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Title:      Look Homeward, Angel (1929)
            A Story of the Buried Life
Author:     Thomas Wolfe

TO A. B.

"Then, as all my soules bee,
Emparadis'd in you, (in whom alone
I understand, and grow and see,)
The rafters of my body, bone
Being still with you, the Muscle, Sinew, and Veine,
Which tile this house, will come againe."


This is a first book, and in it the author has written of
experience which is now far and lost, but which was once part of
the fabric of his life.  If any reader, therefore, should say that
the book is "autobiographical" the writer has no answer for him: it
seems to him that all serious work in fiction is autobiographical--
that, for instance, a more autobiographical work than "Gulliver's
Travels" cannot easily be imagined.

This note, however, is addressed principally to those persons whom
the writer may have known in the period covered by these pages.
To these persons, he would say what he believes they understand
already: that this book was written in innocence and nakedness of
spirit, and that the writer's main concern was to give fulness,
life, and intensity to the actions and people in the book he was
creating.  Now that it is to be published, he would insist that
this book is a fiction, and that he meditated no man's portrait

But we are the sum of all the moments of our lives--all that is
ours is in them: we cannot escape or conceal it.  If the writer has
used the clay of life to make his book, he has only used what all
men must, what none can keep from using.  Fiction is not fact, but
fiction is fact selected and understood, fiction is fact arranged
and charged with purpose.  Dr. Johnson remarked that a man would
turn over half a library to make a single book: in the same way, a
novelist may turn over half the people in a town to make a single
figure in his novel.  This is not the whole method but the writer
believes it illustrates the whole method in a book that is written
from a middle distance and is without rancour or bitter intention.



. . . a stone, a leaf, an unfound door; of a stone, a leaf, a door.
And of all the forgotten faces.

Naked and alone we came into exile.  In her dark womb we did not
know our mother's face; from the prison of her flesh have we come
into the unspeakable and incommunicable prison of this earth.

Which of us has known his brother?  Which of us has looked into his
father's heart?  Which of us has not remained forever prison-pent?
Which of us is not forever a stranger and alone?

O waste of loss, in the hot mazes, lost, among bright stars on this
most weary unbright cinder, lost!  Remembering speechlessly we seek
the great forgotten language, the lost lane-end into heaven, a
stone, a leaf, an unfound door.  Where?  When?

O lost, and by the wind grieved, ghost, come back again.


A destiny that leads the English to the Dutch is strange enough;
but one that leads from Epsom into Pennsylvania, and thence into
the hills that shut in Altamont over the proud coral cry of the
cock, and the soft stone smile of an angel, is touched by that dark
miracle of chance which makes new magic in a dusty world.

Each of us is all the sums he has not counted: subtract us into
nakedness and night again, and you shall see begin in Crete four
thousand years ago the love that ended yesterday in Texas.

The seed of our destruction will blossom in the desert, the alexin
of our cure grows by a mountain rock, and our lives are haunted by
a Georgia slattern, because a London cut-purse went unhung.  Each
moment is the fruit of forty thousand years.  The minute-winning
days, like flies, buzz home to death, and every moment is a window
on all time.

This is a moment:

An Englishman named Gilbert Gaunt, which he later changed to Gant
(a concession probably to Yankee phonetics), having come to
Baltimore from Bristol in 1837 on a sailing vessel, soon let the
profits of a public house which he had purchased roll down his
improvident gullet.  He wandered westward into Pennsylvania, eking
out a dangerous living by matching fighting cocks against the
champions of country barnyards, and often escaping after a night
spent in a village jail, with his champion dead on the field of
battle, without the clink of a coin in his pocket, and sometimes
with the print of a farmer's big knuckles on his reckless face.
But he always escaped, and coming at length among the Dutch at
harvest time he was so touched by the plenty of their land that he
cast out his anchors there.  Within a year he married a rugged
young widow with a tidy farm who like all the other Dutch had
been charmed by his air of travel, and his grandiose speech,
particularly when he did Hamlet in the manner of the great Edmund
Kean.  Every one said he should have been an actor.

The Englishman begot children--a daughter and four sons--lived
easily and carelessly, and bore patiently the weight of his wife's
harsh but honest tongue.  The years passed, his bright somewhat
staring eyes grew dull and bagged, the tall Englishman walked with
a gouty shuffle: one morning when she came to nag him out of sleep
she found him dead of an apoplexy.  He left five children, a
mortgage and--in his strange dark eyes which now stared bright and
open--something that had not died: a passionate and obscure hunger
for voyages.

So, with this legacy, we leave this Englishman and are concerned
hereafter with the heir to whom he bequeathed it, his second son, a
boy named Oliver.  How this boy stood by the roadside near his
mother's farm, and saw the dusty Rebels march past on their way to
Gettysburg, how his cold eyes darkened when he heard the great name
of Virginia, and how the year the war had ended, when he was still
fifteen, he had walked along a street in Baltimore, and seen within
a little shop smooth granite slabs of death, carved lambs and
cherubim, and an angel poised upon cold phthisic feet, with a smile
of soft stone idiocy--this is a longer tale.  But I know that his
cold and shallow eyes had darkened with the obscure and passionate
hunger that had lived in a dead man's eyes, and that had led from
Fenchurch Street past Philadelphia.  As the boy looked at the big
angel with the carved stipe of lilystalk, a cold and nameless
excitement possessed him.  The long fingers of his big hands
closed.  He felt that he wanted, more than anything in the world,
to carve delicately with a chisel.  He wanted to wreak something
dark and unspeakable in him into cold stone.  He wanted to carve an
angel's head.

Oliver entered the shop and asked a big bearded man with a wooden
mallet for a job.  He became the stone cutter's apprentice.  He
worked in that dusty yard five years.  He became a stone cutter.
When his apprenticeship was over he had become a man.

He never found it.  He never learned to carve an angel's head.  The
dove, the lamb, the smooth joined marble hands of death, and
letters fair and fine--but not the angel.  And of all the years of
waste and loss--the riotous years in Baltimore, of work and savage
drunkenness, and the theatre of Booth and Salvini, which had a
disastrous effect upon the stone cutter, who memorized each accent
of the noble rant, and strode muttering through the streets, with
rapid gestures of the enormous talking hands--these are blind steps
and gropings of our exile, the painting of our hunger as,
remembering speechlessly, we seek the great forgotten language, the
lost lane-end into heaven, a stone, a leaf, a door.  Where?  When?

He never found it, and he reeled down across the continent into the
Reconstruction South--a strange wild form of six feet four with
cold uneasy eyes, a great blade of nose, and a rolling tide of
rhetoric, a preposterous and comic invective, as formalized as
classical epithet, which he used seriously, but with a faint uneasy
grin around the corners of his thin wailing mouth.

He set up business in Sydney, the little capital city of one of the
middle Southern states, lived soberly and industriously under the
attentive eye of a folk still raw with defeat and hostility, and
finally, his good name founded and admission won, he married a
gaunt tubercular spinstress, ten years his elder, but with a nest
egg and an unshakable will to matrimony.  Within eighteen months he
was a howling maniac again, his little business went smash while
his foot stayed on the polished rail, and Cynthia, his wife--whose
life, the natives said, he had not helped to prolong--died suddenly
one night after a hemorrhage.

So, all was gone again--Cynthia, the shop, the hard-bought praise
of soberness, the angel's head--he walked through the streets at
dark, yelling his pentameter curse at Rebel ways, and all their
indolence; but sick with fear and loss and penitence, he wilted
under the town's reproving stare, becoming convinced, as the flesh
wasted on his own gaunt frame, that Cynthia's scourge was doing
vengeance now on him.

He was only past thirty, but he looked much older.  His face was
yellow and sunken; the waxen blade of his nose looked like a beak.
He had long brown mustaches that hung straight down mournfully.

His tremendous bouts of drinking had wrecked his health.  He was
thin as a rail and had a cough.  He thought of Cynthia now, in the
lonely and hostile town, and he became afraid.  He thought he had
tuberculosis and that he was going to die.

So, alone and lost again, having found neither order nor
establishment in the world, and with the earth cut away from his
feet, Oliver resumed his aimless drift along the continent.  He
turned westward toward the great fortress of the hills, knowing
that behind them his evil fame would not be known, and hoping that
he might find in them isolation, a new life, and recovered health.

The eyes of the gaunt spectre darkened again, as they had in his

All day, under a wet gray sky of October, Oliver rode westward
across the mighty state.  As he stared mournfully out the window at
the great raw land so sparsely tilled by the futile and occasional
little farms, which seemed to have made only little grubbing
patches in the wilderness, his heart went cold and leaden in him.
He thought of the great barns of Pennsylvania, the ripe bending of
golden grain, the plenty, the order, the clean thrift of the
people.  And he thought of how he had set out to get order and
position for himself, and of the rioting confusion of his life, the
blot and blur of years, and the red waste of his youth.

By God! he thought.  I'm getting old!  Why here?

The grisly parade of the spectre years trooped through his brain.
Suddenly, he saw that his life had been channelled by a series of
accidents: a mad Rebel singing of Armageddon, the sound of a bugle
on the road, the mule-hoofs of the army, the silly white face of an
angel in a dusty shop, a slut's pert wiggle of her hams as she
passed by.  He had reeled out of warmth and plenty into this barren
land: as he stared out the window and saw the fallow unworked
earth, the great raw lift of the Piedmont, the muddy red clay
roads, and the slattern people gaping at the stations--a lean
farmer gangling above his reins, a dawdling negro, a gap-toothed
yokel, a hard sallow woman with a grimy baby--the strangeness of
destiny stabbed him with fear.  How came he here from the clean
Dutch thrift of his youth into this vast lost earth of rickets?

The train rattled on over the reeking earth.  Rain fell steadily.
A brakeman came draftily into the dirty plush coach and emptied a
scuttle of coal into the big stove at the end.  High empty laughter
shook a group of yokels sprawled on two turned seats.  The bell
tolled mournfully above the clacking wheels.  There was a droning
interminable wait at a junction-town near the foot-hills.  Then the
train moved on again across the vast rolling earth.

Dusk came.  The huge bulk of the hills was foggily emergent.  Small
smoky lights went up in the hillside shacks.  The train crawled
dizzily across high trestles spanning ghostly hawsers of water.
Far up, far down, plumed with wisps of smoke, toy cabins stuck to
bank and gulch and hillside.  The train toiled sinuously up among
gouged red cuts with slow labor.  As darkness came, Oliver
descended at the little town of Old Stockade where the rails ended.
The last great wall of the hills lay stark above him.  As he left
the dreary little station and stared into the greasy lamplight of a
country store, Oliver felt that he was crawling, like a great
beast, into the circle of those enormous hills to die.

The next morning he resumed his journey by coach.  His destination
was the little town of Altamont, twenty-four miles away beyond the
rim of the great outer wall of the hills.  As the horses strained
slowly up the mountain road Oliver's spirit lifted a little.  It
was a gray-golden day in late October, bright and windy.  There was
a sharp bite and sparkle in the mountain air: the range soared
above him, close, immense, clean, and barren.  The trees rose gaunt
and stark: they were almost leafless.  The sky was full of windy
white rags of cloud; a thick blade of mist washed slowly around the
rampart of a mountain.

Below him a mountain stream foamed down its rocky bed, and he could
see little dots of men laying the track that would coil across the
hill toward Altamont.  Then the sweating team lipped the gulch of
the mountain, and, among soaring and lordly ranges that melted away
in purple mist, they began the slow descent toward the high plateau
on which the town of Altamont was built.

In the haunting eternity of these mountains, rimmed in their
enormous cup, he found sprawled out on its hundred hills and
hollows a town of four thousand people.

There were new lands.  His heart lifted.

This town of Altamont had been settled soon after the Revolutionary
War.  It had been a convenient stopping-off place for cattledrovers
and farmers in their swing eastward from Tennessee into South
Carolina.  And, for several decades before the Civil War, it had
enjoyed the summer patronage of fashionable people from Charleston
and the plantations of the hot South.  When Oliver first came to it
it had begun to get some reputation not only as a summer resort,
but as a sanitarium for tuberculars.  Several rich men from the
North had established hunting lodges in the hills, and one of them
had bought huge areas of mountain land and, with an army of
imported architects, carpenters and masons, was planning the
greatest country estate in America--something in limestone, with
pitched slate roofs, and one hundred and eighty-three rooms.  It
was modelled on the chateau at Blois.  There was also a vast new
hotel, a sumptuous wooden barn, rambling comfortably upon the
summit of a commanding hill.

But most of the population was still native, recruited from the
hill and country people in the surrounding districts.  They were
Scotch-Irish mountaineers, rugged, provincial, intelligent, and

Oliver had about twelve hundred dollars saved from the wreckage of
Cynthia's estate.  During the winter he rented a little shack at
one edge of the town's public square, acquired a small stock of
marbles, and set up business.  But he had little to do at first
save to think of the prospect of his death.  During the bitter and
lonely winter, while he thought he was dying, the gaunt scarecrow
Yankee that flapped muttering through the streets became an object
of familiar gossip to the townspeople.  All the people at his
boarding-house knew that at night he walked his room with great
caged strides, and that a long low moan that seemed wrung from his
bowels quivered incessantly on his thin lips.  But he spoke to no
one about it.

And then the marvellous hill Spring came, green-golden, with brief
spurting winds, the magic and fragrance of the blossoms, warm gusts
of balsam.  The great wound in Oliver began to heal.  His voice was
heard in the land once more, there were purple flashes of the old
rhetoric, the ghost of the old eagerness.

One day in April, as with fresh awakened senses, he stood before
his shop, watching the flurry of life in the square, Oliver heard
behind him the voice of a man who was passing.  And that voice,
flat, drawling, complacent, touched with sudden light a picture
that had lain dead in him for twenty years.

"Hit's a comin'!  Accordin' to my figgers hit's due June 11, 1886."

Oliver turned and saw retreating the burly persuasive figure of the
prophet he had last seen vanishing down the dusty road that led to
Gettysburg and Armageddon.

"Who is that?" he asked a man.

The man looked and grinned.

"That's Bacchus Pentland," he said.  "He's quite a character.
There are a lot of his folks around here."

Oliver wet his great thumb briefly.  Then, with a grin, he said:

"Has Armageddon come yet?"

"He's expecting it any day now," said the man.

Then Oliver met Eliza.  He lay one afternoon in Spring upon the
smooth leather sofa of his little office, listening to the bright
piping noises in the Square.  A restoring peace brooded over his
great extended body.  He thought of the loamy black earth with its
sudden young light of flowers, of the beaded chill of beer, and of
the plumtree's dropping blossoms.  Then he heard the brisk heel-
taps of a woman coming down among the marbles, and he got hastily
to his feet.  He was drawing on his well brushed coat of heavy
black just as she entered.

"I tell you what," said Eliza, pursing her lips in reproachful
banter, "I wish I was a man and had nothing to do but lie around
all day on a good easy sofa."

"Good afternoon, madam," said Oliver with a flourishing bow.
"Yes," he said, as a faint sly grin bent the corners of his thin
mouth, "I reckon you've caught me taking my constitutional.  As a
matter of fact I very rarely lie down in the daytime, but I've been
in bad health for the last year now, and I'm not able to do the
work I used to."

He was silent a moment; his face drooped in an expression of
hangdog dejection.  "Ah, Lord!  I don't know what's to become of

"Pshaw!" said Eliza briskly and contemptuously.  "There's nothing
wrong with you in my opinion.  You're a big strapping fellow, in
the prime of life.  Half of it's only imagination.  Most of the
time we think we're sick it's all in the mind.  I remember three
years ago I was teaching school in Hominy Township when I was taken
down with pneumonia.  Nobody ever expected to see me come out of it
alive but I got through it somehow; I well remember one day I was
sitting down--as the fellow says, I reckon I was convalescin'; the
reason I remember is Old Doctor Fletcher had just been and when he
went out I saw him shake his head at my cousin Sally.  'Why Eliza,
what on earth,' she said, just as soon as he had gone, 'he tells me
you're spitting up blood every time you cough; you've got
consumption as sure as you live.'  'Pshaw,' I said.  I remember I
laughed just as big as you please, determined to make a big joke of
it all; I just thought to myself, I'm not going to give into it,
I'll fool them all yet; 'I don't believe a word of it' (I said),"
she nodded her head smartly at him, and pursed her lips, "'and
besides, Sally' (I said) 'we've all got to go some time, and
there's no use worrying about what's going to happen.  It may come
tomorrow, or it may come later, but it's bound to come to all in
the end'."

"Ah Lord!" said Oliver, shaking his head sadly.  "You bit the nail
on the head that time.  A truer word was never spoken."

Merciful God! he thought, with an anguished inner grin.  How long
is this to keep up?  But she's a pippin as sure as you're born.  He
looked appreciatively at her trim erect figure, noting her milky
white skin, her black-brown eyes, with their quaint child's stare,
and her jet black hair drawn back tightly from her high white
forehead.  She had a curious trick of pursing her lips reflectively
before she spoke; she liked to take her time, and came to the point
after interminable divagations down all the lane-ends of memory and
overtone, feasting upon the golden pageant of all she had ever
said, done, felt, thought, seen, or replied, with egocentric
delight.  Then, while he looked, she ceased speaking abruptly, put
her neat gloved hand to her chin, and stared off with a thoughtful
pursed mouth.

"Well," she said after a moment, "if you're getting your health
back and spend a good part of your time lying around you ought to
have something to occupy your mind."  She opened a leather
portmanteau she was carrying and produced a visiting card and two
fat volumes.  "My name," she said portentously, with slow emphasis,
"is Eliza Pentland, and I represent the Larkin Publishing Company."

She spoke the words proudly, with dignified gusto.  Merciful God!
A book agent! thought Gant.

"We are offering," said Eliza, opening a huge yellow book with a
fancy design of spears and flags and laurel wreaths, "a book of
poems called Gems of Verse for Hearth and Fireside as well as
Larkin's Domestic Doctor and Book of Household Remedies, giving
directions for the cure and prevention of over five hundred

"Well," said Gant, with a faint grin, wetting his big thumb
briefly, "I ought to find one that I've got out of that."

"Why, yes," said Eliza, nodding smartly, "as the fellow says, you
can read poetry for the good of your soul and Larkin for the good
of your body."

"I like poetry," said Gant, thumbing over the pages, and pausing
with interest at the section marked Songs of the Spur and Sabre.
"In my boyhood I could recite it by the hour."

He bought the books.  Eliza packed her samples, and stood up
looking sharply and curiously about the dusty little shop.

"Doing any business?" she said.

"Very little," said Oliver sadly.  "Hardly enough to keep body and
soul together.  I'm a stranger in a strange land."

"Pshaw!" said Eliza cheerfully.  "You ought to get out and meet
more people.  You need something to take your mind off yourself.
If I were you, I'd pitch right in and take an interest in the
town's progress.  We've got everything here it takes to make a big
town--scenery, climate, and natural resources, and we all ought to
work together.  If I had a few thousand dollars I know what I'd
do,"--she winked smartly at him, and began to speak with a
curiously masculine gesture of the hand--forefinger extended, fist
loosely clenched.  "Do you see this corner here--the one you're on?
It'll double in value in the next few years.  Now, here!" she
gestured before her with the loose masculine gesture.  "They're
going to run a street through there some day as sure as you live.
And when they do--" she pursed her lips reflectively, "that
property is going to be worth money."

She continued to talk about property with a strange meditative
hunger.  The town seemed to be an enormous blueprint to her: her
head was stuffed uncannily with figures and estimates--who owned a
lot, who sold it, the sale-price, the real value, the future value,
first and second mortgages, and so on.  When she had finished,
Oliver said with the emphasis of strong aversion, thinking of

"I hope I never own another piece of property as long as I live--
save a house to live in.  It is nothing but a curse and a care, and
the tax-collector gets it all in the end."

Eliza looked at him with a startled expression, as if he had
uttered a damnable heresy.

"Why, say!  That's no way to talk!" she said.  "You want to lay
something by for a rainy day, don't you?"

"I'm having my rainy day now," he said gloomily.  "All the property
I need is eight feet of earth to be buried in."

Then, talking more cheerfully, he walked with her to the door of
the shop, and watched her as she marched primly away across the
square, holding her skirts at the curbs with ladylike nicety.  Then
he turned back among his marbles again with a stirring in him of a
joy he thought he had lost forever.

The Pentland family, of which Eliza was a member, was one of the
strangest tribes that ever came out of the hills.  It had no clear
title to the name of Pentland: a Scotch-Englishman of that name,
who was a mining engineer, the grandfather of the present head of
the family, had come into the hills after the Revolution, looking
for copper, and lived there for several years, begetting several
children by one of the pioneer women.  When he disappeared the
woman took for herself and her children the name of Pentland.

The present chieftain of the tribe was Eliza's father, the brother
of the prophet Bacchus, Major Thomas Pentland.  Another brother had
been killed during the Seven Days.  Major Pentland's military title
was honestly if inconspicuously earned.  While Bacchus, who never
rose above the rank of Corporal, was blistering his hard hands at
Shiloh, the Major, as commander of two companies of Home
Volunteers, was guarding the stronghold of the native hills.  This
stronghold was never threatened until the closing days of the war,
when the Volunteers, ambuscaded behind convenient trees and rocks,
fired three volleys into a detachment of Sherman's stragglers, and
quietly dispersed to the defense of their attendant wives and

The Pentland family was as old as any in the community, but it had
always been poor, and had made few pretenses to gentility.  By
marriage, and by intermarriage among its own kinsmen, it could
boast of some connection with the great, of some insanity, and a
modicum of idiocy.  But because of its obvious superiority, in
intelligence and fibre, to most of the mountain people it held a
position of solid respect among them.

The Pentlands bore a strong clan-marking.  Like most rich
personalities in strange families their powerful group-stamp became
more impressive because of their differences.  They had broad
powerful noses, with fleshy deeply scalloped wings, sensual mouths,
extraordinarily mixed of delicacy and coarseness, which in the
process of thinking they convolved with astonishing flexibility,
broad intelligent foreheads, and deep flat cheeks, a trifle
hollowed.  The men were generally ruddy of face, and their typical
stature was meaty, strong, and of middling height, although it
varied into gangling cadaverousness.

Major Thomas Pentland was the father of a numerous family of which
Eliza was the only surviving girl.  A younger sister had died a few
years before of a disease which the family identified sorrowfully
as "poor Jane's scrofula."  There were six boys:  Henry, the
oldest, was now thirty, Will was twenty-six, Jim was twenty-two,
and Thaddeus, Elmer and Greeley were, in the order named, eighteen,
fifteen, and eleven.  Eliza was twenty-four.

The four oldest children, Henry, Will, Eliza, and Jim, had passed
their childhood in the years following the war.  The poverty and
privation of these years had been so terrible that none of them
ever spoke of it now, but the bitter steel had sheared into their
hearts, leaving scars that would not heal.

The effect of these years upon the oldest children was to develop
in them an insane niggardliness, an insatiate love of property, and
a desire to escape from the Major's household as quickly as

"Father," Eliza had said with ladylike dignity, as she led Oliver
for the first time into the sitting-room of the cottage, "I want
you to meet Mr. Gant."

Major Pentland rose slowly from his rocker by the fire, folded a
large knife, and put the apple he had been peeling on the mantel.
Bacchus looked up benevolently from a whittled stick, and Will,
glancing up from his stubby nails which he was paring as usual,
greeted the visitor with a birdlike nod and wink.  The men amused
themselves constantly with pocket knives.

Major Pentland advanced slowly toward Gant.  He was a stocky fleshy
man in the middle fifties, with a ruddy face, a patriarchal beard,
and the thick complacent features of his tribe.

"It's W. O. Gant, isn't it?" he asked in a drawling unctuous voice.

"Yes," said Oliver, "that's right."

"From what Eliza's been telling me about you," said the Major,
giving the signal to his audience, "I was going to say it ought to
be L. E. Gant."

The room sounded with the fat pleased laughter of the Pentlands.

"Whew!" cried Eliza, putting her hand to the wing of her broad
nose.  "I'll vow, father!  You ought to be ashamed of yourself."

Gant grinned with a thin false painting of mirth.

The miserable old scoundrel, he thought.  He's had that one bottled
up for a week.

"You've met Will before," said Eliza.

"Both before and aft," said Will with a smart wink.

When their laughter had died down, Eliza said:  "And this--as the
fellow says--is Uncle Bacchus."

"Yes, sir," said Bacchus beaming, "as large as life an' twice as

"They call him Back-us everywhere else," said Will, including them
all in a brisk wink, "but here in the family we call him Behind-

"I suppose," said Major Pentland deliberately, "that you've served
on a great many juries?"

"No," said Oliver, determined to endure the worst now with a frozen
grin.  "Why?"

"Because," said the Major looking around again, "I thought you were
a fellow who'd done a lot of COURTIN'."

Then, amid their laughter, the door opened, and several of the
others came in--Eliza's mother, a plain worn Scotchwoman, and Jim,
a ruddy porcine young fellow, his father's beardless twin, and
Thaddeus, mild, ruddy, brown of hair and eye, bovine, and finally
Greeley, the youngest, a boy with lapping idiot grins, full of
strange squealing noises at which they laughed.  He was eleven,
degenerate, weak, scrofulous, but his white moist hands could draw
from a violin music that had in it something unearthly and

And as they sat there in the hot little room with its warm odor of
mellowing apples, the vast winds howled down from the hills, there
was a roaring in the pines, remote and demented, the bare boughs
clashed.  And as they peeled, or pared, or whittled, their talk
slid from its rude jocularity to death and burial: they drawled
monotonously, with evil hunger, their gossip of destiny, and of men
but newly lain in the earth.  And as their talk wore on, and Gant
heard the spectre moan of the wind, he was entombed in loss and
darkness, and his soul plunged downward in the pit of night, for he
saw that he must die a stranger--that all, all but these triumphant
Pentlands, who banqueted on death--must die.

And like a man who is perishing in the polar night, he thought of
the rich meadows of his youth: the corn, the plum tree, and ripe
grain.  Why here?  O lost!


Oliver married Eliza in May.  After their wedding trip to
Philadelphia, they returned to the house he had built for her on
Woodson Street.  With his great hands he had laid the foundations,
burrowed out deep musty cellars in the earth, and sheeted the tall
sides over with smooth trowellings of warm brown plaster.  He had
very little money, but his strange house grew to the rich modelling
of his fantasy: when he had finished he had something which leaned
to the slope of his narrow uphill yard, something with a high
embracing porch in front, and warm rooms where one stepped up and
down to the tackings of his whim.  He built his house close to the
quiet hilly street; he bedded the loamy soil with flowers; he laid
the short walk to the high veranda steps with great square sheets
of colored marble; he put a fence of spiked iron between his house
and the world.

Then, in the cool long glade of yard that stretched four hundred
feet behind the house he planted trees and grape vines.  And
whatever he touched in that rich fortress of his soul sprang into
golden life: as the years passed, the fruit trees--the peach, the
plum, the cherry, the apple--grew great and bent beneath their
clusters.  His grape vines thickened into brawny ropes of brown and
coiled down the high wire fences of his lot, and hung in a dense
fabric, upon his trellises, roping his domain twice around.  They
climbed the porch end of the house and framed the upper windows in
thick bowers.  And the flowers grew in rioting glory in his yard--
the velvet-leaved nasturtium, slashed with a hundred tawny dyes,
the rose, the snowball, the redcupped tulip, and the lily.  The
honeysuckle drooped its heavy mass upon the fence; wherever his
great hands touched the earth it grew fruitful for him.

For him the house was the picture of his soul, the garment of his
will.  But for Eliza it was a piece of property, whose value she
shrewdly appraised, a beginning for her hoard.  Like all the older
children of Major Pentland she had, since her twentieth year, begun
the slow accretion of land: from the savings of her small wage as
teacher and book-agent, she had already purchased one or two pieces
of earth.  On one of these, a small lot at the edge of the public
square, she persuaded him to build a shop.  This he did with his
own hands, and the labor of two negro men: it was a two-story shack
of brick, with wide wooden steps, leading down to the square from a
marble porch.  Upon this porch, flanking the wooden doors, he
placed some marbles; by the door, he put the heavy simpering figure
of an angel.

But Eliza was not content with his trade: there was no money in
death.  People, she thought, died too slowly.  And she foresaw that
her brother Will, who had begun at fifteen as helper in a lumber
yard, and was now the owner of a tiny business, was destined to
become a rich man.  So she persuaded Gant to go into partnership
with Will Pentland: at the end of a year, however, his patience
broke, his tortured egotism leaped from its restraint, he howled
that Will, whose business hours were spent chiefly in figuring upon
a dirty envelope with a stub of a pencil, paring reflectively his
stubby nails, or punning endlessly with a birdlike wink and nod,
would ruin them all.  Will therefore quietly bought out his
partner's interest, and moved on toward the accumulation of a
fortune, while Oliver returned to isolation and his grimy angels.

The strange figure of Oliver Gant cast its famous shadow through
the town.  Men heard at night and morning the great formula of his
curse to Eliza.  They saw him plunge to house and shop, they saw
him bent above his marbles, they saw him mould in his great hands--
with curse, and howl, with passionate devotion--the rich texture of
his home.  They laughed at his wild excess of speech, of feeling,
and of gesture.  They were silent before the maniac fury of his
sprees, which occurred almost punctually every two months, and
lasted two or three days.  They picked him foul and witless from
the cobbles, and brought him home--the banker, the policeman, and a
burly devoted Swiss named Jannadeau, a grimy jeweller who rented a
small fenced space among Gant's tombstones.  And always they
handled him with tender care, feeling something strange and proud
and glorious lost in that drunken ruin of Babel.  He was a stranger
to them: no one--not even Eliza--ever called him by his first name.
He was--and remained thereafter--"Mister" Gant.

And what Eliza endured in pain and fear and glory no one knew.  He
breathed over them all his hot lion-breath of desire and fury: when
he was drunk, her white pursed face, and all the slow octopal
movements of her temper, stirred him to red madness.  She was at
such times in real danger from his assault: she had to lock herself
away from him.  For from the first, deeper than love, deeper than
hate, as deep as the unfleshed bones of life, an obscure and final
warfare was being waged between them.  Eliza wept or was silent to
his curse, nagged briefly in retort to his rhetoric, gave like a
punched pillow to his lunging drive--and slowly, implacably had her
way.  Year by year, above his howl of protest, he did not know how,
they gathered in small bits of earth, paid the hated taxes, and put
the money that remained into more land.  Over the wife, over the
mother, the woman of property, who was like a man, walked slowly

In eleven years she bore him nine children of whom six lived.  The
first, a girl, died in her twentieth month, of infant cholera; two
more died at birth.  The others outlived the grim and casual
littering.  The oldest, a boy, was born in 1885.  He was given the
name of Steve.  The second, born fifteen months later, was a girl--
Daisy.  The next, likewise a girl--Helen--came three years later.
Then, in 1892, came twins--boys--to whom Gant, always with a zest
for politics, gave the names of Grover Cleveland and Benjamin
Harrison.  And the last, Luke, was born two years later, in 1894.

Twice, during this period, at intervals of five years, Gant's
periodic spree lengthened into an unbroken drunkenness that lasted
for weeks.  He was caught, drowning in the tides of his thirst.
Each time Eliza sent him away to take a cure for alcoholism at
Richmond.  Once, Eliza and four of her children were sick at the
same time with typhoid fever.  But during a weary convalescence she
pursed her lips grimly and took them off to Florida.

Eliza came through stolidly to victory.  As she marched down these
enormous years of love and loss, stained with the rich dyes of pain
and pride and death, and with the great wild flare of his alien and
passionate life, her limbs faltered in the grip of ruin, but she
came on, through sickness and emaciation, to victorious strength.
She knew there had been glory in it: insensate and cruel as he had
often been, she remembered the enormous beating color of his life,
and the lost and stricken thing in him which he would never find.
And fear and a speechless pity rose in her when at times she saw
the small uneasy eyes grow still and darken with the foiled and
groping hunger of old frustration.  O lost!


In the great processional of the years through which the history of
the Gants was evolving, few years had borne a heavier weight of
pain, terror, and wretchedness, and none was destined to bring with
it more conclusive events than that year which marked the beginning
of the twentieth century.  For Gant and his wife, the year 1900, in
which one day they found themselves, after growing to maturity in
another century--a transition which must have given, wherever it
has happened, a brief but poignant loneliness to thousands of
imaginative people--had coincidences, too striking to be unnoticed,
with other boundaries in their lives.

In that year Gant passed his fiftieth birthday: he knew he was half
as old as the century that had died, and that men do not often live
as long as centuries.  And in that year, too, Eliza, big with the
last child she would ever have, went over the final hedge of terror
and desperation and, in the opulent darkness of the summer night,
as she lay flat in her bed with her hands upon her swollen belly,
she began to design her life for the years when she would cease to
be a mother.

In the already opening gulf on whose separate shores their lives
were founded, she was beginning to look, with the infinite
composure, the tremendous patience which waits through half a
lifetime for an event, not so much with certain foresight, as with
a prophetic, brooding instinct.  This quality, this almost
Buddhistic complacency which, rooted in the fundamental structure
of her life, she could neither suppress nor conceal, was the
quality he could least understand, that infuriated him most.  He
was fifty: he had a tragic consciousness of time--he saw the
passionate fulness of his life upon the wane, and he cast about him
like a senseless and infuriate beast.  She had perhaps a greater
reason for quietude than he, for she had come on from the cruel
openings of her life, through disease, physical weakness, poverty,
the constant imminence of death and misery: she had lost her first
child, and brought the others safely through each succeeding
plague; and now, at forty-two, her last child stirring in her womb,
she had a conviction, enforced by her Scotch superstition, and the
blind vanity of her family, which saw extinction for others but not
for itself, that she was being shaped to a purpose.

As she lay in her bed, a great star burned across her vision in the
western quarter of the sky; she fancied it was climbing heaven
slowly.  And although she could not have said toward what pinnacle
her life was moving, she saw in the future freedom that she had
never known, possession and power and wealth, the desire for which
was mixed inextinguishably with the current of her blood.  Thinking
of this in the dark, she pursed her lips with thoughtful
satisfaction, unhumorously seeing herself at work in the carnival,
taking away quite easily from the hands of folly what it had never
known how to keep.

"I'll get it!" she thought, "I'll get it.  Will has it!  Jim has
it.  And I'm smarter than they are."  And with regret, tinctured
with pain and bitterness, she thought of Gant:

"Pshaw!  If I hadn't kept after him he wouldn't have a stick to
call his own to-day.  What little we have got I've had to fight
for; we wouldn't have a roof over our heads; we'd spend the rest of
our lives in a rented house"--which was to her the final ignominy
of shiftless and improvident people.

And she resumed:  "The money he squanders every year in licker
would buy a good lot: we could be well-to-do people now if we'd
started at the very beginning.  But he's always hated the very idea
of owning anything: couldn't bear it, he told me once, since he
lost his money in that trade in Sydney.  If I'd been there, you can
bet your bottom dollar there'd been no loss.  Or, it'd be on the
other side," she added grimly.

And lying there while the winds of early autumn swept down from the
Southern hills, filling the black air with dropping leaves, and
making, in intermittent rushes, a remote sad thunder in great
trees, she thought of the stranger who had come to live in her, and
of that other stranger, author of so much woe, who had lived with
her for almost twenty years.  And thinking of Gant, she felt again
an inchoate aching wonder, recalling the savage strife between
them, and the great submerged struggle beneath, founded upon the
hatred and the love of property, in which she did not doubt of her
victory, but which baffled her, foiled her.

"I'll vow!" she whispered.  "I'll vow!  I never saw such a man!"

Gant, faced with the loss of sensuous delight, knowing the time had
come when all his Rabelaisian excess in eating, drinking, and
loving must come under the halter, knew of no gain that could
compensate him for the loss of libertinism; he felt, too, the sharp
ache of regret, feeling that he had possessed powers, had wasted
chances, such as his partnership with Will Pentland, that might
have given him position and wealth.  He knew that the century had
gone in which the best part of his life had passed; he felt, more
than ever, the strangeness and loneliness of our little adventure
upon the earth: he thought of his childhood on the Dutch farm, the
Baltimore days, the aimless drift down the continent, the appalling
fixation of his whole life upon a series of accidents.  The
enormous tragedy of accident hung like a gray cloud over his life.
He saw more clearly than ever that he was a stranger in a strange
land among people who would always be alien to him.  Strangest of
all, he thought, was this union, by which he had begotten children,
created a life dependent on him, with a woman so remote from all he

He did not know whether the year 1900 marked for him a beginning or
an ending; but with the familiar weakness of the sensualist, he
resolved to make it an ending, burning the spent fire in him down
to a guttering flame.  In the first half of the month of January,
still penitently true to the New Year's reformation, he begot a
child: by Spring, when it was evident that Eliza was again
pregnant, he had hurled himself into an orgy to which even a
notable four months' drunk in 1896 could offer no precedent.  Day
after day he became maniacally drunk, until he fixed himself in a
state of constant insanity: in May she sent him off again to a
sanitarium at Piedmont to take the "cure," which consisted simply
in feeding him plainly and cheaply, and keeping him away from
alcohol for six weeks, a regime which contributed no more
ravenously to his hunger than it did to his thirst.  He returned,
outwardly chastened, but inwardly a raging furnace, toward the end
of June: the day before he came back, Eliza, obviously big with
child, her white face compactly set, walked sturdily into each of
the town's fourteen saloons, calling up the proprietor or the bar-
man behind his counter, and speaking clearly and loudly in the
sodden company of bar clientry:

"See here: I just came in to tell you that Mr. Gant is coming back
to-morrow, and I want you all to know that if I hear of any of you
selling him a drink, I'll put you in the penitentiary."

The threat, they knew, was preposterous, but the white judicial
face, the thoughtful pursing of the lips, and the right hand, which
she held loosely clenched, like a man's, with the forefinger
extended, emphasizing her proclamation with a calm, but somehow
powerful gesture, froze them with a terror no amount of fierce
excoriation could have produced.  They received her announcement in
beery stupefaction, muttering at most a startled agreement as she
walked out.

"By God," said a mountaineer, sending a brown inaccurate stream
toward a cuspidor, "she'll do it, too.  That woman means business."

"Hell!" said Tim O'Donnel, thrusting his simian face comically
above his counter, "I wouldn't give W.O. a drink now if it was
fifteen cents a quart and we was alone in a privy.  Is she gone

There was vast whisky laughter.

"Who is she?" some one asked.

"She's Will Pentland's sister."

"By God, she'll do it then," cried several; and the place trembled
again with their laughter.

Will Pentland was in Loughran's when she entered.  She did not
greet him.  When she had gone he turned to a man near him,
prefacing his remark with a birdlike nod and wink:  "Bet you can't
do that," he said.

Gant, when he returned, and was publicly refused at a bar, was wild
with rage and humiliation.  He got whisky very easily, of course,
by sending a drayman from his steps, or some negro, in for it; but,
in spite of the notoriety of his conduct, which had, he knew,
become a classic myth for the children of the town, he shrank at
each new advertisement of his behaviour; he became, year by year,
more, rather than less, sensitive to it, and his shame, his
quivering humiliation on mornings after, product of rasped pride
and jangled nerves, was pitiable.  He felt bitterly that Eliza had
with deliberate malice publicly degraded him: he screamed
denunciation and abuse at her on his return home.

All through the summer Eliza walked with white boding placidity
through horror--she had by now the hunger for it, waiting with
terrible quiet the return of fear at night.  Angered by her
pregnancy, Gant went almost daily to Elizabeth's house in Eagle
Crescent, whence he was delivered nightly by a band of exhausted
and terrified prostitutes into the care of his son Steve, his
oldest child, by now pertly free with nearly all the women in the
district, who fondled him with good-natured vulgarity, laughed
heartily at his glib innuendoes, and suffered him, even, to slap
them smartly on their rumps, making for him roughly as he skipped
nimbly away.

"Son," said Elizabeth, shaking Gant's waggling head vigorously,
"don't you carry on, when you grow up, like the old rooster here.
But he's a nice old boy when he wants to be," she continued,
kissing the bald spot on his head, and deftly slipping into the
boy's hand the wallet Gant had, in a torrent of generosity, given
to her.  She was scrupulously honest.

The boy was usually accompanied on these errands by Jannadeau and
Tom Flack, a negro hack-man, who waited in patient constraint
outside the latticed door of the brothel until the advancing tumult
within announced that Gant had been enticed to depart.  And he
would go, either struggling clumsily and screaming eloquent abuse
at his suppliant captors, or jovially acquiescent, bellowing a
wanton song of his youth along the latticed crescent, and through
the supper-silent highways of the town.

     "Up in that back room, boys,
      Up in THAT back room,
      All among the fleas and bugs,
      I pit-tee your sad doom."

Home, he would be cajoled up the tall veranda stairs, enticed into
his bed; or, resisting all compulsion, he would seek out his wife,
shut usually in her room, howling taunts at her, and accusations of
unchastity, since there festered in him dark suspicion, fruit of
his age, his wasting energy.  Timid Daisy, pale from fright, would
have fled to the neighboring arms of Sudie Isaacs, or to the
Tarkintons; Helen, aged ten, even then his delight, would master
him, feeding spoonfuls of scalding soup into his mouth, and slapping
him sharply with her small hand when he became recalcitrant.

"You DRINK this!  You better!"

He was enormously pleased: they were both strung on the same wires.

Again, he was beyond all reason.  Extravagantly mad, he built
roaring fires in his sitting-room, drenching the leaping fire with
a can of oil; spitting exultantly into the answering roar, and
striking up, until he was exhausted, a profane chant, set to a few
recurrent bars of music, which ran, for forty minutes, somewhat
like this:

      Goddam, Goddam,

--adopting usually the measure by which clock-chimes strike out the

And outside, strung like apes along the wide wires of the fence,
Sandy and Fergus Duncan, Seth Tarkinton, sometimes Ben and Grover
themselves, joining in the glee of their friends, kept up an
answering chant:

     "Old man Gant
      Came home drunk!
      Old man Gant
      Came home drunk!"

Daisy, from a neighbor's sanctuary, wept in shame and fear.  But
Helen, small thin fury, held on relentlessly: presently he would
subside into a chair, and receive hot soup and stinging slaps with
a grin.  Upstairs Eliza lay, white-faced and watchfully.

So ran the summer by.  The last grapes hung in dried and rotten
clusters to the vines; the wind roared distantly; September ended.

One night the dry doctor, Cardiac, said:  "I think we'll be through
with this before to-morrow evening."  He departed, leaving in the
house a middle-aged country woman.  She was a hard-handed practical

At eight o'clock Gant returned alone.  The boy Steve had stayed at
home for ready dispatch at Eliza's need; for the moment the
attention was shifted from the master.

His great voice below, chanting obscenities, carried across the
neighborhood: as she heard the sudden wild roar of flame up the
chimney, shaking the house in its flight, she called Steve to her
side, tensely:  "Son, he'll burn us all up!" she whispered.

They heard a chair fall heavily below, his curse; they heard his
heavy reeling stride across the dining-room and up the hall; they
heard the sagging creak of the stair-rail as his body swung against

"He's coming!" she whispered.  "He's coming!  Lock the door, son!"

The boy locked the door.

"Are you there?" Gant roared, pounding the flimsy door heavily with
his great fist.  "Miss Eliza: are you there?" howling at her the
ironical title by which he addressed her at moments like this.

And he screamed a sermon of profanity and woven invective:--

"Little did I reck," he began, getting at once into the swing of
preposterous rhetoric which he used half furiously, half comically,
"little did I reck the day I first saw her eighteen bitter years
ago, when she came wriggling around the corner at me like a snake
on her belly--[a stock epithet which from repetition was now heart-
balm to him]--little did I reck that--that--that it would come to
this," he finished lamely.  He waited quietly, in the heavy
silence, for some answer, knowing that she lay in her white-faced
calm behind the door, and filled with the old choking fury because
he knew she would not answer.

"Are you there?  I say, are you there, woman?" he howled, barking
his big knuckles in a furious bombardment.

There was nothing but the white living silence.

"Ah me!  Ah me!" he sighed with strong self-pity, then burst into
forced snuffling sobs, which furnished a running accompaniment to
his denunciation.  "Merciful God!" he wept, "it's fearful, it's
awful, it's croo-el.  What have I ever done that God should punish
me like this in my old age?"

There was no answer.

"Cynthia!  Cynthia!" he howled suddenly, invoking the memory of his
first wife, the gaunt tubercular spinstress whose life, it was
said, his conduct had done nothing to prolong, but whom he was fond
of supplicating now, realizing the hurt, the anger he caused to
Eliza by doing so.  "Cynthia!  O Cynthia!  Look down upon me in my
hour of need!  Give me succour!  Give me aid!  Protect me against
this fiend out of Hell!"

And he continued, weeping in heavy snuffling burlesque:  "O-boo-
hoo-hoo!  Come down and save me, I beg of you, I entreat you, I
implore you, or I perish."

Silence answered.

"Ingratitude, more fierce than brutish beasts," Gant resumed,
getting off on another track, fruitful with mixed and mangled
quotation.  "You will be punished, as sure as there's a just God in
heaven.  You will all be punished.  Kick the old man, strike him,
throw him out on the street: he's no good any more.  He's no longer
able to provide for the family--send him over the hill to the
poorhouse.  That's where he belongs.  Rattle his bones over the
stones.  Honor thy father that thy days may be long.  Ah, Lord!

     "'Look, in this place ran Cassius' dagger through;
       See what a rent the envious Casca made;
       Through this the well-beloved Brutus stabbed;
       And, as he plucked his cursèd steel away,
       Mark how the blood of Cæsar followed it--'"

"Jeemy," said Mrs. Duncan at this moment to her husband, "ye'd
better go over.  He's loose agin, an' she's wi' chile."

The Scotchman thrust back his chair, moved strongly out of the
ordered ritual of his life, and the warm fragrance of new-baked

At the gate, outside Gant's, he found patient Jannadeau, fetched
down by Ben.  They spoke matter-of-factly, and hastened up the
steps as they heard a crash upstairs, and a woman's cry.  Eliza, in
only her night-dress, opened the door.

"Come quick!" she whispered.  "Come quick!"

"By God, I'll kill her," Gant screamed, plunging down the stairs at
greater peril to his own life than to any other.  "I'll kill her
now, and put an end to my misery."

He had a heavy poker in his hand.  The two men seized him; the
burly jeweller took the poker from his hand with quiet strength.

"He cut his head on the bed-rail, mama," said Steve descending.  It
was true: Gant bled.

"Go for your Uncle Will, son.  Quick!"  He was off like a hound.

"I think he meant it that time," she whispered.

Duncan shut the door against the gaping line of neighbors beyond
the gate.

"Ye'll be gettin' a cheel like that, Mrs. Gant."

"Keep him away from me!  Keep him away!" she cried out strongly.

"Aye, I will that!" he answered in quiet Scotch.

She turned to go up the stairs, but on the second step she fell
heavily to her knees.  The country nurse, returning from the
bathroom, in which she had locked herself, ran to her aid.  She
went up slowly then between the woman and Grover.  Outside Ben
dropped nimbly from the low eave on to the lily beds: Seth
Tarkinton, clinging to fence wires, shouted greetings.

Gant went off docilely, somewhat dazed, between his two guardians:
as his huge limbs sprawled brokenly in his rocker, they undressed
him.  Helen had already been busy in the kitchen for some time: she
appeared now with boiling soup.

Gant's dead eyes lit with recognition as he saw her.

"Why baby," he roared, making a vast maudlin circle with his arms,
"how are you?"  She put the soup down; he swept her thin body
crushingly against him, brushing her cheek and neck with his stiff-
bristled mustache, breathing upon her the foul rank odor of rye

"Oh, he's cut himself!"  The little girl thought she was going to

"Look what they did to me, baby," he pointed to his wound and

Will Pentland, true son of that clan who forgot one another never,
and who saw one another only in times of death, pestilence, and
terror, came in.

"Good evening, Mr. Pentland," said Duncan.

"Jus' tolable," he said, with his bird-like nod and wink, taking in
both men good-naturedly.  He stood in front of the fire, paring
meditatively at his blunt nails with a dull knife.  It was his
familiar gesture when in company: no one, he felt, could see what
you thought about anything, if you pared your nails.

The sight of him drew Gant instantly from his lethargy: he
remembered the dissolved partnership; the familiar attitude of Will
Pentland, as he stood before the fire, evoked all the markings he
so heartily loathed in the clan--its pert complacency, its
incessant punning, its success.

"Mountain Grills!" he roared.  "Mountain Grills!  The lowest of the
low!  The vilest of the vile!"

"Mr. Gant!  Mr. Gant!" pleaded Jannadeau.

"What's the matter with you, W. O.?" asked Will Pentland, looking
up innocently from his fingers.  "Had something to eat that didn't
agree with you?"--he winked pertly at Duncan, and went back to his

"Your miserable old father," howled Gant, "was horsewhipped on the
public square for not paying his debts."  This was a purely
imaginative insult, which had secured itself as truth, however, in
Gant's mind, as had so many other stock epithets, because it gave
him heart-cockle satisfaction.

"Horsewhipped upon his public square, was he?"  Will winked again,
unable to resist the opening.  "They kept it mighty quiet, didn't
they?"  But behind the intense good-humored posture of his face,
his eyes were hard.  He pursed his lips meditatively as he worked
upon his fingers.

"But I'll tell you something about him, W. O.," he continued after
a moment, with calm but boding judiciousness.  "He let his wife die
a natural death in her own bed.  He didn't try to kill her."

"No, by God!" Gant rejoined.  "He let her starve to death.  If the
old woman ever got a square meal in her life she got it under my
roof.  There's one thing sure: she could have gone to Hell and
back, twice over, before she got it from old Tom Pentland, or any
of his sons."

Will Pentland closed his blunt knife and put it in his pocket.

"Old Major Pentland never did an honest day's work in his life,"
Gant yelled, as a happy afterthought.

"Come now, Mr. Gant!" said Duncan reproachfully.

"Hush!  Hush!" whispered the girl fiercely, coming before him
closely with the soup.  She thrust a smoking ladle at his mouth,
but he turned his head away to hurl another insult.  She slapped
him sharply across the mouth.

"You DRINK this!" she whispered.  And grinning meekly as his eyes
rested upon her, he began to swallow soup.

Will Pentland looked at the girl attentively for a moment, then
glanced at Duncan and Jannadeau with a nod and wink.  Without
saying another word, he left the room, and mounted the stairs.  His
sister lay quietly extended on her back.

"How do you feel, Eliza?"  The room was heavy with the rich odor of
mellowing pears; an unaccustomed fire of pine sticks burned in the
grate: he took up his place before it, and began to pare his nails.

"Nobody knows--nobody knows," she began, bursting quickly into a
rapid flow of tears, "what I've been through."  She wiped her eyes
in a moment on a corner of the coverlid: her broad powerful nose,
founded redly on her white face, was like flame.

"What you got good to eat?" he said, winking at her with a comic

"There are some pears in there on the shelf, Will.  I put them
there last week to mellow."

He went into the big closet and returned in a moment with a large
yellow pear; he came back to the hearth and opened the smaller
blade of his knife.

"I'll vow, Will," she said quietly after a moment.  "I've had all I
can put up with.  I don't know what's got into him.  But you can
bet your bottom dollar I won't stand much more of it.  I know how
to shift for myself," she said, nodding her head smartly.  He
recognized the tone.

He almost forgot himself:  "See here, Eliza," he began, "if you
were thinking of building somewhere, I"--but he recovered himself
in time--"I'll make you the best price you can get on the
material," he concluded.  He thrust a slice of pear quickly into
his mouth.

She pursed her mouth rapidly for some moments.

"No," she said.  "I'm not ready for that yet, Will.  I'll let you
know."  The loose wood-coals crumbled on the hearth.

"I'll let you know," she said again.  He clasped his knife and
thrust it in a trousers pocket.

"Good night, Eliza," he said.  "I reckon Pett will be in to see
you.  I'll tell her you're all right."

He went down the stairs quietly, and let himself out through the
front door.  As he descended the tall veranda steps, Duncan and
Jannadeau came quietly down the yard from the sitting-room.

"How's W. O.?" he asked.

"Ah, he'll be all right now," said Duncan cheerfully.  "He's fast

"The sleep of the righteous?" asked Will Pentland with a wink.

The Swiss resented the implied jeer at his Titan.  "It is a gread
bitty," began Jannadeau in a low guttural voice, "that Mr. Gant
drinks.  With his mind he could go far.  When he's sober a finer
man doesn't live."

"When he's sober?" said Will, winking at him in the dark.  "What
about when he's asleep."

"He's all right the minute Helen gets hold of him," Mr. Duncan
remarked in his rich voice.  "It's wonderful what that little girl
can do to him."

"Ah, I tell you!" Jannadeau laughed with guttural pleasure.  "That
little girl knows her daddy in and out."

The child sat in the big chair by the waning sitting-room fire: she
read until the flames had died to coals--then quietly she shovelled
ashes on them.  Gant, fathoms deep in slumber, lay on the smooth
leather sofa against the wall.  She had wrapped him well in a
blanket; now she put a pillow on a chair and placed his feet on it.
He was rank with whisky stench; the window rattled as he snored.

Thus, drowned in oblivion, ran his night; he slept when the great
pangs of birth began in Eliza at two o'clock; slept through all the
patient pain and care of doctor, nurse, and wife.


The baby was, to reverse an epigram, an unconscionable time in
getting born; but when Gant finally awoke just after ten o'clock
next morning, whimpering from tangled nerves, and the quivering
shame of dim remembrance, he heard, as he drank the hot coffee
Helen brought to him, a loud, long lungy cry above.

"Oh, my God, my God," he groaned.  And he pointed toward the sound.
"Is it a boy or a girl?"

"I haven't seen it yet, papa," Helen answered.  "They won't let us
in.  But Doctor Cardiac came out and told us if we were good he
might bring us a little boy."

There was a terrific clatter on the tin roof, the scolding country
voice of the nurse: Steve dropped like a cat from the porch roof to
the lily bed outside Gant's window.

"Steve, you damned scoundrel," roared the manor-lord with a
momentary return to health, "what in the name of Jesus are you

The boy was gone over the fence.

"I seen it!  I seen it!" his voice came streaking back.

"I seen it too!" screamed Grover, racing through the room and out
again in simple exultancy.

"If I catch you younguns on this roof agin," yelled the country
nurse aloft, "I'll take your hide off you."

Gant had been momentarily cheered when he heard that his latest
heir was a male; but he walked the length of the room now, making
endless plaint.

"Oh my God, my God!  Did this have to be put upon me in my old age?
Another mouth to feed!  It's fearful, it's awful, it's croo-el,"
and he began to weep affectedly.  Then, realizing presently that no
one was near enough to be touched by his sorrow, he paused suddenly
and precipitated himself toward the door, crossing the dining-room,
and, going up the hall, making loud lament:

"Eliza!  My wife!  Oh, baby, say that you forgive me!"  He went up
the stairs, sobbing laboriously.

"Don't you let him in here!" cried the object of this prayer
sharply with quite remarkable energy.

"Tell him he can't come in now," said Cardiac, in his dry voice, to
the nurse, staring intently at the scales.  "We've nothing but milk
to drink, anyway," he added.

Gant was outside.

"Eliza, my wife!  Be merciful, I beg of you.  If I had known--"

"Yes," said the country nurse opening the door rudely, "if the dog
hadn't stopped to lift his leg he'd a-caught the rabbit!  You get
away from here!"  And she slammed it violently in his face.

He went downstairs with hang-dog head, but he grinned slyly as he
thought of the nurse's answer.  He wet his big thumb quickly on his

"Merciful God!" he said, and grinned.  Then he set up his caged

"I think this will do," said Cardiac, holding up something red,
shiny, and puckered by its heels, and smacking it briskly on its
rump, to liven it a bit.

The heir apparent had, as a matter of fact, made his debut
completely equipped with all appurtenances, dependences, screws,
cocks, faucets, hooks, eyes, nails, considered necessary for
completeness of appearance, harmony of parts, and unity of effect
in this most energetic, driving, and competitive world.  He was the
complete male in miniature, the tiny acorn from which the mighty
oak must grow, the heir of all ages, the inheritor of unfulfilled
renown, the child of progress, the darling of the budding Golden
Age and, what's more, Fortune and her Fairies, not content with
well-nigh smothering him with these blessings of time and family,
saved him up carefully until Progress was rotten-ripe with glory.

"Well, what are you going to call it?" inquired Dr. Cardiac,
referring thus, with shocking and medical coarseness, to this most
royal imp.

Eliza was better tuned to cosmic vibrations.  With a full, if
inexact, sense of what portended, she gave to Luck's Lad the title
of Eugene, a name which, beautifully, means "well born," but which,
as any one will be able to testify, does not mean, has never meant,
"well bred."

This chosen incandescence, to whom a name had already been given,
and from whose centre most of the events in this chronicle must be
seen, was borne in, as we have said, upon the very spear-head of
history.  But perhaps, reader, you have already thought of that?
You HAVEN'T?  Then let us refresh your historical memory.

By 1900, Oscar Wilde and James A. McNeill Whistler had almost
finished saying the things they were reported as saying, and that
Eugene was destined to hear, twenty years later; most of the Great
Victorians had died before the bombardment began; William McKinley
was up for a second term, the crew of the Spanish navy had returned
home in a tugboat.

Abroad, grim old Britain had sent her ultimatum to the South
Africans in 1899; Lord Roberts ("Little Bobs," as he was known
affectionately to his men) was appointed commander-in-chief after
several British reverses; the Transvaal Republic was annexed to
Great Britain in September 1900, and formally annexed in the month
of Eugene's birth.  There was a Peace Conference two years later.

Meanwhile, what was going on in Japan?  I will tell you: the first
parliament met in 1891, there was a war with China in 1894-95,
Formosa was ceded in 1895.  Moreover, Warren Hastings had been
impeached and tried; Pope Sixtus the Fifth had come and gone;
Dalmatia had been subdued by Tiberius; Belisarius had been blinded
by Justinian; the wedding and funeral ceremonies of Wilhelmina
Charlotte Caroline of Brandenburg-Ansbach and King George the
Second had been solemnized, while those of Berengaria of Navarre to
King Richard the First were hardly more than a distant memory;
Diocletian, Charles the Fifth, and Victor Amadeus of Sardinia, had
all abdicated their thrones; Henry James Pye, Poet Laureate of
England, was with his fathers; Cassiodorus, Quintilian, Juvenal,
Lucretius, Martial, and Albert the Bear of Brandenburg had answered
the last great roll-call; the battles of Antietam, Smolensko,
Drumclog, Inkerman, Marengo, Cawnpore, Killiecrankie, Sluys,
Actium, Lepanto, Tewkesbury, Brandywine, Hohenlinden, Salamis, and
the Wilderness had been fought both by land and by sea; Hippias had
been expelled from Athens by the Alcæmonidæ and the Lacedæmonians;
Simonides, Menander, Strabo, Moschus, and Pindar had closed their
earthly accounts; the beatified Eusebius, Athanasius, and
Chrysostom had gone to their celestial niches; Menkaura had built
the Third Pyramid; Aspalta had led victorious armies; the remote
Bermudas, Malta, and the Windward Isles had been colonized.  In
addition, the Spanish Armada had been defeated; President Abraham
Lincoln assassinated, and the Halifax Fisheries Award had given
$5,500,000 to Britain for twelve-year fishing privileges.  Finally,
only thirty or forty million years before, our earliest ancestors
had crawled out of the primeval slime; and then, no doubt, finding
the change unpleasant, crawled back in again.

Such was the state of history when Eugene entered the theatre of
human events in 1900.

We would give willingly some more extended account of the world his
life touched during the first few years, showing, in all its
perspectives and implications, the meaning of life as seen from the
floor, or from the crib, but these impressions are suppressed when
they might be told, not through any fault of intelligence, but
through lack of muscular control, the powers of articulation,
and because of the recurring waves of loneliness, weariness,
depression, aberration, and utter blankness which war against the
order in a man's mind until he is three or four years old.

Lying darkly in his crib, washed, powdered, and fed, he thought
quietly of many things before he dropped off to sleep--the
interminable sleep that obliterated time for him, and that gave him
a sense of having missed forever a day of sparkling life.  At these
moments, he was heartsick with weary horror as he thought of the
discomfort, weakness, dumbness, the infinite misunderstanding he
would have to endure before he gained even physical freedom.  He
grew sick as he thought of the weary distance before him, the lack
of co-ordination of the centres of control, the undisciplined and
rowdy bladder, the helpless exhibition he was forced to give in the
company of his sniggering, pawing brothers and sisters, dried,
cleaned, revolved before them.

He was in agony because he was poverty-stricken in symbols: his
mind was caught in a net because he had no words to work with.  He
had not even names for the objects around him: he probably defined
them for himself by some jargon, reinforced by some mangling of the
speech that roared about him, to which he listened intently day
after day, realizing that his first escape must come through
language.  He indicated as quickly as he could his ravenous hunger
for pictures and print: sometimes they brought him great books
profusely illustrated, and he bribed them desperately by cooing,
shrieking with delight, making extravagant faces, and doing all the
other things they understood in him.  He wondered savagely how they
would feel if they knew what he really thought: at other times he
had to laugh at them and at their whole preposterous comedy of
errors as they pranced around for his amusement, waggled their
heads at him, tickled him roughly, making him squeal violently
against his will.  The situation was at once profoundly annoying
and comic: as he sat in the middle of the floor and watched them
enter, seeing the face of each transformed by a foolish leer, and
hearing their voices become absurd and sentimental whenever they
addressed him, speaking to him words which he did not yet
understand, but which he saw they were mangling in the preposterous
hope of rendering intelligible that which has been previously
mutilated, he had to laugh at the fools, in spite of his vexation.

And left alone to sleep within a shuttered room, with the thick
sunlight printed in bars upon the floor, unfathomable loneliness
and sadness crept through him: he saw his life down the solemn
vista of a forest aisle, and he knew he would always be the sad
one: caged in that little round of skull, imprisoned in that
beating and most secret heart, his life must always walk down
lonely passages.  Lost.  He understood that men were forever
strangers to one another, that no one ever comes really to know any
one, that imprisoned in the dark womb of our mother, we come to
life without having seen her face, that we are given to her arms a
stranger, and that, caught in that insoluble prison of being, we
escape it never, no matter what arms may clasp us, what mouth may
kiss us, what heart may warm us.  Never, never, never, never,

He saw that the great figures that came and went about him, the
huge leering heads that bent hideously into his crib, the great
voices that rolled incoherently above him, had for one another not
much greater understanding than they had for him: that even their
speech, their entire fluidity and ease of movement were but meagre
communicants of their thought or feeling, and served often not to
promote understanding, but to deepen and widen strife, bitterness,
and prejudice.

His brain went black with terror.  He saw himself an inarticulate
stranger, an amusing little clown, to be dandled and nursed by
these enormous and remote figures.  He had been sent from one
mystery into another: somewhere within or without his consciousness
he heard a great bell ringing faintly, as if it sounded undersea,
and as he listened, the ghost of memory walked through his mind,
and for a moment he felt that he had almost recovered what he had

Sometimes, pulling himself abreast the high walls of his crib, he
glanced down dizzily at the patterns of the carpet far below; the
world swam in and out of his mind like a tide, now printing its
whole sharp picture for an instant, again ebbing out dimly and
sleepily, while he pieced the puzzle of sensation together bit by
bit, seeing only the dancing fire-sheen on the poker, hearing then
the elfin clucking of the sun-warm hens, somewhere beyond in a
distant and enchanted world.  Again, he heard their morning-wakeful
crowing dear and loud, suddenly becoming a substantial and alert
citizen of life; or, going and coming in alternate waves of fantasy
and fact, he heard the loud, faery thunder of Daisy's parlor music.
Years later, he heard it again, a door opened in his brain: she
told him it was Paderewski's "Minuet."

His crib was a great woven basket, well mattressed and pillowed
within; as he grew stronger, he was able to perform extraordinary
acrobatics in it, tumbling, making a hoop of his body, and drawing
himself easily and strongly erect: with patient effort he could
worm over the side on to the floor.  There, he would crawl on the
vast design of the carpet, his eyes intent upon great wooden blocks
piled chaotically on the floor.  They had belonged to his brother
Luke: all the letters of the alphabet, in bright multi-colored
carving, were engraved upon them.

Holding them clumsily in his tiny hands, he studied for hours the
symbols of speech, knowing that he had here the stones of the
temple of language, and striving desperately to find the key that
would draw order and intelligence from this anarchy.  Great voices
soared far above him, vast shapes came and went, lifting him to
dizzy heights, depositing him with exhaustless strength.  The bell
rang under the sea.

One day when the opulent Southern Spring had richly unfolded, when
the spongy black earth of the yard was covered with sudden, tender
grass, and wet blossoms, the great cherry tree seethed slowly with
a massive gem of amber sap, and the cherries hung ripening in
prodigal clusters, Gant took him from his basket in the sun on the
high front porch, and went with him around the house by the lily
bed, taking him back under trees singing with hidden birds, to the
far end of the lot.

Here the earth was unshaded, dry, clotted by the plough.  Eugene
knew by the stillness that it was Sunday: against the high wire
fence there was the heavy smell of hot dock-weed.  On the other
side, Swain's cow was wrenching the cool coarse grass, lifting her
head from time to time, and singing in her strong deep voice her
Sunday exuberance.  In the warm washed air, Eugene heard with
absolute clearness all the brisk backyard sounds of the
neighborhood, he became acutely aware of the whole scene, and as
Swain's cow sang out again, he felt the flooded gates in him swing
open.  He answered "Moo!" phrasing the sound timidly but perfectly,
and repeating it confidently in a moment when the cow answered.

Gant's delight was boundless.  He turned and raced back toward the
house at the full stride of his legs.  And as he went, he nuzzled
his stiff mustache into Eugene's tender neck, mooing industriously
and always getting an answer.

"Lord a' mercy!" cried Eliza, looking from the kitchen window as he
raced down the yard with breakneck strides, "He'll kill that child

And as he rushed up the kitchen steps--all the house, save the
upper side was off the ground--she came out on the little latticed
veranda, her hands floury, her nose stove-red.

"Why, what on earth are you doing, Mr. Gant?"

"Moo-o-o!  He said 'Moo-o-o!'  Yes he did!"  Gant spoke to Eugene
rather than to Eliza.

Eugene answered him immediately: he felt it was all rather silly,
and he saw he would be kept busy imitating Swain's cow for several
days, but he was tremendously excited, nevertheless, feeling now
that that wall had been breached.

Eliza was likewise thrilled, but her way of showing it was to turn
back to the stove, hiding her pleasure, and saying:  "I'll vow, Mr.
Gant.  I never saw such an idiot with a child."

Later, Eugene lay wakefully in his basket on the sitting-room
floor, watching the smoking dishes go by in the eager hands of the
combined family, for Eliza at this time cooked magnificently, and a
Sunday dinner was something to remember.  For two hours since their
return from church, the little boys had been prowling hungrily
around the kitchen: Ben, frowning proudly, kept his dignity outside
the screen, making excursions frequently through the house to watch
the progress of cookery; Grover came in and watched with frank
interest until he was driven out; Luke, his broad humorous little
face split by a wide exultant smile, rushed through the house,
squealing exultantly:

     "Weenie, weedie, weeky,
      Weenie, weedie, weeky,
      Weenie, weedie, weeky,
      Wee, Wee, Wee."

He had heard Daisy and Josephine Brown doing Cæsar together, and
his chant was his own interpretation of Cæsar's brief boast:
"Veni, Vidi, Vici."

As Eugene lay in his crib, he heard through the open door the
dining-room clatter, the shrill excitement of the boys, the clangor
of steel and knife as Gant prepared to carve the roast, the
reception of the morning's great event told over and over without
variation, but with increasing zest.

"Soon," he thought, as the heavy food fragrance floated in to him,
"I shall be in there with them."  And he thought lusciously of
mysterious and succulent food.

All through the afternoon upon the veranda Gant told the story,
summoning the neighbors and calling upon Eugene to perform.  Eugene
heard clearly all that was said that day: he was not able to
answer, but he saw now that speech was imminent.

Thus, later, he saw the first two years of his life in brilliant
and isolated flashes.  His second Christmas he remembered vaguely
as a period of great festivity: it accustomed him to the third when
it came.  With the miraculous habitude children acquire, it seemed
that he had known Christmas forever.

He was conscious of sunlight, rain, the leaping fire, his crib, the
grim jail of winter: the second Spring, one warm day, he saw Daisy
go off to school up the hill: it was the end of the noon recess,
she had been home for lunch.  She went to Miss Ford's School For
Girls; it was a red brick residence on the corner at the top of the
steep hill: he watched her join Eleanor Duncan just below.  Her
hair was braided in two long hanks down her back: she was demure,
shy, maidenly, a timid and blushing girl; but he feared her
attentions to him, for she bathed him furiously, wreaking whatever
was explosive and violent beneath her placidity upon his hide.  She
really scrubbed him almost raw.  He howled piteously.  As she
climbed the hill, he remembered her.  He saw she was the same

He passed his second birthday with the light growing.  Early in the
following Spring he became conscious of a period of neglect: the
house was deadly quiet; Gant's voice no longer roared around him,
the boys came and went on stealthy feet.  Luke, the fourth to be
attacked by the pestilence, was desperately ill with typhoid:
Eugene was intrusted almost completely to a young slovenly negress.
He remembered vividly her tall slattern figure, her slapping lazy
feet, her dirty white stockings, and her strong smell, black and
funky.  One day she took him out on the side porch to play: it was
a young Spring morning, bursting moistly from the thaw of the
earth.  The negress sat upon the side-steps and yawned while he
grubbed in his dirty little dress along the path, and upon the lily
bed.  Presently, she went to sleep against the post.  Craftily, he
wormed his body through the wide wires of the fence, into the
cindered alley that wound back to the Swains', and up to the ornate
wooden palace of the Hilliards.

They were among the highest aristocracy of the town: they had come
from South Carolina, "near Charleston," which in itself gave them
at that time a commanding prestige.  The house, a huge gabled
structure of walnut-brown, which gave the effect of many angles and
no plan, was built upon the top of the hill which sloped down to
Gant's; the level ground on top before the house was tenanted by
lordly towering oaks.  Below, along the cindered alley, flanking
Gant's orchard, there were high singing pines.

Mr. Hilliard's house was considered one of the finest residences in
the town.  The neighborhood was middle-class, but the situation was
magnificent, and the Hilliards carried on in the grand manner,
lords of the castle who descended into the village, but did not mix
with its people.  All of their friends arrived by carriage from
afar; every day punctually at two o'clock, an old liveried negro
drove briskly up the winding alley behind two sleek brown mares,
waiting under the carriage entrance at the side until his master
and mistress should come out.  Five minutes later they drove out,
and were gone for two hours.

This ritual, followed closely from his father's sitting-room
window, fascinated Eugene for years after: the people and the life
next door were crudely and symbolically above him.

He felt a great satisfaction that morning in being at length in
Hilliard's alley: it was his first escape, and it had been made
into a forbidden and enhaloed region.  He grubbed about in the
middle of the road, disappointed in the quality of the cinders.
The booming courthouse bell struck eleven times.

Now, exactly at three minutes after eleven every morning, so
unfailing and perfect was the order of this great establishment, a
huge gray horse trotted slowly up the hill, drawing behind him a
heavy grocery wagon, musty, spicy, odorous with the fine smells of
grocery-stores and occupied exclusively by the Hilliard victuals,
and the driver, a young negro man who, at three minutes past eleven
every morning, according to ritual, was comfortably asleep.
Nothing could possibly go wrong: the horse could not have been
tempted even by a pavement of oats to betray his sacred mission.
Accordingly he trotted heavily up the hill, turned ponderously into
the alley ruts, and advanced heavily until, feeling the great
circle of his right forefoot obstructed by some foreign particle,
he looked down and slowly removed his hoof from what had recently
been the face of a little boy.

Then, with his legs carefully straddled, he moved on, drawing the
wagon beyond Eugene's body, and stopping.  Both negroes awoke
simultaneously; there were cries within the house, and Eliza and
Gant rushed out of doors.  The frightened negro lifted Eugene, who
was quite unconscious of his sudden return to the stage, into the
burly arms of Doctor McGuire, who cursed the driver eloquently.
His thick sensitive fingers moved swiftly around the bloody little
face and found no fracture.

He nodded briefly at their desperate faces:  "He's being saved for
Congress," said he.  "You have bad luck and hard heads, W. O."

"You Goddamned black scoundrel," yelled the master, turning with
violent relief upon the driver.  "I'll put you behind the bars for
this."  He thrust his great length of hands through the fence and
choked the negro, who mumbled prayers, and had no idea what was
happening to him, save that he was the centre of a wild commotion.

The negro girl, blubbering, had fled inward.

"This looks worse than it is," observed Dr. McGuire, laying the
hero upon the lounge.  "Some hot water, please."  Nevertheless, it
took two hours to bring him round.  Every one spoke highly of the

"He had more sense than the nigger," said Gant, wetting his thumb.

But all this, as Eliza knew in her heart, was part of the plan of
the Dark Sisters.  The entrails had been woven and read long since:
the frail shell of skull which guarded life, and which might have
been crushed as easily as a man breaks an egg, was kept intact.
But Eugene carried the mark of the centaur for many years, though
the light had to fall properly to reveal it.

When he was older, he wondered sometimes if the Hilliards had
issued from their high place when he had so impiously disturbed the
order of the manor.  He never asked, but he thought not: he
imagined them, at the most, as standing superbly by a drawn
curtain, not quite certain what had happened, but feeling that it
was something unpleasant, with blood in it.

Shortly after this, Mr. Hilliard had a "No-Trespassing" sign staked
up in the lot.


Luke got well after cursing doctor, nurse, and family for several
weeks: it was stubborn typhoid.

Gant was now head of a numerous family, which rose ladderwise from
infancy to the adolescent Steve--who was eighteen--and the maidenly
Daisy.  She was seventeen and in her last year at high school.  She
was a timid, sensitive girl, looking like her name--Daisy-ish
industrious and thorough in her studies: her teachers thought her
one of the best students they had ever known.  She had very little
fire, or denial in her; she responded dutifully to instructions;
she gave back what had been given to her.  She played the piano
without any passionate feeling for the music; but she rendered it
honestly with a beautiful rippling touch.  And she practised hours
at a time.

It was apparent, however, that Steve was lacking in scholarship.
When he was fourteen, he was summoned by the school principal
to his little office, to take a thrashing for truancy and
insubordination.  But the spirit of acquiescence was not in him: he
snatched the rod from the man's hand, broke it, smote him solidly
in the eye, and dropped gleefully eighteen feet to the ground.

This was one of the best things he ever did: his conduct in other
directions was less fortunate.  Very early, as his truancy mounted,
and after he had been expelled, and as his life hardened rapidly in
a defiant viciousness, the antagonism between the boy and Gant grew
open and bitter.  Gant recognized perhaps most of his son's vices
as his own: there was little, however, of his redeeming quality.
Steve had a piece of tough suet where his heart should have been.

Of them all, he had had very much the worst of it.  Since his
childhood he had been the witness of his father's wildest
debauches.  He had not forgotten.  Also, as the oldest, he was left
to shift for himself while Eliza's attention focussed on her
younger children.  She was feeding Eugene at her breast long after
Steve had taken his first two dollars to the ladies of Eagle

He was inwardly sore at the abuse Gant heaped on him; he was not
insensitive to his faults, but to be called a "good-for-nothing
bum," "a worthless degenerate," "a pool-room loafer," hardened his
outward manner of swagger defiance.  Cheaply and flashily dressed,
with peg-top yellow shoes, flaring striped trousers, and a broad-
brimmed straw hat with a colored band, he would walk down the
avenue with a preposterous lurch, and a smile of strained assurance
on his face, saluting with servile cordiality all who would notice
him.  And if a man of property greeted him, his lacerated but
overgrown vanity would seize the crumb, and he would boast
pitifully at home:  "They all know Little Stevie!  He's got the
respect of all the big men in this town, all right, all right!
Every one has a good word for Little Stevie except his own people.
Do you know what J. T. Collins said to me to-day?"

"What say?  Who's that?  Who's that?" asked Eliza with comic
rapidity, looking up from her darning.

"J. T. Collins--that's who!  He's only worth about two hundred
thousand.  'Steve,' he said, just like that, 'if I had your
brains'"--He would continue in this way with moody self-
satisfaction, painting a picture of future success when all who
scorned him now would flock to his standard.

"Oh, yes," said he, "they'll all be mighty anxious then to shake
Little Stevie's hand."

Gant, in a fury, gave him a hard beating when he had been expelled
from school.  He had never forgotten.  Finally, he was told to go
to work and support himself: he found desultory employment as a
soda-jerker, or as delivery boy for a morning paper.  Once, with a
crony, Gus Moody, son of a foundry-man, he had gone off to see the
world.  Grimy from vagabondage they had crawled off a freight-train
at Knoxville, Tennessee, spent their little money on food, and in a
brothel, and returned, two days later, coal-black but boastful of
their exploit.

"I'll vow," Eliza fretted, "I don't know what's to become of that
boy."  It was the tragic flaw of her temperament to get to the
vital point too late: she pursed her lips thoughtfully, wandered
off in another direction, and wept when misfortune came.  She
always waited.  Moreover, in her deepest heart, she had an
affection for her oldest son, which, if it was not greater, was at
least different in kind from what she bore for the others.  His
glib boastfulness, his pitiable brag, pleased her: they were to her
indications of his "smartness," and she often infuriated her two
studious girls by praising them.  Thus, looking at a specimen of
his handwriting, she would say:

"There's one thing sure: he writes a better hand than any of the
rest of you, for all your schooling."

Steve had early tasted the joys of the bottle, stealing, during the
days when he was a young attendant of his father's debauch, a
furtive swallow from the strong rank whisky in a half-filled flask:
the taste nauseated him, but the experience made good boasting for
his fellows.

At fifteen, he had found, while smoking cigarettes with Gus Moody,
in a neighbor's barn, a bottle wrapped in an oats sack by the
worthy citizen, against the too sharp examination of his wife.
When the man had come for secret potation some time later, and
found his bottle half-empty, he had grimly dosed the remainder with
Croton oil: the two boys were nauseously sick for several days.

One day, Steve forged a check on his father.  It was some days
before Gant discovered it: the amount was only three dollars, but
his anger was bitter.  In a pronouncement at home, delivered loudly
enough to publish the boy's offense to the neighborhood, he spoke
of the penitentiary, of letting him go to jail, of being disgraced
in his old age--a period of his life at which he had not yet
arrived, but which he used to his advantage in times of strife.

He paid the check, of course, but another name--that of "forger"--
was added to the vocabulary of his abuse.  Steve sneaked in and out
of the house, eating his meals alone for several days.  When he met
his father little was said by either: behind the hard angry glaze
of their eyes, they both looked depthlessly into each other; they
knew that they could withhold nothing from each other, that the
same sores festered in each, the same hungers and desires, the same
crawling appetites polluted their blood.  And knowing this,
something in each of them turned away in grievous shame.

Gant added this to his tirades against Eliza; all that was bad in
the boy his mother had given him.

"Mountain Blood!  Mountain Blood!" he yelled.  "He's Greeley
Pentland all over again.  Mark my words," he continued, after
striding feverishly about the house, muttering to himself and
bursting finally into the kitchen, "mark my words, he'll wind up in
the penitentiary."

And, her nose reddened by the spitting grease, she would purse her
lips, saying little, save, when goaded, to make some return
calculated to infuriate and antagonize him.

"Well, maybe if he hadn't been sent to every dive in town to pull
his daddy out, he would turn out better."

"You lie, Woman!  By God, you lie!" he thundered magnificently but

Gant drank less: save for a terrifying spree every six or eight
weeks, which bound them all in fear for two or three days, Eliza
had little to complain of on this score.  But her enormous patience
was wearing very thin because of the daily cycle of abuse.  They
slept now in separate rooms upstairs: he rose at six or six-thirty,
dressed and went down to build the fires.  As he kindled a blaze in
the range, and a roaring fire in the sitting-room, he muttered
constantly to himself, with an occasional oratorical rise and fall
of his voice.  In this way he composed and polished the flood of
his invective: when the demands of fluency and emphasis had been
satisfied he would appear suddenly before her in the kitchen, and
deliver himself without preliminary, as the grocer's negro entered
with pork chops or a thick steak:

"Woman, would you have had a roof to shelter you to-day if it
hadn't been for me?  Could you have depended on your worthless old
father, Tom Pentland, to give you one?  Would Brother Will, or
Brother Jim give you one?  Did you ever hear of them giving any one
anything?  Did you ever hear of them caring for anything but their
own miserable hides?  DID you?  Would any of them give a starving
beggar a crust of bread?  By God, no!  Not even if he ran a bakery
shop!  Ah me!  'Twas a bitter day for me when I first came into
this accursed country: little did I know what it would lead to.
Mountain Grills!  Mountain Grills!" and the tide would reach its

At times, when she tried to reply to his attack, she would burst
easily into tears.  This pleased him: he liked to see her cry.  But
usually she made an occasional nagging retort: deep down, between
their blind antagonistic souls, an ugly and desperate war was being
waged.  Yet, had he known to what lengths these daily assaults
might drive her, he would have been astounded: they were part of
the deep and feverish discontent of his spirit, the rooted instinct
to have an object for his abuse.

Moreover, his own feeling for order was so great that he had a
passionate aversion for what was slovenly, disorderly, diffuse.  He
was goaded to actual fury at times when he saw how carefully she
saved bits of old string, empty cans and bottles, paper, trash of
every description: the mania for acquisition, as yet an undeveloped
madness in Eliza, enraged him.

"In God's name!" he would cry with genuine anger.  "In God's name!
Why don't you get rid of some of this junk?"  And he would move
destructively toward it.

"No you don't, Mr. Gant!" she would answer sharply.  "You never
know when those things will come in handy."

It was, perhaps, a reversal of custom that the deep-hungering
spirit of quest belonged to the one with the greatest love of
order, the most pious regard for ritual, who wove into a pattern
even his daily tirades of abuse, and that the sprawling blot of
chaos, animated by one all-mastering desire for possession,
belonged to the practical, the daily person.

Gant had the passion of the true wanderer, of him who wanders from
a fixed point.  He needed the order and the dependence of a home--
he was intensely a family man: their clustered warmth and strength
about him was life.  After his punctual morning tirade at Eliza, he
went about the rousing of the slumbering children.  Comically, he
could not endure feeling, in the morning, that he was the only one
awake and about.

His waking cry, delivered by formula, with huge comic gruffness
from the foot of the stairs, took this form:

"Steve!  Ben!  Grover!  Luke!  You damned scoundrels: get up!  In
God's name, what will become of you!  You'll never amount to
anything as long as you live."

He would continue to roar at them from below as if they were
wakefully attentive above.

"When I was your age, I had milked four cows, done all the chores,
and walked eight miles through the snow by this time."

Indeed, when he described his early schooling, he furnished a
landscape that was constantly three feet deep in snow, and frozen
hard.  He seemed never to have attended school save under polar

And fifteen minutes later, he would roar again:  "You'll never
amount to anything, you good-for-nothing bums!  If one side of the
wall caved in, you'd roll over to the other."

Presently now there would be the rapid thud of feet upstairs, and
one by one they would descend, rushing naked into the sitting-room
with their clothing bundled in their arms.  Before his roaring fire
they would dress.

By breakfast, save for sporadic laments, Gant was in something
approaching good humor.  They fed hugely: he stoked their plates
for them with great slabs of fried steak, grits fried in egg, hot
biscuits, jam, fried apples.  He departed for his shop about the
time the boys, their throats still convulsively swallowing hot food
and coffee, rushed from the house at the warning signal of the
mellow-tolling final nine-o'clock school bell.

He returned for lunch--dinner, as they called it--briefly garrulous
with the morning's news; in the evening, as the family gathered in
again, he returned, built his great fire, and launched his supreme
invective, a ceremony which required a half hour in composition,
and another three-quarters, with repetition and additions, in
delivery.  They dined then quite happily.

So passed the winter.  Eugene was three; they bought him alphabet
books, and animal pictures, with rhymed fables below.  Gant read
them to him indefatigably: in six weeks he knew them all by memory.

Through the late winter and spring he performed numberless times
for the neighbors: holding the book in his hands he pretended to
read what he knew by heart.  Gant was delighted: he abetted the
deception.  Every one thought it extraordinary that a child should
read so young.

In the Spring Gant began to drink again; his thirst withered,
however, in two or three weeks, and shamefacedly he took up the
routine of his life.  But Eliza was preparing for a change.

It was 1904; there was in preparation a great world's exposition at
Saint Louis: it was to be the visual history of civilization,
bigger, better, and greater than anything of its kind ever known
before.  Many of the Altamont people intended to go: Eliza was
fascinated at the prospect of combining travel with profit.

"Do you know what?" she began thoughtfully one night, as she laid
down the paper, "I've a good notion to pack up and go."

"Go?  Go where?"

"To Saint Louis," she answered.  "Why, say--if things work out all
right, we might simply pull out and settle down there."  She knew
that the suggestion of a total disruption of the established life,
a voyage to new lands, a new quest of fortune fascinated him.  It
had been talked of years before when he had broken his partnership
with Will Pentland.

"What do you intend to do out there?  How are the children going to
get along?"

"Why, sir," she began smugly, pursing her lips thoughtfully, and
smiling cunningly, "I'll simply get me a good big house and drum up
a trade among the Altamont people who are going."

"Merciful God, Mrs. Gant!" he howled tragically, "you surely
wouldn't do a thing like that.  I beg you not to."

"Why, pshaw, Mr. Gant, don't be such a fool.  There's nothing wrong
in keeping boarders.  Some of the most respectable people in this
town do it."  She knew what a tender thing his pride was: he could
not bear to be thought incapable of the support of his family--one
of his most frequent boasts was that he was "a good provider."
Further, the residence of any one under his roof not of his blood
and bone sowed the air about with menace, breached his castle
walls.  Finally, he had a particular revulsion against lodgers: to
earn one's living by accepting the contempt, the scorn, and the
money of what he called "cheap boarders" was an almost unendurable

She knew this but she could not understand his feeling.  Not merely
to possess property, but to draw income from it was part of the
religion of her family, and she surpassed them all by her
willingness to rent out a part of her home.  She alone, in fact, of
all the Pentlands was willing to relinquish the little moated
castle of home; the particular secrecy and privacy of their walls
she alone did not seem to value greatly.  And she was the only one
of them that wore a skirt.

Eugene had been fed from her breast until he was more than three
years old: during the winter he was weaned.  Something in her
stopped; something began.

She had her way finally.  Sometimes she would talk to Gant
thoughtfully and persuasively about the World's Fair venture.
Sometimes, during his evening tirades, she would snap back at him
using the project as a threat.  Just what was to be achieved she
did not know.  But she felt it was a beginning for her.  And she
had her way finally.

Gant succumbed to the lure of new lands.  He was to remain at home:
if all went well he would come out later.  The prospect, too, of
release for a time excited him.  Something of the old thrill of
youth touched him.  He was left behind, but the world lurked full
of unseen shadows for a lonely man.  Daisy was in her last year at
school: she stayed with him.  But it cost him more than a pang or
two to see Helen go.  She was almost fourteen.

In early April, Eliza departed, bearing her excited brood about
her, and carrying Eugene in her arms.  He was bewildered at this
rapid commotion, but he was electric with curiosity and activity.

The Tarkintons and Duncans streamed in: there were tears and
kisses.  Mrs. Tarkinton regarded her with some awe.  The whole
neighborhood was a bit bewildered at this latest turn.

"Well, well--you never can tell," said Eliza, smiling tearfully and
enjoying the sensation she had provided.  "If things go well we may
settle down out there."

"You'll come back," said Mrs. Tarkinton with cheerful loyalty.
"There's no place like Altamont."

They went to the station in the street-car: Ben and Grover
gleefully sat together, guarding a big luncheon hamper.  Helen
clutched nervously a bundle of packages.  Eliza glanced sharply at
her long straight legs and thought of the half-fare.

"Say," she began, laughing indefinitely behind her hand, and
nudging Gant, "she'll have to scrooch up, won't she?  They'll think
you're mighty big to be under twelve," she went on, addressing the
girl directly.

Helen stirred nervously.

"We shouldn't have done that," Gant muttered.

"Pshaw!" said Eliza.  "No one will ever notice her."

He saw them into the train, disposed comfortably by the solicitous
Pullman porter.

"Keep your eye on them, George," he said, and gave the man a coin.
Eliza eyed it jealously.

He kissed them all roughly with his mustache, but he patted his
little girl's bony shoulders with his great hand, and hugged her to
him.  Something stabbed sharply in Eliza.

They had an awkward moment.  The strangeness, the absurdity of the
whole project, and the monstrous fumbling of all life, held them

"Well," he began, "I reckon you know what you're doing."

"Well, I tell you," she said, pursing her lips, and looking out the
window, "you don't know what may come out of this."

He was vaguely appeased.  The train jerked, and moved off slowly.
He kissed her clumsily.

"Let me know as soon as you get there," he said, and he strode
swiftly down the aisle.

"Good-by, good-by," cried Eliza, waving Eugene's small hand at the
long figure on the platform.  "Children," she said, "wave good-by
to your papa."  They all crowded to the window.  Eliza wept.

Eugene watched the sun wane and redden on a rocky river, and on the
painted rocks of Tennessee gorges: the enchanted river wound into
his child's mind forever.  Years later, it was to be remembered in
dreams tenanted with elvish and mysterious beauty.  Stilled in
great wonder, he went to sleep to the rhythmical pounding of the
heavy wheels.

They lived in a white house on the corner.  There was a small plot
of lawn in front, and a narrow strip on the side next to the
pavement.  He realized vaguely that it was far from the great
central web and roar of the city--he thought he heard some one say
four or five miles.  Where was the river?

Two little boys, twins, with straight very blond heads, and thin,
mean faces, raced up and down the sidewalk before the house
incessantly on tricycles.  They wore white sailor-suits, with blue
collars, and he hated them very much.  He felt vaguely that their
father was a bad man who had fallen down an elevator shaft,
breaking his legs.

The house had a back yard, completely enclosed by a red board
fence.  At the end was a red barn.  Years later, Steve, returning
home, said:  "That section's all built up out there now."  Where?

One day in the hot barren back yard, two cots and mattresses had
been set up for airing.  He lay upon one luxuriously, breathing the
hot mattress, and drawing his small legs up lazily.  Luke lay upon
the other.  They were eating peaches.

A fly grew sticky on Eugene's peach.  He swallowed it.  Luke howled
with laughter.

"Swallowed a fly!  Swallowed a fly!"

He grew violently sick, vomited, and was unable to eat for some
time.  He wondered why he had swallowed the fly when he had seen it
all the time.

The summer came down blazing hot.  Gant arrived for a few days,
bringing Daisy with him.  One night they drank beer at the Delmar
Gardens.  In the hot air, at a little table, he gazed thirstily at
the beaded foaming stein: he would thrust his face, he thought, in
that chill foam and drink deep of happiness.  Eliza gave him a
taste; they all shrieked at his bitter surprised face.

Years later he remembered Gant, his mustache flecked with foam,
quaffing mightily at the glass: the magnificent gusto, the
beautiful thirst inspired in him the desire for emulation, and he
wondered if all beer were bitter, if there were not a period of
initiation into the pleasures of this great beverage.

Faces from the old half-forgotten world floated in from time to
time.  Some of the Altamont people came and stayed at Eliza's
house.  One day, with sudden recollective horror he looked up into
the brutal shaven face of Jim Lyda.  He was the Altamont sheriff;
he lived at the foot of the hill below Gant.  Once, when Eugene was
past two, Eliza had gone to Piedmont as witness in a trial.  She
was away two days; he was left in care of Mrs. Lyda.  He had never
forgotten Lyda's playful cruelty the first night.

Now, one day, this monster appeared again, by devilish sleight, and
Eugene looked up into the heavy evil of his face.  Eugene saw Eliza
standing near Jim; and as the terror in the small face grew, Jim
made as if to put his hand violently upon her.  At his cry of rage
and fear, they both laughed: for a blind moment or two Eugene for
the first time hated her: he was mad, impotent with jealousy and

At night the boys, Steve, Ben, and Grover, who had been sent out at
once to seek employment by Eliza, returned from the Fair Grounds,
chattering with the lively excitement of the day's bustle.
Sniggering furtively, they talked suggestively about the Hoochy-
Koochy: Eugene understood it was a dance.  Steve hummed a
monotonous, suggestive tune, and writhed sensually.  They sang a
song; the plaintive distant music haunted him.  He learned it:

     "Meet me in Saint--Lou--iss, loo--ee,
      Meet me at the Fair,
      If you see the boys and girlies,
      Tell them I'll be there.
      We will dance the Hoochy-Koochy--"

and so on.

Sometimes, lying on a sunny quilt, Eugene grew conscious of a
gentle peering face, a soft caressing voice, unlike any of the
others in kind and quality, a tender olive skin, black hair,
sloeblack eyes, exquisite, rather sad, kindliness.  He nuzzled his
soft face next to Eugene's, fondled and embraced him.  On his brown
neck he was birth-marked with a raspberry: Eugene touched it again
and again with wonder.  This was Grover--the gentlest and saddest
of the boys.

Eliza sometimes allowed them to take him on excursions.  Once, they
made a voyage on a river steamer: he went below and from the side-
openings looked closely upon the powerful yellow snake, coiling
slowly and resistlessly past.

The boys worked on the Fair Grounds.  They were call-boys at a
place called the Inside Inn.  The name charmed him: it flashed
constantly through his brain.  Sometimes his sisters, sometimes
Eliza, sometimes the boys pulled him through the milling jungle of
noise and figures, past the rich opulence and variety of the life
of the Fair.  He was drugged in fantasy as they passed the East
India tea-house, and as he saw tall turbaned men who walked about
within and caught for the first time, so that he never forgot, the
slow incense of the East.  Once in a huge building roaring with
sound, he was rooted before a mighty locomotive, the greatest
monster he had ever seen, whose wheels spun terrifically in
grooves, whose blazing furnaces, raining hot red coals into the pit
beneath, were fed incessantly by two grimed fire-painted stokers.
The scene burned in his brain like some huge splendor out of Hell:
he was appalled and fascinated by it.

Again, he stood at the edge of the slow, terrific orbit of the
Ferris Wheel, reeled down the blaring confusion of the midway,
felt his staggering mind converge helplessly into all the mad
phantasmagoria of the carnival; he heard Luke's wild story of the
snake-eater, and shrieked in agony when they threatened to take him

Once Daisy, yielding to the furtive cat-cruelty below her mild
placidity, took him with her through the insane horrors of the
scenic railway; they plunged bottomlessly from light into roaring
blackness, and as his first yell ceased with a slackening of the
car, rolled gently into a monstrous lighted gloom peopled with huge
painted grotesques, the red maws of fiendish heads, the cunning
appearances of death, nightmare, and madness.  His unprepared mind
was unrooted by insane fear: the car rolled downward from one
lighted cavern to another, and as his heart withered to a pea, he
heard from the people about him loud gusty laughter, in which his
sister joined.  His mind, just emerging from the unreal wilderness
of childish fancy, gave way completely in this Fair, and he was
paralyzed by the conviction, which often returned to him in later
years, that his life was a fabulous nightmare and that, by cunning
and conspirate artifice, he had surrendered all his hope, belief,
and confidence to the lewd torture of demons masked in human flesh.
Half-sensible, and purple with gasping terror, he came out finally
into the warm and practical sunlight.

His last remembrance of the Fair came from a night in early autumn:
with Daisy again he sat upon the driver's seat of a motor bus,
listening for the first time to the wonder of its labored chugging,
as they rolled, through ploughing sheets of rain, around the
gleaming roads, and by the Cascades, pouring their water down
before a white building jewelled with ten thousand lights.

The summer had passed.  There was the rustling of autumn winds, a
whispering breath of departed revelry: carnival was almost done.

And now the house grew very still: he saw his mother very little,
he did not leave the house, he was in the care of his sisters, and
he was constantly admonished to silence.

One day Gant came back a second time.  Grover was down with

"He said he ate a pear at the Fair grounds," Eliza repeated the
story for the hundredth time.  "He came home and complained of
feeling sick.  I put my hand on his head and he was burning up.
'Why, child,' I said, 'what on earth--?'"

Her black eyes brightened in her white face: she was afraid.  She
pursed her lips and spoke hopefully.

"Hello, son," said Gant, casually entering the room; his heart
shrivelled as he saw the boy.

Eliza pursed her lips more and more thoughtfully after each visit
the doctor made; she seized every spare crumb of encouragement and
magnified it, but her heart was sick.  Then one night, tearing away
the mask suddenly, she came swiftly from the boy's room.

"Mr. Gant," she said in a whisper, pursing her lips.  She shook her
white face at him silently as if unable to speak.  Then, rapidly,
she concluded:  "He's gone, he's gone, he's gone!"

Eugene was deep in midnight slumber.  Some one shook him, loosening
him slowly from his drowsiness.  Presently he found himself in the
arms of Helen, who sat on the bed holding him, her morbid stricken
little face fastened on him.  She spoke to him distinctly and
slowly in a subdued voice, charged somehow with a terrible

"Do you want to see Grover?" she whispered.  "He's on the cooling

He wondered what a cooling board was; the house was full of menace.
She bore him out into the dimly lighted hall, and carried him to
the rooms at the front of the house.  Behind the door he heard low
voices.  Quietly she opened it; the light blazed brightly on the
bed.  Eugene looked, horror swarmed like poison through his blood.
Behind the little wasted shell that lay there he remembered
suddenly the warm brown face, the soft eyes, that once had peered
down at him: like one who has been mad, and suddenly recovers
reason, he remembered that forgotten face he had not seen in weeks,
that strange bright loneliness that would not return.  O lost, and
by the wind grieved, ghost, come back again.

Eliza sat heavily on a chair, her face bent sideways on her rested
hand.  She was weeping, her face contorted by the comical and ugly
grimace that is far more terrible than any quiet beatitude of
sorrow.  Gant comforted her awkwardly but, looking at the boy from
time to time, he went out into the hall and cast his arms forth in
agony, in bewilderment.

The undertakers put the body in a basket and took it away.

"He was just twelve years and twenty days old," said Eliza over and
over, and this fact seemed to trouble her more than any other.

"You children go and get some sleep now," she commanded suddenly
and, as she spoke, her eye fell on Ben who stood puzzled and
scowling, gazing in with his curious old-man's look.  She thought
of the severance of the twins; they had entered life within twenty
minutes of each other; her heart was gripped with pity at the
thought of the boy's loneliness.  She wept anew.  The children went
to bed.  For some time Eliza and Gant continued to sit alone in the
room.  Gant leaned his face in his powerful hands.  "The best boy I
had," he muttered.  "By God, he was the best of the lot."

And in the ticking silence they recalled him, and in the heart of
each was fear and remorse, because he had been a quiet boy, and
there were many, and he had gone unnoticed.

"I'll never be able to forget his birthmark," Eliza whispered,
"Never, never."

Then presently each thought of the other; they felt suddenly the
horror and strangeness of their surroundings.  They thought of the
vine-wound house in the distant mountains, of the roaring fires,
the tumult, the cursing, the pain, of their blind and tangled
lives, and of blundering destiny which brought them here now in
this distant place, with death, after the carnival's close.

Eliza wondered why she had come: she sought back through the hot
and desperate mazes for the answer:

"If I had known," she began presently, "if I had known how it would
turn out--"

"Never mind," he said, and he stroked her awkwardly.  "By God!" he
added dumbly after a moment.  "It's pretty strange when you come to
think about it."

And as they sat there more quietly now, swarming pity rose in them--
not for themselves, but for each other, and for the waste, the
confusion, the groping accident of life.

Gant thought briefly of his four and fifty years, his vanished
youth, his diminishing strength, the ugliness and badness of so
much of it; and he had the very quiet despair of a man who knows
the forged chain may not be unlinked, the threaded design unwound,
the done undone.

"If I had known.  If I had known," said Eliza.  And then:  "I'm
sorry."  But he knew that her sorrow at that moment was not for him
or for herself, or even for the boy whom idiot chance had thrust in
the way of pestilence, but that, with a sudden inner flaming of her
clairvoyant Scotch soul, she had looked cleanly, without pretense
for the first time, upon the inexorable tides of Necessity, and
that she was sorry for all who had lived, were living, or would
live, fanning with their prayers the useless altar flames,
suppliant with their hopes to an unwitting spirit, casting the tiny
rockets of their belief against remote eternity, and hoping for
grace, guidance, and delivery upon the spinning and forgotten
cinder of this earth.  O lost.

They went home immediately.  At every station Gant and Eliza made
restless expeditions to the baggage-car.  It was gray autumnal
November: the mountain forests were quilted with dry brown leaves.
They blew about the streets of Altamont, they were deep in lane and
gutter, they scampered dryly along before the wind.

The car ground noisily around the curve at the hill-top.  The Gants
descended: the body had already been sent on from the station.  As
Eliza came slowly down the hill, Mrs. Tarkinton ran from her house
sobbing.  Her eldest daughter had died a month before.  The two
women gave loud cries as they saw each other, and rushed together.

In Gant's parlor, the coffin had already been placed on trestles,
the neighbors, funeral-faced and whispering, were assembled to
greet them.  That was all.


The death of Grover gave Eliza the most terrible wound of her life:
her courage was snapped, her slow but powerful adventure toward
freedom was abruptly stopped.  Her flesh seemed to turn rotten when
she thought of the distant city and the Fair: she was appalled
before the hidden adversary who had struck her down.

With her desperate sadness she encysted herself within her house
and her family, reclaimed that life she had been ready to renounce,
lived laborious days and tried to drink, in toil, oblivion.  But
the dark lost face gleamed like a sudden and impalpable faun within
the thickets of memory: she thought of the mark on his brown neck
and wept.

During the grim winter the shadows lifted slowly.  Gant brought
back the roaring fires, the groaning succulent table, the lavish
and explosive ritual of the daily life.  The old gusto surged back
in their lives.

And, as the winter waned, the interspersed darkness in Eugene's
brain was lifted slowly, days, weeks, months began to emerge in
consecutive brightness; his mind came from the confusion of the
Fair: life opened practically.

Secure and conscious now in the guarded and sufficient strength of
home, he lay with well-lined belly before the roasting vitality of
the fire, poring insatiably over great volumes in the bookcase,
exulting in the musty odor of the leaves, and in the pungent smell
of their hot hides.  The books he delighted in most were three huge
calf-skin volumes called Ridpath's History of the World.  Their
numberless pages were illustrated with hundreds of drawings,
engravings, wood-cuts: he followed the progression of the centuries
pictorially before he could read.  The pictures of battle delighted
him most of all.  Exulting in the howl of the beaten wind about the
house, the thunder of great trees, he committed himself to the dark
storm, releasing the mad devil's hunger all men have in them, which
lusts for darkness, the wind, and incalculable speed.  The past
unrolled to him in separate and enormous visions; he built unending
legends upon the pictures of the kings of Egypt, charioted swiftly
by soaring horses, and something infinitely old and recollective
seemed to awaken in him as he looked on fabulous monsters, the
twined beards and huge beast-bodies of Assyrian kings, the walls of
Babylon.  His brain swarmed with pictures--Cyrus directing the
charge, the spear-forest of the Macedonian phalanx, the splintered
oars, the numberless huddle of the ships at Salamis, the feasts of
Alexander, the terrific melee of the knights, the shattered lances,
the axe and the sword, the massed pikemen, the beleaguered walls,
the scaling ladders heavy with climbing men hurled backward, the
Swiss who flung his body on the lances, the press of horse and
foot, the gloomy forests of Gaul and Cæsarian conquests.  Gant sat
farther away, behind him, swinging violently back and forth in a
stout rocker, spitting clean and powerful spurts of tobacco-juice
over his son's head into the hissing fire.

Or again, Gant would read to him with sonorous and florid rhetoric
passages from Shakespeare, among which he heard most often Marc
Antony's funeral oration, Hamlet's soliloquy, the banquet scene in
Macbeth, and the scene between Desdemona and Othello before he
strangles her.  Or, he would recite or read poetry, for which he
had a capacious and retentive memory.  His favorites were:  "O why
should the spirit of mortal be proud" ("Lincoln's favorite poem,"
he was fond of saying); "'We are lost,' the captain shouted, As he
staggered down the stairs"; "I remember, I remember, the house
where I was born"; "Ninety and nine with their captain, Rode on the
enemy's track, Rode in the gray light of morning, Nine of the
ninety came back"; "The boy stood on the burning deck"; and "Half a
league, half a league, half a league onward."

Sometimes he would get Helen to recite "Still sits the schoolhouse
by the road, a ragged beggar sunning; Around it still the sumachs
grow, and blackberry vines are running."

And when she had told how grasses had been growing over the girl's
head for forty years, and how the gray-haired man had found in
life's harsh school how few hated to go above him, because, you
see, they love him, Gant would sigh heavily, and say with a shake
of his head:

"Ah me!  There was never a truer word spoken than that."

The family was at the very core and ripeness of its life together.
Gant lavished upon it his abuse, his affection, and his prodigal
provisioning.  They came to look forward eagerly to his entrance,
for he brought with him the great gusto of living, of ritual.  They
would watch him in the evening as he turned the corner below with
eager strides, follow carefully the processional of his movements
from the time he flung his provisions upon the kitchen table to the
re-kindling of his fire, with which he was always at odds when he
entered, and on to which he poured wood, coal and kerosene
lavishly.  This done, he would remove his coat and wash himself at
the basin vigorously, rubbing his great hands across his shaven,
tough-bearded face with the cleansing and male sound of sandpaper.
Then he would thrust his body against the door jamb and scratch his
back energetically by moving it violently to and fro.  This done,
he would empty another half can of kerosene on the howling flame,
lunging savagely at it, and muttering to himself.

Then, biting off a good hunk of powerful apple tobacco, which lay
ready for his use on the mantel, he would pace back and forth
across his room fiercely, oblivious of his grinning family who
followed these ceremonies with exultant excitement, as he composed
his tirade.  Finally, he would burst in on Eliza in the kitchen,
plunging to the heart of denunciation with a mad howl.

His turbulent and undisciplined rhetoric had acquired, by the
regular convention of its usage, something of the movement and
directness of classical epithet: his similes were preposterous,
created really in a spirit of vulgar mirth, and the great comic
intelligence that was in the family--down to the youngest--was
shaken daily by it.  The children grew to await his return in the
evening with a kind of exhilaration.  Indeed, Eliza herself,
healing slowly and painfully her great hurt, got a certain
stimulation from it; but there was still in her a fear of the
periods of drunkenness, and latently, a stubborn and unforgiving
recollection of the past.

But, during that winter, as death, assaulted by the quick and
healing gaiety of children, those absolute little gods of the
moment, lifted itself slowly out of their hearts, something like
hopefulness returned to her.  They were a life unto themselves--how
lonely they were they did not know, but they were known to every
one and friended by almost no one.  Their status was singular--if
they could have been distinguished by caste, they would probably
have been called middle-class, but the Duncans, the Tarkintons, all
their neighbors, and all their acquaintances throughout the town,
never drew in to them, never came into the strange rich color of
their lives, because they had twisted the design of all orderly
life, because there was in them a mad, original, disturbing quality
which they did not suspect.  And companionship with the elect--
those like the Hilliards--was equally impossible, even if they had
had the gift or the desire for it.  But they hadn't.

Gant was a great man, and not a singular one, because singularity
does not hold life in unyielding devotion to it.

As he stormed through the house, unleashing his gathered bolts, the
children followed him joyously, shrieking exultantly as he told
Eliza he had first seen her "wriggling around the corner like a
snake on her belly," or, as coming in from freezing weather he had
charged her and all the Pentlands with malevolent domination of the

"We will freeze," he yelled, "we will freeze in this hellish,
damnable, cruel and God-forsaken climate.  Does Brother Will care?
Does Brother Jim care?  Did the Old Hog, your miserable old father,
care?  Merciful God!  I have fallen into the hands of fiends
incarnate, more savage, more cruel, more abominable than the beasts
of the field.  Hellhounds that they are, they will sit by and gloat
at my agony until I am done to death."

He paced rapidly about the adjacent wash-room for a moment,
muttering to himself, while grinning Luke stood watchfully near.

"But they can eat!" he shouted, plunging suddenly at the kitchen
door.  "They can eat--when some one else will feed them.  I shall
never forget the Old Hog as long as I live.  Cr-unch, Cr-unch,
Cr-unch,"--they were all exploded with laughter as his face assumed
an expression of insane gluttony, and as he continued, in a slow,
whining voice intended to represent the speech of the late Major:
"'Eliza, if you don't mind I'll have some more of that chicken,'
when the old scoundrel had shovelled it down his throat so fast we
had to carry him away from the table."

As his denunciation reached some high extravagance the boys would
squeal with laughter, and Gant, inwardly tickled, would glance
around slyly with a faint grin bending the corners of his thin
mouth.  Eliza herself would laugh shortly, and then exclaim
roughly:  "Get out of here!  I've had enough of your goings-on for
one night."

Sometimes, on these occasions, his good humor grew so victorious
that he would attempt clumsily to fondle her, putting one arm
stiffly around her waist, while she bridled, became confused, and
half-attempted to escape, saying:  "Get away!  Get away from me!
It's too late for that now."  Her white embarrassed smile was at
once painful and comic: tears pressed closely behind it.  At these
rare, unnatural exhibitions of affection, the children laughed with
constraint, fidgeted restlessly, and said:  "Aw, papa, don't."

Eugene, when he first noticed an occurrence of this sort, was
getting on to his fifth year: shame gathered in him in tangled
clots, aching in his throat; he twisted his neck about convulsively,
smiling desperately as he did later when he saw poor buffoons or
mawkish scenes in the theatre.  And he was never after able to see
them touch each other with affection, without the same inchoate and
choking humiliation: they were so used to the curse, the clamor,
and the roughness, that any variation into tenderness came as a
cruel affectation.

But as the slow months, gummed with sorrow, dropped more clearly,
the powerful germinal instinct for property and freedom began to
reawaken in Eliza, and the ancient submerged struggle between their
natures began again.  The children were growing up--Eugene had
found playmates--Harry Tarkinton and Max Isaacs.  Her sex was a
fading coal.

Season by season, there began again the old strife of ownership and
taxes.  Returning home, with the tax-collector's report in his
hand, Gant would be genuinely frantic with rage.

"In the name of God, Woman, what are we coming to?  Before another
year we'll all go to the poorhouse.  Ah, Lord!  I see very well
where it will all end.  I'll go to the wall, every penny we've got
will go into the pockets of those accursed swindlers, and the rest
will come under the sheriff's hammer.  I curse the day I was ever
fool enough to buy the first stick.  Mark my words, we'll be living
in soup-kitchens before this fearful, this awful, this hellish and
damnable winter is finished."

She would purse her lips thoughtfully as she went over the list,
while he looked at her with a face of strained agony.

"Yes, it does look pretty bad," she would remark.  And then:  "It's
a pity you didn't listen to me last summer, Mr. Gant, when we had a
chance of trading in that worthless old Owenby place for those two
houses on Carter Street.  We could have been getting forty dollars
a month rent on them ever since."

"I never want to own another foot of land as long as I live," he
yelled.  "It's kept me a poor man all my life, and when I die
they'll have to give me six feet of earth in Pauper's Field."  And
he would grow broodingly philosophic, speaking of the vanity of
human effort, the last resting-place in earth of rich and poor, the
significant fact that we could "take none of it with us," ending
perhaps with "Ah me!  It all comes to the same in the end, anyway."

Or, he would quote a few stanzas of Gray's Elegy, using that
encyclopædia of stock melancholy with rather indefinite

     "--Await alike th' inevitable hour,
      The paths of glory lead but to the grave."

But Eliza sat grimly on what they had.

Gant, for all his hatred of land ownership, was proud of living
under his own shelter, and indeed proud in the possession of
anything that was sanctified by his usage, and that gave him
comfort.  He would have liked ready and unencumbered affluence--the
possession of huge sums of money in the bank and in his pocket, the
freedom to travel grandly, to go before the world spaciously.  He
liked to carry large sums of money in his pocket, a practice of
which Eliza disapproved, and for which she reprimanded him
frequently.  Once or twice, when he was drunk, he had been robbed:
he would brandish a roll of bills about under the stimulation of
whisky, and dispense large sums to his children--ten, twenty, fifty
dollars to each, with maudlin injunctions to "take it all!  Take it
all, God damn it!"  But next day he was equally assiduous in his
demands for its return: Helen usually collected it from the
sometimes unwilling fingers of the boys.  She would give it to him
next day.  She was fifteen or sixteen years old, and almost six
feet high: a tall thin girl, with large hands and feet, big-boned,
generous features, behind which the hysteria of constant excitement

The bond between the girl and her father grew stronger every day:
she was nervous, intense, irritable, and abusive as he was.  She
adored him.  He had begun to suspect that this devotion, and his
own response to it, was a cause more and more of annoyance to
Eliza, and he was inclined to exaggerate and emphasize it,
particularly when he was drunk, when his furious distaste for his
wife, his obscene complaint against her, was crudely balanced by
his maudlin docility to the girl.

And Eliza's hurt was deeper because she knew that just at this
time, when her slightest movement goaded him, did what was most
rawly essential in him reveal itself.  She was forced to keep out
of his way, lock herself in her room, while her young daughter
victoriously subdued him.

The friction between Helen and Eliza was often acute: they spoke
sharply and curtly to each other, and were painfully aware of the
other's presence in cramped quarters.  And, in addition to the
unspoken rivalry over Gant, the girl was in the same way, equally,
rasped by the temperamental difference of Eliza--driven to fury at
times by her slow, mouth-pursing speech, her placidity, the
intonations of her voice, the deep abiding patience of her nature.

They fed stupendously.  Eugene began to observe the food and the
seasons.  In the autumn, they barrelled huge frosty apples in the
cellar.  Gant bought whole hogs from the butcher, returning home
early to salt them, wearing a long work-apron, and rolling his
sleeves half up his lean hairy arms.  Smoked bacons hung in the
pantry, the great bins were full of flour, the dark recessed
shelves groaned with preserved cherries, peaches, plums, quinces,
apples, pears.  All that he touched waxed in rich pungent life: his
Spring gardens, wrought in the black wet earth below the fruit
trees, flourished in huge crinkled lettuces that wrenched cleanly
from the loamy soil with small black clots stuck to their crisp
stocks; fat red radishes; heavy tomatoes.  The rich plums lay
bursted on the grass; his huge cherry trees oozed with heavy gum
jewels; his apple trees bent with thick green clusters.  The earth
was spermy for him like a big woman.

Spring was full of cool dewy mornings, spurting winds, and storms
of intoxicating blossoms, and in this enchantment Eugene first felt
the mixed lonely ache and promise of the seasons.

In the morning they rose in a house pungent with breakfast cookery,
and they sat at a smoking table loaded with brains and eggs, ham,
hot biscuit, fried apples seething in their gummed syrups, honey,
golden butter, fried steak, scalding coffee.  Or there were stacked
batter-cakes, rum-colored molasses, fragrant brown sausages, a bowl
of wet cherries, plums, fat juicy bacon, jam.  At the mid-day meal,
they ate heavily: a huge hot roast of beef, fat buttered lima-
beans, tender corn smoking on the cob, thick red slabs of sliced
tomatoes, rough savory spinach, hot yellow corn-bread, flaky
biscuits, a deep-dish peach and apple cobbler spiced with cinnamon,
tender cabbage, deep glass dishes piled with preserved fruits--
cherries, pears, peaches.  At night they might eat fried steak, hot
squares of grits fried in egg and butter, pork-chops, fish, young
fried chicken.

For the Thanksgiving and Christmas feasts four heavy turkeys were
bought and fattened for weeks: Eugene fed them with cans of shelled
corn several times a day, but he could not bear to be present at
their executions, because by that time their cheerful excited
gobbles made echoes in his heart.  Eliza baked for weeks in
advance: the whole energy of the family focussed upon the great
ritual of the feast.  A day or two before, the auxiliary dainties
arrived in piled grocer's boxes--the magic of strange foods and
fruits was added to familiar fare: there were glossed sticky dates,
cold rich figs, cramped belly to belly in small boxes, dusty
raisins, mixed nuts--the almond, pecan, the meaty nigger-toe, the
walnut, sacks of assorted candies, piles of yellow Florida oranges,
tangerines, sharp, acrid, nostalgic odors.

Seated before a roast or a fowl, Gant began a heavy clangor on his
steel and carving knife, distributing thereafter Gargantuan
portions to each plate.  Eugene feasted from a high chair by his
father's side, filled his distending belly until it was drum-tight,
and was permitted to stop eating by his watchful sire only when his
stomach was impregnable to the heavy prod of Gant's big finger.

"There's a soft place there," he would roar, and he would cover the
scoured plate of his infant son with another heavy slab of beef.
That their machinery withstood this hammer-handed treatment was a
tribute to their vitality and Eliza's cookery.

Gant ate ravenously and without caution.  He was immoderately fond
of fish, and he invariably choked upon a bone while eating it.
This happened hundreds of times, but each time he would look up
suddenly with a howl of agony and terror, groaning and crying out
strongly while a half-dozen hands pounded violently on his back.

"Merciful God!" he would gasp finally, "I thought I was done for
that time."

"I'll vow, Mr. Gant," Eliza was vexed.  "Why on earth don't you
watch what you're doing?  If you didn't eat so fast you wouldn't
always get choked."

The children, staring, but relieved, settled slowly back in their

He had a Dutch love of abundance: again and again he described the
great stored barns, the groaning plenty of the Pennsylvanians.

On his journey to California, he had been charmed in New Orleans by
the cheapness and profusion of tropical fruits: a peddler offered
him a great bunch of bananas for twenty-five cents, and Gant had
taken them at once, wondering desperately later, as they moved
across the continent, why, and what he was going to do with them.


This journey to California was Gant's last great voyage.  He made
it two years after Eliza's return from St. Louis, when he was
fifty-six years old.  In the great frame was already stirring the
chemistry of pain and death.  Unspoken and undefined there was in
him the knowledge that he was at length caught in the trap of life
and fixity, that he was being borne under in this struggle against
the terrible will that wanted to own the earth more than to explore
it.  This was the final flare of the old hunger that had once
darkened in the small gray eyes, leading a boy into new lands and
toward the soft stone smile of an angel.

And he returned from nine thousand miles of wandering, to the bleak
bare prison of the hills on a gray day late in winter.

In the more than eight thousand days and nights of this life with
Eliza, how often had he been wakefully, soberly and peripatetically
conscious of the world outside him between the hours of one and
five A.M.?  Wholly, for not more than nineteen nights--one for the
birth of Leslie, Eliza's first daughter; one for her death twenty-
six months later, cholera infantis; one for the death of Major Tom
Pentland, Eliza's father, in May, 1902; one for the birth of Luke;
one, on the train westbound to Saint Louis, en route to Grover's
death; one for the death in the Playhouse (1893) of Uncle Thaddeus
Evans, an aged and devoted negro; one, with Eliza, in the month of
March, 1897, as deathwatch to the corpse of old Major Isaacs; three
at the end of the month of July, 1897, when it was thought that
Eliza, withered to a white sheeting of skin upon a bone frame, must
die of typhoid; again in early April, 1903, for Luke, typhoid death
near; one for the death of Greeley Pentland, aged twenty-six,
congenial scrofulous tubercular, violinist, Pentlandian punster,
petty check-forger, and six weeks' jailbird; three nights, from the
eleventh to the fourteenth of January, 1905, by the rheumatic
crucifixion of his right side, participant in his own grief,
accuser of himself and his God; once in February, 1896, as death-
watch to the remains of Sandy Duncan, aged eleven; once in
September, 1895, penitentially alert and shamefast in the City
"calaboose"; in a room of the Keeley Institute at Piedmont, North
Carolina, June 7, 1896; on March 17, 1906, between Knoxville,
Tennessee, and Altamont, at the conclusion of a seven weeks'
journey to California.

How looked the home-earth then to Gant the Far-Wanderer?  Light
crept grayly, melting on the rocky river, the engine smoke streaked
out on dawn like a cold breath, the hills were big, but nearer,
nearer than he thought.  And Altamont lay gray and withered in the
hills, a bleak mean wintry dot.  He stepped carefully down in
squalid Toytown, noting that everything was low, near, and shrunken
as he made his Gulliverian entry.  He had a roof-and-gulley high
conviction; with careful tucked-in elbows he weighted down the
heated Toytown street-car, staring painfully at the dirty
pasteboard pebbledash of the Pisgah Hotel, the brick and board
cheap warehouses of Depot Street, the rusty clapboard flimsiness of
the Florence (Railway Men's) Hotel, quaking with beef-fed harlotry.

So small, so small, so small, he thought.  I never believed it.
Even the hills here.  I'll soon be sixty.

His sallow face, thin-flanked, was hang-dog and afraid.  He stared
wistful-sullenly down at the rattan seat as the car screeched round
into the switch at the cut and stopped; the motorman, smoke-
throated, slid the door back and entered with his handle.  He
closed the door and sat down yawning.

"Where you been, Mr. Gant?"

"California," said Gant.

"Thought I hadn't seen you," said the motorman.

There was a warm electric smell and one of hot burnt steel.

But two months dead!  But two months dead!  Ah, Lord!  So it's come
to this.  Merciful God, this fearful, awful, and damnable climate.
Death, death!  Is it too late?  A land of life, a flower land.  How
clear the green clear sea was.  And all the fishes swimming there.
Santa Catalina.  Those in the East should always go West.  How came
I here?  Down, down--always down, did I know where?  Baltimore,
Sydney--In God's name, why?  The little boat glass-bottomed, so you
could look down.  She lifted up her skirts as she stepped down.
Where now?  A pair of pippins.

"Jim Bowles died while you were gone, I reckon," said the motorman.

"What!" howled Gant.  "Merciful God!" he clucked mournfully
downward.  "What did he die of?" he asked.

"Pneumonia," said the motorman.  "He was dead four days after he
was took down."

"Why, he was a big healthy man in the prime of life," said Gant.
"I was talking to him the day before I went away," he lied,
convincing himself permanently that this was true.  "He looked as
if he had never known a day's sickness in his life."

"He went home one Friday night with a chill," said the motorman,
"and the next Tuesday he was gone."

There was a crescent humming on the rails.  With his thick glove
finger he pushed away a clearing in the window-coated ice scurf and
looked smokily out on the raw red cut-bank.  The other car appeared
abruptly at the end of the cut and curved with a skreeking jerk
into the switch.

"No, sir," said the motorman, sliding back the door, "you never
know who'll go next.  Here to-day and gone to-morrow.  Hit gits the
big 'uns first sometimes."

He closed the door behind him and jerkily opened three notches of
juice.  The car ground briskly off like a wound toy.

In the prime of life, thought Gant.  Myself like that some day.
No, for others.  Mother almost eighty-six.  Eats like a horse,
Augusta wrote.  Must send her twenty dollars.  Now in the cold
clay, frozen.  Keep till Spring.  Rain, rot, rain.  Who got the
job?  Brock or Saul Gudger?  Bread out of my mouth.  Do me to
death--the stranger.  Georgia marble, sandstone base, forty

     "A gracious friend from us is gone,
      A voice we loved is fled,
      But faith and memory lead us on:
      He lives; he is not dead."

Four cents a letter.  Little enough, God knows, for the work you
do.  My letters the best.  Could have been a writer.  Like to draw
too.  And all of mine!  I would have heard if anything--he would
have told me.  I'll never go that way.  All right above the waist.
If anything happens it will be down below.  Eaten away.  Whisky
holes through all your guts.  Pictures in Cardiac's office of man
with cancer.  But several doctors have to agree on it.  Criminal
offense if they don't.  But, if worst comes to worst--all that's
outside.  Get it before it gets up in you.  Still live.  Old man
Haight had a flap in his belly.  Ladled it out in a cup.  McGuire--
damned butcher.  But he can do anything.  Cut off a piece here, sew
it on there.  Made the Hominy man a nose with a piece of shinbone.
Couldn't tell it.  Ought to be possible.  Cut all the strings, tie
them up again.  While you wait.  Sort of job for McGuire--rough and
ready.  They'll do it some day.  After I'm gone.  Things standing
thus, unknown--but kill you maybe.  Bull's too big.  Soon now the
Spring.  You'd die.  Not big enough.  All bloody in her brain.
Full filling fountains of bull-milk.  Jupiter and what's-her-name.

But westward now he caught a glimpse of Pisgah and the western
range.  It was more spacious there.  The hills climbed sunward to
the sun.  There was width to the eye, a smoking sun-hazed
amplitude, the world convoluting and opening into the world, hill
and plain, into the west.  The West for desire, the East for home.
To the east the short near mile-away hills reeked protectively
above the town.  Birdseye, Sunset.  A straight plume of smoke
coiled thickly from Judge Buck Sevier's smut-white clapboard
residence on the decent side of Pisgah Avenue, thin smoke-wisps
rose from the nigger shacks in the ravine below.  Breakfast.  Fried
brains and eggs with streaky rashers of limp bacon.  Wake, wake,
wake, you mountain grills!  Sleeps she yet, wrapped dirtily in
three old wrappers in stale, airless yellow-shaded cold.  The
chapped hands sick-sweet glycerined.  Gum-headed bottles, hairpins,
and the bits of string.  No one may enter now.  Ashamed.

A paper-carrier, number 7, finished his route on the corner of Vine
Street, as the car stopped, turned eastwards now from Pisgah Avenue
toward the town core.  The boy folded, bent, and flattened the
fresh sheets deftly, throwing the block angularly thirty yards upon
the porch of Shields the jeweller; it struck the boarding and
bounded back with a fresh plop.  Then he walked off with fatigued
relief into time toward the twentieth century, feeling gratefully
the ghost-kiss of absent weight upon his now free but still leaning
right shoulder.

About fourteen, thought Gant.  That would be Spring of 1864.  The
mule camp at Harrisburg.  Thirty a month and keep.  Men stank worse
than mules.  I was in third bunk on top.  Gil in second.  Keep your
damned dirty hoof out of my mouth.  It's bigger than a mule's.
That was the man.  If it ever lands on you, you bastard, you'll
think it is a mule's, said Gil.  Then they had it.  Mother made us
go.  Big enough to work, she said.  Born at the heart of the world,
why here?  Twelve miles from Gettysburg.  Out of the South they
came.  Stove-pipe hats they had stolen.  No shoes.  Give me a
drink, son.  That was Fitzhugh Lee.  After the third day we went
over.  Devil's Den.  Cemetery Ridge.  Stinking piles of arms and
legs.  Some of it done with meat-saws.  Is the land richer now?
The great barns bigger than the houses.  Big eaters, all of us.  I
hid the cattle in the thicket.  Belle Boyd, the Beautiful Rebel
Spy.  Sentenced to be shot four times.  Took the despatches from
his pocket while they danced.  Probably a little chippie.

Hog-chitlins and hot cracklin' bread.  Must get some.  The whole
hog or none.  Always been a good provider.  Little I ever had done
for me.

The car still climbing, mounted the flimsy cheap-boarded brown-gray
smuttiness of Skyland Avenue.

America's Switzerland.  The Beautiful Land of the Sky.  Jesus God!
Old Bowman said he'll be a rich man some day.  Built up all the way
to Pasadena.  Come on out.  Too late now.  Think he was in love
with her.  No matter.  Too old.  Wants her out there.  No fool
like--White bellies of the fish.  A spring somewhere to wash me
through.  Clean as a baby once more.  New Orleans, the night Jim
Corbett knocked out John L. Sullivan.  The man who tried to rob me.
My clothes and my watch.  Five blocks down Canal Street in my
nightgown.  Two A.M.  Threw them all in a heap--watch landed on
top.  Fight in my room.  Town full of crooks and pickpockets for
prizefight.  Make good story.  Policeman half hour later.  They
come out and beg you to come in.  Frenchwomen.  Creoles.  Beautiful
Creole heiress.  Steamboat race.  Captain, they are gaining.  I
will not be beaten.  Out of wood.  Use the bacon she said proudly.
There was a terrific explosion.  He got her as she sank the third
time and swam to shore.  They powder in front of the window,
smacking their lips at you.  For old men better maybe.  Who gets
the business there?  Bury them all above ground.  Water two feet
down.  Rots them.  Why not?  All big jobs.  Italy.  Carrara and
Rome.  Yet Brutus is an hon-or-able man.  What's a Creole?  French
and Spanish.  Has she any nigger blood?  Ask Cardiac?

The car paused briefly at the car-shed, in sight of its stabled
brothers.  Then it moved reluctantly past the dynamic atmosphere of
the Power and Light Company, wheeling bluntly into the gray frozen
ribbon of Hatton Avenue, running gently up hill near its end into
the frore silence of the Square.

Ah, Lord!  Well do I remember.  The old man offered me the whole
piece for $1,000 three days after I arrived.  Millionaire to-day

The car passed the Tuskegee on its eighty-yard climb into the
Square.  The fat slick worn leather-chairs marshalled between a
fresh-rubbed gleaming line of brass spittoons squatted massively on
each side of the entry door, before thick sheets of plate-glass
that extended almost to the sidewalks with indecent nearness.

Many a fat man's rump upon the leather.  Like fish in a glass case.
Travelling man's wet chewed cigar, spit-limp on his greasy lips.
Staring at all the women.  Can't look back long.  Gives advantage.

A negro bellboy sleepily wafted a gray dust-cloth across the
leather.  Within, before the replenished crackle-dance of the wood-
fire, the nightclerk sprawled out in the deep receiving belly of a
leather divan.

The car reached the Square, jolted across the netting of north-
south lines, and came to a halt on the north side, facing east.
Scurfing a patch away from the glazed window, Gant looked out.  The
Square in the wan-gray frozen morning walled round him with frozen
unnatural smallness.  He felt suddenly the cramped mean fixity of
the Square: this was the one fixed spot in a world that writhed,
evolved, and changed constantly in his vision, and he felt a sick
green fear, a frozen constriction about his heart because the
centre of his life now looked so shrunken.  He got very definitely
the impression that if he flung out his arms they would strike
against the walls of the mean three-and-four-story brickbuilt
buildings that flanked the Square raggedly.

Anchored to earth at last, he was hit suddenly by the whole
cumulation of sight and movement, of eating, drinking, and acting
that had gathered in him for two months.  The limitless land, wood,
field, hill, prairie, desert, mountain, the coast rushing away
below his eyes, the ground that swam before his eyes at stations,
the remembered ghosts of gumbo, oysters, huge Frisco seasteaks,
tropical fruits swarmed with the infinite life, the ceaseless
pullulation of the sea.  Here only, in his unreal-reality, this
unnatural vision of what he had known for twenty years, did life
lose its movement, change, color.

The Square had the horrible concreteness of a dream.  At the far
southeastern edge he saw his shop: his name painted hugely in dirty
scaly white across the brick near the roof:  W. O. Gant--Marbles,
Tombstones, Cemetery Fixtures.  It was like a dream of hell, when a
man finds his own name staring at him from the Devil's ledger; like
a dream of death, when he who comes as mourner finds himself in the
coffin, or as witness to a hanging, the condemned upon the

A sleepy negro employed at the Manor Hotel clambered heavily up and
slumped into one of the seats reserved for his race at the back.
In a moment he began to snore gently through his blubbered lips.

At the east end of the Square, Big Bill Messler, with his vest
half-unbuttoned over his girdled paunch-belly, descended slowly the
steps of the City Hall, and moved soundingly off with country
leisure along the cold-metallic sidewalk.  The fountain, ringed
with a thick bracelet of ice, played at quarter-strength a sheening
glut of ice-blue water.

Cars droned separately into their focal positions; the carmen
stamped their feet and talked smokily together; there was a breath
of beginning life.  Beside the City Hall, the firemen slept above
their wagons: behind the bolted door great hoofs drummed woodenly.

A dray rattled across the east end of the Square before the City
Hall, the old horse leaning back cautiously as he sloped down into
the dray market by the oblique cobbled passage at the southeast
that cut Gant's shop away from the market and "calaboose."  As the
car moved eastward again, Gant caught an angular view of Niggertown
across this passage.  The settlement was plumed delicately with a
hundred tiny fumes of smoke.

The car sloped swiftly now down Academy Street, turned, as the
upper edge of the negro settlement impinged steeply from the valley
upon the white, into Ivy Street, and proceeded north along a street
bordered on one side by smutty pebble-dash cottages, and on the
other by a grove of lordly oaks, in which the large quaking plaster
pile of old Professor Bowman's deserted School for Young Ladies
loomed desolately, turning and stopping at the corner, at the top
of the Woodson Street hill, by the great wintry, wooden, and
deserted barn of the Ivy Hotel.  It had never paid.

Gant kneed his heavy bag before him down the passage, depositing it
for a moment at the curbing before he descended the hill.  The
unpaved frozen clay fell steeply and lumpily away.  It was steeper,
shorter, nearer than he thought.  Only the trees looked large.  He
saw Duncan come out on his porch, shirtsleeved, and pick up the
morning paper.  Speak to him later.  Too long now.  As he expected,
there was a fat coil of morning smoke above the Scotchman's
chimney, but none from his own.

He went down the hill, opening his iron gate softly, and going
around to the side entrance by the yard, rather than ascend the
steep veranda steps.  The grape vines, tough and barren, writhed
about the house like sinewy ropes.  He entered the sitting-room
quietly.  There was a strong odor of cold leather.  Cold ashes were
strewn thinly in the grate.  He put his bag down and went back
through the wash-room into the kitchen.  Eliza, wearing one of his
old coats, and a pair of fingerless woollen gloves, poked among the
embers of a crawling little fire.

"Well, I'm back," Gant said.

"Why, what on earth!" she cried as he knew she would, becoming
flustered and moving her arms indeterminately.  He laid his hand
clumsily on her shoulder for a moment.  They stood awkwardly
without movement.  Then he seized the oil-can, and drenched the
wood with kerosene.  The flame roared up out of the stove.

"Mercy, Mr. Gant," cried Eliza, "you'll burn us up!"

But, seizing a handful of cut sticks and the oil-can, he lunged
furiously toward the sitting-room.

As the flame shot roaring up from the oiled pine sticks, and he
felt the fire-full chimney-throat tremble, he recovered joy.  He
brought back the width of the desert; the vast yellow serpent of
the river, alluvial with the mined accretions of the continent; the
rich vision of laden ships, masted above the sea-walls, the world-
nostalgic ships, bearing about them the filtered and concentrated
odors of the earth, sensual negroid rum and molasses, tar, ripening
guavas, bananas, tangerines, pineapples in the warm holds of
tropical boats, as cheap, as profuse, as abundant as the lazy
equatorial earth and all its women; the great names of Louisiana,
Texas, Arizona, Colorado, California; the blasted fiend-world of
the desert, and the terrific boles of trees, tunnelled for the
passage of a coach; water that fell from a mountain-top in a
smoking noiseless coil, internal boiling lakes flung skywards by
the punctual respiration of the earth, the multitudinous torture in
form of granite oceans, gouged depthlessly by canyons, and
iridescent with the daily chameleon-shift beyond man, beyond
nature, of terrific colors, below the un-human iridescence of the

Eliza, still excited, recovering speech, followed him into the
sitting-room, holding her chapped gloved hands clasped before her
stomach while she talked.

"I was saying to Steve last night, 'It wouldn't surprise me if your
papa would come rolling in at any minute now'--I just had a
feeling, I don't know what you'd call it," she said, her face
plucked inward by the sudden fabrication of legend, "but it's
pretty strange when you come to think of it.  I was in Garret's the
other day ordering some things, some vanilla extract, soda and a
pound of coffee when Aleck Carter came up to me.  'Eliza,' he said,
'when's Mr. Gant coming back--I think I may have a job for him?'
'Why, Aleck,' I said, 'I don't much expect him before the first of
April.'  Well, sir, what do you know--I had no sooner got out on
the street--I suppose I must have been thinking of something else,
because I remember Emma Aldrich came by and hollered to me and I
didn't think to answer her until she had gone on by, so I called
out just as big as you please to her, 'Emma!'--the thing flashed
over me all of a sudden--I was just as sure of it as I'm standing
here--'what do you think?  Mr. Gant's on his way back home'."

Jesus God! thought Gant.  It's begun again.

Her memory moved over the ocean-bed of event like a great octopus,
blindly but completely feeling its way into every seacave, rill,
and estuary, focussed on all she had done, felt and thought, with
sucking Pentlandian intentness, for whom the sun shone, or grew
dark, rain fell, and mankind came, spoke, and died, shifted for a
moment in time out of its void into the Pentlandian core, pattern
and heart of purpose.

Meanwhile, as he laid big gleaming lumps of coal upon the wood, he
muttered to himself, his mind ordering in a mounting sequence, with
balanced and climactic periods, his carefully punctuated rhetoric.

Yes, musty cotton, bated and piled under long sheds of railway
sidings; and odorous pine woodlands of the level South, saturated
with brown faery light, and broken by the tall straight leafless
poles of trees; a woman's leg below an elegantly lifted skirt
mounting to a carriage in Canal Street (French or Creole probably);
a white arm curved reaching for a window shade, French-olive faces
window-glimmering, the Georgia doctor's wife who slept above him
going out, the unquenchable fish-filled abundance of the unfenced,
blue, slow cat-slapping lazy Pacific; and the river, the all-
drinking, yellow, slow-surging snake that drained the continent.
His life was like that river, rich with its own deposited and
onward-borne agglutinations, fecund with its sedimental accretions,
filled exhaustlessly by life in order to be more richly itself, and
this life, with the great purpose of a river, he emptied now into
the harbor of his house, the sufficient haven of himself, for whom
the gnarled vines wove round him thrice, the earth burgeoned with
abundant fruit and blossom, the fire burnt madly.

"What have you got for breakfast?" he said to Eliza.

"Why," she said, pursing her lips meditatively, "would you like
some eggs?"

"Yes," said he, "with a few rashers of bacon and a couple of pork

He strode across the dining-room and went up the hall.

"Steve!  Ben!  Luke!  You damned scoundrels!" he yelled.  "Get up!"

Their feet thudded almost simultaneously upon the floor.

"Papa's home!" they shrieked.

Mr. Duncan watched butter soak through a new-baked roll.  He looked
through his curtain angularly down, and saw thick acrid smoke
biting heavily into the air above Gant's house.

"He's back," said he, with satisfaction.

So, at the moment looking, Tarkinton of the paints said:  "W. O.'s

Thus came he home, who had put out to land westward, Gant the Far-


Eugene was loose now in the limitless meadows of sensation: his
sensory equipment was so complete that at the moment of perception
of a single thing, the whole background of color, warmth, odor,
sound, taste established itself, so that later, the breath of hot
dandelion brought back the grass-warm banks of Spring, a day, a
place, the rustling of young leaves, or the page of a book, the
thin exotic smell of tangerine, the wintry bite of great apples;
or, as with Gulliver's Travels, a bright windy day in March, the
spurting moments of warmth, the drip and reek of the earth-thaw,
the feel of the fire.

He had won his first release from the fences of home--he was not
quite six, when, of his own insistence, he went to school.  Eliza
did not want him to go, but his only close companion, Max Isaacs, a
year his senior, was going, and there was in his heart a
constricting terror that he would be left alone again.  She told
him he could not go: she felt, somehow, that school began the slow,
the final loosening of the cords that held them together, but as
she saw him slide craftily out the gate one morning in September
and run at top speed to the corner where the other little boy was
waiting, she did nothing to bring him back.  Something taut snapped
in her; she remembered his furtive backward glance, and she wept.
And she did not weep for herself, but for him: the hour after his
birth she had looked in his dark eyes and had seen something that
would brood there eternally, she knew, unfathomable wells of remote
and intangible loneliness: she knew that in her dark and sorrowful
womb a stranger had come to life, fed by the lost communications of
eternity, his own ghost, haunter of his own house, lonely to
himself and to the world.  O lost.

Busy with the ache of their own growing pains, his brothers and
sisters had little time for him: he was almost six years younger
than Luke, the youngest of them, but they exerted over him the
occasional small cruelties, petty tormentings by elder children of
a younger, interested and excited by the brief screaming insanity
of his temper when, goaded and taunted from some deep dream, he
would seize a carving knife and pursue them, or batter his head
against the walls.

They felt that he was "queer"--the other boys preached the smug
cowardice of the child-herd, defending themselves, when their
persecutions were discovered, by saying they would make a "real
boy" of him.  But there grew up in him a deep affection for Ben who
stalked occasionally and softly through the house, guarding even
then with scowling eyes, and surly speech, the secret life.  Ben
was a stranger: some deep instinct drew him to his child-brother, a
portion of his small earnings as a paper-carrier he spent in gifts
and amusement for Eugene, admonishing him sullenly, cuffing him
occasionally, but defending him before the others.

Gant, as he watched his brooding face set for hours before a
firelit book of pictures, concluded that the boy liked books, more
vaguely, that he would make a lawyer of him, send him into
politics, see him elected to the governorship, the Senate, the
presidency.  And he unfolded to him time after time all the rude
American legendry of the country boys who became great men because
they were country boys, poor boys, and hard-working farm boys.  But
Eliza thought of him as a scholar, a learned man, a professor, and
with that convenient afterthought that annoyed Gant so deeply, but
by which she firmly convinced herself, she saw in this book-brooder
the fruit of her own deliberate design.

"I read every moment I could get the chance the summer before he
was born," she said.  And then, with a complacent and confidential
smile which, Gant knew, always preceded some reference to her
family, she said:  "I tell you what: it may all come out in the
Third Generation."

"The Third Generation be Goddamned!" answered Gant furiously.

"Now, I want to tell you," she went on thoughtfully, speaking with
her forefinger, "folks have always said that his grandfather would
have made a fine scholar if--"

"Merciful God!" said Gant, getting up suddenly and striding about
the room with an ironical laugh.  "I might have known that it would
come to this!  You may be sure," he exclaimed in high excitement,
wetting his thumb briefly on his tongue, "that if there's any
credit to be given I won't get it.  Not from you!  You'd rather die
than admit it!  No, but I'll tell you what you will do!  You'll
brag about that miserable old freak who never did a hard day's work
in his life."

"Now, I wouldn't be so sure of that if I were you," Eliza began,
her lips working rapidly.

"Jesus God!" he cried, flinging about the room with his customary
indifference to reasoned debate.  "Jesus God!  What a travesty!  A
travesty on Nature!  Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned!" he
exclaimed, indefinitely but violently, and then as he strode about,
he gave way to loud, bitter, forced laughter.

Thus, pent in his dark soul, Eugene sat brooding on a fire-lit
book, a stranger in a noisy inn.  The gates of his life were
closing him in from their knowledge, a vast aerial world of fantasy
was erecting its fuming and insubstantial fabric.  He steeped his
soul in streaming imagery, rifling the book-shelves for pictures
and finding there such treasures as With Stanley in Africa, rich in
the mystery of the jungle, alive with combat, black battle, the
hurled spear, vast snake-rooted forests, thatched villages, gold
and ivory; or Stoddard's Lectures, on whose slick heavy pages were
stamped the most-visited scenes of Europe and Asia; a Book of
Wonder, with enchanting drawings of all the marvels of the age--
Santos Dumont and his balloon, liquid air poured from a kettle, all
the navies of the earth lifted two feet from the water by an ounce
of radium (Sir William Crookes), the building of the Eiffel Tower,
the Flatiron Building, the stick-steered automobile, the submarine.
After the earthquake in San Francisco there was a book describing
it, its cheap green cover lurid with crumbling towers, shaken
spires, toppling many-storied houses plunging into the splitting
flame-jawed earth.  And there was another called Palaces of Sin, or
The Devil in Society, purporting to be the work of a pious
millionaire, who had drained his vast fortune in exposing the
painted sores that blemish the spotless-seeming hide of great
position, and there were enticing pictures showing the author
walking in a silk hat down a street full of magnificent palaces of

Out of this strange jumbled gallery of pictures the pieced-out
world was expanding under the brooding power of his imagination:
the lost dark angels of the Doré "Milton" swooped into cavernous
Hell beyond this upper earth of soaring or toppling spires, machine
wonder, maced and mailed romance.  And, as he thought of his future
liberation into this epic world, where all the color of life blazed
brightest far away from home, his heart flooded his face with lakes
of blood.

He had heard already the ringing of remote church bells over a
countryside on Sunday night; had listened to the earth steeped in
the brooding of dark, and the million-noted little night things;
and he had heard thus the far retreating wail of a whistle in a
distant valley, and faint thunder on the rails; and he felt the
infinite depth and width of the golden world in the brief
seductions of a thousand multiplex and mixed mysterious odors and
sensations, weaving, with a blinding interplay and aural
explosions, one into the other.

He remembered yet the East India Tea House at the Fair, the
sandalwood, the turbans, and the robes, the cool interior and the
smell of India tea; and he had felt now the nostalgic thrill of
dew-wet mornings in Spring, the cherry scent, the cool clarion
earth, the wet loaminess of the garden, the pungent breakfast
smells and the floating snow of blossoms.  He knew the inchoate
sharp excitement of hot dandelions in young Spring grass at noon;
the smell of cellars, cobwebs, and built-on secret earth; in July,
of watermelons bedded in sweet hay, inside a farmer's covered
wagon; of cantaloupe and crated peaches; and the scent of orange
rind, bittersweet, before a fire of coals.  He knew the good male
smell of his father's sitting-room; of the smooth worn leather
sofa, with the gaping horse-hair rent; of the blistered varnished
wood upon the hearth; of the heated calf-skin bindings; of the flat
moist plug of apple tobacco, stuck with a red flag; of wood-smoke
and burnt leaves in October; of the brown tired autumn earth; of
honey-suckle at night; of warm nasturtiums; of a clean ruddy farmer
who comes weekly with printed butter, eggs and milk; of fat limp
underdone bacon and of coffee; of a bakery-oven in the wind; of
large deep-hued stringbeans smoking-hot and seasoned well with salt
and butter; of a room of old pine boards in which books and carpets
have been stored, long closed; of Concord grapes in their long
white baskets.

Yes, and the exciting smell of chalk and varnished desks; the smell
of heavy bread-sandwiches of cold fried meat and butter; the smell
of new leather in a saddler's shop, or of a warm leather chair; of
honey and of unground coffee; of barrelled sweet-pickles and cheese
and all the fragrant compost of the grocer's; the smell of stored
apples in the cellar, and of orchard-apple smells, of pressed-cider
pulp; of pears ripening on a sunny shelf, and of ripe cherries
stewing with sugar on hot stoves before preserving; the smell of
whittled wood, of all young lumber, of sawdust and shavings; of
peaches stuck with cloves and pickled in brandy; of pine-sap, and
green pine-needles; of a horse's pared hoof; of chestnuts roasting,
of bowls of nuts and raisins; of hot cracklin, and of young roast
pork; of butter and cinnamon melting on hot candied yams.

Yes, and of the rank slow river, and of tomatoes rotten on the
vine; the smell of rain-wet plums and boiling quinces; of rotten
lily-pads; and of foul weeds rotting in green marsh scum; and the
exquisite smell of the South, clean but funky, like a big woman; of
soaking trees and the earth after heavy rain.

Yes, and the smell of hot daisy-fields in the morning; of melted
puddling-iron in a foundry; the winter smell of horse-warm stables
and smoking dung; of old oak and walnut; and the butcher's smell of
meat, of strong slaughtered lamb, plump gouty liver, ground pasty
sausages, and red beef; and of brown sugar melted with slivered
bitter chocolate; and of crushed mint leaves, and of a wet lilac
bush; of magnolia beneath the heavy moon, of dogwood and laurel; of
an old caked pipe and Bourbon rye, aged in kegs of charred oak; the
sharp smell of tobacco; of carbolic and nitric acids; the coarse
true smell of a dog; of old imprisoned books; and the cool fern-
smell near springs; of vanilla in cake-dough; and of cloven
ponderous cheeses.

Yes, and of a hardware store, but mostly the good smell of nails;
of the developing chemicals in a photographer's dark-room; and the
young-life smell of paint and turpentine; of buckwheat batter and
black sorghum; and of a negro and his horse, together; of boiling
fudge; the brine smell of pickling vats; and the lush undergrowth
smell of southern hills; of a slimy oyster-can, of chilled gutted
fish; of a hot kitchen negress; of kerosene and linoleum; of
sarsaparilla and guavas; and of ripe autumn persimmons; and the
smell of the wind and the rain; and of the acrid thunder; of cold
starlight, and the brittle-bladed frozen grass; of fog and the
misted winter sun; of seed-time, bloom, and mellow dropping

And now, whetted intemperately by what he had felt, he began, at
school, in that fecund romance, the geography, to breathe the mixed
odors of the earth, sensing in every squat keg piled on a pier-head
a treasure of golden rum, rich port, fat Burgundy; smelling the
jungle growth of the tropics, the heavy odor of plantations, the
salt-fish smell of harbors, voyaging in the vast, enchanting, but
unperplexing world.

Now the innumerable archipelago had been threaded, and he stood,
firm-planted, upon the unknown but waiting continent.

He learned to read almost at once, printing the shapes of words
immediately with his strong visual memory; but it was weeks later
before he learned to write, or even to copy, words.  The ragged
spume and wrack of fantasy and the lost world still floated from
time to time through his clear school-day morning brain, and
although he followed accurately all the other instruction of his
teacher, he was walled in his ancient unknowing world when they
made letters.  The children made their sprawling alphabets below a
line of models, but all he accomplished was a line of jagged
wavering spear-points on his sheet, which he repeated endlessly and
rapturously, unable to see or understand the difference.

"I have learned to write," he thought.

Then, one day, Max Isaacs looked suddenly, from his exercise, on
Eugene's sheet, and saw the jagged line.

"That ain't writin'," said he.

And clubbing his pencil in his waited grimy hand, he scrawled a
copy of the exercise across the page.

The line of life, that beautiful developing structure of language
that he saw flowing from his comrade's pencil, cut the knot in him
that all instruction failed to do, and instantly he seized the
pencil, and wrote the words in letters fairer and finer than his
friend's.  And he turned, with a cry in his throat, to the next
page, and copied it without hesitation, and the next, the next.
They looked at each other a moment with that clear wonder by which
children accept miracles, and they never spoke of it again.

"That's writin' now," said Max.  But they kept the mystery caged
between them.

Eugene thought of this event later; always he could feel the
opening gates in him, the plunge of the tide, the escape; out it
happened like this one day at once.  Still midget-near the live
pelt of the earth, he saw many things that he kept in fearful
secret, knowing that revelation would be punished with ridicule.
One Saturday in Spring, he stopped with Max Isaacs above a deep pit
in Central Avenue where city workmen were patching a broken
watermain.  The clay walls of their pit were much higher than their
heads; behind their huddled backs there was a wide fissure, a
window in the earth which opened on some dark subterranean passage.
And as the boys looked, they gripped each other suddenly, for past
the fissure slid the flat head of an enormous serpent; passed, and
was followed by a scaled body as thick as a man's; the monster slid
endlessly on into the deep earth and vanished behind the working
and unwitting men.  Shaken with fear they went away, they talked
about it then and later in hushed voices, but they never revealed

He fell now easily into the School-Ritual; he choked his breakfast
with his brothers every morning, gulped scalding coffee, and rushed
off at the ominous warning of the final bell, clutching a hot
paper-bag of food, already spattered hungrily with grease blots.
He pounded along after his brothers, his heart hammering in his
throat with excitement and, as he raced into the hollow at the foot
of the Central Avenue hill, grew weak with nervousness, as he heard
the bell ringing itself to sleep, jerking the slatting rope about
in its dying echoes.

Ben, grinning evilly and scowling, would thrust his hand against
the small of his back and rush him screaming, but unable to resist
the plunging force behind, up the hill.

In a gasping voice he would sing the morning song, coming in
pantingly on the last round of a song the quartered class took up
at intervals:

     "--Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
      Life is but a dream."

Or, in the frosty Autumn mornings:

     "Waken, lords and ladies gay,
      On the mountain dawns the day."

Or the Contest of the West Wind and the South Wind.  Or the
Miller's Song:

     "I envy no man, no, not I,
      And no one envies me."

He read quickly and easily; he spelled accurately.  He did well
with figures.  But he hated the drawing lesson, although the boxes
of crayons and paints delighted him.  Sometimes the class would go
into the woods, returning with specimens of flowers and leaves--the
bitten flaming red of the maple, the brown pine comb, the brown oak
leaf.  These they would paint; or in Spring a spray of cherry-
blossom, a tulip.  He sat reverently before the authority of the
plump woman who first taught him: he was terrified lest he do
anything common or mean in her eyes.

The class squirmed: the little boys invented tortures or scrawled
obscenities to the little girls.  And the wilder and more indolent
seized every chance of leaving the room, thus:  "Teacher, may I be
excused?"  And they would go out into the lavatory, sniggering and
dawdling about restlessly.

He could never say it, because it would reveal to her the shame of

Once, deathly sick, but locked in silence and dumb nausea, he had
vomited finally upon his cupped hands.

He feared and hated the recess periods, trembled before the
brawling confusion of the mob and the playground, but his pride
forbade that he skulk within, or secrete himself away from them.
Eliza had allowed his hair to grow long; she wound it around her
finger every morning into fat Fauntleroy curls; the agony and
humiliation it caused him was horrible, but she was unable or
unwilling to understand it, and mouth-pursingly thoughtful and
stubborn to all solicitation to cut it.  She had the garnered curls
of Ben, Grover, and Luke stored in tiny boxes: she wept sometimes
when she saw Eugene's, they were the symbol of his babyhood to her,
and her sad heart, so keen in marking departures, refused to
surrender them.  Even when his thick locks had become the luxuriant
colony of Harry Tarkinton's lice, she would not cut them: she held
his squirming body between her knees twice a day and ploughed his
scalp with a fine-toothed comb.

As he made to her his trembling passionate entreaties, she would
smile with an affectation of patronizing humor, make a bantering
humming noise in her throat, and say:  "Why, say--you can't grow up
yet.  You're my baby."  Suddenly baffled before the yielding
inflexibility of her nature, which could be driven to action only
after incessant and maddening prods, Eugene, screaming-mad with
helpless fury, would understand the cause of Gant's frenzy.

At school, he was a desperate and hunted little animal.  The herd,
infallible in its banded instinct, knew at once that a stranger had
been thrust into it, and it was merciless at the hunt.  As the
lunch-time recess came, Eugene, clutching his big grease-stained
bag, would rush for the playground pursued by the yelping pack.
The leaders, two or three big louts of advanced age and deficient
mentality, pressed closely about him, calling out suppliantly, "You
know me, 'Gene.  You know me"; and still racing for the far end, he
would open his bag and hurl to them one of his big sandwiches,
which stayed them for a moment, as they fell upon its possessor and
clawed it to fragments, but they were upon him in a moment more
with the same yelping insistence, hunting him down into a corner of
the fence, and pressing in with outstretched paws and wild
entreaty.  He would give them what he had, sometimes with a
momentary gust of fury, tearing away from a greedy hand half of a
sandwich and devouring it.  When they saw he had no more to give,
they went away.

The great fantasy of Christmas still kept him devout.  Gant was his
unwearied comrade; night after night in the late autumn and early
winter, he would scrawl petitions to Santa Claus, listing
interminably the gifts he wanted most, and transmitting each, with
perfect trust, to the roaring chimney.  As the flame took the paper
from his hand and blew its charred ghost away with a howl, Gant
would rush with him to the window, point to the stormy northern
sky, and say:  "There it goes!  Do you see it?"

He saw it.  He saw his prayer, winged with the stanch convoying
winds, borne northward to the rimed quaint gabels of Toyland, into
frozen merry Elfland; heard the tiny silver anvil-tones, the deep-
lunged laughter of the little men, the stabled cries of aerial
reindeer.  Gant saw and heard them, too.

He was liberally dowered with bright-painted gimcracks upon
Christmas Day; and in his heart he hated those who advocated
"useful" gifts.  Gant bought him wagons, sleds, drums, horns--best
of all, a small fireman's ladder wagon: it was the wonder, and
finally the curse, of the neighborhood.  During his unoccupied
hours, he lived for months in the cellar with Harry Tarkinton and
Max Isaacs: they strung the ladders on wires above the wagon, so
that, at a touch, they would fall in accurate stacks.  They would
pretend to doze in their quarters, as firemen do, would leap to
action suddenly, as one of them imitated the warning bell:  "Clang-
a-lang-a-lang."  Then, quite beyond reason, Harry and Max yoked in
a plunging team, Eugene in the driver's seat, they would leap out
through the narrow door, gallop perilously to a neighbor's house,
throw up ladders, open windows, effect entries, extinguish
imaginary flames, and return oblivious to the shrieking indictment
of the housewife.

For months they lived completely in this fantasy, modelling their
actions on those of the town's firemen, and on Jannadeau, who was
the assistant chief, child-proud over it: they had seen him, at the
sound of the alarm, rush like a madman from his window in Gant's
shop, leaving the spattered fragments of a watch upon his desk, and
arriving at his duty just as the great wagon hurtled at full speed
into the Square.  The firemen loved to stage the most daring
exhibitions before the gaping citizenry; helmeted magnificently,
they hung from the wagons in gymnastic postures, one man holding
another over rushing space, while number two caught in mid-air the
diving heavy body of the Swiss, who deliberately risked his neck as
he leaped for the rail.  Thus, for one rapturous moment they stood
poised triangularly over rocking speed: the spine of the town was
chilled ecstatically.

And when the bells broke through the drowning winds at night, his
demon rushed into his heart, bursting all cords that held him to
the earth, promising him isolation and dominance over sea and land,
inhabitation of the dark: he looked down on the whirling disk of
dark forest and field, sloped over singing pines upon a huddled
town, and carried its grated guarded fires against its own roofs,
swerving and pouncing with his haltered storm upon their doomed and
flaming walls, howling with thin laughter above their stricken
heads and, fiend-voiced, calling down the bullet wind.

Or, holding in fief the storm and the dark and all the black powers
of wizardry, to gaze, ghoul-visaged, through a storm-lashed
windowpane, briefly planting unutterable horror in grouped and
sheltered life; or, no more than a man, but holding, in your more
than mortal heart, demoniac ecstasy, to crouch against a lonely
storm-swept house, to gaze obliquely through the streaming glass
upon a woman, or your enemy, and while still exulting in your
victorious dark all-seeing isolation, to feel a touch upon your
shoulder, and to look, haunter-haunted, pursuer-pursued, into the
green corrupted hell-face of malignant death.

Yes, and a world of bedded women, fair glimmers in the panting
darkness, while winds shook the house, and he arrived across the
world between the fragrant columns of delight.  The great mystery
of their bodies groped darkly in him, but he had found there, at
the school, instructors to desire--the hair-faced louts of
Doubleday.  They struck fear and wonder into the hearts of the
smaller, gentler boys, for Doubleday was that infested region of
the town-grown mountaineers, who lurked viciously through the
night, and came at Hallowe'en to break the skulls of other gangs in
rock warfare.

There was a boy named Otto Krause, a cheese-nosed, hair-faced,
inch-browed German boy, lean and swift in the legs, hoarse-voiced
and full of idiot laughter, who showed him the gardens of delight.
There was a girl named Bessie Barnes, a black-haired, tall, bold-
figured girl of thirteen years who acted as model.  Otto Krause was
fourteen, Eugene was eight: they were in the third grade.  The
German boy sat next to him, drew obscenities on his books, and
passed his furtive scrawled indecencies across the aisle to Bessie.

And the nymph would answer with a lewd face, and a contemptuous
blow against her shapely lifted buttock, a gesture which Otto
considered as good as a promise, and which tickled him into hoarse

Bessie walked in his brain.

In their furtive moments at school, he and Otto amused each other
by drawing obscenities in their geographies, bestowing on the
representations of tropical natives sagging breasts and huge
organs.  And they composed on tiny scraps of paper dirty little
rhymes about teachers and principal.  Their teacher was a gaunt
red-faced spinster, with fierce glaring eyes: Eugene thought always
of the soldier and the tinder and the dogs he had to pass, with
eyes like saucers, windmills, the moon.  Her name was Miss Groody,
and Otto, with the idiot vulgarity of little boys, wrote of her:

     "Old Miss Groody
      Has Good Toody."

And Eugene, directing his fire against the principal, a plump,
soft, foppish young man whose name was Armstrong, and who wore
always a carnation in his coat, which, after whipping an offending
boy, he was accustomed to hold delicately between his fingers,
sniffing it with sensitive nostrils and lidded eyes, produced in
the first rich joy of creation scores of rhymes, all to the
discredit of Armstrong, his parentage, and his relations with Miss

He was obsessed; he spent the entire day now in the composition of
poetry--all bawdy variations of a theme.  And he could not bring
himself to destroy them.  His desk was stuffed with tiny crumpled
balls of writing: one day, during the geography lesson, the woman
caught him.  His bones turned to rubber as she bore down on him
glaring, and took from the concealing pages of his book the paper
on which he had been writing.  At recess she cleared his desk, read
the sequence, and, with boding quietness, bade him to see the
principal after school.

"What does it mean?  What do you reckon it means?" he whispered
dryly to Otto Krause.

"Oh, you'll ketch it now!" said Otto Krause, laughing hoarsely.

And the class tormented him slily, rubbing their bottoms when they
caught his eye, and making grimaces of agony.

He was sick through to his guts.  He had a loathing of physical
humiliation which was not based on fear, from which he never
recovered.  The brazen insensitive spirit of the boys he envied but
could not imitate: they would howl loudly under punishment, in
order to mitigate it, and they were vaingloriously unconcerned ten
minutes later.  He did not think he could endure being whipped by
the fat young man with the flower: at three o'clock, white-faced,
he went to the man's office.

Armstrong, slit-eyed and thin lipped, began to swish the cane he
held in his hand through the air as Eugene entered.  Behind him,
smoothed and flatted on his desk, was stacked the damning pile of
rhymed insult.

"Did you write these?" he demanded, narrowing his eyes to little
points in order to frighten his victim.

"Yes," said Eugene.

The principal cut the air again with his cane.  He had visited
Daisy several times, had eaten at Gant's plenteous board.  He
remembered very well.

"What have I ever done to you, son, that you should feel this way?"
he said, with a sudden change of whining magnanimity.

"N-n-nothing," said Eugene.

"Do you think you'll ever do it again?" said he, becoming ominous

"N-no, sir," Eugene answered, in the ghost of a voice.

"All right," said God, grandly, throwing away his cane.  "You can

His legs found themselves only when he had reached the playground.

But oh, the brave autumn and the songs they sang; harvest, and the
painting of a leaf; and "half-holiday to-day"; and "up in the air
so high"; and the other one about the train--"the stations go
whistling past"; the mellow days, the opening gates of desire, the
smoky sun, the dropping patter of dead leaves.

"Every little snowflake is different in shape from every other."

"Good grashus!  ALL of them, Miss Pratt?"

"All of the little snowflakes that ever were.  Nature never repeats


Ben's beard was growing: he had shaved.  He tumbled Eugene on the
leather sofa, played with him for hours, scraped his stubble chin
against the soft face of his brother.  Eugene shrieked.

"When you can do that you'll be a man," said Ben.

And he sang softly, in his thin humming ghost's voice:

     "The woodpecker pecked at the schoolhouse door,
      He pecked and he pecked till his pecker got sore.
      The woodpecker pecked at the schoolhouse bell,
      He pecked and he pecked till his pecker got well."

They laughed--Eugene with rocking throatiness, Ben with a quiet
snicker.  He had aqueous gray eyes, and a sallow bumpy skin.  His
head was shapely, the forehead high and bony.  His hair was crisp,
maple-brown.  Below his perpetual scowl, his face was small,
converging to a point: his extraordinarily sensitive mouth smiled
briefly, flickeringly, inwardly--like a flash of light along a
blade.  And he always gave a cuff instead of a caress: he was full
of pride and tenderness.


Yes, and in that month when Prosperpine comes back, and Ceres' dead
heart rekindles, when all the woods are a tender smoky blur, and
birds no bigger than a budding leaf dart through the singing trees,
and when odorous tar comes spongy in the streets, and boys roll
balls of it upon their tongues, and they are lumpy with tops and
agated marbles; and there is blasting thunder in the night, and the
soaking millionfooted rain, and one looks out at morning on a
stormy sky, a broken wrack of cloud; and when the mountain boy
brings water to his kinsmen laying fence, and as the wind snakes
through the grasses hears far in the valley below the long wail of
the whistle, and the faint clangor of a bell; and the blue great
cup of the hills seems closer, nearer, for he had heard an
inarticulate promise: he has been pierced by Spring, that sharp

And life unscales its rusty weathered pelt, and earth wells out in
tender exhaustless strength, and the cup of a man's heart runs over
with dateless expectancy, tongueless promise, indefinable desire.
Something gathers in the throat, something blinds him in the eyes,
and faint and valorous horns sound through the earth.

The little girls trot pigtailed primly on their dutiful way to
school; but the young gods loiter: they hear the reed, the
oatenstop, the running goathoofs in the spongy wood, here, there,
everywhere: they dawdle, listen, fleetest when they wait, go
vaguely on to their one fixed home, because the earth is full of
ancient rumor and they cannot find the way.  All of the gods have
lost the way.

But they guarded what they had against the barbarians.  Eugene,
Max, and Harry ruled their little neighborhood: they made war upon
the negroes and the Jews, who amused them, and upon the Pigtail
Alley people, whom they hated and despised.  Catlike they prowled
about in the dark promise of night, sitting at times upon a wall in
the exciting glare of the corner lamp, which flared gaseously,
winking noisily from time to time.

Or, crouched in the concealing shrubbery of Gant's yard, they
waited for romantic negro couples climbing homewards, jerking by a
cord, as their victims came upon the spot, a stuffed black snake-
appearing stocking.  And the dark was shrill with laughter as the
loud rich comic voices stammered, stopped, and screamed.

Or they stoned the cycling black boy of the markets, as he swerved
down gracefully into an alley.  Nor did they hate them: clowns are
black.  They had learned, as well, that it was proper to cuff these
people kindly, curse them cheerfully, feed them magnanimously.  Men
are kind to a faithful wagging dog, but he must not walk habitually
upon two legs.  They knew that they must "take nothin' off a
nigger," and that the beginnings of argument could best be scotched
with a club and a broken head.  Only, you couldn't break a nigger's

They spat joyously upon the Jews.  Drown a Jew and hit a nigger.

The boys would wait on the Jews, follow them home shouting "Goose
Grease!  Goose Grease!" which, they were convinced, was the chief
staple of Semitic diet; or with the blind acceptance of little boys
of some traditional, or mangled, or imaginary catchword of abuse,
they would yell after their muttering and tormented victim:
"Veeshamadye Veeshamadye!" confident that they had pronounced the
most unspeakable, to Jewish ears, of affronts.

Eugene had no interest in pogroms, but it was a fetich with Max.
The chief object of their torture was a little furtive-faced boy,
whose name was Isaac Lipinski.  They pounced cattishly at him when
he appeared, harried him down alleys, over fences, across yards,
into barns, stables, and his own house; he moved with amazing speed
and stealth, escaping fantastically, teasing them to the pursuit,
thumbing his fingers at them, and grinning with wide Kike constant

Or, steeped catlike in the wickedness of darkness, adrift in the
brooding promise of the neighborhood, they would cluster silently
under a Jew's home, grouped in a sniggering huddle as they listened
to the rich excited voices, the throaty accentuation of the women;
or convulsed at the hysterical quarrels which shook the Jew-walls
almost nightly.

Once, shrieking with laughter, they followed a running fight
through the streets between a young Jew and his father-in-law, in
which each was pursued and pummelled, or pursuing and pummelling;
and on the day when Louis Greenberg, a pale Jew returned from
college, had killed himself by drinking carbolic acid, they stood
curiously outside the dingy wailing house, shaken by sudden glee as
they saw his father, a bearded orthodox old Jew, clothed in rusty,
greasy black, and wearing a scarred derby, approach running up the
hill to his home, shaking his hands in the air, and wailing

     "Oi, yoi yoi yoi yoi,
      Oi yoi yoi yoi yoi,
      Oi yoi yoi yoi yoi."

But the whiteheaded children of Pigtail Alley they hated without
humor, without any mitigation of a most bitter and alienate hate.
Pigtail Alley was a muddy rut which sprawled down hill off the
lower end of Woodson Street, ending vaguely in the rank stench of a
green-scummed marsh bottom.  On one side of this vile road there
was a ragged line of whitewashed shacks, inhabited by poor whites,
whose children were almost always whitehaired, and who, snuff-
mouthed bony women, and tobacco-jawed men, sprawled stupidly in the
sun-stench of their rude wide-boarded porches.  At night a smoky
lamp burned dismally in the dark interiors, there was a smell of
frying cookery and of unclean flesh, strident rasping shrews'
cries, the drunken maniacal mountain drawl of men: a scream and a

Once, in the cherry time, when Gant's great White Wax was loaded
with its clusters, and the pliant and enduring boughs were dotted
thickly by the neighbor children, Jews and Gentiles alike, who had
been herded under the captaincy of Luke, and picked one quart of
every four for their own, one of these whitehaired children had
come doubtfully, mournfully, up the yard.

"All right, son," Luke, who was fifteen, called out in his hearty
voice.  "Get a basket and come on up."

The child came up the gummed trunk like a cat: Eugene rocked from
the slender spiral topmost bough, exulting in his lightness, the
tree's resilient strength, and the great morning-clarion fragrant
backyard world.  The Alley picked his bucket with miraculous speed,
skinned spryly to the ground and emptied it into the heaping pan,
and was halfway up the trunk again when his gaunt mother streaked
up the yard toward him.

"You, Reese," she shrilled, "what're you doin' hyar?"  She jerked
him roughly to the ground and cut across his brown legs with a
switch.  He howled.

"You git along home," she ordered, giving him another cut.

She drove him along, upbraiding him in her harsh voice, cutting him
sharply with the switch from moment to moment when, desperate with
pride and humiliation, he slackened his retreat to a slow walk, or
balked mulishly, howling again, and speeding a few paces on his
short legs, when cut by the switch.

The treed boys sniggered, but Eugene, who had seen the pain upon
the gaunt hard face of the woman, the furious pity of her blazing
eyes, felt something open and burst stabbingly in him like an

"He left his cherries," he said to his brother.

Or, they jeered Loney Shytle, who left a stale sharp odor as she
passed, her dirty dun hair covered in a wide plumed hat, her heels
out of her dirty white stockings.  She had caused incestuous
rivalry between her father and her brother, she bore the scar of
her mother's razor in her neck, and she walked, in her rundown
shoes, with the wide stiff-legged hobble of disease.

One day as they pressed round a trapped alley boy, who backed
slowly, fearfully, resentfully into a reeking wall, Willie Isaacs,
the younger brother of Max, pointing with sniggering laughter,

"His mother takes in washin'."

And then, almost bent double by a soaring touch of humor, he added:

"His mother takes in washin' from an ole nigger."

Harry Tarkinton laughed hoarsely.  Eugene turned away indefinitely,
craned his neck convulsively, lifted one foot sharply from the

"She don't!" he screamed suddenly into their astounded faces.  "She

Harry Tarkinton's parents were English.  He was three or four years
older than Eugene, an awkward, heavy, muscular boy, smelling always
of his father's paints and oils, coarse-featured, meaty sloping jaw
and a thick catarrhal look about his nose and mouth.  He was the
breaker of visions; the proposer of iniquities.  In the cool thick
evening grass of Gant's yard one sunset, he smashed forever, as
they lay there talking, the enchantment of Christmas; but he
brought in its stead the smell of paint, the gaseous ripstink, the
unadorned, sweating, and imageless passion of the vulgar.  But
Eugene couldn't follow his barn-yard passion: the strong hen-
stench, the Tarkintonian paint-smell, and the rank-mired branch-
smell which mined under the filthy shambles of the backyard,
stopped him.

Once, in the deserted afternoon, as he and Harry plundered through
the vacant upper floor of Gant's house, they found a half-filled
bottle of hair-restorer.

"Have you any hairs on your belly?" said Harry.

Eugene hemmed; hinted timidly at shagginess; confessed.  They undid
their buttons, smeared oily hands upon their bellies, and waited
through rapturous days for the golden fleece.

"Hair makes a man of you," said Harry.

More often, as Spring deepened, he went now to Gant's shop on the
Square.  He loved the scene: the bright hill-cooled sun, the blown
sheets of spray from the fountain, the garrulous firemen emerging
from the winter, the lazy sprawling draymen on his father's wooden
steps, snaking their whips deftly across the pavement, wrestling in
heavy horseplay, Jannadeau in his dirty fly-specked window prying
with delicate monocled intentness into the entrails of a watch, the
reeking mossiness of Gant's fantastical brick shack, the great
interior dustiness of the main room in front, sagging with
gravestones--small polished slabs from Georgia, blunt ugly masses
of Vermont granite, modest monuments with an urn, a cherub figure,
or a couchant lamb, ponderous fly-specked angels from Carrara in
Italy which he bought at great cost, and never sold--they were the
joy of his heart.

Behind a wooden partition was his ware-room, layered with
stonedust--coarse wooden trestles on which he carved inscriptions,
stacked tool-shelves filled with chisels, drills, mallets, a
pedalled emery wheel which Eugene worked furiously for hours,
exulting in its mounting roar, piled sandstone bases, a small heat-
blasted cast-iron stove, loose piled coal and wood.

Between the workroom and the ware-room, on the left as one entered,
was Gant's office, a small room, deep in the dust of twenty years,
with an old-fashioned desk, sheaves of banded dirty papers, a
leather sofa, a smaller desk layered with round and square samples
of marble and granite.  The sloping market Square, pocketed
obliquely off the public Square, and filled with the wagons of
draymen and county peddlers, and on the lower side on a few Poor
White houses and on the warehouse and office of Will Pentland.

Eugene would find his father, leaning perilously on Jannadeau's
dirty glass showcase, or on the creaking little fence that marked
him off, talking politics, war, death, and famine, denouncing the
Democrats, with references to the bad weather, taxation, and soup-
kitchens that attended their administration, and eulogizing all the
acts, utterances, and policies of Theodore Roosevelt.  Jannadeau,
guttural, judiciously reasonable, statistically argumentative,
would consult, in all disputed areas, his library--a greasy edition
of the World Almanac, three years old, saying, triumphantly, after
a moment of dirty thumbing:  "Ah--just as I thought: the muni-CIP-al
taxation of Milwaukee under De-MO-cratic administration in 1905 was
$2.25 the hundred, the lowest it had been in years.  I cannot
ima-GINE why the total revenue is not given."  And he would argue
with animation, picking his nose with his blunt black fingers, his
broad yellow face breaking into flaccid creases, as he laughed
gutturally at Gant's unreason.

"And you may mark my words," proceeded Gant, as if he had never
been interrupted, and had heard no dissenting judgment, "if they
get in again we'll have soup-kitchens, the banks will go to the
wall, and your guts will grease your backbone before another
winter's over."

Or, he would find his father in the workroom, bending over a
trestle, using the heavy wooden mallet with delicate care, as he
guided the chisel through the mazes of an inscription.  He never
wore work-clothes; he worked dressed in well brushed garments of
heavy black, his coat removed, and a long striped apron covering
all his front.  As Eugene saw him, he felt that this was no common
craftsman, but a master, picking up his tools briefly for a chef-

"He is better at this than any one in all the world," Eugene
thought, and his dark vision burned in him for a moment, as he
thought that his father's work would never, as men reckon years, be
extinguished, but that when that great skeleton lay powdered in
earth, in many a tangled undergrowth, in the rank wilderness of
forgotten churchyards, these letters would endure.

And he thought with pity of all the grocers and brewers and
clothiers who had come and gone, with their perishable work a
forgotten excrement, or a rotted fabric; or of plumbers, like Max's
father, whose work rusted under ground, or of painters, like
Harry's, whose work scaled with the seasons, or was obliterated
with newer brighter paint; and the high horror of death and
oblivion, the decomposition of life, memory, desire, in the huge
burial-ground of the earth stormed through his heart.  He mourned
for all the men who had gone because they had not scored their name
upon a rock, blasted their mark upon a cliff, sought out the most
imperishable objects of the world and graven there some token, some
emblem that utterly they might not be forgotten.

Again, Eugene would find Gant moving with bent strides across the
depth of the building, tearing madly along between the sentinel
marbles that aisled the ware-room, muttering, with hands gripped
behind him, with ominous ebb and flow.  Eugene waited.  Presently,
when he had shuttled thus across his shop some eighty times, he
would leap, with a furious howl, to his front door, storming out
upon the porch, and delivering his Jeremiad to the offending

"You are the lowest of the low, the vilest of the vile.  You lousy
good-for-nothing bums: you have brought me to the verge of
starvation, you have frightened away the little business that might
have put bread in my mouth, and kept the wolf from my door.  By
God, I hate you, for you stink a mile off.  You low degenerates,
you accursed reprobates; you would steal the pennies from a dead
man's eyes, as you have from mine, fearful, awful, and bloodthirsty
mountain grills that you are!"

He would tear back into the shop muttering, to return almost at
once, with a strained pretense at calmness, which ended in a howl:

"Now I want to tell you: I give you fair warning once and for all.
If I find you on my steps again, I'll put you all in jail."

They would disperse sheepishly to their wagons, flicking their
whips aimlessly along the pavements.

"By God, somethin's sure upset the ole man."

An hour later, like heavy buzzing flies, they would drift back
settling from nowhere on the broad steps.

As he emerged from the shop into the Square, they would greet him
cheerfully, with a certain affection.

"'Day, Mr. Gant."

"Good day, boys," he would answer kindly, absently.  And he would
be away with his gaunt devouring strides.

As Eugene entered, if Gant were busy on a stone, he would say
gruffly, "Hello, son," and continue with his work, until he had
polished the surface of the marble with pumice and water.  Then he
would take off his apron, put on his coat, and say, to the
dawdling, expectant boy:  "Come on.  I guess you're thirsty."

And they would go across the Square to the cool depth of the
drugstore, stand before the onyx splendor of the fountain, under
the revolving wooden fans, and drink chill gaseous beverages,
limeade so cold it made the head ache, or foaming ice-cream soda,
which returned in sharp delicious belches down his tender nostrils.

Eugene, richer by twenty-five cents, would leave Gant then, and
spend the remainder of the day in the library on the Square.  He
read now rapidly and easily; he read romantic and adventurous
novels, with a tearing hunger.  At home he devoured Luke's piled
shelves of five-cent novels: he was deep in the weekly adventures
of Young Wild West, fantasied in bed at night of virtuous and
heroic relations with the beautiful Arietta, followed Nick Carter,
through all the mazes of metropolitan crime, Frank Merriwell's
athletic triumphs, Fred Fearnot, and the interminable victories of
The Liberty Boys of '76 over the hated Redcoats.

He cared not so much for love at first as he did for material
success: the straw figures of women in boys' books, something with
hair, dancing eyes, and virtuous opinions, impeccably good and
vacant, satisfied him completely: they were the guerdon of heroism,
something to be freed from villainy on the nick by a blow or a
shot, and to be enjoyed along with a fat income.

At the library he ravaged the shelves of boys' books, going
unweariedly through all the infinite monotony of the Algers--Pluck
and Luck, Sink or Swim, Grit, Jack's Ward, Jed the Poor-house Boy--
and dozens more.  He gloated over the fat money-getting of these
books (a motif in boys' books that has never been sufficiently
recognized); all of the devices of fortune, the loose rail, the
signalled train, the rich reward for heroism; or the full wallet
found and restored to its owner; or the value of the supposedly
worthless bonds; or the discovery of a rich patron in the city,
sunk so deeply into his desires that he was never after able to
quench them.

And all the details of money--the value of the estate usurped by
the scoundrelly guardian and his caddish son, he feasted upon,
reckoning up the amount of income, if it were not given, or if it
were, dividing the annual sum into monthly and weekly portions, and
dreaming on its purchasing power.  His desires were not modest--no
fortune under $250,000 satisfied him: the income of $100,000 at six
per cent would pinch one, he felt, from lavishness; and if the
reward of virtue was only twenty thousand dollars, he felt bitter
chagrin, reckoning life insecure, and comfort a present warmth.

He built up a constant exchange of books among his companions,
borrowing and lending in an intricate web, from Max Isaacs, from
"Nosey" Schmidt, the butcher's son, who had all the rich adventures
of the Rover Boys; he ransacked Gant's shelves at home, reading
translations of the Iliad and the Odyssey at the same time as
Diamond Dick, Buffalo Bill, and the Algers, and for the same
reason; then, as the first years waned and the erotic gropings
became more intelligible, he turned passionately to all romantic
legendry, looking for women in whom blood ran hotly, whose breath
was honey, and whose soft touch a spurting train of fire.

And in this pillage of the loaded shelves, he found himself wedged
firmly into the grotesque pattern of Protestant fiction which
yields the rewards of Dionysus to the loyal disciples of John
Calvin, panting and praying in a breath, guarding the plumtree with
the altar fires, outdoing the pagan harlot with the sanctified

Aye, thought he, he would have his cake and eat it too--but it
would be a wedding-cake.  He was devout in his desire to be a good
man; he would bestow the accolade of his love upon nothing but a
Virgin; he would marry himself to none but a Pure Woman.  This, he
saw from the books, would cause no renunciation of delight, for the
good women were physically the most attractive.

He had learned unknowingly what the exquisite voluptuary finds,
after weary toil, much later--that no condition of life is so
favorable to his enjoyment as that one which is rigidly
conventionalized.  He had all the passionate fidelity of a child to
the laws of the community: all the filtered deposit of Sunday
Morning Presbyterianism had its effect.

He entombed himself in the flesh of a thousand fictional heroes,
giving his favorites extension in life beyond their books, carrying
their banners into the gray places of actuality, seeing himself now
as the militant young clergyman, arrayed, in his war on slum
conditions, against all the moneyed hostility of his fashionable
church, aided in his hour of greatest travail by the lovely
daughter of the millionaire tenement owner, and winning finally a
victory for God, the poor, and himself.

. . . They stood silently a moment in the vast deserted nave of
Saint Thomas'.  Far in the depth of the vast church Old Michael's
slender hands pressed softly on the organ-keys.  The last rays of
the setting sun poured in a golden shaft down through the western
windows, falling for a moment, in a cloud of glory, as if in
benediction, on Mainwaring's tired face.

"I am going," he said presently.

"Going?" she whispered.  "Where?"

The organ music deepened.

"Out there," he gestured briefly to the West.  "Out there--among
His people."

"Going?"  She could not conceal the tremor of her voice.  "Going?

He smiled sadly.  The sun had set.  The gathering darkness hid the
suspicious moisture in his gray eyes.

"Yes, alone," he said.  "Did not One greater than I go out alone
some nineteen centuries ago?"

"Alone?  Alone?"  A sob rose in her throat and choked her.

"But before I go," he said, after a moment, in a voice which he
strove in vain to render steady, "I want to tell you--"  He paused
for a moment, struggling for mastery of his feelings.

"Yes?" she whispered.

"--That I shall never forget you, little girl, as long as I live.
Never."  He turned abruptly to depart.

"No, not alone!  You shall not go alone!" she stopped him with a
sudden cry.

He whirled as if he had been shot.

"What do you mean?  What do you mean?" he cried hoarsely.

"Oh, can't you see!  Can't you see!"  She threw out her little
hands imploringly, and her voice broke.

"Grace!  Grace!  Dear heaven, do you mean it!"

"You silly man!  Oh, you dear blind foolish boy!  Haven't you known
for ages--since the day I first heard you preach at the Murphy
Street settlement?"

He crushed her to him in a fierce embrace; her slender body yielded
to his touch as he bent over her; and her round arms stole softly
across his broad shoulders, around his neck, drawing his dark head
to her as he planted hungry kisses on her closed eyes, the column
of her throat, the parted petal of her fresh young lips.

"Forever," he answered solemnly.  "So help me God."

The organ music swelled now into a triumphant pæan, filling with
its exultant melody that vast darkness of the church.  And as Old
Michael cast his heart into the music, the tears flowed
unrestrained across his withered cheeks, but smilingly happily
through his tears, as dimly through his old eyes he saw the two
young figures enacting again the age-old tale of youth and love, he

"I am the resurrection and the life, Alpha and Omega, the first and
the last, the beginning and the end" . . .

Eugene turned his wet eyes to the light that streamed through the
library windows, winked rapidly, gulped, and blew his nose heavily.
Ah, yes!  Ah, yes!

. . . The band of natives, seeing now that they had no more to
fear, and wild with rage at the losses they had suffered, began to
advance slowly toward the foot of the cliff, led by Taomi, who,
dancing with fury, and hideous with warpaint, urged them on,
exhorting them in a shrill voice.

Glendenning cursed softly under his breath as he looked once more
at the empty cartridge belts, then grimly, as he gazed at the
yelling horde below, slipped his two remaining cartridges into his

"For us?" she said, quietly.  He nodded.

"It is the end?" she whispered, but without a trace of fear.

Again he nodded, and turned his head away for a moment.  Presently
he lifted his gray face to her.

"It is death, Veronica," he said, "and now I may speak."

"Yes, Bruce," she answered softly.

It was the first time he had ever heard her use his name, and his
heart thrilled to it.

"I love you, Veronica," he said.  "I have loved you ever since I
found your almost lifeless body on the beach, during all the nights
I lay outside your tent, listening to your quiet breathing within,
love you most of all now in this hour of death when the obligation
to keep silence no longer rests upon me."

"Dearest, dearest," she whispered, and he saw her face was wet with
tears.  "Why didn't you speak?  I have loved you from the first."

She leaned toward him, her lips half-parted and tremulous, her
breathing short and uncertain, and as his bare arms circled her
fiercely their lips met in one long moment of rapture, one final
moment of life and ecstasy, in which all the pent longing of their
lives found release and consummation now at this triumphant moment
of their death.

A distant reverberation shook the air.  Glendenning looked up
quickly, and rubbed his eyes with astonishment.  There, in the
island's little harbor were turning slowly the lean sides of a
destroyer, and even as he looked, there was another burst of flame
and smoke, and a whistling five-inch shell burst forty yards from
where the natives had stopped.  With a yell of mingled fear and
baffled rage, they turned and fled off toward their canoes.
Already, a boat, manned by the lusty arms of a blue-jacketed crew,
had put off from the destroyer's side, and was coming in toward

"Saved!  We are saved!" cried Glendenning, and leaping to his feet
he signalled the approaching boat.  Suddenly he paused.

"Damn!" he muttered bitterly.  "Oh, damn!"

"What is it, Bruce?" she asked.

He answered her in a cold harsh voice.

"A destroyer has just entered the harbor.  We are saved, Miss
Mullins.  Saved!"  And he laughed bitterly.

"Bruce!  Dearest!  What is it?  Aren't you glad?  Why do you act so
strangely?  We shall have all our life together."

"Together?" he said, with a harsh laugh.  "Oh no, Miss Mullins.  I
know my place.  Do you think old J. T. Mullins would let his
daughter marry Bruce Glendenning, international vagabond, jack of
all trades, and good at none of them?  Oh no.  That's over now, and
it's good-by.  I suppose," he said, with a wry smile, "I'll hear of
your marriage to some Duke or Lord, or some of those foreigners
some day.  Well, good-by, Miss Mullins.  Good luck.  We'll both
have to go our own way, I suppose."  He turned away.

"You foolish boy!  You dear bad silly boy!"  She threw her arms
around his neck, clasped him to her tightly, and scolded him
tenderly.  "Do you think I'll ever let you leave me now?"

"Veronica," he gasped.  "Do you MEAN it?"

She tried to meet his adoring eyes, but couldn't: a rich wave of
rosy red mantled her cheek, he drew her rapturously to him and, for
the second time, but this time with the prophecy of eternal and
abundant life before them, their lips met in sweet oblivion. . . .

Ah, me!  Ah, me!  Eugene's heart was filled with joy and sadness--
with sorrow because the book was done.  He pulled his clotted
handkerchief from his pocket and blew the contents of his loaded
heart into it in one mighty, triumphant and ecstatic blast of glory
and sentiment.  Ah, me!  Good old Bruce-Eugene.

Lifted, by his fantasy, into a high interior world, he scored off
briefly and entirely all the grimy smudges of life: he existed
nobly in a heroic world with lovely and virtuous creatures.  He saw
himself in exalted circumstances with Bessie Barnes, her pure eyes
dim with tears, her sweet lips tremulous with desire: he felt the
strong handgrip of Honest Jack, her brother, his truehearted
fidelity, the deep eternal locking of their brave souls, as they
looked dumbly at each other with misty eyes, and thought of the
pact of danger, the shoulder-to-shoulder drive through death and
terror which had soldered them silently but implacably.

Eugene wanted the two things all men want: he wanted to be loved,
and he wanted to be famous.  His fame was chameleon, but its fruit
and triumph lay at home, among the people of Altamont.  The
mountain town had for him enormous authority: with a child's
egotism it was for him the centre of the earth, the small but
dynamic core of all life.  He saw himself winning Napoleonic
triumphs in battle, falling, with his fierce picked men, like a
thunderbolt upon an enemy's flank, trapping, hemming, and
annihilating.  He saw himself as the young captain of industry,
dominant, victorious, rich; as the great criminal-lawyer bending to
his eloquence a charmed court--but always he saw his return from
the voyage wearing the great coronal of the world upon his modest

The world was a phantasmal land of faery beyond the misted hem of
the hills, a land of great reverberations, of genii-guarded
orchards, wine-dark seas, chasmed and fantastical cities from which
he would return into this substantial heart of life, his native
town, with golden loot.

He quivered deliciously to temptation--he kept his titillated honor
secure after subjecting it to the most trying inducements: the
groomed beauty of the rich man's wife, publicly humiliated by her
brutal husband, defended by Bruce-Eugene, and melting toward him
with all the pure ardor of her lonely and womanly heart, pouring
the sad measure of her life into his sympathetic ears over the
wineglasses of her candled, rich, but intimate table.  And as, in
the shaded light, she moved yearningly toward him, sheathed
plastically in her gown of rich velvet, he would detach gently the
round arms that clung about his neck, the firm curved body that
stuck gluily to his.  Or the blonde princess in the fabulous
Balkans, the empress of gabled Toyland, and the Doll Hussars--he
would renounce, in a great scene upon the frontiers, her proffered
renunciation, drinking eternal farewell on her red mouth, but
wedding her to himself and to the citizenship of freedom when
revolution had levelled her fortune to his own.

But, steeping himself in ancient myths, where the will and the deed
were not thought darkly on, he spent himself, quilted in golden
meadows, or in the green light of woods, in pagan love.  Oh to be
king, and see a fruity wide-hipped Jewess bathing on her roof, and
to possess her; or a cragged and castled baron, to execute le droit
de seigneur upon the choicest of the enfeoffed wives and wenches,
in a vast chamber loud with the howling winds and lighted by the
mad dancing flames of great logs!

But even more often, the shell of his morality broken to fragments
by his desire, he would enact the bawdy fable of school-boys, and
picture himself in hot romance with a handsome teacher.  In the
fourth grade his teacher was a young, inexperienced, but well-built
woman, with carrot-colored hair, and full of reckless laughter.

He saw himself, grown to the age of potency, a strong, heroic,
brilliant boy, the one spot of incandescence in a backwoods school
attended by snag-toothed children and hair-faced louts.  And, as
the mellow autumn ripened, her interest in him would intensify, she
would "keep him in" for imaginary offenses, setting him, in a
somewhat confused way, to do some task, and gazing at him with
steady yearning eyes when she thought he was not looking.

He would pretend to be stumped by the exercise: she would come
eagerly and sit beside him, leaning over so that a few fine strands
of carrot-colored hair brushed his nostrils, and so that he might
feel the firm warmth of her white-waisted arms, and the swell of
her tight-skirted thighs.  She would explain things to him at great
length, guiding his fingers with her own warm, slightly moist hand,
when he pretended not to find the place; then she would chide him
gently, saying tenderly:

"Why are you such a bad boy?" or softly:  "Do you think you're
going to be better after this?"

And he, simulating boyish, inarticulate coyness, would say:  "Gosh,
Miss Edith, I didn't mean to do nothin'."

Later, as the golden sun was waning redly, and there was nothing in
the room but the smell of chalk and the heavy buzz of the old
October flies, they would prepare to depart.  As he twisted
carelessly into his overcoat, she would chide him, call him to her,
arrange the lapels and his necktie, and smooth out his tousled
hair, saying:

"You're a good-looking boy.  I bet all the girls are wild about

He would blush in a maidenly way and she, bitten with curiosity,
would press him:

"Come on, now.  Who's your girl?"

"I haven't got one, honest, Miss Edith."

"You don't want one of these silly little girls, Eugene," she would
say, coaxingly.  "You're too good for them--you're a great deal
older than your years.  You need the understanding a mature woman
can give you."

And they would walk away in the setting sun, skirting the pine-
fresh woods, passing along the path red with maple leaves, past
great ripening pumpkins in the fields, and under the golden
autumnal odor of persimmons.

She would live alone with her mother, an old deaf woman, in a
little cottage set back from the road against a shelter of lonely
singing pines, with a few grand oaks and maples in the leaf-bedded

Before they came to the house, crossing a field, it would be
necessary to go over a stile; he would go over first, helping her
down, looking ardently at the graceful curve of her long,
deliberately exposed, silk-clad leg.

As the days shortened, they would come by dark, or under the heavy
low-hanging autumnal moon.  She would pretend to be frightened as
they passed the woods, press in to him and take his arm at
imaginary sounds, until one night, crossing the stile, boldly
resolved upon an issue, she would pretend difficulty in descending,
and he would lift her down in his arms.  She would whisper:

"How strong you are, Eugene."  Still holding her, his hand would
shift under her knees.  And as he lowered her upon the frozen
clotted earth, she would kiss him passionately, again and again,
pressing him to her, caressing him, and under the frosted persimmon
tree fulfilling and yielding herself up to his maiden and unfledged

"That boy's read books by the hundreds," Gant boasted about the
town.  "He's read everything in the library by now."

"By God, W. O., you'll have to make a lawyer out of him.  That's
what he's cut out for."  Major Liddell spat accurately, out of his
high cracked voice, across the pavement, and settled back in his
chair below the library windows, smoothing his stained white
pointed beard with a palsied hand.  He was a veteran.


But this freedom, this isolation in print, this dreaming and
unlimited time of fantasy, was not to last unbroken.  Both Gant and
Eliza were fluent apologists for economic independence: all the
boys had been sent out to earn money at a very early age.

"It teaches a boy to be independent and self-reliant," said Gant,
feeling he had heard this somewhere before.

"Pshaw!" said Eliza.  "It won't do them a bit of harm.  If they
don't learn now, they won't do a stroke of work later on.  Besides,
they can earn their own pocket money."  This, undoubtedly, was a
consideration of the greatest importance.

Thus, the boys had gone out to work, after school hours, and in the
vacations, since they were very young.  Unhappily, neither Eliza
nor Gant were at any pains to examine the kind of work their
children did, contenting themselves vaguely with the comfortable
assurance that all work which earned money was honest, commendable,
and formative of character.

By this time Ben, sullen, silent, alone, had withdrawn more closely
than ever into his heart: in the brawling house he came and went,
and was remembered, like a phantom.  Each morning at three o'clock,
when his fragile unfurnished body should have been soaked in sleep,
he got up under the morning stars, departed silently from the
sleeping house, and went down to the roaring morning presses and
the inksmell that he loved, to begin the delivery of his route.
Almost without consideration by Gant and Eliza he slipped quietly
away from school after the eighth grade, took on extra duties at
the paper's office and lived, in sufficient bitter pride, upon his
earnings.  He slept at home, ate perhaps one meal a day there,
loping home gauntly at night, with his father's stride, thin long
shoulders, bent prematurely by the weight of the heavy paper bag,
pathetically, hungrily Gantian.

He bore encysted in him the evidence of their tragic fault: he
walked alone in the darkness, death and the dark angels hovered,
and no one saw him.  At three-thirty in the morning, with his
loaded bag beside him, he sat with other route boys in a lunch
room, with a cup of coffee in one hand and a cigarette in the
other, laughing softly, almost noiselessly, with his flickering
exquisitely sensitive mouth, his scowling gray eyes.

At home he spent hours quietly absorbed in his life with Eugene,
playing with him, cuffing him with his white hard hands from time
to time, establishing with him a secret communication to which the
life of the family had neither access nor understanding.  From his
small wages he gave the boy sums of spending-money, bought him
expensive presents on his birthdays, at Christmas, or some special
occasion, inwardly moved and pleased when he saw how like Mæcenas
he seemed to Eugene, how deep and inexhaustible to the younger boy
were his meagre resources.  What he earned, all the history of his
life away from home, he kept in jealous secrecy.

"It's nobody's business but my own.  By God, I'm not asking any of
you for anything," he said, sullenly and irritably, when Eliza
pressed him curiously.  He had a deep scowling affection for them
all: he never forgot their birthdays, he always placed where they
might find it, some gift, small, inexpensive, selected with the
most discriminating taste.  When, with their fervent over-emphasis,
they went through long ecstasies of admiration, embroidering their
thanks with florid decorations, he would jerk his head sideways to
some imaginary listener, laughing softly and irritably, as he said:

"Oh for God's sake!  Listen to this, won't you!"

Perhaps, as pigeon-toed, well creased, brushed, white-collared, Ben
loped through the streets, or prowled softly and restlessly about
the house, his dark angel wept, but no one else saw, and no one
knew.  He was a stranger, and as he sought through the house, he
was always aprowl to find some entrance into life, some secret
undiscovered door--a stone, a leaf,--that might admit him into
light and fellowship.  His passion for home was fundamental, in
that jangled and clamorous household his sullen and contained quiet
was like some soothing opiate on their nerves: with quiet
authority, white-handed skill, he sought about repairing old scars,
joining with delicate carpentry old broken things, prying quietly
about a short-circuited wire, a defective socket.

"That boy's a born electrical engineer," said Gant.  "I've a good
notion to send him off to school."  And he would paint a romantic
picture of the prosperity of Mr. Charles Liddell, the Major's
worthy son, who earned thousands by his electrical wizardry, and
supported his father.  And he would reproach them bitterly, as he
dwelt on his own merit and the worthlessness of his sons:

"Other men's sons support their fathers in their old age--not mine!
Not mine!  Ah Lord--it will be a bitter day for me when I have to
depend on one of mine.  Tarkinton told me the other day that Rafe
has given him five dollars a week for his food ever since he was
sixteen.  Do you think I could look for such treatment from one of
mine?  Do you?  Not until Hell freezes over--and not then!"  And he
would refer to the hardships of his own youth, cast out, so he
said, to earn his living, at an age which varied, according to his
temper, at from six to eleven years, contrasting his poverty to the
luxury in which his own children wallowed.

"No one ever did anything for me," he howled.  "But everything's
been done for you.  And what gratitude do I get from you?  Do you
ever think of the old man who slaves up there in his cold shop in
order to give you food and shelter?  Do you?  Ingratitude, more
fierce than brutish beasts!"  Remorseful food stuck vengefully in
Eugene's throat.

Eugene was initiated to the ethics of success.  It was not enough
that a man work, though work was fundamental; it was even more
important that he make money--a great deal if he was to be a great
success--but at least enough to "support himself."  This was for
both Gant and Eliza the base of worth.  Of so and so, they might

"He's not worth powder enough to kill him.  He's never been able to
support himself," to which Eliza, but not Gant, might add:

"He hasn't a stick of property to his name."  This crowned him with

In the fresh sweet mornings of Spring now, Eugene was howled out of
bed at six-thirty by his father, descended to the cool garden, and
there, assisted by Gant, filled small strawberry baskets with great
crinkled lettuces, radishes, plums, and green apples--somewhat
later, with cherries.  With these packed in a great hamper, he
would peddle his wares through the neighborhood, selling them
easily and delightfully, in a world of fragrant morning cookery, at
five or ten cents a basket.  He would return home gleefully with
empty hamper in time for breakfast: he liked the work, the smell of
gardens, of fresh wet vegetables; he loved the romantic structure
of the earth which filled his pocket with chinking coins.

He was permitted to keep the money of his sales, although Eliza was
annoyingly insistent that he should not squander it, but open a
bank account with it with which, one day, he might establish
himself in business, or buy a good piece of property.  And she
bought him a little bank, into which his reluctant fingers dropped
a portion of his earnings, and from which he got a certain dreary
satisfaction from time to time by shaking it close to his ear and
dwelling hungrily on all the purchasable delight that was locked
away from him in the small heavy bullion-clinking vault.  There was
a key, but Eliza kept it.

But, as the months passed, and the sturdy child's body of his
infancy lengthened rapidly to some interior chemical expansion, and
he became fragile, thin, pallid, but remarkably tall for his age,
Eliza began to say:  "That boy's big enough to do a little work."

Every Thursday afternoon now during the school months, and thence
until Saturday, he was sent out upon the streets to sell The
Saturday Evening Post, of which Luke held the local agency.  Eugene
hated the work with a deadly sweltering hatred; he watched the
approach of Thursday with sick horror.

Luke had been the agent since his twelfth year: his reputation for
salesmanship was sown through the town; he came with wide grin,
exuberant vitality, wagging and witty tongue, hurling all his
bursting energy into an insane extraversion.  He lived absolutely
in event: there was in him no secret place, nothing withheld and
guarded--he had an instinctive horror of all loneliness.  He wanted
above all else to be esteemed and liked by the world, and the need
for the affection and esteem of his family was desperately
essential.  The fulsome praise, the heartiness of hand and tongue,
the liberal display of sentiment were as the breath of life to him:
he was overwhelmingly insistent in the payment of drinks at the
fountain, the bringer-home of packed ice-cream for Eliza, and of
cigars to Gant and, as Gant gave publication to his generosity, the
boy's need for it increased--he built up an image of himself as the
Good Fellow, witty, unselfish, laughed at but liked by all--as Big-
Hearted Unselfish Luke.  And this was the opinion people had of

Many times in the years that followed, when Eugene's pockets were
empty, Luke thrust a coin roughly and impatiently in them, but,
hard as the younger boy's need might be, there was always an
awkward scene--painful, embarrassed protestations, a distressful
confusion because Eugene, having accurately and intuitively gauged
his brother's hunger for gratitude and esteem, felt sharply that he
was yielding up his independence to a bludgeoning desire.

He had never felt the slightest shame at Ben's bounty: his
enormously sensitized perception had told him long since that he
might get the curse of annoyance, the cuff of anger, from his
brother, but that past indulgences would not be brandished over
him, and that even the thought of having bestowed gifts would give
Ben inward shame.  In this, he was like Ben: the thought of a gift
he made, with its self-congratulatory implications, made him

Thus, before he was ten, Eugene's brooding spirit was nettled in
the complexity of truth and seeming.  He could find no words, no
answers to the puzzles that baffled and maddened him: he found
himself loathing that which bore the stamp of virtue, sick with
weariness and horror at what was considered noble.  He was hurled,
at eight years, against the torturing paradox of the ungenerous-
generous, the selfish-unselfish, the noble-base, and unable to
fathom or define those deep springs of desire in the human spirit
that seek public gratification by virtuous pretension, he was made
wretched by the conviction of his own sinfulness.

There was in him a savage honesty, which exercised an uncontrollable
domination over him when his heart or head were deeply involved.
Thus, at the funeral of some remote kinsman, or of some acquaintance
of the family, for whom he had never acquired any considerable
affection, he would grow bitterly shamefast if, while listening to
the solemn drone of the minister, or the sorrowful chanting of the
singers, he felt his face had assumed an expression of unfelt and
counterfeited grief: as a consequence he would shift about matter-
of-factly, cross his legs, gaze indifferently at the ceiling, or
look out of the window with a smile, until he was conscious his
conduct had attracted the attention of people, and that they were
looking on him with disfavor.  Then, he felt a certain grim
satisfaction as if, although having lost esteem, he had recorded
his life.

But Luke flourished hardily in all the absurd mummery of the
village: he gave heaping weight to every simulation of affection,
grief, pity, good-will, and modesty--there was no excess that he
did not underscore heavily, and the world's dull eye read him

He spun himself outward with ceaseless exuberance: he was genuinely
and whole-heartedly involved.  There was in him no toilsome web
that might have checked him, no balancing or restraining weight--he
had enormous energy, hungry gregariousness, the passion to pool his

In the family, where a simple brutal tag was enough for the
appraisal of all fine consciences, Ben went simply as "the quiet
one," Luke as the generous and unselfish one, Eugene as the
"scholar."  It served.  The generous one, who had never in all his
life had the power to fasten his mind upon the pages of a book, or
the logic of number, for an hour together, resented, as he see-
sawed comically from one leg to another, stammering quaintly,
whistling for the word that stuck in his throat, the brooding
abstraction of the youngest.

"Come on, this is no time for day-dreaming," he would stammer
ironically.  "The early bird catches the worm--it's time we went
out on the street."

And although his reference to day-dreams was only part of the
axiomatic mosaic of his speech, Eugene was startled and confused,
feeling that his secret world, so fearfully guarded, had been
revealed to ridicule.  And the older boy, too, smarting from his
own dismal performances at school, convinced himself that the deep
inward turning of the spirit, the brooding retreat into the secret
place, which he recognized in the mysterious hypnotic power of
language over Eugene, was not only a species of indolence, for the
only work he recognized was that which strained at weight or
sweated in the facile waggery of the tongue, but that it was
moreover the indulgence of a "selfish" family-forgetting spirit.
He was determined to occupy alone the throne of goodness.

Thus, Eugene gathered vaguely but poignantly, that other boys of
his age were not only self-supporting, but had for years kept their
decrepit parents in luxury by their earnings as electrical
engineers, presidents of banks, or members of Congress.  There was,
in fact, no excess of suggestion that Gant did not use upon his
youngest son--he had felt, long since, the vibration to every
tremor of feeling of the million-noted little instrument, and it
pleased him to see the child wince, gulp, tortured with remorse.
Thus, while he piled high with succulent meat the boy's platter, he
would say sentimentally:

"I tell you what: there are not many boys who have what you have.
What's going to become of you when your old father's dead and
gone?"  And he would paint a ghastly picture of himself lying cold
in death, lowered forever into the damp rot of the earth, buried,
forgotten--an event which, he hinted sorrowfully, was not remote.

"You'll remember the old man, then," he would say.  "Ah, Lord!  You
never miss the water till the well goes dry," noting with keen
pleasure the inward convulsion of the childish throat, the winking
eyes, the tense constricted face.

"I'll vow, Mr. Gant," Eliza bridled, also pleased, "you oughtn't to
do that to the child."

Or, he would speak sadly of "Little Jimmy," a legless little boy
whom he had often pointed out to Eugene, who lived across the river
from Riverside, the amusement park, and around whom he had woven a
pathetic fable of poverty and orphanage which was desperately real
now to his son.  When Eugene was six, Gant had promised him
carelessly a pony for Christmas, without any intention of
fulfilling his promise.  As Christmas neared he had begun to speak
touchingly of "Little Jimmy," of the countless advantages of
Eugene's lot and, after a mighty struggle, the boy had renounced
the pony, in a scrawled message to Elfland, in favor of the
cripple.  Eugene never forgot: even when he had reached manhood the
deception of "Little Jimmy" returned to him, without rancor,
without ugliness, only with pain for all the blind waste, the
stupid perjury, the thoughtless dishonor, the crippling dull

Luke parroted all of his father's sermons, but earnestly and
witlessly, without Gant's humor, without his chicanery, only with
his sentimentality.  He lived in a world of symbols, large, crude,
and gaudily painted, labelled "Father," "Mother," "Home," "Family,"
"Generosity," "Honor," "Unselfishness," made of sugar and molasses,
and gummed glutinously with tear-shaped syrup.

"He's one good boy," the neighbors said.

"He's the cutest thing," said the ladies, who were charmed by his
stutter, his wit, his good nature, his devout attendance on them.

"That boy's a hustler.  He'll make his mark," said all the men in

And it was as the smiling hustler that he wanted to be known.  He
read piously all the circulars the Curtis Publishing Company sent
to its agents: he posed himself in the various descriptive
attitudes that were supposed to promote business--the proper manner
of "approach," the most persuasive manner of drawing the journal
from the bag, the animated description of its contents, in which he
was supposed to be steeped as a result of his faithful reading--
"the good salesman," the circulars said, "should know in and out
the article he is selling"--a knowledge that Luke avoided, but
which he replaced with eloquent invention of his own.

The literal digestion of these instructions resulted in one of the
most fantastical exhibitions of print-vending ever seen: fortified
by his own unlimited cheek, and by the pious axioms of the
exhortations that "the good salesman will never take no for his
answer," that he should "stick to his prospect" even if rebuffed,
that he should "try to get the customer's psychology," the boy
would fall into step with an unsuspecting pedestrian, open the
broad sheets of The Post under the man's nose, and in a torrential
harangue, sown thickly with stuttering speech, buffoonery, and
ingratiation, delivered so rapidly that the man could neither
accept nor reject the magazine, hound him before a grinning public
down the length of a street, backing him defensively into a wall,
and taking from the victim's eager fingers the five-cent coin that
purchased his freedom.

"Yes, sir.  Yes, sir," he would begin in a sonorous voice, dropping
wide-leggedly into the "prospect's" stride.  "This week's edition
of The Saturday Evening Post, five cents, only a nickel, p-p-p-
purchased weekly by t-t-two million readers.  In this week's issue
you have eighty-six pages of f-f-fact and fiction, to say n-n-
nothing of the advertisements.  If you c-c-c-can't read you'll get
m-m-more than your money's worth out of the p-p-pictures.  On page
13 this week, we have a very fine article, by I-I-I-Isaac F.
Marcosson, the f-f-f-famous traveller and writer on politics; on
page 29, you have a story by Irvin S. Cobb, the g-g-g-greatest
living humorist, and a new story of the prize-ring by J-J-Jack
London.  If you b-b-bought it in a book, it'd c-c-cost you a d-d-

He had, besides these chance victims, an extensive clientry among
the townsfolk.  Swinging briskly and cheerily down the street, full
of greetings and glib repartee, he would accost each of the
grinning men by a new title, in a rich stammering tenor voice:

"Colonel, how are you!  Major--here you are, a week's reading hot
off the press.  Captain, how's the boy?"

"How are you, son?"

"Couldn't be better, General--slick as a puppy's belly!"

And they would roar with wheezing, red-faced, Southern laughter:

"By God, he's a good 'un.  Here, son, give me one of the damn
things.  I don't want it, but I'll buy it just to hear you talk."

He was full of pungent and racy vulgarity: he had, more than any of
the family, a Rabelaisian earthiness that surged in him with
limitless energy, charging his tongue with unpremeditated
comparisons, Gargantuan metaphors.  Finally, he wet the bed every
night in spite of Eliza's fretting complaints: it was the final
touch of his stuttering, whistling, cheerful, vital, and comic
personality--he was Luke, the unique, Luke, the incomparable: he
was, in spite of his garrulous and fidgeting nervousness, an
intensely likable person--and he really had in him a bottomless
well of affection.  He wanted bounteous praise for his acts, but he
had a deep, genuine kindliness and tenderness.

Every week, on Thursday, in Gant's dusty little office, he would
gather the grinning cluster of small boys who bought The Post from
him, and harangue them before he sent them out on their duties:

"Well, have you thought of what you're going to tell them yet?  You
know you can't sit around on your little tails and expect them to
look you up.  Have you got a spiel worked out yet?  How do you
approach 'em, eh?" he said, turning fiercely to a stricken small
boy.  "Speak up, speak up, G-G-G-God-damn it--don't s-s-stand there
looking at me.  Haw!" he said, laughing with sudden wild idiocy,
"look at that face, won't you?"

Gant surveyed the proceedings from afar with Jannadeau, grinning.

"All right, Christopher Columbus," continued Luke, good-humoredly.
"What do you tell 'em, son?"

The boy cleared his throat timidly:  "Mister, do you want to buy a
copy of The Saturday Evening Post?"

"Oh, twah-twah," said Luke, with mincing delicacy, as the boys
sniggered, "sweet twah-twah!  Do you expect them to buy with a
spiel like that?  My God, where are your brains?  Sail into them.
Tackle them, and don't take no for an answer.  Don't ask them if
they WANT to buy.  Dive into them:  'Here you are, sir--hot off the
press.'  Jesus Christ," he yelled, looking at the distant court-
house clock with sudden fidget, "we should have been out an hour
ago.  Come on--don't stand there: here are your papers.  How many
do you want, you little Kike?"--for he had several Jews in his
employ: they worshipped him and he was very fond of them--he liked
their warmth, richness, humor.


"Twenty!" he yelled.  "You little loafer--you'll t-t-take fifty.
G-g-go on, you c-c-can sell 'em this afternoon.  By G-G-God, papa,"
he said, pointing to the Jews, as Gant entered the office, "it l-l-
looks like the Last S-S-Supper, don't it?  All right!" he said,
smacking across the buttocks a small boy who had bent for his
quota.  "Don't stick it in my face."  They shrieked with laughter.
"Dive in to them now.  Don't let 'em get away from you."  And,
laughing and excited, he would send them out into the streets.

To this land of employment and this method of exploitation Eugene
was now initiated.  He loathed the work with a deadly, an
inexplicable loathing.  But something in him festered deeply at the
idea of disposing of his wares by the process of making such a
wretched little nuisance of himself that riddance was purchased
only at the price of the magazine.  He writhed with shame and
humiliation, but he stuck desperately to his task, a queer curly-
headed passionate little creature, who raced along by the side of
an astonished captive, pouring out of his dark eager face a
hurricane of language.  And men, fascinated somehow by this strange
eloquence from a little boy, bought.

Sometimes the heavy paunch-bellied Federal judge, sometimes an
attorney, a banker would take him home, bidding him to perform for
their wives, the members of their families, giving him twenty-five
cents when he was done, and dismissing him.  "What do you think of
that!" they said.

His first and nearest sales made, in the town, he would make the
long circle on the hills and in the woods along the outskirts,
visiting the tubercular sanitariums, selling the magazines easily
and quickly--"like hot cakes" as Luke had it--to doctors and
nurses, to white unshaven, sensitive-faced Jews, to the wisp of a
rake, spitting his rotten lungs into a cup, to good-looking young
women who coughed slightly from time to time, but who smiled at him
from their chairs, and let their warm soft hands touch his slightly
as they paid him.

Once, at a hillside sanitarium, two young New York Jews had taken
him to the room of one of them, closed the door behind him, and
assaulted him, tumbling him on the bed, while one drew forth a
pocket knife and informed him he was going to perform a caponizing
operation on him.  They were two young men bored with the hills,
the town, the deadly regime of their treatment, and it occurred to
him years later that they had concocted the business, days ahead,
in their dull lives, living for the excitement and terror they
would arouse in him.  His response was more violent than they had
bargained for: he went mad with fear, screamed, and fought
insanely.  They were weak as cats, he squirmed out of their grasp
and off the bed cuffing and clawing tigerishly, striking and
kicking them with blind and mounting rage.  He was released by a
nurse who unlocked the door and led him out into the sunlight, the
two young consumptives, exhausted and frightened, remaining in
their room.  He was nauseated by fear and by the impacts of his
fists on their leprous bodies.

But the little mound of nickels and dimes and quarters chinked
pleasantly in his pockets: leg-weary and exhausted he would stand
before a gleaming fountain burying his hot face in an iced drink.
Sometimes conscience-tortured, he would steal an hour away from the
weary streets and go into the library for a period of enchantment
and oblivion: he was often discovered by his watchful and bustling
brother, who drove him out to his labor again, taunting and
spurring him into activity.

"Wake up!  You're not in Fairyland.  Go after them."

Eugene's face was of no use to him as a mask: it was a dark pool in
which every pebble of thought and feeling left its circle--his
shame, his distaste for his employment was obvious, although he
tried to conceal it: he was accused of false pride, told that he
was "afraid of a little honest work," and reminded of the rich
benefits he had received from his big-hearted parents.

He turned desperately to Ben.  Sometimes Ben, loping along the
streets of the town, met him, hot, tired, dirty, wearing his loaded
canvas bag, scowled fiercely at him, upbraided him for his unkempt
appearance, and took him into a lunch-room for something to eat--
rich foaming milk, fat steaming kidney-beans, thick apple-pie.

Both Ben and Eugene were by nature aristocrats.  Eugene had just
begun to feel his social status--or rather his lack of one; Ben had
felt it for years.  The feeling at bottom might have resolved
itself simply into a desire for the companionship of elegant and
lovely women: neither was able, nor would have dared, to confess
this, and Eugene was unable to confess that he was susceptible to
the social snub, or the pain of caste inferiority: any suggestion
that the companionship of elegant people was preferable to the
fellowship of a world of Tarkintons, and its blousy daughters,
would have been hailed with heavy ridicule by the family, as
another indication of false and undemocratic pride.  He would have
been called "Mr. Vanderbilt" or "the Prince of Wales."

Ben, however, was not to be intimidated by their cant, or deceived
by their twaddle.  He saw them with bitter clarity, answered their
pretensions with soft mocking laughter, and a brief nod upwards and
to the side of the companion to whom he communicated all his
contemptuous observation--his dark satiric angel:  "Oh, my God!
Listen to that, won't you?"

There was behind his scowling quiet eyes, something strange and
fierce and unequivocal that frightened them: besides, he had
secured for himself the kind of freedom they valued most--the
economic freedom--and he spoke as he felt, answering their virtuous
reproof with fierce quiet scorn.

One day, he stood, smelling of nicotine, before the fire, scowling
darkly at Eugene who, grubby and tousled, had slung his heavy bag
over his shoulder, and was preparing to depart.

"Come here, you little bum," he said.  "When did you wash your
hands last?"  Scowling fiercely, he made a sudden motion as if to
strike the boy, but he finished instead by re-tying, with his hard
delicate hands, his tie.

"In God's name, mama," he burst out irritably to Eliza, "haven't
you got a clean shirt to give him?  You know, he ought to have one
every month or so."

"What do you mean?  What do you mean?" said Eliza with comic
rapidity, looking up from a basket of socks she was darning.  "I
gave him that one last Tuesday."

"You little thug!" he growled, looking at Eugene with a fierce pain
in his eyes.  "Mama, for heaven's sake, why don't you send him to
the barber's to get that lousy hair cut off?  By God, I'll pay for
it, if you don't want to spend the money."

She pursed her lips angrily and continued to darn.  Eugene looked
at him dumbly, gratefully.  After Eugene had gone, the quiet one
smoked moodily for a time, drawing the fragrant smoke in long gulps
down into his thin lungs.  Eliza, recollective and hurt at what had
been said, worked on.

"What are you trying to do with your kid, mama?" he said in a hard
quiet voice, after a silence.  "Do you want to make a tramp out of

"What do you mean?  What do you mean?"

"Do you think it's right to send him out on the streets with every
little thug in town?"

"Why, I don't know what you're talking about, boy," she said
impatiently.  "It's no disgrace for a boy to do a little honest
work, and no one thinks so."

"Oh, my God," he said to the dark angel.  "Listen to that!"

Eliza pursed her lips without speaking for a time.

"Pride goeth before a fall," she said after a moment.  "Pride goeth
before a fall."

"I can't see that that makes much difference to us," said he.
"We've got no place to fall to."

"I consider myself as good as any one," she said, with dignity.  "I
hold my head up with any one I meet."

"Oh, my God," Ben said to his angel.  "You don't meet any one.  I
don't notice any of your fine brothers or their wives coming to see

This was true, and it hurt.  She pursed her lips.

"No, mama," he continued after a moment's pause, "you and the Old
Man have never given a damn what we've done so long as you thought
you might save a nickel by it."

"Why, I don't know what you're talking about, boy," she answered.
"You talk as if you thought we were Rich Folks.  Beggars can't be

"Oh, my God," he laughed bitterly.  "You and the Old Man like to
make out you're paupers, but you've a sock full of money."

"I don't know what you mean," she said angrily.

"No," he said, with his frequent negative beginning, after a moody
silence, "there are people in this town without a fifth what we've
got who get twice as much out of it.  The rest of us have never had
anything, but I don't want to see the kid made into a little

There was a long silence.  She darned bitterly, pursing her lips
frequently, hovering between quiet and tears.

"I never thought," she began after a long pause, her mouth
tremulous with a bitter hurt smile, "that I should live to hear
such talk from a son of mine.  You had better watch out," she
hinted darkly, "a day of reckoning cometh.  As sure as you live,
as sure as you live.  You will be repaid threefold for your
unnatural," her voice sank to a tearful whisper, "your UNNATURAL
conduct!"  She wept easily.

"Oh, my God," answered Ben, turning his lean, gray, bitter, bumpy
face up toward his listening angel.  "Listen to that, won't you?"


Eliza saw Altamont not as so many hills, buildings, people: she saw
it in the pattern of a gigantic blueprint.  She knew the history of
every piece of valuable property--who bought it, who sold it, who
owned it in 1893, and what it was now worth.  She watched the tides
of traffic cannily; she knew by what corners the largest number of
people passed in a day or an hour; she was sensitive to every
growing-pain of the young town, gauging from year to year its
growth in any direction, and deducing the probable direction of its
future expansion.  She judged distances critically, saw at once
where the beaten route to an important centre was stupidly
circuitous, and looking in a straight line through houses and lots,
she said:

"There'll be a street through here some day."

Her vision of land and population was clear, crude, focal--there
was nothing technical about it: it was extraordinary for its direct
intensity.  Her instinct was to buy cheaply where people would
come; to keep out of pockets and culs de sac, to buy on a street
that moved toward a centre, and that could be given extension.

Thus, she began to think of Dixieland.  It was situated five
minutes from the public square, on a pleasant sloping middle-class
street of small homes and boarding-houses.  Dixieland was a big
cheaply constructed frame house of eighteen or twenty drafty high-
ceilinged rooms: it had a rambling, unplanned, gabular appearance,
and was painted a dirty yellow.  It had a pleasant green front
yard, not deep but wide, bordered by a row of young deep-bodied
maples: there was a sloping depth of one hundred and ninety feet, a
frontage of one hundred and twenty.  And Eliza, looking toward the
town, said:  "They'll put a street behind there some day."

In winter, the wind blew howling blasts under the skirts of
Dixieland: its back end was built high off the ground on wet
columns of rotting brick.  Its big rooms were heated by a small
furnace which sent up, when charged with fire, a hot dry enervation
to the rooms of the first floor, and a gaseous but chill radiation
to those upstairs.

The place was for sale.  Its owner was a middle-aged horse-faced
gentleman whose name was the Reverend Wellington Hodge: he had
begun life favorably in Altamont as a Methodist minister, but had
run foul of trouble when he began to do double service to the Lord
God of Hosts and John Barleycorn--his evangelical career came to an
abrupt ending one winter's night when the streets were dumb with
falling snow.  Wellington, clad only in his winter heavies, made a
wild sortie from Dixieland at two in the morning, announcing the
kingdom of God and the banishment of the devil, in a mad marathon
through the streets that landed him panting but victorious in front
of the Post Office.  Since then, with the assistance of his wife,
he had eked out a hard living at the boarding-house.  Now, he was
spent, disgraced, and weary of the town.

Besides, the sheltering walls of Dixieland inspired him with
horror--he felt that the malign influence of the house had governed
his own disintegration.  He was a sensitive man, and his promenades
about his estate were checked by inhibited places: the cornice of
the long girdling porch where a lodger had hanged himself one day
at dawn, the spot in the hall where the consumptive had collapsed
in a hemorrhage, the room where the old man cut his throat.  He
wanted to return to his home, a land of fast horses, wind-bent
grass, and good whisky--Kentucky.  He was ready to sell Dixieland.

Eliza pursed her lips more and more thoughtfully, went to town by
way of Spring Street more and more often.

"That's going to be a good piece of property some day," she said to

He made no complaint.  He felt suddenly the futility of opposing an
implacable, an inexorable desire.

"Do you want it?" he said.

She pursed her lips several times:  "It's a good buy," she said.

"You'll never regret it as long as you live, W. O.," said Dick
Gudger, the agent.

"It's her house, Dick," said Gant wearily.  "Make out the papers in
her name."

She looked at him.

"I never want to own another piece of property as long as I live,"
said Gant.  "It's a curse and a care, and the tax-collector gets
all you have in the end."

Eliza pursed her lips and nodded.

She bought the place for seventy-five hundred dollars.  She had
enough money to make the first payment of fifteen hundred.  The
balance was to be paid in installments of fifteen hundred dollars a
year.  This she knew she had to pay chiefly from the earnings of
the house.

In the young autumn when the maples were still full and green, and
the migratory swallows filled secretly the trees with clamor, and
swooped of an evening in a black whirlwind down, drifting at its
funnel end, like dead leaves, into their chosen chimney, Eliza
moved into Dixieland.  There was clangor, excitement, vast
curiosity in the family about the purchase, but no clear conception
of what had really happened.  Gant and Eliza, although each felt
dumbly that they had come to a decisive boundary in their lives,
talked vaguely about their plans, spoke of Dixieland evasively as
"a good investment," said nothing clearly.  In fact, they felt
their approaching separation instinctively: Eliza's life was moving
by a half-blind but inevitable gravitation toward the centre of its
desire--the exact meaning of her venture she would have been unable
to define, but she had a deep conviction that the groping urge
which had led her so blindly into death and misery at Saint Louis
had now impelled her in the right direction.  Her life was on the

And however vaguely, confusedly, and casually they approached this
complete disruption of their life together, the rooting up of their
clamorous home, when the hour of departures came, the elements
resolved themselves immutably and without hesitation.

Eliza took Eugene with her.  He was the last tie that bound her to
all the weary life of breast and cradle; he still slept with her of
nights; she was like some swimmer who ventures out into a dark and
desperate sea, not wholly trusting to her strength and destiny, but
with a slender cord bound to her which stretches still to land.

With scarcely a word spoken, as if it had been known anciently and
forever, Helen stayed with Gant.

The time for Daisy's marriage was growing near: she had been sought
by a tall middle-aged shaven life-insurance agent, who wore spats,
collars of immaculate starchiness five inches in height, who spoke
with an unctuous and insane croon, chortling gently in his throat
from time to time for no reason at all.  His name was Mr. McKissem,
and she had screwed up enough courage, after an arduous siege, to
refuse him, upon the private grounds of insanity.

She had promised herself to a young South Carolinian, who was
connected rather vaguely with the grocery trade.  His hair was
parted in the middle of his low forehead, his voice was soft,
drawling, amiable, his manner hearty and insistent, his habits
large and generous.  He brought Gant cigars on his visits, the boys
large boxes of assorted candies.  Every one felt that he had
favorable prospects.

As for the others--Ben and Luke only--they were left floating in
limbo; for Steve, since his eighteenth year, had spent most of his
life away from home, existing for months by semi-vagabondage,
scrappy employment, and small forgeries upon his father, in New
Orleans, Jacksonville, Memphis, and reappearing to his depressed
family after long intervals by telegraphing that he was desperately
sick or, through the intermediacy of a crony who borrowed the title
of "doctor" for the occasion, that he was dying, and would come
home in a box if he was not sent for in the emaciated flesh.

Thus, before he was eight, Eugene gained another roof and lost
forever the tumultuous, unhappy, warm centre of his home.  He had
from day to day no clear idea where the day's food, shelter,
lodging was to come from, although he was reasonably sure it would
be given: he ate wherever he happened to hang his hat, either at
Gant's or at his mother's; occasionally, although infrequently, he
slept with Luke in the sloping, alcoved, gabled back room, rude
with calcimine, with the high drafty steps that slanted to the
kitchen porch, with the odor of old stacked books in packing-cases,
with the sweet orchard scents.  There were two beds; he exulted in
his unaccustomed occupancy of an entire mattress, dreaming of the
day of manlike privacy.  But Eliza did not allow this often: he was
riven into her flesh.

Forgetful of him during the day's press, she summoned him at night
over the telephone, demanding his return, and upbraiding Helen for
keeping him.  There was a bitter submerged struggle over him
between Eliza and her daughter: absorbed in the management of
Dixieland for days, she would suddenly remember his absence from
meals, and call for him angrily across the phone.

"Good heavens, mama," Helen would answer irritably.  "He's your
child, not mine.  I'm not going to see him starve."

"What do you mean?  What do you mean?  He ran off while dinner was
on the table.  I've got a good meal fixed for him here.  H-m!  A
GOOD meal."

Helen put her hand over the mouthpiece, making a face at him as he
stood catlike and sniggering by, burlesquing the Pentland manner,
tone, mouthing.

"H-m!  Why, law me, child, yes--it's GOOD soup."

He was convulsed silently.

And then aloud:  "Well, it's your own lookout, not mine.  If he
doesn't want to stay up there, I can't help it."

When he returned to Dixieland, Eliza would question him with bitter
working lips; she would prick at his hot pride in an effort to keep
him by her.

"What do you mean by running off to your papa's like that?  If I
were you, I'd have too much pride for that.  I'd be a-sha-a-med!"
Her face worked with a bitter hurt smile.  "Helen can't be bothered
with you.  She doesn't want you around."

But the powerful charm of Gant's house, of its tacked and added
whimsy, its male smell, its girdling rich vines, its great gummed
trees, its roaring internal seclusiveness, the blistered varnish,
the hot calfskin, the comfort and abundance, seduced him easily
away from the great chill tomb of Dixieland, particularly in
winter, since Eliza was most sparing of coal.

Gant had already named it "The Barn"; in the morning now, after his
heavy breakfast at home, he would swing gauntly toward town by way
of Spring Street, composing en route the invective that he had
formerly reserved to his sitting-room.  He would stride through the
wide chill hall of Dixieland, bursting in upon Eliza, and two or
three negresses, busy preparing the morning meal for the hungry
boarders who rocked energetically upon the porch.  All of the
objections, all of the abuse that had not been uttered when she
bought the place, were vented now.

"Woman, you have deserted my bed and board, you have made a
laughing stock of me before the world, and left your children to
perish.  Fiend that you are, there is nothing that you would not do
to torture, humiliate and degrade me.  You have deserted me in my
old age; you have left me to die alone.  Ah, Lord!  It was a bitter
day for us all when your gloating eyes first fell upon this
damnable, this awful, this murderous and bloody Barn.  There is no
ignominy to which you will not stoop if you think it will put a
nickel in your pocket.  You have fallen so low not even your own
brothers will come near you.  'Nor beast, nor man hath fallen so

And in the pantries, above the stove, into the dining-room, the
rich voices of the negresses chuckled with laughter.

"Dat man sho' can tawk!"

Eliza got along badly with the negroes.  She had all the dislike
and distrust for them of the mountain people.  Moreover, she had
never been used to service, and she did not know how to accept or
govern it graciously.  She nagged and berated the sullen negro
girls constantly, tortured by the thought that they were stealing
her supplies and her furnishings, and dawdling away the time for
which she paid them.  And she paid them reluctantly, dribbling out
their small wages a coin or two at a time, nagging them for their
laziness and stupidity.

"What have you been doing all this time?  Did you get those back
rooms done upstairs?"

"No'm," said the negress sullenly, slatting flatfootedly down the

"I'll vow," Eliza fretted.  "I never saw such a good-for-nothing
shiftless darkey in my life.  You needn't think I'm going to pay
you for wasting your time."

This would go on throughout the day.  As a result, Eliza would
often begin the day without a servant: the girls departed at night
muttering sullenly, and did not appear the next morning.  Moreover,
her reputation for bickering pettiness spread through the length
and breadth of Niggertown.  It became increasingly difficult for
her to find any one at all who would work for her.  Completely
flustered when she awoke to find herself without help, she would
immediately call Helen over the telephone, pouring her fretful
story into the girl's ear and entreating assistance:

"I'll declare, child, I don't know what I'm going to do.  I could
wring that worthless nigger's neck.  Here I am left all alone with
a house full of people."

"Mama, in heaven's name, what's the matter?  Can't you keep a
nigger in the house?  Other people do.  What do you do to them,

But, fuming and irritable, she would leave Gant's and go to her
mother's, serving the tables with large heartiness, nervous and
animated good-humor.  All the boarders were very fond of her: they
said she was a fine girl.  Every one did.  There was a spacious and
unsparing generosity about her, a dominant consuming vitality,
which ate at her poor health, her slender supply of strength, so
that her shattered nerves drew her frequently toward hysteria, and
sometimes toward physical collapse.  She was almost six feet tall:
she had large hands and feet, thin straight legs, a big-boned
generous face, with the long full chin slightly adroop, revealing
her big gold-traced upper teeth.  But, in spite of this gauntness,
she did not look hard-featured or raw-boned.  Her face was full of
heartiness and devotion, sensitive, whole-souled, hurt, bitter,
hysterical, but at times transparently radiant and handsome.

It was a spiritual and physical necessity for her to exhaust herself
in service for others, and it was necessary for her to receive heavy
slatherings of praise for that service, and especially necessary
that she feel her efforts had gone unappreciated.  Even at the
beginning, she would become almost frantic reciting her grievances,
telling the story of her service to Eliza in a voice that became
harsh and hysterical:

"Let the least little thing go wrong and she's at the phone.  It's
not my place to go up there and work like a nigger for a crowd of
old cheap boarders.  You know that, don't you?  DON'T you?"

"Yes'm," said Eugene, meekly serving as audience.

"But she'd die rather than admit it.  Do you ever hear her say a
word of thanks?  Do I get," she said laughing suddenly, her
hysteria crossed for the moment with her great humor, "do I get so
much as 'go-to-hell' for it?"

"NO!" squealed Eugene, going off in fits of idiot laughter.

"Why, law me, child.  H-m!  Yes.  It's GOOD soup," said she,
touched with her great earthy burlesque.

He tore his collar open, and undid his trousers, sliding to the
floor in an apoplexy of laughter.

"Sdop!  Sdop!  You're g-g-gilling me!"

"H-m!  Why, law me!  Yes," she continued, grinning at him as if she
hoped to succeed.

Nevertheless, whether Eliza was servantless or not, she went daily
at dinner, the mid-day meal, to help at table, and frequently at
night when Gant and the boys ate with Eliza instead of at home.
She went because of her deep desire to serve, because it satisfied
her need for giving more than was returned, and because, in spite
of her jibes, along with Gant, at the Barn, and the "cheap
boarders," the animation of feeding, the clatter of plates, the
braided clamor of their talk, stimulated and excited her.

Like Gant, like Luke, she needed extension in life, movement,
excitement: she wanted to dominate, to entertain, to be the life of
the party.  On small solicitation, she sang for the boarders,
thumping the cheap piano with her heavy accurate touch, and singing
in her strong, vibrant, somewhat hard soprano a repertory of songs
classical, sentimental, and comic.  Eugene remembered the soft cool
nights of summer, the assembled boarders and "I Wonder Who's
Kissing Her Now," which Gant demanded over and over; "Love Me and
the World Is Mine"; "Till the Sands of the Desert Grow Cold"; "Dear
Old Girl, the Rob-BIN Sings Above You"; "The End of a Perfect Day";
and "Alexander's Rag-Time Band," which Luke had practised in a
tortured house for weeks, and sung with thunderous success in the
High School Minstrels.

Later, in the cool dark, Gant, rocking violently, would hold forth
on the porch, his great voice carrying across the quiet
neighborhood, as he held the charmed boarders by his torrential
eloquence, his solution of problems of state, his prejudiced but
bold opinion upon current news.

"--And what did WE do, gentlemen?  We sank their navy in an action
that lasted only twenty minutes, stormed at by shot and shell,
Teddy and his Rough Riders took the hill at Santiago--it was all
over, as you well know, in a few months.  We had declared war with
no thought of ulterior gain; we came because the indignation of a
GREAT people had been aroused at the oppression of a smaller one,
and then, with a magnanimity well worthy the greatest people of the
face of the earth, we paid our defeated enemy twenty millions of
dollars.  Ah, Lord!  That was magnanimity indeed!  You don't think
any other nation would have done that, do you?"

"No, sir," said the boarders emphatically.

They didn't always agree with his political opinions--Roosevelt was
the faultless descendant of Julius Cæsar, Napoleon Bonaparte, and
Abraham Lincoln--but they felt he had a fine head and would have
gone far in politics.

"That man should have been a lawyer," said the boarders.

And yet, there was surging into these chosen hills the strong
thrust of the world, like a kissing tide, which swings lazily in
with a slapping glut of waters, and recoils into its parent
crescent strength, to be thrown farther inward once again.

It was an element of Eliza's primitive and focal reasoning that men
and women withered by the desert would seek an oasis, that those
who were thirsty would seek water, and that those panting on the
plains would look into the hills for comfort and relief.  She had
that bull's-eye accuracy which has since been celebrated, when
plum-picking's over, under the name of "vision."

The streets, ten years before raw clay, were being paved: Gant went
into frenzies over the paving assessments, cursed the land, the day
of his birth, the machinations of Satan's children.  But Eugene
followed the wheeled casks of boiling tar; watched the great
roller, a monster that crushed him in night-mares, powder the
layered rock; felt, as he saw the odorous pressed tongue of
pavement lengthen out, a swelling ecstasy.

From time to time, a stilted Cadillac gasped cylindrically up the
hill past Dixieland: Eugene said a spell, as it faltered, for its
success--Jim Sawyer, a young blood, came for Miss Cutler, the
Pittsburgh beauty: he opened a door behind in the fat red belly.
They got in.

Sometimes, when Eliza awoke to find her servants gone, he was sent
down into Niggertown to capture a new one: in that city of rickets
he searched into their fetid shacks, past the slow stench of little
rills of mire and sewage, in fetid cellars, through all the rank
labyrinth of the hill-sprawled settlement.  He came, in the hot
sealed dungeons of their rooms, to know the wild grace of their
bodies, thrown upon a bed, their rich laughter, their smell of the
jungle tropics stewed in with frying cookery and a boiling wash.

"Do you want a job?"

"Whose little boy are you?"

"Mrs. Eliza Gant's."

Silence.  Presently:  "Dere's a gal up de street at Mis'
Cawpening's who's lookin' fo' wuk.  YOU go see HUH."

Eliza watched them with a falcon's eye for thefts.  Once, with a
detective, she searched a departed girl's room in Niggertown,
finding there sheets, towels, spoons that had been stolen from her.
The girl went to the penitentiary for two years.  Eliza loved the
commotion of law, the smell and tension of the courts.  Whenever
she could go to law she did so: she delighted in bringing suit
against people, or in having suit brought against her.  She always

When her boarders defaulted payments she seized their belongings
triumphantly, delighting particularly in eleventh-hour captures at
the railway station, with the aid of an obedient constabulary, and
ringed by the attentive offal of the town.

Eugene was ashamed of Dixieland.  And he was again afraid to
express his shame.  As with The Post, he felt thwarted, netted,
trapped.  He hated the indecency of his life, the loss of dignity
and seclusion, the surrender to the tumultuous rabble of the four
walls which shield us from them.  He felt, rather than understood,
the waste, the confusion, the blind cruelty of their lives--his
spirit was stretched out on the rack of despair and bafflement as
there came to him more and more the conviction that their lives
could not be more hopelessly distorted, wrenched, mutilated, and
perverted away from all simple comfort, repose, happiness, if they
set themselves deliberately to tangle the skein, twist the pattern.
He choked with fury: he thought of Eliza's slow speech, her endless
reminiscence, her maddening lip-pursing, and turned white with
constricted rage.

He saw plainly by this time that their poverty, the threat of the
poorhouse, the lurid references to the pauper's grave, belonged to
the insensate mythology of hoarding; anger smouldered like a brand
in him at their sorry greed.  There was no place sacred unto
themselves, no place fixed for their own inhabitation, no place
proof against the invasion of the boarders.

As the house filled, they went from room to little room, going
successively down the shabby scale of their lives.  He felt it
would hurt them, coarsen them: he had even then an intense faith in
food, in housing, in comfort--he felt that a civilized man must
begin with them; he knew that wherever the spirit had withered, it
had not withered because of food and plumbing.

As the house filled, in the summer season, and it was necessary to
wait until the boarders had eaten before a place could be found for
him, he walked sullenly about beneath the propped back porch of
Dixieland, savagely exploring the dark cellar, or the two dank
windowless rooms which Eliza rented, when she could, to negresses.

He felt now the petty cruelty of village caste.  On Sunday for
several years, he had bathed, brushed, arrayed his anointed body in
clean underwear and shirting and departed, amid all the pleasurable
bustle of Sunday morning, for the Presbyterian Sunday School.  He
had by this time been delivered from the instruction of the several
spinsters who had taught his infant faith the catechism, the
goodness of God, and the elements of celestial architecture.  The
five-cent piece which formerly he had yielded up reluctantly,
thinking of cakes and ale, he now surrendered more gladly, since he
usually had enough left over for cold gaseous draughts at the soda-

In the fresh Sunday morning air he marched off with brisk
excitement to do duty at the altars, pausing near the church where
the marshalled ranks of the boys' military school split cleanly
into regimented Baptists, Methodists, Presbyterians.

The children assembled in a big room adjacent to the church, honey-
combed to right and left with small classrooms, which they entered
after the preliminary service was finished.  They were exhorted
from the platform by the superintendent, a Scotch dentist with a
black-gray beard, fringed by a small area of embalmed skin, whose
cells, tissues, and chemical juices seemed to have been fixed in a
state of ageless suspension, and who looked no older from one
decade to another.

He read the text, or the parable of the day's study, commented on
it with Cæsarean dryness and concision, and surrendered the service
to his assistant, a shaven, spectacled, Wilsonian-looking man, also
Scotch, who smiled with cold affection at them over his high shiny
collar, and led them through the verses of a hymn, heaving up his
arms and leering at them encouragingly, as they approached the
chorus.  A sturdy spinstress thumped heavily upon a piano which
shook like a leaf.

Eugene liked the high crystal voices of the little children, backed
by the substantial marrow of the older boys and girls, and based on
the strong volume of the Junior and Senior Baraccas and Philatheas.
They sang:

     "Throw out the lifeline, throw out the lifeline,
      Someone is sinking to-day-ee"--

on the mornings when the collection went for missionary work.  And
they sang:

     "Shall we gather at the river,
      The bew-tee-ful, the bew-tee-ful r-hiver."

He liked that one very much.  And the noble surge of "Onward,
Christian Soldiers."

Later, he went into one of the little rooms with his class.  The
sliding doors rumbled together all around; presently there was a
quiet drone throughout the building.

He was now in a class composed entirely of boys.  His teacher was a
tall white-faced young man, bent and thin, who was known to all the
other boys as secretary of the Y.M.C.A.  He was tubercular; but the
boys admired him because of his former skill as a baseball and
basketball player.  He spoke in a sad, sugary, whining voice; he
was oppressively Christ-like; he spoke to them intimately about the
lesson of the day, asking them what it might teach them in their
daily lives, in acts of obedience and love to their parents and
friends, in duty, courtesy, and Christian charity.  And he told
them that when they were in doubt about their conduct they should
ask themselves what Jesus would say: he spoke of Jesus often in his
melancholy, somewhat discontented voice--Eugene became vaguely
miserable as he talked, thinking of something soft, furry, with a
wet tongue.

He was nervous and constrained: the other boys knew one another
intimately--they lived on, or in the neighborhood of, Montgomery
Avenue, which was the most fashionable street in town.  Sometimes,
one of them said to him, grinning:  "Do you want to buy The
Saturday Evening Post, Mister?"

Eugene, during the week, never touched the lives of any of them,
even in a remote way.  His idea of their eminence was grossly
exaggerated; the town had grown rapidly from a straggling village--
it had few families as old as the Pentlands, and, like all resort
towns, its caste system was liquidly variable, depending chiefly
upon wealth, ambition, and boldness.

Harry Tarkinton and Max Isaacs were Baptists, as were most of the
people, the Scotch excepted, in Gant's neighborhood.  In the social
scale the Baptists were the most populous and were considered the
most common: their minister was a large plump man with a red face
and a white vest, who reached great oratorical effects, roaring at
them like a lion, cooing at them like a dove, introducing his wife
into the sermon frequently for purposes of intimacy and laughing,
in a programme which the Episcopalians, who held the highest social
eminence, and the Presbyterians, less fashionable, but solidly
decent, felt was hardly chaste.  The Methodists occupied the middle
ground between vulgarity and decorum.

This starched and well brushed world of Sunday morning 
Presbyterianism, with its sober decency, its sense of restraint,
its suggestion of quiet wealth, solid position, ordered ritual,
seclusive establishment, moved him deeply with its tranquillity.
He felt concretely his isolation from it, he entered it from the
jangled disorder of his own life once a week, looking at it, and
departing from it, for years, with the sad heart of a stranger.
And from the mellow gloom of the church, the rich distant organ,
the quiet nasal voice of the Scotch minister, the interminable
prayers, and the rich little pictures of Christian mythology which
he had collected as a child under the instruction of the spinsters,
he gathered something of the pain, the mystery, the sensuous beauty
of religion, something deeper and greater than this austere


It was the winter, and the sullen dying autumn that he hated most
at Dixieland--the dim fly-specked lights, the wretched progress
about the house in search of warmth, Eliza untidily wrapped in an
old sweater, a dirty muffler, a cast-off man's coat.  She
glycerined her cold-cracked hands.  The chill walls festered with
damp: they drank in death from the atmosphere: a woman died of
typhoid, her husband came quickly out into the hall and dropped his
hands.  They were Ohio people.

Upstairs, upon a sleeping porch, a thin-faced Jew coughed through
the interminable dark.

"In heaven's name, mama," Helen fumed, "why do you take them in?
Can't you see he's got the bugs?"

"Why, no-o," said Eliza, pursing her lips.  "He said he only had a
little bronchial trouble.  I asked him about it, and he laughed
just as big as you please:  'Why, Mrs. Gant,' he said--" and there
would follow an endless anecdote, embellished with many a winding
rivulet.  The girl raged: it was one of Eliza's basic traits to
defend blindly whatever brought her money.

The Jew was a kind man.  He coughed gently behind his white hand
and ate bread fried in battered egg and butter.  Eugene developed a
keen appetite for it: innocently he called it "Jew Bread" and asked
for more.  Lichenfels laughed gently, coughed--his wife was full of
swart rich laughter.  The boy did small services for him: he gave
him a coin from week to week.  He was a clothier from a New Jersey
town.  In the Spring he went to a sanitarium; he died there later.

In the winter a few chill boarders, those faces, those personalities
which become mediocre through repetition, sat for hours before the
coals of the parlor hearth, rocking interminably, dull of voice and
gesture, as hideously bored with themselves and Dixieland, no doubt,
as he with them.

He liked the summers better.  There came slow-bodied women from the
hot rich South, dark-haired white-bodied girls from New Orleans,
corn-haired blondes from Georgia, nigger-drawling desire from South
Carolina.  And there was malarial lassitude, tinged faintly with
yellow, from Mississippi but with white biting teeth.  A red-faced
South Carolinian, with nicotined fingers, took him daily to the
baseball games; a lank yellow planter, malarial from Mississippi,
climbed hill, and wandered through the fragrant mountain valleys
with him; of nights he heard the rich laughter of the women, tender
and cruel, upon the dark porches, heard the florid throat-tones of
the men; saw the yielding stealthy harlotry of the South--the dark
seclusion of their midnight bodies, their morning innocence.
Desire, with bloody beak, tore at his heart like jealous virtue: he
was moral for that which was denied him.

Of mornings he stayed at Gant's with Helen playing ball with Buster
Isaacs, a cousin of Max, a plump jolly little boy who lived next
door; summoned later by the rich incense of Helen's boiling fudge.
She sent him to the little Jewish grocery down the street for the
sour relishes she liked so well: tabled in mid-morning they ate
sour pickles, heavy slabs of ripe tomatoes, coated with thick
mayonnaise, amber percolated coffee, fig-newtons and ladyfingers,
hot pungent fudge pebbled with walnuts and coated fragrantly with
butter, sandwiches of tender bacon and cucumber, iced belchy soft-

His trust in her Gantian wealth was boundless: this rich store of
delight came from inexhaustible resources.  Warm lively hens
cackled cheerfully throughout the morning neighborhood; powerful
negroes brought dripping ice in iron talons from their smoking
wagons; he stood beneath their droning saws and caught the flying
ice-pulp in his hands; he drank in the combined odor of their great
bodies together with the rich compost of the refrigeration, and the
sharp oiliness of the dining-room linoleum; and in the horsehair
walnut parlor at mid-day, good with the mellow piano-smell and the
smell of stale varnished wood, she played for him, and made him
sing:  "William Tell," "My Heart at Thy Sweet Voice," "The Song
Without Words," "Celeste Aïda," "The Lost Chord," her long throat
lean and tendoned as her vibrant voice rang out.

She took insatiable delight in him, stuffing him with sour and
sugared relishes, tumbling him, in a random moment of her restless
activity, upon Gant's lounge, and pinioning him while she slapped
his squirming face sharply with her big hand.

Sometimes, frantic with some swift tangle of her nerves, she would
attack him viciously, hating him for his dark brooding face, his
full scalloped underlip, his deep absorption in a dream.  Like
Luke, and like Gant, she sought in the world ceaseless entertainment
for her restless biting vitality; it infuriated her to see other
people seek absorption within themselves--she hated him at times
when, her own wires strumming, she saw his dark face brooding over
a book or on some vision.  She would tear the book from his hands,
slap him, and stab him with her cruel savage tongue.  She would
pout out her lip, goggle her face about stupidly on a drooping
neck, assume an expression of dopey idiocy, and pour out on him
the horrible torrent of her venom.

"You little freak--wandering around with your queer dopey face.
You're a regular little Pentland--you funny little freak, you.
Everybody's laughing at you.  Don't you know that?  Don't you?
We're going to dress you up as a girl, and let you go around like
that.  You haven't got a drop of Gant blood in you--papa's
practically said as much--you're Greeley all over again; you're
queer.  Pentland queerness sticking out all over you."

Sometimes her sweltering and inchoate fury was so great that she
threw him on the floor and stamped on him.

He did not mind the physical assault so much as he did the
poisonous hatred of her tongue, insanely clever in fashioning the
most wounding barbs.  He went frantic with horror, jerked
unexpectedly from Elfland into Hell, he bellowed madly, saw his
bountiful angel change in a moment to a snake-haired fury, lost all
his sublime faith in love and goodness.  He rushed at the wall like
an insane little goat, battered his head screaming again and again,
wished desperately that his constricted and overloaded heart would
burst, that something in him would break, that somehow, bloodily,
he might escape the stifling prisonhouse of his life.

This satisfied her desire; it was what deeply she had wanted--she
had found purging release in her savage attack upon him, and now
she could drain herself cleanly in a wild smother of affection.
She would seize him, struggling and screaming, in her long arms,
plaster kisses all over his red mad face, soothing him with hearty
flattery addressed in the third person:

"Why, he didn't think I meant it, did he?  Didn't he know I was
only joking?  Why, he's strong as a little bull, isn't he?  He's a
regular little giant, that's what he is.  Why, he's perfectly wild,
isn't he?  His eyes popping out of his head.  I thought he was
going to knock a hole in the wall.--Yes, ma'am.  Why, law me, yes,
child.  It's GOOD soup," resorting to her broad mimicry in order to
make him laugh.  And he would laugh against his will between his
sobs, in a greater torture because of this agony of affection and
reconciliation than because of the abuse.

Presently, when he had grown quiet, she would send him off to the
store for pickles, cakes, cold bottled drinks; he would depart with
red eyes, his cheeks furrowed dirtily by his tears, wondering
desperately as he went down the street why the thing had happened,
and drawing his foot sharply off the ground and craning his neck
convulsively as shame burnt in him.

There was in Helen a restless hatred of dullness, respectability.
Yet she was at heart a severely conventional person, in spite of
her occasional vulgarity, which was merely a manifestation of her
restless energy, a very naïve, a childishly innocent person about
even the simple wickedness of the village.  She had several devoted
young men on her list--plain, hard-drinking country types: one, a
native, lean, red-faced, alcoholic, a city surveyor, who adored
her; another, a strapping florid blond from the Tennessee coal
fields; another, a young South Carolinian, townsman of her older
sister's fiancé.

These young men--Hugh Parker, Jim Phelps, and Joe Cathcart, were
innocently devoted; they liked her tireless and dominant energy,
the eager monopoly of her tongue, her big sincerity and deep
kindliness.  She played and sang for them--threw all her energy
into entertaining them.  They brought her boxes of candy, little
presents, were divided jealously among themselves, but united in
their affirmation that she was "a fine girl."

And she would get Jim Phelps and Hugh Parker to bring her a drink
of whisky as well: she had begun to depend on small potations of
alcohol for the stimulus it gave her fevered body--a small drink
was enough to operate electrically in her blood: it renewed her,
energized her, gave her a temporary and hectic vitality.  Thus,
although she never drank much at a time and showed, beyond the
renewed vitality and gaiety, no sign of intoxication, she nibbled
at the bottle.

"I'll take a drink whenever I can get it," she said.

She liked, almost invariably, young fast women.  She liked the
hectic pleasure of their lives, the sense of danger, their humor
and liberality.  She was drawn magnetically to all the wedded
harlotry, which, escaping the Sunday discipline of a Southern
village, and the Saturday lust of sodden husbands, came gaily to
Altamont in summer.  She liked people who, as she said, "didn't
mind taking a little drink now and then."

She liked Mary Thomas, a tall jolly young prostitute who came from
Kentucky: she was a manicurist in an Altamont Hotel.

"There are two things I want to see," said Mary, "a rooster's you-
know-what and a hen's what-is-it."  She was full of loud compelling
laughter.  She had a small room with a sleeping porch, at the front
of the house upstairs.  Eugene brought her some cigarettes once:
she stood before the window in a thin petticoat, her feet wide
apart, her long sensual legs outlined against the light.

Helen wore her dresses, hats, and silk stockings.  Sometimes they
drank together.  And, with humorous sentimentality, she defended

"Well, she's no hypocrite.  That's one thing sure.  She doesn't
care who knows it."  Or,

"She's no worse than a lot of your little goody-goodies, if the
truth's known.  She's only more open about it."

Or again, irritated at some implied criticism of her own
friendliness with the girl, she would say angrily:

"What do you know about her?  You'd better be careful how you talk
about people.  You'll get into trouble about it some day."

Nevertheless, she was scrupulous in her public avoidance of the
girl and, illogically, in a moment of unreasoning annoyance she
would attack Eliza:

"Why do you keep such people in your house, mama?  Every one in
town knows about her.  Your place is getting the reputation of a
regular chippyhouse all over town."

Eliza pursed her lips angrily:

"I don't pay any attention to them," she said.  "I consider myself
as good as any one.  I hold my head up, and I expect every one else
to do likewise.  You don't catch me associating with them."

It was part of her protective mechanism.  She pretended to be
proudly oblivious to any disagreeable circumstance which brought
her in money.  As a result, by that curious impalpable advertisement
which exists among easy women, Dixieland became known to them--
they floated casually in--the semi-public, clandestine prostitutes
of a tourist town.

Helen had drifted apart from most of her friends of high school
days--the hard-working plain-faced Genevieve Pratt, daughter of a
schoolmaster, "Teeney" Duncan, Gertrude Brown.  Her companions now
were livelier, if somewhat more vulgar, young women--Grace Deshaye,
a plumber's daughter, an opulent blonde; Pearl Hines, daughter of a
Baptist saddlemaker: she was heavy of body and face, but she had a
powerful rag-time singing voice.

Her closest companion, however, was a girl whose name was Nan
Gudger: she was a brisk, slender, vital girl, with a waist so
tightly corsetted that a man's hands might go around it.  She was
the trusted, accurate, infallible bookkeeper of a grocery store.
She contributed largely to the support of her family--a mother whom
Eugene looked upon with sick flesh, because of the heavy goitre
that sagged from her loose neck; a crippled sister who moved about
the house by means of crutches and the propulsive strength of her
powerful shoulders; and two brothers, hulking young thugs of twenty
and eighteen years, who always bore upon their charmed bodies fresh
knife-wounds, blue lumps and swellings, and other marks of their
fights in poolroom and brothel.  They lived in a two-story shack of
rickety lumber on Clingman Street: the women worked uncomplainingly
in the support of the young men.  Eugene went here with Helen
often: she liked the vulgarity, the humor, the excitement of their
lives--and it amused her particularly to listen to Mary's obscene
earthy conversation.

Upon the first of every month, Nan and Mary gave to the boys a
portion of their earnings, for pocket money and for their monthly
visit to the women of Eagle Crescent.

"Oh, SURELY not, Mary?  Good heavens!" said Helen with eager

"Why, hell yes, honey," said Mary, grinning her coarse drawl,
taking her snuff-stick out of the brown corner of her mouth, and
holding it in her strong hand.  "We always give the boys money fer
a woman once a month."

"Oh, NO!  You're joking," Helen said, laughing.

"Good God, child, don't you know THAT?" said Mary, spitting
inaccurately at the fire.  "Hit's good for their health.  They'd
git sick if we didn't."

Eugene began to slide helplessly toward the floor.  He got an
instant panorama of the whole astonishing picture of humor and
solemn superstition--the women contributing their money, in the
interests of sanitation and health, to the debauches of the two
grinning hairy nicotined young louts.

"What're you laughin' at, son?" said Mary, gooching him roughly in
the ribs, as he lay panting and prostrate.  "You ain't hardly out
of didies yet."

She had all the savage passion of a mountaineer: crippled, she
lived in the coarse heat of her brothers' lust.  They were crude,
kindly, ignorant, and murderous people.  Nan was scrupulously
respectable and well-mannered: she had thick negroid lips that
turned outward, and hearty tropical laughter.  She replaced the
disreputable furniture of the house by new shiny Grand Rapids
chairs and tables.  There was a varnished bookcase, forever locked,
stored with stiff sets of unread books--The Harvard Classics, and a
cheap encyclopædia.

When Mrs. Selborne first came to Dixieland from the hot South she
was only twenty-three but she looked older.  Ripeness with her was
all: she was a tall heavy-bodied blonde, well kept and elegant.
She moved leisurely with a luxurious sensual swing of the body: her
smile was tender and full of vague allurement, her voice gentle,
her sudden laughter, bubbling out of midnight secrecy, rich and
full.  She was one of several handsome and bacchic daughters of a
depleted South Carolinian of good family; she had married at
sixteen a red heavy man who came and went from her incomparable
table, eating rapidly and heartily, muttering, when pressed, a few
shy-sullen words, and departing to the closed leather-and-horse
smell of his little office in the livery-stable he owned.  She had
two children by him, both girls: she moved with wasted stealth
around all the quiet slander of a South Carolina mill-town,
committing adultery carefully with a mill owner, a banker, and a
lumber man, walking circumspectly with her tender blonde smile by
day past all the sly smiles of town and trade, knowing that the
earth was mined below her feet, and that her name, with clerk and
merchant, was a sign for secret laughter.  The natives, the men in
particular, treated her with even more elaborate respect than a
woman is usually given in a Southern town, but their eyes, behind
the courteous unctions of their masks, were shiny with invitation.

Eugene felt when he first saw her, and knew about her, that she
would never be caught and always known.  His love for her was
desperate.  She was the living symbol of his desire--the dim vast
figure of love and maternity, ageless and autumnal, waiting, corn-
haired, deep-breasted, blonde of limb, in the ripe fields of
harvest--Demeter, Helen, the ripe exhaustless and renewing energy,
the cradling nurse of weariness and disenchantment.  Below the
thrust of Spring, the sharp knife, the voices of the young girls in
the darkness, the sharp inchoate expectancies of youth, his deep
desire burned inextinguishably: something turned him always to the
older women.

When Mrs. Selborne first came to Dixieland her oldest child was
seven years old, her youngest five.  She received a small check
from her husband every week, and a substantial one from the lumber
man.  She brought a negro girl with her: she was lavish in her
dispensations to the negress, and to her children: this
wastefulness, ease of living, and her rich seductive laughter
fascinated Helen, drew her to the older woman.

And, at night, as Eugene listened to the low sweet voice of the
woman, heard the rich sensual burst of her laughter, as she sat in
the dark porch with a commercial traveller or some merchant in the
town, his blood grew bitter with the morality of jealousy: he
withered with his hurt, thought of her little sleeping children,
and, with a passionate sense of fraternity, of her gulled husband.
He dreamed of himself as the redemptive hero, saving her in an hour
of great danger, making her penitent with grave reproof, accepting
purely the love she offered.

In the morning, he breathed the seminal odor of her fresh bathed
body as she passed him, gazed desperately into the tender
sensuality of her face and, with a sense of unreality, wondered
what change darkness wrought in this untelling face.

Steve returned from New Orleans after a year of vagabondage.  The
old preposterous swagger, following the ancient whine, reappeared
as soon as he felt himself safely established at home again.

"Stevie doesn't have to work," said he.  "He's smart enough to make
the others work for him."  This was his defiance to his record of
petty forgeries against Gant: he saw himself as a clever swindler
although he had never had courage to swindle any one except his
father.  People were reading the Get-Rich-Quick Wallingford
stories: there was an immense admiration for this romantic

Steve was now a young man in the first twenties.  He was somewhat
above the middle height, bumpy of face and sallow of skin, with a
light pleasing tenor voice.  Eugene had a feeling of disgust and
horror whenever his oldest brother returned: he knew that those who
were physically least able to defend themselves, which included
Eliza and himself, would bear the brunt of his whining, petty
bullying, and drunken obscenity.  He did not mind the physical
abuse so much as he did its cowardly stealth, weakness, and
slobbering reconciliations.

Once, Gant, making one of his sporadic efforts to get his son fixed
in employment, had sent him out to a country graveyard to put up a
small monument.  Eugene was sent along.  Steve worked steadily in
the hot sun for an hour, growing more and more irritable because of
the heat, the rank weedy stench of the graveyard, and his own deep
antipathy to work.  Eugene waited intensely for the attack he knew
was coming.

"What are you standing there for?" screamed Big Brother at length,
looking up in an agony of petulance.  He struck sharply at the
boy's shin with a heavy wrench he held in his hand, knocking him to
the ground, and crippling him for the moment.  Immediately, he was
palsied, not with remorse, but with fear that he had injured him
badly and would be discovered.

"You're not hurt, are you, buddy?  You're not hurt?" he began in a
quivering voice, putting his unclean yellow hands upon Eugene.  And
he made the effort at reconciliation Eugene so dreaded, whimpering,
blowing his foul breath upon his brother's cringing flesh, and
entreating him to say nothing of the occurrence when he went home.
Eugene became violently nauseated: the stale odor of Steve's body,
the clammy and unhealthy sweat that stank with nicotine, the touch
of his tainted flesh filled him with horror.

There still remained, however, in the cast and carriage of his
head, in his swagger walk, the ghost of his ruined boyishness:
women were sometimes attracted to him.  It was his fortune,
therefore, to secure Mrs. Selborne for his mistress the first
summer she came to Dixieland.  At night her rich laughter welled up
from the dark porch, they walked through the quiet leafy streets,
they went to Riverside together, walking beyond the lights of the
carnival into the dark sandy paths by the river.

But, as her friendship with Helen ripened, as she saw the revulsion
of the Gants against their brother, and as she began to see what
damage she had already done to herself by her union with this
braggart who had brandished her name through every poolroom in
town as a tribute to his own power, she cast him off, quietly,
implacably, tenderly.  When she returned now, summer by summer, she
met with her innocent and unwitting smile all of his obscene
innuendoes, his heavily suggestive threats, his bitter revelations
behind her back.  Her affection for Helen was genuine, but it was
also, she felt, strategic and useful.  The girl introduced her to
handsome young men, gave parties and dances at Gant's and Eliza's
for her, was really a partner in her intrigues, assuring her of
privacy, silence, and darkness, and defending her angrily when the
evil whispering began.

"What do you know about her?  You don't know what she does.  You'd
better be careful how you talk about her.  She's got a husband to
defend her, you know.  You'll get your head shot off some day."
Or, more doubtfully:

"Well, I don't care what they say, I like her.  She's mighty sweet.
After all, what can we say about her for sure?  No one can PROVE
anything on her."

And in the winters now she made short visits to the South Carolina
town where Mrs. Selborne lived, returning with an enthusiastic
description of her reception, the parties "in her honor," the food,
the lavish entertainment.  Mrs. Selborne lived in the same town as
Joe Gambell, the young clerk to whom Daisy was engaged.  He was
full of sly hints about the woman, but before her his manner was
obsequious, confused, reverential, and he accepted without
complaint the presents of food and clothing which she sent him
after their marriage.

Daisy had been married in the month of June following Eliza's
purchase of Dixieland: the wedding was arranged on a lavish scale,
and took place in the big dining-room of the house.  Gant and his
two older sons grinned sheepishly in unaccustomed evening dress,
the Pentlands, faithful in their attendance at weddings and
funerals, sent gifts and came.  Will and Pett gave a heavy set of
carving steels.

"I hope you always have something to use them on," said Will,
flensing his hand, and winking at Joe Gambell.

Eugene remembered weeks of frantic preparation, dress fittings,
rehearsals, the hysteria of Daisy, who stared at her nails until
they went blue, and the final splendor of the last two days--the
arriving gifts, the house, unnaturally cheerful with rich carpets
and flowers, the perilous moment when their lives joined, the big
packed dining-room, the droning interminable Scotch voice of the
Presbyterian minister, the mounting triumph of the music when the
grocery clerk got his bride.  Later, the confusion, the greetings,
the hysteria of the women.  Daisy sobbing uncontrollably in the
arms of a distant cousin, Beth Pentland, who had come up with her
hearty red husband, the owner of a chain of small groceries in a
South Carolina town, bringing gifts and a giant watermelon, and
whose own grief was enhanced by the discovery, after the wedding,
that the dress she had worked on weeks in advance she had put on,
in her frenzy, wrong side out.

Thus Daisy passed more or less definitely out of Eugene's life,
although he was to see her briefly on visits, but with decreasing
frequency, in the years that followed.  The grocery clerk was
making the one daring gesture of his life: he was breaking away
from the cotton town, in which all the years of his life had been
passed, and from the long lazy hours of grocery clerks, the
languorous gossip of lank cotton farmers and townsmen, to which he
had been used.  He had found employment as a commercial traveller
for a food products company: his headquarters was to be in Augusta,
Georgia, but he was to travel into the far South.

This rooting up of his life, this adventure into new lands, the
effort to improve his fortune and his state, was his wedding gift
to his wife--a bold one, but imperilled already by distrust, fear,
and his peasant suspicion of new scenes, new faces, new departures,
of any life that differed from that of his village.

"There's no place like Henderson," said he, with complacent and
annoying fidelity, referring to that haven of enervation, red clay,
ignorance, slander, and superstition, in whose effluent rays he had
been reared.

But he went to Augusta, and began his new life with Daisy in a
lodging house.  She was twenty-one, a slender, blushing girl who
played the piano beautifully, accurately, academically, with a
rippling touch, and no imagination.  Eugene could never remember
her very well.

In the early autumn after her marriage, Gant made the journey to
Augusta, taking Eugene with him.  The inner excitement of both was
intense; the hot wait at the sleepy junction of Spartanburg, the
ride in the dilapidated day coaches of the branch line that ran to
Augusta, the hot baked autumnal land, rolling piedmont and pine
woods, every detail of the landscape they drank in with thirsty
adventurous eyes.  Gant's roving spirit was parched for lack of
travel: for Eugene, Saint Louis was a faint unreality, but there
burned in him a vision of the opulent South, stranger even than his
passionate winter nostalgia for the snow-bound North, which the
drifted but short-lived snows in Altamont, the seizure of the
unaccustomed moment for sledding and skating on the steep hills
awakened in him with a Northern desire, a desire for the dark, the
storm, the winds that roar across the earth and the triumphant
comfort of warm walls which only a Southerner perhaps can know.

And he saw the town of Augusta first not in the drab hues of
reality, but as one who bursts a window into the faery pageant of
the world, as one who has lived in prison, and finds life and the
earth in rosy dawn, as one who has lived in all the fabulous
imagery of books, and finds in a journey only an extension and
verification of it--so did he see Augusta, with the fresh washed
eyes of a child, with glory, with enchantment.

They were gone two weeks.  He remembered chiefly the brown stains
of the recent flood, which had flowed through the town and
inundated its lower floors, the broad main street, the odorous and
gleaming drugstore, scented to him with all the spices of his
fancy, the hills and fields of Aiken, in South Carolina, where he
sought vainly for John D. Rockefeller, a legendary prince who, he
heard, went there for sport, marvelling that two States could join
imperceptibly, without visible markings, and the cotton gin where
he saw the great press mash the huge raw bales cleanly into tight
bundles half their former size.

Once, some children on the street had taunted him because of his
long hair, and he had fallen into a cursing fury; once, in a rage
at some quarrel with his sister, he set off on a world adventure,
walking furiously for hours down a country road by the river and
cotton fields, captured finally by Gant who sought for him in a
hired rig.

They went to the theatre: it was one of the first plays he had
seen.  The play was a biblical one, founded on the story of Saul
and Jonathan, and he whispered to Gant from scene to scene the
trend of coming events--a precocity which pleased his father
mightily, and to which he referred for months.

Just before they came home, Joe Gambell, in a fit of concocted
petulance, resigned his position, and announced that he was
returning to Henderson.  His adventure had lasted three months.


In the years that followed, up to his eleventh or twelfth year when
he could no longer travel on half fares, Eugene voyaged year by
year into the rich mysterious South.  Eliza, who, during her first
winter at Dixieland, had been stricken by severe attacks of
rheumatism, induced partly by kidney trouble, which caused her
flesh to swell puffily, and which was diagnosed by the doctor as
Blight's Disease, began to make extensive, although economical,
voyages into Florida and Arkansas in search of health and, rather
vaguely, in search of wealth.

She always spoke hopefully of the possibility of opening a
boarding-house at some tropical winter resort, during the seasons
there and in Altamont.  In winter now, she rented Dixieland for a
few months, sometimes for a year, although she really had no
intention of allowing the place to slip through her fingers during
the profitable summer season: usually, she let the place go, more
or less deliberately, to some unscrupulous adventuress of lodging
houses, good for a month's or two months' rent, but incapable of
the sustained effort that would support it for a longer time.  On
her return from her journey, with rents in arrears, or with some
other violation of the contract as an entering wedge, Eliza would
surge triumphantly into battle, making a forced entrance with
police, plain-clothes men, warrants, summonses, writs, injunctions,
and all the other artillery of legal warfare, possessing herself
forcibly, and with vindictive pleasure, of her property.

But she turned always into the South--the North for her was a land
which she threatened often to explore, but which secretly she held
in suspicion: there was in her no deep animosity because of an old
war, her feeling was rather one of fear, distrust, alienation--the
"Yankee" to whom she humorously referred was foreign and remote.
So, she turned always into the South, the South that burned like
Dark Helen in Eugene's blood, and she always took him with her.
They still slept together.

His feeling for the South was not so much historic as it was
of the core and desire of dark romanticism--that unlimited and
inexplicable drunkenness, the magnetism of some men's blood that
takes them into the heart of the heat, and beyond that, into the
polar and emerald cold of the South as swiftly as it took the heart
of that incomparable romanticist who wrote The Rime of the Ancient
Mariner, beyond which there is nothing.  And this desire of his was
unquestionably enhanced by all he had read and visioned, by the
romantic halo that his school history cast over the section, by the
whole fantastic distortion of that period where people were said to
live in "mansions," and slavery was a benevolent institution,
conducted to a constant banjo-strumming, the strewn largesses of
the colonel and the shuffle-dance of his happy dependents, where
all women were pure, gentle, and beautiful, all men chivalrous and
brave, and the Rebel horde a company of swagger, death-mocking
cavaliers.  Years later, when he could no longer think of the
barren spiritual wilderness, the hostile and murderous intrenchment
against all new life--when their cheap mythology, their legend of
the charm of their manner, the aristocratic culture of their lives,
the quaint sweetness of their drawl, made him writhe--when he could
think of no return to their life and its swarming superstition
without weariness and horror, so great was his fear of the legend,
his fear of their antagonism, that he still pretended the most
fanatic devotion to them, excusing his Northern residence on
grounds of necessity rather than desire.

Finally, it occurred to him that these people had given him
nothing, that neither their love not their hatred could injure him,
that he owed them nothing, and he determined that he would say so,
and repay their insolence with a curse.  And he did.

So did his boundaries stretch into enchantment--into fabulous and
solitary wonder broken only by Eliza's stingy practicality, by her
lack of magnificence in a magnificent world, by the meals of sweet
rolls and milk and butter in an untidy room, by the shoe boxes of
luncheon carried on the trains and opened in the diner, after a
lengthy inspection of the menu had led to the ordering of coffee,
by the interminable quarrels over price and charges in almost every
place they went, by her commands to him to "scrooch up" when the
conductor came through for the tickets, for he was a tall lank boy,
and his half-fare age might be called to question.

She took him to Florida in the late winter following Gant's return
from Augusta: they went to Tampa first, and, a few days later, to
Saint Petersburg.  He plowed through the loose deep sand of the
streets, fished interminably with jolly old men at the end of the
long pier, devoured a chest full of dime novels that he found in
the rooms she had rented in a private house.  They left abruptly,
after a terrific quarrel with the old Cracker who ran the place,
who thought himself tricked out of the best part of a season's
rent, and hurried off to South Carolina on receipt of a hysterical
message from Daisy which bade her mother to "come at once."  They
arrived in the dingy little town, which was sticky with wet clay,
and clammy with rain, in late March: Daisy's first child, a boy,
had been born the day before.  Eliza, annoyed at what she
considered the useless disruption of her holiday, quarrelled
bitterly with her daughter a day or two after her arrival, and
departed for Altamont with the declaration, which Daisy ironically
applauded, that she would never return again.  But she did.

The following winter she went to New Orleans at the season of the
Mardi Gras, taking her youngest with her.  Eugene remembered the
huge cisterns for rain-water, in the back yard of Aunt Mary's
house, the heavy window-rattling thunder of Mary's snores at night,
and the vast pageantry of carnival on Canal Street: the storied
floats, the smiling beauties, the marching troops, the masks
grotesque and fantastical.  And once more he saw ships at anchor at
the foot of Canal Street; and their tall keels looked over on the
street behind the sea walls; and in the cemeteries all the graves
were raised above the ground "because," said Oll, Gant's nephew,
"the water rots 'em."

And he remembered the smells of the French market, the heavy
fragrance of the coffee he drank there, and the foreign Sunday
gaiety of the city's life--the theatres open, the sound of hammer
and saw, the gay festivity of crowds.  He visited the Boyles, old
guests at Dixieland, who lived in the old French quarter, sleeping
at night with Frank Boyle in a vast dark room lighted dimly with
tapers: they had as cook an ancient negress who spoke only French,
and who returned from the Market early in the morning bearing a
huge basket loaded with vegetables, tropical fruits, fowls, meats.
She cooked strange delicious food that he had never tasted before--
heavy gumbo, garnished steaks, sauced fowls.

And he looked upon the huge yellow snake of the river, dreaming of
its distant shores, the myriad estuaries lush with tropical growth
that fed it, all the romantic life of plantation and canefields
that fringed it, of moonlight, of dancing darkies on the levee, of
slow lights on the gilded river boat, and the perfumed flesh of
black-haired women, musical wraiths below the phantom drooping

They had but shortly returned from Mardi Gras when, one howling
night in winter, as he lay asleep at Gant's, the house was wakened
by his father's terrible cries.  Gant had been drinking heavily,
day after fearful day.  Eugene had been sent in the afternoons to
his shop to fetch him home, and at sundown, with Jannadeau's aid,
had brought him, behind the negro's spavined horse, roaring drunk
to his house.  There followed the usual routine of soup-feeding,
undressing, and holding him in check until Doctor McGuire arrived,
thrust his needle deeply into Gant's stringy arm, left sleeping-
powders, and departed.  The girl was exhausted: Gant himself had
ravaged his strength, and had been brought down by two or three
painful attacks of rheumatism.

Now, he awoke in the dark, possessed by his terror and agony, for
the whole right side of his body was paralyzed by such pain as he
did not know existed.  He cursed and supplicated God alternately in
his pain and terror.  For days doctor and nurse strove with him,
hoping that the leaping inflammation would not strike at his heart.
He was gnarled, twisted, and bent with a savage attack of
inflammatory rheumatism.  As soon as he had recovered sufficiently
to travel, he departed, under Helen's care, for Hot Springs.
Almost savagely, she drove all other assistance from him, devoting
every minute of the day to his care: they were gone six weeks--
occasionally post-cards and letters describing a life of hotels,
mineral baths, sickness and lameness, and the sport of the blooded
rich, came to add new colors to Eugene's horizon: when they
returned Gant was able again to walk, the rheumatism had been
boiled from his limbs, but his right hand, gnarled and stiff, was
permanently crippled.  He was never again able to close it, and
there was something strangely chastened in his manner, a gleam of
awe and terror in his eyes.

But the union between Gant and his daughter was finally consummated.
Before Gant lay, half-presaged, a road of pain and terror which
led on to death, but as his great strength dwindled, palsied, broke
along that road, she went with him inch by inch, welding beyond
life, beyond death, beyond memory, the bond that linked them.

"I'd have died if it hadn't been for that girl," he said over and
over.  "She saved my life.  I couldn't get along without her."  And
he boasted again and again of her devotion and loyalty, of the
expenses of his journey, of the hotels, the wealth, the life they
both had seen.

And, as the legend of Helen's goodness and devotion grew, and his
dependence upon her got further advertisement, Eliza pursed her
lips more and more thoughtfully, wept sometimes into the spitting
grease of a pan, smiled, beneath her wide red nose, a smile
tremulous, bitter, terribly hurt.

"I'll show them," she wept.  "I'll show them."  And she rubbed
thoughtfully at a red itching patch that had appeared during the
year upon the back of her left hand.

She went to Hot Springs in the winter that followed.  They stopped
at Memphis for a day or two: Steve was at work there in a paint
store; he slipped quickly in and out of saloons, as he took Eugene
about the city, leaving the boy outside for a moment while he went
"in here to see a fellow"--a "fellow" who always sent him forth,
Eugene thought, with an added impetuosity to his swagger.

Dizzily they crossed the river: at night he saw the small bleared
shacks of Arkansas set in malarial fields.

Eliza sent him to one of the public schools of Hot Springs: he
plunged heavily into the bewildering new world--performed
brilliantly, and won the affection of the young woman who taught
him, but paid the penalty of the stranger to all the hostile and
banded little creatures of the class.  Before his first month was
out, he had paid desperately for his ignorance of their customs.

Eliza boiled herself out at the baths daily; sometimes, he went
along with her, leaving her with a sensation of drunken independence,
while he went into the men's quarters, stripping himself in a cool
room, entering thence a hot one lined with couches, shutting himself
in a steam-closet where he felt himself momentarily dwindling into
the raining puddle of sweat at his feet, to emerge presently on
trembling legs and to be rolled and kneaded about magnificently in a
huge tub by a powerful grinning negro.  Later, languorous, but with
a feeling of deep purification, he lay out on one of the couches,
victoriously his own man in a man's world.  They talked from couch
to couch, or walked pot-belliedly about, sashed coyly with bath
towels--malarial Southerners with malarial drawls, paunch-eyed
alcoholics, purple-skinned gamblers, and broken down prize-fighters.
He liked the smell of steam and of the sweaty men.

Eliza sent him out on the streets at once with The Saturday Evening

"It won't hurt you to do a little light work after school," said
she.  And as he trudged off with his sack slung from his neck, she
would call after him:

"Spruce up, boy!  Spruce up!  Throw your shoulders back.  Make
folks think you're somebody."  And she gave him a pocketful of
printed cards, which bore this inscription:

                      SPEND YOUR SUMMERS AT
                      In Beautiful Altamont,
                      America's Switzerland.
           Rates Reasonable--Both Transient and Tourist.
                    Apply Eliza E. Gant, Prop.

"You've got to help me drum up some trade, if we're to live, boy,"
she said again, with the lip-pursing, mouth-tremulous jocularity
that was coming to wound him so deeply, because he felt it was only
an obvious mask for a more obvious insincerity.

He writhed as he saw himself finally a toughened pachyderm in
Eliza's world--sprucing up confidently, throwing his shoulders back
proudly, making people "think he was somebody" as he cordially
acknowledged an introduction by producing a card setting forth the
joys of life in Altamont and at Dixieland, and seized every opening
in social relations for the purpose of "drumming up trade."  He
hated the jargon of the profession, which she had picked up
somewhere long before, and which she used constantly with such
satisfaction--smacking her lips as she spoke of "transients," or of
"drumming up trade."  In him, as in Gant, there was a silent horror
of selling for money the bread of one's table, the shelter of one's
walls, to the guest, the stranger, the unknown friend from out the
world; to the sick, the weary, the lonely, the broken, the knave,
the harlot, and the fool.

Thus, lost in the remote Ozarks, he wandered up Central Avenue,
fringed on both sides by the swift-sloping hills, for him, by the
borders of enchantment, the immediate portals of a land of timeless
and never-ending faery.  He drank endlessly the water that came
smoking from the earth, hoping somehow to wash himself clean from
all pollution, beginning his everlasting fantasy of the miraculous
spring, or the bath, neck-high, of curative mud, which would draw
out of a man's veins each drop of corrupted blood, dry up in him a
cancerous growth, dwindle and absorb a cyst, remove all scorbutic
blemishes, scoop and suck and thread away the fibrous slime of all
disease, leaving him again with the perfect flesh of an animal.

And he gazed for hours into the entrances of the fashionable
hotels, staring at the ladies' legs upon the verandas, watching the
great ones of the land at their recreations, thinking, with a pang
of wonder, that here were the people of Chambers, of Phillips, of
all the society novelists, leading their godlike lives in flesh,
recording their fiction.  He was deeply reverential before the
grand manner of these books, particularly before the grand manner
of the English books: there people loved, but not as other people,
elegantly; their speech was subtle, delicate, exquisite; even in
their passions there was no gross lust or strong appetite--they
were incapable of the vile thoughts or the meaty desire of common
people.  As he looked at the comely thighs of the young women on
horses, fascinated to see their shapely legs split over the strong
good smell of a horse, he wondered if the warm sinuous vibration of
the great horse-back excited them, and what their love was like.
The preposterous elegance of their manner in the books awed him: he
saw seduction consummated in kid gloves, to the accompaniment of
subtle repartee.  Such thoughts, when he had them, filled him with
shame at his own baseness--he imagined for these people a love
conducted beyond all the laws of nature, achieving the delight of
animals or of common men by the electrical touch of a finger, the
flicker of an eye, the intonation of a phrase--exquisitely and

And as they looked at his remote fabulous face, more strange now
that its thick fringing curls had been shorn, they bought of him,
paying him several times his fee, with the lazy penitence of

Great fish within the restaurant windows swam in glass wells--eels
coiled snakily, white-bellied trout veered and sank: he dreamed of
strange rich foods within.

And sometimes men returned in carriages from the distant river,
laden with great fish, and he wondered if he would ever see that
river.  All that lay around him, near but unexplored, filled him
with desire and longing.

And later, again, along the sandy coast of Florida, with Eliza, he
wandered down the narrow lanes of Saint Augustine, raced along the
hard packed beach of Daytona, scoured the green lawns of Palm
Beach, before the hotels, for cocoanuts, which Eliza desired as
souvenirs, filling a brown tow sack with them and walking, with the
bag hung from his shoulders, down the interminable aisles of the
Royal Poinciana or the Breakers, target of scorn, and scandal, and
amusement from slave and prince; or traversed the spacious palm-
cool walks that cut the peninsula, to see, sprawled in the sensual
loose sand the ladies' silken legs, the brown lean bodies of the
men, the long seaplunges in the unending scroll-work of the emerald
and infinite sea, which had beat in his brain from his father's
shells, which had played at his mountain heart, but which never,
until now, had he seen.  Through the spattered sunlight of the
palms, in the smooth walks, princess and lord were wheeled: in
latticed bar-rooms, droning with the buzzing fans, men drank from
glacéd tall glasses.

Or again, they came to Jacksonville, lived there for several weeks
near Pett and Greeley; he studied under a little crippled man from
Harvard, going to lunch with his teacher at a buffet, where the man
consumed beer and pretzels.  Eliza protested the tuition when she
left: the cripple shrugged his shoulders, took what she had to
offer.  Eugene twisted his neck about, and lifted his foot from the

Thus did he see first, he the hill-bound, the sky-girt, of whom the
mountains were his masters, the fabulous South.  The picture of
flashing field, of wood, and hill, stayed in his heart forever:
lost in the dark land, he lay the night-long through within his
berth, watching the shadowy and phantom South flash by, sleeping at
length, and waking suddenly, to see cool lakes in Florida at dawn,
standing quietly as if they had waited from eternity for this
meeting; or hearing, as the train in the dark hours of morning slid
into Savannah, the strange quiet voices of the men upon the
platform, the boding faint echoes of the station, or seeing, in
pale dawn, the phantom woods, a rutted lane, a cow, a boy, a drab,
dull-eyed against a cottage door, glimpsed, at this moment of
rushing time, for which all life had been aplot, to flash upon the
window and be gone.

The commonness of all things in the earth he remembered with a
strange familiarity--he dreamed of the quiet roads, the moonlit
woodlands, and he thought that some day he would come to them on
foot, and find them there unchanged, in all the wonder of
recognition.  They had existed for him anciently and forever.

Eugene was almost twelve years old.



The plum-tree, black and brittle, rocks stiffly in winter wind.
Her million little twigs are frozen in spears of ice.  But in the
Spring, lithe and heavy, she will bend under her great load of
fruit and blossoms.  She will grow young again.  Red plums will
ripen, will be shaken desperately upon the tiny stems.  They will
fall bursted on the loamy warm wet earth; when the wind blows in
the orchard the air will be filled with dropping plums; the night
will be filled with the sound of their dropping, and a great tree
of birds will sing, burgeoning, blossoming richly, filling the air
also with warm-throated plum-dropping bird-notes.

The harsh hill-earth has moistly thawed and softened, rich soaking
rain falls, fresh-bladed tender grass like soft hair growing
sparsely streaks the land.

My Brother Ben's face, thought Eugene, is like a piece of slightly
yellow ivory; his high white head is knotted fiercely by his old
man's scowl; his mouth is like a knife, his smile the flicker of
light across a blade.  His face is like a blade, and a knife, and a
flicker of light: it is delicate and fierce, and scowls beautifully
forever, and when he fastens his hard white fingers and his
scowling eyes upon a thing he wants to fix, he sniffs with sharp
and private concentration through his long pointed nose.  Thus
women, looking, feel a well of tenderness for his pointed, bumpy,
always scowling face: his hair shines like that of a young boy--it
is crinkled and crisp as lettuce.

Into the April night-and-morning streets goes Ben.  The night is
brightly pricked with cool and tender stars.  The orchard stirs
leafily in the short fresh wind.  Ben prowls softly out of the
sleeping house.  His thin bright face is dark within the orchard.
There is a smell of nicotine and shoe leather under the young
blossoms.  His pigeon-toed tan shoes ring musically up the empty
streets.  Lazily slaps the water in the fountain on the Square; all
the firemen are asleep--but Big Bill Merrick, the brave cop, hog-
jowled and red, leans swinishly over mince-pie and coffee in Uneeda
Lunch.  The warm good ink-smell beats in rich waves into the
street: a whistling train howls off into the Springtime South.

By the cool orchards in the dark the paper-carriers go.  The copper
legs of negresses in their dark dens stir.  The creek brawls

A new one, Number 6, heard boys speak of Foxy:

"Who's Foxy?" asked Number 6.

"Foxy's a bastard, Number 6.  Don't let him catch you."

"The bastard caught me three times last week.  In the Greek's every
time.  Why can't they let us eat?"

Number 3 thought of Friday morning--he had the Niggertown route.

"How many--3?"

"One hundred and sixty-two."

"How many Dead Heads you got, son?" said Mr. Randall cynically.
"Do you ever try to collect from them?" he added, thumbing through
the book.

"He takes it out in Poon-Tang," said Foxy, grinning, "A week's
subscription free for a dose."

"What you got to say about it?" asked Number 3 belligerently.
"You've been knocking down on them for six years."

"Jazz 'em all if you like," said Randall, "but get the money.  Ben,
I want you to go round with him Saturday."

Ben laughed silently and cynically into the air:

"Oh, my God!" he said.  "Do you expect me to check up on the little
thug?  He's been knocking down on you for the last six months."

"All right!  All right!" said Randall, annoyed.  "That's what I
want you to find out."

"Oh, for God's sake, Randall," said Ben contemptuously, "he's got
niggers on that book who've been dead for five years.  That's what
you get for keeping every little crook that comes along."

"If you don't get a move on, 3, I'll give your route to another
boy," said Randall.

"Hell, get another boy.  I don't care," said Number 3, toughly.

"Oh, for God's sake!  Listen to this, won't you?" said Ben,
laughing thinly and nodding to his angel, indicating Number 3 with
a scowling jerk of his head.

"Yes, listen to this, won't you!  That's what I said," Number 3
answered pugnaciously.

"All right, little boy.  Run on and deliver your papers now, before
you get hurt," said Ben, turning his scowl quietly upon him and
looking at him blackly for a moment.  "Ah, you little crook," he
said with profound loathing, "I have a kid brother who's worth six
like you."

Spring lay strewn lightly like a fragrant gauzy scarf upon the
earth; the night was a cool bowl of lilac darkness, filled with
fresh orchard scents.

Gant slept heavily, rattling the loose window-sash with deep
rasping snores; with short explosive thunders, ripping the lilac
night, 36 began to climb Saluda.  She bucked helplessly like a
goat, her wheels spun furiously on the rails, Tom Cline stared
seriously down into the milky boiling creek, and waited.  She
slipped, spun, held, ploughed slowly up, like a straining mule,
into the dark.  Content, he leaned far out the cab and looked: the
starlight glimmered faintly on the rails.  He ate a thick sandwich
of cold buttered fried meat, tearing it raggedly and glueily
staining it under his big black fingers.  There was a smell of
dogwood and laurel in the cool slow passage of the world.  The cars
clanked humpily across the spur; the switchman, bathed murkily in
the hot yellow light of his perilous bank-edged hut, stood sullen
at the switch.

Arms spread upon his cab-sill, chewing thoughtfully, Tom, goggle-
eyed, looked carefully down at him.  They had never spoken.  Then
in silence he turned and took the milk-bottle, half full of cold
coffee, that his fireman offered him.  He washed his food down with
the large easy gurgling swallows of a bishop.

At 18 Valley Street, the red shack-porch, slime-scummed with a
greasy salve of yellow negroid mud, quaked rottenly.  Number 3's
square-folded ink-fresh paper struck flat against the door, falling
on its edge stiffly to the porch like a block of light wood.
Within, May Corpening stirred nakedly, muttering as if doped and
moving her heavy copper legs, in the fetid bed-warmth, with the
slow noise of silk.

Harry Tugman lit a Camel, drawing the smoke deep into his powerful
ink-stained lungs as he watched the press run down.  His bare arms
were heavy-muscled as his presses.  He dropped comfortably into his
pliant creaking chair and tilted back, casually scanning the warm
pungent sheet.  Luxurious smoke steamed slowly from his nostrils.
He cast the sheet away.

"Christ!" he said.  "What a makeup!"

Ben came down stairs, moody, scowling, and humped over toward the

"For God's sake, Mac," he called out irritably to the Make-up Man,
as he scowled under the lifted lid, "don't you ever keep anything
except root-beer and sour milk?"

"What do you want, for Christ's sake?"

"I'd like to get a Coca-Cola once in a while.  You know," he said
bitingly, "Old Man Candler down in Atlanta is still making it."

Harry Tugman cast his cigarette away.

"They haven't got the news up here yet, Ben," said he.  "You'll
have to wait till the excitement over Lee's surrender has died
down.  Come on," he said abruptly, getting up, "let's go over to
the Greasy Spoon."

He thrust his big head down into the deep well of the sink, letting
the lukewarm water sluice refreshingly over his broad neck and
blue-white sallow night-time face, strong, tough, and humorous.  He
soaped his hands with thick slathering suds, his muscles twisting
slowly like big snakes.

He sang in his powerful quartette baritone:

     "Beware!  Beware!  Beware!
      Many brave hearts lie asleep in the deep,
      So beware!  Bee-WARE!"

Comfortably they rested in the warm completed exhaustion of the
quiet press-room: upstairs the offices, bathed in green-yellow
light, sprawled like men relaxed after work.  The boys had gone to
their routes.  The place seemed to breathe slowly and wearily.  The
dawn-sweet air washed coolly over their faces.  The sky was faintly
pearled at the horizon.

Strangely, in sharp broken fragments, life awoke in the lilac
darkness.  Clop-clopping slowly on the ringing street, Number Six,
Mrs. Goulderbilt's powerful brown mare, drew inevitably on the
bottle-clinking cream-yellow wagon, racked to the top with creamy
extra-heavy high-priced milk.  The driver was a fresh-skinned young
countryman, richly odorous with the smell of fresh sweat and milk.
Eight miles, through the starlit dewy fields and forests of
Biltburn, under the high brick English lodgegate, they had come
into the town.

At the Pisgah Hotel, opposite the station, the last door clicked
softly; the stealthy footfalls of the night ceased; Miss Bernice
Redmond gave the negro porter eight one-dollar bills and went
definitely to bed with the request that she be not disturbed until
one o'clock; a shifting engine slatted noisily about in the yard;
past the Biltburn crossing Tom Cline whistled with even, mournful
respirations.  By this time Number 3 had delivered 142 of his
papers; he had only to ascend the rickety wooden stairs of the
Eagle Crescent bank to finish the eight houses of the Crescent.  He
looked anxiously across the hill-and-dale-sprawled negro settlement
to the eastern rim: behind Birdseye Gap the sky was pearl-gray--the
stars looked drowned.  Not much time left, he thought.  He had a
blond meaty face, pale-colored and covered thickly with young blond
hair.  His jaw was long and fleshy: it sloped backward.  He ran his
tongue along his full cracked underlip.

A 1910 model, four-cylinder, seven-passenger Hudson, with mounting
steady roar, shot drunkenly out from the station curbing, lurched
into the level negro-sleeping stretch of South End Avenue, where
the firemen had their tournaments, and zipped townward doing almost
fifty.  The station quietly stirred in its sleep: there were faint
reverberating noises under the empty sheds; brisk hammer-taps upon
car wheels, metallic heel-clicks in the tiled waiting-room.
Sleepily a negress slopped water on the tiles, with languid sullen
movement pushing a gray sopping rag around the floor.

It was now five-thirty.  Ben had gone out of the house into the
orchard at three twenty-five.  In another forty minutes Gant would
waken, dress, and build the morning fires.

"Ben," said Harry Tugman, as they walked out of the relaxed office,
"if Jimmy Dean comes messing around my press-room again they can
get some one else to print their lousy sheet.  What the hell!  I
can get a job on the Atlanta Constitution whenever I want it."

"Did he come down to-night?" asked Ben.

"Yes," said Harry Tugman, "and he got out again.  I told him to
take his little tail upstairs."

"Oh, for God's sake!" said Ben.  "What did he say?"

"He said, 'I'M the editor!  I'm the editor of this paper!'  'I
don't give a good goddam,' I said, 'if you're the President's
snotrag.  If you want any paper to-day keep out of the pressroom.'
And believe me, he went!"

In cool blue-pearl darkness they rounded the end of the Post Office
and cut diagonally across the street to Uneeda Lunch No. 3.  It was
a small beanery, twelve feet wide, wedged in between an optician's
and a Greek shoe parlor.

Within, Dr. Hugh McGuire sat on a stool patiently impaling kidney
beans, one at a time, upon the prongs of his fork.  A strong odor
of corn whisky soaked the air about him.  His thick skilful
butcher's hands, hairy on the backs, gripped the fork numbly.  His
heavy-jowled face was blotted by large brown patches.  He turned
round and stared owlishly as Ben entered, fixing the wavering glare
of his bulbous red eyes finally upon him.

"Hello, son," he said in his barking kindly voice, "what can I do
for you?"

"Oh, for God's sake," said Ben laughing contemptuously, and jerking
his head toward Tugman.  "Listen to this, won't you?"

They sat down at the lower end.  At this moment, Horse Hines, the
undertaker, entered, producing, although he was not a thin man, the
effect of a skeleton clad in a black frock coat.  His long lantern
mouth split horsily in a professional smile displaying big horse
teeth in his white heavily starched face.

"Gentlemen, gentlemen," he said for no apparent reason, rubbing his
lean hands briskly as if it was cold.  His palm-flesh rattled
together like old bones.

Coker, the Lung Shark, who had not ceased to regard McGuire's bean-
hunt with sardonic interest, now took the long cigar out of his
devil's head and held it between his stained fingers as he tapped
his companion.

"Let's get out," he grinned quietly, nodding toward Horse Hines.
"It will look bad if we're seen together here."

"Good morning, Ben," said Horse Hines, sitting down below him.
"Are all the folks well?" he added, softly.

Sideways Ben looked at him scowling, then jerked his head back to
the counterman, with a fast bitter flicker of his lips.

"Doctor," said Harry Tugman with servile medicine-man respect,
"what do you charge to operate?"

"Operate what?" McGuire barked presently, having pronged a kidney

"Why--appendicitis," said Harry Tugman, for it was all he could
think of.

"Three hundred dollars when we go into the belly," said McGuire.
He coughed chokingly to the side.

"You're drowning in your own secretions," said Coker with his
yellow grin.  "Like Old Lady Sladen."

"My God!" said Harry Tugman, thinking jealously of lost news.
"When did she go?"

"To-night," said Coker.

"God, I'm sorry to hear that," said Harry Tugman, greatly relieved.

"I've just finished laying the old lady out," said Horse Hines
gently.  "A bundle of skin and bones."  He sighed regretfully, and
for a moment his boiled eye moistened.

Ben turned his scowling head around with an expression of nausea.

"Joe," said Horse Hines with merry professionalism, "give me a mug
of that embalming fluid."  He thrust his horsehead indicatively at
the coffee urn.

"Oh, for God's sake," Ben muttered in terms of loathing.  "Do you
ever wash your damned hands before you come in here?" he burst out

Ben was twenty.  Men did not think of his age.

"Would you like some cold pork, son?" said Coker, with his yellow
malicious grin.

Ben made a retching noise in his throat, and put his hand upon his

"What's the matter, Ben?"  Harry Tugman laughed heavily and struck
him on the back.

Ben got off the stool, took his coffee mug and the piece of tanned
mince pie he had ordered, and moved to the other side of Harry
Tugman.  Every one laughed.  Then he jerked his head toward McGuire
with a quick frown.

"By God, Tug," he said.  "They've got us cornered."

"Listen to him," said McGuire to Coker.  "A chip off the old block,
isn't he?  I brought that boy into the world, saw him through
typhoid, got the old man over seven hundred drunks, and I've been
called eighteen different kinds of son of a bitch for my pains ever
since.  But let one of 'em get a belly ache," he added proudly,
"and you'll see how quick they come running to me.  Isn't that
right, Ben?" he said, turning to him.

"Oh, listen to this!" said Ben, laughing irritably and burying his
peaked face in his coffee mug.  His bitter savor filled the place
with life, with tenderness, with beauty.  They looked on him with
drunken, kindly eyes--at his gray scornful face and the lonely
demon flicker of his smile.

"And I tell you something else," said McGuire, ponderously wheeling
around on Coker, "if one of them's got to be cut open, see who gets
the job.  What about it, Ben?" he asked.

"By God, if you ever cut me open, McGuire," said Ben, "I'm going to
be damned sure you can walk straight before you do."

"Come on, Hugh," said Coker, prodding McGuire under his shoulder.
"Stop chasing those beans around the plate.  Crawl off or fall off
that damned stool--I don't care which."

McGuire, drunkenly lost in revery, stared witlessly down at his
bean plate and sighed.

"Come on, you damned fool," said Coker, getting up, "you've got to
operate in forty-five minutes."

"Oh, for God's sake," said Ben, lifting his face from the stained
mug, "who's the victim?  I'll send flowers."

". . . all of us sooner or later," McGuire mumbled puffily through
his puff-lips.  "Rich and poor alike.  Here to-day and gone to-
morrow.  Doesn't matter . . . doesn't matter at all."

"In heaven's name," Ben burst out irritably to Coker.  "Are you
going to let him operate like that?  Why don't you shoot them

Coker plucked the cigar from his long malarial grinning face:

"Why, he's just getting hot, son," said he.

Nacreous pearl light swam faintly about the hem of the lilac
darkness; the edges of light and darkness were stitched upon the
hills.  Morning moved like a pearl-gray tide across the fields and
up the hill-flanks, flowing rapidly down into the soluble dark.

At the curb now, young Dr. Jefferson Spaugh brought his Buick
roadster to a halt, and got out, foppishly drawing off his gloves
and flicking the silk lapels of his dinner jacket.  His face,
whisky-red, was highboned and handsome; his mouth was straightlipped,
cruel, and sensual.  An inherited aura of mountain-cornfield sweat
hung scentlessly but telepathically about him; he was a smartened-up
mountaineer with country-club and University of Pennsylvania
glossings.  Four years in Philly change a man.

Thrusting his gloves carelessly into his coat, he entered.  McGuire
slid bearishly off his stool and gazed him into focus.  Then he
made beckoning round-arm gestures with his fat hands.

"Look at it, will you," he said.  "Does any one know what it is?"

"It's Percy," said Coker.  "You know Percy Van der Gould, don't

"I've been dancing all night at the Hilliards," said Spaugh
elegantly.  "Damn!  These new patent-leather pumps have ruined my
feet."  He sat upon a stool, and elegantly displayed his large
country feet, indecently broad and angular in the shoes.

"What's he been doing?" said McGuire doubtfully, turning to Coker
for enlightenment.

"He's been dancing all night at the Hilliards," said Coker in a
mincing voice.

McGuire shielded his bloated face coyly with his hand.

"O crush me!" he said, "I'm a grape!  Dancing at the Hilliards,
were you, you damned Mountain Grill.  You've been on a Poon-Tang
Picnic in Niggertown.  You can't load that bunk on us."

Bull-lunged, their laughter filled the nacreous dawn.

"Patent-leather pumps!" said McGuire.  "Hurt his feet.  By God,
Coker, the first time he came to town ten years ago he'd never been
curried above the knees.  They had to throw him down to put shoes
on him."

Ben laughed thinly to the Angel.

"A couple of slices of buttered toast, if you please, not too
brown," said Spaugh delicately to the counterman.

"A mess of hog chitlings and sorghum, you mean, you bastard.  You
were brought up on salt pork and cornbread."

"We're getting too low and coarse for him, Hugh," said Coker.  "Now
that he's got drunk with some of the best families, he's in great
demand socially.  He's so highly thought of that he's become the
official midwife to all pregnant virgins."

"Yes," said McGuire, "he's their friend.  He helps them out.  He
not only helps them out, he helps them in again."

"What's wrong with that?" said Spaugh.  "We ought to keep it in the
family, oughtn't we?"

Their laughter howled out into the tender dawn.

"This conversation is getting too rough for me," said Horse Hines
banteringly as he got off his stool.

"Shake hands with Coker before you go, Horse," said McGuire.  "He's
the best friend you've ever had.  You ought to give him royalties."

The light that filled the world now was soft and otherworldly like
the light that fills the sea-floors of Catalina where the great
fish swim.  Flatfootedly, with kidney-aching back, Patrolman Leslie
Roberts all unbuttoned slouched through the submarine pearl light
and paused, gently agitating his club behind him, as he turned his
hollow liverish face toward the open door.

"Here's your patient," said Coker softly, "the Constipated Cop."

Aloud, with great cordiality, they all said:  "How are you, Les?"

"Oh, tolable, tolable," said the policeman mournfully.  As draggled
as his mustaches, he passed on, hocking into the gutter a slimy gob
of phlegm.

"Well, good morning, gentlemen," said Horse Hines, making to go.

"Remember what I told you, Horse.  Be good to Coker, your best
friend."  McGuire jerked a thumb toward Coker.

Beneath his thin joviality Horse Hines was hurt.

"I do remember," said the undertaker gravely.  "We are both members
of honorable professions: in the hour of death when the storm-
tossed ship puts into its haven of rest, we are the trustees of the

"Why, Horse!" Coker exclaimed, "this is eloquence!"

"The sacred rites of closing the eyes, of composing the limbs, and
of preparing for burial the lifeless repository of the departed
soul is our holy mission; it is for us, the living, to pour balm
upon the broken heart of Grief, to soothe the widow's ache, to
brush away the orphan's tears; it is for us, the living, to highly
resolve that--"

"--Government of the people, for the people, and by the people,"
said Hugh McGuire.

"Yes, Horse," said Coker, "you are right.  I'm touched.  And what's
more, we do it all for nothing.  At least," he added virtuously, "I
never charge for soothing the widow's ache."

"What about embalming the broken heart of Grief?" asked McGuire.

"I said BALM," Horse Hines remarked coldly.

"Stay, Horse," said Harry Tugman, who had listened with great
interest, "didn't you make a speech with all that in it last summer
at the Undertakers' Convention?"

"What's true then is true now," said Horse Hines bitterly, as he
left the place.

"Jesus!" said Harry Tugman, "we've got him good and sore.  I
thought I'd bust a gut, doc, when you pulled that one about
embalming the broken heart of Grief."

At this moment Dr. Ravenel brought his Hudson to a halt across the
street before the Post Office, and walked over rapidly, drawing his
gauntlets off.  He was bareheaded; his silver aristocratic hair was
thinly rumpled; his surgical gray eyes probed restlessly below the
thick lenses of his spectacles.  He had a famous, calm, deeply
concerned face, shaven, ashen, lean, lit gravely now and then by

"Oh Christ!" said Coker.  "Here comes Teacher!"

"Good morning, Hugh," he said as he entered.  "Are you going into
training again for the bughouse?"

"Look who's here!" McGuire roared hospitably.  "Dead-eye Dick, the
literary sawbones, whose private collection of gallstones is the
finest in the world.  When d'jew get back, son?"

"Just in time, it seems," said Ravenel, holding a cigarette cleanly
between his long surgical fingers.  He looked at his watch.  "I
believe you have a little engagement at the Ravenel hospital in
about half an hour.  Is that right?"

"By God, Dick, you're always right," McGuire yelled enthusiastically.
"What'd you tell 'em up there, boy?"

"I told them," said Dick Ravenel, whose affection was like a flower
that grew behind a wall, "that the best surgeon in America when he
was sober was a lousy bum named Hugh McGuire who was always drunk."

"Now wait, wait.  Hold on a minute!" said McGuire, holding up his
thick hand.  "I protest, Dick.  You meant well, son, but you got
that mixed up.  You mean the best surgeon in America when he's not

"Did you read one of your papers?" said Coker.

"Yes," said Dick Ravenel.  "I read one on carcinoma of the liver."

"How about one on pyorrhea of the toe-nails?" said McGuire.  "Did
you read that one?"

Harry Tugman laughed heavily, not wholly knowing why.  McGuire
belched into the silence loudly and was witlessly adrift for a

"Literature, literature, Dick," he returned portentously.  "It's
been the ruin of many a good surgeon.  You read too much, Dick.
Yon Cassius hath a lean and hungry look.  You know too much.  The
letter killeth the spirit, you know.  Me--Dick, did you ever know
me to take anything out that I didn't put back?  Anyway, don't I
always leave 'em something to go on with?  I'm no scholar, Dick.
I've never had your advantages.  I'm a self-made butcher.  I'm a
carpenter, Dick.  I'm an interior decorator.  I'm a mechanic, a
plumber, an electrician, a butcher, a tailor, a jeweller.  I'm a
jewel, a gem, a diamond in the rough, Dick.  I'm a practical man.
I take out their works, spit upon them, trim off the dirty edges,
and send them on their way again.  I economize, Dick; I throw away
everything I can't use, and use everything I throw away.  Who made
the Pope a tailbone from his knuckle?  Who made the dog howl?  Aha--
that's why the governor looks so young.  We are filled up with
useless machinery, Dick.  Efficiency, economy, power!  Have you a
Little Fairy in your Home?  You haven't!  Then let the Gold Dust
Twins do the work!  Ask Ben--he knows!"

"O my God!" laughed Ben thinly, "listen to that, won't you?"

Two doors below, directly before the Post Office, Pete Mascari
rolled upward with corrugated thunder the shutters of his fruit
shop.  The pearl light fell coolly upon the fruity architecture, on
the pyramided masonry of spit-bright wine-saps, the thin sharp
yellow of the Florida oranges, the purple Tokays, sawdust-bedded.
There was a stale fruity odor from the shop of ripening bananas,
crated apples, and the acrid tang of powder; the windows are filled
with Roman candles, crossed rockets, pinwheels, squat green Happy
Hooligans, and multilating Jack Johnsons, red cannoncrackers, and
tiny acrid packets of crackling spattering firecrackers.  Light
fell a moment on the ashen corpsiness of his face and on the liquid
Sicilian poison of his eyes.

"Don' pincha da grape.  Pinch da banan'!"

A street-car, toy-green with new Spring paint, went squareward.

"Dick," said McGuire more soberly, "take the job, if you like."

Ravenel shook his head.

"I'll stand by," said he.  "I won't operate.  I'm afraid of one
like this.  It's your job, drunk or sober."

"Removing a tumor from a woman, ain't you?" said Coker.

"No," said Dick Ravenel, "removing a woman from a tumor."

"Bet you it weighs fifty pounds, if it weighs an ounce," said
McGuire with sudden professional interest.

Dick Ravenel winced ever so slightly.  A cool spurt of young wind,
clean as a kid, flowed by him.  McGuire's meaty shoulders recoiled
burlily as if from the cold shock of water.  He seemed to waken.

"I'd like a bath," he said to Dick Ravenel, "and a shave."  He
rubbed his hand across his blotched hairy face.

"You can use my room, Hugh, at the hotel," said Jeff Spaugh,
looking at Ravenel somewhat eagerly.

"I'll use the hospital," he said.

"You'll just have time," said Ravenel.

"In God's name, let's get a start on," he cried impatiently.

"Did you see Kelly do this one at Hopkins?" asked McGuire.

"Yes," said Dick Ravenel, "after a very long prayer.  That's to
give power to his elbow.  The patient died."

"Damn the prayers!" said McGuire.  "They won't do much good to this
one.  She called me a low-down lickered-up whisky-drinking bastard
last night: if she still feels like that she'll get well."

"These mountain women take a lot of killing," said Jeff Spaugh

"Do you want to come along?" McGuire asked Coker.

"No, thanks.  I'm getting some sleep," he answered.  "The old girl
took a hell of a time.  I thought she'd never get through dying."

They started to go.

"Ben," said McGuire, with a return to his former manner, "tell the
Old Man I'll beat hell out of him if he doesn't give Helen a rest.
Is he staying sober?"

"In heaven's name, McGuire, how should I know?" Ben burst out
irritably.  "Do you think that's all I've got to do--watching your

"That's a great girl, boy," said McGuire sentimentally.  "One in a

"Hugh, for God's sake, come on," cried Dick Ravenel.

The four medical men went out into the pearl light.  The town
emerged from the lilac darkness with a washed renascent
cleanliness.  All the world seemed as young as Spring.  McGuire
walked across to Ravenel's car, and sank comfortably with a sense
of invigoration into the cool leathers.  Jeff Spaugh plunged off
violently with a ripping explosion of his engine and a cavalier
wave of his hand.

Admiringly Harry Tugman's face turned to the slumped burly figure
of Hugh McGuire.

"By God!" he boasted, "I bet he does the damnedest piece of
operating you ever heard of."

"Why, hell," said the counterman loyally, "he ain't worth a damn
until he's got a quart of corn licker under his belt.  Give him a
few drinks and he'll cut off your damned head and put it on again
without your knowing it."

As Jeff Spaugh roared off Harry Tugman said jealously:  "Look at
that bastard.  Mr. Vanderbilt.  He thinks he's hell, don't he?  A
big pile of bull.  Ben, do you reckon he was really out at the
Hilliards to-night?"

"Oh for God's sake," said Ben irritably, "how the hell should I
know!  What difference does it make?" he added furiously.

"I guess Little Maudie will fill up the column to-morrow with some
of her crap," said Harry Tugman.  "'The Younger Set,' she calls it!
Christ!  It goes all the way from every little bitch old enough to
wear drawers, to Old Man Redmond.  If Saul Gudger belongs to the
Younger Set, Ben, you and I are still in the third grade.  Why,
hell, yes," he said with an air of conviction to the grinning
counterman, "he was bald as a pig's knuckle when the Spanish
American War broke out."

The counterman laughed.

Foaming with brilliant slapdash improvisation Harry Tugman

"Members of the Younger Set were charmingly entertained last night
at a dinner dance given at Snotwood, the beautiful residence of Mr.
and Mrs. Clarence Firkins, in honor of their youngest daughter,
Gladys, who made her debut this season.  Mr. and Mrs. Firkins,
accompanied by their daughter, greeted each of the arriving guests
at the threshhold in a manner reviving the finest old traditions of
Southern aristocracy, while Mrs. Firkins' accomplished sister, Miss
Catherine Hipkiss, affectionately known to members of the local
younger set as Roaring Kate, supervised the checking of overcoats,
evening wraps, jock-straps, and jewelry.

"Dinner was served promptly at eight o'clock, followed by coffee
and Pluto Water at eight forty-five.  A delicious nine-course
collation had been prepared by Artaxerxes Papadopolos, the well-
known confectioner and caterer, and proprietor of the Bijou Café
for Ladies and Gents.

"After first-aid and a thorough medical examination by Dr.
Jefferson Reginald Alfonso Spaugh, the popular GIN-ecologist, the
guests adjourned to the Ball Room where dance music was provided by
Zeke Buckner's Upper Hominy Stringed Quartette, Mr. Buckner himself
officiating at the trap drum and tambourine.

"Among those dancing were the Misses Aline Titsworth, Lena Ginster,
Ophelia Legg, Gladys Firkins, Beatrice Slutsky, Mary Whitesides,
Helen Shockett, and Lofta Barnes.

"Also the Messrs.  I. C. Bottom, U. B. Freely, R. U. Reddy, O. I.
Lovett, Cummings Strong, Sansom Horney, Preston Updyke, Dows
Wicket, Pettigrew Biggs, Otis Goode, and J. Broad Stem."

Ben laughed noiselessly, and bent his pointed face into the mug
again.  Then, he stretched his thin arms out, extending his body
sensually upward, and forcing out in a wide yawn the night-time
accumulation of weariness, boredom, and disgust.

"Oh-h-h-h my God!"

Virginal sunlight crept into the street in young moteless shafts.
At this moment Gant awoke.

He lay quietly on his back for a moment in the pleasant yellow-
shaded dusk of the sitting-room, listening to the rippling
flutiness of the live piping birdy morning.  He yawned cavernously
and thrust his right hand scratching into the dense hairthicket of
his breast.

The fast cackle-cluck of sensual hens.  Come and rob us.  All
through the night for you, master.  Rich protesting yielding voices
of Jewesses.  Do it, don't it.  Break an egg in them.

Sleepless, straight, alert, the counterpane moulded over his gaunt
legs, he listened to the protesting invitations of the hens.

From the warm dust, shaking their fat feathered bodies, protesting
but satisfied they staggered up.  For me.  The earth too and the
vine.  The moist new earth cleaving like cut pork from the plough.
Or like water from a ship.  The spongy sod spaded cleanly and
rolled back like flesh.  Or the earth loosened and hoed gently
around the roots of the cherry trees.  The earth receives my seed.
For me the great lettuces.  Spongy and full of sap now like a
woman.  The thick grapevine--in August the heavy clustered grapes--
How there?  Like milk from a breast.  Or blood through a vein.
Fattens and plumps them.

All through the night the blossoms dropping.  Soon now the White
Wax.  Green apples end of May.  Isaacs' June Apple hangs half on my
side.  Bacon and fried green apples.

With sharp whetted hunger he thought of breakfast.  He threw the
sheet back cleanly, swung in an orbit to a sitting position and put
his white somewhat phthisic feet on the floor.  Standing up
tenderly, he walked over to his leather rocker and put on a pair of
clean white-footed socks.  Then he pulled his nightgown over his
head, looking for a moment in the dresser mirror at his great boned
structure, the long stringy muscles of his arms, and his flat-
meated hairy chest.  His stomach sagged paunchily.  He thrust his
white flaccid calves quickly through the shrunken legs of a union
suit, stretched it out elasticly with a comfortable widening of his
shoulders and buttoned it.  Then he stepped into his roomy
sculpturally heavy trousers and drew on his soft-leathered laceless
shoes.  Crossing his suspender braces over his shoulders, he strode
into the kitchen and had a brisk fire of oil and pine snapping in
the range within three minutes.  He was stimulated and alive in all
the fresh wakefulness of the Spring morning.

Through Birdseye Gap, in the dewy richness of Lunn's Cove, Judge
Webster Tayloe, the eminent, prosperous, and aristocratic
corporation counsel (retired, but occasional consultations), rose
in the rich walnut twilight of his bedchamber, noted approvingly,
through the black lenses of the glasses that gave his long, subtle,
and contemptuous face its final advantage over the rabble, that one
of his country bumpkins was coming from the third pasture with a
slopping pail of new milk, another was sharpening a scythe in the
young glint of the sun, and another, emulating his more intelligent
fellow, the horse, was backing a buggy slowly under the carriage

Approvingly he watched his young mulatto son come over the lawn
with lazy cat-speed, noting with satisfaction the grace and
quickness of his movements, the slender barrel strength of his
torso, his smallboned resiliency.  Also the well-shaped intelligent
head, the eager black eyes, the sensitive oval face, and the
beautiful coprous olive of the skin.  He was very like a better-
class Spaniard.  Quod potui perfeci.  By this fusion, perhaps, men
like men.

By the river the reed-pipes, the muse's temple, the sacred wood
again.  Why not?  As in this cove.  I, too, have lived in Arcady.

He took off his glasses for a moment and looked at the ptotic
malevolence of his left eye, and the large harlequinesque wart in
the cheek below it.  The black glasses gave the suggestion that he
was half-masked; they added a touch of unsearchable mystery to the
subtle, sensual and disquieting intelligence of his face.  His
negro man appeared at this moment and told him his bath was ready.
He drew the long thin nightgown over his freckled Fitzsimmons body
and stepped vigorously into tepid water.  Then for ten minutes he
was sponged, scraped, and kneaded, upon a long table by the
powerful plastic hands of the negro.  He dressed in fresh laundered
underwear and newly pressed clothes of black.  He tied a black
string carelessly below the wide belt of starched collar and
buttoned across his straight long figure a frock coat that reached
his knees.  He took a cigarette from a box on his table and lighted

Bouncing tinnily down the coiling road that came through the Gap
from the town, a flivver glinted momently through the trees.  Two
men were in it.  His face hardened against it, he watched it go by
his gates on the road with a scuffle of dust.  Dimly he saw their
lewd red mountain faces, and completed the image with sweat and
corduroy.  And in the town their city cousins.  Brick, stucco, the
white little eczema of Suburbia.  Federated Half-Breeds of the

Into my Valley next with lawnmowers and front lawns.  He ground out
the life of the cigarette against an ashtray, and began a rapid
window calculation of his horses, asses, kine, swine, and hens; the
stored plenitude of his great barn, the heavy fruitage of his
fields and orchards.  A man came toward the house with a bucket of
eggs in one hand and a bucket of butter in the other; each cake was
stamped with a sheaf of wheat and wrapped loosely in clean white
linen cloths.  He smiled grimly: if attacked he could withstand a
prolonged siege.

At Dixieland, Eliza slept soundly in a small dark room with a
window opening on the uncertain light of the back porch.  Her
chamber was festooned with a pendant wilderness of cord and string;
stacks of old newspapers and magazines were piled in the corners;
and every shelf was loaded with gummed, labelled, half-filled
medicine bottles.  There was a smell in the air of mentholatum,
Vick's Pneumonia Cure, and sweet glycerine.  The negress arrived,
coming under the built-up house and climbing lazily the steep
tunnel of back steps.  She knocked at the door.

"Who's there!" cried Eliza sharply, waking at once, and coming
forward to the door.  She wore a gray flannel nightgown over a
heavy woollen undershirt that Ben had discarded: the pendant string
floated gently to and fro as she opened the door, like some strange
seamoss floating below the sea.  Upstairs, in the small front room
with the sleeping-porch, slept Miss Billie Edwards, twenty-four, of
Missouri, the daring and masterful liontamer of Johnny L. Jones
Combined Shows, then playing in the field on the hill behind the
Plum Street School.  Next to her, in the large airy room at the
corner, Mrs. Marie Pert, forty-one, the wife of an itinerant and
usually absent drug salesman, lay deep in the pit of alcoholic
slumber.  Upon each end of the mantel was a small snapshot in a
silver frame--one of her absent daughter, Louise, eighteen, and one
of Benjamin Gant, lying on the grass-bank in front of the house,
propped on his elbow and wearing a wide straw hat that shaded all
his face except his mouth.  Also, in other chambers, front and
back, Mr. Conway Richards, candy-wheel concessionaire with the
Johnny L. Jones Combined Shows, Miss Lily Mangum, twenty-six,
trained nurse, Mr. William H. Baskett, fifty-three, of Hattiesburg,
Mississippi, cotton grower, banker, and sufferer from malaria, and
his wife; in the large room at the head of the stairs Miss Annie
Mitchell, nineteen, of Valdosta, Georgia, Miss Thelma Cheshire,
twenty-one, of Florence, South Carolina, and Mrs. Rose Levin,
twenty-eight, of Chicago, Illinois, all members of the chorus of
"Molasses" Evans and His Broadway Beauties, booked out of Atlanta,
Georgia, by the Piedmont Amusement Agency.

"O G-hirls!  The Duke of Gorgonzola and the Count of Limburger are
on their way here now.  I want all you girls to be nice to them and
to show them a good time when they arrive."

"You BET we will."

"And keep your eye on the little one--he's the one with all the

"I'll SAY we will.  Hurrah, Hurrah, Hurrah!"

     "We are the girls that have the fun,
      We're snappy and happy every one;
      We're jolly and gay
      And ready to play,
      And that is why we say-ee--"

Behind a bill-plastered fence-boarding on upper Valley Street,
opposite the Y. M. I. (colored), and in the very heart of the
crowded amusement and commercial centre of Altamont's colored
population, Moses Andrews, twenty-six, colored, slept the last
great sleep of white and black.  His pockets, which only the night
before had been full of the money Saul Stein, the pawnbroker, had
given him in exchange for certain articles which he had taken from
the home of Mr. George Rollins, the attorney (as an 18-carat
Waltham gold watch with a heavy chain of twined gold, the diamond
engagement ring of Mrs. Rollins, three pairs of the finest silk
stockings, and two pairs of gentlemen's under-drawers), were now
empty, a half-filled bottle of Cloverleaf Bonded Kentucky Rye, with
which he had retired behind the boards to slumber, lay unmolested
in the flaccid grip of his left hand, and his broad black throat
gaped cleanly open from ear to ear, as a result of the skilled
razor-work of his hated and hating rival, Jefferson Flack, twenty-
eight, who now lay peacefully, unsuspected and unsought, with their
mutual mistress, Miss Molly Fiske, in her apartment on east Pine
Street.  Moses had been murdered in moonlight.

A starved cat walked softly along by the boards on Upper Valley: as
the courthouse bell boomed out its solid six strokes, eight negro
laborers, the bottoms of their overalls stiff with agglutinated
cement, tramped by like a single animal, in a wedge, each carrying
his lunch in a small lard bucket.

Meanwhile, the following events occurred simultaneously throughout
the neighborhood.

Dr. H. M. McRae, fifty-eight, minister of the First Presbyterian
Church, having washed his lean Scotch body, arrayed himself in
stiff black and a boiled white shirt, and shaved his spare clean
un-aging face, descended from his chamber in his residence on
Cumberland Avenue, to his breakfast of oatmeal, dry toast, and
boiled milk.  His heart was pure, his mind upright, his faith and
his life like a clean board scrubbed with sandstone.  He prayed in
thirty-minute prayers without impertinence for all men and the
success of all good ventures.  He was a white unwasting flame that
shone through love and death; his speech rang out like steel with a
steady passion.

In Dr. Frank Engel's Sanitarium and Turkish Bath Establishment on
Liberty Street, Mr. J. H. Brown, wealthy sportsman and publisher of
the Altamont Citizen, sank into dreamless sleep, after five minutes
in the steam-closet, ten in the tub, and thirty in the dry-room,
where he had submitted to the expert osteopathy of "Colonel"
Andrews (as Dr. Engel's skilled negro masseur was affectionately
known), from the soles of his gouty feet to the veinous silken
gloss of his slightly purple face.

Across the street, at the corner of Liberty and Federal, and at the
foot of Battery Hill, a white-jacketed negro sleepily restacked in
boxes the scattered poker-chips that covered the centre table in
the upstairs centre room of the Altamont City Club.  The guests,
just departed, were Mr. Gilbert Woodcock, Mr. Reeves Stikeleather,
Mr. Henry Pentland, Jr., Mr. Sidney Newbeck, of Cleveland, Ohio
(retired), and the aforementioned Mr. J. H. Brown.

"And, Jesus, Ben!" said Harry Tugman, emerging at this moment from
Uneeda No. 3.  "I thought I'd have a hemorrhage when they pulled
the Old Man out of the closet.  After all the stuff he printed
about cleaning up the town, too."

"It wouldn't surprise me if Judge Sevier had them raid him," said

"Why certainly, Ben," said Harry Tugman impatiently, "that's the
idea, but Queen Elizabeth was behind it.  You don't think there's
anything she doesn't hear about, do you?  So help me Jesus, you
never heard a yap out of him for a week.  He was afraid to show his
face out of the office."

At the Convent School of Saint Catherine's on Saint Clement's Road,
Sister Theresa, the Mother Superior, walked softly through the
dormitory lifting the window-shade beside each cot, letting the
orchard cherry-apple bloom come gently into the long cool glade of
roseleaf sleeping girls.  Their breath expired gently upon their
dewy half-opened mouths, light fell rosily upon the pillowed curve
of their arms, their slender young sides, and the crisp pink buds
of their breasts.  At the other end of the room a fat girl lay
squarely on her back, her arms and legs outspread, and snored
solidly through blubbering lips.  They had yet an hour of sleep.

From one of the little white tables between the cots Theresa picked
up an opened book incautiously left there the night before, read
below her gray mustache with the still inward smile of her great-
boned face, its title--The Common Law, by Robert W. Chambers--and
gripping a pencil in her broad earthstained hand, scrawled briefly
in jagged male letters:  "Rubbish, Elizabeth--but see for
yourself."  Then, on her soft powerful tread, she went downstairs,
and entered her study, where Sister Louise (French), Sister Mary
(History), and Sister Bernice (Ancient Languages) were waiting for
the morning consultation.  When they had gone, she sat down to her
desk and worked for an hour on the manuscript of that book,
modestly intended for school children, which has since celebrated
her name wherever the noble architecture of prose is valued--the
great Biology.

Then the gong rang in the dormitory, she heard the high laughter of
young maidens, and rising saw, coming from the plum-tree by the
wall, a young nun, Sister Agnes, with blossoms in her arms.

Below, tree-hidden, in the Biltburn bottom, there was a thunder on
the rails, a wailing whistle cry.

Beneath the City Hall, in the huge sloping cellar, the market
booths were open.  The aproned butchers swung their cleavers down
on fresh cold joints, slapping the thick chops on heavy sheets of
mottled paper, and tossing them, roughly tied, to the waiting negro

The self-respecting negro, J. H. Jackson, stood in his square
vegetable-stall, attended by his two grave-faced sons, and his
spectacled businesslike daughter.  He was surrounded by wide
slanting shelves of fruit and vegetables, smelling of the earth and
morning--great crinkled lettuces, fat radishes still clotted damply
with black loam, quill-stemmed young onions newly wrenched from
gardens, late celery, spring potatoes, and the thin rinded citrous
fruits of Florida.

Above him, Sorrell, the fish and oyster man, drew up from the
depths of an enamelled ice-packed can dripping ladlefuls of
oysters, pouring them into thick cardboard cartons.  Wide-bellied
heavy seafish--carp, trout, bass, shad--lay gutted in beds of ice.

Mr. Michael Walter Creech, the butcher, having finished his hearty
breakfast of calves' liver, eggs and bacon, hot biscuits and
coffee, made a sign to one of the waiting row of negro boys.  The
line sprang forward like hounds; he stopped them with a curse and a
lifted cleaver.  The fortunate youth who had been chosen then came
forward and took the tray, still richly morselled with food and a
pot half full of coffee.  As he had to depart at this moment on a
delivery, he put it down in the sawdust at the end of the bench and
spat copiously upon it in order to protect it from his scavenging
comrades.  Then he wheeled off, full of rich laughter and
triumphant malice.  Mr. Creech looked at his niggers darkly.

The town had so far forgotten Mr. Creech's own African blood (an
eighth on his father's side, old Walter Creech, out of Yellow
Jenny) that it was about ready to offer him political preferment;
but Mr. Creech himself had not forgotten.  He glanced bitterly at
his brother, Jay, who, happily ignorant of hatred, that fanged
poison which may taint even a brother's heart, was enthusiastically
cleaving spare-ribs on the huge bole of his own table, singing
meanwhile in a rich tenor voice the opening bars of "The Little
Gray Home In The West":

     ". . . there are blue eyes that shine
      Just because they meet mine . . ."

Mr. Creech looked venomously at Jay's yellow jowls, the fat
throbbing of his jaundiced throat, the crisp singed whorl of his

By God, he thought in his anguish of spirit, he might be taken for
a Mexican.

Jay's golden voice neared its triumph, breaking with delicate
restraint, on the last note, into a high sweet falsetto which he
maintained for more than twenty seconds.  All of the butchers
stopped working, several of them, big strong men with grown-up
families dashed a tear out of their eyes.

The great audience was held spellbound.  Not a soul stirred.  Not
even a dog or a horse stirred.  As the last sweet note melted away
in a gossamer tremolo, a silence profound as that of the tombs,
nay, of death itself, betokened the highest triumph the artist is
destined to know upon this earth.  Somewhere in the crowd a woman
sobbed and collapsed in a faint.  She was immediately carried out
by two Boy Scouts who happened to be present, and who administered
first aid to her in the rest-room, one of them hastily kindling a
crackling fire of pine boughs by striking two flints together,
while the other made a tourniquet, and tied several knots in his
handkerchief.  Then pandemonium broke loose.  Women tore the
jewels from their fingers, ropes of pearls from their necks,
chrysanthemums, hyacinths, tulips and daisies from their expensive
corsages, while the fashionably-dressed men in the near-by stalls
kept up a constant bombardment of tomatoes, lettuces, new potatoes,
beef-tallow, pigs' knuckles, fishheads, clams, loin-chops, and

Among the stalls of the market, the boarding-house keepers of
Altamont walked with spying bargain-hunting eyes and inquisitive
nose.  They were of various sizes and ages, but they were all
stamped with the print of haggling determination and a pugnacious
closure of the mouth.  They pried in among the fish and vegetables,
pinching cabbages, weighing onions, exfoliating lettuce-heads.
You've got to keep your eye on people or they'll skin you.  And if
you leave things to a lazy shiftless nigger she'll waste more than
she cooks.  They looked at one another hardfaced--Mrs. Barrett of
the Grosvenor at Mrs. Neville of Glen View; Mrs. Ambler of the
Colonial at Miss Mamie Featherstone of Ravencrest; Mrs. Ledbetter
of the Belvedere--

"I hear you're full up, Mrs. Coleman," said she inquiringly.

"O, I'm full up all the time," said Mrs. Coleman.  "My people are
all permanents, I don't want to fool with transients," she said

"Well," said Mrs. Ledbetter acidly, "I could fill my house up at
any time with lungers who call themselves something else, but I
won't have them.  I was saying the other day--"

Mrs. Michalove of Oakwood at Mrs. Jarvis of The Waverly; Mrs. Cowan
of Ridgmont at--

The city is splendidly equipped to meet the demands of the great
and steadily growing crowd of tourists that fill the Mountain
Metropolis during the busy months of June, July, and August.  In
addition to eight hotels de luxe of the highest quality, there were
registered at the Board of Trade in 1911 over 250 private hotels,
boarding-houses and sanitariums all catering to the needs of those
who come on missions of business, pleasure, or health.

Stop their baggage at the station.

At this moment Number 3, having finished his route, stepped softly
on to the slime-scummed porch of the house on Valley Street, rapped
gently at the door, and opened it quietly, groping his way through
black miasmic air to the bed in which May Corpening lay.  She
muttered as if drugged as he touched her, turned toward him, and
sleepily awakened, drew him down to her with heavied and sensual
caress, yoked under her big coppery arms.  Tom Cline clumped
greasily up the steps of his residence on Barlett Street, swinging
his tin pail; Ben returned to the paper office with Harry Tugman;
and Eugene, in the back room on Woodson Street, waking suddenly to
Gant's powerful command from the foot of the stairs, turned his
face full into a momentary vision of rose-flushed blue sky and
tender blossoms that drifted slowly earthward.


The mountains were his masters.  They rimmed in life.  They were
the cup of reality, beyond growth, beyond struggle and death.  They
were his absolute unity in the midst of eternal change.  Old haunt-
eyed faces glimmered in his memory.  He thought of Swain's cow, St.
Louis, death, himself in the cradle.  He was the haunter of
himself, trying for a moment to recover what he had been part of.
He did not understand change, he did not understand growth.  He
stared at his framed baby picture in the parlor, and turned away
sick with fear and the effort to touch, retain, grasp himself for
only a moment.

And these bodiless phantoms of his life appeared with terrible
precision, with all the mad nearness of a vision.  That which was
five years gone came within the touch of his hand, and he ceased at
that moment to believe in his own existence.  He expected some one
to wake him; he would hear Gant's great voice below the laden
vines, would gaze sleepily from the porch into the rich low moon,
and go obediently to bed.  But still there would be all that he
remembered before that and what if--Cause flowed ceaselessly into

He heard the ghostly ticking of his life; his powerful clairvoyance,
the wild Scotch gift of Eliza, burned inward back across the
phantom years, plucking out of the ghostly shadows a million gleams
of light--a little station by the rails at dawn, the road cleft
through the pineland seen at twilight, a smoky cabin-light below the
trestles, a boy who ran among the bounding calves, a wisp-haired
slattern, with snuff-sticked mouth, framed in a door, floury negroes
unloading sacks from freight-cars on a shed, the man who drove the
Fair Grounds bus at Saint Louis, a cool-lipped lake at dawn.

His life coiled back into the brown murk of the past like a twined
filament of electric wire; he gave life, a pattern, and movement to
these million sensations that Chance, the loss or gain of a moment,
the turn of the head, the enormous and aimless impulsion of
accident, had thrust into the blazing heat of him.  His mind picked
out in white living brightness these pinpoints of experience and
the ghostliness of all things else became more awful because of
them.  So many of the sensations that returned to open haunting
vistas of fantasy and imagining had been caught from a whirling
landscape through the windows of the train.

And it was this that awed him--the weird combination of fixity and
change, the terrible moment of immobility stamped with eternity in
which, passing life at great speed, both the observer and the
observed seem frozen in time.  There was one moment of timeless
suspension when the land did not move, the train did not move, the
slattern in the doorway did not move, he did not move.  It was as
if God had lifted his baton sharply above the endless orchestration
of the seas, and the eternal movement had stopped, suspended in the
timeless architecture of the absolute.  Or like those motion-
pictures that describe the movements of a swimmer making a dive, or
a horse taking a hedge--movement is petrified suddenly in mid-air,
the inexorable completion of an act is arrested.  Then, completing
its parabola, the suspended body plops down into the pool.  Only,
these images that burnt in him existed without beginning or ending,
without the essential structure of time.  Fixed in no-time, the
slattern vanished, fixed, without a moment of transition.

His sense of unreality came from time and movement, from imagining
the woman, when the train had passed, as walking back into the
house, lifting a kettle from the hearth embers.  Thus life turned
shadow, the living lights went ghost again.  The boy among the
calves.  Where later?  Where now?

I am, he thought, a part of all that I have touched and that has
touched me, which, having for me no existence save that which I
gave to it, became other than itself by being mixed with what I
then was, and is now still otherwise, having fused with what I now
am, which is itself a cumulation of what I have been becoming.  Why
here?  Why there?  Why now?  Why then?

The fusion of the two strong egotisms, Eliza's inbrooding and
Gant's expanding outward, made of him a fanatical zealot in the
religion of Chance.  Beyond all misuse, waste, pain, tragedy,
death, confusion, unswerving necessity was on the rails; not a
sparrow fell through the air but that its repercussion acted on his
life, and the lonely light that fell upon the viscous and
interminable seas at dawn awoke sea-changes washing life to him.
The fish swam upward from the depth.

The seed of our destruction will blossom in the desert, the alexin
of our cure grows by a mountain rock, and our lives are haunted by
a Georgia slattern because a London cut-purse went unhung.  Through
Chance, we are each a ghost to all the others, and our only
reality; through Chance, the huge hinge of the world, and a grain
of dust; the stone that starts an avalanche, the pebble whose
concentric circles widen across the seas.

He believed himself thus at the centre of life; he believed the
mountains rimmed the heart of the world; he believed that from all
the chaos of accident the inevitable event came at the inexorable
moment to add to the sum of his life.

Against the hidden other flanks of the immutable hills the world
washed like a vast and shadowy sea, alive with the great fish of
his imagining.  Variety, in this unvisited world, was unending, but
order and purpose certain: there would be no wastage in adventure--
courage would be regarded with beauty, talent with success, all
merit with its true deserving.  There would be peril, there would
be toil, there would be struggle.  But there would not be confusion
and waste.  There would not be groping.  For collected Fate would
fall, on its chosen moment, like a plum.  There was no disorder in

Spring lay abroad through all the garden of this world.  Beyond the
hills the land bayed out to other hills, to golden cities, to rich
meadows, to deep forests, to the sea.  Forever and forever.

Beyond the hills were the mines of King Solomon, the toy republics
of Central America, and little tinkling fountains in a court;
beyond, the moonlit roofs of Bagdad, the little grated blinds of
Samarkand, the moonlit camels of Bythinia, the Spanish ranch-house
of the Triple Z, and J. B. Montgomery and his lovely daughter
stepping from their private car upon a western track; and the
castle-haunted crags of Graustark; the fortune-yielding casino of
Monte Carlo; and the blue eternal Mediterranean, mother of empires.
And instant wealth ticked out upon a tape, and the first stage of
the Eiffel Tower where the restaurant was, and Frenchmen setting
fire to their whiskers, and a farm in Devon, white cream, brown
ale, the winter's chimney merriment, and Lorna Doone; and the
hanging gardens of Babylon, and supper in the sunset with the
queens, and the slow slide of the barge upon the Nile, or the wise
rich bodies of Egyptian women couched on moonlit balustrades, and
the thunder of the chariots of great kings, and tomb-treasure
sought at midnight, and the wine-rich chateau land of France, and
calico warm legs in hay.

Upon a field in Thrace Queen Helen lay, her lovely body dappled in
the sun.

Meanwhile, business had been fairly good.  Eliza's earning power
the first few years at Dixieland had been injured by her illnesses.
Now, however, she had recovered, and had paid off the last
installment on the house.  It was entirely hers.  The property at
this time was worth perhaps $12,000.  In addition she had borrowed
$3,500 on a twenty-year $5,000 life insurance policy that had only
two years more to run, and had made extensive alterations: she had
added a large sleeping-porch upstairs, tacked on two rooms, a bath,
and a hallway on one side, and extended a hallway, adding three
bedrooms, two baths, and a water-closet, on the other.  Downstairs
she had widened the veranda, put in a large sun-parlor under the
sleeping-porch, knocked out the archway in the dining-room, which
she prepared to use as a big bedroom in the slack season, scooped
out a small pantry in which the family was to eat, and added a tiny
room beside the kitchen for her own occupancy.

The construction was after her own plans, and of the cheapest
material: it never lost the smell of raw wood, cheap varnish, and
flimsy rough plastering, but she had added eight or ten rooms at a
cost of only $3,000.  The year before she had banked almost $2,000--
her bank account was almost $5,000.  In addition, she owned
jointly with Gant the shop on the Square, which had thirty feet of
frontage, and was valued at $20,000, from which he got $65 a month
in rent; $20 from Jannadeau, $25 from the McLean Plumbing Company
in the basement, and $20 from the J. N. Gillespie Printing Co.,
which occupied all of the second story.  There were, besides, three
good building-lots on Merrion Avenue valued at $2,000 apiece, or at
$5,500 for all three; the house on Woodson Street valued at $5,000;
110 acres of wooded mountainside with a farm-house, several hundred
peach, apple and cherry trees, and a few acres of arable ground for
which Gant received $120 a year in rent, and which they valued at
$50 an acre, $5,500; two houses, one on Carter Street, and one on
Duncan, rented to railway people, for which they received $25 a
month apiece, and which they valued together at $4,500; forty-eight
acres of land two miles above Biltburn, and four from Altamont,
upon the important Reynoldsville Road, which they valued at $210 an
acre, or $10,000; three houses in Niggertown--one on lower Valley
Street, one on Beaumont Crescent, just below the negro Johnson's
big house, and one on Short Oak, valued at $600, $900, and $1,600
respectively, and drawing a room-rental of $8, $12, and $17 a month
(total: $3,100 and $37 rental); two houses across the river, four
miles away in West Altamont, valued at $2,750 and at $3,500,
drawing a rental of $22 and $30 a month; three lots, lost in the
growth of a rough hillside, a mile from the main highway through
West Altamont, $500; and a house, unoccupied, object of Gantian
anathema, on Lower Hatton Avenue, $4,500.

In addition, Gant held 10 shares, which were already worth $200
each ($2,000), in the newly organized Fidelity Bank; his stock of
stones, monuments, and fly-specked angels represented an investment
of $2,700, although he could not have sold them outright for so
much; and he had about $3,000 deposited in the Fidelity, the
Merchants, and the Battery Hill banks.

Thus, at the beginning of 1912, before the rapid and intensive
development of Southern industry, and the consequent tripling of
Altamont's population, and before the multiplication of her land
values, the wealth of Gant and Eliza amounted to about $100,000,
the great bulk of which was solidly founded in juicy well chosen
pieces of property of Eliza's selection, yielding them a monthly
rental of more than $200, which, added to their own earning
capacities at the shop and Dixieland, gave them a combined yearly
income of $8,000 or $10,000.  Although Gant often cried out
bitterly against his business and declared, when he was not
attacking property, that he had never made even a bare living from
his tombstones, he was rarely short of ready money: he usually had
one or two small commissions from country people, and he always
carried a well-filled purse, containing $150 or $200 in five- and
ten-dollar bills, which he allowed Eugene to count out frequently,
enjoying his son's delight, and the feel of abundance.

Eliza had suffered one or two losses in her investments, led astray
by a strain of wild romanticism which destroyed for the moment her
shrewd caution.  She invested $1,200 in the Missouri Utopia of a
colonizer, and received nothing for her money but a weakly copy of
the man's newspaper, several beautiful prospectuses of the look of
things when finished, and a piece of clay sculpture, eight inches
in height, showing Big Brother with his little sisters Jenny and
Kate, the last with thumb in her mouth.

"By God," said Gant, who made savage fun of the proceeding, "she
ought to have it on her nose."

And Ben sneered, jerking his head toward it, saying:

"There's her $1,200."

But Eliza was preparing to go on by herself.  She saw that co-
operation with Gant in the purchase of land was becoming more
difficult each year.  And with something like pain, something
assuredly like hunger, she saw various rich plums fall into other
hands or go unbought.  She realized that in a very short time land
values would soar beyond her present means.  And she proposed to be
on hand when the pie was cut.

Across the street from Dixieland was the Brunswick, a well-built
red brick house of twenty rooms.  The marble facings had been done
by Gant himself twenty years before, the hardwood floors and oak
timbering by Will Pentland.  It was an ugly gabled Victorian house,
the marriage gift of a rich Northerner to his daughter, who died of

"Not a better built house in town," said Gant.

Nevertheless he refused to buy it with Eliza, and with an aching
heart she saw it go to St. Greenberg, the rich junk-man, for
$8,500.  Within a year he had sold off five lots at the back, on
the Yancy Street side, for $1,000 each, and was holding the house
for $20,000.

"We could have had our money back by now three times over," Eliza

She did not have enough money at the time for any important
investment.  She saved and she waited.

Will Pentland's fortune at this time was vaguely estimated at from
$500,000 to $700,000.  It was mainly in property, a great deal of
which was situated--warehouses and buildings--near the passenger
depot of the railway.

Sometimes Altamont people, particularly the young men who loafed
about Collister's drug-store, and who spent long dreamy hours
estimating the wealth of the native plutocracy, called Will
Pentland a millionaire.  At this time it was a distinction in
American life to be a millionaire.  There were only six or eight
thousand.  But Will Pentland wasn't one.  He was really worth only
a half million.

Mr. Goulderbilt was a millionaire.  He was driven into town in a
big Packard, but he got out and went along the streets like other

One time Gant pointed him out to Eugene.  He was about to enter a

"There he is," whispered Gant.  "Do you see him?"

Eugene nodded, wagging his head mechanically.  He was unable to
speak.  Mr. Goulderbilt was a small dapper man, with black hair,
black clothes, and a black mustache.  His hands and feet were

"He's got over $50,000,000," said Gant.  "You'd never think it to
look at him, would you?"

And Eugene dreamed of these money princes living in a princely
fashion.  He wanted to see them riding down a street in a crested
coach around which rode a teetering guard of liveried outriders.
He wanted their fingers to be heavily gemmed, their clothes trimmed
with ermine, their women coroneted with flashing mosaics of
amethyst, beryl, ruby, topaz, sapphire, opal, emerald, and wearing
thick ropes of pearls.  And he wanted to see them living in palaces
of alabaster columns, eating in vast halls upon an immense creamy
table from vessels of old silver--eating strange fabulous foods--
swelling unctuous paps of a fat pregnant sow, oiled mushrooms,
calvered salmon, jugged hare, the beards of barbels dressed with an
exquisite and poignant sauce, carps' tongues, dormice and camels'
heels, with spoons of amber headed with diamond and carbuncle, and
cups of agate, studded with emeralds, hyacinths, and rubies--
everything, in fact, for which Epicure Mammon wished.

Eugene met only one millionaire whose performances in public
satisfied him, and he, unhappily, was crazy.  His name was Simon.

Simon, when Eugene first saw him, was a man of almost fifty years.
He had a strong, rather heavy figure of middling height, a lean
brown face, with shadowy hollows across the cheeks, always closely
shaven, but sometimes badly scarred by his gouging fingernails, and
a long thin mouth that curved slightly downward, subtle, sensitive,
lighting his whole face at times with blazing demoniac glee.  He
had straight abundant hair, heavily grayed, which he kept smartly
brushed and flattened at the sides.  His clothing was loose and
well cut: he wore a dark coat above baggy gray flannels, silk shirt
rayed with broad stripes, a collar to match, and a generous loosely
knotted tie.  His waistcoats were of a ruddy-brown chequered
pattern.  He had an appearance of great distinction.

Simon and his two keepers first came to Dixieland when difficulties
with several of the Altamont hotels forced them to look for private
quarters.  The men took two rooms and a sleeping-porch, and paid

"Why, pshaw!" said Eliza persuasively to Helen.  "I don't believe
there's a thing wrong with him.  He's as quiet and well-behaved as
you please."

At this moment there was a piercing yell upstairs, followed by a
long peal of diabolical laughter.  Eugene bounded up and down the
hall in his exultancy and delight, producing little squealing
noises in his throat.  Ben, scowling, with a quick flicker of his
mouth, drew back his hard white hand swiftly as if to cuff his
brother.  Instead, he jerked his head sideways to Eliza, and said
with a soft, scornful laugh:  "By God, mama, I don't see why you
have to take them in.  You've got enough of them in the family

"Mama, in heaven's name--" Helen began furiously.  At this moment
Gant strode in out of the dusk, carrying a mottled package of pork
chops, and muttering rhetorically to himself.  There was another
long peal of laughter above.  He halted abruptly, startled, and
lifted his head.  Luke, listening attentively at the foot of the
stairs, exploded in a loud boisterous guffaw, and the girl, her
annoyance changing at once to angry amusement, walked toward her
father's inquiring face, and prodded him several times in the ribs.

"Hey?" he said startled.  "What is it?"

"Miss Eliza's got a crazy man upstairs," she sniggered, enjoying
his amazement.

"Jesus God!" Gant yelled frantically, wetting his big thumb swiftly
on his tongue, and glancing up toward his Maker with an attitude of
exaggerated supplication in his small gray eyes and the thrust of
his huge bladelike nose.  Then, letting his arms slap heavily at
his sides, in a gesture of defeat, he began to walk rapidly back
and forth, clucking his deprecation loudly.  Eliza stood solidly,
looking from one to another, her lips working rapidly, her white
face hurt and bitter.

There was another long howl of mirth above.  Gant paused, caught
Helen's eye, and began to grin suddenly in an unwilling sheepish

"God have mercy on us," he chuckled.  "She'll have the place filled
with all of Barnum's freaks the next thing you know."

At this moment, Simon, self-contained, distinguished and grave in
his manner, descended the steps with Mr. Gilroy and Mr. Flannagan,
his companions.  The two guards were red in the face, and breathed
stertorously as if from some recent exertion.  Simon, however,
preserved his habitual appearance of immaculate and well-washed

"Good evening," he remarked suavely.  "I hope I have not kept you
waiting long."  He caught sight of Eugene.

"Come here, my boy," he said very kindly.

"It's all right," remarked Mr. Gilroy, encouragingly.  "He wouldn't
hurt a fly."

Eugene moved into the presence.

"And what is your name, young man?" said Simon with his beautiful
devil's smile.


"That's a very fine name," said Simon.  "Always try to live up to
it."  He thrust his hand carelessly and magnificently into his coat
pocket, drawing out under the boy's astonished eyes, a handful of
shining five- and ten-cent pieces.

"Always be good to the birds, my boy," said Simon, and he poured
the money into Eugene's cupped hands.

Every one looked doubtfully at Mr. Gilroy.

"Oh, that's all right!" said Mr. Gilroy cheerfully.  "He'll never
miss it.  There's lots more where that came from."

"He's a mul-tye-millionaire," Mr. Flannagan explained proudly.  "We
give him four or five dollars in small change every morning just to
throw away."

Simon caught sight of Gant for the first time.

"Look out for the Stingaree," he cried.  "Remember the Maine."

"I tell you what," said Eliza laughing.  "He's not so crazy as you

'That's right," said Mr. Gilroy, noting Gant's grin.  "The
Stingaree's a fish.  They have them in Florida."

"Don't forget the birds, my friends," said Simon, going out with
his companions.  "Be good to the birds."

They became very fond of him.  Somehow he fitted into the pattern
of their life.  None of them was uncomfortable in the presence of
madness.  In the flowering darkness of Spring, prisoned in a room,
his satanic laughter burst suddenly out: Eugene listened, thrilled,
and slept, unable to forget the smile of dark flowering evil, the
loose pocket chinking heavily with coins.

Night, the myriad rustle of tiny wings.  Heard lapping water of the
inland seas.

--And the air will be filled with warm-throated plum-dropping bird-
notes.  He was almost twelve.  He was done with childhood.  As that
Spring ripened he felt entirely, for the first time, the full
delight of loneliness.  Sheeted in his thin nightgown, he stood in
darkness by the orchard window of the back room at Gant's, drinking
the sweet air down, exulting in his isolation in darkness, hearing
the strange wail of the whistle going west.

The prison walls of self had closed entirely round him; he was
walled completely by the esymplastic power of his imagination--he
had learned by now to project mechanically, before the world, an
acceptable counterfeit of himself which would protect him from
intrusion.  He no longer went through the torment of the recess
flight and pursuit.  He was now in one of the upper grades of
grammar school, he was one of the Big Boys.  His hair had been cut
when he was nine years old, after a bitter siege against Eliza's
obstinacy.  He no longer suffered because of the curls.  But he had
grown like a weed, he already topped his mother by an inch or two;
his body was big-boned but very thin and fragile, with no meat on
it; his legs were absurdly long, thin, and straight, giving him a
curious scissored look as he walked with long bounding strides.

Stuck on a thin undeveloped neck beneath a big wide-browed head
covered thickly by curling hair which had changed, since his
infancy, from a light maple to dark brown-black, was a face so
small, and so delicately sculptured, that it seemed not to belong
to its body.  The strangeness, the remote quality of this face was
enhanced by its brooding fabulous concentration, by its passionate
dark intensity, across which every splinter of thought or sensation
flashed like a streak of light across a pool.  The mouth was full,
sensual, extraordinarily mobile, the lower lip deeply scooped and
pouting.  His rapt dreaming intensity set the face usually in an
expression of almost sullen contemplation; he smiled, oftener than
he laughed, inwardly, at some extravagant invention, or some
recollection of the absurd, now fully appreciated for the first
time.  He did not open his lips to smile--there was a swift twisted
flicker across his mouth.  His thick heavily arched eyebrows grew
straight across the base of his nose.

That Spring he was more alone than ever.  Eliza's departure for
Dixieland three or four years before, and the disruption of
established life at Gant's, had begun the loosening of his first
friendships with the neighborhood boys, Harry Tarkinton, Max
Isaacs, and the others, and had now almost completely severed them.
Occasionally he saw these boys again, occasionally he resumed
again, at sporadic intervals, his association with them, but he now
had no steady companionship, he had only a series of associations
with children whose parents stayed for a time at Dixieland, with
Tim O'Doyle, whose mother ran the Brunswick, with children here and
there who briefly held his interest.

But he became passionately bored with them, plunged into a miasmic
swamp of weariness and horror, after a time, because of the
dullness and ugliness of their lives, their minds, their
amusements.  Dull people filled him with terror: he was never so
much frightened by tedium in his own life as in the lives of
others--his early distaste for Pett Pentland and her grim rusty
aunts came from submerged memories of the old house on Central
Avenue, the smell of mellow apples and medicine in the hot room,
the swooping howl of the wind outside, and the endless monotone of
their conversation on disease, death, and misery.  He was filled
with terror and anger against them because they were able to live,
to thrive, in this horrible depression that sickened him.

Thus, the entire landscape, the whole physical background of his
life, was now dappled by powerful prejudices of liking and distaste
formed, God knows how, or by what intangible affinities of thought,
feeling and connotation.  Thus, one street would seem to him to be
a "good street"--to exist in the rich light of cheerful, abundant,
and high-hearted living; another, inexplicably, a "bad street,"
touching him somehow with fear, hopelessness, depression.

Perhaps the cold red light of some remembered winter's afternoon,
waning pallidly over a playing-field, with all its mockery of
Spring, while lights flared up smokily in houses, the rabble-rout
of children dirtily went in to supper, and men came back to the
dull but warm imprisonment of home, oil lamps (which he hated), and
bedtime, clotted in him a hatred of the place which remained even
when the sensations that caused it were forgotten.

Or, returning from some country walk in late autumn, he would come
back from Cove or Valley with dewy nose, clotted boots, the smell
of a mashed persimmon on his knee, and the odor of wet earth and
grass on the palms of his hands, and with a stubborn dislike and
suspicion of the scene he had visited, and fear of the people who
lived there.

He had the most extraordinary love of incandescence.  He hated dull
lights, smoky lights, soft, or sombre lights.  At night he wanted
to be in rooms brilliantly illuminated with beautiful, blazing,
sharp, poignant lights.  After that, the dark.

He played games badly, although he took a violent interest in
sports.  Max Isaacs continued to interest him as an athlete long
after he had ceased to interest him as a person.  The game Max
Isaacs excelled in was baseball.  Usually he played one of the
outfield positions, ranging easily about in his field, when a ball
was hit to him, with the speed of a panther, making impossible
catches with effortless grace.  He was a terrific hitter, standing
at the plate casually but alertly, and meeting the ball squarely
with a level swinging smack of his heavy shoulders.  Eugene tried
vainly to imitate the precision and power of this movement, which
drove the ball in a smoking arc out of the lot, but he was never
able: he chopped down clumsily and blindly, knocking a futile
bounder to some nimble baseman.  In the field he was equally
useless: he never learned to play in a team, to become a limb of
that single animal which united telepathically in a concerted
movement.  He became nervous, highly excited, and erratic in team-
play, but he spent hours alone with another boy, or, after the mid-
day meal, with Ben, passing a ball back and forth.

He developed blinding speed, bending all the young suppleness of
his long thin body behind the ball, exulting as it smoked into the
pocket of the mitt with a loud smack, or streaked up with a sharp
dropping curve.  Ben, taken by surprise by a fast drop, would curse
him savagely, and in a rage hurl the ball back into his thin gloved
hand.  In the Spring and Summer he went as often as he could afford
it, or was invited, to the baseball games in the district league, a
fanatic partisan of the town club and its best players, making a
fantasy constantly of himself in a heroic game-saving rôle.

But he was in no way able to submit himself to the discipline, the
hard labor, the acceptance of defeat and failure that make a good
athlete; he wanted always to win, he wanted always to be the
general, the heroic spear-head of victory.  And after that he
wanted to be loved.  Victory and love.  In all of his swarming
fantasies Eugene saw himself like this--unbeaten and beloved.  But
moments of clear vision returned to him when all the defeat and
misery of his life was revealed.  He saw his gangling and absurd
figure, his remote unpractical brooding face, too like a dark
strange flower to arouse any feeling among his companions and his
kin, he thought, but discomfort, bitterness, and mockery; he
remembered, with a drained sick heart, the countless humiliations,
physical and verbal, he had endured, at the hands of school and
family, before the world, and as he thought, the horns of victory
died within the wood, the battle-drums of triumph stopped, the
proud clangor of the gongs quivered away in silence.  His eagles
had flown; he saw himself, in a moment of reason, as a madman
playing Cæsar.  He craned his head aside and covered his face with
his hand.


The Spring grew ripe.  There was at mid-day a soft drowsiness in
the sun.  Warm sporting gusts of wind howled faintly at the eaves;
the young grass bent; the daisies twinkled.

He pressed his high knees uncomfortably against the bottom of his
desk, grew nostalgic on his dreams.  Bessie Barnes scrawled
vigorously two rows away, displaying her long full silken leg.
Open for me the gates of delight.  Behind her sat a girl named
Ruth, dark, with milk-white skin, eyes as gentle as her name, and
thick black hair, parted in middle.  He thought of a wild life with
Bessie and of a later resurrection, a pure holy life, with Ruth.

One day, after the noon recess, they were marshalled by the
teachers--all of the children in the three upper grades--and
marched upstairs to the big assembly hall.  They were excited, and
gossiped in low voices as they went.  They had never been called
upstairs at this hour.  Quite often the bells rang in the halls:
they sprang quickly into line and were marched out in double files.
That was fire drill.  They liked that.  Once they emptied the
building in four minutes.

This was something new.  They marched into the big room and sat
down in blocks of seats assigned to each class: they sat with a
seat between each of them.  In a moment the door of the principal's
office on the left--where little boys were beaten--was opened, and
the principal came out.  He walked around the corner of the big
room and stepped softly up on the platform.  He began to talk.

He was a new principal.  Young Armstrong, who had smelled the
flower so delicately, and who had visited Daisy, and who once had
almost beaten Eugene because of the smutty rhymes, was gone.  The
new principal was older.  He was about thirty-eight years old.  He
was a strong rather heavy man a little under six feet tall; he was
one of a large family who had grown up on a Tennessee farm.  His
father was poor but he had helped his children to get an education.
All this Eugene knew already, because the principal made long talks
to them in the morning and said he had never had their advantages.
He pointed to himself with some pride.  And he urged the little
boys, playfully but earnestly, to "be not like dumb, driven cattle,
be a hero in the strife."  That was poetry, Longfellow.

The principal had thick powerful shoulders; clumsy white arms,
knotted with big awkward country muscles.  Eugene had seen him once
hoeing in the schoolyard; each of them had been given a plant to
set out.  He got those muscles on the farm.  The boys said he beat
very hard.  He walked with a clumsy stealthy tread--awkward and
comical enough, it is true, but he could be up at a boy's back
before you knew it.  Otto Krause called him Creeping Jesus.  The
name stuck, among the tough crowd.  Eugene was a little shocked by

The principal had a white face of waxen transparency, with deep
flat cheeks like the Pentlands, a pallid nose, a trifle deeper in
its color than his face, and a thin slightly-bowed mouth.  His hair
was coarse, black, and thick, but he never let it grow too long.
He had short dry hands, strong, and always coated deeply with
chalk.  When he passed near by, Eugene got the odor of chalk and of
the schoolhouse: his heart grew cold with excitement and fear.  The
sanctity of chalk and school hovered about the man's flesh.  He was
the one who could touch without being touched, beat without being
beaten.  Eugene had terrible fantasies of resistance, shuddering
with horror as he thought of the awful consequences of fighting
back: something like God's fist in lightning.  Then he looked
around cautiously to see if any one had noticed.

The principal's name was Leonard.  He made long speeches to the
children every morning, after a ten-minute prayer.  He had a high
sonorous countrified voice which often trailed off in a comical
drawl; he got lost very easily in revery, would pause in the middle
of a sentence, gaze absently off with his mouth half-open and an
expression of stupefaction on his face, and return presently to the
business before him, his mind still loose, with witless distracted

He talked to the children aimlessly, pompously, dully for twenty
minutes every morning: the teachers yawned carefully behind their
hands, the students made furtive drawings, or passed notes.  He
spoke to them of "the higher life" and of "the things of the mind."
He assured them that they were the leaders of to-morrow and the
hope of the world.  Then he quoted Longfellow.

He was a good man, a dull man, a man of honor.  He had a broad
streak of coarse earthy brutality in him.  He loved a farm better
than anything in the world except a school.  He had rented a big
dilapidated house in a grove of lordly oaks on the outskirts of
town: he lived there with his wife and his two children.  He had a
cow--he was never without a cow: he would go out at night and
morning to milk her, laughing his vacant silly laugh, and giving
her a good smacking kick in the belly to make her come round into

He was a heavy-handed master.  He put down rebellion with good
cornfield violence.  If a boy was impudent to him he would rip him
powerfully from his seat, drag his wriggling figure into his
office, breathing stertorously as he walked along at his clumsy
rapid gait, and saying roundly, in tones of scathing contempt:
"Why, you young upstart, we'll just see who's master here.  I'll
show you, my sonny, if I'm to be dictated to by every two-by-four
whippersnapper who comes along."  And once within the office, with
the glazed door shut, he published the stern warning of his justice
by the loud exertion of his breathing, the cutting swish of his
rattan, and the yowls of pain and terror that he exacted from his

He had called the school together that day to command it to write
him a composition.  The children sat, staring dumbly up at him as
he made a rambling explanation of what he wanted.  Finally he
announced a prize.  He would give five dollars from his own pocket
to the student who wrote the best paper.  That aroused them.  There
was a rustle of interest.

They were to write a paper on the meaning of a French picture
called The Song of the Lark.  It represented a French peasant girl,
barefooted, with a sickle in one hand, and with face upturned in
the morning-light of the fields as she listened to the bird-song.
They were asked to describe what they saw in the expression of the
girl's face.  They were asked to tell what the picture meant to
them.  It had been reproduced in one of their readers.  A larger
print was now hung up on the platform for their inspection.  Sheets
of yellow paper were given them.  They stared, thoughtfully
masticating their pencils.  Finally, the room was silent save for a
minute scratching on paper.

The warm wind spouted about the eaves; the grasses bent, whistling

Eugene wrote:  "The girl is hearing the song of the first lark.
She knows that it means Spring has come.  She is about seventeen or
eighteen years old.  Her people are very poor, she has never been
anywhere.  In the winter she wears wooden shoes.  She is making out
as if she was going to whistle.  But she doesn't let on to the bird
that she has heard him.  The rest of her people are behind her,
coming down the field, but we do not see them.  She has a father, a
mother, and two brothers.  They have worked hard all their life.
The girl is the youngest child.  She thinks she would like to go
away somewhere and see the world.  Sometimes she hears the whistle
of a train that is going to Paris.  She has never ridden on a train
in her life.  She would like to go to Paris.  She would like to
have some fine clothes, she would like to travel.  Perhaps she
would like to start life new in America, the Land of Opportunity.
The girl has had a hard time.  Her people do not understand her.
If they saw her listening to the lark they would poke fun at her.
She has never had the advantages of a good education, her people
are so poor, but she would profit by her opportunity if she did,
more than some people who have.  You can tell by looking at her
that she's intelligent."

It was early in May; examinations came in another two weeks.  He
thought of them with excitement and pleasure--he liked the period
of hard cramming, the long reviews, the delight of emptying out
abundantly on paper his stored knowledge.  The big assembly room
had about it the odor of completion, of sharp nervous ecstasy.  All
through the summer it would be drowsy-warm; if only here, alone,
with the big plaster cast of Minerva, himself and Bessie Barnes, or

"We want this boy," said Margaret Leonard.  She handed Eugene's
paper over to her husband.  They were starting a private school for
boys.  That was what the paper had been for.

Leonard took the paper, pretended to read half a page, looked off
absently into eternity, and began to rub his chin reflectively,
leaving a slight coating of chalk-dust on his face.  Then, catching
her eye, he laughed idiotically, and said:  "Why, that little
rascal!  Huh?  Do you suppose--?"

Feeling delightfully scattered, he bent over with a long suction of
whining laughter, slapping his knee and leaving a chalk print,
making a slobbering noise in his mouth.

"The Lord have mercy!" he gasped.

"Here!  Never you mind about that," she said, laughing with tender
sharp amusement.  "Pull yourself together and see this boy's
people."  She loved the man dearly, and he loved her.

A few days later Leonard assembled the children a second time.  He
made a rambling speech, the purport of which was to inform them
that one of them had won the prize, but to conceal the winner's
name.  Then, after several divagations, which he thoroughly
enjoyed, he read Eugene's paper, announced his name, and called him

Chalkface took chalkhand.  The boy's heart thundered against his
ribs.  The proud horns blared, he tasted glory.

Patiently, all through the summer, Leonard laid siege to Gant and
Eliza.  Gant fidgeted, spoke shiftily, finally said:

"You'll have to see his mother."  Privately he was bitterly
scornful, roared the merits of the public school as an incubator of
citizenship.  The family was contemptuous.  Private school!  Mr.
Vanderbilt!  Ruin him for good!

Which made Eliza reflective.  She had a good streak of snobbism.
Mr. Vanderbilt?  She was as good as any of them.  They'd just see.

"Who are you going to have?" she asked.  "Have you drummed any one
up yet?"

Leonard mentioned the sons of several fashionable and wealthy
people,--of Dr. Kitchen, the eye, ear, nose and throat man, Mr.
Arthur, the corporation lawyer, and Bishop Raper, of the Episcopal

Eliza grew more reflective.  She thought of Pett.  She needn't give
herself airs.

"How much are you asking?" she said.

He told her the tuition was one hundred dollars a year.  She pursed
her lips lingeringly before she answered.

"Hm-m!" she began, with a bantering smile, as she looked at Eugene.
"That's a whole lot of money.  You know," she continued with her
tremulous smile, "as the darkey says, we're pore-folks."

Eugene squirmed.

"Well what about it, boy?" said Eliza banteringly.  "Do you think
you're worth that much money?"

Mr. Leonard placed his white dry hand upon Eugene's shoulders,
affectionately sliding it down his back and across his kidneys,
leaving white chalk prints everywhere.  Then he clamped his meaty
palm tightly around the slender bracelet of boy-arm.

"That boy's worth it," he said, shaking him gently to and fro.
"Yes, sir!"

Eugene smiled painfully.  Eliza continued to purse her lips.  She
felt a strong psychic relation to Leonard.  They both took time.

"Say," she said, rubbing her broad red nose, and smiling slyly, "I
used to be a school-teacher.  You didn't know that, did you?  But I
didn't get any such prices as you're asking," she added.  "I
thought myself mighty lucky if I got my board and twenty dollars a

"Is that so, Mrs. Gant?" said Mr. Leonard with great interest.
"Well, sir!"  He began to laugh in a vague whine, pulling Eugene
about more violently and deadening his arm under his crushing grip.

"Yes," said Eliza, "I remember my father--it was long before you
were born, boy," she said to Eugene, "for I hadn't laid eyes on
your papa--as the feller says, you were nothing but a dish-rag
hanging out in heaven--I'd have laughed at any one who suggested
marriage then--Well, I tell you what [she shook her head with a sad
pursed deprecating mouth], we were mighty poor at the time, I can
tell you.--I was thinking about it the other day--many's the time
we didn't have food in the house for the next meal.--Well, as I was
saying, your grandfather [addressing Eugene] came home one night
and said--Look here, what about it?--Who do you suppose I saw to-
day?--I remember him just as plain as if I saw him standing here--I
had a feeling--[addressing Leonard with a doubtful smile] I don't
know what you'd call it but it's pretty strange when you come to
think about it, isn't it?--I had just finished helping Aunt Jane
set the table--she had come all the way from Yancey County to visit
your grandmother--when all of a sudden it flashed over me--mind you
[to Leonard] I never looked out the window or anything but I knew
just as well as I knew anything that he was coming--mercy I cried--
here comes--why what on earth are you talking about, Eliza? said
your grandma--I remember she went to the door and looked out down
the path--there's no one there--He's acoming, I said--wait and see--
Who? said your grandmother--Why, father, I said--he's carrying
something on his shoulder--and sure enough--I had no sooner got the
words out of my mouth than there he was just acoming it for all he
was worth, up the path, with a tow-sack full of apples on his back--
you could tell by the way he walked that he had news of some sort--
well--sure enough--without stopping to say howdy-do--I remembered
he began to talk almost before he got into the house--O father, I
called out--you've brought the apples--it was the year after I had
almost died of pneumonia--I'd been spitting up blood ever since--
and having hemorrhages--and I asked him to bring me some apples--
Well sir, mother said to him, and she looked mighty queer, I can
tell you--that's the strangest thing I ever heard of--and she told
him what had happened--Well, he looked pretty serious and said--
Yes, I'll never forget the way he said it--I reckon she saw me.  I
wasn't there but I was thinking of being there and coming up the
path at that very moment--I've got news for you he said--who do you
suppose I saw to-day--why, I've no idea, I said--why old Professor
Truman--he came rushing up to me in town and said, see here:
where's Eliza--I've got a job for her if she wants it, teaching
school this winter out on Beaverdam--why, pshaw, said your
grandfather, she's never taught school a day in her life--and
Professor Truman laughed just as big as you please and said never
you mind about that--Eliza can do anything she sets her mind on--
well sir, that's the way it all came about."  High-sorrowful and
sad, she paused for a moment, adrift, her white face slanting her
life back through the aisled grove of years.

"Well, sir!" said Mr. Leonard vaguely, rubbing his chin.  "You
young rascal, you!" he said, giving Eugene another jerk, and
beginning to laugh with narcissistic pleasure.

Eliza pursed her lips slowly.

"Well," she said, "I'll send him to you for a year."  That was the
way she did business.  Tides run deep in Sargasso.

So, on the hairline of million-minded impulse, destiny bore down on
his life again.

Mr. Leonard had leased an old pre-war house, set on a hill wooded
by magnificent trees.  It faced west and south, looking toward
Biltburn, and abruptly down on South End, and the negro flats that
stretched to the depot.  One day early in September he took Eugene
there.  They walked across town, talking weightily of politics,
across the Square, down Hatton Avenue, south into Church, and
southwesterly along the bending road that ended in the schoolhouse
on the abutting hill.  The huge trees made sad autumn music as they
entered the grounds.  In the broad hall of the squat rambling old
house Eugene for the first time saw Margaret Leonard.  She held a
broom in her hands, and was aproned.  But his first impression was
of her shocking fragility.

Margaret Leonard at this time was thirty-four years old.  She had
borne two children, a son who was now six years old, and a daughter
who was two.  As she stood there, with her long slender fingers
splayed about the broomstick, he noted, with a momentary cold
nausea, that the tip of her right index finger was flattened out as
if it had been crushed beyond healing by a hammer.  But it was
years before he knew that tuberculars sometimes have such fingers.

Margaret Leonard was of middling height, five feet six inches
perhaps.  As the giddiness of his embarrassment wore off he saw
that she could not weigh more than eighty or ninety pounds.  He had
heard of the children.  Now he remembered them, and Leonard's white
muscular bulk, with a sense of horror.  His swift vision leaped at
once to the sexual relation, and something in him twisted aside,
incredulous and afraid.

She had on a dress of crisp gray gingham, not loose or lapping
round her wasted figure, but hiding every line in her body, like a
draped stick.

As his mind groped out of the pain of impression he heard her voice
and, still feeling within him the strange convulsive shame, he
lifted his eyes to her face.  It was the most tranquil and the most
passionate face he had ever seen.  The skin was sallow with a dead
ashen tinge; beneath, the delicate bone-carving of face and skull
traced itself clearly: the cadaverous tightness of those who are
about to die had been checked.  She had won her way back just far
enough to balance carefully in the scales of disease and recovery.
It was necessary for her to measure everything she did.

Her thin face was given a touch of shrewdness and decision by the
straight line of her nose, the fine long carving of her chin.
Beneath the sallow minute pitted skin in her cheeks, and about her
mouth, several frayed nerve-centres twitched from moment to moment,
jarring the skin slightly without contorting or destroying the
passionate calm beauty that fed her inexhaustibly from within.
This face was the constant field of conflict, nearly always calm,
but always reflecting the incessant struggle and victory of the
enormous energy that inhabited her, over the thousand jangling
devils of depletion and weariness that tried to pull her apart.
There was always written upon her the epic poetry of beauty and
repose out of struggle--he never ceased to feel that she had her
hand around the reins of her heart, that gathered into her grasp
were all the straining wires and sinews of disunion which would
scatter and unjoint her members, once she let go.  Literally,
physically, he felt that, the great tide of valiance once flowed
out of her, she would immediately go to pieces.  She was like some
great general, famous, tranquil, wounded unto death, who, with his
fingers clamped across a severed artery, stops for an hour the
ebbing of his life--sends on the battle.

Her hair was coarse and dull-brown, fairly abundant, tinged lightly
with gray: it was combed evenly in the middle and bound tightly in
a knot behind.  Everything about her was very clean, like a
scrubbed kitchen board: she took his hand, he felt the firm nervous
vitality of her fingers, and he noticed how clean and scrubbed her
thin somewhat labor-worn hands were.  If he noticed her emaciation
at all now, it was only with a sense of her purification: he felt
himself in union not with disease, but with the greatest health he
had ever known.  She made a high music in him.  His heart lifted.

"This," said Mr. Leonard, stroking him gently across the kidneys,
"is Mister Eugene Gant."

"Well, sir," she said, in a low voice, in which a vibrant wire was
thrumming, "I'm glad to know you."  The voice had in it that
quality of quiet wonder that he had sometimes heard in the voices
of people who had seen or were told of some strange event, or
coincidence, that seemed to reach beyond life, beyond nature--a
note of acceptance; and suddenly he knew that all life seemed
eternally strange to this woman, that she looked directly into the
beauty and the mystery and the tragedy in the hearts of men, and
that he seemed beautiful to her.

Her face darkened with the strange passionate vitality that left no
print, that lived there bodiless like life; her brown eyes darkened
into black as if a bird had flown through them and left the shadow
of its wings.  She saw his small remote face burning strangely at
the end of his long unfleshed body, she saw the straight thin
shanks, the big feet turned awkwardly inward, the dusty patches on
his stockings at the knees, and his thin wristy arms that stuck out
painfully below his cheap ill-fitting jacket; she saw the thin
hunched line of his shoulders, the tangled mass of hair--and she
did not laugh.

He turned his face up to her as a prisoner who recovers light, as a
man long pent in darkness who bathes himself in the great pool of
dawn, as a blind man who feels upon his eyes the white core and
essence of immutable brightness.  His body drank in her great light
as a famished castaway the rain: he closed his eyes and let the
great light bathe him, and when he opened them again, he saw that
her own were luminous and wet.

Then she began to laugh.  "Why, Mr. Leonard," she said, "what in
the world!  He's almost as tall as you.  Here, boy.  Stand up here
while I measure."  Deft-fingered, she put them back to back.  Mr.
Leonard was two or three inches taller than Eugene.  He began to
whine with laughter.

"Why, the rascal," he said.  "That little shaver."

"How old are you, boy?" she asked.

"I'll be twelve next month," he said.

"Well, what do you know about that!" she said wonderingly.  "I tell
you what, though," she continued.  "We've got to get some meat on
those bones.  You can't go around like that.  I don't like the way
you look."  She shook her head.

He was uncomfortable, disturbed, vaguely resentful.  It embarrassed
and frightened him to be told that he was "delicate"; it touched
sharply on his pride.

She took him into a big room on the left that had been fitted out
as a living-room and library.  She watched his face light with
eagerness as he saw the fifteen hundred or two thousand books
shelved away in various places.  He sat down clumsily in a wicker
chair by the table and waited until she returned, bringing him a
plate of sandwiches and a tall glass full of clabber, which he had
never tasted before.

When he had finished, she drew a chair near to his, and sat down.
She had previously sent Leonard out on some barnyard errands; he
could be heard from time to time shouting in an authoritative
country voice to his live stock.

"Well, tell me boy," she said, "what have you been reading?"

Craftily he picked his way across the waste land of printery,
naming as his favorites those books which he felt would win her
approval.  As he had read everything, good and bad, that the town
library contained, he was able to make an impressive showing.
Sometimes she stopped him to question about a book--he rebuilt the
story richly with a blazing tenacity of detail that satisfied her
wholly.  She was excited and eager--she saw at once how abundantly
she could feed this ravenous hunger for knowledge, experience,
wisdom.  And he knew suddenly the joy of obedience: the wild
ignorant groping, the blind hunt, the desperate baffled desire was
now to be ruddered, guided, controlled.  The way through the
passage to India, that he had never been able to find, would now be
charted for him.  Before he went away she had given him a fat
volume of nine hundred pages, shot through with spirited engravings
of love and battle, of the period he loved best.

He was drowned deep at midnight in the destiny of the man who
killed the bear, the burner of windmills and the scourge of
banditry, in all the life of road and tavern in the Middle Ages, in
valiant and beautiful Gerard, the seed of genius, the father of
Erasmus.  Eugene thought The Cloister and the Hearth the best story
he had ever read.

The Altamont Fitting School was the greatest venture of their
lives.  All the delayed success that Leonard had dreamed of as a
younger man he hoped to realize now.  For him the school was
independence, mastership, power, and, he hoped, prosperity.  For
her, teaching was its own exceeding great reward--her lyric music,
her life, the world in which plastically she built to beauty what
was good, the lord of her soul that gave her spirit life while he
broke her body.

In the cruel volcano of the boy's mind, the little brier moths of
his idolatry wavered in to their strange marriage and were
consumed.  One by one the merciless years reaped down his gods and
captains.  What had lived up to hope?  What had withstood the
scourge of growth and memory?  Why had the gold become so dim?  All
of his life, it seemed, his blazing loyalties began with men and
ended with images; the life he leaned on melted below his weight,
and looking down, he saw he clasped a statue; but enduring, a
victorious reality amid his shadow-haunted heart, she remained, who
first had touched his blinded eyes with light, who nested his
hooded houseless soul.  She remained.

O death in life that turns our men to stone!  O change that levels
down our gods!  If only one lives yet, above the cinders of the
consuming years, shall not this dust awaken, shall not dead faith
revive, shall we not see God again, as once in morning, on the
mountain?  Who walks with us on the hills?


Eugene spent the next four years of his life in Leonard's school.
Against the bleak horror of Dixieland, against the dark road of
pain and death down which the great limbs of Gant had already begun
to slope, against all the loneliness and imprisonment of his own
life which had gnawed him like hunger, these years at Leonard's
bloomed like golden apples.

From Leonard he got little--a dry campaign over an arid waste of
Latin prose: first, a harsh, stiff, unintelligent skirmishing among
the rules of grammar, which frightened and bewildered him
needlessly, and gave him for years an unhealthy dislike of syntax,
and an absurd prejudice against the laws on which the language was
built.  Then, a year's study of the lean, clear precision of Cæsar,
the magnificent structure of the style--the concision, the skeleton
certainty, deadened by the disjointed daily partition, the dull
parsing, the lumbering cliché of pedantic translation:

"Having done all things that were necessary, and the season now
being propitious for carrying on war, Cæsar began to arrange his
legions in battle array."

All the dark pageantry of war in Gaul, the thrust of the Roman
spear through the shield of hide, the barbaric parleys in the
forests, and the proud clangor of triumph--all that might have been
supplied in the story of the great realist, by one touch of the
transforming passion with which a great teacher projects his work,
was lacking.

Instead, glibly, the wheels ground on into the hard rut of method
and memory.  March 12, last year--three days late.  Cogitata.
Neut. pl. of participle used as substantive.  Quo used instead of
ut to express purpose when comparative follows.  Eighty lines for

They spent a weary age, two years, on that dull dog, Cicero.  De
Senectute.  De Amicitia.  They skirted Virgil because John Dorsey
Leonard was a bad sailor--he was not at all sure of Virgilian
navigation.  He hated exploration.  He distrusted voyages.  Next
year, he said.  And the great names of Ovid, lord of the elves and
gnomes, the Bacchic piper of Amores, or of Lucretius, full of the
rhythm of tides.  Nox est perpetua.

"Huh?" drawled Mr. Leonard, vacantly beginning to laugh.  He was
fingermarked with chalk from chin to crotch.  Stephen ("Pap")
Rheinhart leaned forward gently and fleshed his penpoint in Eugene
Gant's left rump.  Eugene grunted painfully.

"Why, no," said Mr. Leonard, stroking his chin.  "A different sort
of Latin."

"What sort?" Tom Davis insisted.  "Harder than Cicero?"

"Well," said Mr. Leonard, dubiously, "different.  A little beyond
you at present."

"--est perpetua.  Una dormienda.  Luna dies et nox."

"Is Latin poetry hard to read?" Eugene said.

"Well," said Mr. Leonard, shaking his head.  "It's not easy.
Horace--" he began carefully.

"He wrote Odes and Epodes," said Tom Davis.  "What is an Epode, Mr.

"Why," said Mr. Leonard reflectively, "it's a form of poetry."

"Hell!" said "Pap" Rheinhart in a rude whisper to Eugene.  "I knew
that before I paid tuition."

Smiling lusciously, and stroking himself with gentle fingers, Mr.
Leonard turned back to the lesson.

"Now let me see," he began.

"Who was Catullus?" Eugene shouted violently.  Like a flung spear
in his brain, the name.

"He was a poet," Mr. Leonard answered thoughtlessly, quickly,
startled.  He regretted.

"What sort of poetry did he write?" asked Eugene.

There was no answer.

"Was it like Horace?"

"No-o," said Mr. Leonard reflectively.  "It wasn't exactly like

"What was it like?" said Tom Davis.  "Like your granny's gut,"
"Pap" Rheinhart toughly whispered.

"Why--he wrote on topics of general interest in his day," said Mr.
Leonard easily.

"Did he write about being in love?" said Eugene in a quivering

Tom Davis turned a surprised face on him.  "Gre-a-at Day!" he
exclaimed, after a moment.  Then he began to laugh.

"He wrote about being in love," Eugene cried with sudden certain
passion.  "He wrote about being in love with a lady named Lesbia.
Ask Mr. Leonard if you don't believe me."

They turned thirsty faces up to him.

"Why--no--yes--I don't know about all that," said Mr. Leonard,
challengingly, confused.  "Where'd you hear all this, boy?"

"I read it in a book," said Eugene, wondering where.  Like a flung
spear, the name.

--Whose tongue was fanged like a serpent, flung spear of ecstasy
and passion.

Odi et amo: quore id faciam . . .

"Well, not altogether," said Mr. Leonard.  "Some of them," he

. . . fortasse requiris.  Nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.

"Who was she?" said Tom Davis.

"Oh, it was the custom in those days," said Mr. Leonard carelessly.
"Like Dante and Beatrice.  It was a way the poet had of paying a

The serpent whispered.  There was a distillation of wild exultancy
in his blood.  The rags of obedience, servility, reverential awe
dropped in a belt around him.

"She was a man's wife!" he said loudly.  "That's who she was."

Awful stillness.

"Why--here--who told you that?" said Mr. Leonard, bewildered, but
considering matrimony a wild and possibly dangerous myth.  "Who
told you, boy?"

"What was she, then?" said Tom Davis pointedly.

"Why--not exactly," Mr. Leonard murmured, rubbing his chin.

"She was a Bad Woman," said Eugene.  Then, most desperately, he
added:  "She was a Little Chippie."

"Pap" Rheinhart drew in his breath sharply.

"What's that, what's that, what's that?" cried Mr. Leonard rapidly
when he could speak.  Fury boiled up in him.  He sprang from his
chair.  "What did you say, boy?"

But he thought of Margaret and looked down, with a sudden sense of
palsy, into the white ruination of boy-face.  Too far beyond.  He
sat down again, shaken.

--Whose foulest cry was shafted with his passion, whose greatest
music flowered out of filth--

     "Nulla potest mulier tantum se dicere amatam
      Vere, quantum a me Lesbia amata mea es."

"You should be more careful of your talk, Eugene," said Mr. Leonard

"See here!" he exclaimed suddenly, turning with violence to his
book.  "This is getting no work done.  Come on, now!" he said
heartily, spitting upon his intellectual hands.  "You rascals you!"
he said, noting Tom Davis' grin.  "I know what you're after--you
want to take up the whole period."

Tom Davis' hearty laughter boomed out, mingling with his own whine.

"All right, Tom," said Mr. Leonard briskly, "page 43, section 6,
line 15.  Begin at that point."

At this moment the bell rang and Tom Davis' laughter filled the

Nevertheless, in charted lanes of custom, he gave competent
instruction.  He would perhaps have had difficulty in constructing
a page of Latin prose and verse with which he had not become
literally familiar by years of repetition.  In Greek, certainly,
his deficiency would have been even more marked, but he would have
known a second aorist or an optative in the dark (if he had ever
met it before).  There were two final years of precious Greek: they
read the Anabasis.

"What's the good of all this stuff?" said Tom Davis

Mr. Leonard was on sure ground here.  He understood the value of
the classics.

"It teaches a man to appreciate the Finer Things.  It gives him the
foundations of a liberal education.  It trains his mind."

"What good's it going to do him when he goes to work?" said "Pap"
Rheinhart.  "It's not going to teach him how to grow more corn."

"Well--I'm not so sure of that," said Mr. Leonard with a protesting
laugh.  "I think it does."

"Pap" Rheinhart looked at him with a comical cock of the head.  He
had a wry neck, which gave his humorous kindly face a sidelong
expression of quizzical maturity.

He had a gruff voice; he was full of rough kindly humor, and chewed
tobacco constantly.  His father was wealthy.  He lived on a big
farm in the Cove, ran a dairy and had a foundry in the town.  They
were unpretending people--German stock.

"Pshaw, Mr. Leonard," said "Pap" Rheinhart.  "Are you going to talk
Latin to your farmhands?"

"Egibus wantibus a peckibus of cornibus," said Tom Davis with
sounding laughter.  Mr. Leonard laughed with abstracted
appreciation.  The joke was his own.

"It trains the mind to grapple with problems of all sorts," he

"According to what you say," said Tom Davis, "a man who has studied
Greek makes a better plumber than one who hasn't."

"Yes, sir," said Mr. Leonard, shaking his head smartly, "you know,
I believe he does."  He joined, pleased, with their pleasant
laughter, a loose slobbering giggle.

He was on trodden ground.  They engaged him in long debates: as he
ate his lunch, he waved a hot biscuit around, persuasive, sweetly
reasonable, exhaustively minute in an effort to prove the
connection of Greek and groceries.  The great wind of Athens had
touched him not at all.  Of the delicate and sensuous intelligence
of the Greeks, their feminine grace, the constructive power and
subtlety of their intelligence, the instability of their character,
and the structure, restraint and perfection of their forms, he said

He had caught a glimpse, in an American college, of the great
structure of the most architectural of languages: he felt the
sculptural perfection of such a word as [Greek word], but his
opinions smelled of chalk, the classroom, and a very bad lamp--
Greek was good because it was ancient, classic, and academic.  The
smell of the East, the dark tide of the Orient that flowed below,
touched the lives of poet and soldier, with something perverse,
evil, luxurious, was as far from his life as Lesbos.  He was simply
the mouthpiece of a formula of which he was assured without having
a genuine belief.

[Greek phrase]

The mathematics and history teacher was John Dorsey's sister Amy.
She was a powerful woman, five feet ten inches tall, who weighed
185 pounds.  She had very thick black hair, straight and oily, and
very black eyes, giving a heavy sensuousness to her face.  Her
thick forearms were fleeced with light down.  She was not fat, but
she corsetted tightly, her powerful arms and heavy shoulders
bulging through the cool white of her shirtwaists.  In warm weather
she perspired abundantly: her waists were stained below the arm-
pits with big spreading blots of sweat; in the winter, as she
warmed herself by the fire, she had about her the exciting odor of
chalk, and the strong good smell of a healthy animal.  Eugene,
passing down the wind-swept back porch one day in winter, looked in
on her room just as her tiny niece opened the door to come out.
She sat before a dancing coal-fire, after her bath, drawing on her
stockings.  Fascinated, he stared at her broad red shoulders, her
big body steaming cleanly like a beast.

She liked the fire and the radiance of warmth: sleepily alert she
sat by the stove, with her legs spread, sucking in the heat, her
large earth strength more heavily sensuous than her brother's.
Stroked by the slow heat-tingle she smiled slowly with indifferent
affection on all the boys.  No men came to see her: like a pool she
was thirsty for lips.  She sought no one.  With lazy cat-warmth she
smiled on all the world.

She was a good teacher of mathematics: number to her was innate.
Lazily she took their tablets, worked answers lazily, smiling good-
naturedly with contempt.  Behind her, at a desk, Durand Jarvis
moaned passionately to Eugene, and writhed erotically, gripping the
leaf of his desk fiercely.

Sister Sheba arrived with her consumptive husband at the end of the
second year--cadaver, flecked lightly on the lips with blood,
seventy-three years old.  They said he was forty-nine--sickness
made him look old.  He was a tall man, six feet three, with long
straight mustaches, waxen and emaciated as a mandarin.  He painted
pictures--impressionist blobs--sheep on a gorsey hill, fishboats at
the piers, with a warm red jumble of brick buildings in the

Old Gloucester Town, Marblehead, Cape Cod Folks, Captains
Courageous--the rich salty names came reeking up with a smell of
tarred rope, dry codheads rotting in the sun, rocking dories knee-
deep in gutted fish, the strong loin-smell of the sea in harbors,
and the quiet brooding vacancy of a seaman's face, sign of his
marriage with ocean.  How look the seas at dawn in Spring?  The
cold gulls sleep upon the wind.  But rose the skies.

They saw the waxen mandarin walk shakily three times up and down
the road.  It was Spring, there was a south wind high in the big
trees.  He wavered along on a stick, planted before him with a blue
phthisic hand.  His eyes were blue and pale as if he had been

He had begotten two children by Sheba--girls.  They were exotic
tender blossoms, all black and milky white, as strange and lovely
as Spring.  The boys groped curiously.

"He must be a better man than he looks yet," said Tom Davis.  "The
little 'un's only two or three years old."

"He's not as old as he looks," said Eugene.  "He looks old because
he's been sick.  He's only forty-nine."

"How do you know?" said Tom Davis.

"Miss Amy says so," said Eugene innocently.

"Pap" Rheinhart cocked his head on Eugene and carried his quid
deftly on the end of his tongue to the other cheek.

"Forty-nine!" he said, "you'd better see a doctor, boy.  He's as
old as God."

"That's what she said," Eugene insisted doggedly.

"Why, of course she said it!" "Pap" Rheinhart replied.  "You don't
think they're going to let it out, do you?  When they're running a
school here."

"Son, you must be simple!" said Jack Candler who had not thought of
it up to now.

"Hell, you're their Pet.  They know you'll believe whatever they
tell you," said Julius Arthur.  "Pap" Rheinhart looked at him
searchingly, then shook his head as if a cure was impossible.  They
laughed at his faith.

"Well, if he's so old," said Eugene, "why did old Lady Lattimer
marry him?"

"Why, because she couldn't get any one else, of course," said "Pap"
Rheinhart, impatient at this obtuseness.

"Do you suppose she has had to keep him up?" said Tom Davis
curiously.  Silently they wondered.  And Eugene, as he saw the two
lovely children fall like petals from their mother's heavy breast,
as he saw the waxen artist faltering his last steps to death, and
heard Sheba's strong voice leveling a conversation at its
beginning, expanding in violent burlesque all of her opinions, was
bewildered again before the unsearchable riddle--out of death,
life, out of the coarse rank earth, a flower.

His faith was above conviction.  Disillusion had come so often that
it had awakened in him a strain of bitter suspicion, an occasional
mockery, virulent, coarse, cruel, and subtle, which was all the
more scalding because of his own pain.  Unknowingly, he had begun
to build up in himself a vast mythology for which he cared all the
more deeply because he realized its untruth.  Brokenly, obscurely,
he was beginning to feel that it was not truth that men live for--
the creative men--but for falsehood.  At times his devouring,
unsated brain seemed to be beyond his governance: it was a
frightful bird whose beak was in his heart, whose talons tore
unceasingly at his bowels.  And this unsleeping demon wheeled,
plunged, revolved about an object, returning suddenly, after it had
flown away, with victorious malice, leaving stripped, mean, and
common all that he had clothed with wonder.

But he saw hopefully that he never learned--that what remained was
the tinsel and the gold.  He was so bitter with his tongue because
his heart believed so much.

The merciless brain lay coiled and alert like a snake: it saw every
gesture, every quick glance above his head, the shoddy scaffolding
of all reception.  But these people existed for him in a world
remote from human error.  He opened one window of his heart to
Margaret, together they entered the sacred grove of poetry; but all
dark desire, the dream of fair forms, and all the misery,
drunkenness, and disorder of his life at home he kept fearfully
shut.  He was afraid they would hear.  Desperately he wondered how
many of the boys had heard of it.  And all the facts that levelled
Margaret down to life, that plunged her in the defiling stream of
life, were as unreal and horrible as a nightmare.

That she had been near death from tuberculosis, that the violent
and garrulous Sheba had married an old man, who had begotten two
children and was now about to die, that the whole little family,
powerful in cohesive fidelity, were nursing their great sores in
privacy, building up before the sharp eyes and rattling tongues of
young boys a barrier of flimsy pretense and evasion, numbed him
with a sense of unreality.

Eugene believed in the glory and the gold.

He lived more at Dixieland now.  He had been more closely bound to
Eliza since he began at Leonard's.  Gant, Helen, and Luke were
scornful of the private school.  The children were resentful of it--
a little jealous.  And their temper was barbed now with a new
sting.  They would say:

"You've ruined him completely since you sent him to a private
school."  Or, "He's too good to soil his hands now that he's quit
the public school."

Eliza herself kept him sufficiently reminded of his obligation.
She spoke often of the effort she had to make to pay the tuition
fee, and of her poverty.  She said, he must work hard, and help her
all he could in his spare hours.  He should also help her through
the summer and "drum up trade" among the arriving tourists at the

"For God's sake!  What's the matter with you?" Luke jeered.
"You're not ashamed of a little honest work, are you?"

This way, sir, for Dixieland.  Mrs. Eliza E. Gant, proprietor.
Just A Whisper Off The Square, Captain.  All the comforts of the
Modern Jail.  Biscuits and home-made pies just like mother should
have made but didn't.

That boy's a hustler.

At the end of Eugene's first year at Leonard's, Eliza told John
Dorsey she could no longer afford to pay the tuition.  He conferred
with Margaret and, returning, agreed to take the boy for half

"He can help you drum up new prospects," said Eliza.

"Yes," Leonard agreed, "that's the very thing."

Ben bought a new pair of shoes.  They were tan.  He paid six
dollars for them.  He always bought good things.  But they burnt
the soles of his feet.  In a scowling rage he loped to his room and
took them off.

"Goddam it!" he yelled, and hurled them at the wall.  Eliza came to
the door.

"You'll never have a penny, boy, as long as you waste money the way
you do.  I tell you what, it's pretty bad when you think of it."
She shook her head sadly with puckered mouth.

"O for God's sake!" he growled.  "Listen to this!  By God, you
never hear me asking any one for anything, do you?" he burst out in
a rage.

She took the shoes and gave them to Eugene.

"It would be a pity to throw away a good pair of shoes," she said.
"Try 'em on, boy."

He tried them on.  His feet were already bigger than Ben's.  He
walked about carefully and painfully a few steps.

"How do they feel?" asked Eliza.

"All right, I guess," he said doubtfully.  "They're a little

He liked their clean strength, the good smell of leather.  They
were the best shoes he had ever had.

Ben entered the kitchen.

"You little brute!" he said.  "You've a foot like a mule."
Scowling, he knelt and touched the straining leather at the toes.
Eugene winced.

"Mama, for God's sake," Ben cried out irritably, "don't make the
kid wear them if they're too small.  I'll buy him a pair myself if
you're too stingy to spend the money."

"Why, what's wrong with these?" said Eliza.  She pressed them with
her fingers.  "Why, pshaw!" she said.  "There's nothing wrong with
them.  All shoes are a little tight at first.  It won't hurt him a

But he had to give up at the end of six weeks.  The hard leather
did not stretch, his feet hurt more every day.  He limped about
more and more painfully until he planted each step woodenly as if
he were walking on blocks.  His feet were numb and dead, sore on
the palms.  One day, in a rage, Ben flung him down and took them
off.  It was several days before he began to walk with ease again.
But his toes that had grown through boyhood straight and strong
were pressed into a pulp, the bones gnarled, bent and twisted, the
nails thick and dead.

"It does seem a pity to throw those good shoes away," sighed Eliza.

But she had strange fits of generosity.  He didn't understand.

A girl came down to Altamont from the west.  She was from Sevier, a
mountain town, she said.  She had a big brown body, and black hair
and eyes of a Cherokee Indian.

"Mark my words," said Gant.  "That girl's got Cherokee blood in her

She took a room, and for days rocked back and forth in a chair
before the parlor fire.  She was shy, frightened, a little sullen--
her manners were country and decorous.  She never spoke unless she
was spoken to.

Sometimes she was sick and stayed in bed.  Eliza took her food
then, and was extremely kind to her.

Day after day the girl rocked back and forth, all through the
stormy autumn.  Eugene could hear her large feet as rhythmically
they hit the floor, ceaselessly propelling the rocker.  Her name
was Mrs. Morgan.

One day as he laid large crackling lumps upon the piled glowing
mass of coals, Eliza entered the room.  Mrs. Morgan rocked away
stolidly.  Eliza stood by the fire for a moment, pursing her lips
reflectively, and folding her hands quietly upon her stomach.  She
looked out the window at the stormy sky, the swept windy bareness
of the street.

"I tell you what," she said, "it looks like a hard winter for the
poor folks."

"Yes'm," said Mrs. Morgan sullenly.  She kept on rocking.

Eliza was silent a moment longer.

"Where's your husband?" she asked presently.

"In Sevier," Mrs. Morgan said.  "He's a railroad man."

"What's that, what's that?" said Eliza quickly, comically.  "A
railroad man, you say?" she inquired sharply.


"Well, it looks mighty funny to me he hasn't been in to see you,"
said Eliza, with enormous accusing tranquillity.  "I'd call it a
pretty poor sort of man who'd act like that."

Mrs. Morgan said nothing.  Her tar-black eyes glittered in

"Have you got any money?" said Eliza.

"No'm," said Mrs. Morgan.

Eliza stood solidly, enjoying the warmth, pursing her lips.  "When
do you expect to have your baby?" said Eliza suddenly.

Mrs. Morgan said nothing for a moment.  She kept on rocking.

"In less'n a month now, I reckon," she answered.

She had been getting bigger week after week.

Eliza bent over and pulled her skirt up, revealing her leg to the
knee, cotton-stockinged and lumpily wadded over with her heavy

"Whew!" she cried out coyly, noticing that Eugene was staring.
"Turn your head, boy," she commanded, snickering and rubbing her
finger along her nose.  The dull green of rolled banknotes shone
through her stockings.  She pulled the bills out.

"Well, I reckon you'll have to have a little money," said Eliza,
peeling off two tens, and giving them to Mrs. Morgan.

"Thank you, ma'am," said Mrs. Morgan, taking the money.

"You can stay here until you're able to work again," said Eliza.
"I know a good doctor."

"Mama, in heaven's name," Helen fumed.  "Where on earth do you get
these people?"

"Merciful God!" howled Gant, "you've had 'em all--blind, lame,
crazy, chippies and bastards.  They all come here."

Nevertheless, when he saw Mrs. Morgan now, he always made a
profound bow, saying with the most florid courtesy:

"How do you do, madam?"  Aside, to Helen, he said:

"I tell you what--she's a fine-looking girl."

"Hahahaha," said Helen, laughing in an ironic falsetto, and
prodding him, "you wouldn't mind having her yourself, would you?"

"B'God," he said humorously, wetting his thumb, and grinning slyly
at Eliza, "she's got a pair of pippins."

Eliza smiled bitterly into popping grease.

"Hm!" she said disdainfully.  "I don't care how many he goes with.
There's no fool like an old fool.  You'd better not be too smart.
That's a game two can play at."

"Hahahahaha!" laughed Helen thinly, "she's mad now."

Helen took Mrs. Morgan often to Gant's and cooked great meals for
her.  She also brought her presents of candy and scented soap from

They called in McGuire at the birth of the child.  From below
Eugene heard the quiet commotion in the upstairs room, the low
moans of the woman, and finally a high piercing wail.  Eliza,
greatly excited, kept kettles seething with hot water constantly
over the gas flames of the stove.  From time to time she rushed
upstairs with a boiling kettle, descending a moment later more
slowly, pausing from step to step while she listened attentively to
the sounds in the room.

"After all," said Helen, banging kettles about restlessly in the
kitchen, "what do we know about her?  Nobody can say she hasn't got
a husband, can they?  They'd better be careful!  People have no
right to say those things," she cried out irritably against unknown

It was night.  Eugene went out on to the veranda.  The air was
frosty, clear, not very cool.  Above the black bulk of the eastern
hills, and in the great bowl of the sky, far bright stars were
scintillant as jewels.  The light burned brightly in neighborhood
houses, as bright and as hard as if carved from some cold gem.
Across the wide yard-spaces wafted the warm odor of hamburger steak
and fried onions.  Ben stood at the veranda rail, leaning upon his
cocked leg, smoking with deep lung inhalations.  Eugene went over
and stood by him.  They heard the wail upstairs.  Eugene snickered,
looking up at the thin ivory mask.  Ben lifted his white hand
sharply to strike him, but dropped it with a growl of contempt,
smiling faintly.  Far before them, on the top of Birdseye, faint
lights wavered in the rich Jew's castle.  In the neighborhood there
was a slight mist of supper, and frost-far voices.

Deep womb, dark flower.  The Hidden.  The secret fruit, heart-red,
fed by rich Indian blood.  Womb-night brooding darkness flowering
secretly into life.

Mrs. Morgan went away two weeks after her child was born.  He was a
little brown-skinned boy, with a tuft of elvish black hair, and
very black bright eyes.  He was like a little Indian.  Before she
left Eliza gave her twenty dollars.

"Where are you going?" she asked.

"I've got folks in Sevier," said Mrs. Morgan.

She went up the street carrying a cheap imitation-crocodile valise.
At her shoulder the baby waggled his head, and looked merrily back
with his bright black eyes.  Eliza waved to him and smiled
tremulously; she turned back into the house sniffling, with wet

Why did she come to Dixieland, I wonder? Eugene thought.

Eliza was good to a little man with a mustache.  He had a wife and
a little girl nine years old.  He was a hotel steward; he was out
of work and he stayed at Dixieland until he owed her more than one
hundred dollars.  But he split kindling neatly, and carried up
coal; he did handy jobs of carpentry, and painted up rusty places
about the house.

She was very fond of him; he was what she called "a good family
man."  She liked domestic people; she liked men who were house-
broken.  The little man was very kind and very tame.  Eugene liked
him because he made good coffee.  Eliza never bothered him about
the money.  Finally, he got work at the Inn, and quarters there.
He paid Eliza all he owed her.

Eugene stayed late at the school, returning in the afternoon at
three or four o'clock.  Sometimes it was almost dark when he came
back to Dixieland.  Eliza was fretful at his absences, and brought
him his dinner crisped and dried from its long heating in the oven.
There was a heavy vegetable soup thickly glutinous with cabbage,
beans, and tomatoes, and covered on top with big grease blisters.
There would also be warmed-over beef, pork or chicken, a dish full
of cold lima beans, biscuits, slaw, and coffee.

But the school had become the centre of his heart and life--
Margaret Leonard his spiritual mother.  He liked to be there most
in the afternoons when the crowd of boys had gone, and when he was
free to wander about the old house, under the singing majesty of
great trees, exultant in the proud solitude of that fine hill, the
clean windy rain of the acorns, the tang of burning leaves.  He
would read wolfishly until Margaret discovered him and drove him
out under the trees or toward the flat court behind Bishop Raper's
residence at the entrance, which was used for basketball.  Here,
while the western sky reddened, he raced down toward the goal,
passing the ball to a companion, exulting in his growing swiftness,
agility, and expertness in shooting the basket.

Margaret Leonard watched his health jealously, almost morbidly,
warning him constantly of the terrible consequences that followed
physical depletion, the years required to build back what had once
been thrown carelessly away.

"Look here, boy!" she would begin, stopping him in a quiet boding
voice.  "Come in here a minute.  I want to talk to you."

Somewhat frightened, extremely nervous, he would sit down beside

"How much sleep have you been getting?" she asked.

Hopefully, he said nine hours a night.  That should be about right.

"Well, make it ten," she commanded sternly.  "See here, 'Gene, you
simply can't afford to take chances with your health.  Lordy, boy,
I know what I'm talking about.  I've had to pay the price, I tell
you.  You can't do anything in this world without your health,

"But I'm all right," he protested desperately, frightened.
"There's nothing wrong with me."

"You're not strong, boy.  You've got to get some meat on your
bones.  I tell you what, I'm worried by those circles under your
eyes.  Do you keep regular hours?"

He did not: he hated regular hours.  The excitement, the movement,
the constant moments of crisis at Gant's and Eliza's had him keyed
to their stimulation.  The order and convention of domestic life he
had never known.  He was desperately afraid of regularity.  It
meant dullness and inanition to him.  He loved the hour of

But obediently he promised her that he would be regular--regular in
eating, sleeping, studying, and exercising.

But he had not yet learned to play with the crowd.  He still
feared, disliked and distrusted them.

He shrank from the physical conflict of boy life, but knowing her
eye was upon him he plunged desperately into their games, his frail
strength buffeted in the rush of strong legs, the heavy jar of
strong bodies, picking himself up bruised and sore at heart to
follow and join again the mill of the burly pack.  Day after day to
the ache of his body was added the ache and shame of his spirit,
but he hung on with a pallid smile across his lips, and envy and
fear of their strength in his heart.  He parroted faithfully all
that John Dorsey had to say about the "spirit of fair play,"
"sportsmanship," "playing the game for the game's sake," "accepting
defeat or victory with a smile," and so on, but he had no genuine
belief or understanding.  These phrases were current among all the
boys at the school--they had been made somewhat too conscious of
them and, as he listened, at times the old, inexplicable shame
returned--he craned his neck and drew one foot sharply off the

And Eugene noted, with the old baffling shame again, as this cheap
tableau of self-conscious, robust, and raucously aggressive boyhood
was posed, that, for all the mouthing of phrases, the jargon about
fair play and sportsmanship, the weaker, at Leonard's, was the
legitimate prey of the stronger.  Leonard, beaten by a boy in a
play of wits, or in an argument for justice, would assert the
righteousness of his cause by physical violence.  These spectacles
were ugly and revolting: Eugene watched them with sick fascination.

Leonard himself was not a bad man--he was a man of considerable
character, kindliness, and honest determination.  He loved his
family, he stood up with some courage against the bigotry in the
Methodist church, where he was a deacon, and at length had to
withdraw because of his remarks on Darwin's theory.  He was, thus,
an example of that sad liberalism of the village--an advanced
thinker among the Methodists, a bearer of the torch at noon, an
apologist for the toleration of ideas that have been established
for fifty years.  He tried faithfully to do his duties as a
teacher.  But he was of the earth--even his heavy-handed violence
was of the earth, and had in it the unconscious brutality of
nature.  Although he asserted his interest in "the things of the
mind," his interest in the soil was much greater, and he had added
little to his stock of information since leaving college.  He was
slow-witted and quite lacking in the sensitive intuitions of
Margaret, who loved the man with such passionate fidelity, however,
that she seconded all his acts before the world.  Eugene had even
heard her cry out in a shrill, trembling voice against a student
who had answered her husband insolently:  "Why, I'd slap his head
off!  That's what I'd do!"  And the boy had trembled, with fear and
nausea, to see her so.  But thus, he knew, could love change one.
Leonard thought his actions wise and good: he had grown up in a
tradition that demanded strict obedience to the master, and that
would not brook opposition to his rulings.  He had learned from his
father, a Tennessee patriarch who ran a farm, preached on Sundays,
and put down rebellion in his family with a horse-whip and pious
prayers, the advantages of being God!  He thought little boys who
resisted him should be beaten.

Upon the sons of his wealthiest and most prominent clients, as well
as upon his own children, Leonard was careful to inflict no
chastisement, and these young men, arrogantly conscious of their
immunity, were studious in their insolence and disobedience.  The
son of the Bishop, Justin Raper, a tall thin boy of thirteen, with
black hair, a thin dark bumpy face, and absurdly petulant lips,
typed copies of a dirty ballad and sold them among the students at
five cents a copy.

     "Madam, your daughter looks very fine,
      Madam, your daughter looks very fine,

Moreover, Leonard surprised this youth one afternoon in Spring on
the eastern flank of the hill, in the thick grass beneath a
flowering dogwood, united in sexual congress with Miss Hazel
Bradley, the daughter of a small grocer who lived below on Biltburn
Avenue, and whose lewdness was already advertised in the town.
Leonard, on second thought, did not go to the Bishop.  He went to
the Grocer.

"Well," said Mr. Bradley, brushing his long mustache reflectively
away from his mouth, "you ought to put up a no-trespassin' sign."

The target of concentrated abuse, both for John Dorsey and the
boys, was the son of a Jew.  The boy's name was Edward Michalove.
His father was a jeweller, a man with a dark, gentle floridity of
manner and complexion.  He had white delicate fingers.  His
counters were filled with old brooches, gemmed buckles, ancient
incrusted watches.  The boy had two sisters--large handsome women.
His mother was dead.  None of them looked Jewish: they all had a
soft dark fluescence of appearance.

At twelve, he was a tall slender lad, with dark amber features, and
the mincing effeminacy of an old maid.  He was terrified in the
company of other boys, all that was sharp, spinsterly, and
venomous, would come protectively to the surface when he was
ridiculed or threatened, and he would burst into shrill unpleasant
laughter, or hysterical tears.  His mincing walk, with the constant
gesture of catching maidenly at the fringe of his coat as he walked
along, his high husky voice, with a voluptuous and feminine current
playing through it, drew upon him at once the terrible battery of
their dislike.

They called him "Miss" Michalove; they badgered him into a state of
constant hysteria, until he became an unpleasant snarling little
cat, holding up his small clawed hands to scratch them with his
long nails whenever they approached; they made him detestable,
master and boys alike, and they hated him for what they made of

Sobbing one day when he had been kept in after school hours, he
leaped up and rushed suddenly for the doors.  Leonard, breathing
stertorously, pounded awkwardly after him, and returned in a moment
dragging the screaming boy along by the collar.

"Sit down!" yelled John Dorsey, hurling him into a desk.  Then, his
boiling fury unappeased, and baffled by fear of inflicting some
crippling punishment on the boy, he added illogically:  "Stand up!"
and jerked him to his feet again.

"You young upstart!" he panted.  "You little two-by-two
whippersnapper!  We'll just see, my sonny, if I'm to be dictated to
by the like of you."

"Take your hands off me!" Edward screamed, in an agony of physical
loathing.  "I'll tell my father on you, old man Leonard, and he'll
come down here and kick your big fat behind all over the lot.  See
if he don't."

Eugene closed his eyes, unable to witness the snuffing out of a
young life.  He was cold and sick about his heart.  But when he
opened his eyes again Edward, flushed and sobbing, was standing
where he stood.  Nothing had happened.

Eugene waited for God's visitation upon the unhappy blasphemer.  He
gathered, from the slightly open paralysis that had frozen John
Dorsey's and Sister Amy's face, that they were waiting too.

Edward lived.  There was nothing beyond this--nothing.

Eugene thought of this young Jew years later with the old piercing
shame, with the riving pain by which a man recalls the irrevocable
moment of some cowardly or dishonorable act.  For not only did he
join in the persecution of the boy--he was also glad at heart
because of the existence of some one weaker than himself, some one
at whom the flood of ridicule might be directed.  Years later it
came to him that on the narrow shoulders of that Jew lay a burden
he might otherwise have borne, that that overladen heart was
swollen with a misery that might have been his.

Mr. Leonard's "men of to-morrow" were doing nicely.  The spirit of
justice, of physical honor was almost unknown to them, but they
were loud in proclaiming the letter.  Each of them lived in a fear
of discovery; each of them who was able built up his own defenses
of swagger, pretense, and loud assertion--the great masculine
flower of gentleness, courage, and honor died in a foul tangle.
The great clan of go-getter was emergent in young boys--big in
voice, violent in threat, withered and pale at heart--the "He-men"
were on the rails.

And Eugene, encysted now completely behind the walls of his
fantasy, hurled his physical body daily to defeat, imitated, as
best he could, the speech, gesture, and bearing of his fellows,
joined, by act or spirit, in the attack on those weaker than
himself, and was compensated sometimes for his bruises when he
heard Margaret say that he was "a boy with a fine spirit."  She
said it very often.

He was, fortunately, thanks to Gant and Eliza, a creature that was
dominantly masculine in its sex, but in all his life, either at
home or in school, he had seldom known victory.  Fear he knew well.
And so incessant, it seemed to him later, had been this tyranny of
strength, that in his young wild twenties when his great boneframe
was powerfully fleshed at last, and he heard about him the loud
voices, the violent assertion, the empty threat, memory would waken
in him a maniacal anger, and he would hurl the insolent intruding
swaggerer from his path, thrust back the jostler, glare insanely
into fearful surprised faces and curse them.

He never forgot the Jew; he always thought of him with shame.  But
it was many years before he could understand that that sensitive
and feminine person, bound to him by the secret and terrible bonds
of his own dishonor, had in him nothing perverse, nothing
unnatural, nothing degenerate.  He was as much like a woman as a
man.  That was all.  There is no place among the Boy Scouts for the
androgyne--it must go to Parnassus.


In the years that had followed Eliza's removal to Dixieland, by a
slow inexorable chemistry of union and repellence, profound changes
had occurred in the alignment of the Gants.  Eugene had passed away
from Helen's earlier guardianship into the keeping of Ben.  This
separation was inevitable.  The great affection she had shown him
when he was a young child was based not on any deep kinship of mind
or body or spirit, but on her vast maternal feeling, something that
poured from her in a cataract of tenderness and cruelty upon young,
weak, plastic life.

The time had passed when she could tousle him on the bed in a
smother of slaps and kisses, crushing him, stroking him, biting and
kissing his young flesh.  He was not so attractive physically--he
had lost the round contours of infancy, he had grown up like a
weed, his limbs were long and gangling, his feet large, his
shoulders bony, and his head too big and heavy for the scrawny neck
on which it sagged forward.  Moreover, he sank deeper year by year
into the secret life, a strange wild thing bloomed darkly in his
face, and when she spoke to him his eyes were filled with the
shadows of great ships and cities.

And this secret life, which she could never touch, and which she
could never understand, choked her with fury.  It was necessary for
her to seize life in her big red-knuckled hands, to cuff and caress
it, to fondle, love, and enslave it.  Her boiling energy rushed
outward on all things that lived in the touch of the sun.  It was
necessary for her to dominate and enslave, all her virtues--her
strong lust to serve, to give, to nurse, to amuse--came from the
imperative need for dominance over almost all she touched.

She was herself ungovernable; she disliked whatever did not yield
to her governance.  In his loneliness he would have yielded his
spirit into bondage willingly if in exchange he might have had her
love which so strangely he had forfeited, but he was unable to
reveal to her the flowering ecstasies, the dark and incommunicable
fantasies in which his life was bound.  She hated secrecy; an air
of mystery, a crafty but knowing reticence, or the unfathomable
depths of other-wordliness goaded her to fury.

Convulsed by a momentary rush of hatred, she would caricature the
pout of his lips, the droop of his head, his bounding kangaroo

"You little freak.  You nasty little freak.  You don't even know
who you are--you little bastard.  You're not a Gant.  Any one can
see that.  You haven't a drop of papa's blood in you.  Queer one!
Queer one!  You're Greeley Pentland all over again."

She always returned to this--she was fanatically partisan, her
hysterical superstition had already lined the family in embattled
groups of those who were Gant and those who were Pentland.  On the
Pentland side, she placed Steve, Daisy, and Eugene--they were, she
thought, the "cold and selfish ones," and the implication of the
older sister and the younger brother with the criminal member of
the family gave her an added pleasure.  Her union with Luke was now
inseparable.  It had been inevitable.  They were the Gants--those
who were generous, fine, and honorable.

The love of Luke and Helen was epic.  They found in each other the
constant effervescence, the boundless extraversion, the richness,
the loudness, the desperate need to give and to serve that was life
to them.  They exacerbated the nerves of each other, but their love
was beyond grievance, and their songs of praise were extravagant.

"I'll criticise him if I like," she said pugnaciously.  "I've got
the right to.  But I won't hear any one else criticise him.  He's a
fine generous boy--the finest one in this family.  That's one thing

Ben alone seemed to be without the grouping.  He moved among them
like a shadow--he was remote from their passionate fullblooded
partisanship.  But she thought of him as "generous"--he was, she
concluded, a "Gant."

In spite of this violent dislike for the Pentlands, both Helen and
Luke had inherited all Gant's social hypocrisy.  They wanted above
all else to put a good face on before the world, to be well liked
and to have many friends.  They were profuse in their thanks,
extravagant in their praise, cloying in their flattery.  They
slathered it on.  They kept their ill-temper, their nervousness,
and their irritability for exhibition at home.  And in the presence
of any members of Jim or Will Pentland's family their manner was
not only friendly, it was even touched slightly with servility.
Money impressed them.

It was a period of incessant movement in the family.  Steve had
married a year or two before a woman from a small town in lower
Indiana.  She was thirty-seven years old, twelve years his senior,
a squat heavy German with a big nose and a patient and ugly face.
She had come to Dixieland one summer with another woman, a spinster
of lifelong acquaintance, and allowed him to seduce her before she
left.  The winter following, her father, a small manufacturer of
cigars, had died, leaving her $9,000 in insurance, his home, a
small sum of money in the bank, and a quarter share in his
business, which was left to the management of his two sons.

Early in Spring the woman, whose name was Margaret Lutz, returned
to Dixieland.  One drowsy afternoon Eugene found them at Gant's.
The house was deserted save for them.  They were sprawled out face
downward, with their hands across each other's hips, on Gant's bed.
They lay there silently, while he looked, in an ugly stupor.
Steve's yellow odor filled the room.  Eugene began to tremble with
insane fury.  The Spring was warm and lovely, the air brooded
slightly in a flowering breeze, there was a smell of soft tar.  He
had come down to the empty house exultantly, tasting its delicious
silence, the cool mustiness of indoors, and a solitary afternoon
with great calf volumes.  In a moment the world turned hag.

There was nothing that Steve touched that he did not taint.

Eugene hated him because he stunk, because all that he touched
stunk, because he brought fear, shame, and loathing wherever he
went; because his kisses were fouler than his curses, his whines
nastier than his threats.  He saw the woman's hair blown gently by
the blubbered exhalations of his brother's foul breath.

"What are you doing there on papa's bed?" he screamed.

Steve rose stupidly and seized him by the arm.  The woman sat up,
dopily staring, her short legs widened.

"I suppose you're going to be a little Tattle-tale," said Steve,
bludgeoning him with heavy contempt.  "You're going to run right up
and tell mama, aren't you?" he said.  He fastened his yellow
fingers on Eugene's arm.

"Get off papa's bed," said Eugene desperately.  He jerked his arm

"You're not going to tell on us, buddy, are you?" Steve wheedled,
breathing pollution in his face.

He grew sick.

"Let me go," he muttered.  "No."

Steve and Margaret were married soon after.  With the old sense of
physical shame Eugene watched them descend the stairs at Dixieland
each morning for breakfast.  Steve swaggered absurdly, smiled
complacently, and hinted at great fortune about the town.  There
was rumor of a quarter-million.

"Put it there, Steve," said Harry Tugman, slapping him powerfully
upon the shoulder.  "By God, I always said you'd get there."

Eliza smiled at swagger and boast, her proud, pleased, tremulous
sad smile.  The first-born.

"Little Stevie doesn't have to worry any longer," said he.  "He's
on Easy Street.  Where are all the Wise Guys now who said 'I told
you so'?  They're all mighty glad to give Little Stevie a Big Smile
and the Glad Hand when he breezes down the street.  Every Knocker
is a Booster now all right, all right."

"I tell you what," said Eliza with proud smiles, "he's no fool.
He's as bright as the next one when he wants to be."  Brighter, she

Steve bought new clothes, tan shoes, striped silk shirts, and a
wide straw hat with a red, white and blue band.  He swung his
shoulders in a wide arc as he walked, snapped his fingers
nonchalantly, and smiled with elaborate condescension on those who
greeted him.  Helen was vastly annoyed and amused; she had to laugh
at his absurd strut, and she had a great rush of feeling for
Margaret Lutz.  She called her "honey," felt her eyes mist warmly
with unaccountable tears as she looked into the patient,
bewildered, and slightly frightened face of the German woman.  She
took her in her arms and fondled her.

"That's all right, honey," she said, "you let us know if he doesn't
treat you right.  We'll fix him."

"Steve's a good boy," said Margaret, "when he isn't drinking.  I've
nothing to say against him when he's sober."  She burst into tears.

"That awful, that awful curse," said Eliza, shaking her head sadly,
"the curse of licker.  It's been responsible for the ruination of
more homes than anything else."

"Well, she'll never win any beauty prizes, that's one thing sure,"
said Helen privately to Eliza.

"I'll vow!" said Eliza.

"What on earth did he mean by doing such a thing!" she continued.
"She's ten years older than he if she's a day."

"I think he's done pretty well, if you ask me," said Helen,
annoyed.  "Good heavens, mama!  You talk as if he's some sort of
prize.  Every one in town knows what Steve is."  She laughed
ironically and angrily.  "No, indeed!  He got the best of the
bargain.  Margaret's a decent girl."

"Well," said Eliza hopefully, "maybe he's going to brace up now and
make a new start.  He's promised that he'd try."

"Well, I should hope so," said Helen scathingly.  "I should hope
so.  It's about time."

Her dislike for him was innate.  She had placed him among the tribe
of the Pentlands.  But he was really more like Gant than any one
else.  He was like Gant in all his weakness, with none of his
cleanliness, his lean fibre, his remorse.  In her heart she knew
this and it increased her dislike for him.  She shared in the
fierce antagonism Gant felt toward his son.  But her feeling was
broken, as was all her feeling, by moments of friendliness,
charity, tolerance.

"What are you going to do, Steve?" she asked.  "You've got a family
now, you know."

"Little Stevie doesn't have to worry any longer," he said, smiling
easily.  "He lets the others do the worrying."  He lifted his
yellow fingers to his mouth, drawing deeply at a cigarette.

"Good heavens, Steve," she burst out angrily.  "Pull yourself
together and try to be a man for once.  Margaret's a woman.  You
surely don't expect her to keep you up, do you?"

"What business is that of yours, for Christ's sake?" he said in a
high ugly voice.  "Nobody's asked your advice, have they?  All of
you are against me.  None of you had a good word for me when I was
down and out, and now it gets your goat to see me make good."  He
had believed for years that he was persecuted--his failure at home
he attributed to the malice, envy, and disloyalty of his family,
his failure abroad to the malice and envy of an opposing force that
he called "the world."

"No," he said, taking another long puff at the moist cigarette,
"don't worry about Stevie.  He doesn't need anything from any of
you, and you don't hear him asking for anything.  You see that,
don't you?" he said, pulling a roll of banknotes from his pocket
and peeling off a few twenties.  "Well, there's lots more where
that came from.  And I'll tell you something else: Little Stevie
will be right up there among the Big Boys soon.  He's got a couple
of deals coming off that'll show the pikers in this town where to
get off.  You get that, don't you?" he said.

Ben, who had been sitting on the piano stool all this time,
scowling savagely at the keys, and humming a little recurrent tune
to himself while he picked it out with one finger, turned now to
Helen, with a sharp flicker of his mouth, and jerked his head

"I hear Mr. Vanderbilt's getting jealous," he said.

Helen laughed ironically, huskily.

"You think you're a pretty wise guy, don't you?" said Steve
heavily.  "But I don't notice it's getting you anywhere."

Ben turned his scowling eyes upon him, and sniffed sharply,

"Now, I hope you're not going to forget your old friends, Mr.
Rockefeller," he said in his subdued, caressing ominous voice.
"I'd like to be vice-president if the job's still open."  He turned
back to the keyboard--and searched with a hooked finger.

"All right, all right," said Steve.  "Go ahead and laugh, both of
you, if you think it's funny.  But you notice that Little Stevie
isn't a fifteen-dollar clerk in a newspaper office, don't you?  And
he doesn't have to sing in moving-picture shows, either," he added.

Helen's big-boned face reddened angrily.  She had begun to sing in
public with the saddlemaker's daughter.

"You'd better not talk, Steve, until you get a job and quit bumming
around," she said.  "You're a fine one to talk, hanging around
pool-rooms and drug-stores all day on your wife's money.  Why, it's
absurd!" she said furiously.

"Oh for God's sake!" Ben cried irritably, wheeling around.  "What
do you want to listen to him for?  Can't you see he's crazy?"

As the summer lengthened, Steve began to drink heavily again.  His
decayed teeth, neglected for years, began to ache simultaneously:
he was wild with pain and cheap whisky.  He felt that Eliza and
Margaret were in some way responsible for his woe--he sought them
out day after day when they were alone, and screamed at them.  He
called them foul names and said they had poisoned his system.

In the early hours of morning, at two or three o'clock, he would
waken, and walk through the house weeping and entreating release.
Eliza would send him to Spaugh at the hotel or to McGuire, at his
residence, in Eugene's charge.  The doctors, surly and half-awake,
peeled back his shirtsleeve and drove a needle with morphine deep
in his upper arm.  After that, he found relief and sleep again.

One night, at the supper hour, he returned to Dixieland, holding
his tortured jaws between his hands.  He found Eliza bending over
the spitting grease of the red-hot stove.  He cursed her for
bearing him, he cursed her for allowing him to have teeth, he
cursed her for lack of sympathy, motherly love, human kindliness.

Her white face worked silently above the heat.

"Get out of here," she said.  "You don't know what you're talking
about.  It's that accursed licker that makes you so mean."  She
began to weep, brushing at her broad red nose with her hand.

"I never thought I'd live to hear such talk from a son of mine,"
she said.  She held out her forefinger with the old powerful

"Now, I want to tell you," she said, "I'm not going to put up with
you any longer.  If you don't get out of here at once I'm going to
call 38 and let them take you."  This was the police station.  It
awoke unpleasant memories.  He had spent the day in jail on two
similar occasions.  He became more violent than before, screamed a
vile name at her, and made a motion to strike her.  At this moment,
Luke entered; he was on his way to Gant's.

The antagonism between the boy and his older brother was deep and
deadly.  It had lasted for years.  Now, trembling with anger, Luke
came to his mother's defense.

"You m-m-m-miserable d-d-degenerate," he stuttered, unconsciously
falling into the swing of the Gantian rhetoric.  "You ought to b-b-
b-be horsewhipped."

He was a well grown and muscular young fellow of nineteen years,
but too sensitive to all the taboos of brotherhood to be prepared
for the attack Steve made on him.  Steve drove at him viciously,
smashing drunkenly at his face with both hands.  He was driven
gasping and blinded across the kitchen.

Wrong forever on the throne.

Somewhere, through fear and fury, Eugene heard Ben's voice humming
unconcernedly, and the slow picked tune on the piano.

"Ben!" he screamed, dancing about and grasping a hammer.

Ben entered like a cat.  Luke was bleeding warmly from the nose.

"Come on, come on, you big bastard," said Steve, exalted by his
success, throwing himself into a fancy boxing posture.  "I'll take
you on now.  You haven't got a chance, Ben," he continued, with
elaborate pity.  "You haven't got a chance, boy.  I'll tear your
head off with what I know."

Ben scowled quietly at him for a moment while he pranced softly
about, proposing his fists in Police Gazette attitudes.  Then,
exploding suddenly in maniacal anger, the quiet one sprang upon the
amateur pugilist with one bound, and flattened him with a single
blow of his fist.  Steve's head bounced upon the floor in a most
comforting fashion.  Eugene gave a loud shriek of ecstasy and
danced about, insane with joy, while Ben, making little snarling
noises in his throat, leaped on his brother's prostrate body and
thumped his bruised skull upon the boards.  There was a beautiful
thoroughness about his wakened anger--it never made inquiries till

"Good old Ben," screamed Eugene, howling with insane laughter.
"Good old Ben."

Eliza, who had been calling out loudly for help, the police, and
the interference of the general public, now succeeded, with Luke's
assistance, in checking Ben's assault, and pulling him up from his
dazed victim.  She wept bitterly, her heart laden with pain and
sadness, while Luke, forgetful of his bloody nose, sorrowful and
full of shame only because brother had struck brother, assisted
Steve to his feet and brushed him off.

A terrible shame started up in each of them--they were unable to
meet one another's gaze.  Ben's thin face was very white; he
trembled violently and, catching sight of Steve's bleared eyes for
a moment, he made a retching noise in his throat, went over to the
sink, and drank a glass of cold water.

"A house divided against itself cannot stand," Eliza wept.

Helen came in from town with a bag of warm bread and cakes.

"What's the matter?" she said, noting at once all that had

"I don't know," said Eliza, her face working, shaking her head for
several moments before she spoke.  "It seems that the judgment of
God is against us.  There's been nothing but misery all my life.
All I want is a little peace."  She wept softly, wiping her weak
bleared eyes with the back of her hand.

"Well, forget about it," said Helen quietly.  Her voice was casual,
weary, sad.  "How do you feel, Steve?" she asked.

"I wouldn't make any trouble for any one, Helen," he said, with a
maudlin whimper.  "No!  No!" he continued in a brooding voice.
"They've never given Steve a chance.  They're all down on him.
They jumped on me, Helen.  My own brothers jumped on me, sick as I
am, and beat me up.  It's all right.  I'm going away somewhere and
try to forget.  Stevie doesn't hold any grudge against any one.
He's not built that way.  Give me your hand, buddy," he said,
turning to Ben with nauseous sentimentality and extending his
yellow fingers, "I'm willing to shake your hand.  You hit me to-
night, but Steve's willing to forget."

"Oh my God," said Ben, grasping his stomach.  He leaned weakly
across the sink and drank another glass of water.

"No.  No."  Steve began again.  "Stevie isn't built--"

He would have continued indefinitely in this strain, but Helen
checked him with weary finality.

"Well, forget about it," she said, "all of you.  Life's too short."

Life was.  At these moments, after battle, after all the confusion,
antagonism, and disorder of their lives had exploded in a moment of
strife, they gained an hour of repose in which they saw themselves
with sad tranquillity.  They were like men who, driving forward
desperately at some mirage, turn, for a moment, to see their
footprints stretching interminably away across the waste land of
the desert; or I should say, they were like those who have been
mad, and who will be mad again, but who see themselves for a moment
quietly, sanely, at morning, looking with sad untroubled eyes into
a mirror.

Their faces were sad.  There was great age in them.  They felt
suddenly the distance they had come and the amount they had lived.
They had a moment of cohesion, a moment of tragic affection and
union, which drew them together like small jets of flame against
all the senseless nihilism of life.

Margaret came in fearfully.  Her eyes were red, her broad German
face white and tearful.  A group of excited boarders whispered in
the hall.

"I'll lose them all now," Eliza fretted.  "The last time three
left.  Over twenty dollars a week and money so hard to get.  I
don't know what's to become of us all."  She wept again.

"Oh, for heaven's sake," said Helen impatiently.  "Forget about the
boarders once in a while."

Steve sank stupidly into a chair by the long table.  From time to
time he muttered sentimentally to himself.  Luke, his face
sensitive, hurt, ashamed around his mouth, stood by him
attentively, spoke gently to him, and brought him a glass of water.

"Give him a cup of coffee, mama," Helen cried irritably.  "For
heaven's sake, you might do a little for him."

"Why here, here," said Eliza, rushing awkwardly to the gas range
and lighting a burner.  "I never thought--I'll have some in a

Margaret sat in a chair on the other side of the disorderly table,
leaning her face in her hand and weeping.  Her tears dredged little
gulches through the thick compost of rouge and powder with which
she coated her rough skin.

"Cheer up, honey," said Helen, beginning to laugh.  "Christmas is
coming."  She patted the broad German back comfortingly.

Ben opened the torn screen door and stepped out on the back porch.
It was a cool night in the rich month of August; the sky was deeply
pricked with great stars.  He lighted a cigarette, holding the
match with white trembling fingers.  There were faint sounds from
summer porches, the laughter of women, a distant throb of music at
a dance.  Eugene went and stood beside him: he looked up at him
with wonder, exultancy, and with sadness.  He prodded him half with
fear, half with joy.

Ben snarled softly at him, made a sudden motion to strike him, but
stopped.  A swift light flickered across his mouth.  He smoked.

Steve went away with the German woman to Indiana, where, at first,
came news of opulence, fatness, ease, and furs (with photographs),
later of brawls with her honest brothers, and talk of divorce,
reunion and renascence.  He gravitated between the two poles of his
support, Margaret and Eliza, returning to Altamont every summer for
a period of drugs and drunkenness that ended in a family fight,
jail, and a hospital cure.

"Hell commences," howled Gant, "as soon as he comes home.  He's a
curse and a care, the lowest of the low, the vilest of the vile.
Woman, you have given birth to a monster who will not rest until he
has done me to death, fearful, cruel, and accursed reprobate that
he is!"

But Eliza wrote her oldest son regularly, enclosed sums of money
from time to time, and revived her hopes incessantly, against
nature, against reason, against the structure of life.  She did not
dare to come openly to his defense, to reveal frankly the place he
held in her heart's core, but she would produce each letter in
which he spoke boastfully of his successes, or announced his
monthly resurrection, and read them to an unmoved family.  They
were florid, foolish letters, full of quotation marks and written
in a large fancy hand.  She was proud and pleased at all their
extravagances; his flowery illiteracy was another proof to her of
his superior intelligence.

Dear Mama:

Yours of the 11th to hand and must say I was glad to know you were
in "the land of the living" again as I had begun to feel it was a
"long time between drinks" since your last.  ("I tell you what,"
said Eliza, looking up and sniggering with pleasure, "he's no
fool."  Helen, with a smile that was half ribald, half annoyed,
about her big mouth, made a face at Luke, and lifted her eyes
patiently upward to God as Eliza continued.  Gant leaned forward
tensely with his head craned upward, listening carefully with a
faint grin of pleasure.)  Well, mama, since I last wrote you things
have been coming my way and it now looks as if the "Prodigal Son"
will come home some day in his own private car.  ("Hey, what's
that?" said Gant, and she read it again for him.  He wet his thumb
and looked about with a pleased grin.  "Wh-wh-what's the matter?"
asked Luke.  "Has he b-b-bought the railroad?"  Helen laughed
hoarsely.  "I'm from Missouri," she said.)  It took me a long time
to get started, mama, but things were breaking against me and all
that little Stevie has ever asked from any one in this "vale of
tears" is a fair chance.  (Helen laughed her ironical husky
falsetto.  "All that little S-S-Stevie has ever asked," said Luke,
reddening with annoyance, "is the whole g-g-g-goddam world with a
few gold mines thrown in.")  But now that I'm on my feet at last,
mama, I'm going to show the world that I haven't forgotten those
who stood by me in my "hour of need," and that the best friend a
man ever had is his mother.  ("Where's the shovel?" said Ben,
snickering quietly.)

'That boy writes a good letter," said Gant appreciatively.  "I'm
damned if he's not the smartest one of the lot when he wants to

"Yes," said Luke angrily, "he's so smart that you'll b-b-be-lieve
any fairy tale he wants to tell you.  B-b-b-but the one who's stuck
by you through thick and thin gets no c-c-credit at all."  He
glanced meaningly at Helen.  "It's a d-d-damn shame."

"Forget about it," she said wearily.

"Well," said Eliza thoughtfully, holding the letter in her folded
hands and gazing away, "perhaps he's going to turn over a new leaf
now.  You never know."  Lost in pleased revery she looked into
vacancy, pursing her lips.

"I hope so!" said Helen wearily.  "You've got to show me."

Privately:  "You see how it is, don't you?" she said to Luke,
mounting to hysteria.  "Do I get any credit?  Do I?  I can work my
fingers to the bone for them, but do I get so much as Go to Hell
for my trouble?  Do I?"

In these years Helen went off into the South with Pearl Hines, the
saddlemaker's daughter.  They sang together at moving-picture
theatres in country towns.  They were booked from a theatrical
office in Atlanta.

Pearl Hines was a heavily built girl with a meaty face and negroid
lips.  She was jolly and vital.  She sang ragtime and nigger songs
with a natural passion, swinging her hips and shaking her breasts

     "Here comes my da-dad-dy now
      O pop, O pop, O-o pop."

They earned as much as $100 a week sometimes.  They played in towns
like Waycross, Georgia; Greenville, South Carolina; Hattiesburg,
Mississippi, and Baton Rouge, Louisiana.

They brought with them the great armor of innocency.  They were
eager and decent girls.  Occasionally the village men made cautious
explorative insults, relying on the superstition that lives in
small towns concerning "show girls."  But generally they were well

For them, these ventures into new lands were eager with promise.
The vacant idiot laughter, the ribald enthusiasm with which South
Carolina or Georgia countrymen, filling a theatre with the strong
smell of clay and sweat, greeted Pearl's songs, left them
unwounded, pleased, eager.  They were excited to know that they
were members of the profession; they bought Variety regularly, they
saw themselves finally a celebrated high-salaried team on "big
time" in great cities.  Pearl was to "put over" the popular songs,
to introduce the rag melodies with the vital rhythm of her dynamic
meatiness, Helen was to give operatic dignity to the programme.  In
a respectful hush, bathed in a pink spot, she sang ditties of
higher quality--Tosti's "Goodbye," "The End of a Perfect Day," and
"The Rosary."  She had a big, full, somewhat metallic voice: she
had received training from her Aunt Louise, the splendid blonde who
had lived in Altamont for several years after her separation from
Elmer Pentland.  Louise gave music lessons and enjoyed her waning
youth with handsome young men.  She was one of the ripe, rich,
dangerous women that Helen liked.  She had a little girl and went
away to New York with the child when tongues grew fanged.

But she said:  "Helen, that voice ought to be trained for grand

Helen had not forgotten.  She fantasied of France and Italy: the
big crude glare of what she called "a career in opera," the florid
music, the tiered galleries winking with gems, the torrential
applause directed toward the full-blooded, dominant all-shadowing
songsters struck up great anthems in her.  It was a scene, she
thought, in which she was meant to shine.  And as the team of Gant
and Hines (The Dixie Melody Twins) moved on their jagged circuit
through the South, this desire, bright, fierce, and formless,
seemed, in some way, to be nearer realization.

She wrote home frequently, usually to Gant.  Her letters beat like
great pulses; they were filled with the excitement of new cities,
presentiments of abundant life.  In every town they met "lovely
people"--everywhere, in fact, good wives and mothers, and nice
young men, were attracted hospitably to these two decent, happy,
exciting girls.  There was a vast decency, an enormous clean
vitality about Helen that subjugated good people and defeated bad
ones.  She held under her dominion a score of young men--masculine,
red-faced, hard-drinking and shy.  Her relation to them was
maternal and magistral, they came to listen and to be ruled; they
adored her, but few of them tried to kiss her.

Eugene was puzzled and frightened by these lamb-like lions.  Among
men, they were fierce, bold, and combative; with her, awkward and
timorous.  One of them, a city surveyor, lean, highboned,
alcoholic, was constantly involved in police-court brawls; another,
a railroad detective, a large fair young man, split the skulls of
negroes when he was drunk, shot several men, and was himself
finally killed in a Tennessee gun-fight.

She never lacked for friends and protectors wherever she went.
Occasionally, Pearl's happy and vital sensuality, the innocent
gusto with which she implored

     "Some sweet old daddy
      Come make a fuss over me."

drew on village rakedom to false conjectures.  Unpleasant men with
wet cigars would ask them to have a convivial drink of corn whisky,
call them "girley," and suggest a hotel room or a motorcar as a
meeting-place.  When this happened, Pearl was stricken into
silence; helpless and abashed, she appealed to Helen.

And she, her large loose mouth tense and wounded at the corners,
her eyes a little brighter, would answer:

"I don't know what you mean by that remark.  I guess you've made a
mistake about us."  This did not fail to exact stammering apologies
and excuses.

She was painfully innocent, temperamentally incapable of wholly
believing the worst about any one.  She lived in the excitement of
rumor and suggestion: it never seemed to her actually possible that
the fast young women who excited her had, in the phrase she used,
"gone the limit."  She was skilled in gossip, and greedily
attentive to it, but of the complex nastiness of village life she
had little actual knowledge.  Thus, with Pearl Hines, she walked
confidently and joyously over volcanic crust, scenting only the
odor of freedom, change, and adventure.

But this partnership came to an end.  The intention of Pearl Hines'
life was direct and certain.  She wanted to get married, she had
always wanted to get married before she was twenty-five.  For
Helen, the singing partnership, the exploration of new lands, had
been a gesture toward freedom, an instinctive groping toward a
centre of life and purpose to which she could fasten her energy, a
blind hunger for variety, beauty, and independence.  She did not
know what she wanted to do with her life; it was probable that she
would never control even partially her destiny: she would be
controlled, when the time came, by the great necessity that lived
in her.  That necessity was to enslave and to serve.

For two or three years Helen and Pearl supported themselves by
these tours, leaving Altamont during its dull winter lassitude, and
returning to it in Spring, or in Summer, with money enough to
suffice them until their next season.

Pearl juggled carefully with the proposals of several young men
during this period.  She had the warmest affection for a ball-
player, the second baseman and manager of the Altamont team.  He
was a tough handsome young animal, forever hurling his glove down
in a frenzy of despair during the course of a game, and rushing
belligerently at the umpire.  She liked his hard assurance, his
rapid twang, his tanned lean body.

But she was in love with no one--she would never be--and caution
told her that the life-risk on bush-league ball-players was very
great.  She married finally a young man from Jersey City, heavy of
hand, hoof, and voice, who owned a young but flourishing truck and
livery business.

Thus, the partnership of the Dixie Melody Twins was dissolved.
Helen, left alone, turned away from the drear monotony of the small
towns to the gaiety, the variety, and the slaking fulfilment of her
desires, which she hoped somehow to find in the cities.

She missed Luke terribly.  Without him she felt incomplete,
unarmored.  He had been enrolled in the Georgia School of
Technology in Atlanta for two years.  He was taking the course in
electrical engineering, the whole direction of his life had been
thus shaped by Gant's eulogies, years before, of the young
electrical expert, Liddell.  He was failing in his work--his mind
had never been forced to the discipline of study.  All purpose with
him was broken by a thousand impulses: his brain stammered as did
his tongue, and as he turned impatiently and irritably to the
logarithm tables, he muttered the number of the page in idiot
repetition, keeping up a constant wild vibration of his leg upon
the ball of his foot.

His great commercial talent was salesmanship; he had superlatively
that quality that American actors and men of business call
"personality"--a wild energy, a Rabelaisian vulgarity, a sensory
instinct for rapid and swinging repartee, and a hypnotic power of
speech, torrential, meaningless, mad, and evangelical.  He could
sell anything because, in the jargon of salesmen, he could sell
himself; and there was a fortune in him in the fantastic elasticity
of American business, the club of all the queer trades, of wild
promotions, where, amok with zealot rage, he could have chanted the
yokels into delirium, and cut the buttons from their coats, doing
every one, everything, and finally himself.  He was not an
electrical engineer--he was electrical energy.  He had no gift for
study--he gathered his unriveted mind together and bridged with it
desperately, but crumpled under the stress and strain of calculus
and the mechanical sciences.

Enormous humor flowed from him like crude light.  Men who had never
known him seethed with strange internal laughter when they saw him,
and roared helplessly when he began to speak.  Yet, his physical
beauty was astonishing.  His head was like that of a wild angel--
coils and whorls of living golden hair flashed from his head, his
features were regular, generous, and masculine, illuminated by the
strange inner smile of idiot ecstasy.

His broad mouth, even when stammering irritably or when nervousness
clouded his face, was always cocked for laughter--unearthly,
exultant, idiot laughter.  There was in him demonic exuberance, a
wild intelligence that did not come from the brain.  Eager for
praise, for public esteem, and expert in ingratiation, this demon
possessed him utterly at the most unexpected moments, in the most
decorous surroundings, when he was himself doing all in his power
to preserve the good opinion in which he was held.

Thus, listening to an old lady of the church, who with all her
power of persuasion and earnestness was unfolding the dogmas of
Presbyterianism to him, he would lean forward in an attitude of
exaggerated respectfulness and attention, one broad hand clinched
about his knee, while he murmured gentle agreement to what she

"Yes? . . .  Ye-e-es? . . .  Ye-e-e-es? . . .  Ye-e-es? . . .  Is
that right? . . .  Ye-e-es?"

Suddenly the demonic force would burst in him.  Insanely tickled at
the cadences of his agreement, the earnest placidity and oblivion
of the old woman, and the extravagant pretense of the whole
situation, his face flooded with wild exultancy, he would croon in
a fat luscious bawdily suggestive voice:

"Y-ah-s? . . .  Y-a-h-s? . . .  Y-a-h-s? . . .  Y-ah-s?"

And when at length too late she became aware of this drowning flood
of demonic nonsense, and paused, turning an abrupt startled face to
him, he would burst into a wild "Whah-whah-whah-whah" of laughter,
beyond all reason, with strange throat noises, tickling her roughly
in the ribs.

Often Eliza, in the midst of long, minutely replenished
reminiscence, would grow conscious, while she was purse-lipped in
revery, of this annihilating mockery, would slap at his hand
angrily as he gooched her, and shake a pursed piqued face at him,
saying, with a heavy scorn that set him off into fresh "whah-
whahs":  "I'll declare, boy!  You act like a regular idiot," and
then shaking her head sadly, with elaborate pity:  "I'd be ash-a-
amed!  A-sha-a-med."

His quality was extraordinary; he had something that was a great
deal better than most intelligence; he saw the world in burlesque,
and his occasional answer to its sham, hypocrisy, and intrigue was
the idiot devastation of "whah-whah!"  But he did not possess his
demon; it possessed him from time to time.  If it had possessed him
wholly, constantly, his life would have prevailed with astonishing
honesty and precision.  But when he reflected, he was a child--with
all the hypocrisy, sentimentality and dishonest pretense of a

His face was a church in which beauty and humor were married--the
strange and the familiar were at one in him.  Men, looking at Luke,
felt a start of recognition as if they saw something of which they
had never heard, but which they had known forever.

Once or twice, during the Winter and Spring, while she was touring
with Pearl Hines, Helen got into Atlanta to see him.  In Spring
they attended the week of Grand Opera.  He would find employment
for one night as a spearman in Aïda and pass the doorman for the
remainder of the week with the assurance that he was "a member of
the company--Lukio Gantio."

His large feet spread tightly out in sandals; behind the
shingreaves his awkward calves were spined thickly with hair; a
thick screw of hair writhed under the edge of his tin helmet, as he
loafed in the wings, leaning comically on his spear, his face lit
with exultancy.

Caruso, waiting his entrance, regarded him from time to time with a
wide Wop smile.

"Wotta you call yourself, eh?" asked Caruso, approaching and
looking him over.

"W-w-w-why," he said, "d-don't you know one of your s-s-s-soldiers
when you see him?"

"You're one hell of a soldier," said Caruso.

"Whah-whah-whah!" Luke answered.  With difficulty he restrained his
prodding fingers.

In the summer now he returned to Altamont, finding employment with
a firm of land-auctioneers, and assisting them at the sale of a
tract or a parcel of lots.  He moved about above the crowd in the
bed of a wagon, exhorting them to bid, with his hand at the side of
his mouth, in a harangue compounded of frenzy, passionate
solicitation, and bawdry.  The work intoxicated him.  With wide
grins of expectancy they crowded round the spokes.  In a high
throaty tenor he called to them:

"Step right up, gentlemen, lot number 17, in beautiful Homewood--we
furnish the wood, you furnish the home.  Now gentlemen, this
handsome building-site has a depth of 179 feet, leaving plenty of
room for garden and backhouse (grow your own corn cobs in beautiful
Homewood) with a frontage of 114 feet on a magnificent new macadam

"Where is the road?" some one shouted.

"On the blueprint, of course, Colonel.  You've got it all in black
and white.  Now, gentlemen, the opportunity of your lives is
kicking you in the pants.  Are you men of vision?  Think what Ford,
Edison, Napoleon Bonaparte, and Julius Caesar would do.  Obey that
impulse.  You can't lose.  The town is coming this way.  Listen
carefully.  Do you hear it?  Swell.  The new courthouse will be
built on yonder hill, the undertaker and the village bakery will
occupy handsome edifices of pressed brick just above you.  Oyez,
oyez, oyez.  What am I offered?  What am I offered?  Own your own
home in beautiful Homewood, within a cannonshot of all railway,
automobile, and airplane connections.  Running water abounds within
a Washingtonian stone's throw and in all the pipes.  Our caravans
meet all trains.  Gentlemen, here's your chance to make a fortune.
The ground is rich in mineral resources--gold, silver, copper,
iron, bituminous coal and oil, will be found in large quantities
below the roots of all the trees."

"What about the bushes, Luke?" yelled Mr. Halloran, the dairy-lunch

"Down in the bushes, that is where she gushes," Luke answered amid
general tumult.  "All right, Major.  You with the face.  What am I
offered?  What am I offered?"

When there was no sale, he greeted incoming tourists at the
station-curbing with eloquent invitations to Dixieland, rich,
persuasive, dominant above all the soliciting babel of the car-
drivers, negro hotel-porters, and boarding-house husbands.

"I'll give you a dollar apiece for every one you drum up," said

"O that's all right."  O modestly.  Generously.

"He'd give you the shirt off his back," said Gant.

A fine boy.  As she cooled from her labors in the summer night, he
brought her little boxes of ice-cream from town.

He was a hustler: he sold patent washboards, trick potato-peelers,
and powdered cockroach-poison from house to house.  To the negroes
he sold hair-oil guaranteed to straighten kinky hair, and religious
lithographs, peopled with flying angels, white and black, and
volant cherubs, black and white, sailing about the knees of an
impartial and crucified Saviour, and subtitled "God Loves Them

They sold like hot cakes.

Otherwise, he drove Gant's car--a 1913 five-passenger Ford,
purchase of an inspired hour of madness, occupant now of half
Gant's conversation, object of abuse, boast, and anathema.  It was
before every one owned a car.  Gant was awed and terrified by his
rash act, exalted at the splendor of his chariot, appalled at its
expense.  Each bill for gasoline, repairs, or equipment brought a
howl of anguish from him; a puncture, a breakdown, a minor disorder
caused him to circle about in maddened strides, cursing, praying,

"I've never had a moment's peace since I bought it," he howled.
"Accursed and bloody monster that it is, it will not be content
until it has sucked out my life-blood, sold the roof over my head,
and sent me out to the pauper's grave to perish.  Merciful God," he
wept, "it's fearful, it's awful, it's cruel that I should be
afflicted thus in my old age."  Turning to his constrained and
apologetic son abruptly, he said:  "How much is the bill?  Hey?"
His eyes roved wildly in his head.

"D-d-d-don't get excited, papa," Luke answered soothingly,
teetering from foot to foot, "it's only $8.92."

"Jesus God!" Gant screamed.  "I'm ruined."  Sobbing in loud
burlesque sniffles, he began his caged pacing.

But it was pleasant at dusk or in the cool summer nights, with
Eliza or one of his daughters beside him, and a fragrant weed
between his pallid lips, to hinge his long body into the back seat,
and ride out into the fragrant countryside, or through the long
dark streets of town.  At the approach of another car he cried out
in loud alarm, by turns cursing and entreating his son to caution.
Luke drove nervously, erratically, wildly--his stammering impatient
hands and knees communicated their uneven fidget to the flivver.
He cursed irritably, plunged in exacerbated fury at the brake, and
burst out in an annoyed "tuh-tuh-tuh-tuh," when the car stalled.

As the hour grew late, and the streets silent, his madness swelled
in him.  Lipping the rim of a long hill street, tree-arched and
leafy and shelving in even terraces, he would burst suddenly into
insane laughter, bend over the wheel, and pull the throttle open,
his idiot "whah-whahs" filling the darkness as Gant screamed curses
at him.  Down through the night they tore at murderous speed, the
boy laughing at curse and prayer alike as they shot past the blind
menace of street-crossings.

"You Goddamned scoundrel!" Gant yelled.  "Stop, you mountain grill,
or I'll put you in jail."

"Whah-whah."--His laughter soared to a crazy falsetto.

Daisy, arrived for a few weeks of summer coolness, quite blue with
terror, would clutch the most recent of her annual arrivals to her
breast, melodramatically, and moan:

"I beg of you, for the sake of my family, for the sake of my
innocent motherless babes--"


"He's a fiend out of hell," cried Gant, beginning to weep.  "Cruel
and criminal monster that he is, he will batter our brains out
against a tree, before he's done."  They whizzed with a perilous
swerve by a car that, with a startled screech of its brakes, balked
at the corner like a frightened horse.

"You damned thug!" Gant roared, plunging forward and fastening his
great hands around Luke's throat.  "Will you stop?"

Luke added another notch of blazing speed.  Gant fell backward with
a howl of terror.

On Sunday they made long tours into the country.  Often they drove
to Reynoldsville, twenty-two miles away.  It was an ugly little
resort, noisy with arriving and departing cars, with a warm stench
of oil and gasoline heavy above its broad main street.  But people
were coming and going from several States: Southward they came up
from South Carolina and Georgia, cotton-farmers, small tradesmen
and their families in battered cars coated with red sandclay dust.
They had a heavy afternoon dinner of fried chicken, corn, string-
beans, and sliced tomatoes, at one of the big wooden boarding-house
hotels, spent another hour in a drugstore over a chocolate nut-
sundae, watched the summer crowd of fortunate tourists and ripe
cool-skinned virgins flow by upon the wide sidewalk in thick
pullulation, and returned again, after a brief tour of the town, on
the winding immediate drop to the hot South.  New lands.

Fluescent with smooth ripe curves, the drawling virgins of the
South filled summer porches.

Luke was a darling.  He was a dear, a fine boy, a big-hearted
generous fellow, and just the cutest thing.  Women liked him,
laughed at him, pulled fondly the thick golden curls of his hair.
He was sentimentally tender to children--girls of fourteen years.
He had a grand romantic feeling for Delia Selborne, the oldest
daughter of Mrs. Selborne.  He bought her presents, was tender and
irritable by turns.  Once, at Gant's, on the porch under an August
moon and the smell of ripening grapes, he caressed her while Helen
sang in the parlor.  He caressed her gently, leaned his head over
her, and said he would like to lay it on her b-b-b-b-breast.
Eugene watched them bitterly, with an inch of poison round his
heart.  He wanted the girl for himself: she was stupid, but she had
the wise body and faint hovering smile of her mother.  He wanted
Mrs. Selborne more, he fantasied passionately about her yet, but
her image lived again in Delia.  As a result, he was proud, cold,
scornful and foolish before them.  They disliked him.

Enviously, with gnawn heart, he observed Luke's ministrations to
Mrs. Selborne.  His service was so devout, so extravagant that even
Helen grew annoyed and occasionally jealous.  And nightly, from a
remote corner at Gant's or Eliza's, or from a parked automobile
before the house, he heard her rich welling laughter, full of
tenderness, surrender, and mystery.  Sometimes, waiting in pitch
darkness on the stairs at Eliza's, at one or two o'clock in the
morning, he felt her pass him.  As she touched him in the dark, she
gave a low cry of terror; with an uncivil grunt he reassured her,
and descended to bed with a pounding heart and burning face.

Ah, yes, he thought, with green morality, observing his brother
throned in laughter and affection, you Big Fool, you--you're just a
sucker!  You show off and act big, my sonny, and spend your money
bringing ice-cream for them--but what do you get out of it?  How do
you feel when she gets out of an automobile at two o'clock in the
morning after grunting in the dark with some damned travelling-man,
or with old Poxy Logan who's been keeping a nigger woman up for
years.  "May I p-p-p-put my head on your breast?"  You make me
sick, you damned fool.  SHE'S no better, only you don't know beans.
She'll let you spend all your money on her and then she'll run off
with some little pimp in an automobile for the rest of the night.
Yes, that's so.  Do you want to make anything out of it?  You big
bluff.  Come out into the back yard. . . .  I'll show you . . .
take that . . . and that . . . and that . . .

Pumping his fists wildly, he fought his phantom into defeat and
himself into exhaustion.

Luke had several hundred dollars saved from The Saturday Evening
Post days, when he went off to school.  He accepted very little
money from Gant.  He waited on tables, he solicited for college
boarding-houses, he was the agent for a tailor who made Kippy
Kampus Klothes.  Gant boasted of these efforts.  The town shifted
its quid, nodded pertly, and spat, saying:

"That boy'll make his mark."

Luke worked as hard for an education as any other self-made man.
He made every sacrifice.  He did everything but study.

He was an immense popular success, so very extra, so very Luky.
The school sought and adored him.  Twice, after football games, he
mounted a hearse and made funeral orations over the University of

But, in spite of all his effort, toward the end of his third year
he was still a sophomore, with every prospect of remaining one.
One day in Spring he wrote the following letter to Gant:

"The b-b-b-bastards who r-r-run this place have it in for me.  I've
been c-c-c-crooked good and proper.  They take your hard-earned m-
m-money here and skin you.  I'm g-g-g-going to a real school."

He went to Pittsburgh and found work with the Westinghouse Electric
Company.  Three times a week at night he attended courses at the
Carnegie Institute of Technology.  He made friends.

The war had come.  After fifteen months in Pittsburgh he moved on
to Dayton where he got employment at a boiler factory engaged in
the fabrication of war materials.

From time to time, in summer for a few weeks, at Christmas for a
few days, he returned to celebrate his holidays with his family.
Always he brought Gant a suitcase stocked with beer and whisky.
That boy was "good to his father."


One afternoon in the young summer, Gant leaned upon the rail,
talking to Jannadeau.  He was getting on to sixty-five, his erect
body had settled, he stooped a little.  He spoke of old age often,
and he wept in his tirades now because of his stiffened hand.
Soaked in pity, he referred to himself as "the poor old cripple who
has to provide for them all."

The indolence of age and disintegration was creeping over him.  He
now rose a full hour late, he came to his shop punctually, but he
spent long hours of the day extended on the worn leather couch of
his office, or in gossip with Jannadeau, bawdy old Liddell,
Cardiac, and Fagg Sluder, who had salted away his fortune in two
big buildings on the Square and was at the present moment tilted
comfortably in a chair before the fire department, gossiping
eagerly with members of the ball club, whose chief support he was.
It was after five o'clock, the game was over.

Negro laborers, grisly with a white coating of cement, sloped down
past the shop on their way home.  The draymen dispersed slowly, a
slouchy policeman loafed down the steps of the city hall picking
his teeth, and on the market side, from high grilled windows, there
came the occasional howls of a drunken negress.  Life buzzed slowly
like a fly.

The sun had reddened slightly, there was a cool flowing breath from
the hills, a freshening relaxation over the tired earth, the hope,
the ecstasy of evening in the air.  In slow pulses the thick plume
of fountain rose, fell upon itself, and slapped the pool in lazy
rhythms.  A wagon rattled leanly over the big cobbles; beyond the
firemen, the grocer Bradley wound up his awning with slow creaking

Across the Square, at its other edge, the young virgins of the
eastern part of town walked lightly home in chattering groups.
They came to town at four o'clock in the afternoon, walked up and
down the little avenue several times, entered a shop to purchase
small justifications, and finally went into the chief drugstore,
where the bucks of the town loafed and drawled in lazy alert
groups.  It was their club, their brasserie, the forum of the
sexes.  With confident smiles the young men detached themselves
from their group and strolled back to booth and table.

"Hey theah!  Wheahd you come from?"

"Move ovah theah, lady.  I want to tawk to you."

Eyes as blue as Southern skies looked roguishly up to laughing gray
ones, the winsome dimples deepened, and the sweetest little tail in
dear old Dixie slid gently over on the polished board.

Gant spent delightful hours now in the gossip of dirty old men--
their huddled bawdry exploded in cracked high wheezes on the
Square.  He came home at evening stored with gutter tidings,
wetting his thumb and smiling slyly as he questioned Helen

"She's no better than a regular little chippie--eh?"

"Ha-ha-ha-ha," she laughed mockingly.  "Don't you wish you knew?"

His age bore certain fruits, emoluments of service.  When she came
home in the evening with one of her friends, she presented the girl
with jocose eagerness to his embrace.  And, crying out paternally,
"Why, bless her heart!  Come kiss the old man," he planted
bristling mustache kisses on their white throats, their soft lips,
grasping the firm meat of one arm tenderly with his good hand and
cradling them gently.  They shrieked with throaty giggle-twiddles
of pleasure because it tuh-tuh-tuh-tuh-TICKLED so.

"Ooh!  Mr. Gant!  Whah-whah-whah!"

"Your father's such a nice man," they said.  "Such lovely manners."

Helen's eyes fed fiercely on them.  She laughed with husky-harsh

"Hah-ha-ha!  He likes that, doesn't he?  It's too bad, old boy,
isn't it?  No more monkey business."

He talked with Jannadeau, while his fugitive eyes roved over the
east end of the Square.  Before the shop the comely matrons of the
town came up from the market.  From time to time they smiled,
seeing him, and he bowed sweepingly.  Such lovely manners.

"The King of England," he observed, "is only a figurehead.  He
doesn't begin to have the power of the President of the United

"His power is severely li-MIT-ed," said Jannadeau gutturally, "by
custom but not by statute.  In actua-LITY he is still one of the
most powerful monarchs in the world."  His thick black fingers
probed carefully into the viscera of a watch.

"The late King Edward for all his faults," said Gant, wetting his
thumb, "was a smart man.  This fellow they've got now is a
nonentity and a nincompoop."  He grinned faintly, craftily, with
pleasure at the big words, glancing slily at the Swiss to see if
they had told.

His uneasy eyes followed carefully the stylish carriage of "Queen"
Elizabeth's well clad figure as she went down by the shop.  She
smiled pleasantly, and for a moment turned her candid stare upon
smooth marble slabs of death, carved lambs and cherubim.  Gant
bowed elaborately.

"Good-evening, madam," he said.

She disappeared.  In a moment she came back decisively and mounted
the broad steps.  He watched her approach with quickened pulses.
Twelve years.

"How's the madam?" he said gallantly.  "Elizabeth, I was just
telling Jannadeau you were the most stylish woman in town."

"Well, that's mighty sweet of you, Mr. Gant," she said in her cool
poised voice.  "You've always got a word for every one."

She gave a bright pleasant nod to Jannadeau, who swung his huge
scowling head ponderously around and muttered at her.

"Why, Elizabeth," said Gant, "you haven't changed an inch in
fifteen years.  I don't believe you're a day older."

She was thirty-eight and pleasantly aware of it.

"Oh, yes," she said laughing.  "You're only saying that to make me
feel good.  I'm no chicken any more."

She had a pale clear skin, pleasantly freckled, carrot-colored
hair, and a thin mouth live with humor.  Her figure was trim and
strong--no longer young.  She had a great deal of energy,
distinction, and elegance in her manner.

"How are all the girls, Elizabeth?" he asked kindly.

Her face grew sad.  She began to pull her gloves off.

"That's what I came to see you about," she said.  "I lost one of
them last week."

"Yes," said Gant gravely, "I was sorry to hear of that."

"She was the best girl I had," said Elizabeth.  "I'd have done
anything in the world for her.  We did everything we could," she
added.  "I've no regrets on that score.  I had a doctor and two
trained nurses by her all the time."

She opened her black leather handbag, thrust her gloves into it,
and pulling out a small bluebordered handkerchief, began to weep

"Huh-huh-huh-huh-huh," said Gant, shaking his head.  "Too bad, too
bad, too bad.  Come back to my office," he said.  They went back
and sat down.  Elizabeth dried her eyes.

"What was her name?" he asked.

"We called her Lily--her full name was Lillian Reed."

"Why, I knew that girl," he exclaimed.  "I spoke to her not over
two weeks ago."

"Yes," said Elizabeth, "she went like that--one hemorrhage right
after another, down here."  She tapped her abdomen.  "Nobody ever
knew she was sick until last Wednesday.  Friday she was gone."  She
wept again.

"T-t-t-t-t-t," he clucked regretfully.  "Too bad, too bad.  She was
pretty as a picture."

"I couldn't have loved her more, Mr. Gant," said Elizabeth, "if she
had been my own daughter."

"How old was she?" he asked.

"Twenty-two," said Elizabeth, beginning to weep again.

"What a pity!  What a pity!" he agreed.  "Did she have any people?"

"No one who would do anything for her," Elizabeth said.  "Her
mother died when she was thirteen--she was born out here on the
Beetree Fork--and her father," she added indignantly, "is a mean
old bastard who's never done anything for her or any one else.  He
didn't even come to her funeral."

"He will be punished," said Gant darkly.

"As sure as there's a God in heaven," Elizabeth agreed, "he'll get
what's coming to him in hell.  The old bastard!" she continued
virtuously, "I hope he rots!"

"You can depend upon it," he said grimly.  "He will.  Ah, Lord."
He was silent a moment while he shook his head with slow regret.

"A pity, a pity," he muttered.  "So young."  He had the moment of
triumph all men have when they hear some one has died.  A moment,
too, of grisly fear.  Sixty-four.

"I couldn't have loved her more," said Elizabeth, "if she'd been
one of my own.  A young girl like that, with all her life before

"It's pretty sad when you come to think of it," he said.  "By God,
it is."

"And she was such a fine girl, Mr. Gant," said Elizabeth, weeping
softly.  "She had such a bright future before her.  She had more
opportunities than I ever had, and I suppose you know"--she spoke
modestly--"what I've done."

"Why," he exclaimed, startled, "you're a rich woman, Elizabeth--
damned if I don't believe you are.  You own property all over

"I wouldn't say that," she answered, "but I've got enough to live
on without ever doing another lick of work.  I've had to work hard
all my life.  From now on I don't intend to turn my hand over."

She regarded him with a shy pleased smile, and touched a coil of
her fine hair with a small competent hand.  He looked at her
attentively, noting with pleasure her firm uncorseted hips, moulded
compactly into her tailored suit, and her cocked comely legs
tapering to graceful feet, shod in neat little slippers of tan.
She was firm, strong, washed, and elegant--a faint scent of lilac
hovered over her: he looked at her candid eyes, lucently gray, and
saw that she was quite a great lady.

"By God, Elizabeth," he said, "you're a fine-looking woman."

"I've had a good life," she said.  "I've taken care of myself."

They had always known each other--since first they met.  They had
no excuses, no questions, no replies.  The world fell away from
them.  In the silence they heard the pulsing slap of the fountain,
the high laughter of bawdry in the Square.  He took a book of
models from the desk, and began to turn its slick pages.  They
showed modest blocks of Georgia marble and Vermont granite.

"I don't want any of those," she said impatiently.  "I've already
made up my mind.  I know what I want."

He looked up surprised.  "What is it?"

"I want the angel out front."

His face was shocked and unwilling.  He gnawed the corner of his
thin lip.  No one knew how fond he was of the angel.  Publicly he
called it his White Elephant.  He cursed it and said he had been a
fool to order it.  For six years it had stood on the porch,
weathering, in all the wind and the rain.  It was now brown and
fly-specked.  But it had come from Carrara in Italy, and it held a
stone lily delicately in one hand.  The other hand was lifted in
benediction, it was poised clumsily upon the ball of one phthisic
foot, and its stupid white face wore a smile of soft stone idiocy.

In his rages, Gant sometimes directed vast climaxes of abuse at the
angel.  "Fiend out of Hell!" he roared.  "You have impoverished me,
you have ruined me, you have cursed my declining years, and now you
will crush me to death, fearful, awful, and unnatural monster that
you are."

But sometimes when he was drunk he fell weeping on his knees before
it, called it Cynthia, and entreated its love, forgiveness, and
blessing for its sinful but repentant boy.  There was laughter from
the Square.

"What's the matter?" said Elizabeth.  "Don't you want to sell it?"

"It will cost you a good deal, Elizabeth," he said evasively.

"I don't care," she answered, positively.  "I've got the money.
How much do you want?"

He was silent, thinking for a moment of the place where the angel
stood.  He knew he had nothing to cover or obliterate that place--
it left a barren crater in his heart.

"All right," he said.  "You can have it for what I paid for it--

She took a thick sheaf of banknotes from her purse and counted the
money out for him.  He pushed it back.

"No.  Pay me when the job's finished and it has been set up.  You
want some sort of inscription, don't you?"

"Yes.  There's her full name, age, place of birth, and so on," she
said, giving him a scrawled envelope.  "I want some poetry, too--
something that suits a young girl taken off like this."

He pulled his tattered little book of inscriptions from a
pigeonhole, and thumbed its pages, reading her a quatrain here and
there.  To each she shook her head.  Finally, he said:

"How's this one, Elizabeth?"  He read:

      She went away in beauty's flower,
      Before her youth was spent;
      Ere life and love had lived their hour
      God called her, and she went.

      Yet whispers Faith upon the wind:
      No grief to her was given.
      She left YOUR love and went to find
      A greater one in heaven.

"Oh, that's lovely--lovely," she said.  "I want that one."

"Yes," he agreed, "I think that's the best one."

In the musty cool smell of his little office they got up.  Her
gallant figure reached his shoulder.  She buttoned her kid gloves
over the small pink haunch of her palms and glanced about her.  His
battered sofa filled one wall, the line of his long body was
printed in the leather.  She looked up at him.  His face was sad
and grave.  They remembered.

"It's been a long time, Elizabeth," he said.

They walked slowly to the front through aisled marbles.
Sentinelled just beyond the wooden doors, the angel leered vacantly
down.  Jannadeau drew his great head turtlewise a little further
into the protective hunch of his burly shoulders.  They went out on
to the porch.

The moon stood already, like its own phantom, in the clear washed
skies of evening.  A little boy with an empty paper-delivery bag
swung lithely by, his freckled nostrils dilating pleasantly with
hunger and the fancied smell of supper.  He passed, and for a
moment, as they stood at the porch edge, all life seemed frozen in
a picture: the firemen and Fagg Sluder had seen Gant, whispered,
and were now looking toward him; a policeman, at the high side-
porch of the Police Court, leaned on the rail and stared; at the
near edge of the central grass-plot below the fountain, a farmer
bent for water at a bubbling jet, rose dripping, and stared; from
the Tax Collector's office, City Hall, upstairs, Yancey, huge,
meaty, shirtsleeved, stared.  And in that second the slow pulse of
the fountain was suspended, life was held, like an arrested
gesture, in photographic abeyance, and Gant felt himself alone move
deathward in a world of seemings as, in 1910, a man might find
himself again in a picture taken on the grounds of the Chicago
Fair, when he was thirty and his mustache black, and, noting the
bustled ladies and the derbied men fixed in the second's
pullulation, remember the dead instant, seek beyond the borders for
what was there (he knew); or as a veteran who finds himself upon
his elbow near Ulysses Grant, before the march, in pictures of the
Civil War, and sees a dead man on a horse; or I should say, like
some completed Don, who finds himself again before a tent in
Scotland in his youth, and notes a cricket-bat long lost and long
forgotten, the face of a poet who has died, and young men and the
tutor as they looked that Long Vacation when they read nine hours a
day for "Greats."

Where now?  Where after?  Where then?


Gant, during these years in which Helen and Luke, the two for whom
he felt the deepest affection, were absent a large part of the
time, lived a splintered existence at home and at Eliza's.  He
feared and hated a lonely life, but habit was deeply rooted in him,
and he was unwilling to exchange the well-used comfort of his own
home for the bald wintriness of Eliza's.  She did not want him.
She fed him willingly enough, but his tirades and his nightly
sojourns, both longer and more frequent now that his daughter was
absent, annoyed her more than they ever had before.

"You have a place of your own," she cried fretfully.  "Why don't
you stay in it?  I don't want you around making trouble."

"Send him on," he moaned bitterly.  "Send him on.  Over the stones
rattle his bones, he's only a beggar that nobody owns.  Ah, Lord!
The old drayhorse has had its day.  Its race is run.  Kick him out:
the old cripple can no longer provide them with victuals, and they
will throw him on the junkheap, unnatural and degenerate monsters
that they are."

But he remained at Dixieland as long as there was any one to listen
to him, and to the bleak little group of winter boarders he brought
magic.  They fed hungrily on all the dramatic gusto with which,
lunging back and forth in the big rocker, before the blazing parlor
fire, he told and retold the legends of his experience, taking,
before their charmed eyes, an incident that had touched him
romantically, and embellishing, weaving and building it up.  A
whole mythology grew up as, goggle-eyed, they listened:

General Fitzhugh Lee, who had reined up before the farmer boy and
asked for a drink of water, now tossed off an oaken bucketful,
questioned him closely concerning the best roads into Gettysburg,
asked if he had seen detachments of the enemy, wrote his name down
in a small book, and went off saying to his staff:  "That boy will
make his mark.  It is impossible to defeat an enemy which breeds
boys like that."

The Indians, whom he had passed amicably as he rode out into the
New Mexican desert on a burro, seeking the ancient fort, now
spurred after him with fell intent and wild scalping whoops.  He
rode furiously through muttering redskin villages, and found the
protection of two cattlemen in the nick of time.  The thief who had
entered his room at dead of night in New Orleans, and picked up his
clothes, and whom he had fought desperately upon the floor, he now
pursued naked for seventeen blocks (not five) down Canal Street.

He went several times a week to the moving-picture shows, taking
Eugene, and sitting, bent forward in hunched absorption, through
two full performances.  They came out at ten-thirty or eleven
o'clock, on cold ringing pavements, into a world frozen bare--a
dead city of closed shops, dressed windows, milliners' and
clothiers' models posturing with waxen gaiety at congealed silence.

On the Square the slackened fountain dropped a fat spire of
freezing water into its thickening rim of ice.  In summer, a tall
spire blown in blue sheets of spray.  When they turned it down it
wilted--that was like a fountain, too.  No wind blew.

His eyes fixed on the clean concrete walk, Gant strode on,
muttering dramatically, composing a narrative of the picture.  The
cold steel of new sewing-machines glinted in dim light.  The Singer
building.  Tallest in the world.  The stitching hum of Eliza's
machine.  Needle through your finger before you know it.  He
winced.  They passed the Sluder Building at the corner of the
Square and turned left.  Gets over $700 a month in office-rent from
this alone.  The window on the corner was filled with rubber
syringes and thermos bottles.  Drink Coca Cola.  They say he stole
the formula from old mountain woman.  $50,000,000 now.  Rats in the
vats.  Dope at Wood's better.  Too weak here.  He had recently
acquired a taste for the beverage and drank four or five glasses a

D. Stern had his old shack on that corner twenty years before Fagg
bought it.  Belonged to Paston estate.  Could have bought it for a
song.  Rich man now.  D. moved to North Main now.  The Jew's rich.
Fortune out of winnies.  They're hot, they're hot.  In a broken
pot.  If I had a little time I'd make a little rhyme.  Thirteen
kids--she had one every year.  As broad as she's long.  They all
get fat.  Every one works.  Sons pay father board.  None of mine, I
can assure you.  The Jews get there.

The hunchback--what did they call him?  One of Nature's Cruel
Jests.  Ah, Lord!  What's become of old John Bunny?  I used to like
his pictures.  Oh yes.  Dead.

That pure look they have, at the end, when he kisses her, mused
Eugene.  Later--A Warmer Clime.  Her long lashes curled down over
her wet eyes, she was unable to meet his gaze.  The sweet lips
trembled with desire as, clasping her in a grip of steel, he bent
down over her yielding body and planted hungry kisses on her mouth.
When the purple canopy of dawn had been reft asunder by the rays of
the invading sun.  The Stranger.  It wouldn't do to say the next
morning.  They have a thick coat of yellow paint all over their
face.  Meanwhile, in Old England.  I wonder what they say to each
other.  They're a pretty tough lot, I suppose.

A swift thrust of conviction left him unperturbed.  The other was

He thought of the Stranger.  Steel-gray eyes.  A steady face.  An
eighth of a second faster on the draw than any one else.  Two-gun
Bill Hart.  Anderson of the Essanay.  Strong quiet men.

He clapped his hand against his buttock with a sharp smack and shot
the murderous forefinger at an ashcan, a lamp-post, and a barber-
pole, with a snapping wrist.  Gant, startled in composition, gave
him a quick uneasy look.  They walked on.

Came a day when Spring put forth her blossoms on the earth again.
No, no--not that.  Then all grew dark.  Picture of a lily trampled
on the earth.  That means he bigged her.  Art.  Filled her with
thee a baby fair.  You can't go away now.  Why?  Because--because--
her eyes dropped shyly, a slow flush mantled her cheek.  He stared
at her blankly for a moment, then his puzzled gaze--(O good!)--fell
to the tiny object she was fingering nervously, with dawning
comprehension.  Blushing rosily, she tried to conceal the little
jacket behind her.  Grace!  A great light broke on him!  Do you
mean it?  She went to him with a cry, half laugh, half sob, and
buried her burning face in his neck.  You silly boy.  Of course I
mean it (you bastard!).  The little dance girl.  Smiling with wet
lechery and manipulating his moist rope of cigar, Faro Jim shuffled
a pack of cards slowly and fixed on her his vulturesque eye.  A
knife in his shiny boots, a small derringer and three aces up his
ruffled sleeve, and suave murder in his heart.  But the cold gray
eyes of the Stranger missed nothing.  Imperturbably he drank his
Scotch, wheeled from the mirror with barking Colt just one-sixth of
a second before the gambler could fire.  Faro coughed and slid
forward slowly upon the floor.

There was no sound now in the crowded room of the Triple Y.  Men
stood petrified.  The face of Bad Bill and the two Mexicans had
turned a dirty gray.  Finally, the sheriff spoke, turning with awe
from the still figure on the sawdust floor.

"By God, stranger!" he ejaculated, "I never knew the man lived who
could beat Faro to the draw.  What's yore name?"

"In the fam'ly Bible back home, pardner," the Stranger drawled,
"it's Eugene Gant, but folks out here generally calls me The Dixie

There was a slow gasp of wonder from the crowd.

"Gawd!" some one whispered.  "It's the Ghost!"

As the Ghost turned coolly back to finish his interrupted drink, he
found himself face to face with the little dancing girl.  Two
smoking globes of brine welled from the pellucid depths of her pure
eyes and fell with a hot splash on his bronzed hand.

"How can I ever thank you!" she cried.  "You have saved me from a
fate far worse than death."

But the Ghost, who had faced death many times without a flicker of
a lash, was unable to face something he saw now in a pair of big
brown eyes.  He took off his sombrero and twisted it shyly in his
big hands.

"Why, that's all right, ma'am," he gulped awkwardly.  "Glad to be
of service to a lady any time."

By this time the two bartenders had thrown a table-cloth over Faro
Bill, carried the limp body into the back room, and returned to
their positions behind the bar.  The crowd clustered about in
little groups, laughing and talking excitedly, and in a moment, as
the pianist began to hammer out a tune on the battered piano, broke
into the measures of a waltz.

In the wild West of those days, passions were primitive, vengeance
sudden, and retribution immediate.

Two dimples sentinelled a platoon of milk-white teeth.

"Won't you dance with me, Mr. Ghost?" she coaxed.

Thoughtfully he pondered on love's mystery.  Pure but passionate.
Appearances against her, 'tis true.  The foul breath of slander.
She worked in a bawdy-house but her heart was clean.  Outside of
that, what can one say against her?  He thought pleasantly of
murder.  With child's eyes he regarded his extinct enemies.  Men
died violently but cleanly, in the movies.  Bang-bang.  Good-by,
boys, I'm through.  Through the head or heart--a clean hole, no
blood.  He had kept innocency.  Do their guts or their brains come
spilling out?  Currant jelly where a face was, the chin shot off.
Or down there that other--His arm beat the air like a wing: he
writhed.  If you lose that?  Done, die.  He clutched his throat in
his anguish.

They bent down eastward along Academy Street, having turned right
from the little caudal appendage that gave on the northeastern
corner of the Square.  The boy's mind flamed with bright streaming
images, sharp as gems, mutable as chameleons.  His life was the
shadow of a shadow, a play within a play.  He became the hero-
actor-star, the lord of the cinema, and the lover of a beautiful
movie-queen, as heroic as his postures, with a superior actuality
for every make-believe.  He was the Ghost and he who played the
Ghost, the cause that minted legend into fact.

He was those heroes whom he admired, and the victor, in beauty,
nobility, and sterling worth, over those whom he despised because
they always triumphed and were forever good and pretty and beloved
of women.  He was chosen and beloved of a bevy of internationally
renowned beauties, vampires and pure sweet girls alike, with fruity
blondes in the lead, all contesting for his favors, and some of the
least scrupulous resorting to underhand practices in order to win
him.  Their pure eyes turned up to him in everlasting close-ups: he
feasted virtuously upon their proffered lips and, conflict over,
murder sanctified, and virtue crowned, walked away with his siren
into the convenient blaze of a constantly setting sun.

With burning sidelong face he looked quickly up at Gant, twisting
his convulsive neck.

Across the street, a calcium glare from the corner light bathed
coldly the new brick facade of the Orpheum Theatre.  All This Week
Gus Nolan and His Georgia Peaches.  Also the Piedmont Comedy Four
and Miss Bobbie Dukane.

The theatre was dark, the second show was over.  They stared
curiously across the street at the posters.  In this cold silence
where were the Peaches?  At the Athens now, upon the Square.  They
always went there after.  Gant looked at his watch.  11:12.  Big
Bill Messier outside swinging his club and watching them.  On the
counter stools a dozen bucks and ogling rakehells.  I've got a car
outside.  Dalliance under difficulties.  Later, the Genevieve on
Liberty Street.  They all stay there.  Whisperings.  Footfalls.

Girls from good families, some of them, I suppose, Gant thought.

Opposite the Baptist Church a hearse was drawn up before Gorham's
Undertaking Parlors.  A light burned dimly through the ferns.  Who
can that be? he wondered.  Miss Annie Patton critically ill.  She's
past eighty.  Some lunger from New York.  A little Jew with a
peaked face.  Some one all the time.  Await alike th' inevitable
hour.  Ah, Lord!

With loss of hunger, he thought of undertaking and undertakers, and
in particular of Mr. Gorham.  He was a man with blond hair and
white eyebrows.

Waited to marry her when that rich young Cuban died, so they could
take honeymoon to Havana.

They turned down Spring Street by the Baptist Church.  This is
really like a city of the dead, Eugene thought.  The town, rimmed
with frost, lay frozen below the stars in a cataleptic trance.  The
animacy of life hung in abeyance.  Nothing grew old, nothing
decayed, nothing died.  It was triumph over time.  If a great demon
snapped his fingers and stopped all life in the world for an
instant that should be a hundred years, who would know the
difference?  Every man a Sleeping Beauty.  If you're waking call me
early, call me early, mother dear.

He tried to see life and movement behind the walls, and failed.  He
and Gant were all that lived.  For a house betrays nothing: there
may be murder behind its very quiet face.  He thought that Troy
should be like this--perfect, undecayed as the day when Hector
died.  Only they burned it.  To find old cities as they were,
unruined--the picture charmed him.  The Lost Atlantis.  Ville d'Ys.
The old lost towns, seasunken.  Great vacant ways, unrusted, echoed
under his lonely feet; he haunted vast arcades, he pierced the
atrium, his shoes rang on the temple flags.

Or to be, he lusciously meditated, left alone with a group of
pretty women in a town whence all the other people had fled from
some terror of plague, earthquake, volcano, or other menace to
which he, quite happily, was immune.  Lolling his tongue
delicately, he saw himself loafing sybaritically through first-
class confectioners' and grocers' shops, gorging like an anaconda
on imported dainties: exquisite small fish from Russia, France, and
Sardinia; coal-black hams from England; ripe olives, brandied
peaches, and liqueur chocolates.  He would loot old cellars for fat
Burgundies, crack the gold necks of earth-chilled bottles of Pol
Roger against the wall, and slake his noonday thirst at the
spouting bung of a great butt of Münchener dunkels.  When his linen
was soiled he would outfit himself anew with silk underwear and the
finest shirtings; he would have a new hat every day in the week and
new suits whenever he pleased.

He would occupy a new house every day, and sleep in a different bed
every night, selecting the most luxurious residence ultimately for
permanent occupancy, and bringing together in it the richest
treasures of every notable library in the city.  Finally, when he
wanted a woman from the small group that remained and that spent
its time in weaving new enticements for him, he would summons her
by ringing out the number he had given her on the Court House bell.

He wanted opulent solitude.  His dark vision burned on kingdoms
under the sea, on windy castle crags, and on the deep elf kingdoms
at the earth's core.  He groped for the doorless land of faery,
that illimitable haunted country that opened somewhere below a leaf
or a stone.  And no birds sing.

More practically, he saw for himself great mansions in the ground,
grottoes buried in the deep heart of a hill, vast chambers of brown
earth, sumptuously appointed with his bee-like plunder.  Cool
hidden cisterns would bring him air; from a peephole in the
hillside he could look down on a winding road and see armed men
seeking for him, or hear their thwarted gropings overhead.  He
would pull fat fish from subterranean pools, his great earth
cellars would be stocked with old wine, he could loot the world of
its treasures, including the handsomest women, and never be caught.

King Solomon's mines.  She.  Proserpine.  Ali Baba.  Orpheus and
Eurydice.  Naked came I from my mother's womb.  Naked shall I
return.  Let the mothering womb of earth engulf me.  Naked, a
valiant wisp of man, in vast brown limbs engulfed.

They neared the corner above Eliza's.  For the first time the boy
noted that their pace had quickened, and that he had almost broken
into a trot in order to keep up with Gant's awkward plunging

His father was moaning softly with long quivering exhalations of
breath, and he had one hand clasped over his pain.  The boy
spluttered idiotically with laughter.  Gant turned a glance full of
reproach and physical torture upon him.

"Oh-h-h-h-h!  Merciful God," he whined, "it's hurting me."

Abruptly, Eugene was touched with pity.  For the first time he saw
plainly that great Gant had grown old.  The sallow face had
yellowed and lost its sinew.  The thin mouth was petulant.  The
chemistry of decay had left its mark.

No, there was no return after this.  Eugene saw now that Gant was
dying very slowly.  The vast resiliency, the illimitable power of
former times had vanished.  The big frame was breaking up before
him like a beached ship.  Gant was sick.  He was old.

He had a disease that is very common among old men who have lived
carelessly and lustily--enlargement of the prostate gland.  It was
not often in itself a fatal disease--it was more often one of the
flags of age and death, but it was ugly and uncomfortable.  It was
generally treated successfully by surgery--the operation was not
desperate.  But Gant hated and feared the knife: he listened
eagerly to all persuasions against it.

He had no gift for philosophy.  He could not view with amusement
and detachment the death of the senses, the waning of desire, the
waxing of physical impotence.  He fed hungrily, lewdly, on all news
of seduction: his amusement had in it the eyes of eagerness, the
hot breath of desire.  He was incapable of the pleasant irony by
which the philosophic spirit mocks that folly it is no longer able
to enjoy.

Gant was incapable of resignation.  He had the most burning of all
lusts--the lust of memory, the ravenous hunger of the will which
tries to waken what is dead.  He had reached the time of life when
he read the papers greedily for news of death.  As friends and
acquaintances died he shook his head with the melancholy hypocrisy
of old men, saying:  "They're all going, one by one.  Ah, Lord!
The old man will be the next."  But he did not believe it.  Death
was still for the others, not for himself.

He grew old very rapidly.  He began to die before their eyes--a
quick age, and a slow death, impotent, disintegrating, horrible
because his life had been so much identified with physical excess--
huge drinking, huge eating, huge rioting debauchery.  It was
fantastic and terrible to see the great body waste.  They began to
watch the progress of his disease with something of the horror with
which one watches the movements of a dog with a broken leg, before
he is destroyed--a horror greater than that one feels when a man
has a similar hurt, because a man may live without legs.  A dog is
all included in his hide.

His wild bombast was tempered now by senile petulance.  He cursed
and whined by intervals.  At the dead of night he would rise, full
of pain and terror, blaspheming vilely against his God at one
moment, and frantically entreating forgiveness at the next.
Through all this tirade ran the high quivering exhalation of
physical pain--actual and undeniable.

"Oh-h-h-h!  I curse the day I was born! . . .  I curse the day I
was given life by that bloodthirsty Monster up above . . .  Oh-h-h-
h-h! Jesus!  I beg of you.  I know I've been bad.  Forgive me.
Have mercy and pity upon me!  Give me another chance, in Jesus'
name . . .  Oh-h-h-h-h!"

Eugene had moments of furious anger because of these
demonstrations.  He was angry that Gant, having eaten his cake, now
howled because he had stomach-ache and at the same time begged for
more.  Bitterly he reflected that his father's life had devoured
whatever had served it, and that few men had had more sensuous
enjoyment, or had been more ruthless in their demands on others.
He found these exhibitions, these wild denunciations and cowardly
grovellings in propitiation of a God none of them paid any
attention to in health, ugly and abominable.  The constant
meditation of both Gant and Eliza on the death of others, their
morbid raking of the news for items announcing the death of some
person known to them, their weird absorption with the death of some
toothless hag who, galled by bedsores, at length found release
after her eightieth year, while fire, famine, and slaughter in
other parts of the world passed unnoticed by them, their
extravagant superstition over what was local and unimportant,
seeing the intervention of God in the death of a peasant, and the
suspension of divine law and natural order in their own, filled him
with choking fury.

But Eliza was in splendid condition now to ponder upon the death of
others.  Her health was perfect.  She was in her middle-fifties:
she had grown triumphantly stronger after the diseases of the
middle years.  White, compact, a great deal heavier now than she
had ever been, she performed daily tasks of drudgery in the
maintenance of Dixieland, that would have floored a strong negro.
She hardly ever got to bed before two o'clock in the morning, and
was up again before seven.

She admitted her health grudgingly.  She made the most of every
ache, and she infuriated Gant by meeting every complaint with a
corresponding account of her own disorders.  When badgered by Helen
because of her supposed neglect of the sick man or when the
concentration of attention upon the invalid piqued her jealousy,
she smiled with white tremulous bitterness, hinting darkly:

"He may not be the first to go.  I had a premonition--I don't know
what else you'd call it--the other day.  I tell you what--it may
not be long now--"  Her eyes bleared with pity--shaking her
puckered mouth, she wept at her own funeral.

"Good heavens, mama!" Helen burst out furiously.  "There's nothing
wrong with you.  Papa's a sick man!  Don't you realize that?"

She didn't.

"Pshaw!" she said.  "There's nothing much wrong with him.  McGuire
told me two men out of three have it after they're fifty."

His body as it sickened distilled a green bile of hatred against
her crescent health.  It made him mad to see her stand so strong.
Murderous impotent, baffled--a maniacal anger against her groped
for an outlet in him, sometimes exploding in a wild inchoate

He yielded weakly to invalidism, he became tyrannous of attention,
jealous of service.  Her indifference to his health maddened him,
created a morbid hunger for pity and tears.  At times he got
insanely drunk and tried to frighten her by feigning death, one
time so successfully that Ben, bending over his rigid form in the
hallway, was whitened with conviction.

"I can't feel his heart, mama," he said, with a nervous whicker of
his lips.

"Well," she said, picking her language with deliberate choosiness,
"the pitcher went to the well once too often.  I knew it would
happen sooner or later."

Through a slotted eye he glared murderously at her.  Judicially,
with placid folded hands, she studied him.  Her calm eye caught the
slow movement of a stealthy inhalation.

"You get his purse, son, and any papers he may have," she directed.
"I'll call the undertaker."

With an infuriate scream the dead awakened.

"I thought that would bring you to," she said complacently.

He scrambled to his feet.

"You hell-hound!" he yelled.  "You would drink my heart's blood.
You are without mercy and without pity--inhuman and bloody monster
that you are."

"Some day," Eliza observed, "you'll cry wolf-wolf once too often."

He went three times a week to Cardiac's office for treatment.  The
dry doctor had grown old; behind his dusty restraint, the prim
authority of his manner, there was a deepening well of senile
bawdry.  He had a comfortable fortune, he cared little for his
dwindling practice.  He was still a brilliant bacteriologist: he
spent hours over slides etched in flowering patterns of bacilli,
and he was sought after by diseased prostitutes, to whom he
rendered competent service.

He dissuaded the Gants from surgery.  He was jealously absorbed in
the treatment of Gant's disease, scoffed at operations, and
insisted he could give adequate relief by manipulation of the
affected parts and the use of the catheter.

The two men became devoted friends.  The doctor gave up entire
mornings to the treatment of Gant's disease.  The consulting-room
was filled with their sly laughter while scrofulous mountaineers
glared dully at the pages of Life in the antechamber.  As Gant
sprawled out voluptuously on the table after his masseur had
finished his work, he listened appreciatively to the secrets of
light women, or to tidbits from books of pseudoscientific
pornography, of which the doctor had a large number.

"You say," he demanded eagerly, "that the monks petitioned the

"Yes," said the doctor.  "They suffered during the hot weather.  He
wrote 'granted' across the petition.  Here's a photograph of the
document."  He held the book open in his clean parched fingers.

"Merciful God!" said Gant, staring.  "I suppose it's pretty bad in
those hot countries."

He licked his thumb, smiling lewdly to himself.  The late Oscar
Wilde, for instance.


During the first years of this illness Gant showed a diminished,
but not a seriously impaired, energy.  At first he had, under the
doctor's treatment, periods of tranquillity when he almost believed
himself well.  There were also times when he became a whining
dotard over night, lay indolently abed for days, and was flabbily
acquiescent to his disorder.  These climaxes usually came on the
heels of a roaring spree.  The saloons had been closed for years:
the town had been one of the first to vote on "local option."

Gant had piously contributed his vote for purity.  Eugene
remembered the day, years before, when he went proudly with his
father to the polls.  The militant "drys" had agreed to advertise
their vote by wearing a scrap of white silk in their lapels.  That
was for purity.  The defiant wets wore "red."

Announced by violent trumpetings in the Protestant churches, the
day of atonement dawned on a seasoned army of well drilled
teetotalers.  Those wets who had victoriously withstood the
pressure of hearth and pulpit--their number (aië, aië,) was small--
went to their death with the gallant swagger, and with the gleam of
purloined honor, of men who are to die fighting most desperately
against the engulfing mob.

They did not know how gallant was their cause: they knew only that
they had stood against the will of a priest-ridden community--the
most annihilating force in the village.  They had never been told
they stood for liberty; they stood rubily, stubbornly, with the
strong brown smell of shame in their nostrils, for the bloodshot,
malt-mouthed, red-nosed, loose-pursed Demon Rum.  So, they came
down with vine leaves in their hair, and a good fog of rye upon
their breaths, and with brave set smiles around their determined

As they approached the polls, glancing, like surrounded knights,
for an embattled brother, the church women of the town, bent like
huntresses above the straining leash, gave the word to the eager
children of the Sunday schools.  Dressed all in white, and
clutching firmly in their small hands the tiny stems of American
flags, the pigmies, monstrous as only children can be when they
become the witless mouths of slogans and crusades, charged
hungrily, uttering their shrill cries, upon their Gulliver.

"There he is, children.  Go get him."

Swirling around the marked man in wild elves' dance, they sang with
piping empty violence:

     "We are some fond mother's treasure,
      Men and women of to-morrow,
      For a moment's empty pleasure
      Would you give us lifelong sorrow?

      Think of sisters, wives, and mothers,
      Of helpless babes in some low slum,
      Think not of yourself, but others,
      Vote against the Demon Rum."

Eugene shuddered, and looked up at Gant's white emblem with coy
pride.  They walked happily by unhappy alcoholics, deltaed in
foaming eddies of innocence, and smiling murderously down at some
fond mother's treasure.

If they were mine I'd warm their little tails, they thought--

Outside the corrugated walls of the warehouse, Gant paused for a
moment to acknowledge the fervent congratulation of a group of
ladies from the First Baptist Church: Mrs. Tarkinton, Mrs. Fagg
Sluder, Mrs. C. M. McDonnel, and Mrs. W. H. (Pert) Pentland, who,
heavily powdered, trailed her long skirt of gray silk with a musty
rustle, and sneered elegantly down over her whaleboned collar.  She
was very fond of Gant.

"Where's Will?" he asked.

"Feathering the pockets of the licker interests, when he ought to
be down here doing the Lord's Work," she replied with Christian
bitterness.  "Nobody but you knows what I've had to put up with,
Mr. Gant.  You've had to put up with the queer Pentland streak, in
your own home," she added with lucid significance.

He shook his head regretfully, and stared sorrowfully at the

"Ah, Lord, Pett!  We've been through the mill--both of us."

A smell of drying roots and sassafras twisted a sharp spiral from
the warehouse into the thin slits of his nostrils.

"When the time comes to speak up for the right," Pett announced to
several of the ladies, "you'll always find Will Gant ready to do
his part."

With far-seeing statesmanship he looked westward toward Pisgah.

"Licker," he said, "is a curse and a care.  It has caused the
sufferings of untold millions--"

"Amen, Amen," Mrs. Tarkinton chanted softly, swaying her wide hips

"--it has brought poverty, disease, and suffering to hundreds of
thousands of homes, broken the hearts of wives and mothers, and
taken bread from the mouths of little orphaned children."

"Amen, brother."

"It has been," Gant began, but at this moment his uneasy eye
lighted upon the broad red face of Tim O'Doyle and the fierce
whiskered whiskiness of Major Ambrose Nethersole, two prominent
publicans, who were standing near the entrance not six feet away
and listening attentively.

"Go on!" Major Nethersole urged, with the deep chest notes of a
bullfrog.  "Go on, W. O., but for God's sake, don't belch!"

"Begod!" said Tim O'Doyle, wiping a tiny rill of tobacco juice from
the thick simian corner of his mouth, "I've seen him start for the
door and step through the windey.  When we see him coming we hire
two extra bottle openers.  He used to give the barman a bonus to
get up early."

"Pay no attention to them, ladies, I beg of you," said Gant
scathingly.  "They are the lowest of the low, the whisky-besotted
dregs of humanity, who deserve to bear not even the name of men, so
far have they retrograded backwards."

With a flourishing sweep of his slouch hat he departed into the

"By God!" said Ambrose Nethersole approvingly.  "It takes W. O. to
tie a knot in the tail of the English language.  It always did."

But within two months he moaned bitterly his unwetted thirst.  For
several years he ordered, from time to time, the alloted quota--a
gallon of whisky every two weeks--from Baltimore.  It was the day
of the blind tiger.  The town was mined thickly with them.  Bad rye
and moonshine corn were the prevailing beverages.  He grew old, he
was sick, he still drank.

A slow trickle of lust crawled painfully down the parched gulley of
desire, and ended feebly in dry fumbling lechery.  He made pretty
young summer widows at Dixieland presents of money, underwear, and
silk stockings, which he drew on over their shapely legs in the
dusty gloom of his little office.  Smiling with imperturbable
tenderness, Mrs. Selborne thrust out her heavy legs slowly to swell
with warm ripe smack his gift of flowered green-silk garters.
Wetting his thumb with sly thin aftersmile, he told.

A grass widow, forty-nine, with piled hair of dyed henna, corseted
breasts and hips architecturally protuberant in a sharp diagonal,
meaty mottled arms, and a gulched face of leaden flaccidity puttied
up brightly with cosmetics, rented the upstairs of Woodson Street
while Helen was absent.

"She looks like an adventuress, hey?" said Gant hopefully.

She had a son.  He was fourteen, with a round olive face, a soft
white body, and thin legs.  He bit his nails intently.  His hair
and eyes were dark, his face full of sad stealth.  He was wise and
made himself unobtrusively scarce at proper times.

Gant came home earlier.  The widow rocked brightly on the porch.
He bowed sweepingly, calling her Madam.  Coy-kittenish, she talked
down at him, slogged against the creaking stair rail.  She leered
cosily at him.  She came and went freely through his sitting-room,
where he now slept.  One evening, just after he had entered, she
came in from the bathroom, scented lightly with the best soap, and
beefily moulded into a flame-red kimono.

A handsome woman yet, he thought.  Good evening, madam.

He got up from his rocker, put aside the crackling sheets of the
evening paper (Republican), and undipped his steel-rimmed glasses
from the great blade of his nose.

She came over with sprightly gait to the empty hearth, clasping her
wrapper tightly with veinous hands.

Swiftly, with a gay leer, she opened the garment, disclosing her
thin legs, silkshod, and her lumpy hips, gaudily clothed in ruffled
drawers of blue silk.

"Aren't they pretty?" she twittered invitingly but obscurely.
Then, as he took an eager stride forward, she skipped away like a
ponderous maenad soliciting Bacchic pursuit.

"A pair of pippins," he agreed, inclusively.

After this, she prepared breakfast for him.  From Dixieland, Eliza
surveyed them with a bitter eye.  He had no talent for concealment.
His visits morning and evening were briefer, his tongue more

"I know what you're up to down there," she said.  "You needn't
think I don't."

He grinned sheepishly and wet his thumb.  Her mouth worked silently
at attempted speech for a moment.  She speared a frying steak and
flipped it over on its raw back, smiling vengefully in a mounting
column of greasy blue vapor.  He poked her clumsily with his stiff
fingers; she shrieked a protest mixed of anger and amusement, and
moved awkwardly out of his reach with bridling gait.

"Get away!  I don't want you round me!  It's too late for that."
She laughed with nagging mockery.

"Don't you wish you could, though?  I'll vow!" she continued,
kneading her lips for several seconds in an effort to speak.  "I'd
be ashamed.  Every one's laughing at you behind your back."

"You lie!  By God, you lie!" he thundered magnificently, touched.
Hammer-hurling Thor.

But he tired very quickly of his new love.  He was weary, and
frightened by his depletion.  For a time he gave the widow small
sums of money, and forgot the rent.  He transferred to her his
storming abuse, muttered ominously to himself in long aisle-pacings
at his shop, when he saw that he had lost the ancient freedom of
his house and saddled himself with a tyrannous hag.  One evening he
returned insanely drunk, routed her out of her chamber and pursued
her unfrocked, untoothed, unputtied, with a fluttering length of
kimono in her palsied hand, driving her finally into the yard
beneath the big cherry tree, which he circled, howling, making
frantic lunges for her as she twittered with fear, casting
splintered glances all over the listening neighborhood as she put
on the crumpled wrapper, hid partially the indecent jigging of her
breasts, and implored succor.  It did not come.

"You bitch!" he screamed.  "I'll kill you.  You have drunk my
heart's-blood, you have driven me to the brink of destruction, and
you gloat upon my misery, listening with fiendish delight to my
death-rattle, bloody and unnatural monster that you are."

She kept the tree deftly between them and, when his attention was
diverted for a moment to the flood of anathema, tore off on fear-
quick feet, streetward to the haven of the Tarkintons' house.  As
she rested there, in Mrs. Tarkinton's consolatory arms, weeping
hysterically and dredging gullies in her poor painted face, they
heard his chaotic footsteps blundering within his house, the heavy
crash of furniture, and his fierce curses when he fell.

"He'll kill himself!  He'll kill himself!" she cried.  "He doesn't
know what he's doing.  Oh, my God!" she wept.  "I've never been
talked to that way by any man in my life!"

Gant fell heavily within his house.  There was silence.  She rose

"He's not a bad man," she whispered.

One morning in early summer, after Helen had returned, Eugene was
wakened by scuffling feet and excited cries along the small
boardwalk that skirted the house on its upper side and led to the
playhouse, a musty little structure of pine with a single big room,
which he could almost touch from the sloping roof that flowed about
his gabled backroom window.  The playhouse was another of the
strange extravagancies of Gantian fancy: it had been built for the
children when they were young.  It had been for many years closed,
it was a retreat of delight; its imprisoned air, stale and cool,
was scented permanently with old pine boards, cased books, and
dusty magazines.

For some weeks now it had been occupied by Mrs. Selborne's South
Carolina cook, Annie, a plump comely negress of thirty-five, with a
rich coppery skin.  The woman had come into the mountains for the
summer: she was a good cook and expected work at hotels or
boarding-houses.  Helen engaged her for five dollars a week.  It
was an act of pride.

That morning, Gant had wakened earlier and stared at his ceiling
thoughtfully.  He had risen, dressed, and wearing his leather
slippers, walked softly back, along the boards, to the playhouse.
Helen was roused by Annie's loud protests.  Tingling with
premonition she came down stairs, and found Gant wringing his hands
and moaning as he walked up and down the washroom.  Through the
open doors she heard the negress complaining loudly to herself as
she banged out drawers and slammed her belongings together.

"I ain't used to no such goins-on.  I'se a married woman, I is.  I
ain't goin' to say in dis house anothah minnit."

Helen turned furiously upon Gant and shook him.

"You rotten old thing, you!" she cried.  "How dare you!"

"Merciful God!" he whined, stamping his foot like a child, and
pacing up and down.  "Why did this have to come upon me in my old
age!"  He began to sniffle affectedly.  "Boo-hoo-hoo!  O Jesus,
it's fearful, it's awful, it's cruel that you should put this
affliction on me."  His contempt for reason was Parnassian.  He
accused God for exposing him; he wept because he had been caught.

Helen rushed out to the playhouse and with large gesture and hearty
entreaty strove to appease outraged Annie.

"Come on, Annie," she coaxed.  "I'll give you a dollar a week more
if you stay.  Forget about it!"

"No'm," said Annie stubbornly.  "I cain't stay heah any longer.
I'se afraid of dat man."

Gant paused in his distracted pacing from time to time long enough
to cock an eager ear.  At each iteration of Annie's firm refusals,
he fetched out a deep groan and took up his lament again.

Luke, who had descended, had fidgeted about in a nervous prance
from one large bare foot to another.  Now he went to the door and
looked out, bursting suddenly into a large Whah-Whah as he caught
sight of the sullen respectability of the negress' expression.
Helen came back into the house with an angry perturbed face.

"She'll tell this all over town," she announced.

Gant moaned in lengthy exhalations.  Eugene, shocked at first, and
frightened, flung madly across the kitchen linoleum in twisting
leaps, falling catlike on his bare soles.  He squealed ecstatically
at Ben who loped in scowling, and began to snicker in short
contemptuous fragments.

"And of course she'll tell Mrs. Selborne all about it, as soon as
she goes back to Henderson," Helen continued.

"O my God!" Gant whined, "why was this put on me--"

"O gotohell!  Gotohell!" she said comically, her wrath loosened
suddenly by a ribald and exasperated smile.  They howled.

"I shall dy-ee."

Eugene choked in faint hiccoughs and began to slide gently down the
kitchen-washroom door jamb.

"Ah! you little idiot!" Ben snarled, lifting his white hand
sharply.  He turned away quickly with a flickering smile.

At this moment, Annie appeared on the walk outside the door, with a
face full of grieved decorum.

Luke looked nervously and gravely from his father to the negress,
fidgeting from one big foot to the other.

"I'se a married woman," said Annie.  "I ain't used to nothin' like
dis.  I wants my money."

Luke blew up in an explosion of wild laughter.

"Whah-whah!"  He pronged her larded ribs with scooped fingers.  She
moved away angrily, muttering.

Eugene lolled about feebly on the floor, kicking one leg out gently
as if he had just been decapitated, and fumbling blindly at the
neckband of his nightshirt.  A faint clucking sound came at
intervals from his wide-open mouth.

They laughed wildly, helplessly, draining into mad laughter all the
welled and agglutinated hysteria that had gathered in them, washing
out in a moment of fierce surrender all the fear and fatality of
their lives, the pain of age and death.

Dying, he walked among them, whining his lament against God's
lidless stare, gauging their laughter cautiously with uneasy prying
eyes, a faint tickled grin playing craftily about his wailing

Roofing the deep tides, swinging in their embrace, rocked Eliza's
life Sargassic, as when, at morning, a breath of kitchen air
squirmed through her guarded crack of door, and fanned the pendant
clusters of old string in floating rhythm.  She rubbed the sleep
gently from her small weak eyes, smiling dimly as she thought,
unwakened, of ancient losses.  Her worn fingers still groped softly
in the bed beside her, and when she found it vacant, she awoke.
Remembered.  My youngest, my oldest, final bitter fruit, O dark of
soul, O far and lonely, where?  Remembered O his face!  Death-son,
partner of my peril, last coinage of my flesh, who warmed my flanks
and nestled to my back.  Gone?  Cut off from me?  When?  Where?

The screen slammed, the market boy dumped ground sausage on the
table, a negress fumbled at the stove.  Awake now.

Ben moved quietly, but not stealthily, about, confessing and
denying nothing.  His thin laughter pierced the darkness softly
above the droning creak of the wooden porch-swing.  Mrs. Pert
laughed gently, comfortingly.  She was forty-three: a large woman
of gentle manners, who drank a great deal.  When she was drunk, her
voice was soft, low, and fuzzy, she laughed uncertainly, mildly,
and walked with careful alcoholic gravity.  She dressed well: she
was well fleshed, but not sensual-looking.  She had good features,
soft oaken hair, blue eyes, a little bleared.  She laughed with a
comfortable, happy chuckle.  They were all very fond of her.  Helen
called her "Fatty."

Her husband was a drug salesman: he travelled through Tennessee,
Arkansas, and Mississippi, and returned to Altamont for a fortnight
every four months.  Her daughter, Catherine, who was almost Ben's
age, came to Dixieland for a few weeks each summer.  She was a
school-teacher in a public school in a Tennessee village.  Ben
squired both.

Mrs. Pert chuckled softly when she spoke to him, and called him
"Old Ben."  In the darkness he sat, talking a little, humming a
little, laughing occasionally in his thin minor key, quietly, with
a cigarette between his forked ivory fingers, drawing deeply.  He
would buy a flask of whisky and they would drink it very quietly.
Perhaps they talked a little more.  But they were never riotous.
Occasionally, they would rise at midnight from the swing, and go
out into the street, departing under leafy trees.  They would not
return during the night.  Eliza, ironing out a great pile of
rumpled laundry in the kitchen, would listen.  Presently, she would
mount the stairs, peer carefully into Mrs. Pert's room, and
descend, her lips thoughtfully kneaded.

She had to speak these things to Helen.  There was a strange
defiant communion between them.  They laughed or were bitter

"Why, of course," said Helen, impatiently, "I've known it all
along."  But she looked beyond the door curiously, her big gold-
laced teeth half-shown in her open mouth, the child look of belief,
wonder, skepticism, and hurt innocency in her big highboned face.

"Do you suppose he really does?  Oh surely not mama.  She's old
enough to be his mother."

Across Eliza's white puckered face, thoughtful and reproving, a sly
smile broke.  She rubbed her finger under the broad wings of her
nose to conceal it, and snickered.

"I tell you what!" she said.  "He's a chip off the old block.  His
father over again," she whispered.  "It's in the blood."

Helen laughed huskily, picking vaguely at her chin, and gazing out
across the weedy garden.

"Poor old Ben!" she said, and her eyes, she did not know why, were
sheeted with tears.  "Well, 'Fatty's' a lady.  I like her--I don't
care who knows it," she added defiantly.  "It's their business
anyway.  They're quiet about it.  You've got to say that much for

She was silent a moment.

"Women are crazy about him," she said.  "They like the quiet ones,
don't they?  He's a gentleman."

Eliza shook her head portentously for several moments.

"What do you think!" she whispered, and shook her pursed lips
again.  "Always ten years older at least."

"Poor old Ben!" Helen said again.

"The quiet one, the sad one.  I tell you what!"  Eliza shook her
head, unable to speak.  Her eyes too were wet.

They thought of sons and lovers: they drew closer in their
communion, they drank the cup of their twin slavery as they thought
of the Gant men who would always know hunger, the strangers on the
land, the unknown farers who had lost their way.  O lost!

The hands of women were hungry for his crisp hair.  When they came
to the paper office to insert advertisements they asked for him.
Frowning gravely, he leaned upon the counter with feet crossed,
reading, in a somewhat illiterate monotone, what they had written.
His thin hairy wrists slatted leanly against his starched white
cuffs, his strong nervous fingers, ivoried by nicotine, smoothed
out the crumples.  Scowling intently, he bent his fine head,
erasing, arranging.  Emphatic lady-fingers twitched.  "How's that?"
Answers vague-voiced, eyes tangled in crisp hair.  "Oh, much
better, thank you."

Wanted: frowning boy-man head for understanding fingers of mature
and sympathetic woman.  Unhappily married.  Address Mrs. B. J. X.,
Box 74.  Eight cents a word for one insertion.  "Oh, [tenderly]
thank you, Ben."

"Ben," said Jack Eaton, the advertising manager, thrusting his
plump face into the city editor's office, "one of your harem's out
there.  She wanted to murder me when I tried to take it.  See if
she's got a friend."

"Oh, listen to this, won't you?" Ben snickered fiercely to the City
Editor.  "You missed your calling, Eaton.  What you want is the
endman's job with Honeyboy Evans."

Scowling, he cast the cigarette from his ivory hand, and loped out
into the office.  Eaton remained a moment to laugh with the City
Editor.  O rare Ben Gant!

Sometimes, returning late at night to Woodson Street, in the
crowded summer season, he slept with Eugene in the front room
upstairs where they had all been born.  Propped high on pillows in
the old cream-colored bed, painted gaily at head and foot with
round medals of clustering fruit, he read aloud in a quiet puzzled
voice, fumbling over pronunciation, the baseball stories of Ring
Lardner.  "You know me, Al."  Just outside the windows the flat
veranda roof was still warm from its daytime exhalations of tar-
calked tin.  Rich cob-webbed grapes hung in packed clusters among
the broad leaves.  "I didn't raise my boy to be a southpaw.  I've a
good mind to give Gleason a sock in the eye."

Ben read painfully, pausing a moment later to snicker.  Thus, like
a child, he groped intently at all meanings, with scowling
studiousness.  Women liked to see him scowl and study so.  He was
sudden only in anger, and in his quick communications with his


Toward the beginning of Eugene's fourteenth year, when he had been
a student at Leonard's for two years, Ben got work for him as a
paper carrier.  Eliza grumbled at the boy's laziness.  She
complained that she could get him to do little or nothing for her.
In fact, he was not lazy, but he hated all the dreariness of
boarding-house routine.  Her demands on him were not heavy, but
they were frequent and unexpected.  He was depressed at the
uselessness of effort in Dixieland, at the total erasure of
all daily labor.  If she had given him position, the daily
responsibility of an ordered task, he could have fulfilled it with
zeal.  But her own method was much too random: she wanted to keep
him on tap for an occasional errand, and he did not have her

Dixieland was the heart of her life.  It owned her.  It appalled
him.  When she sent him to the grocer's for bread, he felt wearily
that the bread would be eaten by strangers, that nothing out of the
effort of their lives grew younger, better, or more beautiful, that
all was erased in a daily wash of sewage.  She sent him forth in
the rank thicket of her garden to hoe out the swarming weeds that
clustered about her vegetables, which flourished, as did all the
earth, under her careless touch.  He knew, as he chopped down in a
weary frenzy, that the weeds would grow again in the hot sun-
stench, that her vegetables--weeded or not--would grow fat and be
fed to her boarders, and that her life, hers alone, would endure to
something.  As he looked at her, he felt the weariness and horror
of time: all but her must die in a smothering Sargasso.  Thus,
flailing the clotted earth drunkenly, he would be brought to
suddenly by her piercing scream from the high back porch, and
realize that he had destroyed totally a row of young bladed corn.

"Why, what on earth, boy!" she fretted angrily, peering down at him
through a shelving confusion of wash-tubs, limp drying stockings,
empty milk-bottles, murky and unwashed, and rusty lard-buckets.
"I'll vow!" she said, turning to Mr. Baskett, the Hattiesburg
cotton merchant, who grinned down malarially through his scraggly
mustaches, "what am I going to do with him?  He's chopped down
every stock of corn in the row."

"Yes," Mr. Baskett said, peering over, "and missed every weed.
Boy," he added judicially, "you need two months on a farm."

The bread that I fetch will be eaten by strangers.  I carry coal
and split up wood for fires to warm them.  Smoke.  Fuimas fumus.
All of our life goes up in smoke.  There is no structure, no
creation in it, not even the smoky structure of dreams.  Come
lower, angel; whisper in our ears.  We are passing away in smoke
and there is nothing to-day but weariness to pay for yesterday's
toil.  How may we save ourselves?

He was given the Niggertown route--the hardest and least profitable
of all.  He was paid two cents a copy for weekly deliveries, given
ten per cent of his weekly collections, and ten cents for every new
subscription.  Thus, he was able to earn four or five dollars a
week.  His thin undeveloped body drank sleep with insatiable
thirst, but it was now necessary for him to get up at half-past
three in the morning with darkness and silence making an unreal
humming in his drugged ears.

Strange aerial music came fluting out of darkness, or over his
slow-wakening senses swept the great waves of symphonic
orchestration.  Fiend-voices, beautiful and sleep-loud, called down
through darkness and light, developing the thread of ancient

Staggering blindly in the whitewashed glare, his eyes, sleep-corded
opened slowly as he was born anew, umbilically cut, from darkness.

Waken, ghost-eared boy, but into darkness.  Waken, phantom, O into
us.  Try, try, O try the way.  Open the wall of light.  Ghost,
ghost, who is the ghost?  O lost.  Ghost, ghost, who is the ghost?
O whisper-tongued laughter.  Eugene!  Eugene!  Here, O here,
Eugene.  Here, Eugene.  The way is here, Eugene.  Have you
forgotten?  The leaf, the rock, the wall of light.  Lift up the
rock, Eugene, the leaf, the stone, the unfound door.  Return,

A voice, sleep-strange and loud, forever far-near, spoke.


Spoke, ceased, continued without speaking, to speak.  In him spoke.
Where darkness, son, is light.  Try, boy, the word you know
remember.  In the beginning was the logos.  Over the border the
borderless green-forested land.  Yesterday, remember?

Far-forested, a horn-note wound.  Sea-forested, water-far, the
grotted coral sea-far horn-note.  The pillioned ladies witch-faced
in bottle-green robes saddle-swinging.  Merwomen unsealed and
lovely in sea-floor colonnades.  The hidden land below the rock.
The flitting wood-girls growing into bark.  Far-faint, as he
wakened, they besought him with lessening whir.  Then deeper song,
fiend-throated, wind-shod.  Brother, O brother!  They shot down the
brink of darkness, gone on the wind like bullets.  O lost, and by
the wind grieved, ghost, come back again.

He dressed and descended the stairs gently to the back porch.  The
cool air, charged with blue starlight, shocked his body into
wakefulness, but as he walked townward up the silent streets, the
strange ringing in his ears persisted.  He listened like his own
ghost, to his footsteps, heard from afar the winking flicker of the
street-lamps, saw, from sea-sunk eyes, the town.

There sounded in his heart a solemn music.  It filled the earth,
the air, the universe; it was not loud, but it was omnipresent, and
it spoke to him of death and darkness, and of the focal march of
all who lived or had lived, converging on a plain.  The world was
filled with silent marching men: no word was spoken, but in the
heart of each there was a common knowledge, the word that all men
knew and had forgotten, the lost key opening the prison gates, the
lane-end into heaven, and as the music soared and filled him, he
cried:  "I will remember.  When I come to the place, I shall know."

Hot bands of light streamed murkily from the doors and windows of
the office.  From the press-room downstairs there was an ascending
roar as the big press mounted to its capacity.  As he entered the
office and drank in the warm tides of steel and ink that soaked the
air, he awoke suddenly, his light-drugged limbs solidifying with a
quick shock, as would some aerial spirit, whose floating body
corporealizes the instant it touches earth.  The carriers, waiting
in a boisterous line, filed up to the circulation manager's desk,
depositing their collections, cold handfuls of greasy coin.  Seated
beneath a green-shaded light, he ran swiftly down their books,
totalling up their figures and counting nickels, dimes, and pennies
into little spooned trays of a drawer.  Then he gave to each a
scrawled order for his morning quota.

They ran downstairs, eager as whippets to be off, brandishing their
slips at a sullen counter whose black fingers galloped accurately
across the stiff ridges of a great sheaf.  He allowed them two
"extras."  If the carrier was not scrupulous, he increased his
number of spare copies by keeping on his book the names of a half-
dozen discontinued subscribers.  These surplus copies were always
good for coffee and pie with the lunchman, or as tribute to a
favorite policeman, fireman, or motorman.

In the press-pit Harry Tugman loafed under their stare comfortably,
a fat trickle of cigarette smoke coiling from his nostrils.  He
glanced over the press with professional carelessness, displaying
his powerful chest with its thick bush, which lay a dark blot under
his sweat-wet under-shirt.  An assistant pressman climbed nimbly
among roaring pistons and cylinders, an oil-can and a bunch of
waste in his hand.  A broad river of white paper rushed constantly
up from the cylinder and leaped into a mangling chaos of machinery
whence it emerged a second later, cut, printed, folded and stacked,
sliding along a board with a hundred others in a fattening sheaf.

Machine-magic!  Why not men, like that?  Doctor, surgeon, poet,
priest--stacked, folded, printed.

Harry Tugman cast away his wet fragment of cigarette with a
luxurious grimace.  The carriers eyed him reverently.  Once he had
knocked a sub-pressman down for sitting in his chair.  He was Boss.
He got $55 a week.  If he was not pleased he could get work at any
time on the New Orleans Times-Picayune, the Louisville Courier
Journal, the Atlanta Constitution, the Knoxville Sentinel, the
Norfolk Pilot.  He could travel.

In a moment more they were out on the streets, hobbling along
rapidly under the accustomed weight of the crammed canvas bags.

He was most desperately afraid of failure.  He listened with
constricted face to Eliza's admonition.

"Spruce up, boy!  Spruce up!  Make them think you are somebody!"

He had little confidence in himself; he recoiled in advance from
the humiliation of dismissal.  He feared the sabre-cut of language,
and before his own pride he drew back and was afraid.

For three mornings he accompanied the retiring carrier, gathering
his mind to focal intensity while he tried to memorize each
stereotyped movement of the delivery, tracing again and again the
labyrinthine web of Niggertown, wreaking his plan out among the
sprawled chaos of clay and slime, making incandescent those houses
to which a paper was delivered, and forgetting the others.  Years
later, alone in darkness, when he had forgotten the twisted anarchy
of that pattern, he still remembered a corner where he left his bag
while he climbed a spur of hill, a bank down which he clambered to
three rotting shacks, a high porched house into which accurately he
shot his folded block of news.

The retiring carrier was a robust country boy of seventeen who had
been given better employment at the paper office.  His name was
Jennings Ware.  He was tough, good-humored, a little cynical, and
he smoked a great many cigarettes.  He was clothed in vitality and
comfort.  He taught his pupil when and where to expect the prying
face of "Foxy," how to escape discovery under the lunchroom
counter, and how to fold a paper and throw it with the speed and
accuracy of a ball.

In the fresh pre-natal morning they began their route, walking down
the steep hill of Valley Street into tropical sleep, past the
stabled torpor of black sleepers, past all the illicit loves, the
casual and innumerable adulteries of Niggertown.  As the stiff
block of paper thudded sharply on the flimsy porch of a shack, or
smacked the loose boarding of a door, they were answered by a long
sullen moan of discontent.  They sniggered.

"Check this one off," said Jennings Ware, "if you can't collect
next time.  She owes for six weeks now."

"This one," he said, flipping a paper quietly on a door mat, "is
good pay.  They're good niggers.  You'll get your money every

"There's a High Yaller in here," he said, hurling the paper against
the door with a whizzing smack and smiling, as a young full-meated
woman's yell of indignation answered, a thin devil's grin.  "You
can have that if you want it."

A wan smile of fear struggled across Eugene's mouth.  Jennings Ware
looked at him shrewdly, but did not press him.  Jennings Ware was a
good-hearted boy.

"She's a pretty good old girl," he said.  "You've got a right to a
few dead-heads.  Take it out in trade."

They walked on down the dark unpaved street, folding papers rapidly
during the intervals between delivery.

"It's a hell of a route," said Jennings Ware.  "When it rains it's
terrible.  You'll go into mud up to your knees.  And you can't
collect from half the bastards."  He hurled a paper viciously.

"But, oh man," he said, after a moment.  "If you want Jelly Roll
you've come to the right place.  I ain't kidding you!"

"With--with niggers?" Eugene whispered, moistening his dry lips.

Jennings Ware turned his red satirical face on him.

"You don't see any Society Belles around here, do you?" he said.

"Are niggers good?" Eugene asked in a small dry voice.

"Boy!"  The word blew out of Jennings Ware's mouth like an
explosion.  He was silent a moment.

"There ain't nothing better," he said.

At first, the canvas strap of the paper-bag bit cruelly across his
slender shoulders.  He strained against the galling weight that
pulled him earthwards.  The first weeks were like a warring
nightmare: day after day he fought his way up to liberation.  He
knew all the sorrow of those who carry weight; he knew, morning by
morning, the aerial ecstasy of release.  As his load lightened with
the progress of his route, his leaning shoulder rose with winged
buoyancy, his straining limbs grew light: at the end of his labor
his flesh, touched sensuously by fatigue, bounded lightly from the
earth.  He was Mercury chained by fardels, Ariel bent beneath a
pack: freed, his wingshod feet trod brightness.  He sailed in air.
The rapier stars glinted upon his serfdom: dawn reddened on
release.  He was like a sailor drowned within the hold, who gropes
to life and morning through a hatch; a diver twined desperately in
octopal feelers, who cuts himself from death and mounts slowly from
the sea-floor into light.

Within a month a thick hummock of muscle hardened on his shoulder:
he bent jubilantly into his work.  He had now no fear of failure.
His heart lifted like a proud crested cock.  He had been dropped
among others without favor, and he surpassed them.  He was a lord
of darkness; he exulted in the lonely sufficiency of his work.  He
walked into the sprawled chaos of the settlement, the rifleman of
news for sleeping men.  His fast hands blocked the crackling sheet,
he swung his lean arm like a whip.  He saw the pale stars drown,
and ragged light break open on the hills.  Alone, the only man
alive, he began the day for men, as he walked by the shuttered
windows and heard the long denned snore of the tropics.  He walked
amid this close thick sleep, hearing again the ghostly ring of his
own feet, and the vast orchestral music of darkness.  As the gray
tide of morning surged westward he awoke.

And Eugene watched the slow fusion of the seasons; he saw the royal
processional of the months; he saw the summer light eat like a
river into dark; he saw dark triumph once again; and he saw the
minute-winning days, like flies, buzz home to death.

In summer, full day had come before he finished: he walked home in
a world of wakenings.  The first cars were grouped on the Square as
he passed, their new green paint giving them the pleasant
appearance of fresh toys.  The huge battered cans of the milkmen
glinted cleanly in the sun.  Light fell hopefuly upon the swarthy
greasiness of George Chakales, nightman of the Athens Cafe.  The
Hellenic Dawn.  And in Uneeda No. 1, upon the Square, Eugene sat,
washing an egg-sandwich down with long swallows of pungent coffee,
stooled in a friendly company of motormen, policemen, chauffeurs,
plasterers, and masons.  It was very pleasant, he felt, to complete
one's work when all the world was beginning theirs.  He went home
under singing trees of birds.

In autumn, a late red moon rode low in the skies till morning.  The
air was filled with dropping leaves, there was a solemn thunder of
great trees upon the hills; sad phantasmal whisperings and the vast
cathedral music deepened in his heart.

In winter, he went down joyously into the dark howling wind,
leaning his weight upon its advancing wall as it swept up a hill;
and when in early Spring the small cold rain fell from the reeking
sky he was content.  He was alone.

He harried his deficient subscribers for payment, with a wild
tenacity.  He accepted their easy promises without question; he
hunted them down in their own rooms, or in the rooms of a neighbor,
he pressed so doggedly that, at length, sullenly or good-humoredly,
they paid a part of their debt.  This was more than any of his
predecessors had accomplished, but he fretted nervously over his
accounts until he found that he had become, for the circulation
manager, the exemplar for indolent boys.  As he dumped his
desperately gathered pile of "chicken feed" upon the man's desk,
his employer would turn accusingly to a delinquent boy, saying:

"Look at that!  He does it every week!  Niggers, too!"

His pallid face would flame with joy and pride.  When he spoke to
the great man his voice trembled.  He could hardly speak.

As the wind yelled through the dark, he burst into maniacal
laughter.  He leaped high into the air with a scream of insane
exultancy, burred in his throat idiot animal-squeals, and shot his
papers terrifically into the flimsy boarding of the shacks.  He was
free.  He was alone.  He heard the howl of a train-whistle, and it
was not so far away.  In the darkness he flung his arm out to the
man on the rails, his goggled brother with steel-steady rail-fixed

He did not shrink so much, beneath the menace of the family fist.
He was more happily unmindful of his own unworthiness.

Assembled with three or four of the carriers in the lunchroom, he
learned to smoke: in the sweet blue air of Spring, as he sloped
down to his route, he came to know the beauty of Lady Nicotine, the
delectable wraith who coiled into his brain, left her poignant
breath in his young nostrils, her sharp kiss upon his mouth.

He was a sharp blade.

The Spring drove a thorn into his heart, it drew a wild cry from
his lips.  For it, he had no speech.

He knew hunger.  He knew thirst.  A great flame rose in him.  He
cooled his hot face in the night by bubbling water jets.  Alone, he
wept sometimes with pain and ecstasy.  At home the frightened
silence of his childhood was now touched with savage restraint.  He
was wired like a race-horse.  A white atom of inchoate fury would
burst in him like a rocket, and for a moment he would be cursing

"What's wrong with him?  Is it the Pentland crazy streak coming
out?" Helen asked, seated in Eliza's kitchen.

Eliza moulded her lips portentously for some time, shaking her head

"Why," she said, with a cunning smile, "don't you know, child?"

His need for the negroes had become acute.  He spent his afternoons
after school combing restlessly through the celled hive of
Niggertown.  The rank stench of the branch, pouring its thick brown
sewage down a bed of worn boulders, the smell of wood-smoke and
laundry stewing in a black iron yard-pot, and the low jungle
cadences of dusk, the forms that slid, dropped, and vanished,
beneath a twinkling orchestration of small sounds.  Fat ropes of
language in the dusk, the larded sizzle of frying fish, the sad
faint twanging of a banjo, and the stamp, far-faint, of heavy feet;
voices Nilotic, river-wailing, and the greasy light of four
thousand smoky lamps in shack and tenement.

From the worn central butte round which the colony swarmed, the
panting voices of the Calvary Baptist Church mounted, in an
exhausting and unceasing frenzy, from seven o'clock until two in
the morning, in their wild jungle wail of sin and love and death.
The dark was hived with flesh and mystery.  Rich wells of laughter
bubbled everywhere.  The catforms slid.  Everything was immanent.
Everything was far.  Nothing could be touched.

In this old witch-magic of the dark, he began to know the awful
innocence of evil, the terrible youth of an ancient race; his lips
slid back across his teeth, he prowled in darkness with loose
swinging arms, and his eyes shone.  Shame and terror, indefinable,
surged through him.  He could not face the question in his heart.

A good part of his subscription list was solidly founded among
decent and laborious darkies--barbers, tailors, grocers,
pharmacists, and ginghamed black housewives, who paid him promptly
on a given day each week, greeting him with warm smiles full of
teeth, and titles of respect extravagant and kindly:  "Mister,"
"Colonel," "General," "Governor," and so on.  They all knew Gant.

But another part--the part in which his desire and wonder met--were
"floaters," young men and women of precarious means, variable
lives, who slid mysteriously from cell to cell, who peopled the
night with their flitting stealth.  He sought these phantoms
fruitlessly for weeks, until he discovered that he might find them
only on Sunday morning, tossed like heavy sacks across one another,
in the fetid dark of a tenement room, a half-dozen young men and
women, in a snoring exhaustion of whisky-stupor and sexual

One Saturday evening, in the fading red of a summer twilight, he
returned to one of these tenements, a rickety three-story shack,
that cropped its two lower floors down a tall clay bank at the
western ledge, near the whites.  Two dozen men and women lived
here.  He was on the search for a woman named Ella Corpening.  He
had never been able to find her: she was weeks behind in her
subscriptions.  But her door stood open to-night: a warm waft of
air and cooking food came up to him.  He descended the rotten steps
that climbed the bank.

Ella Corpening sat facing the door in a rocking chair, purring
lazily in the red glow of a little kitchen range, with her big legs
stretched comfortably out on the floor.  She was a mulatto of
twenty-six years, a handsome woman of Amazonian proportions, with
smooth tawny skin.

She was dressed in the garments of some former mistress: she wore a
brown woollen skirt, patent-leather shoes with high suede tops
pearl-buttoned, and gray silk hose.  Her long heavy arms shone
darkly through the light texture of a freshly laundered white
shirtwaist.  A lacing of cheap blue ribbon gleamed across the heavy
curve of her breasts.

There was a bubbling pot of cabbage and sliced fat pork upon the

"Paper boy," said Eugene.  "Come to collect."

"Is you de boy?" drawled Ella Corpening with a lazy movement of her
arm.  "How much does I owe?"

"$1.20," he answered.  He looked meaningfully at one extended leg,
where, thrust in below the knee, a wadded bank-note gleamed dully.

"Dat's my rent money," she said.  "Can't give you dat.  Dollah-
twenty!"  She brooded.  "Uh!  Uh!" she grunted pleasantly.  "Don't
seem lak it ought to be dat much."

"It is, though," he said, opening his account book.

"It mus' is," she agreed, "if de book say so."

She meditated luxuriously for a moment.

"Does you collec' Sunday mawnin'?" she asked.

"Yes," he said.

"You come roun' in de mawnin'," she said hopefully.  "I'll have
somethin' fo' yuh, sho.  I'se waitin' fo' a white gent'man now.
He's goin' gib me a dollah."

She moved her great limbs slowly, and smiled at him.  Forked pulses
beat against his eyes.  He gulped dryly: his legs were rotten with

"What's--what's he going to give you a dollar for?" he muttered,
barely audible.

"Jelly Roll," said Ella Corpening.

He moved his lips twice, unable to speak.  She got up from her

"What yo' want?" she asked softly.  "Jelly Roll?"

"Want to see--to see!" he gasped.

She closed the door opening on the bank and locked it.  The stove
cast a grated glow from its open ashpan.  There was a momentary
rain of red cinders into the pit.

Ella Corpening opened the door beyond that, leading to another
room.  There were two dirty rumpled beds; the single window was
bolted and covered by an old green shade.  She lit a smoky little
lamp, and turned the wick low.

There was a battered little dresser with a mottled glass, from
which the blistered varnish was flaking.  Over the screened hearth,
on a low mantel, there was a Kewpie doll, sashed with pink ribbon,
a vase with fluted edges and gilt flowers, won at a carnival, and a
paper of pins.  A calendar, also, by courtesy of the Altamont Coal
and Ice Company, showing an Indian maid paddling her canoe down an
alley of paved moonlight, and a religious motto in flowered
scrollwork, framed in walnut:  God Loves Them Both.

"What yo' want?" she whispered, facing him.

Far off, he listened to the ghost of his own voice.

"Take off your clothes."

Her skirt fell in a ring about her feet.  She took off her starched
waist.  In a moment, save for her hose, she stood naked before him.

Her breath came quickly, her full tongue licked across her mouth.

"Dance!" he cried.  "Dance!"

She began to moan softly, while an undulant tremor flowed through
her great yellow body; her hips and her round heavy breasts writhed
slowly in a sensual rhythm.

Her straight oiled hair fell across her neck in a thick shock.  She
extended her arms for balance, the lids closed over her large
yellow eyeballs.  She came near him.  He felt her hot breath on his
face, the smothering flood of her breasts.  He was whirled like a
chip in the wild torrent of her passion.  Her powerful yellow hands
gripped his slender arms round like bracelets.  She shook him to
and fro slowly, fastening him tightly against her pelt.

He strained back desperately against the door, drowning in her

"Get-'way nigger.  Get-'way," he panted thickly.

Slowly she released him: without opening her eyes, moaning, she
slid back as if he had been a young tree.  She sang, in a wailing
minor key, with unceasing iteration:

     "Jelly Roll!  Je-e-e-ly Roll!"--

her voice falling each time to a low moan.

Her face, the broad column of her throat, and her deep-breasted
torso were rilled with sweat.  He fumbled blindly for the door,
lunged across the outer room and, gasping, found his way into the
air.  Her chant, unbroken and undisturbed by his departure,
followed him up the flimsy steps.  He did not pause to get his
breath until he came to the edge of the market square.  Below him
in the valley, across on the butte, the smoky lamps of Niggertown
flared in the dusk.  Faint laughter, rich, jungle-wild, welled up
from hived darkness.  He heard lost twangling notes, the measured
thump of distant feet; beyond, above, more thin, more far than all,
the rapid wail of sinners in a church.


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He did not tell the Leonards that he was working in the early
morning.  He knew they would oppose his employment, and that their
opposition would manifest itself in the triumphant argument of
lowered grades.  Also, Margaret Leonard, he knew, would talk
ominously of health undermined, of the promise of future years
destroyed, of the sweet lost hours of morning sleep that could
never be regained.  He was really more robust now than he had ever
been.  He was heavier and stronger.  But he sometimes felt a
gnawing hunger for sleep: he grew heavy at mid-day, revived in the
afternoon, but found it difficult to keep his sleepy brain fixed on
a book after eight o'clock in the evening.

He learned little of discipline.  Under the care of the Leonards he
came even to have a romantic contempt for it.  Margaret Leonard had
the marvelous vision, of great people, for essences.  She saw
always the dominant color, but she did not always see the shadings.
She was an inspired sentimentalist.  She thought she "knew boys":
she was proud of her knowledge of them.  In fact, however, she had
little knowledge of them.  She would have been stricken with horror
if she could have known the wild confusion of adolescence, the
sexual nightmares of puberty, the grief, the fear, the shame in
which a boy broods over the dark world of his desire.  She did not
know that every boy, caged in from confession by his fear, is to
himself a monster.

She did not have knowledge.  But she had wisdom.  She found
immediately a person's quality.  Boys were her heroes, her little
gods.  She believed that the world was to be saved, life redeemed,
by one of them.  She saw the flame that burns in each of them, and
she guarded it.  She tried somehow to reach the dark gropings
toward light and articulation, of the blunt, the stolid, the
shamefast.  She spoke a calm low word to the trembling racehorse,
and he was still.

Thus, he made no confessions.  He was still prison-pent.  But he
turned always to Margaret Leonard as toward the light: she saw the
unholy fires that cast their sword-dance on his face, she saw the
hunger and the pain, and she fed him--majestic crime!--on poetry.

Whatever of fear or shame locked them in careful silence, whatever
decorous pretense of custom guarded their tongues, they found
release in the eloquent symbols of verse.  And by that sign,
Margaret was lost to the good angels.  For what care the
ambassadors of Satan, for all the small fidelities of the letter
and the word, if from the singing choir of earthly methodism we can
steal a single heart--lift up, flame-tipped, one great lost soul to
the high sinfulness of poetry?

The wine of the grape had never stained her mouth, but the wine of
poetry was inextinguishably mixed with her blood, entombed in her

By the beginning of his fifteenth year Eugene knew almost every
major lyric in the language.  He possessed them to their living
core, not in a handful of scattered quotations, but almost line for
line.  His thirst was drunken, insatiate: he added to his hoard
entire scenes from Schiller's Wilhelm Tell, which he read by
himself in German; the lyrics of Heine, and several folk songs.  He
committed to memory the entire passage in the Anabasis, the
mounting and triumphal Greek which described the moment when the
starving remnant of the Ten Thousand had come at length to the sea,
and sent up their great cry, calling it by name.  In addition, he
memorized some of the sonorous stupidities of Cicero, because of
the sound, and a little of Caesar, terse and lean.

The great lyrics of Burns he knew from music, from reading, or from
hearing Gant recite them.  But "Tam O'Shanter" Margaret Leonard
read to him, her eyes sparkling with laughter as she read:

     "In hell they'll roast thee like a herrin'."

The shorter Wordsworth pieces he had read at grammar school.  "My
heart leaps up," "I wandered lonely as a cloud," and "Behold her,
single in the field," he had known for years; but Margaret read him
the sonnets and made him commit "The world is too much with us" to
memory.  Her voice trembled and grew low with passion when she read

He knew all the songs in Shakespeare's plays, but the two that
moved him most were:  "O mistress mine, where are you roaming?"
which blew a far horn in his heart, and the great song from
Cymbeline:  "Fear no more the heat o' the sun."  He had tried to
read all the sonnets, and failed, because their woven density was
too much for his experience, but he had read, and forgotten,
perhaps half of them, and remembered a few which burned up from the
page, strangely, immediately, like lamps for him.

Those that he knew were:  "When, in the chronicle of wasted time,"
"To me, fair friend, you never can be old," "Let me not to the
marriage of true minds," "The expense of spirit in a waste of
shame," "When to the sessions of sweet silent thought," "Shall I
compare thee to a summer's day?" "From you have I been absent in
the spring," and "That time of year thou mayest in me behold," the
greatest of all, which Margaret brought him to, and which shot
through him with such electric ecstasy when he came to "Bare ruined
choirs, where late the sweet birds sang," that he could hardly hold
his course unbroken through the rest of it.

He read all the plays save Timon, Titus Andronicus, Coriolanus, and
King John, but the only play that held his interest from first to
last was King Lear.  With most of the famous declamatory passages
he had been familiar, for years, by Gant's recitation, and now they
wearied him.  And all the wordy pinwheels of the clowns, which
Margaret laughed at dutifully, and exhibited as specimens of the
master's swingeing wit, he felt vaguely were very dull.  He never
had any confidence in Shakespeare's humor--his Touchstones were not
only windy fools, but dull ones.

"For my part I had rather bear with you than bear you; yet I should
bear no cross if I did bear you, for I think you have no money in
your purse."

This sort of thing reminded him unpleasantly of the Pentlands.  The
Fool in "Lear" alone he thought admirable--a sad, tragic,
mysterious fool.  For the rest, he went about and composed
parodies, which, with a devil's grin, he told himself would split
the sides of posterity.  Such as:  "Aye, nuncle, an if Shrove
Tuesday come last Wednesday, I'll do the capon to thy cock, as Tom
O'Ludgate told the shepherd when he found the cowslips gone.  Dost
bay with two throats, Cerberus?  Down, boy, down!"

The admired beauties he was often tired of, perhaps because he had
heard them so often, and it seemed to him, moreover, that
Shakespeare often spoke absurdly and pompously when he might better
have spoken simply, as in the scene where, being informed by the
Queen of the death of his sister by drowning, Laertes says:

     "Too much of water hast thou, poor Ophelia,
      And therefore I forbid my tears."

You really can't beat that (he thought).  Aye, Ben!  Would he had
blotted a hundred!  A thousand!

But he was deep in other passages which the elocutionist misses,
such as the terrible and epic invocation of Edmund, in King Lear,
drenched in evil, which begins:

     "Thou, Nature, art my goddess,"

and ends,

     "Now, gods, stand up for bastards."

It was as dark as night, as evil as Niggertown, as vast as the
elemental winds that howled down across the hills: he chanted it in
the black hours of his labor, into the dark and the wind.  He
understood; he exulted in its evil--which was the evil of earth, of
illicit nature.  It was a call to the unclassed; it was a cry for
those beyond the fence, for rebel angels, and for all of the men
who are too tall.

He knew nothing of the Elizabethan drama beyond Shakespeare's
plays.  But he very early came to know a little of the poetry of
Ben Jonson, whom Margaret looked on as a literary Falstaff,
condoning, with the familiar weakness of the schoolmarm, his
Gargantuan excess as a pardonable whimsy of genius.

She was somewhat academically mirthful over the literary
bacchanalia, as a professor in a Baptist college smacks his lips
appetizingly and beams ruddily at his classes when he reads of sack
and porter and tankards foaming with the musty ale.  All this is
part of the liberal tradition.  Men of the world are broadminded.
Witness Professor Albert Thorndyke Firkins, of the University of
Chicago, at the Falcon in Soho.  Smiling bravely, he sits over a
half-pint of bitter beer, in the company of a racing tout, a sway-
backed barmaid, broad in the stern, with adjustable teeth, and
three companionable tarts from Lisle street, who are making the
best of two pints of Guinness.  With eager impatience he awaits the
arrival of G. K. Chesterton and E. V. Lucas.

"O rare Ben Jonson!" Margaret Leonard sighed with gentle laughter.
"Ah, Lord!"

"My God, boy!" Sheba roared, snatching the suggested motif of
conversation out of the air, and licking her buttered fingers
noisily as she stormed into action.  "God bless him!"  Her hairy
red face burned like clover, her veinous eyes were tearful bright.
"God bless him, 'Gene!  He was as English as roast beef and a
tankard of musty ale!"

"Ah, Lord!" sighed Margaret.  "He was a genius if ever there was
one."  With misty eyes she gazed far off, a thread of laughter on
her mouth.  "Whee!" she laughed gently.  "Old Ben!"

"And say, 'Gene!" Sheba continued, bending forward with a fat hand
gripped upon her knee.  "Do you know that the greatest tribute to
Shakespeare's genius is from his hand?"

"Ah, I tell you, boy!" said Margaret, with darkened eyes.  Her
voice was husky.  He was afraid she was going to weep.

"And yet the fools!" Sheba yelled.  "The mean little two-by-two
pusillanimous swill-drinking fools--"

"Whee!" gently Margaret moaned.  John Dorsey turned his chalk-white
face to the boy and whined with vacant appreciation, winking his
head pertly.  Ah absently!

"--for that's all they are, have had the effrontery to suggest that
he was jealous."

"Pshaw!" said Margaret impatiently.  "There's nothing in that."

"Why, they don't know what they're talking about!"  Sheba turned a
sudden grinning face upon him.  "The little upstarts!  It takes us
to tell 'em, 'Gene," she said.

He began to slide floorwards out of the wicker chair.  John Dorsey
slapped his meaty thigh, and bent forward whining inchoately,
drooling slightly at the mouth.

"The Lord a' mercy!" he wheezed, gasping.

"I was talking to a feller the other day," said Sheba, "a lawyer
that you'd think might know a LITTLE something, and I used a
quotation out of The Merchant of Venice that every schoolboy knows--
'The quality of mercy is not strained.'  The man looked at me as
if he thought I was crazy!"

"Great heavens!" said Margaret in a still voice.

"I said, 'Look here, Mr. So-and-so, you may be a smart lawyer, you
may have your million dollars that they say you have, but there are
a lot of things you don't know yet.  There are a lot of things
money can't buy, my sonny, and one of them is the society of cult-
shered men and women.'"

"Why, pshaw!" said Mr. Leonard.  "What do these little whipper-
snappers know about the things of the mind?  You might as
well expect some ignorant darky out in the fields to construe a
passage in Homer."  He grasped a glass half full of clabber, on the
table, and tilting it intently in his chalky fingers, spooned out a
lumpy spilth of curds which he slid, quivering, into his mouth.
"No, sir!" he laughed.  "They may be Big Men on the tax collector's
books, but when they try to associate with educated men and women,
as the feller says, 'they--they--'" he began to whine, "'why, they
just ain't nothin'.'"

"What shall it profit a man," said Sheba, "if he gain the whole
world, and lose--"

"Ah, Lord!" sighed Margaret, shaking her smoke-dark eyes.  "I tell

She told him.  She told him of the Swan's profound knowledge of the
human heart, his universal and well-rounded characterization, his
enormous humor.

"Fought a long hour by Shrewsbury clock!"  She laughed.  "The fat
rascal!  Imagine a man keeping the time!"

And, carefully:  "It was the custom of the time, 'Gene.  As a
matter of fact, when you read some of the plays of his contemporaries
you see how much purer he is than they are."  But she avoided a
word, a line, here and there.  The slightly spotty Swan--muddied
a little by custom.  Then, too, the Bible.

The smoky candle-ends of time.  Parnassus As Seen From Mount Sinai:
Lecture with lantern-slides by Professor McTavish (D.D.) of
Presbyterian College.

"And observe, Eugene," she said, "he never made vice attractive."

"Why didn't he?" he asked.  "There's Falstaff."

"Yes," she replied, "and you know what happened to him, don't you?"

"Why," he considered, "he died!"

"You see, don't you?" she concluded, with triumphant warning.

I see, don't I?  The wages of sin.  What, by the way, are the wages
of virtue?  The good die young.

      Boo-hoo!  Boo-hoo!  Boo-hoo!
      I really feel so blue!
      I was given to crime,
      And cut off in my prime
      When only eighty-two.

"Then, note," she said, "how none of his characters stand still.
You can see them grow, from first to last.  No one is the same at
the end as he was in the beginning."

In the beginning was the word.  I am Alpha and Omega.  The growth
of Lear.  He grew old and mad.  There's growth for you.

This tin-currency of criticism she had picked up in a few courses
at college, and in her reading.  They were--are, perhaps, still--
part of the glib jargon of pedants.  But they did her no real
injury.  They were simply the things people said.  She felt,
guiltily, that she must trick out her teaching with these gauds:
she was afraid that what she had to offer was not enough.  What she
had to offer was simply a feeling that was so profoundly right, so
unerring, that she could no more utter great verse meanly than mean
verse well.  She was a voice that God seeks.  She was the reed of
demonic ecstasy.  She was possessed, she knew not how, but she knew
the moment of her possession.  The singing tongues of all the world
were wakened into life again under the incantation of her voice.
She was inhabited.  She was spent.

She passed through their barred and bolted boy-life with the direct
stride of a spirit.  She opened their hearts as if they had been
lockets.  They said:  "Mrs. Leonard is sure a nice lady."

He knew some of Ben Jonson's poems, including the fine Hymn to
Diana, "Queen and huntress, chaste and fair," and the great tribute
to Shakespeare which lifted his hair at

      ". . . But call forth thundering Æschylus,
       Euripides and Sophocles to us."--

and caught at his throat at:

      "He was not for an age, but for all time!
       And all the Muses still were in their prime . . ."

The elegy to little Salathiel Pavy, the child actor, was honey from
the lion's mouth.  But it was too long.

Of Herrick, sealed of the tribe of Ben, he knew much more.  The
poetry sang itself.  It was, he thought later, the most perfect and
unfailing lyrical voice in the language--a clean, sweet, small,
unfaltering note.  It is done with the incomparable ease of an
inspired child.  The young men and women of our century have tried
to recapture it, as they have tried to recapture Blake and, a
little more successfully, Donne.

      Here a little child I stand
      Heaving up my either hand;
      Cold as paddocks though they be,

      Here I lift them up to Thee,
      For a benison to fall
      On our meat and on us all.  Amen.

There was nothing beyond this--nothing that surpassed it in
precision, delicacy, and wholeness.

Their names dropped musically like small fat bird-notes through the
freckled sunlight of a young world: prophetically he brooded on the
sweet lost bird-cries of their names, knowing they never would
return.  Herrick, Crashaw, Carew, Suckling, Campion, Lovelace,
Dekker.  O sweet content, O sweet, O sweet content!

He read shelves of novels: all of Thackeray, all the stories of Poe
and Hawthorne, and Herman Melville's Omoo and Typee, which he found
at Gant's.  Of Moby Dick he had never heard.  He read a half-dozen
Coopers, all of Mark Twain, but failed to finish a single book of
Howells or James.

He read a dozen of Scott, and liked best of all Quentin Durward,
because the descriptions of food were as beautiful and appetizing
as any he had ever read.

Eliza went to Florida again during his fourteenth year and left him
to board with the Leonards.  Helen was drifting, with crescent
weariness and fear, through the cities of the East and Middle-West.
She sang for several weeks in a small cabaret in Baltimore, she
moved on to Philadelphia and thumped out popular tunes on a
battered piano at the music counter of a five and ten cent store,
with studious tongue out-thrust as she puzzled through new scores.

Gant wrote her faithfully twice a week--a blue but copious log of
existence.  Occasionally he enclosed small checks, which she saved,

"Your mother," he wrote, "has gone off on another wild-goose chase
to Florida, leaving me here alone to face the music, freeze, or
starve.  God knows what we'll all come to before the end of this
fearful, hellish, and damnable winter, but I predict the poorhouse
and soup-kitchens like we had in the Cleveland administration.
When the Democrats are in, you may as well begin to count your
ribs.  The banks have no money, people are out of work.  You can
mark my words everything will go to the tax-collector under the
hammer before we're done.  The temperature was 7 above when I
looked this morning, coal has gone up seventy-five cents a ton.
The Sunny South.  Keep off the grass said Bill Nye.  Jesus God!  I
passed the Southern Fuel Co. yesterday and saw old Wagner at the
window with a fiendish smile of gloatation on his face as he looked
out on the sufferings of the widows and orphans.  Little does he
care if they all freeze.  Bob Grady dropped dead Tuesday morning as
he was coming out of the Citizen's Bank.  I had known him twenty-
five years.  He'd never been sick a day in his life.  All, all are
gone, the old familiar faces.  Old Gant will be the next.  I have
been eating at Mrs. Sales' since your mother went away.  You've
never seen such a table as she keeps in your life--a profusion of
fruits piled up in pyramids, stewed prunes, peaches, and preserves,
big roasts of pork, beef, lamb, cold cuts of ham and tongue, and a
half dozen vegetables in an abundance that beggars description.
How in God's name she does it for thirty-five cents I don't know.
Eugene is staying with the Leonards while your mother's away.  I
take him up to Sales' with me once or twice a week and give him a
square meal.  They look mighty serious when they see those long
legs coming.  God knows where he puts it all--he can eat more than
any three people I ever saw.  I suppose he gets pretty lean
pickings at the school.  He's got the lean and hungry Gant look.
Poor child.  He has no mother any more.  I'll do the best I can for
him until the smash comes.  Leonard comes and brags about him every
week.  He says his equal is not to be found anywhere.  Every one in
town has heard of him.  Preston Carr (who's sure to be the next
governor) was talking to me about him the other day.  He wants me
to send him to the State university law school where he will make
lifelong friends among the people of his own State, and then put
him into politics.  It's what I should have done.  I'm going to
give him a good education.  The rest is up to him.  Perhaps he'll
be a credit to the name.  You haven't seen him since he put on long
pants.  His mother picked out a beautiful suit at Moale's
Christmas.  He went down to Daisy's for Christmas and put them on.
I bought him a cheap pair at the Racket Store for every-day wear.
He can save the good ones for Sunday.  Your mother has let the Old
Barn to Mrs. Revell until she gets back.  I went in the other day
and found it warm for the first time in my life.  She keeps the
furnace going and she's not afraid to burn coal.  I hardly ever see
Ben from one week to another.  He comes in and prowls around in the
kitchen at one and two o'clock in the morning and I'm up and gone
hours before he's awake.  You can get nothing out of him--he never
says a half-dozen words and if you ask him a civil question he cuts
you off short.  I see him down-town late at night sometimes with
Mrs. P.  They're thick as thieves together.  I guess she's a bad
egg.  This is all for this time.  John Duke was shot and killed by
the house detective at the Whitstone hotel Sunday night.  He was
drunk and threatening to shoot every one.  It's a sad thing for his
wife.  He left three children.  She was in to see me to-day.  He
was well-liked by every one but a terror when he drank.  My heart
bled for her.  She's a pretty little woman.  Liquor has caused more
misery than all the other evils in the world put together.  I curse
the day it was first invented.  Enclosed find a small check to buy
yourself a present.  God knows what we're coming to.  Aff.  Your
Father, W. O. Gant."

She saved carefully all his letters--written on his heavy slick
business stationery in the huge Gothic sprawl of his crippled right

In Florida, meanwhile, Eliza surged up and down the coast, stared
thoughtfully at the ungrown town of Miami, found prices too high at
Palm Beach, rents too dear at Daytona, and turned inland at length
to Orlando, where, groved round with linked lakes and citrous
fruits, the Pentlands waited her approach, Pett, with a cold lust
of battle on her face, Will with a grimace of itching nervousness
while he scaled stubbily at the flaky tetter of his hand.


With thick chalked fingers John Dorsey thoughtfully massaged his
torso from loin to chin.

"Now, let me see," he whined with studious deliberation, "what he
gives on this."  He fumbled for the notes.

Tom Davis turned his reddening cheeks toward the window, a low
sputter of laughter escaping from his screwed lips.

Guy Doak gazed solemnly at Eugene, with a forked hand stroking his
grave pallid face.

"Entgegen," said Eugene, in a small choked voice, "follows its

John Dorsey laughed uncertainly, and shook his head, still
searching the notes.

"I'm not so sure of that," he said.

Their wild laughter leaped like freed hounds.  Tom Davis hurled
himself violently downward over his desk.  John Dorsey looked up,
adding uncertainly his absent falsetto mirth.

From time to time, in spite of himself, they taught him a little
German, a language of which he had been quite happily ignorant.
The lesson had become for them a daily hunger: they worked it over
with mad intensity, speeding and polishing their translation in
order to enjoy his bewilderment.  Sometimes, deliberately, they
salted their pages with glib false readings, sometimes they
interpolated passages of wild absurdity, waiting exultantly for his
cautious amendment of a word that did not exist.

"Slowly the moonlight crept up the chair in which the old man was
sitting, reaching his knees, his breast, and finally,"--Guy Doak
looked up slyly at his tutor, "giving him a good punch in the eye."

"No-o," said John Dorsey, rubbing his chin, "not exactly.
'Catching him squarely in the eye' gets the idiom better, I think."

Tom Davis thrust a mouthful of strange gurgling noises into his
desk, and waited for the classic evasion.  It came at once.

"Let me see," said John Dorsey, turning the pages, "what he gives
on this."

Guy Doak scrawled a brief message across a crumpled wad and thrust
it on Eugene's desk.  Eugene read:

     "Gebe mir ein Stuck Papier,
      Before I bust you on the ear."

He detached two slick sheets from his tablet, and wrote in answer:

     "Du bist wie eine bum-me."

They read sweet gluey little stories, fat German tear-gulps:
Immensee, Höher als die Kirche, Der Zerbrochene Krug.  Then,
Wilhelm Tell.  The fine lyrical measure of the opening song, the
unearthly siren song to the fisher-boy, haunted them with its faery
music.  The heavy melodrama of some of the scenes was unhackneyed
to them: they bent eagerly to the apple-shooting scene, and the
escape by boat.  As for the rest, it was, they wearily recognized,
Great Literature.  Mr. Schiller, they saw, was religiously
impressed, like Patrick Henry, George Washington, and Paul Revere,
with the beauties of Liberty.  His embattled Swiss bounded
ponderously from crag to crag, invoking it in windy speeches.

"The mountains," observed John Dorsey, touched, in a happy moment,
by the genius of the place, "have been the traditional seat of

Eugene turned his face toward the western ranges.  He heard, far
off, a whistle, a remote, thunder on the rails.

During this season of Eliza's absence he roomed with Guy Doak.

Guy Doak was five years his senior.  He was a native of Newark, New
Jersey: his speech was touched with Yankee nasality, his manner
with Yankee crispness.  His mother, a boarding-house mistress, had
come to Altamont a year or two before to retrieve her health: she
was tubercular, and spent part of the winter in Florida.

Guy Doak had a trim cocky figure of medium height, black hair,
bright dark eyes, a pale, very smooth oval face, somehow
suggestive, Eugene thought, of a fish's belly, with somewhat
unhappily full jaws which made his lower features seem larger than
his upper.  He was foppishly neat in his dress.  People called him
a good-looking boy.

He made few friends.  To the boys at Leonard's this Yankee was far
more remote than the rich Cuban boy, Manuel Quevado, whose fat dark
laughter and broken speech was all for girls.  He belonged to a
richer South, but they knew him.

Guy Doak had none of their floridity.  He was lacking in their
hearty violence.  He did not laugh loudly.  He had a sharp, bright,
shallow mind, inflexibly dogmatic.  His companions were bad
Southern romantics, he was a false Yankee realist.  They arrived,
thus, by different means, at a common goal of superstition.  Guy
Doak had already hardened into the American city-dweller's mould of
infantile cynicism.  He was occasionally merry with the other boys
in the classic manner of the city fellow with the yokels.  He was
wise.  Above all, he was wise.  It was safe to assume, he felt,
that Truth was always on the scaffold, and Wrong forever on the
throne.  So far from being depressed by the slaughter of the
innocents, the spectacle gave him much bitter amusement.

Outside of this, Guy Doak was a very nice fellow--sharp, obstinate,
unsubtle, and pleased with his wit.  They lived on the first floor
at Leonard's: at night, by a roaring wood fire, they listened
carefully to the great thunder of the trees, and to the stealthy
creaking foot-steps of the master as he came softly down the
stairs, and paused by their door.  They ate at table with Margaret,
John Dorsey, Miss Amy, the two children, John Dorsey, junior, nine,
and Margaret, five, and two of Leonard's Tennessee nephews--Tyson
Leonard, a ferret-faced boy of eighteen, foulmouthed and sly, and
Dirk Barnard, a tall slender boy, seventeen, with a bumpy face,
brown merry eyes, and a quick temper.  At table they kept up a
secret correspondence of innuendo and hidden movement, fleshing a
fork in a grunting neighbor as John Dorsey said the blessing, and
choking with smothered laughter.  At night, they tapped messages on
floor and ceiling, crept out for sniggering conventions in the
windy dark hall, and fled to their innocent beds as John Dorsey
stormed down on them.

Leonard was fighting hard to keep his little school alive.  He had
less than twenty students the first year, and less than thirty the
second.  From an income of not more than $3,000 he had to pay Miss
Amy, who had left a high school position to help him, a small
salary.  The old house on its fine wooded hill was full of outmoded
plumbing and drafty corridors: he had leased it at a small rental.
But the rough usage of thirty boys demanded a considerable yearly
restoration.  The Leonards were fighting very stubbornly and
courageously for their existence.

The food was scant and poor: at breakfast, a dish of blue, watery
oatmeal, eggs and toast; at lunch, a thin soup, hot sour cornbread,
and a vegetable boiled with a piece of fat pork; at dinner, hot
biscuits, a small meat loaf, and creamed or boiled potatoes.  No
one was permitted coffee or tea, but there was an abundance of
fresh creamy milk.  John Dorsey always kept and milked his own cow.
Occasionally there was a deep, crusted pie, hot, yolky muffins, or
spicy gingerbread of Margaret's make.  She was a splendid cook.

Often, at night, Guy Doak slid quietly out through the window on to
the side porch, and escaped down the road under the concealing roar
of the trees.  He would return from town within two hours, crawling
in exultantly with a bag full of hot frankfurter sandwiches coated
thickly with mustard, chopped onion, and a hot Mexican sauce.  With
a crafty grin he unfoiled two five-cent cigars, which they smoked
magnificently, with a sharp tang of daring, blowing the smoke up
the chimney in order to thwart a possible irruption by the master.
And Guy brought back, from the wind and the night, the good salt
breath of gossip in street and store, news of the town, and the
brave swagger of the drugstore gallants.

As they smoked and stuffed fat palatable bites of sandwich into
their mouths, they would regard each other with pleased sniggers,
carrying on thus an insane symphony of laughter:

"Chuckle, chuckle!--laugh of gloatation."

"Tee-hee, tee-hee, tee-hee! . . laugh of titterosity."

"Snuh-huh, snuh-huh, snuh-huh! . . laugh of gluttonotiousness."

The vigorous warmth of burning wood filled their room pleasantly:
over their sheltered heads the dark gigantic wind howled through
the earth.  O sheltered love, nooked warmly in against this winter
night.  O warm fair women, whether within a forest hut, or by the
town ledged high above the moaning seas, shot upon the wind, I

Guy Doak toyed gently at his belly with his right hand, and stroked
his round chin slowly with his left.

"Now let me see," he whined, "what he gives on this."

Their laughter rang around the walls.  Too late, they heard the
aroused stealthy foot-falls of the master, creaking down the hall.
Later--silence, the dark, the wind.

Miss Amy closed her small beautifully kept grade book, thrust her
great arms upward, and yawned.  Eugene looked hopefully at her and
out along the playing court, reddened by the late sun.  He was
wild, uncontrollable, erratic.  His mad tongue leaped out in class.
He could never keep peace a full day.  He amazed them.  They loved
him, and they punished him piously, affectionately.  He was never
released at the dismissal hour.  He was always "kept in."

John Dorsey noted each whisper of disorder, or each failure in
preparation, by careful markings in a book.  Each afternoon he read
the names of delinquents, amid a low mutter of sullen protest, and
stated their penalties.  Once Eugene got through an entire day
without a mark.  He stood triumphantly before Leonard while the
master searched the record.

John Dorsey began to laugh foolishly; he gripped his hand
affectionately around the boy's arm.

"Well, sir!" he said.  "There must be a mistake.  I'm going to keep
you in on general principles."

He bent to a long dribbling suction of laughter.  Eugene's wild
eyes were shot with tears of anger and surprise.  He never forgot.

Miss Amy yawned, and smiled on him with slow powerful affectionate

"Go on!" she said, in her broad, lazy accent.  "I don't want to
fool with you any more.  You're not worth powder enough to blow you

Margaret came in, her face furrowed deeply between smoke-dark eyes,
full of tender sternness and hidden laughter.

"What's wrong with the rascal?" she asked.  "Can't he learn

"He can learn!" drawled Miss Amy.  "He can learn anything.  He's
lazy--that's what it is.  Just plain lazy."

She smacked his buttock smartly with a ruler.

"I'd like to warm you a bit with this," she laughed, slowly and
richly.  "You'd learn then."

"Here!" said Margaret, shaking her head in protest.  "You leave
that boy alone.  Don't look behind the faun's ears.  Never mind
about algebra, here.  That's for poor folks.  There's no need for
algebra where two and two make five."

Miss Amy turned her handsome gypsy eyes on Eugene.

"Go on.  I've seen enough of you."  She made a strong weary gesture
of dismissal.

Hatless, with a mad whoop, he plunged through the door and leaped
the porch rail.

"Here, boy!" Margaret called.  "Where's your hat?"

Grinning, he galloped back, picked up a limp rag of dirty green
felt, and pulled it over his chaotic hair.  Curly tufts stuck
through the gaping crease-holes.

"Come here!" said Margaret gravely.  Her nervous fingers pulled his
frayed necktie around to the front, tugged down his vest, and
buttoned his coat over tightly, while he peered at her with his
strange devil's grin.  Suddenly she trembled with laughter.

"Good heavens, Amy," she said.  "Look at that hat."

Miss Amy smiled at him with indifferent sleepy cat-warmth.

"You want to fix yourself up, 'Gene," she said, "so the girls will
begin to notice you."

He heard the strange song of Margaret's laughter.

"Can you see him out courting?" she said.  "The poor girl would
think she had a demon lover, sure."

     "As e'er beneath a waning moon was haunted
      By woman wailing for her demon lover."

His eyes burned on her face, flowing with dark secret beauty.

"Get along, you scamp!" she ordered.

He turned, and, crying fiercely in his throat, tore down the road
with bounding strides.

All the dusk blurred in her eyes.

"Leave him alone!" she whispered to no one.  "Leave him alone!"

A light wind of April fanned over the hill.  There was a smell of
burning leaves and rubble around the school.  In the field on the
hill flank behind the house a plowman drove his big horse with
loose clanking traces around a lessening square of dry fallow
earth.  Gee, woa.  His strong feet followed after.  The big share
bit cleanly down, cleaving a deep spermy furrow of moist young
earth along its track.

John Dorsey Leonard stared fascinated out the window at the annual
rejuvenation of the earth.  Before his eyes the emergent nymph was
scaling her hard cracked hag's pelt.  The golden age returned.

Down the road a straggling queue of boys were all gone into the
world of light.  Wet with honest sweat, the plowman paused at the
turn, and wiped the blue shirting of his forearm across his beaded
forehead.  Meanwhile, his intelligent animal, taking advantage of
the interval, lifted with slow majesty a proud flowing tail, and
added his mite to the fertility of the soil with three moist oaty
droppings.  Watching, John Dorsey grunted approvingly.  They also
serve who only stand and wait.

"Please, Mr. Leonard," said Eugene, carefully choosing his moment,
"can I go?"

John Dorsey Leonard stroked his chin absently, and stared
sightlessly at his book.  Others abide our question, thou art free.

"Huh?" he purred vaguely.  Then, with a high vacant snigger he
turned suddenly, and said:

"You rascal, you!  See if Mrs. Leonard wants you."  He fastened his
brutal grip with keen hunger into the boy's thin arm.  April is the
cruellest of months.  Eugene winced, moved away, and then stood
quietly, checked by memory of the old revolt from awe.

He found Margaret in the library reading to the children from The
Water Babies.

"Mr. Leonard says to ask you if I can go?" he said.

And her eyes were darkened wholly.

"Yes, you scamp.  Go on," she said.  "Tell me, boy," she coaxed,
softly, "can't you be a little bit better?"

"Yes'm," he promised, easily.  "I'll try."  Say not the struggle
naught availeth.

She smiled at his high mettled prancing nervousness.

"In hell they'll roast thee like a herrin'," she said gently.  "Get
out of here."

He bounded away from the nunnery of the chaste breast and quiet

As he leaped down the stairs into the yard he heard Dirk Barnard's
lusty splashing bathtub solo.  Sweet Thames, run softly till I end
my song.  Tyson Leonard, having raked into every slut's corner of
nature with a thin satisfied grin, emerged from the barn with a cap
full of fresh eggs.  A stammering cackle of protest followed him
from angry hens who found too late that men betray.  At the
barnside, under the carriage shed, "Pap" Rheinhart tightened the
bellyband of his saddled brown mare, swinging strongly into the
saddle, and with a hard scramble of hoofs, came up the hill,
wheeled in behind the house, and drew up by Eugene.

"Jump on, 'Gene," he invited, patting the mare's broad rump.  "I'll
take you home."

Eugene looked up at him grinning.

"You'll take me nowhere," he said.  "I couldn't sit down for a week
last time."

"Pap" boomed with laughter.

"Why, pshaw, boy!" he said.  "That was nothing but a gentle little

"Dog-trot your granny," said Eugene.  "You tried to kill me."

"Pap" Rheinhart turned his wry neck down on the boy with grave dry

"Come on," he said gruffly.  "I'm not going to hurt you.  I'll
teach you how to ride a horse."

"Much obliged, Pap," said Eugene ironically.  "But I'm thinking of
using my tail a good deal in my old age.  I don't want to wear it
out while I'm young."

Pleased with them both, "Pap" Rheinhart laughed loud and deep, spat
a brown quid back over the horse's crupper, and, digging his heels
in smartly, galloped away around the house, into the road.  The
horse bent furiously to his work, like a bounding dog.  With four-
hooved thunder he drummed upon the sounding earth.  Quadrupedante
putrem sonitu quatit ungula campum.

At the two-posted entry, by the bishop's boundary, the departing
students turned, split quickly to the sides, and urged the horseman
on with shrill cries.  "Pap" bent low, with loose-reined hands
above the horse-mane, went through the gate like the whiz of a
cross-bow.  Then, he jerked the mare back on her haunches with a
dusty skid of hoofs, and waited for the boys to come up.

"Hey!"  With high bounding exultancy Eugene came down the road to
join them.  Without turning, stolid Van Yeats threw up his hand
impatiently and greeted the unseen with a cheer.  The others
turned, welcoming him with ironical congratulation.

"'Highpockets,'" said "Doc" Hines, comically puckering his small
tough face, "how'd you happen to git out on time?"  He had an
affected, high-pitched nigger drawl.  When he spoke he kept one
hand in his coat pocket, fingering a leather thong loaded with

"J. D. had to do his spring plowing," said Eugene.

"Well, if it ain't ole Handsome," said Julius Arthur.  He grinned
squintily, revealing a mouthful of stained teeth screwed in a wire
clamp.  His face was covered with small yellow pustulate sores.
How begot, how nourished?

"Shall we sing our little song for Handsome Hal?" said Ralph Rolls
to his copesmate Julius.  He wore a derby hat jammed over his pert
freckled face.  As he spoke he took a ragged twist of tobacco from
his pocket and bit off a large chew with a rough air of relish.

"Want a chew, Jule?" he said.

Julius took the twist, wiped off his mouth with a loose male grin,
and crammed a large quid into his cheek.

He brought me roots of relish sweet.

"Want one, Highpockets?" he asked Eugene, grinning.

I hate him that would upon the rack of this tough world stretch me
out longer.

"Hell," said Ralph Rolls.  "Handsome would curl up and die if he
ever took a chew."

In Spring like torpid snakes my enemies awaken.

At the corner of Church Street, across from the new imitation Tudor
of the Episcopal church, they paused.  Above them, on the hill,
rose the steeples of the Methodist and Presbyterian churches.  Ye
antique spires, ye distant towers!

"Who's going my way?" said Julius Arthur.  "Come on, 'Gene.  The
car's down here.  I'll take you home."

"Thanks, but I can't," said Eugene.  "I'm going up-town."  Their
curious eyes on Dixieland when I get out.

"You going home, Villa?"

"No," said George Graves.

"Well, keep Hal out of trouble," said Ralph Rolls.

Julius Arthur laughed roughly and thrust his hand through Eugene's
hair.  "Old Hairbreadth Hal," he said.  "The cutthroat from Saw-
Tooth Gap!"

"Don't let 'em climb your frame, son," said Van Yeats, turning his
quiet pleasant face on Eugene.  "If you need help, let me know."

"So long, boys."

"So long."

They crossed the street, mixing in nimble horse-play, and turned
down past the church along a sloping street that led to the
garages.  George Graves and Eugene continued up the hill.

"Julius is a good boy," said George Graves.  "His father makes more
money than any other lawyer in town."

"Yes," said Eugene, still brooding on Dixieland and his clumsy

A street-sweeper walked along slowly uphill, beside his deep wedge-
bodied cart.  From time to time he stopped the big slow-footed
horse and, sweeping the littered droppings of street and gutter
into a pan, with a long-handled brush, dumped his collections into
the cart.  Let not Ambition mock their useful toil.

Three sparrows hopped deftly about three fresh smoking globes of
horse-dung, pecking out tidbits with dainty gourmandism.  Driven
away by the approaching cart, they skimmed briskly over to the
bank, with bright twitters of annoyance.  One too like thee,
tameless, and swift, and proud.

George Graves ascended the hill with a slow ponderous rhythm,
staring darkly at the ground.

"Say, 'Gene!" he said finally.  "I don't believe he makes that

Eugene thought seriously for a moment.  With George Graves, it was
necessary to resume a discussion where it had been left off three
days before.

"Who?" he said, "John Dorsey?  Yes, I think he does," he added,

"Not over $2,500, anyway," said George Graves gloomily.

"No--three thousand, three thousand!" he said, in a choking voice.

George Graves turned to him with a sombre, puzzled smile.  "What's
the matter?" he asked.

"O you fool!  You damn fool!" gasped Eugene.  "You've been thinking
about it all this time."

George Graves laughed sheepishly, with embarrassment, richly.

From the top of the hill at the left, the swelling unction of the
Methodist organ welled up remotely from the choir, accompanied by a
fruity contralto voice, much in demand at funerals.  Abide with me.

Most musical of mourners, weep again!

George Graves turned and examined the four large black houses,
ascending on flat terraces to the church, of Paston Place.

"That's a good piece of property, 'Gene," he said.  "It belongs to
the Paston estate."

Fast falls the even-tide.  Heaves the proud harlot her distended
breast, in intricacies of laborious song.

"It will all go to Gil Paston some day," said George Graves with
virtuous regret.  "He's not worth a damn."

They had reached the top of the hill.  Church Street ended levelly
a block beyond, in the narrow gulch of the avenue.  They saw, with
quickened pulse, the little pullulation of the town.

A negro dug tenderly in the round loamy flowerbeds of the
Presbyterian churchyard, bending now and then to thrust his thick
fingers gently in about the roots.  The old church, with its sharp
steeple, rotted slowly, decently, prosperously, like a good man's
life, down into its wet lichened brick.  Eugene looked gratefully,
with a second's pride, at its dark decorum, its solid Scotch

"I'm a Presbyterian," he said.  "What are you?"

"An Episcopalian, when I go," said George Graves with irreverent

"To hell with these Methodists!" Eugene said with an elegant,
disdainful face.  "They're too damn common for us."  God in three
persons--blessed Trinity.  "Brother Graves," he continued, in a fat
well-oiled voice, "I didn't see you at prayer-meeting Wednesday
night.  Where in Jesus' name were you?"

With his open palm he struck George Graves violently between his
meaty shoulders.  George Graves staggered drunkenly with high
resounding laughter.

"Why, Brother Gant," said he, "I had a little appointment with one
of the Good Sisters, out in the cow-shed."

Eugene gathered a telephone pole into his wild embrace, and threw
one leg erotically over its second foot-wedge.  George Graves
leaned his heavy shoulder against it, his great limbs drained with

There was a hot blast of steamy air from the Appalachian Laundry
across the street and, as the door from the office of the washroom
opened, they had a moment's glimpse of negresses plunging their wet
arms into the liquefaction of their clothes.

George Graves dried his eyes.  Laughing wearily, they crossed over.

"We oughtn't to talk like that, 'Gene," said George Graves
reproachfully.  "Sure enough!  It's not right."

He became moodily serious rapidly.  "The best people in this town
are church members," he said earnestly.  "It's a fine thing."

"Why?" said Eugene, with an idle curiosity.

"Because," said George Graves, "you get to know all the people who
are worth a damn."

Worth being damned, he thought quickly.  A quaint idea.

"It helps you in a business way.  They come to know you and respect
you.  You won't get far in this town, 'Gene, without them.  It
pays," he added devoutly, "to be a Christian."

"Yes," Eugene agreed seriously, "you're right."  To walk together
to the kirk, with a goodly company.

He thought sadly of his lost sobriety, and of how once, lonely, he
had walked the decent lanes of God's Scotch town.  Unbidden they
came again to haunt his memory, the shaven faces of good tradesmen,
each leading the well washed kingdom of his home in its obedient
ritual the lean hushed smiles of worship, the chained passion of
devotion, as they implored God's love upon their ventures, or
delivered their virgin daughters into the holy barter of marriage.
And from even deeper adyts of his brain there swam up slowly to the
shores of his old hunger the great fish whose names he scarcely
knew--whose names, garnered with blind toil from a thousand books,
from Augustine, himself a name, to Jeremy Taylor, the English
metaphysician, were brief evocations of scalded light, electric,
phosphorescent, illuminating by their magic connotations the vast
far depths of ritual and religion:  They came--Bartholomew,
Hilarius, Chrysostomos, Polycarp, Anthony, Jerome, and the forty
martyrs of Cappadocia who walked the waves--coiled like their own
green shadows for a moment, and were gone.

"Besides," said George Graves, "a man ought to go anyway.
Honesty's the best policy."

Across the street, on the second floor of a small brick three-story
building that housed several members of the legal, medical,
surgical, and dental professions, Dr. H. M. Smathers pumped
vigorously with his right foot, took a wad of cotton from his
assistant, Miss Lola Bruce, and thrusting it securely into the jaw
of the unseen patient, bent his fashionable bald head intently.  A
tiny breeze blew back the thin curtains, and revealed him, white-
jacketed, competent, drill in hand.

"Do you feel that?" he said tenderly.

"Wrogd gdo gurk!"

"Spit!"  With thee conversing, I forget all time.

"I suppose," said George Graves thoughtfully, "the gold they use in
people's teeth is worth a lot of money."

"Yes," said Eugene, finding the idea attractive, "if only one
person in ten has gold fillings that would be ten million in the
United States alone.  You can figure on five dollars' worth each,
can't you?"

"Easy!" said George Graves.  "More than that."  He brooded
lusciously a moment.  "That's a lot of money," he said.

In the office of the Rogers-Malone Undertaking Establishment the
painful family of death was assembled, "Horse" Hines, tilted back
in a swivel chair, with his feet thrust out on the broad window-
ledge, chatted lazily with Mr. C. M. Powell, the suave silent
partner.  How sleep the brave, who sink to rest.  Forget not yet.

"There's good money in undertaking," said George Graves.  "Mr.
Powell's well off."

Eugene's eyes were glued on the lantern face of "Horse" Hines.  He
beat the air with a convulsive arm, and sank his fingers in his

"What's the matter?" cried George Graves.

"They shall not bury me alive," he said.

"You can't tell," George Graves said gloomily.  "It's been known to
happen.  They've dug them up later and found them turned over on
their faces."

Eugene shuddered.  "I think," he suggested painfully, "they're
supposed to take out your insides when they embalm you."

"Yes," said George Graves more hopefully, "and that stuff they use
would kill you anyway.  They pump you full of it."

With shrunken heart, Eugene considered.  The ghost of old fear,
that had been laid for years, walked forth to haunt him.

In his old fantasies of death he had watched his living burial, had
foreseen his waking life-in-death, his slow, frustrated efforts to
push away the smothering flood of earth until, as a drowning
swimmer claws the air, his mute and stiffened fingers thrust from
the ground a call for hands.

Fascinated, they stared through screen-doors down the dark central
corridor, flanked by jars of weeping ferns.  A sweet funereal odor
of carnations and cedar-wood floated on the cool heavy air.  Dimly,
beyond a central partition, they saw a heavy casket, on a wheeled
trestle, with rich silver handles and velvet coverings.  The thick
light faded there in dark.

"They're laid out in the room behind," said George Graves, lowering
his voice.

To rot away into a flower, to melt into a tree with the friendless
bodies of unburied men.

At this moment, having given to misery all he had (a tear), the
very Reverend Father James O'Haley, S.J., among the faithless
faithful only he, unshaken, unseduced, unterrified, emerged plumply
from the chapel, walked up the soft aisle rug with brisk short-
legged strides, and came out into the light.  His pale blue eyes
blinked rapidly for a moment, his plump uncreased face set firmly
in a smile of quiet benevolence; he covered himself with a small
well-kept hat of black velvet, and set off toward the avenue.
Eugene shrank back gently as the little man walked past him: that
small priestly figure in black bore on him the awful accolade of
his great Mistress, that smooth face had heard the unutterable,
seen the unknowable.  In this remote outpost of the mighty Church,
he was the standard-bearer of the one true faith, the consecrate
flesh of God.

"They don't get any pay," said George Graves sorrowfully.

"How do they live, then?" Eugene asked.

"Don't you worry!" said George Graves, with a knowing smile.

"They get all that's coming to them.  He doesn't seem to be
starving, does he?"

"No," said Eugene, "he doesn't."

"He lives on the fat of the land," said George Graves.  "Wine at
every meal.  There are some rich Catholics in this town."

"Yes," said Eugene.  "Frank Moriarty's got a pot full of money that
he made selling licker."

"Don't let them hear you," said George Graves, with a surly laugh.
"They've got a family tree and a coat of arms already."

"A beer-bottle rampant on a field of limburger cheese, gules," said

"They're trying to get the Princess Madeleine into Society," said
George Graves.

"Hell fire!" Eugene cried, grinning.  "Let's let her in, if that's
all she wants.  We belong to the Younger Set, don't we?"

"You may," said George Graves, reeling with laughter, "but I don't.
I wouldn't be caught dead with the little pimps."

"Mr. Eugene Gant was the host last night at a hot wienie roast
given to members of the local Younger Set at Dixieland, the
beautiful old ancestral mansion of his mother, Mrs. Eliza Gant."

George Graves staggered.  "You oughtn't to say that, 'Gene," he
gasped.  He shook his head reproachfully.  "Your mother's a fine

"During the course of the evening, the Honorable George Graves, the
talented scion of one of our oldest and wealthiest families, the
Chesterfield Graveses, ($10 a week and up), rendered a few
appropriate selections on the jews-harp."

Pausing deliberately, George Graves wiped his streaming eyes, and
blew his nose.  In the windows of Bain's millinery store, a waxen
nymph bore a confection of rakish plumes upon her false tresses,
and extended her simpering fingers in elegant counterpoise.  Hats
For Milady.  O that those lips had language.

At this moment, with a smooth friction of trotting rumps, the
death-wagon of Rogers-Malone turned swiftly in from the avenue, and
wheeled by on ringing hoofs.  They turned curiously and watched it
draw up to the curb.

"Another Redskin bit the dust," said George Graves.

Come, delicate death, serenely arriving, arriving.

"Horse" Hines came out quickly on long flapping legs, and opened
the doors behind.  In another moment, with the help of the two men
on the driver's seat, he had lowered the long wicker basket gently,
and vanished, quietly, gravely, into the fragrant gloom of his

As Eugene watched, the old fatality of place returned.  Each day,
he thought, we pass the spot where some day we must die; or shall
I, too, ride dead to some mean building yet unknown?  Shall this
bright clay, the hill-bound, die in lodgings yet unbuilt?  Shall
these eyes, drenched with visions yet unseen, stored with the
viscous and interminable seas at dawn, with the sad comfort of
unfulfilled Arcadias, seal up their cold dead dreams upon a tick,
as this, in time, in some hot village of the plains?

He caught and fixed the instant.  A telegraph messenger wheeled
vigorously in from the avenue with pumping feet, curved widely into
the alley at his right, jerking his wheel up sharply as he took the
curb and coasted down to the delivery boy's entrance.  And post
o'er land and ocean without rest.  Milton, thou shouldst be living
at this hour.

Descending the dark stairs of the Medical Building slowly, Mrs.
Thomas Hewitt, the comely wife of the prominent attorney (of
Arthur, Hewitt, and Grey), turned out into the light, and advanced
slowly toward the avenue.  She was greeted with flourishing
gestures of the hat by Henry T. Merriman (Merriman and Merriman),
and Judge Robert C. Allan, professional colleagues of her husband.
She smiled and shot each quickly with a glance.  Pleasant is this
flesh.  When she had passed they looked after her a moment.  Then
they continued their discussion of the courts.

On the third floor of the First National Bank building on the right
hand corner, Fergus Paston, fifty-six, a thin lecherous mouth
between iron-gray dundrearies, leaned his cocked leg upon his open
window, and followed the movements of Miss Bernie Powers, twenty-
two, crossing the street.  Even in our ashes live their wonted

On the opposite corner, Mrs. Roland Rawls, whose husband was
manager of the Peerless Pulp Company (Plant No. 3), and whose
father owned it, emerged from the rich seclusion of Arthur N.
Wright, jeweller.  She clasped her silver mesh-bag and stepped into
her attendant Packard.  She was a tall black-haired woman of
thirty-three with a good figure: her face was dull, flat, and Mid-

"She's the one with the money," said George Graves.  "He hasn't a
damn thing.  It's all in her name.  She wants to be an opera

"Can she sing?"

"Not worth a damn," said George Graves.  "I've heard her.  There's
your chance, 'Gene.  She's got a daughter about your age."

"What does she do?" said Eugene.

"She wants to be an actress," said George Graves, laughing

"You have to work too damn hard for your money," said Eugene.

They had reached the corner by the Bank, and now halted,
indecisively, looking up the cool gulch of afternoon.  The street
buzzed with a light gay swarm of idlers: the faces of the virgins
bloomed in and out like petals on a bough.  Advancing upon him, an
inch to the second, Eugene saw, ten feet away, the heavy paralyzed
body of old Mr. Avery.  He was a very great scholar, stone-deaf,
and seventy-eight years old.  He lived alone in a room above the
Public Library.  He had neither friends nor connections.  He was a

"Oh, my God!" said Eugene.  "Here he comes!"

It was too late for escape.

Gasping a welcome, Mr. Avery bore down on him, with a violent
shuffle of his feet and a palsied tattoo of his heavy stick which
brought him over the intervening three yards in forty seconds.

"Well, young fellow," he panted, "how's Latin?"

"Fine," Eugene screamed into his pink ear.

"Poeta nascitur, non fit," said Mr. Avery, and went off into a
silent wheeze of laughter which brought on a fit of coughing
strangulation.  His eyes bulged, his tender pink skin grew crimson,
he roared his terror out in a phlegmy rattle, while his goose-white
hand trembled frantically for his handkerchief.  A crowd gathered.
Eugene quickly drew a dirty handkerchief from the old man's pocket,
and thrust it into his hands.  He tore up from his convulsed organs
a rotting mass, and panted rapidly for breath.  The crowd dispersed
somewhat dejectedly.

George Graves grinned darkly.  "That's too bad," he said.  "You
oughtn't to laugh, 'Gene."  He turned away, gurgling.

"Can you conjugate?" gasped Mr. Avery.  "Here's the way I learned:

     "Amo, amas,
      I love a lass.
      He loves her, too."

Quivering with tremors of laughter, he launched himself again.
Because he could not leave them, save by the inch, they moved off
several yards to the curb.  Grow old along with me!

"That's a damn shame," said George Graves, looking after him and
shaking his head.  "Where's he going?"

"To supper," said Eugene.

"To supper!" said George Graves.  "It's only four o'clock.  Where
does he eat?"

Not where he eats, but where he is eaten.

"At the Uneeda," said Eugene, beginning to choke, "It takes him two
hours to get there."

"Does he go every day?" said George Graves, beginning to laugh.

"Three times a day," Eugene screamed.  "He spends all morning going
to dinner, and all afternoon going to supper."

A whisper of laughter came from their weary jaws.  They sighed like

At this moment, dodging briskly through the crowd, with a loud and
cheerful word for every one, Mr. Joseph Bailey, secretary of the
Altamont Chamber of Commerce, short, broad, and ruddy, came up by
them with a hearty gesture of the hand:

"Hello, boys!" he cried.  "How're they going?"  But before either
of them could answer, he had passed on, with an encouraging shake
of his head, and a deep applauding "THAT'S right."

"WHAT'S right?" said Eugene.

But before George Graves could answer, the great lung specialist,
Dr. Fairfax Grinder, scion of one of the oldest and proudest
families in Virginia, drove in viciously from Church Street, with
his sinewy length of six feet and eight inches coiled tensely in
the deep pit of his big Buick roadster.  Cursing generally the
whole crawling itch of Confederate and Yankee postwar rabbledom,
with a few special parentheses for Jews and niggers, he drove full
tilt at the short plump figure of Joe Zamschnick, men's furnishings
("Just a Whisper Off The Square").

Joseph, two yards away from legal safety, hurled himself with a
wild scream headlong at the curb.  He arrived on hands and knees,
but under his own power.

"K-hurses!" said Eugene.  "Foiled again."

'Twas true!  Dr. Fairfax Grinder's lean bristled upper lip drew
back over his strong yellow teeth.  He jammed on his brakes, and
lifted his car round with a complete revolution of his long arms.
Then he roared away through scattering traffic, in a greasy blue
cloud of gasoline and burnt rubber.

Joe Zamschnick frantically wiped his gleaming bald head with a silk
handkerchief and called loudly on the public to bear witness.

"What's the matter with him?" said George Graves, disappointed.
"He usually goes up on the sidewalk after them if he can't get them
on the street."

On the other side of the street, attracting no more than a languid
stare from the loafing natives, the Honorable William Jennings
Bryan paused benevolently before the windows of the H. Martin
Grimes Bookstore, allowing the frisking breeze to toy pleasantly
with his famous locks.  The tangles of Neaera's hair.

The Commoner stared carefully at the window display which included
several copies of Before Adam, by Jack London.  Then he entered,
and selected a dozen views of Altamont and the surrounding hills.

"He may come here to live," said George Graves.  "Dr. Doak's
offered to give him a house and lot in Doak Park."

"Why?" said Eugene.

"Because the advertising will be worth a lot to the town," said
George Graves.

A little before them, that undaunted daughter of desires, Miss
Elizabeth Scragg, emerged from Woolworth's Five and Ten Cent Store,
and turned up toward the Square.  Smiling, she acknowledged the
ponderous salute of Big Jeff White, the giant half-owner of the
Whitstone hotel, whose fortunes had begun when he had refused to
return to his old comrade, Dickson Reese, the embezzling cashier,
ninety thousand dollars of entrusted loot.  Dog eat dog.  Thief
catch thief.  It is not growing like a tree, in bulk doth make man
better be.

His six-and-a-half-foot shadow flitted slowly before them.  He
passed, in creaking number twelves, a massive smooth-jowled man
with a great paunch girdled in a wide belt.

Across the street again, before the windows of the Van W. Yeats
Shoe Company, the Reverend J. Brooks Gall, Amherst ('61), and as
loyal a Deke as ever breathed, but looking only sixty of his
seventy-three years, paused in his brisk walk, and engaged in
sprightly monologue, three of his fellow Boy Scouts--the Messrs.
Lewis Monk, seventeen, Bruce Rogers, thirteen, and Malcolm Hodges,
fourteen.  None knew as well as he the heart of a boy.  He, too, it
seems, had once been one himself.  Thus, as one bright anecdote
succeeded, or suggested, a half-dozen others, they smiled
dutifully, with attentive respect, below the lifted barrier of his
bristly white mustache, into the gleaming rhyme of his false teeth.
And, with rough but affectionate camaraderie, he would pause from
time to time to say:  "Old Male!" or "Old Bruce!" gripping firmly
his listener's arm, shaking him gently.  Pallidly, on restless
feet, they smiled, plotting escape with slant-eyed stealth.

Mr. Buse, the Oriental rug merchant, came around the corner below
them from Liberty Street.  His broad dark face was wreathed in
Persian smiles.  I met a traveller from an antique land.

In the Bijou Cafe for Ladies and Gents, Mike, the counter man,
leaned his hairy arms upon the marble slab, and bent his wrinkled
inch of brow upon a week-old copy of Atlantis.  Fride Chicken To-
day with Sweet Potatos.  Hail to thee, blithe spirit, bird thou
never wert.  A solitary fly darted swiftly about the greasy cover
of a glass humidor, under which a leathery quarter of mince pie lay
weltering.  Spring had come.

Meanwhile, having completed twice their parade up and down the
street from the Square to the post-office, the Misses Christine
Ball, Viola Powell, Aline Rollins, and Dorothy Hazzard were
accosted outside Wood's Drug Store by Tom French, seventeen, Roy
Duncan, nineteen, and Carl Jones, eighteen.

"Where do you think you're going?" said Tom French, insolently.

Gayly, brightly, in unison, they answered:


"Hay's seven dollars a ton," said Roy Duncan, and immediately burst
into a high cackle of laughter, in which all the others joined,

"You craz-ee!" said Viola Powell tenderly.  Tell me, ye merchants'
daughters, did ye see another creature fair and wise as she.

"Mr. Duncan," said Tom French, turning his proud ominous face upon
his best friend, "I want you to meet a friend of mine, Miss

"I think I've met this man somewhere before," said Aline Rollins.
Another Splendor on his mouth alit.

"Yes," said Roy Duncan, "I go there often."

His small tight freckled impish face creased again by his high
cackle.  All I could never be.  They moved into the store, where
drouthy neibors neibors meet, through the idling group of fountain

Mr. Henry Sorrell (It Can Be Done), and Mr. John T. Howland (We
Sell Lots and Lots of Lots), emerged, beyond Arthur N. Wright's,
jeweller, from the gloomy dusk of the Gruner Building.  Each looked
into the sub-divisions of the other's heart; their eyes kept the
great Vision of the guarded mount as swiftly they turned into
Church Street where Sorrell's Hudson was parked.

White-vested, a trifle paunchy, with large broad feet, a shaven
moon of red face, and abundant taffy-colored hair, the Reverend
John Smallwood, pastor of the First Baptist Church, walked heavily
up the street, greeting his parishioners warmly, and hoping to see
his Pilot face to face.  Instead, however, he encountered the
Honorable William Jennings Bryan, who was coming slowly out of the
bookstore.  The two close friends greeted each other affectionately,
and, with a firm friendly laying on of hands, gave each to each
the Christian aid of a benevolent exorcism.

"Just the man I was looking for," said Brother Smallwood.  In
silence, slowly, they shook hands for several seconds.  Silence was

"That," observed the Commoner with grave humor, "is what I thought
the Great American People said to me on three occasions."  It was a
favorite jest--ripe with wisdom, mellowed by the years, yet,
withal, so characteristic of the man.  The deep furrows of his
mouth widened in a smile.  Our master--famous, calm, and dead.

Passed, on catspaw rubber tread, from the long dark bookstore,
Professor L. B. Dunn, principal of Graded School No. 3, Montgomery
Avenue.  He smiled coldly at them with a gimlet narrowing of his
spectacled eyes.  The tell-tale cover of The New Republic peeked
from his pocket.  Clamped under his lean and freckled arm were new
library copies of The Great Illusion, by Norman Angell, and The
Ancient Grudge, by Owen Wister.  A lifelong advocate of a union of
the two great English-speaking (sic) nations, making together
irresistibly for peace, truth, and righteousness in a benevolent
but firm authority over the less responsible elements of
civilization, he passed, the Catholic man, pleasantly dedicated to
the brave adventuring of minds and the salvaging of mankind.  Ah,

"And how are you and the Good Woman enjoying your sojourn in the
Land of the Sky?" said the Reverend John Smallwood.

"Our only regret," said the Commoner, "is that our visit here must
be measured by days and not by months.  Nay, by years."

Mr. Richard Gorman, twenty-six, city reporter of The Citizen,
strode rapidly up the street, with proud cold news-nose lifted.
His complacent smile, hard-lipped, loosened into servility.

"Ah, there, Dick," said John Smallwood, clasping his hand
affectionately, and squeezing his arm.  "Just the man I was looking
for.  Do you know Mr. Bryan?"

"As fellow newspaper men," said the Commoner, "Dick and I have been
close friends for--how many years is it, my boy?"

"Three, I think, sir," said Mr. Gorman, blushing prettily.

"I wish you could have been here, Dick," said the Reverend
Smallwood, "to hear what Mr. Bryan was saying about us.  The good
people of this town would be mighty proud to hear it."

"I'd like another statement from you before you go, Mr. Bryan,"
said Richard Gorman.  "There's a story going the rounds that you
may make your home with us in the future."

When questioned by a Citizen reporter, Mr. Bryan refused either to
confirm or deny the rumor:

"I may have a statement to make later," he observed with a
significant smile, "but at present I must content myself by saying
that if I could have chosen the place of my birth, I could not have
found a fairer spot than this wonderland of nature."

Earthly Paradise, thinks Commoner.

"I have travelled far in my day," continued the man who had been
chosen three times by a great Party to contend for the highest
honor within the gift of the people.  "I have gone from the woods
of Maine to the wave-washed sands of Florida, from Hatteras to
Halifax, and from the summits of the Rockies to where Missouri
rolls her turgid flood, but I have seen few spots that equal, and
none that surpass, the beauty of this mountain Eden."

The reporter made notes rapidly.

The years of his glory washed back to him upon the rolling tides of
rhetoric--the great lost days of the first crusade when the money
barons trembled beneath the shadow of the Cross of Gold, and Bryan!
Bryan! Bryan! Bryan! burned through the land like a comet.  Ere I
was old.  1896.  Ah, woeful ere, which tells me youth's no longer

Foresees Dawn of New Era.

When pressed more closely by the reporter as to his future plans,
Mr. Bryan replied:

"My schedule is completely filled, for months to come, with
speaking engagements that will take me from one end of the country
to the other, in the fight I am making for the reduction of the
vast armaments that form the chief obstacle to the reign of peace
on earth, good-will to men.  After that, who knows?" he said,
flashing his famous smile.  "Perhaps I shall come back to this
beautiful region, and take up my life among my good friends here as
one who, having fought the good fight, deserves to spend the
declining years of his life not only within sight, but within the
actual boundaries, of the happy land of Canaan."

Asked if he could predict with any certainty the date of his
proposed retirement, the Commoner answered characteristically with
the following beautiful quotation from Longfellow:

     "When the war-drum throbbed no longer,
      And the battle-flags were furled
      In the Parliament of man,
      The Federation of the world."

The magic cell of music--the electric piano in the shallow tiled
lobby of Altamont's favorite cinema, the Ajax, stopped playing with
firm, tinny abruptness, hummed ominously for a moment, and without
warning commenced anew.  It's a long way to Tipperary.  The world
shook with the stamp of marching men.

Miss Margaret Blanchard and Mrs. C. M. McReady, the druggist's
drugged wife who, by the white pitted fabric of her skin, and the
wide bright somnolence of her eyes, on honey-dew had fed too often,
came out of the theatre and turned down toward Wood's pharmacy.

To-day:  Maurice Costello and Edith M. Storey in Throw Out the
Lifeline, a Vitagraph Release.

Goggling, his great idiot's head lolling on his scrawny neck,
wearing the wide-rimmed straw hat that covered him winter and
summer, Willie Goff, the pencil merchant, jerked past, with inward
lunges of his crippled right foot.  The fingers of his withered arm
pointed stiffly toward himself, beckoning to him, and touching him
as he walked with stiff jerking taps, in a terrible parody of
vanity.  A gaudy handkerchief with blue, yellow and crimson
patterns hung in a riotous blot from his breast-pocket over his
neatly belted gray Norfolk jacket, a wide loose collar of silk
barred with red and orange stripes flowered across his narrow
shoulders.  In his lapel a huge red carnation.  His thin face,
beneath the jutting globular head, grinned constantly, glutting his
features with wide, lapping, receding, returning, idiot smiles.
For should he live a thousand years, he never will be out of humor.
He burred ecstatically at the passers-by, who grinned fondly at
him, and continued down to Wood's where he was greeted with loud
cheers and laughter by a group of young men who loitered at the
fountain's end.  They gathered around him boisterously, pounding
his back and drawing him up to the fountain.  Pleased, he looked at
them warmly, gratefully.  He was touched and happy.

"What're you having, Willie?" said Mr. Tobias Pottle.

"Give me a dope," said Willie Goff to the grinning jerker, "a dope
and lime."

Pudge Carr, the politician's son, laughed hilariously.  "Want a
dope and lime, do you, Willie?" he said, and struck him heavily on
the back.  His thick stupid face composed itself.

"Have a cigarette, Willie," he said, offering the package to Willie

"What's yours?" said the jerker to Toby Pottle.

"Give me a dope, too."

"I don't want anything," said Pudge Carr.  Such drinks as made them
nobly wild, not mad.

Pudge Carr held a lighted match to Willie's cigarette, winking
slowly at Brady Chalmers, a tall, handsome fellow, with black hair,
and a long dark face.  Willie Goff drew in on his cigarette,
lighting it with dry smacking lips.  He coughed, removed the weed,
and held it awkwardly between his thumb and forefinger, looking at
it, curiously.

They sputtered with laughter, involved and lost in clouds of fume,
and guzzling deep, the boor, the lackey, and the groom.

Brady Chalmers took Willie's colored handkerchief gently from his
pocket and held it up for their inspection.  Then he folded it
carefully and put it back.

"What are you all dressed up about, Willie?" he said.  "You must be
going to see your girl."

Willie Goff grinned cunningly.

Toby Pottle blew a luxurious jet of smoke through his nostrils.  He
was twenty-four, carefully groomed, with slick blond hair, and a
pink massaged face.

"Come on, Willie," he said, blandly, quietly, "you've got a girl,
haven't you?"

Willie Goff leered knowingly; at the counter-end, Tim McCall,
twenty-eight, who had been slowly feeding cracked ice from his
cupped fist into his bloated whisky-fierce jowls, collapsed
suddenly, blowing a bright rattling hail upon the marble ledge.

"I've got several," said Willie Goff.  "A fellow's got to have a
little Poon-Tang, hasn't he?"

Flushed with high ringing laughter, they smiled, spoke respectfully,
uncovered before Miss Tot Webster, Miss Mary McGraw, and Miss
Martha Cotton, older members of the Younger Set.  They called for
stronger music, louder wine.

"How do you do?"

"Aha!  Aha!" said Brady Chalmers to Miss Mary McGraw.  "Where were
YOU that time?"

"YOU'LL never know," she called back.  It was between them--their
little secret.  They laughed knowingly with joy of possession.

"Come on back, Pudge," said Euston Phipps, their escort.  "You too,
Brady."  He followed the ladies back--tall, bold, swagger--a young
alcoholic with one sound lung.  He was a good golfer.

Pert boys rushed from the crowded booths and tables to the
fountain, coming up with a long slide.  They shouted their orders
rudely, nagging the swift jerkers glibly, stridently.

"All right, son.  Two dopes and a mint Limeade.  Make it snappy."

"Do you work around here, boy?"

The jerkers moved in ragtime tempo, juggling the drinks, tossing
scooped globes of ice-cream into the air and catching them in
glasses, beating swift rhythms with a spoon.

Seated alone, with thick brown eyes above her straw regardant, Mrs.
Thelma Jarvis, the milliner, drew, in one swizzling guzzle, the
last beaded chain of linked sweetness long drawn out from the
bottom of her glass.  Drink to me only with thine eyes.  She rose
slowly, looking into the mirror of her open purse.  Then,
fluescent, her ripe limbs moulded in a dress of silk henna, she
writhed carefully among the crowded tables, with a low rich murmur
of contrition.  Her voice was ever soft, gentle, and low--an
excellent thing in a woman.  The high light chatter of the tables
dropped as she went by.  For God's sake, hold your tongue and let
me love!  On amber undulant limbs she walked slowly up the aisle
past perfume, stationery, rubber goods, and toilet preparations,
pausing at the cigar counter to pay her check.  Her round, melon-
heavy breasts nodded their heads in slow but sprightly dance.  A
poet could not but be gay, in such a jocund company.

But--at the entrance, standing in the alcove by the magazine rack,
Mr. Paul Goodson, of the Dependable Life, closed his long grinning
dish-face abruptly, and ceased talking.  He doffed his hat without
effusiveness, as did his companion, Coston Smathers, the furniture
man (you furnish the girl, we furnish the house).  They were both

Mrs. Thelma Jarvis turned her warm ivory stare upon them, parted
her full small mouth in a remote smile, and passed, ambulant.  When
she had gone they turned to each other, grinning quietly.  We'll be
waiting at the river.  Swiftly they glanced about them.  No one had

Patroness of all the arts, but particular sponsor for Music,
Heavenly Maid, Mrs. Franz Wilhelm Von Zeck, wife of the noted lung
specialist, and the discoverer of Von Zeck's serum, came imperially
from the doors of the Fashion Mart, and was handed tenderly into
the receiving cushions of her Cadillac by Mr. Louis Rosalsky.
Benevolently but distantly she smiled down upon him: the white
parchment of his hard Polish face was broken by a grin of cruel
servility curving up around the wings of his immense putty-colored
nose.  Frau Von Zeck settled her powerful chins upon the coarse
shelving of her Wagnerian breasts and, her ponderous gaze already
dreaming on remote philanthropies, was charioted smoothly away from
the devoted tradesman.  Nur wer die Sehnsucht kennt, weiss was Ich

Mr. Rosalsky returned into his store.

For the third time the Misses Mildred Shuford, Helen Pendergast,
and Mary Catherine Bruce drove by, clustered together like unpicked
cherries in the front seat of Miss Shuford's Reo.  They passed,
searching the pavements with eager, haughty eyes, pleased at their
proud appearance.  They turned up Liberty Street on their fourth
swing round the circle.  Waltz me around again, Willie.

"Do you know how to dance, George?" Eugene asked.  His heart was
full of bitter pride and fear.

"Yes," said George Graves absently, "a little bit.  I don't like
it."  He lifted his brooding eyes.

"Say, 'Gene," he said, "how much do you think Dr. Von Zeck is

He answered Eugene's laughter with a puzzled sheepish grin.

"Come on," said Eugene.  "I'll match you for a drink."

They dodged nimbly across the narrow street, amid the thickening
afternoon traffic.

"It's getting worse all the time," said George Graves.  "The people
who laid the town out didn't have any vision.  What's it going to
be like, ten years from now?"

"They could widen the streets, couldn't they?" said Eugene.

"No.  Not now.  You'd have to move all the buildings back.  Wonder
how much it would cost?" said George Graves thoughtfully.

"And if we don't," Professor L. B. Dunn's precise voice sounded its
cold warning, "their next move will be directed against us.  You
may yet live to see the day when the iron heel of militarism is on
your neck, and the armed forces of the Kaiser do the goose-step up
and down this street.  When that day comes--"

"I don't put any stock in those stories," said Mr. Bob Webster
rudely and irreverently.  He was a small man, with a gray, mean
face, violent and bitter.  A chronic intestinal sourness seemed to
have left its print upon his features.  "In my opinion, it's all
propaganda.  Those Germans are too damn good for them, that's all.
They're beginning to call for calf-rope."

"When that day comes," Professor Dunn implacably continued,
"remember what I told you.  The German government has imperialistic
designs upon the whole of the world.  It is looking to the day when
it shall have all mankind under the yoke of Krupp and Kultur.  The
fate of civilization is hanging in the balance.  Mankind is at the
crossroads.  I pray God it shall not be said that we were found
wanting.  I pray God that this free people may never suffer as
little Belgium suffered, that our wives and daughters may not be
led off into slavery or shame, our children maimed and slaughtered."

"It's not our fight," said Mr. Bob Webster.  "I don't want to send
my boys three thousand miles across the sea to get shot for those
foreigners.  If they come over here, I'll shoulder a gun with the
best of them, but until they do they can fight it out among
themselves.  Isn't that right, Judge?" he said, turning toward the
party of the third part, Judge Walter C. Jeter, of the Federal
Circuit, who had fortunately been a close friend of Grover
Cleveland.  Ancestral voices prophesying war.

"Did you know the Wheeler boys?" Eugene asked George Graves.  "Paul
and Clifton?"

"Yes," said George Graves.  "They went away and joined the French
army.  They're in the Foreign Legion."

"They're in the aviation part of it," said Eugene.  "The Lafayette
Eskydrill.  Clifton Wheeler has shot down more than six Germans."

"The boys around here didn't like him," said George Graves.  "They
thought he was a sissy."

Eugene winced slightly at the sound of the word.

"How old was he?" he asked.

"He was a grown man," said George.  "Twenty-two or three."

Disappointed, Eugene considered his chance of glory.  (Ich bin ja
noch ein Kind.)

"--But fortunately," continued Judge Walter C. Jeter deliberately,
"we have a man in the White House on whose far-seeing statesmanship
we can safely rely.  Let us trust to the wisdom of his leadership,
obeying, in word and spirit, the principles of strict neutrality,
accepting only as a last resort a course that would lead this great
nation again into the suffering and tragedy of war, which," his
voice sank to a whisper, "God forbid!"

Thinking of a more ancient war, in which he had borne himself
gallantly, Colonel James Buchanan Pettigrew, head of the Pettigrew
Military Academy (Est. 1789), rode by in his open victoria, behind
an old negro driver and two well-nourished brown mares.  There was
a good brown smell of horse and sweat-cured leather.  The old negro
snaked his whip gently across the sleek trotting rumps, growling

Colonel Pettigrew was wrapped to his waist in a heavy rug, his
shoulders were covered with a gray Confederate cape.  He bent
forward, leaning his old weight upon a heavy polished stick, which
his freckled hand gripped upon the silver knob.  Muttering, his
proud powerful old head turned shakily from side to side, darting
fierce splintered glances at the drifting crowd.  He was a very
parfit gentil knight.

He muttered.

"Suh?" said the negro, pulling in on his reins, and turning around.

"Go on!  Go on, you scoundrel!" said Colonel Pettigrew.

"Yes, suh," said the negro.  They drove on.

In the crowd of loafing youngsters that stood across the threshold
of Wood's pharmacy, Colonel Pettigrew's darting eyes saw two of his
own cadets.  They were pimply youths, with slack jaws and a sloppy

He muttered his disgust.  Not the same!  Not the same!  Nothing the
same!  In his proud youth, in the only war that mattered, Colonel
Pettigrew had marched at the head of his own cadets.  There were
117, sir, all under nineteen.  They stepped forward to a man . . .
until not a single commissioned officer was left . . . 36 came back
. . . since 1789 . . . it must go on! . . . 19, sir--all under one
hundred and seventeen . . . must . . . go . . . on!

His sagging cheek-flanks trembled gently.  The horses trotted out
of sight around the corner, with a smooth-spoked rumble of rubber

George Graves and Eugene entered Wood's pharmacy and stood up to
the counter.  The elder soda-jerker, scowling, drew a sopping rag
across a puddle of slop upon the marble slab.

"What's yours?" he said irritably.

"I want a chock-lut milk," said Eugene.

"Make it two," added George Graves.

O for a draught of vintage that hath been cooled a long age in the
deep-delvèd earth!


Yes.  The enormous crime had been committed.  And, for almost a
year, Eugene had been maintaining a desperate neutrality.  His
heart, however, was not neutral.  The fate of civilization, it
appeared, hung in the balance.

The war had begun at the peak of the summer season.  Dixieland was
full.  His closest friend at the time was a sharp old spinstress
with frayed nerves, who had been for thirty years a teacher of
English in a New York City public school.  Day by day, after the
murder of the Grand Duke, they watched the tides of blood and
desolation mount through the world.  Miss Crane's thin red nostrils
quivered with indignation.  Her old gray eyes were sharp with
anger.  The idea!  The idea!

For, of all the English, none can show a loftier or more inspired
love for Albion's Isle than American ladies who teach its noble

Eugene was also faithful.  With Miss Crane he kept a face of
mournful regret, but his heart drummed a martial tattoo against his
ribs.  The air was full of fifes and flutes; he heard the ghostly
throbbing of great guns.

"We must be fair!" said Margaret Leonard.  "We must be fair!"  But
her eyes darkened when she read the news of England's entry, and
her throat was trembling like a bird's.  When she looked up her
eyes were wet.

"Ah, Lord!" she said.  "You'll see things now."

"Little Bobs!" roared Sheba.

"God bless him!  Did you see where he's going to take the field?"

John Dorsey Leonard laid down the paper, and bent over with high
drooling laughter.

"Lord a'mercy!" he gasped.  "Let the rascals come now!"

Ah, well--they came.

All through that waning summer, Eugene shuttled frantically from
the school to Dixieland, unable, in the delirium of promised glory,
to curb his prancing limbs.  He devoured every scrap of news, and
rushed to share it with the Leonards or Miss Crane.  He read every
paper he could lay his hands on, exulting in the defeats that were
forcing the Germans back at every point.  For, he gathered from
this wilderness of print, things were going badly with the Huns.
At a thousand points they fled squealing before English steel at
Mons, fell suppliantly before the French charge along the Marne;
withdrew here, gave way there, ran away elsewhere.  Then, one
morning, when they should have been at Cologne, they were lined up
at the walls of Paris.  They had run in the wrong direction.  The
world grew dark.  Desperately, he tried to understand.  He could
not.  By the extraordinary strategy of always retreating, the
German army had arrived before Paris.  It was something new in
warfare.  It was several years, in fact, before Eugene could
understand that some one in the German armies had done some

John Dorsey Leonard was untroubled.

"You wait!" he said confidently.  "You just wait, my sonny.  That
old fellow Joffer knows what he's about.  This is just what he's
been waiting for.  Now he's got them where he wants them."

Eugene wondered for what subtle reason a French general might want
a German army in Paris.

Margaret lifted her troubled eyes from the paper.

"It looks mighty serious," she said.  "I tell you!"  She was silent
a moment, a torrent of passion rose up in her throat.  Then she
added in a low trembling voice:  "If England goes, we all go."

"God bless her!" Sheba yelled.

"God bless her, 'Gene," she continued, tapping him on the knee.
"When I stepped ashore on her dear old soil that time, I just
couldn't help myself.  I didn't care what any one thought.  I knelt
right down there in the dirt, and pretended to tie my shoe, but
say, boy"--her bleared eyes glistened through her tears--"God bless
her, I couldn't help it.  Do you know what I did?  I leaned over
and kissed her earth."  Large gummy tears rolled down her red
cheeks.  She was weeping loudly, but she went on.  "I said:  This
is the earth of Shakespeare, and Milton, and John Keats and, by
God, what's more, it's mine as well!  God bless her!  God bless

Tears flowed quietly from Margaret Leonard's eyes.  Her face was
wet.  She could not speak.  They were all deeply moved.

"She won't go," said John Dorsey Leonard.  "We'll have a word to
say to that!  She won't go!  You wait!"

In Eugene's fantasy there burned the fixed vision of the great
hands clasped across the sea, the flowering of green fields, and
the developing convolutions of a faery London--mighty, elfin, old,
a romantic labyrinth of ancient crowded ways, tall, leaning houses,
Lucullan food and drink, and the mad imperial eyes of genius
burning among the swarm of quaint originality.

As the war developed, and the literature of war-enchantment began
to appear, Margaret Leonard gave him book after book to read.  They
were the books of the young men--the young men who fought to blot
out the evil of the world with their blood.  In her trembling voice
she read to him Rupert Brooke's sonnet--"If I should die, think
only this of me"--and she put a copy of Donald Hankey's A Student
in Arms into his hand, saying:

"Read this, boy.  It will stir you as you've never been stirred
before.  Those boys have seen the vision!"

He read it.  He read many others.  He saw the vision.  He became a
member of this legion of chivalry--young Galahad-Eugene--a
spearhead of righteousness.  He had gone a-Grailing.  He composed
dozens of personal memoirs, into which quietly, humorously, with
fine-tempered English restraint, he poured the full measure of his
pure crusading heart.  Sometimes, he came through to the piping
times of peace minus an arm, a leg, or an eye, diminished but
ennobled; sometimes his last radiant words were penned on the eve
of the attack that took his life.  With glistening eyes, he read
his own epilogue, enjoyed his post-mortem glory, as his last words
were recorded and explained by his editor.  Then, witness of his
own martyrdom, he dropped two smoking tears upon his young slain
body.  Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori.

Ben loped along, scowling, by Wood's pharmacy.  As he passed the
idling group at the tiled entrance, he cast on them a look of
sudden fierce contempt.  Then he laughed quietly, savagely.

"Oh, my God!" he said.

At the corner, scowling, he waited for Mrs. Pert to cross from the
Post Office.  She came over slowly, reeling.

Having arranged to meet her later in the pharmacy, he crossed over,
and turned angularly down Federal Street behind the Post Office.
At the second entrance to the Doctors' and Surgeons' Building, he
turned in, and began to mount the dark creaking stairs.  Somewhere,
with punctual developing monotony, a single drop of water was
falling into the wet black basin of a sink.  He paused in the wide
corridor of the first floor to control the nervous thudding of his
heart.  Then he walked half-way down and entered the waiting-room
of Dr. J. H. Coker.  It was vacant.  Frowning, he sniffed the air.
The whole building was sharp with the clean nervous odor of
antiseptics.  A litter of magazines--Life, Judge, The Literary
Digest, and The American--on the black mission table, told its
story of weary and distressed fumbling.  The inner door opened and
the doctor's assistant, Miss Ray, came out.  She had on her hat.
She was ready to depart.

"Do you want to see the doctor?" she asked.

"Yes," said Ben, "is he busy?"

"Come on in, Ben," said Coker, coming to the door.  He took his
long wet cigar from his mouth, grinning yellowly.  "That's all for
to-day, Laura.  You can go."

"Good-bye," said Miss Laura Ray, departing.

Ben went into Coker's office.  Coker closed the door and sat down
at his untidy desk.

"You'll be more comfortable if you lie down on that table," he said

Ben gave the doctor's table a look of nausea.

"How many have died on that thing?" he asked.  He sat down
nervously in a chair by the desk, and lighted a cigarette, holding
the flame to the charred end of cigar Coker thrust forward.

"Well, what can I do for you, son?" he asked.

"I'm tired of pushing daisies here," said Ben.  "I want to push
them somewhere else."

"What do you mean, Ben?"

"I suppose you've heard, Coker," said Ben quietly and insultingly,
"that there's a war going on in Europe.  That is, if you've learned
to read the papers."

"No, I hadn't heard about it, son," said Coker, puffing slowly and
deeply.  "I read a paper--the one that comes out in the morning.  I
suppose they haven't got the news yet."  He grinned maliciously.
"What do you want, Ben?"

"I'm thinking of going to Canada and enlisting," said Ben.  "I want
you to tell me if I can get in."

Coker was silent a moment.  He took the long chewed weed from his
mouth and looked at it thoughtfully.

"What do you want to do that for, Ben?" he said.

Ben got up suddenly, and went to the window.  He cast his cigarette
away into the court.  It struck the cement well with a small dry
plop.  When he turned around, his sallow face had gone white and

"In Christ's name, Coker," he said, "what's it all about?  Are you
able to tell me?  What in heaven's name are we here for?  You're a
doctor--you ought to know something."

Coker continued to look at his cigar.  It had gone out again.

"Why?" he said deliberately.  "Why should I know anything?"

"Where do we come from?  Where do we go to?  What are we here for?
What the hell is it all about?" Ben cried out furiously in a rising
voice.  He turned bitterly, accusingly, on the older man.  "For
God's sake, speak up, Coker.  Don't sit there like a damned
tailor's dummy.  Say something, won't you?"

"What do you want me to say?" said Coker.  "What am I? a
mindreader?  A spiritualist?  I'm your physician, not your priest.
I've seen them born, and I've seen them die.  What happens to them
before or after, I can't say."

"Damn that!" said Ben.  "What happens to them in between?"

"You're as great an authority on that as I am, Ben," said Coker.
"What you want, son, is not a doctor, but a prophet."

"They come to you when they're sick, don't they?" said Ben.  "They
all want to get well, don't they?  You do your best to cure them,
don't you?"

"No," said Coker.  "Not always.  But I'll grant that I'm supposed
to.  What of it?"

"You must all think that it's about something," said Ben, "or you
wouldn't do it!"

"A man must live, mustn't he?" said Coker with a grin.

"That's what I'm asking you, Coker.  Why must he?"

"Why," said Coker, "in order to work nine hours a day in a
newspaper office, sleep nine hours, and enjoy the other six in
washing, shaving, dressing, eating at the Greasy Spoon, loafing in
front of Wood's, and occasionally taking the Merry Widow to see
Francis X. Bushman.  Isn't that reason enough for any man?  If a
man's hard-working and decent, and invests his money in the
Building and Loan every week, instead of squandering it on
cigarettes, coca-cola, and Kuppenheimer clothes, he may own a
little home some day."  Coker's voice sank to a hush of reverence.
"He may even have his own car, Ben.  Think of that!  He can get in
it, and ride, and ride, and ride.  He can ride all over these
damned mountains.  He can be very, very happy.  He can take
exercise regularly in the Y. M. C. A. and think only clean
thoughts.  He can marry a good pure woman and have any number of
fine sons and daughters, all of whom may be brought up in the
Baptist, Methodist, or Presbyterian faiths, and given splendid
courses in Economics, Commercial Law, and the Fine Arts, at the
State university.  There's plenty to live for, Ben.  There's
something to keep you busy every moment."

"You're a great wit, Coker," Ben said, scowling.  "You're as funny
as a crutch."  He straightened his humped shoulders self-
consciously, and filled his lungs with air.

"Well, what about it?" he asked, with a nervous grin.  "Am I fit to

"Let's see," said Coker deliberately, beginning to look him over.
"Feet--pigeon-toed, but good arch."  He looked at Ben's tan
leathers closely.

"What's the matter, Coker?" said Ben.  "Do you need your toes to
shoot a gun with?"

"How're your teeth, son?"

Ben drew back his thin lips and showed two rows of hard white
grinders.  At the same moment, casually, swiftly, Coker prodded him
with a strong yellow finger in the solar plexis.  His distended
chest collapsed; he bent over, laughing, and coughed dryly.  Coker
turned away to his desk and picked up his cigar.

"What's the matter, Coker?" said Ben.  "What's the idea?"

"That's all, son.  I'm through with you," said Coker.

"Well, what about it?" said Ben nervously.

"What about what?"

"Am I all right?"

"Certainly you're all right," said Coker.  He turned with burning
match.  "Who said you weren't all right?"

Ben stared at him, scowling, with fear-bright eyes.

"Quit your kidding, Coker," he said.  "I'm three times seven, you
know.  Am I fit to go?"

"What's the rush?" said Coker.  "The war's not over yet.  We may
get into it before long.  Why not wait a bit?"

"That means I'm not fit," said Ben.  "What's the matter with me,

"Nothing," said Coker carefully.  "You're a bit thin.  A little run
down, aren't you, Ben?  You need a little meat on those bones, son.
You can't sit on a stool at the Greasy Spoon, with a cigarette in
one hand and a cup of coffee in the other, and get fat."

"Am I all right or not, Coker?"

Coker's long death's-head widened in a yellow grin.

"Yes," he said.  "You're all right, Ben.  You're one of the most
all right people I know."

Ben read the true answer in Coker's veined and weary eyes.  His own
were sick with fear.  But he said bitingly:

"Thanks, Coker.  You're a lot of help.  I appreciate what you've
done a lot.  As a doctor, you're a fine first baseman."

Coker grinned.  Ben left the office.

As he went out on the street he met Harry Tugman going down to the
paper office.

"What's the matter, Ben?" said Harry Tugman.  "Feeling sick?"

"Yes," said Ben, scowling at him.  "I've just had a shot of 606."

He went up the street to meet Mrs. Pert.


In the autumn, at the beginning of his fifteenth year--his last
year at Leonard's--Eugene went to Charleston on a short excursion.
He found a substitute for his paper route.

"Come on!" said Max Isaacs, whom he still occasionally saw.  "We're
going to have a good time, son."

"Yeah, man!" said Malvin Bowden, whose mother was conducting the
tour.  "You can still git beer in Charleston," he added with a
dissipated leer.

"You can go swimmin' in the ocean at the Isle of Palms," said Max
Isaacs.  Then, reverently, he added:  "You can go to the Navy Yard
an' see the ships."

He was waiting until he should be old enough to join the navy.  He
read the posters greedily.  He knew all the navy men at the
enlistment office.  He had read all the booklets--he was deep in
naval lore.  He knew to a dollar the earnings of firemen, second
class, of radio men, and of all kinds of C. P. O's.

His father was a plumber.  He did not want to be a plumber.  He
wanted to join the navy and see the world.  In the navy, a man was
given good pay and a good education.  He learned a trade.  He got
good food and good clothing.  It was all given to him free, for

"H'm!" said Eliza, with a bantering smile.  "Why, say, boy, what do
you want to do that for?  You're my baby!"

It had been years since he was.  She smiled tremulously.

"Yes'm," said Eugene.  "Can I go?  It's only for five days.  I've
got the money."  He thrust his hand into his pocket, feeling.

"I tell you what!" said Eliza, working her lips, smiling.  "You may
wish you had that money before this winter's over.  You're going to
need new shoes and a warm overcoat when the cold weather comes.
You must be mighty rich.  I wish I could afford to go running off
on a trip like that."

"Oh, my God!" said Ben, with a short laugh.  He tossed his
cigarette into one of the first fires of the year.

"I want to tell you, son," said Eliza, becoming grave, "you've got
to learn the value of a dollar or you'll never have a roof to call
your own.  I want you to have a good time, boy, but you mustn't
squander your money."

"Yes'm," said Eugene.

"For heaven's sake!" Ben cried.  "It's the kid's own money.  Let
him do what he likes with it.  If he wants to throw it out the
damned window, it's his own business."

She clasped her hands thoughtfully upon her waist and stared away,
pursing her lips.

"Well, I reckon it'll be all right," she said.  "Mrs. Bowden will
take care of you."

It was his first journey to a strange place alone.  Eliza packed an
old valise carefully, and stowed away a box of sandwiches and eggs.
He went away at night.  As he stood by his valise, washed, brushed,
excited, she wept a little.  He was again, she felt, a little
farther off.  The hunger for voyages was in his face.

"Be a good boy," she said.  "Don't get into any trouble down
there."  She thought carefully a moment, looking away.  Then she
went down in her stocking, and pulled out a five-dollar bill.

"Don't waste your money," she said.  "Here's a little extra.  You
may need it."

"Come here, you little thug!" said Ben.  Scowling, his quick hands
worked busily at the boy's stringy tie.  He jerked down his vest,
slipping a wadded ten-dollar bill into Eugene's pocket.  "Behave
yourself," he said, "or I'll beat you to death."

Max Isaacs whistled from the street.  He went out to join them.

There were six in Mrs. Bowden's party:  Max Isaacs, Malvin Bowden,
Eugene, two girls named Josie and Louise, and Mrs. Bowden.  Josie
was Mrs. Bowden's niece and lived with her.  She was a tall
beanpole of a girl with a prognathous mouth and stick-out grinning
teeth.  She was twenty.  The other girl, Louise, was a waitress.
She was small, plump, a warm brunette.  Mrs. Bowden was a little
sallow woman with ratty brown hair.  She had brown worn-out eyes.
She was a dressmaker.  Her husband, a carpenter, had died in the
Spring.  There was a little insurance money.  That was how she came
to take the trip.

Now, by night, he was riding once more into the South.  The day-
coach was hot, full of the weary smell of old red plush.  People
dozed painfully, distressed by the mournful tolling of the bell,
and the grinding halts.  A baby wailed thinly.  Its mother, a gaunt
wisp-haired mountaineer, turned the back of the seat ahead, and
bedded the child on a spread newspaper.  Its wizened face peeked
dirtily out of its swaddling discomfort of soiled jackets and pink
ribbon.  It wailed and slept.  At the front of the car, a young
hill-man, high-boned and red, clad in corduroys and leather
leggings, shelled peanuts steadily, throwing the shells into the
aisle.  People trod through them with a sharp masty crackle.  The
boys, bored, paraded restlessly to the car-end for water.  There
was a crushed litter of sanitary drinking-cups upon the floor, and
a stale odor from the toilets.

The two girls slept soundly on turned seats.  The small one
breathed warmly and sweetly through moist parted lips.

The weariness of the night wore in upon their jaded nerves, lay
upon their dry hot eyeballs.  They flattened noses against the
dirty windows, and watched the vast structure of the earth sweep
past--clumped woodlands, the bending sweep of the fields, the huge
flowing lift of the earth-waves, cyclic intersections bewildering--
the American earth--rude, immeasurable, formless, mighty.

His mind was bound in the sad lulling magic of the car wheels.
Clackety-clack.  Clackety-clack.  Clackety-clack.  Clackety-clack.
He thought of his life as something that had happened long ago.  He
had found, at last, his gateway to the lost world.  But did it lie
before or behind him?  Was he leaving or entering it?  Above the
rhythm of the wheels he thought of Eliza's laughter over ancient
things.  He saw a brief forgotten gesture, her white broad
forehead, a ghost of old grief in her eyes.  Ben, Gant--their
strange lost voices.  Their sad laughter.  They swam toward him
through green walls of fantasy.  They caught and twisted at his
heart.  The green ghost-glimmer of their faces coiled away.  Lost.

"Let's go for a smoke," said Max Isaacs.

They went back and stood wedged for stability on the closed
platform of the car.  They lighted cigarettes.

Light broke against the east, in a murky rim.  The far dark was
eaten cleanly away.  The horizon sky was barred with hard fierce
strips of light.  Still buried in night, they looked across at the
unimpinging sheet of day.  They looked under the lifted curtain at
brightness.  They were knifed sharply away from it.  Then, gently,
light melted across the land like dew.  The world was gray.

The east broke out in ragged flame.  In the car, the little
waitress breathed deeply, sighed, and opened her clear eyes.

Max Isaacs fumbled his cigarette awkwardly, looked at Eugene, and
grinned sheepishly with delight, craning his neck along his collar,
and making a nervous grimace of his white fuzz-haired face.  His
hair was thick, straight, the color of taffy.  He had blond
eyebrows.  There was much kindness in him.  They looked at each
other with clumsy tenderness.  They thought of the lost years at
Woodson Street.  They saw with decent wonder their awkward bulk of
puberty.  The proud gate of the years swung open for them.  They
felt a lonely glory.  They said farewell.

Charleston, fat weed that roots itself on Lethe wharf, lived in
another time.  The hours were days, the days weeks.

They arrived in the morning.  By noon, several weeks had passed,
and he longed for the day's ending.  They were quartered in a small
hotel on King Street--an old place above stores, with big rooms.
After lunch, they went out to see the town.  Max Isaacs and Malvin
Bowden turned at once toward the Navy Yard.  Mrs. Bowden went with
them.  Eugene was weary for sleep.  He promised to meet them later.

When they had gone, he pulled off his shoes and took off his coat
and shirt, and lay down to sleep in a big dark room, into which the
warm sun fell in shuttered bars.  Time droned like a sleepy October

At five o'clock, Louise, the little waitress, came to wake him.
She, too, had wanted to sleep.  She knocked gently at the door.
When he did not answer, she opened it quietly and came in, closing
it behind her.  She came to the side of the bed and looked at him
for a moment.

"Eugene!" she whispered.  "Eugene."

He murmured drowsily, and stirred.  The little waitress smiled and
sat down on the bed.  She bent over him and tickled him gently in
the ribs, chuckling to see him squirm.  Then she tickled the soles
of his feet.  He wakened slowly, yawning, rubbing sleep from his

"What is it?" he said.

"It's time to go out there," she said.

"Out where?"

"To the Navy Yard.  We promised to meet them."

"Oh, damn the Navy Yard!" he groaned.  "I'd rather sleep."

"So would I!" she agreed.  She yawned luxuriously, stretching her
plump arms above her head.  "I'm so sleepy.  I could stretch out
anywhere."  She looked meaningly at the bed.

He wakened at once, sensuously alert.  He lifted himself upon one
elbow: a hot torrent of blood swarmed through his cheeks.  His
pulses beat thickly.

"We're all alone up here," said Louise smiling.  "We've got the
whole floor to ourselves."

"Why don't you lie down and take a nap, if you're still sleepy?" he
asked.  "I'll wake you up," he added, with gentle chivalry.

"I've got such a little room.  It's hot and stuffy.  That's why I
got up," said Louise.  "What a nice big room you've got!"

"Yes," he said.  "It's a nice big bed, too."  They were silent a
waiting moment.

"Why don't you lie down here, Louise?" he said, in a low unsteady
voice.  "I'll get up," he added hastily, sitting up.  "I'll wake

"Oh, no," she said, "I wouldn't feel right."

They were again silent.  She looked admiringly at his thin young

"My!" she said.  "I bet you're strong."

He flexed his long stringy muscles manfully, and expanded his

"My!" she said.  "How old are you, 'Gene?"

He was just at his fifteenth year.

"I'm going on sixteen," he said.  "How old are you, Louise?"

"I'm eighteen," she said.  "I bet you're a regular heart-breaker,
'Gene.  How many girls have you got?"

"Oh--I don't know.  Not many," he said truthfully enough.  He
wanted to talk--he wanted to talk madly, seductively, wickedly.  He
would excite her by uttering, in grave respectful tones, honestly,
matter-of-factly, the most erotic suggestions.

"I guess you like the tall ones, don't you?" said Louise.  "A tall
fellow wouldn't want a little thing like me, would he?  Although,"
she said quickly, "you never know.  They say opposites attract each

"I don't like tall girls," said Eugene.  "They're too skinny.  I
like them about your size, when they've got a good build."

"Have I got a good build, 'Gene?" said Louise, holding her arms up
and smiling.

"Yes, you have a pretty build, Louise--a fine build," said Eugene
earnestly.  "The kind I like."

"I haven't got a pretty face.  I've got an ugly face," she said

"You haven't got an ugly face.  You have a pretty face," said
Eugene firmly.  "Anyway, the face doesn't matter much with me," he
added, subtly.

"What do you like best, 'Gene?" Louise asked.

He thought carefully and gravely.

"Why," he said, "a woman ought to have pretty legs.  Sometimes a
woman has an ugly face, but a pretty leg.  The prettiest legs I
ever saw were on a High Yellow."

"Were they prettier than mine?" said the waitress, with an easy

She crossed her legs slowly and displayed her silk-shod ankle.

"I don't know, Louise," he said, staring critically.  "I can't see

"Is that enough?" she said, pulling her tight skirt above her

"No," said Eugene.

"Is that?" she pulled her skirt back over her knees, and displayed
her plump thighs, gartered with a ruffled band of silk and red
rosettes.  She thrust her small feet out, coyly turning the toes

"Lord!" said Eugene, staring with keen interest at the garter.  "I
never saw any like that before.  That's pretty."  He gulped
noisily.  "Don't those things hurt you, Louise?"

"Uh-uh," she said, as if puzzled, "why?"

"I should think they'd cut into your skin," he said.  "I know mine
do if I wear them too tight.  See."

He pulled up his trousers' leg and showed his young gartered shank,
lightly spired with hair.

Louise looked, and felt the garter gravely with a plump hand.

"Mine don't hurt me," she said.  She snapped the elastic with a
ripe smack.  "See!"

"Let me see," he said.  He placed his trembling fingers lightly
upon her garter.

"Yes," he said unsteadily.  "I see."

Her round young weight lay heavy against him, her warm young face
turned blindly up to his own.  His brain reeled as if drunken, he
dropped his mouth awkwardly upon her parted lips.  She sank back
heavily on the pillows.  He planted dry and clumsy kisses upon her
mouth, her eyes, in little circles round her throat and face.  He
fumbled at the throat-hook of her waist, but his fingers shook so
violently that he could not unfasten it.  She lifted her smooth
hands with a comatose gesture, and unfastened it for him.

Then he lifted his beet-red face, and whispered tremulously, not
knowing well what he said:

"You're a nice girl, Louise.  A pretty girl."

She thrust her pink fingers slowly through his hair, drew back his
face into her breasts again, moaned softly as he kissed her, and
clutched his hair in an aching grip.  He put his arms around her
and drew her to him.  They devoured each other with young wet
kisses, insatiate, unhappy, trying to grow together in their
embrace, draw out the last distillation of desire in a single kiss.

He lay sprawled, scattered and witless with passion, unable to
collect and focus his heat.  He heard the wild tongueless cries of
desire, the inchoate ecstasy that knows no gateway of release.  But
he knew fear--not the social fear, but the fear of ignorance, of
discovery.  He feared his potency.  He spoke to her thickly,
wildly, not hearing himself speak.

"Do you want me to?  Do you want me to, Louise?"

She drew his face down, murmuring:

"You won't hurt me, 'Gene?  You wouldn't do anything to hurt me,
honey?  If anything happens--" she said drowsily.

He seized the straw of her suggestion.

"I won't be the first.  I won't be the one to begin you.  I've
never started a girl off," he babbled, aware vaguely that he was
voicing an approved doctrine of chivalry.  "See here, Louise!" he
shook her--she seemed drugged.  "You've got to tell me before--.  I
won't do THAT!  I may be a bad fellow, but nobody can say I ever
did that.  Do you hear!"  His voice rose shrilly; his face worked
wildly; he was hardly able to speak.

"I say, do you hear?  Am I the first one, or not?  You've got to
answer!  Did you ever--before?"

She looked at him lazily.  She smiled.

"No," she said.

"I may be mad, but I won't do that."  He had become inarticulate;
his voice went off into a speechless jargon.  Gasping, stammering,
with contorted and writhing face, he sought for speech.

She rose suddenly, and put her warm arms comfortingly around him.
Soothing and caressing him, she drew him down on her breast.  She
stroked his head, and talked quietly to him.

"I know you wouldn't, honey.  I know you wouldn't.  Don't talk.
Don't say anything.  Why, you're all excited, dear.  There.  Why,
you're shaking like a leaf.  You're high-strung, honey.  That's
what it is.  You're a bundle of nerves."

He wept soundlessly into her arm.

He became quieter.  She smiled, and kissed him softly.

"Put on your clothes," said Louise.  "We ought to get started if
we're going out there."

In his confusion he tried to draw on a pair of Mrs. Bowden's cast-
off pumps.  Louise laughed richly, and thrust her fingers through
his hair.

At the Navy Yard, they could not find the Bowdens nor Max Isaacs.
A young sailor took them over a destroyer.  Louise went up a railed
iron ladder with an emphatic rhythm of her shapely thighs.  She
showed her legs.  She stared impudently at a picture of a chorus
lady, cut from the Police Gazette.  The young sailor rolled his
eyes aloft with an expression of innocent debauchery.  Then he
winked heavily at Eugene.

The deck of the Oregon.

"What's that for?" said Louise, pointing to the outline in nails of
Admiral Dewey's foot.

"That's where he stood during the fight," said the sailor.

Louise put her small foot within the print of the greater one.  The
sailor winked at Eugene.  You may fire when you are ready, Gridley.

"She's a nice girl," said Eugene.

"Yeah," said Max Isaacs.  "She's a nice lady."  He craned his neck
awkwardly, and squinted.  "About how old is she?"

"She's eighteen," said Eugene.

Malvin Bowden stared at him.

"You're crazy!" said he.  "She's twenty-one."

"No," said Eugene, "she's eighteen.  She told me so."

"I don't care," said Malvin Bowden, "she's no such thing.  She's
twenty-one.  I reckon I ought to know.  My folks have known her for
five years.  She had a baby when she was eighteen."

"Aw!" said Max Isaacs.

"Yes," said Malvin Bowden, "a travelling man got her in trouble.
Then he ran away."

"Aw!" said Max Isaacs.  "Without marryin' her or anything?"

"He didn't do nothing for her.  He ran away," said Malvin Bowden.
"Her people are raising the kid now."

"Great Day!" said Max Isaacs slowly.  Then, sternly, he added, "A
man who'd do a thing like that ought to be shot."

"You're right!" said Malvin Bowden.

They loafed along the Battery, along the borders of ruined Camelot.

"Those are nice old places," said Max Isaacs.  "They've been good
houses in their day."

He looked greedily at wrought-iron gateways; the old lust of his
childhood for iron-scraps awoke.

"Those are old Southern mansions," said Eugene, reverently.

The bay was still: there was a green stench of warm standing water.

"They've let the place run down," said Malvin.  "It's no bigger now
than it was before the Civil War."

No, sir, and, by heaven, so long as one true Southern heart is left
alive to remember Appomattox, Reconstruction, and the Black
parliaments, we will defend with our dearest blood our menaced, but
sacred, traditions.

"They need some Northern capital," said Max Isaacs sagely.  They
all did.

An old woman, wearing a tiny bonnet, was led out on a high veranda
from one of the houses, by an attentive negress.  She seated
herself in a porch rocker and stared blindly into the sun.  Eugene
looked at her sympathetically.  She had probably not been informed
by her loyal children of the unsuccessful termination of the war.
United in their brave deception, they stinted themselves daily,
reining in on their proud stomachs in order that she might have all
the luxury to which she had been accustomed.  What did she eat?
The wing of a chicken, no doubt, and a glass of dry sherry.
Meanwhile, all the valuable heirlooms had been pawned or sold.
Fortunately, she was almost blind, and could not see the wastage of
their fortune.  It was very sad.  But did she not sometimes think
of that old time of the wine and the roses?  When knighthood was in

"Look at that old lady," whispered Malvin Bowden.

"You can TELL she's a lady," said Max Isaacs.  "I bet she's never
turned her hand over."

"An old family," said Eugene gently.  "The Southern aristocracy."

An old negro came by, fringed benevolently by white whiskers.  A
good old man--an ante-bellum darkey.  Dear Lord, their number was
few in these unhappy days.

Eugene thought of the beautiful institution of human slavery, which
his slaveless maternal ancestry had fought so valiantly to
preserve.  Bress de Lawd, Marse!  Ole Mose doan' wan' to be free
niggah.  How he goan' lib widout marse?  He doan' wan' stahve wid
free niggahs.  Har, har, har!

Philanthropy.  Pure philanthropy.  He brushed a tear from his een.

They were going across the harbor to the Isle of Palms.  As the
boat churned past the round brick cylinder of Fort Sumter, Malvin
Bowden said:

"They had the most men.  If things had been even, we'd have beaten

"They didn't beat us," said Max Isaacs.  "We wore ourselves out
beating them."

"We were defeated," said Eugene, quietly, "not beaten."

Max Isaacs stared at him dumbly.

"Aw!" he said.

They left the little boat, and ground away toward the beach in a
street-car.  The land had grown dry and yellow in the enervation of
the summer.  The foliage was coated with dust: they rattled past
cheap summer houses, baked and blistered, stogged drearily in the
sand.  They were small, flimsy, a multitudinous vermin--all with
their little wooden sign of lodging.  "The Ishkabibble," "Seaview,"
"Rest Haven," "Atlantic Inn,"--Eugene looked at them, reading with
weariness the bleached and jaded humor of their names.

"There are a lot of boarding-houses in the world," said he.

A hot wind of beginning autumn rustled dryly through the long
parched leaves of stunted palms.  Before them rose the huge rusted
spokes of a Ferris Wheel.  St. Louis.  They had reached the beach.

Malvin Bowden leaped joyously from the car.

"Last one in's a rotten egg!" he cried, and streaked for the

"Kings!  I've got kings, son," yelled Max Isaacs.  He held up his
crossed fingers.  The beach was bare: two or three concessions
stood idly open for business.  The sky curved over them, a
cloudless blue burnished bowl.  The sea offshore was glazed
emerald: the waves rode heavily in, thickening murkily as they
turned with sunlight and sediment to a beachy yellow.

They walked slowly down the beach toward the bathhouse.  The
tranquil, incessant thunder of the sea made in them a lonely music.
Seawards, their eyes probed through the seething glare.

"I'm going to join the navy, 'Gene," said Max Isaacs.  "Come on and
go with me."

"I'm not old enough," said Eugene.  "You're not, either."

"I'll be sixteen in November," said Max Isaacs defensively.

'That's not old enough."

"I'm going to lie to get in," said Max Isaacs.  "They won't bother
you.  You can get in.  Come on."

"No," said Eugene.  "I can't."

"Why not?" said Max Isaacs.  "What are you going to do?"

"I'm going to college," said Eugene.  "I'm going to get an
education and study law."

"You'll have lots of time," said Max Isaacs.  "You can go to
college when you come out.  They teach you a lot in the navy.  They
give you a good training.  You go everywhere."

"No," said Eugene.  "I can't."

But his pulse throbbed as he listened to the lonely thunder of the
sea.  He saw strange dusky faces, palm frondage, and heard the
little tinkling sounds of Asia.  He believed in harbors at the end.

Mrs. Bowden's niece and the waitress came out on the next car.
After his immersion he lay, trembling slightly under the gusty
wind, upon the beach.  A fine tang of salt was on his lips.  He
licked his clean young flesh.

Louise came from the bathhouse and walked slowly toward him.  She
came proudly, her warm curves moulded into her bathing-suit: her
legs were covered with stockings of green silk.

Far out, beyond the ropes, Max Isaacs lifted his white heavy arms,
and slid swiftly through a surging wall of green water.  His body
glimmered greenly for a moment; he stood erect wiping his eyes and
shaking water from his ears.

Eugene took the waitress by the hand and led her into the water.
She advanced slowly, with little twittering cries.  An undulant
surge rolled in deceptively, and rose suddenly to her chin,
drinking her breath.  She gasped and clung to him.  Initiated, they
bucked deliciously through a roaring wall of water, and, while her
eyes were still closed, he caught her to him with young salty

Presently they came out, and walked over the wet strip of beach
into the warm loose sand, bedding their dripping bodies gratefully
in its warmth.  The waitress shivered: he moulded sand over her
legs and hips, until she was half buried.  He kissed her, stilling
his trembling lips upon her mouth.

"I like you!  I like you a lot!" he said.

"What did they tell you about me?" she said.  "Did they talk about

"I don't care," he said.  "I don't care about that.  I like you."

"You won't remember me, honey, when you start going with the girls.
You'll forget about me.  Some day you'll see me, and you won't even
know me.  You won't recognize me.  You'll pass without speaking."

"No," he said.  "I'll never forget you, Louise.  So long as I

Their hearts were filled with the lonely thunder of the sea.  She
kissed him.  They were hill-born.

He returned in late September.

In October, Gant, with Ben and Helen, departed for Baltimore.  The
operation, too long deferred, was now inevitable.  His disease had
grown steadily worse.  He had gone through a period of incessant
pain.  He was enfeebled.  He was frightened.

Rising at night, he would rouse the sleeping house with his cries,
commanding terror with his old magnificence.

"I see it!  I see it!  The knife!  The knife! . . .  Do you see its
shadow? . . .  There!  There!  There!"

With Boothian gusto he recoiled, pointing to invulnerable nothings.

"Do you see him standing there in the shadows?  So you've come at
last to take the old man with you? . . .  There he stands--the Grim
Reaper--as I always knew he would.  Jesus, have mercy on my soul!"

Gant lay in a long cot in the Urological Institute at Johns
Hopkins.  Every day a cheerful little man came briskly in and
looked at his chart.  He talked happily and went away.  He was one
of the greatest surgeons in the country.

"Don't worry," said the nurse encouragingly, "the mortality's only
four per cent.  It used to be thirty.  He's reduced it."

Gant groaned, and slipped his big hand into his daughter's vital

"Don't worry, old boy!" she said, "you're going to be as good as
you ever were, after this."

She fed him with her life, her hope, her love.  He was almost
tranquil when they wheeled him in to his operation.

But the little gray-haired man looked, shook his head regretfully,
and trimmed deftly.

"All right!" he said, four minutes later, to his assistant.  "Close
the wound."

Gant was dying of cancer.

Gant sat in a wheeled chair upon the high fifth-floor veranda,
looking out through bright October air at the city spread far into
the haze before him.  He looked very clean, almost fragile.  A
faint grin of happiness and relief hovered about his thin mouth.
He smoked a long cigar, with fresh-awakened senses.

"There," he said pointing, "is where I spent part of my boyhood.
Old Jeff Streeter's hotel stood about there," he pointed.

"Dig down!" said Helen, grinning.

Gant thought of the years between, and the vexed pattern of fate.
His life seemed strange to him.

"We'll go to see all those places when you get out of here.
They're going to let you out of here, day after to-morrow.  Did you
know that?  Did you know you're almost well?" she cried with a big

"I'm going to be a well man after this," said Gant.  "I feel twenty
years younger!"

"Poor old papa!" she said.  "Poor old papa!"

Her eyes were wet.  She put her big hands on his face, and drew his
head against her.


My Shakespeare, rise!  He rose.  The bard rose throughout the
length and breadth of his brave new world.  He was not for an age,
but for all time.  Then, too, his tercentenary happened only once--
at the end of three hundred years.  It was observed piously
from Maryland to Oregon.  Eighty-one members of the House of
Representatives, when asked by literate journalists for their
favorite lines, replied instantly with a quotation from Polonius:
"This above all: to thine own self be true."  The Swan was played,
and pageanted, and essayed in every schoolhouse in the land.

Eugene tore the Chandos portrait from the pages of the Independent
and nailed it to the calcimined wall of the backroom.  Then, still
full of the great echoing paean of Ben Jonson's, he scrawled below
it in large trembling letters:  "My Shakespeare, rise!"  The large
plump face--"as damned silly a head as ever I looked at"--stared
baldly at him with goggle eyes, the goatee pointed ripe with
hayseed vanity.  But, lit by the presence, Eugene plunged back into
the essay littered across his table.

He was discovered.  In an unwise absence, he left the Bard upon the
wall.  When he returned, Ben and Helen had read his scrawl.
Thereafter, he was called poetically to table, to the telephone, to
go an errand.

"My Shakespeare, rise!"

With red resentful face, he rose.

"Will My Shakespeare pass the biscuit?" or, "Could I trouble My
Shakespeare for the butter?" said Ben, scowling at him.

"My Shakespeare!  My Shakespeare!  Do you want another piece of
pie?" said Helen.  Then, full of penitent laughter, she added:
"That's a shame!  We oughtn't to treat the poor kid like that."
Laughing, she plucked at her large straight chin, gazing out the
window, and laughing absently--penitently, laughing.

But--"his art was universal.  He saw life clearly and he saw it
whole.  He was an intellectual ocean whose waves touched every
shore of thought.  He was all things in one: lawyer, merchant,
soldier, doctor, statesman.  Men of science have been amazed by the
depth of his learning.  In The Merchant of Venice, he deals with
the most technical questions of law with the skill of an attorney.
In King Lear, he boldly prescribes sleep as a remedy for Lear's
insanity.  'Sleep that knits up the ravell'd sleave of care.'
Thus, he has foreseen the latest researches of modern science by
almost three centuries.  In his sympathetic and well-rounded sense
of characterization, he laughs with, not at, his characters."

Eugene won the medal--bronze or of some other material even more
enduring.  The Bard's profile murkily indented.  W. S.  1616-1916.
A long and useful life.

The machinery of the pageant was beautiful and simple.  Its author--
Dr. George B. Rockham, at one time, it was whispered, a trouper
with the Ben Greet players--had seen to that.  All the words had
been written by Dr. George B. Rockham, and all the words,
accordingly, had been written for Dr. George B. Rockham.  Dr.
George B. Rockham was the Voice of History.  The innocent children
of Altamont's schools were the mute illustrations of that voice.

Eugene was Prince Hal.  The day before the pageant his costume
arrived from Philadelphia.  At John Dorsey Leonard's direction he
put it on.  Then he came out sheepishly before John Dorsey on the
school veranda, fingering his tin sword and looking somewhat
doubtfully at his pink silk hose which came three quarters up his
skinny shanks, and left exposed, below his doublet, a six-inch
hiatus of raw thigh.

John Dorsey Leonard looked gravely.

"Here, boy," he said.  "Let me see!"

He pulled strongly at the top of the deficient hose, with no result
save to open up large runs in them.  Then John Dorsey Leonard began
to laugh.  He slid helplessly down upon the porch rail, and bent
over, palsied with silent laughter, from which a high whine, full
of spittle, presently emerged.

"O-oh my Lord!" he gasped.  "Egscuse me!" he panted, seeing the
boy's angry face.  "It's the funniest thing I ever--" at this
moment his voice died of paralysis.

"I'll fix you," said Miss Amy.  "I've got just the thing for you."

She gave him a full baggy clown's suit, of green linen.  It was a
relic of a Hallowe'en party; its wide folds were gartered about his

He turned a distressed, puzzled face toward Miss Amy.

"That's not right, is it?" he asked.  "He never wore anything like
this, did he?"

Miss Amy looked.  Her deep bosom heaved with full contralto

"Yes, that's right!  That's fine!" she yelled.  "He was like that,
anyway.  No one will ever notice, boy."  She collapsed heavily into
a wicker chair which widened with a protesting creak.

"Oh, Lord!" she groaned, wet-cheeked.  "I don't believe I ever

The pageant was performed on the embowered lawns of the Manor
House.  Dr. George B. Rockham stood in a green hollow--a natural
amphitheatre.  His audience sat on the turf of the encircling
banks.  As the phantom cavalcade of poetry and the drama wound down
to him, Dr. George B. Rockham disposed of each character neatly in
descriptive pentameter verse.  He was dressed in the fashion of the
Restoration--a period he coveted because it understood the charms
of muscular calves.  His heavy legs bulged knottily below a coy
fringe of drawer-ruffles.

Eugene stood waiting on the road above, behind an obscuring wall of
trees.  It was rich young May.  "Doc" Hines (Falstaff) waited
beside him.  His small tough face grinned apishly over garments
stuffed with yards of wadding.  Grinning, he smote himself upon his
swollen paunch: the blow left a dropsical depression.

He turned, with a comical squint, on Eugene:

"Hal," said he, "you're a hell of a looking prince."

"You're no beauty, Jack," said Eugene.

Behind him, Julius Arthur (Macbeth), drew his sword with a

"I challenge you, Hal," said he.

In the young shimmering light their tin swords clashed rapidly.
Twittered with young bird-laughter, on bank and saddle sprawled,
all of the Bard's personæ.  Julius Arthur thrust swiftly, was
warded, then, with loose grin, buried his brand suddenly in "Doc"
Hines' receiving paunch.  The company of the immortal shrieked

Miss Ida Nelson, the assistant director, rushed angrily among them.

"Sh!" she hissed loudly.  "Sh-h!"  She was very angry.  She had
spent the afternoon hissing loudly.

Swinging gently in her side-saddle, Rosalind, on horseback, a ripe
little beauty from the convent, smiled warmly at him.  Looking, he

Below them, on the road, the crowded press loosened slowly, broke
off in minute fragments, and disappeared into the hidden gulch of
Dr. George Rockham's receiving voice.  With fat hammy sonority he
welcomed them.

But he had not come to Shakespeare.  The pageant had opened with
the Voices of Past and Present--voices a trifle out of harmony with
the tenor of event--but necessary to the commercial success of the
enterprise.  These voices now moved voicelessly past--four
frightened sales-ladies from Schwartzberg's, clad decently in
cheese-cloth and sandals, who came by bearing the banner of their
concern.  Or, as the doctor's more eloquent iambics had it:

     "Fair Commerce, sister of the arts, thou, too,
      Shalt take thy lawful place upon our stage."

They came and passed:  Ginsberg's--"the glass of fashion and the
mould of form"; Bradley the Grocer--"when first Pomona held her
fruity horn"; The Buick Agency--"the chariots of Oxus and of Ind."

Came, passed--like pageantry of mist on an autumnal stream.

Behind them, serried ranks of cherubim, the marshalled legions of
Altamont's Sunday schools, each in white arrayed and clutching
grimly in tiny hands two thousand tiny flags of freedom, God's
small angels, and surely there for God knows what far-off event,
began to move into the hollow.  Their teachers nursed them gently
into action, with tapping feet and palms.

"One, two, THREE, four.  One, two, THREE, four.  Quickly,

A hidden orchestra, musical in the trees, greeted them, as they
approached, with holy strains: the Baptists, with the simple
doctrine of "It's the Old-time Religion"; the Methodists, with
"I'll Be Waiting at the River"; the Presbyterians, with "Rock of
Ages," the Episcopalians, with "Jesus, Lover of My Soul"; and
rising to lyrical climactic passion, the little Jews, with the
nobly marching music of "Onward, Christian Soldiers."

They passed without laughter.  There was a pause.

"Well, thank God for that!" said Ralph Rolls coarsely in a solemn
quiet.  The Bard's strewn host laughed, rustled noisily into line.

"Sh-h!  Sh-h!" hissed Miss Ida Nelson.

"What the hell does she think she is?" said Julius Arthur, "a steam

Eugene looked attentively at the shapely legs of the page, Viola.

"Wow!" said Ralph Rolls, with his accustomed audibility.  "Look
who's here!"

She looked on them all with a pert impartial smile.  But she never
told her love.

Miss Ida Nelson caught the doctor's stealthy sign.  Carefully, in
slow twos, she fed them down to him.

The Moor of Venice (Mr. George Graves), turned his broad back upon
their jibes, and lurched down with sullen-sheepish grin, unable to
conceal the massive embarrassment of his calves.

"Tell him who you are, Villa," said Doc Hines.  "You look like Jack

The town, in its first white shirting of Spring, sat on the turfy
banks, and looked down gravely upon the bosky little comedy of
errors; the encircling mountains, and the gods thereon, looked down
upon the slightly larger theatre of the town; and, figuratively,
from mountains that looked down on mountains, the last stronghold
of philosophy, the author of this chronicle looked down on

"Here we go, Hal," said Doc Hines, nudging Eugene.

"Give 'em hell, son," said Julius Arthur.  "You're dressed for the

"He looks it, you mean," said Ralph Rolls.  "Boy, you'll knock 'em
dead," he added with an indecent laugh.

They descended into the hollow, accompanied by a low but growing
titter of amazement from the audience.  Before them, the doctor had
just disposed of Desdemona, who parted with a graceful obeisance.
He was now engaged on Othello, who stood, bullish and shy, till his
ordeal should finish.  In a moment, he strode away, and the doctor
turned to Falstaff, reading the man by his padded belly, briskly,
with relief:

     "Now, Tragedy, begone, and to our dell
      Bring antic Jollity with cap and bells:
      Falstaff, thou prince of jesters, lewd old man
      Who surfeited a royal prince with mirth,
      And swayed a kingdom with his wanton quips--"

Embarrassed by the growing undertone of laughter, Doc Hines
squinted around with a tough grin, gave a comical hitch to his
padded figure, and whispered a hoarse aside to Eugene:  "Hear that,
Hal?  I'm hell on wheels, ain't I?"

Eugene saw him depart in a green blur, and presently became aware
that an unnatural silence had descended upon Doctor George B.
Rockham.  The Voice of History was, for the moment, mute.  Its long
jaw, in fact, had fallen ajar.

Dr. George B. Rockham looked wildly about him for succor.  He
rolled his eyes entreatingly upwards at Miss Ida Nelson.  She
turned her head away.

"Who are you?" he said hoarsely, holding a hairy hand carefully
beside his mouth.

"Prince Hal," said Eugene, likewise hoarsely and behind his hand.

Dr. George B. Rockham staggered a little.  Their speech had reached
the stalls.  But firmly, before the tethered chafing laughter, he

     "Friend to the weak and comrade of the wild,
      By folly sired to wisdom, dauntless Hal--"

Laughter, laughter unleashed and turbulent, laughter that rose
flood by flood upon itself, laughter wild, earth-shaking, thunder-
cuffing, drowned Dr. George B. Rockham and all he had to say.
Laughter!  Laughter!  Laughter!

Helen was married in the month of June--a month sacred, it is said,
to Hymen, but used so often for nuptials that the god's blessing is
probably not infallible.

She had returned to Altamont in May, from her last singing
engagement.  She had been in Atlanta for the week of opera, and had
come back by way of Henderson, where she had visited Daisy and Mrs.
Selborne.  There she had found her mate.

He was not a stranger to her.  She had known him years before in
Altamont, where he had lived for a short time as district agent for
the great and humane corporation that employed him--the Federal
Cash Register Company.  Since that time he had gone to various
parts of the country at his master's bidding, carrying with him his
great message of prosperity and thrift.  At the present time, he
lived with his sister and his aged mother, whose ponderous
infirmity of limb had not impaired her appetite, in a South
Carolina town.  He was devoted and generous to them both.  And the
Federal Cash Register Company, touched by his devotion to duty,
rewarded him with a good salary.  His name was Barton.  The Bartons
lived well.

Helen returned with the unexpectedness in which all returning Gants
delighted.  She came in on members of her family, one afternoon, in
the kitchen at Dixieland.

"Hello, everybody!" she said.

"Well, for G-g-god's sake," said Luke after a moment.  "Look who's

They embraced heartily,

"Why, what on earth!" cried Eliza, putting her iron down on the
board, and wavering on her feet, in an effort to walk in two
directions at once.  They kissed.

"I was just thinking to myself," said Eliza, more calmly, "that it
wouldn't surprise me a bit if you should come walking in.  I had a
premonition, I don't know what else you'd call it--"

"Oh, my God!" groaned the girl, good-humoredly, but with a shade of
annoyance.  "Don't start that Pentland spooky stuff!  It makes my
flesh crawl."

She exchanged a glance of burlesque entreaty with Luke.  Winking,
he turned suddenly, and with an idiotic laugh, tickled Eliza

"Get away!" she shrieked.

He chortled madly.

"I'll declare, boy!" she said fretfully.  "I believe you're crazy.
I'll vow I do!"

Helen laughed huskily.

"Well," said Eliza, "how'd you leave Daisy and the children?"

"They're all right, I suppose," said Helen wearily.  "Oh, my God!
Deliver me!" she laughed.  "You never saw such pests!  I spent
fifty dollars on them in toys and presents alone!  You'd never
think it from the thanks I get.  Daisy takes it all as her due!
Selfish!  Selfish!  Selfish!"

"For G-g-god's sake!" said Luke loyally.

She was one fine girl.

"I paid for everything I got at Daisy's, I can assure you!" she
said, sharply, challengingly.  "I spent no more time there than I
had to.  I was at Mrs. Selborne's nearly all the time.  I had
practically all my meals there."

Her need for independence had become greater; her hunger for
dependents acute.  Her denial of obligation to others was militant.
She gave more than she received.

"Well, I'm in for it," she said presently, trying to mask her
strong eagerness.

"In for what?" asked Luke.

"I've gone and done it at last," she said.

"Mercy!" shrieked Eliza.  "You're not married, are you?"

"Not yet," said Helen, "but I will be soon."

Then she told them about Mr. Hugh T. Barton, the cash register
salesman.  She spoke loyally and kindly of him, without great love.

"He's ten years older than I am," she said.

"Well," said Eliza thoughtfully, moulding her lips.  "They
sometimes make the best husbands."  After a moment, she asked:
"Has he got any property?"

"No," said Helen, "they live up all he makes.  They live in style,
I tell you.  There are two servants in that house all the time.
The old lady doesn't turn her hand over."

"Where are you going to live?" said Eliza sharply.  "With his

"Well, I should say not!  I should say not!" said Helen slowly and
emphatically.  "Good heavens, mama!" she continued irritably.  "I
want a home of my own.  Can't you realize that?  I've been doing
for others all my life.  Now I'm going to let them do for me.  I
want no in-laws about.  No, sir!" she said emphatically.

Luke bit his nails nervously.

"Well, he's g-g-getting a great g-g-girl," he said.  "I hope he has
sense enough to realize that."

Moved, she laughed bigly, ironically.

"I've got one booster, haven't I?" she said.  She looked at him
seriously with clear affectionate eyes.  "Well, thanks, Luke.
You're one of the lot that's always had the interests of the family
at heart."

Her big face was for a moment tranquil and eager.  A great calm lay
there: the radiant decent beauty of dawn and rainwater.  Her eyes
were as luminous and believing as a child's.  No evil dwelt in her.
She had learned nothing.

"Have you told your papa?" said Eliza, presently.

"No," she said, after a pause, "I haven't."

They thought of Gant in silence, with wonder.  Her going was a

"I have a right to my own life," said Helen angrily, as if some one
disputed that right, "as much as any one.  Good heavens, mama!  You
and papa have lived your lives--don't you know that?  Do you think
it's right that I should go on forever looking after him?  Do you?"
Her voice rose under the stress of hysteria.

"Why, no-o.  I never said--" Eliza began, flustered and

"You've spent your life f-f-finking of others and not of yourself,"
said Luke.  "That's the trouble.  They don't appreciate it."

"Well, I'm not going to any longer.  That's one thing sure!  No,
indeed!  I want a home and some children.  I'm going to have them!"
she said defiantly.  In a moment, she added tenderly:

"Poor old papa!  I wonder what he's going to say?"

He said very little.  The Gants, after initial surprise, moulded
new events very quickly into the texture of their lives.  Abysmal
change widened their souls out in a brooding unconsciousness.

Mr. Hugh Barton came up into the hills to visit his affianced kin.
He came, to their huge delight, lounging in the long racing chassis
of a dusty brown 1911 Buick roadster.  He came, in a gaseous coil,
to the roaring explosion of great engines.  He descended, a tall,
elegant figure, dyspeptic, lean almost to emaciation, very
foppishly laundered and tailored.  He looked the car over slowly,
critically, a long cigar clamped in the corner of his saturnine
mouth, drawing his gauntlets off deliberately.  Then, in the same
unhurried fashion, he removed from his head the ten-gallon gray
sombrero--the only astonishing feature of his otherwise undebatable
costume--and shook each long thin leg delicately for a moment to
straighten out the wrinkles.  But there were none.  Then,
deliberately, he came up the walk to Dixieland, where the Gants
were assembled.  As he came, unhurried, he took the cigar from his
mouth calmly and held it in the fingers of his lean, hairy,
violently palsied hand.  His thin black hair, fine spun, was fanned
lightly from its elegance by a wantoning breeze.  He espied his
betrothed and grinned, with dignity, sardonically, with big nuggets
of gold teeth.  They greeted and kissed.

"This is my mother, Hugh," said Helen.

Hugh Barton bent slowly, courteously, from his thin waist.  He
fastened on Eliza a keen penetrating stare that discomposed her.
His lips twisted again in an impressive sardonic smile.  Every one
felt he was going to say something very, very important.

"How do you do?" he asked, and took her hand.

Every one then felt that Hugh Barton had said something very, very

With equal slow gravity he greeted each one.  They were somewhat
awed by his lordliness.  Luke, however, burst out uncontrollably:

"You're g-g-getting a fine girl, Mr. B-b-barton."

Hugh Barton turned on him slowly and fixed him with his keen stare.

"I think so," he said gravely.  His voice was deep, deliberate,
with an impressive rasp.  He was selling himself.

In an awkward silence he turned, grinning amiably, on Eugene.

"Have a cigar?" he asked, taking three long powerful weeds from his
upper vest pocket, and holding them out in his clean twitching

"Thanks," said Eugene with a dissipated leer, "I'll smoke a Camel."

He took a package of cigarettes from his pocket.  Gravely, Hugh
Barton held a match for him.

"Why do you wear the big hat?" asked Eugene.

"Psychology," he said.  "It makes 'em talk."

"I tell you what!" said Eliza, beginning to laugh.  "That's pretty
smart, isn't it?"

"Sure!" said Luke.  "That's advertising!  It pays to advertise!"

"Yes," said Mr. Barton slowly, "you've got to get the other
fellow's psychology."

The phrase seemed to describe an action of modified assault and
restrained pillage.

They liked him very much.  They all went into the house.

Hugh Barton's mother was in her seventy-fourth year, but she had
the strength of a healthy woman of fifty, and the appetite of two
of forty.  She was a powerful old lady, six feet tall, with the big
bones of a man, and a heavy full-jawed face, sensuous and
complacent, and excellently equipped with a champing mill of strong
yellow horse-teeth.  It was cake and pudding to see her at work on
corn on the cob.  A slight paralysis had slowed her tongue and
thickened her speech a little, so that she spoke deliberately, with
a ponderous enunciation of each word.  This deformity, which she
carefully hid, added to, rather than subtracted from, the
pontifical weight of her opinions: she was an earnest Republican--
in memory of her departed mate--and she took a violent dislike to
any one who opposed her political judgment.  When thwarted or
annoyed in any way, the heavy benevolence of her face was dislodged
by a thunder-cloud of petulance, and her wide pouting underlip
rolled out like a window-shade.  But, as she barged slowly along,
one big hand gripping a heavy stick on which she leaned her massive
weight, she was an impressive dowager.

"She's a lady--a real lady," said Helen proudly.  "Any one can see
that!  She goes out with all the best people."

Hugh Barton's sister, Mrs. Genevieve Watson, was a sallow woman of
thirty-eight years, tall, wren-like and emaciated, like her
brother; dyspeptic, and very elegantly kept.  The divorced Watson
was conspicuous for his absence from all conversations: there was
once or twice a heavy flutter around his name, a funereal hush, and
a muttered suggestion of oriental debauchery.

"He was a beast," said Hugh Barton, "a low dog.  He treated sister
very badly."

Mrs. Barton wagged her great head with the slow but emphatic
approval she accorded all her son's opinions.

"O-o-h!" she said.  "He was a ter-rib-bul man."

He had, they inferred, been given to hellish practices.  He had
"gone after other women."

Sister Veve had a narrow discontented face, a metallic vivacity, an
effusive cordiality.  She was always very smartly dressed.  She had
somewhat vague connections in the real estate business; she spoke
grandly of obscure affairs; she was always on the verge of an
indefinite "Big Deal."

"I'm getting them lined up, brother," she would say with cheerful
confidence.  "Things are coming my way.  J. D. came in to-day and
said:  'Veve--you're the only woman in the world that can put this
thing across.  Go to it, little girl.  There's a fortune in it for
you.'"  And so on.

Her conversation, Eugene thought, was not unlike Brother Steve's.

But their affection and loyalty for one another was beautiful.  Its
unaccustomed faith, its abiding tranquillity, puzzled and disturbed
the Gants.  They were touched indefinably, a little annoyed,
because of it.

The Bartons came to Woodson Street two weeks before the wedding.
Within three days after their arrival, Helen and old lady Barton
were at odds.  It was inevitable.  The heat of the girl's first
affection for Barton's family wore off very quickly: her possessive
instinct asserted itself--she would halve no one's love, she would
share with no other a place in the heart.  She would own, she would
possess completely.  She would be generous, but she would be
mistress.  She would give.  It was the law of her nature.

She began immediately, by force of this essential stress, to make
out a case against the old woman.

Mrs. Barton, too, felt the extent of her loss.  She wanted to be
sure that Helen realized the extent of her acquisition of one of
the latter-day saints.

Rocking ponderously in the dark on Gant's veranda, the old woman
would say:

"You are get-ting a good boy, Hel-en."  She would wag her powerful
head from side to side, pugnaciously emphatic.  "Though I do say it
myself, you are get-ting one good boy, Hel-en.  A bet-ter boy than
Hugh does-ent live."

"Oh, I don't know!" said Helen, annoyed.  "I don't think it's such
a bad bargain for him either, you know.  I think pretty well of
myself, too."  And she would laugh, huskily, heartily, trying in
laughter to conceal her resentment, but visibly, to every eye but
Mrs. Barton's, angered.

A moment later, on some pretext, she would be back into the house,
where, with a face contorted by her rising hysteria, to Luke,
Eugene, or any sympathetic audience, she would burst out:

"You heard that, didn't you?  You heard that?  You see what I've
got to put up with, don't you?  Do you see?  Do you blame me for
not wanting that damned old woman around?  Do you?  You see how she
wants to run things, don't you?  Do you see how she rubs it into me
whenever she gets a chance?  She can't bear to give him up.  Of
course not!  He's her meal-ticket.  They've bled him white.  Why,
even now, if it came to a question of choosing between us--" her
face worked strongly.  She could not continue.  In a moment she
quieted herself, and said decisively:  "I suppose you know now why
we're going to live away from them.  You see, don't you?  Do you
blame me?"

"No'm," said Eugene, obedient after pumping.

"It's a d-d-damn shame!" said Luke loyally.

At this moment Mrs. Barton, kindly but authoritative, called from
the veranda:

"Hel-en!  Where are you, Hel-en?"

"O gotohell.  Gotohell!" said Helen, in a comic undertone.

"Yes?  What is it?" she called out sharply.

You see, don't you?

She was married at Dixieland, because she was having a big wedding.
She knew a great many people.

As her wedding-day approached, her suppressed hysteria mounted.
Her sense of decorum grew militant: she attacked Eliza bitterly for
keeping certain dubious people in the house.

"Mama, in heaven's name!  What do you mean by allowing such goings-
on right in the face of Hugh and his people?  What do you suppose
they think of it?  Have you no respect for my feelings?  Good
heavens, are you going to have the house full of chippies on the
night of my wedding?"  Her voice was high and cracked.  She almost

"Why, child!" said Eliza, with troubled face.  "What do you mean?
I've never noticed anything."

"Are you blind!  Every one's talking about it!  They're practically
living together!"  This last was a reference to a condition
existing between a dissipated and alcoholic young man and a darkly
handsome young woman, slightly tubercular.

To Eugene was assigned the task of digging this couple out of their
burrow.  He waited sternly outside the girl's room, watching the
shadow dance at the door crack.  At the end of the sixth hour, the
besieged surrendered--the man came out.  The boy--pallid, but proud
of his trust--told the house-defiler that he must go.  The young
man agreed with cheerful alcoholism.  He went at once.

Mrs. Pert was saved in the house-cleaning.

"After all," said Helen, "what do we know about her?  They can say
what they like about Fatty.  I like her."

Fems, flowers, potted plants, presents and guests arriving.  The
long nasal drone of the Presbyterian minister.  The packed crowd.
The triumphant booming of "The Wedding March."

A flashlight:  Hugh Barton and his bride limply astare--frightened;
Gant, Ben, Luke, and Eugene, widely, sheepishly agrin; Eliza, high-
sorrowful and sad; Mrs. Selborne and a smile of subtle mystery; the
pert flower-girls; Pearl Hines' happy laughter.

When it was over, Eliza and her daughter hung in each other's arms,

Eliza repeated over and over, from guest to guest:

     "A son is a son till he gets him a wife,
      But a daughter's a daughter all the days of her life."

She was comforted.

They escaped at length, wilted, from the thronging press of well-
wishing guests.  White-faced, scared witless, Mr. and Mrs. Hugh
Barton got into a closed car.  It was done!  They would spend the
night at the Battery Hill.  Ben had engaged the wedding-suite.  To-
morrow, a honeymoon to Niagara.

Before they went, the girl kissed Eugene with something of the old

"I'll see you in the Fall, honey.  Come over as soon as you're

For Hugh Barton was beginning life with his bride in a new place.
He was going to the capital of the State.  And it had already been
determined, chiefly by Gant, that Eugene was going to the State

But Hugh and Helen did not go honeymooning the next morning, as
they had planned.  During the night, as she lay at Dixieland, old
Mrs. Barton was taken with a violent, a retching sickness.  For
once, her massive digestive mechanism failed to meet the heavy
demands she had put upon it during the pre-nuptial banqueting.  She
came near death.

Hugh and Helen returned abruptly next morning to a scene of dismal
tinsellings and jaded lilies.  Helen hurled her vitality into the
sick woman's care; dominant, furious, all-mastering, she blew back
her life into her.  Within three days, Mrs. Barton was out of
danger; but her complete recovery was slow, ugly, and painful.  As
the days lengthened out wearily, the girl became more and more
bitter over her thwarted honeymoon.  Rushing out of the sick-room,
she would enter Eliza's kitchen with writhen face, unable to
control her anger:

"That damned old woman!  Sometimes I believe she did it on purpose.
My God, am I to get no happiness from life?  Will they never leave
me alone?  Urr-p!  Urr-p!"--Her rough bacchic smile played loosely
over her large unhappy face.  "Mama, in God's name where does it
all come from?" she said, grinning tearfully.  "I do nothing but
mop up after her.  Will you please tell me how long it's going to

Eliza laughed slyly, passing her finger under her broad nosewing.

"Why, child!" she said.  "What in the world!  I've never seen the
like!  She must have saved up for the last six months."

"Yes, sir!" said Helen, looking vaguely away, with a profane smile
playing across her mouth, "I'd just like to know where the hell it
all comes from.  I've had everything else," she said, with a rough
angry laugh, "I'm expecting one of her kidneys at any minute."

"Whew-w!" cried Eliza, shaken with laughter.

"Hel-en!  Oh Hel'en!"  Mrs. Barton's voice came feebly in to them.

"O gotohell!" said the girl, sotto-voce.  "Urr-p!  Urr-p!"  She
burst suddenly into tears:  "Is it going to be like this always!  I
sometimes believe the judgment of God is against us all.  Papa was

"Pshaw!" said Eliza, wetting her fingers, and threading a needle
before the light.  "I'd go on and pay no more attention to her.
There's nothing wrong with her.  It's all imagination!"  It was
Eliza's rooted conviction that most human ills, except her own,
were "all imagination."


"All right!  I'm coming!" the girl cried cheerfully, turning an
angry grin on Eliza as she went.  It was funny.  It was ugly.  It
was terrible.

It seemed, in fact, that papa was right, and that the chief
celestial Cloud-Pusher, the often hymned, whom our bitter moderns
have sometimes called "the ancient Jester"--had turned his frown
upon their fortunes.

It began to rain--rain incessant, spouting, torrential rain, fell
among the reeking hills, leaving grass and foliage drowned upon the
slopes, starting the liquid avalanche of earth upon a settlement,
glutting lean rocky mountain-streams to a foaming welter of yellow
flood.  It mined the yellow banks away with unheard droppings; it
caved in hillsides; it drank the steep banked earth away below the
rails, leaving them strung to their aerial ties across a gutted

There was a flood in Altamont.  It swept down in a converging width
from the hills, filling the little river, and foaming beyond its
banks in a wide waste Mississippi.  It looted the bottomlands of
the river; it floated iron and wooden bridges from their piers as
it might float a leaf; it brought ruin to the railway flats and all
who dwelt therein.

The town was cut off from every communication with the world.  At
the end of the third week, as the waters slid back into their
channels, Hugh Barton and his bride, crouched grimly in the great
pit of the Buick, rode out through flooded roads, crawled
desperately over ruined trestles, daring the irresistible wrath of
water to achieve their wilted anti-climactic honeymoon.

"He will go where I send him or not at all," Gant spoke his final
word, not loudly.

Thus, it was decided that Eugene must go to the State University.

Eugene did not want to go to the State University.

For two years he had romanced with Margaret Leonard about his
future education.  It was proposed that, in view of his youth, he
should attend Vanderbilt (or Virginia) for two years, go to Harvard
for two years more, and then, having arrived by easy stages at
Paradise, "top things off" with a year or two at Oxford.

"Then," said John Dorsey Leonard, who talked enchantingly on the
subject, between mouthfuls of clabber, "then, my sonny, a man may
begin to say he's really 'cultsherd.'  After that, of course," he
continued with a spacious carelessness, "he may travel for a year
or so."

But the Leonards were not yet ready to part with him.

"You're too young, boy," said Margaret Leonard.  "Can't you
persuade your father to wait another year?  You're only a child in
years, Eugene.  You have all the time in the world."  Her eyes
darkened as she talked.

Gant would not be persuaded.

"He's old enough," he said.  "When I was his age I had been earning
my living for years.  I'm getting old.  I won't be here much
longer.  I want him to begin to make a name for himself before I

He refused stubbornly to consider any postponement.  In his
youngest son he saw the last hope of his name's survival in
laurels--in the political laurels he so valued.  He wanted his son
to be a great and far-seeing statesman and a member of the
Republican or Democratic party.  His choice of a university was
therefore a measure of political expediency, founded upon the
judgment of his legal and political friends.

"He's ready to go," said Gant, "and he's going to the State
University, and nowhere else.  He'll be given as good an education
there as he can get anywhere.  Furthermore, he will make friends
there who will stand by him the rest of his life."  He turned upon
his son a glance of bitter reproach.  "There are very few boys who
have had your chance," said he, "and you ought to be grateful
instead of turning up your nose at it.  Mark my words, you'll live
to see the day when you'll thank me for sending you there.  Now,
I've given you my last word: you'll go where I send you or you'll
go nowhere at all."



Eugene was not quite sixteen years old when he was sent away to the
university.  He was, at the time, over six feet and three inches
tall, and weighed perhaps 130 pounds.  He had been sick very little
in his life, but his rapid growth had eaten sharply at his
strength: he was full of a wild energy of mind and body that
devoured him and left him exhausted.  He tired very quickly.

He was a child when he went away: he was a child who had looked
much on pain and evil, and remained a fantasist of the Ideal.
Walled up in his great city of visions, his tongue had learned to
mock, his lip to sneer, but the harsh rasp of the world had worn no
grooving in the secret life.  Again and again he had been bogged in
the gray slough of factuality.  His cruel eyes had missed the
meaning of no gesture, his packed and bitter heart had sweltered in
him like a hot ingot, but all his hard wisdom melted at the glow of
his imagination.  He was not a child when he reflected, but when he
dreamt, he was; and it was the child and dreamer that governed his
belief.  He belonged, perhaps, to an older and simpler race of men:
he belonged with the Mythmakers.  For him, the sun was a lordly
lamp to light him on his grand adventuring.  He believed in brave
heroic lives.  He believed in the fine flowers of tenderness and
gentleness he had little known.  He believed in beauty and in
order, and that he would wreak out their mighty forms upon the
distressful chaos of his life.  He believed in love, and in the
goodness and glory of women.  He believed in valiance, and he hoped
that, like Socrates, he would do nothing mean or common in the hour
of danger.  He exulted in his youth, and he believed that he could
never die.

Four years later, when he was graduated, he had passed his
adolescence, the kiss of love and death burned on his lips, and he
was still a child.

When it was at last plain that Gant's will was on this inflexible,
Margaret Leonard had said, quietly:

"Well, then, go your ways, boy.  Go your ways.  God bless you."

She looked a moment at his long thin figure and turned to John
Dorsey Leonard with wet eyes:

"Do you remember that shaver in knee-pants who came to us four
years ago?  Can you believe it?"

John Dorsey Leonard laughed quietly, with weary gentle relaxation.

"What do you know about it?" he said.

When Margaret turned to him again her voice, low and gentle, was
charged with the greatest passion he had ever heard in it.

"You are taking a part of our heart with you, boy.  Do you know

She took his trembling hand gently between her own lean fingers.
He lowered his head and closed his eyelids tightly.

"Eugene," she continued, "we could not love you more if you were
our own child.  We wanted to keep you with us for another year, but
since that cannot be, we are sending you out with our hopes pinned
to you.  Oh, boy, you are fine.  There is no atom in you that is
not fine.  A glory and a chrism of bright genius rest upon you.
God bless you: the world is yours."

The proud words of love and glory sank like music to his heart,
evoking their bright pictures of triumph, and piercing him with the
bitter shame of his concealed desires.  Love bade him enter, but
his soul drew back, guilty of lust and sin.

He tore his hand from her grasp, clinching, with the strangled cry
of an animal, his convulsive throat.

"I can't!" he choked.  "You mustn't think--"  He could not go on;
his life groped blindly to confessional.

Later, after he left her, her light kiss upon his cheek, the first
she had ever given him, burned like a ring of fire.

That summer he was closer to Ben than ever before.  They occupied
the same room at Woodson Street.  Luke had returned to the
Westinghouse plant at Pittsburgh after Helen's marriage.

Gant still occupied his sitting-room, but the rest of the house he
had rented to a sprightly gray-haired widow of forty.  She looked
after them beautifully, but she served Ben with an especial
tenderness.  At night, on the cool veranda, Eugene would find them
below the ripening clusters, hear the quiet note of his brother's
voice, his laugh, see the slow red arc of his cigarette in

The quiet one was more quiet and morose than he had ever been
before: he stalked through the house scowling ferociously.  All his
conversation with Eliza was short and bitterly scornful; with Gant
he spoke hardly at all.  They had never talked together.  Their
eyes never met--a great shame, the shame of father and son, that
mystery that goes down beyond motherhood, beyond life, that
mysterious shame that seals the lips of all men, and lives in their
hearts, had silenced them.

But to Eugene, Ben talked more freely than ever before.  As they
sat upon their beds at night, reading and smoking before they
slept, all of the pain and bitterness of Benjamin Gant's life burst
out in violent denunciation.  He began to speak with slow sullen
difficulty, halting over his words as he did when he read, but
speaking more rapidly as his quiet voice became more passionate.

"I suppose they've told you how poor they are?" he began, tossing
his cigarette away.

"Well," said Eugene, "I've got to go easy.  I mustn't waste my

"Ah-h!" said Ben, making an ugly face.  He laughed silently, with a
thin and bitter contortion of his lips.

"Papa said that a lot of boys pay their own way through college by
waiting on tables and so on.  Perhaps I can do something like

Ben turned over on his side until he faced his brother, propping
himself on his thin hairy forearm.

"Now listen, 'Gene," he said sternly, "don't be a damned little
fool, do you hear?  You take every damn cent you can get out of
them," he added savagely.

"Well, I appreciate what they're doing.  I'm getting a lot more
than the rest of you had.  They're doing a lot for me," said the

"For YOU, you little idiot!" said Ben, scowling at him in disgust.
"They're doing it all for themselves.  Don't let them get away with
that.  They think you'll make good and bring a lot of credit to
them some day.  They're rushing you into it two years too soon, as
it is.  No, you take everything you can get.  The rest of us never
had anything, but I want to see you get all that's coming to you.
My God!" he cried furiously.

"Their money's doing no one any good rotting in the damned bank, is
it?  No, 'Gene, get all you can.  When you get down there, if you
find you need more to hold your own with the other boys, make the
old man give it to you.  You've never had a chance to hold your
head up in your own home town, so make the most of your chances
when you get away."

He lighted a cigarette and smoked in bitter silence for a moment.

"To hell with it all!" he said.  "What in God's name are we living

Eugene's first year at the university was filled for him with
loneliness, pain, and failure.  Within three weeks of his
matriculation, he had been made the dupe of a half-dozen classic
jokes, his ignorance of all campus tradition had been exploited,
his gullibility was a byword.  He was the greenest of all green
Freshmen, past and present: he had listened attentively to a sermon
in chapel by a sophomore with false whiskers; he had prepared
studiously for an examination on the contents of the college
catalogue; and he had been guilty of the inexcusable blunder of
making a speech of acceptance on his election, with fifty others,
to the literary society.

And these buffooneries--a little cruel, but only with the cruelty
of vacant laughter, and a part of the schedule of rough humor in an
American college--salty, extravagant, and national--opened deep
wounds in him, which his companions hardly suspected.  He was
conspicuous at once not only because of his blunders, but also
because of his young wild child's face, and his great raw length of
body, with the bounding scissor legs.  The undergraduates passed
him in grinning clusters: he saluted them obediently, but with a
sick heart.  And the smug smiling faces of his own classmen, the
wiser Freshmen, complacently guiltless of his own mistakes, touched
him at moments with insane fury.

"Smile and smile and s-mile--damn you!" he cursed through his
grating teeth.  For the first time in his life he began to dislike
whatever fits too snugly in a measure.  He began to dislike and
envy the inconspicuous mould of general nature--the multitudinous
arms, legs, hands, feet, and figures that are comfortably shaped
for ready-made garments.  And the prettily regular, wherever he
found it, he hated--the vacantly handsome young men, with shining
hair, evenly parted in the middle, with sure strong middling limbs
meant to go gracefully on dancefloors.  He longed to see them
commit some awkward blunder--to trip and sprawl, to be flatulent,
to lose a strategic button in mixed company, to be unconscious of a
hanging shirt-tail while with a pretty girl.  But they made no

As he walked across the campus, he heard his name called mockingly
from a dozen of the impartial windows, he heard the hidden
laughter, and he ground his teeth.  And at night, he stiffened with
shame in his dark bed, ripping the sheet between his fingers as,
with the unbalanced vision, the swollen egotism of the introvert,
the picture of a crowded student-room, filled with the grinning
historians of his exploits, burned in his brain.  He strangled his
fierce cry with a taloned hand.  He wanted to blot out the shameful
moment, unweave the loom.  It seemed to him that his ruin was
final, that he had stamped the beginning of his university life
with folly that would never be forgotten, and that the best he
could do would be to seek out obscurity for the next four years.
He saw himself in his clown's trappings and thought of his former
vision of success and honor with a lacerating self-contempt.

There was no one to whom he could turn: he had no friends.  His
conception of university life was a romantic blur, evoked from his
reading and tempered with memories of Stover at Yale, Young Fred
Fearnot, and jolly youths with affectionate linked arms, bawling
out a cheer-song.  No one had given him even the rudimentary data
of the somewhat rudimentary life of an American university.  He had
not been warned of the general taboos.  Thus, he had come greenly
on his new life, unprepared, as he came ever thereafter on all new
life, save for his opium visions of himself a stranger in Arcadias.

He was alone.  He was desperately lonely.

But the university was a charming, an unforgettable place.  It was
situated in the little village of Pulpit Hill, in the central
midland of the big State.  Students came and departed by motor from
the dreary tobacco town of Exeter, twelve miles away: the
countryside was raw, powerful and ugly, a rolling land of field,
wood, and hollow; but the university itself was buried in a
pastoral wilderness, on a long tabling butte, which rose steeply
above the country.  One burst suddenly, at the hill-top, on the end
of the straggling village street, flanked by faculty houses, and
winding a mile in to the town centre and the university.  The
central campus sloped back and up over a broad area of rich turf,
groved with magnificent ancient trees.  A quadrangle of post-
Revolutionary buildings of weathered brick bounded the upper end:
other newer buildings, in the modern bad manner (the Pedagogic Neo-
Greeky), were scattered around beyond the central design: beyond,
there was a thickly forested wilderness.  There was still a good
flavor of the wilderness about the place--one felt its remoteness,
its isolated charm.  It seemed to Eugene like a provincial outpost
of great Rome: the wilderness crept up to it like a beast.

Its great poverty, its century-long struggle in the forest, had
given the university a sweetness and a beauty it was later to
forfeit.  It had the fine authority of provincialism--the
provincialism of an older South.  Nothing mattered but the State:
the State was a mighty empire, a rich kingdom--there was, beyond, a
remote and semi-barbaric world.

Few of the university's sons had been distinguished in the nation's
life--there had been an obscure President of the United States, and
a few Cabinet members, but few had sought such distinction: it was
glory enough to be a great man in one's State.  Nothing beyond
mattered very much.

In this pastoral setting a young man was enabled to loaf
comfortably and delightfully through four luxurious and indolent
years.  There was, God knows, seclusion enough for monastic
scholarship, but the rare romantic quality of the atmosphere, the
prodigal opulence of Springtime, thick with flowers and drenched in
a fragrant warmth of green shimmering light, quenched pretty
thoroughly any incipient rash of bookishness.  Instead, they loafed
and invited their souls or, with great energy and enthusiasm,
promoted the affairs of glee-clubs, athletic teams, class politics,
fraternities, debating societies, and dramatic clubs.  And they
talked--always they talked, under the trees, against the ivied
walls, assembled in their rooms, they talked--in limp sprawls--
incessant, charming, empty Southern talk; they talked with a large
easy fluency about God, the Devil, and philosophy, the girls,
politics, athletics, fraternities and the girls--My God! how they

"Observe," lisped Mr. Torrington, the old Rhodes Scholar (Pulpit
Hill and Merton, '14), "observe how skilfully he holds suspense
until the very end.  Observe with what consummate art he builds up
to his climax, keeping his meaning hidden until the very last
word."  Further, in fact.

At last, thought Eugene, I am getting an education.  This must be
good writing, because it seems so very dull.  When it hurts, the
dentist says, it does you good.  Democracy must be real, because it
is so very earnest.  It must be a certainty, because it is so
elegantly embalmed in this marble mausoleum of language.  Essays
For College Men--Woodrow Wilson, Lord Bryce and Dean Briggs.

But there was no word here of the loud raucous voice of America,
political conventions and the Big Brass Band, Tweed, Tammany, the
Big Stick, lynching bees and black barbecue parties, the Boston
Irish, and the damnable machinations of the Pope as exposed by the
Babylon Hollow Trumpet (Dem.), the rape of the Belgian virgins,
rum, oil, Wall Street and Mexico.

All that, Mr. Torrington would have said, was temporary and
accidental.  It was unsound.

Mr. Torrington smiled moistly at Eugene and urged him tenderly into
a chair drawn intimately to his desk.

"Mr.--?  Mr.--?--" he said, fumbling at his index cards.

"Gant," said Eugene.

"Ah, yes--Mr. Gant," he smiled his contrition.  "Now--about your
outside reading?" he began.

But what, thought Eugene, about my inside reading?

Did he like to read?  Ah--that was good.  He was so glad to hear
it.  The true university in these days, said Carlyle (he did hope
Eugene liked rugged old Thomas), was a collection of books.

"Yes, sir," said Eugene.

That, it seemed to him, was the Oxford Plan.  Oh, yes--he had been
there, three years, in fact.  His mild eye kindled.  To loaf along
the High on a warm Spring day, stopping to examine in the
bookseller's windows the treasures that might be had for so little.
Then to Buol's or to a friend's room for tea, or for a walk in the
meadows or Magdalen gardens, or to look down into the quad, at the
gay pageant of youth below.  Ah--Ah!  A great place?  Well--he'd
hardly say that.  It all depended what one meant by a great place.
Half the looseness in thought--unfortunately, he fancied, more
prevalent among American than among English youth--came from an
indefinite exuberance of ill-defined speech.

"Yes, sir," said Eugene.

A great place?  Well, he'd scarcely say that.  The expression was
typically American.  Butter-lipped, he turned on the boy a smile of
soft unfriendliness:

"It kills," he observed, "a man's useless enthusiasms."

Eugene whitened a little.

"That's fine," he said.

Now--let him see.  Did he like plays--the modern drama?  Excellent.
They were doing some very interesting things in the modern drama.
Barrie--oh, a charming fellow!  What was that?  Shaw!

"Yes, sir," said Eugene.  "I've read all the others.  There's a new
book out."

"Oh, but really!  My dear boy!" said Mr. Torrington with gentle
amazement.  He shrugged his shoulders and became politely
indifferent.  Very well, if he liked.  Of course, he thought it
rather a pity to waste one's time so when they were really doing
some first-rate things.  That was JUST the trouble, however.  The
appeal of a man like that was mainly to the unformed taste, the
uncritical judgment.  He had a flashy attraction for the immature.
Oh, yes!  Undoubtedly an amusing fellow.  Clever--yes, but hardly
significant.  And--didn't he think--a trifle noisy?  Or had he
noticed that?  Yes--there was to be sure an amusing Celtic strain,
not without charm, but unsound.  He was not in line with the best
modern thought.

"I'll take the Barrie," said Eugene.

Yes, he rather thought that would be better.

"Well, good day.  Mr.--Mr.--?--?" he smiled, fumbling again with
his cards.


Oh yes, to be sure,--Gant.  He held out his plump limp hand.  He
did hope Mr. Gant would call on him.  Perhaps he'd be able to
advise him on some of the little problems that, he knew, were
constantly cropping up during the first year.  Above all, he
mustn't get discouraged.

"Yes, sir," said Eugene, backing feverishly to the door.  When he
felt the open space behind him, he fell through it, and vanished.

Anyway, he thought grimly, I've read all the damned Barries.  I'll
write the damned report for him, and damned well read what I damn
well please.

God save our King and Queen!

He had courses besides in Chemistry, Mathematics, Greek, and Latin.

He worked hard and with interest at his Latin.  His instructor was
a tall shaven man, with a yellow saturnine face.  He parted his
scant hair cleverly in such a way as to suggest horns.  His lips
were always twisted in a satanic smile, his eyes gleamed sideward
with heavy malicious humor.  Eugene had great hopes of him.  When
the boy arrived, panting and breakfastless, a moment after the
class had settled to order, the satanic professor would greet him
with elaborate irony:  "Ah there, Brother Gant!  Just in time for
church again.  Have you slept well?"

The class roared its appreciation of these subtleties.  And
later, in an expectant pause, he would deepen his arched brows
portentously, stare up mockingly under his bushy eyebrows at his
expectant audience, and say, in a deep sardonic voice:

"And now, I am going to request Brother Gant to favor us with one
of his polished and scholarly translations."

These heavy jibes were hard to bear because, of all the class, two
dozen or more, Brother Gant was the only one to prepare his work
without the aid of a printed translation.  He worked hard on Livy
and Tacitus, going over the lesson several times until he had dug
out a smooth and competent reading of his own.  This he was stupid
enough to deliver in downright fashion, without hesitation, or a
skilfully affected doubt here and there.  For his pains and honesty
he was handsomely rewarded by the Amateur Diabolist.  The lean
smile would deepen as the boy read, the man would lift his eyes
significantly to the grinning class, and when it was over, he would

"Bravo, Brother Gant!  Excellent!  Splendid!  You are riding a good
pony--but a little too smoothly, my boy.  You ride a little too

The class sniggered heavily.

When he could stand it no longer, he sought the man out one day
after the class.

"See here, sir!  See here!" he began in a voice choking with fury
and exasperation.  "Sir--I assure you--" he thought of all the
grinning apes in the class, palming off profitably their stolen
translations, and he could not go on.

The Devil's Disciple was not a bad man; he was only, like most men
who pride themselves on their astuteness, a foolish one.

"Nonsense, Mr. Gant," said he kindly.  "You don't think you can
fool me on a translation, do you?  It's all right with me, you
know," he continued, grinning.  "If you'd rather ride a pony than
do your own work, I'll give you a passing grade--so long as you do
it well."

"But--" Eugene began explosively.

"But I think it's a pity, Mr. Gant," said the professor, gravely,
"that you're willing to slide along this way.  See here, my boy,
you're capable of doing first-rate work.  I can see that.  Why
don't you make an effort?  Why don't you buckle down and really
study, after this?"

Eugene stared at the man, with tears of anger in his eyes.  He
sputtered but could not speak.  But suddenly, as he looked down
into the knowing leer, the perfect and preposterous injustice of
the thing--like a caricature--overcame him: he burst into an
explosive laugh of rage and amusement which the teacher, no doubt,
accepted as confession.

"Well, what do you say?" he asked.  "Will you try?"

"All right!  Yes!" the boy yelled.  "I'll try it."

He bought at once a copy of the translation used by the class.
Thereafter, when he read, faltering prettily here and there over a
phrase, until his instructor should come to his aid, the satanic
professor listened gravely and attentively, nodding his head in
approval from time to time, and saying, with great satisfaction,
when he had finished:  "Good, Mr. Gant.  Very good.  That shows
what a little real work will do."

And privately, he would say:  "You see the difference, don't you?
I knew at once when you stopped using that pony.  Your translation
is not so smooth, but it's your own now.  You're doing good work,
my boy, and you're getting something out of it.  It's worth it,
isn't it?"

"Yes," said Eugene gratefully, "it certainly is--"

By far the most distinguished of his teachers this first year was
Mr. Edward Pettigrew ("Buck") Benson, the Greek professor.  Buck
Benson was a little man in the middle-forties, a bachelor, somewhat
dandified, but old-fashioned, in his dress.  He wore wing collars,
large plump cravats, and suede-topped shoes.  His hair was thick,
heavily grayed, beautifully kept.  His face was courteously
pugnacious, fierce, with large yellow bulging eyeballs, and several
bulldog pleatings around the mouth.  It was an altogether handsome

His voice was low, lazy, pleasant, with an indolent drawl, but
without changing its pace or its inflection he could flay a victim
with as cruel a tongue as ever wagged, and in the next moment wipe
out hostility, restore affection, heal all wounds by the same
agency.  His charm was enormous.  Among the students he was the
subject for comical speculation--in their myths, they made of him a
passionate and sophisticated lover, and his midget cycle-car, which
bounded like an overgrown toy around the campus, the scene of many
romantic seductions.

He was a good Grecian--an elegant indolent scholar.  Under his
instruction Eugene began to read Homer.  The boy knew little
grammar--he had learned little at Leonard's--but, since he had had
the bad judgment to begin Greek under some one other than Buck
Benson, Buck Benson thought he knew even less than he did.  He
studied desperately, but the bitter dyspeptic gaze of the elegant
little man frightened him into halting, timorous, clumsy
performances.  And as he proceeded, with thumping heart and
tremulous voice, Buck Benson's manner would become more and more
weary, until finally, dropping his book, he would drawl:

"Mister Gant, you make me so damned mad I could throw you out the

But, on the examination, he gave an excellent performance, and
translated from sight beautifully.  He was saved.  Buck Benson
commended his paper publicly with lazy astonishment, and gave him a
fair grade.  Thereafter, they slipped quickly into an easier
relation: by Spring, he was reading Euripides with some confidence.

But that which remained most vividly, later, in the drowning years
which cover away so much of beauty, was the vast sea-surge of Homer
which beat in his brain, his blood, his pulses, as did the sea-
sound in Gant's parlor shells, when first he heard it to the slowly
pacing feet and the hexametrical drawl of Buck Benson, the lost
last weary son of Hellas.

Dwaney de clangay genett, argereoyo beeoyo--above the whistle's
shriek, the harsh scream of the wheel, the riveter's tattoo, the
vast long music endures, and ever shall.  What dissonance can
quench it?  What jangling violence can disturb or conquer it--
entombed in our flesh when we were young, remembered like "the
apple tree, the singing, and the gold"?


Before his first year was ended, the boy had changed his lodging
four or five times.  He finished the year living alone in a big
bare carpetless room--an existence rare at Pulpit Hill, where the
students, with very few exceptions, lived two or three to a room.
In that room began a physical isolation, hard enough to bear at
first, which later became indispensable to him, mind and body.

He had come to Pulpit Hill with Hugh Barton, who met him at Exeter
and drove him over in the big roadster.  After his registration, he
had secured lodging quickly at the house of an Altamont widow whose
son was a student.  Hugh Barton looked relieved and departed,
hoping to reach home and his bride by nightfall.

With fine enthusiasm, but poor judgment, Eugene paid the widow two
months in advance.  Her name was Bradley: she was a flabby petulant
woman with a white face and heart-disease.  But her food was
excellent.  Mrs. Bradley's student son answered to his initial
letters--"G. T."  G. T. Bradley, a member of the sophomore class,
was a surly scowling youth of nineteen--a mixture, in equal parts,
of servility and insolence.  His chief, but thwarted, ambition was
to be elected to membership in a fraternity.  Having failed to win
recognition by the exercise of his natural talents, he was driven
by an extraordinary obsession that fame and glory would come to him
if he were known as the slave-driver of a number of Freshmen.

But these tactics, tried on Eugene, produced at once defiance and
resentment.  Their hostility was bitter: G. T. set himself to
thwart and ruin the beginnings of the boy's university life.  He
trapped him into public blunders, and solicited audiences to
witness his humiliation; he wheedled his confidence and betrayed
it.  But there is a final mockery, an ultimate treachery that
betrays us into shame; our capacity for villainy, like all our
other capacities, is so small.  The day came when Eugene was free
from bondage.  He was free to leave the widow's house of sorrow.
G. T. approached him, scowling, diffidently.

"I hear you're leaving us, 'Gene," he said.

"Yes," said Eugene.

"Is it because of the way I've acted?"

"Yes," said Eugene.

"You take things too seriously, 'Gene," he said.

"Yes," said Eugene.

"I don't want you to go having hard feelings, 'Gene.  Let's shake
hands and be friends."

He thrust his hand out stiffly.  Eugene looked at the hard weak
face, the furtive, unhappy eyes casting about for something they
might call their own.  The thick black hair was plastered stiff
with grease; he saw white points of dandruff at the roots.  There
was an odor of talcum powder.  He had been borne and nourished in
the body of his white-faced mother--for what?  To lap the scornful
stroking fingers of position; to fawn miserably before an emblem.
Eugene had a moment of nausea.

"Let's shake hands, 'Gene," said the boy once more, waggling his
out-thrust fingers.

"No," said Eugene.

"You don't hate me, do you?" whined G. T.

"No," said Eugene.

He had a moment of pity, of sickness.  He forgave because it was
necessary to forget.

Eugene lived in a small world, but its ruins for him were actual.
His misfortunes were trifling, but their effect upon his spirit was
deep and calamitous.  He withdrew deeply and scornfully into his
cell.  He was friendless, whipped with scorn and pride.  He set his
face blindly against all the common united life around him.

It was during this bitter and desperate autumn that Eugene first
met Jim Trivett.

Jim Trivett, the son of a rich tobacco farmer in the eastern part
of the State, was a good tempered young tough of twenty years.  He
was a strong, rather foul-looking boy, with a coarse protruding
mouth, full-meated and slightly ajar, constantly rayed with a faint
loose smile and blotted at the comer with a brown smear of tobacco
juice.  He had bad teeth.  His hair was light-brown, dry, and
unruly: it stuck out in large untidy mats.  He was dressed in the
last cheap extreme of the dreadful fashion of the time: skin-tight
trousers that ended an inch above his oxford shoes exposing an inch
of clocked hose, a bobtailed coat belted in across his kidneys,
large striped collars of silk.  Under his coat he wore a big
sweater with high-school numerals.

Jim Trivett lived with several other students from his community in
a lodging-house near Mrs. Bradley's but closer to the west gate of
the university.  There were four young men banded together for
security and companionship in two untidy rooms heated to a baking
dryness by small cast-iron stoves.  They made constant preparations
for study, but they never studied: one would enter sternly,
announcing that he had "a hell of a day tomorrow," and begin the
most minute preparations for a long contest with his books: he
would sharpen his pencils carefully and deliberately, adjust his
lamp, replenish the red-hot stove, move his chair, put on an eye-
shade, clean his pipe, stuff it carefully with tobacco, light,
relight, and empty it, then, with an expression of profound relief,
hear a rapping on his door.

"Come in the house, Goddamn it!" he would roar hospitably.

"Hello, 'Gene!  Pull up a chair, son, and sit down," said Tom
Grant.  He was a thickly built boy, gaudily dressed; he had a low
forehead, black hair, and a kind, stupid, indolent temper.

"Have you been working?"

"Hell, yes!" shouted Jim Trivett.  "I've been working like a son-

"God!" said Tom Grant, turning slowly to look at him.  "Boy, you're
going to choke to death on one of those some day."  He shook his
head slowly and sadly, then continued with a rough laugh:  "If old
man Trivett knew what you were doing with his money, damn if he
wouldn't bust a gut."

"Gene!" said Jim Trivett, "what the hell do you know about this
damned English, anyway?"

"What he doesn't know about it," said Tom Grant, "you could write
out on the back of a postage stamp.  Old man Sanford thinks you're
hell, 'Gene."

"I thought you had Torrington," said Jim Trivett.

"No," said Eugene, "I wasn't English enough.  Young and crude.  I
changed, thank God!  What is it you want, Jim?" he asked.

"I've got a long paper to write.  I don't know what to write
about," said Jim Trivett.

"What do you want me to do?  Write it for you?"

"Yes," said Jim Trivett.

"Write your own damn paper," said Eugene with mimic toughness, "I
won't do it for you.  I'll help you if I can."

"When are you going to let Hard Boy take you to Exeter?" said Tom
Grant, winking at Jim Trivett.

Eugene flushed, making a defensive answer.

"I'm ready to go any time he is," he said uneasily.

"Look here, Legs!" said Jim Trivett, grinning loosely.  "Do you
really want to go with me or are you just bluffing?"

"I'll go with you!  I've told you I'd go with you!" Eugene said
angrily.  He trembled a little.

Tom Grant grinned slyly at Jim Trivett.

"It'll make a man of you, 'Gene," he said.  "Boy, it'll sure put
hair on your chest."  He laughed, not loudly, but uncontrollably,
shaking his head as at some secret thought.

Jim Trivett's loose smile widened.  He spat into the wood-box.

"Gawd!" he said.  "They'll think Spring is here when they see old
Legs.  They'll need a stepladder to git at him."

Tom Grant was shaken with hard fat laughter.

"They sure God will!" he said.

"Well, what about it, 'Gene?" Jim Trivett demanded suddenly.  "Is
it a go?  Saturday?"

"Suits me!" said Eugene.

When he had gone, they grinned thirstily at each other for a
moment, the pleased corrupters of chastity.

"Pshaw!" said Tom Grant.  "You oughtn't to do that, Hard Boy.
You're leading the boy astray."

"It's not going to hurt him," said Jim Trivett.  "It'll be good for

He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, grinning.

"Wait a minute!" whispered Jim Trivett.  "I think this is the

They had turned away from the centre of the dreary tobacco town.
For a quarter of an hour they had walked briskly through drab
autumnal streets, descending finally a long rutted hill that led
them, past a thinning squalor of cheap houses, almost to the
outskirts.  It was three weeks before Christmas: the foggy air was
full of chill menace.  There was a brooding quietness, broken by
far small sounds.  They turned into a sordid little road, unpaved,
littered on both sides with negro shacks and the dwellings of poor
whites.  It was a world of rickets.  The road was unlighted.  Their
feet stirred dryly through fallen leaves.

They paused before a two-storey frame house.  A lamp burned dimly
behind lowered yellow shades, casting a murky pollen out upon the
smoky air.

"Wait a minute," said Jim Trivett, in a low voice, "I'll find out."

They heard scuffling steps through the leaves.  In a moment a negro
man prowled up.

"Hello, John," said Jim Trivett, almost inaudibly.

"Evenin', boss!" the negro answered wearily, but in the same tone.

"We're looking for Lily Jones' house," said Jim Trivett.  "Is this

"Yes, suh," said the negro, "dis is it."

Eugene leaned against a tree, listening to their quiet conspiratorial
talk.  The night, vast and listening, gathered about him its evil
attentive consciousness.  His lips were cold and trembled.  He
thrust a cigarette between them and, shivering, turned up the thick
collar of his overcoat.

"Does Miss Lily know you're comin'?" the negro asked.

"No," said Jim Trivett.  "Do you know her?"

"Yes, suh," said the negro.  "I'll go up dar wid yo'."

Eugene waited in the shadow of the tree while the two men went up
to the house.  They avoided the front veranda, and went around to
the side.  The negro rapped gently at a latticed door.  There were
always latticed doors.  Why?

He waited, saying farewell to himself.  He stood over his life, he
felt, with lifted assassin blade.  He was mired to his neck,
inextricably, in complication.  There was no escape.

There had been a faint closed noise from the house: voices and
laughter, and the cracked hoarse tone of an old phonograph.  The
sound stopped quickly as the negro rapped: the shabby house seemed
to listen.  In a moment, a hinge creaked stealthily: he caught the
low startled blur of a woman's voice.  Who is it?  Who?

In another moment Jim Trivett returned to him, and said quietly:

"It's all right, 'Gene.  Come on."

He slipped a coin into the negro's hand, thanking him.  Eugene
looked for a moment into the black broad friendliness of the man's
face.  He had a flash of warmth through his cold limbs.  The black
bawd had done his work eagerly and kindly: over their bought
unlovely loves lay the warm shadow of his affection.

They ascended the path quietly and, mounting two or three steps,
went in under the latticed door.  A woman stood beside it, holding
it open.  When they had entered, she closed it securely.  Then they
crossed the little porch and entered the house.

They found themselves in a little hall which cleft the width of the
house.  A smoky lamp, wicked low, cast its dim circle into the
dark.  An uncarpeted stair mounted to the second floor.  There were
two doors both to left and right, and an accordion hat-rack, on
which hung a man's battered felt hat.

Jim Trivett embraced the woman immediately, grinning, and fumbling
in her breast.

"Hello, Lily," he said.

"Gawd!"  She smiled crudely, and continued to peer at Eugene,
curious at what the maw of night had thrown in to her.  Then,
turning to Jim Trivett with a coarse laugh, she said:

"Lord a' mercy!  Any woman that gits him will have to cut off some
of them legs."

"I'd like to see him with Thelma," said Jim Trivett, grinning.

Lily Jones laughed hoarsely.  The door to the right opened and
Thelma, a small woman, slightly built, came out, followed by high
empty yokel laughter.  Jim Trivett embraced her affectionately.

"My Gawd!" said Thelma, in a tinny voice.  "What've we got here?"
She thrust out her sharp wrenny face, and studied Eugene

"I brought you a new beau, Thelma," said Jim Trivett.

"Ain't he the lankiest feller you ever seen?" said Lily Jones
impersonally.  "How tall are you, son?" she added, addressing him
in a kind drawl.

He winced a little.

"I don't know," he said.  "I think about six three."

"He's more than that!" said Thelma positively.  "He's seven foot
tall or I'm a liar."

"He hasn't measured since last week," said Jim Trivett.  "He can't
be sure about it."

"He's young, too," said Lily, staring at him intently.  "How old
are you, son?"

Eugene turned his pallid face away, indefinitely.

"Why," he croaked, "I'm about--"

"He's going on eighteen," said Jim Trivett loyally.  "Don't you
worry about him.  Old Legs knows all the ropes, all right.  He's a
bearcat.  I wouldn't kid you.  He's been there."

"He don't look that old," said Lily doubtfully.  "I wouldn't call
him more'n fifteen, to look at his face.  Ain't he got a little
face, though?" she demanded in a slow puzzled voice.

"It's the only one I've got," said Eugene angrily.  "Sorry I can't
change it for a larger one."

"It looks so funny stickin' way up there above you," she went on

Thelma nudged her sharply.

"That's because he's got a big frame," she said.  "Legs is all
right.  When he begins to fill out an' put some meat on them bones
he's goin' to make a big man.  You'll be a heartbreaker sure,
Legs," she said harshly, taking his cold hand and squeezing it.  In
him the ghost, his stranger, turned grievously away.  O God!  I
shall remember, he thought.

"Well," said Jim Trivett, "let's git goin'."  He embraced Thelma
again.  They fumbled amorously.

"You go on upstairs, son," said Lily.  "I'll be up in a minute.
The door's open."

"See you later, 'Gene," said Jim Trivett.  "Stay with them, son."

He hugged the boy roughly with one arm, and went into the room to
the left with Thelma.

Eugene mounted the creaking stairs slowly and entered the room with
the open door.  A hot mass of coals glowed flamelessly in the
hearth.  He took off his hat and overcoat and threw them across a
wooden bed.  Then he sat down tensely in a rocker and leaned
forward, holding his trembling fingers to the heat.  There was no
light save that of the coals; but, by their dim steady glow, he
could make out the old and ugly wall-paper, stained with long
streaks of water rust, and scaling, in dry tattered scrolls, here
and there.  He sat quietly, bent forward, but he shook violently,
as with an ague, from time to time.  Why am I here?  This is not I,
he thought.

Presently he heard the woman's slow heavy tread upon the stairs:
she entered in a swimming tide of light, bearing a lamp before her.
She put the lamp down on a table and turned the wick.  He could see
her now more plainly.  Lily was a middle-aged country woman, with a
broad heavy figure, unhealthily soft.  Her smooth peasant face was
mapped with fine little traceries of wrinkles at the corners of
mouth and eyes, as if she had worked much in the sun.  She had
black hair, coarse and abundant.  She was whitely plastered with
talcum powder.  She was dressed shapelessly in a fresh loose dress
of gingham, unbelted.  She was dressed like a housewife, but she
conceded to her profession stockings of red silk, and slippers of
red felt, trimmed with fur, in which she walked with a flat-footed

The woman fastened the door, and returned to the hearth where the
boy was now standing.  He embraced her with feverish desire,
fondling her with his long nervous hands.  Indecisively, he sat in
the rocker and drew her down clumsily on his knee.  She yielded her
kisses with the coy and frigid modesty of the provincial harlot,
turning her mouth away.  She shivered as his cold hands touched

"You're cold as ice, son," she said.  "What's the matter?"

She chafed him with rough embarrassed professionalism.  In a moment
she rose impatiently.

"Let's git started," she said.  "Where's my money?"

He thrust two crumpled bills into her hand.

Then he lay down beside her.  He trembled, unnerved and impotent.
Passion was extinct in him.

The massed coals caved in the hearth.  The lost bright wonder died.

When he went down stairs, he found Jim Trivett waiting in the hall,
holding Thelma by the hand.  Lily led them out quietly, after
peering through the lattice into the fog, and listening for a

"Be quiet," she whispered, "there's a man across the street.
They've been watching us lately."

"Come again, Slats," Thelma murmured, pressing his hand.

They went out softly, treading gently until they reached the road.
The fog had thickened: the air was saturated with fine stinging

At the corner, in the glare of the street-lamp, Jim Trivett
released his breath with loud relief, and stepped forward boldly.

"Damn!" he said.  "I thought you were never coming.  What were you
trying to do with the woman, Legs?"  Then, noting the boy's face,
he added quickly, with warm concern:  "What's the matter, 'Gene?
Don't you feel good?"

"Wait a minute!" said Eugene thickly.  "Be all right!"

He went to the curb, and vomited into the gutter.  Then he
straightened, mopping his mouth with a handkerchief.

"How do you feel?" asked Jim Trivett.  "Better?"

"Yes," said Eugene, "I'm all right now."

"Why didn't you tell me you were sick?" said Jim Trivett chidingly.

"It came on all of a sudden," said Eugene.  He added presently:  "I
think it was something I ate at that damn Greek's to-night."

"I felt all right," said Jim Trivett.  "A cup of coffee will fix
you up," he added with cheerful conviction.

They mounted the hill slowly.  The light from winking cornerlamps
fell with a livid stare across the fronts of the squalid houses.

"Jim," said Eugene, after a moment's pause.

"Yes.  What is it?"

"Don't say anything about my getting sick," he said awkwardly.

Surprised, Jim Trivett stared at him.

"Why not?  There's nothing in that," he said.  "Pshaw, boy, any
one's likely to get sick."

"Yes, I know.  But I'd rather you wouldn't."

"Oh, all right.  I won't.  Why should I?" said Jim Trivett.

Eugene was haunted by his own lost ghost: he knew it to be
irrecoverable.  For three days he avoided every one: the brand of
his sin, he felt, was on him.  He was published by every gesture,
by every word.  His manner grew more defiant, his greeting to life
more unfriendly.  He clung more closely to Jim Trivett, drawing a
sad pleasure from his coarse loyal praise.  His unappeased desire
began to burn anew: it conquered his bodily disgust and made new
pictures.  At the end of the week he went again, alone, to Exeter,
No more of him, he felt, could be lost.  This time he sought out

When he went home for Christmas, his loins were black with vermin.
The great body of the State lay like a barren giant below the
leaden reek of the skies.  The train roared on across the vast lift
of the Piedmont: at night, as he lay in his berth, in a diseased
coma, it crawled up into the great fortress of the hills.  Dimly,
he saw their wintry bulk, with its bleak foresting.  Below a
trestle, silent as a dream, a white rope of water coiled between
its frozen banks.  His sick heart lifted in the haunting eternity
of the hills.  He was hillborn.  But at dawn, as he came from the
cars with the band of returning students, his depression revived.
The huddle of cheap buildings at the station seemed meaner and
meaner than ever before.  The hills, above the station flats, with
their cheap propped houses, had the unnatural closeness of a
vision.  The silent Square seemed to have rushed together during
his absence, and as he left the car and descended the street to
Dixieland, it was as if he devoured toy-town distances with a
giant's stride.

The Christmas was gray and chill.  Helen was not there to give it
warmth.  Gant and Eliza felt the depression of her absence.  Ben
came and went like a ghost.  Luke was not coming home.  And he
himself was sick with shame and loss.

He did not know where to turn.  He paced his chill room at night,
muttering, until Eliza's troubled face appeared above her wrapper.
His father was gentler, older than he had ever seen him; his pain
had returned on him.  He was absent and sorrowful.  He talked
perfunctorily with his son about college.  Speech choked in
Eugene's throat.  He stammered a few answers and fled from the
house and the vacant fear in Gant's eyes.  He walked prodigiously,
day and night, in an effort to command his own fear.  He believed
himself to be rotting with a leprosy.  And there was nothing to do
but rot.  There was no cure.  For such had been the instruction of
the moralists of his youth.

He walked with aimless desperation, unable to quiet for a moment
his restless limbs.  He went up on the eastern hills that rose
behind Niggertown.  A winter's sun labored through the mist.  Low
on the meadows, and high on the hills, the sunlight lay on the
earth like milk.

He stood looking.  A shaft of hope cut through the blackness of his
spirit.  I will go to my brother, he thought.

He found Ben still in bed at Woodson Street, smoking.  He closed
the door, then spun wildly about as if caged.

"In God's name!" Ben cried angrily.  "Have you gone crazy?  What's
wrong with you?"

"I'm--I'm sick!" he gasped.

"What's the matter?  Where've you been?" asked Ben sharply.  He sat
up in bed.

"I've been with a woman," said Eugene.

"Sit down, 'Gene," said Ben quietly, after a moment.  "Don't be a
little idiot.  You're not going to die, you know.  When did this

The boy blurted out his confession.

Ben got up and put on his clothes.

"Come on," said he, "we'll go to see McGuire."

As they walked townward, he tried to talk, explaining himself in
babbling incoherent spurts.

"It was like this," he began, "if I had known, but at that time I
didn't--of course I know it was my own fault for--"

"Oh, for God's sake!" said Ben impatiently.  "Dry up!  I don't want
to hear about it.  I'm not your damned Guardian Angel."

The news was comforting.  So many people, after our fall from
grace, are.

They mounted to the wide dark corridor of the Doctors' and
Surgeons', with its sharp excitement of medical smells.  McGuire's
anteroom was empty.  Ben rapped at the inner door.  McGuire opened
it: he pulled away the wet cigarette that was plastered on his
heavy lip, to greet them.

"Hello, Ben.  Hello, son!" he barked, seeing Eugene.  "When'd you
get back?"

"He thinks he's dying of galloping consumption, McGuire," said Ben,
with a jerk of the head.  "You may be able to do something to
prolong his life."

"What's the matter, son?" said McGuire.

Eugene gulped dryly, craning his livid face.

"If you don't mind," he croaked.  "See you alone."  He turned
desperately upon his brother.  "You stay here.  Don't want you with

"I don't want to go with you," said Ben surlily.  "I've got
troubles enough of my own."

Eugene followed McGuire's burly figure into the office; McGuire
closed the door, and sat down heavily at his littered desk.

"Sit down, son," he commanded, "and tell me about it."  He lit a
cigarette and stuck it deftly on his sag wet lip.  He glanced
keenly at the boy, noting his contorted face.

"Take your time, son," he said kindly, "and control yourself.
Whatever it is, it's probably not as bad as you think."

"It was this way," Eugene began in a low voice.  "I've made a
mistake.  I know that.  I'm willing to take my medicine.  I'm not
making any excuses for what has happened," his voice rose sharply;
he got half-way out of his chair, and began to pound fiercely upon
the untidy desk.  "I'm putting the blame on no one.  Do you
understand that?"

McGuire turned a bloated bewildered face slowly upon his patient.
His wet cigarette sagged comically from his half-opened mouth.

"Do I understand what?" he said.  "See here, 'Gene: what the hell
are you driving at?  I'm no Sherlock Holmes, you know.  I'm your
doctor.  Spit it out."

"What I've done," he said dramatically, "thousands have done.  Oh,
I know they may pretend not to.  But they do!  You're a doctor--you
know that.  People high-up in society, too.  I'm one of the unlucky
ones.  I got caught.  Why am I any worse than they are?  Why--" he
continued rhetorically.

"I think I catch your drift," said McGuire dryly.  "Let's have a
look, son."

Eugene obeyed feverishly, still declaiming.

"Why should I bear the stigma for what others get away with?
Hypocrites--a crowd of damned, dirty, whining hypocrites, that's
what they are.  The Double-Standard!  Hah!  Where's the justice,
where's the honor of that?  Why should I be blamed for what people
in High Society--"

McGuire lifted his big head from its critical stare, and barked

"Who's blaming you?  You don't think you're the first one who ever
had this sort of trouble, do you?  There's nothing wrong with you,

"Can--can you cure me?" Eugene asked.

"No.  You're incurable, son!" said McGuire.  He scrawled a few
hieroglyphics on a prescription pad.  "Give this to the druggist,"
he said, "and be a little more careful hereafter of the company you
keep.  People in High Society, eh?" he grinned.  "So that's where
you've been?"

The great weight of blood and tears had lifted completely out of
the boy's heart, leaving him dizzily buoyant, wild, half-conscious
only of his rushing words.

He opened the door and went into the outer room.  Ben got up
quickly and nervously.

"Well," he said, "how much longer has he got to live?"  Seriously,
in a low voice, he added:  "There's nothing wrong with him, is

"No," said McGuire, "I think he's a little off his nut.  But, then,
you all are."

When they came out on the street again, Ben said:

"Have you had anything to eat?"

"No," said Eugene.

"When did you eat last?"

"Some time yesterday," said Eugene.  "I don't remember."

"You damned fool!" Ben muttered.  "Come on--let's eat."

The idea became very attractive.  The world was washed pleasantly
in the milky winter sunshine.  The town, under the stimulus of the
holidays and the returning students, had wakened momentarily from
its winter torpor: warm brisk currents of life seethed over the
pavements.  He walked along at Ben's side with a great bounding
stride, unable to govern the expanding joy that rose yeastily in
him.  Finally, as he turned in on the busy avenue, he could
restrain himself no longer: he leaped high in the air, with a yelp
of ecstasy:


"You little idiot!" Ben cried sharply.  "Are you crazy!"

He scowled fiercely, then turned to the roaring passersby, with a
thin smile.

"Hang on to him, Ben!" yelled Jim Pollock.  He was a deadly little
man, waxen and smiling under a black mustache, the chief
compositor, a Socialist.

"If you cut off his damned big feet," said Ben, "he'd go up like a

They went into the big new lunch-room and sat at one of the tables.

"What's yours?" said the waiter.

"A cup of coffee and a piece of mince pie," said Ben.

"I'll take the same," said Eugene.

"Eat!" said Ben fiercely.  "Eat!"

Eugene studied the card thoughtfully.

"Bring me some veal cutlets breaded with tomato sauce," he said,
"with a side-order of hash-brown potatoes, a dish of creamed
carrots and peas, and a plate of hot biscuits.  Also a cup of

Eugene got back his heart again.  He got it back fiercely and
carelessly, with an eldritch wildness.  During the remainder of his
holiday, he plunged recklessly through the lively crowds, looking
boldly but without insolence at the women and young girls.  They
grew unexpectedly out of the waste drear winter like splendid
flowers.  He was eager and alone.  Fear is a dragon that lives
among crowds--and in armies.  It lives hardly with men who are
alone.  He felt released--beyond the last hedge of desperation.

Freed and alone, he looked with a boding detachment at all the
possessed and possessing world about him.  Life hung for his
picking fingers like a strange and bitter fruit.  THEY--the great
clan huddled there behind the stockade for warmth and safety--could
hunt him down some day and put him to death: he thought they would.

But he was not now afraid--he was content, if only the struggle
might be fruitful.  He looked among the crowds printed with the
mark of his danger, seeking that which he might desire and take.

He went back to the university sealed up against the taunts of the
young men: in the hot green Pullman they pressed about him with
thronging jibe, but they fell back sharply, as fiercely he met
them, with constraint.

There came and sat beside him Tom French, his handsome face vested
in the hard insolence of money.  He was followed by his court
jester, Roy Duncan, the slave with the high hard cackle.

"Hello, Gant," said Tom French harshly.  "Been to Exeter lately?"
Scowling, he winked at grinning Roy.

"Yes," said Eugene, "I've been there lately, and I'm on my way
there now.  What's it to you, French?"

Discomfited by this hard defiance, the rich man's son drew back.

"We hear you're stepping out among them, 'Gene," said Roy Duncan,

"Who's we?" said Eugene.  "Who's them?"

"They say," said Tom French, "that you're as pure as the flowing

"If I need cleaning," said Eugene, "I can always use the Gold Dust
Twins, can't I?  French and Duncan, the Gold Dust Twins--who never
do any work."

The cluster of grinning students, the young impartial brutes who
had gathered about them on the seats back and front, laughed

"That's right!  That's right!  Talk to them, 'Gene!" said Zeno
Cochran, softly.  He was a tall lad of twenty, slender and
powerful, with the grace of a running horse.  He had punted against
the wind for eighty yards in the Yale Bowl.  He was a handsome
fellow, soft-spoken and kindly, with the fearless gentleness of the

Confused and angry, with sullen boastfulness, Tom French said:

"Nobody has anything on me.  I've been too slick for them.  Nobody
knows anything about me."

"You mean," said Eugene, "that every one knows all about you, and
nobody wants to know anything about you."

The crowd laughed.

"Wow!" said Jimmy Revell.

"What about that, Tom?" he asked challengingly.  He was very small
and plump, the son of a carpenter, offensively worthy, working his
way through college by various schemes.  He was a "kidder," an
egger-on, finding excuse for his vulgarity and malice in a false
and loud good-humor.

Eugene turned quietly on Tom French.  "Stop it!" he said.  "Don't
go on because the others are listening.  I don't think it's funny.
I don't like it.  I don't like you.  I want you to leave me alone
now.  Do you hear?"

"Come on," said Roy Duncan, rising, "leave him alone, Tom.  He
can't take a joke.  He takes things too seriously."

They left him.  Unperturbed, relieved, he turned his face toward
the vast bleak earth, gray and hoary in the iron grip of winter.

Winter ended.  The sleety frozen earth began to soften under thaw
and the rain.  The town and campus paths were dreary trenches of
mud and slime.  The cold rain fell: the grass shot up in green wet
patches.  He hurtled down the campus lanes, bounding like a
kangaroo, leaping high at the lower boughs to clip a budding twig
with his teeth.  He cried loudly in his throat--a whinnying squeal--
the centaur-cry of man or beast, trying to unburden its overladen
heart in one blast of pain and joy and passion.  At other times he
slouched by, depressed by an unaccountable burden of weariness and

He lost count of the hours--he had no sense of time--no regular
periods for sleep, work, or recreation, although he attended his
classes faithfully, and ate with fair regularity by compulsion of
dining-hall or boarding-house schedules.  The food was abundant,
coarse, greasily and badly cooked.  It was very cheap: at the
college commons, twelve dollars a month; at the boarding-houses,
fifteen.  He ate at the commons for a month: his interest in food
was too profound and too intelligent to stand it longer.  The
commons was housed in a large bleak building of white brick.  It
was called officially Stiggins Hall, but in the more descriptive
epithet of the students--The Sty.

He went to see Helen and Hugh Barton several times.  They lived
thirty-five miles away at Sydney, the State capital.  It was a town
of thirty thousand people, sleepy, with quiet leafy pavements, and
a capitol Square in the centre, with radial streets.  At the head
of the main street, across from the capitol, a brown weathered
building of lichened stone, was a cheap hotel--the largest and most
notorious brothel in town.  There were also three denominational
colleges for young women.

The Bartons had rented quarters in an old house on the street above
the Governor's Mansion.  They lived in three or four rooms on the
ground floor.

It was to Sydney that Gant had come, a young man, from Baltimore,
on his slow drift to the South.  It was in Sydney that he had first
started business for himself and conceived, from the loss of his
first investments, his hatred of property.  It was in Sydney that
he had met and wedded the sainted Cynthia, the tubercular
spinstress who had died within two years of their marriage.

Their father's great ghost haunted them: it brooded over the town,
above the scouring oblivion of the years that wipes all trace of us

Together, they hunted down into the mean streets, until they stood
at length before a dreary shop on the skirts of the negro district.

"This must be it," she said.  "His shop stood here.  It's gone

She was silent a moment.  "Poor old Papa."  She turned her wet eyes

There was no mark of his great hand on this bleak world.  No vines
grew round the houses.  That part of him which had lived here was
buried--buried with a dead woman below the long gray tide of the
years.  They stood quietly, frightened, in that strange place,
waiting to hear the summons of his voice, with expectant unbelief,
as some one looking for the god in Brooklyn.

In April the nation declared war on Germany.  Before the month was
out, all the young men at Pulpit Hill who were eligible--those who
were twenty-one--were going into service.  At the gymnasium he
watched the doctors examine them, envying the careless innocence
with which they stripped themselves naked.  They threw off their
clothes in indifferent heaps and stood, laughing and certain,
before the doctors.  They were clean-limbed, sound and white of
tooth, graceful and fast in their movements.  The fraternity men
joined first--those merry and extravagant snobs of whom he had
never known, but who now represented for him the highest reach of
urbane and aristocratic life.  He had seen them, happy and idle, on
the wide verandas of their chapter houses--those temples where the
last and awful rites of initiation were administered.  He had seen
them, always together, and from the herd of the uninitiated always
apart, laughing over their mail at the post-office, or gambling for
"black cows," at the drug-store.  And, with a stab of failure, with
regret, with pain at his social deficiency, he had watched their
hot campaigns for the favor of some desirable freshman--some one
vastly more elegant than himself, some one with blood and with
money.  They were only the sons of the little rich men, the lords
of the village and county, but as he saw them go so surely, with
such laughing unconstraint, in well-cut clothes, well-groomed,
well-brushed, among the crowd of humbler students, who stiffened
awkwardly with peasant hostility and constraint,--they were the
flower of chivalry, the sons of the mansion-house.  They were
Sydney, Raleigh, Nash.  And now, like gentlemen, they were going to

The gymnasium was thick with the smell of steam and of sweating men
coming in to the showers from the playing fields.  Washed, with
opened shirt, Eugene walked slowly away into the green budding
shade of the campus, companioned by an acquaintance, Ralph Hendrix.

"Look!" said Ralph Hendrix, in a low angry tone.  "Look at that,
will you!"  He nodded toward a group of students ahead.  "That
little Horse's Neck is booting the Dekes all over the campus."

Eugene looked, then turned to examine the bitter common face beside
him.  Every Saturday night, after the meeting of the literary
society, Ralph Hendrix went to the drug-store and bought two cheap
cigars.  He had bent narrow shoulders, a white knobby face, and a
low forehead.  He spoke in a monotonous painful drawl.  His father
was foreman in a cotton mill.

"They're all Horse's Necks," he said.  "They can go to hell before
I'll boot to get in."

"Yes," said Eugene.

But he wanted to get in.  He wanted to be urbane and careless.  He
wanted to wear well-cut clothes.  He wanted to be a gentleman.  He
wanted to go to war.

On the central campus, several students who had been approved by
the examining board, descended from the old dormitories, bearing
packed valises.  They turned down under the trees, walking toward
the village street.  From time to time they threw up an arm in

"So long, boys!  See you in Berlin."  The shining and dividing sea
was closer and not so wide.

He read a great deal--but at random, for pleasure.  He read Defoe,
Smollet, Stern, and Fielding--the fine salt of the English novel
lost, during the reign of the Widow of Windsor, beneath an ocean of
tea and molasses.  He read the tales of Boccaccio, and all that
remained of a tattered copy of the Heptameron.  At Buck Benson's
suggestion, he read Murray's Euripides (at the time he was reading
the Greek text of the Alcestis--noblest and loveliest of all the
myths of Love and Death).  He saw the grandeur of the Prometheus
fable--but the fable moved him more than the play of Æschylus.  In
fact, Æschylus he found sublime--and dull: he could not understand
his great reputation.  Rather--he could.  He was Literature--a
writer of masterpieces.  He was almost as great a bore as Cicero--
that windy old moralist who came out so boldly in favor of Old Age
and Friendship.  Sophocles was an imperial poet--he spoke like God
among flashes of lightning: the Œdipus Rex is not only one of the
greatest plays in the world, it is one of the greatest stories.
This story--perfect, inevitable, and fabulous--wreaked upon him the
nightmare coincidence of Destiny.  It held him birdlike before its
great snake-eye of wisdom and horror.  And Euripides (whatever the
disparagement of pedantry) he thought one of the greatest lyrical
singers in all poetry.

He liked all weird fable and wild invention, in prose or verse,
from the Golden Ass to Samuel Taylor Coleridge, the chief prince of
the moon and magic.  But he liked the fabulous wherever he found
it, and for whatever purpose.

The best fabulists have often been the greatest satirists: satire
(as with Aristophanes, Voltaire, and Swift) is a high and subtle
art, quite beyond the barnyard snipings and wholesale geese-
slaughterings of the present degenerate age.  Great satire needs
the sustenance of great fable.  Swift's power of invention is
incomparable: there's no better fabulist in the world.

He read Poe's stories, Frankenstein, and the plays of Lord Dunsany.
He read Sir Gawayne and the Greene Knight and the Book of Tobit.
He did not want his ghosts and marvels explained.  Magic was magic.
He wanted old ghosts--not Indian ghosts, but ghosts in armor, the
spirit of old kings, and pillioned ladies with high coned hats.
Then, for the first time, he thought of the lonely earth he dwelt
on.  Suddenly, it was strange to him that he should read Euripides
there in the wilderness.

Around him lay the village; beyond, the ugly rolling land, sparse
with cheap farmhouses; beyond all this, America--more land, more
wooden houses, more towns, hard and raw and ugly.  He was reading
Euripides, and all around him a world of white and black was eating
fried food.  He was reading of ancient sorceries and old ghosts,
but did an old ghost ever come to haunt this land?  The ghost of
Hamlet's Father, in Connecticut.

     ". . . . . . I am thy father's spirit,
      Doomed for a certain term to walk the night
      Between Bloomington and Portland, Maine."

He felt suddenly the devastating impermanence of the nation.  Only
the earth endured--the gigantic American earth, bearing upon its
awful breast a world of flimsy rickets.  Only the earth endured--
this broad terrific earth that had no ghosts to haunt it.  Stogged
in the desert, half-broken and overthrown, among the columns of
lost temples strewn, there was no ruined image of Menkaura, there
was no alabaster head of Akhnaton.  Nothing had been done in stone.
Only this earth endured, upon whose lonely breast he read
Euripides.  Within its hills he had been held a prisoner; upon its
plain he walked, alone, a stranger.

O God!  O God!  We have been an exile in another land and a
stranger in our own.  The mountains were our masters: they went
home to our eye and our heart before we came to five.  Whatever we
can do or say must be forever hillbound.  Our senses have been fed
by our terrific land; our blood has learned to run to the imperial
pulse of America which, leaving, we can never lose and never
forget.  We walked along a road in Cumberland, and stooped, because
the sky hung down so low; and when we ran away from London, we went
by little rivers in a land just big enough.  And nowhere that we
went was far: the earth and the sky were close and near.  And the
old hunger returned--the terrible and obscure hunger that haunts
and hurts Americans, and that makes us exiles at home and strangers
wherever we go.

Eliza visited Helen in Sydney in the Spring.  The girl was quieter,
sadder, more thoughtful than she had ever been.  She was subdued by
the new life: chastened by her obscurity.  She missed Gant more
than she would confess.  She missed the mountain town.

"What do you have to pay for this place?" said Eliza, looking
around critically.

"Fifty dollars a month," said Helen.


"No, we had to buy furniture."

"I tell you what, that's pretty high," said Eliza, "just for down
stairs.  I believe rents are lower at home."

"Yes, I know it's high," said Helen.  "But good heavens, mama!  Do
you realize that this is the best neighborhood in town?  We're only
two blocks from the Governor's Mansion, you know.  Mrs. Mathews is
no common boarding-house keeper, I can assure you!  No sir!" she
exclaimed, laughing.  "She's a real swell--goes to all the big
functions and gets in the papers all the time.  You know Hugh and I
have got to try to keep up appearances.  He's a young man just
starting out here."

"Yes.  I know," Eliza agreed thoughtfully.  "How's he been doing?"

"O'Toole says he's the best agent he's got," said Helen.  "Hugh's
all right.  We could get along together anywhere, as long as
there's no damned family about.  It makes me furious at times to
see him slaving to feather O'Toole's pockets.  He works like a dog.
You know, O'Toole gets a commission on every sale he makes.  And
Mrs. O'T. and those two girls ride around in a big car and never
turn their hands over.  They're Catholics, you know, but they get
to go everywhere."

"I tell you what," said Eliza with a timid half-serious smile, "it
might not be a bad idea if Hugh became his own boss.  There's no
use doing it all for the other fellow.  Say, child!" she exclaimed,
"why wouldn't it be a good idea if he tried to get the Altamont
agency?  I don't believe that fellow they've got is much account.
He could get it without trying."

There was a pause.

"We've been thinking of that," the girl admitted slowly.  "Hugh has
written in to the main office.  Anyway," she said a moment later,
"he'd be his own boss.  That's something."

"Well," said Eliza slowly, "I don't know but what it'd be a good
idea.  If he works hard there's no reason why he shouldn't build a
good business up.  Your papa's been complaining here lately about
his trouble.  He'd be glad to have you back."  She shook her head
slowly for a moment.  "Child! they didn't do him a bit of good, up
there.  It's all come back."

They drove over to Pulpit Hill at Easter for a two days' visit.
Eliza took him to Exeter and bought him a suit of clothes.

"I don't like those skimpy trousers," she told the salesman.  "I
want something that makes him look more of a man."

When he was newly dressed, she puckered her lips, smiling, and

"Spruce up, boy!  Throw your shoulders back!  That's one thing
about your father--he carries himself straight as an arrow.  If you
go all humped over like that, you'll have lung trouble before
you're twenty-five."

"I want you to meet my mother," he said awkwardly to Mr. Joseph
Ballantyne, a smooth pink young man who had been elected president
of the Freshman class.

"You're a good smart-looking fellow," said Eliza smiling, "I'll
make a trade with you.  If you drum up some boarders for me among
your friends here in this part of the State, I'll throw in your
board free.  Here are some of my cards," she added, opening her
purse.  "You might hand a few of them out, if you get a chance, and
say a good word for Dixieland in the Land of the Sky."

"Yes, ma'am," said Mr. Ballantyne, in a slow surprised voice, "I
certainly will."

Eugene turned a hot distressed face toward Helen.  She laughed
huskily, ironically, then turning to the boy, said:

"You're welcome at any time, Mr. Ballantyne, boarders or not.
We'll always find a place for you."

When they were alone, in answer to his stammering and confused
protests, she said with an annoyed grin:

"Yes, I know.  It's pretty bad.  But you're away from it most of
the time.  You're the lucky one.  You see what I've had to listen
to, the last week, don't you?  You see, don't you?"

When he went home at the end of the year, late in May, he found
that Helen and Hugh Barton had preceded him.  They were living with
Gant, at Woodson Street.  Hugh Barton had secured the Altamont

The town and the nation boiled with patriotic frenzy--violent, in a
chaotic sprawl, to little purpose.  The spawn of Attila must be
crushed ("exterminated," said the Reverend Mr. Smallwood) by the
sons of freedom.  There were loans, bond issues, speech-making, a
talk of drafts, and a thin trickle of Yankees into France.
Pershing arrived in Paris, and said, "Lafayette, we are here!", but
the French were still looking.  Ben went up before the enlistment
board and was rejected.  "Lungs--weak!" they said quite definitely.
"No--not tubercular.  A tendency.  Underweight."  He cursed.  His
face was a little more like a blade--thinner, grayer.  The cleft of
his scowl was deeper.  He seemed more alone.

Eugene came up into the hills again and found them in their rich
young summer glory.  Dixieland was partly filled by paying guests.
More arrived.

Eugene was sixteen years old.  He was a College Man.  He walked
among the gay crowd of afternoon with a sense of elation, answering
the hearty greetings with joy, warming to its thoughtless bombast.

"They tell me you're batting a thousand down there, son," yelled
Mr. Wood, the plump young pharmacist, who had been told nothing at
all.  "That's right, boy!  Go get 'em."  The man passed forward
cheerfully, up the prosperous glade of his store.  Fans droned.

After all, Eugene thought, he had not done so badly.  He had felt
his first wounds.  He had not been broken.  He had seen love's
bitter mystery.  He had lived alone.


There was at Dixieland a girl named Laura James.  She was twenty-
one years old.  She looked younger.  She was there when he came

Laura was a slender girl, of medium height, but looking taller than
she was.  She was very firmly moulded: she seemed fresh and washed
and clean.  She had thick hair, very straight and blonde, combed in
a flat bracelet around her small head.  Her face was white, with
small freckles.  Her eyes were soft, candid, cat-green.  He nose
was a little too large for her face: it was tilted.  She was not
pretty.  She dressed very simply and elegantly in short plaid
skirts and waists of knitted silk.

She was the only young person at Dixieland.  Eugene spoke to her
with timid hauteur.  He thought her plain and dull.  But he began
to sit with her on the porch at night.  Somehow, he began to love

He did not know that he loved her.  He talked to her arrogantly and
boastfully as they sat in the wooden porch-swing.  But he breathed
the clean perfume of her marvellous young body.  He was trapped in
the tender cruelty of her clear green eyes, caught in the subtle
net of her smile.

Laura James lived in the eastern part of the State, far east even
of Pulpit Hill, in a little town built on a salt river of the great
coastal plain.  Her father was a wealthy merchant--a wholesale
provisioner.  The girl was an only child: she spent extravagantly.

Eugene sat on the porch rail one evening and talked to her.
Before, he had only nodded, or spoken stiffly a word or two.  They
began haltingly, aware painfully of gaps in their conversation.

"You're from Little Richmond, aren't you?" he said.

"Yes," said Laura James, "do you know any one from there?"

"Yes," said he, "I know John Bynum and a boy named Ficklen.
They're from Little Richmond, aren't they?"

"Oh, Dave Ficklen!  Do you know him?  Yes.  They both go to Pulpit
Hill.  Do you go there?"

"Yes," he said, "that's where I knew them."

"Do you know the two Barlow boys?  They're Sigma Nus," said Laura

He had seen them.  They were great swells, football men.

"Yes, I know them," he said, "Roy Barlow and Jack Barlow."

"Do you know 'Snooks' Warren?  He's a Kappa Sig."

"Yes.  They call them Keg Squeezers," said Eugene.

"What fraternity are you?" said Laura James.

"I'm not any," he said painfully.  "I was just a Freshman this

"Some of the best friends I have never joined fraternities," said
Laura James.

They met more and more frequently, without arrangement, until by
silent consent they met every night upon the porch.  Sometimes they
walked along the cool dark streets.  Sometimes he squired her
clumsily through the town, to the movies, and later, with the
uneasy pugnacity of youth, past the loafing cluster at Wood's.
Often he took her to Woodson Street, where Helen secured for him
the cool privacy of the veranda.  She was very fond of Laura James.

"She's a nice girl.  A lovely girl.  I like her.  She's not going
to take any beauty prizes, is she?"  She laughed with a trace of
good-natured ridicule.

He was displeased.

"She looks all right," he said.  "She's not as ugly as you make

But she WAS ugly--with a clean lovely ugliness.  Her face was
freckled lightly, over her nose and mouth: her features were eager,
unconscious, turned upward in irregular pertness.  But she was
exquisitely made and exquisitely kept: she had the firm young line
of Spring, budding, slender, virginal.  She was like something
swift, with wings, which hovers in a wood--among the feathery trees
suspected, but uncaught, unseen.

He tried to live before her in armor.  He showed off before her.
Perhaps, he thought, if he were splendid enough, she would not see
the ugly disorder and meanness of the world he dwelt in.

Across the street, on the wide lawn of the Brunswick--the big brick
gabled house that Eliza once had coveted--Mr. Pratt, who crawled in
that mean world in which only a boarding-house husband can exist,
was watering wide green spaces of lawn with a hose.  The flashing
water motes gleamed in the red glare of sunset.  The red light fell
across the shaven pinched face.  It glittered on the buckles of his
arm-bands.  Across the walk, on the other lobe of grass, several
men and women were playing croquet.  There was laughter on the
vine-hid porch.  Next door, at the Belton, the boarders were
assembled on the long porch in bright hashhouse chatter.  The
comedian of the Dixie Ramblers arrived with two chorus girls.  He
was a little man, with the face of a weasel and no upper teeth.  He
wore a straw hat with a striped band, and a blue shirt and collar.
The boarders gathered in around him.  In a moment there was shrill

Julius Arthur sped swiftly down the hill, driving his father home.
He grinned squintily and flung his arm up in careless greeting.
The prosperous lawyer twisted a plump Van Dyked face on a wry neck
curiously.  Unsmiling, he passed.

A negress in the Brunswick struck on the several bells of a
Japanese gong.  There was a scramble of feet on the porch; the
croquet players dropped their mallets and walked rapidly toward the
house.  Pratt wound his hose over a wooden reel.

A slow bell-clapper in the Belton sent the guests in a scrambling
drive for the doors.  In a moment there was a clatter of heavy
plates and a loud foody noise.  The guests on the porch at
Dixieland rocked more rapidly, with low mutters of discontent.

Eugene talked to Laura in thickening dusk, sheeting his pain in
pride and indifference.  Eliza's face, a white blur in the dark,
came up behind the screen.

"Come on out, Mrs. Gant, and get a breath of fresh air," said Laura

"Why no-o, child.  I can't now.  Who's that with you?" she cried,
obviously flustered.  She opened the door.  "Huh?  Heh?  Have you
seen 'Gene?  Is it 'Gene?"

"Yes," he said.  "What's the matter?"

"Come here a minute, boy," she said.

He went into the hall.

"What is it?" he asked.

"Why, son, what in the world!  I don't know.  You'll have to do
something," she whispered, twisting her hands together.

"What is it, mama?  What are you talking about?" he cried

"Why--Jannadeau's just called up.  Your papa's on a rampage again
and he's coming this way.  Child!  There's no telling what he'll
do.  I've all these people in the house.  He'll ruin us."  She
wept.  "Go and try to stop him.  Head him off if you can.  Take him
to Woodson Street."

He got his hat quickly and ran through the door.

"Where are you going?" asked Laura James.  "Are you going off
without supper?"

"I've got to go to town," he said.  "I won't be long.  Will you
wait for me?"

"Yes," she said.

He leaped down on the walk just as his father lurched in from the
street by the high obscuring hedge that shut the house from the
spacious yard of the attorney Hall.  Gant reeled destructively,
across a border of lilies, on to the lawn, and strode for the
veranda.  He stumbled, cursing, on the bottom step and plunged
forward in a sprawl upon the porch.  The boy jumped for him, and
half dragged, half lifted his great drunken body erect.  The
boarders shrank into a huddle with a quick scattering of chairs: he
greeted them with a laugh of howling contempt.

"Are you there?  I say, are you there?  The lowest of the low--
boarding-house swine!  Merciful God!  What a travesty!  A travesty
on Nature!  That it should come to this!"

He burst into a long peal of maniacal laughter.

"Papa!  Come on!" said Eugene in a low voice.  He took his father
cautiously by the sleeve.  Gant flung him half across the porch
with a gesture of his hand.  As he stepped in again swiftly, his
father struck at him with a flailing arm.  He evaded the great
mowing fist without trouble, and caught the falling body, swung
from its own pivot, in his arms.  Then quickly, before Gant could
recover, holding him from behind, he rushed him toward the door.
The boarders scattered away like sparrows.  But Laura James was at
the screen before him: she flung it open.

"Get away!  Get away!" he cried, full of shame and anger.  "You
stay out of this."  For a moment he despised her for seeing his

"Oh, let me help you, my dear," Laura James whispered.  Her eyes
were wet, but she was not afraid.

Father and son plunged chaotically down the wide dark hall, Eliza,
weeping and making gestures, just before them.

"Take him in here, boy.  Take him in here," she whispered,
motioning to a large bed-room on the upper side of the house.
Eugene propelled his father through a blind passage of bath room,
and pushed him over on the creaking width of an iron bed.

"You damned scoundrel!" Gant yelled, again trying to reap him down
with the long arm, "let me up or I'll kill you!"

"For God's sake, papa," he implored angrily, "try to quiet down.
Every one in town can hear you."

"To hell with them!" Gant roared.  "Mountain Grills--all of them,
fattening upon my heart's-blood.  They have done me to death, as
sure as there's a God in heaven."

Eliza appeared in the door, her face contorted by weeping.

"Son, can't you do something to stop him?" she said.  "He'll ruin
us all.  He'll drive every one away."

Gant struggled to stand erect when he saw her.  Her white face
stirred him to insanity.

"There it is!  There!  There!  Do you see!  The fiend-face I know
so well, gloating upon my misery.  Look at it!  Look!  Do you see
its smile of evil cunning?  Greeley, Will, The Hog, The Old Major!
The Tax Collector will get it all, and I shall die in the gutter!"

"If it hadn't been for me," Eliza began, stung to retaliation,
"you'd have died there long ago."

"Mama, for God's sake!" the boy cried.  "Don't stand there talking
to him!  Can't you see what it does to him!  Do something, in
heaven's name!  Get Helen!  Where is she?"

"I'll make an end to it all!" Gant yelled, staggering erect.  "I'll
do for us both now."

Eliza vanished.

"Yes, sir, papa.  It's going to be all right," Eugene began
soothingly, pushing him back on the bed again.  He dropped quickly
to his knees, and began to draw off one of Gant's soft tongueless
shoes, muttering reassurances all the time:  "Yes, sir.  We'll get
you some good hot soup and put you to bed in a jiffy.  Everything's
going to be all right," the shoe came off in his hand and, aided by
the furious thrust of his father's foot, he went sprawling back.

Gant got to his feet again and, taking a farewell kick at his
fallen son, lunged toward the door.  Eugene scrambled up quickly,
and leaped after him.  The two men fell heavily into the roughly
grained plaster of the wall.  Gant cursed, flailing about clumsily
at his tormentor.  Helen came in.

"Baby!" Gant wept, "they're trying to kill me.  O Jesus, do
something to save me, or I perish."

"You get back in that bed," she commanded sharply, "or I'll knock
your head off."

Very obediently he suffered himself to be led back to bed and
undressed.  In a few minutes she was sitting beside him with a bowl
of smoking soup.  He grinned sheepishly as she spooned it into his
opened mouth.  She laughed--almost happily--thinking of the lost
and irrevocable years.  Suddenly, before he slept, he lifted
himself strongly from the pillows that propped him, and with
staring eyes, called out in savage terror:

"Is it a cancer?  I say, is it a cancer?"

"Hush!" she cried.  "No.  Of course not!  Don't be foolish."

He fell back exhausted, with eyes closed.  But they knew that it
was.  He had never been told.  The terrible name of his malady was
never uttered save by him.  And in his heart he knew--what they all
knew and never spoke of before him--that it was, it was a cancer.
All day, with fear-stark eyes, Gant had sat, like a broken statue,
among his marbles, drinking.  It was a cancer.

The boy's right hand bled very badly across the wrist, where his
father's weight had ground it into the wall.

"Go wash it off," said Helen.  "I'll tie it up for you."

He went into the dark bathroom and held his hand under a jet of
lukewarm water.  A very quiet despair was in his heart, a weary
peace that brooded too upon the house of death and tumult, that
flowed, like a soft exploring wind, through its dark halls, bathing
all things quietly with peace and weariness.  The boarders had fled
like silly sheep to the two houses across the street: they
had eaten there, they were clustered there upon the porches,
whispering.  And their going brought him peace and freedom, as if
his limbs had been freed from a shackling weight.  Eliza, amid the
slow smoke of the kitchen, wept more quietly over the waste of
supper; he saw the black mournful calm of the negress's face.  He
walked slowly up the dark hall, with a handkerchief tied loosely
round his wound.  He felt suddenly the peace that comes with
despair.  The sword that pierces very deep had fared through the
folds of his poor armor of pride.  The steel had sheared his side,
had bitten to his heart.  But under his armor he had found himself.
No more than himself could be known.  No more than himself could be
given.  What he was--he was: evasion and pretense could not add to
his sum.  With all his heart he was glad.

By the door, in the darkness, he found Laura James.

"I thought you had gone with the others," he said.

"No," said Laura James, "how is your father?"

"He's all right now.  He's gone to sleep," he answered.  "Have you
had anything to eat?"

"No," she said, "I didn't want it."

"I'll bring you something from the kitchen," he said.  "There's
plenty there."  In a moment he added:  "I'm sorry, Laura."

"What are you sorry for?" she asked.

He leaned against the wall limply, drained of his strength at her

"Eugene.  My dear," she said.  She pulled his drooping face down to
her lips and kissed him.  "My sweet, my darling, don't look like

All his resistance melted from him.  He seized her small hands,
crushing them in his hot fingers, and devouring them with kisses.

"My dear Laura!  My dear Laura!" he said in a choking voice.  "My
sweet, my beautiful Laura!  My lovely Laura.  I love you.  I love
you."  The words rushed from his heart, incoherent, unashamed,
foaming through the broken levees of pride and silence.  They clung
together in the dark, with their wet faces pressed mouth to mouth.
Her perfume went drunkenly to his brain; her touch upon him shot
through his limbs a glow of magic; he felt the pressure of her
narrow breasts, eager and lithe, against him with a sense of fear--
as if he had dishonored her--with a sickening remembrance of his

He held between his hands her elegant small head, so gloriously
wound with its thick bracelet of fine blonde hair, and spoke the
words he had never spoken--the words of confession, filled with
love and humility.

"Don't go!  Don't go!  Please don't go!" he begged.  "Don't leave,
dear.  Please!"

"Hush!" she whispered.  "I won't go!  I love you, my dear."

She saw his hand, wrapped in its bloody bandage; she nursed it
gently with soft little cries of tenderness.  She fetched a bottle
of iodine from her room and painted the stinging cut with a brush.
She wrapped it with clean strips of fine white cloth, torn from an
old waist, scented with a faint and subtle perfume.

Then they sat upon the wooden swing.  The house seemed to sleep in
darkness.  Helen and Eliza came presently from its very quiet

"How's your hand, 'Gene?" Helen asked.

"It's all right," he said.

"Let me see!  O-ho, you've got a nurse now, haven't you?" she said,
with a good laugh.

"What's that?  What's that?  Hurt his hand?  How'd you do that?
Why, here--say--I've got the very thing for it, son," said Eliza,
trying to bustle off in all directions.

"Oh, it's all right now, mama.  It's been fixed," he said wearily,
reflecting that she had the very thing always too late.  He looked
at Helen grinning:

"God bless our Happy Home!" he said.

"Poor old Laura!" she laughed, and hugged the girl roughly with one
hand.  "It's too bad you have to be dragged into it."

"That's all right," said Laura.  "I feel like one of the family now

"He needn't think he can carry on like this," said Eliza
resentfully.  "I'm not going to put up with it any longer."

"Oh forget about it!" said Helen wearily.  "Good heavens, mama.
Papa's a sick man.  Can't you realize that?"

"Pshaw!" said Eliza scornfully.  "I don't believe there's a thing
in the world wrong with him but that vile licker.  All his trouble
comes from that."

"Oh--how ridiculous!  How ridiculous!  You can't tell me!" Helen
exclaimed angrily.

"Let's talk about the weather," said Eugene.

Then they all sat quietly, letting the darkness soak into them.
Finally Helen and Eliza went back into the house: Eliza went
unwillingly, at the girl's insistence, casting back the doubtful
glimmer of her face upon the boy and girl.

The wasting helve of the moon rode into heaven over the bulk of the
hills.  There was a smell of wet grass and lilac, and the vast
brooding symphony of the million-noted little night things, rising
and falling in a constant ululation, and inhabiting the heart with
steady unconscious certitude.  The pallid light drowned out the
stars, it lay like silence on the earth, it dripped through the
leafy web of the young maples, printing the earth with swarming
moths of elvish light.

Eugene and Laura sat with joined hands in the slowly creaking
swing.  Her touch shot through him like a train of fire: as he put
his arm around her shoulders and drew her over to him, his fingers
touched the live firm cup of her breast.  He jerked his hand away,
as if he had been stung, muttering an apology.  Whenever she
touched him, his flesh got numb and weak.  She was a virgin, crisp
like celery--his heart shrank away from the pollution of his touch
upon her.  It seemed to him that he was much the older, although he
was sixteen, and she twenty-one.  He felt the age of his loneliness
and his dark perception.  He felt the gray wisdom of sin--a waste
desert, but seen and known.  When he held her hand, he felt as if
he had already seduced her.  She lifted her lovely face to him,
pert and ugly as a boy's; it was inhabited by a true and steadfast
decency, and his eyes were wet.  All the young beauty in the world
dwelt for him in that face that had kept wonder, that had kept
innocency, that had lived in such immortal blindness to the terror
and foulness of the world.  He came to her, like a creature who had
travelled its life through dark space, for a moment of peace and
conviction on some lonely planet, where now he stood, in the vast
enchanted plain of moonlight, with moonlight falling on the
moonflower of her face.  For if a man should dream of heaven and,
waking, find within his hand a flower as token that he had really
been there--what then, what then?

"Eugene," she said presently, "how old are you?"

His vision thickened with his pulse.  In a moment he answered with
terrible difficulty.

"I'm--just sixteen."

"Oh, you child!" she cried.  "I thought you were more than that!"

"I'm--old for my age," he muttered.  "How old are you?"

"I'm twenty-one," she said.  "Isn't it a pity?"

"There's not much difference," he said.  "I can't see that it

"Oh, my dear," she said.  "It does!  It matters so much!"

And he knew that it did--how much he did not know.  But he had his
moment.  He was not afraid of pain, he was not afraid of loss.  He
cared nothing for the practical need of the world.  He dared to say
the strange and marvellous thing that had bloomed so darkly in him.

"Laura," he said, hearing his low voice sound over the great plain
of the moon, "let's always love each other as we do now.  Let's
never get married.  I want you to wait for me and to love me
forever.  I am going all over the world.  I shall go away for years
at a time; I shall become famous, but I shall always come back to
you.  You shall live in a house away in the mountains, you shall
wait for me, and keep yourself for me.  Will you?" he said, asking
for her life as calmly as for an hour of her time.

"Yes, dear," said Laura in the moonlight, "I will wait for you

She was buried in his flesh.  She throbbed in the beat of his
pulses.  She was wine in his blood, a music in his heart.

"He has no consideration for you or any one else," Hugh Barton
growled.  He had returned late from work at his office, to take
Helen home.  "If he can't do better than this, we'll find a house
of our own.  I'm not going to have you get down sick on account of

"Forget about it," Helen said.  "He's getting old."

They came out on the veranda.

"Come down to-morrow, honey," she said to Eugene.  "I'll give you a
real feed.  Laura, you come too.  It's not always like this, you
know."  She laughed, fondling the girl with a big hand.

They coasted away downhill.

"What a lovely girl your sister is," said Laura James.  "Aren't you
simply crazy about her?"

Eugene made no answer for a moment.

"Yes," he said.

"She is about you.  Any one can see that," said Laura.

In the darkness he caught at his throat.

"Yes," he said.

The moon quartered gently across heaven.  Eliza came out again,
timidly, hesitantly.

"Who's there?  Who's there?" she spoke into the darkness.  "Where's
'Gene?  Oh!  I didn't know!  Are you there, son?"  She knew very

"Yes," he said.

"Why don't you sit down, Mrs. Gant?" asked Laura.  "I don't see how
you stand that hot kitchen all day long.  You must be worn out."

"I tell you what!" said Eliza, peering dimly at the sky.  "It's a
fine night, isn't it?  As the fellow says, a night for lovers."
She laughed uncertainly, then stood for a moment in thought.

"Son," she said in a troubled voice, "why don't you go to bed and
get some sleep?  It's not good for you staying up till all hours
like this."

"That's where I should be," said Laura James, rising.

"Yes, child," said Eliza.  "Go get your beauty sleep.  As the
saying goes, early to bed and early to rise--"

"Let's all go, then.  Let's all go!" said Eugene impatiently and
angrily, wondering if she must always be the last one awake in that

"Why law, no!" said Eliza.  "I can't, boy.  I've all those things
to iron."

Beside him, Laura gave his hand a quiet squeeze, and rose.
Bitterly, he watched his loss.

"Good-night, all.  Good-night, Mrs. Gant."

"Good-night, child."

When she had gone, Eliza sat down beside him, with a sigh of

"I tell you what," she said.  "That feels good.  I wish I had as
much time as some folks, and could sit out here enjoying the air."
In the darkness, he knew her puckering lips were trying to smile.

"Hm!" she said, and caught his hand in her rough palm.  "Has my
baby gone and got him a girl?"

"What of it?  What if it were true?" he said angrily.  "Haven't I a
right as much as any one?"

"Pshaw!" said Eliza.  "You're too young to think of them.  I
wouldn't pay any attention to them, if I were you.  Most of them
haven't an idea in the world except going out to parties and having
a good time.  I don't want my boy to waste his time on them."

He felt her earnestness beneath her awkward banter.  He struggled
in a chaos of confused fury, trying for silence.  At last he spoke
in a low voice, filled with his passion:

"We've got to have something, mama.  We've got to have something,
you know.  We can't go on always alone--alone."

It was dark.  No one could see.  He let the gates swing open.  He

"I know!" Eliza agreed hastily.  "I'm not saying--"

"My God, my God, where are we going?  What's it all about?  He's
dying--can't you see it?  Don't you know it?  Look at his life.
Look at yours.  No light, no love, no comfort--nothing."  His voice
rose frantically: he beat on his ribs like a drum.  "Mama, mama, in
God's name, what is it?  What do you want?  Are you going to
strangle and drown us all?  Don't you own enough?  Do you want more
string?  Do you want more bottles?  By God, I'll go around
collecting them if you say so."  His voice had risen almost to a
scream.  "But tell me what you want.  Don't you own enough?  Do you
want the town?  What is it?"

"Why, I don't know what you're talking about, boy," said Eliza
angrily.  "If I hadn't tried to accumulate a little property none
of you would have had a roof to call your own, for your papa, I can
assure you, would have squandered everything."

"A roof to call our own!" he yelled, with a crazy laugh.  "Good
God, we haven't a bed to call our own.  We haven't a room to call
our own.  We have not a quilt to call our own that might not be
taken from us to warm the mob that rocks upon this porch and

"Now, you may sneer at the boarders all you like--" Eliza began

"No," he said.  "I can't.  There's not breath or strength enough in
me to sneer at them all I like."

Eliza began to weep.

"I've done the best I could!" she said.  "I'd have given you a home
if I could.  I'd have put up with anything after Grover's death,
but he never gave me a moment's peace.  Nobody knows what I've been
through.  Nobody knows, child.  Nobody knows."

He saw her face in the moonlight, contorted by an ugly grimace of
sorrow.  What she had said, he knew, was fair and honest.  He was
touched deeply.

"It's all right, mama," he said painfully.  "Forget about it!  I

She seized his hand almost gratefully and laid her white face,
still twisted with her grief, against his shoulder.  It was the
gesture of a child; a gesture that asked for love, pity, and
tenderness.  It tore up great roots in him, bloodily.

"Don't!" he said.  "Don't, mama!  Please!"

"Nobody knows," said Eliza.  "Nobody knows.  I need some one too.
I've had a hard life, son, full of pain and trouble."  Slowly, like
a child again, she wiped her wet weak eyes with the back of her

Ah, he thought, as his heart twisted in him full of wild pain and
regret, she will be dead some day and I shall always remember this.
Always this.  This.

They were silent a moment.  He held her rough hand tightly, and
kissed her.

"Well," Eliza began, full of cheerful prophecy, "I tell you what:
I'm not going to spend my life slaving away here for a lot of
boarders.  They needn't think it.  I'm going to set back and take
things as easy as any of them."  She winked knowingly at him.
"When you come home next time, you may find me living in a big
house in Doak Park.  I've got the lot--the best lot out there for
view and location, far better than the one W. J. Bryan has.  I made
the trade with old Dr. Doak himself, the other day.  Look here!
What about!"  She laughed.  "He said, 'Mrs. Gant, I can't trust any
of my agents with you.  If I'm to make anything on this deal, I've
got to look out.  You're the sharpest trader in this town.'  'Why,
pshaw!  Doctor,' I said (I never let on I believed him or
anything), 'all I want is a fair return on my investment.  I
believe in every one making his profit and giving the other fellow
a chance.  Keep the ball a-rolling!' I said, laughing as big as you
please.  'Why, Mrs. Gant!' he said--"  She was off on a lengthy
divagation, recording with an absorbed gusto the interminable
minutia of her transaction with the worthy Quinine King, with the
attendant phenomena, during the time, of birds, bees, flowers, sun,
clouds, dogs, cows, and people.  She was pleased.  She was happy.

Presently, returning to an abrupt reflective pause, she said:
"Well, I may do it.  I want a place where my children can come to
see me and bring their friends, when they come home."

"Yes," he said, "yes.  That would be nice.  You mustn't work all
your life."

He was pleased at her happy fable: for a moment he almost believed
in a miracle of redemption, although the story was an old one to

"I hope you do," he said.  "It would be nice. . . .  Go on to bed
now, why don't you, mama?  It's getting late."  He rose.  "I'm
going now."

"Yes, son," she said, getting up.  "You ought to.  Well, good-
night."  They kissed with a love, for the time, washed clean of
bitterness.  Eliza went before him into the dark house.

But before he went to bed, he descended to the kitchen for matches.
She was still there, beyond the long littered table, at her ironing
board, flanked by two big piles of laundry.  At his accusing glance
she said hastily:

"I'm a-going.  Right away.  I just wanted to finish up these

He rounded the table, before he left, to kiss her again.  She
fished into a button-box on the sewing-machine and dug out the stub
of a pencil.  Gripping it firmly above an old envelope, she
scrawled out on the ironing board a rough mapping.  Her mind was
still lulled in its project.

"Here, you see," she began, "is Sunset Avenue, coming up the hill.
This is Doak Place, running off here at right angles.  Now this
corner-lot here belongs to Dick Webster; and right here above it,
at the very top is--"

Is, he thought, staring with dull interest, the place where the
Buried Treasure lies.  Ten paces N.N.E. from the Big Rock, at the
roots of the Old Oak Tree.  He went off into his delightful fantasy
while she talked.  What if there WAS a buried treasure on one of
Eliza's lots?  If she kept on buying, there might very well be.  Or
why not an oil-well?  Or a coal-mine?  These famous mountains were
full (they said) of minerals.  150 Bbl. a day right in the
backyard.  How much would that be?  At $3.00 a Bbl., there would be
over $50.00 a day for every one in the family.  The world is ours!

"You see, don't you?" she smiled triumphantly.  "And right there is
where I shall build.  That lot will bring twice its present value
in five years."

"Yes," he said, kissing her.  "Good-night, mama.  For God's sake,
go to bed and get some sleep."

"Good-night, son," said Eliza.

He went out and began to mount the dark stairs.  Benjamin Gant,
entering at this moment, stumbled across a mission-chair in the
hall.  He cursed fiercely, and struck at the chair with his hand.
Damn it!  Oh damn it!  Mrs. Pert whispered a warning behind him,
with a fuzzy laugh.  Eugene paused, then mounted softly the
carpeted stair, so that he would not be heard, entering the
sleeping-porch at the top of the landing on which he slept.

He did not turn on the light, because he disliked seeing the raw
blistered varnish of the dresser and the bent white iron of the
bed.  It sagged, and the light was dim--he hated dim lights, and
the large moths, flapping blindly around on their dusty wings.  He
undressed in the moon.  The moonlight fell upon the earth like a
magic unearthly dawn.  It wiped away all rawness, it hid all sores.
It gave all common and familiar things--the sagging drift of the
barn, the raw shed of the creamery, the rich curve of the lawyer's
crab-apple trees--a uniform bloom of wonder.  He lighted a
cigarette, watching its red glowing suspiration in the mirror, and
leaned upon the rail of his porch, looking out.  Presently, he grew
aware that Laura James, eight feet away, was watching him.  The
moonlight fell upon them, bathing their flesh in a green pallor,
and steeping them in its silence.  Their faces were blocked in
miraculous darkness, out of which, seeing but unseen, their bright
eyes lived.  They gazed at each other in that elfin light, without
speaking.  In the room below them, the light crawled to his
father's bed, swam up the cover, and opened across his face, thrust
sharply upward.  The air of the night, the air of the hills, fell
on the boy's bare flesh like a sluice of clear water.  His toes
curled in to grip wet grasses.

On the landing, he heard Mrs. Pert go softly up to bed, fumbling
with blind care at the walls.  Doors creaked and clicked.  The
house grew solidly into quiet, like a stone beneath the moon.  They
looked, waiting for a spell and the conquest of time.  Then she
spoke to him--her whisper of his name was only a guess at sound.
He threw his leg across the rail, and thrust his long body over
space to the sill of her window, stretching out like a cat.  She
drew her breath in sharply, and cried out softly, "No!  No!" but
she caught his arms upon the sills and held him as he twisted in.

Then they held each other tightly in their cool young arms, and
kissed many times with young lips and faces.  All her hair fell
down about her like thick corn-silk, in a sweet loose wantonness.
Her straight dainty legs were clad in snug little green bloomers,
gathered in by an elastic above the knee.

They were locked limb to limb: he kissed the smooth sheen of her
arms and shoulders--the passion that numbed his limbs was governed
by a religious ecstasy.  He wanted to hold her, and go away by
himself to think about her.

He stooped, thrusting his arm under her knees, and lifted her up
exultantly.  She looked at him frightened, holding him more

"What are you doing?" she whispered.  "Don't hurt me."

"I won't hurt you, my dear," he said.  "I'm going to put you to
bed.  Yes.  I'm going to put you to bed.  Do you hear?"  He felt he
must cry out in his throat for joy.

He carried her over and laid her on the bed.  Then he knelt beside
her, putting his arm beneath her and gathering her to him.

"Good-night, my dear.  Kiss me good-night.  Do you love me?"

"Yes."  She kissed him.  "Good-night, my darling.  Don't go back by
the window.  You may fall."

But he went, as he came, reaching through the moonlight exultantly
like a cat.  For a long time he lay awake, in a quiet delirium, his
heart thudding fiercely against his ribs.  Sleep crept across his
senses with goose-soft warmth: the young leaves of the maples
rustled, a cock sounded his distant elfin minstrelsy, the ghost of
a dog howled.  He slept.

He awoke with a high hot sun beating in on his face through the
porch awnings.  He hated to awake in sunlight.  Some day he would
sleep in a great room that was always cool and dark.  There would
be trees and vines at his windows, or the scooped-out lift of the
hill.  His clothing was wet with night-damp as he dressed.  When he
went downstairs he found Gant rocking miserably upon the porch, his
hand gripped over a walkingstick.

"Good-morning," he said, "how do you feel?"

His father cast his uneasy flickering eyes on him, and groaned.

"Merciful God!  I'm being punished for my sins."

"You'll feel better in a little," said Eugene.  "Did you eat

"It stuck in my throat," said Gant, who had eaten heartily.  "I
couldn't swallow a bite.  How's your hand, son?" he asked very

"Oh, it's all right," said Eugene quickly.  "Who told you about my

"She said I had hurt your hand," said Gant sorrowfully.

"Ah-h!" said the boy angrily.  "No.  I wasn't hurt."

Gant leaned to the side and, without looking, clumsily, patted his
son's uninjured hand.

"I'm sorry for what I've done," he said.  "I'm a sick man.  Do you
need money?"

"No," said Eugene, embarrassed.  "I have all I need."

"Come to the office to-day, and I'll give you something," said
Gant.  "Poor child, I suppose you're hard up."

But instead, he waited until Laura James returned from her morning
visit to the city's bathing-pool.  She came with her bathing-suit
in one hand, and several small packages in the other.  More arrived
by negro carriers.  She paid and signed,

"You must have a lot of money, Laura?" he said.  "You do this every
day, don't you?"

"Daddy gets after me about it," she admitted, "but I love to buy
clothes.  I spend all my money on clothes."

"What are you going to do now?"

"Nothing--whatever you like.  It's a lovely day to do something,
isn't it?"

"It's a lovely day to do nothing.  Would you like to go off
somewhere, Laura?"

"I'd love to go off somewhere with you," said Laura James.

"That is the idea, my girl.  That is the idea," he said exultantly,
in throaty and exuberant burlesque.  "We will go off somewhere
alone--we will take along something to eat," he said lusciously.

Laura went to her room and put on a pair of sturdy little slippers.
Eugene went into the kitchen.

"Have you a shoe-box?" he asked Eliza.

"What do you want that for?" she said suspiciously.

"I'm going to the bank," he said ironically.  "I wanted something
to carry my money in."  But immediately he added roughly:

"I'm going on a picnic."

"Huh?  Hah?  What's that you say?" said Eliza.  "A picnic?  Who are
you going with?  That girl?"

"No," he said heavily, "with President Wilson, the King of England,
and Dr. Doak.  We're going to have lemonade--I've promised to bring
the lemons."

"I'll vow, boy!" said Eliza fretfully.  "I don't like it--your
running off this way when I need you.  I wanted you to make a
deposit for me, and the telephone people will disconnect me if I
don't send them the money to-day."

"O mama!  For God's sake!" he cried annoyed.  "You always need me
when I want to go somewhere.  Let them wait!  They can wait a day."

"It's overdue," she said.  "Well, here you are.  I wish I had time
to go off on picnics."  She fished a shoe-box out of a pile of
magazines and newspapers that littered the top of a low cupboard.

"Have you got anything to eat?"

"We'll get it," he said, and departed.

They went down the hill, and paused at the musty little grocery
around the corner on Woodson Street, where they bought crackers,
peanut butter, currant jelly, bottled pickles, and a big slice of
rich yellow cheese.  The grocer was an old Jew who muttered jargon
into a rabbi's beard as if saying a spell against Dybbuks.  The boy
looked closely to see if his hands touched the food.  They were not

On their way up the hill, they stopped for a few minutes at Gant's.
They found Helen and Ben in the dining-room.  Ben was eating
breakfast, bending, as usual, with scowling attention, over his
coffee, turning from eggs and bacon almost with disgust.  Helen
insisted on contributing boiled eggs and sandwiches to their
provision: the two women went back into the kitchen.  Eugene sat at
table with Ben, drinking coffee.

"O-oh my God!" Ben said at length, yawning wearily.  He lighted a
cigarette.  "How's the Old Man this morning?"

"He's all right, I think.  Said he couldn't eat breakfast."

"Did he say anything to the boarders?"

"'You damned scoundrels!  You dirty Mountain Grills!  Whee--!'
That was all."

Ben snickered quietly.

"Did he hurt your hand?  Let's see."

"No.  You can't see anything.  It's not hurt," said Eugene, lifting
his bandaged wrist.

"He didn't hit you, did he?" asked Ben sternly.

"Oh, no.  Of course not.  He was just drunk.  He was sorry about it
this morning."

"Yes," said Ben, "he's always sorry about it--after he's raised all
the hell he can."  He drank deeply at his cigarette, inhaling the
smoke as if in the grip of a powerful drug.

"How'd you get along at college this year, 'Gene?" he asked

"I passed my work.  I made fair grades--if that's what you mean?  I
did better--this Spring," he added, with some difficulty.  "It was
hard getting started--at the beginning."

"You mean last Fall?"

Eugene nodded.

"What was the matter?" said Ben, scowling at him.  "Did the other
boys make fun of you?"

"Yes," said Eugene, in a low voice.

"Why did they?  You mean they didn't think you were good enough for
them?  Did they look down on you?  Was that it?" said Ben savagely.

"No," said Eugene, very red in the face.  "No.  That had nothing to
do with it.  I look funny, I suppose.  I looked funny to them."

"What do you mean you look funny?" said Ben pugnaciously.  "There's
nothing wrong with you, you know, if you didn't go around looking
like a bum.  In God's name," he exclaimed angrily, "when did you
get that hair cut last?  What do you think you are: the Wild Man
from Borneo?"

"I don't like barbers!" Eugene burst out furiously.  "That's why!
I don't want them to go sticking their damned dirty fingers in my
mouth.  Whose business is it, if I never get my hair cut?"

"A man is judged by his appearance to-day," said Ben sententiously.
"I was reading an article by a big business man in The Post the
other day.  He says he always looks at a man's shoes before he
gives him a job."

He spoke seriously, haltingly, in the same way that he read,
without genuine conviction.  Eugene writhed to hear his fierce
condor prattle this stale hash of the canny millionaires, like any
obedient parrot in a teller's cage.  Ben's voice had a dull flat
quality as he uttered these admirable opinions: he seemed to grope
behind it all for some answer, with hurt puzzled eyes.  As he
faltered along, with scowling intensity, through a success-sermon,
there was something poignantly moving in his effort: it was the
effort of his strange and lonely spirit to find some entrance into
life--to find success, position, companionship.  And it was as if,
spelling the words out with his mouth, a settler in the Bronx from
the fat Lombard plain, should try to unriddle the new world by
deciphering the World Almanac, or as if some woodsman, trapped by
the winter, and wasted by an obscure and terrible disease, should
hunt its symptoms and its cure in a book of Household Remedies.

"Did the Old Man send you enough money to get along on?" Ben asked.
"Were you able to hold your own with the other boys?  He can afford
it, you know.  Don't let him stint you.  Make him give it to you,

"I had plenty," said Eugene, "all that I needed."

"This is the time you need it--not later," said Ben.  "Make him put
you through college.  This is an age of specialization.  They're
looking for college-trained men."

"Yes," said Eugene.  He spoke obediently, indifferently, the hard
bright mail of his mind undinted by the jargon: within, the Other
One, who had no speech, saw.

"So get your education," said Ben, scowling vaguely.  "All the Big
Men--Ford, Edison, Rockefeller--whether they had it or not, say
it's a good thing."

"Why didn't you go yourself?" said Eugene curiously.

"I didn't have any one to tell me," said Ben.  "Besides, you don't
think the Old Man would give me anything, do you?"  He laughed
cynically.  "It's too late now."

He was silent a moment; he smoked.

"You didn't know I was taking a course in advertising, did you?" he
asked, grinning.

"No.  Where?"

"Through the Correspondence School," said Ben.  "I get my lessons
every week.  I don't know," he laughed diffidently, "I must be good
at it.  I make the highest grades they have--98 or 100 every time.
I get a diploma, if I finish the course."

A blinding mist swam across the younger brother's eyes.  He did not
know why.  A convulsive knot gathered in his throat.  He bent his
head quickly and fumbled for his cigarettes.  In a moment he said:

"I'm glad you're doing it.  I hope you finish, Ben."

"You know," Ben said seriously, "they've turned out some Big Men.
I'll show you the testimonials some time.  Men who started with
nothing: now they're holding down big jobs."

"I hope you do," said Eugene.

"So, you see you're not the only College Man around here," said Ben
with a grin.  In a moment, he went on gravely:  "You're the last
hope, 'Gene.  Go on and finish up, if you have to steal the money.
The rest of us will never amount to a damn.  Try to make something
out of yourself.  Hold your head up!  You're as good as any of
them--a damn sight better than these little pimps about town."  He
became very fierce; he was very excited.  He got up suddenly from
the table.  "Don't let them laugh at you!  By God, we're as good as
they are.  If any of them laughs at you again, pick up the first
damn thing you get your hand on and knock him down.  Do you hear?"
In his fierce excitement he snatched up the heavy carving steel
from the table and brandished it.

"Yes," said Eugene awkwardly.  "I think it's going to be all right
now.  I didn't know how to do at first."

"I hope you have sense enough now to leave those old hookers
alone?" said Ben very sternly.  Eugene made no answer.  "You can't
do that and be anything, you know.  And you're likely to catch
everything.  This looks like a nice girl," he said quietly, after a
pause.  "For heaven's sake, fix yourself up and try to keep fairly
clean.  Women notice that, you know.  Look at your fingernails, and
keep your clothes pressed.  Have you any money?"

"All I need," said Eugene, looking nervously toward the kitchen.
"Don't, for God's sake!"

"Put it in your pocket, you little fool," Ben said angrily,
thrusting a bill into his hand.  "You've got to have some money.
Keep it until you need it."

Helen came out on the high front porch with them as they departed.
As usual, she had added a double heaping measure to what they
needed.  There was another shoe-box stuffed with sandwiches, boiled
eggs, and fudge.

She stood on the high step-edge, with a cloth wound over her head,
her gaunt arms, pitted with old scars, akimbo.  A warm sunny odor
of nasturtiums, loamy earth, and honeysuckle washed round them its
hot spermy waves.

"O-ho!  A-ha!" she winked comically.  "I know something!  I'm not
as blind as you think, you know--"  She nodded with significant
jocularity, her big smiling face drenched in the curious radiance
and purity that occasionally dwelt so beautifully there.  He
thought always when he saw her thus, of a sky washed after rain, of
wide crystalline distances, cool and clean.

With a rough snigger she prodded him in the ribs:

"Ain't love grand!  Ha-ha-ha-ha!  Look at his face, Laura."  She
drew the girl close to her in a generous hug, laughing, Oh, with
laughing pity, and as they mounted the hill, she stood there, in
the sunlight, her mouth slightly open, smiling, touched with
radiance, beauty, and wonder.

They mounted slowly toward the eastern edge of town, by the long
upward sweep of Academy Street, which bordered the negro settlement
sprawled below it.  At the end of Academy Street, the hill loomed
abruptly; a sinuous road, well paved, curved up along the hillside
to the right.  They turned into this road, mounting now along the
eastern edge of Niggertown.  The settlement fell sharply away below
them, rushing down along a series of long clay streets.  There were
a few frame houses by the roadside: the dwellings of negroes and
poor white people, but these became sparser as they mounted.  They
walked at a leisurely pace up the cool road speckled with little
dancing patches of light that filtered through the arching trees
and shaded on the left by the dense massed foliage of the hill.
Out of this green loveliness loomed the huge raw turret of a cement
reservoir: it was streaked and blotted coolly with water-marks.
Eugene felt thirsty.  Further along, the escape from a smaller
reservoir roared from a pipe in a foaming hawser, as thick as a
man's body.

They climbed sharply up, along a rocky trail, avoiding the last
long corkscrew of the road, and stood in the gap, at the road's
summit.  They were only a few hundred feet above the town: it lay
before them with the sharp nearness of a Sienese picture, at once
close and far.  On the highest ground, he saw the solid masonry of
the Square, blocked cleanly out in light and shadow, and a crawling
toy that was a car, and men no bigger than sparrows.  And about the
Square was the treeless brick jungle of business--cheap, ragged,
and ugly, and beyond all this, in indefinite patches, the houses
where all the people lived, with little bright raw ulcers of
suburbia further off, and the healing and concealing grace of fair
massed trees.  And below him, weltering up from the hollow along
the flanks and shoulders of the hill, was Niggertown.  There seemed
to be a kind of centre at the Square, where all the cars crawled in
and waited, yet there was no purpose anywhere.

But the hills were lordly, with a plan.  Westward, they widened
into the sun, soaring up from buttressing shoulders.  The town was
thrown up on the plateau like an encampment: there was nothing
below him that could resist time.  There was no idea.  Below him,
in a cup, he felt that all life was held: he saw it as might one of
the old schoolmen writing in monkish Latin a Theatre of Human Life;
or like Peter Breughel, in one of his swarming pictures.  It seemed
to him suddenly that he had not come up on the hill from the town,
but that he had come out of the wilderness like a beast, and was
staring now with steady beast-eye at this little huddle of wood and
mortar which the wilderness must one day repossess, devour, cover

The seventh from the top was Troy--but Helen had lived there; and
so the German dug it up.

They turned from the railing, with recovered wind, and walked
through the gap, under Philip Roseberry's great arched bridge.  To
the left, on the summit, the rich Jew had his cattle, his stables,
his horses, his cows, and his daughters.  As they went under the
shadow of the bridge Eugene lifted his head and shouted.  His voice
bounded against the arch like a stone.  They passed under and stood
on the other side of the gap, looking from the road's edge down
into the cove.  But they could not yet see the cove, save for green
glimmers.  The hillside was thickly wooded, the road wound down its
side in a white perpetual corkscrew.  But they could look across at
the fair wild hills on the other side of the cove, cleared halfway
up their flanks with ample field and fenced meadow, and forested
above with a billowing sea of greenery.

The day was like gold and sapphires: there was a swift flash and
sparkle, intangible and multifarious, like sunlight on roughened
water, all over the land.  A rich warm wind was blowing, turning
all the leaves back the same way, and making mellow music through
all the lute-strings of flower and grass and fruit.  The wind
moaned, not with the mad fiend-voice of winter in harsh boughs, but
like a fruitful woman, deep-breasted, great, full of love and
wisdom; like Demeter unseen and hunting through the world.  A dog
bayed faintly in the cove, his howl spent and broken by the wind.
A cowbell tinkled gustily.  In the thick wood below them the rich
notes of birds fell from their throats, straight down, like
nuggets.  A woodpecker drummed on the dry unbarked hole of a
blasted chestnut-tree.  The blue gulf of the sky was spread with
light massy clouds: they cruised like swift galleons, tacking
across the hills before the wind, and darkening the trees below
with their floating shadows.

The boy grew blind with love and desire: the cup of his heart was
glutted with all this wonder.  It overcame and weakened him.  He
grasped the girl's cool fingers.  They stood leg to leg, riven into
each other's flesh.  Then they left the road, cutting down across
its loops along steep wooded paths.  The wood was a vast green
church; the bird-cries fell like plums.  A great butterfly, with
wings of blue velvet streaked with gold and scarlet markings,
fluttered heavily before them in freckled sunlight, tottering to
rest finally upon a spray of dogwood.  There were light skimming
noises in the dense undergrowth to either side, the swift bullet-
shadows of birds.  A garter snake, greener than wet moss, as long
as a shoelace and no thicker than a woman's little finger, shot
across the path, its tiny eyes bright with terror, its small forked
tongue playing from its mouth like an electric spark.  Laura cried
out, drawing back in sharp terror; at her cry he snatched up a
stone in a wild lust to kill the tiny creature that shot at them,
through its coils, the old snake-fear, touching them with beauty,
with horror, with something supernatural.  But the snake glided
away into the undergrowth and, with a feeling of strong shame, he
threw the stone away.  "They won't hurt you," he said.

At length, they came out above the cove, at a forking of the road.
They turned left, to the north, toward the upper and smaller end.
To the south, the cove widened out in a rich little Eden of farm
and pasture.  Small houses dotted the land, there were green
meadows and a glint of water.  Fields of young green wheat bent
rhythmically under the wind; the young corn stood waist-high, with
light clashing blades.  The chimneys of Rheinhart's house showed
above its obscuring grove of maples; the fat dairy cows grazed
slowly across the wide pastures.  And further below, half tree-and-
shrub-hidden, lay the rich acres of Judge Webster Tayloe.  The road
was thickly coated with white dust; it dipped down and ran through
a little brook.  They crossed over on white rocks, strewn across
its bed.  Several ducks, scarcely disturbed by their crossing,
waddled up out of the clear water and regarded them gravely, like
little children in white choir aprons.  A young country fellow
clattered by them in a buggy filled with empty milk-cans.  He
grinned with a cordial red face, saluting them with a slow gesture,
and leaving behind an odor of milk and sweat and butter.  A woman,
in a field above them, stared curiously with shaded eyes.  In
another field, a man was mowing with a scythe, moving into the
grass like a god upon his enemies, with a reaping hook of light.

They left the road near the head of the cove, advancing over the
fields on rising ground to the wooded cup of the hills.  There was
a powerful masculine stench of broad dock-leaves, a hot weedy odor.
They moved over a pathless field, knee-high in a dry stubbly waste,
gathering on their clothes clusters of brown cockle-burrs.  All the
field was sown with hot odorous daisies.  Then they entered the
wood again, mounting until they came to an island of tender grass,
by a little brook that fell down from the green hill along a rocky
ferny bed in bright cascades.

"Let's stop here," said Eugene.  The grass was thick with
dandelions: their poignant and wordless odor studded the earth with
yellow magic.  They were like gnomes and elves, and tiny witchcraft
in flower and acorn.

Laura and Eugene lay upon their backs, looking up through the high
green shimmer of leaves at the Caribbean sky, with all its fleet of
cloudy ships.  The water of the brook made a noise like silence.
The town behind the hill lay in another unthinkable world.  They
forgot its pain and conflict.

"What time is it?" Eugene asked.  For, they had come to a place
where no time was.  Laura held up her exquisite wrist, and looked
at her watch.

"Why!" she exclaimed, surprised.  "It's only half-past twelve!"

But he scarcely heard her.

"What do I care what time it is!" he said huskily, and he seized
the lovely hand, bound with its silken watch-cord, and kissed it.
Her long cool fingers closed around his own; she drew his face down
to her mouth.

They lay there, locked together, upon that magic carpet, in that
paradise.  Her gray eyes were deeper and clearer than a pool of
clear water; he kissed the little freckles on her rare skin; he
gazed reverently at the snub tilt of her nose; he watched the
mirrored dance of the sparkling water over her face.  All of that
magic world--flower and field and sky and hill, and all the sweet
woodland cries, sound and sight and odor--grew into him, one voice
in his heart, one tongue in his brain, harmonious, radiant, and
whole--a single passionate lyrical noise.

"My dear!  Darling!  Do you remember last night?" he asked fondly,
as if recalling some event of her childhood.

"Yes," she gathered her arms tightly about his neck, "why do you
think I could forget it?"

"Do you remember what I said--what I asked you to do?" he insisted

"Oh, what are we going to do?  What are we going to do?" she
moaned, turning her head to the side and flinging an arm across her

"What is it?  What's the matter?  Dear?"

"Eugene--my dear, you're only a child.  I'm so old--a grown woman."

"You're only twenty-one," he said.  "There's only five years'
difference.  That's nothing."

"Oh!" she said.  "You don't know what you're saying.  It's all the
difference in the world."

"When I'm twenty, you'll be twenty-five.  When I'm twenty-six,
you'll be thirty-one.  When I'm forty-eight, you'll be fifty-three.
What's that?" he said contemptuously.  "Nothing."

"Everything," she said, "everything.  If I were sixteen, and you
twenty-one it would be nothing.  But you're a boy and I'm a woman.
When you're a young man I'll be an old maid; when you grow old I
shall be dying.  How do you know where you'll be, what you'll be
doing five years from now?" she continued in a moment.  "You're
only a boy--you've just started college.  You have no plans yet.
You don't know what you're going to do."

"Yes, I do!" he yelled furiously.  "I'm going to be a lawyer.
That's what they're sending me for.  I'm going to be a lawyer, and
I'm going into politics.  Perhaps," he added with gloomy pleasure,
"you'll be sorry then, after I make a name for myself."  With
bitter joy he foresaw his lonely celebrity.  The Governor's
Mansion.  Forty rooms.  Alone.  Alone.

"You're going to be a lawyer," said Laura, "and you're going
everywhere in the world, and I'm to wait for you, and never get
married.  You poor kid!"  She laughed softly.  "You don't know what
you're going to do."

He turned a face of misery on her; brightness dropped from the sun.

"You don't care?" he choked.  "You don't care?"  He bent his head
to hide his wet eyes.

"Oh, my dear," she said, "I do care.  But people don't live like
that.  It's like a story.  Don't you know that I'm a grown woman?
At my age, dear, most girls have begun to think of getting married.
What--what if I had begun to think of it, too?"

"Married!"  The word came from him in a huge gasp of horror as if
she had mentioned the abominable, proposed the unspeakable.  Then,
having heard the monstrous suggestion, he immediately accepted it
as a fact.  He was like that.

"So!  That's it!" he said furiously.  "You're going to get married,
eh?  You have fellows, have you?  You go out with them, do you?
You've known it all the time, and you've tried to fool me."

Nakedly, with breast bare to horror, he scourged himself, knowing
in the moment that the nightmare cruelty of life is not in the
remote and fantastic, but in the probable--the horror of love,
loss, marriage, the ninety seconds treason in the dark.

"You have fellows--you let them feel you.  They feel your legs,
they play with your breasts, they--"  His voice became inaudible
through strangulation.

"No.  No, my dear.  I haven't said so," she rose swiftly to a
sitting position, taking his hands.  "But there's nothing unusual
about getting married, you know.  Most people do.  Oh, my dear!
Don't look like that!  Nothing has happened.  Nothing!  Nothing!"

He seized her fiercely, unable to speak.  Then he buried his face
in her neck.

"Laura!  My dear!  My sweet!  Don't leave me alone!  I've been
alone!  I've always been alone!"

"It's what you want, dear.  It's what you'll always want.  You
couldn't stand anything else.  You'd get so tired of me.  You'll
forget this ever happened.  You'll forget me.  You'll forget--

"Forget!  I'll never forget!  I won't live long enough."

"And I'll never love any one else!  I'll never leave you!  I'll
wait for you forever!  Oh, my child, my child!"

They clung together in that bright moment of wonder, there on the
magic island, where the world was quiet, believing all they said.
And who shall say--whatever disenchantment follows--that we ever
forget magic, or that we can ever betray, on this leaden earth, the
apple-tree, the singing, and the gold?  Far out beyond that
timeless valley, a train, on the rails for the East, wailed back
its ghostly cry: life, like a fume of painted smoke, a broken wrack
of cloud, drifted away.  Their world was a singing voice again:
they were young and they could never die.  This would endure.

He kissed her on her splendid eyes; he grew into her young Mænad's
body, his heart numbed deliciously against the pressure of her
narrow breasts.  She was as lithe and yielding to his sustaining
hand as a willow rod--she was bird-swift, more elusive in repose
than the dancing water-motes upon her face.  He held her tightly
lest she grow into the tree again, or be gone amid the wood like

Come up into the hills, O my young love.  Return!  O lost, and by
the wind grieved, ghost, come back again, as first I knew you in
the timeless valley, where we shall feel ourselves anew, bedded on
magic in the month of June.  There was a place where all the sun
went glistening in your hair, and from the hill we could have put a
finger on a star.  Where is the day that melted into one rich
noise?  Where the music of your flesh, the rhyme of your teeth, the
dainty languor of your legs, your small firm arms, your slender
fingers, to be bitten like an apple, and the little cherry-teats of
your white breasts?  And where are all the tiny wires of finespun
maidenhair?  Quick are the mouths of earth, and quick the teeth
that fed upon this loveliness.  You who were made for music, will
hear music no more: in your dark house the winds are silent.
Ghost, ghost, come back from that marriage that we did not foresee,
return not into life, but into magic, where we have never died,
into the enchanted wood, where we still lie, strewn on the grass.
Come up into the hills, O my young love: return.  O lost, and by
the wind grieved, ghost, come back again.


One day, when June was coming to its end, Laura James said to him:

"I shall have to go home next week."  Then, seeing his stricken
face, she added, "but only for a few days--not more than a week."

"But why?  The summer's only started.  You will burn up down

"Yes.  It's silly, I know.  But my people expect me for the Fourth
of July.  You know, we have an enormous family--hundred of aunts,
cousins, and in-laws.  We have a family re-union every year--a
great barbecue and picnic.  I hate it.  But they'd never forgive me
if I didn't come."

Frightened, he looked at her for a moment.

"Laura!  You're coming back, aren't you?" he said quietly.

"Yes, of course," she said.  "Be quiet."

He was trembling violently; he was afraid to question her more

"Be quiet," she whispered, "quiet!"  She put her arms around him.

He went with her to the station on a hot mid-afternoon.  There was
a smell of melted tar in the streets.  She held his hand beside her
in the rattling trolley, squeezing his fingers to give him comfort,
and whispering from time to time:

"In a week!  Only a week, dear."

"I don't see the need," he muttered.  "It's over 400 miles.  Just
for a few days."

He passed the old one-legged gateman on the station platform very
easily, carrying her baggage.  Then he sat beside her in the close
green heat of the pullman until the train should go.  A little
electric fan droned uselessly above the aisle; a prim young lady
whom he knew, arranged herself amid the bright new leather of her
bags.  She returned his greeting elegantly, with a shade of refined
hauteur, then looked out the window again, grimacing eloquently at
her parents who gazed at her raptly from the platform.  Several
prosperous merchants went down the aisle in expensive tan shoes
that creaked under the fan's drone.

"Not going to leave us, are you, Mr. Morris?"

"Hello, Jim.  No, I'm running up to Richmond for a few days."  But
even the gray weather of their lives could not deaden the
excitement of that hot chariot to the East.


He got up trembling.

"In a few days, dear."  She looked up, taking his hand in her small
gloved palms.

"You will write as soon as you get there?  Please!"

"Yes.  To-morrow--at once."

He bent down suddenly and whispered, "Laura--you will come back.
You will come back!"

She turned her face away and wept bitterly.  He sat beside her once
more; she clasped him tightly as if he had been a child.

"My dear, my dear!  Don't forget me ever!"

"Never.  Come back.  Come back."

The salt print of her kiss was on his mouth, his face, his eyes.
It was, he knew, the guttering candle-end of time.  The train was
in motion.  He leaped blindly up the passage with a cry in his

"Come back again!"

But he knew.  Her cry followed him, as if he had torn something
from her grasp.

Within three days he had his letter.  On four sheets of paper,
bordered with victorious little American flags, this:

"My dear:  I got home at half-past one, just too tired to move.  I
couldn't sleep on the train at all last night, it seemed to get
hotter all the way down.  I was so blue when I got here, I almost
cried.  Little Richmond is too ghastly for words--everything burned
up and every one gone away to the mountains or the sea.  How can I
ever stand it even for a week!"  (Good! he thought.  If the weather
holds, she will come back all the sooner.)  "It would be heaven now
to get one breath of mountain air.  Could you find your way back to
our place in the valley again?"  (Yes, even if I were blind, he
thought.)  "Will you promise to look after your hand until it gets
well?  I worried so after you had gone, because I forgot to change
the bandage yesterday.  Daddy was glad to see me: he said he was
not going to let me go again but, don't worry, I'll have my own way
in the end.  I always do.  I don't know any one at home any more--
all of the boys have enlisted or gone to work in the shipyards at
Norfolk.  Most of the girls I know are getting married, or married
already.  That leaves only the kids."  (He winced.  As old as I am,
maybe older.)  "Give my love to Mrs. Barton, and tell your mother I
said she must not work so hard in that hot kitchen.  And all the
little cross-marks at the bottom are for you.  Try to guess what
they are.


He read her prosy letter with rigid face, devouring the words more
hungrily than if they had been lyrical song.  She would come back!
She would come back!  Soon.

There was another page.  Weakened and relaxed from his excitement,
he looked at it.  There he found, almost illegibly written, but at
last in her own speech, as if leaping out from the careful
aimlessness of her letter, this note:

"July 4.

"Richard came yesterday.  He is twenty-five, works in Norfolk.
I've been engaged to him almost a year.  We're going off quietly to
Norfolk to-morrow and get married.  My dear!  My dear!  I couldn't
tell you!  I tried to, but couldn't.  I didn't want to lie.
Everything else was true.  I meant all I said.  If you hadn't been
so young, but what's the use of saying that?  Try to forgive me,
but please don't forget me.  Good-by and God bless you.  Oh, my
darling, it was heaven!  I shall never forget you."

When he had finished the letter, he re-read it, slowly and
carefully.  Then he folded it, put it in his inner breast-pocket,
and leaving Dixieland, walked for forty minutes, until he came up
in the gap over the town again.  It was sunset.  The sun's vast
rim, blood-red, rested upon the western earth, in a great field of
murky pollen.  It sank beyond the western ranges.  The clear sweet
air was washed with gold and pearl.  The vast hills melted into
purple solitudes: they were like Canaan and rich grapes.  The
motors of cove people toiled up around the horse-shoe of the road.
Dusk came.  The bright winking lights in the town went up.
Darkness melted over the town like dew: it washed out all the day's
distress, the harsh confusions.  Low wailing sounds came faintly up
from Niggertown.

And above him the proud stars flashed into heaven: there was one,
so rich and low, that he could have picked it, if he had climbed
the hill beyond the Jew's great house.  One, like a lamp, hung low
above the heads of men returning home.  (O Hesperus, you bring us
all good things.)  One had flashed out the light that winked on him
the night that Ruth lay at the feet of Boaz; and one on Queen
Isolt; and one on Corinth and on Troy.  It was night, vast brooding
night, the mother of loneliness, that washes our stains away.  He
was washed in the great river of night, in the Ganges tides of
redemption.  His bitter wound was for the moment healed in him: he
turned his face upward to the proud and tender stars, which made
him a god and a grain of dust, the brother of eternal beauty and
the son of death--alone, alone.

"Ha-ha-ha-ha!" Helen laughed huskily, prodding him in the ribs.
"Your girl went and got married, didn't she?  She fooled you.  You
got left."

"Wh-a-a-a-t!" said Eliza banteringly, "has my boy been--as the
fellow says" (she sniggered behind her hand) "has my boy been a-
courtin'?"  She puckered her lips in playful reproach.

"Oh, for God's sake," he muttered angrily.  "What fellow says!"

His scowl broke into an angry grin as he caught his sister's eye.
They laughed.

"Well, 'Gene," said the girl seriously, "forget about it.  You're
only a kid yet.  Laura is a grown woman."

"Why, son," said Eliza with a touch of malice, "that girl was
fooling you all the time.  She was just leading you on."

"Oh, stop it, please."

"Cheer up!" said Helen heartily.  "Your time's coming.  You'll
forget her in a week.  There are plenty more, you know.  This is
puppy love.  Show her that you're a good sport.  You ought to write
her a letter of congratulation."

"Why, yes," said Eliza, "I'd make a big joke of it all.  I wouldn't
let on to her that it affected me.  I'd write her just as big as
you please and laugh about the whole thing.  I'd show them!  That's
what I'd--"

"Oh, for God's sake!" he groaned, starting up.  "Leave me alone,
won't you?"

He left the house.

But he wrote the letter.  And the moment after the lid of the
mailbox clanged over it, he was writhen by shame.  For it was a
proud and boastful letter, salted with scatterings of Greek, Latin,
and English verse, quotable scraps, wrenched into the text without
propriety, without accuracy, without anything but his pitiful and
obvious desire to show her his weight in the point of his wit, the
depth of his learning.  She would be sorry when she knew her loss!
But, for a moment at the end, his fiercely beating heart stormed

". . . and I hope he's worth having you--he can't deserve you,
Laura; no one can.  But if he knows what he has, that's something.
How lucky he is!  You're right about me--I'm too young.  I'd cut
off my hand now for eight or ten years more.  God bless and keep
you, my dear, dear Laura.

"Something in me wants to burst.  It keeps trying to, but it won't,
it never has.  O God!  If it only would!  I shall never forget you.
I'm lost now and I'll never find the way again.  In God's name
write me a line when you get this.  Tell me what your name is now--
you never have.  Tell me where you're going to live.  Don't let me
go entirely, I beg of you, don't leave me alone."

He sent the letter to the address she had given him--to her
father's house.  Week melted into week: his life mounted day by day
in a terrible tension to the delivery of the mail, morning and
afternoon, fell then into a miasmic swamp when no word came, July
ended.  The summer waned.  She did not write.

Upon the darkening porch, awaiting food, the boarders rocked, oh
rocked with laughter.

The boarders said:  "Eugene's lost his girl.  He doesn't know what
to do, he's lost his girl."

"Well, well!  Did the Old Boy lose his girl?"

The little fat girl, the daughter of one of the two fat sisters
whose husbands were hotel clerks in Charleston, skipped to and from
him, in slow May dance, with fat calves twinkling brownly above her

"Lost his girl!  Lost his girl!  Eugene, Eugene, has lost his

The fat little girl skipped back to her fat mother for approbation:
they regarded each other with complacent smiles loosely netted in
their full-meated mouths.

"Don't let them kid you, big boy.  What's the matter: did some one
get your girl?" asked Mr. Hake, the flour salesman.  He was a
dapper young man of twenty-six years, who smoked large cigars; he
had a tapering face, and a high domey head, bald on top, fringed
sparsely with fine blond hair.  His mother, a large grass-widow
near fifty, with the powerful craggy face of an Indian, a large
mass of dyed yellow hair, and a coarse smile, full of gold and
heartiness, rocked mightily, laughing with hoarse compassion:

"Git another girl, 'Gene.  Why, law!  I'd not let it bother me two
minutes."  He always expected her to spit, emphatically, with
gusto, after speaking.

"You should worry, boy.  You should WORRY!" said Mr. Farrel, of
Miami, the dancing instructor.  "Women are like street-cars: if you
miss one, there's another along in fifteen minutes.  Ain't that
right, lady?" he said pertly, turning to Miss Clark, of Valdosta,
Georgia, for whom it had been uttered.  She answered with a throaty
confused twiddle-giggle of laughter.  "Oh, aren't men the

Leaning upon the porch rail in the thickening dusk, Mr. Jake Clapp,
a well-to-do widower from Old Hominy, pursued his stealthy
courtship of Miss Florry Mangle, the trained nurse.  Her limp face
made a white blot in the darkness; she spoke in a tired whine:

"I thought she was too old for him when I saw her.  'Gene's only a
kid.  He's taken it hard, you can tell by looking at him how
miserable he is.  He's going to get sick if he keeps on at this
rate.  He's thin as a bone.  He hardly eats a bite.  People get run
down like that and catch the first disease that comes along--"

Her melancholy whine continued as Jake's stealthy thigh fumbled
against her.  She kept her arms carefully folded across her sagging

In the gray darkness, the boy turned his starved face on them.  His
dirty clothes lapped round his scarecrow body: his eyes burned like
a cat's in the dark, his hair fell over his forehead in a matted

"He'll git over it," said Jake Clapp, in a precise country drawl,
streaked with a note of bawdry.  "Every boy has got to go through
the Calf-Love stage.  When I was about 'Gene's age--"  He pressed
his hard thigh gently against Florry, grinning widely and thinly
with a few gold teeth.  He was a tall solid man, with a hard
precise face, lewdly decorous, and slanting Mongol eyes.  His head
was bald and knobby.

"He'd better watch out," whined Florry sadly.  "I know what I'm
talking about.  That boy's not strong--he has no business to go
prowling around to all hours the way he does.  He's on the verge

Eugene rocked gently on his feet, staring at the boarders with a
steady hate.  Suddenly he snarled like a wild beast, and started
down the porch, unable to speak, reeling, but snarling again and
again his choking and insane fury.

"Miss Brown" meanwhile sat primly at the end of the porch, a little
apart from the others.  From the dark sun-parlor at the side came
swiftly the tall elegant figure of Miss Irene Mallard, twenty-
eight, of Tampa, Florida.  She caught him at the step edge, and
pulled him round sharply, gripping his arms lightly with her cool
long fingers.

"Where are you going, 'Gene?" she said quietly.  Her eyes of light
violet were a little tired.  There was a faint exquisite perfume of

"Leave me alone!" he muttered.

"You can't go on like this," she said in a low tone.  "She's not
worth it--none of them are.  Pull yourself together."

"Leave me alone!" he said furiously.  "I know what I'm doing!"  He
wrenched away violently, and leaped down into the yard, plunging
around the house in a staggering run.

"Ben!" said Irene Mallard sharply.

Ben rose from the dark porch-swing where he had been sitting with
Mrs. Pert.

"See if you can't do something to stop him," said Irene Mallard.

"He's crazy," Ben muttered.  "Which way did he go?"

"By there--around the house.  Go quick!"

Ben went swiftly down the shallow steps and loped back over the
lawn.  The yard sloped sharply down: the gaunt back of Dixieland
was propped upon a dozen rotting columns of whitewashed brick,
fourteen feet high.  In the dim light, by one of these slender
piers, already mined with crumbling ruins of wet brick, the
scarecrow crouched, toiling with the thin grapevine of his arms
against the temple.

"I will kill you, House," he gasped.  "Vile and accursed House, I
will tear you down.  I will bring you down upon the whores and
boarders.  I will wreck you, House."

Another convulsion of his shoulders brought down a sprinkling rain
of dust and rubble.

"I will make you fall down on all the people in you, House," he

"Fool!" cried Ben, leaping upon him, "what are you trying to do?"
He caught the boy's arms from behind and dragged him back.  "Do you
think you can bring her back to you by wrecking the house?  Are
there no other women in the world, that you should let one get the
best of you like this?"

"Let me go!  Let me go!" said Eugene.  "What does it matter to

"Don't think, fool, that I care," said Ben fiercely.  "You're
hurting no one but yourself.  Do you think you'll hurt the boarders
by pulling the house down on your own head?  Do you think, idiot,
that any one cares if you kill yourself?"  He shook the boy.  "No.
No.  I don't care what you do, you know.  I simply want to save the
family the trouble and expense of burying you."

With a great cry of rage and bafflement Eugene tried to free
himself.  But the older brother held on as desperately as the Old
Man of the Sea.  Then, with a great effort of his hands and
shoulders, the boy lifted his captor off the ground, and dashed him
back against the white brick wall of the cellar.  Ben collapsed,
releasing him, with a fit of dry coughing, holding his hand against
his thin breast.

"Don't be a fool," he gasped.

"Did I hurt you?" said Eugene dully.

"No.  Go into the house and wash yourself.  You ought to comb your
hair once or twice a week, you know.  You can't go around like a
wild man.  Get something to eat.  Have you any money?"

"Yes--I have enough."

"Are you all right now?"

"Yes--don't talk about it, please."

"I don't want to talk about it, fool.  I want you to learn a little
sense," said Ben.  He straightened, brushing his whitened coat.  In
a moment, he went on quietly:  "To hell with them, 'Gene.  To hell
with them all.  Don't let them worry you.  Get all that you can.
Don't give a damn for anything.  Nothing gives a damn for you.  To
hell with it all!  To hell with it!  There are a lot of bad days.
There are a lot of good ones.  You'll forget.  There are a lot of
days.  Let it go."

"Yes," said Eugene wearily, "let it go.  It's all right now.  I'm
too tired.  When you get tired you don't care, do you?  I'm too
tired to care.  I'll never care any more.  I'm too tired.  The men
in France get tired and don't care.  If a man came and pointed a
gun at me now, I wouldn't be scared.  I'm too tired."  He began to
laugh, loosely, with a sense of delicious relief.  "I don't care
for any one or anything.  I've always been afraid of everything,
but when I got tired I didn't care.  That's how I shall get over
everything.  I shall get tired."

Ben lighted a cigarette.

"That's better," he said.  "Let's get something to eat."  He smiled
thinly.  "Come along, Samson."

They walked out slowly around the house.

He washed himself, and ate a hearty meal.  The boarders finished,
and wandered off into the darkness variously--some to the band-
concert on the Square, some to the moving-pictures, some for walks
through the town.  When he had fed he went out on the porch.  It
was dark and almost empty save where, at the side, Mrs. Selborne
sat in the swing with a wealthy lumber man from Tennessee.  Her low
rich laughter bubbled up softly from the vat of the dark.  "Miss
Brown" rocked quietly and decorously by herself.  She was a heavily
built and quietly dressed woman of thirty-nine years, touched with
that slightly comic primness--that careful gentility--that marks
the conduct of the prostitute incognito.  She was being very
refined.  She was a perfect lady and would, if aroused, assert the

"Miss Brown" lived, she said, in Indianapolis.  She was not ugly:
her face was simply permeated with the implacable dullness of the
Mid-Westerner.  In spite of the lewdness of her wide thin mouth,
her look was smug.  She had a fair mass of indifferent brown hair,
rather small brown eyes, and a smooth russet skin.

"Pshaw!" said Eliza.  "I don't believe her name's 'Miss Brown' any
more than mine is."

There had been rain.  The night was cool and black; the flower-bed
before the house was wet, with a smell of geraniums and drenched
pansies.  He lighted a cigarette, sitting upon the rail.  "Miss
Brown" rocked.

"It's turned off cool," she said.  "That little bit of rain has
done a lot of good, hasn't it?"

"Yes, it was hot," he said.  "I hate hot weather."

"I can't stand it either," she said.  "That's why I go away every
summer.  Out my way we catch it.  You folks here don't know what
hot weather is."

"You're from Milwaukee, aren't you?"


"I knew it was somewhere out there.  Is it a big place?" he asked

"Yes.  You could put Altamont in one corner of it and never miss

"How big is it?" he said eagerly.  "How many people have you

"I don't know exactly--over three hundred thousand with the

He reflected with greedy satisfaction.

"Is it pretty?  Are there a lot of pretty houses and fine

"Yes--I think so," she said reflectively.  "It's a nice homelike

"What are the people like?  What do they do?  Are they rich?"

"Why--yes.  It's a business and manufacturing place.  There are a
lot of rich people."

"I suppose they live in big houses and ride around in big cars,
eh?" he demanded.  Then, without waiting for a reply, he went on:
"Do they have good things to eat?  What?"

She laughed awkwardly, puzzled and confused.

"Why, yes.  There's a great deal of German cooking.  Do you like
German cooking?"

"Beer!" he muttered lusciously.  "Beer--eh?  You make it out

"Yes."  She laughed, with a voluptuous note in her voice.  "I
believe you're a bad boy, Eugene."

"And what about the theatres and libraries?  You have lots of
shows, don't you?"

"Yes.  A lot of good shows come to Indianapolis.  All the big hits
in New York and Chicago."

"And a library--you have a big one, eh?"

"Yes.  We have a nice library."

"How many books has it?"

"Oh, I can't say as to that.  But it's a good big library."

"Over 100,000 books, do you suppose?  They wouldn't have half a
million, would they?"  He did not wait for an answer, he was
talking to himself.  "No, of course not.  How many books can you
take out at a time?  What?"

The great shadow of his hunger bent over her; he rushed out of
himself, devouring her with his questions.

"What are the girls like?  Are they blonde or brunette?  What?"

"Why, we have both kinds--more dark than fair, I should say."  She
looked through the darkness at him, grinning.

"Are they pretty?"

"Well!  I can't say.  You'll have to draw your own conclusions,
Eugene.  I'm one of them, you know."  She looked at him with demure
lewdness, offering herself for inspection.  Then, with a laugh of
teasing reproof, she said:  "I believe you're a bad boy, Eugene.  I
believe you're a bad boy."

He lighted another cigarette feverishly.

"I'd give anything for a smoke," muttered "Miss Brown."  "I don't
suppose I could here?"  She looked round her.

"Why not?" he said impatiently.  "There's no one to see you.  It's
dark.  What does it matter anyway?"

Little electric currents of excitement played up his spine.

"I believe I will," she whispered.  "Have you got a cigarette?"

He gave her his package; she stood up to receive the flame he
nursed in his cupped hands.  She leaned her heavy body against him
as, with puckered face and closed eyes, she held her cigarette to
the fire.  She grasped his shaking hands to steady the light,
holding them for a moment after.

"What," said "Miss Brown," with a cunning smile, "what if your
mother should see us?  You'd catch it!"

"She'll not see us," he said.  "Besides," he added generously, "why
shouldn't women smoke the same as men?  There's no harm in it."

"Yes," said "Miss Brown," "I believe in being broad-minded about
these things, too."

But he grinned in the dark, because the woman had revealed herself
with a cigarette.  It was a sign--the sign of the province, the
sign unmistakable of debauchery.

Then, when he laid his hands upon her, she came very passively into
his embrace as he sat before her on the rail.

"Eugene!  Eugene!" she said in mocking reproof.

"Where is your room?" he said.

She told him.

Later, Eliza came suddenly and silently out upon them, on one of
her swift raids from the kitchen.

"Who's there?  Who's there?" she said, peering into the gloom
suspiciously.  "Huh?  Hah?  Where's Eugene?  Has any one seen
Eugene?"  She knew very well he was there.

"Yes, here I am," he said.  "What do you want?"

"Oh!  Who's that with you?  Hah?"

"'Miss Brown' is with me."

"Won't you come out and sit down, Mrs. Gant?" said "Miss Brown."
"You must be tired and hot."

"Oh!" said Eliza awkwardly, "is that you, 'Miss Brown'?  I couldn't
see who it was."  She switched on the dim porch light.  "It's
mighty dark out here.  Some one coming up those steps might fall
and break a leg.  I tell you what," she continued conversationally,
"this air feels good.  I wish I could let everything go and just
enjoy myself."

She continued in amiable monologue for another half hour, her eyes
probing about swiftly all the time at the two dark figures before
her.  Then hesitantly, by awkward talkative stages, she went into
the house again.

"Son," she said before she went, troubled, "it's getting late.
You'd better go to bed.  That's where we all ought to be."

"Miss Brown" assented gracefully and moved toward the door.

"I'm going now.  I feel tired.  Good-night, all."

He sat quietly on the rail, smoking, listening to the noises in the
house.  It went to sleep.  He went back and found Eliza preparing
to retire to her little cell.

"Son!" she said, in a low voice, after shaking her puckered face
reproachfully for a moment, "I tell you what--I don't like it.  It
doesn't look right--your sitting out alone with that woman.  She's
old enough to be your mother."

"She's YOUR boarder, isn't she?" he said roughly, "not mine.  I
didn't bring her here."

"There's one thing sure," said Eliza, wounded.  "You don't catch me
associating with them.  I hold up my head as high as any one."  She
smiled at him bitterly.

"Well, good-night, mama," he said, ashamed and hurt.  "Let's forget
about them for a while.  What does it matter?"

"Be a good boy," said Eliza timidly.  "I want you to be a good boy,

There was a sense of guilt in her manner, a note of regret and

"Don't worry!" he said, turning away suddenly, wrenched bitterly,
as he always was, by a sense of the child-like innocence and
steadfastness that lay at the bottom of her life.  "It's not your
fault if I'm not.  I shan't blame you.  Goodnight."

The kitchen-light went out; he heard his mother's door click
gently.  Through the dark house a shaft of air blew coolly.
Slowly, with thudding heart, he began to mount the stairs.

But on that dark stair, his foot-falls numbed in the heavy carpet,
he came squarely upon a woman's body that, by its fragrance, like
magnolia, he knew was that of Mrs. Selborne.  They held each other
sharply by the arms, discovered, with caught breath.  She bent
toward him: a few strands of her blonde hair brushed his face,
leaving it aflame.

"Hush-h!" she whispered.

So they paused there, holding each other, breast to breast, the
only time that they had ever touched.  Then, with their dark wisdom
of each other confirmed, they parted, each a sharer in the other's
life, to meet thereafter before the world with calm untelling eyes.

He groped softly back along the dark corridor until he came to the
door of "Miss Brown's" room.  It was slightly ajar.  He went in.

She took all his medals, all that he had won at Leonard's school--
the one for debating, the one for declaiming, the one in bronze for
William Shakespeare.  W. S.  1616-1916--Done for a Ducat!

He had no money to give her: she did not want much--a coin or two
at a time.  It was, she said, not the money: it was the principle
of the thing.  He saw the justice of her argument.

"For," said she, "if I wanted money, I wouldn't fool with you.
Somebody tries to get me to go out every day.  One of the richest
men in this town (old man Tyson) has been after me ever since I
came.  He's offered me ten dollars if I'll go out in his car with
him.  I don't need your money.  But you've got to give me
something.  I don't care how little it is.  I wouldn't feel decent
unless you did.  I'm not one of your little Society Chippies that
you see every day uptown.  I've too much self-respect for that."

So, in lieu of money, he gave her his medals as pledges.

"If you don't redeem them," said "Miss Brown," "I'll give them to
my own son when I go home."

"Have you a son?"

"Yes.  He's eighteen years old.  He's almost as tall as you are and
twice as broad.  All the girls are mad about him."

He turned his head away sharply, whitening with a sense of nausea
and horror, feeling in him an incestuous pollution.

"That's enough, now," said "Miss Brown" with authority.  "Go to
your room and get some sleep."

But, unlike the first one in the tobacco town, she never called him

     "Poor Butterfly, for her heart was break-king,
      Poor Butterfly, for she loved him so-o--"

Miss Irene Mallard changed the needle of the little phonograph in
the sun-parlor, and reversed the well-worn record.  Then as with
stately emphasis, the opening measure of "Katinka" paced out, she
waited for him, erect, smiling, slender, beautiful, with long
lovely hands held up like wings to his embrace.  She was teaching
him to dance.  Laura James had danced beautifully: it had maddened
him to see her poised in the arms of a young man dancing.  Now,
clumsily, he moved off on a conscientious left foot, counting to
himself.  One, two, three, four!  Irene Mallard slipped and veered
to his awkward pressure, as bodiless as a fume of smoke.  Her left
hand rested on his bony shoulder lightly as a bird: her cool
fingers were threaded into his hot sawing palm.

She had thick hair of an oaken color, evenly parted in the middle;
her skin was pearl-pale, and transparently delicate; her jaw was
long, full, and sensuous--her face was like that of one of the pre-
Raphaelite women.  She carried her tall graceful body with
beautiful erectness, but with the slightly worn sensuousness of
fragility and weariness: her lovely eyes were violet, always a
little tired, but full of slow surprise and tenderness.  She was
like a Luini madonna, mixed of holiness and seduction, the world
and heaven.  He held her with reverent care, as one who would not
come too near, who would not break a sacred image.  Her exquisite
and subtle perfume stole through him like a strange whisper, pagan
and divine.  He was afraid to touch her--and his hot palm sweated
to her fingers.

Sometimes she coughed gently, smiling, holding a small crumpled
handkerchief, edged with blue, before her mouth.

She had come to the hills not because of her own health, but
because of her mother's, a woman of sixty-five, rustily dressed,
with the petulant hang-dog face of age and sickness.  The old woman
suffered from asthma and heart-disease.  They had come from
Florida.  Irene Mallard was a very capable business woman; she was
the chief bookkeeper of one of the Altamont banks.  Every evening
Randolph Gudger, the bank president, telephoned her.

Irene Mallard pressed her palm across the mouthpiece of the
telephone, smiling at Eugene ironically, and rolling her eyes
entreatingly aloft.

Sometimes Randolph Gudger drove by and asked her to go with him.
The boy went sulkily away until the rich man should leave: the
banker looked bitterly after him.

"He wants me to marry him, 'Gene," said Irene Mallard.  "What am I
going to do?"

"He's old enough to be your grandfather," said Eugene.  "He has no
hair on the top of his head; his teeth are false, and I don't know
what-all!" he said resentfully.

"He's a rich man, 'Gene," said Irene, smiling.  "Don't forget

"Go on, then!  Go on!" he cried furiously.  "Yes--go ahead.  Marry
him.  It's the right thing for you.  Sell yourself.  He's an old
man!" he said melodramatically.  Randolph Gudger was almost forty-

But they danced there slowly in a gray light of dusk that was like
pain and beauty; like the lost light undersea, in which his life, a
lost merman, swam, remembering exile.  And as they danced she, whom
he dared not touch, yielded her body unto him, whispering softly to
his ear, pressing with slender fingers his hot hand.  And she, whom
he would not touch, lay there, like a sheaf of grain, in the crook
of his arm, token of the world's remedy--the refuge from the one
lost face out of all the faces, the anodyne against the wound named
Laura--a thousand flitting shapes of beauty to bring him comfort
and delight.  The great pageantry of pain and pride and death hung
through the dusk its awful vision, touching his sorrow with a
lonely joy.  He had lost; but all pilgrimage across the world was
loss: a moment of cleaving, a moment of taking away, the thousand
phantom shapes that beaconed, and the high impassionate grief of

It was dark.  Irene Mallard took him by the hand and led him out on
the porch.

"Sit down here a moment, 'Gene.  I want to talk to you."  Her voice
was serious, low-pitched.  He sat beside her in the swing,
obediently, with the sense of an impending lecture.

"I've been watching you these last few days," said Irene Mallard.
"I know what's been going on."

"What do you mean?" he said thickly, with thudding pulses.

"You know what I mean," said Irene Mallard sternly.  "Now you're
too fine a boy, 'Gene, to waste yourself on that Woman.  Any one
can see what she is.  Mother and I have both talked about it.  A
woman like that can ruin a young boy like you.  You've got to stop

"How did you know about it?" he muttered.  He was frightened and
ashamed.  She took his trembling hand and held it between her cool
palms until he grew quieter.  But he drew no closer to her: he
halted, afraid, before her loveliness.  As with Laura James, she
seemed too high for his passion.  He was afraid of her flesh; he
was not afraid of "Miss Brown's."  But now he was tired of the
woman and didn't know how he could pay her.  She had all his

All through the waning summer he walked with Irene Mallard.  They
walked at night through the cool streets filled with the rustle of
tired leaves.  They went together to the hotel roof and danced;
later "Pap" Rheinhart, kind and awkward and shy, and smelling of
his horse, came to their little table, sitting and drinking with
them.  He had spent the years since Leonard's at a military school,
trying to straighten the wry twist of his neck.  But he remained
the same as ever--quizzical, dry, and humorous.  Eugene looked at
that good shy face, remembering the lost years, the lost faces.
And there was sorrow in his heart for what would come no more.
August ended.

September came, full of departing wings.  The world was full of
departures.  It had heard the drums.  The young men were going to
the war.  Ben had been rejected again in the draft.  Now he was
preparing to drift off in search of employment in other towns.
Luke had given up his employment in a war-munitions factory at
Dayton, Ohio, and had enlisted in the Navy.  He had come home on a
short leave before his departure for the training-school at
Newport, Rhode Island.  The street roared as he came down at his
vulgar wide-legged stride, in flapping blues, his face all on the
grin, thick curls of his unruly hair coiling below the band of his
hat.  He was the cartoon of a gob.

"Luke!" shouted Mr. Fawcett, the land-auctioneer, pulling him in
from the street to Wood's pharmacy, "by God, son, you've done your
bit.  I'm going to set you up.  What are you going to have?"

"Make it a dope," said Luke.  "Colonel, yours truly!"  He lifted
the frosty glass in a violently palsied hand, and stood posed
before the grinning counter.  "F-f-f-forty years ago," he began, in
a hoarse voice, "I might have refused, but now I can't, G-G-G-God
help me!  I c-c-c-c-can't!"

Gant's sickness had returned on him with increased virulence.  His
face was haggard and yellow: a tottering weakness crept into his
limbs.  It was decided that he must go again to Baltimore.  Helen
would go with him.

"Mr. Gant," said Eliza persuasively, "why don't you just give up
everything and settle down to take things easy the rest of your
days?  You don't feel good enough to tend to business any more; if
I were you, I'd retire.  We could get $20,000 for your shop without
any trouble--If I had that much money to work with, I'd show them a
thing or two."  She nodded pertly with a smart wink.  "I could turn
it over two or three times within two years' time.  You've got to
trade quick to keep the ball a-rolling.  That's the way it's done."

"Merciful God," he groaned.  "That's my last refuge on earth.
Woman, have you no mercy?  I beg of you, leave me to die in peace:
it won't be long now.  You can do what you please with it after I'm
gone, but give me a little peace now.  In the name of Jesus, I ask
it!"  He sniffled affectedly.

"Pshaw!" said Eliza, thinking no doubt to encourage him.  "There's
nothing wrong with you.  Half of it's only imagination."

He groaned, turning his head away.

Summer died upon the hills.  There was a hue, barely guessed, upon
the foliage, of red rust.  The streets at night were filled with
sad lispings: all through the night, upon his porch, as in a coma,
he heard the strange noise of autumn.  And all the people who had
given the town its light thronging gaiety were vanished strangely
overnight.  They had gone back into the vast South again.  The
solemn tension of the war gathered about the nation.  A twilight of
grim effort hovered around him, above him.  He felt the death of
joy; but the groping within him of wonder, of glory.  Out of the
huge sprawl of its first delirium, the nation was beginning to
articulate the engines of war--engines to mill and print out hatred
and falsehood, engines to pump up glory, engines to manacle and
crush opposition, engines to drill and regiment men.

But something of true wonder had come upon the land--the flares and
rockets of the battle-fields cast their light across the plains as
well.  Young men from Kansas were going to die in Picardy.  In some
foreign earth lay the iron, as yet unmoulded, that was to slay
them.  The strangeness of death and destiny was legible upon lives
and faces which held no strangeness of their own.  For, it is the
union of the ordinary and the miraculous that makes wonder.

Luke had gone away to the training-school at Newport.  Ben went to
Baltimore with Helen and Gant, who, before entering the hospital
again for radium treatment, had gone on a violent and unruly spree
which had compelled their rapid transference from one hotel to
another and had finally brought Gant moaning to his bed, hurling
against God the anathemas that should have been saved for huge
riotings in raw oysters washed down chaotically with beer and
whisky.  They all drank a great deal: Gant's excesses, however,
reduced the girl to a state of angry frenzy, and Ben to one of
scowling and cursing disgust.

"You damned old man!" cried Helen, seizing and shaking his passive
shoulders as he lay reeking and sodden on an untidy bed.  "I could
wear you out!  You're not sick; I've wasted my life nursing you,
and you're not as sick as I am!  You'll be here long after I'm
gone, you selfish old man!  It makes me furious!"

"Why, baby!" he roared, with a vast gesture of his arms, "God bless
you, I couldn't do without you."

"Don't 'baby' me!" she cried.

But she held his hand next day as they rode out to the hospital,
held it as, quaking, he turned for an instant and looked sadly at
the city stretched behind and below him.

"I was a boy here," he muttered.

"Don't worry," she said, "we're going to make you well again.  Why!
You'll be a boy again!"

Hand in hand they entered the lobby where, flanked with death and
terror and the busy matter-of-factness of the nurses and the
hundred flitting shapes of the quiet men with the gray faces and
gimlet eyes who walk so surely in among the broken lives--with arms
proposed in an attitude of enormous mercy--many times bigger than
Gant's largest angel--is an image of gentle Jesus.

Eugene went to see the Leonards several times.  Margaret looked
thin and ill, but the great light in her seemed on this account to
burn more brightly.  Never before had he been so aware of her
enormous tranquil patience, the great health of her spirit.  All of
his sin, all of his pain, all the vexed weariness of his soul were
washed away in that deep radiance: the tumult and evil of life
dropped from him its foul and ragged cloak.  He seemed to be
clothed anew in garments of seamless light.

But he could confess little that lay on his heart: he talked freely
of his work at the university, he talked of little else.  His heart
was packed with its burden for confessional, but he knew he could
not speak, that she would not understand.  She was too wise for
anything but faith.  Once, desperately, he tried to tell her of
Laura: he blurted out a confession awkwardly in a few words.
Before he had finished she began to laugh.

"Mr. Leonard!" she called.  "Imagine this rascal with a girl!
Pshaw, boy!  You don't know what love is.  Get along with you.
There'll be time enough to think of that ten years from now."  She
laughed tenderly to herself, with absent misty gaze.

"Old 'Gene with a girl!  Pity the poor girl!  Ah, Lord, Boy!
That's a long way off for you.  Thank your stars!"

He bent his head sharply, and closed his eyes.  O My lovely Saint!
he thought.  How close you have been to me, if any one.  How I have
cut my brain open for you to see, and would my heart, if I had
dared, and how alone I am, and always have been.

He walked through the streets at night with Irene Mallard; the town
was thinned and saddened by departures.  A few people hurried past,
as if driven along by the brief pouncing gusts of wind.  He was
held in the lure of her subtle weariness: she gave him comfort and
he never touched her.  But he unpacked the burden of his heart,
trembling and passionate.  She sat beside him and stroked his hand.
It seemed to him that he never knew her until he remembered her
years later.

The house was almost empty.  At night Eliza packed his trunk
carefully, counting the ironed shirts and mended socks with

"Now, you have plenty of good warm clothes, son.  Try to take care
of them."  She put Gant's check in his inner pocket and fastened it
with a safety-pin.

"Keep a sharp eye on your money, boy.  You never know who you'll
run up with on a train."

He dawdled nervously toward the door, wishing to melt away, not end
in leave-taking.

"It does seem you might spend one night at home with your mother,"
she said querulously.  Her eyes grew misty at once, her lips began
to work tremulously in a bitter self-pitying smile.  "I tell you
what!  It looks mighty funny, doesn't it?  You can't stay with me
five minutes any more without wanting to be up and off with the
first woman that comes along.  It's all right!  It's all right.
I'm not complaining.  It seems as if all I was fit for is to cook
and sew and get you ready to go off."  She burst volubly into
tears.  "It seems that that's the only use you have for me.  I've
hardly laid eyes on you all summer."

"No," he said bitterly, "you've been too busy looking after the
boarders.  Don't think, mama, that you can work on my feelings here
at the last minute," he cried, already deeply worked-on.  "It's
easy to cry.  But I was here all the time if you had had time for
me.  Oh, for God's sake!  Let's make an end to this!  Aren't things
bad enough without it?  Why must you act this way whenever I go
off?  Do you want to make me as miserable as you can?"

"Well, I tell you," said Eliza hopefully, becoming dry-eyed at
once, "if I make a couple of deals and everything goes well, you
may find me waiting for you in a big fine house when you come back
next Spring.  I've got the lot picked out.  I was thinking about it
the other day," she went on, giving him a bright and knowing nod.

"Ah-h!" he made a strangling noise in his throat and tore at his
collar.  "In God's name!  Please!"  There was a silence.

"Well," said Eliza gravely, plucking at her chin, "I want you to be
a good boy and study hard, son.  Take care of your money--I want
you to have plenty of good food and warm clothes--but you mustn't
be extravagant, boy.  This sickness of your papa's has cost a lot
of money.  Everything is going out and nothing's coming in.  Nobody
knows where the next dollar's coming from.  So you've got to watch

Again silence fell.  She had said her say; she had come as close as
she could, but suddenly she felt speechless, shut out, barred from
the bitter and lonely secrecy of his life.

"I hate to see you go, son," she said quietly, with a deep and
indefinable sadness.

He cast his arms up suddenly in a tortured incomplete gesture.

"What does it matter!  Oh God, what does it matter!"

Eliza's eyes filled with tears of real pain.  She grasped his hand
and held it.

"Try to be happy, son," she wept, "try to be a little more happy.
Poor child!  Poor child!  Nobody ever knew you.  Before you were
born," she shook her head slowly, speaking in a voice that was
drowned and husky with her tears.  Then, huskily, clearing her
throat, she repeated, "Before you were born--"


When he returned to the university for his second year, he found
the place adjusted soberly to war.  It seemed quieter, sadder--the
number of students was smaller and they were younger.  The older
ones had gone to war.  The others were in a state of wild, but
subdued, restlessness.  They were careless of colleges, careers,
successes--the war had thrilled them with its triumphing Now.  Of
what use To-morrow!  Of what use all labor for To-morrow!  The big
guns had blown all spun schemes to fragments: they hailed the end
of all planned work with a fierce, a secret joy.  The business of
education went on half-heartedly, with an abstracted look: in the
classroom, their eyes were vague upon the book, but their ears
cocked attentively for alarums and excursions without.

Eugene began the year earnestly as room-mate of a young man who had
been the best student in the Altamont High School.  His name was
Bob Sterling.  Bob Sterling was nineteen years old, the son of a
widow.  He was of middling height, always very neatly and soberly
dressed; there was nothing conspicuous about him.  For this reason,
he could laugh good-naturedly, a little smugly, at whatever was
conspicuous.  He had a good mind--bright, attentive, studious,
unmarked by originality or inventiveness.  He had a time for
everything: he apportioned a certain time for the preparation of
each lesson, and went over it three times, mumbling rapidly to
himself.  He sent his laundry out every Monday.  When in merry
company he laughed heartily and enjoyed himself, but he always kept
track of the time.  Presently, he would look at his watch, saying:
"Well, this is all very nice, but it's getting no work done," and
he would go.

Every one said he had a bright future.  He remonstrated with
Eugene, with good-natured seriousness, about his habits.  He ought
not to throw his clothes around.  He ought not to let his shirts
and drawers accumulate in a dirty pile.  He ought to have a regular
time for doing each lesson; he ought to live by regular hours.

They lived in a private dwelling on the edge of the campus, in a
large bright room decorated with a great number of college
pennants, all of which belonged to Bob Sterling.

Bob Sterling had heart-disease.  He stood on the landing, gasping,
when he had climbed the stairs.  Eugene opened the door for him.
Bob Sterling's pleasant face was dead white, spotted by pale
freckles.  His lips chattered and turned blue.

"What is it, Bob?  How do you feel?" said Eugene.

"Come here," said Bob Sterling with a grin.  "Put your head down
here."  He took Eugene's head and placed it against his heart.  The
great pump beat slowly and irregularly, with a hissing respiration.

"Good God!" cried Eugene.

"Do you hear it?" said Bob Sterling, beginning to laugh.  Then he
went into the room, chafing his dry hands briskly.

But he fell sick and could not attend classes.  He was taken to the
College Infirmary, where he lay for several weeks, apparently not
very ill, but with lips constantly blue, a slow pulse, and a sub-
normal temperature.  Nothing could be done about it.

His mother came and took him home.  Eugene wrote him regularly
twice a week, getting in return short but cheerful messages.  Then
one day he died.

Two weeks later the widow returned to gather together the boy's
belongings.  Silently she collected the clothing that no one would
ever wear.  She was a stout woman in her forties.  Eugene took all
the pennants from the wall and folded them.  She packed them in a
valise and turned to go.

"Here's another," said Eugene.

She burst suddenly into tears and seized his hand.

"He was so brave," she said, "so brave.  Those last days--I had not
meant to--Your letters made him so happy."

She's alone now, Eugene thought.

I cannot stay here, he thought, where he has been.  We were here
together.  Always I should see him on the landing, with the hissing
valve and the blue lips, or hear him mumbling his lessons.  Then,
at night, the other cot would be empty.  I think I shall room alone

But he roomed the remainder of the term in one of the dormitories.
He had two room-mates--one, an Altamont young man who answered to
the name of L. K. Duncan (the "L" stood for Lawrence, but every one
called him "Elk") and the other, the son of an Episcopal minister,
Harold Gay.  Both were several years older than Eugene: Elk Duncan
was twenty-four, and Harold Gay, twenty-two.  But it is doubtful
whether a more precious congress of freaks had ever before gathered
in two small rooms, one of which they used as a "study."

Elk Duncan was the son of an Altamont attorney, a small Democratic
politician, mighty in county affairs.  Elk Duncan was tall--an inch
or two over six feet--and incredibly thin, or rather narrow.  He
was already a little bald, he had a high prominent forehead, and
large pale bulging eyes: from that point his long pale face sloped
backward to his chin.  His shoulders were a trifle bowed and very
narrow; the rest of his body had the symmetry of a lead pencil.  He
always dressed very foppishly, in tight suits of blue flannel,
with high stiff collars, fat silken cravats, and colored silk
handkerchiefs.  He was a student in the Law School, but he spent a
large part of his time, industriously, in avoiding study.

The younger students--particularly the Freshmen--gathered around
him after meals with mouths slightly ajar, feeding upon his words
like manna, and hungrily demanding more, the wilder his fable
became.  His posture toward life was very much that of the barker
of a carnival sideshow: loquacious, patronizing, and cynical.

The other room-mate, Harold Gay, was a good soul, no older than a
child.  He wore spectacles, which gave the only glister to the
dull grayness of his face; he was plain and ugly without any
distinction: he had been puzzled so long by at least four-fifths
of the phenomena of existence that he no longer made any effort
to comprehend them.  Instead, he concealed his shyness and
bewilderment under a braying laugh that echoed at all the wrong
places, and a silly grin full of an absurd and devilish knowingness.
His association with Elk Duncan was one of the proud summits of his
life: he weltered in the purple calcium which bathed that worthy, he
smoked cigarettes with a debauched leer, and cursed loudly and
uneasily with the accent of a depraved clergyman.

"Harold!  Harold!" said Elk Duncan reprovingly.  "Damn, son!
You're getting hard!  If you go on like this, you'll begin to chew
gum, and fritter away your Sunday-school money at the movies.
Think of the rest of us, please.  'Gene here's only a young boy, as
pure as a barnyard privy, and, as for me, I've always moved in the
best circles, and associated with only the highest class of
bartenders and ladylike streetwalkers.  What would your father say
if he could hear you?  Don't you know he'd be shocked?  He'd cut
off your cigarette money, son."

"I don't give a damn what he'd do, Elk, nor you either!" said
Harold toughly, grinning.  "So, what the hell!" he roared as loudly
as he could.  There was an answering howl from the windows of the
whole dormitory--cries of "Go to hell!" "Cut it out!" and ironical
cheers, at which he was pleased.

The scattered family drew together again at Christmas.  A sense of
impending dissolution, of loss and death, brought them back.  The
surgeon at Baltimore had given no hope.  He had, rather, confirmed
Gant's death-warrant.

"Then how long can he live?" asked Helen.

He shrugged his shoulders.  "My dear girl!" he said.  "I have no
idea.  The man's a miracle.  Do you know that he's Exhibit A here?
Every surgeon in the place has had a look.  How long can he last?
I'll swear to nothing--I no longer have any idea.  When your father
left here, the first time, after his operation, I never expected to
see him again.  I doubted if he would last the winter through.  But
he's back again.  He may be back many times."

"Can you help him at all?  Do you think the radium does any good?"

"I can give him relief for a time.  I can even check the growth of
the disease for a time.  Beyond that, I can do nothing.  But his
vitality is enormous.  He is a creaking gate which hangs by one
hinge--but which hangs, nevertheless."

Thus, she had brought him home, the shadow of his death suspended
over them like a Damocles sword.  Fear prowled softly through their
brains on leopard feet.  The girl lived in a condition of repressed
hysteria: it had its outburst daily at Eliza's or in her own home.
Hugh Barton had purchased a house to which he had taken her.

"You'll get no peace," he said, "as long as you're near them.
That's what's wrong with you now."

She had frequent periods of sickness.  She went constantly to the
doctors for treatment and advice.  Sometimes she went to the
hospital for several days.  Her illness manifested itself in
various ways--sometimes in a terrible mastoid pain, sometimes in
nervous exhaustion, sometimes in an hysterical collapse in which
she laughed and wept by turns, and which was governed partly by
Gant's illness and a morbid despair over her failure to bear a
child.  She drank stealthily at all times--she drank in nibbling
draughts for stimulants, never enough for drunkenness.  She drank
vile liquids--seeking only the effect of alcohol and getting at it
in strange ways through a dozen abominations called "tonics" and
"extracts."  Almost deliberately she ruined her taste for the
better sort of potable liquors, concealing from herself, under the
convenient labellings of physic, the ugly crawling hunger in her
blood.  This self-deception was characteristic of her.  Her life
expressed itself through a series of deceptions--of symbols: her
dislikes, affections, grievances, brandishing every cause but the
real one.

But, unless actually bedridden, she was never absent from her
father for many hours.  The shadow of his death lay over their
lives.  They shuddered below its horror; its protracted menace, its
unsearchable enigma, deprived them of dignity and courage.  They
were dominated by the weary and degrading egotism of life, which is
blandly philosophical over the death of the alien, but sees in its
own the corruption of natural law.  It was as hard for them to
think of Gant's death as of God's death: it was a great deal
harder, because he was more real to them than God, he was more
immortal than God, he was God.

This hideous twilight into which their lives had passed froze
Eugene with its terror, and choked him with fury.  He would grow
enraged after reading a letter from home and pound the grained
plaster of the dormitory wall until his knuckles were bloody.  They
have taken his courage away! he thought.  They have made a whining
coward out of him!  No, and if I die, no damned family about.
Blowing their messy breaths in your face!  Snuffling down their
messy noses at you!  Gathering around you till you can't breathe.
Telling you how well you're looking with hearty smiles, and boo-
hooing behind your back.  O messy, messy, messy death!  Shall we
never be alone?  Shall we never live alone, think alone, live in a
house by ourselves alone?  Ah! but I shall!  I shall!  Alone,
alone, and far away, with falling rain.  Then, bursting suddenly
into the study, he found Elk Duncan, with unaccustomed eye bent
dully upon a page of Torts, a bright bird held by the stare of that
hypnotic snake, the law.

"Are we to die like rats?" he said.  "Are we to smother in a hole?"

"Damn!" said Elk Duncan, folding the big calfskin and cowering
defensively behind it.

"Yes, that's right, that's right!  Calm yourself.  You are Napoleon
Bonaparte and I'm your old friend, Oliver Cromwell.  Harold!" he
called.  "Help!  He killed the keeper and got out."

"'Gene!" yelled Harold Gay, hurling a thick volume from him under
the spell of Elk's great names.  "What do you know about history?
Who signed Magna Charta, eh?"

"It wasn't signed," said Eugene.  "The King didn't know how to
write, so they mimeographed it."

"Correct!" roared Harold Gay.  "Who was Æthelred the Unready?"

"He was the son of Cynewulf the Silly and Undine the Unwashed,"
said Eugene.

"On his Uncle Jasper's side," said Elk Duncan, "he was related to
Paul the Poxy and Genevieve the Ungenerous."

"He was excommunicated by the Pope in a Bull of the year 903, but
he refused to be cowed," said Eugene.

"Instead, he called together all the local clergy, including the
Archbishop of Canterbury, Dr. Gay, who was elected Pope," said Elk
Duncan.  "This caused a great schism in the Church."

"But as usual, God was on the side of the greatest number of
canons," said Eugene.  "Later on, the family migrated to
California, and made its fortune in the Gold Rush of '49."

"You boys are too good for me!" yelled Harold Gay, getting up
abruptly.  "Come on!  Who's going to the Pic?"

The Pic was the only purchasable entertainment that the village
afforded steadily.  It was a moving-picture theatre, inhabited
nightly by a howling tribe of students who rushed down aisles,
paved with peanut-shells, through a shrapnel fire of flying
goobers, devoting themselves studiously for the remainder of the
evening to the unhappy heads and necks of Freshmen, and less
attentively, but with roars of applause, indignation, or advice, to
the poor flicker-dance of puppets that wavered its way illegibly
across the worn and pleated screen.  A weary but industrious young
woman with a scrawny neck thumped almost constantly at a battered
piano.  If she was idle for five minutes, the whole pack howled
ironically, demanding:  "Music, Myrtle!  Music!"

It was necessary to speak to every one.  If one spoke to every one,
one was "democratic"; if one did not, one was a snob, and got few
votes.  The appraisal of personality, like all other appraisal with
them, was coarse and blunt.  They were suspicious of all eminence.
They had a hard peasant hostility to the unusual.  A man was
brilliant?  Was there a bright sparkle to him?  Bad, bad!  He was
not safe; he was not sound.  The place was a democratic
microcosmos--seething with political interests: national, regional,

The campus had its candidates, its managers, its bosses, its
machines, as had the State.  A youngster developed in college the
political craft he was later to exert in Party affairs.  The son of
a politician was schooled by his crafty sire before the down was
off his cheeks: at sixteen, his life had been plotted ahead to the
governorship, or to the proud dignities of a Congressman.  The boy
came deliberately to the university to bait and set his first
traps: deliberately he made those friendships that were most likely
to benefit him later.  By his junior year, if he was successful, he
had a political manager, who engineered his campus ambitions; he
moved with circumspection, and spoke with a trace of pomp nicely
weighed with cordiality:

"Ah, there, gentlemen."  "Gentlemen, how are you?"  "A nice day,

The vast champaign of the world stretched out its limitless wonder,
but few were seduced away from the fortress of the State, few ever
heard the distant reverberation of an idea.  They could get no
greater glory for themselves than a seat in the Senate, and the way
to glory--the way to all power, highness, and distinction
whatsoever--was through the law, a string tie, and a hat.  Hence
politics, law schools, debating societies, and speechmaking.  The
applause of listening senates to command.

The yokels, of course, were in the saddle--they composed nine-
tenths of the student body: the proud titles were in their gift,
and they took good care that their world should be kept safe for
yokelry and the homespun virtues.  Usually, these dignities--the
presidencies of student bodies, classes, Y.M.C.A.'s, and the
managerships of athletic teams--were given to some honest serf who
had established his greatness behind a plough before working in the
college commons, or to some industrious hack who had shown a
satisfactory mediocrity in all directions.  Such an industrious
hack was called an "all-round man."  He was safe, sound, and
reliable.  He would never get notions.  He was the fine flower of
university training.  He was a football scrub, and a respectable
scholar in all subjects.  He was a universal Two Man.  He always
got Two on everything, except Moral Character, where he shone with
a superlative Oneness.  If he did not go into the law or the
ministry, he was appointed a Rhodes Scholar.

In this strange place Eugene flourished amazingly.  He was outside
the pale of popular jealousies: it was quite obvious that he was
not safe, that he was not sound, that decidedly he was an irregular
person.  He could never be an all-round man.  Obviously, he would
never be governor.  Obviously, he would never be a politician,
because he said funny things.  He was not the man to lead a class
or say a prayer; he was a man for curious enterprise.  Well,
thought they benevolently, we need some such.  We are not all made
for weighty business.

He was happier than he had ever been in his life, and more
careless.  His physical loneliness was more complete and more
delightful.  His escape from the bleak horror of disease and
hysteria and death impending, that hung above his crouched family,
left him with a sense of aerial buoyance, drunken freedom.  He
had come to the place alone, without companions.  He had no
connections.  He had, even now, not one close friend.  And this
isolation was in his favor.  Every one knew him at sight: every one
called him by name, and spoke to him kindly.  He was not disliked.
He was happy, full of expansive joy, he greeted every one with
enthusiastic gusto.  He had a vast tenderness, an affection for the
whole marvellous and unvisited earth, that blinded his eyes.  He
was closer to a feeling of brotherhood than he had ever been, and
more alone.  He was filled with a divine indifference for all
appearance.  Joy ran like a great wine through his young expanding
limbs; he bounded down the paths with wild cries in his throat,
leaping for life like an apple, trying to focus the blind desire
that swept him apart, to melt down to a bullet all of his formless
passion, and so, slay death, slay love.

He began to join.  He joined everything.  He had never "belonged"
to any group before, but now all groups were beckoning him.  He had
without much trouble won a place for himself on the staff of the
college paper and the magazine.  The small beginning trickle of
distinctions widened into a gushet.  It began to sprinkle, then it
rained.  He was initiated into literary fraternities, dramatic
fraternities, theatrical fraternities, speaking fraternities,
journalistic fraternities, and in the Spring into a social
fraternity.  He joined enthusiastically, submitted with fanatical
glee to the hard mauling of the initiations, and went about lame
and sore, more pleased than a child or a savage, with colored
ribbons in his coat lapel, and a waistcoat plastered with pins,
badges, symbols, and Greek letterings.

But not without labor had his titles come.  The early autumn was
lustreless and slack: he could not come from the shadow of Laura.
She haunted him.  When he went home at Christmas, he found the
hills bleak and close, and the town mean and cramped in the grim
stinginess of winter.  There was a ludicrous, a desperate gaiety in
the family.

"Well!" said Eliza sorrowfully, as she peered above the stove,
"let's all try to be happy this time and enjoy a quiet Christmas.
You never know!"  She shook her head, unable to continue.  Her eyes
were wet.  "It may be the last time we're all together.  The old
trouble!  The old trouble!" she said hoarsely, turning to him.

"What old trouble?" he said angrily.  "Good God, why are you so

"My heart!" she whispered, with a brave smile.  "I've said nothing
to any one.  But last week--I thought I was gone."  This was
delivered in a boding whisper.

"Oh, my God!" he groaned.  "You'll be here when the rest of us are

Helen burst into a raucous angry laugh, looking at his sullen face,
and prodding him roughly with her big fingers.

"K-K-K-K-K-K-K!  Did you ever know it to fail?  Did you?  If you
come to her with one of your kidneys gone, she's always got
something worse the matter with her.  No, sir!  I've never known it
to fail!"

"You may laugh!  You may laugh!" said Eliza with a smile of watery
bitterness.  "But I may not be here to laugh at much longer."

"Good heavens, mama!" the girl cried irritably.  "There's nothing
wrong with you.  You're not the sick one!  Papa's the sick one.
He's the one that needs attention.  Can't you realize that--he's
dying.  He may not last the winter out.  I'm the sick one!  You'll
be here long after we're both gone."

"You never know," said Eliza mysteriously.  "You never know who'll
be the first one to go.  Only last week, there was Mr. Cosgrave, as
fine a looking man as--"

"They're off!" Eugene screamed with a crazy laugh, stamping up and
down the kitchen in a frenzy.  "By God!  They're off!"

At this moment, one of the aged harpies, of whom the house always
sheltered two or three during the grim winter, lurched from the
hall back into the door-space.  She was a large raw-boned hag, a
confirmed drug-eater, who moved by a violent and dissonant jerking
of her gaunt limbs, pawing abruptly at the air with a gnarled hand.

"Mrs. Gant," said she, writhing her loose gray lips horribly before
she could speak.  "Did I get a letter?  Have you seen him?"

"Seen who?  Go on!" said Eliza fretfully.  "I don't know what
you're talking about, and I don't believe you do, either."

Smiling hideously at them all, and pawing the air, the monster got
under way again, disappearing like an old wagon with loose wheels.
Helen began to laugh, hoarsely, as Eugene's face hung forward with
mouth half-open in an expression of sullen stupefaction.  Eliza
laughed, too, slily, rubbing her nosewing with a finger.

"I'll vow!" she said.  "I believe she's crazy.  She takes dope of
some sort--that's certain.  It makes my flesh crawl when she comes

"Then why do you keep her in the house?" said Helen resentfully.
"Good heavens, mama!  You could get rid of her if you wanted to.
Poor old 'Gene!" she said, beginning to laugh again.  "You always
catch it, don't you?"

"The time draws near the birth of Christ," said he, piously.

She laughed; then, with abstracted eyes, plucked vaguely at her
large chin.

His father spent most of the day staring vacantly into the parlor
fire.  Miss Florry Mangle, the nurse, gave him the morbid comfort
of her silence: she rocked incessantly before the fire, thirty
heel-taps to the minute, with arms tight-folded on her limp
breasts.  Occasionally she talked of death and disease.  Gant had
aged and wasted shockingly.  His heavy clothes wound round his
feeble shanks: his face was waxen and transparent--it was like a
great beak.  He looked clean and fragile.  The cancer, Eugene
thought, flowered in him like some terrible but beautiful plant.
His mind was very clear, not doting, but sad and old.  He spoke
little, with almost comical gentleness, but he ceased to listen
almost as soon as one answered.

"How have you been, son?" he asked.  "Are you getting along all

"Yes.  I am a reporter on the paper now; I may be managing editor
next year.  I have been elected to several organizations," he went
on eagerly, glad of the rare chance to speak to one of them about
his life.  But when he looked up again, his father's stare was
fixed sadly in the fire.  The boy stopped in confusion, pierced
with a bitter pain.

"That's good," said Gant, hearing him speak no more.  "Be a good
boy, son.  We're proud of you."

Ben came home two days before Christmas: he prowled through the
house like a familiar ghost.  He had left the town early in the
autumn, after his return from Baltimore.  For three months he had
wandered alone through the South, selling to the merchants in small
towns space for advertisements upon laundry cards.  How well this
curious business succeeded he did not say: he was scrupulously
neat, but threadbare and haggard, and more fiercely secretive than
ever.  He had found employment at length upon a newspaper in a rich
tobacco town of the Piedmont.  He was going there after Christmas.

He had come to them, as always, bearing gifts.

Luke came in from the naval school at Newport, on Christmas eve.
They heard his sonorous tenor shouting greetings to people in the
street; he entered the house upon a blast of air.  Everyone began
to grin.

"Well, here we are!  The Admiral's back!  Papa, how's the boy!
Well, for God's sake!" he cried, embracing Gant, and slapping his
back.  "I thought I was coming to see a sick man!  You're looking
like the flowers that bloom in the Spring."

"Pretty well, my boy.  How are you?" said Gant, with a pleased

"Couldn't be better, Colonel 'Gene, how are you, Old Scout?  Good!"
he said, without waiting for an answer.  "Well, well, if it isn't
Old Baldy," he cried, pumping Ben's hand.  "I didn't know whether
you'd be here or not.  Mama, old girl," he said, as he embraced
her, "how're they going?  Still hitting on all six.  Fine!" he
yelled, before any one could reply to anything.

"Why, son,--what on earth!" cried Eliza, stepping back to look at
him.  "What have you done to yourself?  You walk as if you are

He laughed idiotically at sight of her troubled face and prodded

"Whah--whah!  I got torpedoed by a submarine," he said.  "Oh, it's
nothing," he added modestly.  "I gave a little skin to help out a
fellow in the electrical school."

"What!" Eliza screamed.  "How much did you give?"

"Oh, only a little six-inch strip," he said carelessly.  "The boy
was badly burned: a bunch of us got together and chipped in with a
little hide."

"Mercy!" said Eliza.  "You'll be lame for life.  It's a wonder you
can walk."

"He always thinks of others--that boy!" said Gant proudly.  "He'd
give you his heart's-blood."

The sailor had secured an extra valise, and stocked it on the way
home with a great variety of beverages for his father.  There were
several bottles of Scotch and rye whiskies, two of gin, one of rum,
and one each of port and sherry wine.

Every one grew mildly convivial before the evening meal.

"Let's give the poor kid a drink," said Helen.  "It won't hurt

"What!  My ba-a-by!  Why, son, you wouldn't drink, would you?"
Eliza said playfully.

"Wouldn't he!" said Helen, prodding him.  "Ho! ho! ho!"

She poured him out a stiff draught of Scotch whiskey.

"There!" she said cheerfully.  "That's not going to hurt him."

"Son," said Eliza gravely, balancing her wine-glass, "I don't want
you ever to acquire a taste for it."  She was still loyal to the
doctrine of the good Major.

"No," said Gant.  "It'll ruin you quicker than anything in the
world, if you do."

"You're a goner, boy, if that stuff ever gets you," said Luke.
"Take a fool's advice."

They lavished fair warnings on him as he lifted his glass.  He
choked as the fiery stuff caught in his young throat, stopping his
breath for a moment and making him tearful.  He had drunk a few
times before--minute quantities that his sister had given him at
Woodson Street.  Once, with Jim Trivett, he had fancied himself

When they had eaten, they drank again.  He was allowed a small one.
Then they all departed for town to complete their belated shopping.
He was left alone in the house.

What he had drunk beat pleasantly through his veins in warm pulses,
bathing the tips of ragged nerves, giving to him a feeling of power
and tranquillity he had never known.  Presently, he went to the
pantry where the liquor was stored.  He took a water tumbler and
filled it experimentally with equal portions of whiskey, gin, and
rum.  Then, seating himself at the kitchen table, he began to drink
the mixture slowly.

The terrible draught smote him with the speed and power of a man's
fist.  He was made instantly drunken, and he knew instantly why men
drank.  It was, he knew, one of the great moments in his life--he
lay, greedily watching the mastery of the grape over his virgin
flesh, like a girl for the first time in the embrace of her lover.
And suddenly, he knew how completely he was his father's son--how
completely, and with what added power and exquisite refinement of
sensation, was he Gantian.  He exulted in the great length of his
limbs and his body, through which the mighty liquor could better
work its wizardry.  In all the earth there was no other like him,
no other fitted to be so sublimely and magnificently drunken.  It
was greater than all the music he had ever heard; it was as great
as the highest poetry.  Why had he never been told?  Why had no one
ever written adequately about it?  Why, when it was possible to buy
a god in a bottle, and drink him off, and become a god oneself,
were men not forever drunken?

He had a moment of great wonder--the magnificent wonder with which
we discover the simple and unspeakable things that lie buried and
known, but unconfessed, in us.  So might a man feel if he wakened
after death and found himself in Heaven.

Then a divine paralysis crept through his flesh.  His limbs were
numb; his tongue thickened until he could not bend it to the
cunning sounds of words.  He spoke aloud, repeating difficult
phrases over and over, filled with wild laughter and delight at his
effort.  Behind his drunken body his brain hung poised like a
falcon, looking on him with scorn, with tenderness, looking on all
laughter with grief and pity.  There lay in him something that
could not be seen and could not be touched, which was above and
beyond him--an eye within an eye, a brain above a brain, the
Stranger that dwelt in him and regarded him and was him, and that
he did not know.  But, thought he, I am alone now in this house; if
I can come to know him, I will.

He got up, and reeled out of the alien presences of light and
warmth in the kitchen; he went out into the hall where a dim light
burned and the high walls gave back their grave-damp chill.  This,
he thought, is the house.

He sat down upon the hard mission settle, and listened to the cold
drip of silence.  This is the house in which I have been an exile.
There is a stranger in the house, and there's a stranger in me.

O house of Admetus, in whom (although I was a god) I have endured
so many things.  Now, house, I am not afraid.  No ghost need fear
come by me.  If there's a door in silence, let it open.  My silence
can be greater than your own.  And you who are in me, and who I am,
come forth beyond this quiet shell of flesh that makes no posture
to deny you.  There is none to look at us: O come, my brother and
my lord, with unbent face.  If I had 40,000 years, I should give
all but the ninety last to silence.  I should grow to the earth
like a hill or a rock.  Unweave the fabric of nights and days;
unwind my life back to my birth; subtract me into nakedness again,
and build me back with all the sums I have not counted.  Or let me
look upon the living face of darkness; let me hear the terrible
sentence of your voice.

There was nothing but the living silence of the house: no doors
were opened.

Presently, he got up and left the house.  He wore no hat or coat;
he could not find them.  The night was blanketed in a thick steam
of mist: sounds came faintly and cheerfully.  Already the earth was
full of Christmas.  He remembered that he had bought no gifts.  He
had a few dollars in his pocket; before the shops closed he must
get presents for the family.  Bareheaded he set off for the town.
He knew that he was drunk and that he staggered; but he believed
that with care and control he could hide his state from any one who
saw him.  He straddled the line that ran down the middle of the
concrete sidewalk, keeping his eyes fixed on it and coming back to
it quickly when he lurched away from it.  When he got into the town
the streets were thronged with late shoppers.  An air of completion
was on everything.  The people were streaming home to Christmas.
He plunged down from the Square into the narrow avenue, going in
among the staring passersby.  He kept his eye hotly on the line
before him.  He did not know where to go.  He did not know what to

As he reached the entrance to Wood's pharmacy, a shout of laughter
went up from the lounging beaux.  The next instant he was staring
into the friendly grinning faces of Julius Arthur and Van Yeats.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?" said Julius Arthur.

He tried to explain; a thick jargon broke from his lips.

"He's cock-eyed drunk," said Van Yeats.

"You look out for him, Van," said Julius.  "Get him in a doorway,
so none of his folks will see him.  I'll get the car."

Van Yeats propped him carefully against the wall; Julius Arthur ran
swiftly into Church Street, and drew up in a moment at the curb.
Eugene had a vast inclination to slump carelessly upon the nearest
support.  He placed his arms around their shoulders and collapsed.
They wedged him between them on the front seat; somewhere bells
were ringing.

"Ding-dong!" he said, very cheerfully.  "Cris-muss!"

They answered with a wild yell of laughter.

The house was still empty when they came to it.  They got him out
of the car, and staggered up the steps with him.  He was sorry
enough that their fellowship was broken.

"Where's your room, 'Gene?" said Julius Arthur, panting, as they
entered the hall.

"This one's as good as any," said Van Yeats.

The door of the front bed-room, opposite the parlor, was open.
They took him in and put him on the bed.

"Let's take off his shoes," said Julius Arthur.  They unlaced them
and pulled them off.

"Is there anything else you want, son?" said Julius.

He tried to tell them to undress him, put him below the covers, and
close the door, in order to conceal his defection from his family,
but he had lost the power of speech.  After looking and grinning at
him for a moment, they went out without closing the door.

When they had gone he lay upon the bed, unable to move.  He had no
sense of time, but his mind worked very clearly.  He knew that he
should rise, fasten the door, and undress.  But he was paralyzed.

Presently the Gants came home.  Eliza alone was still in town,
pondering over gifts.  It was after eleven o'clock.  Gant, his
daughter, and his two sons came into the room and stared at him.
When they spoke to him, he burned helplessly.

"Speak!  Speak!" yelled Luke, rushing at him and choking him
vigorously.  "Are you dumb, idiot?"

I shall remember that, he thought.

"Have you no pride?  Have you no honor?  Has it come to this?" the
sailor roared dramatically, striding around the room.

Doesn't he think he's hell, though? Eugene thought.  He could not
fashion words, but he could make sounds, ironically, in the rhythm
of his brother's moralizing.  "Tuh-tuh-tuh-tuh!  Tuh-tuh-tuh-tuh!
Tuh-tuh-tuh-tuh!" he said, with accurate mimicry.  Helen, loosening
his collar, bent over him laughing.  Ben grinned swiftly under a
cleft scowl.

Have you no this?  Have you no that?  Have you no this?  Have you
no that?--he was cradled in their rhythm.  No, ma'am.  We've run
out of honor to-day, but we have a nice fresh lot of self-respect.

"Ah, be quiet," Ben muttered.  "No one's dead, you know."

"Go heat some water," said Gant professionally, "he's got to get it
off his stomach."  He no longer seemed old.  His life in a
marvellous instant came from its wasting shadow; it took on a hale
sinew of health and action.

"Save the fireworks," said Helen to Luke, as she left the room.
"Close the door.  For heaven's sake, try to keep it from mama, if
you can."

This is a great moral issue, thought Eugene.  He began to feel

Helen returned in a very few minutes with a kettle of hot water, a
glass, and a box of soda.  Gant fed him the solution mercilessly
until he began to vomit.  At the summit of his convulsion Eliza
appeared.  He lifted his sick head dumbly from the bowl, and saw
her white face at the door, and her weak brown eyes, that could
take on so much sharpness and sparkle when her suspicion was

"Hah?  Huh?  What is it?" said Eliza.

But she knew, of course, instantly, what it was.

"What say?" she asked sharply.  No one had said anything.  He
grinned feebly at her, tickled, above his nausea and grief, at the
palpable assumption of blind innocence which always heralded her
discoveries.  Seeing her thus, they all laughed.

"Oh, my Lord!" said Helen.  "Here she is.  We were hoping you
wouldn't get here till it was over.  Come and look at your Baby,"
she said, with a good-humored snicker, keeping his head comfortably
supported on the palm of her hand.

"How do you feel now, son?" Gant asked kindly.

"Better," he mumbled, discovering, with some elation, that his
vocal paralysis was not permanent.

"Well, you see!" Helen began, kindly enough, but with a brooding
satisfaction.  "It only goes to show we're all alike.  We all like
it.  It's in our blood."

"That awful curse!" Eliza said.  "I had hoped that I might have one
son who might escape it.  It seems," she said, bursting into tears,
"as if a Judgment were on us.  The sins of the fathers--"

"Oh! for heaven's sake!" Helen cried angrily.  "Stop it!  It's not
going to kill him: he'll learn a lesson from it."

Gant gnawed his thin lip, and wetted his great thumb in the old

"You might know," he said, "that I'd get the blame for it.  Yes--if
one of them broke a leg it would be the same."

"There's one thing sure!" said Eliza.  "None of them ever got it
from my side of the house.  Say what you will, his grandfather,
Major Pentland, never in his life allowed a drop in his house."

"Major Pentland be damned!" said Gant.  "If you'd depended on him
for anything you'd have gone hungry."

Certainly, thought Eugene, you'd have gone thirsty.

"Forget it!" said Helen.  "It's Christmas.  Let's try to have a
little peace and quiet once a year."

When they had left him, the boy tried to picture them lulled in the
dulcet tranquillity they so often invoked.  Its effects, he
thought, would be more disastrous than any amount of warfare.

In the darkness, everything around and within him swam hideously.
But presently he slid down into a pit of distressed sleep.

Every one had agreed on a studious forgiveness.  They stepped with
obtrusive care around his fault, filled pleasantly with Christmas
and mercy.  Ben scowled at him quite naturally, Helen grinned and
prodded him, Eliza and Luke surrendered themselves to sweetness,
sorrow, and silence.  Their forgiveness made a loud noise in his

During the morning his father asked him to come for a walk.  Gant
was embarrassed and hang-dog; a duty of gentle admonishment
devolved upon him--he had been counselled to it by Helen and Eliza.
Now, no man in his time could carry on in the big, Bow-wow style
better than Gant, but none was less fitted to scatter the blossoms
of sweetness and light.  His wrath was sudden, his invective sprang
from the moment, but he had for this occasion no thunder-bolts in
his quiver, and no relish for the business before him.  He had a
feeling of personal guilt; he felt like a magistrate fining for
intoxication a culprit with whom he has been on a spree the night
before.  Besides--what if the Bacchic strain in him had been passed
on to his son?

They walked on in silence across the Square, by the rimmed
fountain.  Gant cleared his throat nervously several times.

"Son," said he presently, "I hope you'll take last night as a
warning.  It would be a terrible thing if you let whiskey get the
best of you.  I'm not going to speak harshly to you about it: I
hope you'll learn a lesson by it.  You had better be dead than
become a drunkard."

There!  He was glad it was over.

"I will!" Eugene said.  He was filled with gratitude and relief.
How good every one was.  He wanted to make passionate avowals,
great promises.  He tried to speak.  But he couldn't.  There was
too much to be said.

But they had their Christmas, beginning thus with parental advice
and continuing through all the acts of contrition, love, and
decorum.  They put on, over their savage lives, the raiment of
society, going diligently through the forms and conventions, and
thinking, "now, we are like all other families"; but they were
timid and shy and stiff, like rustics dressed in evening-clothes.

But they could not keep silence.  They were not ungenerous or mean:
they were simply not bred to any restraint.  Helen veered in the
wind of hysteria, the strong uncertain tides of her temperament.
At times when, before her own fire, her vitality sank, and she
heard the long howl of the wind outside, she almost hated Eugene.

"It's ridiculous!" she said to Luke.  "His behaving like this.
He's only a kid--he's had everything, we've had nothing!  You see
what it's come to, don't you?"

"His college education has ruined him," said the sailor, not
unhappy that his candle might burn more brightly in a naughty

"Why don't you speak to her?" she said irritably.  "She may listen
to you--she won't to me!  Tell her so!  You've seen how she's
rubbed it in to poor old papa, haven't you?  Do you think that old
man--sick as he is--is to blame?  'Gene's not a Gant, anyway.  He
takes after her side of the house.  He's queer--like all of them!
WE'RE Gants!" she said with a bitter emphasis.

"There was always some excuse for papa," said the sailor.  "He's
had a lot to put up with."  All his convictions in family affairs
had been previously signed with her approval.

"I wish you'd tell her that.  With all his moping into books, he's
no better than we are.  If he thinks he's going to lord it over me,
he's mistaken."

"I'd like to see him try it when I'm around," said Luke grimly.

The boy was doing a multiple penance--he had committed his first
great wrong in being at once so remote from them and so near to
them.  His present trouble was aggravated by the cross-complication
of Eliza's thrusts at his father, and the latent but constantly
awakening antagonism of mother and daughter.  In addition, he bore
directly Eliza's nagging and carping attack.  All this he was
prepared for--it was the weather of his mother's nature (she was as
fond of him as of any of them, he thought), and the hostility of
Helen and Luke was something implacable, unconscious, fundamental,
that grew out of the structure of their lives.  He was of them, he
was recognizably marked, but he was not with them, nor like them.
He had been baffled for years by the passionate enigma of their
dislike--their tenders of warmth and affection, when they came,
were strange to him: he accepted them gratefully and with a
surprise he did not wholly conceal.  Otherwise, he had grown into a
shell of sullenness and quiet: he spoke little in the house.

He was wearing ragged from the affair and its consequences.  He
felt that he was being unfairly dealt with, but as the hammering
went on he drew his head bullishly down and held his tongue,
counting the hours until his holiday should end.  He turned
silently to Ben--he should have turned nowhere.  But the trusted
brother, frayed and bitter on his own accord, scowled bitterly, and
gave him the harsh weight of his tongue.  This finally was
unendurable.  He felt betrayed--utterly turned against and set

The outbreak came three nights before his departure as he stood,
tense and stolid, in the parlor.  For almost an hour, in a savage
monotone, Ben had tried deliberately, it seemed, to goad him to an
attack.  He had listened without a word, smothering in pain and
fury, and enraging by his silence the older brother who was finding
a vent for his own alien frustration.

"--and don't stand there scowling at me, you little thug.  I'm
telling you for your own good.  I'm only trying to keep you from
being a jailbird, you know."

"The trouble with you," said Luke, "is that you have no appreciation
for what's been done for you.  Everything's been done for you, and
you haven't sense enough to appreciate it.  Your college education
has ruined you."

The boy turned slowly on Ben.

"All right, Ben," he muttered.  "That's enough, now.  I don't care
what he says, but I've had enough of it from you."

This was the admission the older one had wanted.  They were all in
very chafed and ugly temper.

"Don't talk back to me, you little fool, or I'll bat your brains

The boy sprang at his brother like a cat, with a snarling cry.  He
bore him backward to the floor as if he were a child, laying him
down gently and kneeling above him, because he had been instantly
shocked by the fragility of his opponent and the ease of his
advantage.  He struggled with such mixed rage and shame as those
who try quietly to endure the tantrum of a trying brat.  As he
knelt above Ben, holding his arms pinned, Luke fell heavily on his
back, uttering excited cries, strangling him with one arm and
cuffing awkwardly with the other.

"All right, B-B-Ben," he chattered, "you grab his legs."

A free scrimmage upon the floor followed, with such a clatter of
upset scuttles, fire-irons, and chairs, that Eliza was brought at a
fast gallop from the kitchen.

"Mercy!" she shrieked, as she reached the door.  "They'll kill

But, although being subdued--in the proud language of an older
South "defeated, sir, but never beaten"--Eugene was doing very well
for his age, and continued to chill the spines of his enemies with
strange noises in his larynx, even after they had all clambered
panting to their feet.

"I f-f-f-fink he's gone crazy," said Luke.  "He j-j-jumped on us
without a word of warning."

The hero replied to this with a drunken roll of the head, a furious
dilation of the nostrils, and another horrible noise in his throat.

"What's to become of us!" wept Eliza.  "When brother strikes
brother, it seems that the smash-up has come."  She lifted the
padded arm-chair, and placed it on its legs again.

When he could speak, Eugene said quietly, to control the trembling
of his voice:

"I'm sorry I jumped on you, Ben.  You," he said to the excited
sailor, "jumped on my back like a coward.  But I'm sorry for what's
happened.  I'm sorry for what I did the other night and now.  I
said so, and you wouldn't leave me alone.  You've tried to drive me
crazy with your talk.  And I didn't," he choked, "I didn't think
you'd turn against me as you have.  I know what the others are
like--they hate me!"

"Hate you!" cried Luke excitedly.  "For G-g-god's sake!  You talk
like a fool.  We're only trying to help you, for your own good.
Why should we hate you!"

"Yes, you hate me," Eugene said, "and you're ashamed to admit it.
I don't know why you should, but you do.  You wouldn't ever admit
anything like that, but it's the truth.  You're afraid of the right
words.  But it's been different with you," he said, turning to Ben.
"We've been like brothers--and now, you've gone over against me."

"Ah!" Ben muttered, turning away nervously.  "You're crazy.  I
don't know what you're talking about!"  He lighted a cigarette,
holding the match in a hand that trembled.

But although the boy had used a child's speech of woe and
resentment, they knew there was a core of truth in what he had

"Children, children!" said Eliza sadly.  "We must try to love one
another.  Let's try to get along together this Christmas--what
time's left.  It may be the last one we'll ever have together."
She began to weep:  "I've had such a hard life," she said, "it's
been strife and turmoil all the way.  It does seem I deserve a
little peace and happiness now."

They were touched with the old bitter shame: they dared not look at
one another.  But they were awed and made quiet by the vast riddle
of pain and confusion that scarred their lives.

"No one, 'Gene," Luke began quietly, "has turned against you.  We
want to help you--to see you amount to something.  You're the last
chance--if booze gets you the way it has the rest of us, you're
done for."

The boy felt very tired; his voice was flat and low.  He began to
speak with the bluntness of despair: what he said had undebatable

"And how are you going to keep booze from getting me, Luke?" he
said.  "By jumping on my back and trying to strangle me?  That's on
a level with every other effort you've ever made to know me."

"Oh," said Luke ironically, "you don't think we understand you?"

"No," Eugene said quietly.  "I don't think you do.  You know
nothing whatever about me.  I know nothing about you--or any of
you.  I have lived here with you for seventeen years and I'm a
stranger.  In all that time have you ever talked to me like a
brother?  Have you ever told me anything of yourself?  Have you
ever tried to be a friend or a companion to me?"

"I don't know what you want," Luke answered, "but I thought I was
acting for the best.  As to telling you about myself, what do you
want to know?"

"Well," said Eugene slowly, "you're six years older than I am:
you've been away to school, you've worked in big cities, and you
are now enlisted in the United States Navy.  Why do you always act
like God Almighty," he continued with rankling bitterness.  "I know
what sailors do!  You're no better than I am!  What about liquor?
What about women?"

"That's no way to talk before your mother," said Luke sternly.

"No, son," said Eliza in a troubled voice.  "I don't like that way
of talking."

"Then I won't talk like that," Eugene said.  "But I had expected
you to say that.  We do not want to be told what we know.  We do
not want to call things by their names, although we're willing to
call one another bad ones.  We call meanness nobility and hatred
honor.  The way to make yourself a hero is to make me out a
scoundrel.  You won't admit that either, but it's true.  Well,
then, Luke, we won't talk of the ladies, black or white, you may or
may not know, because it would make you uncomfortable.  Instead,
you can keep on being God and I'll listen to your advice, like a
little boy in Sunday School.  But I'd rather read the Ten
Commandments where it's written down shorter and better."

"Son," said Eliza again with her ancient look of trouble and
frustration, "we must try to get on together."

"No," he said.  "Alone.  I have done an apprenticeship here with
you for seventeen years, but it is coming to an end.  I know now
that I shall escape; I know that I have been guilty of no great
crime against you, and I am no longer afraid of you."

"Why, boy!" said Eliza.  "We've done all we could for you.  What
crime have we accused you of?"

"Of breathing your air, of eating your food, of living under your
roof, of having your life and your blood in my veins, of accepting
your sacrifice and privation, and of being ungrateful for it all."

"We should all be thankful for what we have," said Luke 
sententiously.  "Many a fellow would give his right eye for the
chance you've been given."

"I've been given nothing!" said Eugene, his voice mounting with a
husky flame of passion.  "I'll go bent over no longer in this
house.  What chance I have I've made for myself in spite of you
all, and over your opposition.  You sent me away to the university
when you could do nothing else, when it would have been a crying
disgrace to you among the people in this town if you hadn't.  You
sent me off after the Leonards had cried me up for three years, and
then you sent me a year too soon--before I was sixteen--with a box
of sandwiches, two suits of clothes, and instructions to be a good

"They sent you some money, too," said Luke.  "Don't forget that."

"I'd be the only one who would, if I did," the boy answered.  "For
that is really what is behind everything, isn't it?  My crime the
other night was not in getting drunk, but in getting drunk without
any money of my own.  If I did badly at the university with money
of my own, you'd dare say nothing, but if I do well on money you
gave me, I must still be reminded of your goodness and my

"Why, son!" said Eliza diplomatically, "no one has a word to say
against the way you've done your work.  We're very proud of you."

"You needn't be," he said sullenly.  "I've wasted a great deal of
time and some money.  But I've had something out of it--more than
most--I've done as much work for my wages as you deserve.  I've
given you a fair value for your money; I thank you for nothing."

"What's that!  What's that!" said Eliza sharply.

"I said I thank you for nothing, but I take that back."

"That's better!" said Luke.

"Yes, I have a great deal to give thanks for," said Eugene.  "I
give thanks for every dirty lust and hunger that crawled through
the polluted blood of my noble ancestors.  I give thanks for every
scrofulous token that may ever come upon me.  I give thanks for the
love and mercy that kneaded me over the washtub the day before my
birth.  I give thanks for the country slut who nursed me and let my
dirty bandage fester across my navel.  I give thanks for every blow
and curse I had from any of you during my childhood, for every
dirty cell you ever gave me to sleep in, for the ten million hours
of cruelty or indifference, and the thirty minutes of cheap

"Unnatural!" Eliza whispered.  "Unnatural son!  You will be
punished if there's a just God in heaven."

"Oh, there is!  I'm sure there is!" cried Eugene.  "Because I have
been punished.  By God, I shall spend the rest of my life getting
my heart back, healing and forgetting every scar you put upon me
when I was a child.  The first move I ever made, after the cradle,
was to crawl for the door, and every move I have made since has
been an effort to escape.  And now at last I am free from you all,
although you may hold me for a few years more.  If I am not free, I
am at least locked up in my own prison, but I shall get me some
beauty, I shall get me some order out of this jungle of my life: I
shall find my way out of it yet, though it take me twenty years

"Alone?" said Eliza, with the old suspicion.  "Where are you

"Ah," he said, "you were not looking, were you?  I've gone."


During the few remaining days of his holiday, he stayed almost
entirely away from the house, coming for a brief and mumbled meal,
and late at night, for bed.  He waited for departure as a prisoner
for release.  The dolorous prelude to a journey--the wet platform
eyes, the sudden radiation of hectic warmth, the declarations of
love at sound of the whistle--left him this time unmoved.  The
tear-ducts, he was beginning to discover, had, like sweat-glands,
dermic foundations, and were easily brought to a salty sparkle at
mere sight of a locomotive.  He had, therefore, the somewhat
detached composure of a gentleman on his way to a comfortable week-
end, who stands in a noisy crowd, waiting for the ferry.

He gave benediction to the words in which he had so happily defined
his position as wage-earner.  They stated and confirmed an
attitude, and in some measure protected him against the constant
betrayals of sentiment.  During the Spring he worked stupendously
at joining activities, knowing that here was coin whose ring they
could hear.  He wrote conscientiously each item of his distinctions;
his name found its way back more than once to the indulgent
Altamont papers.  Gant kept the clippings proudly, and gave public
readings when he could.

The boy had two short awkward letters from Ben, who was now
stationed one hundred miles away, in the tobacco town.  At Easter,
Eugene visited him, staying at his lodgings, where again his
unerring destiny had thrown him into the welcoming arms of a gray-
haired widow.  She was under fifty--a handsome silly woman, who
prodded and teased him as she would an adored child.  She addressed
him--with a loose giggle--as "Old Curly-Head," at which he fetched
out his usual disgusted plea to his Maker.  "O my God!  Listen to
this!"  She had reverted to an astonishing romping girlhood, and
would exercise her playfulness by leaping suddenly upon Old Curly-
Head, dealing him a stiff dig in the ribs, and skipping away with a
triumphant "Hah!  Got you that time!"

There was forever in that town a smell of raw tobacco, biting the
nostrils with its acrid pungency: it smote the stranger coming from
the train, but all the people in the town denied it, saying:  "No;
there is no smell at all."  And within a day the stranger too could
smell it no more.

On Easter morning he arose in the blue light and went with the
other pilgrims to the Moravian cemetery.

"You ought to see it," Ben said.  "It's a famous custom: people
come from everywhere."  But the older brother did not go.  Behind
massed bands of horns, the trumpeting blare of trombones, the big
crowds moved into the strange burial ground where all the stones
lay flat upon the graves--symbol, it was said, of all-levelling
Death.  But as the horns blared, the old ghoul-fantasy of death
returned, the grave slabs made him think of table-cloths: he felt
as if he were taking part in some obscene feast.

Spring was coming on again across the earth like a light sparkle of
water-spray: all of the men who had died were making their strange
and lovely return in blossom and flower.  Ben walked along the
streets of the tobacco town looking like asphodel.  It was strange
to find a ghost there in that place: his ancient soul prowled
wearily by the cheap familiar brick and all the young facades.

There was a Square on high ground; in the centre a courthouse.
Cars were parked in close lines.  Young men loitered in the drug-

How real it is, Eugene thought.  It is like something we have
always known about and do not need to see.  The town would not have
seemed strange to Thomas Aquinas,--but he to the town.

Ben prowled along, greeting the merchants with a grave scowl,
leaning his skull against their round skulls of practicality,
across their counters--a phantom soliciting advertisement in a
quiet monotone.

"This is my kid brother, Mr. Fulton."

"Hello, son!  Dogged if you don't grow tall 'uns up there, Ben.
Well, if you're like Old Ben, young fellow, we won't kick.  We
think a lot of him here."

That's like thinking well of Balder, in Connecticut, Eugene

"I have only been here three months," said Ben, resting in bed on
his elbow and smoking a cigarette.  "But I know all the leading
business men already.  I'm well thought of here."  He glanced at
his brother quickly and grinned, with a shy charm of rare
confession.  But his fierce eyes were desperate and lonely.  Hill-
haunted?  For--home?  He smoked.

"You see, they think well of you, once you get away from your
people.  You'll never have a chance at home, 'Gene.  They'll ruin
everything for you.  For heaven's sake, get away when you can.--
What's the matter with you?  Why are you looking at me like that?"
he said sharply, alarmed at the set stare of the boy's face.  In a
moment he said:  "They'll spoil your life.  Can't you forget about

"No," said Eugene.  In a moment he added:  "She's kept coming back
all Spring."

He twisted his throat with a wild cry.

The Spring advanced with a mounting hum of war.  The older students
fell out quietly and drifted away to enlistments.  The younger
strained tensely, waiting.  The war brought them no sorrow: it was
a pageant which might, they felt, pluck them instantly into glory.
The country flowed with milk and honey.  There were strange rumors
of a land of Eldorado to the north, amid the war industry of the
Virginia coast.  Some of the students had been there, the year
before: they brought back stories of princely wages.  One could
earn twelve dollars a day, with no experience.  One could assume
the duties of a carpenter, with only a hammer, a saw, and a square.
No questions were asked.

War is not death to young men; war is life.  The earth had never
worn raiment of such color as it did that year.  The war seemed to
unearth pockets of ore that had never been known in the nation:
there was a vast unfolding and exposure of wealth and power.  And
somehow--this imperial wealth, this display of power in men and
money, was blended into a lyrical music.  In Eugene's mind, wealth
and love and glory melted into a symphonic noise: the age of myth
and miracle had come upon the world again.  All things were

He went home stretched like a bowstring and announced his intention
of going away into Virginia.  There was protest, but not loud
enough to impede him.  Eliza's mind was fastened on real-estate and
the summer trade.  Gant stared into the darkness at his life.
Helen laughed at him and scolded him; then fell to plucking at her
chin, absently.

"Can't do without her?  You can't fool me!  No, sir.  I know why
you want to go," she said jocularly.  "She's a married woman now:
she may have a baby, for all you know.  You've no right to go after

Then abruptly, she said:

"Well, let him go if he wants to.  It looks silly to me, but he's
got to decide for himself."

He got twenty-five dollars from his father--enough to pay his
railway fare to Norfolk and leave him a few dollars.

"Mark my words," said Gant.  "You'll be back in a week's time.
It's a wild-goose chase you're going on."

He went.

All through the night he drew toward her across Virginia, propped
on his elbow in the berth and staring bewitched upon the great
romantic country clumped with dreaming woodlands and white as a
weird dawn beneath the blazing moonlight.

Early in the morning he came to Richmond.  He had to change trains;
there was a wait.  He went out from the station and walked up the
hill toward the fine old State House drenched cleanly in the young
morning light.  He ate breakfast at a lunchroom on Broad Street,
filled already with men going to their work.  This casual and brief
contact with their lives, achieved after his lonely and magnificent
approach through the night, thrilled him by its very casualness.
All the little ticking sounds of a city beginning its day, the
strange familiarity of voices in an alien place, heard curiously
after the thunder of the wheels, seemed magical and unreal.  The
city had no existence save that which he conferred on it: he
wondered how it had lived before he came, how it would live after
he left.  He looked at all the men, feeding with eyes that held yet
the vast moon-meadows of the night and the cool green width of the
earth.  They were like men in a zoo; he gazed at them, looking for
all the little particular markings of the town, the fine mapping
upon their limbs and faces of their own little cosmos.  And the
great hunger for voyages rose up in him--to come always, as now at
dawn, into strange cities, striding in among them, and sitting with
them unknown, like a god in exile, stored with the enormous vision
of the earth.

The counterman yawned and turned the crackling pages of a morning
paper.  That was strange.

Cars clanked by, beginning to work through the town.  Merchants
lowered their awnings; he left them as their day began.

An hour later he was riding for the sea.  Eighty miles away lay the
sea and Laura.  She slept unwitting of the devouring wheels that
brought him to her.  He looked at the aqueous blue sky whitened
with little clouds, and at the land wooded with pines and
indefinable tokens of the marshes and bright salt.

The train drew under the boat-shed at Newport News.  The terrific
locomotive, as beautiful as any ship, breathed with unlaborious
fatigue at the rail-head.  There, by lapping water, she came to
rest, like a completed destiny.

The little boat lay waiting at the dock.  Within a few minutes he
had left the hot murky smell of the shed and was cruising out into
the blue water of the Roads.  A great light wind swept over the
water, making a singing noise through the tackle of the little
boat, making a music and a glory in his heart.  He drove along the
little decks at a bounding stride, lunging past the staring people,
with wild noises in his throat.  The lean destroyers, the bright
mad camouflage of the freighters and the transports, the lazy red
whirl of a propeller, half-submerged, and the light winey sparkle
of the waves fused to a single radiance and filled him with glory.
He cried back into the throat of the enormous wind, and his eyes
were wet.

Upon the decks of the boats, clean little figures in white moved
about; under the bulging counter of a huge Frenchman young naked
men were swimming.  They come from France, he thought, and it is
strange that they should be here.

O, the wonder, the magic and the loss!  His life was like a great
wave breaking in the lonely sea; his hungry shoulder found no
barriers--he smote his strength at nothing, and was lost and
scattered like a wrack of mist.  But he believed that this supreme
ecstasy which mastered him and made him drunken might some day fuse
its enormous light into a single articulation.  He was Phaeton with
the terrible horses of the sun: he believed that his life might
pulse constantly at its longest stroke, achieve an eternal summit.

The hot Virginias broiled under the fierce blue oven of the sky,
but in the Roads the ships rocked in the freshening breeze of war
and glory.

Eugene remained in the furnace of Norfolk for four days, until his
money was gone.  He watched it go without fear, with a sharp
quickening of his pulses, tasting the keen pleasure of his
loneliness and the unknown turnings of his life.  He sensed the
throbbing antennae of the world: life purred like a hidden dynamo,
with the vast excitement of ten thousand glorious threats.  He
might do all, dare all, become all.  The far and the mighty was
near him, around him, above him.  There was no great bridge to
span, no hard summit to win.  From obscurity, hunger, loneliness,
he might be lifted in a moment into power, glory, love.  The
transport loading at the docks might bear him war-ward, love-ward,
fame-ward Wednesday night.

He walked by lapping water through the dark.  He heard its green
wet slap against the crusted pier-piles: he drank its strong cod
scent, and watched the loading of great boats drenched in blazing
light as they weltered slowly down into the water.  And the night
was loud with the rumble of huge cranes, the sudden loose rattle of
the donkey-engines, the cries of the overseers, and the incessant
rumbling trucks of stevedores within the pier.

His imperial country, for the first time, was gathering the huge
thrust of her might.  The air was charged with murderous
exuberance, rioting and corrupt extravagance.

Through the hot streets of that town seethed the toughs, the
crooks, the vagabonds of a nation--Chicago gunmen, bad niggers from
Texas, Bowery bums, pale Jews with soft palms, from the shops of
the city, Swedes from the Middle-West, Irish from New England,
mountaineers from Tennessee and North Carolina, whores, in shoals
and droves, from everywhere.  For these the war was a fat enormous
goose raining its golden eggs upon them.  There was no thought or
belief in any future.  There was only the triumphant Now.  There
was no life beyond the moment.  There was only an insane flux and
re-flux of getting and spending.

Young men from Georgia farms came, in the evenings, from their work
on piers, in camps, in shipyards, to dress up in their peacock
plumage.  And at night, hard and brown and lean of hand and face,
they stood along the curbing in $18.00 tan leathers, $80.00 suits,
and $8.00 silk shirts striped with broad alternating bands of red
and blue.  They were carpenters, masons, gang overseers, or said
they were: they were paid ten, twelve, fourteen, eighteen dollars a

They shifted, veered from camp to camp, worked for a month, loafed
opulently for a week, enjoying the brief bought loves of girls they
met upon the ocean-beach or in a brothel.

Strapping black buck-niggers, with gorilla arms and the black paws
of panthers, earned $60 a week as stevedores, and spent it on a
mulatto girl in a single evening of red riot.

And more quietly, soberly, in this crowd, moved the older thriftier
workmen: the true carpenters, the true masons, the true mechanics--
the canny Scotch-Irish of North Carolina, the fishermen of the
Virginia coast, the careful peasantry of the Middle-West, who had
come to earn, to save, to profit from the war.

Everywhere amid this swarming crowd gleamed the bright raiment of
blood and glory: the sailors thronged the streets in flapping blues
and spotless whites--brown, tough, and clean.  The marines strode
by in arrogant twos, stiff as rods in the loud pomp of chevrons and
striped trousers.  Commanders gray and grim, hard-handed C. P. O.'s,
and elegant young ensigns out of college, with something blonde and
fluffy at their side, went by among the red cap-buttons of French
matelots, or the swagger sea-wise port of the Englishmen.

Through this crowd, with matted uncut hair that fell into his eyes,
that shot its spirals through the rents of his old green hat, that
curled a thick scroll up his dirty neck, Eugene plunged with hot
devouring eyes--soaked in his sweat by day, sharp and stale by

In this great camp of vagrant floaters he lost himself: