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A Project Gutenberg of Australia eBook

Title:      Jesus the Son of Man (1928)
Author:     Kahlil Gibran





HIS WORDS AND HIS DEEDS AS TOLD AND RECORDED BY THOSE WHO KNEW HIM



[THE ILLUSTRATIONS IN THIS VOLUME ARE REPRODUCED FROM ORIGINAL DRAWINGS BY
THE AUTHOR--Not reproduced in this eBook.]





TABLE OF CONTENTS


JAMES THE SON OF ZEBEDEE
On the Kingdoms of the World

ANNA THE MOTHER OF MARY
On the Birth of Jesus

ASSAPH CALLED THE ORATOR OF TYRE
On the Speech of Jesus

MARY MAGDALEN
On Meeting Jesus for the First Time

PHILEMON A GREEK APOTHECARY
On Jesus the Master Physician

SIMON WHO WAS CALLED PETER
When He and His Brother were Called

CAIAPHAS
The High Priest

JOANNA THE WIFE OF HEROD'S STEWARD
On Children

RAFCA
The Bride of Cana

A PERSIAN PHILOSOPHER IN DAMASCUS
Of Ancient Gods and New

DAVID ONE OF HIS FOLLOWERS
Jesus the Practical

LUKE
On Hypocrites

MATTHEW
The Sermon on the Mount

JOHN THE SON OF ZEBEDEE
On the Various Appellations of Jesus

A YOUNG PRIEST OF CAPERNAUM
Of Jesus the Magician

A RICH LEVI IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD OF  NAZARETH
Jesus the Good Carpenter

A SHEPHERD IN SOUTH LEBANON
A Parable

JOHN THE BAPTIST
He Speaks in Prison to His Disciples

JOSEPH OF ARIMATHAEA
On the Primal Jims of Jesus

NATHANIEL
Jesus was not Meek

SABA OF ANTIOCH
On Saul of Tarsus

SALOME TO A WOMAN FRIEND
A Desire Unfulfilled

RACHAEL A WOMAN DISCIPLE
On Jesus the Vision and the Man

CLEOPAS OF BETHROUNE
On the Law and the Prophets

NAAMAN OF THE GADARENES
On the Death of Stephen

THOMAS
On the Forefathers of His Doubts

ELMADAM THE LOGICIAN
Jesus the Outcast

ONE OF THE MARYS
On His Sadness and His Smile

RUMANOUS A GREEK POET
Jesus the Poet

LEVI A DISCIPLE
On Those who would Confound Jesus

A WIDOW 114 GALILEE
Jesus the Cruel

JUDAS THE COUSIN OF JESUS
On the Death of John the Baptist

THE MAN FROM THE DESERT
On the Money-changers

PETER
On the Morrow of His Followers

MELACHI OF BABYLON, AN ASTRONOMER
The Miracles of Jesus

A PHILOSOPHER
On Wonder and Beauty

URIAH AN OLD MAN OF NAZARETH
He was a Stranger in our Midst

NICODEMUS THE POET
On Fools and Jugglers

JOSEPH OF ARIMATHAEA
The Two Streams in Jesus' Heart

GEORGUS OF BEIRUT
On Strangers

MARY MAGDALEN
His Mouth was like the Heart of a Pomegranate

JOTHAM OF NAZARETH TO A ROMAN
On Living and Being

EPHRAIM OF JERICHO
The Other Wedding-Feast

BARCA A MERCHANT OF TYRE
On Buying and Selling

PHUMIAH THE HIGH PRIESTESS OF SIDON
An Invocation

BENJAMIN THE SCRIBE
Let the Dead Bury Their Dead

ZACCHAEUS
On the Fate of Jesus

JONATHAN
Among the Water-lilies

HANNAH OF BETHSAIDA
She Speaks of her Father's Sister

MANASSEH
On the Speech and Gesture of Jesus

JEPHTHA OF CAESAREA
A Man Weary of Jesus

JOHN THE BELOVED DISCIPLE
On Jesus the Word

MANNUS THE POMPEIIAN, TO A GREEK
On the Semitic Deity

PONTIUS PILATUS
Of Eastern Rites and Cults

BARTHOLOMEW IN EPHESUS
On Slaves and Outcasts

MATTHEW
On Jesus by a Prison Wall

ANDREW
On Prostitutes

A RICH MAN
On Possessions

JOHN AT PATMOS
Jesus the Gracious

PETER
On the Neighbor

A COBBLER IN JERUSALEM
A Neutral

SUSANNAH OF NAZARETH
Of the Youth and Manhood of Jesus

JOSEPH SURNAMED JUSTUS
Jesus the Wayfarer

PHILIP
And When He Died All Mankind Died

BIRBARAH OF YAMMOUNI
On Jesus the Impatient

PILATE'S WIFE TO A ROMAN LADY

A MAN OUTSIDE OF JERUSALEM
Of Judas

SARKIS AN OLD GREEK SHEPHERD, CALLED THE MADMAN
Jesus and Pan

ANNAS THE HIGH PRIEST
On Jesus the Rabble

A WOMAN, ONE OF MARY'S NEIGHBORS
A Lamentation

AHAZ THE PORTLY
The Keeper of the Inn

BARABBAS
The Last Words of Jesus

CLAUDIUS A ROMAN SENTINEL
Jesus the Stoic

JAMES THE BROTHER OF THE LORD
The Last Supper

SIMON THE CYRENE
He who Carried the Cross

CYBOREA
The Mother of Judas

THE WOMAN OF BYBLOS
A Lamentation

MARY MAGDALEN (THIRTY YEARS LATER)
On the Resurrection of the Spirit

A MAN FROM LEBANON
Nineteen Centuries Afterward





JESUS THE SON OF MAN



JAMES THE SON OF ZEBEDEE


UPON A DAY IN THE SPRING OF THE YEAR Jesus stood in the market-place of
Jerusalem and He spoke to the multitudes of the kingdom of heaven.

And He accused the scribes and the Pharisees of setting snares and
digging pitfalls in the path of those who long after the kingdom; and He
denounced them.

Now amongst the crowd was a company of men who defended the Pharisees and
the scribes, and they sought to lay hands upon Jesus and upon us also.

But He avoided them and turned aside from them, and walked towards the
north gate of the city.

And He said to us, "My hour has not yet come. Many are the things I have
still to say unto you, and many are the deeds I shall yet perform ere I
deliver myself up to the world."

Then He said, and there was joy and laughter in His voice, "Let us go
into the North Country and meet the spring. Come with me to the hills,
for winter is past and the snows of Lebanon are descending to the valleys
to sing with the brooks.

"The fields and the vineyards have banished sleep and are awake to greet
the sun with their green figs and tender grapes."

And He walked before us and we followed Him, that day and the next.

And upon the afternoon of the third day we reached the summit of Mount
Hermon, and there He stood looking down upon the cities of the plains.

And His face shone like molten gold, and He outstretched His arms and He
said to us, "Behold the earth in her green raiment, and see how the
streams have hemmed the edges of her garments with silver.

"In truth the earth is fair and all that is upon her is fair.

"But there is a kingdom beyond all that you behold, and therein I shall
rule. And if it is your choice, and if it is indeed your desire, you too
shall come and rule with me.

"My face and your faces shall not be masked; our hand shall hold neither
sword nor sceptre, and our subjects shall love us in peace and shall not
be in fear of us."

Thus spoke Jesus, and unto all the kingdoms of the earth I was blinded,
and unto all the cities of walls and towers; and it was in my heart to
follow the Master to His kingdom.

Then just at that moment Judas of Iscariot stepped forth. And he walked
close up to Jesus, and spoke and said, "Behold, the kingdoms of the world
are vast, and behold the cities of David and Solomon shall prevail
against the Romans. If you will be the king of the Jews we shall stand
beside you with sword and shield and we shall overcome the alien."

But when Jesus heard this He turned upon Judas, and His face was filled
with wrath. And He spoke in a voice terrible as the thunder of the sky
and He said, "Get you behind me, Satan. Think you that I came down the
years to rule an ant-hill for a day?

"My throne is a throne beyond your vision. Shall he whose wings encircle
the earth seek shelter in a nest abandoned and forgotten?

"Shall the living be honored and exalted by the wearer of shrouds?

"My kingdom is not of this earth, and my seat is not builded upon the
skulls of your ancestors.

"If you seek aught save the kingdom of the spirit then it were better for
you to leave me here, and go down to the caves of your dead, where the
crowned heads of yore hold court in their tombs and may still be
bestowing honors upon the bones of your forefathers.

"Dare you tempt me with a crown of dross, when my forehead seeks the
Pleiades, or else your thorns?

"Were it not for a dream dreamed by a forgotten race I would not suffer
your sun to rise upon my patience, nor your moon to throw my shadow
across your path.

"Were it not for a mother's desire I would have stripped me of the
swaddling-clothes and escaped back to space.

"And were it not for sorrow in all of you I would not have stayed to
weep.

"Who are you and what are you, Judas Iscariot? And why do you tempt me?

"Have you in truth weighed me in the scale and found me one to lead
legions of pygmies, and to direct chariots of the shapeless against an
enemy that encamps only in your hatred and marches nowhere but in your
fear?

"Too many are the worms that crawl about my feet, and I will give them no
battle. I am weary of the jest, and weary of pitying the creepers who
deem me coward because I will not move among their guarded walls and
towers.

"Pity it is that I must needs pity to the very end. Would that I could
turn my steps towards a larger world where larger men dwell. But how
shall I?

"Your priest and your emperor would have my blood. They shall be
satisfied ere I go hence. I would not change the course of the law. And I
would not govern folly.

"Let ignorance reproduce itself until it is weary of its own off spring.
"Let the blind lead the blind to the pitfall.

"And let the dead bury the dead till the earth be choked with its own
bitter fruit.

"My kingdom is not of, the earth. My kingdom shall be where two or three
of you shall meet in love, and in wonder at the loveliness of life, and
in good cheer, and in remembrance of me."

Then of a sudden He turned to Judas, and He said, "Get you behind me,
man. Your kingdoms shall never be in my kingdom."

And now it was twilight, and He turned to us and said, "Let us go down.
The night is upon us. Let us walk in light while the light is with us."

Then He went down from the hills and we followed Him. And Judas followed
afar off.

And when we reached the lowland it was night.

And Thomas, the son of Diophanes, said unto Him, "Master, it is dark now,
and we can no longer see the way. If it is in your will, lead us to the
lights of yonder village where we may find meat and shelter."

And Jesus answered Thomas, and He said, "I have led you to the heights
when you were hungry, and I have brought you down to the plains with a
greater hunger. But I cannot stay with you this night. I would be alone."

Then Simon Peter stepped forth, and said:
"Master, suffer us not to go alone in the dark. Grant that we may stay
with you even here on this byway. The night and the shadows of the night
will not linger, and the morning shall soon find us if you will but stay
with us."

And Jesus answered, "This night the foxes shall have their holes, and the
birds of the air their nests, but the Son of Man has not where on earth
to lay His head. And indeed I would now be alone. Should you desire me
you will find me again by the lake where I found you."

Then we walked away from Him with heavy hearts, for it was not in our
will to leave Him.

Many times did we stop and turn our faces towards Him, and we saw Him in
lonely majesty, moving westward.

The only man among us who did not turn to behold Him in His aloneness was
Judas Iscariot.

And from that day Judas became sullen and distant. And methought there
was danger in the sockets of his eyes.



ANNA THE MOTHER OF MARY

JESUS THE SON OF MY DAUGHTER, WAS BORN here in Nazareth in the month of
January. And the night that Jesus was born we were visited by men from
the East. They were Persians who came to Esdraelon with the caravans of
the Midianites on their way to Egypt. And because they did not find rooms
at the inn they sought shelter in our house.

And I welcomed them and I said, "My daughter has given birth to a son
this night. Surely you will forgive me if I do not serve you as it
behooves a hostess."

Then they thanked me for giving them shelter. And after they had supped
they said to me: "We would see the new-born."

Now the Son of Mary was beautiful to behold, and she too was comely.

And when the Persians beheld Mary and her babe, they took gold and silver
from their bags, and myrrh and frankincense, and laid them all at the
feet of the child.

Then they fell down and prayed in a strange tongue which we did not
understand.

And when I led them to the bedchamber prepared for them they walked as if
they were in awe at what they had seen.

When morning was come they left us and followed the road to Egypt.

But at parting they spoke to me and said: "The child is but a day old,
yet we have seen the light of our God in His eyes and the smile of our
God upon His mouth.

"We bid you protect Him that He may protect you all."

And so saying, they mounted their camels and we saw them no more.

Now Mary seemed not so much joyous in her first-born, as full of wonder
and surprise.

She would look long upon her babe, and then turn her face to the window
and gaze far away into the sky as if she saw visions.

And there were valleys between her heart and mine.

And the child grew in body and spirit, and He was different from other
children. He was aloof and hard to govern, and I could not lay my hand
upon Him.

But He was beloved by everyone in Nazareth, and in my heart I knew why.

Oftentimes He would take away our food to give to the passerby. And He
would give other children the sweetmeat I had given Him, before He had
tasted it with His own mouth.
He would climb the trees of my orchard to get the fruits, but never to
eat them Himself.

And He would race with other boys, and sometimes, because He was swifter
of foot, He would delay so that they might pass the stake ere He should
reach it.

And sometimes when I led Him to His bed He would say, "Tell my mother and
the others that only my body will sleep. My mind will be with them till
their mind come to my morning."

And many other wondrous words He said when He was a boy, but I am too old
to remember.

Now they tell me I shall see Him no more. But how shall I believe what
they say?

I still hear His laughter, and the sound of His running about my house.
And whenever I kiss the cheek of my daughter His fragrance returns to my
heart, and His body seems to fill my arms.

But is it not passing strange that my daughter does not speak of her
first-born to me?

Sometimes it seems that my longing for Him is greater than hers. She
stands as firm before the day as if she were a bronzen image, while my
heart melts and runs into streams.

Perhaps she knows what I do not know. Would that she might tell me also.




ASSAPH

CALLED THE ORATOR OF TYRE

WHAT SHALL I SAY OF HIS SPEECH? PERHAPS something about His person lent
power to His words and swayed those who heard Him. For He was comely, and
the sheen of the day was upon His countenance.

Men and women gazed at Him more than they listened to His argument. But
at times He spoke with the power of a spirit, and that spirit had
authority over those who heard Him.

In my youth I had heard the orators of Rome and Athens and Alexandria.
The young Nazarene was unlike them all.

They assembled their words with an art to enthrall the ear, but when you
heard Him your heart would leave you and go wandering into regions not
yet visited.

He would tell a story or relate a parable, and the like of His stories
and parables had never been heard in Syria. He seemed to spin them out of
the seasons, even as time spins the years and the generations.

He would begin a story thus: "The ploughman went forth to the field to
sow his seeds."

Or, "Once there was a rich man who had many vineyards."
Or, "A shepherd counted his sheep at eventide and found that one sheep
was missing."

And such words would carry His listeners into their simpler selves, and
into the ancient of their days.

At heart we are all ploughmen, and we all love the vineyard. And in the
pastures of our memory there is a shepherd and a flock and the lost
sheep;

And there is the ploughshare and the winepress and the threshing-floor.

He knew the source of our older self, and the persistent thread of which
we are woven.

The Greek and the Roman orators spoke to their listeners of life as it
seemed to the mind. The Nazarene spoke of a longing that lodged in the
heart.

They saw life with eyes only a little clearer than yours and mine. He saw
life in the light of God.

I often think that He spoke to the crowd as a mountain would speak to the
plain.

And in His speech there was a power that was not commanded by the orators
of Athens or of Rome.



MARY MAGDALEN

IT WAS IN THE MONTH OF JUNE WHEN I SAW Him for the first time. He was
walking in the wheatfield when I passed by with my handmaidens, and He
was alone.

The rhythm of His step was different from other men's, and the movement
of His body was like naught I had seen before.

Men do not pace the earth in that manner. And even now I do not know
whether He walked fast or slow.

My handmaidens pointed their fingers at Him and spoke in shy whispers to
one another. And I stayed my steps for a moment, and raised my hand to
hail Him. But He did not turn His face, and He did not look at me. And I
hated Him. I was swept back into myself, and I was as cold as if I had
been in a snow-drift. And I shivered.

That night I beheld Him in my dreaming; and they told me afterward that I
screamed in my sleep and was restless upon my bed.

It was in the month of August that I saw Him again, through my window. He
was sitting in the shadow of the cypress tree across my garden, and He
was as still as if He had been carved out of stone, like the statues in
Antioch and other cities of the North Country.
And my slave, the Egyptian, came to me and said, "That man is here again.
He is sitting there across your garden."

And I gazed at Him, and my soul quivered within me, for He was beautiful.

His body was single and each part seemed to love every other part.

Then I clothed myself with raiment of Damascus, and I left my house and
walked towards Him.

Was it my aloneness, or was it His fragrance, that drew me to Him? Was it
a hunger in my eyes that desired comeliness, or was it His beauty that
sought the light of my eyes?

Even now I do not know.

I walked to Him with my scented garments and my golden sandals, the
sandals the Roman captain had given me, even these sandals. And when I
reached Him, I said, "Good-morrow to you."

And He said, "Good-morrow to you, Miriam."

And He looked at me, and His night-eyes saw me as no man had seen me. And
suddenly I was as if naked, and I was shy.

Yet He had only said, "Good-morrow to you."

And then I said to Him, "Will you not come to my house?"

And He said, "Am I not already in your house?"

I did not know what He meant then, but I know now.
And I said Will you not have wine and bread with me?"

And He said, "Yes, Miriam, but not now."

NOT NOW, NOT NOW, He said. And the voice of the sea was in those two
words, and the voice of the wind and the trees. And when He said them
unto me, life spoke to death.

For mind you, my friend, I was dead. I was a woman who had divorced her
soul. I was living apart from this self which you now see. I belonged to
all men, and to none. They called me harlot, and a woman possessed of
seven devils. I was cursed, and I was envied.

But when His dawn-eyes looked into my eyes all the stars of my night
faded away, and I became Miriam, only Miriam, a woman lost to the earth
she had known, and finding herself in new places.

And now again I said to Him, "Come into my house and share bread and wine
with me."

And He said, "Why do you bid me to be your guest?"

And I said, "I beg you to come into my house." And it was all that was
sod in me, and all that was sky in me calling unto Him.

Then He looked at me, and the noontide of His eyes was upon me, and He
said, "You have many lovers, and yet I alone love you. Other men love
themselves in your nearness. I love you in your self. Other men see a
beauty in you that shall fade away sooner than their own years. But I see
in you a beauty that shall not fade away, and in the autumn of your days
that beauty shall not be afraid to gaze at itself in the mirror, and it
shall not be off ended.

I alone love the unseen in you."

Then He said in a low voice, "Go away now. If this cypress tree is yours
and you would not have me sit in its shadow, I will walk my way."

And I cried to Him and I said, "Master, come to my house. I have incense
to burn for you, and a silver basin for your feet. You are a stranger and
yet not a stranger. I entreat you, come to my house."

Then He stood up and looked at me even as the seasons might look down
upon the field, and He smiled. And He said again: "All men love you for
themselves. I love you for yourself."

And then He walked away.

But no other man ever walked the way He walked. Was it a breath born in
my garden that moved to the east? Or was it a storm that would shake all
things to their foundations?

I knew not, but on that day the sunset of His eyes slew the dragon in me,
and I became a woman, I became Miriam, Miriam of Mijdel.



 PHILEMON A GREEK APOTHECARY

THE NAZARENE WAS THE MASTER PHYSICIAN OF His people. No other man knew so
much of our bodies and of their elements and properties.

He made whole those who were afflicted with diseases unknown to the
Greeks and the Egyptians. They say He even called back the dead to life.
And whether this be true or not true, it declares His power; for only to
him who has wrought great things is the greatest ever attributed.

They say also that Jesus visited India and the Country between the Two
Rivers, and that there the priests revealed to Him the knowledge of all
that is hidden in the recesses of our flesh.

Yet that knowledge may have been given Him direct by the gods, and not
through the priests. For that which has remained unknown to all men for
an eon may be disclosed to one man in but a moment. And Apollo may lay
his hand on the heart of the obscure and make it wise.

Many doors were open to the Tyrians and the Thebans, and to this man also
certain sealed doors were opened. He entered the temple of the soul,
which is the body; and He beheld the evil spirits that conspire against
our sinews, and also the good spirits that spin the threads thereof.

Methinks it was by the power of opposition and resistance that He healed
the sick, but in a manner unknown to our philosophers. He astonished
fever with His snow-like touch and it retreated; and He surprised the
hardened limbs with His own calm and they yielded to Him and were at
peace.

He knew the ebbing sap within the furrowed bark-but how He reached the
sap with His fingers I do not know. He knew the sound steel underneath
the rust-but how He freed the sword and made it shine no man can tell.

Sometimes it seems to me that He heard the murmuring pain of all things
that grow in the sun, and that then He lifted them up and supported them,
not only by His own knowledge, but also by disclosing to them their own
power to rise and become whole.

Yet He was not much concerned with Himself as a physician. He was rather
preoccupied with the religion and the politics of this land. And this I
regret, for first of all things we must needs be sound of body.

But these Syrians, when they are visited by an illness, seek an argument
rather than medicine.

And pity it is that the greatest of all their physicians chose rather to
be but a maker of speeches in the market-place.




SIMON WHO WAS CALLED PETER

I WAS ON THE SHORE OF THE LAKE OF GALILEE WHEN
I first beheld Jesus my Lord and my Master.

My brother Andrew was with me and we were casting our net into the
waters.

The waves were rough and high and we caught but few fish. And our hearts
were heavy.

Suddenly Jesus stood near us, as if He had taken form that very moment,
for we had not seen Him approaching.

He called us by our names, and He said, "If you will follow me I will
lead you to an inlet where the fishes are swarming."

And as I looked at His face the net fell from my hands, for a flame
kindled within me and I recognized Him.

And my brother Andrew spoke and said, "We know all the inlets upon these
shores, and we know also that on a windy day like this the fish seek a
depth beyond our nets."

And Jesus answered, "Follow me to the shores of a greater sea. I shall
make you fishers of men. And your net shall never be empty."

And we abandoned our boat and our net and followed Him.
I myself was drawn by a power, viewless, that walked beside His person.

I walked near Him, breathless and full of wonder, and my brother Andrew
was behind us, bewildered and amazed.

And as we walked on the sand I made bold and said unto Him, "Sir, I and
my brother will follow your footsteps, and where you go we too will go.
But if it please you to come to our house this night, we shall be graced
by your visit. Our house is not large and our ceiling not high, and you
will sit at but a frugal meal. Yet if you will abide in our hovel it will
be to us a palace. And would you break bread with us, we in your presence
were to be envied by the princes of the land."

And He said, "Yea, I will be your guest this night."

And I rejoiced in my heart. And we walked behind Him in silence until we
reached our house.

And as we stood at the threshold Jesus said, Peace be to this house, and
to those who dwell it."

Then He entered and we followed Him.

My wife and my wife's mother and my daughter stood before Him and they
worshipped Him; then they knelt before Him and kissed the hem of His
sleeve.

They were astonished that He, the chosen and the well beloved, had, come
to be our guest; for they had already seen Him by the River Jordan when
John the Baptist had proclaimed Him before the people.

And straightway my wife and my wife's mother began to prepare the supper.

My brother Andrew was a shy man, but his faith in Jesus was deeper than
my faith.

And my daughter, who was then but twelve years old, stood by Him and held
His garment as if she were in fear He would leave us and go out again
into the night. She clung to Him like a lost sheep that has found its
shepherd.

Then we sat at the board, and He broke the bread and poured the wine; and
He turned to us saying, "My friends, grace me now in sharing this food
with me, even as the Father has graced us in giving it unto us."

These words He said ere He touched a morsel, for He wished to follow an
ancient custom that the honored guest becomes the host.

And as we sat with Him around the board we felt as if we were sitting at
the feast of the great King.

My daughter Petronelah, who was young and unknowing, gazed at His face
and followed the movements of His hands. And I saw a veil of tears in her
eyes.

When He left the board we followed Him and sat about Him in the
vine-arbor.
And He spoke to us and we listened, and our hearts fluttered within us
like birds.

He spoke of the second birth of man, and of the opening of the gates of
the heavens; and of angels descending and bringing peace and good cheer
to all men, and of angels ascending to the throne bearing the longings of
men to the Lord God.

Then He looked into my eyes and gazed into the depths of my heart. And He
said, "I have chosen you and your brother, and you must needs come with
me. You have labored and you have been heavy-laden. Now I shall give you
rest. Take up my yoke and learn of me, for in my heart is peace, and your
soul shall find abundance and a home-coming."

When He spoke thus I and my brother stood up before Him, and I said to
Him, "Master, we will follow you to the ends of the earth. And if our
burden were as heavy as the mountain we would bear it with you in
gladness. And should we fall by the wayside we shall know that we have
fallen on the way to heaven, and we shall be satisfied."

And my brother Andrew spoke and said,

Master, we would be threads between your hands and your loom. Weave us
into the cloth if you will, for we would be in the raiment of the Most
High."

And my wife raised her face, and the tears were upon her cheeks and she
spoke with joy, and she said, "Blessed are you who come in the name of
the Lord. Blessed is the womb that carried you, and the breast that gave
you milk."

And my daughter, who was but twelve years old, sat at His feet and she
nestled close to Him.

And the mother of my wife, who sat at the threshold, said not a word. She
only wept in silence and her shawl was wet with her tears.

Then Jesus walked over to her and He raised her face to His face and He
said to her, "You are the mother of all these. You weep for joy, and I
will keep your tears in my memory."

And now the old moon rose above the horizon. And Jesus gazed upon it for
a moment, and then He turned to us and said, "It is late. Seek your beds,
and may God visit your repose. I will be here in this arbor until dawn. I
have cast my net this day and I have caught two men; I am satisfied, and
now I bid you good-night."

Then my wife's mother said, "But we have laid your bed in the house, I
pray you enter and rest."

And He answered her saying, "I would indeed rest, but not under a roof.
Suffer me to lie this night under the canopy of the grapes and the
stars."

And she made haste and brought out the mattress and the pillows and the
coverings. And He smiled on her and He said, "Behold, I shall lie down
upon a bed twice made."

Then we left Him and entered into the house, and my daughter was the last
one to enter. And her eyes were upon Him until I had closed the door.

Thus for the first time I knew my Lord and Master.

And though it was many years ago, it still seems but of today.




CAIAPHAS

THE HIGH PRIEST

IN SPEAKING OF THAT MAN JESUS AND OF His death let us consider two
salient facts: the Torah must needs be held in safety by us, and this
kingdom must needs be protected by Rome.

Now that man was defiant to us and to Rome. He poisoned the mind of the
simple people, and He led them as if by magic against us and against
Caesar.

My own slaves, both men and women, after hearing Him speak in the
market-place, turned sullen and rebellious. Some of them left my house
and escaped to the desert whence they came.

Forget not that the Torah is our foundation and our tower of strength. No
man shall undermine us while we have this power to restrain his hand, and
no man shall overthrow Jerusalem so long as its walls stand upon the
ancient stone that David laid.

If the seed of Abraham is indeed to live and thrive this soil must remain
undefiled.

And that man Jesus was a defiler and a corrupter. We slew Him with a
conscience both deliberate and clean. And we shall slay all those who
would debase the laws of Moses or seek to befoul our sacred heritage.
We and Pontius Pilatus knew the danger in that man, and that it was wise
to bring Him to an end.

I shall see that His followers come to the same end, and the echo of His
word to the same silence.

If Judea is to live all men who oppose her must be brought down to the
dust. And ere Judea shall die I will cover my gray head with ashes even
as did Samuel the prophet, and I will tear off this garment of Aaron and
clothe me in sackcloth until I go hence for ever.



JOANNA

THE WIFE OF HEROD'S STEWARD

JESUS WAS NEVER MARRIED BUT HE WAS A friend of women, and He knew them as
they would be known in sweet comradeship.

And He loved children as they would be loved in faith and understanding.

In the light of His eyes there was a father and a brother and a son.

He would hold a child upon His knees and say, "Of such is your might and
your freedom; and of such is the kingdom of the spirit."

They say that Jesus heeded not the law of Moses, and that He was
over-forgiving to the prostitutes of Jerusalem and the country side.

I myself at that time was deemed a prostitute, for I loved a man who was
not my husband, and he was a Sadducee.

And on a day the Sadducees came upon me in my house when my lover was
with me, and they seized me and held me, and my lover walked away and
left me.

Then they led me to the market-place where Jesus was teaching.

It was their desire to hold me up before Him as a test and a trap for
Him.

But Jesus judged me not. He laid shame upon those who would have had me
shamed, and He reproached them.

And He bade me go my way.

And after that all the tasteless fruit of life turned sweet to my mouth,
and the scentless blossoms breathed fragrance into my nostrils. I became
a woman without a tainted memory, and I was free, and my head was no
longer bowed down.


RAFCA THE BRIDE OF CANA

THIS HAPPENED BEFORE HE WAS KNOWN TO THE PEOPLE.

I was in my mother's garden tending the rose-bushes, when He stopped at
our gate.

And He said, "I am thirsty. Will you give me water from your well?"

And I ran and brought the silver cup, and filled it with water; and I
poured into it a few drops from the jasmine vial.

And He drank deep and was pleased.

Then He looked into my eyes and said, "My blessing shall be upon you."

When He said that I felt as it were a gust of wind rushing through my
body. And I was no longer shy; and I said, "Sir, I am betrothed to a man
of Cana in Galilee. And I shall be married on the fourth day of the
coming week. Will you not come to my wedding and grace my marriage with
your presence?"

And He answered, "I will come, my child."

Mind you, He said, "My child," yet He was but a youth, and I was nearly
twenty.

Then He walked on down the road.

And I stood at the gate of our garden until my mother called me into the
house.
On the fourth day of the following week I was taken to the house of my
bridegroom and given in marriage.

And Jesus came, and with Him His mother and His brother James.

And they sat around the wedding-board with our guests whilst my maiden
comrades sang the wedding-songs of Solomon the King. And Jesus ate our
food and drank our wine and smiled upon me and upon the others.

And He heeded all the songs of the lover bringing his beloved into his
tent; and of the young vineyard-keeper who loved the daughter of the lord
of the vineyard and led her to his mother's house; and of the prince who
met the beggar maiden and bore her to his realm and crowned her with the
crown of his fathers.

And it seemed as if He were listening to yet other songs also, which I
could not hear.

At sundown the father of my bridegroom came to the mother of Jesus and
whispered saying, "We have no more wine for our guests. And the day is
not yet over."

And Jesus heard the whispering, and He said, "The cup bearer knows that
there is still more wine."

And so it was indeed-and as long as the guests remained there was fine
wine for all who would drink.
Presently Jesus began to speak with us. He spoke of the wonders of earth
and heaven; of sky flowers that bloom when night is upon the earth, and
of earth flowers that blossom when the day hides the stars.

And He told us stories and parables, and His voice enchanted us so that
we gazed upon Him as if seeing visions, and we forgot the cup and the
plate.

And as I listened to Him it seemed as if I were in a land distant and
unknown.

After a while one of the guests said to the father of my bridegroom, "You
have kept the best wine till the end of the feast. Other hosts do not
so."

And all believed that Jesus had wrought a miracle, that they should have
more wine and better at the end of the wedding-feast than at the
beginning.

I too thought that Jesus had poured the wine, but I was not astonished;
for in His voice I had already listened to miracles.

And afterwards indeed, His voice remained close to my heart, even until I
had been delivered of my first-born child.

And now even to this day in our village and in the villages near by, the
word of our guest is still remembered. And they say, "The spirit of Jesus
of Nazareth is the best and the oldest wine."


A PERSIAN PHILOSOPHER  IN DAMASCUS

I CANNOT TELL THE FATE OF THIS MAN, NOR CAN I SAY
what shall befall His disciples.

A seed hidden in the heart of an apple is an orchard invisible. Yet
should that seed fall upon a rock, it will come to naught.

But this I say: The ancient God of Israel is harsh and relentless. Israel
should have another God; one who is gentle and forgiving, who would look
down upon them with pity; one who would descend with the rays of the sun
and walk on the path of their limitations, rather than sit for ever in
the judgment seat to weigh their faults and measure their wrong-doings.

Israel should bring forth a God whose heart is not a jealous heart, and
whose memory of their shortcomings is brief; one who would not avenge
Himself upon them even to the third and the fourth generation.

Man here in Syria is like man in all lands. He would look into the mirror
of his own understanding and therein find his deity. He would fashion the
gods after his own likeness, and worship that which reflects his own
image.

In truth man prays to his deeper longing, that it may rise and fulfil the
sum of his desires.
There is no depth beyond the soul of man, and the soul is the deep that
calls unto itself; for there is no other voice to speak and there are no
other ears to hear.

Even we in Persia would see our faces in the disc of the sun and our
bodies dancing in the fire that we kindle upon the altars.

Now the God of Jesus, whom He called Father, would not be a stranger unto
the people of Jesus, and He would fulfil their desires.

The gods of Egypt have cast off their burden of stones and fled to the
Nubian desert, to be free among those who are still free from knowing.

The gods of Greece and Rome are vanishing into their own sunset. They
were too much like men to live in the ecstasy of men. The groves in which
their magic was born have been cut down by the axes of the Athenians and
the Alexandrians.

And in this land also the high places are made low by the lawyers of
Beirut and the young hermits of Antioch.

Only the old women and the weary men seek the temples of their
forefathers; only the exhausted at the end of the road seek its
beginning.

But this man Jesus, this Nazarene, He has spoken of a God too vast to be
unlike the soul of any man, too knowing to punish, too loving to remember
the sins of His creatures. And this God of the Nazarene shall pass over
the threshold of the children of the earth, and He shall sit at their
hearth, and He shall be a blessing within their walls and a light upon
their path.

But my God is the God of Zoroaster, the God who is the sun in the sky and
fire upon the earth and light in the bosom of man. And I am content. I
need no other God.


 DAVID ONE OF HIS FOLLOWERS

I DID NOT KNOW THE MEANING OF HIS DISCOURSES OR HIS parables until He was
no longer among us. Nay, I did not understand until His words took living
forms before my eyes and fashioned themselves into bodies that walk in
the procession of my own day.

Let me tell you this: On a night as I sat in my house pondering, and
remembering His words and His deeds that I might inscribe them in a book,
three thieves entered my house. And though I knew they came to rob me of
my goods, I was too mindful of what I was doing to meet them with the
sword, or even to say, "What do you here?"

But I continued writing my remembrances of the Master.

And when the thieves had gone then I remembered His saying, "He who would
take your cloak, let him take your other cloak also."

And I understood.

As I sat recording His words no man could have stopped me even were he to
have carried away all my possessions.

For though I would guard my possessions and also my person, I know where
lies the greater treasure.


LUKE

JESUS DESPISED AND SCORNED THE HYPOCRITES,
and His wrath was like a tempest that scourged them. His voice was
thunder in their ears and He cowed them.

In their fear of Him they sought His death; and like moles in the dark
earth they worked to undermine His footsteps. But He fell not into their
snares.

He laughed at them, for well He knew that the spirit shall not be mocked,
nor shall it be taken in the pitfall.

He held a mirror in His hand and therein He saw the sluggard and the
limping and those who stagger and fall by the roadside on the way to the
summit.

And He pitied them all. He would even have raised them to His stature and
He would have carried their burden. Nay, He would have bid their weakness
lean on His strength.

He did not utterly condemn the liar or the thief or the murderer, but He
did utterly condemn the hypocrite whose face is masked and whose hand is
gloved.

Often have I pondered on the heart that shelters all who come from the
wasteland to its sanctuary, yet against the hypocrite is closed and
sealed.

On a day as we rested with Him in the Garden of Pomegranates, I said to
Him, "Master, you forgive and console the sinner and all the weak and the
infirm save only the hypocrite alone."

And He said, "You have chosen your words well when you called sinners
weak and infirm. I do forgive them their weakness of body and their
infirmity of spirit. For their failings have been laid upon them by their
forefathers, or by the greed of their neighbors.

"But I tolerate not the hypocrite, because he himself lays a yoke upon
the guileless and the yielding.

"Weaklings, whom you call sinners, are like the featherless young that
fall from the nest. The hypocrite is the vulture waiting upon a rock for
the death of the prey.

"Weaklings are men lost in a desert. But the hypocrite is not lost. He
knows the way yet he laughs between the sand and the wind.

"For this cause I do not receive him."

Thus our Master spoke, and I did not understand. But I understand now.

Then the hypocrites of the land laid hands upon Him and they judged Him;
and in so doing they deemed themselves justified. For they cited the law
of Moses in the Sanhedrim in witness and evidence against Him.

And they who break the law at the rise of every dawn and break it again
at sunset, brought about His death.


MATTHEW THE SERMON ON THE MOUNT

ONE HARVEST DAY JESUS CALLED US AND His other friends to the hills. The
earth was fragrant, and like the daughter of a king at her wedding-feast,
she wore all her jewels. And the sky was her bridegroom.

When we reached the heights Jesus stood still in the grove of laurels,
and He said, "Rest here, quiet your mind and tune your heart, for I have
much to tell you."

Then we reclined on the grass, and the summer flowers were all about us,
and Jesus sat in our midst.

And Jesus said:

Blessed are the serene in spirit.

Blessed are they who are not held by possessions, for they shall be free.

"Blessed are they who remember their pain, and in their pain await their
joy.

"Blessed are they who hunger after truth and beauty, for their hunger
shall bring bread, and their thirst cool water.

Blessed are the kindly, for they shall be consoled by their own
kindliness.

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall be one with God.
"Blessed are the merciful, for mercy shall be in their portion.

"Blessed are the peacemakers, for their spirit shall dwell above the
battle, and they shall turn the potter's field into a garden.

"Blessed are they who are hunted, for they shall be swift of foot and
they shall be winged.

"Rejoice and be joyful, for you have found the kingdom of heaven within
you. The singers of old were persecuted when they sang of that kingdom.
You too shall be persecuted, and therein lies your honor, and therein
your reward.

"You are the salt of the earth; should the salt lose its savor wherewith
shall the food of man's heart be salted?

"You are the light of the world. Put not that light under a bushel. Let
it shine rather from the summit, to those who seek the City of God.

"Think not I came to destroy the laws of the scribes and the Pharisees;
for my days among you are numbered and my words are counted, and I have
but hours in which to fulfil another law and reveal a new covenant.

"You have been told that you shall not kill, but I say unto you, you
shall not be angry without a cause.

"You have been charged by the ancients to bring your calf and your lamb
and your dove to the temple, and to slay them upon the altar, that the
nostrils of God may feed upon the odor of their fat, and that you may be
forgiven your failings.

"But I say unto you, would you give God that which was His own from the
beginning; and would you appease Him whose throne is above the silent
deep and whose arms encircle space?

"Rather, seek out your brother and be reconciled unto him ere you seek
the temple; and be a loving giver unto your neighbor. For in the soul of
these God has builded a temple that shall not be destroyed, and in their
heart He has raised an altar that shall never perish.

"You have been told, an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. But I say
unto you: Resist not evil, for resistance is food unto evil and makes it
strong. And only the weak would revenge themselves. The strong of soul
forgive, and it is honor in the injured to forgive.

"Only the fruitful tree is shaken or stoned for food.

"Be not heedful of the morrow, but rather gaze upon today, for sufficient
for today is the miracle thereof.

"Be not over-mindful of yourself when you give but be mindful of the
necessity. For every giver himself receives from the Father, and that
much more abundantly.

And give to each according to his need; for the Father gives not salt to
the thirsty, nor a stone to the hungry, nor milk to the weaned.

"And give not that which is holy to dogs; nor cast your pearls before
swine. For with such gifts you mock them; and they also shall mock your
gift, and in their hate would fain destroy you.

"Lay not up for yourselves treasures that corrupt or that thieves may
steal away. Lay up rather treasure which shall not corrupt nor be stolen,
and whose loveliness increases when many eyes behold it. For where your
treasure is, your heart is also.

"You have been told that the murderer shall be put to the sword, that the
thief shall be crucified, and the harlot stoned. But I say unto you that
you are not free from the wrongdoing of the murderer and the thief and
the harlot, and when they are punished in the body your own spirit is
darkened.

"Verily no crime is committed by one man or one woman. All crimes are
committed by all. And he who pays the penalty may be breaking a link in
the chain that hangs upon your own ankles. Perhaps he is paying with his
sorrow the price for your passing joy.

Thus spake Jesus, and it was in my desire to kneel down and worship Him,
yet in my shyness I could not move nor speak a word.

But at last I spoke; and I said, "I would pray this moment, yet my tongue
is heavy. Teach me to pray."
And Jesus said, "When you would pray, let your longing pronounce the
words. It is in my longing now to pray thus:

"Our Father in earth and heaven, sacred is Thy name.
Thy will be done with us, even as in space.
Give us of Thy bread sufficient for the day.
In Thy compassion forgive us and enlarge us to forgive one another.
Guide us towards Thee and stretch down Thy hand to us in darkness.
For Thine is the kingdom, and in Thee is our power and our fulfilment."

And it was now evening, and Jesus walked down from the hills, and all of
us followed Him. And as I followed I was repeating His prayer, and
remembering all that He had said; for I knew that the words that had
fallen like flakes that day must set and grow firm like crystals, and
that the wings that had fluttered above our heads were to beat the earth
like iron hoofs.


JOHN THE SON OF ZEBEDEE

YOU HAVE REMARKED THAT SOME OF US CALL Jesus THE CHRIST, and some THE
WORD, and others call Him the NAZARENE, and still others the SON OF MAN.

I will try to make these names clear in the light that is given me.

The Christ, He who was in the ancient of days, is the flame of God that
dwells in the spirit of man. He is the breath of life that visits us, and
takes unto Himself a body like our bodies.

He is the will of the Lord.

He is the first Word, which would speak with our voice and live in our
ear that we may heed and understand.

And the Word of the Lord our God builded a house of flesh and bones, and
was man like unto you and myself.

For we could not hear the song of the bodiless wind nor see our greater
self walking in the mist.

Many times the Christ has come to the world, and He has walked many
lands. And always He has been deemed a stranger and a madman.

Yet the sound of His voice descended never to emptiness, for the memory
of man keeps that which his mind takes no care to keep.
This is the Christ, the innermost and the height, who walks with man
towards eternity.

Have you not heard of Him at the cross-roads of India? And in the land of
the Magi, and upon the sands of Egypt?

And here in your North Country your bards of old sang of Prometheus, the
fire-bringer, he who was the desire of man fulfilled, the caged hope made
free; and of Orpheus, who came with a voice and a lyre to quicken the
spirit in beast and man.

And know you not of Mithra the king, and of Zoroaster the prophet of the
Persians, who woke from man's ancient sleep and stood at the bed of our
dreaming?

We ourselves become man anointed when we meet in the Temple Invisible,
once every thousand years. Then comes one forth embodied, and at His
coming our silence turns to singing.

Yet our ears turn not always to listening nor our eyes to seeing.

Jesus the Nazarene was born and reared like ourselves; His mother and
father were like our parents, and He was a man.

But the Christ, the Word, who was in the beginning, the Spirit who would
have us live our fuller life, came unto Jesus and was with Him.

And the Spirit was the versed hand of the Lord, and Jesus was the harp.
The Spirit was the psalm, and Jesus was the tune thereof.

And Jesus, the Man of Nazareth, was the host and the mouthpiece of the
Christ, who walked with us in the sun and who called us His friends.

In those days the hills of Galilee and her valleys heard naught but His
voice. And I was a youth then, and trod in His path and pursued His
footprints.

I pursued His footprints and trod in His path, to hear the words of the
Christ from the lips of Jesus of Galilee.

Now you would know why some of us call Him the Son of Man.

He Himself desired to be called by that name, for He knew the hunger and
the thirst of man, and He beheld man seeking after His greater self.

The Son of Man was Christ the Gracious, who would be with us all.

He was Jesus the Nazarene who would lead all His brothers to the Anointed
One, even to the Word which was in the beginning with God.

In my heart dwells Jesus of Galilee, the Man above men, the Poet who
makes poets of us all, the Spirit who knocks at our door that we may wake
and rise and walk out to meet truth naked and unencumbered.


A YOUNG PRIEST IN CAPERNAUM

HE WAS A MAGICIAN, WARP AND WOOF, AND a sorcerer, a man who bewildered
the simple by charms and incantations. And He juggled with the words of
our prophets and with the sanctities of our forefathers.

Aye, He even bade the dead be His witnesses, and the voiceless graves His
forerunners and authority.

He sought the women of Jerusalem and the women of the countryside with
the cunning of, the spider that seeks the fly; and they were caught in
His web.

For women are weak and empty-headed, and they follow the man who would
comfort their unspent passion with soft and tender words. Were it not for
these women, infirm and possessed by His evil spirit, His name would have
been erased from the memory of man.

And who were the men who followed Him?

They were of the horde that are yoked and trodden down. In their
ignorance and fear they would never have rebelled against their rightful
masters. But when He promised them high stations in His kingdom of
mirage, they yielded to His fantasy as clay yields to the potter.

Know you not, the slave in his dreaming would always be master; and the
weakling would be a lion?

The Galilean was a conjuror and a deceiver, a man who forgave the sins of
all the sinners that He might hear HAIL and HOSANNA from their unclean
mouths; and who fed the faint heart of the hopeless and the wretched that
He might have ears for His voice and a retinue at His command.

He broke the sabbath with those who break that He might gain the support
of the lawless; and He spoke ill of our high priests that He might win
attention in the Sanhedrim, and by opposition increase His fame.

I have said often that I hated that man. Ay, I hate Him more than I hate
the Romans who govern our country. Even His coming was from Nazareth, a
town cursed by our prophets, a dunghill of the Gentiles, from which no
good shall ever proceed.




A RICH LEVI

IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD OF NAZARETH

HE WAS A GOOD CARPENTER. THE DOORS HE fashioned were never unlocked by
thieves, and the windows he made were always ready to open to the east
wind and to the west.

And He made chests of cedar wood, polished and enduring, and ploughs and
pitchforks strong and yielding to the hand.

And He carved lecterns for our synagogues. He carved them out of the
golden mulberry; and on both sides of the support, where the sacred book
lies, He chiseled wings outspreading; and under the support, heads of
bulls and doves, and large-eyed deer.

All this He wrought in the manner of the Chaldeans and the Greeks. But
there was that in His skill which was neither Chaldean nor Greek.

Now this my house was builded by many hands thirty years ago. I sought
builders and carpenters in all the towns of Galilee. They had each the
skill and the art of building, and I was pleased and satisfied with all
that they did.

But come now, and behold two doors and a window that were fashioned by
Jesus of Nazareth.
They in their stability mock at all else in my house.

See you not that these two doors are different from all other doors? And
this window opening to the east, is it not different from other windows?

All my doors and windows are yielding to the years save these which He
made. They alone stand strong against the elements.

And see those cross-beams, how he placed them; and these nails, how they
are driven from one side of the board, and then caught and fastened so
firmly upon the other side.

And what is passing strange is that that laborer who was worthy the wages
of two men received but the wage of one man; and that same laborer now is
deemed a prophet in Israel.

Had I known then that this youth with saw and plane was a prophet, I
would have begged Him to speak rather than work, and then I would have
overpaid Him for his words.

And now I still have many men working in my house and fields. How shall I
know the man whose own hand is upon his tool, from the man upon whose
hand God lays His hand?

Yea, how shall I know God's hand?





A SHEPHERD IN SOUTH LEBANON

IT WAS LATE SUMMER WHEN HE AND THREE other men first walked upon that
road yonder. It was evening, and He stopped and stood there at the end of
the pasture.

I was playing upon my flute, and my flock was grazing all around me. When
He stopped I rose and walked over and stood before Him.

And He asked me, "Where is the grave of Elijah? Is it not somewhere near
this place?"

And I answered Him, "It is there, Sir, underneath that great heap of
stones. Even unto this day every passerby brings a stone and places it
upon the heap."

And He thanked me and walked away, and His friends walked behind Him.

And after three days Gamaliel who was also a shepherd, said to me that
the man who had passed by was a prophet in Judea; but I did not believe
him. Yet I thought of that man for many a moon.

When spring came Jesus passed once more by this pasture, and this time He
was alone.

I was not playing on my flute that day for I had lost a sheep and I was
bereaved, and my heart was downcast within me.

And I walked towards Him and stood still before Him, for I desired to be
comforted.
And He looked at me and said, "You do not play upon your flute this day.
Whence is the sorrow in your eyes?"

And I answered, "A sheep from among my sheep is lost. I have sought her
everywhere but I find her not. And I know not what to do."

And He was silent for a moment. Then He smiled upon me and said, "Wait
here awhile and I will find your sheep." And He walked away and
disappeared among the hills.

After an hour He returned, and my sheep was close beside Him. And as He
stood before me, the sheep looked up into His face even as I was looking.
Then I embraced her in gladness.

And He put His hand upon my shoulder and said, "From this day you shall
love this sheep more than any other in your flock, for she was lost and
now she is found."

And again I embraced my sheep in gladness, and she came close to me, and
I was silent.

But when I raised my head to thank Jesus, He was already walking afar
off, and I had not the courage to follow Him.


JOHN THE BAPTIST TO ONE OF HIS DISCIPLES

I AM NOT SILENT IN THIS FOUL HOLE WHILE THE VOICE OF
Jesus is heard on the battlefield. I am not to be held nor confined while
He is free.

They tell me the vipers are coiling round His loins, but I answer: The
vipers shall awaken His strength, and He shall crush them with His heel.

I am only the thunder of His lightning. Though I spoke first, His was the
word and the purpose.

They caught me unwarned. Perhaps they will lay hands on Him also. Yet not
before He has pronounced His word in full. And He shall overcome them.

His chariot shall pass over them, and the hoofs of His horses shall
trample them, and He shall be triumphant.

They shall go forth with lance and sword, but He shall meet them with the
power of the Spirit.

His blood shall run upon the earth, but they themselves shall know the
wounds and the pain thereof, and they shall be baptized in their tears
until they are cleansed of their sins.

Their legions shall march towards His cities with rams of iron, but on
their way they shall be drowned in the River Jordan.

And His walls and His towers shall rise higher, and the shields of His
warriors shall shine brighter in the sun.

They say I am in league with Him, and that our design is to urge the
people to rise and revolt against the kingdom of Judea.

I answer, and would that I had flames for words: if they deem this pit of
iniquity a kingdom, let it then fall into destruction and be no more. Let
it go the way of Sodom and Gomorrah, and let this race be forgotten by
God, and this land be turned to ashes.

Aye, behind these prison walls I am indeed an ally to Jesus of Nazareth,
and He shall lead my armies, horse and foot. And I myself, though a
captain, am not worthy to loose the strings of His sandals.

Go to Him and repeat my words, and then in my name beg Him for comfort
and blessing.

I shall not be here long. At night 'twixt waking and waking I feel slow
feet with measured steps treading above this body. And when I hearken, I
hear the rain falling upon my grave.

Go to Jesus, and say that John of Kedron whose soul is filled with
shadows and then emptied again, prays for Him, while the grave-digger
stands close by, and the swordsman outstretches his hand for his wages.


JOSEPH OF ARIMATHEA

YOU WOULD KNOW THE PRIMAL AIM OF JESUS, and I would fain tell you. But
none can touch with fingers the life of the blessed vine, nor see the sap
that feeds the branches.

And though I have eaten of the grapes and have tasted the new vintage at
the winepress, I cannot tell you all.

I can only relate what I know of Him.

Our Master and our Beloved lived but three prophet's seasons. They were
the spring of His song, the summer of His ecstasy, and the autumn of His
passion; and each season was a thousand years.

The spring of His song was spent in Galilee. It was there that He
gathered His lovers about Him, and it was on the shores of the blue lake
that He first spoke of the Father, and of our release and our freedom.

By the Lake of Galilee we lost ourselves to find our way to the Father;
and oh, the little, little loss that turned to such gain.

It was there the angels sang in our ears and bade us leave the and land
for the garden of heart's desire.

He spoke of fields and green pastures; of the slopes of Lebanon where the
white lilies are heedless of the caravans passing in the dust of the
valley.
He spoke of the wild brier that smiles in the sun and yields its incense
to the passing breeze.

And He would say, "The lilies and the brier live but a day, yet that day
is eternity spent in freedom."

And one evening as we sat beside the stream He said, "Behold the brook
and listen to its music. Forever shall it seek the sea, and though it is
for ever seeking, it sings its mystery from noon to noon.

"Would that you seek the Father as the brook seeks the sea."

Then came the summer of His ecstasy, and the June of His love was upon
us. He spoke of naught then but the other man-the neighbor, the
roadfellow, the stranger, and our childhood's playmates.

He spoke of the traveller journeying from the east to Egypt, of the
ploughman coming home with his oxen at eventide, of the chance guest led
by dusk to our door.

And He would say, "Your neighbor is your unknown self made visible. His
face shall be reflected in your still waters, and if you gaze therein you
shall behold your own countenance.

"Should you listen in the night, you shall hear him speak, and his words
shall be the throbbing of your own heart.

"Be unto him that which you would have him be unto you.

"This is my law, and I shall say it unto you, and unto your children, and
they unto their children until time is spent and generations are no
more."

And on another day He said, "You shall not be yourself alone. You are in
the deeds of other men, and they though unknowing are with you all your
days.

"They shall not commit a crime and your hand not be with their hand.

"They shall not fall down but that you shall also fall down; and they
shall not rise but that you shall rise with them.

"Their road to the sanctuary is your road, and when they seek the
wasteland you too seek with them.

"You and your neighbor are two seeds sown in the field. Together you grow
and together you shall sway in the wind. And neither of you shall claim
the field. For a seed on its way to growth claims not even its own
ecstasy.

"Today I am with you. Tomorrow I go westward; but ere I go, I say unto
you that your neighbor is your unknown self made visible. Seek him in
love that you may know yourself, for only in that knowledge shall you
become my brothers."

Then came the autumn of His passion.

And He spoke to us of freedom, even as He had spoken in Galilee in the
spring of His song; but now His words sought our deeper understanding.

He spoke of leaves that sing only when blown upon the wind; and of man as
a cup filled by the ministering angel of the day to quench the thirst of
another angel. Yet whether that cup is full or empty it shall stand
crystalline upon the board of the Most High.

He said, "You are the cup and you are the wine. Drink of yourselves to
the dregs; or else remember me and you shall be quenched."

And on our way to the southward He said,

Jerusalem, which stands in pride upon the height, shall descend to the
depth of Jahannum the dark valley, and in the midst of her desolation I
shall stand alone.

"The temple shall fall to dust, and around the portico you shall hear the
cry of widows and orphans; and men in their haste to escape shall not
know the faces of their brothers, for fear shall be upon them all.

"But even there, if two of you shall meet and utter my name and look to
the west, you shall see me, and these my words shall again visit your
ears."

And when we reached the hill of Bethany, He said, "Let us go to
Jerusalem. The city awaits us. I will enter the gate riding upon a colt,
and I will speak to the multitude.

"Many are there who would chain me, and many who would put out my flame,
but in my death you shall find life and you shall be free.

"They shall seek the breath that hovers betwixt heart and mind as the
swallow hovers between the field and his nest. But my breath has already
escaped them, and they shall not overcome me.

"The walls that my Father has built around me shall not fall down, and
the acre He has made holy shall not be profaned.

"When the dawn shall come, the sun will crown my head and I shall be with
you to face the day. And that day shall be long, and the world shall not
see its eventide.

"The scribes and the Pharisees say the earth is thirsty for my blood. I
would quench the thirst of the earth with my blood. But the drops shall
rise oak trees and maple, and the east wind shall carry the acorns to
other lands."

And then He said, "Judea would have a king, and she would march against
the legions of Rome.

"I shall not be her king. The diadems of Zion were fashioned for lesser
brows. And the ring of Solomon is small for this finger.

"Behold my hand. See you not that it is overstrong to hold a sceptre, and
over-sinewed to wield a common sword?

"Nay, I shall not command Syrian flesh against Roman. But you with my
words shall wake that city, and my spirit shall speak to her second dawn.
"My words shall be an invisible army with horses and chariots, and
without ax or spear I shall conquer the priests of Jerusalem, and the
Caesars.

"I shall not sit upon a throne where slaves have sat and ruled other
slaves. Nor will I rebel against the sons of Italy.

"But I shall be a tempest in their sky, and a song in their soul.

"And I shall be remembered.

"They shall call me Jesus the Anointed."

These things He said outside the walls of Jerusalem before He entered the
city.

And His words are graven as with chisels.




NATHANIEL

THEY SAY THAT JESUS OF NAZARETH WAS HUMBLE
and meek.

They say that though He was a just man and righteous, He was a weakling,
and was of ten confounded by the strong and the powerful; and that when
He stood before men of authority He was but a lamb among lions.

But I say that Jesus had authority over men, and that He knew His power
and proclaimed it among the hills of Galilee, and in the cities of Judea
and Phoenicia.

What man yielding and soft would say, "I am life, and I am the way to
truth"?

What man meek and lowly would say, "I am in God, our Father; and our God,
the Father, is in me"?

What man unmindful of His own strength would say, "He who believes not in
me believes not in this life nor in the life everlasting"?

What man uncertain of tomorrow would proclaim, "Your world shall pass
away and be naught but scattered ashes ere my words shall pass away"?

Was He doubtful of Himself when He said to those who would confound Him
with a harlot, He who is without sin, let him cast a stone"?

Did He fear authority when He drove the money-changers from the court of
the temple, though they were licensed by the priests?

Were His wings shorn when He cried aloud, My kingdom is above your
earthly kingdoms"?

Was He seeking shelter in words when He repeated again and yet again,
"Destroy this temple and I will rebuild it in three days"?

Was it a coward who shook His hand in the face of the authorities and
pronounced them "liars, low, filthy, and degenerate"?

Shall a man bold enough to say these things to those who ruled Judea be
deemed meek and humble?

Nay. The eagle builds not his nest in the weeping willow. And the lion
seeks not his den among the ferns.

I am sickened and the bowels within me stir and rise when I hear the
faint-hearted call Jesus humble and meek, that they may justify their own
faintheartedness; and when the downtrodden, for comfort and
companionship, speak of Jesus as a worm shining by their side.

Yea, my heart is sickened by such men. It is the mighty hunter I would
preach, and the mountainous spirit unconquerable.



SABA OF ANTIOCH

THIS DAY I HEARD SAUL OF TARSUS PREACHING the Christ unto the Jews of
this city.

He calls himself Paul now, the apostle to the Gentiles.

I knew him in my youth, and in those days he persecuted the friends of
the Nazarene. Well do I remember his satisfaction when his fellows stoned
the radiant youth called Stephen.

This Paul is indeed a strange man. His soul is not the soul of a free
man.

At times he seems like an animal in the forest, hunted and wounded,
seeking a cave wherein he would hide his pain from the world.

He speaks not of Jesus, nor does he repeat His words. He preaches the
Messiah whom the prophets of old had foretold.

And though he himself is a learned Jew he addresses his fellow Jews in
Greek; and his Greek is halting, and he ill chooses his words.

But he is a man of hidden powers and his presence is affirmed by those
who gather round him. And at times he assures them of what he himself is
not assured.

We who knew Jesus and heard His discourses say that He taught man how to
break the chains of his bondage that he might be free from his
yesterdays.

But Paul is forging chains for the man of tomorrow. He would strike with
his own hammer upon the anvil in the name of one whom he does not know.

The Nazarene would have us live the hour in passion and ecstasy.

The man of Tarsus would have us be mindful of laws recorded in the
ancient books.

Jesus gave His breath to the breathless dead. And in my lone nights I
believe and I understand.

When He sat at the board, He told stories that gave happiness to the
feasters, and spiced with His joy the meat and the wine.

But Paul would prescribe our loaf and our cup.

Suffer me now to turn my eyes the other way.


SALOME TO A WOMAN FRIEND

HE WAS LIKE POPLARS SHIMMERING IN THE SUN;
And like a lake among the lonely hills,
Shining in the sun;
And like snow upon the mountain heights,
White, white in the sun.

Yea, He was like unto all these,
And I loved Him.
Yet I feared His presence.
And my feet would not carry my burden of love
That I might girdle His feet with my arms.

I would have said to Him,
"I have slain your friend in an hour of passion.
Will you forgive me my sin?
And will you not in mercy release my youth
From its blind deed,
That it may walk in your light?

I know He would have forgiven my dancing
For the saintly head of His friend.
I know He would have seen in me
An object of His own teaching.
For there was no valley of hunger He could not bridge,
And no desert of thirst He could not cross.
Yea, He was even as the poplars,
And as the lakes among the hills,
And like the snow upon Lebanon.
And I would have cooled my lips in the folds of His garment.

But He was far from me,
And I was ashamed.
And my mother held me back
When the desire to seek Him was upon me.

Whenever He passed by, my heart ached for his loveliness,
But my mother frowned at Him in contempt,
And would hasten me from the window
To my bedchamber.
And she would cry aloud saying,
Who is He but another locust-eater from the desert?

What is He but a scoffer and a renegade,
A seditious riot-monger, who would rob us of sceptre  and crown,
And bid the foxes and the jackals of His accursed  land
Howl in our halls and sit upon our throne?
Go hide your face from this day,
And await the day when His head shall fall down,
But not upon your platter."
These things my mother said.
But my heart would not keep her words.
I loved Him in secret,
And my sleep was girdled with flames.

He is gone now.
And something that was in me is gone also.
Perhaps it was my youth
That would not tarry here,
Since the God of youth was slain.



RACHAEL

A WOMAN DISCIPLE

I OFTEN WONDER WHETHER JESUS WAS A MAN
of flesh and blood like ourselves, or a thought without a body, in the
mind, or an idea that visits the vision of man.

Often it seems to me that He was but a dream dreamed by countless men and
women at the same time in a sleep deeper than sleep and a dawn more
serene than all dawns.

And it seems that in relating the dream, the one to the other, we began
to deem it a reality that had indeed come to pass; and in giving it body
of our fancy and a voice of our longing we made it a substance of our own
substance.

But in truth He was not a dream. We knew Him for three years and beheld
Him with our open eyes in the high tide of noon.

We touched His hands, and we followed Him from one place to another. We
heard His discourses and witnessed His deeds. Think you that we were a
thought seeking after more thought, or a dream in the region of dreams?

Great events always seem alien to our daily lives, though their nature
may be rooted in our nature. But though they appear sudden in their
coming and sudden in their passing, their true span is for years and for
generations.

Jesus of Nazareth was Himself the Great Event. That man whose father and
mother and brothers we know, was Himself a miracle wrought in Judea. Yea,
all His own miracles, if placed at His feet, would not rise to the height
of His ankles.

And all the rivers of all the years shall not carry away our remembrance
of Him.

He was a mountain burning in the night, yet He was a soft glow beyond the
hills. He was a tempest in the sky, yet He was a murmur in the mist of
daybreak.

He was a torrent pouring from the heights to the plains to destroy all
things in its path. And He was like the laughter of children.

Every year I had waited for spring to visit this valley. I had waited for
the lilies and the cyclamen, and then every year my soul had been
saddened within me; for ever I longed to rejoice with the spring, yet I
could not.

But when Jesus came to my seasons He was indeed a spring, and in Him was
the promise of all the years to come. He filled my heart with joy; and
like the violets I grew, a shy thing, in the light of His coming.

And now the changing seasons of worlds not yet ours shall not erase His
loveliness from this our world.

Nay, Jesus was not a phantom, nor a conception of the poets. He was man
like yourself and myself. But only to sight and touch and hearing; in all
other ways He was unlike us.

He was a man of joy; and it was upon the path of joy that He met the
sorrows of all men. And it was from the high roofs of His sorrows that He
beheld the joy of all men.

He saw visions that we did not see, and heard voices that we did not
hear; and He spoke as if to invisible multitudes, and ofttimes He spoke
through us to races yet unborn.

And Jesus was often alone. He was among us yet not one with us. He was
upon the earth, yet He was of the sky. And only in our aloneness may we
visit the land of His aloneness.

He loved us with tender love. His heart was a winepress. You and I could
approach with a cup and drink therefrom.

One thing I did not use to understand in Jesus: He would make merry with
His listeners; He would tell jests and play upon words, and laugh with
all the fullness of His heart, even when there were distances in His eyes
and sadness in His voice. But I understand now.

I often think of the earth as a woman heavy with her first child. When
Jesus was born, He was the first child. And when He died, He was the
first man to die.

For did it not appear to you that the earth was stilled on that dark
Friday, and the heavens were at war with the heavens?

And felt you not when His face disappeared from our sight as if we were
naught but memories in the mist?




CLEOPAS OF BETHROUNE

WHEN JESUS SPOKE THE WHOLE WORLD was hushed to listen. His words were not
for our ears but rather for the elements of which God made this earth.

He spoke to the sea, our vast mother, that gave us birth. He spoke to the
mountain, our elder brother whose summit is a promise.

And He spoke to the angels beyond the sea and the mountain to whom we
entrusted our dreams ere the clay in us was made hard in the sun.

And still His speech slumbers within our breast like a love-song half
forgotten, and sometimes it burns itself through to our memory.

His speech was simple and joyous, and the sound of His voice was like
cool water in a land of drought.

Once He raised His hand against the sky, and His fingers were like the
branches of a sycamore tree; and He said with a great voice:

"The prophets of old have spoken to you, and your ears are filled with
their speech. But I say unto you, empty your ears of what you have
heard."

And these words of Jesus, "BUT I SAY UNTO YOU," were not uttered by a man
of our race nor of our world; but rather by a host of seraphim marching
across the sky of Judea.
Again and yet again He would quote the law and the prophets, and then He
would say, "BUT I SAY UNTO YOU."

Oh, what burning words, what waves of seas unknown to the shores of our
mind, "BUT I SAY UNTO YOU."

What stars seeking the darkness of the soul, and what sleepless souls
awaiting the dawn.

To tell of the speech of Jesus one must needs have His speech or the echo
thereof.

I have neither the speech nor the echo.

I beg you to forgive me for beginning a story that I cannot end. But the
end is not yet upon my lips. It is still a love song in the wind.




NAAMAN OF THE GADARENES

A FRIEND OF STEPHEN

HIS DISCIPLES ARE DISPERSED. HE GAVE THEM the legacy of pain ere He
Himself was put to death. They are hunted like the deer, and the foxes of
the fields, and the quiver of the hunter is yet full of arrows.

But when they are caught and led to death, they are joyous, and their
faces shine like the face of the bridegroom at the wedding-feast. For He
gave them also the legacy of joy.

I had a friend from the North Country, and his name was Stephen; and
because he proclaimed Jesus as the Son of God, he was led to the
marketplace and stoned.

And when Stephen fell to earth he outstretched his arms as if he would
die as his Master had died. His arms were spread like wings ready for
flight. And when the last gleam of light was fading in his eyes, with my
own eyes I saw a smile upon his lips. It was a smile like the breath that
comes before the end of winter for a pledge and a promise of spring.

How shall I describe it?

It seemed that Stephen was saying, "If I should go to another world, and
other men should lead me to another market-place to stone me, even then I
would proclaim Him for the truth which was in Him, and for that same
truth which is in me now."

And I noticed that there was a man standing near, and looking with
pleasure upon the stoning of Stephen.

His name was Saul of Tarsus, and it was he who had yielded Stephen to the
priests and the Romans and the crowd, for stoning.

Saul was bald of head and short of stature. His shoulders were crooked
and his features ill-sorted; and I liked him not.

I have been told that he is now preaching Jesus from the house tops. It
is hard to believe.

But the grave halts not Jesus' walking to the enemies' camp to tame and
take captive those who had opposed Him.

Still I do not like that man of Tarsus, though I have been told that
after Stephen's death he was tamed and conquered on the road to Damascus.
But his head is too large for his heart to be that of a true disciple.

And yet perhaps I am mistaken. I am often mistaken.


THOMAS

MY GRANDFATHER WHO WAS A LAWYER once said, "Let us observe truth, but
only when truth is made manifest unto us."

When Jesus called me I heeded Him, for His command was more potent than
my will; yet I kept my counsel.

When He spoke and the others were swayed like branches in the wind, I
listened immovable. Yet I loved Him.

Three years ago He left us, a scattered company to sing His name, and to
be His witnesses unto the nations.

At that time I was called Thomas the Doubter. The shadow of my
grandfather was still upon me, and always I would have truth made
manifest.

I would even put my hand in my own wound to feel the blood ere I would
believe in my pain.

Now a man who loves with his heart yet holds a doubt in his mind, is but
a slave in a galley who sleeps at his oar and dreams of his freedom, till
the lash of the master wakes him.

I myself was that slave, and I dreamed of freedom, but the sleep of my
grandfather was upon me. My flesh needed the whip of my own day.

Even in the presence of the Nazarene I had closed my eyes to see my hands
chained to the oar.
Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother.

Doubt is a foundling unhappy and astray, and though his own mother who
gave him birth should find him and enfold him, he would withdraw in
caution and in fear.

For Doubt will not know truth till his wounds are healed and restored.

I doubted Jesus until He made Himself manifest to me, and thrust my own
hand into His very wounds.

Then indeed I believed, and after that I was rid of my yesterday and the
yesterdays of my forefathers.

The dead in me buried their dead; and the living shall live for the
Anointed King, even for Him who was the Son of Man.

Yesterday they told me that I must go and utter His name among the
Persians and the Hindus.

I shall go. And from this day to my last day, at dawn and at eventide, I
shall see my Lord rising in majesty and I shall hear Him speak.



ELMADAM THE LOGICIAN

YOU BID ME SPEAK OF JESUS THE NAZARENE, and much have I to tell, but the
time has not come. Yet whatever I say of Him now is the truth; for all
speech is worthless save when it discloses the truth.

Behold a man disorderly, against all order; a mendicant, opposed to all
possessions; a drunkard who would only make merry with rogues and
castaways.

He was not the proud son of the State, nor was He the protected citizen
of the Empire; therefore He had contempt for both State and Empire.

He would live as free and dutiless as the fowls of the air, and for this
the hunters brought Him to earth with arrows.

No man shall ram the towers of yesterday and escape the falling stones.

No one shall open the flood gates of his ancestors without drowning. It
is the law. And because that Nazarene broke the law, He and His witless
followers were brought to naught.

And there lived many others like Him, men who would change the course of
our destiny.

They themselves were changed, and they were the losers.

There is a grapeless vine that grows by the city walls. It creeps upward
and clings to the stones. Should that vine say in her heart, "With my
might and my weight I shall destroy these walls," what would the other
plants say? Surely they would laugh at her foolishness.

Now sir, I cannot but laugh at this man and His ill-advised disciples.


ONE OF THE MARYS

IS HEAD WAS ALWAYS HIGH, AND THE FLAME OF GOD
was in His eyes.

He was often sad, but His sadness was tenderness shown to those in pain,
and comradeship given to the lonely.

When He smiled His smile was as the hunger of those who long after the
unknown. It was like the dust of stars falling upon the eyelids of
children. And it was like a morsel of bread in the throat.

He was sad, yet it was a sadness that would rise to the lips and become a
smile.

It was like a golden veil in the forest when autumn is upon the world.
And sometimes it seemed like moonlight upon the shores of the lake.

He smiled as if His lips would sing at the wedding-feast.

Yet He was sad with the sadness of the winged who will not soar above his
comrade.



RUMANOUS
A GREEK POET

HE WAS A POET. HE SAW FOR OUR EYES AND HEARD FOR
our ears, and our silent words were upon His lips; and His fingers
touched what we could not feel.

Out of His heart there flew countless singing birds to the north and to
the south, and the little flowers on the hill-sides stayed His steps
towards the heavens.

Oftentimes I have seen Him bending down to touch the blades of grass. And
in my heart I have heard Him say: "Little green things, you shall be with
me in my kingdom, even as the oaks of Besan, and the cedars of Lebanon."

He loved all things of loveliness, the shy faces of children, and the
myrrh and frankincense from the south.

He loved a pomegranate or a cup of wine given Him in kindness; it
mattered not whether it was offered by a stranger in the inn or by a rich
host.

And He loved the almond blossoms. I have seen Him gathering them into His
hands and covering His face with the petals, as though He would embrace
with His love all the trees in the world.

He knew the sea and the heavens; and He spoke of pearls which have light
that is not of this light, and of stars that are beyond our night.

He knew the mountains as eagles know them, and the valleys as they are
known by the brooks and the streams. And there was a desert in His
silence and a garden in His speech.

Aye, He was a poet whose heart dwelt in a bower beyond the heights, and
His songs though sung for our ears, were sung for other ears also, and to
men in another land where life is for ever young and time is always dawn.

Once I too deemed myself a poet, but when I stood before Him in Bethany,
I knew what it is to hold an instrument with but a single string before
one who commands all instruments. For in His voice there was the laughter
of thunder and the tears of rain, and the joyous dancing of trees in the
wind.

And since I have known that my lyre has but one string, and that my voice
weaves neither the memories of yesterday nor the hopes of tomorrow, I
have put aside my lyre and I shall keep silence. But always at twilight I
shall hearken, and I shall listen to the Poet who is the sovereign of all
poets.


LEVI
A DISCIPLE

UPON AN EVENTIDE HE PASSED BY MY HOUSE, AND MY
soul was quickened within me.

He spoke to me and said, "Come, Levi, and follow me."

And I followed Him that day.

And at the eventide of the next day I begged Him to enter my house and be
my guest. And He and His friends crossed my threshold and blessed me and
my wife and my children.

And I had other guests. They were publicans and men of learning, but they
were against Him in their hearts.

And when we were sitting about the board, one of the publicans questioned
Jesus, saying, "Is it true that you and your disciples break the law, and
make fire on the sabbath day?"

And Jesus answered Him saying, "We do indeed make fire on the sabbath
day. We would inflame the sabbath day, and we would burn with our torch
the dry stubble of all the days."

And another publican said, "It was brought to us that you drink wine with
the unclean at the inn."

And Jesus answered, "Aye, these also we would comfort. Came we here
except to share the loaf and the cup with the uncrowned and the unshod
amongst you?

"Few, aye too few are the featherless who dare the wind, and many are the
winged and full-fledged yet in the nest.

"And we would feed them all with our beak, both the sluggish and the
swift."

And another publican said, "Have I not been told that you would protect
the harlots of Jerusalem?"

Then in the face of Jesus I saw, as it were, the rocky heights of
Lebanon, and He said, "It is true.

"On the day of reckoning these women shall rise before the throne of my
Father, and they shall be made pure by their own tears. But you shall be
held down by the chains of your own judgment.

"Babylon was not put to waste by her prostitutes; Babylon fell to ashes
that the eyes of her hypocrites might no longer see the light of day."

And other publicans would have questioned Him, but I made a sign and bade
them be silent, for I knew He would confound them; and they too were my
guests, and I would not have them put to shame.

When it was midnight the publicans left my house, and their souls were
limping.

Then I closed my eyes and I saw, as if in a vision, seven women in white
raiment standing about Jesus. Their arms were crossed upon their bosoms,
and their heads were bent down, and I looked deep into the mist of my
dream and beheld the face of one of the seven women, and it shone in my
darkness.

It was the face of a harlot who lived in Jerusalem.

Then I opened my eyes and looked at Him, and He was smiling at me and at
the others who had not left the board.

And I closed my eyes again, and I saw in a light seven men in white
garments standing around Him. And I beheld the face of one of them.

It was the face of the thief who was crucified afterward at His right
hand.

And later Jesus and His comrades left my house for the road.



A WIDOW IN GALILEE

MY SON WAS MY FIRST AND MY ONLY BORN. He labored in our field and he was
Contented until he heard the man called Jesus speaking to the multitude.

Then my son suddenly became different, as if a new spirit, foreign and
unwholesome, had embraced his spirit.

He abandoned the field and the garden; and he abandoned me also. He
became worthless, a creature of the highways.

That man Jesus of Nazareth was evil, for what good man would separate a
son from his mother?

The last thing my child said to me was this:

I am going with one of His disciples to the North Country. My life is
established upon the Nazarene. You have given me birth, and for that I am
grateful to you. But I needs must go. Am I not leaving with you our rich
land, and all our silver and gold? I shall take naught but this garment
and this staff."

Thus my son spoke, and departed.

And now the Romans and the priests have laid hold upon Jesus and
crucified Him; and they have done well.

A man who would part mother and son could not be godly.
The man who sends our children to the cities of the Gentiles cannot be
our friend.

I know my son will not return to me. I saw it in his eyes. And for this I
hate Jesus of Nazareth who caused me to be alone in this unploughed field
and this withered garden.

And I hate all those who praise Him.

Not many days ago they told me that Jesus once said, "My father and my
mother and my brethren are those who hear my word and follow me."

But why should sons leave their mothers to follow His footsteps?

And why should the milk of my breast be forgotten for a fountain not yet
tasted? And the warmth of my arms be forsaken for the Northland, cold and
unfriendly?

Aye, I hate the Nazarene, and I shall hate Him to the end of my days, for
He has robbed me of my first-born, my only son.





 JUDAS
THE COUSIN OF JESUS

UPON A NIGHT IN THE MONTH OF AUGUST we were with the Master on a heath
not far from the lake. The heath was called by the ancients the Meadow of
Skulls.

And Jesus was reclining on the grass and gazing at the stars.

And of a sudden two men came rushing towards us breathless. They were as
if in agony, and they fell prostrate at the feet of Jesus.

And Jesus stood up and He said, "Whence came you?"

And one of the men answered, "From Machaereus."

And Jesus looked upon him and was troubled, and He said, "What of John?"

And the man said, "He was slain this day. He was beheaded in his prison
cell."

Then Jesus lifted up His head. And then He walked a little way from us.
After a while He stood again in our midst.

And He said, "The king could have slain the prophet ere this day. Verily
the king has tried the pleasure of His subjects. Kings of yore were not
so slow in giving the head of a prophet to the headhunters.
"I grieve not for John, but rather for Herod, who let fall the sword.
Poor king, like an animal caught and led with a ring and a rope.

"Poor petty tetrarchs lost in their own darkness, they stumble and fall
down. And what would you of the stagnant sea but dead fishes?

"I hate not kings. Let them rule men, but only when they are wiser than
men."

And the Master looked at the two sorrowful faces and then He looked at
us, and He spoke again and said, "John was born wounded, and the blood of
his wound streamed forth with his words. He was freedom not yet free from
itself, and patient only with the straight and the just.

"In truth he was a voice crying in the land of the deaf; and I loved him
in his pain and his aloneness.

"And I loved his pride that would give its head to the sword ere it would
yield it to the dust.

"Verily I say unto you that John, the son of Zachariah, was the last of
his race, and like his forefathers he was slain between the threshold of
the temple and the altar."

And again Jesus walked away from us.

Then He returned and He said, "Forever it has been that those who rule
for an hour would slay the rulers of years. And forever they would hold a
trial and pronounce condemnation upon a man not yet born, and decree his
death ere he commits the crime.

"The son of Zachariah shall live with me in my kingdom and his day shall
be long."

Then He turned to the disciples of John and said, "Every deed has its
morrow. I myself may be the morrow of this deed. Go back to my friend's
friends, and tell them I shall be with them."

And the two men walked away from us, and they seemed less heavy-hearted.

Then Jesus laid Himself down again upon the grass and outstretched His
arms, and again He gazed at the stars.

Now it was late. And I lay not far from Him, and I would fain have
rested, but there was a hand knocking upon the gate of my sleep, and I
lay awake until Jesus and the dawn called me again to the road.




THE MAN FROM THE DESERT

I WAS A STRANGER IN JERUSALEM. I HAD COME TO
the Holy City to behold the great temple, and to sacrifice upon the
altar, for my wife had given twin sons to my tribe.

And after I had made my offering, I stood in the portico of the temple
looking down upon the money-changers and those who sold doves for
sacrifice, and listening to the great noise in the court.

And as I stood there came of a sudden a man into the midst of the
money-changers and those who sold doves.

He was a man of majesty, and He came swiftly.

In His hand He held a rope of goat's hide; and He began to overturn the
tables of the money-changers and to beat the pedlars of birds with the
rope.

And I heard Him saying with a loud voice, "Render these birds unto the
sky which is their nest."

Men and women fled from before His face, and He moved amongst them as the
whirling wind moves on the sand-hills.

All this came to pass in but a moment, and then the court of the Temple
was emptied of the money-changers. Only the man stood there alone, and
His followers stood at a distance.
Then I turned my face and I saw another man in the portico of the temple.
And I walked towards him and said, "Sir, who is this man who stands
alone, even like another temple?" And he answered me, "This is Jesus of
Nazareth, a prophet who has appeared of late in Galilee. Here in
Jerusalem all men hate Him."

And I said, "My heart was strong enough to be with His whip, and yielding
enough to be at His feet."

And Jesus turned towards His followers who were awaiting Him. But before
He reached them, three of the temple doves flew back, and one alighted
upon His left shoulder and the other two at His feet. And He touched each
one tenderly. Then He walked on, and there were leagues in every step of
His steps.

Now tell me, what power had He to attack and disperse hundreds of men and
women without opposition? I was told that they all hate Him, yet no one
stood before Him on that day. Had He plucked out the fangs of hate on His
way to the court of the temple?


PETER

ONCE AT SUNDOWN JESUS LED US INTO THE village of Bethsaida. We were a
tired company, and the dust of the road was upon us.

And we came to a great house in the midst of a garden, and the owner
stood at the gate.

And Jesus said to him, "These men are weary and footsore. Let them sleep
in your house. The night is cold and they are in need of warmth and
rest."

And the rich man said, "They shall not sleep in my house."

And Jesus said, "Suffer them then to sleep in your garden."

And the man answered, "Nay, they shall not sleep in my garden."

Then Jesus turned to us and said, "This is what your tomorrow will be,
and this present is like your future. All doors shall be closed in your
face, and not even the gardens that lie under the stars may be your
couch.

"Should your feet indeed be patient with the road and follow me, it may
be you will find a basin and a bed, and perhaps bread and wine also. But
if it should be that you find none of these things, forget not then that
you have crossed one of my deserts. Come, let us go forth."
And the rich man was disturbed, and his face was changed, and he muttered
to himself words that I did not hear; and he shrank away from us and
turned into his garden.

And we followed Jesus upon the road.




MELACHI OF BABYLON
AN ASTRONOMER

YOU QUESTION ME CONCERNING THE MIRACLES OF JESUS.
Every thousand thousand years the sun and the moon and this earth and all
her sister planets meet in a straight line, and they confer for a moment
together.

Then they slowly disperse and await the passing of another thousand
thousand years.

There are no miracles beyond the seasons, yet you and I do not know all
the seasons. And what if a season shall be made manifest in the shape of
a man?

In Jesus the elements of our bodies and our dreams came together
according to law. All that was timeless before Him became timeful in Him.

They say He gave sight to the blind and walking to the paralysed, and
that He drove devils out of madmen.

Perchance blindness is but a dark thought that can be overcome by a
burning thought. Perchance a withered limb is but idleness that can be
quickened by energy. And perhaps the devils, these restless elements in
our life, are driven out by the angels of peace and serenity.

They say He raised the dead to life. If you can tell me WHAT IS DEATH,
then I will tell you WHAT IS LIFE.

In a field I have watched an acorn, a thing so still and seemingly
useless. And in the spring I have seen that acorn take roots and rise,
the beginning of an oak tree, towards the sun.

Surely you would deem this a miracle, yet that miracle is wrought a
thousand thousand times in the drowsiness of every autumn and the passion
of every spring.

Why shall it not be wrought in the heart of man? Shall not the seasons
meet in the hand or upon the lips of a Man Anointed?

If our God has given to earth the art to nestle seed whilst the seed is
seemingly dead, why shall He not give to the heart of man to breathe life
into another heart, even a heart seemingly dead?

I have spoken of these miracles which I deem but little beside the
greater miracle, which is the man Himself, the Wayfarer, the man who
turned my dross into gold, who taught me how to love those who hate me,
and in so doing brought me comfort and gave sweet dreams to my sleep.

This is the miracle in my own life.

My soul was blind, my soul was lame. I was possessed by restless spirits,
and I was dead.

But now I see clearly, and I walk erect. I am at peace, and I live to
witness and proclaim my own being every hour of the day.

And I am not one of His followers. I am but an old astronomer who visits
the fields of space once a season, and who would be heedful of the law
and the miracles thereof.

And I am at the twilight of my time, but whenever I would seek its
dawning, I seek the youth of Jesus.

And for ever shall age seek youth. In me now it is knowledge that is
seeking vision.



A PHILOSOPHER

WHEN HE WAS WITH US HE GAZED AT US AND AT OUR
world with eyes of wonder, for His eyes were not veiled with the veil of
years, and all that He saw was clear in the light of His youth.

Though He knew the depth of beauty, He was for ever surprised by its
peace and its majesty; and He stood before the earth as the first man had
stood before the first day.

We whose senses have been dulled, we gaze in full daylight and yet we do
not see. We would cup our ears, but we do not hear; and stretch forth our
hands, but we do not touch. And though all the incense of Arabia is
burned, we go our way and do not smell.

We see not the ploughman returning from his field at eventide; nor hear
the shepherd's flute when he leads his flock to the fold; nor do we
stretch our arms to touch the sunset; and our nostrils hunger no longer
for the roses of Sharon.

Nay, we honor no kings without kingdoms; nor hear the sound of harps save
when the strings are plucked by hands; nor do we see a child playing in
our olive grove as if he were a young olive tree. And all words must
needs rise from lips of flesh, or else we deem each other dumb and deaf.
In truth we gaze but do not see, and hearken but do not hear; we eat and
drink but do not taste. And there lies the difference between Jesus of
Nazareth and ourselves.

His senses were all continually made new, and the world to Him was always
a new world.

To Him the lisping of a babe was not less than the cry of all mankind,
while to us it is only lisping.

To Him the root of a buttercup was a longing towards God, while to us it
is naught but a root.


URIAH
AN OLD MAN OF NAZARETH

HE WAS A STRANGER IN OUR MIDST, AND HIS LIFE WAS
hidden with dark veils.

He walked not the path of our God, but followed the course of the foul
and the infamous.

His childhood revolted, and rejected the sweet milk of our nature.

His youth was inflamed like dry grass that burns in the night.

And when He became man, He took arms against us all.

Such men are conceived in the ebb tide of human kindness, and born in
unholy tempests. And in tempests they live a day and then perish forever.

Do you not remember Him, a boy overweening, who would argue with our
learned elders, and laugh at their dignity?

And remember you not His youth, when He lived by the saw and the chisel?
He would not accompany our sons and daughters on their holidays. He would
walk alone.

And He would not return the salutation of those who hailed Him, as though
He were above us.

I myself met Him once in the field and greeted Him, and He only smiled,
and in His smile I beheld arrogance and insult.
Not long afterward my daughter went with her companions to the vineyards
to gather the grapes, and she too spoke to Him and He did not answer her.

He spoke only to the whole company of grape-gatherers, as if my daughter
had not been among them.

When He abandoned His people and turned vagabond He became naught but a
babbler. His voice was like a claw in our flesh, and the sound of His
voice is still a pain in our memory.

He would utter only evil of us and of our fathers and forefathers. And
His tongue sought our bosoms like a poisoned arrow.

Such was Jesus.

If He had been my son, I would have committed Him with the Roman legions
to Arabia, and I would have begged the captain to place Him in the
forefront of the battle, so that the archer of the foe might mark Him,
and free me of His insolence.

But I have no son. And mayhap I should be grateful. For what if my son
had been an enemy of his own people, and my gray hairs were now seeking
the dust with shame, my white beard humbled?



NICODEMUS THE POET
THE YOUNGEST OF THE ELDERS
IN THE SANHEDRIM

MANY ARE THE FOOLS WHO SAY THAT JESUS stood in His own path and opposed
Himself; that He knew not His own mind, and in the absence of that
knowledge confounded Himself.

Many indeed are the owls who know no song unlike their own hooting.

You and I know the jugglers of words who would honor only a greater
juggler, men who carry their heads in baskets to the market-place and
sell them to the first bidder.

We know the pygmies who abuse the sky-man. And we know what the weed
would say of the oak tree and the cedar.

I pity them that they cannot rise to the heights.

I pity the shrivelling thorn envying the elm that dares the seasons.

But pity, though enfolded by the regret of all the angels, can bring them
no light.

I know the scarecrow whose rotting garments flutter in the corn, yet he
himself is dead to the corn and to the singing wind.
I know the wingless spider that weaves a net for all who fly.

I know the crafty, the blowers of horns and the beaters of drums, who in
the abundance of their own noise cannot hear the skylark nor the east
wind in the forest.

I know him who paddles against all streams, but never finds the source,
who runs with all rivers, but never dares to the sea.

I know him who offers his unskilled hands to the builder of the temple,
and when his unskilled hands are rejected, says in the darkness of his
heart,

I will destroy all that shall be builded."

I know all these. They are the men who object that Jesus said on a
certain day, "I bring peace unto you," and on another day, "I bring a
sword."

They cannot understand that in truth he said, "I bring peace unto men of
goodwill, and I lay a sword between him who would peace and him who would
a sword."

They wonder that He who said, "My kingdom is not of this earth," said
also, "Render unto Caesar that which is Caesar's "; and know not that if
they would indeed be free to enter the kingdom of their passion, they
must not resist the gate-keeper of their necessities. It behooves them
gladly to pay that dole to enter into that city.

"These are the men who say, "He preached tenderness and kindliness and
filial love, yet He would not heed His mother and His brothers when they
sought Him in the streets of Jerusalem."

They do not know that His mother and brothers in their loving fear would
have had Him return to the bench of the carpenter, whereas He was opening
our eyes to the dawn of a new day.

His mother and His brothers would have had Him live in the shadow of
death, but He Himself was challenging death upon yonder hill that He
might live in our sleepless memory.

I know these moles that dig paths to nowhere. Are they not the ones who
accuse Jesus of glorifying Himself in that He said to the multitude, "I
am the path and the gate to salvation," and even called Himself the life
and the resurrection.

But Jesus was not claiming more than the month of May claims in her high
tide.

Was He not to tell the shining truth because it was so shining?

He indeed said that He was the way and the life and the resurrection of
the heart; and I myself am a testimony to His truth.

Do you not remember me, Nicodemus, who believed in naught but the laws
and decrees and was in continual subjection to observances?

And behold me now, a man who walks with life and laughs with the sun from
the first moment it smiles upon the mountain until it yields itself to
bed behind the hills.
Why do you halt before the word salvation? I myself through Him have
attained my salvation.

I care not for what shall befall me tomorrow, for I know that Jesus
quickened my sleep and made my distant dreams my companions and my
roadfellows.

Am I less man because I believe in a greater man?

The barriers of flesh and bone fell down when the Poet of Galilee spoke
to me; and I was held by a spirit, and was lifted to the heights, and in
midair my wings gathered the song of passion.

And when I dismounted from the wind and in the Sanhedrim my pinions were
shorn, even then my ribs, my featherless wings, kept and guarded the
song. And all the poverties of the lowlands cannot rob me of my treasure.

I have said enough. Let the deaf bury the humming of life in their dead
ears. I am content with the sound of His lyre, which He held and struck
while the hands of His body were nailed and bleeding.



JOSEPH OF ARIMATMEA
TEN YEARS AFTER

HERE WERE TWO STREAMS RUNNING IN THE heart of the Nazarene: the stream of
kinship to God whom He called Father, and the stream of rapture which He
called the kingdom of the Above-world.

And in my solitude I thought of Him and I followed these two streams in
His heart. Upon the banks of the one I met my own soul; and sometimes my
soul was a beggar and a wanderer, and sometimes it was a princess in her
garden.

Then I followed the other stream in His heart, and on my way I met one
who had been beaten and robbed of his gold, and he was smiling. And
farther on I saw the robber who had robbed him, and there were unshed
tears upon his face.

Then I heard the murmur of these two streams in my own bosom also, and I
was gladdened.

When I visited Jesus the day before Pontius Pilatus and the elders laid
hands on Him, we talked long, and I asked Him many questions, and He
answered my questionings with graciousness; and when I left Him I knew He
was the Lord and Master of this our earth.

It is long since the cedar tree has fallen, but its fragrance endures,
and will forever seek the four corners of the earth.


GEORGUS OF BEIRUT

HE AND HIS FRIENDS WERE IN THE GROVE of pines beyond my hedge, and He was
talking to them.

I stood near the hedge and listened. And I knew who He was, for His fame
had reached these shores ere He Himself visited them.

When He ceased speaking I approached Him, and I said, "Sir, come with
these men and honor me and my roof."

And He smiled upon me and said, "Not this day, my friend. Not this day."

And there was a blessing in His words, and His voice enfolded me like a
garment on a cold night.

Then He turned to His friends and said, "Behold a man who deems us not
strangers, and though He has not seen us ere this day, he bids us to His
threshold.

"Verily in my kingdom there are no strangers. Our life is but the life of
all other men, given us that we may know all men, and in that knowledge
love them.

"The deeds of all men are but our deeds, both the hidden and the
revealed.

"I charge you not to be one self but rather many selves, the householder
and the homeless, the ploughman and the sparrow that picks the grain ere
it slumber in the earth, the giver who gives in gratitude, and the
receiver who receives in pride and recognition.

"The beauty of the day is not only in what you see, but in what other men
see.

"For this I have chosen you from among the many who have chosen me."

Then He turned to me again and smiled and said, "I say these things to
you also, and you also shall remember them."

Then I entreated Him and said, "Master, will you not visit in my house?"

And He answered, "I know your heart, and I have visited your larger
house."

And as He walked away with His disciples He said, "Good-night, and may
your house be large enough to shelter all the wanderers of the land."





MARY MAGDALEN

HIS MOUTH WAS LIKE THE HEART OF A POMEGRANATE,
and the shadows in His eyes were deep.

And He was gentle, like a man mindful of his own strength.

In my dreams I beheld the kings of the earth standing in awe in His
presence.

I would speak of His face, but how shall I?

It was like night without darkness, and like day without the noise of
day.

It was a sad face, and it was a joyous face.

And well I remember how once He raised His hand towards the sky, and His
parted fingers were like the branches of an elm.

And I remember Him pacing the evening. He was not walking. He Himself was
a road above the road; even as a cloud above the earth that would descend
to refresh the earth.

But when I stood before Him and spoke to Him, He was a man, and His face
was powerful to behold. And He said to me, "What would you, Miriam?"

I did not answer Him, but my wings enfolded my secret, and I was made
warm.
And because I could bear His light no more, I turned and walked away, but
not in shame. I was only shy, and I would be alone, with His fingers upon
the strings of my heart.





JOTHAM OF NAZARETH
TO A ROMAN

MY FRIEND, YOU LIKE ALL OTHER ROMANS would conceive life rather than live
it. You would rule lands rather than be ruled by the spirit.

You would conquer races and be cursed by them rather than stay in Rome
and be blest and happy

You think but of armies marching and of ships launched into the sea.

How shall you then understand Jesus of Nazareth, a man simple and alone,
who came without armies or ships, to establish a kingdom in the heart and
an empire in the free spaces of the soul?

How shall you understand this man who was not a warrior, but who came
with the power of the mighty ether?

He was not a god, He was a man like unto ourselves; but in Him the myrrh
of the earth rose to meet the frankincense of the sky; and in His words
our lisping embraced the whispering of the unseen; and in His voice we
heard a song unfathomable.

Aye, Jesus was a man and not a god, and therein lies our wonder and our
surprise.

But you Romans wonder not save at the gods, and no man shall surprise
you. Therefore you understand not the Nazarene.

He belonged to the youth of the mind and you belong to its old age.

You govern us today; but let us wait another day.

Who knows but that this man with neither armies nor ships shall govern
tomorrow?

We who follow the spirit shall sweat blood while journeying after Him.
But Rome shall lie a white skeleton in the sun.

We shall suffer much, yet we shall endure and we shall live. But Rome
must needs fall into the dust.

Yet if Rome, when humbled and made low, shall pronounce His name, He will
heed her voice. And He will breathe new life into her bones that she may
rise again, a city among the cities of the earth.

But this He shall do without legions, nor with slaves to oar His galleys.
He will be alone.





EPHRAIM OF JERICHO

WHEN HE CAME AGAIN TO JERICHO sought Him out and said to Him, "Master, on
the morrow my son will take a wife. I beg you come to the wedding-feast
and do us honor, even as you honored the wedding at Cana of Galilee."

And He answered, "It is true that I was once a guest at a wedding-feast,
but I shall not be a guest again. I am myself now the Bridegroom."

And I said, "I entreat you, Master, come to the wedding-feast of my son."

And He smiled as though He would rebuke me, and said, "Why Go you entreat
me? Have you not wine enough?"

And I said, "My jugs are full, Master; yet I beseech you, come to my
son's wedding-feast."

Then He said, "Who knows? I may come, I may surely come, if your heart is
an altar in your temple."

Upon the morrow my son was married, but Jesus came not to the
wedding-feast. And though we had many guests, I felt that no one had
come.

In very truth, I myself who welcomed the guests, was not there.

Perhaps my heart had not been an altar when I invited Him. Perhaps I
desired another miracle.


BARCA
A MERCHANT OF TYRE

I BELIEVE THAT NEITHER THE ROMANS NOR THE JEWS
understood Jesus of Nazareth, nor did His disciples who now preach His
name.

The Romans slew Him and that was a blunder. The Galileans would make a
god of Him and that is a mistake.

Jesus was of the heart of man.

I have sailed the Seven Seas with my ships, and bartered with kings and
princes and with cheats and the wily in the market-places of distant
cities; but never have I seen a man who understood merchants as He did.

I heard Him once tell this parable:

"A merchant left his country for a foreign land. He had two servants, and
he gave each a handful of gold, saying: 'Even as I go abroad, you also
shall go forth and seek profit. Make just exchange, and see that you
serve in giving and taking.'

And after a year the merchant returned.

And he asked his two servants what they had done with his gold.

"The first servant said, 'Behold, Master, I have bought and sold, and I
have gained.'

"And the merchant answered, 'The gain shall be yours, for you have done
well, and have been faithful to me and to yourself.'

"Then the other servant stood forth and said, "Sir, I feared the loss of
your money; and I did not buy nor sell. Behold, it is all here in this
purse.'

"And the merchant took the gold, and said, 'Little is your faith. To
barter and lose is better than not to go forth. For even as the wind
scatters her seed and waits for the fruit, so must all merchants. It were
fitter for you henceforth to serve others.'"

When Jesus spoke thus, though He was no merchant, He disclosed the secret
of commerce.

Moreover, His parables often brought to my mind lands more distant than
my journeys, and yet nearer than my house and my goods.

But the young Nazarene was not a god; and it is a pity His followers seek
to make a god of such a sage.




PHUMIAH
THE HIGH PRIESTESS OF SIDON
TO THE OTHER PRIESTESSES

TAKE YOUR HARPS AND LET ME SING.
Beat your strings, the silver and the gold;
For I would sing the dauntless Man
Who slew the dragon of the valley,
Then gazed down with pity
Upon the thing He had slain.

Take your harps and sing with me
The lofty Oak upon the height,
The sky-hearted and the ocean-handed Man,
Who kissed the pallid lips of death,
Yet quivers now upon the mouth of life.

Take your harps and let us sing
The fearless Hunter on the hill,
Who marked the beast, and shot His viewless arrow,
And brought the horn and tusk
Down to the earth.

Take your harps and sing with me
The valiant Youth who conquered the mountain cities,
And the cities of the plain that coiled like serpents in the sand.
He fought not against pygmies but against gods
Who hungered for our flesh and thirsted for our blood.

And like the first Golden Hawk
He would rival only eagles;
For His wings were vast and proud
And would not outwing the less winged.

Take your harps and sing with me
The joyous song of sea and cliff.
The gods are dead,
And they are lying still
In the forgotten isle of a forgotten sea.
And He who slew them sits upon His throne.

He was but a youth.
Spring had not yet given Him full beard,
And His summer was still young in His field.

Take your harps and sing with me
The tempest in the forest
That breaks the dry branch and the leafless twig,
Yet sends the living root to nestle deeper at the breast of earth.

Take your harps and sing with me
The deathless song of our Beloved.
Nay, my maidens, stay your hands.
Lay by your harps.
We cannot sing Him now.
The faint whisper of our song cannot reach His tempest,
Nor pierce the majesty of His silence.

Lay by your harps and gather close around me,
I would repeat His words to you,
And I would tell you of His deeds,
For the echo of His voice is deeper than our passion.



BENJAMIN THE SCRIBE

IT HAS BEEN SAID THAT JESUS WAS THE ENEMY OF
Rome and Judea.

But I say that Jesus was the enemy of no man and no race.

I have heard Him say, "The birds of the air and the mountain tops are not
mindful of the serpents in their dark holes.

"Let the dead bury their dead. Be you yourself among the living, and soar
high."

I was not one of His disciples. I was but one of the many who went after
Him to gaze at His face.

He looked upon Rome and upon us who are the slaves of Rome, as a father
looks upon his children playing with toys and fighting among themselves
for the larger toy. And He laughed from His height.

He was greater than State and race; He was greater than revolution.

He was single and alone, and He was an awakening.

He wept all our unshed tears and smiled all our revolts.

We knew it was in His power to be born with all who are not yet born, and
to bid them see, not with their eyes but with His vision.
Jesus was the beginning of a new kingdom upon the earth, and that kingdom
shall remain.

He was the son and the grandson of all the kings who builded the kingdom
of the spirit.

And only the kings of spirit have ruled our world.


ZACCHAEUS

YOU BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU HEAR SAID. Believe in the unsaid, for the silence
of men is nearer the truth than their words.

You ask if Jesus could have escaped His shameful death and saved His
followers from persecution.

I answer, He could indeed have escaped had He chosen, but He did not seek
safety nor was He mindful of protecting His flock from wolves of the
night.

He knew His fate and the morrow of His constant lovers. He foretold and
prophesied what should befall every one of us. He sought not His death;
but He accepted death as a husbandman shrouding his corn with earth,
accepts the winter, and then awaits the spring and harvest; and as a
builder lays the largest stone in the foundation.

We were men of Galilee and from the slopes of Lebanon. Our Master could
have led us back to our country, to live with His youth in our gardens
until old age should come and whisper us back into the years.

Was anything barring His path back to the temples of our villages where
others were reading the prophets and then disclosing their hearts?
Could He not have said, "Now I go east with the west wind," and so saying
dismiss us with a smile upon His lips?

Aye, He could have said, "Go back to your kin. The world is not ready for
me. I shall return a thousand years hence. Teach your children to await
my return."

He could have done this had He so chosen.

But He knew that to build the temple invisible He must needs lay Himself
the corner-stone, and lay us around as little pebbles cemented close to
Himself.

He knew that the sap of His sky-tree must rise from its roots, and He
poured His blood upon its roots; and to Him it was not sacrifice but
rather gain.

Death is the revealer. The death of Jesus revealed His life.

Had He escaped you and His enemies, you would have been the conquerors of
the world. Therefore He did not escape.

Only He who desires all shall give all.

Aye, Jesus could have escaped His enemies and lived to old age. But He
knew the passing of the seasons, and He would sing His song.

What man facing the armed world would not be conquered for the moment
that he might overcome the ages?

And now you ask who, in very truth, slew Jesus, the Romans or the priests
of Jerusalem?

Neither the Romans slew Him, nor the priests. The whole world stood to
honor Him upon that hill.


JONATHAN

UPON A DAY MY BELOVED AND I WERE ROWING UPON
the lake of sweet waters. And the hills of Lebanon were about us.

We moved beside the weeping willows, and the reflections of the willows
were deep around us.

And while I steered the boat with an oar, my beloved took her lute and
sang thus:

What flower save the lotus knows the waters and the sun?
What heart save the lotus heart shall know both earth and sky?
Behold my love, the golden flower that floats 'twixt deep and high
Even as you and I float betwixt a love that has for ever been
And shall for ever be.
Dip your oar, my love,
And let me touch my strings.
Let us follow the willows, and let us leave not the water-lilies.
In Nazareth there lives a Poet, and His heart is like the lotus.
He has visited the soul of woman,
He knows her thirst growing out of the waters,
And her hunger for the sun, though all her lips are fed.
They say He walks in Galilee.
I say He is rowing with us.
Can you not see His face, my love?
Can you not see, where the willow bough and its reflection meet,
He is moving as we move?

Beloved, it is good to know the youth of life.
It is good to know its singing joy.
Would that you might always have the oar,
And I my stringed lute,
Where the lotus laughs in the sun,
And the willow is dipping to the waters,
And His voice is upon my strings.

Dip your oar, my beloved,
And let me touch my strings.
There is a Poet in Nazareth
Who knows and loves us both.
Dip your oar, my lover,
And let me touch my strings.





HANNAH OF BETHSAIDA
THE YEAR 73

THE SISTER OF MY FATHER HAD LEFT US IN her youth to dwell in a hut beside
her father's ancient vineyard.

She lived alone, and the people of the countryside sought her in their
maladies, and she healed them with green herbs, and with roots and
flowers dried in the sun.

And they deemed her a seeress; but there were those also who called her
witch and sorceress.

One day my father said to me, "Take these loaves of wheaten bread to my
sister, and take this jug of wine and this basket of raisins."

And it was all put upon the back of a colt, and I followed the road until
I reached the vineyard, and the hut of my father's sister. And she was
gladdened.

Now as we sat together in the cool of the day, a man came by upon the
road, and He greeted the sister of my father, saying: "Good-even to you,
and the blessing of the night be upon you."

Then she rose up; and she stood as in awe before Him and said, "Good-even
to you, master of all good spirits, and conqueror of all evil spirits."

The man looked at her with tender eyes, and then He passed on by.
But I laughed in my heart. Methought my father's sister was mad. But now
I know that she was not mad. It was I who did not understand.

She knew of my laughter, though it was hidden.

And she spoke, but not in anger. She said, "Listen, my daughter, and
hearken and keep my word in remembrance: the man who but now passed by,
like the shadow of a bird flying between the sun and the earth, shall
prevail against the Caesars and the empire of the Caesars. He shall
wrestle with the crowned bull of Chaldea, and the man-headed lion of
Egypt, and He shall overcome them; and He shall rule the world.

"But this land that now He walks shall come to naught; and Jerusalem,
which sits proudly upon the hill, shall drift away in smoke upon the wind
of desolation."

When she spoke thus, my laughter turned to stillness and I was quiet.
Then I said, "Who is this man, and of what country and tribe does He
come? And how shall He conquer the great kings and the empires of the
great kings?"

And she answered, "He is one born here in this land, but we have
conceived Him in our longing from the beginning of years. He is of all
tribes and yet of none. He shall conquer by the word of His mouth and by
the flame of His spirit."

Then suddenly she rose and stood up like a pinnacle of rock; and she
said, "May the angel of the Lord forgive me for pronouncing this word
also: He shall be slain, and His youth shall be shrouded, and He shall be
laid in silence beside the tongueless heart of the earth. And the maidens
of Judea shall weep for Him."

Then she lifted her hand skyward and spoke again, and she said, "But He
shall be slain only in the body.

"In the spirit He shall rise and go forth leading His host from this land
where the sun is born, to the land where the sun is slain at eventide.

"And His name shall be first among men."

She was an aged seeress when she said these things, and I was but a girl,
a field unploughed, a stone not yet in a wall.

But all that she beheld in the mirror of her mind has come to pass even
in my day.

Jesus of Nazareth rose from the dead and led men and women unto the
people of the sunset. The city that yielded Him to judgment was given
unto destruction; and in the Judgment Hall where He was tried and
sentenced, the owl hoots a dirge while the night weeps the dew of her
heart upon the fallen marble.

And I am an old woman, and the years bend me down. My people are no more
and my race is vanished.

I saw Him but once again after that day, and once again heard His voice.
It was upon a hill-top when He was talking to His friends and followers.

And now I am old and alone, yet still He visits my dreams.

He comes like a white angel with pinions; and with His grace He hushes my
dread of darkness. And He uplifts me to dreams yet more distant.

I am still a field unploughed, a ripe fruit that would not fall. The most
that I possess is the warmth of the sun, and the memory of that man.

I know that among my people there shall not rise again king nor prophet
nor priest, even as the sister of my father foretold.

We shall pass with the flowing of the rivers, and we shall be nameless.

But those who crossed Him in mid-stream s