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Title: The Day of the Locust (1939)
Author: Nathanael West
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Title: The Day of the Locust (1939)
Author: Nathanael West


Around quitting time, Tod Hackett heard a great din on the road outside
his office. The groan of leather mingled with the jangle of iron and over
all beat the tattoo of a thousand hooves. He hurried to the window.

An army of cavalry and foot was passing. It moved like a. mob; its lines
broken, as though fleeing from some terrible defeat. The dolmans of the
hussars, the heavy shakos of the guards, Hanoverian light horse, with
their fiat leather caps and flowing red plumes, were all jumbled together
in bobbing disorder. Behind the cavalry came the infantry, a wild sea of
waving sabretaches, sloped muskets, crossed shoulder belts and swinging
cartridge boxes.. Tod recognized the scarlet infantry of England with
their white shoulder pads, the black infantry of the Duke of Brunswick,
the French grenadiers with their enormous white gaiters, the Scotch with
bare knees under plaid skirts.

While he watched, a little fat man, wearing a cork sun-helmet, polo shirt
and knickers, darted around the corner of the building in pursuit of the

"Stage Nine--you bastards--Stage Nine!" he screamed through a small

The cavalry put spur to their horses and the infantry broke into a
dogtrot. The little man in the cork hat ran after them, shaking his fist
and cursing.

Tod watched until they had disappeared behind half a Mississippi
steamboat, then put away his pencils and drawing board, and left the
office. On the sidewalk outside the studio he stood for a moment trying
to decide whether to walk home or take a streetcar. He had been in
Hollywood less than three months and still found it a very exciting
place, but he was lazy and didn't like to walk. He decided to take the
streetcar as far as Vine Street and walk the rest of the way.

A talent scout for National Films had brought Tod to the Coast after
seeing some of his drawings in an exhibit of undergraduate work at the
Yale School of Fine Arts. He had been hired by telegram. If the scout had
met Tod, he probably wouldn't have sent him to Hollywood to learn set and
costume designing. His large, sprawling body, his slow blue eyes and
sloppy grin made him seem completely without talent, almost doltish in

Yes, despite his appearance, he was really a very complicated young man
with a whole set of personalities, one inside the other like a nest of
Chinese boxes. And "The Burning of Los Angeles," a picture he was soon to
paint, definitely proved he had talent.

He left the car at Vine Street. As he walked along, he examined the
evening crowd. A great many of the people wore sports clothes which were
not really sports clothes. Their sweaters, knickers, slacks, blue flannel
jackets with brass buttons were fancy dress. The fat lady in the yachting
cap was going shopping, not boating; the man in the Norfolk jacket and
Tyrolean hat was returning, not from a mountain, but an insurance office;
and the girl in slacks and sneaks with a bandanna around her head had
just left a switchboard, not a tennis court.

Scattered among these masquerades were people of a different type. Their
clothing was somber and badly cut, bought from mail-order houses. While
the others moved rapidly, darting into stores and cocktail bars, they
loitered on the corners or stood with their backs to the shop windows and
stared at everyone who passed. When their stare was returned, their eyes
filled with hatred. At this time Tod knew very little about them except
that they had come to California to die.

He was determined to learn much more. They were the people he felt he
must paint. He would never again do a fat red barn, old stone wall or
sturdy Nantucket fisherman. From the moment he had seen them, he had
known that, despite his race, training and heritage, neither Winslow
Homer nor Thomas Ryder could be his masters and he turned to Goya and

He had learned this just in time. During his last year in art school, he
had begun to think that he might give up painting completely. The
pleasures he received from the problems of composition and color had
decreased as his facility had increased and he had realized that he was
going the way of all his classmates, toward illustration or mere
handsomeness. When the Hollywood job had come along, he had grabbed it
despite the arguments of his Mends who were certain that he was selling
out and would never paint again.

He reached the end of Vine Street and began the climb into Pinyon Canyon.
Night had started to fall.

The edges of the trees burned with a pale violet light and their centers
gradually turned from deep purple to black. The same violet piping, like
a Neon tube, outlined the tops of the ugly, hump-backed hills and they
were almost beautiful.

But not even the soft wash of dusk could help the houses. Only dynamite
would be of any use against the Mexican ranch houses, Samoan huts,
Mediterranean villas, Egyptian and Japanese temples, Swiss chalets, Tudor
cottages, and every possible combination of these styles that lined the
slopes of the canyon.

When he noticed that they were all of plaster, lath and paper, he was
charitable and blamed their shape on the materials used. Steel, stone and
brick curb a builder's fancy a little, forcing him to distribute his
stresses and weights and to keep his corners plumb, but plaster and paper
know no law, not even that of gravity.

On the corner of La Huerta Road was a miniature Rhine castle with
tarpaper turrets pierced for archers. Next to it was a little highly
colored shack with domes and minarets out of the Arabian Nights. Again he
was charitable. Both houses were comic, but he didn't laugh. Their desire
to startle was so eager and guileless.

It is hard to laugh at the need for beauty and romance, no matter how
tasteless, even horrible, the results of that need are. But it is easy to
sigh. Few things are sadder than the truly monstrous.


The house he lived in was a nondescript affair called the San Bernardino
Arms. It was an oblong three stories high, the back and sides of which
were of plain, unpainted stucco, broken by even rows of unadorned
windows. The faade was the color of diluted mustard and its windows, all
double, were framed by pink Moorish columns which supported turnip-shaped

His room was on the third floor, but he paused for a moment on the
landing of the second. It was on that floor that Faye Greener lived, in
208. When someone laughed in one of the apartments he started guiltily
and continued upstairs.

As he opened his door a card fluttered to the floor. "Honest Abe Kusich,"
it said in large type, then underneath in smaller italics were several
endorsements, printed to look like press notices.

"...the Lloyds of Hollywood"--Stanley Rose.

"Abe's word is better than Morgan's bonds"--Gail Brenshaw.

On the other side was a penciled message:

"Kingpin fourth, Solitair sixth. You can make some real dough on those

After opening the window, he took off his jacket and lay down on the bed.
Through the window he could see a square of enameled sky and a spray of
eucalyptus. A light breeze stirred its long, narrow leaves, making them
show first their green side, then their silver one.

He began to think of "Honest Abe Kusich" in order not to think of Faye
Greener. He felt comfortable and wanted to remain that way.

Abe was an important figure in a set of lithographs called "The Dancers"
on which Tod was working. He was one of the dancers. Faye Greener was
another and her father, Harry, still another. They changed with each
plate, but the group of uneasy people who formed their audience remained
the same. They stood staring at the performers in just the way that they
stared at the masqueraders on Vine Street. It was their stare that drove
Abe and the others to spin crazily and leap into the air with twisted
backs like hooked trout.

Despite the sincere indignation that Abe's grotesque depravity aroused in
him, he welcomed his company. The little man excited him and in that way
made him feel certain of his need to paint.

He had first met Abe when he was living on Ivar Street, in a hotel called
the Chateau Mirabella. Another name for Ivar Street was "Lysol Alley,"
and the Chateau was mainly inhabited by hustlers, their managers,
trainers and advance agents.

In the morning its halls reeked of antiseptic. Tod didn't like this odor.
Moreover, the rent was high because it included police protection, a
service for which he had no need. He wanted to move, but inertia and the
fact that he didn't know where to go kept him in the Chateau until he met
Abe. The meeting was accidental.

He was on the way to his room late one night when he saw what he supposed
was a pile of soiled laundry lying in front of the door across the hall
from his own. Just as he was passing it, the bundle moved and made a
peculiar noise. He struck a match, thinking it might be a dog wrapped in
a blanket. When the light flared up, he saw it was a tiny man.

The match went out and he hastily lit another. It was a male dwarf rolled
up in a woman's flannel bathrobe. The round thing at the end was his
slightly hydrocephalic head. A slow, choked snore bubbled from it.

The hall was cold and draughty. Tod decided to wake the man and stirred
him with his toe. He groaned and opened his eyes.

"You oughtn't to sleep there."

"The hell you say," said the dwarf, closing his eyes again. "You'll catch

This friendly observation angered the little man still more.

"I want my clothes!" he bellowed.

The bottom of the door next to which he was lying filled with light. Tod
decided to take a chance and knock. A few seconds later a woman opened
it part way. "What the hell do you want?" she demanded. "There's a
friend of yours out here who..." Neither of them let him finish.

"So what!" she barked, slamming the door.

"Give me my clothes, you bitch!" roared the dwarf.

She opened the door again and began to hurl things into the ball. A
jacket and trousers, a shirt, socks, shoes and underwear, a tie and hat
followed each other through the air in rapid succession. With each
article went a special curse.

Tod whistled with amazement.

"Some gal!"

"You bet," said the dwarf. "A lollapalooza--all slut and a yard wide."

He laughed at his own joke, using a high-pitched cackle more dwarflike
than anything that had come from him so far, then struggled to his feet
and arranged the voluminous robe so that he could walk without tripping.
Tod helped him gather his scattered clothing.

"Say, mister," he asked, "could I dress in your place?"

Tod let him into his bathroom. While waiting for him to reappear, he
couldn't help imagining what had happened in the woman's apartment. He
began to feel sorry for having interfered. But when the dwarf came out
wearing his hat, Tod felt better.

The little man's hat fixed almost everything. That year Tyrolean hats
were being worn a great deal along Hollywood Boulevard and the dwarf's
was a fine specimen. It was the proper magic green color and had a high,
conical crown. There should have been a brass buckle on the front, but
otherwise it was quite perfect.

The rest of his outfit didn't go well with the hat. Instead of shoes with
long points and a leather apron, he wore a blue, double-breasted suit and
a black shift with a yellow tie. Instead of a crooked thorn stick, he
carried a rolled copy of the Daily Running Horse.

"That's what I get for fooling with four-bit broads," he said by way of

Tod nodded and tried to concentrate on the green hat. His ready
acquiescence seemed to irritate the little man.

"No quiff can give Abe Kusich the fingeroo and get away with it," he said
bitterly. "Not when I can get her leg broke for twenty bucks and I got

He took out a thick billfold and shook it at Tod.

"So she thinks she can give me the fingeroo, hah? Well, let me tell..."

Tod broke in hastily.

"You're right, Mr. Kusich."

The dwarf came over to where Tod was sitting and for a moment Tod thought
he was going to climb into his lap, but he only asked his name and shook
hands. The little man had a powerful grip.

"Let me tell you something, Hackett, if you hadn't come along, I'da broke
in the door. That dame thinks she can give me the fingeroo, but she's got
another thinkola coming. But thanks anyway."

"Forget it"

"I don't forget nothing. I remember. I remember those who do me dirt and
those who do me favors."

He wrinkled his brow and was silent for a moment. "Listen," he finally
said, "seeing as you helped me, I got to return it. I don't want anybody
going around saying Abe Kusich owes him anything. So I'll tell you what.
I'll give you a good one for the fifth at Caliente. You put a fiver on
its nose and it'll get you twenty smackeroos. What I'm telling you is
strictly correct."

Tod didn't know how to answer and his hesitation offended the little man.

"Would I give you a bum steer?" he demanded, scowling. "Would I?"

Tod walked toward the door to get rid of him.

"No," he said.

"Then why won't you bet, hah?"

"What's the name of the horse?" Tod asked, hoping to calm him.

The dwarf had followed him to the door, pulling the bathrobe after him by
one sleeve. Hat and all, he came to a foot below Tod's belt.

"Tragopan. He's a certain, sure winner. I know the guy who owns him and
he gave me the office."

"Is he a Greek?" Tod asked.

He was being pleasant in order to hide the attempt he was making to
maneuver the dwarf through the door. "Yeh, he's a Greek. Do you know



"No," said Tod with finality.

"Keep your drawers on," ordered the dwarf, "all I want to know is how you
know he's a Greek if you don't know him?"

His eyes narrowed with suspicion and he clenched his fists.

Tod smiled to placate him.

"I just guessed it."

"You did?"

The dwarf hunched his shoulders as though he were going to pull a gun or
throw a punch. Tod backed off and tried to explain.

"I guessed he was a Greek because Tragopan is a Greek word that means

The dwarf was far from satisfied.

"How do you know what it means? You ain't a Greek?"

"No, but I know a few Greek words."

"So you're a wise guy, hah, a know-it-all."

He took a short step forward, moving on his toes, an Tod got set to block
a punch.

"A college man, hah? Well, let me tell..."

His foot caught in the wrapper and he fell forward on his hands. He
forgot Tod and cursed the bathrobe, then got started on the woman again.

"So she thinks she can give me the fingeroo."

He kept poking himself in the chest with his thumbs.

"Who gave her forty bucks for an abortion? Who? And another ten to go to
the country for a rest that time. To a ranch I sent her. And who got her
fiddle out of hock that time in Santa Monica? Who?"

"That's right," Tod said, getting ready to give him a quick shove through
the door.

But he didn't have to shove him. The little man suddenly darted out of
the room and ran down the hall, dragging the bathrobe after him.

A few days later, Tod went into a stationary store on Vine Street to buy
a magazine. While he was looking through the rack, he felt a tug at the
bottom of his jacket. It was Abe Kusich, the dwarf, again.

"How's things?" he demanded.

Tod was surprised to find that he was just as truculentas as he had he
had been the other night. Later, when he got to know him better, he
discovered that Abe's pugnacity was often a joke. When he used it on his
friends, they played with him like one does with a growling puppy,
staving off his mad rushes and then baiting him to rush again.

"Fair enough," Tod said, "but I think I'll move."

He had spent most of Sunday looking for a place to live and was full of
the subject. The moment he mentioned it, however, he knew that he had
made a mistake. He tried to end the matter by turning away, but the
little man blocked him. He evidently considered himself an expert on the
housing situation. After naming and discarding a dozen possibilities
without a word from Tod, he finally hit on the San Bernardino Arms.

"That's the place for you, the San Berdoo. I live there, so I ought to
know. The owner's strictly from hunger. Come on, I'll get you fixed up

"I don't know, I..." Tod began.

The dwarf bridled instantly, and appeared to be mortally offended.

"I suppose it ain't good enough for you. Well, let me tell you something,

Tod allowed himself to be bullied and went with the dwarf to Pinyon
Canyon. The rooms in the San Berdoo were small and not very clean. He
rented one without hesitation, however, when he saw Faye Greener in the


Tod had fallen asleep. When he woke again, it was after eight o'clock. He
took a bath and shaved, then dressed in front of the bureau mirror. He
tried to watch his fingers as he fixed his collar and tie, but his eyes
kept straying to the photograph that was pushed into the upper corner of
the frame.

It was a picture of Faye Greener, a still from a two-reel farce in which
she had worked as an extra. She had given him the photograph willingly
enough, had even autographed it in a large, wild hand, "Affectionately
yours, Faye Greener," but she refused his friendship, or, rather,
insisted on keeping it impersonal. She had told him why. He had nothing
to offer her, neither money nor looks, and she could only love a handsome
man and would only let a wealthy man love her. Tod was a "good-hearted
man," and she liked "good-hearted men," but only as friends. She wasn't
hard-boiled. It was just that she put love on a special plane, where a
man without money or looks couldn't move.

Tod grunted with annoyance as he turned to the photograph. In it she was
wearing a harem costume, full Turkish trousers, breastplates and a monkey
jacket, and lay stretched out on a silken divan. One hand held a beer
bottle and the other a pewter stein.

He had gone all the way to Glendale to see her in that movie. It was
about an American drummer who gets lost in the seraglio of a Damascus
merchant and has a lot of fun with the female inmates. Faye played one of
the dancing girls. She had only one line to speak, "Oh, Mr. Smith!" and
spoke it badly.

She was a tall girl with wide, straight shoulders and long, swordlike
legs. Her neck was long, too, and columnar. Her face was much fuller than
the rest of her body would lead you to expect and much larger. It was a
moon face, wide at the cheek bones and narrow at chin and brow. She wore
her "platinum" hair long, letting it fall almost to her shoulders in
back, but kept it away from her face and ears with a narrow blue ribbon
that went under it and was tied on top of her head with a little bow.

She was supposed to look drunk and she did, but not with alcohol. She lay
stretched out on the divan with her arms and legs spread, as though
welcoming a lover, and her lips were parted in a heavy, sullen smile. She
was supposed to look inviting, but the invitation wasn't to pleasure.

Tod lit a cigarette and inhaled with a nervous gasp. He started to fool
with his tie again, but had to go back to the photograph.

Her invitation wasn't to pleasure, but to struggle, hard and sharp,
closer to murder than to love. If you threw yourself on her, it would be
like throwing yourself from the parapet of a skyscraper. You would do it
with a scream. You couldn't expect to rise again. Your teeth would be
driven into your skull like nails into a pine board and your back would
be broken. You wouldn't even have time to sweat or close your eyes.

He managed to laugh at his language, but it wasn't a real laugh and
nothing was destroyed by it.

If she would only let him, he would be glad to throw himself, no matter
what the cost. But she wouldn't have him. She didn't love him and he
couldn't further her career. She wasn't sentimental and she had no need
for tenderness, even if he were capable of it.

When he had finished dressing, he hurried out of the room. He had
promised to go to a party at Claude Estee's.


Claude was a successful screen writer who lived in a big house that was
an exact reproduction of the old Dupuy mansion near Biloxi, Mississippi.
When Tod came up the walk between the boxwood hedges, he greeted him from
the enormous, two-story porch by doing the impersonation that went with
the Southern colonial architecture. He teetered back and forth on his
heels like a Civil War colonel and made believe he had a large belly.

He had no belly at all. He was a dried-up little man with the rubbed
features and stooped shoulders of a postal clerk. The shiny mohair coat
and nondescript trousers of that official would have become him, but he
was dressed, as always, elaborately. In the buttonhole of his brown
jacket was a lemon flower. His trousers were of reddish Harris tweed with
a hound tooth check and on his feet were a pair of magnificent,
rust-colored bluchers. His shirt was ivory flannel and his knitted tie a
red that was almost black.

While Tod mounted the steps to reach his outstretched hand, he shouted to
the butler.

"Here, you black rascal! A mint julep."

A Chinese servant came running with a Scotch and soda.

After talking to Tod for a moment, Claude started him in the direction of
Alice, his wife, who was at the other end of the porch.

"Don't run off," he whispered. "We're going to a sporting house."

Alice was sitting in a wicker swing with a woman named Mrs. Joan
Schwartzen. When she asked him if he was playing any tennis, Mrs.
Schwartzen interrupted her.

"How silly, batting an inoffensive ball across something that ought to be
used to catch fish on account of millions are starving for a bite of

"Joan's a female tennis champ," Alice explained.

Mrs. Schwartzen was a big girl with large hands and feet and square, bony
shoulders. She had A pretty, eighteen-year-old face and a
thirty-five-year-old neck that was veined and sinewy. Her deep sunburn,
ruby colored with a slight blue tint, kept the contrast between her face
and neck from being too startling.

"Well, I wish we were going to a brothel this minute," she said. "I adore

She turned to Tod and fluttered her eyelids.

"Don't you, Mr. Hackett?"

"That's right, Joan darling," Alice answered for him. "Nothing like a
bagnio to set a fellow up. Hair of the dog that bit you."

"How dare you insult me!"

She stood up and took Tod's arm.

"Convoy me over there."

She pointed to the group of men with whom Claude was standing.

"For God's sake, convoy her," Alice said. "She thinks they're telling
dirty stories."

Mrs. Schwartzen pushed right among them, dragging Tod after her.

"Are you talking smut?" she asked. "I adore smut." They all laughed

"No, shop," said someone.

"I don't believe it. I can tell from the beast in your voices. Go ahead,
do say something obscene."

This time no one laughed.

Tod tried to disengage her arm, but she kept a firm grip on it. There was
a moment of awkward silence, then the man she had interrupted tried to
make a fresh start.

"The picture business is too humble," he said. "We ought to resent people
like Coombes."

"That's right," said another man. "Guys like that come out here, make a
lot of money, grouse all the time about the place, flop on their
assignments, then go back East and tell dialect stories about producers
they've never met."

"My God," Mrs. Schwartzen said to Tod in a loud, stagey whisper, "they
are talking shop."

"Let's look for the man with the drinks," Tod said.

"No. Take me into the garden. Have you seen what's in the swimming pool?"

She pulled him along.

The air of the garden was heavy with the odor of mimosa and honeysuckle.
Through a slit in the blue serge sky poked a grained moon that looked
like an enormous bone button. A little flagstone path, made narrow by its
border of oleander, led to the edge of the sunken pool. On the bottom,
near the deep end, he could see a heavy, black mass of some kind.

"What is it?" he asked.

She kicked a switch that was hidden at the base of a shrub and a row of
submerged floodlights illuminated the green water. The thing was a dead
horse, or, rather, a life-size, realistic reproduction of one. Its legs
stuck up stiff and straight and it had an enormous, distended belly. Its
hammerhead lay twisted to one side and from its mouth, which was set in
an agonized grin, hung a heavy, black tongue.

"Isn't it marvelous!" exclaimed Mrs. Schwartzen, clapping her hands and
jumping up and down excitedly like a little girl.

"What's it made of?"

"Then you weren't fooled? How impolite! It's rubber, of course. It cost
lots of money."

"But why?"

"'To amuse. We were looking at the pool one day and somebody, Jerry
Appis, I think, said that it needed a dead horse on the bottom, so Alice
got one. Don't you think it looks cute?"


"You're just an old meanie. Think how happy the Estees must feel, showing
it to people and listening to their merriment and their oh's and ah's of
unconfined delight."

She stood on the edge of the pool and "ohed and ahed" rapidly several
times in succession.

"Is it still there?" someone called.

Tod turned and saw two women and a man coming down the path.

"I think its belly's going to burst," Mrs. Schwartzen shouted to them

"Goody," said the man, hurrying to look.

"But it's only full of air," said one of the women.

Mrs. Schwartzen made believe she was going to cry. "You're just like that
mean Mr. Hackett. You just won't let me cherish my illusions."

Tod was halfway to the house when she called after him. He waved but kept

The men with Claude were still talking shop.

"But how are you going to get rid of the illiterate mockies that run it?
They've got a strangle hold on the industry. Maybe they're intellectual
stumblebums, but they're damn good businessmen. Or at least they know how
to go into receivership and come up with a gold watch in their teeth."

"They ought to put some of the millions they make back into the business
again. Like Rockefeller does with his Foundation. People used to hate the
Rockefellers, but now instead of hollering about their ill-gotten oil
dough, everybody praises them for what the Foundation does. It's a swell
stunt and pictures could do the same thing. Have a Cinema Foundation and
make contributions to Science and Art. You know, give the racket a

Tod took Claude to one side to say good night, but he wouldn't let him
go. He led him into the library and mixed two double Scotches. They sat
down on the couch facing the fireplace.

"You haven't been to Audrey Jenning's place?" Claude asked.

"No, but I've heard tell of it."

"Then you've got to come along."

"I don't like pro-sport."

"We won't indulge in any. We're just going to see a movie."

"I get depressed."

"Not at Jenning's you won't. She makes vice attractive by skillful
packaging. Her dive's a triumph of industrial design."

Tod liked to hear him talk. He was master of an involved comic rhetoric
that permitted him to express his moral indignation and still keep his
reputation for worldliness and wit.

Tod fed him another lead. "I don't care how much cellophane she wraps it
in," he said--"nautch joints are depressing, like all places for deposit,
banks, mail boxes, tombs, vending machines."

"Love is like a vending machine, eh? Not bad. You insert a coin and press
home the lever. There's some mechanical activity inside the bowels of the
device. You receive a small sweet, frown at yourself in the dirty mirror,
adjust your hat, take a firm grip on your umbrella and walk away, trying
to look as though nothing had happened. It's good, but it's not for

Tod played straight again.

"That's not it. I've been chasing a girl and it's like carrying something
a little too large to conceal in your pocket, like a briefcase or a small
valise. It's uncomfortable."

"I know, I know. It's always uncomfortable. First your right hand gets
tired, then your left. You put the valise down and sit on it, but people
are surprised and stop to stare at you, so you move on. You hide it
behind a tree and hurry away, but someone finds it and runs after you to
return it. It's a small valise when you leave home in the morning, cheap
and with a bad handle, but by evening it's a trunk with brass corners and
many foreign labels. I know. It's good, but it won't film. You've got to
remember your audience. What about the barber in Purdue? He's been
cutting hair all day and he's tired. He doesn't want to see some dope
carrying a valise or fooling with a nickel machine. What the barber wants
is amour and glamor."

The last part was for himself and he sighed heavily. He was about to
begin again when the Chinese servant came in and said that the others
were ready to leave for Mrs. Jenning's.


They started out in several cars. Tod rode in the front of the one Claude
drove and as they went down Sunset Boulevard he described Mrs. Jenning
for him. She had been a fairly prominent actress in the days of silent
films, but sound made it impossible for her to get work. Instead of
becoming an extra or a bit player like many other old stars, she had
shown excellent business sense and had opened a callhouse. She wasn't
vicious. Far from it. She ran her business just as other women run
lending libraries, shrewdly and with taste.

None of the girls lived on the premises. You telephoned and she sent a
girl over. The charge was thirty dollars for a single night of sport and
Mrs. Jenning kept fifteen of it. Some people might think that fifty per
cent is a high brokerage fee, but she really earned every cent of it.
There was a big overhead. She maintained a beautiful house for the girls
 to wait in and a car and a chauffeur to deliver them to the clients.

Then, too, she had to move in the kind of society where she could make
the right contacts. After all, not every man can afford thirty dollars.
She permitted her girls to service only men of wealth and position, not
to say taste and discretion. She was so particular that she insisted on
meeting the prospective sportsman before servicing him. She had often
said, and truthfully, that she would not let a girl of hers go to a man
with whom she herself would not be willing to sleep.

And she was really cultured. All the most distinguished visitors
considered it quite a lark to meet her. They were disappointed, however,
when they discovered how refined she was. They wanted to talk about
certain lively matters of universal interest, but she insisted on
discussing Gertrude Stein and Juan Gris. No matter how hard the
distinguished visitor tried, and some had been known to go to really
great lengths, he could never find a flaw in her refinement or make a
breach in her culture.

Claude was still using his peculiar rhetoric on Mrs. Jenning when she
came to the door of her house to greet them.

"It's so nice to see you again," she said. "I was telling Mrs. Prince at
tea only yesterday--the Estees are my favorite couple."

She was a handsome woman, smooth and buttery, with fair hair and a red

She led them into a small drawing room whose color scheme was violet,
gray and rose. The Venetian blinds were rose, as was the ceiling, and the
walls were covered with a pale gray paper that had a tiny, widely spaced
flower design in violet. On one wall hung a silver screen, the kind that
rolls up, and against the opposite wall, on each side of a cherrywood
table, was a row of chairs covered with rose and gray, glazed chintz
bound in violet piping. There was a small projection machine on the table
and a young man in evening dress was fumbling with it.

She waved them to their seats. A waiter then came in and asked what they
wanted to drink. When their orders had been taken and filled, she flipped
the light switch and the young man started his machine. It whirred
merrily, but he had trouble in getting it focused.

"What are we going to see first?" Mrs. Schwartzen asked. "Le Predicament
de Marie."

"That sounds ducky."

"It's charming, utterly charming," said Mrs. Jenning. "Yes," said the
cameraman, who was still having trouble. "I love Le Predicament de Marie.
It has a marvelous quality that is too exciting."

There was a long delay, during which he fussed desperately with his
machine. Mrs. Schwartzen started to whistle and stamp her feet and the
others joined in. They imitated a rowdy audience in the days of the

"Get a move on, slow poke."

"What's your hurry? Here's your hat."

"Get a horse!"

"Get out and get under!"

The young man finally found the screen with his light beam and the film


Marie, the "bonne," was a buxom young girl in a tight-fitting black silk
uniform with very short skirts. On her head was a tiny lace cap. In the
first scene, she was shown serving dinner to a middle-class family in an
oak-paneled dining room full of heavy, carved furniture. The family was
very respectable and consisted of a bearded, frock-coated father, a
mother with a whalebone collar and a cameo brooch, a tall, thin son with
a long mustache and almost no chin and a little girl wearing a large bow
in her hair and a crucifix on a gold chain around her neck.

After some low comedy with father's beard and the soup, the actors
settled down seriously to their theme. It was evident that while the
whole family desired Marie, she only desired the young girl. Using his
napkin to hide his activities, the old man pinched Marie, the son tried
to look down the neck of her dress and the mother patted her knee. Marie,
for her part, surreptitiously fondled the child.

The scene changed to Marie's room. She undressed and got into a chiffon
negligee, leaving on only her black silk stockings and high-heeled shoes.
She was making an elaborate night toilet when the child entered. Marie
took her on her lap and started to kiss her. There was a knock on the
door. Consternation. She hid the child in the closet and let in the
bearded father. He was suspicious and she had to accept his advances. He
was embracing her when there was another knock. Again consternation and
tableau. This time it was the mustachioed son. Marie hid the father under
the bed. No sooner had the son begun to grow warm than there was another
knock. Marie made him climb into a large blanket chest. The new caller
was the lady of the house. She, too, was just settling down to work when
there was another knock.

Who could it be? A telegram? A policeman? Frantically Marie counted the
different hiding places. The whole family was present. She tiptoed to the
door and listened.

"Who can it be that wishes to enter now?" read the title card.

And there the machine stuck. The young man in evening dress became as
frantic as Marie. When lie got it running again, there was a flash of
light and the film whizzed through the apparatus until it had all run
out. "I'm sorry, extremely," he said. "I'll have to rewind."

"It's a frameup," someone yelled. "Fake!"


"The old teaser routine!"

They stamped their feet and whistled.

Under cover of the mock riot, Tod sneaked out. He wanted to get some
fresh air. The waiter, whom he found loitering in the hall, showed him to
the patio in back of the house.

On his return, he peeked into the different rooms. In one of them he
found a large number of miniature dogs in a curio cabinet. There were
glass pointers, silver beagles, porcelain schnauzers, stone dachshunds,
aluminum bulldogs, onyx whippets, china bassets, wooden spaniels. Every
recognized breed was represented and almost every material that could be
sculptured, cast or carved.

While he was admiring the little figures, he heard a girl singing. He
thought he recognized her voice and peeked into the hall. It was Mary
Dove, one of Faye Greener's best friends.

Perhaps Faye also worked for Mrs. Jenning. If so, for thirty dollars...

He went back to see the rest of the film.


Tod's hope that he could end his trouble by paying a small fee didn't
last long. When he got Claude to ask Mrs. Jenning about Faye, that lady
said she had never heard of the girl. Claude then asked her to inquire
through Mary Dove. A few days later she phoned him to say there was
nothing doing. The girl wasn't available.

Tod wasn't really disappointed. He didn't want Faye that way, not at
least while he still had a. chance some other way. Lately, he had begun
to think he had a good one. Harry, her father, was sick and that gave him
an excuse for hanging around their apartment. He ran errands and kept the
old man company. To repay his kindness, she permitted him the intimacies
of a family friend. He hoped to deepen her gratitude and make it serious.

Apart from this purpose, he was interested in Harry and enjoyed visiting
him. The old man was a clown and Tod had all the painter's usual love of
clowns. But what was more important, he felt that his clownship was a
clue to the people who stared (a painter's clue, that is--a clue in the
form of a symbol), just as Faye's dreams were another.

He sat near Harry's bed and listened to his stories by the hour. Forty
years in vaudeville and burlesque had provided him with an infinite
number of them. As he put it, his life had consisted of a
lightning series of "nip-ups," "high-gruesomes," "flying-Ws" and
"hundred-and-eights" done to escape a barrage of "exploding stoves." An
"exploding stove" was any catastrophe, natural or human, from a flood in
Medicine Hat, Wyoming, to an angry policeman in Moose Factory, Ontario.

When Harry had first begun his stage career, he had probably restricted
his clowning to the boards, but now he clowned continuously. It was his
sole method of defense. Most people, he had discovered, won't go out of
their way to punish a clown.

He used a set of elegant gestures to accent the comedy of his bent,
hopeless figure and wore a special costume, dressing like a banker, a
cheap, unconvincing, imitation banker. The costume consisted of a greasy
derby with an unusually high crown, a wing collar and polka dot
four-in-hand, a shiny double-breasted jacket and gray-striped trousers.
His outfit fooled no one, but then he didn't intend it to fool anyone.
His slyness was of a different sort.

On the stage he was a complete failure and knew it. Yet he claimed to
have once come very close to success. To prove how close, he made Tod
read an old clipping from the theatrical section of the Sunday Times.

"BEDRAGGLED HARLEQUIN," it was headed.

"The commedia del arte is not dead, but lives on in Brooklyn, or was
living there last week on the stage of the Oglethorpe Theatre in the
person of one Harry Greener. Mr. Greener is of a troupe called 'The
Flying Lings,' who, by the time this reaches you, have probably moved on
to Mystic, Connecticut, or some other place more fitting than the borough
of large families. If you have the time and really love the theatre, by
all means seek out the Lings wherever they may be.

"Mr. Greener, the bedraggled Harlequin of our caption, is not bedraggled
but clean, neat and sweet when he first comes on. By the time the Lings,
four muscular Orientals, finish with him, however, he is plenty
bedraggled. He is tattered and bloody, but still sweet.

"When Mr. Greener enters the trumpets are properly silent. Mama Ling is
spinning a plate on the end of a stick held in her mouth, Papa Ling is
doing cartwheels, Sister Ling is juggling fans and Sonny Ling is hanging
from the proscenium arch by his pigtail. As he inspects his strenuous
colleagues, Mr. Greener tries to hide his confusion under some much too
obvious worldliness. He ventures to tickle Sister and receives a powerful
kick in the belly in return for this innocent attention. Having been
kicked, he is on familiar ground and begins to tell a dull joke. Father
Ling sneaks up behind him and tosses him to Brother, who looks the other
way. Mr. Greener lands on the back of his neck. He shows his mettle by
finishing his dull story from a recumbent position. When he stands up,
the audience, which failed to laugh at his joke, laughs at his limp, so
he continues lame for the rest of the act.

"Mr. Greener begins another story, even longer and duller than his first.
Just before he arrives at the gag line, the orchestra blares loudly and
drowns him out. He is very patient and very brave. He begins again, but
the orchestra will not let him finish. The pain that almost, not quite,
thank God, crumples his stiff little figure would be unbearable if it
were not obviously make-believe. It is gloriously funny.

"The finale is superb. While the Ling Family flies through the air, Mr.
Greener, held to the ground by his sense of reality and his knowledge of
gravitation, tries hard to make the audience think that he is neither
surprised nor worried by the rocketing Orientals. It's familiar stuff,
his hands signal, but his face denies this. As time goes on and no one is
hurt, he regains his assurance. The acrobats ignore him, so he ignores
the acrobats. His is the final victory; the applause is for him.

"My first thought was that some producer should put Mr. Greener into a
big revue against a background of beautiful girls and glittering
curtains. But my second was that this would be a mistake. I am afraid
that Mr. Greener, like certain humble field plants which die when
transferred to richer soil, had better be left to bloom in vaudeville
against a background of ventriloquists and lady bicycle riders."

Harry had more than a dozen copies of this article, several on rag paper.
After trying to get a job by inserting a small advertisement in Variety
("...'some producer should put Mr. Greener into a big revue...' The
Times"), he had come to Hollywood, thinking to earn a living playing
comedy bits in films. There proved to be little demand for his talents,
however. As he himself put it, he "stank from hunger." To supplement his
meager income from the studios, he peddled silver polish which he made in
the bathroom of the apartment out of chalk, soap and yellow axle grease.
When Faye wasn't at Central Casting, she took him around on his peddling
trips in her Model T Ford. It was on their last expedition together that
he had fallen sick.

It was on this trip that Faye acquired a new suitor by the name of Homer
Simpson. About a week after Harry had taken to his bed, Tod met Homer for
the first time. He was keeping the old man company when their
conversation was interrupted by a light knock on the apartment door. Tod
answered it and found a man standing in the hall with flowers for Faye
and a bottle of port wine for her father.

Tod examined him eagerly. He didn't mean to be rude but at first glance
this man seemed an exact model for the kind of person who comes to
California to die, perfect in every detail down to fever eyes and unruly

"My name is Homer Simpson," the man gasped, then shifted uneasily and
patted his perfectly dry forehead with a folded handkerchief.

"Won't you come in?" Tod asked.

He shook his head heavily and thrust the wine and flowers at Tod. Before
Tod could say anything, he had lumbered off.

Tod saw that he was mistaken. Homer Simpson was only physically the type.
The men he meant were not shy.

He took the gifts in to Harry, who didn't seem at all surprised. He said
Homer was one of his grateful customers.

"That Miracle Polish of mine sure does fetch 'em."

Later, when Faye came home and heard the story, she was very much amused.
They both told Tod how they had happened to meet Homer, interrupting
themselves and each other every few seconds to laugh.

The next thing Tod saw Homer staring at the apartment house from the
shadow of a date palm on the opposite side of the street. He watched him
for a few minutes, then called out a friendly greeting. Without replying,
Homer ran away. On the next day and the one after, Tod again saw him
lurking near the palm tree. He finally caught him by approaching the tree
silently from the rear.

"Hello, Mr. Simpson," Tod said softly. "The Creeners were very grateful
for your gift."

This time Simpson didn't move, perhaps because Tod had him backed against
the tree.

"That's fine," he blurted out. "I was passing...I live up the street."

Tod managed to keep their conversation going for several minutes before
he escaped again.

The next time Tod was able to approach him without the stalk. From then
on, he responded very quickly to his advances. Sympathy, even of the most
obvious sort, made him articulate, almost garrulous.


Tod was right about one thing at least. Like most of the people he was
interested in, Homer was a Middle-Westerner. He came from a little town
near Des Moines, Iowa, called Wayneville, where he had worked for twenty
years in a hotel.

One day, while sitting in the park in the rain, he had caught cold and
his cold developed into pneumonia. When he came out of the hospital, he
found that the hotel had hired a new bookkeeper. They offered to take him
on again, but his doctor advised him to go to California for a rest. The
doctor had an authoritative manner, so Homer left Wayneville for the

After living for a week in a railroad hotel in Los Angeles, he rented a
cottage in Pinyon Canyon. It was only the second house the real estate
agent showed him, but he took it because he was tired and because the
agent was a bully.

He rather liked the way the cottage was located. It was the last house in
the canyon and the hills rose directly behind the garage. They were
covered with lupines, Canterbury bells, poppies, and several varieties of
large yellow daisy. There were also some scrub pines, Joshua and
eucalyptus trees. The agent told him that he would see doves and plumed
quail, but during all the time he lived there, he saw only a few large,
black velvet spiders and a lizard. He grew very fond of the lizard.

The house was cheap because it was hard to rent. Most of the people who
took cottages in that neighborhood wanted them to be "Spanish" and this
one, so the agent claimed, was "Irish." Homer thought that the place
looked kind of queer, but the agent insisted that it was cute.

The house was queer. It had an enormous and very crooked stone chimney,
little dormer windows with big hoods and a thatched roof that came down
very low on both sides of the front door. This door was of gumwood
painted like fumed oak and it hung on enormous hinges. Although made by
machine, the hinges had been carefully stamped to appear hand-forged. The
same kind of care and skill had been used to make the roof thatching,
which was not really straw but heavy fireproof paper colored and ribbed
to look like straw.

The prevailing taste had been followed in the living room. It was
"Spanish." The walls were pale orange flecked with pink and on them hung
several silk armorial banners in red and gold. A big galleon stood on the
mantelpiece. Its hull was plaster, its sails paper and its rigging wire.
In the fireplace was a variety of cactus in gaily colored Mexican pots.
Some of the plants were made of rubber and cork; others were real.

The room was lit by wall fixtures in the shape of galleons with pointed
amber bulbs projecting from their decks. The table held a lamp with a
paper shade, oiled to look like parchment, that had several more galleons
painted on it. On each side of the windows red velvet draperies hung from
black, double-headed spears.

The furniture consisted of a heavy couch that had fat monks for legs and
was covered with faded red damask, and three swollen armchairs, also red.
In the center of the room was a very long mahogany table. It was of the
trestle type and studded with large-headed bronze nails. Beside each of
the chairs was a small end table, the same color and design as the big
one, but with a colored tile let into the top.

In the two small bedrooms still another style had been used. This the
agent had called "New England." There was a spool bed made of iron
grained like wood, a Windsor chair of the kind frequently seen in tea
shops, and a Governor Winthrop dresser painted to look like unpainted
pine. On the floor was a small hooked rug. On the wall facing the dresser
was a colored etching of a snowbound Connecticut farmhouse, complete with
wolf. Both of these rooms were exactly alike in every detail. Even the
pictures were duplicates.

There was also a bathroom and a kitchen.


It took Homer only a few minutes to get settled in his new home. He
unpacked his trunk, hung his two suits, both dark gray, in the closet of
one of his bedrooms and put his shirts and underclothes into the dresser
drawers. He made no attempt to rearrange the furniture.

After an aimless tour of the house and the yard, he sat down on the couch
in the living room. He sat as though wailing for someone in the lobby of
a hotel. He remained that way for almost half an hour without moving
anything but his hands, then got up and went into the bedroom and sat
down on the edge of the bed.

Although it was still early in the afternoon, he felt very sleepy. He was
afraid to stretch out and go to sleep. Not because he had bad dreams, but
because it was so hard for him to wake again. When he fell asleep, he was
always afraid that he would never get up.

But his fear wasn't as strong as his need. He got his alarm clock and set
it for seven o'clock, then lay down with it next to his ear. Two hours
later, it seemed like seconds to him, the alarm went off. The bell rang
for a full minute before he began to work laboriously toward
consciousness. The struggle was a hard one. He groaned. His head trembled
and his feet shot out. Finally his eyes opened, then widened. Once more
the victory was his.

He lay stretched out on the bed, collecting his senses and testing the
different parts of his body. Every part was awake but his hands. They
still slept. He was not surprised. They demanded special attention, had
always demanded it. When he had been a child, he used to stick pins into
them and once had even thrust them into a fire. Now he used only cold

He got out of bed in sections, like a poorly made automaton, and carried
his hands into the bathroom. He turned on the cold water. When the basin
was full, he plunged his hands in up to the wrists. They lay quietly on
the bottom like a pair of strange aquatic animals. When they were
thoroughly chilled and began to crawl about, he lifted them out and hid
them in a towel.

He was cold. He ran hot water into the tub and began to undress, fumbling
with the buttons of his clothing as though he were undressing a stranger.
He was naked before the tub was full enough to get in and he sat down on
a stool to wait. He kept his enormous hands folded quietly on his belly.
Although absolutely still, they seemed curbed rather than resting.

Except for his hands, which belonged on a piece of monumental sculpture,
and his small head, he was well proportioned. His muscles were large and
round and he had a full, heavy chest. Yet there was something wrong. For
all his size and shape, he looked neither strong nor fertile. He was like
one of Picasso's great sterile athletes, who brood hopelessly on pink
sand, staring at veined marble waves.

When the tub was full, he got in and sank down in the hot water. He
grunted his comfort. But in another moment he would begin to remember, in
just another moment. He tried to fool his memory by overwhelming it with
tears and brought up the sobs that were always lurking uneasily in his
chest. He cried softly at first, then harder. The sound he made was like
that of a dog lapping gruel. He concentrated on how miserable and lonely
he was, but it didn't work. The thing he was trying so desperately to
avoid kept crowding into his mind.

One day when he was working in the hotel, a guest called Romola Martin
had spoken to him in the elevator.

"Mr. Simpson, you're Mr. Simpson, the bookkeeper?"


"I'm in six-eleven."

She was small and childlike, with a quick, nervous manner. In her arms
she coddled a package which obviously contained a square gin bottle.

"Yes," said Homer again, working against his natural instinct to be
friendly. He knew that Miss Martin owed several weeks' rent and had heard
the room clerk say she was a drunkard.

"Oh!..." the girl went on coquettishly, making obvious their difference
in size, "I'm sorry you're worried about your bill, I..."

The intimacy of her tone embarrassed Homer.

"You'll have to speak to the manager," he rapped out, turning away.

He was trembling when he reached his office.

How bold the creature was! She was drunk, of course, but not so drunk
that she didn't know what she was doing. He hurriedly labeled his
excitement disgust.

Soon afterwards the manager called and asked him to bring in Miss
Martin's credit card. When he went into the manager's office, he found
Miss Carlisle, the room clerk there. Homer listened to what the manager
was saying to her.

"You roomed six-eleven?"

"I did, yes, sir."

"Why? She's obvious enough, isn't she?"

"Not when she's sober."

"Never mind that. We don't want her kind in this hotel."

"I'm sorry."

The manager turned to Homer and took the credit card he was holding.

"She owes thirty-one dollars," Homer said.

"She'll have to pay up and get out. I don't want her kind around here."
He smiled. "Especially when they run up bills. Get her on the phone for

Homer asked the telephone operator for six-eleven and after a short time
was told that the room didn't answer. "She's in the house," he said. "I
saw her in the elevator."

"I'll have the housekeeper look."

Homer was working on his books some minutes later when his phone rang. It
was the manager again. He said that six-eleven had been reported in by
the housekeeper and asked Homer to take her a bill.

"Tell her to pay up or get out," he said.

His first thought was to ask that Miss Carlisle be sent because he was
busy, but he didn't dare to suggest it. While making out the bill, he
began to realize how excited he was. It was terrifying. Little waves of
sensation moved along his nerves and the base of his tongue tingled.

When he got off at the sixth floor, he felt almost gay.

His step was buoyant and he had completely forgotten his troublesome
hands. He stopped at six-eleven and made as though to knock, then
suddenly took fright and lowered his-fist without touching the door.

He couldn't go through with it. They would have to send Miss Carlisle.

The housekeeper, who had been watching from the end of the hall, came up
before he could escape.

"She doesn't answer," Homer said hurriedly.

"Did you knock hard enough? That slut is in there." Before Homer could
reply, she pounded on the door. "Open up!" she shouted.

Homer heard someone move inside, then the door opened a few inches.

"Who is it, please?" a light voice asked.

"Mr. Simpson, the bookkeeper," he gasped.

"Come in, please."

The door opened a little wider and Homer went in without daring to look
around at the housekeeper. He stumbled to the center of the room and
stopped. Al first he was conscious only of the heavy odor of alcohol and
stale tobacco, but then underneath he smelled a metallic perfume. His
eyes moved in a slow circle. On the floor was a litter of clothing,
newspapers, magazines, and bottles. Miss Martin was huddled up on a
corner of the bed. She was wearing a man's black silk dressing gown with
light blue cuffs and lapel facings. Her close-cropped hair was the color
and texture of straw and she looked like a little boy. Her youthfulness
was heightened by her blue button eyes, pink button nose and red button

Homer was too busy with his growing excitement to speak or even think. He
closed his eyes to tend it better, nursing carefully what he felt. He had
to be careful, for if he went too fast, it might wither and then he would
be cold again. It continued to grow.

"Go away, please, I'm drunk," Miss Martin said.

Homer neither moved nor spoke.

She suddenly began to sob. The coarse, broken sounds she made seemed to
come from her stomach. She buried her face in her hands and pounded the
floor with her feet.

Homer's feelings were so intense that his head bobbed stiffly on his neck
like that of a toy Chinese dragon.

"I'm broke. I haven't any money. I haven't a dime. I'm broke, I tell

Homer pulled out his wallet and moved on the girl as though to strike her
with it.

She cowered away from him and her sobs grew stronger.

He dropped the wallet in her lap and stood over her, not knowing what
else to do. When she saw the wallet, she smiled, but continued sobbing.

"Sit down," she said.

He sat down on the bed beside her.

"You strange man," she said coyly. "I could kiss you for being so nice."

He caught her in his arms and hugged her. His suddenness frightened her
and she tried to pull away, but he held on and began awkwardly to caress
her. He was completely unconscious of what he was doing. He knew only
that what he felt was marvelously sweet and that he had to make the
sweetness carry through to the poor, sobbing woman.

Miss Martin's sobs grew less and soon stopped altogether. He could feel
her fidget and gather Strength. The telephone rang.

"Don't answer it," she said, beginning to sob once more. He pushed her
away gently and stumbled to the telephone. It was Miss Carlisle.

"Are you all right?" she asked, "or shall we send for the cops?"

"All right," he said, hanging up.

It was all over. He couldn't go back to the bed.

Miss Martin laughed at his look of acute distress.

"Bring the gin, you enormous cow," she shouted gaily. "It's under the

He saw her stretch herself out in a way that couldn't be mistaken. He ran
out of the room.

Now in California, he was crying because he had never seen Miss Martin
again. The next day the manager had told him that he had done a good job
and that she had paid up and checked out.

Homer tried to find her. There were two other hotels in Wayneville, small
run-down houses, and he inquired at both of them. He also asked in the
few rooming places, but with no success. She had left town.

He settled back into his regular routine, working ten hours, eating two,
sleeping the rest. Then he caught cold and had been advised to come to
California. He could easily afford not to work for a while. His father
had left him about six thousand dollars and during the twenty years he
had kept books in the hotel, he had saved at least ten more.


He got out of the tub, dried himself hurriedly with a rough towel, then
went into the bedroom to dress. He felt even more stupid and washed out
than usual. It was always like that. His emotions surged up in an
enormous wave, curving and rearing, higher and higher, until it seemed as
though the wave must carry everything before it. But the crash never
came. Something always happened at the very top of the crest and the wave
collapsed to run back like water down a drain, leaving, at the most, only
the refuse of feeling.

It took him a long time to get all his clothing on. He stopped to rest
after each garment with a desperation far out of proportion to the effort

There was nothing to eat in the house and he had to go down to Hollywood
Boulevard for food. He thought of waiting until morning, but then,
although he was not hungry, decided against waiting. It was only eight
o'clock and the trip would kill some time. If he just sat around, the
temptation to go to sleep again would become irresistible.

The night was warm and very still. He started down hill, walking on the
outer edge of the pavement. He hurried between lamp-posts, where the
shadows were heaviest, and came to a full stop for a moment at every
circle of light. By the time he reached the boulevard, he was fighting
the desire to run. He stopped for several minutes on the corner to get
his bearings. As he stood there, poised for flight, his fear made him
seem almost graceful.

When several other people passed without paying any attention to him, he
quieted down. He adjusted the collar of his coat and prepared to cross
the street. Before he could take two steps someone called to him.

"Hey, you, mister."

It was a beggar who had spotted him from the shadow of a doorway. With
the infallible instinct of his kind, he knew that Homer would be easy.

"Can you spare a nickel?"

"No," Homer said without conviction.

The beggar laughed and repeated his question, threateningly.

"A nickel, mister!"

He poked his hand into Homer's face.

Homer fumbled in his change pocket and dropped several coins on the
sidewalk. While the man scrambled for them, he made his escape across the

The SunGold Market into which he turned was a large, brilliantly lit
place. All the fixtures were chromium and the floors and walls were lined
with white tile. Colored spotlights played on the showcases and counters,
heightening the natural hues of the different foods. The oranges were
bathed in red, the lemons in yellow, the fish in pale green, the steaks
in rose and the eggs in ivory.

Homer went directly to the canned goods department and bought a can of
mushroom soup and another of sardines. These and a half a pound of soda
crackers would be enough for his supper.

Out on the street again with his parcel, he started to walk home. When he
reached the corner that led to Pinyon Canyon and saw how steep and black
the hill looked, he turned back along the lighted boulevard. He thought
of waiting until someone else started up the hill, but finally took a


Although Homer had nothing to do but prepare his scanty meals, he was not
bored. Except for the Romola Martin incident and perhaps one or two other
widely spaced events, the forty years of his life had been entirely
without variety or excitement. As a bookkeeper, he had worked
mechanically, totaling figures and making entries with the same
impersonal detachment that he now opened cans of soup and made his bed.

Someone watching him go about his little cottage might have thought him
sleep-walking or partially blind. His hands seemed to have a life and a
will of their own. It was they who pulled the sheets tight and shaped the

One day, while opening a can of salmon for lunch, his thumb received a
nasty cut. Although the wound must have hurt, the calm, slightly
querulous expression he usually wore did not change. The wounded hand
writhed about on the kitchen table until it was carried to the sink by
its mate and bathed tenderly in hot water.

When not keeping house, he sat in the back yard, called the patio by the
real estate agent, in an old broken deck chair. He went out to it
immediately after breakfast to bake himself in the sun. In one of the
closets he had found a tattered book and he held it in his lap without
looking at it.

There was a much better view to be had in any direction other than the
one he faced. By moving his chair in a quarter circle he could have seen
a large part of the canyon twisting down to the city below. He never
thought of making this shift. From where he sat, he saw the closed door
of the garage and a patch of its shabby, tarpaper roof. In the foreground
was a sooty, brick incinerator and a pile of rusty cans. A little to the
right of them were the remains of a cactus garden in which a few ragged,
tortured plants still survived.

One of these, a clump of thick, paddlelike blades, covered with ugly
needles, was in bloom. From the tip of several of its topmost blades
protruded a bright yellow flower, somewhat like a thistle blossom but
coarser. No matter how hard the wind blew, its petals never trembled. A
lizard lived in a hole near the base of this plant. It was about five
inches long and had a wedge-shaped head from which darted a fine, forked
tongue. It earned a hard living catching the flies that strayed over to
the cactus from the pile of cans.

The lizard was self-conscious and irritable, and Homer found it very
amusing to watch. Whenever one of its elaborate stalks were foiled, it
would shift about uneasily on its short legs and puff out its throat. Its
coloring matched the cactus perfectly, but when it moved over to the cans
where the flies were thick, it stood out very plainly. It would sit on
the cactus by the hour without moving, then become impatient and start
for the cans. The flies would spot it immediately and after several
misses, it would sneak back sheepishly to its original post.

Homer was on the side of the flies. Whenever one of them, swinging too
widely, would pass the cactus, he prayed silently for it to keep on going
or turn back. If it lighted, he watched the lizard begin its stalk and
held his breath until it had killed, hoping all the while that something
would warn the fly. But no matter how much he wanted the fly to escape,
he never thought of interfering, and was careful not to budge or make the
slightest noise. Occasionally the lizard would miscalculate. When that
happened Homer would laugh happily.

Between the sun, the lizard and the house, he was fairly well occupied.
But whether he was happy or not it is hard to say. Probably he was
neither, just as a plant is neither. He had memories to disturb him and a
plant hasn't, but after the first bad night his memories were quiet.


He had been living this way for almost a month, when, one day, just as he
was about to prepare his lunch, the door bell rang. He opened it and
found a man standing on the step with a sample case in one hand and a
derby hat in the other. Homer hurriedly shut the door again.

The bell continued to ring. He put his head out of the window nearest the
door to order the fellow away, but the man bowed very politely and begged
for a drink of water. Homer saw that he was old and tired and thought
that he looked harmless. He got a bottle of water from the icebox, then
opened the door and asked him in.

"The name, sir, is Harry Greener," the man announced in sing-song,
stressing every other syllable.

Homer handed him a glass of water. He swallowed it quickly, then poured
himself another.

"Much obliged," he said with an elaborate bow. "That was indeed

Homer was astonished when he bowed again, did several quick jig steps,
then let his derby hat roll down his arm. It fell to the floor. He
stooped to retrieve it, straightening up with a jerk as though he had
been kicked, then rubbed the seat of his trousers ruefully.

Homer understood that this was to amuse, so he laughed.

Harry thanked him by bowing again, but something went wrong. The exertion
had been too much for him. His face blanched and he fumbled with his

"A momentary indisposition," he murmured, wondering himself whether he
was acting or sick.

"Sit down," Homer said.

But Harry wasn't through with his performance. He assumed a gallant smile
and took a few unsteady steps toward the couch, then tripped himself. He
examined the carpet indignantly, made believe he had found the object
that had tripped him and kicked it away. He then limped to the couch and
sat down with a whistling sigh like air escaping from a toy balloon.

Homer poured more water. Harry tried to stand up, but Homer pressed him
back and made him drink sitting. He drank this glass as he had the other
two, in quick gulps, then wiped his mouth with his handkerchief,
imitating a man with a big mustache who had just drunk a glass of foamy

"You are indeed kind, sir," he said. "Never fear, some day I'll repay you
a thousandfold."

Homer clucked.

From his pocket Harry brought out a small can and held it out for him to

"Compliments of the house," he announced. "'Tis a box of Miracle
Solvent, the modern polish par excellence, the polish without peer or
parallel, used by all the movie stars..."

He broke off his spiel with a trilling laugh.

Homer took the can.

"Thank you," he said, trying to appear grateful. "H much is it?"

"The ordinary price, the retail price, is fifty cents, but you can have
it for the extraordinary price of a quarter, the wholesale price, the
price I pay at the factory."

"A quarter?" asked Homer, habit for the moment having got the better of
his timidity. "I can buy one twice that size for a quarter in the store."

Harry knew his man.

"Take it, take it for nothing," he said contemptuously. Homer was tricked
into protesting.

"I guess maybe this is a much better polish."

"No," said Harry, as though he were spurning a bribe. "Keep your money. I
don't want it."

He laughed, this time bitterly.

Homer pulled out some change and offered it.

"Take it, please. You need it, I'm sure. I'll have two cans."

Harry had his man where he wanted him. He began to practice a variety of
laughs, all of them theatrical, like a musician tuning up before a
concert. He finally found the right one and let himself go. It was a
victim's laugh.

"Please stop," Homer said.

But Harry couldn't stop. He was really sick. The last block that held him
poised over the runway of self-pity had been knocked away and he was
sliding down the chute, gaining momentum all the time. He jumped to his
feet and began doing Harry Greener, poor Harry, honest Harry,
well-meaning, humble, deserving, a good husband, a model father, a
faithful Christian, a loyal friend.

Homer didn't appreciate the performance in the least. He was terrified
and wondered whether to phone the police. But he did nothing. He just
held up his hand for Harry to stop.

At the end of his pantomime, Harry stood with his head thrown back,
clutching his throat, as though waiting for the curtain to fall. Homer
poured him still another glass of water. But Harry wasn't finished. He
bowed, sweeping his hat to his heart, then began again. He didn't get
very far this time and had to gasp painfully for breath. Suddenly, like a
mechanical toy that had been overwound, something snapped inside of him
and he began to spin through his entire repertoire. The effort was purely
muscular, like the dance of a paralytic. He jigged, juggled his hat, made
believe he had been kicked, tripped, and shook hands with himself. He
went through it all in one dizzy spasm, then reeled to the couch and

He lay on the couch with his eyes closed and his chest heaving. He was
even more surprised than Homer. He had put on his performance four or
five times already that day and nothing like this had happened. He was
really sick.

"You've had a fit," Homer said when Harry opened his eyes.

As the minutes passed, Harry began to feel better and his confidence
returned. He pushed all thought of sickness out of his mind and even went
so far as' to congratulate himself on having given the finest performance
of his career. He should be able to get five dollars out of the big dope
who was leaning over him.

"Have you any spirits in the house?" he asked weakly.

The grocer had sent Homer a bottle of port wine on approval and he went
to get it. He filled a tumbler half full and handed it to Harry, who
drank it in small sips, making the faces that usually go with medicine.

Speaking slowly, as though in great pain, he then asked Homer to bring in
his sample case.

"It's on the doorstep. Somebody might steal it. The greater part of my
small capital is invested in those cans of polish?"

When Homer stepped outside to obey, he saw a girl near the curb. It was
Faye Greener. She was looking at the house.

"Is my father in there?" she called out

"Mr. Greener?"

She stamped her foot.

"Tell him to get a move on, damn it. I don't want to stay here all day."

"He's sick."

The girl turned away without giving any sign that she either heard or

Homer took the sample case back into the house with him. He found Harry
pouring himself another drink.

"Pretty fair stuff," he said, smacking his lips over it. "Pretty fair,
all right, all right. Might I be so bold as to ask what you pay for a..."

Homer cut him short. He didn't approve of people who drank and wanted to
get rid of him.

"Your daughter's outside," he said with as much firmness as he could
muster. "She wants you."

Harry collapsed on the couch and began to breathe heavily. He was acting

"Don't tell her," he gasped. "Don't tell her how sick her old daddy is.
She must never know."

Homer was shocked by his hypocrisy.

"You're better," he said as coldly as he could. "Why don't you go home?"

Harry smiled to show how offended and hurt he was by the heartless
attitude of his host. When Homer said nothing, his smile became one
expressing boundless courage. He got carefully to his feet, stood erect
for a minute, then began to sway weakly and tumbled back on the couch.
"I'm faint," he groaned.

Once again he was surprised and frightened. He was faint.

"Get my daughter," he gasped.

Homer found her standing at the curb with her back to the house. When he
called her, she whirled and came running toward him. He watched her for a
second, then went in, leaving the door unlatched.

Faye burst into the room. She ignored Homer and went straight to the

"Now what in hell's the matter?" she exploded.

"Darling daughter," he said. "I have been badly taken, and this gentleman
has been kind enough to let me rest for a moment."

"He had a fit or something," Homer said.

She whirled around on him so suddenly that he was startled.

"How do you do?" she said, holding her hand forward and high up.

He shook it gingerly.

"Charmed," she said, when he mumbled something. She spun around once

"It's my heart," Harry said. "I can't stand up."

The little performance he put on to sell polish was familiar to her and
she knew that this wasn't part of it. When she turned to face Homer
again, she looked quite tragic. Her head, instead of being held far back,
now drooped forward.

"Please let him rest there," she said.

"Yes, of course."

Homer motioned her toward a chair, then got her a match for her
cigarette. He tried not to stare at her, but his good manners were
wasted. Faye enjoyed being stared at.

He thought her extremely beautiful, but what affected him still more was
her vitality. She was taut and vibrant. She was as shiny as a new spoon.

Although she was seventeen, she was dressed like a child of twelve in a
white cotton dress with a blue sailor collar. Her long legs were bare and
she had blue sandals on her feet.

"I'm so sorry," she said when Homer looked at her father again.

He made a motion with his hand to show that it was nothing.

"He has a vile heart, poor dear," she went on. "I've begged and begged
him to go to a specialist, but you men are all alike."

"Yes, he ought to go to a doctor," Homer said.

Her odd mannerisms and artificial voice puzzled him. "What time is it?"
she asked.

"About one o'clock."

She stood up suddenly and buried both her hands in her hair at the sides
of her head, making it bunch at the top in a shiny ball.

"Oh," she gasped prettily, "and I had a luncheon date."

Still holding her hair, she turned at the waist without moving her legs,
so that her snug dress twisted even tighter and Homer could see her
dainty, arched ribs and little, dimpled belly. This elaborate gesture,
like all her others, was so completely meaningless, almost formal, that
she seemed a dancer rather than an affected actress.

"Do you like salmon salad?" Homer ventured to ask.

"Salmon sal-ahde?"

She seemed to be repeating the question to her stomach. The answer was

"With plenty of mayonnaise, huh? I adore it."

"I was going to have some for lunch. I'll finish making it."

"Let me help."

They looked at Harry, who appeared to be asleep, then went into the
kitchen. While he opened a can of salmon, she climbed on a chair and
straddled it with her arms folded across the top of its back and rested
her chin on her arms. Whenever he looked at her, she smiled intimately
and tossed her pale, glittering hair first forward, then back.

Homer was excited and his hands worked quickly. He soon had a large bowl
of salad ready. He set the table with his best cloth and his best silver
and china.

"It makes me hungry just to look," she said.

The way she said this seemed to mean that it was Homer who made her
hungry and he beamed at her. But before he had a chance to sit down, she
was already eating. She buttered a slice of bread, covered the butter
with sugar and took a big bite. Then she quickly smeared a gob of
mayonnaise on the salmon and went to work. Just as he was about to sit
down, she asked for something to drink. He poured her a glass of milk and
stood watching her like a waiter. He was unaware of her rudeness.

As soon as she had gobbled up her salad, he brought her a large red
apple. She ate the fruit more slowly, nibbling daintily, her smallest
finger curled away from the rest of her hand. When she had finished it,
she went back to the living room and Homer followed her.

Harry still lay as they had left him, stretched out on the sofa. The
heavy noon-day sun hit directly on his face, beating down on him like a
club. He hardly felt its blows, however. He was busy with the stabbing
pain in his chest. He was so busy with himself that he had even stopped
trying to plan how to get money out of the big dope.

Homer drew the window curtain to shade his face.

Harry didn't even notice. He was thinking about death. Faye bent over
him. He saw, from under his partially closed eyelids, that she expected
him to make a reassuring gesture. He refused. He examined the tragic
expression that she had assumed and didn't like it. In a serious moment
like this, her ham sorrow was insulting.

"Speak to me, Daddy," she begged.

She was baiting him without being aware of it.

"What the hell is this," he snarled, "a Tom show?"

His sudden fury scared her and she straightened up with a jerk. He didn't
want to laugh, but a short bark escaped before he could stop it. He
waited anxiously to see what would happen. When it didn't hurt he laughed
again. He kept on, timidly at first, then with growing assurance. He
laughed with his eyes closed and the sweat pouring down his brow. Faye
knew only one way to stop him and that was to do something he hated as
much as she hated his laughter. She began to sing.

"Jeepers Creepers!
Where'd ya get those peepers?..."

She trucked, jerking her buttocks and shaking her head from side to side.

Homer was amazed. He felt that the scene he was witnessing had been
rehearsed. He was right. Their bitterest quarrels often took this form;
he laughing, she singing.

"Jeepers Creepers!
Where'd ya get those eyes?
Gosh, all git up!
How'd they get so lit up?
Gosh all git..."

When Harry stopped, she stopped and flung herself into a chair. But Harry
was only gathering strength for a final effort. He began again. This new
laugh was not critical; it was horrible. When she was a child, he used to
punish her with it. It was his masterpiece. There was a director who
always called on him to give it when he was shooting a scene in an insane
asylum or a haunted castle.

It began with a sharp, metallic crackle, like burning sticks, then
gradually increased in volume until it became a rapid bark, then fell
away again to an obscene chuckle. After a slight pause, it climbed until
it was the nicker of a horse, then still higher to become a machinelike

Faye listened helplessly with her head cocked on one side. Suddenly, she
too laughed, not willingly, but fighting the sound.

"You bastard!" she yelled.

She leaped to the couch, grabbed him by the shoulders and tried to shake
him quiet.

He kept laughing.

Homer moved as though he meant to pull her away, but he lost courage and
was afraid to touch her. She was so naked under her skimpy dress.

"Miss Greener," he pleaded, making his big hands dance at the end of his
arms. "Please, please..."

Harry couldn't stop laughing now. He pressed his belly with his hands,
but the noise poured out of him. It had begun to hurt again.

Swinging her hand as though it held a hammer, she brought her fist down
hard on his mouth. She hit him only once. He relaxed and was quiet.

"I had to do it," she said to Homer when he took her arm and led her

He guided her to a chair in the kitchen and shut the door. She continued
to sob for a long time. He stood behind her chair, helplessly, watching
the rhythmical heave of her shoulders. Several times his hands moved
forward to comfort her, but he succeeded in curbing them.

When she was through crying, he handed her a napkin and she dried her
face. The cloth was badly stained by her rouge and mascara.

"I've spoilt it," she said, keeping her face averted. "I'm very sorry."

"It was dirty," Homer said.

She took a compact from her pocket and looked at herself in its tiny

"I'm a fright."

She asked if she could use the bathroom and he showed her where it was.
He then tiptoed into the living room to see Harry. The old man's
breathing was noisy but regular and he seemed to be sleeping quietly.
Homer put a cushion under his head without disturbing him and went back
into the kitchen. He lit the stove and put the coffeepot on the flame,
then sat down to wait for the girl to return: He heard her go into the
living room. A few seconds later she came into the kitchen.

She hesitated apologetically in the doorway.

"Won't you have some coffee?"

Without waiting for her to reply, he poured a cup and moved the sugar and
cream so that she could reach them. "I had to do it," she said. "I just
had to."

"That's all right."

To show her that it wasn't necessary to apologize, he busied himself at
the sink.

"No, I had to," she insisted. "He laughs that way just to drive me wild.
I can't stand it. I simply can't."


"He's crazy. We Greeners are all crazy."

She made this last statement as though there were merit in being crazy.

"He's pretty sick," Homer said, apologizing for her. "Maybe he had a

"No, he's crazy."

He put a plate of gingersnaps on the table and she ate them with her
second cup of coffee. The dainty crunching sound she made chewing
fascinated him.

When she remained quiet for several minutes, he turned from the sink to
see if anything was wrong. She was smoking a cigarette and seemed lost in

He tried to be gay.

"What are you thinking?" he said awkwardly, then felt foolish.

She sighed to show how dark and foreboding her thoughts were, but didn't

"I'll bet you would like some candy," Homer said. "There isn't any in the
house, but I could call the drugstore and they'd send it right over. Or
some ice cream?"

"No, thanks, please."

"It's no trouble."

"My father isn't really a peddler," she said, abruptly. "He's an actor.
I'm an actress. My mother was also an actress, a dancer. The theatre is
in our blood."

"I haven't seen many shows. I..."

He broke off because he saw that she wasn't interested. "I'm going to be
a star some day," she announced as though daring him to contradict her.

I'm sure you...

"It's my life. It's the only thing in the whole world that I want."

"It's good to know what you want. I used to be a bookkeeper in a hotel,

"If I'm not, I'll commit suicide."

She stood up and put her hands to her hair, opened her eyes wide and

"I don't go to shows very often," he apologized, pushing the gingersnaps
toward her. "The lights hurt my eyes." She laughed and took a cracker.

"I'll get fat."

"Oh, no."

"They say fat women are going to be popular next year. Do you think so? I
don't. It's just publicity for Mae West." He agreed with her.

She talked on and on, endlessly, about herself and about the picture
business. He watched her, but didn't listen, and whenever she repeated a
question in order to get a reply, he nodded his head without saying

His hands began to bother him. He rubbed them against the edge of the
table to relieve their itch, but it only stimulated them. When he clasped
them behind his back, the strain became intolerable. They were hot and
swollen. Using the dishes as an excuse, he held them under the cold water
tap of the sink.

Faye was still talking when Harry appeared in the doorway. He leaned
weakly against the door jamb. His nose was very red, but the rest of his
face was drained white and he seemed to have grown too small for his
clothing. He was smiling, however.

To Homer's amazement, they greeted each other as though nothing had

"You okay now, Pop?"

"Fine and dandy, baby. Right as rain, fit as a fiddle and lively as a
flea, as the feller says."

The nasal twang he used in imitation of a country yokel made Homer smile.

"Do you want something to eat?" he asked. "A glass of milk, maybe?"

"I could do with a snack."

Faye helped him over to the table. He tried to disguise how weak he was
by doing an exaggerated Negro shuffle. Homer opened a can of sardines and
sliced some bread. Harry smacked his lips over the food, but ate slowly
and with an effort.

"That hit the spot, all righty right," he said when he had finished.

He leaned back and fished a crumpled cigar butt out of his vest pocket.
Faye lit it for him and he playfully blew a puff of smoke in her face.

"We'd better go, Daddy," she said.

"In a jiffy, child."

He turned to Homer.

"Nice place you've got here. Married?"

Faye tried to interfere.


He ignored her.

"Bachelor, eh?"


"Well, well, a young fellow like you."

"I'm here for my health," Homer found it necessary to say.

"Don't answer his questions," Faye broke in.

"Now, now, daughter, I'm just being friendly like. I don't mean no harm."

He was still using an exaggerated backwoods accent. He spat dry into an
imaginary spittoon and made believe he was shifting a cud of tobacco from
cheek to cheek.

Homer thought his mimicry funny.

"I'd be lonesome and scared living alone in a big house like this," Harry
went on. "Don't you ever get lonesome?"

Homer looked at Faye for his answer. She was frowning with annoyance.

"No," he said, to prevent Harry from repeating the uncomfortable

"No? Well, that's fine."

He blew several smoke rings at the ceiling and watched their behavior

"Did you ever think of taking boarders?" he asked.

"Some nice, sociable folks, I mean. It'll bring in a little extra money
and make things more homey."

Homer was indignant, but underneath his indignation lurked another idea,
a very exciting one. He didn't know what to say.

Faye misunderstood his agitation.

"Cut it out, Dad," she exclaimed before Homer could reply. "You've been a
big enough nuisance already."

"Just chinning," he protested innocently. "Just chewin' the fat."

"Well, then, let's get going," she snapped.

"There's plenty of time," Homer said.

He wanted to add something stronger, but didn't have the courage. His
hands were braver. When Faye shook good-bye, they clutched and refused to
let go.

Faye laughed at their warm insistence.

"Thanks a million, Mr. Simpson," she said. "You've been very kind. Thanks
for the lunch and for helping Daddy."

"We're very grateful," Harry chimed in. "You've done a Christian deed
this day. God will reward you."

He had suddenly become very pious.

"Please look us up," Faye said. "We live close-by in the San Berdoo
Apartments, about five blocks down the canyon. It's the big yellow

When Harry stood, he had to lean against the table for support. Faye and
Homer each took him by the arm and helped him into the street. Homer held
him erect, while Faye went to get their Ford which was parked across the

"We're forgetting your order of Miracle Salve," Harry said, "the polish
without peer or parallel."

Homer found a dollar and slipped it into his hand. He hid the money
quickly and tried to become businesslike.

"I'll leave the goods tomorrow."

"Yes, that'll be fine," Homer said. "I really need some silver polish."

Harry was angry because it hurt him to be patronized by a sucker. He made
an attempt to re-establish what he considered to be their proper
relationship by bowing ironically, but didn't get very far with the
gesture and began to fumble with his Adam's apple. Homer helped him into
the car and he slumped down in the seat beside Faye. They drove off. She
turned to wave, but Harry didn't even look back.


Homer spent the rest of the afternoon in the broken deck chair. The
lizard was on the cactus, but he took little interest in its hunting. His
hands kept his thoughts busy. They trembled and jerked, as though
troubled by dreams. To hold them still, he clasped them together. Their
fingers twined like a tangle of thighs in miniature. He snatched them
apart and sat on them.

When the days passed and he couldn't forget Faye, he began to grow
frightened. He somehow knew that his only defense was chastity, that it
served him, like the shell of a tortoise, as both spine and armor. He
couldn't shed it even in thought. If he did, he would be destroyed.

He was right. There are men who can lust with parts of themselves. Only
their brain or their hearts burn and then not completely. There are
others, still more fortunate, who are like the filaments of an
incandescent lamp. They bum fiercely, yet nothing is destroyed. But in
Homer's case it would be like dropping a spark into a barn full of hay.
He had escaped in the Romola Martin incident, but he wouldn't escape
again. Then, for one thing, he had had his job in the hotel, a daily
all-day task that protected him by tiring him, but now he had nothing.

His thoughts frightened him and he bolted into the house, hoping to leave
them behind like a hat. He ran into his bedroom and threw himself down on
the bed. He was simple enough to believe that people don't think while

In his troubled state, even this delusion was denied him and he was
unable to fall asleep. He closed his eyes and tried to make himself
drowsy. The approach to sleep which had once been automatic had somehow
become a long, shining tunnel. Sleep was at the far end of it, a soft bit
of shadow in the hard glare. He couldn't run, only crawl toward the black
patch. Just as he was about to give up, habit came to his rescue. It
collapsed the shining tunnel and hurled him into the shadow.

When he awoke it was without a struggle. He tried to fall asleep once
more, but this time couldn't even find the tunnel. He was thoroughly
awake. He tried to think of how very tired he was, but he wasn't tired.
He felt more alive than he had at any time since Romola Martin.

Outside a few birds still sang intermittently, starting and breaking off,
as though sorry to acknowledge the end of another day. He thought that he
heard the lisp of silk against silk, but it was only the wind playing in
the trees. How empty the house was! He tried to fill it by singing.

"Oh, say can you see,
By the dawn's early light..."

It was the only song he knew. He thought of buying a victrola or a radio.
He knew, however, that he would buy neither. This fact made him very sad.
It was a pleasant sadness, very sweet and calm.

But he couldn't let well enough alone. He was impatient and began to prod
at his sadness, hoping to make it acute and so still more pleasant. He
had been getting pamphlets in the mail from a travel bureau and he
thought of the trips he would never take. Mexico was only a few hundred
miles away. Boats left daily for Hawaii.

His sadness turned to anguish before he knew it and became sour. He was
miserable again. He began to cry.

Only those who still have hope can benefit from tears. When they finish,
they feel better. But to those without hope, like Homer, whose anguish is
basic and permanent, no good comes from crying. Nothing changes for them.
They usually know this, but still can't help crying.

Homer was lucky. He cried himself to sleep.

But he awoke again in the morning with Faye uppermost in his mind. He
bathed, ate breakfast and sat in his deck chair. In the afternoon, he
decided to go for a walk. There was only one way for him to go and that
led past the San Bernardino Apartments.

Some time during his long sleep he had given up the battle. When he came
to the apartment house, he peered into the amber-lit hallway and read the
Greener card on the letter box, then turned and went home. On the next
night, he repeated the trip, carrying a gift of flowers and wine.


Harry Greener's condition didn't improve. He remained' in bed, staring at
the ceiling with his hands folded on his chest.

Tod went to see him almost every night. There were usually other guests.
Sometimes Abe Kusich, sometimes Anna and Annabelle Lee, a sister act of
the nineteen-tens, more often the four Gingos, a family of performing
Eskimos from Point Barrow, Alaska.

If Harry were asleep or there were visitors, Faye usually invited Tod
into her room for a talk. His interest in her grew despite the things she
said and he continued to find her very exciting. Had any other girl been
so affected, he would have thought her intolerable. Faye's affectations,
however, were so completely artificial that he found them charming.

Being with her was like being backstage during an amateurish, ridiculous
play. From in front, the stupid lines and grotesque situations would have
made him squirm with annoyance, but because he saw the perspiring
stagehands and the wires that held up the tawdry summerhouse with its
tangle of paper flowers, he accepted everything and was anxious for it to

He found still another way to excuse her. He believed that while she
often recognized the falseness of an attitude, she persisted in it
because she didn't know how to be simpler or more honest. She was an
actress who had learned from bad models in a bad school.

Yet Faye did have some critical ability, almost enough to recognize the
ridiculous. He had often seen her laugh at herself. What was more, he had
even seen her laugh at her dreams.

One evening they talked about what she did with herself when she wasn't
working as an extra. She told him that she often spent the whole day
making up stories. She laughed as she said it. When he questioned her,
she described her method quite willingly.

She would get some music on the radio, then lie down on her bed and shut
her eyes. She had a large assortment of stories to choose from. After
getting herself in the right mood, she would go over them in her mind, as
though they were a pack of cards, discarding one after another until she
found the one that suited. On some days, she would run through the whole
pack without making a choice. When that happened, she would either go to
Vine Street for an ice cream soda or, if she was broke, thumb over the
pack again and force herself to choose.

While she admitted that her method was too mechanical for the best
results and that it was better to slip into a dream naturally, she said
that any dream was better than no dream and beggars couldn't be choosers.
She hadn't exactly said this, but he was able to understand it from what
she did say. He thought it important that she smiled while telling him,
not with embarrassment, but critically. However, her critical powers
ended there. She only smiled at the mechanics.

The first time he had ever heard one of her dreams was late at night in
her bedroom. About half an hour earlier, she had knocked on his door and
had asked him to come and help her with Harry because she thought he was
dying. His noisy breathing, which she had taken for the death rattle, had
awakened her and she was badly frightened. Tod put on his bathrobe and
followed her downstairs. When he got to the apartment, Harry had managed
to clear his throat and his breathing had become quiet again.

She invited him into her room for a smoke. She sat on the bed and he sat
beside her. She was wearing an old beach robe of white toweling over her
pajamas and it was very becoming.

He wanted to beg her for a kiss but was afraid, not because she would
refuse, but because she would insist on making it meaningless. To flatter
her, he commented on her appearance. He did a bad job of it. He was
incapable of direct flattery and got bogged down in a much too roundabout
observation. She didn't listen and he broke off feeling like an idiot.

"I've got a swell idea," she said suddenly. "An idea how we can make some
real money."

He made another attempt to flatter her. This time by assuming an attitude
of serious interest.

"You're educated," she said. "Well, I've got some swell ideas for
pictures. All you got to do is write them up and then we'll sell them to
the studios."

He agreed and she described her plan. It was very vague until she came to
what she considered would be its results, then she went into concrete
details. As soon as they had sold one story, she would give him another.
They would make loads and loads of money. Of course she wouldn't give up
acting, even if she was a big success as a writer, because acting was her

He realized as she went on that she was manufacturing another dream to
add to her already very thick pack. When she finally got through spending
the money, he asked her to tell him the idea he was to "write up,"
keeping all trace of irony out of his voice.

On the wall of the room beyond the foot of her bed was a large photograph
that must have once been used in the lobby of a theatre to advertise a
Tarzan picture. It showed a beautiful young man with magnificent muscles,
wearing only a narrow loin cloth, who was ardently squeezing a slim girl
in a torn riding habit. They stood in a jungle clearing and all around
the pair writhed great vines loaded with fat orchids. When she told her
story, he knew that this photograph had a lot to do with inspiring it.

A young girl is cruising on her father's yacht in the South Seas. She is
engaged to marry a Russian count, who is tall, thin and old, but with
beautiful manners. He is on the yacht, too, and keeps begging her to name
the day. But she is spoiled and won't do it. Maybe she became engaged to
him in order to spite another man. She becomes interested in a young
sailor who is far below her in station, but very handsome. She flirts
with him because she is bored. The sailor refuses to be toyed with no
matter how much money she's got and tells her that he only takes orders
from the captain and to go back to her foreigner. She gets sore as hell
and threatens to have him fired, but he only laughs at her. How can he be
fired in the middle of the ocean? She falls in love with him, although
maybe she doesn't realize it herself, because he is the first man who has
ever said no to one of her whims and because he is so handsome. Then
there is a big storm and the yacht is wrecked near an island. Everybody
is drowned, but she manages to swim to shore. She makes herself a hut of
boughs and lives on fish and fruit. It's the tropics. One morning, while
she is bathing naked in a brook, a big snake grabs her. She struggles but
the snake is too strong for her and it looks like curtains. But the
sailor, who has been watching her from behind some bushes, leaps to her
rescue. He fights the snake for her and wins.

Tod was to go on from there. He asked her how she thought the picture
should end, but she seemed to have lost interest. He insisted on hearing,

"Well, he marries her, of course, and they're rescued. First they're
rescued and then they're married, I mean. Maybe he turns out to be a rich
boy who is being a sailor just for the adventure of it, or something like
that. You can work it out easy enough."

"It's sure-fire," Tod said earnestly, staring at her wet lips and the
tiny point of her tongue which she kept moving between them.

"I've got just hundreds and hundreds more."

He didn't say anything and her manner changed. While telling the story,
she had been full of surface animation and her hands and face were alive
with little illustrative grimaces and gestures. But now her excitement
narrowed and became deeper and its play internal. He guessed that she
must be thumbing over her pack and that she would soon select another
card to show him.

He had often seen her like this, but had never before understood it. All
these little stories, these little daydreams of hers, were what gave such
extraordinary color and mystery to her movements. She seemed always to be
struggling in their soft grasp as though she were trying to run in a
swamp. As he watched her, he felt sure that her lips must taste of blood
and salt and that there must be a delicious weakness in her legs. His
impulse wasn't to aid her to get free, but to throw her down in the soft,
warm mud and to keep her there.

He expressed some of his desire by a grunt. If he only had the courage to
throw himself on her. Nothing less violent than rape would do. The
sensation he felt was like that he got when holding an egg in his hand.
Not that she was fragile or even seemed fragile. It wasn't that. It was
her completeness, her egglike self-sufficiency, that made him want to
crush her.

But he did nothing and she began to talk again.

"I've got another swell idea that I want to tell you. Maybe you had
better write this one up first. It's a backstage story and they're
making a lot of them this year."

She told him about a young chorus girl who gets her big chance when the
star of the show falls sick. It was a familiar version of the Cinderella
theme, but her technique was much different from the one she had used for
the South Sea tale. Although the events she described were miraculous,
her description of them was realistic. The effect was similar to that
obtained by the artists of the Middle Ages, who, when doing a subject
like the raising of Lazarus from the dead or Christ walking on water,
were careful to keep all the details intensely realistic. She, like them,
seemed to think that fantasy could be made plausible by a humdrum

"I like that one, too," he said when she had finished.

"Think them over and do the one that has the best chance."

She was dismissing him and if he didn't act at once the opportunity would
be gone. He started to lean toward her, but she caught his meaning and
stood up. She took his arm with affectionate brusqueness--they were now
business partners--and guided him to the door.

In the hall, when she thanked him for coming down and apologized for
having disturbed him, he tried again. She seemed to melt a little and he
reached for her. She kissed him willingly enough, but when he tried to
extend the caress, she tore free.

"Whoa there, palsy-walsy," she laughed. "Mamma spank." He started for the

"Good-bye now," she called after him, then laughed again.

He barely heard her. He was thinking of the drawings he had made of her
and of the new one he would do as soon as he got to his room.

In "The Burning of Los Angeles" Faye is the naked girl in the left
foreground being chased by the group of men and women who have separated
from the main body of the mob. One of the women is about to hurl a rock
at her to bring her down. She is running with her eyes closed and a
strange half-smile on her lips. Despite the dreamy repose of her face,
her body is straining to hurl her along at top speed. The only
explanation for this contrast is that she is enjoying the release that
wild flight gives in much the same way that a game bird must when, after
hiding for several tense minutes, it bursts from cover in complete,
unthinking panic.


Tod had other and more successful rivals than Homer Simpson. One of the
most important was a young man called Earle Shoop.

Earle was a cowboy from a small town in Arizona. He worked occasionally
in horse-operas and spent the rest of his time in front of a saddlery
store on Sunset Boulevard. In the window of this store was an enormous
Mexican saddle covered with carved silver, and around it was arranged a
large collection of torture instruments. Among other things there were
fancy, braided quirts, spurs with great spiked wheels, and double bits
that looked as though they could break a horse's jaw without trouble.
Across the back of the window ran a low shelf on which was a row of
boots, some black, some red and some a pale yellow. All of the boots had
scalloped tops and very high heels.

Earle always stood with his back to the window, his eyes fixed on a sign
on the roof of a one-story building across the street that read: "Malted
Milks Too Thick For A Straw." Regularly, twice every hour, he pulled a
sack of tobacco and a sheaf of papers from his shirt pocket and rolled a
cigarette. Then he tightened the cloth of his trousers by lifting his
knee and struck a match along the underside of his thigh.

He was over six feet tall. The big Stetson hat he wore added five inches
more to his height and the heels of his boots still another three. His
polelike appearance was further exaggerated by the narrowness of his
shoulders and by his lack of either hips or buttocks. The years he had
spent in the saddle had not made him bowlegged. In fact his legs were so
straight that his dungarees, bleached very light blue by the sun and much
washing, hung down without a wrinkle, as though they were empty.

Tod could see why Faye thought him handsome. He had a two-dimensional
face that a talented child might have drawn with a ruler and a compass.
His chin was perfectly round and his eyes, which were wide apart, were
also round. His thin mouth ran at right angles to his straight,
perpendicular nose. His reddish tan complexion was the same color from
hairline to throat, as though washed in by an expert, and it completed
his resemblance to a mechanical drawing.

Tod had told Faye that Earle was a dull fool. She agreed laughing, but
then said that he was "criminally handsome," an expression she had picked
up in the chatter column of a trade paper.

Meeting her on the stairs one night, Tod asked if she would go to dinner
with him.

"I can't. I've got a date. But you can come along."

"With Earle?"

"Yes, with Earle," she repeated, mimicking his annoyance.

"No, thanks."

She misunderstood, perhaps on purpose, and said, "He'll treat this time."

Earle was always broke and whenever Tod went with them he was the one who

"That isn't it, and you damn well know it."

"Oh, isn't it?" she asked archly, then, absolutely sure of herself,
added, "Meet us at Hodge's around five."

Hodge's was the saddlery store. When Tod got there, he found Earle Shoop
at his usual post, just standing and just looking at the sign across the
street. He had on his ten-gallon hat and his high-heeled boots. Neatly
folded over his left arm was a dark gray jacket. His shirt was navy-blue
cotton with large polka dots, each the size of a dime. The sleeves of his
shirt were not rolled, but pulled to the middle of his forearm and held
there by a pair of fancy, rose armbands. His hands were the same clean
reddish tan as his face.

"Lo, thar," was the way he returned Tod's salute.

Tod found his Western accent amusing. The first time he had heard it, he
had replied, "Lo, thar, stranger," and had been surprised to discover
that Earle didn't know he was being kidded. Even when Tod talked about
"cayuses," "mean hombres" and "rustlers," Earle took him seriously.

"Howdy, partner," Tod said.

Next to Earle was another Westerner in a big hat and boots, sitting on
his heels and chewing vigorously on a little twig. Close behind him was a
battered paper valise held together by heavy rope tied with
professional-looking knots.

Soon after Tod arrived a third man came along. He made a thorough
examination of the merchandise in the window, then turned and began to
stare across the street like the other two.

He was middle-aged and looked like an exercise boy from a racing stable.
His face was completely covered with a fine mesh of wrinkles, as though
he had been sleeping with it pressed against a roll of rabbit wire. He
was very shabby and had probably sold his big hat, but he still had his

"Lo, boys," he said.

"Lo, Hink," said the man with the paper valise.

Tod didn't know whether he was included in the greeting, but took a
chance and replied.


Hink prodded the valise with his toe.

"Coin' some place, Calvin?" he asked.

"Azusa, there's a rodeo."

"Who's running it?"

"A fellow calls himself 'Badlands jack.'"

"That grifter!...You goin', Earle?"


"I gotta eat," said Calvin.

Hink carefully considered all the information he had received before
speaking again.

"Mono's makin' a new Buck Stevens," he said. "Will Ferris told me they'd
use more than forty riders."

Calvin turned and looked up at Earle.

"Still got the piebald vest?" he asked slyly.


"It'll cinch you a job as a road agent."

Tod understood that this was a joke of some sort because Calvin and Hink
chuckled and slapped their thighs loudly while Earle frowned.

There was another long silence, then Calvin spoke again. "Ain't your old
man still got some cows?" he asked Earle. But Earle was wary this time
and refused to answer. Calvin winked at Tod, slowly and elaborately,
contorting one whole side of his face.

"That's right, Earle," Hink said. "Your old man's still got some stock.
Why don't you go home?"

They couldn't get a rise out of Earle, so Calvin answered the question.

"He dassint. He got caught in a sheep car with a pair of rubber boots on."

It was another joke. Calvin and Hink slapped their thighs and laughed,
but Tod could see that they were waiting for something else. Earle,
suddenly, without even shifting his weight, shot his foot out and kicked
Calvin solidly in the rump. This was the real point of the joke. They
were delighted by Earle's fury. Tod also laughed. The way Earle had gone
from apathy to action without the usual transition was funny. The
seriousness of his violence was even funnier.

A little while later, Faye drove by in her battered Ford touring car and
pulled into the curb some twenty feet away. Calvin and Hink waved, but
Earle didn't budge. He took his time, as befitted his dignity. Not until
she tooted her horn did he move. Tod followed a short distance behind

"Hi, cowboy," said Faye gaily.

"Lo, honey," he drawled, removing his hat carefully and replacing it with
even greater care. Faye smiled at Tod and motioned for them both to climb
in. Tod got in the back. Earle unfolded the jacket he was carrying,
slapped it a few times to remove the wrinkles, then put it on and
adjusted its collar and shaped the roll of its lapels. He then climbed in
beside Faye. She started the car with a jerk. When she reached LaBrea,
she turned right to Hollywood Boulevard and then left along it. Tod could
see that she was watching Earle out of the corner of her eye and that he
was preparing to speak.

"Get going," she said, trying to hurry him.

"What is it?"

"Looka here, honey, I ain't got any dough for supper." She was very much put out.

"But I told Tod we'd treat him. He's treated us enough times."

"That's all right," Tod interposed. "Next time'll do. I've got plenty of

"No, damn it," she said without looking around. "I'm sick of it."

She pulled into the curb and slammed on the brakes.

"It's always the same story," she said to Earle.

He adjusted his hat, his collar and his sleeves, then spoke. "We've got
some grub at camp."

"Beans, I suppose."


She prodded him.

"Well, what've you got?"

"Mig and me's set some traps."

Faye laughed.

"Rat traps, eh? We're going to eat rats."

Earle didn't say anything.

"Listen, you big, strong, silent dope," she said, "either make sense, or
God damn it, get out of this car."

"They're quail traps," he said without the slightest change in his
wooden, formal manner.

She ignored his explanation.

"Talking to you is like pulling teeth. You wear me out." Tod knew that
there was no hope for him in this quarrel. He had heard it all before.

"I didn't mean nothing," Earle said. "I was only funning. I wouldn't feed
you rats."

She slammed off the emergency brake and started the car again. At
Zacarias Street, she turned into the hills. After climbing steadily for a
quarter of a mile, she reached a dirt road and followed it to its end.
They all climbed out, Earle helping Faye.

"Give me a kiss," she said, smiling her forgiveness.

He took his hat off ceremoniously and placed it on the hood of the car,
then wrapped his long arms around her. They paid no attention to Tod, who
was standing off to one side watching them. He saw Earle close his eyes
and pucker up his lips like a little boy. But there was nothing boyish
about what he did to her. When she had had as much as she wanted, she
pushed him away.

"You, too?" she called gaily to Tod, who had turned his back.

"Oh, some other time," he replied, imitating her casualness.

She laughed, then took out a compact and began to fix her mouth. When she
was ready, they started along a little path that was a continuation of
the dirt road. Earle led, Faye came next and Tod brought up the rear.

It was full spring. The path ran along the bottom of a narrow canyon and
wherever weeds could get a purchase in its steep banks they flowered in
purple, blue and yellow. Orange poppies bordered the path. Their petals
were wrinkled like crepe and their leaves were heavy with talcumlike

They climbed until they reached another canyon. This one was sterile, but
its bare ground and jagged rocks were even more brilliantly colored than
the flowers of the first. The path was silver, grained with streaks of
rose-gray, and the walls of the canyon were turquoise, mauve, chocolate
and lavender. The air itself was vibrant pink.

They stopped to watch a humming bird chase a blue jay. The jay flashed by
squawking with its tiny enemy on its tail like a ruby bullet. The gaudy
birds burst the colored air into a thousand glittering particles like
metal confetti.

When they came out of this canyon, they saw below them a little green
valley thick with trees, mostly eucalyptus, with here and there a poplar
and one enormous black live-oak. Sliding and stumbling down a dry wash,
they made for the valley.

Tod saw a man watching their approach from the edge of the wood. Faye
also saw him and waved.

"Hi, Mig!" she shouted.

"Chinita!" he called back.

She ran the last ten yards of the slope and the man caught her in his

He was toffee-colored with large Armenian eyes and pouting black lips.
His head was a mass of tight, ordered curls. He wore a long-haired
sweater, called a "gorilla" in and around Los Angeles, with nothing under
it. His soiled duck trousers were held up by a red bandanna handkerchief.
On his feet were a pair of tattered tennis sneakers.

They moved on to the camp which was located in a clearing in the center
of the wood. It consisted of little more than a ramshackle hut patched
with tin signs that had been stolen from the highway and a stove without
legs or bottom set on some rocks. Near the hut was a row of chicken

Earle started a fire under the stove while Faye sat down on a box and
watched him. Tod went over to look at the chickens. There was one old hen
and a half a dozen game cocks. A great deal of pains had been taken in
making the coops, which were of grooved boards, carefully matched and
joined. Their floors were freshly spread with peat moss.

The Mexican came over and began to talk about the cocks. He was very
proud of them.

"That's Hermano, five times winner. He's one of Street's Butcher Boys.
Pepe and El Negro are still stags. I fight them next week in San Pedro.
That's Villa, he's a blinker, but still good. And that one's Zapata,
twice winner, a Tassel Dom he is. And that's Jujutla. My champ."

He opened the coop and lifted the bird out for Tod. "A murderer is what
the guy is. Speedy and how!"

The cock's plumage was green, bronze and copper. Its beak was lemon
and its legs orange.

"He's beautiful," Tod said.

"I'll say."

Mig tossed the bird back into the coop and they went back to join the
others at the fire.

"When do we eat?" Faye asked.

Miguel tested the stove by spitting on it. He next found a large iron
skillet and began to scour it with sand. Earle gave Faye a knife and some
potatoes to peel, then picked up a burlap sack.

"I'll get the birds," he said.

Tod went along with him. They followed a narrow path that looked as
though it had been used by sheep until they came to a tiny field, covered
with high, tufted grass. Earle stopped behind a gum bush and held up his
hand to warn Tod.

A mocking bird was singing near by. Its song was like pebbles being
dropped one by one from a height into a pool of water. Then a quail began
to call, using two soft guttural notes. Another quail answered and the
birds talked back and forth. Their call was not like the cheerful whistle
of the Eastern bobwhite. It was full of melancholy and weariness, yet
marvelously sweet. Still another quail joined the duet. This one called
from near the center of the field. It was a trapped bird, but the sound
it made had no anxiety in it, only sadness, impersonal and without hope.

When Earle was satisfied that no one was there to spy on his poaching, he
went to the trap. It was a wire basket about the size of a washtub with a
small door in the top. He stooped over and began to fumble with the door.
Five birds ran wildly along the inner edge and threw themselves at the
wire. One of them, a cock, had a dainty plume on his head that curled
forward almost to his beak.

Earle caught the birds one at a time and pulled their heads off before
dropping them into his sack. Then he started back. As he walked along, he
held the sack under his left arm. He lifted the birds out with his right
hand and plucked them one at a time. Their feathers fell to the ground,
point first, weighed down by the tiny drop of blood that trembled on the
tips of their quills.

The sun went down before they reached the camp again. It grew chilly and
Tod was glad of the fire. Faye shared her seat on the box with him and
they both leaned forward into the heat.

Mig brought a jug of tequila from the hut. He filled a peanut butter jar
for Faye and passed the jug to Tod. The liquor smelled like rotten fruit,
but he liked the taste. When he had had enough, Earle took it and then
Miguel. They continued to pass it from hand to hand.

Earle tried to show Faye how plump the game was, but she wouldn't look.
He gutted the birds, then began cutting them into quarters with a pair of
heavy tin shears. Faye held her hands over her ears in order not to hear
the soft click made by the blades as they cut through flesh and bone.
Earle wiped the pieces with a rag and dropped them into the skillet where
a large piece of lard was already sputtering.

For all her squeamishness, Faye ate as heartily as the men did. There was
no coffee and they finished with tequila. They smoked and kept the jug
moving. Faye tossed away the peanut butter jar and drank like the others,
throwing her head back and tilting the jug.

Tod could sense her growing excitement. The box on which they were
sitting was so small that their backs touched and he could feel how hot
she was and how restless. Her neck and face had turned from ivory to
rose. She kept reaching for his cigarettes.

Earle's features were hidden in the shadow of his big hat, but the
Mexican sat full in the light of the fire. His skin glowed and the oil in
his black curls sparkled. He kept smiling at Faye in a manner that Tod
didn't like. The more he drank, the less he liked it.

Faye kept crowding Tod, so he left the box to sit on the ground where he
could watch her better. She was smiling back at the Mexican. She seemed
to know what he was thinking and to be thinking the same thing. Earle,
too, became aware of what was passing between them. Tod heard him curse
softly and saw him lean forward into the light and pick up a thick piece
of firewood.

Mig laughed guiltily and began to sing.

"Las palmeras lloran por to ausencia,
Las laguna se seco--ay!
La cerca de alambre que estaba en
El patio tambien se cayo!"

His voice was a plaintive tenor and it turned revolutionary song into a
sentimental lament, sweet cloying. Faye joined in when he began another
stanza. She didn't know the words, but she was able to carry melody and to

"Pues mi madre las cuidaba, ay!
Toditito se acabo--ay!"

Their voices touched in the thin, still air to form a minor chord and it
was as though their bodies had touched. The song was transformed again.
The melody remained the same, but the rhythm broke and its beat became
ragged. It was a rumba now.

Earle shifted uneasily and played with his stick. Tod saw her look at him
and saw that she was afraid, but instead of becoming wary, she grew still
more reckless. She took a long pull at the jug and stood up. She put one
hand on each of her buttocks and began to dance.

Mig seemed to have completely forgotten Earle. He clapped his hands,
cupping them to make a hollow, drum-like sound, and put all he felt into
his voice. He had changed to a more fitting song.

"Tony's wife,
The boys in Havana love Tony's wife..."

Faye had her hands clasped behind her head now and she rolled her hips to
the broken beat. She was doing the "bump."

"Tony's wife,
They're fightin' their duels about Tony's wife..."

Perhaps Tod had been mistaken about Earle. He was using his club on the
back of the skillet, using it to bang out the rhythm.

The Mexican stood up, still singing, and joined her in the dance. They
approached each other with short mincing steps. She held her skirt up and
out with her thumbs and forefingers and he did the same with his
trousers. They met head on, blue-black against pale gold, and used their
heads to pivot, then danced back to back with their buttocks touching,
their knees bent and wide apart. While Faye shook her breasts and her
head, holding the rest of her body rigid, he struck the soft ground
heavily with his feet and circled her. They faced each other again and
made believe they were cradling their behinds in a shawl.

Earle pounded the skillet harder and harder until it rang like an anvil.
Suddenly he, too, jumped up and began to dance. He did a crude hoe-down.
He leaped into the air and knocked his heels together. He whooped. But he
couldn't become part of their dance. Its rhythm was like a smooth glass
wall between him and the dancers. No matter how loudly he whooped or
threw himself around, he was unable to disturb the precision with which
they retreated and advanced, separated and came together again.

Tod saw the blow before it fell.. He saw Earle raise his stick and bring
it down on the Mexican's head. He heard the crack and saw the Mexican go
to his knees still dancing, his body unwilling or unable to acknowledge
the interruption.

Faye had her back to Mig when he fell, but she didn't turn to look. She
ran. She flashed by Tod. He reached for her ankle to pull her down, but
missed. He scrambled to his feet and ran after her.

If he caught her now, she wouldn't escape. He could hear her on the hill
a little way ahead of him. He shouted to her, a deep, agonized bellow,
like that a hound makes when it strikes a fresh line after hours of cold
trailing. Already he could feel how it would be when he pulled her to the

But the going was heavy and the stones and sand moved under his feet. He
fell prone with his face in a clump of wild mustard that smelled of the
rain and sun, clean, fresh and sharp. He rolled over on his back and
stared up at the sky. The violent exercise had driven most of the heat
out of his blood, but enough remained to make him tingle pleasantly. He
felt comfortably relaxed, even happy.

Somewhere farther up the hill a bird began to sing. He listened. At first
the low rich music sounded like water dripping on something hollow, the
bottom of a silver pot perhaps, then like a stick dragged slowly over the
strings of a harp. He lay quietly, listening.

When the bird grew silent, he made an effort to put Faye out of his mind
and began to think about the series of cartoons he was making for his
canvas of Los Angeles on fire. He was going to show the city burning at
high noon, so that the flames would have to compete with the desert sun
and thereby appear less fearful, more like bright flags flying from roofs
and windows than a terrible holocaust. He wanted the city to have quite a
gala air as it burned, to appear almost gay. And the people who set it on
fire would be a holiday crowd.

The bird began to sing again. When it stopped, Faye was forgotten and he
only wondered if he weren't exaggerating the importance of the people who
come to California to die. Maybe they weren't really desperate enough to
set 'a single city on fire, let alone the whole country. Maybe they were
only the pick of America's madmen and not at all typical of the rest of
the land.

He told himself that it didn't make any difference because he was an
artist, not a prophet. His work would not be judged by the accuracy with
which it foretold a future event but by its merit as painting.
Nevertheless, he refused to give up the role of Jeremiah. He changed
"pick of America's madmen" to "cream" and felt almost certain that the
milk from which it had been skimmed was just as rich in violence. The
Angelenos would be first, but their comrades all over the country would
follow. There would be civil war.

He was amused by the strong feeling of satisfaction this dire conclusion
gave him. Were all prophets of doom and destruction such happy men?

He stood up without trying to answer. When he reached the dirt road at
the top of the canyon Faye and the car were gone.


"She went to the pictures with that Simpson guy," Harry told him when he
called to see her the next night.

He sat down to wait for her. The old man was very ill and lay on the bed
with extreme care as though it were a narrow shelf from which he might
fall if he moved.

"What are they making on your lot?" he asked slowly, rolling his eyes
toward Tod without budging his head.

"'Manifest Destiny,' 'Sweet and Low Down,' 'Waterloo,' The Great Divide,'
Begging Your..."

"'The Great Divide'--" Harry said, interrupting eagerly. "I remember that

Tod realized he shouldn't have got him started, but there was nothing he
could do about it now. He had to let him run down like a clock.

"When it opened I was playing the Irving in a little number called 'Enter
Two Gents,' a trifle, but entertainment, real entertainment. I played a
Jew comic, a Ben Welch effect, derby and big pants--'Pat, dey hollered me
a chob in de Heagle Laundreh'...'Faith now, Ikey, and did you take
it?'...'No, who vants to vash heagles?' Joe Parvos played straight for me
in a cop's suit. Well, the night 'The Great Divide' opened, Joe was
laying up with a whisker in the old Fifth Avenue when the stove exploded.
It was the broad's husband who blew the whistle. He was..."

He hadn't run down. He had stopped and was squeezing his left side with
both hands.

Tod leaned over anxiously.

"Some water?"

Harry framed the word "no" with his lips, then groaned skillfully. It was
a second-act curtain groan, so phony that Tod had to hide a smile. And
yet, the old man's pallor hadn't come from a box.

Harry groaned again, modulating from pain to exhaustion, then closed his
eyes. Tod saw how skillfully he got the maximum effect out of his
agonized profile by using the pillow to set it off. He also noticed that
Harry, like many actors, had very little back or top to his head. It was
almost all face, like a mask, with deep furrows between the eyes, across
the forehead and on either side of the nose and mouth, plowed there by
years of broad grinning and heavy frowning. Because of them, he could
never express anything either subtly or exactly. They wouldn't permit
degrees of feeling, only the furthest degree.

Tod began to wonder if it might not be true that actors suffer less than
other people. He thought about this for a while, then decided that he was
wrong. Feeling is of the heart and nerves and the crudeness of its
expression has nothing to do with its intensity. Harry suffered as keenly
as anyone, despite the theatricality of his groans and grimaces.

He seemed to enjoy suffering. But not all kinds, certainly not sickness.
Like many people, he only enjoyed the sort that was self-inflicted. His
favorite method was to bare his soul to strangers in barrooms. He would
make believe he was drunk, and stumble over to where some strangers were
sitting. He usually began by reciting a poem.

"Let me sit down for a moment,
I have a stone in my shoe.
I was once blithe and happy,
I was once young like you."

If his audience shouted, "scram, bum!" he only smiled humbly and went on
with his act.

"Have pity, folks, on my gray hair..."

The bartender or someone else had to stop him by force, otherwise he
would go on no matter what was said to him. Once he got started everyone
in the bar usually listened, for he gave a great performance. He roared
and whispered, commanded and cajoled. He imitated the whimper of a little
girl crying for her vanished mother, as well as the different dialects of
the many cruel managers he had known. He even did the off-stage noises,
twittering like birds to herald the dawn of Love and yelping like a pack
of bloodhounds when describing how an Evil Fate ever pursued him.

He made his audience see him start out in his youth to play Shakespeare
in the auditorium of the Cambridge Latin School, full of glorious dreams,
burning with ambition. Follow him, as still-a mere stripling, he starved
in a Broadway rooming house, an idealist who desired only to share his
art with the world. Stand with him, as, in the prime of manhood, he
married a beautiful dancer, a headliner on the Gus Sun time. Be close
behind him as, one night, he returned home unexpectedly to find her in
the arms of a head usher. Forgive, as he forgave, out of the goodness of
his heart and the greatness of his love. Then laugh, tasting the bitter
gall, when the very next night he found her in the arms of a booking
agent. Again he forgave her and again she sinned. Even then he didn't
cast her out, no, though she jeered, mocked and even struck him
repeatedly with an umbrella. But she ran off with a foreigner, a swarthy
magician fellow. Behind she left memories and their baby daughter. He
made his audience shadow him still as misfortune followed misfortune and,
a middle-aged man, he haunted the booking offices, only a ghost of his
former self. He who had hoped to play Hamlet, Lear, Othello, must needs
become the Co. in an act called Nat Plumstone & Co., light quips and
breezy patter. He made them dog his dragging feet as, an aged and
trembling old man, he...

Faye came in quietly. Tod started to greet her, but she put her finger to
her lips for him to be silent and motioned toward the bed.

The old man was asleep. Tod thought his worn, dry skin looked like eroded
ground. The few beads of sweat that glistened on his forehead and temples
carried no promise of relief. It might rot, like rain that comes too late
to a field, but could never refresh.

They both tiptoed out of the room.

In the hall he asked if she had had a good time with Homer.

"That dope!" she exclaimed, making a wry face. "He's strictly

Tod started to ask some more questions, but she dismissed him with a
curt, "I'm tired, honey."


The next afternoon, Tod was on his way upstairs when he saw a crowd in
front of the door to the Greeners' apartment. They were excited and
talked in whispers. "What's happened?" he asked.

"Harry's dead."

He tried the door of the apartment. It wasn't locked, so he went in. The
corpse lay stretched out on the bed, completely covered with a blanket.
From Faye's room came the sound of crying. He knocked softly on her door.
She opened it for him, then turned without saying a word, and stumbled to
her bed. She was sobbing into a face towel.

He stood in the doorway, without knowing what to do or say. Finally, he
went over to the bed and tried to comfort her. He patted her shoulder.

"You poor kid."

She was wearing a tattered, black lace negligee that had large rents in
it. When he leaned over her, he noticed that her skin gave off a warm,
sweet odor, like that of buck-wheat in flower.

He turned away and lit a cigarette. There was a knock on the door. When
he opened it, Mary Dove rushed past him to take Faye in her arms.

Mary also told Faye to be brave. She phrased it differently than he had
done, however, and made it sound a lot more convincing.

"Show some guts, kid. Come on now, show some guts."

Faye shoved her away and stood up. She took a few wild steps, then sat
down on the bed again.

"I killed him," she groaned.

Mary and he both denied this emphatically.

"I killed him, I tell you! I did! I did!"

She began to call herself names. Mary wanted to stop her, but Tod told
her not to. Faye had begun to act and he felt that if they didn't
interfere she would manage an escape for herself.

"She'll talk herself quiet," he said.

In a voice heavy with self-accusation, she began to tell what had
happened. She had come home from the studio and found Harry in bed. She
asked him how he was, but didn't wait for an answer. Instead, she turned
her back on him to examine herself in the wall mirror. While fixing her
face, she told him that she had seen Ben Murphy and that Ben had said if
Harry were feeling better he might be able to use him in a Bowery
sequence. She had been surprised when he didn't shout as he always did
when Ben's name was mentioned. He was jealous of Ben and always shouted,
"To hell with that bastard; I knew him when he cleaned spittoons in a
nigger barroom."

She realized that he must be pretty sick. She didn't turn around because
she noticed what looked like the beginning of a pimple. It was only a
speck of dirt and she wiped it off, but then she had to do her face all
over again. While she was working at it, she told him that she could get
a job as a dress extra if she had a new evening gown. Just to kid him,
she looked tough and said, "If you can't buy me an evening gown, I'll
find someone who can."

When he didn't say anything, she got sore and began to sing, "Jeepers
Creepers." He didn't tell her to shut up, so she knew something must be
wrong. She ran over to the couch. He was dead.

As soon as she had finished telling all this, she began to sob in a lower
key, almost a coo, and rocked herself back and forth.

"Poor papa...Poor darling..."

The fun they used to have together when she was little. No matter how
hard up he was, he always bought her dolls and candy, and no matter how
tired, he always played with her. She used to ride piggy-back and they
would roll on the floor and laugh and laugh.

Mary's sobs made Faye speed up her own and they both began to get out of

There was a knock on the door. Tod answered it and found Mrs. Johnson,
the janitress. Faye shook her head for him not to let her in.

"Come back later," Tod said.

He shut the door in her face. A minute later it opened again and Mrs.
Johnson entered boldly. She had used a pass-key.

"Get out," he said.

She tried to push past him, but he held her until Faye told him to let
her go.

He disliked Mrs. Johnson intensely. She was an officious, bustling woman
with a face like a baked apple, soft and blotched. Later he found out
that her hobby was funerals. Her preoccupation with them wasn't morbid;
it was formal. She was interested in the arrangement of the flowers, the
order of the procession, the clothing and deportment of the mourners.

She went straight to Faye and stopped her sobs with a firm, "Now, Miss

There was so much authority in her voice and manner that she succeeded
where Mary and Tod had failed. Faye looked up at her respectfully.

"First, my dear," Mrs. Johnson said, counting one with the thumb of her
right hand on the index finger of her left, "first, I want you to
understand that my sole desire in this matter is to help you."

She looked hard at Mary, then at Tod.

"I don't get anything out of it, and it's just a lot of trouble."

"Yes," Faye said.

"All right. There are several things I have to know, if I'm to help you.
Did the deceased leave any money or insurance?"


"Have you any money?"


"Can you borrow any?"

"I don't think so."

Mrs. Johnson sighed.

"Then the city will have to bury him."

Faye didn't comment.

"Don't you understand, child, the city will have to bury him in a
pauper's grave?"

She put so much contempt into "city" and horror into "pauper" that Faye
flushed and began to sob again.

Mrs. Johnson made as though to walk out, even took several steps in the
direction of the door, then changed her mind and came back.

"How much does a funeral cost?" Faye asked.

"Two hundred dollars. But you can pay on the installment plan--fifty
dollars down and twenty-five a month."

Mary and Tod both spoke together.

"I'll get the money."

"I've got some."

"That's fine," Mrs. Johnson said. "You'll need at least fifty more for
incidental expenses. I'll go ahead and take care of everything. Mr.
Holsepp will bury your father. He'll do it right."

She shook hands with Faye, as though she were congratulating her, and
hurried out of the room.

Mrs. Johnson's little business talk had apparently done Faye some good.
Her lips were set and her eyes dry. "Don't worry," Tod said. "I can raise
the money."

"No, thanks," she said.

Mary opened her purse and took out a roll of bills. "Here's some."

"No," she said, pushing it away.

She sat thinking for a while, then went to the dressing table and began
to fix her tear-stained face. She wore a hard smile as she worked.
Suddenly she turned, lipstick in air, and spoke to Mary.

"Can you get me into Mrs. Jenning's?"

"What for?" Tod demanded. "I'll get the money." Both girls ignored him.

"Sure," said Mary, "you ought to done that long ago. It's a soft touch."

Faye laughed.

"I was saving it."

The change that had come over both of them startled Tod. They had
suddenly become very tough.

"For a punkola like that Earle. Get smart, girlie, and lay off the
cheapies. Let him ride a horse, he's a cowboy, ain't he?"

They laughed shrilly and went into the bathroom with their arms around
each other.

Tod thought he understood their sudden change to slang. It made them feel
worldly and realistic, and so more able to cope with serious things.

He knocked on the bathroom door.

"What do you want?" Faye called out.

"Listen, kid," he said, trying to imitate them. "Why go on the turf? I
can get the dough."

"Oh, yeah! No, thanks," Faye said.

"But listen..." he began again.

"Go peddle your tripe!" Mary shouted.


On the day of Harry's funeral Tod was drunk: He hadn't seen Faye since
she went off with Mary Dove, but he knew that he was certain to find her
at the undertaking parlor and he wanted to have the courage to quarrel
with her. He started drinking at lunch. When he got to Holsepp's in the
late afternoon, he had passed the brave state and was well into the ugly

He found Harry in his box, waiting to be wheeled out for exhibition in
the adjoining chapel. The casket was open and the old man looked quite
snug. Drawn up to a little below his shoulders and folded back to show
its fancy lining was an ivory satin coverlet. Under his head was a tiny
lace cushion. He was wearing a Tuxedo, or at least had on a black bow-tie
with his stiff shirt and wing collar. His face had been newly shaved, his
eyebrows shaped and plucked and his lips and cheeks rouged. He looked
like the interlocutor in a minstrel show.

Tod bowed his head as though in silent prayer when he heard someone come
in. He recognized Mrs. Johnson's voice and turned carefully to face her.
He caught her eye and nodded, but she ignored him. She was busy with a
man in a badly fitting frock coat.

"It's the principle of the thing," she scolded. "Your estimate said
bronze. Those handles ain't bronze and you know it."

"But I asked Miss Greener," whined the man. "She okayed them."

"I don't care. I'm surprised at you, trying to save a few dollars by
fobbing off a set of cheap gun-metal handles on the poor child."

Tod didn't wait for the undertaker to answer. He had seen Faye pass the
door on the arm of one of the Lee sisters. When he caught up with her, he
didn't know what to say. She misunderstood his agitation and was touched.
She sobbed a little for him.

She had never looked more beautiful. She was wearing a new, very tight
black dress and her platinum hair was tucked up in a shining bun under a
black straw sailor. Ever so often, she carried a tiny lace handkerchief
to her eyes and made it flutter there for a moment. But all he could
think of was that she had earned the money for her outfit on her back.

She grew uneasy under his stare and started to edge away. He caught her

"May I speak with you for a minute, alone?"

Miss Lee took the hint and left.

"What is it?" Faye asked.

"Not here," he whispered, making mystery out of his uncertainty,

He led her along the hall until he found an empty showroom. On the walls
were framed photographs of important funerals and on little stands and
tables were samples of coffin materials, and models of tombstones and

Not knowing what to say, he accented his awkwardness, playing the
inoffensive fool.

She smiled and became almost friendly.

"Give out, you big dope."

"A kiss..."

"Sure, baby," she laughed, "only don't muss me." They pecked at each

She tried to get away, but he held her. She became annoyed and demanded
an explanation. He searched his head for one. It wasn't his head he
should have searched, however.

She was leaning toward him, drooping slightly, but not from fatigue. He
had seen young birches droop like that at midday when-they are over-heavy
with sun.

"You're drunk," she said, pushing him away.

"Please," he begged.

"Le'go, you bastard."

Raging at him, she was still beautiful. That was because her beauty was
structural like a tree's, not a quality of her mind or heart. Perhaps
even whoring couldn't damage it for that reason, only age or accident or

In a minute she would scream for help. He had to say something. She
wouldn't understand the aesthetic argument and with what values could he
back up the moral one? The economic didn't make sense either. Whoring
certainly paid. Half of the customer's thirty dollars. Say ten men a

She kicked at his shins, but he held on to her. Suddenly he began to
talk. He had found an argument. Disease would destroy her beauty. He
shouted at her like a Y.M.C.A. lecturer on sex hygiene.

She stopped struggling and held her head down, sobbing fitfully. When he
was through, he let go of her arms and she bolted from the room. He
groped his way to a carved, marble coffin.

He was still sitting there when a young man in a black jacket and gray
striped trousers came in.

"Are you here for the Greener funeral?"

Tod stood up and nodded vaguely.

"The services are beginning," the man said, then opened a little casket
covered with grosgrain satin and took out a dust cloth. Tod watched him
go around the showroom wiping off the samples.

"Services have probably started," the man repeated with a wave at the

Tod understood this time and left. The only exit he could find led
through the chapel. The moment he entered it, Mrs. Johnson caught him and
directed him to a seat. He wanted badly to get away, but it was
impossible to do so without making a scene.

Faye was sitting in the front row of benches, facing the pulpit. She had
the Lee sisters on one side and Mary Dove and Abe Kusich on the other.
Behind them sat the tenants of the San Berdoo, occupying about six rows.
Tod was alone in the seventh. After him were several empty rows and then
a scattering of men and women who looked very much out of place.

He turned in order not to see Faye's jerking shoulders and examined the
people in the last rows. He knew their kind. While not torch-bearers
themselves, they would run behind the fire and do a great deal of the
shouting. They had come to see Harry buried, hoping for a dramatic
incident of some sort, hoping at least for one of the mourners to be led
weeping hysterically from the chapel. It seemed to Tod that they stared
back at him with an expression of vicious, acrid boredom that trembled on
the edge of violence. When they began to mutter among themselves, he
half-turned and watched them out of the corner of his eyes.

An old woman with a face pulled out of shape by badly-fitting store teeth
came in and whispered to a man sucking on the handle of a home-made
walking stick. He passed her message along and they all stood up and went
out hurriedly. Tod guessed that some star had been seen going into a
restaurant by one of their scouts. If so, they would wait outside the
place for hours until the star came out again or the police drove them

The Gingo family arrived soon after they had left. The Gingos were
Eskimos who had been brought to Hollywood to make retakes for a picture
about polar exploration. Although it had been released long ago, they
refused to return to Alaska. They liked Hollywood.

Harry had been a good friend of theirs and had eaten with them quite
regularly, sharing the smoked salmon, white fish, marinated and maatjes
herrings they bought at Jewish delicatessen stores. He also shared the
great quantities of cheap brandy they mixed with hot water and salt
butter and drank out of tin cups.

Mama and Papa Gingo, trailed by their son, moved down the center aisle of
the chapel, bowing and waving to everyone, until they reached the front
row. Here they gathered around Faye and shook hands with her, each one in
turn. Mrs. Johnson tried to make them go to one of the back rows, but
they ignored her orders and sat down in front.

The overhead lights of the chapel were suddenly dimmed. Simultaneously
other lights went on behind imitation stained-glass windows which hung on
the fake oak-paneled walls. There was a moment of hushed silence, broken
only by Faye's sobs, then an electric organ started to play a recording
of one of Bach's chorales, "Come Redeemer, Our Saviour."

Tod recognized the music. His mother often played a piano adaptation of
it on Sundays at home. It very politely asked Christ to come, in clear
and honest tones with just the proper amount of supplication. The God it
invited was not the King of Kings, but a shy and gentle Christ, a maiden
surrounded by maidens, and the invitation was to a lawn fete, not to the
home of some weary, suffering sinner. It didn't plead; it urged with
infinite grace and delicacy, almost as though it were afraid of
frightening the prospective guest.

So far as Tod could tell, no one was listening to the music. Faye was
sobbing and the others seemed busy inside themselves. Bach politely
serenading Christ was not for them.

The music would soon change its tone and grow exciting. He wondered if
that would make any difference. Already the bass was beginning to throb.
He noticed that it made the Eskimos uneasy. As the bass gained in. power
and began to dominate the treble, he heard Papa Gingo grunt with
pleasure. Mama caught Mrs. Johnson eyeing him, and put her fat hand on
the back of his head to keep him quiet.

"Now come, 0 our Saviour," the music begged. Gone was its diffidence and
no longer was it polite. Its struggle with the bass had changed it. Even
a hint of a threat crept in and a little impatience. Of doubt, however,
he could not detect the slightest trace.

If there was a hint of a threat, he thought, just a hint, and a tiny bit
of impatience, could Bach be blamed? After all, when he wrote this music,
the world had already been waiting for its lover more than seventeen
hundred years. But the music changed again and both threat and impatience
disappeared. The treble soared free and triumphant and the bass no longer
struggled to keep it down. It had become a rich accompaniment. "Come or
don't come," the music seemed to say, "I love you and my love is enough."
It was a simple statement of fact, neither cry nor serenade, made without
arrogance or humility.

Perhaps Christ heard. If He did, He gave no sign. The attendants heard,
for it was their cue to trundle on Harry in his box. Mrs. Johnson
followed close behind and saw to it that the casket was properly placed.
She raised her hand and Bach was silenced in the middle of a phrase.

"Will those of you who wish to view the deceased before the sermon please
step forward?" she called out.

Only the Gingos stood up immediately. They made for the coffin in a
group. Mrs. Johnson held them back and motioned for Faye to look first.
Supported by Mary Dove and the Lee girls, she took a quick peek,
increased the tempo of her sobs for a moment, then hurried back to the

The Gingos had their chance next. They leaned over the coffin and told
each other something in a series of thick, explosive gutturals. When they
tried to take another look, Mrs. Johnson herded them firmly to their

The dwarf sidled up to the box, made a play with his handkerchief and
retreated. When no one followed him, Mrs. Johnson lost patience, seeming
to take what she understood as a lack of interest for a personal insult.

"Those who wish to view the remains of the late Mr. Greener must do so at
once," she barked.

There was a little stir, but no one stood up.

"You, Mrs. Gail," she finally said, looking directly at the person named.
"How about you? Don't you want a last look? Soon all that remains of your
neighbor will be buried forever."

There was no getting out of it. Mrs. Gail moved down the aisle, trailed
by several others.

Tod used them to cover his escape.


Faye moved out of the San Berdoo the day after the funeral. Tod didn't
know where she had gone and was getting up the courage to call Mrs.
Jenning when he saw her from the window of his office. She was dressed in
the costume of a Napoleonic vivandire. By the time he got the window
open, she had almost turned the corner of the building. He shouted for
her to wait. She waved, but when he got downstairs she was gone.

From her dress, he was sure that she was working in the picture called
"Waterloo." He asked a studio policeman where the company was shooting
and was told on the back lot. He started toward it at once. A platoon of
cuirassiers, big men mounted on gigantic horses, went by. He knew that
they must be headed for the same set and followed them. They broke into a
gallop and he was soon outdistanced.

The sun was very hot. His eyes and throat were choked with the dust
thrown up by the horses' hooves and his head throbbed. The only bit of
shade he could find was under an ocean liner made of painted canvas with
real lifeboats hanging from its davits. He stood in its narrow shadow for
a while, then went on toward a great forty-foot papier mch sphinx that
loomed up in the distance. He had to cross a desert to reach it, a desert
that was continually being made larger by a fleet of trucks dumping white
sand. He had gone only a few feet when a man with a megaphone ordered him

He skirted the desert, making a wide turn to the right, and came to a
Western street with a plank sidewalk. On the porch of the "Last Chance
Saloon" was a rocking chair. He sat down on it and lit a cigarette.

From there he could see a jungle compound with a water buffalo tethered
to the side of a conical grass hut. Every few seconds the animal groaned
musically. Suddenly an Arab charged by on a white stallion. He shouted at
the man, but got no answer. A little while later he saw a truck with a
load of snow and several malamute dogs. He shouted again. The driver
shouted something back, but didn't stop.

Throwing away his cigarette, he went through the swinging doors of the
saloon. There was no back to the building and he found himself in a Paris
street. He followed it to its end, coming out in a Romanesque courtyard.
He heard voices a short distance away and went toward them. On a lawn of
fiber, a group of men and women in riding costume were picnicking. They
were eating cardboard food in front of a cellophane waterfall. He started
toward them to ask his way, but was stopped by a man who scowled and held
up a sign--"Quiet, Please, We're Shooting." When Tod took another step
forward, the man shook his fist threateningly.

Next he came to a small pond with large celluloid swans floating on it.
Across one end was a bridge with a sign that read, "To Kamp Komfit." He
crossed the bridge and followed a little path that ended at a Greek
temple dedicated to Eros. The god himself lay face downward in a pile of
old newspapers and bottles.

From the steps of the temple, he could see in the distance a road lined
with Lombardy poplars. It was the one on which he had lost the
cuirassiers. He pushed his way through a tangle of briars, old flats and
iron junk, skirting the skeleton of a Zeppelin, a bamboo stockade, an
adobe fort, the wooden horse of Troy, a flight of baroque palace stairs
that started in a bed of weeds and ended against the branches of an oak,
part of the Fourteenth Street elevated station, a Dutch windmill, the
bones of a dinosaur, the upper half of the Merrimac, a corner of a Mayan
temple, until he finally reached the road.

He was out of breath. He sat down under one of the poplars on a rock made
of brown plaster and took off his jacket. There was a cool breeze blowing
and he soon felt more comfortable.

He had lately begun to think not only of Goya and Daumier but also of
certain Italian artists of the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries, of
Salvator Rosa, Francesco Guardi and Monsu Desiderio, the painters of
Decay and Mystery. Looking downhill now, he could see compositions that
might have actually been arranged from the Calabrian work of Rosa. There
were partially demolished buildings and broken monuments, half-hidden by
great, tortured trees, whose exposed roots writhed dramatically in the
arid ground, and by shrubs that carried, not flowers or berries, but
armories of spikes, hooks and swords.

For Guardi and Desiderio there were bridges which bridged nothing,
sculpture in trees, palaces that seemed of marble until a whole stone
portico began to flap in the light breeze. And there were figures as
well. A hundred yards from where Tod was sitting a man in a derby hat
leaned drowsily against the gilded poop of a Venetian barque and peeled
an apple. Still farther on, a charwoman on a stepladder was scrubbing
with soap and water the face of a Buddha thirty feet high.

He left the road and climbed across the spine of the hill to look down on
the other side. From there he could see a ten-acre field of cockleburs
spotted with clumps of sunflowers and wild gum. In the center of the
field was a gigantic pile of sets, flats and props. While he watched, a
ten-ton truck added another load to it. This was the final dumping
ground. He thought of Janvier's "Sargasso Sea." Just as that imaginary
body of water was a history of civilization in the form of a marine
junkyard, the studio lot was one in the form of a dream dump. A Sargasso
of the imagination! And the dump grew continually, for there wasn't a
dream afloat somewhere which wouldn't sooner or later turn up on it,
having first been made photographic by plaster, canvas, lath and paint.
Many boats sink and never reach the Sargasso, but no dream ever entirely
disappears. Somewhere it troubles some unfortunate person and some day,
when that person has been sufficiently troubled, it will be reproduced on
the lot.

When he saw a red glare in the sky and heard the rumble of cannon, he
knew it must be Waterloo. From around a bend in the road trotted several
cavalry regiments. They wore casques and chest armor of black cardboard
and carried long horse pistols in their saddle holsters. They were Victor
Hugo's soldiers. He had worked on some of the drawings for their uniforms
himself, following carefully the descriptions in "Les Miserables."

He went in the direction they took. Before long he was passed by the men
of Lefebvre-Desnouttes, followed by a regiment of gendarmes d'lite,
several companies of chasseurs of the guard and a flying detachment of
Rimbaud's lancers.

They must be moving up for the disastrous attack on La Haite Santee. He
hadn't read the scenario and wondered if it had rained yesterday. Would
Grouchy or Bulcher arrive? Grotenstein, the producer, might have changed

The sound of cannon was becoming louder all the time and the red fan in
the sky more intense. He could smell the sweet, pungent odor of blank
powder. It might be over before he could get there. He started to run.
When he topped a rise after a sharp bend in the road, he found a great
plain below him covered with early nineteenth-century troops, wearing all
the gay and elaborate uniforms that used to please him so much when he
was a child and spent long hours looking at the soldiers in an old
dictionary. At the far end of the field, he could see an enormous hump
around which the English and their allies were gathered. It was Mont St.
Jean and they were getting ready to defend it gallantly. It wasn't quite
finished, however, and swarmed with grips, property men, set dressers,
carpenters and painters.

Tod stood near a eucalyptus tree to watch, concealing himself behind a
sign that read, "Waterloo'--A Charles H. Grotenstein Production." Nearby
a youth in a carefully torn horse guard's uniform was being rehearsed in
his lines by one of the assistant directors.

"Vive l'Empereur!" the young man shouted, then clutched his breast and
fell forward dead. The assistant director was a hard man to please and
made him do it over and over again.

In the center of the plain, the battle was going ahead briskly. Things
looked tough for the British and their allies. The Prince of Orange
commanding the center, Hill the right and Picton the left wing, were
being pressed hard by the veteran French. The desperate and intrepid
Prince was in an especially bad spot. Tod heard him cry hoarsely above
the din of battle, shouting to the Hollande-Belgians, "Nassau! Brunswick!
Never retreat!" Nevertheless, the retreat began. Hill, too, fell back.
The French killed General Picton with a ball through the head and he
returned to his dressing room. Alten was put to the sword and also
retired. The colors of the Lunenberg battalion, borne by a prince of the
family of Deux-Ponts, were captured by a famous child star in the uniform
of a Parisian drummer boy. The Scotch Greys were destroyed and went to
change into another uniform. Ponsonby's heavy dragoons were also cut to
ribbons. Mr. Grotenstein would have a large bill to pay at the Western
Costume Company.

Neither Napoleon nor Wellington was to be seen. In Wellington's absence,
one of the assistant directors, a Mr. Crane, was in command of the
allies. He reinforced his center with one of Chasse's brigades and one of
Wincke's. He supported these with infantry from Brunswick, Welsh foot,
Devon yeomanry and Hanoverian light horse with oblong leather caps and
flowing plumes of horsehair.

For the French, a man in a checked cap ordered Milhaud's cuirassiers to
carry Mont St. jean. With their sabers in their teeth and their pistols
in their hands, they charged. It was a fearful sight.

The man in the checked cap was making a fatal error. Mont St. Jean was
unfinished. The paint was not yet dry and all the struts were not in
place. Because of the thickness of the cannon smoke, he had failed to see
that the hill was still being worked on by property men, grips and

It was the classic mistake, Tod realized, the same one Napoleon had made.
Then it had been wrong for a different reason. The Emperor had ordered
the cuirassiers to charge Mont St. Jean not knowing that a deep ditch was
hidden at its foot to trap his heavy cavalry. The result had been
disaster for the French; the beginning of the end.

This time the same mistake had a different outcome. Waterloo, instead of
being the end of the Grand Army, resulted in a draw. Neither side won,
and it would have to be fought over again the next day. Big losses,
however, were sustained by the insurance company in workmen's
compensation. The man in the checked cap was sent to the dog house by Mr.
Grotenstein just as Napoleon was sent to St. Helena.

When the front rank of Milhaud's heavy division started up the slope of
Mont St. Jean, the hill collapsed. The noise was terrific. Nails screamed
with agony as they pulled out of joists. The sound of ripping canvas was
like that of little children whimpering. Lath and scantling snapped as
though they were brittle bones. The whole hill folded like an enormous
umbrella and covered Napoleon's army with painted cloth.

It turned into a route. The victors of Bersina, Leipsic, Austerlitz, fled
like schoolboys who had broken a pane of glass. "Sauve qui peut!" they
cried, or, rather, "Scram!"

The armies of England and her allies were too deep in scenery to flee.
They had to wait for the carpenters and ambulances to come up. The men of
the gallant Seventy-Fifth Highlanders were lifted out of the wreck with
block and tackle. They were carted off by the stretcher-bearers, still
clinging bravely to their claymores.


Tod got a lift back to his office in a studio car. He had to ride on the
running board because the seats were occupied by two Walloon grenadiers
and four Swabian foot. One of the infantrymen had a broken leg, the other
extras were only scratched and bruised. They were quite happy about their
wounds. They were certain to receive several extra days' pay, and the man
with the broken leg thought he might get as much as five hundred dollars.

When Tod arrived at his office, he found Faye waiting to see him. She
hadn't been in the battle. At the last moment, the director bad decided
not to use any vivandires.

To his surprise, she greeted him with warm friendliness. Nevertheless, he
tried to apologize for his behavior in the funeral parlor. He had hardly
started before she interrupted him. She wasn't angry, but grateful for
his lecture on venereal disease. It had brought her to her senses.

She had still another surprise for him. She was living in Homer Simpson's
house. The arrangement was a business one. Homer had agreed to board and
dress her until she became a star. They were keeping a record of every
cent he spent and as soon as she clicked in pictures, she would pay him
back with six per cent interest. To make it absolutely legal, they were
going to have a lawyer draw up a contract.

She pressed Tod for an opinion and he said it was a splendid idea. She
thanked him and invited him to dinner for the next night.

After she had gone, he wondered what living with her would do to Homer.
He thought it might straighten him out. He fooled himself into believing
this with an image, as though a man were a piece of iron to be heated and
then straightened with hammer blows. He should have known better, for if
anyone ever lacked malleability Homer did.

He continued to make this mistake when he had dinner with them. Faye
seemed very happy, talking about charge accounts and stupid sales
clerks. Homer had a flower in his buttonhole, wore carpet slippers and
beamed at her continually.

After they had eaten, while Homer was in the kitchen washing dishes, Tod
got her to tell him what they did with themselves all day. She said that
they lived quietly and that she was glad because she was tired of
excitement. All she wanted was a career. Homer did the housework and she
was getting a real rest. Daddy's long sickness had tired her out
completely. Homer liked to do housework and anyway he wouldn't let her go
into the kitchen because of her hands.

"Protecting his investment," Tod said.

"Yes," she replied seriously, "they have to be beautiful." They had
breakfast around ten, she went on. Homer brought it to her in bed. He
took a housekeeping magazine and fixed the tray like the pictures in it.
While she bathed and dressed, he cleaned the house. Then they went
downtown to the stores and she bought all sorts of things, mostly
clothes. They didn't eat lunch on account of her figure, but usually had
dinner out and went to the movies. "Then, ice cream sodas," Homer
finished for her, as he came out of the kitchen.

Faye laughed and excused herself. They were going to a picture and she
wanted to change her dress. When she had left, Homer suggested that they
get some air in the patio. He made Tod take the deck chair while he sat
on an upturned orange crate.

If he had been careful and had acted decently, Tod couldn't help
thinking, she might be living with him. He was at least better looking
than Homer. But then there was her other prerequisite. Homer had an
income and lived in a house, while he earned thirty dollars a week and
lived in a furnished room.

The happy grin on Homer's face made him feel ashamed of himself. He was
being unfair. Homer was a humble, grateful man who would never laugh at
her, who was incapable of laughing at anything. Because of this great
quality, she could live with him on what she considered a much higher

"What's the matter?" Homer asked softly, laying one of his heavy hands on
Tod's knee.

"Nothing. Why?"

Tod moved so that the hand slipped off.

"You were making faces."

"I was thinking of something."

"Oh," Homer said sympathetically.

Tod couldn't resist asking an ugly question.

"When are you two getting married?"

Homer looked hurt.

"Didn't Faye tell about us?"

"Yes, sort of."

"It's a business arrangement."


To make Tod believe it, he poured out a long, disjointed argument, the
one he must have used on himself. He even went further than the business
part and claimed that they were doing it for poor Harry's sake. Faye had
nothing left in the world except her career and she must succeed for her
daddy's sake. The-reason she wasn't a star was because she didn't have
the right clothes. He had money and believed in her talent, so it was
only natural for them to enter into a business arrangement. Did Tod know
a good lawyer?

It was a rhetorical question, but would become a real one, painfully
insistent, if Tod smiled. He frowned. That was wrong, too.

"We must see a lawyer this week and have papers drawn up."

His eagerness was pathetic. Tod wanted to help him, but didn't know what
to say. He was still fumbling for answer when they heard a woman
shouting from the behind the garage.

"Adore! Adore!"

She had a high soprano voice, very clear and pure.

"What a funny name," Tod said, glad to change the subject

"Maybe it's a foreigner," Homer said.

The woman came into the yard from around the corner of the garage.
She was eager and plump and very American.

"Have you seen my little boy?" she asked, making a gesture of
helplessness. "Adore's such a wanderer."

Homer surprised Tod by standing up and smiling at the woman. Faye had
certainly helped his timidity.

"Is your son lost?" Homer said.

"Oh, no--just hiding to tease me."

She held out her hand.

"We're neighbors. I'm Maybelle Loomis."

"Glad to know you, ma'am. I'm Homer Simpson and this is Mr. Hackett."

Tod also shook hands with her.

"Have you been living here long?" she asked. "No. I've just come from the
East," Homer said.

"Oh, have you? I've been here ever since Mr. Loomis passed on six years
ago. I'm an old settler."

"You like it then?" Tod asked.

"Like California?" she laughed at the idea that anyone might not like it.
"Why, it's a paradise on earth!"

"Yes," Homer agreed gravely.

"And anyway," she went on, "I have to live here on account of Adore."

"Is he sick?"

"Oh, no. On account of his career. His agent calls him the biggest little
attraction in Hollywood."

She spoke so vehemently that Homer flinched.

"He's in the movies?" Tod asked.

"I'll say," she snapped.

Homer tried to placate her,

"That's very nice."

"If it weren't for favoritism," she said bitterly, "he'd be a star. It
ain't talent. It's pull. What's Shirley Temple got that he ain't got?"

"Why, I don't know," Homer mumbled.

She ignored this and let out a fearful bellow.

"Adore! Adore!"

Tod had seen her kind around the studio. She was one of that army of
women who drag their children from casting office to casting office and
sit for hours, weeks, months, waiting for a chance to show what Junior
can do. Some of them are very poor, but no matter how poor, they always
manage to scrape together enough money, often by making great sacrifices,
to send their children to one of the innumerable talent schools.

"Adore!" she yelled once more, then laughed and became a friendly
housewife again, a chubby little person with dimples in her fat cheeks
and fat elbows.

"Have you any children, Mr. Simpson?" she asked.

"No," he replied, blushing.

"You're lucky--they're a nuisance."

She laughed to show that she didn't really mean it and called her
child again.

"Adore ... Oh, Adore..."

Her next question surprised them both.

"Who do you follow?"

"What?" said Tod.

"I mean--in the Search for Health, along the Road of Life?"

They both gaped at her.

"I'm a raw-foodist, myself," she said. "Dr. Pierce is our leader. You
must have seen his ads--'Know-All Pierce-All.'"

"Oh, yes," Tod said, "you're vegetarians." She laughed at his ignorance.

"Far from it. We're much stricter. Vegetarians eat cooked vegetables. We
eat only raw ones. Death comes from eating dead things."

Neither Tod nor Homer found anything to say. "Adore," she began again.

This time there was an answer from around the corner of the garage.

"Here I am, mama."

A minute later, a little boy appeared dragging behind him a small
sailboat on wheels. He was about eight years old, with a pale, peaked
face and a large, troubled forehead. He had great staring eyes. His
eyebrows had been plucked and shaped carefully. Except for his Buster
Brown collar, he was dressed like a man, in long trousers, vest and

He tried to kiss his mother, but she fended him off and pulled at his
clothes, straightening and arranging them with savage little tugs.

"Adore," she said sternly, "I want you to meet Mr. Simpson, our

Turning like a soldier at the command of a drill sergeant, he walked up
to Homer and grasped his hand.

"A pleasure, sir," he said, bowing stiffly with his heels together.

"That's the way they do it in Europe," Mrs. Loomis beamed. "Isn't he

"What a pretty sailboat!" Homer said, trying to be friendly.

Both mother and son ignored his comment. She pointed to Tod, and the
child repeated his bow and heel-click. "Well, we've got to go," she said.

Tod watched the child, who was standing a little to one side of his
mother and making faces at Homer. He rolled his eyes back in his head so
that only the whites showed and twisted his lips in a snarl.

Mrs. Loomis noticed Tod's glance and turned sharply. When she saw what
Adore was doing, she yanked him by the arm, jerking him clear off the

"Adore!" she yelled.

To Tod she said apologetically, "He thinks he's the Frankenstein

She picked the boy up, hugging and kissing him ardently. Then she set him
down again and fixed his rumpled clothing.

"Won't Adore sing something for us?" Tod asked. "No," the little boy said

"Adore," his mother scolded, "sing at once."

"That's all right, if he doesn't feel like it," Homer said. But Mrs.
Loomis was determined to have him sing. She could never permit him to
refuse an audience.

"Sing, Adore," she repeated with quiet menace. "Sing 'Mama Doan Wan' No

His shoulders twitched as though they already felt the strap. He tilted
his straw sailor over one eye, buttoned up his jacket and did a little
strut, then began:

"Mama doan wan' no peas,
An' rice, an' cocoanut oil,
Just a bottle of brandy handy all the day.
Mama doan wan' no peas,
Mama doan wan' no cocoanut oil."

His singing voice was deep and rough and he used the broken groan of the
blues singer quite expertly. He moved his body only a little, against
rather than in time with the music. The gestures he made with his hands
were extremely suggestive.

"Mama doan wan't no gin,
Because gin do make her sin,
Mama doan wan' no glass of gin,
Because it boun' to make her sin,
An' keep her hot and bothered all the day."

He seemed to know what the words meant, or at least his body and his
voice seemed to know. When he came to the final chorus, his buttocks
writhed and his voice carried a top-heavy load of sexual pain.

Tod and Homer applauded. Adore grabbed the string of his sailboat and
circled the yard. He was imitating a tugboat. He tooted several times,
then ran off.

"He's just a baby," Mrs. Loomis said proudly, "but he's got loads of

Tod and Homer agreed.

She saw that he was gone again and left hurriedly. They could hear her
calling in the brush back of the garage. "Adore! Adore..."

"That's a funny woman," Tod said.

Homer sighed.

"I guess it's hard to get a start in pictures. But Faye is awfully

Tod agreed. She appeared a moment later in a new flower print dress and
picture hat and it was his turn to sigh. She was much more than pretty.
She posed, quivering and balanced, on the doorstep and looked down at the
two men in the patio. She was smiling, a subtle half-smile uncontaminated
by thought. She looked just born, everything moist and fresh, volatile
and perfumed. Tod suddenly became very conscious of his dull, insensitive
feet bound in dead skin and of his hands, sticky and thick, holding a
heavy, rough felt hat.

He tried to get out of going to the pictures with them, but couldn't.
Sitting next to her in the dark proved the ordeal he expected it to be.
Her self-sufficiency made him squirm and the desire to break its smooth
surface with a blow, or at least a sudden obscene gesture, became

He began to wonder if he himself didn't suffer from the ingrained, morbid
apathy he liked to draw in others. Maybe he could only be galvanized into
sensibility and that was why he was chasing Faye.

He left hurriedly, without saying good-bye. He had decided to stop
running after her. It was an easy decision to make, but a hard one to
carry out. In order to manage it, he fell back on one of the oldest
tricks in the very full bag of the intellectual. After all, he told
himself, he had drawn her enough times. He shut the portfolio that held
the drawings he had made of her, tied it with a string, and put it away
in his trunk.

It was a childish trick, hardly-worthy of a primitive witch doctor, yet
it worked. He was able to avoid her for several months. During this
time, he took his pad and pencils on a continuous hunt for other models.
He spent his nights at the different Hollywood churches, drawing the
worshipers. He visited the "Church of Christ, Physical" where holiness
was attained through the constant use of chestweights and spring grips;
the "Church Invisible" where fortunes were told and the dead made to
find lost objects; the "Tabernacle of the Third Coming" where a woman in
male clothing preached the "Crusade Against Salt"; and the "Temple
Moderne" under whose glass and chromium roof "Brain-Breathing, the
Secret of the Aztecs" was taught.

As he watched these people writhe on the hard seats of their churches, he
thought of how well Alessandro Magnasco would dramatize the contrast
between their drained-out, feeble bodies and their wild, disordered,
minds. He would not satirize them as Hogarth or Daumier might, nor would
he pity them. He would paint their fury with respect, appreciating its
awful, anarchic power and aware that they had it in them to destroy

One Friday night in the "Tabernacle of the Third Coming," a man near Tod
stood up to speak. Although his name most likely was Thompson or Johnson
and his home town Sioux City, he had the same countersunk eyes, like the
heads of burnished spikes, that a monk by Magnasco might have. He was
probably just in from one of the colonies in the desert near Soboba Hot
Springs where he had been conning over his soul on a diet of raw fruit
and nuts. He was very angry. The message he had brought to the city was
one that an illiterate anchorite might have given decadent Rome. It was a
crazy jumble of dietary rules, economics and Biblical threats. He claimed
to have seen the Tiger of Wrath stalking the walls of the citadel and the
Jackal of Lust skulking in the shrubbery, and he connected these omens
with "thirty dollars every Thursday" and meat eating.

Tod didn't laugh at the man's rhetoric. He knew it was unimportant. What
mattered were his messianic rage and the emotional response of his
hearers. They sprang to their feet, shaking their fists and shouting. On
the altar someone began to beat a bass drum and soon the entire
congregation was singing "Onward Christian Soldiers."


As time went on, the relationship between Faye and Homer began to change.
She became bored with the life they were leading together and as her
boredom deepened, she began to persecute him. At first she did it
unconsciously, later maliciously.

Homer realized that the end was in sight even before she did. All he
could do to prevent its coming was to increase his servility and his
generosity. He waited on her hand and foot. He bought her a coat of
summer ermine and a light blue Buick runabout.

His servility was like that of a cringing, clumsy dog, who is always
anticipating a blow, welcoming it even, and in a way that makes
overwhelming the desire to strike him. His generosity was still more
irritating. It was so helpless and unselfish that it made her feel mean
and cruel, no matter how hard she tried to be kind. And it was so bulky
that she was unable to ignore it. She had to resent it. He was destroying
himself, and although he didn't mean it that way, forcing her to accept
the blame.

They had almost reached a final crisis when Tod saw them again. Late one
night, just as he was preparing for bed, Homer knocked on his door and
said that Faye was downstairs in the car and that they wanted him to go
to a night club with them.

The outfit Homer wore was very funny. He had on loose blue linen slacks
and a chocolate flannel jacket over a yellow polo shirt. Only a Negro
could have worn it without looking ridiculous, and no one was ever less a
Negro than Homer.

Tod drove with them to the "Cinderella Bar," a little stucco building in
the shape of a lady's slipper, on Western Avenue. Its floor show
consisted of female impersonators.

Faye was in a nasty mood. When the waiter took their order, she insisted
on a champagne cocktail for Homer. He wanted coffee. The waiter brought
both, but she made him take the coffee back.

Homer explained painstakingly, as he must have done many times, that he
could not drink alcohol because it made him sick. Faye listened with mock
patience. When he finished, she laughed and lifted the cocktail to his

"Drink it, damn you," she said.

She tilted the glass, but he 'didn't open his mouth and the liquor ran
down his chin. He wiped himself, using the napkin without unfolding it.

Faye called the waiter again.

"He doesn't like champagne cocktails," she said. "Bring him brandy."

Homer shook his head.

"Please, Faye," he whimpered.

She held the brandy to his lips, moving the glass when he turned away.

"Come on, sport--bottoms up."

"Let him alone," Tod finally said.

She ignored him as though she hadn't even heard his protest. She was both
furious and ashamed of herself. Her shame strengthened her fury and gave
it a target.

"Come on, sport," she said savagely, "or mama'll spank." She turned to

"I don't like people who won't drink. It isn't sociable. They feel
superior and I don't like people who feel superior."

"I don't feel superior," Homer said.

"Oh, yes, you do. I'm drunk and you're sober and so you feel superior.
Goddamned, stinking superior." He opened his mouth to reply and she
poured the brandy into it, then clapped her hand over his lips so that he
couldn't spit it back. Some of it came out of his nose.

Still without unfolding the napkin, he wiped himself. Faye ordered
another brandy. When it came, she held it to his lips again, but this
time he took it and drink it himself, fighting the stuff down.

"That's the boy," Faye laughed. "Well done, sloppy-boppy."

Tod asked her to dance in order to give Homer a moment alone. When they
reached the floor, she made an attempt to defend herself.

"That guy's superiority is driving me crazy."

"He loves you," Tod said.

"Yeah, I know, but he's such a slob."

She started to cry on his shoulder and he held her very tight. He took a
long chance.

"Sleep with me."

"No, baby," she said sympathetically.

"Please, please...just once."

"I can't, honey. I don't love you."

"You worked for Mrs. Jenning. Make believe you're still working for her."

She didn't get angry.

"That was a mistake. And anyway, that was different. I only went on call
enough times to pay for the funeral and besides those men were complete
strangers. You know what I mean?"

"Yes. But please, darling. I'll never bother you again. I'll go east
right after. Be kind."

"I can't."


"I just can't. I'm sorry, darling. I'm not a tease, but I can't like

"I love you."

"No, sweetheart, I can't."

They danced until the number finished without saying anything else. He
was grateful to her for having behaved so well, for not having made him
feel too ridiculous.

When they returned to the table, Homer was sitting exactly as they had
left him. He held the folded napkin in one hand and the empty brandy
glass in the other. His helplessness was extremely irritating.

"You're right about the brandy, Faye," Homer said. "It's swell! Whoopee!"

He made a little circular gesture with the hand that held the glass.

"I'd like a Scotch," Tod said.

"Me, too," Faye said.

Homer made another gallant attempt to get into the spirit of the evening.

"Garsoon," he called to the waiter, "more drinks."

He grinned at them anxiously. Faye burst out laughing and Homer did his
best to laugh with her. When she stopped suddenly, he found himself
laughing alone and turned his laugh into a cough, then hid the cough in
his napkin.

She turned to Tod.

"What the devil can you do with a slob like that?"

The orchestra started and Tod was able to ignore her question. All three
of them turned to watch a young man in a tight evening gown of red silk
sing a lullaby.

"Little man, you're crying,
I know why you're blue,
Someone took your kiddycar away;
Better go to sleep now,
Little man, you've had a busy day..."

He had a soft, throbbing voice and his gestures were matronly, tender and
aborted, a series of unconscious caresses. What he was doing was in no
sense parody; it was too simple and too restrained. It wasn't even
theatrical. This dark young man with his thin, hairless arms and soft,
rounded shoulders, who rocked an imaginary cradle as he crooned, was
really a woman.

When he had finished, there was a great deal of applause. The young man
shook himself and became an actor again. He tripped on his train, as
though he weren't used to it, lifted his skirts to show he was wearing
Paris garters, then strode off swinging his shoulders. His imitation of a
man was awkward and obscene.

Homer and Tod applauded him.

"I hate fairies," Faye said.

"All women do."

Tod meant it as a joke, but Faye was angry.

"They're dirty," she said.

He started to say something else, but Faye had turned to Homer again. She
seemed unable to resist nagging him.

This time she pinched his arm until he gave a little squeak. "Do you know
what a fairy is?" she demanded.

"Yes," he said hesitatingly.

"All right, then," she barked. "Give out! What's a fairy?" Homer twisted
uneasily, as though he already felt the ruler on his behind, and looked
imploring at Tod, who tried to help him by forming the word "homo" with
his lips.

"Morro," Homer said.

Faye burst out laughing. But his hurt look made it impossible not to
relent, so she patted his shoulder.

"What a hick," she said.

He grinned gratefully and signaled the waiter to bring another round of

The orchestra began to play and a man came over to ask Faye to dance.
Without saying a word to Homer, she followed him to the floor.

"Who's that?" Homer asked, chasing them with his eyes.

Tod made believe he knew and said that he had often seen him around the
San Berdoo. His explanation satisfied Homer, but at the same time set him
to thinking of something else. Tod could almost see him shaping a
question in his head.

"Do you know Earle Shoop?" Homer finally asked. "Yes."

Homer then poured out a long, confused story about a dirty black hen. He
kept referring to the hen again and again, as though it were the one
thing he couldn't stand about Earle and the Mexican. For a man who was
incapable of hatred, he managed to draw a pretty horrible picture of the

"You never saw such a disgusting thing, the way it squats and turns its
head. The roosters have torn all the feathers off its neck and made its
comb all bloody and it has scabby feet covered with warts and it cackles
so nasty when they drop it into the pen."

"Who drops it into what pen?'

"The Mexican."


"Yes. He's almost as bad as his hen.'

"You've been to their camp?"


"In the mountains?"

"No. They're living in the garage. Faye asked me if I minded if a friend
of hers lived in the garage for a while because he was broke. But I
didn't know about the chickens or the Mexican...Lots of people are out of
work nowadays."

"Why don't you throw them out?"

"They're broke and they have no place to go. It isn't very comfortable
living in a garage."

"But if they don't behave?"

"It's just that hen. I don't mind the roosters, they're pretty, but that
dirty hen. She shakes her dirty feathers each time and clucks so nasty."

"You don't have to look at it."

"They do it every afternoon at the same time when I'm usually sitting in
the chair in the sun after I get back from shopping with Faye and just
before dinner The Mexican knows I don't like to see it so he tries to
make me look just for spite. I go into the house, but he taps on the
windows and calls me to come out and watch. I don't call that fun. Some
people have funny ideas of what's fun."

"What's Faye say?"

"She doesn't mind the hen. She says it's only natural."

Then, in case Tod should mistake this for criticism, he told him what a
fine, wholesome child she was. Tod agreed, but brought him back to the

"If I were you," he said, "I'd report the chickens to the police. You
have to have a permit to keep chickens in the city. I'd do something and
damned quick."

Homer avoided a direct answer.

"I wouldn't touch that thing for all the money in the world. She's all
over scabs and almost naked. She looks like a buzzard. She eats meat. I
saw her one time eating some meat that the Mexican got out of the garbage
can. He feeds the roosters grain but the hen eats garbage and he keeps
her in a dirty box."

"If I were you, rd throw those bastards out and their birds with them."

"No, they're nice enough young fellows, just down on their luck, like a
lot of people these days, you know. It's just that hen..."

He shook his head wearily, as though he could smell and taste her.

Faye was coming back. Homer saw that Tod was going to speak to her about
Earle and the Mexican and signaled desperately for him not to do it. She,
however, caught him at it and was curious.

"What have you guys been chinning about?"

"You, darling," Tod said. "Homer has a t.l. for you."

"Tell me, Homer."

"No, first you tell me one."

"Well, the man I just danced with asked me if you were a movie big shot."

Tod saw that Homer was unable to think of a return compliment so he spoke
for him.

"I said you were the most beautiful girl in the place."

"Yes," Homer agreed. "That's what Tod said."

"I don't believe it. Tod hates me. And anyway, I caught you telling him
to keep quiet. You were shushing him." She laughed.

"I bet I know what you were talking about." She mimicked Homer's excited
disgust. "'That dirty black hen, she's all over scabs and almost naked.'"

Homer laughed apologetically, but Tod was angry. "What's the idea of
keeping those guys in the garage?" he demanded.

"What the hell is it your business?" she replied, but not with real
anger. She was amused.

"Homer enjoys their company. Don't you, sloppyboppy?"

"I told Tod they were nice fellows just down on their luck like a lot of
people these days. There's an awful lot of unemployment going around."

"That's right," she said. "If they go, I go."

Tod had guessed as much. He realized there was no use in saying anything.
Homer was again signaling for him to keep quiet.

For some reason or other, Faye suddenly became ashamed of herself. She
apologized to Tod by offering to dance with him again, flirting as she
suggested it. Tod refused.

She broke the silence that followed by a eulogy of Miguel's game
chickens, which was really meant to be an excuse for herself. She
described what marvelous fighters the birds were, how much Miguel loved
them and what good care he took of them.

Homer agreed enthusiastically. Tod remained silent. She asked him if he
had ever seen a cock fight and invited him to the garage for the next
night. A man from San Diego was coming north with his birds to pit them
against Miguel's.

When she turned to Homer again, he leaned away as though she were going
to hit him. She flushed with shame at this and looked at Tod to see if he
had noticed. The rest of the evening, she tried to be nice to Homer. She
even touched him a little, straightening his collar and patting his hair
smooth. He beamed happily.


When Tod told Claude Estee about the cock fight, he wanted to go with
him. They drove to Homer's place together.

It was one of those blue and lavender nights when the luminous color
seems to have been blown over the scene with an air brush. Even the
darkest shadows held some purple.

A car stood in the driveway of the garage with its headlights on. They
could see several men in the corner of the building and could hear their
voices. Someone laughed, using only two notes, ha-ha and ha-ha, over and
over again.

Tod stepped ahead, to make himself known, in case they were taking
precautions against the police. When he entered the light, Abe Kusich and
Miguel greeted him, but Earle didn't.

"The fights are off," Abe said. "That stinkola from Diego didn't get

Claude came up and Tod introduced him to the three men. The dwarf was
arrogant, Miguel gracious and Earle his usual wooden, surly self.

Most of the garage floor had been converted into a pit, an oval space
about nine feet long and seven or eight wide. It was floored with an old
carpet and walled by a low, ragged fence made of odd pieces of lath and
wire. Faye's coupe stood in the driveway, placed so that its headlights
flooded the arena.

Claude and Tod followed Abe out of the glare and sat down with him on an
old trunk in the back of the garage. Earle and Miguel came in and
squatted on their heels facing them. They were both wearing blue denims,
polka-dot shirts, big hats and high-heeled boots. They looked very
handsome and picturesque.

They sat smoking silently, all of them calm except the dwarf, who was
fidgety. Although he had plenty of room, he suddenly gave Tod a shove.

"Get over, lard-ass," he snarled.

Tod moved, crowding against Claude, without saying anything. Earle
laughed at Tod rather than the dwarf, but the dwarf turned on him anyway.

"Why, you punkola! Who you laughing at?"

"You," Earle said.

"That so, hah? Well, listen to me, you pee-hole bandit, for two cents I'd
knock you out of them prop boots." Earle reached into his shirt pocket
and threw a coin on the ground.

"There's a nickel," he said.

The dwarf started to get off the trunk, but Tod caught him by the collar.
He didn't try to get loose, but leaned forward against his coat, like a
terrier in a harness, and wagged his great head from side to side.

"Go on," he sputtered, "you fugitive from the Western Costume Company, louse in a fright-wig, you."

Earle would have been much less angry if he could have thought of a
snappy comeback. He mumbled something about a half-pint bastard, then
spat. He hit the instep of the dwarf's shoe with a big gob of spittle.

"Nice shot," Miguel said.

This was apparently enough for Earle to consider himself the winner, for
he smiled and became quiet. The dwarf slapped Tod's hand away from his
collar with a curse and settled down on the trunk again.

"He ought to wear gaffs," Miguel said.

"I don't need them for a punk like that."

They all laughed and everything was fine again. Abe leaned across Tod to
speak to Claude.

"It would have been a swell main," he said. "There was more than a dozen
guys here before you come and some of them with real dough. I was going
to make book." He took out his wallet and gave him one of his business

"It was in the bag," Miguel said. "I got five birds that would of won
easy and two sure losers. We would of made a killing."

"I've never seen a chicken fight," Claude said. "In fact, I've never even
seen a game chicken."

Miguel offered to show him one of his birds and left to get it. Tod went
down to the car for the bottle of whiskey they had left In a side pocket.
When he got back, Miguel was holding Jujutala in the light. They all
examined the bird.

Miguel held the cock firmly with both hands, somewhat in the manner that
a basketball is held, for an underhand toss. The bird had short, oval
wings and a heart-shaped tail that stood at right angles to its body. It
had a triangular head, like a snake's, terminating in a slightly curved
beak, thick at the base and fine at the point. All its feathers were so
tight and hard that they looked as though they had been varnished. They
had been thinned out for fighting and the lines of its body, which was
like a truncated wedge, stood out plainly. From between Miguel's fingers
dangled its long, bright orange legs and its slightly darker feet with
their horn nails.

"Juju was bred by John R. Bowes of Lindale, Texas," Miguel said proudly.
"He's a six times winner. I give fifty dollars and a shotgun for him."

"He's a nice bird," the dwarf said grudgingly, "but looks ain't

Claude took out his wallet.

"I'd like to see him fight," he said. "Suppose you sell me one of your
other birds and I put it against him."

Miguel thought a while and looked at Earle, who told him to go ahead.

"I've 'got a bird I'll sell you for fifteen bucks," he said. The dwarf

"Let me pick the bird."

"Oh, I don't care," Claude said, "I just want to see a fight. Here's your

Earle took the money and Miguel told him to get Hermano, the big red.

"That red'll go over eight pounds," he said, "while Juju won't go more
than six."

Earle came back carrying a large rooster that had a silver shawl. He
looked like an ordinary barnyard fowl. When the dwarf saw him, he became
indignant. "What do you call that, a goose?"

"That's one of Street's Butcher Boys," Miguel said. "I wouldn't bait a
hook with him," the dwarf said. "You don't have to bet," Earle mumbled.

The dwarf eyed the bird and the bird eyed him. He turned to Claude.

"Let me handle him for you, mister," he said. Miguel spoke quickly.

"Earle'll do it. He knows the cock."

The dwarf exploded at this.

"It's a frame-up!" he yelled.

He tried to take the red, but Earle held the bird high in the air out of
the little man's reach.

Miguel opened the trunk and took out a small wooden box, the kind
chessmen are kept in. It was full of curved gaffs, small squares of
chamois with holes in their centers and bits of waxed string like that
used by a shoemaker. They crowded around to watch him arm. Juju. First he
wiped the short stubs on the cock's legs to make sure they were clean and
then placed a leather square over one of them so that the stub came
through the hole. He then fitted a gaff over it and fastened it with a
bit of the soft string, wrapping very carefully. He did the same to the
other leg.

When he had finished, Earle started on the big red. "That's a bird with
lots of cojones," Miguel said. "He's won plenty fights. He don't look
fast maybe, but he's fast all right and he packs an awful wallop."

"Strictly for the cook stove, if you ask me," the dwarf said.

Earle took out a pair of shears and started to lighten the red's plumage.
The dwarf watched him cut away most of the bird's tail, but when he began
to work on the breast, he caught his hand.

"Leave him be!" he barked. "You'll kill him fast that way. He needs that
stuff for protection."

He turned to Claude again.

"Please, mister, let me handle him."

"Make him buy a share in the bird," Miguel said.

Claude laughed and motioned for Earle to give Abe the bird. Earle didn't
want to and looked meaningly at Miguel. The dwarf began to dance with

"You're trying to cold-deck us!" he screamed.

"Aw, give it to him," Miguel said.

The little man tucked the bird under his left arm so that his hands were
free and began to look over the gaffs in the box. They were all the same
length, three inches, but some had more pronounced curves than the
others. He selected a pair and explained his strategy to Claude.

"He's going to do most of his fighting on his back. This pair'll hit
right that way. If he could get over the other bird, I wouldn't use

He got down on his knees and honed the gaffs on the cement floor until
they were like needles.

"Have we a chance?" Tod asked.

"You can't ever tell," he said, shaking his extra large head. "He feels
almost like a dead bird."

After adjusting the gaffs with great care, he looked the bird over,
stretching its wings and blowing its feathers in order to see its skin.

"The comb ain't bright enough for fighting condition," he said, pinching
it, "but he looks strong. He may have been a good one once."

He held the bird in the light and looked at its head. When Miguel saw him
examining its beak, he told him anxiously to quit stalling. But the dwarf
paid no attention 'and went on muttering to himself. He motioned for Tod
and Claude to look.

"What'd I tell you!" he said, puffing with indignation. "We've been

He pointed to a hair line running across the top of the bird's beak.

"That's not a crack," Miguel protested, "it's just a mark." He reached
for the bird as though to rub its beak and the bird pecked savagely at
him. This pleased the dwarf. "We'll fight," he said, "but we won't bet."

Earle was to referee. He took a piece of chalk and drew three lines in
the center of the pit, a long one in the middle and two shorter ones
parallel to it and about three feet away.

"Pit your cocks," he called.

"No, bill them first," the dwarf protested.

He and Miguel stood at arm's length and thrust their birds together to
anger them. Juju caught the big red by the comb and held on viciously
until Miguel jerked him away. The red, who had been rather apathetic,
came to life and the dwarf had trouble holding him. The two men thrust
their birds together again, and again Juju caught the red's comb. The big
cock became frantic with rage and struggled to get at the smaller bird.

"We're ready," the dwarf said.

He and Miguel climbed into the pit and set their birds down on the short
lines so that they faced each other. They held them by the tails and
waited for Earle to give the signal to let go.

"Pit them," he ordered.

The dwarf had been watching Earle's lips and he had his bird off first,
but Juju rose straight in the air and sank one spur in the red's breast.
It went through the feathers into the flesh. The red turned with the gaff
still stuck in him and pecked twice at his opponent's head.

They separated the birds and held them to the lines again.

"Pit 'em!" Earle shouted.

Again Juju got above the other bird, but this time he missed with his
spurs. The red tried to get above him, but couldn't. He was too clumsy
and heavy to fight in the air. Juju climbed again, cutting and hitting so
rapidly that his legs were a golden blur. The red met him by going back
on his tail and hooking upward like a cat. Juju landed again and again.
He broke one of the red's wings, then practically severed a leg.

"Handle them," Earle called.

When the dwarf gathered the red up, its neck had.. begun to droop and it
was a mass of blood and matted feathers. The little man moaned over the
bird, then set to work. He spit into its gaping beak and took the comb
between his lips and sucked the blood back into it. The red began to
regain its fury, but not its strength. Its beak closed and its neck
straightened. The dwarf smoothed and shaped its plumage. He could no
nothing to help the broken wing or the dangling leg.

"Pit 'em," Earle said.

The dwarf insisted that the birds be put down beak to beak on the center
line, so that the red would not have to move to get at his opponent.
Miguel agreed.

The red was very gallant. When Abe let go of its tail, it made a great
effort to get off the ground and meet Juju in the air, but it could only
thrust with one leg and fell over on its side. Juju sailed above it, half
turned and came down on its back, driving in both spurs. The red twisted
free, throwing Juju, and made a terrific effort to hook with its good
leg, but fell sideways again.

Before Juju could get into the air, the red managed to drive a hard blow
with its beak to Juju's head. This slowed the smaller bird down and he
fought on the ground. In the pecking match, the red's greater weight and
strength evened up for his lack of a leg and a wing. He managed to give
as good as he got. But suddenly his cracked beak broke off, leaving only
the lower half. A large bubble of blood rose where the beak had been. The
red didn't retreat an inch, but made a great effort to get into the air
once more. Using its one leg skillfully, it managed to rise six or seven
inches from the ground, not enough, however, to get its spurs into play.
Juju went up with him and got well above, then drove both gaffs into the
red's breast. Again one of the steel needles stuck.

"Handle them," Earle shouted.

Miguel freed his bird and gave the other back to the dwarf. Abe, moaning
softly, smoothed its feathers and licked its eyes clean, then took its
whole head in his mouth. The red was finished, however. It couldn't even
hold its neck straight. The dwarf blew away the feathers from under its
tail and pressed the lips of its vent together hard. When that didn't
seem to help, he inserted his little finger and scratched the bird's
testicles. It fluttered and made a gallant effort to straighten its neck.

"Pit birds."

Once more the red tried to rise with Juju, pushing hard with its
remaining leg, but it only spun crazily. Juju rose, but missed. The red
thrust weakly with its broken bill. Juju went into the air again and this
time drove a gaff through one of the red's eyes into its brain. The red
fell over stone dead.

The dwarf groaned with anguish, but no one else said anything. Juju
pecked at the dead bird's remaining eye.

"Take off that stinking cannibal!" the dwarf screamed.

Miguel laughed, then caught Juju and removed its gaffs. Earle did the
same for the red. He handled the dead cock gently and with respect.

Tod passed the whiskey.


They were well on their way to getting drunk when Homer came out to the
garage. He gave a little start when he saw the dead chicken sprawled on
the carpet. He shook hands with Claude after Tod introduced him, and with
Abe Kusich, then made a little set speech about everybody coming in for a
drink. They trooped after him. Faye greeted them at the door. She was
wearing a pair of green silk lounging pajamas and green mules with large
pompons and very high heels. The top three buttons of her jacket were
open and a good deal of her chest was exposed but nothing of her breasts;
not because they were small, but because they were placed wide apart and
their thrust was upward and outward.

She gave Tod her hand and patted the dwarf on the top of the head. They
were old friends. In acknowledging Homer's awkward introduction of
Claude, she was very much the lady. It was her favorite role and she
assumed it whenever she met a new man, especially if he were someone
whose affluence was obvious.

"Charmed to have you," she trilled.

The dwarf laughed at her.

In a voice stiff with hauteur, she then ordered Homer into the kitchen
for soda, ice and glasses.

"A swell layout," announced the dwarf, putting on the hat he had taken
off in the doorway.

He climbed into one of the big Spanish chairs, using his knees and hands
to do it, and sat on the edge with his feet dangling. He looked like a
ventriloquist's dummy.

Earle and Miguel had remained behind to wash up. When they came in, Faye
welcomed them with stilted condescension.

"How do you do, boys? The refreshments will be along in a jiffy. But
perhaps you prefer a liqueur, Miguel?"

"No, mum," he said, a little startled. "I'll have what the others have."

He followed Earle across the room to the couch. Both of them took long,
wooden steps, as though they weren't used to being in a house. They sat
down gingerly with their backs straight, their big hats on their knees
and their hands under their hats. They had combed their hair before
leaving the garage and their small round heads glistened prettily.

Homer took the drinks around on a small tray.

They all made a show of manners, all but the dwarf, that is, who remained
as arrogant as ever. He even commented on the quality of the whiskey. As
soon as everyone had been served, Homer sat down.

Faye alone remained standing. She was completely self-possessed despite
their stares. She stood with one hip thrown out and her hand on it. From
where Claude was sitting he could follow the charming line of her spine
as it swooped into her buttocks, which were like a heart upside down.

He gave a low whistle of admiration and everyone agreed by moving
uneasily or laughing.

"My dear," she said to Homer, "perhaps some of the men would like

He was surprised and mumbled something about there being no cigars in the
house but that he would go to the store for them if...Having to say all
this made him unhappy and he took the whiskey around again. He poured
very generous shots.

"That's a becoming shade of green," Tod said.

Faye peacocked for them all.

"I thought maybe it was a little gaudy...vulgar, you know."

"No," Claude said enthusiastically, "it's stunning."

She repaid him for his compliment by smiling in a peculiar, secret way
and running her tongue over her lips. It was one of her most
characteristic gestures and very effective. It seemed to promise all
sorts of undefined intimacies, yet it was really as simple and automatic
as the word thanks. She used it to reward anyone for anything, no matter
how unimportant.

Claude made the same mistake Tod had often made and jumped to his feet.

"Won't you sit here?" he said, waving gallantly at his chair.

She accepted by repeating the secret smile and the tongue caress. Claude
bowed, but then, realizing that everyone was watching him, added a little
mock flourish to make himself less ridiculous. Tod joined them, then
Earle and Miguel came over. Claude did the courting while the others
stood by and stared at her.

"Do you work in pictures, Mr. Estee?" she asked.

"Yes. You're in pictures, of course?"

Everyone was aware of the begging note in his voice, but no one smiled.
They didn't blame him. It was almost impossible to keep that note out
when talking to her. Men used it just to say good morning.

"Not exactly, but I hope to be," she said. "I've worked as an extra, but
I haven't had a real chance yet. I expect to get one soon. All I ask is a
chance. Acting is in my blood. We Greeners, you know, were all theatre
people from away back."

"Yes. I..."

She didn't let Claude finish, but he didn't care.

"Not musicals, but real dramas. Of course, maybe light comedies at first.
All I ask is a chance. I've been buying a lot of clothes lately to make
myself one. I don't believe in luck. Luck is just hard work, they say,
and I'm willing to work as hard as anybody."

"You have a delightful voice and you handle it well," he said.

He couldn't help it. Having once seen her secret smile and the things
that accompanied it, he wanted to make her repeat it again and again.

"I'd like to do a show on Broadway," she continued. "That's the way to
get a start nowadays. They won't talk to you unless you've had stage

She went on and on, telling him how careers are made in the movies and
how she intended to make hers. It was all nonsense. She mixed bits of
badly understood advice from the trade papers with other bits out of the
fan magazines and compared these with the legends that surround the
activities of screen stars and executives. Without any noticeable
transition, possibilities became probabilities and wound up as
inevitabilities. At first she occasionally stopped and waited for Claude
to chorus a hearty agreement, but when she had a good start, all her
questions were rhetorical and the stream of words rippled on without a

None of them really heard her. They were all too busy watching her smile,
laugh, shiver, whisper, grow indignant, cross and uncross her legs, stick
out her tongue, widen and narrow her eyes, toss her head so that her
platinum hair splashed against the red plush of the chair back. The
strange thing about her gestures and expressions was that they didn't
really illustrate what she was saying. They were almost pure. It was as
though her body recognized how foolish her words were and tried to excite
her hearers into being uncritical. It worked that night; no one even
thought of laughing at her. The only move they made was to narrow their
circle about her.

Tod stood on the outer edge, watching her through the opening between
Earle and the Mexican. When he felt a light tap on his shoulder, he knew
it was Homer, but didn't turn. When the tap was repeated, he shrugged the
hand away. A few minutes later, he heard a shoe squeak behind him and
turned to see Homer tiptoeing off. He reached a chair safely and sank
into it with a sigh. He put his heavy hands on the knees, one on each,
and stared for a while at their backs. He felt Tod's eyes on him and
looked up and smiled.

His smile annoyed Tod. It was one of those irritating smiles that seem to
say: "My friend, what can you know of suffering?" There was something
very patronizing and superior about it, and intolerably snobbish.

He felt hot and a little sick. He turned his back on Hamer and went out
the front door. His indignant exit wasn't very successful. He wobbled
quite badly and when he reached the sidewalk, he had to sit down on the
curb with his back against a date palm.

From where he was sitting, he couldn't see the city in the valley below
the canyon, but he could see the reflection of its lights, which hung in
the sky above it like a batik parasol. The unlighted part of the sky at
the edge of the parasol was a deep black with hardly a trace of blue.

Homer followed him out of the house and stood standing behind him, afraid
to approach. He might have sneaked away without Tod's knowing it, if he
had not suddenly looked down and seen his shadow.

"Hello," he said.

He motioned for Homer to join him on the curb. "You'll catch cold," Homer

Tod understood his protest. He made it because he wanted to be certain
that his company was really welcome. Nevertheless, Tod refused to repeat
the invitation. He didn't even turn to look at him again. He was sure he
was wearing his long-suffering smile and didn't want to see it.

He wondered why all his sympathy had turned to malice. Because of Faye?
It was impossible for him to admit it. Because he was unable to do
anything to help him? This reason was a more comfortable one, but he
dismissed it with even less consideration. He had never set himself up as
a healer.

Homer was looking the other way, at the house, watching the parlor
window. He cocked his head to one side when someone laughed. The four
short sounds, ha-ha and again ha-ha, distinct musical notes, were made by
the dwarf.

"You could learn from him," Tod said.

"What?" Homer asked, turning to look at him.

"Let it go."

His impatience both hurt and puzzled Homer. He saw that and motioned for
him to sit down, this time emphatically.

Homer obeyed. He did a poor job of squatting and hurt himself. He sat
nursing his knee.

"What is it?" Tod finally said, making an attempt to be kind.

"Nothing, Tod, nothing."

He was grateful and increased his smile. Tod couldn't help seeing all its
annoying attributes, resignation, kindliness, and humility.

They sat quietly, Homer with his heavy shoulders hunched and the sweet
grin on his face, Tod frowning, his back pressed hard against the palm
tree. In the house the radio was playing and its blare filled the street.

They sat for a long time without speaking. Several times Homer started to
tell Tod something but he didn't seem able to get the words out. Tod
refused to help him with a question.

His big hands left his lap, where they had been playing "here's the
church and here the steeple," and hid in his armpits. They remained there
for a moment, then slid under his thighs. A moment later they were back
in his lap. The right hand cracked the joints of the left, one by one,
then the left did the same service for the right. They seemed easier for
a moment, but not for long. They started "here's the church" again, going
through the entire performance and ending with the joint manipulation as
before. He started a third time, but catching Tod's eyes, he stopped and
trapped his hands between his knees.

It was the most complicated tic Tod had ever seen. What made it
particularly horrible was its precision. It wasn't pantomime, as he had
first thought, but manual ballet.

When Tod saw the hands start to crawl out again, he exploded.

"For Christ's sake!"

The hands struggled to get free, but Homer clamped his knees shut and
held them.

"I'm sorry," he said.

"Oh, all right."

"But I can't help it, Tod. I have to do it three times."

"Okay with me."

He turned his back on him.

Faye started to sing and her voice poured into the street

"Dreamed about a reefer five feet long
Not too mild and not too strong,
You'll be high, but not for long,
If you're a viper--a vi-paah."

Instead of her usual swing delivery, she was using a lugubrious one,
wailing the tune as though it were a dirge. At the end of every stanza,
she shifted to an added minor.

"I'm the queen of everything,
Gotta be high before I can swing,
Light a tea and let it be,
If you're a viper--a vi-paah."

"She sings very pretty," Homer said.

"She's drunk."

"I don't know what to do, Tod," Homer complained. "She's drinking an
awful lot lately. It's that Earle. We used to have a lot of fun before be
came, but now we don't have any fun any more since he started to hang

"Why don't you get rid of him?"

"I was thinking about what you said about the license to keep chickens."

Tod understood what he wanted.

"I'll report them to the Board of Health tomorrow."

Homer thanked him, then insisted on explaining in detail why he couldn't
do it himself.391

"But that'll only get rid of the Mexican," Tod said. "You'll have to
throw Earle out yourself."

"Maybe he'll go with his friend?"

Tod knew that Homer was begging him to agree so that he could go on
hoping, but he refused.

"Not a chance. You'll have to throw him out"

Homer accepted this with his brave, sweet smile. "Maybe..."

"Tell Faye to do it," Tod said.

"Oh, I can't"

"Why the hell not? It's your house."

"Don't be mad at me, Toddle."

"All right, Homie, I'm not mad at you."

Faye's voice came through the open window.

"And when your throat gets dry,
You know you're high,
If you're a viper."

The others harmonized on the last word, repeating it. "Vi-paah..."

"Toddle," Homer began, "if..."

"Stop calling me Toddle, for Christ's sake!"

Homer didn't understand. He took Tod's hand.

"I didn't mean nothing. Back home we call..."

Tod couldn't stand his trembling signals of affection. He tore free with
a jerk.

"Oh, but, Toddle, I..."

"She's a whore!"

He heard Homer grunt, then heard his knees creak as he struggled to his

Faye's voice came pouring through the window, a reedy wail that broke in
the middle with a husky catch.

"High, high, high, high, when you're high,
Everything is dandy,
Truck on down to the candy store,
Bust your conk on peppermint candy!
Then you know your body's sent,
Don't care if you don't pay rent,
Sky is high and so am I,
If you're a viper--a vi-paah."


When Tod went back into the house, he found Earle, Abe Kusich and Claude
standing together in a tight group, watching Faye dance with Miguel. She
and the Mexican were doing a slow tango to music from the phonograph. He
held her very tight, one of his legs thrust between hers, and they swayed
together in long spirals that broke rhythmically at the top of each curve
into a dip. All the buttons on her lounging pajamas were open and the arm
he had around her waist was inside her clothes.

Tod stood watching the dancers from the doorway for a moment, then went
to a little table on which the whiskey bottle was. He poured himself a
quarter of a tumblerful, tossed it off, then poured another drink.
Carrying the glass, he went over to Claude and the others. They paid no
attention to him; their heads moved only to follow the dancers, like the
gallery at a tennis match.

"Did you see Homer?" Tod asked, touching Claude's arm. Claude didn't
turn, but the dwarf did. He spoke as though hypnotized.

"What a quiff! What a quiff!"

Tod left them and went to look for Homer. He wasn't in the kitchen, so he
tried the bedrooms. One of them was locked. He knocked lightly, waited,
then repeated the knock. There was no answer, but he thought he heard
someone move. He looked through the keyhole. The room was pitch dark.

"Homer," he called softly.

He heard the bed creak, then Homer replied.

"Who is it?"

"It's me--Toddie."

He used the diminutive with perfect seriousness. "Go away, please," Homer

"Let me in for a minute. I want to explain something."

"No," Homer said, "go away, please."

Tod went back to the living room. The phonograph record had been changed
to a fox-trot and Earle was now dancing with Faye. He had both his arms
around her in a bear hug and they were stumbling all over the room,
bumping into the walls and furniture. Faye, her head thrown back, was
laughing wildly. Earle had both eyes shut tight.

Miguel and Claude were also laughing, but not the dwarf. He stood with
his fists clenched and his chin stuck out. When he couldn't stand any
more of it, he ran after the dancers to cut in. He caught Earle by the
seat of his trousers.

"Le'me dance," he barked.

Earle turned his head, looking down at the dwarf from over his shoulder.

"Git! G'wan, git!"

Faye and Earle had come to a halt with their arms around each other. When
the dwarf lowered his head like a goat and tried to push between them,
she reached down and tweaked his nose.

"Le'me dance," he bellowed.

They tried to start again, but Abe wouldn't let them. He had his hands
between them and was trying frantically to pull them apart. When that
wouldn't work, he kicked Earle sharply in the shins. Earle kicked back
and his boot landed in the little man's stomach, knocking him flat on his
back. Everyone laughed.

The dwarf struggled to his feet and stood with his head lowered like a
tiny ram. Just as Faye and Earle started to dance again, he charged
between Earle's legs and dug upward with both hands. Earle screamed with
pain, and tried to get at him. He screamed again, then groaned and
started to sink to the floor, tearing Faye's silk pajamas on his way

Miguel grabbed Abe by the throat. The dwarf let go his hold and Earle
sank to the floor. Lifting the little man free, Miguel shifted his grip
to his ankles and dashed him against the wall, like a man killing a
rabbit against a tree. He swung the dwarf back to slam him again, but Tod
caught his arm. Then Claude grabbed the dwarf and together they pulled
him away from the Mexican.

He was unconscious. They carried him into the kitchen and held him under
the cold water. He came to quickly and began to curse. When they saw he
was all right, they went back to the living room.

Miguel was helping Earle over to the couch. All the tan had drained from
his face and it was covered with sweat. Miguel loosened his trousers
while Claude took off his necktie and opened his collar.

Faye and Tod watched from the side.

"Look," she said, "my new pajamas are ruined."

One of the sleeves had been pulled almost off and her shoulder stuck
through it. The trousers were also torn. While he stared at her, she
undid the top of the trousers and stepped out of them. She was wearing
tight black lace drawers. Tod took a step toward her and hesitated. She
threw the pajama bottoms over her arm, turned slowly and walked toward
the door.

"Faye," Tod gasped.

She stopped and smiled at him.

"I'm going to bed," she said. "Get that little guy out of here."

Claude came over and took Tod by the arm.

"Let's blow," he said.

Tod nodded.

"We'd better take the homunculus with us or he's liable to murder the
whole household."

Tod nodded again and followed him into the kitchen. They found the dwarf
holding a big piece of ice to the side of his head.

"There's some lump where that greaser slammed me." He made them finger
and admire it.

"Let's go home," Claude said.

"No," said the dwarf, "let's go see some girls. I'm just getting

"To hell with that," snapped Tod. "Come on."

He pushed the dwarf toward the door.

"Take your hands off, punk!" roared the little man. Claude stepped
between them.

"Easy there, citizen," he said.

"All right, but no shoving."

He strutted out and they followed.

Earle still lay stretched on the couch. He had his eyes closed and was
holding himself below the stomach with both hands. Miguel wasn't there.

Abe chuckled, wagging his big head gleefully.

"I fixed that buckeroo."

Out on the sidewalk he tried again to get them to go with him.

"Come on, you guys--we'll have some fun."

"I'm going home," Claude said.

They went with the dwarf to his car and watched him climb in behind the
wheel. He had special extensions on the clutch and brake so that he could
reach them with his tiny feet.

"Come to town?"

"No, thanks," Claude said politely.

"Then to hell with you!"

That was his farewell. He let out the brake and the car rolled away.


Tod woke up the next morning with a splitting headache. He called the
studio to say he wouldn't be in and remained in bed until noon, then went
downtown for breakfast. After several cups of hot tea, he felt a little
better and decided to visit Homer. He still wanted to apologize.

Climbing the hill to Pinyon Canyon made his head throb and he was
relieved when no one answered his repeated knocks. As he started away, he
saw one of the curtains move and went back to knock once more. There was
still no answer.

He went around to the garage. Faye's car was gone and so were the game
chickens. He went to the back of the house and knocked on the kitchen
door. Somehow the silence seemed too complete. He tried the handle and
found that the door wasn't locked. He shouted hello a few times, as a
warning, then went through the kitchen into the living room.

The red velvet curtains were all drawn tight, but he could see Homer
sitting on the couch and staring at the backs of his hands which were
cupped over his knees. He wore an old-fashioned cotton nightgown and his
feet were bare.

"Just get up?"

Homer neither moved nor replied.

Tod tried again.

"Some party!"

He knew it was stupid to be hearty, but he didn't know what else to be.

"Boy, have I got a hang-over," he went on, even going so far as to
attempt a chuckle.

Homer paid absolutely no attention to him.

The room was just as they had left it the night before. Tables and
chairs were overturned and the smashed picture lay where it had fallen.
To give himself a reason for staying, he began to tidy up. He righted the
chairs, straightened the carpet and picked up the cigarette butts that
littered the floor. He also threw aside the curtains and opened a window.

"There, that's better, isn't it?" he asked cheerfully.

Homer looked up for a second, then down at his hands again. Tod saw that
he was coming out of his stupor. "Want some coffee?" he asked.

He lifted his hands from his knees and hid them in his armpits, clamping
them tight, but didn't answer.

"Some hot coffee--what do you say?"

He took his hands from under his arms and sat on them. After waiting a
little while he shook his head no, slowly, heavily, like a dog with a
foxtail in its ear.

"I'll make some."

Tod went to the kitchen and put the pot on the stove. While it was
boiling, he took a peek into Faye's room. It had been stripped. All the
dresser drawers were pulled out and there were empty boxes all over the
floor. A broken flask of perfume lay in the middle of the carpet and the
place reeked of gardenia.

When the coffee was ready, he poured two cups and carried them into the
living room on a tray. He found Homer just as he had left him, sitting on
his hands. He moved a small table close to him and put the tray on it.

"I brought a cup for myself, too," he said. "Come on--drink it while it's

Tod lifted a cup and held it out, but when he saw that he was going to
speak, he put it down and waited.

"I'm going back to Wayneville," Homer said.

"A swell idea--great!"

He pushed the coffee at him again. Homer ignored it. He gulped several
times, trying to swallow something that was stuck in his throat, then
began to sob. He cried without covering his face or bending his head. The
sound was like an ax chopping pine, a heavy, hollow, chunking noise. It
was repeated rhythmically but without accent. There was no progress in
it. Each chunk was exactly like the one that preceded. It would never
reach a climax.

Tod realized that there was no use trying to stop him. Only a very stupid
man would have the courage to try to do it. He went to the farthest
corner of the room and waited.

Just as he was about to light a second cigarette, Homer called him.


"I'm here, Homer."

He hurried over to the couch again.

Homer was still crying, but he suddenly stopped more abruptly than he had

"Yes, Homer?" Tod asked encouragingly.

"She's left"

"Yes, I know. Drink some coffee."

"She's left."

Tod knew that he put a great deal of faith in sayings, so he tried one.

"Good riddance to bad rubbish."

"She left before I got up," he said.

"What the hell do you care? You're going back to Wayneville."

"You shouldn't curse," Homer said with the same lunatic calm.

"I'm sorry," Tod mumbled.

The word "sorry" was like dynamite set off under a dam. Language leaped
out of Homer in a muddy, twisting torrent. At first, Tod thought it would
do him a lot of good to pour out in this way. But he was wrong. The lake
behind the dam replenished itself too fast. The more he talked the
greater the pressure grew because the flood was circular and ran back
behind the dam again.

After going on continuously for about twenty minutes, he stopped in the
middle of a sentence. He leaned back, closed his eyes and seemed to fall
asleep. Tod put a cushion under his head. After watching him for a while,
he went back to the kitchen.

He sat down and tried to make sense out of what Homer had told him. A
great deal of it was gibberish. Some of it, however, wasn't. He hit on a
key that helped when he realized that a lot of it wasn't jumbled so much
as timeless. The words went behind each other instead of after. What he
had taken for long strings were really one thick word and not a sentence.
In the same way several sentences were simultaneous and not a paragraph.
Using key, he was able to arrange a part of what he had so that it made
the usual kind of sense.

After Tod had hurt him by saying that nasty thing about Faye, Homer ran
around to the back of the house and let himself in through the kitchen,
then went to peek into the parlor. He wasn't angry with Tod, just
surprised and upset because Tod was a nice boy. From the hall that led
into the parlor he could see everybody having a good time and he was
glad because it was kind of dull for Faye living with an old man like
him. It made her restless. No one noticed him peeking there and he was
glad because he didn't feel much like joining the fun, although he liked
to watch people enjoy themselves. Faye was dancing with Mr. Estee and
they made a nice pair. She seemed happy. Her face shone like always when
she was happy. Next she danced with Earle. He didn't like that because of
the way he held her. He couldn't see what she saw in that fellow. He just
wasn't nice, that's all. He had mean eyes. In the hotel business they
used to watch out for fellows like that and never gave them credit
because they would jump their bills. Maybe he couldn't get a job because
nobody would trust him, although it was true as Faye said that a lot of
people were out of work nowadays. Standing there peeking at the party,
enjoying the laughing and singing, he saw Earle catch Faye and bend her
back and kiss her and everybody laughed although you could see Faye
didn't like it because she slapped his face. Earle didn't care, he just
kissed her again, a long nasty one. She got away from him and ran toward
the door where he was standing. He tried to hide, but she caught him.
Although he didn't say anything, she said he was nasty spying on her and
wouldn't listen when he tried to explain. She went into her room and he
followed to tell about the peeking, but she carried on awful and cursed
him some more as she put red on her lips. Then she knocked over the
perfume. That made her twice as mad. He tried to explain but she wouldn't
listen and just went on calling him all sorts of dirty things. So he went
to his room and got undressed and tried to go to sleep. Then Tod woke him
up and wanted to come in and talk. He wasn't angry, but didn't feel like
talking just then, all he wanted to do was go to sleep. Tod went away and
no sooner had he climbed back into bed when there was some awful
screaming and banging. He was afraid to go out and see and he thought of
calling the police, but he was scared to go in the hall where the phone
was so he started to get dressed to climb out of the window and go for
help because it sounded like murder but before he finished putting his
shoes on, he heard Tod talking to Faye and he figured that it must be all
right or she wouldn't be laughing so he got undressed and went back to
bed again. He couldn't fall asleep wondering what had happened, so when
the house was quiet, he took a chance and knocked on Faye's door to find
out. Faye let him in. She was curled up in bed like a little girl. She
called him daddy and kissed him and said that she wasn't angry at him at
all. She said there had been a fight but nobody got hurt much and for him
to go back to bed and that they would talk more in the morning. He went
back like she said and fell asleep, but he woke up again as it was just
breaking daylight. At first he wondered why he was up because when he
once fell asleep, usually he didn't get up before the alarm clock rang.
He knew that something had happened, but he didn't know what until he
heard a noise in Faye's room. It was a moan and he thought he was
dreaming, but he heard it again. Sure enough, Faye was moaning all right.
He thought she must be sick. She moaned again like in pain. He got out of
bed and went to her door and knocked and asked if she was sick. She
didn't answer and the moaning stopped so he went back to bed. A little
later, she moaned again so he got out of bed, thinking she might want the
hot water bottle or some aspirin and a drink of water or something and
knocked on her door again, only meaning to help her. She heard him and
said something. He didn't understand what but he thought she meant for
him to go in. Lots of times when she had a headache he brought her an
aspirin and a glass of water in the middle of the night The door wasn't
locked. You'd have thought she would have locked the door because the
Mexican was in bed with her, both of them naked and she had her arms
around him. Faye saw him and pulled the sheets over her head without
saying anything. He didn't know what to do, so he backed out of the room
and closed the door. He was standing in the hall, trying to figure out
what to do, feeling so ashamed, when Earle appeared with his boots in his
hand. He must have been sleeping in the parlor. He wanted to know what
the trouble was. "Faye's sick," he said, "and I'm getting her a glass of
water." But then Faye moaned again and Earle heard it. He pushed open the
door. Faye screamed. He could hear Earl and Miguel cursing each other and
fighting. He was afraid to call the police on account of Faye and didn't
know what to do. Faye kept on screaming. When he opened the door again,
Miguel fell out with Earle on top of him and both of them tearing at each
other. He ran inside the room and locked the door. She had the sheets
over her head, screaming. He could hear Earle and Miguel fighting in the
hall and then he couldn't hear them any more. She kept the sheets over
her head. He tried to talk to her but she wouldn't answer. He sat down on
a chair to guard her in case Earle and Miguel came back, but they didn't
and after a while she pulled the sheets away from her face and told him
to get out. She pulled the sheets over her face again when he answered,
so then he waited a little longer and again she told him to get out
without letting him see her face. He couldn't hear either Miguel or
Earle. He opened the door and looked out. They were gone. He locked the
doors and windows and went to his room and lay down on his bed. Before he
knew it he fell asleep and when he woke up she was gone. All he could
find was Earle's boots in the hall. He threw them out the back and this
morning they were gone.


Tod went into the living room to see how Homer was getting on. He was
still on the couch, but had changed his position. He had curled his big
body into a ball. His knees were drawn up almost to his chin, his elbows
were tucked in close and his hands were against his chest. But he wasn't
relaxed. Some inner force of nerve and muscle was straining to make the
ball tighter and still tighter. He was like a steel spring which has been
freed of its function in a machine and allowed to use all its strength
centripetally. While part of a machine the pull of the spring had been
used against other and stronger forces, but now, free at last, it was
striving to attain the shape of its original coil.

Original coil...In a book of abnormal psychology borrowed from the
college library, he had once seen a picture of a woman sleeping in a net
hammock whose posture was much like Homer's. "Uterine Flight," or
something like that, had been the caption under the photograph. The woman
had been sleeping in the hammock without changing her position, that of
the foetus in the womb, for a great many years. The doctors of the insane
asylum had been able to awaken her for only short periods of time and
those months apart.

He sat down to smoke a cigarette and wondered what he ought to do. Call a
doctor? But after all Homer had been awake most of the night and was
exhausted. The doctor would shake him a few times and he would yawn and
ask what the matter was. He could try to wake him up himself. But hadn't
he been enough of a pest already? He was so much better off asleep, even
if it was a case of "Uterine Flight."

What a perfect escape the return to the womb was. Better by far than
Religion or Art or the South Sea Islands. It was so snug and warm there,
and the feeding was automatic. Everything perfect in that hotel. No
wonder the memory of those accommodations lingered in the blood and
nerves of everyone. It was dark, yes, but what a warm, rich darkness. The
grave wasn't in it. No wonder one fought so desperately against being
evicted when the nine months' lease was up.

Tod crushed his cigarette. He was hungry and wanted his dinner, also a
double Scotch and soda. After he had eaten, he would come back and see
how Homer was. If he was still asleep, he would try to wake him. If he
couldn't, he might call a doctor.

He took another look at him, then tiptoed out of the cottage, shutting
the door carefully.


Tod didn't go directly to dinner. He went first to Hodge's saddlery store
thinking he might be able to find out something about Earle and through
him about Faye. Calvin was standing there with a wrinkled Indian who had
long hair held by a bead strap around his forehead. Hanging over the
Indian's chest was a sandwich board that read--

Beads, Silver, Jewelry, Moccasins,
Dolls, Toys, Rare Books, Postcards.

Calvin was always friendly.

"'Lo, Char," he called out, when Tod came up.

"Meet the chief," he added, grinning. "Chief Kiss-My-Towkus."

The Indian laughed heartily at the joke.

"You gotta live," he said.

"Earle been around today?" Tod asked.

"Yop. Went by an hour ago."

"We were at a party last night and I..."

Calvin broke in by hitting his thigh a wallop with the flat of his palm.

"That must've been some shindig to hear Earle tell it. Eh, Skookum?"

"Vas you dere, Sharley?" the Indian agreed, showing the black inside of
his mouth, purple tongue and broken orange teeth.

"I heard there was a fight after I left."

Calvin smacked his thigh again.

"Sure musta been. Earle get himself two black eyes,

"That's what comes of palling up with a dirty greaser," said the Indian

He and Calvin got into a long argument about Mexicans. The Indian said
that they were all bad. Calvin claimed he had known quite a few good ones
in his time. When the Indian cited the case of the Hermanos brothers who
had killed a lonely prospector for half a dollar, Calvin countered with a
long tale about a man called Tomas Lopez who shared his last pint of
water with a stranger when they both were lost in the desert.

Tod tried to get the conversation back to what interested him.

"Mexicans are very good with women," he said.

"Better with horses," said the Indian. "I remember one time along the
Brazos, I..."

Tod tried again.

"They fought over Earle's girl, didn't they?"

"Not to hear him tell it," Calvin said. "He claims it was dough--claims
the Mex robbed him while he was sleeping."

"The dirty, thievin' rat," said the Indian, spitting.

"He claims he's all washed up with that bitch," Calvin went on.

"Yes, siree, that's his story, to hear him tell it" Tod had enough.

"So long," he said.

"Glad to meet you," said the Indian.

"Don't take any wooden nickels," Calvin shouted after him.

Tod wondered if she had gone with Miguel. He thought it more likely that
she would go back to work for Mrs. Jenning. But either way she would come
out all right. Nothing could hurt her. She was like a cork. No matter how
rough the sea got, she would go dancing over the same waves that sank
iron ships and tore away piers of reinforced concrete. He pictured her
riding a tremendous sea. Wave after wave reared its ton on ton of solid
water and crashed down only to have her spin gaily away.

When he arrived at Musso Frank's restaurant, he ordered a steak and a
double Scotch. The drink came first and he sipped it with his inner eye
still on the spinning cork.

It was a very pretty cork, gilt with a glittering fragment of mirror set
in its top. The sea in which it danced was beautiful, green in the trough
of the waves and silver at their tips. But for all their moon-driven
power, they could do no more than net the bright cork for a moment in a
spume of intricate lace. Finally it was set down on a strange shore where
a savage with pork-sausage fingers and a pimpled butt picked it up and
hugged it to his sagging belly. Tod recognized the fortunate man; he was
one of Mrs. Kenning's customers.

The waiter brought his order and paused with bent back for him to
comment. In vain. Tod was far too busy to inspect the steak.

"Satisfactory, sir?" asked the waiter.

Tod waved him away with a gesture more often used on flies. The waiter
disappeared. Tod tried the same gesture on what he felt, but the driving
itch refused to go. If only he had the courage to wait for her some night
and hit her with a bottle and rape her.

He knew what it would be like lurking in the dark in a vacant lot,
waiting for her. Whatever that bird was that sang at night in California
would be bursting its heart in theatrical runs and quavers and the chill
night air would smell of spice pink. She would drive up, turn the motor
off, look up at the stars, so that her breasts reared, then toss her head
and sigh. She would throw the ignition keys into her purse and snap it
shut, then get out of the car. The long step she took would make her
tight dress pull up so that an inch of glowing flesh would show above her
black stocking. As he approached carefully, she would be pulling her
dress down, smoothing it nicely over her hips.

"Faye, Faye, just a minute," he would call.

"Why, Tod, hello."

She would hold her hand out to him at the end of her long arm that
swooped so gracefully to join her curving shoulder.

"You scared me!"

She would look like a deer on the edge of the road when a truck comes
unexpectedly around a bend.

He could feel the cold bottle he held behind his back and the forward
step he would take to bring..."Is there anything wrong with it, sir?"

The fly-like waiter had come back. Tod waved at him, but this time the
man continued to hover.

"Perhaps you would like me to take it back, sir?"

"No, no."

"Thank you, sir."

But he didn't leave. He waited to make sure that the customer was really
going to eat. Tod picked up his knife and cut a piece. Not until he had
also put some boiled potato in his mouth did the man leave.

Tod tried to start the rape going again, but he couldn't feel the bottle
as he raised it to strike. He had to give it up. The waiter came back.
Tod looked at the steak. It was a very good one, but he wasn't hungry any

"A check, please."

"No dessert, sir?"

"No, thank you, just a check."

"Check it is, sir," the man said brightly as he fumbled for his pad and


When Tod reached the street, he saw a dozen great violet shafts of light
moving across the evening sky in wide crazy sweeps. Whenever one of the
fiery columns reached the lowest point of its arc, it lit for a moment
the rose-colored domes and delicate minarets of Kahn's Persian Palace
Theatre. The purpose of this display was to signal the world premiere of
a new picture.

Turning his back on the searchlights, he started in the opposite
direction, toward Homer's place. Before he had gone very far, he saw a
clock that read a quarter past six and changed his mind about going back
just yet. He might as well let the poor fellow sleep for another hour and
kill some time by looking at the crowds.

When still a block from the theatre, he saw an enormous electric sign
that hung over the middle of the street. In letters ten feet high he read


Although it was still several hours before the celebrities would arrive,
thousands of people had already gathered. They stood facing the theatre
with their backs toward the gutter in a thick line hundreds of feet long.
A big squad of policemen was trying to keep a lane open between the front
rank of the crowd and the facade of the theatre.

Tod entered the lane while the policeman guarding it was busy with a
woman whose parcel had torn open, dropping oranges all over the place.
Another policeman shouted for him to get the hell across the street, but
he took a chance and kept going. They had enough to do without chasing
him. He noticed how worried they looked and how careful they tried to be.
If they had to arrest someone, they joked good-naturedly with the
culprit, making light of it until they got him around the corner, then
they whaled him with their clubs. Only so long as the man was actually
part of the crowd did they have to be gentle.

Tod had walked only a short distance along the narrow lane when he began
to get frightened. People shouted, commenting on his hat, his carriage,
and his clothing. There was a continuous roar of catcalls, laughter and
yells, pierced occasionally by a scream. The scream was usually followed
by a sudden movement in the dense mass and part of it would surge forward
wherever the police line was weakest. As soon as that part was rammed
back, the bulge would pop out somewhere else.

The police force would have to be doubled when the stars started to
arrive. At the sight of their heroes and heroines, the crowd would turn
demoniac. Some little gesture, either too pleasing or too offensive,
would start it moving and then nothing but machine guns would stop it.
Individually the purpose of its members might simply be to get a
souvenir, but collectively it would grab and rend.

A young man with a portable microphone was describing the scene. His
rapid, hysterical voice was like that of a revivalist preacher whipping
his congregation toward the ecstasy of fits.

"What a crowd, folks! What a crowd! There must be ten thousand excited,
screaming fans outside Kahn's Persian tonight. The police can't hold
them. Here, listen to them roar."

He held the microphone out and those near it obligingly roared for him.

"Did you hear it? It's a bedlam, folks. A veritable bedlam! What
excitement! Of all the premieres I've attended, this is the most...the
most...stupendous, folks. Can the police hold them? Can they? It doesn't
look so, folks..."

Another squad of police came charging up. The sergeant pleaded with the
announcer to stand further back so the people couldn't hear him His men
threw themselves at the crowd. It allowed itself to be hustled and shoved
out of habit and because it lacked an objective. It tolerated the police,
just as a bull elephant does when he allows a small boy to drive him with
a light stick.

Tod could see very few people who looked tough, nor could he see any
working men. The crowd was made up of the lower middle classes, every
other person one of his torchbearers.

Just as he came near the end of the lane, it closed in front of him with
a heave, and he had to fight his way through. Someone knocked his hat off
and when he stooped to pick it up, someone kicked him. He whirled around
angrily and found himself surrounded by people who were laughing at him.
He knew enough to laugh with them. The crowd became sympathetic. A stout
woman slapped him on the back, while a man handed him his hat, first
brushing it carefully with his sleeve. Still another man shouted for a
way to be cleared.

By a great deal of pushing and squirming, always trying to look as though
he were enjoying himself, Tod finally managed to break into the open.
After rearranging his clothes, he went over to a parking lot and sat down
on the retaining wall that ran along the front of it.

New groups, whole families, kept arriving. He could see a change come
over them as soon as they had become part of the crowd. Until they
reached the line, they looked difficult, almost furtive, but the moment
they had become part of it, they turned arrogant and pugnacious. It was a
mistake to think them harmless curiosity seekers. They were savage and
bitter, especially the middle-aged and the old, and had been made so by
boredom and disappointment.

All their lives they had slaved at some kind of dull, heavy labor, behind
desks and counters, in the fields and at tedious machines of all sorts,
saving their pennies and dreaming of the leisure that would be theirs
when they had enough. Finally that day came. They could draw a weekly
income of ten or fifteen dollars. Where else should they go but
California, the land of sunshine and oranges?

Once there, they discover that sunshine isn't enough. They get tired of
oranges, even of avocado pears and passion fruit. Nothing happens. They
don't know what to do with their time. They haven't the mental equipment
for leisure, the money nor the physical equipment for pleasure. Did they
slave so long just to go to an occasional Iowa picnic? What else is
there? They watch the waves come in at Venice. There wasn't any ocean
where most of them came from, but after you've seen one wave, you've seen
them all. The same is true of the airplanes at Glendale. If only a plane
would crash once in a while so that they could watch the passengers being
consumed in a "holocaust of flame," as the newspapers put it. But the
planes never crash.

Their boredom becomes more and more terrible. They realize that they've
been tricked and burn with resentment. Every day of their lives they read
the newspapers and went to the movies. Both fed them on lynchings,
murder, sex crimes, explosions, wrecks, love nests, fires, miracles,
revolutions, war. This daily diet made sophisticates of them. The sun is
a joke. Oranges can't titillate their jaded palates. Nothing can ever be
violent enough to make taut their slack minds and bodies. They have been
cheated and betrayed. They have slaved and saved for nothing.

Tod stood up. During the ten minutes he had been sitting on the wall, the
crowd had grown thirty feet and he was afraid that his escape might be
cut off if he loitered much longer. He crossed to the other side of the
street and started back.

He was trying to figure what to do if he were unable to wake Homer when,
suddenly he saw his head bobbing above the crowd. He hurried toward him.
From his appearance, it was evident that there was something definitely

Homer walked more than ever like a badly made automaton and his features
were set in a rigid, mechanical grin. He had his trousers on over his
nightgown and part of it hung out of his open fly. In both of his hands
were suitcases. With each step, he lurched to one side then the other,
using the suitcases for balance weights.

Tod stopped directly in front of him, blocking his way. "Where're you

"Wayneville," he replied, using an extraordinary amount of jaw movement
to get out this single word.

"That's fine. But you can't walk to the station from here. It's in Los

Homer tried to get around him, but he caught his arm. "We'll get a taxi.
I'll go with you."

The cabs were all being routed around the block because of the preview.
He explained this to Homer and tried to get him to walk to the corner.

"Come on, we're sure to get one on the next street."

Once Tod got him into a cab, he intended to tell the driver to go to the
nearest hospital. But Homer wouldn't budge, no matter how hard he yanked
and pleaded. People stopped to watch them, others turned their heads
curiously. He decided to leave him and get a cab.

"I'll come right back," he said.

He couldn't tell from either Homer's eyes or expression whether he heard,
for they both were empty of everything, even annoyance. At the corner he
looked around and saw that Homer had started to cross the street, moving
blindly. Brakes screeched and twice he was almost run over, but he didn't
swerve or hurry. He moved in a straight diagonal. When he reached the
other curb, he tried to get on the sidewalk at a point where the crowd
was very thick and was shoved violently back. He made another attempt and
this time a policeman grabbed him by the back of the neck and hustled
him to the end of the line. When the policeman let go of him, he kept on
walking as though nothing had happened.

Tod tried to get over to him, but was unable to cross until the traffic
lights changed. When he reached the other side, he found Homer sitting on
a bench, fifty or sixty feet from the outskirts of the crowd.

He put his arm around Homer's shoulder and suggested that they walk a few
blocks further. When Homer didn't answer, he reached over to pick up one
of the valises. Homer held on to it.

"I'll carry it for you," he said, tugging gently.


Before Homer could repeat the shout, he jumped away. It would be
extremely embarrassing if Homer shouted thief in front of a cop. He
thought of phoning for an ambulance. But then, after all, how could he be
sure that Homer was crazy? He was sitting quietly on the bench, minding
his own business.

Tod decided to wait, then try again to get him into a cab. The crowd was
growing in size all the time, but it would be at least half an hour
before it over-ran the bench. Before that happened, he would think of
some plan. He moved a short distance away and stood with his back to a
store window so that he could watch Homer without attracting attention.

About ten feet from where Homer was sitting grew a large eucalyptus tree
and behind the trunk of 'the tree was a little boy. Tod saw him peer
around it with great caution, then suddenly jerk his head back. A minute
later he repeated the maneuver. At first Tod thought he was playing hide
and seek, then noticed that he had a string in his hand which was
attached to an old purse that lay in front of Homer's bench. Every once
in a while the child would jerk the string, making the purse hop like a
sluggish toad. Its torn lining hung from its iron mouth like a furry
tongue and a few uncertain flies hovered over it.

Tod knew the game the child was playing. He used to play it himself when
he was small. If Homer reached to pick up the purse, thinking there was
money in it, he would yank it away and scream with laughter.

When Tod went over to the tree, he was surprised to discover that it was
Adore Loomis, the kid who lived across the street from Homer. Tod tried
to chase him, but he dodged around the tree, thumbing his nose. He gave
up and went back to his original position. The moment he left, Adore got
busy with his purse again. Homer wasn't paying any attention to the
child, so Tod decided to let him alone.

Mrs. Loomis must be somewhere in the crowd, he thought. Tonight when she
found Adore, she would give him a hiding. He had torn the pocket of his
jacket and his Buster Brown collar was smeared with grease.

Adore had a nasty temper. The completeness with which Homer ignored both
him and his pocketbook made him frantic. He gave up dancing it at the end
of the string and approached the bench on tiptoes, making ferocious
faces, yet ready to run at Homer's first move. He stopped when about four
feet away and stuck his tongue out. Homer ignored him. He took another
step forward and ran through a series of insulting gestures.

If Tod had known that the boy held a stone in his hand, he would have
interfered. But he felt sure that Homer wouldn't hurt the child and was
waiting to see if he wouldn't move because of his pestering. When Adore
raised his arm, it was too late. The stone hit Homer in the face. The boy
turned to flee, but tripped and fell. Before he could scramble away,
Homer landed on his back with both feet, then jumped again.

Tod yelled for him to stop and tried to yank him away. He shoved Tod and
went on using his heels. Tod hit him as hard as he could, first in the
belly, then in the face. He ignored the blows and continued to stamp on
the boy. Tod hit him again and again, then threw both arms around him and
tried to pull him off. He couldn't budge him. He was like a stone column.

The next thing Tod knew, he was torn loose from Homer and sent to his
knees by a blow in the back of the head that spun him sideways. The crowd
in front of the theatre had charged. He was surrounded by churning legs
and feet. He pulled himself erect by grabbing a man's coat, then let
himself be carried along backwards in a long, curving swoop. He saw Homer
rise above the mass for a moment, shoved against the sky, his jaw hanging
as though he wanted to scream but couldn't. A hand reached up and caught
him by his open mouth and pulled him forward and down.

There was another dizzy rush. Tod closed his eyes and fought to keep
upright. He was jostled about in a hacking cross surf of shoulders and
backs, carried rapidly in one direction and then in the opposite. He kept
pushing and hitting out at the people around him, trying to face in the
direction he was going. Being carried backwards terrified him.

Using the eucalyptus tree as a landmark, he tried to work toward it by
slipping sideways against the tide, pushing hard when carried away from
it and riding the current when it moved toward his objective. He was
within only a few feet of the tree when a sudden, driving rush carried
him far past it. He struggled desperately for a moment, then gave up and
let himself be swept along. He was the spearhead of a flying wedge when
it collided with a mass going in the opposite direction. The impact
turned him around. As the two forces ground against each other, he was
turned again and again, like a grain between millstones. This didn't stop
until he became part of the opposing force. The pressure continued to
increase until he thought he must collapse. He was slowly being pushed
into the air. Although relief for his cracking ribs could be gotten by
continuing to rise, he fought to keep his feet on the ground. Not being
able to touch was an even more dreadful sensation than being carried

There was another rush, shorter this time, and he found himself in a dead
spot where the pressure was less and equal. He became conscious of a
terrible pain in his left leg, just above the ankle, and tried to work it
into a more comfortable position. He couldn't turn his body, but managed
to get his head around. A very skinny boy, wearing a Western Union cap,
had his back wedged against his shoulder. The pain continued to grow and
his whole leg as high as the groin throbbed. He finally got his left arm
free and took the back of the boy's neck in his fingers. He twisted as
hard as he could. The boy began to jump up and down in his clothes. He
managed to straighten his elbow, by pushing at the back of the boy's
head, and so turn halfway around and free his leg. The pain didn't grow

There was another wild surge forward that ended in another dead spot. He
now faced a young girl who was sobbing steadily. Her silk print dress had
been torn down the front and her tiny brassiere hung from one strap. He
tried by pressing back to give her room, but she moved with him every
time he moved. Now and then, she would jerk violently and he wondered if
she was going to have a fit. One of her thighs was between his legs. He
struggled to get free of her, but she clung to him, moving with him and
pressing against him.

She turned her head and said, "Stop, stop," to someone behind her.

He saw what the trouble was. An old man, wearing a Panama hat and
horn-rimmed glasses, was hugging her. He had one of his hands inside her
dress and was biting her neck.

Tod freed his right arm with a heave, reached over the girl and brought
his fist down on the man's head. He couldn't hit very hard but managed to
knock the man's hat off, also his glasses. The man tried to bury his face
in the girl's shoulder, but Tod grabbed one of his ears and yanked. They
started to move again. Tod held on to the ear as long as he could hoping
that it would come away in his hand. The girl managed to twist under his
arm. A piece of her dress tore, but she was free of her attacker.

Another spasm passed through the mob and he was carried toward the curb.
He fought toward a lamp-post, but he was swept by before he could grasp
it. He saw another man catch the girl with the torn dress. She screamed
for help. He tried to get to her, but was carried in the opposite
direction. This rush also ended in a dead spot. Here his neighbors were
all shorter than he was. He turned his head upward toward the sky and
tried to pull some fresh air into his aching lungs, but it was all
heavily tainted with sweat.

In this part of the mob no one was hysterical. In fact, most of the
people seemed to be enjoying themselves. Near him was a stout woman with
a man pressing hard against her from in front. His chin was on her
shoulder, and his arms were around her. She paid no attention to him and
went on talking to the woman at her side.

"The first thing I knew," Tod heard her say, "there was a rush and I was
in the middle."

"Yeah. Somebody hollered, 'Here comes Gary Cooper,' and then wham!"

"That ain't it," said a little man wearing a cloth cap and pullover
sweater. "This is a riot you're in."

"Yeah," said a third woman, whose snaky gray hair was hanging over her
face and shoulders. "A pervert attacked a child."

"He ought to be lynched."

Everybody agreed vehemently.

"I come from St. Louis," announced the stout woman, "and we had one of
them pervert fellers in our neighborhood once. He ripped up a girl with a
pair of scissors."

"He must have been crazy," said the man in the cap. "What kind of fun is

Everybody laughed. The stout woman spoke to the man who was hugging her.

"Hey, you," she said. "I ain't no pillow."

The man smiled beatifically but didn't move. She laughed, making no
effort to get out of his embrace.

"A fresh guy," she said.

The other woman laughed.

"Yeah," she said, "this is a regular free-for-all."

The man in the cap and sweater thought there was another laugh in his
comment about the pervert.

"Ripping up a girl with scissors. That's the wrong tool."

He was right. They laughed even louder than the first time.

"You'd a done it different, eh, kid?" said a young man with a
kidney-shaped head and waxed mustaches.

The two women laughed. This encouraged the man in the cap and he reached
over and pinched the stout woman's Mend. She squealed.

"Lay off that," she said good-naturedly.

"I was shoved," he said.

An ambulance siren screamed in the street. Its wailing moan started the
crowd moving again and Tod was carried along in a slow, steady push. He
closed his eyes and tried to protect his throbbing leg. This time, when
the movement ended, he found himself with his back to the theatre wall.
He kept his eyes closed and stood on his good leg. After what seemed like
hours, the pack began to loosen and move again with a churning motion. It
gathered momentum and rushed. He rode it until he was slammed against the
base of an iron rail which fenced the driveway of the theatre from the
street. He had the wind knocked out of him by the impact, but managed to
cling to the rail. He held on desperately, fighting to keep from being
sucked back. A woman caught him around the waist and tried to hang on.
She was sobbing rhythmically. Tod felt his fingers slipping from the rail
and kicked backwards as hard as he could. The woman let go.

Despite the agony in his leg, he was able to think clearly about his
picture, "The Burning of Los Angeles." After his quarrel with Faye, he
had worked on it continually to escape tormenting himself, and the way to
it in his mind had become almost automatic.

As he stood on his good leg, clinging desperately to the iron rail, he
could see all the rough charcoal strokes with which he had blocked it out
on the big canvas. Across the top, parallel with the frame, he had drawn
the burning city, a great bonfire of architectural styles, ranging from
Egyptian to Cape Cod colonial. Through the center, winding from left to
right, was a long hill street and down it, spilling into the middle
foreground, came the mob carrying baseball bats and torches. For the
faces of its members, he was using the innumerable sketches he had made
of the people who come to California to die; the cultists of all sorts,
economic as well as religious, the wave, airplane, funeral and preview
watchers--all those poor devils who can only be stirred by the promise of
miracles and then only to violence. A super "Dr. Know-All Pierce-All" had
made the necessary promise and they were marching behind his banner in a
great united front of screwballs and screw-boxes to purify the land. No
longer bored, they sang and danced joyously in the red light of the

In the lower foreground, men and women fled wildly before the vanguard of
the crusading mob. Among them were Faye, Harry, Homer, Claude and
himself. Faye ran proudly, throwing her knees high. Harry stumbled along
behind her, holding on to his beloved derby hat with both hands. Homer
seemed to be falling out of the canvas, his face half-asleep, his big
hands clawing the air in anguished pantomime. Claude turned his head as
he ran to thumb his nose at his pursuers. Tod himself picked up a small
stone to throw before continuing his flight.

He had almost forgotten both his leg and his predicament, and to make his
escape still more complete he stood on a chair and worked at the flames
in an upper corner of the canvas, modeling the tongues of fire so that
they licked even more avidly at a corinthian column that held up the
palmleaf roof of a nutburger stand.

He had finished one flame and was starting on another when he was brought
back by someone shouting in his ear. He opened his eyes and saw a
policeman trying to reach him from behind the rail to which he was
clinging. He let go with his left hand and raised his arm. The policeman
aught him by the wrist, but couldn't lift him. Tod was afraid to let go
until another man came to aid the policeman and caught him by the back of
his jacket. He let go of the rail and they hauled him up and over it.

When they saw that he couldn't stand, they let him down easily to the
ground. He was in the theatre driveway. On the curb next to him sat a
woman crying into her skirt. Along the wall were groups of other
disheveled people. At the end of the driveway was an ambulance. A
policeman asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital. He shook his head
no. He then offered him a lift home. Tod had the presence of mind to give
Claude's address.

He was carried through the exit to the back street and lifted into a
police car. The siren began to scream and at first he thought he was
making the noise himself. He felt his lips with his hands. They were
clamped tight. He knew then it was the siren. For some reason this made
him laugh and he began to imitate the siren as loud as he could.


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