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Title:      The Spark
            (The 'Sixties)
Author:     Edith Wharton


Old New York
The Spark
(The 'Sixties)

by

Edith Wharton



OLD NEW YORK
False Dawn
The Old Maid
The Spark
New Year's Day

THE GLIMPSES OF THE MOON

THE AGE OF INNOCENCE

SUMMER

THE REEF

THE MARNE

FRENCH WAYS AND THEIR MEANING



OLD NEW YORK

THE SPARK

(The 'Sixties)



I

"You idiot!" said his wife, and threw down her cards.

I turned my head away quickly, to avoid seeing Hayley Delane's face; 
though why I wished to avoid it I could not have told you, much less 
why I should have imagined (if I did) that a man of his age and 
importance would notice what was happening to the wholly 
negligible features of a youth like myself.

I turned away so that he should not see how it hurt me to hear him 
called an idiot, even in joke--well, at least half in joke; yet I 
often thought him an idiot myself, and bad as my own poker was, I 
knew enough of the game to judge that his--when he wasn't attending 
--fully justified such an outburst from his wife. Why her sally 
disturbed me I couldn't have said; nor why, when it was greeted by a 
shrill guffaw from her "latest," young Bolton Byrne, I itched to cuff 
the little bounder; nor why, when Hayley Delane, on whom banter 
always dawned slowly but certainly, at length gave forth his low rich 
gurgle of appreciation--why then, most of all, I wanted to blot the 
whole scene from my memory. Why?

There they sat, as I had so often seen them, in Jack Alstrop's 
luxurious bookless library (I'm sure the rich rows behind the glass 
doors were hollow), while beyond the windows the pale twilight 
thickened to blue over Long Island lawns and woods and a moonlit 
streak of sea. No one ever looked out at THAT, except to conjecture 
what sort of weather there would be the next day for polo, or 
hunting, or racing, or whatever use the season required the face of 
nature to be put to; no one was aware of the twilight, the moon or 
the blue shadows--and Hayley Delane least of all. Day after day, 
night after night, he sat anchored at somebody's poker-table, and 
fumbled absently with his cards...

Yes; that was the man. He didn't even (as it was once said of a 
great authority on heraldry) know his own silly business; which was 
to hang about in his wife's train, play poker with her friends, and 
giggle at her nonsense and theirs. No wonder Mrs. Delane was 
sometimes exasperated. As she said, SHE hadn't asked him to marry 
her! Rather not: all their contemporaries could remember what a 
thunderbolt it had been on his side. The first time he had seen her 
--at the theatre, I think: "Who's that? Over there--with the 
heaps of hair?"--"Oh, Leila Gracy? Why, she's not REALLY pretty..."
"Well, I'm going to marry her--" "Marry her? But her 
father's that old scoundrel Bill Gracy...the one..." "I'm 
going to marry her..." "The one who's had to resign from all his 
clubs..." "I'm going to marry her..." And he did; and it was 
she, if you please, who kept him dangling, and who would and who 
wouldn't, until some whipper-snapper of a youth, who was meanwhile 
making up his mind about HER, had finally decided in the negative.

Such had been Hayley Delane's marriage; and such, I imagined, his way 
of conducting most of the transactions of his futile clumsy life...
Big bursts of impulse--storms he couldn't control--then long 
periods of drowsing calm, during which, something made me feel, old 
regrets and remorses woke and stirred under the indolent surface of 
his nature. And yet, wasn't I simply romanticizing a commonplace 
case? I turned back from the window to look at the group. The 
bringing of candles to the card-tables had scattered pools of 
illumination throughout the shadowy room; in their radiance Delane's 
harsh head stood out like a cliff from a flowery plain. Perhaps it 
was only his bigness, his heaviness and swarthiness--perhaps his 
greater age, for he must have been at least fifteen years older than 
his wife and most of her friends; at any rate, I could never look at 
him without feeling that he belonged elsewhere, not so much in 
another society as in another age. For there was no doubt that the 
society he lived in suited him well enough. He shared cheerfully in 
all the amusements of his little set--rode, played polo, hunted and 
drove his four-in-hand with the best of them (you will see, by the 
last allusion, that we were still in the archaic 'nineties). Nor 
could I guess what other occupations he would have preferred, had he 
been given his choice. In spite of my admiration for him I could not 
bring myself to think it was Leila Gracy who had subdued him to what 
she worked in. What would he have chosen to do if he had not met her 
that night at the play? Why, I rather thought, to meet and marry 
somebody else just like her. No; the difference in him was not in 
his tastes--it was in something ever so much deeper. Yet what is 
deeper in a man than his tastes?

In another age, then, he would probably have been doing the 
equivalent of what he was doing now: idling, taking much violent 
exercise, eating more than was good for him, laughing at the same 
kind of nonsense, and worshipping, with the same kind of dull 
routine-worship, the same kind of woman, whether dressed in a 
crinoline, a farthingale, a peplum or the skins of beasts--it 
didn't much matter under what sumptuary dispensation one placed her. 
Only in that in that other age there might have been outlets for other 
faculties, now dormant, perhaps even atrophied, but which must--
yes, really must--have had something to do with the building of 
that big friendly forehead, the monumental nose, and the rich dimple 
which now and then furrowed his cheek with light. Did the dimple 
even mean no more than Leila Gracy?

Well, perhaps it was _I_ who was the idiot, if she'd only known it; an 
idiot to believe in her husband, be obsessed by him, oppressed by 
him, when, for thirty years now, he'd been only the Hayley Delane 
whom everybody took for granted, and was glad to see, and immediately 
forgot. Turning from my contemplation of that great structural head, 
I looked at his wife. Her head was still like something in the 
making, something just flowering, a girl's head ringed with haze. 
Even the kindly candles betrayed the lines in her face, the paint on 
her lips, the peroxide on her hair; but they could not lessen her 
fluidity of outline, or the girlishness that lurked in her eyes, 
floating up from their depths like a startled Naiad. There was an 
irreducible innocence about her, as there so often is about women who 
have spent their time in amassing sentimental experiences. As I 
looked at the husband and wife, thus confronted above the cards, I 
marvelled more and more that it was she who ruled and he who bent the 
neck. You will see by this how young I still was.

So young, indeed, that Hayley Delane had dawned on me in my 
school-days as an accomplished fact, a finished monument: like 
Trinity Church, the Reservoir or the Knickerbocker Club. A New 
Yorker of my generation could no more imagine him altered or away 
than any of those venerable institutions. And so I had continued to 
take him for granted till, my Harvard days over, I had come back 
after an interval of world-wandering to settle down in New York, and 
he had broken on me afresh as something still not wholly accounted 
for, and more interesting than I had suspected.

I don't say the matter kept me awake. I had my own business (in a 
down-town office), and the pleasures of my age; I was hard at work 
discovering New York. But now and then the Hayley Delane riddle 
would thrust itself between me and my other interests, as it had done 
tonight just because his wife had sneered at him, and he had laughed 
and thought her funny. And at such times I found myself moved and 
excited out of all proportion to anything I knew about him, or had 
observed in him, to justify such emotions.

The game was over, the dressing-bell had rung. It rang again 
presently, with a discreet insistence: Alstrop, easy in all else, 
preferred that his guests should not be more than half an hour late 
for dinner.

"I say--LEILA!" he finally remonstrated.

The golden coils drooped above her chips. "Yes--yes. Just a 
minute. Hayley, you'll have to pay for me.--There, I'm going!" 
She laughed and pushed back her chair.

Delane, laughing also, got up lazily. Byrne flew to open the door 
for Mrs. Delane; the other women trooped out with her. Delane, 
having settled her debts, picked up her gold-mesh bag and 
cigarette-case, and followed.

I turned toward a window opening on the lawn. There was just time to 
stretch my legs while curling-tongs and powder were being plied above 
stairs. Alstrop joined me, and we stood staring up at a soft 
dishevelled sky in which the first stars came and went.

"Curse it--looks rotten for our match tomorrow!"

"Yes--but what a good smell the coming rain does give to things!"

He laughed. "You're an optimist--like old Hayley."

We strolled across the lawn toward the woodland.

"Why like old Hayley?"

"Oh, he's a regular philosopher, I've never seen him put out, have you?"

"No. That must be what makes him look so sad," I exclaimed.

"Sad? Hayley? Why, I was just saying--"

"Yes, I know. But the only people who are never put out are the 
people who don't care; and not caring is about the saddest occupation 
there is. I'd like to see him in a rage just once."

My host gave a faint whistle, and remarked: "By Jove, I believe the 
wind's hauling round to the north. If it does--" He moistened his 
finger and held it up.

I knew there was no use in theorizing with Alstrop; but I tried 
another tack, "What on earth has Delane done with himself all these 
years?" I asked. Alstrop was forty, or thereabouts, and by a good 
many years better able than I to cast a backward glance over the 
problem.

But the effort seemed beyond him. "Why--what years?"

"Well--ever since he left college."

"Lord! How do I know? I wasn't there. Hayley must be well past fifty."

It sounded formidable to my youth; almost like a geological era. And 
that suited him, in a way--I could imagine him drifting, or 
silting, or something measurable by aeons, at the rate of about a 
millimetre a century.

"How long has he been married?" I asked.

"I don't know that either; nearly twenty years, I should say. The 
kids are growing up. The boys are both at Groton. Leila doesn't 
look it, I must say--not in some lights."

"Well, then, what's he been doing since he married?"

"Why, what should he have done? He's always had money enough to do 
what he likes. He's got his partnership in the bank, of course. 
They say that rascally old father-in-law, whom he refuses to see, 
gets a good deal of money out of him. You know he's awfully 
soft-hearted. But he can swing it all, I fancy. Then he sits on 
lots of boards--Blind Asylum, Children's Aid, S.P.C.A., and all the 
rest. And there isn't a better sport going."

"But that's not what I mean," I persisted.

Alstrop looked at me through the darkness. "You don't mean women? I 
never heard--but then one wouldn't, very likely. He's a shut-up 
fellow."

We turned back to dress for dinner. Yes, that was the word I wanted; 
he was a shut-up fellow. Even the rudimentary Alstrop felt it. But 
shut-up consciously, deliberately--or only instinctively, 
congenitally? There the mystery lay



II


The big polo match came off the next day. It was the first of the 
season, and, taking respectful note of the fact, the barometer, after 
a night of showers, jumped back to Fair.

All Fifth Avenue had poured down to see New York versus Hempstead. 
The beautifully rolled lawns and freshly painted club stand were 
sprinkled with spring dresses and abloom with sunshades, and coaches 
and other vehicles without number enclosed the farther side of the 
field.

Hayley Delane still played polo, though he had grown so heavy that 
the cost of providing himself with mounts must have been 
considerable. He was, of course, no longer regarded as in the first 
rank; indeed, in these later days, when the game has become an exact 
science, I hardly know to what use such a weighty body as his could 
be put. But in that far-off dawn of the sport his sureness and 
swiftness of stroke caused him to be still regarded as a useful back, 
besides being esteemed for the part he had taken in introducing and 
establishing the game.

I remember little of the beginning of the game, which resembled many 
others I had seen. I never played myself, and I had no money on: 
for me the principal interest of the scene lay in the May weather, 
the ripple of spring dresses over the turf, the sense of youth, fun, 
gaiety, of young manhood and womanhood weaving their eternal pattern 
under the conniving sky. Now and then they were interrupted for a 
moment by a quick "Oh" which turned all those tangled glances the 
same way, as two glittering streaks of men and horses dashed across 
the green, locked, swayed, rayed outward into starry figures, and 
rolled back. But it was for a moment only--then eyes wandered 
again, chatter began, and youth and sex had it their own way until 
the next charge shook them from their trance.

I was of the number of these divided watchers. Polo as a spectacle 
did not amuse me for long, and I saw about as little of it as the 
pretty girls perched beside their swains on coach-tops and club 
stand. But by chance my vague wanderings brought me to the white 
palings enclosing the field, and there, in a cluster of spectators, I 
caught sight of Leila Delane.

As I approached I was surprised to notice a familiar figure 
shouldering away from her. One still saw old Bill Gracy often enough 
in the outer purlieus of the big race-courses; but I wondered how he 
had got into the enclosure of a fashionable Polo Club. There he was, 
though, unmistakably; who could forget that swelling chest under the 
shabby-smart racing-coat, the gray top-hat always pushed back from 
his thin auburn curls, and the mixture of furtiveness and swagger 
which made his liquid glance so pitiful? Among the figures that rose 
here and there like warning ruins from the dead-level of old New 
York's respectability, none was more typical than Bill Gracy's; my 
gaze followed him curiously as he shuffled away from his daughter. 
"Trying to get more money out of her," I concluded; and remembered 
what Alstrop had said of Delane's generosity.

"Well, if I were Delane," I thought, "I'd pay a good deal to keep 
that old ruffian out of sight."

Mrs. Delane, turning to watch her father's retreat, saw me and 
nodded. At the same moment Delane, on a tall deep-chested poney, 
ambled across the field, stick on shoulder. As he rode thus, heavily 
yet mightily, in his red-and-black shirt and white breeches, his head 
standing out like a bronze against the turf, I whimsically recalled 
the figure of Guidoriccio da Foligno, the famous mercenary, riding at 
a slow powerful pace across the fortressed fresco of the Town Hall of 
Siena. Why a New York banker of excessive weight and more than 
middle age, jogging on a poney across a Long Island polo field, 
should have reminded me of a martial figure on an armoured war-horse, 
I find it hard to explain. As far as I knew there were no turreted 
fortresses in Delane's background; and his too juvenile polo cap and 
gaudy shirt were a poor substitute for Guidoriccio's coat of mail. 
But it was the kind of trick the man was always playing; reminding 
me, in his lazy torpid way, of times and scenes and people greater 
than he could know. That was why he kept on interesting me.

It was this interest which caused me to pause by Mrs. Delane, whom I 
generally avoided. After a vague smile she had already turned her 
gaze on the field.

"You're admiring your husband?" I suggested, as Delane's trot carried him across 
our line of vision.

She glanced at me dubiously. "You think he's too fat to play, I 
suppose?" she retorted, a little snappishly.

"I think he's the finest figure in sight. He looks like a great 
general, a great soldier of fortune--in an old fresco, I mean."

She stared, perhaps suspecting irony, as she always did beneath the 
unintelligible.

"Ah, HE can pay anything he likes for his mounts!" she murmured; and 
added, with a wandering laugh: "Do you mean it as a compliment? 
Shall I tell him what you say?"

"I wish you would."

But her eyes were off again, this time to the opposite end of the 
field. Of course--Bolton Byrne was playing on the other side! The 
fool of a woman was always like that--absorbed in her latest 
adventure. Yet there had been so many, and she must by this time 
have been so radiantly sure there would be more! But at every one 
the girl was born anew in her: she blushed, palpitated, "sat out" 
dances, plotted for tete-a-tetes, pressed flowers (I'll wager) in her 
copy of "Omar Khayyam," and was all white muslin and wild roses while 
it lasted. And the Byrne fever was then at its height.

It did not seem polite to leave her immediately, and I continued to 
watch the field at her side. "It's their last chance to score," she 
flung at me, leaving me to apply the ambiguous pronoun; and after 
that we remained silent.

The game had been a close one; the two sides were five each, and the 
crowd about the rails hung breathless on the last minutes. The 
struggle was short and swift, and dramatic enough to hold even the 
philanderers on the coach-tops. Once I stole a glance at Mrs. 
Delane, and saw the colour rush to her cheek. Byrne was hurling 
himself across the field, crouched on the neck of his somewhat weedy 
mount, his stick swung like a lance--a pretty enough sight, for he 
was young and supple, and light in the saddle.

"They're going to win!" she gasped with a happy cry.

But just then Byrne's poney, unequal to the pace, stumbled, faltered, 
and came down. His rider dropped from the saddle, hauled the animal 
to his feet, and stood for a minute half-dazed before he scrambled up 
again. That minute made the difference. It gave the other side 
their chance. The knot of men and horses tightened, wavered, grew 
loose, broke up in arrowing flights; and suddenly a ball--Delane's 
--sped through the enemy's goal, victorious. A roar of delight went 
up; "Good for old Hayley!" voices shouted. Mrs. Delane gave a little 
sour laugh. "That--that beastly poney; I warned him it was no good 
--and the ground still so slippery," she broke out.

"The poney? Why, he's a ripper. It's not every mount that will 
carry Delane's weight," I said. She stared at me unseeingly and 
turned away with twitching lips. I saw her speeding off toward the 
enclosure.

I followed hastily, wanting to see Delane in the moment of his 
triumph. I knew he took all these little sporting successes with an 
absurd seriousness, as if, mysteriously, they were the shadow of more 
substantial achievements, dreamed of, or accomplished, in some 
previous life. And perhaps the elderly man's vanity in holding his 
own with the youngsters was also an element of his satisfaction; how 
could one tell, in a mind of such monumental simplicity?

When I reached the saddling enclosure I did not at once discover him; 
an unpleasant sight met my eyes instead. Bolton Byrne, livid and 
withered--his face like an old woman's, I thought--rode across 
the empty field, angrily lashing his poney's flanks. He slipped to 
the ground, and as he did so, struck the shivering animal a last blow 
clean across the head. An unpleasant sight--

But retribution fell. It came like a black-and-red thunderbolt 
descending on the wretch out of the heaven. Delane had him by the 
collar, had struck him with his whip across the shoulders, and then 
flung him off like a thing too mean for human handling. It was over 
in the taking of a breath--then, while the crowd hummed and closed 
in, leaving Byrne to slink away as if he had become invisible, I saw 
my big Delane, growncalm and apathetic, turn to the poney and lay a 
soothing hand on its neck.

I was pushing forward, moved by the impulse to press that hand, when 
his wife went up to him. Though I was not far off I could not hear 
what she said; people did not speak loud in those days, or "make 
scenes," and the two or three words which issued from Mrs. Delane's 
lips must have been inaudible to everyone but her husband. On his 
dark face they raised a sudden redness; he made a motion of his free 
arm (the other hand still on the poney's neck), as if to wave aside 
an importunate child; then he felt in his pocket, drew out a 
cigarette, and lit it. Mrs. Delane, white as a ghost, was hurrying 
back to Alstrop's coach.

I was turning away too when I saw her husband hailed again. This 
time it was Bill Gracy, shoving and yet effacing himself, as his 
manner was, who came up, a facile tear on his lashes, his smile half 
tremulous, half defiant, a yellow-gloved hand held out.

"God bless you for it, Hayley--God bless you, my dear boy!"

Delane's hand reluctantly left the poney's neck. It wavered for an 
instant, just touched the other's palm, and was instantly engulfed in 
it. Then Delane, without speaking, turned toward the shed where his 
mounts were being rubbed down, while his father-in-law swaggered from 
the scene.

I had promised, on the way home, to stop for tea at a friend's house 
half-way between the Polo Club and Alstrop's. Another friend, who 
was also going there, offered me a lift, and carried me on to 
Alstrop's afterward.

During our drive, and about the tea-table, the talk of course dwelt 
mainly on the awkward incident of Bolton Byrne's thrashing. The 
women were horrified or admiring, as their humour moved them; but the 
men all agreed that it was natural enough. In such a case any 
pretext was permissible, they said; though it was stupid of Hayley to 
air his grievance on a public occasion. But then he WAS stupid--
that was the consensus of opinion. If there was a blundering way of 
doing a thing that needed to be done, trust him to hit on it! For 
the rest, everyone spoke of him affectionately, and agreed that Leila 
was a fool...and nobody particularly liked Byrne, an "outsider" 
who had pushed himself into society by means of cheek and showy 
horsemanship. But Leila, it was agreed, had always had a weakness 
for "outsiders," perhaps because their admiration flattered her 
extreme desire to be thought "in."

"Wonder how many of the party you'll find left--this affair must 
have caused a good deal of a shake-up," my friend said, as I got down 
at Alstrop's door; and the same thought was in my own mind. Byrne 
would be gone, of course; and no doubt, in another direction, Delane 
and Leila. I wished I had a chance to shake that blundering hand of 
Hayley's...

Hall and drawing-room were empty; the dressing-bell must have sounded 
its discreet appeal more than once, and I was relieved to find it had 
been heeded. I didn't want to stumble on any of my fellow-guests 
till I had seen our host. As I was dashing upstairs I heard him call 
me from the library, and turned back.

"No hurry--dinner put off till nine," he said cheerfully; and 
added, on a note of inexpressible relief: "We've had a tough job of 
it--OUF!"

The room looked as if they had: the card tables stood untouched, and 
the deep armchairs, gathered into confidential groups, seemed still 
deliberating on the knotty problem. I noticed that a good deal of 
whiskey and soda had gone toward its solution.

"What happened? Has Byrne left?"

"Byrne? No--thank goodness!" Alstrop looked at me almost 
reproachfully. "Why should he? That was just what we wanted to 
avoid."

"I don't understand. You don't mean that HE'S stayed and the Delanes 
have gone?"

"Lord forbid! Why should they, either? Hayley's apologized!"

My jaw fell, and I returned my host's stare.

"Apologized? To that hound? For what?"

Alstrop gave an impatient shrug. "Oh, for God's sake don't reopen 
the cursed question," it seemed to say. Aloud he echoed: "For what? 
Why, after all, a man's got a right to thrash his own poney, hasn't 
he? It was beastly unsportsmanlike, of course--but it's nobody's 
business if Byrne chooses to be that kind of a cad. That's what 
Hayley saw--when he cooled down."

"Then I'm sorry he cooled down."

Alstrop looked distinctly annoyed. "I don't follow you. We had a 
hard enough job. You said you wanted to see him in a rage just once; 
but you don't want him to go on making an ass of himself, do you?"

"I don't call it making an ass of himself to thrash Byrne."

"And to advertise his conjugal difficulties all over Long Island, 
with twenty newspaper reporters at his heels?"

I stood silent, baffled but incredulous. "I don't believe he ever 
gave that a thought. I wonder who put it to him first in that way?"

Alstrop twisted his unlit cigarette about in his fingers. "We all 
did--as delicately as we could. But it was Leila who finally 
convinced him. I must say Leila was very game."

I still pondered: the scene in the paddock rose again before me, the 
quivering agonized animal, and the way Delane's big hand had been 
laid reassuringly on its neck.

"Nonsense! I don't believe a word of it!" I declared.

"A word of what I've been telling you?"

"Well, of the official version of the case."

To my surprise, Alstrop met my glance with an eye neither puzzled nor 
resentful. A shadow seemed to be lifted from his honest face.

"What DO you believe?" he asked.

"Why that Delane thrashed that cur for ill-treating the poney, and 
not in the least for being too attentive to Mrs. Delane. I was 
there, I tell you--I saw him."

Alstrop's brow cleared completely. "There's something to be said for 
that theory," he agreed, smiling over the match he was holding to his 
cigarette.

"Well, then--what was there to apologize for?"

"Why, for THAT--butting in between Byrne and his horse. Don't you 
see, you young idiot? If Hayley hadn't apologized, the mud was bound 
to stick to his wife. Everybody would have said the row was on her 
account. It's as plain as the knob on the door--there wasn't 
anything else for him to do. He saw it well enough after she'd said 
a dozen words to him--"

"I wonder what those words were," I muttered.

"Don't know. He and she came downstairs together. He looked a 
hundred years old, poor old chap. 'It's the cruelty, it's the 
cruelty,' he kept saying; 'I hate cruelty.' I rather think he knows 
we're all on his side. Anyhow, it's all patched up and well patched 
up; and I've ordered my last 'eighty-four Georges Goulet brought up 
for dinner. Meant to keep it for my own wedding-breakfast; but since 
this afternoon I've rather lost interest in that festivity," Alstrop 
concluded with a celibate grin.

"Well," I repeated, as though it were a relief to say, "I could swear 
he did it for the poney."

"Oh, so could I," my host acquiesced as we went upstairs together.

On my threshold, he took me by the arm and followed me in. I saw 
there was still something on his mind.

"Look here, old chap--you say you were in there when it happened?"

"Yes, Close by--"

"Well," he interrupted, "for the Lord's sake don't allude to the 
subject tonight, will you?"

"Of course not."

"Thanks a lot. Truth is, it was a narrow squeak, and I couldn't help 
admiring the way Leila played up. She was in a fury with Hayley; but 
she got herself in hand in no time, and behaved very decently. She 
told me privately he was often like that--flaring out all of a 
sudden like a madman. You wouldn't imagine it, would you, with that 
quiet way of his? She says she thinks it's his old wound."

"What old wound?"

"Didn't you know he was wounded--where was it? Bull Run, I 
believe. In the head--"

No, I hadn't known; hadn't even heard, or remembered, that Delane had 
been in the Civil War. I stood and stared in my astonishment.

"Hayley Delane? In the war?"

"Why, of course. All through it."

"But Bull Run--Bull Run was at the very beginning." I broke off to 
go through a rapid mental calculation. "Look here, Jack, it can't 
be; he's not over fifty-five. You told me so yourself. If he was in 
it from the beginning he must have gone into it as a schoolboy."

"Well, that's just what he did: ran away from school to volunteer. 
His family didn't know what had become of him till he was wounded. I 
remember hearing my people talk about it. Great old sport, Hayley. 
I'd have given a lot not to have this thing happen; not at my place 
anyhow; but it HAS, and there's no help for it. Look here, you swear 
you won't make a sign, will you? I've got all the others into line, 
and if you'll back us up we'll have a regular Happy Family Evening. 
Jump into your clothes--it's nearly nine."



III

This is not a story-teller's story; it is not even the kind of 
episode capable of being shaped into one. Had it been, I should have 
reached my climax, or at any rate its first stage, in the incident at 
the Polo Club, and what I have left to tell would be the effect of 
that incident on the lives of the three persons concerned.

It is not a story, or anything in the semblance of a story, but 
merely an attempt to depict for you--and in so doing, perhaps make 
clearer to myself--the aspect and character of a man whom I loved, 
perplexedly but faithfully, for many years. I make no apology, 
therefore, for the fact that Bolton Byrne, whose evil shadow ought to 
fall across all my remaining pages, never again appears in them; and 
that the last I saw of him (for my purpose) was when, after our 
exaggeratedly cheerful and even noisy dinner that evening at Jack 
Alstrop's, I observed him shaking hands with Hayley Delane, and 
declaring, with pinched lips and a tone of falsetto cordiality: 
"Bear malice? Well, rather not--why, what rot! All's fair in--
in polo, ain't it? I should say so! Yes--off first thing 
tomorrow. S'pose of course you're staying on with Jack over Sunday? 
I wish I hadn't promised the Gildermeres--." And therewith he 
vanishes, having served his purpose as a passing lantern-flash across 
the twilight of Hayley Delane's character.

All the while, I continued to feel that it was not Bolton Byrne who 
mattered. While clubs and drawing-rooms twittered with the episode, 
and friends grew portentous in trying to look unconscious, and said 
"I don't know what you mean," with eyes beseeching you to speak if 
you knew more than they did, I had already discarded the whole 
affair, as I was sure Delane had. "It was the poney and nothing but 
the poney," I chuckled to myself, as pleased as if I had owed Mrs. 
Delane a grudge, and were exulting in her abasement; and still there 
ran through my mind the phrase which Alstrop said Delane had kept 
repeating: "It was the cruelty--it was the cruelty. I hate 
cruelty."

How it fitted in, now, with the other fact my host had let drop--
the fact that Delane had fought all through the civil war! It seemed 
incredible that it should have come to me as a surprise; that I 
should have forgotten, or perhaps never even known, this phase of his 
history. Yet in young men like myself, just out of college in the 
'nineties, such ignorance was more excusable than now seems possible.

That was the dark time of our national indifference, before the 
country's awakening; no doubt the war seemed much farther from us, 
much less a part of us, than it does to the young men of today. Such 
was the case, at any rate, in old New York, and more particularly, 
perhaps, in the little clan of well-to-do and indolent old New 
Yorkers among whom I had grown up. Some of these, indeed, had fought 
bravely through the four years: New York had borne her part, a 
memorable part, in the long struggle. But I remember with what 
perplexity I first wakened to the fact--it was in my school-days--
that if certain of my father's kinsmen and contemporaries had been in 
the war, others--how many!--had stood aside. I recall especially 
the shock with which, at school, I had heard a boy explain his 
father's lameness: "He's never got over that shot in the leg he got 
at Chancellorsville."

I stared; for my friend's father was just my own father's age. At 
the moment (it was at a school foot-ball match) the two men were 
standing side by side, in full sight of us--HIS father stooping, 
halt and old, mine, even to filial eyes, straight and youthful. Only 
an hour before I had been bragging to my friend about the wonderful 
shot my father was (he had taken me down to his North Carolina 
shooting at Christmas); but now I stood abashed.

The next time I went home for the holidays I said to my mother, one 
day when we were alone: "Mother, why didn't father fight in the 
war?" My heart was beating so hard that I thought she must have seen 
my excitement and been shocked. But she raised an untroubled face 
from her embroidery.

"You father, dear? Why, because he was a married man." She had a 
reminiscent smile. "Molly was born already--she was six months old 
when Fort Sumter fell. I remember I was nursing her when Papa came 
in with the news. We couldn't believe it." She paused to match a 
silk placidly. "Married men weren't called upon to fight," she 
explained.

"But they DID, though, Mother! Payson Gray's father fought. He was 
so badly wounded at Chancellorsville that he's had to walk with a 
stick ever since."

"Well, my dear, I don't suppose you would want your Papa to be like 
that, would you?" She paused again, and finding I made no answer, 
probably thought it pained me to be thus convicted of heartlessness, 
for she added, as if softening the rebuke: "Two of your father's 
cousins DID fight: his cousins Harold and James. They were young 
men, with no family obligations. And poor Jamie was killed, you 
remember."

I listened in silence, and never again spoke to my mother of the war. 
Nor indeed to anyone--even myself. I buried the whole business out 
of sight, out of hearing, as I thought. After all, the war had all 
happened long ago; it had been over ten years when I was born. And 
nobody ever talked about it nowadays. Still, one did, of course, as 
one grew up, meet older men of whom it was said: "Yes, so-and-so was 
in the war." Many of them even continued to be known by the military 
titles with which they had left the service: Colonel Ruscott, Major 
Detrancy, old General Scole. People smiled a little, but admitted 
that, if it pleased them to keep their army rank, it was a right they 
had earned. Hayley Delane, it appeared, thought differently. He had 
never allowed himself to be called "Major" or "Colonel" (I think he 
had left the service a Colonel). And besides he was years younger 
than these veterans. To find that he had fought at their side was 
like discovering that the grandmother one could remember playing with 
had been lifted up by her nurse to see General Washington. I always 
thought of Hayley Delane as belonging to my own generation rather 
than to my father's; though I knew him to be so much older than 
myself, and occasionally called him "sir," I felt on an equality with 
him, the equality produced by sharing the same amusements and talking 
of them in the same slang. and indeed he must have been ten or 
fifteen years younger than the few men I knew who had been in the 
war, none of whom, I was sure, had had to run away from school to 
volunteer; so that my forgetfulness (or perhaps even ignorance) of 
his past was not inexcusable.

Broad and Delane had been, for two or three generations, one of the 
safe and conservative private banks of New York. My friend Hayley 
had been made a partner early in his career; the post was almost 
hereditary in his family. It happened that, not long after the scene 
at Alstrop's, I was offered a position in the house. The offer came, 
not through Delane, but through Mr. Frederick Broad, the senior 
member, who was an old friend of my father's. The chance was too 
advantageous to be rejected, and I transferred to a desk at Broad and 
Delane's my middling capacities and my earnest desire to do my best. 
It was owing to this accidental change that there gradually grew up 
between Hayley Delane and myself a sentiment almost filial on my 
part, elder-brotherly on his--for paternal one could hardly call 
him, even with his children.

My job need not have thrown me in his way, for his business duties sat lightly 
on him, and his hours at the bank were neither long nor regular. But 
he appeared to take a liking to me, and soon began to call on me for 
the many small services which, in the world of affairs, a young man 
can render his elders. His great perplexity was the writing of 
business letters. He knew what he wanted to say; his sense of the 
proper use of words was clear and prompt; I never knew anyone more 
impatient of the hazy verbiage with which American primary culture 
was already corrupting our speech. He would put his finger at once 
on these laborious inaccuracies, growling: "For God's sake, 
translate it into English--" but when he had to write, or worse 
still dictate, a letter his friendly forehead and big hands grew 
damp, and he would mutter, half to himself and half to me: "How the 
devil shall I say: 'Your letter of the blankth came yesterday, and 
after thinking over what you propose I don't like the looks of it'?" 
--"Why, say just that," I would answer; but he would shake his head 
and object: "My dear fellow, you're as bad as I am. You don't know 
how TO WRITE GOOD ENGLISH." In his mind there was a gulf fixed 
between speaking and writing the language. I could never get his 
imagination to bridge this gulf, or to see that the phrases which 
fell from his lips were "better English" than the written version, 
produced after much toil and pen-biting, which consisted in 
translating the same statement into some such language as: "I am in 
receipt of your communication of the 30th ultimo, and regret to be 
compelled to inform you in reply that, after mature consideration of 
the proposals therein contained, I find myself unable to pronounce a 
favourable judgment upon the same"--usually sending a furious dash 
through "the same" as "counterjumper's lingo," and then groaning over 
his inability to find a more Johnsonian substitute.

"The trouble with me," he used to say, "is that both my parents were 
martinets on grammar, and never let any of us children use a vulgar 
expression without correcting us." (By "vulgar" he meant either 
familiar or inexact.) "We were brought up on the best books--Scott 
and Washington Irving, old what's-his-name who wrote the 'Spectator', 
and Gibbon and so forth; and though I'm not a literary man, and never 
set up to be, I can't forget my early training and when I see the 
children reading a newspaper-fellow like Kipling I want to tear the 
rubbish out of their hands. Cheap journalism--that's what most 
modern books are. And you'll excuse my saying dear boy, that even 
you are too young to know how English ought to be WRITTEN."

It was quite true--though I had at first found it difficult to 
believe--that Delane must once have been a reader. He surprised 
me, one night, as we were walking home from a dinner where we had 
met, by apostrophizing the moon, as she rose, astonished, behind the 
steeple of the "Heavenly Rest," with "She walks in beauty like the 
night"; and he was fond of describing a victorious charge in a polo 
match by saying: "Tell you what, we came down on 'em like the 
Assyrian." Nor had Byron been his only fare. There had evidently 
been a time when he had known the whole of "Gray's Elegy" by heart, 
and I once heard him murmuring to himself, as we stood together one 
autumn evening on the terrace of his country-house:

"Now fades the glimmering landscape on the sight,
And all the air a solemn stillness holds..."

Little sympathy as I felt for Mrs. Delane, I could not believe it was 
his marriage which had checked Delane's interest in books. To judge 
from his very limited stock of allusions and quotations, his reading 
seemed to have ceased a good deal earlier than his first meeting with 
Leila Gracy. Exploring him like a geologist, I found, for several 
layers under the Leila stratum, no trace of any interest in letters; 
and I concluded that, like other men I knew, his mind had been 
receptive up to a certain age, and had then snapped shut on what it 
possessed, like a replete crustacean never reached by another high 
tide. People, I had by this time found, all stopped living at one 
time or another, however many years longer they continued to be 
alive; and I suspected that Delane had stopped at about nineteen. 
That date would roughly coincide with the end of the civil war, and 
with his return to the common-place existence from which he had never 
since deviated. Those four years had apparently filled to the brim 
every crevice of his being. For I could not hold that he had gone 
through them unawares, as some famous figures, puppets of fate, have 
been tossed from heights to depths of human experience without once 
knowing what was happening to them--forfeiting a crown by the 
insistence on some prescribed ceremonial, or by carrying on their 
flight a certain monumental dressing-case.

No, Hayley Delane had felt the war, had been made different by it; 
how different I saw only when I compared him to the other "veterans" 
who, from being regarded by me as the dullest of my father's 
dinner-guests, were now become figures of absorbing interest. Time 
was when, at my mother's announcement that General Scole or Major 
Detrancy was coming to dine, I had invariably found a pretext for 
absenting myself; now, when I knew they were expected, my chief 
object was to persuade her to invite Delane.

"But he's so much younger--he cares only for the sporting set. He 
won't be flattered at being asked with old gentlemen." And my 
mother, with a slight smile, would add: "If Hayley has a weakness, 
it's the wish to be thought younger than he is--on his wife's 
account, I suppose."

Once, however, she did invite him, and he accepted; and we got over 
having to ask Mrs. Delane (who undoubtedly WOULD have been bored) by 
leaving out Mrs. Scole and Mrs. Ruscott, and making it a "man's 
dinner" of the old-fashioned sort, with canvas-backs, a bowl of 
punch, and my mother the only lady present--the kind of evening my 
father still liked best.

I remember, at that dinner, how attentively I studied the contrasts, 
and tried to detect the points of resemblance, between General Scole, 
old Detrancy and Delane. Allusions to the war--anecdotes of Bull 
Run and Andersonville, of Lincoln, Seward and MacClellan, were often 
on Major Detrancy's lips, especially after the punch had gone round. 
"When a fellow's been through the war," he used to say as a preface 
to almost everything, from expressing his opinion of last Sunday's 
sermon to praising the roasting of a canvas-back. Not so General 
Scole. No one knew exactly why he had been raised to the rank he 
bore, but he tacitly proclaimed his right to it by never alluding to 
the subject. He was a tall and silent old gentleman with a handsome 
shock of white hair, half-shut blue eyes glinting between veined 
lids, and an impressively upright carriage. His manners were perfect 
--so perfect that they stood him in lieu of language, and people 
would say afterward how agreeable he had been when he had only bowed 
and smiled, and got up and sat down again, with an absolute mastery 
of those difficult arts. He was said to be a judge of horses and 
Madeira, but he never rode, and was reported to give very indifferent 
wines to the rare guests he received in his grim old house in Irving 
Place.

He and Major Detrancy had one trait in common--the extreme caution 
of the old New Yorker. They viewed with instinctive distrust 
anything likely to derange their habits, diminish their comfort, or 
lay on them any unwonted responsibilities, civic or social; and slow 
as their other mental processes were, they showed a supernatural 
quickness in divining when a seemingly harmless conversation might 
draw them into "signing a paper," backing up even the mildest attempt 
at municipal reform, or pledging them to support, on however small a 
scale, any new and unfamiliar cause.

According to their creed, gentlemen subscribed as handsomely as their 
means allowed to the Charity Organization Society, the Patriarchs 
Balls, the Children's Aid, and their own parochial charities. 
Everything beyond savoured of "politics," revivalist meetings, or the 
attempts of vulgar persons to buy their way into the circle of the 
elect; even the Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals, 
being of more recent creation, seemed open to doubt, and they thought 
it rash of certain members of the clergy to lend it their names. 
"But then," as Major Detrancy said, "in this noisy age some people 
will do anything to attract notice." And they breathed a joint sigh 
over the vanished "Old New York" of their youth, the exclusive and 
impenetrable New York to which Rubini and Jenny Lind had sung and Mr. 
Thackeray lectured, the New York which had declined to receive 
Charles Dickens, and which, out of revenge, he had so scandalously 
ridiculed.

Yet Major Detrancy and General Scole had fought all through the war, 
had participated in horrors and agonies untold, endured all manner of 
hardships and privations, suffered the extremes of heat and cold, 
hunger, sickness and wounds; and it had all faded like an indigestion 
comfortably slept off, leaving them perfectly commonplace and happy.

The same was true, with a difference, of Colonel Ruscott, who, though 
not by birth of the same group, had long since been received into it, 
partly because he was a companion in arms, partly because of having 
married a Hayley connection. I can see Colonel Russcott still: a 
dapper handsome little fellow, rather too much of both, with a 
lustrous wave to his hair (or was it a wig?), and a dash too much of 
Cologne on too-fine cambric. He had been in the New York militia in 
his youth, had "gone out" with the great Seventh; and the Seventh, 
ever since, had been the source and centre of his being, as still, to 
some octogenarians, their University dinner is.

Colonel Ruscott specialized in chivalry. For him the war was "the 
blue and the grey," the rescue of lovely Southern girls, anecdotes 
about Old Glory, and the carrying of vital despatches through the 
enemy lines. Enchantments seemed to have abounded in his path during 
the four years which had been so drab and desolate to many; and the 
punch (to the amusement of us youngsters, who were not above drawing 
him) always evoked from his memory countless situations in which by 
prompt, respectful yet insinuating action, he had stamped his image 
indelibly on some proud Southern heart, while at the same time 
discovering where Jackson's guerillas lay, or at what point the river 
was fordable.

And there sat Hayley Delane, so much younger than the others, yet 
seeming at such times so much their elder that I thought to myself: 
"But if HE stopped growing up at nineteen, they're still in 
long-clothes!" But it was only morally that he had gone on growing. 
Intellectually they were all on a par. When the last new play at 
Wallack's was discussed, or my mother tentatively alluded to the last 
new novel by the author of 'Robert Elsmere' (it was her theory that, 
as long as the hostess was present at a man's dinner she should keep 
the talk at the highest level), Delane's remarks were no more 
penetrating than his neighbours'--and he was almost sure not to 
have read the novel.

It was when any social question was raised: any of the problems 
concerning club administration, charity, or the relation between 
"gentlemen" and the community, that he suddenly stood out from them, 
not so much opposed as aloof.

He would sit listening, stroking my sister's long skye-terrier (who, 
defying all rules, had jumped up to his knees at dessert), with a 
grave half-absent look on his heavy face; and just as my mother (I 
knew) was thinking how bored he was, that big smile of his would 
reach out and light up his dimple, and he would say, with enough 
diffidence to mark his respect for his elders, yet a complete 
independence of their views: "After all, what does it matter who 
makes the first move? The thing is to get the business done."

That was always the gist of it. To everyone else, my father 
included, what mattered in everything, from Diocesan Meetings to 
Patriarchs Balls, was just what Delane seemed so heedless of: the 
standing of the people who made up the committee or headed the 
movement. To Delane, only the movement itself counted; if the thing 
was worth doing, he pronounced in his slow lazy way, get it done 
somehow, even if its backers WERE Methodists or Congregationalists, 
or people who dined in the middle of the day.

"If they were convicts from Sing Sing I shouldn't care," he affirmed, 
his hand lazily flattering the dog's neck as I had seen it caress 
Byrne's terrified poney.

"Or lunatics out of Bloomingdale--as these 'reformers' usually 
are," my father added, softening the remark with his indulgent smile.

"Oh, well," Delane murmured, his attention flagging, "I daresay we're 
well enough off as we are."

"Especially," added Major Detrancy with a playful sniff, "with the 
punch in the offing, as I perceive it to be."

The punch struck the note for my mother's withdrawal. She rose with 
her shy circular smile, while the gentlemen, all on their feet 
protested gallantly at her desertion.

"Abandoning us to go back to Mr. Elsmere--we shall be jealous of 
the gentleman!" Colonel Ruscott declared, chivalrously reaching the 
door first; and as he opened it my father said, again with his 
indulgent smile: "Ah, my wife--she's a great reader."

Then the punch was brought.


IV

"You'll admit," Mrs. Delane challenged me, "that Hayley's perfect."

Don't imagine you have yet done with Mrs. Delane, any more than 
Delane had, or I. Hitherto I have shown you only one side, or rather 
one phase, of her; that during which, for obvious reasons, Hayley 
became an obstacle or a burden. In the intervals between her great 
passions, when somebody had to occupy the vacant throne in her bosom, 
her husband was always reinstated there; and during these interlunar 
periods he and the children were her staple subjects of conversation. 
If you had met her then for the first time you would have taken her 
for the perfect wife and mother, and wondered if Hayley ever got a 
day off; and you would not have been far wrong in conjecturing that 
he seldom did.

Only these intervals were rather widely spaced, and usually of short 
duration; and at other times, his wife being elsewhere engaged, it 
was Delane who elder-brothered his big boys and their little sister. 
Sometimes, on these occasions--when Mrs. Delane was abroad or at 
Newport--Delane used to carry me off for a week to the quiet old 
house in the New Jersey hills, full of Hayley and Delane portraits, 
of heavy mahogany furniture and the mingled smell of lavender bags 
and leather--leather boots, leather gloves, leather luggage, all 
the aromas that emanate from the cupboards and passages of a house 
inhabited by hard riders.

When his wife was at home he never seemed to notice the family 
portraits or the old furniture. Leila carried off her own 
regrettable origin by professing a democratic scorn of ancestors in 
general. "I know enough bores in the flesh without bothering to 
remember all the dead ones," she said one day, when I had asked her 
the name of a stern-visaged old forbear in breast-plate and buff 
jerkin who hung on the library wall: and Delane, so practised in 
sentimental duplicities, winked jovially at the children, as who 
should say: "There's the proper American spirit for you, my dears! 
That's the way we all ought to feel."

Perhaps, however, he detected a tinge of irritation in my own look, 
for that evening, as we sat over the fire after Leila had yawned 
herself off to bed, he glanced up at the armoured image, and said: 
"That's old Durward Hayley--the friend of Sir Harry Vane the 
Younger and all that lot. I have some curious letters somewhere...
But Leila's right, you know," he added loyally.

"In not being interested?"

"In regarding all that old past as dead. It IS dead. We've got no 
use for it over here. That's what that queer fellow in Washington 
always used to say to me..."

"What queer fellow in Washington?"

"Oh, a sort of big backwoodsman who was awfully good to me when I was 
in hospital...after Bull Run..."

I sat up abruptly. It was the first time that Delane had mentioned 
his life during the war. I thought my hand was on the clue; but it 
wasn't.

"You were in hospital in Washington?"

"Yes; for a longish time. They didn't know much about disinfecting 
wounds in those days...But Leila," he resumed, with his smiling 
obstinacy, "Leila's dead right, you know. It's a better world now. 
Think of what has been done to relieve suffering since then!" When 
he pronounced the word "suffering" the vertical furrows in his 
forehead deepened as though he felt the actual pang of his old wound. 
"Oh, I believe in progress every bit as much as SHE does--I believe 
we're working out toward something better. If we weren't..." He 
shrugged his mighty shoulders, reached lazily for the adjoining tray, 
and mixed my glass of whiskey-and-soda.

"But the war--you were wounded at Bull Run?"

"Yes." He looked at his watch. "But I'm off to bed now. I promised 
the children to take them for an early canter tomorrow, before 
lessons, and I have to have my seven or eight hours of sleep to feel 
fit. I'm getting on, you see. Put out the lights when you come up."

No; he wouldn't talk about the war.


It was not long afterward that Mrs. Delane appealed to me to testify 
to Hayley's perfection. She had come back from her last absence--a 
six weeks' flutter at Newport--rather painfully subdued and 
pinched-looking. For the first time I saw in the corners of her 
mouth that middle-aged droop which has nothing to do with the loss of 
teeth. "How common-looking she'll be in a few years!" I thought 
uncharitably.

"Perfect--perfect," she insisted; and then, plaintively: "And yet--"

I echoed coldly: "And yet?"

"With the children, for instance. He's everything to them. He's cut 
me out with my own children." She was half joking, half whimpering.

Presently she stole an eye-lashed look at me, and added: "And at 
times he's so HARD."

"Delane?"

"Oh, I know you won't believe it. But in business matters--have 
you never noticed? You wouldn't admit it, I suppose. But there are 
times when one simply can't move him." We were in the library, and 
she glanced up at the breast-plated forbear. "He's as hard to the 
touch as THAT." She pointed to the steel convexity.

"Not the Delane I know," I murmured, embarrassed by these confidences.

"Ah, you think you know him?" she half-sneered; then, with a dutiful 
accent: "I've always said he was a perfect father--and he's made 
the children think so. And yet--"

He came in, and dropping a pale smile on him she drifted away, 
calling to her children.

I thought to myself: "She's getting on, and something has told her 
so at Newport. Poor thing!"

Delane looked as preoccupied as she did; but he said nothing till 
after she had left us that evening. Then he suddenly turned to me.

"Look here. You're a good friend of ours. Will you help me to think 
out a rather bothersome question?"

"Me, sir?" I said, surprised by the "ours," and overcome by so solemn 
an appeal from my elder.

He made a wan grimace. "Oh, don't call me 'sir'; not during this 
talk." He paused, and then added: "You're remembering the 
difference in our ages. Well, that's just why I'm asking you. I 
want the opinion of somebody who hasn't had time to freeze into his 
rut--as most of my contemporaries have. The fact is, I'm trying to 
make my wife see that we've got to let her father come and live with 
us."

My open-mouthed amazement must have been marked enough to pierce his 
gloom, for he gave a slight laugh. "Well, yes--"

I sat dumbfounded. All New York knew what Delane thought of his 
suave father-in-law. He had married Leila in spite of her 
antecedents; but Bill Gracy, at the outset, had been given to 
understand that he would not be received under the Delane roof. 
Mollified by the regular payment of a handsome allowance, the old 
gentleman, with tears in his eyes, was wont to tell his familiars 
that personally he didn't blame his son-in-law. "Our tastes differ: 
that's all. Hayley's not a bad chap at heart; give you my word he 
isn't." And the familiars, touched by such magnanimity, would pledge 
Hayley in the champagne provided by his last remittance.

Delane, as I still remained silent, began to explain. "You see, 
somebody's got to look after him--who else is there?

"But--" I stammered.

"You'll say he's always needed looking after? Well, I've done my 
best; short of having him here. For a long time that seemed 
impossible; I quite agreed with Leila--" (So it was Leila who had 
banished her father!) "But now," Delane continued, "it's different. 
The poor old chap's getting on: he's been breaking up very fast this 
last year. And some blood-sucker of a woman has got hold of him, and 
threatened to rake up old race-course rows, and I don't know what. 
If we don't take him in he's bound to go under. It's his last chance 
--he feels it is. He's scared; he wants to come."

I was still silent, and Delane went on: "You think, I suppose, 
what's the use? Why not let him stew in his own juice? With a 
decent allowance, of course. Well, I can't say...I can't tell 
you...only I feel it mustn't be..."

"And Mrs. Delane?"

"Oh, I see her point. The children are growing up; they've hardly 
known their grandfather. And having him in the house isn't going to 
be like having a nice old lady in a cap knitting by the fire. He 
takes up room, Gracy does; it's not going to be pleasant. She thinks 
we ought to consider the children first. But I don't agree. The 
world's too ugly a place; why should anyone grow up thinking it's a 
flower-garden? Let 'em take their chance....And then"--he 
hesitated, as if embarrassed--"well, you know her; she's fond of 
society. Why shouldn't she be? She's made for it. And of course 
it'll cut us off, prevent our inviting people. She won't like that, 
though she doesn't admit that it has anything to do with her 
objecting."

So, after all, he judged the wife he still worshipped! I was 
beginning to see why he had that great structural head, those large 
quiet movements. There WAS something--

"What alternative does Mrs. Delane propose?"

He coloured. "Oh, more money. I sometimes fancy," he brought out, 
hardly above a whisper, "that she thinks I've suggested having him 
here because I don't want to give more money. She won't understand, 
you see, that more money would just precipitate things."

I coloured too, ashamed of my own thought. Had she not, perhaps, 
understood; was it not her perspicacity which made her hold out? If 
her father was doomed to go under, why prolong the process? I could 
not be sure, now, that Delane did not suspect this also, and allow 
for it. There was apparently no limit to what he allowed for.

"YOU'LL never be frozen into a rut," I ventured, smiling.

"Perhaps not frozen; but sunk down deep. I'm that already. Give me 
a hand up, do!" He answered my smile.

I was still in the season of cocksureness, and at a distance could no 
doubt have dealt glibly with the problem. But at such short range, 
and under those melancholy eyes, I had a chastening sense of 
inexperience.

"You don't care to tell me what you think?" He spoke almost reproachfully.

"Oh, it's not that...I'm trying to. But it's so--so awfully 
evangelical," I brought out--for some of us were already beginning 
to read the Russians.

"Is it? Funny, that, too. For I have an idea I got it, with other 
things, from an old heathen; that chap I told you about, who used to 
come and talk to me by the hour in Washington."

My interest revived. "That chap in Washington--was he a heathen?"

"Well, he didn't go to church." Delane did, regularly taking the 
children, while Leila slept off the previous night's poker, and 
joining in the hymns in a robust barytone, always half a tone flat.

He seemed to guess that I found his reply inadequate, and added 
helplessly: "You know I'm no scholar: I don't know what you'd call 
him." He lowered his voice to add: "I don't think he believed in 
our Lord. Yet he taught me Christian charity."

"He must have been an unusual sort of man, to have made such an 
impression on you. What was his name?"

"There's the pity! I must have heard it, but I was all foggy with 
fever most of the time, and can't remember. Nor what became of him 
either. One day he didn't turn up--that's all I recall. And soon 
afterward I was off again, and didn't think of him for years. Then, 
one day, I had to settle something with myself, and, by George, there 
he was telling me the right and wrong of it! Queer--he comes like 
that, at long intervals; turning-points, I suppose." He frowned his 
heavy head sunk forward, his eyes distant, pursuing the vision.

"Well--hasn't he come this time?"

"Rather! That's my trouble--I can't see things in any way but his. 
And I want another eye to help me!"

My heart was beating rather excitedly. I felt small, trivial and 
inadequate, like an intruder on some grave exchange of confidences.

I tried to postpone my reply, and at the same time to satisfy another 
curiosity. "Have you ever told Mrs. Delane about--about him?"

Delane roused himself and turned to look at me. He lifted his shaggy 
eyebrows slightly, protruded his lower lip, and sank once more into 
abstraction.

"Well, sir," I said, answering the look, "_I_ believe in him."

The blood rose in his dark cheek. He turned to me again and for a 
second the dimple twinkled through his gloom. "That's your answer?"

I nodded breathlessly.

He got up, walked the length of the room, and came back, pausing in 
front of me. "He just vanished. I never even knew his name..."



V

Delane was right; having Bill Gracy under one's roof was not like 
harbouring a nice old lady. I looked on at the sequence of our talk 
and marvelled.

New York--the Delanes' New York--sided unhesitatingly with Leila. 
Society's attitude toward drink and dishonesty was still inflexible: 
a man who had had to resign from his clubs went down into a pit 
presumably bottomless. The two or three people who thought Delane's 
action "rather fine" made haste to add: "But he ought to have taken 
a house for the old man in some quiet place in the country." Bill 
Gracy cabined in a quiet place in the country! Within a week he 
would have set the neighbourhood on fire. He was simply not to be 
managed by proxy: Delane had understood that, and faced it.

Nothing in the whole unprecedented situation was more odd, more 
unexpected and interesting, than Mr. Gracy's own perception of it. 
He too had become aware that his case was without alternative.

"They HAD to have me here, by gad; I see that myself. Old firebrand 
like me...couldn't be trusted! Hayley saw it from the first--
fine fellow, my son-in-law. He made no bones about telling me so. 
Said: 'I can't trust you, father'...said it right out to me. By 
gad, if he'd talked to me like that a few years sooner I don't answer 
for the consequences! But I ain't my own man any longer...I've 
got to put up with being treated like a baby...I forgave him on 
the spot, sir--on the spot." His fine eye filled, and he stretched 
a soft old hand, netted with veins and freckles, across the table to 
me.

In the virtual seclusion imposed by his presence I was one of the few 
friends the Delanes still saw. I knew Leila was grateful to me for 
coming; but I did not need that incentive. It was enough that I 
could give even a negative support to Delane. The first months were 
horrible; but he was evidently saying to himself: "Things will 
settle down gradually," and just squaring his great shoulders to the 
storm.

Things didn't settle down; as embodied in Bill Gracy they continued 
in a state of effervescence. Filial care, good food and early hours 
restored the culprit to comparative health; he became exuberant, 
arrogant and sly. Happily his first imprudence caused a relapse 
alarming even to himself. He saw that his powers of resistance were 
gone, and, tremulously tender over his own plight, he relapsed into a 
plaintive burden. But he was never a passive one. Some part or 
other he had to play, usually to somebody's detriment.

One day a strikingly dressed lady forced her way in to see him, and 
the house echoed with her recriminations. Leila objected to the 
children's assisting at such scenes, and when Christmas brought the 
boys home she sent them to Canada with a tutor, and herself went with 
the little girl to Florida. Delane, Gracy and I sat down alone to 
our Christmas turkey, and I wondered what Delane's queer friend of 
the Washington hospital would have thought of that festivity. Mr. 
Gracy was in a melting mood, and reviewed his past with an edifying 
prolixity. "After all, women and children have always loved me," he 
summed up, a tear on his lashes. "But I've been a curse to you and 
Leila, and I know it, Hayley. That's my only merit, I suppose--
that I DO know it! Well, here's to turning over a new leaf..." 
and so forth.

One day, a few months later, Mr. Broad, the head of the firm, sent 
for me. I was surprised, and somewhat agitated, at the summons, for 
I was not often called into his august presence.

"Mr. Delane has a high regard for your ability," he began affably.

I bowed, thrilled at what I supposed to be a hint of promotion; but 
Mr. Broad went on: "I know you are at his house a great deal. In 
spite of the difference in age he always speaks of you as an old 
friend." Hopes of promotion faded, yet left me unregretful. 
Somehow, this was even better. I bowed again.

Mr. Broad was becoming embarrassed. "You see Mr. William Gracy 
rather frequently at his son-in-law's?"

"He's living there," I answered bluntly.

Mr. Broad heaved a sigh. "Yes. It's a fine thing of Mr. Delane...
but does he quite realize the consequences? His own family side 
with his wife. You'll wonder at my speaking with such frankness...
but I've been asked...it has been suggested..."

"If he weren't there he'd be in the gutter."

Mr. Broad sighed more deeply. "Ah, it's a problem...You may ask 
why I don't speak directly to Mr. Delane...but it's so delicate, 
and he's so uncommunicative. Still, there are Institutions...
You don't feel there's anything to be done?"

I was silent, and he shook hands, murmured: "This is confidential," 
and made a motion of dismissal. I withdrew to my desk, feeling that 
the situation must indeed be grave if Mr. Broad could so emphasize it 
by consulting me.


New York, to ease its mind of the matter, had finally decided that 
Hayley Delane was "queer." There were the two of them, madmen both, 
hobnobbing together under his roof; no wonder poor Leila found the 
place untenable! That view, bruited about, as such things are, with 
a mysterious underground rapidity, prepared me for what was to follow.

One day during the Easter holidays I went to dine with the Delanes, 
and finding my host alone with old Gracy I concluded that Leila had 
again gone off with the children. She had: she had been gone a 
week, and had just sent a letter to her husband saying that she was 
sailing from Montreal with the little girl. The boys would be sent 
back to Groton with a trusted servant. She would add nothing more, 
as she did not wish to reflect unkindly on what his own family agreed 
with her in thinking an act of ill-advised generosity. He knew that 
she was worn out by the strain he had imposed on her, and would 
understand her wishing to get away for a while...

She had left him.

Such events were not, in those days, the matters of course they have 
since become; and I doubt if, on a man like Delane, the blow would 
ever have fallen lightly. Certainly that evening was the grimmest I 
ever passed in his company. I had the same impression as on the day 
of Bolton Bryne's chastisement: the sense that Delane did not care a 
fig for public opinion. His knowing that it sided with his wife did 
not, I believe, affect him in the least; nor did her own view of his 
conduct--and for that I was unprepared. What really ailed him, I 
discovered, was his loneliness. He missed her, he wanted her back--
her trivial irritating presence was the thing in the world he could 
least dispense with. But when he told me what she had done he simply 
added: "I see no help for it; we've both of us got a right to our 
own opinion."

Again I looked at him with astonishment. Another voice seemed to be 
speaking through his lips, and I had it on mine to say: "Was that 
what your old friend in Washington would have told you?" But at the 
door of the dining-room where we had lingered, Mr. Gracy's flushed 
countenance and unreverend auburn locks appeared between us.

"Look here, Hayley; what about our little game? If I'm to be packed 
off to bed at ten like a naughty boy you might at least give me my 
hand of poker first." He winked faintly at me as we passed into the 
library, and added, in a hoarse aside: "If he thinks he's going to 
boss me like Leila he's mistaken. Flesh and blood's one thing; now 
she's gone I'll be damned if I take any bullying."

That threat was the last flare of Mr. Gracy's indomitable spirit. 
The act of defiance which confirmed it brought on a severe attack of 
pleurisy. Delane nursed the old man with dogged patience, and he 
emerged from the illness diminished, wizened, the last trace of 
auburn gone from his scant curls, and nothing left of his old self 
but a harmless dribble of talk.

Delane taught him to play patience, and he used to sit for hours by 
the library fire, puzzling over the cards, or talking to the 
children's parrot, which he fed and tended with a touching 
regularity. He also devoted a good deal of time to collecting stamps 
for his youngest grandson, and his increasing gentleness and playful 
humour so endeared him to the servants that a trusted housemaid had 
to be dismissed for smuggling cocktails into his room. On fine days 
Delane, coming home earlier from the bank, would take him for a short 
stroll; and one day, happening to walk up Fifth Avenue behind them, I 
noticed that the younger man's broad shoulders were beginning to 
stoop like the other's, and that there was less lightness in his gait 
than in Bill Gracy's jaunty shamble. They looked like two old men 
doing their daily mile on the sunny side of the street. Bill Gracy 
was no longer a danger to the community, and Leila might have come 
home. But I understood from Delane that she was still abroad with 
her daughter.


Society soon grows used to any state of things which is imposed upon 
it without explanation. I had noticed that Delane never explained; 
his chief strength lay in that negative quality. He was probably 
hardly aware that people were beginning to say: "Poor old Gracy--
after all, he's making a decent end. It was the proper thing for 
Hayley to do--but his wife ought to come back and share the burden 
with him." In important matters he was so careless of public opinion 
that he was not likely to notice its veering. He wanted Leila to 
come home; he missed her and the little girl more and more; but for 
him there was no "ought" about the matter.

And one day she came. Absence had rejuvenated her, she had some 
dazzling new clothes, she had made the acquaintance of a charming 
Italian nobleman who was coming to New York on the next steamer...
she was ready to forgive her husband, to be tolerant, resigned and 
even fond. Delane, with his amazing simplicity, took all this for 
granted; the effect of her return was to make him feel he had somehow 
been in the wrong, and he was ready to bask in her forgiveness. 
Luckily for her own popularity she arrived in time to soothe her 
parent's declining moments. Mr. Gracy was now a mere mild old 
pensioner and Leila used to drive out with him regularly and refuse 
dull invitations "because she had to be with Papa." After all, 
people said, she had a heart. Her husband thought so too, and 
triumphed in the conviction. At that time life under the Delane 
roof, though melancholy, was idyllic; it was a pity that old Gracy 
could not have been kept alive longer, so miraculously did his 
presence unite the household it had once divided. But he was beyond 
being aware of this, and from a cheerful senility sank into coma and 
death. The funeral was attended by the whole of New York, and 
Leila's crape veil was of exactly the right length--a matter of 
great importance in those days.


Life has a way of overgrowing its achievements as well as its ruins. 
In less time than seemed possible in so slow-moving a society, the 
Delane's family crisis had been smothered and forgotten. Nothing 
seemed changed in the mutual attitude of husband and wife, or in that 
of their little group toward the couple. If anything, Leila had 
gained in popular esteem by her assiduity at her father's bedside; 
though as a truthful chronicler I am bound to add that she partly 
forfeited this advantage by plunging into a flirtation with the 
Italian nobleman before her crape trimmings had been replaced by 
'passemeterie'. On such fundamental observances old New York still 
took its stand.

As for Hayley Delane, he emerged older, heavier, more stooping, but 
otherwise unchanged from the ordeal. I am not sure that anyone 
except myself was aware that there had been an ordeal. But my 
conviction remained. His wife's return had changed him back into a 
card-playing, ball-going, race-frequenting elderly gentleman; but I 
had seen the waters part, and a granite rock thrust up from them. 
Twice the upheaval had taken place; and each time in obedience to 
motives unintelligible to the people he lived among. Almost any man 
can take a stand on a principle his fellow-citizens are already 
occupying; but Hayley Delane held out for things his friends could 
not comprehend, and did it for reasons he could not explain. The 
central puzzle subsisted.

Does it subsist for me to this day? Sometimes, walking up town from 
the bank where in my turn I have become an institution, I glance 
through the rails of Trinity churchyard and wonder. He has lain 
there ten years or more now; his wife has married the President of a 
rising Western University, and grown intellectual and censorious; his 
children are scattered and established. Does the old Delane vault 
hold his secret, or did I surprise it one day; did he and I surprise 
it together?

It was one Sunday afternoon, I remember, not long after Bill Gracy's 
edifying end. I had not gone out of town that week-end, and after a 
long walk in the frosty blue twilight of Central Park I let myself 
into my little flat. To my surprise I saw Hayley Delane's big 
overcoat and tall hat in the hall. He used to drop in on me now and 
then, but mostly on the way home from a dinner where we happened to 
have met; and I was rather startled at his appearance at that hour 
and on a Sunday. But he lifted an untroubled face from the morning 
paper.

"You didn't expect a call on a Sunday? Fact is, I'm out of a job. I 
wanted to go down to the country, as usual, but there's some grand 
concert or other that Leila was booked for this afternoon; and a 
dinner tonight at Alstrop's. So I dropped in to pass the time of 
day. What IS there to do on a Sunday afternoon, anyhow?"

There he was, the same old usual Hayley, as much put to it as the 
merest fribble of his set to employ an hour unfilled by poker! I was 
glad he viewed me as a possible alternative, and laughingly told him 
so. He laughed too--we were on terms of brotherly equality--and 
told me to go ahead and read two or three notes which had arrived in 
my absence. "Gad--how they shower down on a fellow at your age!" 
he chuckled.

I broke the seals and was glancing through the letters when I heard 
an exclamation at my back.

"By Jove--there he is!" Hayley Delane shouted. I turned to see 
what he meant.

He had taken up a book--an unusual gesture, but it lay at his 
elbow, and I suppose he had squeezed the newspapers dry. He held the 
volume out to me without speaking, his forefinger resting on the open 
page; his swarthy face was in a glow, his hand shook a little. The 
page to which his finger pointed bore the steel engraving of a man's 
portrait.

"It's him to the life--I'd know those old clothes of his again 
anywhere," Delane exulted, jumping up from his seat.

I took the book and stared first at the portrait and then at my friend.

"Your pal in Washington?"

He nodded excitedly. "That chap I've often told you about--yes!" 
I shall never forget the way his smile flew out and reached the 
dimple. There seemed a network of them spangling his happy face. 
His eyes had grown absent, as if gazing down invisible vistas. At 
length they travelled back to me.

"How on earth did the old boy get his portrait in a book? Has 
somebody been writing something about him?" His sluggish curiosity 
awakened, he stretched his hand for the volume. But I held it back.

"Lots of people have written about him; but this book is his own."

"You mean he wrote it?" He smiled incredulously. "Why, the poor 
chap hadn't any education!"

"Perhaps he had more than you think. Let me keep the book a moment 
longer, and read you something from it."

He signed an assent, though I could see the apprehension of the 
printed page already clouding his interest.

"What sort of things did he write?"

"Things for YOU. Now listen."

He settled back into his armchair, composing a painfully attentive 
countenance, and I sat down and began:

"A sight in camp in the day-break grey and dim.
As from my tent I emerge so early, sleepless,
As slow I walk in the cool fresh air, the path near by the hospital tent,
Three forms I see on stretchers lying, brought out there, untended lying,
Over each the blanket spread, ample brownish woollen blanket,
Grey and heavy blanket, folding, covering all

"Curious, I halt, and silent stand:
Then with light fingers I from the face of the nearest, the first, 
just lift the blanket:
Who are you, elderly man so gaunt and grim, with well-grey'd hair, 
and flesh all sunken about the eyes?
Who are you, my dear comrade?
Then to the second I step--And who are you, my child and darling?
Who are you, sweet boy, with cheeks yet blooming?

"Then to the third--a face nor child, nor old, very calm, as of 
beautiful yellow-white ivory;
Young man, I think I know you--I think this face of yours is the 
face of the Christ himself;
Dead and divine, and brother of all, and here again he lies."

I laid the open book on my knee, and stole a glance at Delane. His 
face was a blank, still composed in the heavy folds of enforced 
attention. No spark had been struck from him. Evidently the 
distance was too great between the far-off point at which he and 
English poetry had parted company, and this new strange form it had 
put on. I must find something which would bring the matter closely 
enough home to surmount the unfamiliar medium.

"Vigil strange I kept on the field one night,
When you, my son and my comrade, dropt at my side..."

The starlit murmur of the verse flowed on, muffled, insistent; my 
throat filled with it, my eyes grew dim. I said to myself, as my 
voice sank on the last line: "He's reliving it all now, seeing it 
again--knowing for the first time that someone else saw it as he 
did."

Delane stirred uneasily in his seat, and shifted his crossed legs one 
over the other. One hand absently stroked the fold of his carefully 
ironed trousers. His face was still a blank. The distance had not 
yet been bridged between "Gray's Elegy" and this unintelliglble 
harmony. But I was not discouraged. I ought not to have expected 
any of it to reach him--not just at first--except by way of the 
closest personal appeal. I turned from the "Lovely and Soothing 
Death," at which I had re-opened the book, and looked for another 
page. My listener leaned back resignedly.

"Bearing the bandages, water and sponge,
Straight and swift to my wounded I go..."

I read on to the end. Then I shut the book and looked up again. 
Delane sat silent, his great hands clasping the arms of his chair, 
his head slightly sunk on his breast. His lids were dropped, as I 
imagined reverentially. My own heart was beating with a religious 
emotion; I had never felt the oft-read lines as I felt them then.

A little timidly, he spoke at length. "Did HE write that?"

"Yes; just about the time you were seeing him, probably."

Delane still brooded; his expression grew more and more timid. "What 
do you...er...call it...exactly?" he ventured.

I was puzzled for a moment; then: "Why, poetry...rather a free 
form, of course...You see, he was an originator of new 
verse-forms..."

"New verse-forms?" Delane echoed forlornly. He stood up in his 
heavy way, but did not offer to take the book from me again. I saw 
in his face the symptoms of approaching departure.

"Well, I'm glad to have seen his picture after all these years," he 
said; and on the threshold he paused to ask: "What was his name, by 
the way?"

When I told him he repeated it with a smile of slow relish. "Yes; 
that's it. Old Walt--that was what all the fellows used to call 
him. He was a great chap: I'll never forget him.--I rather wish, 
though," he added, in his mildest tone of reproach, "you hadn't told 
me that he wrote all that rubbish."


THE END.






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