! I never tumble!" exclaimed Henry, with as much cool assurance
as if he had been baptized in the waters of the Shannon.

"It is not every skater who can boast of such good fortune," slyly
resumed Miss Wyndham; "for a short time since, when I happened to be
going out with grandmamma for a walk by the river's side, I saw an
unhappy gentleman tumble backward on the ice, at the very moment when
he was exhibiting some most graceful attitudes. I assure you grandmamma
quite felt for him; it was so disagreeable, you know, to fall at such a
time--quite a catastrophe."

"So, then, it was you who were the eyewitness of my mishap," replied
Raymond, affecting to laugh. "I remember the circumstance well, and
also that two ladies were standing near a garden-gate at the time, no
doubt highly amused at what they must have thought was my clumsiness:
I can assure you, however, that the accident was one that might have
occurred--indeed often does occur--to the very best skaters."

Henry then hastened to change the conversation, which was soon
afterwards put an end to by the early departure of the ladies; but
not before he had contrived to become acquainted with their address,
and dexterously extorted permission to wait on them the next day, in
order to ascertain how they were after the fatigues of the night.
No sooner had he accompanied them to the sedan--those were the days
of sedan-chairs--which was in waiting to convey them home, than he
returned to the spot which Miss Wyndham had so lately occupied,
and stood there, looking half bewildered, as if a bright light had
suddenly vanished from his path. Strange infatuation! But three short
hours before, he had not known that there was such a creature as
Julia Wyndham in existence; yet now she occupied his thoughts to the
exclusion of every other consideration!

He was just about quitting the ballroom, having wholly forgotten his
friend Jenkins, when that worthy came up and joined him. "Well, Harry,"
said he, "you've had a pretty good spell of it with those ladies. Egad,
I must confess the youngest is about as pretty a girl as I ever saw. I
would not interrupt you, as I saw you so resolutely bent on having her
all to yourself. It's not fair though--curse me if it is; you should
have given me a turn, instead of leaving me to shift for myself. I've
only had two partners, both old and ugly, one of whom did nothing but
chatter, and the other wouldn't open her mouth. But, come, it's time
for us to be going."

"Going! What do you mean? They're gone; I saw them myself to their

"I said nothing about a sedan; but merely that it is time for us to be

"Oh, aye--true! I misunderstood you. Well, come along, I'm ready."

"I see how it is," observed Jenkins to himself, as they returned
together to the Fountain, "a second edition of the tart-woman's
daughter! However, it's no business of mine; but only to see now how
easily some birds are caught--and so shrewd as I always thought him!--O
Lord! O Lord!"


Julia Wyndham, whose parents had died when she was in her infancy,
resided with her grandmother, the widow of a physician, in a small
village, a few miles distant from Cambridge, where Raymond had
first seen her. The old lady and her granddaughter lived in great
seclusion--for their means were somewhat straitened--associating only
with two or three intimate friends at Kimbolton, and at Huntingdon,
with one of whom Julia was now staying on a short visit. In the more
modern acceptation of the term, Miss Wyndham would not have been
considered accomplished, for her acquaintance with music was far from
scientific; she knew nothing of Italian; and, as a dancer, would
hardly--notwithstanding the natural elegance of her movements--have
passed muster with so critical a judge of the art as the Huntingdon
master of the ceremonies. But, though not highly accomplished, she
was a very delightful girl; for she sang and played with infinite
feeling, had a keen sense of humour, tempered by the strictest feminine
delicacy; was of a lively, affectionate nature, and as ignorant of the
world as those usually are whose youth has passed in retirement.

Henry, as may be surmised, was not long in making discovery of all
these attractive qualities; and, when he visited Julia next day,
previous to his return with Jenkins to Cambridge, she confirmed,
by her artlessness and vivacity, the favourable impression she had
made on him the night before. At the moment of his entrance, she was
seated with Mrs Lovat--the lady at whose house she was staying--in the
drawing-room, copying a print of one of Murillo's Spanish shepherd
boys. After the usual introductory commonplaces, the conversation ran
upon the scenery of the neighbourhood, which Raymond justly pronounced
to be the most insipid he had ever seen.

"It has, indeed, few attractions to boast of," observed Mrs Lovat.

"Oh, do not say so!" replied Julia, laughing, "think of the banks of
the Cam!"

"True!" exclaimed Raymond, falling in with the lively girl's humour, "I
forgot that classic stream, so pellucid--so picturesque--so every way
worthy of Arcadia."

"And have you nothing to say too," resumed Julia, "in praise of those
charming moorlands which lie between our village and this town? Do you
know that, when we crossed them the other day, I actually counted not
less than three dwarf-elms within the compass of a dozen miles! You
look incredulous, but it is a fact. My arithmetic may be relied on."

"I have heard say that a tree--or rather the apparition of one--is
occasionally to be met with in this neighbourhood; but, as I am
no believer in ghosts, I scouted the assertion as a calumny. If I
recollect rightly, however, the scenery improves near your village."

"Oh, yes!" said Julia, "there can be no question of that. We have,
for instance, the similitude of a field within a reasonable walking
distance of us--to say nothing of a garden or two, where, provided
you are endowed with keen faculties of observation, you may sometimes
detect an imperfectly developed rose, and very frequently a currant or
gooseberry bush!"

"You astonish me, Miss Wyndham! Of all things, I should like to visit
this romantic village of yours; for its acquaintance must be as well
worth making as that of our remarkable friend, the master of the
ceremonies, with his long story about the Duke of Godmanchester."

"I would not advise you to try the experiment," observed Julia; "for
your visit will be sure to end in disappointment."

Henry was about to make a most gallant reply, when Mrs Lovat,
addressing her young guest, said, "Julia, my love, Mr Raymond, I am
sure, will excuse my reminding you that we have some morning-calls to
make, and that it is getting late."

This gentle intimation had the desired effect, and the young Cantab
rose to take leave, not a little surprised to find that, instead of the
short ten minutes' visit he had calculated on, he had been chatting
upwards of half an hour. When he returned to his hotel, he found the
tandem at the door, and Jenkins anxiously looking out for him. "My God,
Harry!" exclaimed the latter, "what can have detained you so long? You
told me you would not be gone more than five minutes, and here's the
tandem been standing at the door nearly an hour. It's too bad, upon my
life it is, to keep one waiting in this way. But, come! jump in; we've
not a moment to lose."

On their road home, Raymond, in answer to his friend's repeated
enquiries, acquainted him with the particulars of his visit to Miss
Wyndham, carefully suppressing, however, all mention of the singular
fact, that he had feloniously abstracted one of her gloves, which he
chanced to find lying on the sofa, out of consideration, no doubt, to
Jenkins's morals, who would have been shocked at the idea of familiarly
associating with one who had subjected himself to the penalty of the

When they reached Cambridge, Henry, who was by this time quite
ennuyéed with his companion's small talk, and was specially anxious
to be alone--a remarkable feature in the idiosyncrasy of young
lovers--quitted him, and went off to his own rooms, whither he was soon
afterwards followed by his gyp. "Oh, sir!" said the servant, "there's
been such a to-do since you left! Timmins the wine-merchant, and Screw
the tailor, and I don't know how many more on 'em, have been here
raging like so many mad bulls. They say you've put 'em off quite long
enough, and that they wont wait till next term; and, ecod! I believe

"Humph!" said Raymond, with a sardonic smile, "a clear case of
combination and conspiracy. And what did you do?"

"Do? Bless you, what could I do? They wouldn't take no notice to quit;
and though I told 'em over and over again it were no use their staying
here, blowing you up behind your back, they stuck all the faster for
it; so at last I were obligated to go down to the unoccupied rooms
below--them as Mr Spinks has just left--and sing out 'Murder!' Upon
which they all rushed down stairs to see what was the matter, when I
instantly shoves past 'em, hurries up again, and sports the oak."

"A very ingenious contrivance, Tom; you deserve a fellowship for it."

The bashful Thomas made no reply to this dulcet compliment, but
contented himself with observing, "It's only getting rid on 'em for
a day, sir; they'll be sure to be back to-morrow, more wicious than
ever. I know 'em well--too well I may say--for many and many's the good
master I've had as has had his temper quite spoiled by 'em. They've no
bowels, sir--at least none to sinnify--but go on dunning, day after
day, just for the pleasure of the thing, or because they think it good
for their health, I suppose. If you'll take my advice, sir, you'll----"

"That will do, Tom; now leave me; I'm tired; and be sure you shut the
outer door after you."

When the servant was gone, Raymond began considering by what means he
might best extricate himself from the consequence of his thoughtless
extravagance; but before he could come to any decisive resolution, a
message was brought to him from the master of the college, requesting
his immediate attendance; and when he waited on that august dignitary,
behold, it was to receive sentence of confinement to gates, hall, and
chapel for a week, in consequence of the flagrant manner in which he
had of late neglected his routine duties! How now should he act? Were
he to obey this peremptory mandate, he would lose his best chance
of strengthening his acquaintance with Julia; and were he to set it
at nought, he would, in the event of discovery, be rusticated, and
perhaps expelled. Either alternative was a painful one; but love, as it
generally is at the green age of twenty, was victorious. What! live for
a whole week without seeing Miss Wyndham--he who held possession of her
glove, and was bound, therefore, as a gentleman to return the precious
vestment? Impossible! It was his duty instantly to see her; and
accordingly, on the fourth day after the ball, he quitted Peterhouse by
the back way, and set out for Huntingdon.

Mrs Lovat received him civilly, but somewhat coldly, he thought; and
Julia smiled with much archness when he gravely pleaded, as an excuse
for his visit, the glove which he had taken away in the hurry of the
moment, in mistake for his own. In the course of conversation, however,
he so won upon the elder lady by the respectful deference of his
manner, that she mentioned that she should be happy to see him, should
circumstances ever again lead him to Huntingdon; and after he was gone,
praised him to Julia as a modest, intelligent, well bred, and virtuous
young man, who appeared to have none of the dissipated habits so common
among Cambridge men of his age.

Having thus gained the suffrages of the two ladies, Raymond took every
opportunity of improving his good fortune; and when Julia returned
home at the expiration of a month, he visited her quite on the footing
of an old friend, and made the same favourable impression on her
grandmother that he had previously made on Mrs Lovat. The result may
be conjectured. A strong mutual attachment sprung up between the young
people; and the old lady, without directly encouraging it, permitted
the affair to take its own course, for she had every confidence in
Julia's prudence, and was naturally anxious to see her happily settled
before she herself (a poor annuitant) should be removed from the stage
of life.

This was a happy period of Henry's existence; but, alas! it was not
without its alloy. His creditors beset him day after day with their
clamorous importunities; and however anxious to do so, he had no
present means of liquidating their demands. From his father he had
but slender hopes of assistance, for he was a man who would not, or
could not, make allowance for youthful indiscretions; and who was now
more reserved than ever towards his son, having recently married a
vain, but wealthy widow, against whom Henry had early imbibed a strong
prejudice, from the circumstance that she had caused the removal of his
revered mother's picture from the drawing-room, where it used to hang,
to a small, smoky, half-furnished back parlour, which was seldom or
never used except as a lumber-room. But though he had not much hope of
assistance from his father, and felt persuaded, that whatever influence
his mother in-law possessed would be exerted rather against than for
him, still he resolved to make the experiment of an application; and,
accordingly, he dispatched a letter to the old gentleman, wherein he
made a candid confession of his follies, stated the exact extent of his
embarrassments, and respectfully requested his aid, at the same time
promising amendment for the future.

Nor was this an idle boast, for a change for the better was already in
progress in the young man's mind. He no longer courted the society of
his old companions; his intercourse with Julia had imparted a healthier
tone to his feelings, refined his tastes, and given a nobler direction
to his ambition. How coarse and debasing now appeared his late career
of dissipation! How barren of all, save the most humiliating, results!
But henceforth he was a changed man. The scales had fallen from his
eyes, and he saw things in their true nature--thanks to the influence
of that sentiment, whose seeds, according as they fall on rank or
generous soils, produce either deadly poisons or wholesome fruits!


One evening, when Raymond had gone to visit Julia, and his gyp was
busy in his rooms getting coffee ready against his return, a grave,
elderly gentleman entered, whom the servant, with that quick-wittedness
peculiar to Cambridge gyps, at once conjectured to be his master's

"Mr Raymond, I presume, is out?" said the stranger, seating himself on
the sofa; "do you know when he will be in?"

"I expect him in, sir, every----I mean, I can't exactly undertake
to say when he will be in; for, when he goes out at this hour, he
generally stays out a pretty long time, for the sake of the fresh air
and exercise. He fags so desperate hard during the day, that he almost
always gets a sick headache, and I've heard him say as nothing revives
him so much as a long walk."

"Indeed! I understood that he was rather gay in his habits; gave large
dinner parties; kept a tandem; and----"

"What, master keep a tandem!" exclaimed the gyp with well-feigned
astonishment. "Lord, sir, he'd just as soon think of keeping a hearse.
No, so far from that, sir, I do assure you he fags so hard, that I'm
sadly afeard at times he'll lose his precious eyesight. Often and often
he gets up in the middle of the night, makes his-self some strong
gunpowder tea, without milk or sugar, in order to keep his-self awake,
and then works away like a dray-horse till the chapel bell rings. Ah,
sir, if all Cambridge men was like him! But I beg pardon, I don't think
he'll be in just yet; so, if you'll please to leave your name, I'll be
sure to tell him the first thing when he comes in."

"Your master, you say, has only gone out for a walk?"

"That's all, sir, I do assure you."

"Then I'll wait here till he returns."

The authoritative tone in which this was spoken, confirmed the gyp in
his impression that the stranger was no other than Raymond's father;
so he hurried from the room, and stationed himself at the foot of the
staircase, in order to communicate the intelligence to his master, and
prepare him for the interview. He had not kept watch at his post above
ten minutes, when Raymond came in, and seeing his servant evidently on
the look-out, exclaimed, "More duns, Tom?"

"Not exactly that, but something almost as bad, I'm afeard."

"Hah, indeed! What can that be? Another summons to the master?"

"No, sir, but the governor's up stairs, looking as black as thunder."

"My father?"

"Yes, sir; I twigged the old gentleman at once, by the way in which
he spoke, and his taking out his glasses to have a good stare at your
bookshelves. I do hope, sir, for both our sakes, that all's right
there; you should always keep a dog's-eared grammar, or dictionary, or
such-like, lying about, sir; it looks business-like. My late master,
as lost his fortune at Newmarket, always did so; and it's astonishing,
I've heerd him say, how useful he found it."

"So, my father has really arrived!" exclaimed Raymond, cutting short the
gyp's eloquence; "now, then, all must come out."

"He has indeed arrived, sir, and werry queer he looks too; I can't
tell what to make of him. Howsever, I did all I could to put him in a
pleasant humour. I told him as you was killing yourself by inches with
hard study, and had only just stepped out to walk off a sick headache,
which you'd picked up in the course of the morning's reading. God help
me for telling such a thumper! But it was for your good I did it, sir;
so perhaps you'll stand to it, for if I'm caught out in a lie, I shall
lose my character; and what's life without character?"

With this fine moral flourish, which he uttered with exceeding unction,
the gyp quitted his master, who slowly and thoughtfully went up to his
rooms. As he threw open the door, he saw his father busily examining
his book-shelves, and hastening towards him, held out his hand, of
which the other took no notice, but, re-seating himself on the sofa,
beckoned Henry to a chair opposite him, and then looking him sternly in
the face, addressed him as follows, in that deliberate tone of voice
which indicates an inflexible resolution:--"My presence here seems to
have taken you by surprise."

"If so, sir, it is an agreeable surprise."

"Not so, young man, if I may judge by the conduct of your servant, who
has been trying hard to deceive me as to your real character. However,
my business is not with him, but with you. In your last communication
to me, wherein you allude to what you are gently pleased to call your
'follies'--yes, 'follies' is the word!--you have inclosed a schedule of
your debts. Are all included in that schedule?"

"I am not aware that any are omitted."

"They do you credit, certainly, both in point of amount and character.
You have been at Cambridge scarcely two years, and yet, over and above
the allowance which I made you, you have contrived to incur obligations
to the extent of nine hundred pounds."

"I am aware, sir, that I have acted very wrongly; but I do hope you
will overlook it, for I can say with the most perfect sincerity that of
late I have turned over quite a new leaf."

"Young man," replied the elder Raymond, with increased sternness of
manner, "do not add falsehood to your other faults. I have just left
the college tutor--you should have calculated the likelihood of this,
before you talked of turning over a new leaf--and he tells me that you
have as shamefully neglected your studies, as you have squandered my
money. Now, sir, what reply can you make to this?"

"My tutor," said Henry, his natural impetuosity getting the better of
him, "is an old, formal, mathematical pedant, who can make no allowance
for the peculiar difficulties of my position."

"Difficulties of your own raising."

"Not so, by heaven! Is it my fault that, having received an exclusively
classical education, I have no head for the exact sciences, and cannot
master even the rudiments of Euclid and algebra? Could I have conquered
my repugnance to these pursuits, I had been as indefatigable a student
as any in the university; but finding that impossible----"

"Impossible!" exclaimed his father, hastily interrupting him, "nothing
is impossible to industry and perseverance. But you preferred
dissipation to study, and thought it, no doubt, a much finer thing to
cut a figure among rakes and fools, than among intelligent orderly
scholars. Well, you have had your way, and now I will have mine. I
intended you, as you know, for the bar; but that project I abandon
altogether, for with habits such as you possess, you would be a
briefless barrister to the end of your days. Prepare, therefore,
immediately to enter my counting-house, where, though I confess I have
no great hopes of you, I shall at least have the comfort of knowing
that you are under strict surveillance."

"Sir," said Henry, with considerable agitation, "think better of this
scheme, pray do. I have not the slightest notion of commerce, and never
shall have: my thoughts--my feelings--all the tastes and habits of my
life--alike revolt from it."

"In plain English, you will agree to nothing that requires labour. Be
it so; but bear this in mind--no idle profligate, who affects to be
above the vulgarities of commerce, even though he be my own son, shall
ever reap the harvest of my long life of toil."

The spirit of this was harsh and decided; but nothing could be calmer
than the manner in which it was conveyed. While Henry was pondering on
the subject, and endeavouring to devise some scheme to ward off the
evil hour, in the hope that the "chapter of accidents" would erelong
come to his relief, his father's eye chanced to fall on a volume of
Collins's Poems, which lay half-concealed beneath the sofa-cushion,
and taking it up with an air of indifference, just glanced at the
title-page, wherein he saw, written in a lady's hand, the words "Julia

Tossing the book from him with a look of supreme contempt, "I am now
no longer at a loss," he observed, "to account for your late habits
of dissipation. This woman, I suppose, is one of the respectable
associates you have picked up at Cambridge; and is, doubtless, in full
possession of your confidence."

"Yes," replied Raymond, bursting at once from all restraint, "she is in
my confidence, and is worthy of it."

"Indeed!" said his father, drawling out the words in a tone of stinging
irony, "this is candid, at any rate. Upon my word, you improve, young

"Father--father!" exclaimed Henry, "do not--I beg--I implore you--do
not slander a young lady of whom you can by possibility know nothing.
Say of me what you please, but not a word against her. To respect her,
you have only to be once in her society; will you then condescend to
see her, and I will answer for your changing your opinion?"

"See her! see your mistress! are you mad?"

"My mistress! It is false--false as hell;" and, starting from his seat,
Raymond paced up and down the room like a maniac.

It was curious to mark the contrast that father and son presented
at this moment. Both were highly excited, but the former maintained
his self-possession; while the latter, with indignant gestures and
flashing eyes, continued striding up and down the apartment, muttering
between his clenched teeth the word "mistress." The accents of the one
were loud, impassioned, and at times almost approaching to a scream;
those of the other were rigidly subdued, nearly to a whisper, as if he
feared to trust himself with his emotions. The son's countenance was as
crimson as red-hot steel; the father's was deadly pale; and but for the
quivering lip and close-knit eyebrow, one would have had no idea of the
stormy passions that were at work within him.

At length the elder Raymond, again addressing his son, said, "Henry,
listen to me, for the last time. Who this woman may be, I neither
know nor care. She may be all you say she is, or my suspicions may be
correct; but granting she is what you would have me believe her to
be, you cannot--situated as you are--marry her; and, if she be a mere
intriguer, you must be a fool and an abandoned profligate to keep up
such a connexion."

"An abandoned profligate!" exclaimed Henry.

"'Tis a hard term to use; but I am not in the habit of mincing matters
with a disobedient, headstrong son. In one word, then, will you go into
my counting-house, or not? My discovery of your secret amour with this
woman, convinces me that such a step is more necessary than ever."

"No, I wont," replied Raymond, doggedly.

"Then we see each other no more; but, mark me, by your mother's death
you are entitled to three thousand pounds, which you will find entered
in your name at Baldwin's, whenever you choose to apply for it. This
sum, which it is fortunate you did not know of before, for it would
have been dissipated by this time, is all that you will ever receive
from me. Now, pay your debts or not; keep up this equivocal connexion
or not; do, in short, just what you please; go where you please; my
interest in you ceases from this moment. I wish you well through the
world, and have still so much consideration left for you, that I trust
you may never have cause to rue, in sickness and destitution, your
disobedience and ingratitude to your father;" with which words, before
Henry could say a word in reply, the old man quitted the apartment,
preserving his stern, cold demeanour to the last.


True to his word, the old man saw his son no more. He quitted
Cambridge by the next morning's Telegraph, and immediately on reaching
London dispatched a letter to Henry, repeating all he had said in
conversation. The cold, business-like air of this epistle, occasioned
Raymond much grief; but it soon gave place to more pleasant feelings,
when he remembered that he had now the means of honourably discharging
all his debts; and had, besides, a surplus capital of upwards of two
thousand pounds, with which, small as it was for a beginning, he
persuaded himself he should make his way handsomely through life. Yes,
and not only this, but he would marry Julia Wyndham! She loved him;
for, during their last interview, he had succeeded in wringing this
acknowledgment from the artless and affectionate girl; and equally
evident was it, that nature had destined them for each other. Thus
thinking, Raymond soon regained his wonted cheerfulness, and when his
gyp came in to receive his orders for the day, he desired him to go
round to his different creditors, a list of whom he put into his hand,
and tell them that, if they would call in the course of a week, their
claims should be liquidated to the last farthing.

Having given these directions, my hero, who was meditating weighty
projects, and, among others, an immediate removal to London, where,
full of confidence in his own mental resources, he had no doubt he
should distinguish himself in literature, the only vocation for which
he felt qualified, and to which his inclinations led him--Raymond, I
say, who was full of these and other sage projects, posted off to the
little Dutch village on the banks of the Cam, in other to acquaint
Julia with his plans, and persuade her to share his fortunes. He
reached the cottage just as she was going out for a walk, whereupon he
joined her, and, in the course of an animated conversation, he informed
her of all that had occurred since he last saw her; of his altered
prospects, and consequent intention of quitting the university without
delay; and concluded by imploring her, as she valued his happiness and
her own, to fling all further hesitation to the winds, and link her
fate with his. Quite as unworldly--indeed even more so than Henry--and
carried away by his enthusiasm, Julia was but too ready to be prevailed
upon to take the step he recommended to her; nevertheless, though she
looked only to the sunny side of the picture, she would come to no
decision, but referred him for an answer to her grandmother. Away,
therefore, went the sanguine daydreamer to the old lady, who being
already prejudiced in his favour, and, like her grandchild, dazzled
by his glowing accounts of his prospects, gave a ready consent; and
it was finally determined that the marriage should take place within
a month, when they should leave the cottage, and go and reside in the
neighbourhood of London. Having thus far succeeded in his projects,
Raymond next set out for the metropolis; drew a sufficient sum from
his banker's to defray his debts and other contingent expenses; took
a small, cheap, and retired cottage at West-end, near Hampstead, and
then returned to Cambridge, where, at the appointed time, he became the
husband of Julia Wyndham.

From this period, for nearly four years, the young couple's domestic
career was one of unclouded happiness. They dwelt in comparative
retirement, with all the comforts, and some of the luxuries of life
at their command; and, contented with each other's society, seldom
thought of going abroad in quest of amusement. His original passion
for study--especially the classics of Greece and Rome--which the
dissipation of the university had in some degree weakened, came back
on Raymond's mind with all the freshness and ardour of a first love,
refining and elevating his character; but, alas! tending also to unfit
him for active intercourse with the practical, hard-working world.
Secluded during the morning in his little study, which he had stored
with a choice collection of books, he devoted hours to a translation of
the plays of his favourite Æschylus, which he had selected as his opus
magnum--his first great literary undertaking; at noon, provided the
weather permitted, he would stroll about the neighbourhood with Julia,
listening delighted to her arch sallies and the merry music of her
voice; and the day would be closed with conversation, a song or two at
the piano, or the perusal of some light and amusing work.


Four years have passed--ah, how swiftly those years pass which hurry
us away from happiness!--since the circumstances alluded to in the
last chapter. Julia is no longer the light-hearted girl who has never
known sorrow but by report: Henry no longer hugs the flattering
delusion to his breast, that he has but to make the effort to achieve
fame and fortune by his pen. A cloud is on the brow of both, for
experience--stern monitor!--has read them one of his harshest lessons.
Towards the close of the second year of their marriage, Julia became
the mother of a fine boy, an event which was shortly followed by the
death of her grandmother; but as the old lady died at an advanced
age, without suffering, the shock occasioned by her decease was soon
allayed, and things resumed, for a while, their usual tranquil course.
But a storm was now about to burst upon their heads, from which the
defenceless victims were to know no refuge but the grave.

Having completed his translation, which had been his undivided labour
of love for upwards of three years, Raymond, indulging in the most
sanguine anticipations of success, took the precious MS. to London,
with a view to offer it for sale to some of the great publishers in
the Row. Julia, with the nurse following with the child, accompanied
him part of the way, equally confident as her husband; for, like all
dutiful wives, she devoutly believed that his genius was of the highest
order. "When we meet again at dinner, Henry," she said, as she parted
from him at the foot of Hampstead Hill, "I have no doubt you will have
good news to tell me; for it is impossible that the time and talent
which you have expended on your work, should not ensure success."

Alas! they were both cruelly in error.

When Raymond returned from his Quixotic expedition, his wife saw at
once, by his dispirited manner, that he had failed in his object. He
had made application to two booksellers--he told her, in reply to her
anxious enquiries--and from both he had met with the same discouraging
treatment. The time for classical translations, they assured him, was
gone by. If he were a Parr or a Porsun, then, indeed, they might be
tempted to risk the speculation; but he was unknown to the literary
world; besides, he was young--very young for such a herculean task as
a translation of Æschylus; and though they had not the slightest doubt
he had executed it in a way to do him immortal honour, yet, considering
that the public had at present no taste that way, they had rather
decline the undertaking.

Bitter was Raymond's disappointment on receiving these chilling
replies; and it was not without some difficulty that, at Julia's
instigation, he plucked up courage enough to apply to a third
publisher. On this occasion he was a little more fortunate; for the
bibliopolist, an observant man of the world, struck with the manners
and conversation of the young candidate for literary distinction,
requested him to leave the MS., which he would put into the hands of
an experienced Greek scholar, and return him an early answer. For an
entire month Henry was kept in a state of the most torturing suspense;
now he felt a proud conviction that he should succeed; and now, sobered
by the disappointment he had already experienced, he was prepared to
anticipate the worst. And his anticipations were not ill-founded; for
the translation was returned to him by the bookseller, with the remark
that the verification was of too free and bold a character. Reader,
those were the days of Hayley, Pratt, and the Della-Cruscans!--though
the gentleman to whom he had submitted it, allowed that, as a whole, it
displayed great promise.

This last blow had quite a stunning effect on Raymond. His wife did
her best to keep up his fainting spirits, and when in her society, and
dancing his playful little boy in his arms, he did occasionally rally;
but his gloom soon returned, threatening, erelong, to deepen into
despair. And ample cause he had for anxiety, for three hundred pounds
was all that he could now call his own; and, when this was expended,
how was he to procure the means of subsistence? He had no trade,
no profession, to fly to as a last resource; he had no methodical
habits of business to recommend him to the money-making portion of
the community; none of that dogged perseverance which derives fresh
stimulus from difficulties, as Antæus renewed his strength by touching
earth; but was a mere creature of impulse--the dupe of a buoyant
fancy. In the wildness of his enthusiasm, he had calculated that by
the time his small capital came to an end, his volume would have been
bought, published, and, by introducing him to the favourable notice
of scholars, have got him into repute among those best patrons of
literature--the booksellers; and now he saw all these fond calculations
overturned, and poverty--gaunt, threatening phantom!--usurping the seat
of hope by his fireside.

One chance, however, still remained for him; and, after talking over
the matter with Julia, he came to the resolution of publishing his
volume at his own expense. It was a hazardous experiment, considering
the state of his finances; nevertheless, there was a probability that
it might answer; and, while this was the case, he felt that it was
worth the trial. During the time that the printing was going forward,
his spirits in a great degree revived; for the self-confidence of
inexperienced youth, though it may receive a severe check, is seldom
crushed by its first disappointment. At length, however, the period
arrived that was to extinguish the last faint hope that lingered in
Raymond's breast. His volume was duly brought before the world, and for
nearly four months he buoyed himself up with the notion that it was
making its way with a "generous and discerning" public; but at each
successive visit he paid his bookseller, this delusion became more and
more apparent; and, eventually, he was compelled to admit that--so
far as immediate fame or emolument were concerned--his translation
had proved a signal failure. But this was not all. He had embarrassed
himself with a heavy printer's account, to say nothing of large sums
disbursed for advertisements, which made such a deplorable inroad on
his capital, that he had now little more than seventy pounds remaining
in his banker's hands. Such was his situation at the close of the
fourth year of his marriage.


"Well, Julia," said Henry, with a forced attempt at a smile, as they
sate together one morning at breakfast, "I fear that my father's
prediction will be fulfilled, and that I shall shortly be reduced to as
complete a state of destitution as he could desire."

"For Heaven's sake, Henry, do not speak in this sneering way of your
father. Harsh he may be, because he thinks you have given him cause
for displeasure; but it cannot be that he is such as you imagine. Try,
then, to effect a reconciliation with him; remember, love, we are
parents ourselves, and in our old age should feel acutely any neglect
on the part of our child."

"Julia," replied Raymond gravely, "you know not my father. He acts
rigidly according to what he calls principle; and when he has once
resolved on a particular line of conduct, no consideration on earth can
induce him to swerve from it."

"But, consider, it is now upwards of four years since you had your
dispute with him. Surely he cannot harbour resentment for so long a
period! You know how often I have entreated you to write to him; but
you cannot know how much pain your disinclination to do so has caused
me. Believe me--for I speak not in anger, but in sad sincerity--I
scarcely feel that you deserve to succeed, so long as you voluntarily
live estranged from your father. You will write to him, then; wont you,
love?" and the young mother looked beseechingly in her husband's face,
while a tear trembled in her eye.

Subdued by the earnestness of his wife's appeal, Raymond no longer
hesitated, but that same day sent off a respectful and contrite letter
to his father, wherein he implored him to send an early answer, if it
were but a line, just to say that he forgave him. But no reply came,
infinitely to Julia's astonishment, whose benignant nature could not
conceive it possible that a parent could so long cherish angry feelings
towards a son.

"I told you how it would be," observed Henry, when, having waited a
fortnight, they had both given up all expectation of a reply. "I knew
that, by declining to enter into his views respecting commerce, I had
offended my father past forgiveness."

"It cannot be helped, Henry; but you have done your duty, and should
sad days be in store for us, this will be a consolation to you, as I am
sure it will be to me."

"Sad days!" replied Raymond. "Ah, Julia, we shall not have to wait
long for them. I fear we must quit our cottage without delay, and take
cheap apartments in some obscure quarter of town. I have delayed this
communication till the last moment, knowing how much it would grieve
you; but the painful truth must be told--I have now little to look
to, save the pittance that I may be able, from time to time, to pick
up from the booksellers. O God!" he added, "my father's prediction is
already half accomplished."

"Do not take this so much to heart, Henry," said his generous,
high-minded wife; "to me one place is the same as another, and I can
be happy any where, so long as I retain your love. Leave me but that,
dearest, and I shall feel that I am still rich in the only treasure I
ever coveted."

The dreaded communication thus made, Raymond instantly prepared
to act on it. He disposed of the remainder of his lease, sold his
furniture at a heavy loss, and even got rid of the major portion of his
favourite classics. He could not, however, make up his mind to part
with his wife's piano; for he well knew how dear it was to her, as
being the first present he had made her, subsequent to their marriage.
With how many pleasant recollections, too, was it not associated in
his own mind! How many a time had he sate delighted beside Julia,
as her slender fingers passed lightly over the ivory keys! No, he
could not part with the piano; but, when he acquainted his wife with
this determination, she, with the disinterestedness peculiar to her
character, surrendered all her own private feelings, and even urged
him to the painful sacrifice. Finally, however, it was agreed that the
instrument should not be disposed of till the last necessity.

Raymond's next endeavour was to find some cheap suburban lodgings;
and, after much hunting about, he fixed upon two furnished apartments
in a small back street, in the neighbourhood of Islington. 'Twas a
dismal contrast his new abode presented to that to which he had been so
long used. An old rickety mahogany table, discoloured with ink spots,
stood in the middle of his sitting-room; the cob-webbed curtains were
threadbare and full of darns, the faded Kidderminster carpet looked
as though it had been bought a bargain at Rag Fair, the window-frames
shook and rattled in every wind, and the adjoining bedroom, which was
little better than a spacious closet, had no furniture but such as was
of the homeliest description. But Julia cared not for these things;
for her husband was with her, and her child was thriving apace. Her
simple and elegant taste soon produced a striking change in the aspect
of her new lodgings. The curtains were taken down, and freed from dust
and cobwebs, the carpet neatly mended, a few flowers placed in the
window-stand, and a few of her own drawings hung on the wall--all which
improvements she had to execute herself; for, on quitting the cottage,
she had parted with her two servants, and retained only the services of
her landlady's daughter, an active girl about fifteen years of age.

"It must be confessed, Henry," she said to her husband, on the first
night of their removal to Islington, "that our situation is not
quite so choice a one as we could have wished; but let us not be
disheartened, love, for it is a long lane that has no turning."

In this way Julia strove to sustain her husband's courage, who, no
longer hankering for literary renown--that radiant illusion was
dispelled--but anxious only to provide for the wants of the passing
day, applied to several booksellers for employment, offering to correct
proofs, revise MSS., in short, do just whatever they might require.
But his applications were unsuccessful, chiefly because he wanted that
business-like air which indicates the practised and willing drudge. One
bookseller--an illiterate fellow of the Jacob Tonson school--frankly
told him that he was too much of a gentleman to suit his purposes; for
that what he required was a hard-working man, with "no nonsense" about
him. "Cambridge be d----d!" added this enlightened bibliopole of forty
years since, in reply to a hint thrown out by Raymond, that, as he had
received a university education, he might, perhaps, be found not wholly
inefficient----"Cambridge be d----d! and Oxford, too; I'm sick of their
very names. Never yet published any thing, at my own expense, for a
university man, that I warn't the loser by it. Brought out only last
year a translation of Juvenal, by Dr Prosy of Oxford, and a Treatise
on Pneumatics, by Dr Problem of Cambridge, and never sold more than
forty copies of either of them. Devil take both universities, say I!
Good day, Mr Raymond; sorry we're not likely to suit each other; hope
you may be more lucky elsewhere. I wish you good morning, sir."

The cavalier manner in which these remarks were made, stung Henry to
the quick: with a strong effort, however, he managed to repress his
feelings, and quitted the bookseller's presence without a word. On his
way home, at the corner of a street leading into Holborn, a person
hurried past, whose features, he imagined, were familiar to him; and
turning hastily round, he recognised his old college friend Jenkins,
who, he felt convinced, had also recognised him, but was anxious to
shirk his acquaintance. Nor was this impression an erroneous one. It
was, indeed, his friend of earlier and happier years, the eager sharer
in his schoolboy pranks at Belford, and his more reckless follies at
Cambridge, who, having caught sight of his seedy habiliments, on which
the word "penury" was stamped in legible characters, felt--with the
false pride peculiar to weak minds--a sort of shame at being seen in
the public streets speaking to so shabby a personage! Had Raymond been
trimly attired, as in other days, the case had been far different; but
it was not in the nature of a Jenkins--and the mass of of Jenkinses--to
withstand the blighting influence of a threadbare suit of clothes!

When he reached home, Raymond threw himself into a chair, half mad with
rage and vexation; first, at the heartless conduct of his friend, and
then at his own weakness in taking it to much to heart; while his wife
endeavoured, but in vain, by kind words and caresses, to restore him to

"You have been disappointed again, Henry; I'm sure you have; but do not
give way to gloom. To-morrow you may be more----"

"For God's sake, leave me to myself. My brain is--curses on the
grovelling upstart! But no, he is not worth thinking about. Leave me,
Julia; do, pray, leave me alone for a while."

"Certainly, love, if you wish it, I will leave you;" and so saying, the
meek and uncomplaining girl withdrew into the adjoining room, sick at
heart, for these were the first testy words that had yet fallen from
her husband's lips.

Alas, for the poor and destitute! Unknown to them the halcyon frame
of mind, the frank, cordial nature, the hounding fancy, the winged
hope, the thoughts, tones, looks, and impulses--that keep the heart
fresh and loving, and gladden daily life. Care and spleen are ever
the poor man's portion; and rage and sullen gloom, and a breaking-up
of the best affections, distrust of himself and others, and finally,
despair, madness, and the suicide's crossway grave! Poverty, if not
absolutely crime, is yet its foster-parent; for, by gradually blunting
the feelings, and enfeebling the sense of shame, it paves the way for
all malign influences; and small, indeed, is the number of those who
can pass its tremendous ordeal unscathed.


Foiled, for the present, in his attempts to procure work from the
booksellers, Raymond resolved on trying his fortune as a private tutor,
and advertised in the daily papers for pupils, whom he would attend
at their own houses; and also, by way of having two strings to his
bow, for the situation of usher in a school, provided it were in the
immediate vicinity of the metropolis. For several days he received
no satisfactory answers to his applications; but at length, when he
had repeated them five or six times, a reply was sent him from a
schoolmaster in Pentonville, to the effect that "J. Dobbs, of Paradise
House, having seen O.P.Q.'s advertisement in the Times, and being
in want of an assistant to teach the elementary branches of classics,
would be glad of a visit from said O.P.Q., when, if terms, &c., suited,
the parties might do business together."

The tradesmanlike wording of this letter, together with the stiff and
formal character of the handwriting, enabled Henry to estimate pretty
accurately the sort of person he would have to deal with; and, with
anticipations the very reverse of sanguine, he took his way to the
address given in the note, pleased to find that it was so near his own

"Is Mr Dobbs at home?" He enquired of a stout country wench, who was
cleaning the door-steps of Paradise House when he came up, and who
looked as if, like a hackney-coach horse, no possible amount of work
could wear her out.

"Yes," replied the girl, "master if at home; but you can't see him
just now, because"--she added, in a most unsophisticated,
matter-of-fact-spirt,--"because he's flogging Sykes Junior in the
school-room, for inking his sheets this morning."

"Oh, indeed!" said Raymond, smiling, "then I'll wait till the
operation's over; I suppose it wont be long?"

"Oh dear, no!" replied the servant with amusing naïveté; "master
gets through a deal of work when once his hand's in. Perhaps you'll
just step in here till he's ready to see you;" and she opened the
parlour door, and, placing a chair, told Henry that she would go and
inform Mr Dobbs of his arrival.

For full half an hour Raymond waited, expecting every moment that the
pedagogue would make his appearance; but finding no symptoms of this he
became impatient, and rang the bell for the servant, who assured him
that she had told "master" that he was waiting for him in the parlour,
but she supposed "master" had forgotten it; and therefore, as "missus"
could not see him, "'cause she was out marketing," he had better go
himself to "master;" with which words she showed him the way to the
schoolroom, which was situated in the rear of the house, at the end of
a small, gravelled playground, along which some shirts and other linen
were hanging to dry.

As Henry entered this classic temple, he saw Mr Dobbs, a brisk,
priggish little man, dressed in rusty black shorts, white cotton
stockings and Hessian boots, seated, with spectacles on his cock-up
nose, at a desk round which several boys were standing, one of whose
innocent backs he had apparently just anointed with the cane, for the
youngster was hollowing like a bull-calf, while the pedagogue kept
giving vent to his anger in such terms as--"You stupid, lazy young dog,
I'll teach you to remember the accusative case. Tom Holloway, what's
the dative of musa?--Silence there, silence in the corner--what,
you wont? very well; only wait 'till I come among you, that's
all"--then, seeing Raymond, who was approaching his desk, he looked at
him keenly through his spectacles, and said; "Hey, who have we here?
Oh, I remember! you're the new usher, O. P. Q., that I wrote about
t'other day; well, Mr O. P. Q., if you'll just step with me into the
parlour for a few minutes, we can talk matters over at our leisure;"
and, dismissing his class, he led the way back to the room which my
hero had just quitted.

Having taken his seat, and motioned Raymond to another, Mr Dobbs came
at once to the point without the slightest ceremony. "So you're a
Cambridge man, as the advertisement says?"


"Good; that's in your favour--what references can you give?"

In reply to this blunt question, Raymond observed, that he could refer
him to the publisher of his translation of Æschylus.

"Æschylus, hey? What, you've translated Æschylus! Well, upon my life
it's very creditable to you. However, to drop Æschylus, and come to
business--for I've not a moment to spare just now--what wages do you

"Wages!" exclaimed Henry, with an involuntary expression of disgust; "I
really have not considered the matter, so perhaps you'll say what you
are prepared to give."

"Humph; these are hard times, and schools don't take as they used to
do; but as you're a Cambridge man, I don't much mind stretching a
point; so, suppose I say forty pound a-year, and find yourself. Hah,
you may well stare; it's too much, upon my life it is."

"On the contrary, sir, I must say that the sum is----"

"Too little?--can't help it; I never give more. Business is business.
There's my maid-servant does twice as much work every day as you'll
have to do for less than one-fourth the price."

"Your servant!" rejoined Raymond, with eyes flashing with indignation,
"how dare you, sir, compare me to----"

"Hoity-toity," replied the schoolmaster, good-humouredly, "here's
a to-do about a word! You don't think I really meant you to be my
maidservant, do you? Never dreamed of such a thing."

"Well, sir," said Henry, who saw by this time that it was sheer
ignorance and vulgarity, and not design, that had prompted the
pedagogue's offensive allusion, "though your terms are not quite what I
feel that I have a right to expect, still, for the present, I accede to

"I thought you would," replied Mr Dobbs eagerly, for Raymond's
appearance had prepossessed him in his favour; "and, let me tell you,
you're a lucky fellow, for situations like this of mine don't turn up
every day. They're 'rara avis in terris, nigroque simillima cygno,'
as the Eton grammar observes. I suppose you can come to-morrow?"

"I know of nothing to prevent me."

"Good. And suppose you step in, and take a dish of tea with us this
evening, when I'll introduce you to Mrs D. I'm sure you'll like her,
for she's a woman in ten thousand. Good morning, Mr Raymond; I believe
your name's Raymond, ain't it?"

"It is, sir."

"Well, bong swor, Mr Raymond, as the French grammar says. We shall
see you at six--and, I say, don't go and run away with the notion that
I wanted to make a maid-servant of you. A maid-servant, indeed! To
empty the slop-pails, and scrub down the stairs, I suppose! Hah! hah!
hah! What could have put such a crotchet as that into your head?" and
away bustled Mr Dobbs, laughing heartily at what he conceived to be his
new ushers droll misapprehension.

"Forty pounds a-year!" repeated Raymond to himself, as he returned home
to acquaint Julia with the result of his interview. "Gracious God, and
are all my fine prospects come to this? Sunk to the condition of an
usher at a small school kept by a vulgar ignoramus! How little did I
foresee such an issue, when five short years since I figured among the
gayest of the gay at Cambridge! Ah, could I but live those years over
again, how different would be my conduct! Curses on that egregious
self-conceit which has been my ruin! What right had I to look forward
to literary renown--I, whose talents scarce suffice to earn me forty
pounds a-year? But I will not complain; no, be my lot what it may, I
will bear it patiently, for it is for my wife and child I labour; and
what sacrifices would I not make for them! Poor, poor Julia, would
to heaven we had never met!" and, despite his assumed stoicism, the
tears started to his eyes when he thought of the privations which his
marriage had entailed on his wife.

Punctually as the church-clock in the Pentonville road struck six,
Raymond returned to Paradise House, and was formally introduced to Mrs
Dobbs, who was exactly what her husband had represented her to be,
"a woman in ten thousand"--which being interpreted, means, that she
was a desperate vixen, thin and strait as a skewer, with sharp ferret
eyes, and a temper so thoroughly soured, that one might almost imagine
that she had been dieted from her youth upwards on prussic-acid and
crab-apples. The good lady was by no means slow or shy in developing
this attractive feature in her character; for something having
occurred to ruffle her temper a few minutes before Henry came in,
she immediately began scolding the servant-girl, and then, by way of
variety, fell foul of her husband. "Why didn't you set the tea-things,
when you heard the hell ring?" she exclaimed in a shrill tone of voice;
"Do you think your master and myself are to be kept wailing till it
suits your pleasure to attend to us? And such handsome wages as you
get, you lazy slut! Ring--ring--ring--there's nothing but ringing in
this house; if one hadn't the patience of a saint, one wouldn't put up
with it a day. Mr Raymond, sir, if you knew what I have to go through,
you wouldn't wonder at my----drat them boys, why don't you go out,
Dobbs, and make them keep quiet, instead of sitting there grinning like
a Cheshire cat?"

"Mr Raymond," said the schoolmaster, taking advantage of his wife's
pausing to recover breath, "I've been to the bookseller you referred
me to, and am happy to tell you that he spoke of you in the handsomest

"Which sugar do you take with your tea, Mr Raymond?" enquired Mrs
Dobbs; "we have both white and brown; our late usher used to take
brown, however----"

"Do, pray, my dear Mrs D., allow the gentleman to take which he
pleases. A few lumps of white sugar, once in a way, is neither here nor

"None of your nonsense, Dobbs. I know what's right as well as you can
tell me. It isn't the sugar I look to, but the principle of the thing."

"Oh, ay--the principle! That's another matter. I've nothing to say
against that."

"I should think not, indeed;" and thus speaking, Mrs Dobbs desired her
husband to hand Raymond his tea, moderately sweetened with white sugar
(in consideration of his being on this occasion a visiter,) together
with a thick slice of bread and butter, as stale as O'Connell's joke
about the Repeal of the Union.

"You'll have a comfortable place of it here, Mr Raymond," observed the
schoolmaster, in an affable, patronizing manner; "Your hours will only
be from eight o'clock to one, and from two to five, which is a mere
nothing in the way of work, especially as the classics must be as easy
to you as your A, B, C; and that reminds me of the grammar as we used
in the school. Don't you think that the Eton Latin grammar might be
greatly altered, in point of arrangement, for the better. I've a notion
of my own on this point, which I intend to astonish the world with one
of these days;" and as he said this, the pedagogue laid his forefinger
beside his nose, and put on an air of uncommon astuteness and sagacity.

"Stuff and nonsense, Dobbs!" said his bland helpmate; "you're
always talking about the alterations you're going to make in the
grammar-books, but you never makes them. I'd rather see you do more and
talk less. That's the way to get on; isn't it, Mr Thingembob?"

"With respect to the Eton grammar," resumed the schoolmaster, taking
no notice of his wife's interruption, "what do you think, Mr Raymond,
of my project of commencing it at once with syntax? I know that most
scholars is in favour of the book as it stands; but when you come to
reflect, sir, on the vast importance to youth of a thorough knowledge
of syntax, I'm sure you'll agree with me that they can't be too soon
drilled into it. What is it as makes Mrs Dobbs and I talk so correctly?
Why, a knowledge of syntax, in course! Verbs and substantives is all
well enough in their way, but begin, I say, with the great difficulty;
get over that first, and all the rest follows as a matter of course. My
views, you perceive, are quite original."

"They certainly are, sir, but----"

"But what, my good sir? Speak out, for I'm frank myself, and like
frankness in others. Indeed, I ask you for a candid opinion; for no
man hates compliments more than I do. I'm glad you think my scheme
original, and I'm sure the more you consider it, the more you'll like

"Since you wish for a candid opinion, Mr Dobbs, I don't mind saying,
that your scheme is somewhat like putting the cart before the horse."

"Humph--indeed--so you think so, do you?" replied the schoolmaster,
looking very red in the face; "well, upon my life, you're candid
enough, I must say that; I wish I could say you were as rational."

"I regret, Mr Dobbs, if any thing I have said has given you offence."

"Offence, Mr Thingembob--Raymond, I mean! Come, that's a good joke! Do
I look as if I was offended? Do I speak as if I was offended? Is my
manners such as show I am offended? Upon my life, you must have queer
notions of things to suppose that I could be offended with such a
rubbishing remark, as putting a cart before a horse! Hah! hah! hah! He
says I'm offended, Mrs D.! A good joke, ain't it? He! he! he!"

Amused with this unconscious display of wounded vanity, and feeling the
absurdity of attempting to reason the pedant out of his pet crotchet,
Raymond proceeded to practise what is called the "soothing system," and
by so doing, succeeded, in some degree, in allaying Mr Dobbs' excited
temper; shortly after which he took his leave, fully persuaded of the
justice of the old adage, that "naked truth is exceedingly unlovely."

Arrived at his lodgings, he found his sitting-room looking as tidy and
cheerful as it was possible for such an unpromising apartment to look.
The curtains were close drawn, the candles lighted, and a clean white
cloth laid upon the table, on which were some cold meat, a brown loaf,
a salad, and a bottle of white wine. Julia received him with her wonted
cheering kindliness of manner; she was dressed with extreme neatness
and simplicity--indeed, in her best attire, for she had made holyday on
this occasion; and her beauty, if not quite so dazzling as it had once
been, wore a more touching character than ever. "I guessed, Henry," she
said, "from what you told me this morning of your new employer, that
you would come home wearied, and perhaps dispirited, with your visit;
so the instant I got Charley to bed, I sent for a bottle of wine; now,
don't shake your head at my extravagance, love, but take a glass, for
I'm sure you stand in need of it."

She then poured him out a full glass of sherry, and placing her chair
beside him, endeavoured, during their homely meal, to draw him into
a tranquil frame of mind. She spoke to him of the child, who was
growing, she said, more like him every day; of the confident hope she
entertained that their present embarrassments would be but temporary;
and then, returning to the subject of "little Charley"--for a young and
fond mother's thoughts seldom wander long from her children--expatiated
with delight on the surprising precocity of his intellect; how he
smiled when she talked to him, just as if he knew what she said; how
he was always looking about him--a clear proof of his quick faculty
of observation; and how, in short, he was the handsomest, most
affectionate, and most astonishing babe on the face of the earth! Thus
the sanguine wife ran on, while her husband, catching the infection
of her good humour, replied to her with an animation unknown to him
for weeks; and, after an hour spent in weaving plans for the future,
they retired to their humble couch, happier than they had been since
they quitted their cottage at West-end, Alas, it was the last gleam of
sunshine they were destined to enjoy on this side the grave!


Having once fairly entered on his duties as an usher, Henry followed
them up with as much zeal as he could muster. But the monotonous
drudgery of his vocation--perhaps the most repulsive of any to which a
poor man can be subjected--soon began to wear away what little remained
of freshness and ardour in his character. Mr Dobbs, too, though a
cordial and well-natured fellow in his way, when nothing occurred to
disturb his self-complacency, was one of those personages with whom he
found it impossible to sympathize. His very excellences were annoying,
for his good temper was apt to assume a patronizing form, and his
ignorance and vanity met Raymond at every turn. Occasionally, too,
he would be seized with fits of sulkiness, and then nothing that his
usher did could please him. Henry's temper was sorely tried by these
ebullitions; nevertheless, he allowed no angry word to escape him, but
strove to maintain an appearance of stoical equanimity.

So six months passed away, at the expiration of which period all that
remained of Raymond's capital was twenty pounds! He made many efforts
to improve his income, and frequently called on the publisher of his
"Æschylus," in the hope of hearing some welcome intelligence respecting
its sale, but the answer he got was invariably the same; and though on
one occasion a letter was put into his hands, written by an eminent
Oxford scholar, expressing high admiration of the style in which the
translation was executed, yet this barren praise was all he obtained,
with the exception of the revision of a small MS. essay on the Greek
drama, for which he was paid a mere trifle.

Such repeated disappointments, combined with the daily vexations he
experienced as an usher, soon produced a visible alteration both in his
appearance and his manner. And Julia! did no change take place in her?
Yes, her voice had lost much of its former rich and joyous music; the
fire of her eloquent eye was dim; wan dejection had imparted its most
affecting expression to her still lovely countenance; but her nature
was as exemplary as ever. Deep as were her griefs, she bore them meekly
and in silence, maintaining in her husband's presence an appearance of
serenity, almost of cheerfulness, and striving to infuse into him the
hope which she herself had well-nigh ceased to feel.

One afternoon Raymond returned home, after his school labours were
concluded, more languid and depressed than usual. He complained of
headache and flying pains in his limbs, for which, attributing them
to a mere cold caught in consequence of his having got wet through
the previous day, he took no further remedy than just going early to
rest. He had not, however, been asleep more than an hour, when he was
woke by violent shivering fits, which so alarmed his wife, who was
sitting at work in the room, that she instantly made a fire, and gave
him some hot tea, thinking that it might warm and refresh him. But the
fever, for such it was, increased momently on him, and by daybreak
he was so seriously ill, that Julia, despite his entreaties to the
contrary, called in an apothecary, who, on his arrival, pronounced
Henry to be labouring under a severe attack of typhus. For upwards
of a fortnight he remained in a very doubtful state; and during this
period Julia was his sole nurse, though her own health was delicate,
and required repose, for she was again about to become a mother.
While her landlady's daughter attended Charley--but never out of his
parent's sight--she kept constant vigil by her husband's bed-side,
administering his medicines, moving about him with the noiseless step
of a fairy, anticipating his slightest wishes, and owning to no fatigue
nor debility; but whenever she saw his languid eye resting on her
pale face, assuring him with a smile, and in those sweet, soft tones
so delicious to a sick man's ear, that she was never better in her
life. In a woman who truly loves, there is a disinterestedness that
shuts out all thought of self--a power of endurance whose strength and
vitality seem to increase in proportion to the demands made on them.
Man may volunteer heroic sacrifices, such as are noised abroad in the
world, and repay him with interest by the renown they bring; but he is
incapable of those more homely and unostentatious ones which a wife
and a mother is so ready to make with no thought of praise, and no
consciousness, save that she is doing her duty.

In about a month--thanks to Julia's nursing--Raymond was again enabled
to go abroad; but the fever had added greatly to his irritability, and
he shrunk with absolute loathing from the idea of resuming his school
duties. Nevertheless, the attempt must be made; so he set out for
Paradise House, where he received exactly the sort of welcome that he
had calculated on. In his usual unceremonious manner, Mr Dobbs informed
him that he had been under the necessity of filling up his post, "for
time and tide waited for no man;" and when he called at his lodgings,
he had been told by the landlady that he was in such a ticklish state
that it was a "moral impossible" to say when he would be well. He was
sorry--very sorry--for his disappointment; but it could not be helped,
business was business; however, if the new usher did not suit, why,
then, he should have no objection to take him back again. He concluded
by presenting Henry with his "wages," which amounted to nearly thirty
pounds. The young man scorned to expostulate, but quitted the house
with an air of utter indifference, though his heart swelled almost to
bursting at the cavalier treatment he had received. In this excited
state of mind he reached his own door. Julia had gone out for a short
walk with her child; and when she returned, Raymond, with a splenetic
burst which he fruitlessly attempted to suppress, expressed his
surprise at her leaving him so long alone.

"So long, Henry? I've only been absent a few minutes, just to give
Charles a little fresh air, for he stands greatly in need of it, poor
child! Besides, I did not expect you back so soon."

"Well, well--no matter--there needs no excuse."

"Don't speak so hastily, love; indeed, if I had thought you would have
been vexed, I would not have gone out at all; God knows, it was not for
my own pleasure;" and fearful of saying more, lest she should thereby
increase his irritation, Julia quitted her husband's presence.

From this time forward such a change took place in Raymond's nature,
that those who had known him in earlier years, would have had some
difficulty in recognizing him again. Care, anticipating the work of
years, had delved deep wrinkles in his brow, and a moody reserve
succeeded to his former frank cordiality. That maudlin, ever-vigilant
sensitiveness which detects reproach in the tones of a voice; sees a
sneer lurking in a smile; and with perverse ingenuity finds a personal
application in every stray remark--that envenomed spirit, which
resents a show of cheerfulness as indifference, and of sympathy as
contemptuous pity; which, doubting itself, doubts every body else; and
draws even from disinterested love the materials of distrust; such was
now the destitute Raymond's portion; and though Julia--how could it
be otherwise?--was still as dear to him as ever, and he would gladly
have laid down his life to promote her welfare, yet there were moments
when his diseased fancy almost led him to believe that she lamented
the destiny that had bound up their fortunes together. Often when he
walked the streets alone after nightfall--for he seldom stirred out by
day--and saw wealth rolling along in its carriage, and heard the sounds
of music and merriment issuing from gaily-lit drawing-rooms, he would
ask himself why he should be thus abandoned to hopeless grief--he,
who had every disposition to labour, who had committed no crime, and
whose sole fault was, that he was a gentleman bred to no profession!
It seemed to him that he had little or nothing in common with his
fellow-creatures; but was specially singled out for suffering--a
useless, blighted slip, torn off from the great plantation of humanity.
And indeed his lot, common though it is in this hard-working world,
might well justify the bitterest feelings; for though occasionally
the publisher of his translation of Æschylus, pitying his forlorn
condition, would give him a MS. to revise for the press, yet this was
a chance godsend, and was soon cut off altogether by the latter's

Thus reduced to the last extremity, and seeing nothing but a workhouse
before them, Raymond and his wife were compelled--alas, reader, this is
no idle fiction!--to make one meal serve the place of two; and often
poor Julia would go without herself, in order that her husband and her
child might have enough. Of course they could not be long in this state
without its becoming known to their landlady; but though rough in her
manner, she had a feeling heart; and notwithstanding she was their
creditor for no inconsiderable amount, yet she never ventured beyond
grumbling a little at times about the non-payment of her arrears, for
Julia's gentleness of disposition had completely won her esteem, and
she felt persuaded that she would discharge her debt the very first
opportunity. So strong indeed was her regard for the young couple,
that one Sunday, when Raymond was striving to divert his thoughts by
reading, and his wife was nursing her child, who was rather sickly from
teething, she sent up her daughter with a slice of hot baked mutton
and some potatoes, carefully covered up between two plates--a portion
of her own Sabbath dinner--thinking, as a matter of course, that her
lodgers would jump at such an unexpected dainty.

"Who's there? come in," said Henry, as the girl knocked gently at the

"Please sir, it's me. Ma has sent you this nice plate of----"

"D----n! does your mother mean to insult me?" exclaimed Raymond; and
snatching the plates from the girl's hands, in a fit of uncontrollable
rage, he flung up the window, and threw meat, potatoes, and all into
the street.

"What! throw the vittles out of window!" said the astounded landlady,
when her daughter acquainted her with the circumstance, "that nice hot
slice which I cut off the primest part of the joint, and put some warm
gravy over it, and picked out the brownest taters, and all because I
knew as shoulders of mutton were rayther scarce on the second floor.
Here's a pretty go! and the plates is all smashed, in coarse, and now
I ai'nt got two of the same pattern left! What can have come to him?"
Then, after a pause, during which she seemed considering in what way
she should take notice of the affair, a strong feeling of pity came
over her, and she added, "but I see how it is; misfortin has druv him
mad, for none but a madman would go for to waste good wholesome meat in
that manner. Poor gentleman! I'm heartily sorry for him; for when he
first come here, his shirts were of the finest linen, vich is a proof
he must have been respectable, whatever he may be now; and then there's
his wife, vich hasn't had a bellyful of vittles, to my knowledge, for
these three days past. Well, I won't press too hardly upon 'em; for
when they had it to pay, they paid, and now they haven't got it, they
can't pay, tho' they'll make all square one of these days; no fear of
that; at the same time, I wish he hadn't flung my best plates out of


Raymond's situation was now quite desperate. His watch, the small
remainder of his books, and even his wife's piano, were disposed of,
and nothing could he call his own save the clothes on his back. Still
he struggled with his lot, while, unknown to him, Julia tried to earn
a trifle by her needle, and would frequently, when her husband and her
child were asleep, sit up toiling till long past midnight, the tears
dropping fast upon her work. These labours, so unsuited to one of her
delicate frame, made fearful inroads on her constitution; nevertheless,
she persevered in them, while her landlady, who had originally
suggested the idea, contrived to procure her a few shillings weekly,
by disposing of her work to a fancy milliner in the neighbourhood.
On his part, Raymond determined to make one last effort to retrieve
himself, and with his only remaining guinea renewed his applications
in the newspapers for private pupils. For a brief while, a faint gleam
of sunshine illumined his prospects. He obtained a situation as tutor
to two boys, sons of a rich stockbroker at Highbury, whither he was
forced to trudge on foot four times a-week; but after he had given
about a dozen lessons, he was dismissed by the broker's upstart wife,
who treated him as a sort of upper butler, and took a rooted dislike to
him, because he refused to be overwhelmed by a sense of her paramount
dignity, and was too obtuse to discover in her sons the beauty of an
Antinous, combined with the precocious genius of a Crichton.

When Julia was made acquainted with the facts of this summary
dismissal, she resolved on seeking an interview with Henry's father--a
project which she had long secretly nourished, but had put off from
time to time from a natural reluctance to be considered in the light of
an interested intruder; but now she felt that further hesitation would
involve a breach of duty on her part, so, taking her child in her arms,
she set forth on her doubtful expedition. When she reached the elder
Raymond's house, which was situated in one of the fashionable quarters
of town, she enquired of an overgrown butler, who was standing at the
open hall-door, nearly filling it up with his bulk, whether she could
see his master; but was informed, in reply, that he had been travelling
for the last year and a-half on the continent, and was expected home
in about a fortnight. This, all things considered, was cheering
intelligence, for it impressed her with the belief that he had not
received his son's last letter; and she persuaded herself, therefore,
that he might be induced, when informed of Henry's circumstances, to
"kill the fatted calf," and extricate him from his present deplorable

And truly Julia needed to have some sanguine hope of this sort to buoy
her up; for, a few hours after her return home, a calamity befell her,
far worse than any she had yet encountered. Her boy--her darling boy,
the pride and joy of her heart in her darkest hours of gloom, and in
whom her whole being seemed bound up--this passionately loved child was
seized, early in the evening, while lying in his mother's lap, with
severe convulsive fits, arising from teething. The distracted parent
immediately summoned the landlady to her assistance, who advised her to
put the boy into a warm bath without delay; and they were busy making
the necessary preparations, when Raymond came in, having been absent
all the morning; and, horror-struck by this new visitation, darted off
to the nearest chemist's, in order to procure some soothing medicine,
which his landlady expressly recommended as an infallible specific in
attacks of this nature.

Quick as lightning he reached the chemist's shop; but what was his
dismay, on tendering half-a-crown in payment for the physic, to learn
that it was a bad one!

Wretched man! It was his last half-crown!

"God help my dying child!" he feebly muttered; and, pressing his hand
to his forehead, staggered to the door, as if to lean for support
against it.

The chemist regarded him with astonishment. "Eh, what's that you say?"
he exclaimed, "dying child? No, no, young gentleman, not quite so bad
as that, I hope--poor fellow, he does not hear me! Come, come, sir,
where do you live? We'll go together. Jenny," calling to his wife,
who was in a parlour adjoining the shop, "bring me my hat--quick--and
look to the shop 'till the boy returns; I'll be back shortly. Now,
sir, let's be off;" and, seizing the bewildered Raymond by his arm, he
hurried him into the street.

In less than ten minutes Henry was again at home; but, alas! the very
first glance he cast at Julia convinced him that his worst forebodings
were verified. The poor child had just breathed its last in its
mother's arms; and the landlady, with the tail of her apron held up to
her eyes, was administering to her such consolation as her feelings
suggested on the spur of the moment. "Don't take on so, dear lady,"
said the compassionate dame, "pray don't. It goes to my heart to see
you sitting there so sad and patient, with your poor eyes fixed on
the babby, and never a tear in 'em. It was the Lord's will, and you
must submit. Ah! I know well what it is to lose a child. I had a boy
once, beautiful as your own, and just as he began to know me, and say
'mother,' God called him away; and now he's happy, and so is little
Charley, and that ought to be a comfort to both of us. Have a good
cry, Mrs Raymond, do, and you'll be all the better for it, and don't
think of the little bill as is owing, I'll never press you for it;" and
so saying, the kind-hearted creature gently withdrew the child from
Julia's arms, and laid it on the bed in the adjoining room.

Mean time, the chemist, who had been a silent spectator of this sad
scene, respecting, with true delicacy, the sacredness of parents'
sorrow, made a sign to the landlady, who accompanied him down stairs,
when he put several questions to her regarding her lodgers; for their
bearing, so superior to their situation, their poverty, which was
equally manifest, and the deep, still, gnawing anguish which seemed to
have been long wearing them away, had strongly excited his feelings in
their behalf. "When they first come here," said the landlady, pleased
with the interest that the chemist took in them, "they was as nice a
couple as you'd see any where; but sickness and poverty fell on 'em,
and then they got into arrears with me, vich, however, I'm nowise
particklar about, because their principle's good, and Mrs Raymond tells
me that her husband's father is a gentleman with lots of money, who is
expected back in a few days from foreign parts, when I have no doubt
he'll settle matters quite pleasant and comfortable. Ah, sir! she's a
sweet young lady is Mrs Raymond--so gentle and civil, never spoke a
cross word since she's been in this house!"

"Do you know what trade or profession her husband is in?"

"Can't say I do; but he's a very pleasant spoken gentleman when he's in
his right senses."

"What! have you reason to believe that his mind's at all affected?"

"I don't know about that; but he's werry queer at times, and is always
walking up and down his room, like the tiger at Exeter 'Change. I
believe he's what they call a genius, and writes books, and goes out
teaching, vich accounts for his being so queer; for I've heard say as
all geniuses is a little cracked--it's a part of their purfession.
T'other day he flung two of my best plates out of window, because I
sent him up summat nice and hot for dinner, thinking, in course, as
he was hungry, he'd like to eat; instead of vich, he goes off in one
of his wagaries, flings up the window, and shies both plates smack
into the gutter! But he's a werry excellent lodger for all that--never
asks for the key of the street door at night--never goes to sleep
in his boots, as my last lodger did, arter he'd come home drunk at
four o'clock in the morning--and takes as much care of the furnitur
(leastways his wife does, vich is all the same) as if it was his own.
I'm sure I'm heartily sorry for 'em both, poor things, and will do all
as lays in my power to serve 'em."

When the good lady had concluded her prolix statement, the chemist
desired her not to let her lodgers want what was necessary in their
present situation, for that he would be answerable for the payment,
though he had not the slightest doubt that, when the elder Raymond
was made acquainted with his son's distress, he would come forward to
his relief; but if not, he would himself see what could be done with
the old gentleman. He then took his departure, and till the day of
the funeral kept away from the afflicted parents, deeming it likely
that his presence might be felt as a sort of intrusion; but when this
last mournful rite was over, he frequently called on them, and by his
friendly and considerate conduct impressed them with the most grateful
feelings towards him, which were increased almost to reverence when
they learned, through the medium of their gossiping landlady, that it
was to his unobtrusive munificence they were indebted for the payment
of their child's funeral expenses.

John Bull, John Bull--despite thy faults, and their name is Legion--
thou art a fine fellow; a rough, knotty sample of humanity; sound
at heart as one of thine own forest oaks! Reserved thou art, and
crabbed; a sad grumbler, too--for grumbling is the first great law of
thy nature--but even in thy sullenest mood the cry of distress never
reaches thine ear in vain. At her husband's instigation, whose kindness
to the bereaved couple was unremitting, the chemist's wife sought
their acquaintance; and whenever she could spare an hour from her own
household duties, she would spend it with Julia, whom she assisted
in making preparations for her now fast-approaching confinement, and
endeavoured, by cheerful conversation, to rouse into something like
activity. But vain were all her efforts to assuage the childless
mother's griefs. Her heart lay buried with her boy, and from the hour
of his death to that of her own, she was never once seen to smile. Till
now she had borne up bravely against the daily pressure of poverty and
the sorrows which it brings in its train; but this last deadly blow had
struck to her inmost soul. Even the fond endearments of her husband
failed to lift up the crushed spirit within her. She lived like one in
a trance, except when she sometimes heard the laughing voices of her
landlady's children on the stairs, when she would cast a glance towards
the cradle where her own boy used to sleep, as if half-expecting to
see him wake up and stretch out his little rosy arms towards her. Then
would the sense of her bereavement come upon her in all its first
bitterness; but, this paroxysm over, she would relapse into her former
state of moody lethargy.

About three weeks after the child's death, Raymond returned one
afternoon from a visit to Mr Dobbs, who had offered to take him back
into the school, his last usher having just left him, when he was
surprised by a request from Julia that he would accompany her in a
short walk, to which he readily assented, at the same time expressing
his satisfaction at her venturing abroad again, for of late she had
persisted, notwithstanding all his entreaties--in remaining within
doors all day. They took their way across some open fields in the
neighbourhood of Lower Islington; and when they reached the head of
a quiet, leafy lane, whither they had often been in the habit of
repairing on summer evenings on their first quitting West-end, Julia,
complaining of fatigue, seated herself on the trunk of an old elm that
lay across the footpath, and placing her head on her husband's arm, and
looking him affectionately in the face, thus addressed him, with an
earnestness and solemnity that formed a striking contrast to her late
reserved and lethargic bearing:--"I have asked you, love, to come out
with me this evening, because I feel a conviction that it is the last
walk we shall ever take together. Henry, I am dying! Start not dearest;
this is no fanciful impression induced by low spirits, but a sad truth,
for which I feel that it is my duty to prepare you."

"Julia," replied Raymond, deeply agitated by this unexpected
communication, "do not, I entreat--I implore you--give way to such
thoughts as these; a little while, and you will rally, I feel assured
you will."

"I have tried to think so, Henry, but it is useless, for there is a
silent monitor within, that warns me that my days are numbered. Listen,
then, and do not let this, my last request, pass unheeded. When I am
gone, seek your father, submit yourself to his wishes, and be guided
implicitly by his advice; perhaps my death may pave the way to a
lasting reconciliation, and if so, I shall not have died in vain. You
will not have so difficult a task as you imagine; for I have already
called at his house, where I heard with pleasure that he had been
absent upwards of a year, and most likely therefore had not received
the letter which you sent him some months ago. However, be this as it
may, make the effort, as you value your own future peace of mind, and
respect my memory."

"I will--I will!" exclaimed Henry, the tears streaming fast down his
cheeks, "and you shall yet live to rejoice in our reconciliation."

Julia shook her head----"For your sake, love, I could wish that it
should be so, for the absence of a familiar face to which we have been
long accustomed, is a sore trial--and too well I know what you will
feel when you first miss me from your side; still I cannot disguise
from myself, that we shall soon be lost to each other. I will not ask
you to keep me in your recollection; for affectionate and confiding as
you have always shown yourself, Julia, I know, will long be uppermost
in your thoughts; but, dearest, let me beg of you, whatever be your
destiny hereafter--and God grant that it be a happy one!--to check
those violent emotions which I have lately seen preying on your mind,
and unfitting you for the duties of life. Reflect solemnly on what I
now say, and whenever henceforth you feel any disturbing passion rising
within you, think that Julia addresses you from the grave, and for her
sake endeavour to practise self-control."

Raymond made no reply, for his grief impeded the power of utterance,
but pressed his wife's hand close against his heart.

"Henry," continued Julia, casting on him a look of inexpressible
tenderness, while her voice sank almost to a whisper, "believe me,
I have not spoken thus to give you pain, but to prepare you for an
event which must happen in a few weeks, perhaps a few days. When that
event takes place, lay me in the same grave with Charley; and when
your last hour too arrives--and far distant be the day--I should wish
that you also should be laid beside us. Henry, I have prayed long and
fervently that my approaching end may be tranquil, that my senses may
be preserved to me to the last moment, that my dying eyes may be fixed
on yours, my hand clasped in yours, and my lips give and receive the
last kiss of love and peace. And I feel assured that my prayers will be
answered, and that the voice whose soothing tones I most love to hear,
will whisper comfort to my parting spirit. Henceforth be as much with
me as possible; for the sand in my hour-glass is fast running out, and
I shall consider every minute wasted that is not spent in your society.
And now, dearest, let us return home, it is growing late, and the wind
comes chilly to me across these open fields."

So saying, Julia rose from her seat, and leaning on her husband's arm
for support, walked slowly and silently back to Islington.


The effort Julia had made had so exhausted her strength, that on
reaching home she went instantly to bed, and after a restless and
feverish night, was seized at daybreak with the pangs of premature
labour, and soon afterwards was delivered of a child, which survived
its birth but a few hours. For the two following days the young mother
went on--to use her medical attendant's phrase--"as well as could
be expected," considering how dreadfully her constitution had been
shattered by the long sufferings and privations she had undergone; but
on the afternoon of the third day, unfavourable symptoms appeared; her
strength began to decline rapidly; and when the apothecary came in
to pay his usual visit, he was so struck by the sudden change, that
he warned Henry to prepare himself for the worst. When he returned
again at nightfall, he found all his apprehensions confirmed. Julia
was sinking momently. She had been unable, from sheer debility, to
take the remedies prescribed, and was lying with her eyes half closed,
and her husband's hand pressed between her own, in the last stage of
exhaustion. As the apothecary, aware that all further medical aid was
unavailing, the rallying power being wholly gone, withdrew from the
chamber, Raymond gently released his hand from his wife's grasp, and
rose to follow him, with a view (so eagerly in moments of affliction
do we catch at straws) to wring from him an acknowledgment that there
was still some hope; but just as he reached the door, he turned round,
fancying that he heard Julia's voice, and seeing her dim eyes sadly
resting upon him, he could not resist that mute touching appeal, so
resumed his station by her side, which evidently gave her pleasure,
as he felt by the faint pressure of her hand. But this was almost the
last symptom of consciousness she evinced. Shortly after, a film came
across her eyes, she sighed feebly, there was a tremulous movement of
the lips, as if she would have spoken, but could not; and then all was
still! The pure spirit had returned to its native heaven.

O God! the agony of that moment of bereavement! There he sate--the
widowed and childless husband--rigid and motionless, shedding no tear,
breaking out into no stormy passion of grief, but looking like one
suddenly frozen to marble. The clock struck midnight, and still there
he sate, past, apparently, the power of thought and feeling. The nurse,
who had been in attendance on his wife, and then his landlady, did all
they could to rouse him from this leaden stupor; but they soon gave
up the task as hopeless, and left him alone with the dead. Alone with
the dead! Alone with one who has been our best friend and counsellor
through life, the daily gladdener of our home, the sharer alike in our
joys and sorrows!--alone with this loved one, yet miss her accustomed
smile, see no ray of fond intelligence lighting up her features, and
receive no answer when we wildly call upon her name!--alone, in short,
with that which was, but is no longer!--what a world of dreadful
meaning is in these words!

Towards daybreak, the stunned widower began slowly to wake to a
consciousness of his situation. Reflection stirred again within him;
but, alas! not to soothe, but to aggravate the bitterness of his grief;
for every hasty word he had spoken--every impetuous feeling he had
given way to in Julia's presence--came rushing, like a hot blasting
lava torrent, upon his memory. "Wake, dearest!" he distractedly
exclaimed, "wake, if only for one brief moment, to say that you
forgive me. No, she will wake no more!" he added, gazing at the serene
still-smiling features, on which the grey light of morning rested;
"no more, she will wake no more!" At that instant, a cock crew from a
neighbouring garden wall. Raymond started at the sound, recollecting
with what painful feelings he had heard it but the morning before,
fearing it might disturb his wife's repose. "My God, can all this be
real?" he resumed, wringing his hands in agony, "or do I dream that
I am left alone and desolate? Julia--alas, she hears me not!--oh my
brain, my brain!" and, overpowered by the intensity of his emotions, he
dropped senseless on the floor.

When he recovered his senses, he found himself reclining on a sofa-bed
in the adjoining room, with the nurse standing beside him, bathing his
hands and temples with vinegar, and the landlady placing the breakfast
things on the table.

"Let me make you some strong tea, Mr Raymond," said the latter, struck
by his haggard and bewildered looks; "there's nothing like tea for
fits. I always takes it for the 'sterics and such-like, and it brings
me round in a twinkling, as the saying is."

"She's late--very late at breakfast, this morning," muttered Henry, in
tones scarcely audible, while he kept his eyes fixed on the bed-room
door, as if expecting every moment that Julia would make her appearance.

"You'd better lie down, sir," said the nurse, shaking up the
sofa-pillows, "and try and get a few winks of sleep. It will do you
more good than any thing else."

"Hark, whose voice is that in the next room?" enquired Raymond, leaning
forward as if to hear more distinctly.

"I hear no voice," said the landlady; and then, in a whisper to
the nurse, added, "I see how it is: his head's touched a little by
grief; but he'll be better presently, when he's had a good cry, poor

"Again! hush, don't speak--she is singing to the child while dressing
it; it is her usual custom in the morning. I have known her to sing,
even with the tears standing in her eyes; for Charley loves the sound
of his mother's voice; and if her heart was breaking she would sing to
him." Then, after a minute's pause, during which he pressed his hand
against his forehead, as if struggling to recollect himself, "O God--O
God, she's dead!" he passionately exclaimed, and, starting from his
seat, rushed back into the bed-room, and imprinted a thousand frenzied
kisses on the cold white lips of his unawakening wife.

While the widower was thus giving vent to his griefs, a gentle knock
came to the door, and the chemist made his appearance. The worthy
man was much shocked at the alteration which twenty-four hours had
wrought in Raymond's person; and still more at the fierce distraction
of his language. Rising up from the bed on which he had flung himself,
and drawing his visiter into the next room, which the women had just
quitted, he said, "So, you've heard she is dead. Yes, yes, it can be
no shock to you; you must have foreseen it for weeks; but I--wretch,
ruffian that I am!--could not--would not see it--even though it was my
own hand that struck the blow. Mr Markland, I am my wife's murderer!
You start, sir; but as there is a God above us, in whose presence I
speak, this is the truth!"

"My dear young friend," replied the chemist, "do not talk in this wild
way, but try and compose yourself."

"Compose myself! What, with a heart dead to every feeling but remorse,
and a brain all scorching ashes! O Mr Markland! you know not the
tortures I daily--hourly--inflicted on her, who is now for the first
time happy since our union. I made her feel what it was to embrace
poverty and destitution! She was gentle--forbearing--affectionate--but
I cared not for these things, but even resented them as proofs of
indifference. When, for my sake, she put on an air of contentment,
almost of cheerfulness, I told her she had no heart--as I live, those
were the words--and yet at that very moment, though she uttered no word
of complaint or reproach, her heart was bleeding at every pore! Ah! you
may well shed tears, sir, but I cannot--no, not even for the dead."

After some time spent in endeavouring to reason Raymond out of
this painful impression, and to soften the bitterness of his
self-reproaches, by assuring him that his wife had never once spoken of
him but in the fondest and most grateful manner, Mr Markland took his
departure; and meeting the landlady on the staircase, recommended her,
just for a few days, till he should have become more reconciled to his
loss, to keep an attentive eye on her lodger--an injunction which the
good dame obeyed so strictly, that Henry at once divined the motive
for such well-meant but officious surveillance, and from that moment
exhibited more collectedness and tranquillity of demeanour than he had
shown since Julia's death.

When the chemist next saw him, he was surprised and delighted by
this unexpected change. There were no more startling outbursts of
remorse. Raymond was now quite cool, and apparently resigned; and
not only freely entered into conversation with his friend, but even
explained to him the position in which he stood towards his father, and
requested him to call on the old gentleman, and say how anxiously his
son desired to see him once more, and hear from his own lips that he
no longer entertained an angry feeling towards him. The kind-hearted
Markland readily undertook this commission; but on calling at the
elder Raymond's house, he learned that he had not yet come back, but
was expected every hour; whereupon he left a letter which he had
brought with him, in anticipation of such an answer, in which he
stated all that Henry had told him, and added, that he would take an
early opportunity of seeing Mr Raymond, in order to learn his decision
respecting his son.

The day appointed for the funeral had now arrived. Markland had looked
forward to it with some anxiety; but he was gratified to perceive that
he had no cause for uneasiness, for there was an excitement in Henry's
manner and a lustre in his eye, that led the chemist--whose penetration
was by no means remarkable--to believe that he was gradually and surely
regaining a healthy and active frame of mind. Throughout the solemn
ceremony he maintained an appearance of composure; but when the first
clod of earth rung upon the coffin-lid, a violent shudder came over
him, which, however, he contrived to repress, for he saw Markland's
mild eyes fixed on him with a steady gaze. When the last rites had
been paid to the departed, and the grave covered in, the widower and
his friend returned to the former's lodgings; and as Henry quietly but
firmly insisted on being left alone, the chemist thought it would be a
good opportunity to pay his promised visit to his father.

He found the elder Raymond, who had come home late the preceding night,
in a state of great mental perturbation, with his son's letter, written
many months before, lying open before him. A few brief words sufficed
to explain every thing, when the old man, on whom age had produced--as
it often does on stern natures--a mellowing effect, insisted on setting
out, without a moment's delay, to his son's lodgings; and, as his own
carriage was not in the way, he engaged a hackney-coach to convey him
to Islington. On their road, the chemist mentioned to the anxious
father the circumstances under which he had left his son, which greatly
added to his disquietude; for he was well aware of Henry's sensitive
temperament, how little self-control he possessed, and how apt to
be the slave of impulse. As they turned into Gray's-inn Lane, they
were stopped for a few minutes by two heavy coal-waggons, which so
annoyed the old gentleman that he would have jumped out, and hurried
the rest of the way on foot, had he not been checked by his more
composed companion. "God grant I find the boy well!" he kept frequently
muttering to himself.

"No doubt of it, sir," replied Markland. "I left him tranquil; but so
worn out by his recent sorrows, that he said he should go and lie down,
for he had had no sleep for several nights."

"I never intended to drive him to extremities," continued the repentant
parent; "no, I merely meant to read him a severe lesson. Long before I
quitted England, I expected to have seen, or heard from him, and his
silence stung me to the quick. How slow the man drives!" he added, and
putting his head out of the window, he called upon the coachman to
hurry on at his utmost speed.

In a few minutes the lumbering vehicle drew up at the door of the
lodging-house, which was opened by the landlady, who had recognised the
chemist from the parlour-window, and formed a pretty accurate guess as
to who was his companion.

"Well, how is he--Henry--my son?" exclaimed the elder Raymond.

"I think he's asleep, sir," replied the landlady, dropping a curtsy;
"for I ain't heard his footstep for nearly an hour, and when he's awake
he does nothing but walk up and down the room, talking to hisself.
Perhaps I'd better go up and tell him as you're come, sir, for he's
summut startlish at times."

"No, no; I'll be my own messenger," and, accompanied by Markland, the
old man rushed up to his son's apartments.

After knocking once or twice at the door, and receiving no answer, they
tried to open it, but, to their surprise, found that it was bolted.

"Do not be alarmed, sir," said Markland to the trembling parent;
"doubtless your son's asleep, and does not wish to be disturbed."

"True--true; I forgot that," replied the elder Raymond, grasping
his companion fervently by the hand, in gratitude for his
suggestion--"nevertheless, I cannot rest till I've ascertained the
fact;" with which words he knocked more loudly than before, and called
on his son by name, in a tone of voice, however, which was quite broken
and disguised by agitation.

"Hark!" said he, listening with intense anxiety, "I hear a sound!"

"Yes," rejoined Markland, "he is opening his bed-room door;" and,
peeping through the keyhole, the chemist beheld Henry walk slowly
towards the fireplace, which was right opposite the door.

Just as he reached it, he turned round, when the horror-struck Markland
perceived that his throat was bared, and that he held an open razor in
his hand.

"Oh, my God!" he exclaimed, starting back, "he's about to----"

"What? Speak, man, speak, or I shall lose my senses."

The chemist made no reply, but thundered at the door with all his might.

"Henry, my son--my darling boy, let me in; pray, let me in--quick! 'Tis
your father calls!"

A loud frantic laugh was the only reply.

"Help, help--break open the door!" shouted the old man at the top of
his voice; and joining his strength--the strength of desperation--to
that of the chemist's, they at length succeeded in wrenching the crazy
door off its hinges, and dashed into the room.

Alas! it was too late. The frenzied deed was done. Right in the centre
of the apartment stood the maniac--a ghastly spectacle!--with the
blood pouring in a full tide from his yawning throat, and his red eye
kindling like a coal! The instant he caught sight of the intruders, he
glared on them like a demon, tossed his arms wildly above his head,
and then fell forward his full length, stone-dead, at the feet of his

*  *  *  *  *  *

Thirty years had passed, when one day, in the early part of the London
season, a clergyman of the Church of England (who was afterwards
raised to the deanery of ----) discovered, while turning over some
volumes on a book-stall in the Blackfriar's Road, a work, covered with
dust, in boards, and with scarcely a leaf out, entitled, "THE PLAYS
OF ÆSCHYLUS, translated by HENRY RAYMOND, Esq." Being an ardent
lover of classical literature, he examined the book, which was quite
new to him, with considerable curiosity, and was so much struck with
the spirited and poetic manner in which the translation of some of the
choruses was executed, that be made an instant purchase of the work;
and finding, on a careful perusal, that it fully realized all his
expectations, he made it the subject of an elaborate criticism in a
well-known monthly review, to which, in common with the best scholars
of the day, he occasionally contributed. This criticism excited, in
no ordinary degree, the attention of the learned world, and numerous,
but fruitless, were the enquiries made after the translator, whose
volume thus, for the first time, sanctioned by the imprimatur of the
cognoscenti, speedily ran through a second edition, while he himself
slept unnoticed in his humble grave! Yes, the fame for which he had
toiled in vain when living, was awarded to him when dead--the usual
lot of genius; for the Temple of Fame stands upon the grave, and death
is the price that must be paid for the privilege of entrance. Gentle
reader, the moral of my tale--to quote the words of that great and good
man, Walter Scott--is this:--"Literature is a good staff, but a sorry


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