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Title:      Pat of Silver Bush (1933)
Author:     Montgomery, L. M.  (Lucy Maud), 1874-1942
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Title:      Pat of Silver Bush (1933)
Author:     Montgomery, L. M.  (Lucy Maud), 1874-1942

"God gave all men all earth to love
But, since our hearts are small,
Ordained for each one spot should be
Beloved over all."


To Alec and May


The Secret Field


1.  Introduces Pat

2.  Introduces Silver Bush

3.  Concerning Parsley Beds

4.  Sunday's Child

5.  "What's in a Name?"

6.  What Price Weddings?

7.  Here Comes the Bride

8.  Aftermath

9.  A Day to Spend

10.  A Maiden All Forlorn

11.  Dinner is Served

12.  Black Magic

13.  Company Manners

14.  The Shadow of Fear

15.  Elizabeth Happens

16.  The Rescue of Pepper

17.  Judy Puts Her Foot Down

18.  Under a Cloud

19.  "Am I So Ugly, Judy?"

20.  Shores of Romance

21.  What Would Judy Think of It?

22.  Three Daughters of One Race

23.  Mock Sunshine

24.  Ashes to Ashes

25.  His Way is on the Sea

26.  Gentleman Tom Sits on the Stairs

27.  Glamour of Youth

28.  Even As You and I

29.  April Magic

30.  One Shall Be Taken

31.  Lost Fragrance

32.  Exile

33.  Fancy's Fool

34.  "Let's Pretend"

35.  Shadow and Sunshine

36.  Balm in Gilead

37.  Winnie's Wedding

38.  Laughter and Tears

39.  The Chatelaine of Silver Bush



Introduces Pat


"Oh, oh, and I think I'll soon have to be doing some rooting in the
parsley bed," said Judy Plum, as she began to cut Winnie's red
crepe dress into strips suitable for "hooking."  She was very much
pleased with herself because she had succeeded in browbeating Mrs.
Gardiner into letting her have it.  Mrs. Gardiner thought Winnie
might have got another summer's wear out of it.  Red crepe dresses
were not picked up in parsley beds, whatever else might be.

But Judy had set her heart on that dress.  It was exactly the shade
she wanted for the inner petals of the fat, "raised" roses in the
fine new rug she was hooking for Aunt Hazel . . . a rug with
golden-brown "scrolls" around its edges and, in the centre,
clusters of red and purple roses such as never grew on any earthly

Judy Plum "had her name up," as she expressed it, for hooked rugs,
and she meant that this should be a masterpiece.  It was to be a
wedding gift for Aunt Hazel, if that young lady really got married
this summer, as, in Judy's opinion, it was high time she should,
after all her picking and choosing.

Pat, who was greatly interested in the rug's progress, knew nothing
except that it was for Aunt Hazel.  Also, there was another event
impending at Silver Bush of which she was ignorant and Judy thought
it was high time she was warned.  When one has been the "baby" of a
family for almost seven years just how is one going to take a
supplanter?  Judy, who loved everybody at Silver Bush in reason,
loved Pat out of reason and was worried over this beyond all
measure.  Pat was always after taking things a bit too seriously.
As Judy put it, she "loved too hard."  What a scene she had been
after making that very morning because Judy wanted her old purple
sweater for the roses.  It was far too tight for her and more holy
than righteous, if ye plaze, but Pat wouldn't hear of giving it up.
She loved that old sweater and she meant to wear it another year.
She fought so tigerishly about it that Judy . . . of course . . .
gave in.  Pat was always like that about her clothes.  She wore
them until they simply wouldn't look at her because they were so
dear to her she couldn't bear to give them up.  She hated her new
duds until she had worn them for a few weeks.  Then she turned
around and loved them fiercely, too.

"A quare child, if ye'll belave me," Judy used to say, shaking her
grizzled head.  But she would have put the black sign on any one
else who called Pat a queer child.

"What makes her queer?" Sidney had asked once, a little
belligerently.  Sidney loved Pat and didn't like to hear her called

"Sure, a leprachaun touched her the day she was born wid a liddle
green rose-thorn," answered Judy mysteriously.

Judy knew all about leprachauns and banshees and water-kelpies and
fascinating beings like that.

"So she can't ever be just like other folks.  But it isn't all to
the bad.  She'll be after having things other folks can't have."

"What things?" Sidney was curious.

"She'll love folks . . . and things . . . better than most . . .
and that'll give her the great delight.  But they'll hurt her more,
too.  'Tis the way of the fairy gift and ye have to take the bad
wid the good."

"If that's all the leppern did for her I don't think he amounts to
much," said young Sidney scornfully.

"S . . . sh!" Judy was scandalised.  "Liddle ye know what may be
listening to ye.  And I'm not after saying it was all.  She'll SEE
things.  Hundreds av witches flying be night over the woods and
steeples on broomsticks, wid their black cats perched behind them.
How wud ye like that?"

"Aunt Hazel says there aren't any such things as witches,
'specially in Prince Edward Island," said Sidney.

"If ye don't be belaving innything what fun are ye going to get out
av life?" asked Judy unanswerably.  "There may niver be a witch in
P. E. Island but there's minny a one in ould Ireland even yet.  The
grandmother av me was one."

"Are YOU a witch?" demanded Sidney daringly.  He had always wanted
to ask Judy that.

"I might be having a liddle av it in me, though I'm not be way av
being a full witch," said Judy significantly.

"And are you sure the leppern pricked Pat?"

"Sure?  Who cud be sure av what a fairy might be doing?  Maybe it's
only the mixed blood in her makes her quare.  Frinch and English
and Irish and Scotch and Quaker . . . 'tis a tarrible mixture, I'm
telling ye."

"But that's all so long ago," argued Sidney.  "Uncle Tom says it's
just Canadian now."

"Oh, oh," said Judy, highly offended, "if yer Uncle Tom do be
knowing more about it than meself whativer are ye here plaguing me
to death wid yer questions for?  Scoot, scat, and scamper, or I'll
warm your liddle behind for ye."

"I don't believe there's either witches or fairies," cried Sid,
just to make her madder.  It was always fun to make Judy Plum mad.

"Oh, oh, indade!  Well, I knew a man in ould Ireland said the same
thing.  Said it as bould as brass, he did.  And he met some one
night, whin he was walking home from where he'd no business to be.
Oh, oh, what they did to him!"

"What . . . what?" demanded Sid eagerly.

"Niver ye be minding what it was.  'Tis better for ye niver to
know.  He was niver the same again and he held his tongue about the
Good Folk after that, belave me.  Only I'm advising ye to be a bit
careful what ye say out loud whin ye think ye're all alone, me
bould young lad."


Judy was hooking her rug in her own bedroom, just over the kitchen
. . . a fascinating room, so the Silver Bush children thought.  It
was not plastered.  The walls and ceiling were finished with smooth
bare boards which Judy kept beautifully whitewashed.  The bed was
an enormous one with a fat chaff tick.  Judy scorned feathers and
mattresses were, she believed, a modern invention of the Bad Man
Below.  It had pillowslips trimmed with crocheted "pineapple" lace,
and was covered with a huge "autograph quilt" which some local
society had made years before and which Judy had bought.

"Sure and I likes to lie there a bit when I wakes and looks at all
the names av people that are snug underground and me still hearty
and kicking," she would say.

The Silver Bush children all liked to sleep a night now and then
with Judy, until they grew too big for it, and listen to her tales
of the folks whose names were on the quilt.  Old forgotten fables
. . . ancient romances . . . Judy knew them all, or made them up if
she didn't.  She had a marvellous memory and a knack of dramatic
word-painting.  Judy's tales were not always so harmless as that.
She had an endless store of weird yarns of ghosts and "rale nice
murders," and it was a wonder she did not scare the children out of
a year's growth.  But they were only deliciously goosefleshed.
They knew Judy's stories were "lies," but no matter.  They were
absorbing and interesting lies.  Judy had a delightful habit of
carrying a tale on night after night, with a trick of stopping at
just the right breathless place which any writer of serial stories
would have envied her.  Pat's favourite one was a horrible tale of
a murdered man who was found in pieces about the house . . . an arm
in the garret . . . a head in the cellar . . . a hambone in a pot
in the pantry.  "It gives me such a lovely shudder, Judy."

Beside the bed was a small table covered with a crocheted tidy,
whereon lay a beaded, heart-shaped pin-cushion and a shell-covered
box in which Judy kept the first tooth of all the children and a
lock of their hair.  Also a razor-fish shell from Australia and a
bit of beeswax that she used to make her thread smooth and which
was seamed with innumerable fine, criss-cross wrinkles like old
Great-great-aunt Hannah's face at the Bay Shore.  Judy's Bible lay
there, too, and a fat little brown book of "Useful Knowledge" out
of which Judy constantly fished amazing information.  It was the
only book Judy ever read.  Folks, she said, did be more interesting
than books.

Bunches of dried tansy and yarrow and garden herbs hung from the
ceiling everywhere and looked gloriously spooky on moonlight
nights.  Judy's big blue chest which she had brought out with her
from the Old Country thirty years ago stood against the wall and
when Judy was in especial good humour she would show the children
the things in it . . . an odd and interesting mélange, for Judy had
been about the world a bit in her time.  Born in Ireland she had
"worked out" in her teens . . . in a "castle" no less, as the
Silver Bush children heard with amazed eyes.  Then she had gone to
England and worked there until a roving brother took a notion to go
to Australia and Judy went with him.  Australia not being to his
liking he next tried Canada and settled down on a P. E. Island farm
for a few years.  Judy went to work at Silver Bush in the days of
Pat's grandparents, and, when her brother announced his
determination to pull up stakes and go to the Klondike, Judy coolly
told him he could go alone.  She liked "the Island."  It was more
like the Ould Country than any place she'd struck.  She liked
Silver Bush and she loved the Gardiners.

Judy had been at Silver Bush ever since.  She had been there when
"Long Alec" Gardiner brought his young bride home.  She had been
there when each of the children was born.  She belonged there.  It
was impossible to think of Silver Bush without her.  With her flair
for picking up tales and legends she knew more of the family
history than any of the Gardiners themselves did.

She never had had any notion of marrying.

"I niver had but the one beau," she told Pat once.  "He seranaded
me under me windy one night and I poured a jug av suds over him.
Maybe it discouraged him.  Innyway, he niver got any forrarder."

"Were you sorry?" asked Pat.

"Niver a bit, me jewel.  He hadn't the sinse God gave geese

"Do you think you'll ever marry now, Judy?" asked Pat anxiously.
It would be so terrible if Judy married and went away.

"Oh, oh, at me age!  And me as grey as a cat!"

"How old are you, Judy Plum?"

"'Tis hardly a civil question that, but ye're too young to know it.
I do be as old as me tongue and a liddle older than me teeth.
Don't be fretting yer liddle gizzard about me marrying.  Marrying's
a trouble and not marrying's a trouble and I sticks to the trouble
I knows."

"I'm never going to marry either, Judy," said Pat.  "Because if I
got married I'd have to go away from Silver Bush, and I couldn't
bear that.  We're going to stay here always . . . Sid and me . . .
and you'll stay with us, won't you, Judy?  And teach me how to make

"Oh, oh, cheeses, is it?  Thim cheese factories do be making all
the cheeses now.  There isn't a farm on the Island but Silver Bush
that does be making thim.  And this is the last summer I'll be
doing thim I'm thinking."

"Oh, Judy Plum, you MUSTN'T give up making cheeses.  You must make
them forever.  PLEASE, Judy Plum?"

"Well, maybe I'll be making two or three for the family," conceded
Judy.  "Yer dad do be always saying the factory ones haven't the
taste av the home-made ones.  How could they, I'm asking ye?  Run
be the min!  What do min be knowing about making cheeses?  Oh, oh,
the changes since I first come to the Island!"

"I HATE changes," cried Pat, almost in tears.

It had been so terrible to think of Judy never making any more
cheeses.  The mysterious mixing in of something she called "rennet"
. . . the beautiful white curds next morning . . . the packing of
it in the hoops . . . the stowing it away under the old "press" by
the church barn with the round grey stone for a weight.  Then the
long drying and mellowing of the big golden moons in the attic . . .
all big save one dear tiny one made in a special hoop for Pat.
Pat knew everybody in North Glen thought the Gardiners terribly
old-fashioned because they still made their own cheeses, but who
cared for that?  Hooked rugs were old-fashioned, too, but summer
visitors and tourists raved over them and would have bought all
Judy Plum made.  But Judy would never sell one.  They were for the
house at Silver Bush and no other.


Judy was hooking furiously, trying to finish her rose before the
"dim," as she always called the twilights of morning and evening.
Pat liked that.  It sounded so lovely and strange.  She was sitting
on a little stool on the landing of the kitchen stairs, just
outside Judy's open door, her elbows on her thin knees, her square
chin cupped in her hands.  Her little laughing face, that always
seemed to be laughing even when she was sad or mad or bad, was
ivory white in winter but was already beginning to pick up its
summer tan.  Her hair was ginger-brown and straight . . . and long.
Nobody at Silver Bush, except Aunt Hazel, had yet dared to wear
bobbed hair.  Judy raised such a riot about it that mother hadn't
ventured to cut Winnie's or Pat's.  The funny thing was that Judy
had bobbed hair herself and so was in the very height of the
fashion she disdained.  Judy had always worn her grizzled hair
short.  Hadn't time to be fussing with hairpins she declared.

Gentleman Tom sat beside Pat, on the one step from the landing into
Judy's room, blinking at her with insolent green eyes, whose very
expression would have sent Judy to the stake a few hundred years
ago.  A big, lanky cat who always looked as if he had a great many
secret troubles; continually thin in spite of Judy's partial
coddling; a black cat . . . "the blackest black cat I iver did be
seeing."  For a time he had been nameless.  Judy held it wasn't
lucky to name a baste that had just "come."  Who knew what might be
offended?  So the black grimalkin was called Judy's Cat, with a
capital, until one day Sid referred to it as "Gentleman Tom," and
Gentleman Tom he was from that time forth, even Judy surrendering.
Pat was fond of all cats, but her fondness for Gentleman Tom was
tempered with awe.  He had come from nowhere apparently, not even
having been born like other kittens, and attached himself to Judy.
He slept on the foot of her bed, walked beside her, with his ramrod
of a tail straight up in the air, wherever she went and had never
been heard to purr.  It couldn't be said that he was a sociable
cat.  Even Judy, who would allow no faults in him, admitted he was
"a bit particular who he spoke to."

"Sure and he isn't what ye might call a talkative cat but he do be
grand company in his way."


Introduces Silver Bush


Pat's brook-brown eyes had been staring through the little round
window in the wall above the landing until Judy had made her
mysterious remark about the parsley bed.  It was her favourite
window, opening outward like the port-hole of a ship.  She never
went up to Judy's room without stopping to look from it.  Dear
little fitful breezes came to that window that never came anywhere
else and you saw such lovely things out of it.  The big grove of
white birch on the hill behind it which gave Silver Bush its name
and which was full of dear little screech owls that hardly ever
screeched but purred and laughed.  Beyond it all the dells and
slopes and fields of the old farm, some of them fenced in with the
barbed wire Pat hated, others still surrounded by the snake fences
of silvery-grey "longers," with golden-rod and aster thick in their

Pat loved every field on the farm.  She and Sidney had explored
every one of them together.  To her they were not just fields . . .
they were persons.  The big hill field that was in wheat this
spring and was now like a huge green carpet; the field of the Pool
which had in its very centre a dimple of water, as if some giantess
when earth was young had pressed the tip of her finger down into
the soft ground: it was framed all summer in daisies and blue flags
and she and Sid bathed their hot tired little feet there on sultry
days.  The Mince Pie field, which was a triangle of land running up
into the spruce bush: the swampy Buttercup field where all the
buttercups in the world bloomed; the field of Farewell Summers
which in September would be dotted all over with clumps of purple
asters; the Secret Field away at the back, which you couldn't see
at all and would never suspect was there until you had gone through
the woods, as she and Sid had daringly done one day, and come upon
it suddenly, completely surrounded by maple and fir woods, basking
in a pool of sunshine, scented by the breath of the spice ferns
that grew in golden clumps around it.  Its feathery bent grasses
were starred with the red of wild strawberry leaves; and there were
some piles of large stones here and there, with bracken growing in
their crevices and clusters of long-stemmed strawberries all around
their bases.  That was the first time Pat had ever picked a
"bouquet" of strawberries.

In the corner by which they entered were two dear little spruces,
one just a hand's-breadth taller than the other . . . brother and
sister, just like Sidney and her.  Wood Queen and Fern Princess,
they had named them instantly.  Or rather Pat did.  She loved to
name things.  It made them just like people . . . people you loved.

They loved the Secret Field better than all the other fields.  It
seemed somehow to belong to them as if they had been the first to
discover it; it was so different from the poor, bleak, little stony
field behind the barn that nobody loved . . . nobody except Pat.
She loved it because it was a Silver Bush field.  That was enough
for Pat.

But the fields were not all that could be seen from that charming
window on this delightful spring evening when the sky in the west
was all golden and soft pink, and Judy's "dim" was creeping down
out of the silver bush.  There was the Hill of the Mist to the
east, a little higher than the hill of the silver bush, with three
lombardies on its very top, like grim, black, faithful watchmen.
Pat loved that hill dreadfully hard, although it wasn't on Silver
Bush land . . . quite a mile away in fact, and she didn't know to
whom it belonged; in one sense, that is: in another she knew it was
hers because she loved it so much.  Every morning she waved a hand
of greeting to it from her window.  Once, when she was only five,
she remembered going to spend the day with the Great-aunts at the
Bay Shore farm and how frightened she had been lest the Hill of the
Mist might be moved while she was away.  What a joy it had been to
come home and find it still in its place, with its three poplars
untouched, reaching up to a great full moon above them.  She was
now, at nearly seven, so old and wise that she knew the Hill of the
Mist would never be moved.  It would always be there, go where she
would, return when she might.  This was comforting in a world which
Pat was already beginning to suspect was full of a terrible thing
called change . . . and another terrible thing which she was not
yet old enough to know was disillusionment.  She only knew that
whereas a year ago she had firmly believed that if she could climb
to the top of the Hill of the Mist she might be able to touch that
beautiful shining sky, perhaps . . . oh, rapture! . . . pick a
trembling star from it, she knew now that nothing of the sort was
possible.  Sidney had told her this and she had to believe Sid who,
being a year older than herself, knew so much more than she did.
Pat thought nobody knew as much as Sidney . . . except, of course,
Judy Plum who knew everything.  It was Judy who knew that the wind
spirits lived on the Hill of the Mist.  It was the highest hill for
miles around and the wind spirits did always be liking high points.
Pat knew what they looked like, though nobody had ever told her . . .
not even Judy who thought it safer not to be after describing the
craturs.  Pat knew the north wind was a cold, glittering spirit and
the east wind a grey shadowy one; but the spirit of the west wind
was a thing of laughter and the south wind was a thing of song.

The kitchen garden was just below the window, with Judy's
mysterious parsley bed in one corner, and beautiful orderly rows of
onions and beans and peas.  The well was beside the gate . . . the
old-fashioned open well with a handle and roller and a long rope
with a bucket at its end, which the Gardiners kept to please Judy
who simply wouldn't hear of any new-fangled pump being put in.
Sure and the water would never be the same again.  Pat was glad
Judy wouldn't let them change the old well.  It was beautiful, with
great ferns growing out all the way down its sides from the
crevices of the stones that lined it, almost hiding from sight the
deep clear water fifty feet below, which always mirrored a bit of
blue sky and her own little face looking up at her from those
always untroubled depths.  Even in winter the ferns were there,
long and green, and always the mirrored Patricia looked up at her
from a world where tempests never blew.  A big maple grew over the
well . . . a maple that reached with green arms to the house, every
year a little nearer.

Pat could see the orchard, too . . . a most extraordinary orchard
with spruce trees and apple trees delightfully mixed up together
. . . in the Old Part, at least.  The New Part was trim and
cultivated and not half so interesting.  In the Old Part were trees
that Great-grandfather Gardiner had planted and trees that had
never been planted at all but just GREW, with delightful little
paths criss-crossing all over it.  At the far end was a corner full
of young spruces with a tiny sunny glade in the midst of them,
where several beloved cats lay buried and where Pat went when she
wanted to "think things out."  Things sometimes have to be thought
out even at nearly seven.


At one side of the orchard was the grave-yard.  Yes, truly, a
grave-yard.  Where Great-great-grandfather, Nehemiah Gardiner, who
had come out to P. E. Island in 1780, was buried, and likewise his
wife, Marie Bonnet, a French Huguenot lady.  Great-grandfather,
Thomas Gardiner, was there, too, with his Quaker bride, Jane
Wilson.  They had been buried there when the nearest grave-yard was
across the Island at Charlottetown, only to be reached by a bridle
path through the woods.  Jane Wilson was a demure little lady who
always wore Quaker grey and a prim, plain cap.  One of her caps was
still in a box in the Silver Bush attic.  She it was who had fought
off the big black bear trying to get in at the window of their log
cabin by pouring scalding hot mush on its face.  Pat loved to hear
Judy tell that story and describe how the bear had torn away
through the stumps back of the cabin, pausing every once in so long
for a frantic attempt to scrape the mush off its face.  Those must
have been exciting days in P. E. Island, when the woods were alive
with bears and they would come and put their paws on the banking of
the houses and look in at the windows.  What a pity that could
never happen now because there were no bears left!  Pat always felt
sorry for the last bear.  How lonesome he must have been!

Great-uncle Richard was there . . . "Wild Dick Gardiner" who had
been a sailor and had fought with sharks, and was reputed to have
once eaten human flesh.  He had sworn he would never rest on land.
When he lay dying of measles . . . of all things for a dare-devil
sailor to die of . . . he had wanted his brother Thomas to promise
to take him out in a boat and bury him under the waters of the
Gulf.  But scandalised Thomas would do nothing of the sort and
buried Dick in the family plot.  As a result, whenever any kind of
misfortune was going to fall on the Gardiners, Wild Dick used to
rise and sit on the fence and sing his rake-helly songs until his
sober, God-fearing kinsfolk had to come out of their graves and
join him in the chorus.  At least, this was one of Judy Plum's most
thrilling yarns.  Pat never believed it but she wished she could.
Weeping Willy's grave was there, too . . . Nehemiah's brother who,
when he first came to P. E. Island and saw all the huge trees that
had to be cleared away, had sat down and cried.  It was never
forgotten.  Weeping Willy he was to his death and after, and no
girl could be found willing to be Mrs. Weeping Willy.  So he lived
his eighty years out in sour old bachelorhood and . . . so Judy
said . . . when good fortune was to befall his race Weeping Willy
sat on his flat tombstone and wept.  And Pat couldn't believe that
either.  But she wished Weeping Willy COULD come back and see what
was in the place of the lonely forest that had frightened him.  If
he could see Silver Bush NOW!

Then there was the "mystery grave."  On the tombstone the
inscription, "To my own dear Emily and our little Lilian."  Nothing
more, not even a date.  Who was Emily?  Not one of the Gardiners,
that was known.  Perhaps some neighbour had asked the privilege of
burying his dear dead near him in the Gardiner plot where she might
have company in the lone new land.  And how old was the little
Lilian?  Pat thought if any of the Silver Bush ghosts did "walk"
she wished it might be Lilian.  She wouldn't be the least afraid of

There were many children buried there . . . nobody knew how many
because there was no stone for any of them.  The Great-greats had
horizontal slabs of red sandstone from the shore propped on four
legs, over them, with all their names and virtues inscribed
thereon.  The grass grew about them thick and long and was never
disturbed.  On summer afternoons the sandstone slabs were always
hot and Gentleman Tom loved to lie there, beautifully folded up in
slumber.  A paling fence, which Judy Plum whitewashed scrupulously
every spring, surrounded the plot.  And the apples that fell into
the grave-yard from overhanging boughs were never eaten.  "It
wudn't be rispictful," explained Judy.  They were gathered up and
given to the pigs.  Pat could never understand why, if it wasn't
"rispictful" to eat those apples, it was any more "rispictful" to
feed them to the pigs.

She was very proud of the grave-yard and very sorry the Gardiners
had given up being buried there.  It would be so nice, Pat thought,
to be buried right at home, so to speak, where you could hear the
voices of your own folks every day and all the nice sounds of home
. . . nice sounds such as Pat could hear now through the little
round window.  The whir of the grindstone as father sharpened an
axe under the sweetapple-tree . . . a dog barking his head off
somewhere over at Uncle Tom's . . . the west wind rustling in the
trembling poplar leaves . . . the saw-wheats calling in the silver
bush--Judy said they were calling for rain . . . Judy's big white
gobbler lording it about the yard . . . Uncle Tom's geese talking
back and forth to the Silver Bush geese . . . the pigs squealing in
their pens . . . even that was pleasant because they were Silver
Bush pigs: the Thursday kitten mewing to be let into the granary
. . . somebody laughing . . . Winnie, of course.  What a pretty
laugh Winnie had; and Joe whistling around the barns . . . Joe did
whistle so beautifully and half the time didn't know he was
whistling.  Hadn't he once started to whistle in church?  But that
was a story for Judy Plum to tell.  Judy, take her own word for it,
had never been the same again.

The barns where Joe was whistling were near the orchard, with only
the Whispering Lane that led to Uncle Tom's between them.  The
little barn stood close to the big barn like a child . . . such an
odd little barn with gables and a tower and oriel windows like a
church.  Which was exactly what it was.  When the new Presbyterian
church had been built in South Glen Grandfather Gardiner had bought
the old one and hauled it home for a barn.  It was the only thing
he had ever done of which Judy Plum hadn't approved.  It was only
what she expected when he had a stroke five years later at the age
of seventy-five, and was never the same again though he lived to be
eighty.  And say what you might there hadn't been the same luck
among the Silver Bush pigs after the sty was shifted to the old
church.  They became subject to rheumatism.


The sun had set.  Pat always liked to watch its western glory
reflected in the windows of Uncle Tom's house beyond the Whispering
Lane.  It was the hour she liked best of all the hours on the farm.
The poplar leaves were rustling silkily in the afterlight; the yard
below was suddenly full of dear, round, fat, furry pussy-cats, bent
on making the most of the cat's light.  Silver Bush always
overflowed with kittens.  Nobody ever had the heart to drown them.
Pat especially was fond of them.  It was a story Judy loved to tell
. . . how the minister had told Pat, aged four, that she could ask
him any question she liked.  Pat had said sadly, "Why don't
Gentleman Tom have kittens?"  The poor man did be resigning at the
next Presbytery.  He had a tendency to laughing and he said he
couldn't preach wid liddle Pat Gardiner looking at him from her
pew, so solemn-like and reproachful.

In the yard were black Sunday, spotted Monday, Maltese Tuesday,
yellow Wednesday, calico Friday, Saturday who was just the colour
of the twilight.  Only striped Thursday continued to wail heart-
brokenly at the granary door.  Thursday had always been an
unsociable kitten, walking by himself like Kipling's cat in Joe's
story book.  The old gobbler, with his coral-red wattles, had gone
to roost on the orchard fence.  Bats were swooping about . . .
fairies rode on bats, Judy said.  Lights were springing up suddenly
to east and west . . . at Ned Baker's and Kenneth Robinson's and
Duncan Gardiner's and James Adams'.  Pat loved to watch them and
wonder what was going on in the rooms where they bloomed.  But
there was one house in which there was never any light . . . an old
white house among thick firs on the top of a hill to the south-
west, two farms away from Silver Bush.  It was a long, rather low
house . . . Pat called it the Long Lonely House.  It hadn't been
lived in for years.  Pat always felt so sorry for it, especially in
the "dim" when the lights sprang up in all the other houses over
the country side.  It must feel lonely and neglected.  Somehow she
resented the fact that it didn't have all that other houses had.

"It wants to be lived in, Judy," she would say wistfully.

There was the evening star in a pale silvery field of sky just over
the tall fir tree that shot up in the very centre of the silver
bush.  The first star always gave her a thrill.  Wouldn't it be
lovely if she could fly up to that dark swaying fir-top between the
evening star and the darkness?


Concerning Parsley Beds


The red rose was nearly finished and Pat suddenly remembered that
Judy had said something about rooting in the parsley bed.

"Judy Plum," she said, "what do you think you'll find in the
parsley bed?"

"What wud ye be after thinking if I told ye I'd find a tiny wee new
baby there?" asked Judy, watching her sharply.

Pat looked for a moment as if she had rather had the wind knocked
out of her.  Then . . .

"Do you think, Judy, that we really need another baby here?"

"Oh, oh, as to that, a body might have her own opinion.  But wudn't
it be nice now?  A house widout a baby do be a lonesome sort av
place I'm thinking."

"Would you . . . would you like a baby better than me, Judy Plum?"

There was a tremble in Pat's voice.

"That I wudn't, me jewel.  Ye're Judy's girl and Judy's girl ye'll
be forever if I was finding a dozen babies in the parsley bed.  It
do be yer mother I'm thinking av.  The fact is, she's got an
unaccountable notion for another baby, Patsy, and I'm thinking we
must be humouring her a bit, seeing as she isn't extry strong.  So
there's the truth av the matter for ye."

"Of course, if mother wants a baby I don't mind," conceded Pat.
"Only," she added wistfully, "we're such a nice little family now,
Judy . . . just mother and daddy and Aunt Hazel and you and Winnie
and Joe and Sid and me.  I wish we could just stay like that

"I'm not saying it wudn't be best.  These afterthoughts do be a bit
upsetting whin ye've been thinking a family's finished.  But there
it is . . . nothing'll do yer mother but a baby.  So it's poor Judy
Plum must get down on her stiff ould marrow-bones and see what's to
be found in the parsley bed."

"Are babies really found in parsley beds, Judy?  Jen Foster says
the doctor brings them in a black bag.  And Ellen Price says a
stork brings them.  And Polly Gardiner says old Granny Garland from
the bridge brings them in her basket."

"The things youngsters do be talking av nowadays," ejaculated Judy.
"Ye've seen Dr. Bentley whin he was here be times.  Did ye iver see
him wid inny black bag?"

"No . . . o . . . o."

"And do there be inny storks on P. E. Island?"

Pat had never heard of any.

"As for Granny Garland, I'm not saying she hasn't a baby or two
stowed away in her basket now and again.  But if she has ye may
rist contint she found it in her own parsley bed.  What av that?
She doesn't pick the babies for the quality.  Ye wudn't want a baby
av Granny Garland's choosing, wud ye, now?"

"Oh, no, no.  But couldn't I help you look for it, Judy?"

"Listen at her.  It's liddle ye know what ye do be talking about,
child dear.  It's only some one wid a drop av witch blood in her
like meself can see the liddle craturs at all.  And it's all alone
I must go at the rise av the moon, in company wid me cat.  'Tis a
solemn performance, I'm telling ye, this finding av babies, and not
to be lightly undertaken."

Pat yielded with a sigh of disappointment.

"You'll pick a pretty baby, won't you, Judy?  A Silver Bush baby
MUST be pretty."

"Oh, oh, I'll do me best.  Ye must remimber that none av thim are
much to look at in the beginning.  All crinkled and wrinkled just
like the parsley leaves.  And I'm telling ye another thing . . .
it's mostly the pretty babies that grow up to be the ugly girls.
Whin _I_ was a baby . . ."

"Were YOU ever a baby, Judy?"  Pat found it hard to believe.  It
was preposterous to think of Judy Plum ever having been a baby.
And could there ever have been a time when there was NO Judy Plum?

"I was that.  And I was so handsome that the neighbours borryed me
to pass off as their own whin company come.  And look at me now!
Just remimber that if you don't think the baby I'll be finding is
as good-looking as ye'd want.  Of course I had the jandies whin I
was a slip av a girleen.  It turned me as yellow as a brass cint.
Me complexion was niver the same agin."

"But, Judy, you're not ugly."

"Maybe it's not so bad as that," said Judy cautiously, "but I
wudn't have picked THIS face if I cud have had the picking.  There
now, I've finished me rose and a beauty it is and I must be off to
me milking.  Ye'd better go and let that Thursday cratur into the
granary afore it breaks its heart.  And don't be saying a word to
inny one about this business av the parsley bed."

"I won't.  But, Judy . . . I've a kind of awful feeling in my
stomach . . ."

Judy laughed.

"The cliverness av the cratur!  I know what ye do be hinting at.
Well, after I'm finished wid me cows ye might slip into the kitchen
and I'll be frying ye an egg."

"In butter, Judy?"

"Sure in butter.  Lashings av it . . . enough to sop yer bits av
bread in it the way ye like.  And I'm not saying but what there
might be a cinnymon bun left over from supper."

Judy, who never wore an apron, turned up her drugget skirt around
her waist, showing her striped petticoat, and stalked downstairs,
talking to herself as was her habit.  Gentleman Tom followed her
like a dark familiar.  Pat uncoiled herself and went down to let
Thursday into the granary.  She still had a queer feeling though
she could not decide whether it was really in her stomach or not.
The world all at once seemed a bit too big.  This new baby was an
upsetting sort of an idea.  The parsley bed had suddenly become a
sinister sort of place.  For a moment Pat was tempted to go to it
and deliberately tear it all up by the roots.  Judy wouldn't be
able to find a baby in it then.  But mother . . . mother wanted a
baby.  It would never do to disappoint mother.

"But I'll hate it," thought Pat passionately.  "An OUTSIDER like

If she could only talk it over with Sid it would be a comfort.  But
she had promised Judy not to say a word to anybody about it.  It
was the first time she had ever had a secret from Sid and it made
her feel uncomfortable.  Everything seemed to have changed a little
in some strange fashion . . . and Pat hated change.


Half an hour later she had put the thought of it out of her mind
and was in the garden, bidding the flowers goodnight.  Pat never
omitted this ceremony.  She was sure they would miss her if she
forgot it.  It was so beautiful in the garden, in the late
twilight, with a silvery hint of moonrise over the Hill of the
Mist.  The trees around it . . . old maples that Grandmother
Gardiner had planted when she came as a bride to Silver Bush . . .
were talking to each other as they always did at night.  Three
little birch trees that lived together in one corner were
whispering secrets.  The big crimson peonies were blots of darkness
in the shadows.  The blue-bells along the path trembled with fairy
laughter.  Some late June lilies starred the grass at the foot of
the garden: the columbines danced: the white lilac at the gate
flung passing breaths of fragrance on the dewy air: the
southernwood . . . Judy called it "lad's love" . . . which the
little Quaker Great-grand had brought with her from the old land a
hundred years ago, was still slyly aromatic.

Pat ran about from plot to plot and kissed everything.  Tuesday ran
with her and writhed in furry ecstasy on the walks before her . . .
walks that Judy had picked off with big stones from the shore,
dazzlingly whitewashed.

When Pat had kissed all her flowers good-night she stood for a
little while looking at the house.  How beautiful it was, nestled
against its wooden hill, as if it had grown out of it . . . a house
all white and green, just like its own silver birches, and now
patterned over charmingly with tree shadows cast by a moon that was
floating over the Hill of the Mist.  She always loved to stand
outside of Silver Bush after dark and look at its lighted windows.
There was a light in the kitchen where Sid was at his lessons . . .
a light in the parlor where Winnie was practising her music . . . a
light up in mother's room.  A light for a moment flashed in the
hall, as somebody went upstairs, bringing out the fan window over
the front door.

"Oh, I've got such a LOVELY home," breathed Pat, clasping her
hands.  "It's such a nice FRIENDLY house.  Nobody . . . NOBODY . . .
has such a lovely home.  I'd just like to HUG it."

Pat had her eggs in the kitchen with plenty of butter gravy, and
then there was the final ceremony of putting a saucer of milk for
the fairies on the well platform.  Judy never omitted it.

"There's no knowing what bad luck we might be having if we forgot
it.  Sure and we know how to trate fairies at Silver Bush."

The fairies came by night and drank it up.  This was one of the
things Pat was strongly inclined to believe.  Hadn't Judy herself
seen fairies dancing in a ring one night when she was a girleen in
Ould Ireland?

"But Joe says there are no fairies in P. E. Island," she said

"The things Joe do be saying make me sometimes think the b'y don't
be all there," said Judy indignantly.  "Wasn't there folks coming
out to P.E.I, from the Ould Country for a hundred years, me jewel?
And don't ye be belaving there'd always be a fairy or two, wid a
taste for a bit av adventure, wud stow himself away among their
belongings and come too, and thim niver a bit the wiser?  And isn't
the milk always gone be morning, I'm asking ye?"

Yes, it was.  You couldn't get away from THAT.

"You're sure the cats don't drink it, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, cats, is it?  There don't be much a cat wudn't do if it
tuk it into its head, I'm granting ye, but the bouldest that iver
lived wudn't be daring to lap up the milk that was left for a
fairy.  That's the one thing no cat'd ever do . . . be disrespictful
to a fairy--and it'd be well for mortal craturs to folly his

"Couldn't we stay up some night, Judy, and watch?  I'd love to see
a fairy."

"Oh, oh, see, is it?  Me jewel, ye can't see the fairies unless ye
have the seeing eye.  Ye'd see nothing at all, only just the milk
drying up slow, as it were.  Now be off to bed wid ye and mind ye
don't forget yer prayers or maybe ye'll wake up and find Something
sitting on your bed in the night."

"I never do forget my prayers," said Pat with dignity.

"All the better for ye.  I knew a liddle girl that forgot one night
and a banshee got hold av her.  Oh, oh, she was niver the same

"What did the banshee do to her, Judy?"

"Do to her, is it?  It put a curse on her, that it did.  Ivery time
she tried to laugh she cried and ivery time she tried to cry she
laughed.  Oh, oh, 'twas a bitter punishment.  Now, what's after
plaguing ye?  I can tell be the liddle face av ye ye're not aisy."

"Judy, I keep thinking about that baby in the parsley bed.  Don't
you think . . . they've no baby over at Uncle Tom's.  Couldn't you
give it to them?  Mother could see it as often as she wanted to.
We're four of a family now."

"Oh, oh, do ye be thinking four is innything av a family to brag
av?  Why, yer great-great-grandmother, Old Mrs. Nehemiah, had
seventeen afore she called it a day.  And four av thim died in one
night wid the black cholera."

"Oh, Judy, how could she ever bear THAT?"

"Sure and hadn't she thirteen left, me jewel?  But they do say as
she was niver the same agin.  And now it's not telling ye agin to
go to bed I'll be doing . . . oh, no, it's not TELLING."


Pat tiptoed upstairs, past the old grandfather clock on the landing
that wouldn't go . . . hadn't gone for forty years.  The "dead
clock" she and Sid called it.  But Judy always insisted that it
told the right time twice a day.  Then down the hall to her room,
with a wistful glance at the close-shut spare-room door as she
passed it . . . the Poet's room, as it was called, because a poet
who had been a guest at Silver Bush had slept there for a night.
Pat had a firm belief that if you could only open the door of any
shut room quickly enough you would catch all the furniture in
strange situations.  The chairs crowded together talking, the table
lifting its white muslin skirts to show its pink sateen petticoat,
the fire shovel and tongs dancing a fandango by themselves.  But
then you never could.  Some sound always warned them and they were
back in their places as demure as you please.

Pat said her prayers . . . Now I Lay me, and the Lord's Prayer, and
then her own prayer.  This was always the most interesting part
because she made it up herself.  She could not understand people
who didn't like to pray.  May Binnie, now.  May had told her last
Sunday in Sunday School that she never prayed unless she was scared
about something.  Fancy that!

Pat prayed for everybody in the family and for Judy Plum and Uncle
Tom and Aunt Edith and Aunt Barbara . . . and for Sailor Uncle
Horace at sea . . . and everybody else's sailor uncle at sea . . .
and all the cats and Gentleman Tom and Joe's dog . . . "little
black Snicklefritz with his curly tail," so that God wouldn't get
mixed up between Joe's dog and Uncle Tom's dog who was big and
black with a straight tail . . . and any fairies that might be
hanging round and any poor ghosts that might be sitting on the
tombstones . . . and for Silver Bush itself . . . dear Silver Bush.

"Please keep it always the same, dear God," begged Pat, "and don't
let any more trees blow down."

Pat rose from her knees and stood there a bit rebelliously.  Surely
she had prayed for everybody and everything she could really be
expected to pray for.  Of course on stormy nights she always prayed
for people who might be out in the storm.  But this was a lovely
spring night.

Finally she plumped down on her knees again.

"Please, dear God, if there is a baby out there in that parsley
bed, keep it warm to-night.  Dad says there may be a little frost."


Sunday's Child


It was only a few evenings later that there was a commotion in the
house at Silver Bush . . . pale faces . . . mysterious comings and
goings.  Aunt Barbara came over with a new white apron on, as if
she were going to work instead of visit.  Judy stalked about,
muttering to herself.  Father, who had been hanging round the house
all day rather lazily for him, came down from mother's room and
telephoned with the dining-room door shut.  Half an hour afterwards
Aunt Frances came over from the Bay Shore and whisked Winnie and
Joe off on an unlooked-for week-end.

Pat was sitting on Weeping Willy's tombstone.  She was on her
dignity for she felt that she was being kept out of things somehow
and she resented it.  There was no resorting to mother who had kept
her room all the afternoon.  So Pat betook herself to the grave-
yard and the society of her family ghosts until Judy Plum came
along . . . a portentously solemn Judy Plum, looking wiser than any
mortal woman could possibly be.

"Pat, me jewel, wud ye be liking to spend the night over at yer
Uncle Tom's for a bit av a change?  Siddy will be going along wid

"Why?" demanded Pat distantly.

"Yer mother do be having a tarrible headache and the house has got
to be that still.  The doctor's coming . . ."

"Is mother bad enough to want a doctor?" cried Pat in quick alarm.
Mary May's mother had had the doctor a week before . . . and died!

"Oh, oh, be aisy now, darlint.  A doctor's just a handy thing to
have round whin a body has one of thim headaches.  I'm ixpecting
yer mother to be fine and dandy be the morning if the house is nice
and quiet to-night.  So just you and Siddy run over to Swallowfield
like good children.  And since the moon do be at its full at last
I'm thinking it's high time for the parsley bed.  No telling what
ye'll be seeing here to-morrow."

"That baby, I suppose," said Pat, a little contemptuously.  "_I_
should think, Judy Plum, if mother has such a bad headache it's a
poor time to bother her with a new baby."

"She's been waiting for it so long I'm looking for it to iffect a
miraculous cure," said Judy.  "Innyhow, it's tonight or niver wid
that moon.  It was be way av being just such a night whin I found
YOU in the parsley bed."

Pat looked at the moon disapprovingly.  It didn't look like a
proper moon . . . so queer and close and red and lanterny.  But it
was all of a piece with this odd night.

"Come, skip along . . . here's yer liddle nighty in the black

"I want to wait for Sid."

"Siddy's hunting me turkeys.  He'll be over whin he finds thim.
Sure, ye're not afraid to go alone?  It's only a cat's walk over
there and the moon's lit up."

"You know very well, Judy Plum, that I'm not afraid.  But things
are . . . queer . . . to-night."

Judy chuckled.

"They do take spells av being that and far be it from me to deny
it.  Likely the woods are full av witches to-night but they won't
be bothering ye if ye mind yer own business.  Here's a handful av
raisins for ye, same as ye git on Sundays, and niver be bothering
yer head wid things ye can't understand."

Pat went over to Swallowfield rather unwillingly, although it was a
second home to her . . . the adjoining farm where Uncle Tom and
Aunt Edith and Aunt Barbara lived.  Judy Plum approved of Aunt
Barbara, had an old vendetta with Aunt Edith, and had no opinion of
old bachelors.  A man should be married.  If he wasn't he had
cheated some poor woman out of a husband.  But Pat was very found
of big, jolly Uncle Tom, with his nice, growly way of speaking, who
was the only man in North Glen still wearing a beard . . . a
beautiful, long, crinkly black beard.  She liked Aunt Barbara, who
was round and rosy and jolly, but she was always a little afraid of
Aunt Edith, who was thin and sallow and laughterless, and had a
standing feud with Judy Plum.

"Born unmarried, that one," Judy had been heard to mutter

Pat went to Swallowfield by the Whispering Lane, which was fringed
with birches, also planted by some long-dead bride.  The brides of
Silver Bush seemed to have made a hobby of planting trees.  The
path was picked out by big stones which Judy Plum whitewashed as
far as the gate; from the gate Aunt Edith did it, because Uncle Tom
and Aunt Barbara wouldn't be bothered and she wasn't going to let
Judy Plum crow over her.  The lane was crossed half way by the gate
and beyond it were no birches but dear fence corners full of
bracken and lady fern and wild violets and caraway.  Pat loved the
Whispering Lane.  When she was four she had asked Judy Plum if it
wasn't the "way of life" the minister had talked about in church;
and somehow ever since it had seemed to her that some beautiful
secret hid behind the birches and whispered in the nodding lace of
its caraway blossoms.

She skipped along the lane, light-hearted again, eating her
raisins.  It was full of dancing, inviting shadows . . . friendly
shadows out for a playmate.  Once a shy grey rabbit hopped from
bracken clump to bracken clump.  Beyond the lane were dim, windy
pastures of twilight.  The air smelled deliciously.  The trees
wanted to be friends with her.  All the little grass stems swayed
towards her in the low breezes.  Uncle Tom's barn field was full of
woolly-faced lambs at their evening games and three dear wee Jersey
calves, with soft, sweet eyes, looked at her over the fence.  Pat
loved Jersey calves and Uncle Tom was the only man in North Glen
who kept Jerseys.

Beyond, in the yard, Uncle Tom's buildings were like a little town
by themselves.  He had so many of them . . . pig houses and hen
houses and sheep houses and boiler houses and goose houses and
turnip houses . . . even an apple house which Pat thought was a
delightful name.  North Glen people said that Tom Gardiner put up
some kind of a new building every year.  Pat thought they all
huddled around the big barn like chickens around their mother.
Uncle Tom's house was an old one, with two wide, low windows that
looked like eyes on either side of a balcony that was like a nose.
It was a prim and dignified house but all its primness couldn't
resist its own red front door which was just like an impish tongue
sticking out of its face.  Pat always felt as if the house was
chuckling to itself over some joke nobody but itself knew, and she
liked the mystery.  She wouldn't have liked Silver Bush to be like
that: Silver Bush mustn't have secrets from HER: but it was all
right in Swallowfield.


If it had not been for mother's headache and the doctor coming and
Judy Plum's parsley bed Pat would have thought it romantic and
delightful to have spent a night at Swallowfield.  She had never
been there for a night before . . . it was too near home.  But that
was part of its charm . . . to be so near home and yet not quite
home . . . to look out of the window of the gable room and SEE home
. . . see its roof over the trees and all its windows lighted up.
Pat was a bit lonely.  Sid was far away at the other end of the
house.  Uncle Tom had made speeches about doctors and black bags
until Aunt Edith had shut him up . . . or Pat.  Perhaps it was Pat.

"If you mean, Uncle Tom," Pat had said proudly, "that Dr. Bentley
is bringing us a baby in a black bag you're very much mistaken.  WE
GROW OUR OWN BABIES.  Judy Plum is looking for OURS in the parsley
bed at this very minute."

"Well . . . I'm . . . dashed," said Uncle Tom.  And he looked as if
he WERE dashed.  Aunt Edith had given Pat a pin-wheel cookie and
hustled her off to bed in a very pretty room where the curtains and
chair covers were of creamy chintz with purple violets scattered
over it and where the bed had a pink quilt.  All very splendid.
But it looked big and lonesome.

Aunt Edith turned the bedclothes and saw Pat cuddled down before
she left.  But she did not kiss her as Aunt Barbara would have
done.  And there would be no Judy Plum to tiptoe in when she
thought you were asleep and whisper, "God bless and kape ye through
the night, me jewel."  Judy never missed doing that.  But to-night
she would be hunting through the parsley bed, likely never thinking
of her "jewel" at all.  Pat's lips trembled.  The tears were very
near now . . . and then she thought of Weeping Willy.  One disgrace
like that was enough in a family.  SHE would not be Weeping Pat.

But she could not sleep.  She lay watching the chimneys of Silver
Bush through the window and wishing Sid's room were only near hers.
Suddenly a light flashed from the garret window of Silver Bush . . .
flashed a second and disappeared.  It was as if the house had
winked at her . . . called to her.  In a moment Pat was out of bed
and at the window.  She curled up in the big flounced and ruffled
wing chair.  It was no use to try to sleep so she would just cuddle
here and watch dear Silver Bush.  It was like a beautiful picture
. . . the milk-white house against its dark wooded hill, framed in
an almost perfectly round opening in the boughs of the trees.
Besides . . . who knew? . . . maybe Ellen Price was right after all
and the storks did bring the babies.  It was a nicer idea than any
of the others.  Perhaps if she watched she might see a silvery bird,
flying from some far land beyond the blue gulf's rim and lighting on
the roof of Silver Bush.

The boughs of the old fir tree outside tapped on the house.  Dogs
seemed to be barking everywhere over North Glen.  Now and then a
big June-bug thudded against the window.  The water in the Field of
the Pool glimmered mysteriously.  Away up on the hill the moonlight
glinting on one of the windows of the Long Lonely House gave it a
strange, momentary appearance of being lighted up.  Pat had a
thrill.  A tree-top behind the house looked like a witch crouched
on its roof, just alighted from her broomstick.  Pat's flesh
crawled deliriously.  Maybe there really were witches.  Maybe they
flew on a broomstick over the harbour at nights.  What a jolly way
of getting about!  Maybe they brought the babies.  But no, no.
They didn't want anything at Silver Bush that witches brought.
Better the parsley bed than that.  It was a lovely night for a baby
to come.  Was that a great white bird sailing over the trees?  No,
only a silvery cloud.  Another June-bug . . . swoop went the wind
around Uncle Tom's apple house . . . tap-tap went the fir boughs
. . . Pat was fast asleep in the big chair and there Sidney found
her when he slipped cautiously in at dawn before any one else at
Swallowfield was up.

"Oh, Siddy!"  Pat threw her arms about him and held him close to
her in the chair.  "Isn't it funny . . . I've been here all night.
The bed was so big and lonesome.  Oh, Sid, do you think Judy has
found it yet?"

"Found what?"

"Why . . . the baby."  Surely it was all right to tell Sid now.  It
was such a relief not to have a guilty secret from him any longer.
"Judy went hunting for it in the parsley bed last night . . . for
mother, you know."

Sid looked very wise . . . or as wise as a boy could look who had
two big, round, funny brown eyes under fuzzy golden-brown curls.
HE was a year older than Pat . . . HE had been to school . . . HE
knew just what that parsley bed yarn amounted to.  But it was just
as well for a girl like Pat to believe it.

"Let's go home and see," he suggested.

Pat got quickly into her clothes and they crept noiselessly
downstairs and out of doors into a land pale in the morning
twilight.  The dew-wet earth was faintly fragrant.  Pat had no
memory of ever having been up before sunrise in her life.  How
lovely it was to be walking hand in hand with Sid along the
Whispering Lane before the day had really begun!

"I hope this new kid will be a girl," said Sid.  "Two boys are
enough in a family but nobody cares how many girls there are.  And
I hope it'll be good-looking."

For the first time in her life Pat felt a dreadful stab of
jealousy.  But she was loyal, too.

"Of course it will.  But you won't like it better than me, will you
. . . oh, PLEASE Siddy?"

"Silly!  Of course I won't like it better than you.  I don't expect
to like it at all," said Sid disdainfully.

"Oh, you MUST like it a little, because of mother.  And oh, Sid,
please promise that you'll never like ANY girl better than me."

"Sure I won't."  Sid was very fond of Pat and didn't care who knew
it.  At the gate he put his chubby arms about her and kissed her.

"You won't ever MARRY another girl, Sid?"

"Not much.  I'm going to be a bachelor like Uncle Tom.  He says he
likes a quiet life and I do, too."

"And we'll always live at Silver Bush and I'll keep house for you,"
said Pat eagerly.

"Sure.  Unless I go west; lots of boys do."

"Oh!"  A cold wind blew across Pat's happiness.  "Oh, you must
never go west, Sid . . . you COULDN'T leave Silver Bush.  You
couldn't find any nicer place."

"Well, we can't ALL stay here, you know, when we grow up," said Sid

"Oh, why can't we?" cried Pat, on the point of tears again.  The
lovely morning was spoiled for her.

"Oh, well, we'll be here for years yet," said Sid soothingly.
"Come along.  There's Judy giving Friday and Monday their milk."

"Oh, Judy," gasped Pat, "did you find it?"

"Sure and didn't I that?  The prettiest baby ye iver set eyes on
and swate beyond iverything.  I'm thinking I must be putting on me
dress-up dress whin I get the work done be way av cilebrating."

"Oh, I'm so glad it's pretty because it belongs to our family,"
said Pat.  "Can we see it right away?"

"Indade and ye can't, me jewel.  It's up in yer mother's room and
she's sound aslape and not to be disturbed.  She had a wakeful
night av it.  I was a tarrible long time finding that baby.  Me
eyesight isn't what it was I'm grieving to say.  I'm thinking
that's the last baby I'll iver be able to find in the parsley bed."


Judy gave Pat and Sid their breakfast in the kitchen.  Nobody else
was up.  It was such fun to have breakfast there with Judy and have
the milk poured over their porridge out of her "cream cow" . . .
that little old brown jug in the shape of a cow, with her tail
curled up in a most un-cowlike fashion for a handle and her mouth
for a spout.  Judy had brought the cream cow from Ireland with her
and prized it beyond all saying.  She had promised to leave it to
Pat when she died.  Pat hated to hear Judy talk of dying, but, as
she had also promised to live a hundred years . . . D. V. . . . .
that was nothing to worry about yet awhile.

The kitchen was a cheery place and was as tidy and spotless as if
Silver Bush had not just been passing through a night of suspense
and birth.  The walls were whitewashed snowily: the stove shone:
Judy's blue and white jugs on the scoured dresser sparkled in the
rays of the rising sun.  Judy's geraniums bloomed in the windows.
The space between stove and table was covered by a big, dark-red
rug with three black cats hooked in it.  The cats had eyes of
yellow wool which were still quite bright and catty in spite of the
fact that they had been trodden over for many years.  Judy's living
black cat sat on the bench and thought hard.  Two fat kittens were
sleeping in a patch of sunlight on the floor.  And, as if that were
not enough in the cat line, there were three marvellous kittens in
a picture on the wall . . . Judy's picture, likewise brought out
from Ireland.  Three white kittens with blue eyes, playing with a
ball of silk thread gloriously entangled.  Cats and kittens might
come and go at Silver Bush, but Judy's kittens were eternally young
and frisky.  This was a comfort to Pat who, when she was VERY
young, was afraid they might grow up and change, too.  It always
broke her heart when some beloved kitten turned overnight into a
lanky half-grown cat.

There were other pictures . . . Queen Victoria at her coronation
and King William riding his white horse over the Boyne: a marble
cross, poised on a dark rock in a raging ocean, lavishly garlanded
with flowers, having a huge open Bible on a purple cushion at its
foot: the Burial of the Pet Bird: mottoes worked in wool . . . Home
Sweet Home . . . Upwards and Onwards.  These had all been judged at
successive spring cleanings to be unworthy of the other rooms but
Judy wouldn't have them burned.  Pat wouldn't have liked them
anywhere else but she liked them on the walls of Judy's kitchen.
It wouldn't have been quite the same without them.

It was lovely, Pat thought as she ate her toast, that everything
was just the same.  She had had a secret, dreadful fear that she
would find everything changed and different and heart-breaking.

Dad came in just as they finished and Pat flew to him.  He looked
tired but he caught her up with a smile.

"Has Judy told you that you have a new sister?"

"Yes.  I'm glad.  I think it will be an improvement," said Pat,
gravely and staunchly.

Dad laughed.

"That's right.  Some folks have been afraid you mightn't like it
. . . might think your nose was out of joint."

"My nose is all right," said Pat.  "Feel it."

"Av course her nose is all right.  Don't ye be after putting inny
such notions in her head, Long Alec Gardiner," said Judy, who had
bossed little Long Alec about when he was a child and continued to
do so now that he was big Long Alec with a family of his own.  "And
ye naden't have been thinking that child wud be jealous . . . she
hasn't a jealous bone in her body, the darlint.  Jealous, indade!"
Judy's grey-green eyes flashed quite fiercely.  Nobody need be
thinking the new baby was more important than Pat or that more was
going to be made of it.


It was well on in the forenoon when they were allowed upstairs.
Judy marshalled them up, very imposing in her blue silk dress, of a
day when it was a recommendation for silk that it could stand
alone.  She had had it for fifteen years, having got it in honour
of the bride young Long Alec was bringing to Silver Bush, and she
put it on only for very special occasions.  It had been donned for
every new baby and the last time it had been worn was six years ago
at Grandmother Gardiner's funeral.  Fashions had changed
considerably but what cared Judy?  A silk dress was a silk dress.
She was so splendid in it that the children were half in awe of
her.  They liked her much better in her old drugget but Judy tasted
her day of state.

A nurse in white cap and apron was queening it in mother's room.
Mother was lying on her pillows, white and spent after that
dreadful headache, with her dark wings of hair around her face and
her sweet, dreamy, golden-brown eyes shining with happiness.  Aunt
Barbara was rocking a quaint old black cradle, brought down from
the garret . . . a cradle a hundred years old which Great-great-
Grandfather Nehemiah had made with his own hands.  Every Silver
Bush baby had been rocked in it.  The nurse did not approve of
either cradles or rocking but she was powerless against Aunt
Barbara and Judy combined.

"Not have a cradle for it, do ye be saying?" the scandalised Judy
ejaculated.  "Ye'll not be intinding to put the swate wee cratur in
a basket?  Oh, oh, did inny one iver be hearing the like av it?
It's niver a baby at Silver Bush that'll be brought up in your
baskets, as if it was no better than a kitten, and that I'm telling
ye.  Here's the cradle that I've polished wid me own hands and into
that same cradle she'll be going."

Pat, after a rapturous kiss for mother, tip-toed over to the
cradle, trembling with excitement.  Judy lifted the baby out and
held it so that the children could see it.

"Oh, Judy, isn't she sweet?" whispered Pat in ecstasy.  "Can't I
hold her for just the tiniest moment?"

"That ye can, darlint," . . . and Judy put the baby into Pat's arms
before either nurse or Aunt Barbara could prevent her.  Oh, oh,
that was one in the eye for the nurse!

Pat stood holding the fragrant thing as knackily as if she had been
doing it all her life.  What tiny, darling legs it had!  What dear,
wee, crumpled paddies!  What little pink nails like perfect shells!

"What colour are its eyes, Judy?"

"Blue," said Judy, "big and blue like violets wid dew on them, just
like Winnie's.  And it's certain I am that she do be having dimples
in her chakes.  Sure a woman wid a baby like that naden't call the
quane her cousin."

     "'The child that is born on the Sabbath day
       Will be bonny and blithe and good and gay,'"

said Aunt Barbara.

"Of course she will," said Pat.  "She would, no matter what day she
was born on.  Isn't she OUR baby?"

"Oh, oh, there's the right spirit for ye," said Judy.

"The baby must really be put back in the cradle now," said the
nurse by way of reasserting her authority.

Pat relinquished it reluctantly.  Only a few minutes ago she had
been thinking of the baby as an interloper, only to be tolerated
for mother's sake.  But now it was one of the family and it seemed
as if it had always been at Silver Bush.  No matter how it had
come, from stork or black bag or parsley bed, it was THERE and it


"What's in a Name?"


The new baby at Silver Bush did not get its name until three weeks
later when mother was able to come down stairs and the nurse had
gone home, much to Judy's satisfaction.  She approved of Miss
Martin as little as Miss Martin approved of her.

"Oh, oh, legs and lipstick!" she would say contemptuously, when
Miss Martin doffed her regalia and went out to take the air.  Which
was unjust to Miss Martin, who had no more legs than other women of
the fashion and used her lipstick very discreetly.  Judy watched
her down the lane with a malevolent eye.

"Oh, oh, but I'd like to be putting a tin ear on that one.  Wanting
to call the wee treasure Greta!  Oh, oh, GRETA!  And her with a
grandfather that died and come back to life, that he did!"

"Did he really, Judy Plum?"

"He did that.  Old Jimmy Martin was dead as a dorenail for two
days.  The doctors said it.  Thin he come back to life . . . just
to spite his family I'm telling ye.  But, as ye might ixpect, he
was niver the same agin.  His relations were rale ashamed av him.
Miss Martin naden't be holding that rid head av hers so high."

"But why, Judy?" asked Sid.  "Why were they ashamed of him?"

"Oh, oh, whin ye're dead it's only dacent to STAY dead," retorted
Judy.  "Ye'd think she'd remimber that whin she was trying to boss
folks who looked after babies afore she was born or thought av, the
plum-faced thing!  But she's gone now, good riddance, and we won't
have her stravaging about the house with a puss on her mouth inny
more.  Too minny bushels for a small canoe . . . it do be that
that's the trouble wid HER."

"She can't help her grandfather, Judy," said Pat.

"Oh, oh, I'm not saying she could, me jewel.  We none of us can
hilp our ancistors.  Wasn't me own grandmother something av a
witch?  But it's sure we've all got some and it ought to kape us

Pat was glad Miss Martin was gone, not because she didn't like her
but because she knew she would be able to hold the baby oftener
now.  Pat adored the baby.  How in the world had Silver Bush ever
got on without her?  Silver Bush without the baby was quite
unthinkable to Pat now.  When Uncle Tom asked her gravely if they
had decided yet whether to keep or drown the baby she was horrified
and alarmed.

"Sure, me jewel, he was only tazing ye," comforted Judy, with her
great, broad, jolly laugh.  "'Tis just an ould bachelor's idea av a

They had put off naming the baby until Miss Martin had gone,
because nobody really wanted to call the baby Greta but didn't want
to hurt her feelings.  The very afternoon she left they attended to
the matter . . . or tried to.

But it was no easy thing to pick a name.  Mother wanted to call it
Doris after her own mother and father wanted Rachel after his
mother.  Winnie, who was romantic, wanted Elaine, and Joe thought
Dulcie would be nice.  Pat had secretly called it Miranda for a
week and Sidney thought such a blue-eyed baby ought to be named
Violet.  Aunt Hazel thought Kathleen just the name for it, and
Judy, who must have her say with the rest, thought Emmerillus was a
rale classy name.  The Silver Bush people thought Judy must mean
Amaryllis but were never sure of it.

In the end father suggested that each of them plant a named seed in
the garden and see whose came up first.  That person should have
the privilege of naming the baby.

"If we find more than one up at once the winners must plant over
again," he said.

This was a sporting chance and the children were excited.  The
seeds were planted and tagged and watched every day: but it was Pat
who thought of getting up early in the mornings to keep tabs on the
bed.  Judy said things came up in the night.  There was nothing at
dark . . . and in the morning there you were.  And there Pat was on
the eighth morning, just as the sun was rising, up before any one
but Judy.  You would have to get up before you went to bed if you
meant to get ahead of Judy.

And Pat's seed was up!  For just one moment she exulted.  Then she
grew sober and her long-lashed amber eyes filled with troubled
wonder.  Of course Miranda was a lovely name for a baby.  But
father wanted Rachel.  Mother had named her and Sidney, Uncle Tom
had named Joe, Hazel had named Winnie, surely it was father's turn.
He hadn't said much . . . father never said much . . . but Pat knew
somehow that he wanted very badly to name the baby Rachel.  In her
secret heart Pat had hoped that father's seed would be first.

She looked around her.  No living creature in sight except
Gentleman Tom, sitting darkly on the cheese stone.  The next moment
her seed was yanked out and flung into the burdock patch behind the
hen-house.  Dad had a chance yet.

But luck seemed against poor dad.  Next morning Win's and mother's
seeds were up.  Pat ruthlessly uprooted them, too.  Win didn't
count and mother had named two children already.  That was plenty
for her.  Joe's met the same fate next morning.  Then up popped
Sid's and Judy's.  Pat was quite hardened in rascality now and they
went.  Anyhow, no child ought EVER to be called Emmerillus.

The next day there was none up and Pat began to be worried.  Every
one was wondering why none of the seeds were up yet.  Judy darkly
insinuated that they had been planted the wrong time of the moon.
And perhaps father's wouldn't come up at all.  Pat prayed very
desperately that night that it might be up the next morning.

It was.

Pat looked about her in triumph, quite untroubled as yet by her
duplicity.  She had won the victory for father.  Oh, how lovely
everything was!  Gossamer clouds of pale gold floated over the Hill
of the Mist.  The wind had fallen asleep among the silver birches.
The tall firs among them quivered with some kind of dark laughter.
The fields were all around her like great gracious arms.  The
popples, as Judy called them, were whispering around the granary.
The world was just a big, smiling greenness, with a vast, alluring
blueness seawards.  There was a clear, pale, silvery sky over her
and everything in the garden seemed to have burst into bloom
overnight.  Judy's big clump of bleeding-heart by the kitchen door
was hung with ruby jewels.  The country was sprinkled with white
houses in the sunrise.  A stealthy kitten crept through the
orchard.  Thursday was licking his sleek little chops on the window
sill of his beloved granary.  A red squirrel chattered at him from
a bough of the maple tree over the well.  Judy came out to draw a
bucket of water.

"Oh, Judy, father's seed is up," cried Pat.  She wouldn't say up
FIRST because THAT wasn't true.

"Oh, oh!" Judy accepted the "sign" with good grace.  "Well, it do
be yer dad's turn for a fact, and Rachel is a better name than
Greta inny day.  Greta!  The impidence av it!"


Rachel it was in fact and Rachel it became in law one Sunday six
weeks later when the baby was baptised at church in a wondrous
heirloom christening robe of eyelet embroidery that Grandmother
Gardiner had made for her first baby.  All the Silver Bush children
had been christened in it.  Long robes for babies had gone out of
fashion but Judy Plum would not have thought the christening lawful
if the baby had not been at least five feet long.  They tacked
Doris on to the name, too, by way of letting mother down easy, but
it was dad's day of triumph.

Pat was not sorry for what she had done but her conscience had
begun to trouble her a bit and that night when Judy Plum came in to
leave her nightly blessing, Pat, who was wide-awake, sat up in bed
and flung her arms around Judy's neck.

"Oh, Judy . . . I did something . . . I s'spose it was bad.  I . . .
I wanted father to name the baby . . . and I pulled up the seeds
as fast as they came up in the mornings.  Was it very bad, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, shocking," said Judy, with a contradictory twinkle in her
eyes.  "If Joe knew he'd put a tin ear on ye.  But I'll not be
telling.  More be token as I wanted yer dad to have his way.  He do
be put upon be the women in this house and that's a fact."

"His seed was the last one to come up," said Pat, "and Aunt Hazel's
never came up at all."

"Oh, oh, didn't it now?" giggled Judy.  "It was up the morning
afore yer dad's and I pulled it out meself."


What Price Weddings?


Late in August of that summer Pat began to go to school.  The first
day was very dreadful . . . almost as dreadful as that day the year
before when she had watched Sidney start to school without her.
They had never been separated before.  She had stood despairingly
at the garden gate and watched him out of sight down the lane until
she could see him no longer for tears.

"He'll be back in the evening, me jewel.  Think av the fun av
watching for him to come home," comforted Judy.

"The evening is so far away," sobbed Pat.  It seemed to her the day
would never end: but half past four came and Pat went flying down
the lane to greet Sid.  Really, it was so splendid to have him back
that it almost atoned for seeing him go.

Pat didn't want to go to school.  To be away from Silver Bush for
eight hours five days out of every week was a tragedy to her.  Judy
put her up a delicious lunch, filled her satchel with her favourite
little red apples and kissed her good-bye encouragingly.

"Now, darlint, remimber it's goin' to get an eddication ye are.
Oh, oh, and eddication is a great thing and it's meself do be after
knowing it because I never had one."

"Why, Judy, you know more than anybody else in the world," said Pat

"Oh, oh, to be sure I do, but an eddication isn't just knowing
things," said Judy wisely.  "Don't ye be worrying a bit.  Ye'll get
on fine.  Ye know yer primer so ye've got a good start.  Now run
along, girleen, and mind ye're rale mannerly to yer tacher.  It's
the credit av Silver Bush ye must be kaping up, ye know."

It was this thought that braced Pat sufficiently to enable her to
get through the day.  It kept the tears back as she turned, at the
end of the lane, clinging to Sid's hand, to wave back to Judy who
was waving encouragingly from the garden gate.  It bore her up
under the scrutiny of dozens of strange eyes and her interview with
the teacher.  It gave her back-bone through the long day as she sat
alone at her little desk and made pot-hooks . . . or looked through
the window down into the school bush which she liked much better.
It was an ever-present help in recesses and dinner hour, when
Winnie was off with the big girls and Sid and Joe with the boys and
she was alone with the first and second primers.

When school came out at last Pat reviewed the day and proudly
concluded that she had not disgraced Silver Bush.

And then the glorious home-coming!  Judy and mother to welcome her
back as if she had been away for a year . . . the baby smiling and
cooing at her . . . Thursday running to meet her . . . all the
flowers in the garden nodding a greeting.

"I KNOW everything's glad to see me back," she cried.

Really, it was enough to make one willing to go away just to have
the delight of coming back.  And then the fun of telling Judy all
that had happened in school!

"I liked all the girls except May Binnie.  She said there wasn't
any moss in the cracks of HER garden walk.  I said I LIKED moss in
the cracks of a garden walk.  And she said our house was old-
fashioned and needed painting.  And she said the wall-paper in our
spare-room was stained."

"Oh, oh, and well you know it is," said Judy.  "There's that lake
be the chimney that Long Alec has niver been able to fix, try as he
will.  But if ye start out be listening to what a Binnie says ye'll
have an earful.  What did ye say to me fine Miss May Binnie,

"I said Silver Bush didn't need to be painted as often as other
people's houses because it wasn't ugly."

Judy chuckled.

"Oh, oh, that was one in the eye for me fine May.  The Binnie house
is one av the ugliest I've iver seen for all av its yaller paint.
And what did she say to THAT."

"Oh, Judy, she said the pink curtains in the Big Parlour were faded
and shabby.  And that CRUSHED me.  Because they ARE . . . and
everybody else in North Glen has such nice lace curtains in their


But this was all three weeks ago and already going to school was a
commonplace and Pat had even begun to like it.  And then one
afternoon Judy casually remarked, out of a clear sky so to speak,

"I s'pose ye know that yer Aunt Hazel is going to be married the
last wake in September?"

At first Pat wouldn't believe it . . . simply couldn't.  Aunt Hazel
COULDN'T be married and go away from Silver Bush.  When she had to
believe it she cried night after night for a week.  Not even Judy
could console her . . . not even the memory of Weeping Willy shame

"Sure and it's time yer Aunt Hazel was married if she don't be
intinding to be an ould maid."

"Aunt Barbara and Aunt Edith are old maids and they're happy,"
sobbed Pat.

"Oh, oh, two ould maids is enough for one family.  And yer Aunt
Hazel is right to be married.  Sure and it's a kind av hard world
for women at the bist.  I'm not saying but what we'll miss her.
She's always had a liddle knack av making people happy.  But it's
time she made her ch'ice.  She's niver been man-crazy . . . oh, oh,
her worst inimy couldn't say that av her.  But she's been a bit av
a flirt in her day and there's been a time or two I was afraid she
was going to take up wid a crooked stick.  'Judy,' she wud a'way be
saying to me, 'I want to try just a few more beaus afore I settle
down.'  It's a bit av good luck that she's made up her mind for
Robert Madison.  He's a rale steady feller.  Ye'll like yer new
uncle, darlint."

"I won't," said Pat obstinately, determined to hate him forever.
"Do YOU like him, Judy?"

"To be sure I do.  He's got more in his head than the comb'll iver
take out I warrrant ye.  And a store-kaper he is, which is a bit
asier than farming for the wife."

"Do you think he's good-looking enough for Aunt Hazel, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, I've seen worse.  Maybe there's a bit too much av him
turned up for fate and there's no denying he has flying jibs like
all that family.  They tuk it from the Callenders.  Niver did inny
one see such ears as old Hinry Callender had.  If ye hadn't been
seeing innything but his head ye cudn't have told whether he was a
man or a bat.  Oh, oh, but it's the lucky thing they've got pared
down a bit be the Madison mixture!  Robert's got a rale nice face
and I'm after telling ye we're all well satisfied wid yer Aunt
Hazel's match.  We've had our worries I can be telling ye now.
There was Gordon Rhodes back a bit . . . but I niver belaved she'd
take a scut like him.  Too crooked to lie straight in bed like all
the Rhodeses.  And Will Owen . . . to be sure Long Alec liked him
but the man had no more to say for himself than a bump on a log.
If the Good Man Above had struck him dumb we'd niver av known it.
For me own part I like thim a bit more flippant.  At one time we
did be thinking she'd take Siddy Taylor.  But whin she tould him
one night that she cudn't abide his taste in neck-ties he went off
mad and niver come back.  Small blame to him for that.  If ye do be
wanting a man iver, Pat, don't be after criticising his neck-ties
until ye've landed him afore the minister.  And yer mother kind av
liked Cal Gibson.  Sure and he was the ladylike cratur.  But he was
one av the Summerside Gibsons and I was afraid he'd always look
down on yer Aunt Hazel's people.  Barring the fact that he was as
quare-looking as a cross-eyed cat . . .  But this Robert Madison,
he kept a-coming and a-coming, always bobbing up whiniver one of
the other lads got the mitten on the wrong hand.  Whin the Madisons
do be wanting a thing they have the habit av getting it in the long
run.  Rob's Uncle Jim now . . . didn't I iver tell ye the story av
how he pickled his brother in rum and brought him home to be

"PICKLED him, Judy?"

"I'm telling ye.  Ned Madison died on board Jim's ship back in 1850
whin they were in the middle av the Indian Ocean.  Iverybody said
he must be buried at say.  But Jim Madison swore till all turned
blue that Ned shud be tuk home and buried in the fam'ly plot on the
Island.  So he got the ship's carpenter to make a lead coffin and
he clapped young Ned in it and filled it up wid rum.  And Ned come
home fresh as a daisy.  I'm not saying that Jim was iver the same
man agin though, mind ye.  And that's the Madison for ye.  Oh, oh,
it's all for the bist as it is and we must have a rale fine widding
for the honour av the fam'ly."

Pat found it hard to be reconciled to it.  She had always been so
fond of Aunt Hazel . . . far fonder than of Aunt Edith or even Aunt
Barbara.  Aunt Hazel was so jolly and pretty.  Her face was as
brown as a nut, her eyes and hair were brown, her lips and cheeks
scarlet.  Aunt Hazel looked her name.  Some people didn't.  Lily
Wheatley was as black as a crow and Ruby Rhodes was pale and washed

The rest of the Silver Bush children took it more philosophically.
Sidney thought it would be rather exciting to have a wedding in the
family.  Winnie thought it must be rather good fun to be married.

"I don't see the fun of it," said Pat bitterly.

"Why, everybody has to be married," said Winnie.  "You'll be
married yourself some day."

Pat rushed to mother in anguish.

"Mother, tell me . . . I don't have to get married ever . . . do

"Not unless you want to," assured mother.

"Oh, that's all right," said relieved Pat.  "Because I'll never
want to."

"The girls all talk that way," said Judy, winking at Mrs. Gardiner
over Pat's head.  "There's no jidging the minute I might take the
notion meself.  Sure and didn't I have the fine proposal the other
night.  Old Tom Drinkwine shuffled up here and asked me to be his
fourth missus, so he did.  Sure and I all but dropped the new tay-
pot whin he come out wid it.  It's the long time I've waited to be
axed but me chanct has come at last."

"Oh, Judy, you wouldn't marry him?"

"Oh, oh, and why shudn't I now?"

"And leave us?"

"Oh, oh, there's the rub," remarked Judy, who had sent old Tom off
to what she called "the tune the ould cow died on."

"'Twud be more than the quarter av inny man that'd tempt me to do
that same."

But a WHOLE man might tempt Judy some day and Pat was uneasy.  Oh,
change was terrible!  What a pity people had to get married!


"The widding's to be the last wake av September, D. V." Judy told
her one day.

Pat winced.  She knew it must be but to have announced in this
indifferent fashion was anguish.

"What does D. V. mean, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, it means if the Good Man Above is willing."

"And what if He isn't willing, Judy?"

"Thin it wud niver happen, me jewel."

Pat wondered if she prayed to God NOT to be willing if it would do
any good.

"What would happen if you prayed for . . . for a WICKED thing,

"Oh, oh, you might get it," said Judy so eerily that Pat was
terrified and decided that it was wiser to take no risks.

Eventually she became resigned to it.  She found herself quite
important in school because her aunt was going to be married.  And
there was a pleasant air of excitement about Silver Bush, which
deepened as the days went by.  Little was talked of but the wedding
preparations.  The old barn cat had what Judy called a "clutch" of
kittens and nobody was excited over it except Pat.  But it was nice
to have a bit of a secret.  Only she and the barn cat knew where
the kittens were.  She would not tell until they were too old to
drown.  Somehow, most of the spring kittens had vanished in some
mysterious fashion which Pat never could fathom.  Only Tuesday and
Thursday were left and Tuesday was promised to Aunt Hazel.  So the
new kittens were warmly welcomed, but finding names for them had to
be left until the wedding was over because Pat couldn't get any one
interested in it just now.

The Poet's room was re-papered, much to her joy . . . though she
was sorry to see the old paper torn off . . . and when mother
brought home new, cobwebby lace curtains for the Big Parlour Pat
began to think a wedding had its good points.  But she was very
rebellious when her room was re-papered, too.  She loved the old
paper, with its red and green parrots that had been there ever
since she could remember.  She had never been without a secret hope
that they might come alive sometime.

"I don't see why my room has to be papered, even if Aunt Hazel is
going to be married," she sobbed.

"Listen to rason now, darlint," argued Judy.  "Sure and on the
widding day the place'll be full av quality.  All yer grand
relations from town and Novy Scotia will be here and the Madisons
from New Brunswick . . . millionaires, they do be saying.  And some
av thim will have to be putting their wraps in yer room.  Ye wudn't
want thim to be seeing old, faded wall-paper, wud ye now?"

No . . . o . . . o, Pat wouldn't want that.

"And I've tould yer mother ye must be allowed to pick the new paper
yerself . . . sure and there do be a pattern of blue-bells at the
store that you'd love.  So cheer up and help me wid the silver
polishing.  Ivery piece in the house must be rubbed up for the
grand ivent.  Sure and we haven't had a widding at Silver Bush for
twinty years.  It do be too much like heaven that, wid nather
marrying nor giving in marriage.  The last was whin yer Aunt
Christine got her man.  Sure and I hope yer Aunt Hazel won't have
the mischance to her widding veil that poor liddle Chrissy had."

"Why, what happened to it, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, what happened to it, sez she.  It had a cap av rose point
that yer great-great-grandmother brought from the Ould Country wid
her.  Oh, oh, 'twas the illigant thing!  And they had it lying in
state on the bed in the Poet's room.  But whin they wint in to get
it, me jewel, . . . well, there was a liddle dog here at Silver
Bush thin and the liddle spalpane had got into the room unbeknownst
and he had chewed and slobbered the veil and the lace cap till ye
cudn't tell where one left off and the other begun.  Poor liddle
Chrissie cried that pitiful . . . small blame to her."

"Oh, Judy, what did they do?"

"Do, is it?  Sure they cud do nothing and they did it.  Poor
Chrissy had to be married widout her veil, sobbing all troo the
cirrimony.  A great scandal it made I'm telling ye.  It's meself
that will kape the key av the Poet's room this time and if I catch
that Snicklefritz prowling about the house it's meself that'll put
a tin ear on that dog, if Joe takes a fit over it.  And now, whin
we've finished this lot av silver, ye'll come out to the ould part
and help me pick the damsons.  Sure and I'm going to do up a big
crock av baked damsons for yer Aunt Hazel.  Hasn't she always said
there was nobody cud bake damsons like ould Judy Plum . . . more be
token of me name perhaps."

"Oh, hurry with the silver, Judy."

Pat loved picking damsons with Judy . . . and the green gages and
the golden gages and the big purple-red egg plums.

"Oh, oh, I'm niver in a hurry, me jewel.  There's all the time in
the world and after that there's eternity.  There's loads and
lashins av work if yer Aunt Hazel is to have the proper widding but
it'll all be done dacently and in order."


Pat couldn't help feeling pleasantly excited when she found that
she was to be Aunt Hazel's flower girl.  But she felt so sorry for
Winnie who was too old to be a flower girl and not old enough to be
a bridesmaid, that it almost spoilt her own pleasure.  Aunt Hazel
was to have two bridesmaids and all were to be dressed in green,
much to Judy's horror, who declared green was unlucky for weddings.

"Oh, oh, there was a widding once in the Ould Country and the
bridesmaids wore grane.  And the fairies were that mad they put a
curse on the house, that they did."

"How did they curse it, Judy?"

"I'm telling ye.  There was niver to be inny more laughter in that
house . . . niver agin.  Oh, oh, that's a tarrible curse.  Think av
a house wid no laughter in it."

"And wasn't there ever any, Judy?"

"Niver a bit.  Plinty of waping but no laughing.  Oh, oh, 'twas a
sorryful place!"

Pat felt a little uneasy.  What if there never were to be any more
laughter at Silver Bush . . . father's gentle chuckles and Uncle
Tom's hearty booms . . . Winnie's silvery trills . . . Judy's broad
mirth?  But her dress was so pretty . . . a misty, spring-green
crepe with smocked yoke and a cluster of dear pink rosebuds on the
shoulder.  And a shirred green hat with roses on the brim.  Pat had
to revel in it, curse or no curse.  She did not realise . . . as
Judy did . . . that the green made her pale, tanned little face
paler and browner.  Pat as yet had no spark of vanity.  The dress
itself was everything.

The wedding was to be in the afternoon and the "nuptial cemetery,"
as Winnie, who was a ten-year-old Mrs. Malaprop . . . called it,
was to be in the old grey stone church at South Glen which all the
Gardiners had attended from time immemorial.  Judy thought this a
modern innovation.

"Sure and in the ould days at Silver Bush they used to be married
in the avening and dance the night away.  But they didn't go
stravaging off on these fine honeymoon trips then.  Oh, oh, they
wint home and settled down to their business.  'Tis the times that
have changed and not for the better I do be thinking.  It used to
be only the Episcopalians was married in church.  Sure and it's
niver been a Presbytarian custom at all, at all."

"Are you a Presbyterian, Judy?"

Pat was suddenly curious.  She had never thought about Judy's
religion.  Judy went to the South Glen church with them on Sundays
but would never sit in the Gardiner pew . . . always up in the
gallery, where she could see everything, Uncle Tom said.

"Oh, oh, I'm Presbytarian as much as an Irish body can be," said
Judy cautiously.  "Sure and I cud niver be a rale Presbytarian not
being Scotch.  But innyhow I'm praying that all will go well and
that yer Aunt Hazel'll have better luck than yer grand-dad's
secound cousin had whin she was married."

"What happened to grand-dad's second cousin, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, did ye niver hear av it?  Sure and it seems nobody'd iver
tell ye yer fam'ly history if ould Judy didn't.  She died, poor
liddle soul, of the pewmonia, the day before the widding and was
buried in her widding dress.  'Twas a sad thing for she'd been long
in landing her man . . . she was thirty if she was a day . . . and
it was hard to be disap'inted at the last moment like that.  Now,
niver be crying, me jewel, over what happened fifty years ago.
She'd likely be dead innyhow be this time and maybe she was spared
a lot av trouble, for the groom was a wild felly enough and was
only taking her for her bit av money, folks said.  Here, give me a
spell stirring this cake and don't be picking the plums out av it
to ate."


During the last week the excitement was tremendous.  Pat was
allowed to stay home from school, partly because every one wanted
her to run errands, partly because she would probably have died if
she hadn't been allowed.  Judy spent most of her time in the
kitchen, concocting and baking, looking rather like an old witch
hanging over some unholy brew.  Aunt Barbara came over and helped
but Aunt Edith did her share of the baking at home because no
kitchen was big enough to hold her and Judy Plum.  Aunt Hazel made
the creams and mother the sparkling red jellies.  That was all
mother was allowed to do.  It was thought she had enough work
looking after Cuddles . . . as the baby was called by every one in
spite of all the pother about her name.  Mother, so Judy Plum told
Pat, had never been quite the same since that bad headache the
night Cuddles was found in the parsley bed, and they must be taking
care of her.

Pat beat eggs and stirred innumerable cakes, taking turns with Sid
in eating the savory scrapings from the bowls.  The house was full
of delicious smells from morning till night.  And everywhere it was
"Pat, come here," and "Pat, run there," till she was fairly

"Aisy now," remonstrated Judy.  "Make yer head save yer heels,
darlint.  'Tis a great lesson to learn.  Iverything'll sort itsilf
out in God's good time.  They do be imposing on ye a bit but
Judy'll see yer not put upon too much.  Sure and I don't see how
we'd iver get yer Aunt Hazel married widout ye."

They wouldn't have got the wedding butter without her, that was
certain.  Judy had kept the blue cow's milk back for a week from
the factory and the day before the wedding she started to churn it
in the old-fashioned crank churn which she would never surrender
for anything more modern.  Judy churned and churned until Pat,
going down into the cool, cobwebby cellar in mid-forenoon, found
her "clane distracted."

"The crame's bewitched," said Judy in despair.  "Me arms are fit to
drop off at the roots and niver a sign av butter yet."

It was not to be thought of that mother should churn and Aunt Hazel
was busy with a hundred things.  Dad was sent for from the barn and
agreed to have a whirl at it.  But after churning briskly for half
an hour he gave it up as a bad job.

"You may as well give the cream to the pigs, Judy," he said.
"We'll have to buy the butter at the store."

This was absolute disgrace for Judy.  To buy the butter from the
store and only the Good Man Above knowing who made it!  She went to
get the dinner, feeling that the green wedding was at the bottom of

Pat slipped off the apple barrel where she had been squatted, and
began to churn.  It was great fun.  She had always wanted to churn
and Judy would never let her because if the cream were churned too
slow or too fast the butter would be too hard or too soft.  But now
it didn't matter and she could churn to her heart's content.
Splash . . . splash . . . splash!  Flop . . . flop . . . flop!
Thud . . . thud . . . thud!  Swish . . . swish . . . swish!  The
business of turning the crank had grown gradually harder and Pat
had just decided that for once in her life she had got all the
churning she wanted when it suddenly grew lighter and Judy came
down to call her to dinner.

"I've churned till I'm all in a sweat, Judy."

Judy was horrified.

"A sweat, is it?  Niver be using such a word, girleen.  Remimber
the Binnies may SWEAT but the Gardiners PERSPIRE.  And now I s'pose
I'll have to be giving the crame to the pigs.  'Tis a burning
shame, that it is . . . the blue cow's crame and all . . . and
bought butter for a Silver Bush widding!  But what wud ye ixpect
wid grane dresses?  I'm asking ye.  Inny one might av known . . ."

Judy had lifted the cover from the churn and her eyes nearly popped
out of her head.

"If the darlint hasn't brought the butter!  Here it is, floating
round in the buttermilk, as good butter as was iver churned.  And
wid her liddle siven-year-old arms, whin nather meself nor Long
Alec cud come be it.  Oh, oh, just let me be after telling the
whole fam'ly av it!"

Probably Pat never had such another moment of triumph in her whole


Here Comes the Bride


The wedding day came at last.

Pat had been counting dismally towards it for a week.  Only four
more days to have Aunt Hazel at Silver Bush . . . only three . . .
only two--only one.  Pat had the good fortune to sleep with Judy
the night before, because her bedroom was needed for the guests who
came from afar.  So she wakened with Judy before sunrise and
slipped down anxiously to see what kind of a day it was going to

"Quane's weather!" said Judy in a tone of satisfaction.  "I was a
bit afraid last night we'd have rain, bekase there was a ring
around the moon and it's ill-luck for the bride the rain falls on,
niver to mintion all the mud and dirt tracked in.  Now I'll just
slip out and tell the sun to come up and thin I'll polish off the
heft av the milking afore yer dad gets down.  The poor man's worn
to the bone wid all the ruckus."

"Wouldn't the sun come up if you didn't tell it, Judy?"

"I'm taking no chances on a widding day, me jewel."

While Judy was out milking Pat prowled about Silver Bush.  How
queer a house was in the early morning before people were up!  Just
as if it were watching for something.  Of course all the rooms had
an unfamiliar look on account of the wedding.  The Big Parlour had
been filled with a flame of autumn leaves and chrysanthemums.  The
new curtains were so lovely that Pat felt a fierce regret the
Binnies were not to be among the guests at the house.  Just fancy
May's face if she saw them!  The Little Parlour was half full of
wedding presents.  The table had been laid in the dining-room the
night before.  How pretty it looked, with its sparkling glass and
its silver candlesticks and tall slender candles like moonbeams and
the beautiful colours of the jellies.

Pat ran outside.  The sun, obedient to Judy's mandate, was just
coming up.  The air was the amber honey of autumn.  Every birch and
poplar in the silver bush had become a golden maiden.  The garden
was tired of growing and had sat down to rest but the gorgeous
hollyhocks were flaunting over the old stone dyke.  A faint, lovely
morning haze hung over the Hill of the Mist and trembled away
before the sun.  What a lovely world to be alive in!

Then Pat turned and saw a lank, marauding, half-eared cat . . . an
alien to Silver Bush . . . lapping up the milk in the saucer that
had been left for the fairies.  So that was how it went!  She had
always suspected it but to KNOW it was bitter.  Was there no real
magic left in the world?

"Judy," . . . Pat was almost tearful when Judy came to the well
with her pails of milk . . . "the fairies DON'T drink the milk.
It's a cat . . . just as Sidney always said."

"Oh, oh, and if the fairies didn't nade it last night why shudn't a
poor cat have it, I'm asking.  Hasn't he got to live?  I niver said
they come ivery night.  They've other pickings no doubt."

"Judy, did you ever really SEE a fairy drinking the milk?  Cross
your heart?"

"Oh, oh, what if I didn't?  Sure the grandmother of me did.
Minny's the time I've heard her tell it.  A leprachaun wid the
liddle ears av him wriggling as he lapped it up.  And she had her
leg bruk nixt day, that she had.  Ye may be thankful if ye niver
see any av the Grane Folk.  They don't be liking it and that I'm
tellin ye."


It was a day curiously compounded of pain and pleasure for Pat.
Silver Bush buzzed with excitement, especially when Snicklefritz
got stung on the eyelid by a wasp and had to be shut up in the
church barn.  And then everybody was getting dressed.  Oh, weddings
WERE exciting things . . . Sid was right.  Mother wore the
loveliest new dress, the colour of a golden-brown chrysanthemum,
and Pat was so proud of her it hurt.

"It's so nice to have a pretty mother," she exclaimed rapturously.

She was proud of all her family.  Of father, who had had a terrible
time finding his necktie and who, in his excitement, had put his
left boot on his right foot and laced it up before he discovered
his mistake, but now looked every inch a Gardiner.  Of darling wee
Cuddles with her silk stockings rolled down to show her dear, bare,
chubby legs.  Of Winnie, who in her yellow dress looked like a
great golden pansy.  Of Sid and Joe in new suits and white collars.
Even of Judy Plum who had blossomed out in truly regal state.  The
dress-up dress had come out of the brown chest, likewise a rather
rusty lace shawl and bonnet of quilted blue satin of the vintage of
last century.  Judy would have scorned to be seen in public without
a bonnet.  No giddy hats for her.  Also what she called a "paireen"
of glossy, patent leather slippers with high heels.  Thus
fearsomely arrayed Judy minced about, keeping a watchful eye on
everything and greeting arriving friends in what she called her
"company voice" and the most perfect English pronunciation you ever

Aunt Hazel and her bridesmaids were as yet invisible in the Poet's
room.  Mother dressed Pat in her pretty green dress and hat.  Pat
loved it . . . but she ran upstairs to her closet to tell her old
blue voile that she still loved it the best.  Then the aunts came
over, Aunt Barbara very weddingish in a dress and coat of beige
lace which Aunt Edith thought far too young for her.  Nobody could
call Aunt Edith's dress young but it was very handsome and Pat
nearly burst with pride in her whole clan.

Uncle Brian from Summerside was going to take the bride and her
maids to the church in his new car and it was a wonderful moment
when they came floating down the stairs.  Pat's eyes smarted a wee
bit.  Was this mysterious creature in white satin and misty veil,
with the great shower bouquet of roses and lilies of the valley,
her dear, jolly Aunt Hazel?  Pat felt as if she were already lost
to them.  But Aunt Hazel lingered to whisper.

"I've slipped the pansies you picked for me into my bouquet,
darling . . . they're the 'something blue' the bride must wear, and
thanks ever so much."

And all was well again for a while.

Father took mother and Winnie and Judy and Joe in the Silver Bush
Lizzie but Pat and Sid went in Uncle Tom's "span."  No Lizzie or
any other such lady for Uncle Tom.  He drove a great roomy, double-
seated "phaeton" drawn by two satin bay horses with white stars on
their foreheads and Pat liked it far better than any car.  But why
was Uncle Tom so slow in coming?  "We'll be late.  There's a
million buggies and cars gone past already," worried Pat.

"Oh, oh, don't be exaggerating, girleen."

"Well, there was five anyway," cried Pat indignantly.

"There he's coming now," said Judy.  "Mind yer manners," she added
in a fierce whisper.  "No monkey-didoes whin things get a bit
solemn, mind ye that."

Pat and Sid and Aunt Barbara sat in the back seat.  Pat felt
tremendously important and bridled notably when May Binnie looked
out enviously from a car that honked past them.  Generally she and
Sid walked to church by a short cut across the fields and along a
brook scarfed with farewell summers.  But the road was lovely, too,
with the sunny, golden stubble fields, the glossy black crows
sitting on the fences, the loaded apple boughs dragging on the
grass of the orchards, the pastures spangled with asters, and the
sea far out looking so blue and happy, with great fleets of
cloudland sailing over it.

Then there was the crowded church among its maples and spruces--the
arrangement of the procession--the people standing up--Aunt Hazel
trailing down the aisle on father's arm--Jean Madison and Sally
Gardiner behind her--Pat bringing up the rear gallantly with her
basket of roses in her brown paws--the sudden hush--the minister's
solemn voice--the prayer--the lovely colours that fell on the
people through the stained glass windows, turning them from prosaic
folks into miracles.  At first Pat was too bewildered to analyse
her small sensations.  She saw a little quivering ruby of light
fall on Aunt Hazel's white veil . . . she saw Rob Madison's flying
jibs . . . she saw Sally Gardiner's night-black hair under her
green hat . . . she saw the ferns and flowers . . . and suddenly
she heard Aunt Hazel saying, "I will," and saw her looking up at
her groom.

A dreadful thing happened to Pat.  She turned frantically to Judy
Plum who was sitting just behind her at the end of the front pew.

"Judy, lend me your hanky.  I'm going to cry," she whispered in a

Judy fairly came out in gooseflesh.  She realised that a desperate
situation must be handled desperately.  Her hanky was a huge white
one which would engulf Pat.  Moreover the Binnies were at the back
of the church.  She bent forward.

"If there do be one tear out av ye to disgrace Silver Bush I'll
niver fry ye an egg in butter agin as long as I live."

Pat took a brace.  Perhaps it was the thought of Silver Bush or the
fried egg or both combined.  She gave a desperate gulp and
swallowed the lump in her throat.  Savage winking prevented the
fall of a single tear.  The ceremony was over . . . nobody had
noticed the little by-play . . . and everybody thought Pat had
behaved beautifully.  The Silver Bush people were much relieved.
They had all been more or less afraid that Pat would break down at
the last, just as Cora Gardiner had done at her sister's wedding,
erupting into hysterical howls right in the middle of the prayer
and having to be walked out by a humiliated mother.

"Ye carried yerself off well, darlint," whispered Judy proudly.

Pat contrived to get through the reception and the supper but she
found she couldn't eat, not even a chicken slice or the lovely
"lily salad" mother had made.  She was very near crying again when
somebody said to Aunt Hazel,

"What is it like to be Hazel Madison?  Do you realise that you ARE
Hazel Madison now?"

Hazel Gardiner no longer!  Oh, it was just too much!




And then the going away!  For the first time in her life Pat found
out what it was like to say good-bye to some one who was not coming
back.  But she could cry then because everybody cried, even Judy,
who seldom cried.

"When I feels like crying," Judy was accustomed to say, "I just do
be sitting down and having a good laugh."

She would not let Pat stand too long, looking after Aunt Hazel,
tranced in her childish tears.

"It's unlucky to watch a parting friend out av sight," she told

Pat turned away and wandered dismally through the empty rooms.
With everything so upset and disarranged upstairs and down Silver
Bush wasn't like home at all.  Even the new lace curtains seemed
part of the strangeness.  The table, that had been so pretty,
looked terrible . . . untidy . . . crumby . . . messy . . . with
Aunt Hazel's chair pushed rakily aside just as she had risen from
it.  Pat's brown eyes were drowned again.

"Come along wid me, darlint, and help me out a bit," Judy . . .
wise Judy . . . was saying.  "Sure and yer mother has gone to bed,
rale played out wid all the ruckus, and small wonder.  And Winnie's
tying hersilf into kinks wid the stomachache and that's no puzzle
ather wid the way she was after stuffing hersilf.  So there's
nobody but us two to look after things.  We'll lave the dining-room
as it is till the morning but we'll straighten up the parlours and
the bedrooms.  Sure and the poor house do be looking tired."

Judy had doffed her silk and high heels and company voice and was
in her comfortable old drugget and brogans . . . and brogue . . .
again.  Pat was glad.  Judy seemed much more homelike and
companionable so.

"Can we put all the furniture back in its right place?" she said
eagerly.  Somehow it would be a comfort to have the sideboard and
the old parlour rocker that had been put out of sight as too
shabby, and the vases of pampas grass that had been condemned as
old-fashioned, back again where they belonged.

"Oh, oh, we'll do that.  And lave off looking as doleful as if yer
Aunt Hazel had been buried instid av being married."

"I don't feel much like smiling, Judy."

"There's rason in that.  Sure and I've been grinning that much to-
day I fale as if I'd been turned into a chessy-cat.  But it's been
one grand widding, so it has, and the like av it Jen Binnie will
never see for all av her city beau.  As for the supper, Government
House itsilf cudn't bate it.  And the cirrimony was that solemn it
wud av scared me out av the notion av getting married if I iver had

"I would have cried and spoiled it all if it hadn't been for you,
Judy dear," said Pat gratefully.

"Oh, oh, I wasn't blaming ye.  I knew a big, handsome bridesmaid
onct and she burst out waping right in the middle av the cirrimony.
And the things people did be saying . . . such as she was crying
bekase she wasn't getting married hersilf, whin it was just her
full heart.  At that it was better than the bridesmaid that was
laughing in the middle av things at Rosella Gardiner's widding.  No
one iver did be knowing what she laughed at . . . she wud niver
tell . . . but the groom thought it was at him, and he niver wud
spake to her again.  It started a ruckus in the fam'ly that lasted
for forty years.  Oh, oh, the liddle things that do be having a big

Pat didn't think that for the bridesmaid to laugh in the middle of
the ceremony was a little thing.  She was very glad nothing like
that had happened to make Aunt Hazel's wedding ridiculous.

"Come now and we'll swape up all this confetti stuff first.  The
ould days av rice were better I'm thinking.  The hins got a good
fade innyhow.  Oh, oh, this table do be looking like the relics of
ould dacency, doesn't it now?  I'm seeing one av the good silver
crame jugs has got a dint in it.  But whin all's said and done it
don't be looking much like the table did after yer Great-aunt
Margaret's widding over at the Bay Shore farm.  Oh, oh, that was a

"What happened, Judy?"

"Happened, is it?  Ye may well ask.  They had a fringed cloth on
the table be way av extry style and whin the groom's cousin . . .
ould Jim Milroy he is now . . . Jim wid the beard he was called
thin . . . oh, oh, he had the magnificent beard.  Sure and 'twas a
shame to shave it off just bekase it wint out av fashion . . .
well, where was I at?  He wint to get up from the table in a hurry
as he always did and didn't one av his buttons catch in the fringe
and away wint fringe and cloth and dishes and all.  Niver did inny
one see such a smash.  I was down to the Bay Shore to hilp thim out
a bit and me and yer Aunt Frances claned up the mess, her crying
and lamenting all the time and small blame to her.  All the
illigant dishes smashed and the carpet plastered wid the stuff that
was spilled, niver to spake av the poor bride's dress as was clane
ruined be a great cup av tay tipped over in her lap.  Oh, oh, I was
a young skellup av a thing thin and I thought it a great joke but
the Bay Shore people were niver the same agin.  Now, run up to yer
room, and put off yer finery and we'll get to work.  I belave we're
after having a rainy night av it.  The wind's rising and it's dark
as a squaw's pocket already."

It was such a comfort to put things back in their places.  When the
job was finished Silver Bush looked like home again.  Darkness had
fallen and rain was beginning to splash against the windows.

"Let's go into the kitchen now and I'll get ye a tasty liddle bite
afore I do be setting the bread.  I noticed ye didn't ate innything
av their fine spread.  I've a pot of hot pay soup I brewed up for
mesilf kaping warm on the back av the stove and there's some
chicken lift over I'm thinking."

"I don't feel like eating with Aunt Hazel gone," said Pat, rather
mistily again.  That thought WOULD keep coming back.

"Oh, oh, fat sorrow is better than lean sorrow, me jewel.  Here
now, ain't this snug as two kittens in a basket?  We'll shut out
the dark.  And here's a liddle cat wid an illigant grey suit and a
white shirt, be the name av Thursday, wid his small heart breaking
for a word after all the neglict av the day."

A fierce yowl sounded outside.  Gentleman Tom was demanding

"Let me let him in, Judy," said Pat eagerly.  She did so love to
let things in out of the cold.  Pat held the door open for a
moment.  It was a wild night after the lovely day.  The rain was
streaming down.  The wind was thrashing the silver bush
mercilessly.  Snicklefritz was howling dolefully in the church barn
since Joe was not yet back from the station to comfort him.

Pat turned away with a shiver.  The peace of the old kitchen was in
delightful contrast to the storm outside.  The stove was glowing
clear red in the dusk.  Thursday was coiled up under it, thinking
this was how things should be.  It was so nice to be in this
bright, warm room, supping Judy's hot pea soup and watching the
reflection of the kitchen outside through the window.  Pat loved to
do that.  It looked so uncanny and witchlike . . . so real yet so
unreal . . . with Judy apparently calmly setting bread under the
thrashing maple by the well.


Pat loved to watch Judy set bread and listen to her talking to
herself as she always did while kneading and thumping.  To-night
Judy was reviewing the church wedding.

"Oh, oh, she was dressed very gay outside but I'm wondering what
was undernath.  Sure and it's well if it was no worse than patches
. . . Bertha Holmes is the pert one.  Only fifteen and she do be
making eyes at the b'ys already.  I remimber her at her own aunt's
widding whin she was about the age av Pat here.  She was after
throwing hersilf on the floor and kicking and scraming.  Oh, oh,
wudn't I like to have had the spanking av her!  Simon Gardiner was
be way av being rale groomed up to-day.  Sure and whin I saw him,
so starched and proper in his pew, looking as if he was doing the
world a big favour be living, it was hard to belave the last time I
saw him he was so drunk he thought the table was follying him
round, and crying like a baby he was bekase it wud be sure to catch
him, having four legs to his two.  It tickled me ribs, that.  Oh,
oh, it's liddle folks know what other folks do be thinking av thim
in church.  And wud ye listen to Ould Man Taylor calling his wife
sugar-pie and him married thirty years, the ould softy.  Though
maybe it's better than George Harvey and his 'ould woman.'  There
was ould Elmer Davidson stumbling in late whin the cirrimony had
begun and sp'iling the solemnity.  He'll be late for the
resurrection, that one.  Mary Jarvis and her yilping whin they were
signing the papers!  Thim that likes can call it singing.  Singing,
indade!  The Great-aunts av the Bay Shore farm were after being a
bit more stately than common . . . be way of showing their contimpt
for both Gardiners and Madisons I'm thinking.  Sure and it's a
wonder they condescend to come at all.  Oh, oh, but the supper wud
give thim one in the eye.  It's a long day since they've set down
to such a spread I'm thinking.  Oh, oh, but I got square wid Ould
Maid Sands.  Sez I to her, sly-like, 'While there's life there's
hope.'  SHE knew well what I was maning, so she did."

Judy was shaking with silent laughter as she patted her bread.
Then she grew sober.

"Oh, oh, there was one at the widding that'll be to none other.
Kate MacKenzie has got the sign."

"What sign, Judy?" asked Pat drowsily.

"Oh, oh, I forgot liddle pitchers have the long ears, darlint.
'Tis the death sign I mint.  But it do be life.  There's always the
birth and the death and the bridal mixed up togither.  And a nice
cheerful widding it was in spite av all."

Pat was almost asleep.  The down-trodden black cats were beginning
to trot around the rug under her very eyes.

"Wake up, me jewel, and go to bed properly.  Listen at that wind.
There'll be apples to pick up to-morrow."

Pat looked up, yawning and comforted.  After all, life at dear
Silver Bush was going on.  The world hadn't come to an end just
because Aunt Hazel was gone.

"Judy, tell me again about the man you saw hanged in Ireland before
I go to bed."

"Oh, oh, that do be a tarrible story for bed-time.  It wud make yer
hair stand on end."

"I LIKE having my hair stand on end.  Please, Judy."

Judy picked Pat up on her knee.

"Hug me close, Judy, and tell me."

The harrowing tale was told and Pat, who had heard it a dozen times
before, thrilled just as deliciously as at the first.  There was no
doubt about it . . . she enjoyed "tarrible" things.

"Sure and I shudn't be telling ye all these tales av bad people,"
said Judy, a bit uncomfortably, looking at Pat's dilated eyes.

"Of course, Judy, I like to LIVE with good people better than bad,
but I like HEARING about bad people better than good."

"Well, I do be thinking it wud be a dull world if nobody iver did
anything he oughtn't.  What wud we find to talk about?" asked Judy
unanswerably.  "Innyway, it's to bed ye must be going.  And say a
prayer for all poor ghosts.  If Wild Dick or Waping Willy or ather
or both av thim are on the fence to-night 'tis a wet time they'll
be having av it."

"Maybe I won't be so lonesome if I say my prayers twice," thought
Pat.  She said them twice and even contrived to pray for her new
uncle.  Perhaps as a reward for this she fell asleep instantly.
Once in the night she wakened and a flood of desolation poured over
her.  But in the darkness she heard a melodious purring and felt
the beautiful touch of a velvet cat.  Pat swallowed hard.  The rain
was still sobbing around the eaves.  Aunt Hazel was gone.  But
Silver Bush held her in its heart.  To lie in this dear house,
sheltered from the storm, with Thursday purring under her hand . . .
apples to be picked to-morrow . . . oh, life to beckon once more.
Pat fell asleep comforted.


A Day to Spend


Again it was September at Silver Bush . . . a whole year since Aunt
Hazel was married: and now it seemed to Pat that Aunt Hazel had
always been married.  She and Uncle Bob often came "home" for a
visit and Pat was very fond of Uncle Bob now, and even thought his
flying jibs were nice.  The last time, too, Aunt Hazel had had a
darling, tiny baby, with amber-brown eyes like Pat's own.  Cuddles
wasn't a baby any longer.  She was toddling round on her own chubby
legs and was really a sister to be proud of.  She had been through
all her teething at eleven months.  It was beautiful to watch her
waking up and beautiful to bend over her while she was asleep.  She
seemed to know you were there and would smile delightedly.  A
spirit of her own, too.  When she was eight months old she had
bitten Uncle Tom when he poked a finger into her mouth to find out
if she had any teeth.  He found out.

And now had come the invitation for Pat to spend a Saturday at the
Bay Shore farm, with Great-aunt Frances Selby and Great-aunt Honor
Atkins . . . not to mention "Cousin" Dan Gowdy and a still greater
aunt, who was mother's great-aunt.  Pat's head was usually dizzy
when she got this far and small wonder, as Judy would say.

Pat loved the sound of "a day to spend."  It sounded so gloriously
lavish to "spend" a whole day, letting its moments slip one by one
through your fingers like beads of gold.

But she was not enthusiastic over spending it at the Bay Shore.
When she and Sid had been very small they had called the Bay Shore
the Don't-touch-it House guiltily, to themselves.  Everybody was so
old there.  Two years ago, when she had been there with mother, she
remembered how Aunt Frances frowned because when they were walking
in the orchard, she, Pat, had picked a lovely, juicy, red plum from
a laden tree.  And Aunt Honor, a tall lady with snow-white hair and
eyes as black as her dress, had asked her to repeat some Bible
verses and had been coldly astonished when Pat made mistakes in
them.  The great-aunts always asked you to repeat Bible verses . . .
so said Winnie and Joe who had been there often . . . and you
never could tell what they would give when you got through . . . a
dime or a cooky or a tap on the head.

But to go ALONE to the Bay Shore!  Sidney had been asked, too, but
Sidney had gone to visit Uncle Brian's while his teeth were
attended to.  Perhaps it was just as well because Sidney was not in
high favour at the Bay Shore, having fallen asleep at the supper
table and tumbled ingloriously off his chair to the floor, with an
heirloom goblet in his hand, the last time he was there.

Pat talked it over with Judy Friday evening, sitting on the
sandstone steps at the kitchen door and working her sums to be all
ready for Monday.  Pat was a year older and an inch taller, by the
marks Judy kept on the old pantry door where she measured every
child on its birthday.  She was well on in subtraction and Judy was
helping her.  Judy could add and subtract.  When her head was clear
she could multiply.  Division she never attempted.

The kitchen behind them was full of the spicy smell of Judy's
kettle of pickles.  Gentleman Tom was sitting on the well platform,
keeping an eye on Snicklefritz, who was dozing on the cellar door,
keeping an eye on Gentleman Tom.  In the corner of the yard was a
splendid pile of cut hardwood which Pat and Sid had stacked neatly
up in the summer evenings after school.  Pat gloated over it.  It
was so prophetic of cosy, cheerful winter evenings when the wind
would growl and snarl because it couldn't get into Silver Bush.
Pat would have been perfectly happy if it had not been for the
morrow's visit.

"The aunts are so . . . so stately," she confided to Judy.  She
would never have dared criticise them to mother who had been a
Selby and was very proud of her people.

"The grandmother av thim was a Chidlaw," said Judy as if that
explained everything.  "I'm not saying but they're a bit grim but
they've had a tarrible lot av funerals at the Bay Shore.  Yer Aunt
Frances lost her man afore she married him and yer Aunt Honor lost
hers after she married him and they've niver settled which got the
worst av it.  They're a bit near, too, it must be confessed, and
thim wid lashings of money.  But they do be rale kind at heart and
they think a lot av all yer mother's children."

"I don't mind Aunt Frances or Aunt Honor, but I'm a LITTLE afraid
of Great-great-aunt Hannah and Cousin Dan," confessed Pat.

"Oh, oh, ye nadn't be.  Maybe ye'll not be seeing the ould leddy at
all.  She hasn't left her own room for sixteen years and she's
ninety-three be the clock, so she is, and there don't be minny
seeing her.  And ould Danny is harmless.  He fell aslape at the top
av the stairs and rolled down thim whin he was a lad.  He was niver
the same agin.  But some do be saying he saw the ghost."

"Oh, Judy, is there a ghost at Bay Shore?"

"Not now.  But long ago there was.  Oh, oh, they were tarrible
ashamed av it."


"Ye know they thought it was kind av a disgraceful thing to have a
ghost in the house.  Some folks do be thinking it an honour but
there ye are.  I'm not denying the Bay Shore ghost was a
troublesome cratur.  Sure and he was a nice, frindly, sociable
ghost and hadn't any rale dog-sense about the proper time for
appearing.  He was a bit lonesome it wud seem.  He wud sit round on
the foot-boards av their beds and look at thim mournful like, as if
to say, 'Why the divil won't ye throw a civil word to a felly?'
And whin company come and they were all enjying thimselves they'd
hear a dape sigh and there me fine ghost was.  It was be way av
being tarrible monotonous after a while.  But the ghost was niver
seen agin after yer great-great-uncle died and yer Great-aunt Honor
tuk to running things.  I'm thinking she was a bit too near, aven
for a ghost, that one.  So ye nadn't be afraid av seeing him but
ye'd better not be looking too close at the vase that makes the

"A vase . . . that makes faces!"

"Sure, me jewel.  It's on the parlour mantel and it made a face
once at Sarah Jenkins as was hired there whin she was dusting it.
She was nather to hold nor bind wid fright."

This was delightful.  But after all, Pat thought Judy was a little
too contemptuous of the Bay Shore people.

"Their furniture is very grand, Judy."

"Grand, is it?"  Judy knew very well she had been snubbed.  "Oh,
oh, ye can't be telling ME innything about grandeur.  Didn't I work
in Castle McDermott whin I was a slip av a girleen?  Grandeur, is
it?  Lace and sating bed-quilts, I'm telling ye.  And a white
marble staircase wid a golden bannister.  Dinner sets av solid gold
and gold vases full av champagne.  And thiry servants if there was
one.  Sure and they kipt servants to wait on the other servants
there.  The ould lord wud pass round plates wid gold sovereigns at
the Christmas dinner and hilp yerself.  Oh, oh, what's yer Bay
Shore farm to that, I'm asking.  And now just rin over thim verses
ye larnt last Sunday, in case yer Aunt Honor wants ye to say some."

"I can say them without a mistake to you, Judy.  But it will be so
different with Aunt Honor."

"Sure and ye'd better just shut yer eyes and purtind she's a
cabbage-head, darlint.  Though old Jed Cattermole didn't be
thinking her that whin she put him in his place at the revival

"What did she do, Judy?"

"Do, is it?  I'm telling ye.  Old Jed thought he was extry cliver
bekase he didn't belave in God.  Just be way av showing off one
night he wint to one av the revival matings ould Mr. Campbell was
having whin he was minister at South Glen.  And after all the
tistimonies me bould Jed gets up and sez, sez he, 'I'm not belaving
there's inny God but if there is He do be a cruel, unrasonable ould
tyrant.  And now,' sez Jed, swelling up all over wid consate, like
an ould tom turkey, 'if there is a God why doesn't he strike me
dead for what I've said.  I dare Him to do it,' sez ould Jed,
feeling bigger than iver.  Iverybody was so shocked ye cud have
heard a pin fall.  And yer Aunt Honor turns round and sez she,
cool-like, 'Do you really think ye're av that much importance to
God, Jedediah Cattermole?'  Iverybody laughed.  Did ye iver be
seeing one av thim big rid balloons whin ye've stuck a pin in it?
Oh, oh, that was me proud Jed.  He was niver the same agin.  Now
yer sums are done and me pickles are done, so we'll just have a bit
av fun roasting some crab apples wid cloves stuck in thim for

"I wish Sid was here," sighed Pat.  "He does love clove apples so.
Will he be back Sunday night, do you think, Judy?  I CAN'T live
another week without him."

"Ye set yer heart too much on Siddy, me jewel.  What'll ye be after
doing whin ye grow up and have to part?"

"Oh, that'll never be, Judy.  Sid and I are never going to part.
We'll neither of us marry but just live on here at Silver Bush and
take care of everything.  We have it all settled."

Judy sighed.

"I wish ye wudn't be so set on him.  Why don't ye be after getting
yersilf a chum in school like the other liddle girls?  Winnie has
lashings av thim."

"I don't want anybody but Sid.  The girls in school are nice but I
don't love any of them.  I don't WANT to love any one or anything
but my own family and Silver Bush."


Since Pat had to go to the Bay Shore farm she was glad it was this
particular Saturday because father was going to replace the old
board fence around the orchard with a new one.  Pat hated to see
the old fence torn down.  It was covered with such pretty lichens,
and vines had grown over its posts and there was a wave of caraway
all along it as high as your waist.

Judy had a reason for being glad, too.  The ukase had gone forth
that the big poplar in the corner of the yard must be cut down
because its core was rotten and the next wind might send it
crashing down on the hen-house.  Judy had plotted with Long Alec to
cut it down the day Pat was away for she knew every blow of the axe
would go to the darlint's heart.

Joe ran Pat down to the Bay Shore in the car.  She bent from it as
it whirled out of the lane to wave good-bye to Silver Bush.
Cuddles' dear little rompers on the line behind the house were
plumped out with wind and looked comically like three small Cuddles
swinging from the line.  Pat sighed and then resolved to make the
best of things.  The day was lovely, full of blue, sweet autumn
hazes.  The road to the Bay Shore was mostly down hill, running for
part of the way through spruce "barrens," its banks edged with
ferns, sweet-smelling bay bushes, and clusters of scarlet pigeon-
berries.  There was a blue, waiting sea at the end and an old grey
house fronting the sunset, so close to the purring waves that in
storms their spray dashed over its very doorstep . . . a wise old
house that knew many things, as Pat always felt.  Mother's old home
and therefore to be loved, whether one could love the people in it
or not.

It still made quite a sensation at Bay Shore when any one arrived
in a car.  The aunts came out and gave a prim welcome and Cousin
Dan waved from a near field where he was turning over the sod into
beautiful red furrows, so even and smooth.  Cousin Dan was very
proud of his ploughing.

Joe whirled away, leaving Pat to endure her ordeal of welcome and
examination.  The great-aunts were as stiff as the starched white
petticoats that were still worn at Bay Shore.  To tell truth, the
great-aunts were really frightfully at a loss what to say to this
long-legged, sunburned child whom they thought it a family duty to
invite to Bay Shore once in so long.  Then Pat was taken up to the
Great-great's room for a few minutes.  She went reluctantly.
Great-great-aunt Hannah was so mysteriously old . . . a tiny,
shrunken, wrinkled creature peering at her out of a mound of quilts
in a huge, curtained bed.

"So this is Mary's little girl," said a piping voice.

"No.  I am Patricia Gardiner," said Pat, who hated to be called
anybody's little girl, even mother's.

Great-great-aunt Hannah put a claw-like hand on Pat's arm and drew
her close to the bed, peering at her with old, old blue eyes, so
old that sight had come back to them.

"Nae beauty . . . nae beauty," she muttered.

"She may grow up better-looking than you expect," said Aunt
Frances, as one determinedly looking on the bright side.  "She is
terribly sunburned now."

Pat's little brown face, with its fine satiny skin, flushed
mutinously.  She did not care if she were "no beauty" but she
disliked being criticised to her face like this.  Judy would have
said it wasn't manners.  And then when they went downstairs Aunt
Honor said in a tone of horror,

"There's a rip in your dress, child."

Pat wished they wouldn't call her "child."  She would have loved to
stick her tongue out at Aunt Honor but that wouldn't be manners
either.  She stood very stiff while Aunt Honor brought needle and
thread and sewed it up.

"Of course Mary can't attend to everything and Judy Plum wouldn't
care if they were all in rags," said Aunt Frances condoningly.

"Judy WOULD care," cried Pat.  "She's VERY particular about our
clothes and our manners.  That shoulder ripped on the way over.  So

In spite of this rather unpropitious beginning the day was not so
bad.  Pat said her verses correctly and Aunt Honor gave her a cooky
. . . and watched her eat it.  Pat was in agonies of thirst but was
too shy to ask for a glass of water.  When dinner time came,
however, there was plenty of milk . . . Judy would have said "skim"
milk.  But it was served in a lovely old gold-green glass pitcher
that made the skimmiest of milk look like Jersey cream.  The table
was something of the leanest, according to Silver Bush standards.
Pat's portion of the viands was none too lavish, but she ate it off
a plate with a coloured border of autumn leaves . . . one of the
famous Selby plates, a hundred years old.  Pat felt honoured and
tried not to feel hungry.  For dessert she had three of the tabooed
red plums.

After dinner Aunt Frances said she had a headache and was going to
lie down.  Cousin Dan suggested aspirin but Aunt Frances crushed
him with a look.

"It is not God's will that we should take aspirin for relief from
the pain He sends," she said loftily, and stalked off, with her red
glass, silver-stoppered vinaigrette held to her nose.

Aunt Honor turned Pat loose in the parlour and told her to amuse
herself.  This Pat proceeded to do.  Everything was of interest and
now she was alone she could have a good time.  She had been
wondering how she could live through the afternoon if she had to
sit it out with the aunts.  Both she and Aunt Honor were mutually
relieved to be rid of each other.


The parlour furniture WAS grand and splendid.  There was a big,
polished brass door-handle in which she saw herself reflected with
such a funny face.  The china door-plate had roses painted on it.
The blinds were pulled down and she loved the cool, green light
which filled the room . . . it made her feel like a mermaid in a
shimmering sea-pool.  She loved the little procession of six white
ivory elephants marching along the black mantel.  She loved the big
spotted shells on the what-not which murmured of the sea when she
held them to her ear.  And there was the famous vase, full of
peacock feathers, that had made a face at Sarah Jenkins.  It was of
white glass and had curious markings on its side that did resemble
a face.  But it did not grimace at Pat though she wished it would.
There was a brilliant red-and-yellow china hen sitting on a yellow
nest on a corner table that was very wonderful.  And there were
deep Battenburg lace scallops on the window shades.  Surely even
Castle McDermott couldn't beat that.

Pat would have liked to see all the hidden things in the house.
Not its furniture or its carpets but the letters in old boxes
upstairs and the clothes in old trunks.  But this was impossible.
She dared not leave the parlour.  The aunts would die of horror if
they caught her prowling.

When everything in the room had been examined Pat curled herself up
on the sofa and spent an absorbed hour looking at the pictures in
old albums with faded blue and red plush bindings and in hinged
leather frames that opened and shut like a book.  What funny old
pictures in full skirts and big sleeves and huge hats high up on
the head!  There was one of Aunt Frances in the eighties, in a
flounced dress and a little "sacque" with its sloping shoulders and
square scallops . . . AND a frilled parasol.  Oh, you could just
see how proud she was of that parasol!  It seemed funny to think of
Aunt Frances as a little girl with a frivolous parasol.

There was a picture of father . . . a young man without a
moustache.  Pat giggled over that.  One of mother, too . . . a
round, plump face, with "bangs" and a big bow of ribbon in her
hair.  And one of Great-uncle Burton who went away and was "never
heard of again."  What fascination was in the phrase!  Even dead
people were heard of again.  They had funerals and head-stones.

And here was Aunt Honor as a baby.  Looking like Cuddles!  Oh,
would Cuddles EVER look like Aunt Honor?  It was unthinkable.  How
terribly people changed!  Pat sighed.


A Maiden all Forlorn


At dusk there was the question of how Pat was to get home.  Aunt
Frances, who was the horsewoman of Bay Shore, was to have driven
her.  But Aunt Frances was still enduring God's will in her bedroom
and Aunt Honor hadn't driven a horse for years.  As for Cousin Dan,
he couldn't be trusted away from home with a team.  Aunt Honor
finally telephoned to the nearest neighbour.

"Morton MacLeod is going to town.  I thought he would, since it is
Saturday night.  He says he'll take you and drop you off at Silver
Bush.  You don't mind going as far as the MacLeod place alone, do
you?  You will be there before dark."

Pat didn't mind anything except the prospect of staying at the Bay
Shore overnight.  And she was never in the least afraid of the
dark.  She had often been alone in it.  The other children at her
age had been afraid of the dark and ran in when it came.  But Pat
never did.  They said at Silver Bush that she was "her father's
child" for that.  Long Alec always liked to wander around alone at
night . . . "enjoying the beauty of the darkness," he said.  There
was a family legend that Pat at the age of four had slept out in
the caraway in the orchard all one night, nobody missing her until
Judy, who had been sitting up with a sick neighbour, came home at
sunrise and raised a riot.  Pat dimly remembered the family rapture
when she was found and joy washing like a rosy wave over mother's
pale, distracted face.

She said her good-byes politely and made her way up to the MacLeod
place where bad news met her.  Morton's car was "acting up" and he
had given up the idea of going to town.

"So you'll have to run back to the Bay Shore," his mother told her

Pat went slowly down the lane and when she was screened from sight
of the house by a spruce grove she stopped to think.  She did not
want to go back to the Bay Shore.  The very thought of spending the
night in the big spare room, with its bed that looked far too grand
to be slept in, was unbearable.  No, she would just walk home.  It
was only three miles . . . she walked that every day going to
school and back.

Pat started off briskly and gaily, feeling very independent and
daring and grown-up.  How Judy would stare when she sauntered into
the kitchen and announced carelessly that she had walked home from
the Bay Shore all alone in the dark.  "Oh, oh, and ain't ye the
bould one?" Judy would say admiringly.

And then . . . the dark chilly night seemed suddenly to be coming
to meet her . . . and when the road forked she wasn't sure which
fork to take . . . the left one? . . . oh, it must be the left one
. . . Pat ran along it with sheer panic creeping into her heart.

It was dark now . . . quite dark.  And Pat suddenly discovered that
to be alone on a strange road two miles from home in a very dark
darkness was an entirely different thing from prowling in the
orchard or running along the Whispering Lane or wandering about the
Field of the Pool with the homelights of Silver Bush always in

The woods and groves around her, that had seemed so friendly on the
golden September day were strangers now.  The far, dark spruce
hills seemed to draw nearer threateningly.  Was this the right
road?  There were no homelights anywhere.  Had she taken the wrong
turn and was this the "line" road that ran along the backs of the
farms between the two townships?  Would she ever get home?  Would
she ever see Sid again . . . hear Winnie's laugh and Cuddles' dear
little squeals of welcome?  Last Sunday in church the choir had
sung, "The night is dark and I am far from home."  She knew what
that meant now as she broke into a desperate little run.  The white
birches along the roadside seemed to be trying to catch her with
ghostly hands.  The wind wailed through the spruces.  At Silver
Bush you never quite knew how the wind would come at you . . . from
behind the church barn like a cat pouncing . . . down from the Hill
of the Mist like a soft bird flying . . . through the orchard like
a playmate . . . but it always came as a friend.  This wind was no
friend.  Was that it crying in the spruces?  Or was it the Green
Harper of Judy's tale who harped people away to Fairyland whether
they would or no?  All Judy's stories, enjoyed and disbelieved at
home, became fearfully true here.  Those strange little shadows,
dark amid the darkness, under the ferns . . . suppose they WERE
fairies.  Judy said if you met a fairy you were never the same
again.  No threat could have been more terrible to Pat.  To be
changed . . . to be not yourself!

That wild, far-away note . . . was it the Peter Branaghan of
another of Judy's tales, out on the hills piping to his ghostly
sheep?  And still no light . . . she MUST be on the wrong road.

All at once she was wild with terror of the chill night and the
eerie wind and the huge, dark pathless world around her.  She
stopped short and uttered a bitter little cry of desolation.

"Can I help you?" said a voice.

Some one had just come around the turn of the road.  A boy . . .
not much taller than herself . . . with something queer about his
eyes . . . with a little blot of shadow behind him that looked like
a dog.  That was all Pat could see.  But suddenly she felt safe . . .
protected.  He had such a nice voice.

"I . . . think I'm lost," she gasped.  "I'm Pat Gardiner . . . and
I took the wrong road."

"You're on the line road," said the boy.  "But it turns and goes
down past Silver Bush.  Only it's a little longer.  I'll take you
home.  I'm Hilary Gordon . . . but everybody calls me Jingle."

Pat knew at once who he was and felt well acquainted.  She had
heard Judy talk about the Gordons who had bought the little old
Adams farm that marched with Silver Bush.  They had no family of
their own but an orphan nephew was living with them and Judy said
it was likely he had poor pickings of it.  He did not go to the
North Glen school for the old Adams place was in the South Glen
school district, but they were really next-door neighbours.


They walked on.  They did not talk much but Pat felt happy now as
she trotted along.  The moon rose and in its light she looked at
him curiously.  He had dark-coloured, horn-rimmed glasses . . .
that was what was the matter with his eyes.  And he wore trousers
of which one leg came to the knee and the other half way between
knee and ankle, which Pat thought rather dreadful.

"I belong to Silver Bush, you know," she said.

"I don't belong anywhere," said Jingle forlornly.

Pat wanted to comfort him for something she did not understand.
She slipped her little hand into his . . . he had a warm pleasant
hand.  They walked home together so.  The wind . . . the night . . .
were friendly again.  The dark boughs of the trees, tossing
against the silver moonlit sky, were beautiful . . . the spicy,
woodsy smells along the road delightful.

"Where does that road go?" asked Pat once as they passed an
inviting path barred by moonlight and shadow.

"I don't know but we'll go and see some day," said Jingle.

They were just like old, old friends.

And then the dear light of Silver Bush shining across the fields
. . . the dear house overflowing with welcoming light.  Pat could
have cried with joy to see it again.  Even if nobody would be very
glad to see her back the house would.

"Thank you so much for coming home with me," she said shyly at the
gate of the kitchen yard.  "I was so frightened."

Then she added boldly . . . because she had heard Judy say a girl
ought always to give a dacent feller a bite whin he had seen her
home and Pat, for the credit of Silver Bush, wanted to do the
proper thing . . .

"I wish you'd come and have dinner with us Monday.  We're going to
have chickens because it's Labour Day.  Judy says she labours that
day just the same as any day but she always celebrates it with a
chicken dinner.  Please come."

"I'd like to," said Jingle.  "And I'm glad McGinty and I happened
along when you were scared."

"Is McGinty the name of your dog?" asked Pat, looking at it a
little timidly.  Snicklefritz and Uncle Tom's old Bruno were all
the dogs she was acquainted with.

"Yes.  He's the only friend I've got in the world," said Jingle.

"Except me," said Pat.

Jingle suddenly smiled.  Even in the moonlight she saw that he had
a nice smile.

"Except you," he agreed.

Judy appeared at the open kitchen door, peering out.

"I must run," said Pat hastily.  "Monday then.  Don't forget.  And
bring McGinty, too.  There'll be some bones."

"Now who was ye colloguing wid out there?" asked Judy curiously.
"Sure and ye might av brought yer beau in and let's give him the
once-over.  Not but that ye're beginning a trifle young."

"That wasn't a beau, Judy," cried Pat, scandalised at the bare
idea.  "That was just Jingle."

"Hear at her.  And who may Jingle be, if it's not asking too much?"

"Hilary Gordon . . . and I was coming home alone . . . and I got
lost . . . I was a LITTLE frightened, Judy . . . and he's coming to
dinner on Monday."

"Oh, oh, it's the fast worker ye are," chuckled Judy, delighted
that she had got something to tease Pat about . . . Pat who had
never thought there was any boy in the world but Sidney.

But Pat was too happy to mind.  She was home, in the bright kitchen
of Silver Bush.  The horror of that lonely road had ceased to be
. . . had never been.  It was really beautiful to come home at night
. . . to step out of darkness into the light and warmth of home.

"Did ye save a piece of pie for me, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, that I did.  Don't I know the skimp males of the Bay
Shore?  Sure and it's niver cut and come agin there.  It's more
than a bit av pie I have for ye.  What wud ye say now to a sausage
and a baked pittaty?"

Over the supper Pat told Judy all about the day and her walk home.

"Think av the pluck av her, starting out alone like that on Shank's
mare," said Judy, just as Pat had expected.  That was the beauty of
Judy.  "Though I'm not saying it isn't a good thing that Jingle-lad
happened along whin he did.  Mind ye ask the cratur over for a
liddle bite now and agin.  I knew ould Larry Gordon whin he lived
on the Taylor farm beyant the store.  He's a skim milk man, that he

Judy had several classifications of people who were not lavish.
You were "saving" . . . which was commendable.  You were "close"
. . . which was on the border line.  You were "near" . . . which was
over it.  You were "skim milk" . . . which was beyond the pale.
But Judy could not resist giving Pat a sly dig.

"I s'pose me poor kitchen is very tame after the splendours av the
Bay Shore farm?"

"Silver Bush kitchen is better than the Bay Shore parlour,"
declared Pat: but she declared it drowsily.  It had been a pretty
full and strenuous day for eight years.

"Niver rub yer eyes wid innything but yer elbows, me jewel,"
cautioned Judy, as she convoyed Pat upstairs.

Mother, who had been singing Cuddles to sleep, slipped in to ask
Pat if she had had a good time.

"The Bay Shore farm is such a lovely place," said Pat truthfully.
It WAS a lovely PLACE.  And Pat wouldn't hurt mother's feelings for
the world by confessing that her visit to mother's old home had not
been altogether pleasant.  Mother loved Bay Shore almost as well as
she, Pat, loved Silver Bush.  Dear Silver Bush!  Pat felt as if its
arms were around her protectingly as she drifted into dreamland.


Dinner is Served


Pat had a bad Sunday of it.

When she found that the old poplar had been cut down she mourned
and would not be comforted.

"Look, me jewel, what a pretty bit av scenery ye can see between
the hin-house and the church barn," entreated Judy.  "That bit av
the South river, ye cud niver see it from here afore.  Sure and
here's yer Sunday raisins for ye.  Be ating thim now and stop
fretting after an ould tree that wud better av been down tin years

Judy always gave every Silver Bush child a handful of raisins as a
special treat for Sundays.  Pat ate hers between sobs but it was
not until evening that she would admit the newly revealed view was
pretty.  Then she sat at the round window and watched the silver
loop of the river and another far blue hill, so far away that it
must be on the very edge of the world.  But still she missed the
great, friendly, rustling greenness that had always filled that

"I'll never see the kittens chasing each other up that tree again,
Judy," she mourned.  "They had such fun . . . they'd run out on
that big bough and drop to the hen-house roof.  Oh, Judy, I didn't
think trees EVER got old."

Monday morning she remembered that she had asked Jingle to dinner.
Remembered it rather dubiously.  Suppose he came in those awful
trousers with part of one leg missing?  She dared not, for fear of
being teased, ask Judy to put anything extra on the table.  But she
was glad when she saw Judy putting on the silver knives and forks
and the second best silver cream jug.

"Why all this splendour?" demanded Joe.

"Sure and isn't Pat's beau coming to dinner?" said Judy.  "We must
be after putting our best foot forward for the credit av the

"Judy!" cried Pat furiously.  Neither then nor in the years to come
could she endure having any one call Jingle her beau.  "He isn't my
beau!  I'm never going to have a beau."

"Niver's a long day," said Judy philosophically.  "Ye'd better be
shutting Snicklefritz up, Joe, for I understand the young man's
bringing his dog and we don't want inny difference av opinion
atween thim."

Presently Jingle and McGinty were discerned, hanging about the yard
gate, too shy to venture further.  Pat ran out to welcome him.  To
her relief he wore a rather shabby but quite respectable suit, with
legs of equal length.  He was bare-legged, to be sure, but what of
that.  All the boys in North Glen went barefooted in summer . . .
although not when asked out to dinner, perhaps.  Somebody had given
his brown hair a terrible cut.  His eyes were invisible behind blue
glasses, he had a pale face and an over-long mouth.  Certainly he
was not handsome but Pat still liked him.  Also McGinty, who now
revealed himself as a very young dog just starting out to see life.

"Doesn't that stuffing smell good?" asked Pat, as she convoyed him
into the kitchen.  "And Judy's made one of her apple-cakes for
dessert.  They're delicious.  Judy, this is Jingle . . . and

The Silver Bush family accepted Jingle calmly . . . Judy had
probably warned them all.  Dad gravely asked him if he would have
white or dark meat and mother asked him if he took cream and sugar.
You could always depend on father and mother, Pat felt.  Even
Winnie was lovely and made him take a second helping of apple-cake.
What a family!

As for McGinty, Judy had set a big platter of meat and bones for
him on the cellar hatch.

"Go to it, Mister Dog," she told him.  "I'll warrant it's a long
day since ye saw the like av that at Maria Gordon's."

After dinner Jingle said shyly,

"Listen . . . I saw some lovely rice lilies in our back field
across the brook yesterday.  Let's go and get some."

Pat had always longed to explore the brook that ran between Silver
Bush and the old Adams place for a field's length and then branched
across Adams territory.  None of the Silver Bush children had ever
been allowed to cross the boundary line.  It was well known that
old Mr. Adams wouldn't "have young ones stravaging over his

"Do you think your uncle will mind?" asked Pat.

It turned out that neither uncle nor aunt was home.  They had gone
to spend Labour Day with friends.

"What would you have done for dinner if you hadn't come here?"
exclaimed Pat.

"Oh, they left out some bread and molasses for me," said Jingle.

Bread and molasses on a holiday!  This was skim milk with a

"Mind ye don't poison yerselves wid mushrooms," warned Judy,
handing them a bag of cinnamon buns.  "I knew a b'y and girl onct
as et a lot av toadstools in the woods by mistake."

"And I suppose they were never the same again?" said Joe teasingly.

"They've been dead iver since, if that's what ye mane be niver
being the same agin," retorted Judy in a huff.

Once out of sight of the house Jingle's shyness dropped away from
him and Pat found him a delightful companion . . . so delightful
that she had a horrible sense of disloyalty to Sid.  She could only
square matters by reminding herself that she was just terribly
sorry for Jingle, who had no friends.

It was Jingle who proposed that they should name the brook Jordan
because it "rolled between."

"Between our farm and yours," said Pat delightedly.  Here was a pal
who liked to name places just as she did.

"And let's build a bridge of stones over it, so that we can cross
easy whenever we want to," proposed Jingle, who evidently took it
for granted that there would be plenty of crossing.

That was fun; and when the bridge was made . . . well and solidly,
for Jingle would tolerate no jerry-building . . . they had an
afternoon of prowling and rambling.  They followed Jordan to its
source at the very back of the old Adams place by fields that
seemed made of sunshine and silence, over fences guarded by gay
companies of golden-rod, through woods dappled with shadows, along
little twisted paths that never did what you expected them to do.
There was no end of lovely kinks and tiny cascades in the brook and
the mosses on its banks were emerald and gold.

McGinty was in raptures.  To roam like this was the joy of a little
dog's life.  He would race madly far ahead of them, then sit on his
haunches waiting for them to come up with him, with his little red
tongue lolling from his jaws.  Pat loved McGinty; she was afraid
she loved him better than curly, black Snicklefritz who, when all
was said and done, was a one-man dog and a bit snappish with
anybody but Joe.  McGinty was such a dear little dog . . . so
wistful . . . so anxious to be loved: with his little white cheeks
and his golden-brown back and ears . . . pointed ears that stuck
straight up when he was happy and dropped a bit when he was
mournful: and tail all ready to wag whenever any one wanted it to


In the end they found a beauty spot . . . a deep, still, woodland
pool out of which the brook flowed, fed by a diamond trickle of
water over the stones of a little hill.  Around it grew lichened
spruces and whispering maples, with little "cradle hills" under
them; and just beyond a breezy slope with a few mossy, grass-grown
sticks scattered here and there, and a bluebird perched on the
point of a picket.  It was all so lovely that it hurt.  Why, Pat
wondered, did lovely things so often hurt?

"This is the prettiest spot I've ever seen," cried Pat . . .
"almost" . . . remembering the Secret Field.

"Isn't it?" said Jingle happily.  "I don't think any one knows of
it.  Let's keep it a secret."

"Let's," agreed Pat.

"It always makes me think of a piece of poetry I learned at school
. . . The Haunted Spring . . . ever hear it?"

Jingle recited it for her.  He must be clever, Pat thought.  Even
Sid couldn't recite a long piece of poetry off by heart like that.
And some of the lines thrilled her like a chord of music . . .
"gaily in the mountain glen," . . . "distant bugles faintly ring."
But what did "wakes the peasants' evening fears," mean?  What WAS a
peasant?  Oh, just a farmer . . . "wakes the farmer's evening fears
. . ." no, that was too funny.  Better leave it peasant.  She and
Jingle had one of those chummy laughs that ripen friendship.

They sat on the hill, in the sweet, grass-scented air, and ate
their cinnamon buns.  Far down over the fields and groves they
could see the blue plain of the gulf.

"There's a fairy diamond," cried Pat, pointing . . . that dazzling
point of light sometimes seen for a moment in a distant field where
a plough has turned up a bit of broken glass.

Jingle taught her how to suck honey out of clover horns.  They
found five little yellow flowers like stars by a flat lichened old
stone and Jingle gloated over them through his absurd glasses.  Pat
was glad Jingle liked flowers.  Hardly any boys did.  Joe and Sid
thought they were all right . . . for girls.

McGinty lay with his head on Jingle's legs and his tail across
Pat's bare knees.  And then Jingle took a bit of birch bark from a
fallen tree near them and, with the aid of a few timothy stems,
made under her very eyes the most wonderful little house . . .
rooms, porch, windows, chimneys, all complete.  It was like magic.

"Oh, how do you do it?" breathed Pat.

"I'm always building houses," said Jingle dreamily, rolling McGinty
over and clasping his hands around his sunburned knees.  "In my
head, I mean.  I call them my dream-houses.  Some day when I'm
grown up I'm going to build them really.  I'll build one for YOU,

"Oh, will you really, Jingle?"

"Yes, I thought it out last Saturday night after I went to bed.
And I'll think of lots more things about it.  It will be the
loveliest house you ever saw, Pat, by the time I get it finished."

"It couldn't be lovelier than Silver Bush," cried Pat jealously.

"Silver Bush IS lovely," admitted Jingle.  "It satisfies me when I
look at it.  Hardly any other house does.  When I look at a house I
nearly always want to tear it down and build it right.  But I
wouldn't change Silver Bush a bit."

Canny Jingle!  Pat never dreamed of doubting his opinions of houses
after that.

McGinty turned over on his back and entreated some one to tickle
his stomach.

"I wish Aunt Maria liked McGinty better," said Jingle.  "She
doesn't like him at all.  I was afraid the day he chewed up one of
her good table napkins she was going to send him away.  But Uncle
Lawrence said he could stay.  Uncle Lawrence doesn't mind McGinty
but he laughs at him and McGinty can't bear to be laughed at."

"Dogs don't," said Pat knowingly, out of her extensive acquaintance
of three dogs.

"McGinty has to sleep in the straw shed at nights.  He howled so
the other night I went out and slept with him.  MOTHER would let
him sleep indoors and bring his bones in."

Pat's eyes grew big with surprise.  Jingle's mother!  Judy had
called him an orphan.  And hadn't he himself said he hadn't a
friend in the world except McGinty?

"I thought your mother was . . . dead."

Jingle selected a timothy stalk and began to chew it with an
affectation of indifference.

"No, my dad is dead.  He died when I was a baby.  Mother married
again.  They live in Honolulu."

"Don't you ever see her?" exclaimed Pat, to whom Honolulu meant
simply nothing at all.  But something in Jingle's tone made her
feel as if it must be very far away.

"Not often," said Jingle, who could not bear to admit that he had
no recollection of ever seeing his mother.  "You see, her husband's
health is bad and he can't stand the Canadian climate.  But of
course I write to her--every Sunday."

He did not tell Pat that the letters were never sent but kept in a
careful bundle in a box under his bed.  Perhaps some day he could
give them to mother.

"Of course," agreed Pat, who had already accepted the situation
with the unquestioning philosophy of eight.  "What does she look

"She's . . . she's very pretty," said Jingle stoutly.  "She . . .
she has pale gold hair . . . and big blue, shining eyes . . . eyes
as blue as that water out there."

"Like Winnie's," said Pat, understandingly.

"I wish she didn't have to live so far away," said Jingle
chokingly.  He choked so valiantly that he choked something down.
When you were a big boy of ten you simply mustn't cry . . . anyway,
not before a girl.

Pat said nothing.  She just put her skinny little paw on his and
squeezed it.  Pat, even at eight, had all the wisdom of the world.

They sat there until the air grew cool and faint blue shadows fell
over far-away hills beyond which neither of them had ever been, and
little shivers ran over the silver-green water of the Haunted
Spring.  To other people this might just be Larry Gordon's back
field.  To Pat and Jingle it was, from that day, forever fairyland.

"Let's name this place, too," said Jingle.  "Let's call it
Happiness.  And let's keep it a secret."

"I love secrets," said Pat.  "It's nice to have them.  This has
been a lovely afternoon."


They were late for supper when they got back, but Judy fed them
with fried ham and corn-cake in the kitchen.  After Jingle and
McGinty had gone Judy asked Pat how she and her boy-friend had got
on.  Boy-friend was not so insulting as beau.  Pat, hauling in a
big word to impress Judy, condescended to remark haughtily,

"We entertained each other very well."

"Oh, oh, I'm not doubting it.  Sure and ye've picked a pretty good
one for yer first.  Ye can see there's brading behind him."

Judy was always so strong on breeding.

"He's dreadful awkward, Judy."  Pat thought if she criticised him
she might convince Judy there was nothing in this beau business.
"Didn't you see how he run into the door when he was coming out of
the dining-room and begged its pardon?"

"Oh, oh, that's why I'm saying he's a gintleman.  Wud inny one else
have begged a dure's pardon?"

"But he was so stupid he thought it was a person he'd run into."

"Oh, oh, he isn't that stupid.  No, no, me jewel, he's nobody's
fool, that lad.  And he's rale mannerly.  He et his broth widout
trying to swally the spoon and it's meself has niver been able to
tache Siddy that yet."

"But he's not a bit nice-looking, Judy . . . not like Sid."

"Oh, oh, I'm owning thim glasses av his do be giving him a quare
look.  And a shears-and-basin cut av hair niver improved inny one.
But did ye be noticing how nice his ears were set aginst his head?
And handsome is as handsome does.  Remimber that, Miss Pat, whin ye
be come to picking a man in earnest.  He's a bit thin and gangling
but thim kind fills out whin they get older.  Ye can tell be the
look av him that he doesn't be getting half enough to ate.  Be sure
ye ask him in for a male whiniver ye dacently can.  They do be
saying his mother neglicts him tarrible, she's so taken up wid her
fine new man."

"Did you ever see her, Judy?"

"Niver . . . and no one else round here.  Jim Gordon married her
out av Novy Scotia and they lived there.  He did be dying just
after the baby was born and his lady widow didn't be wearing her
weeds long.  She married her second whin this Jingle-lad was no
more'n two and wint away to foreign parts and left the baby wid his
uncle Larry.  Jim Gordon was as nice a feller as iver stepped, aven
if he did be always trying to make soup in a sieve.  I'm thinking
he'd turn over in his grave if he knew that Larry had the bringing-
up av his b'y.  Larry do be taking after his mother.  His father
was the gay lad wid a flattering tongue.  He cudn't spake widout
paying ye a compliment.  But he was whispered to death."

"WHISPERED to death, Judy?"

"I'm telling ye.  He bruk a poor girl's heart and she died.  But
her voice was always at his ear after that . . . she whispered him
to death for all av his fine new bride.  Ye shud av seen him in
church wid his head hanging down, hearing something that all the
praching and singing cudn't drown.  Oh, oh, 'tis an ould story now
and better forgotten.  There do be few fam'lies that haven't a
skiliton in some av their closets.  There was Solomon Gardiner over
at South Glen . . . the man who swore at God."

"What happened to him?"



"Just that.  Nothing iver happened to him agin.  The Good Man Above
just left him alone.  Oh, oh, but it was hard on the family.  Come
and hilp me wid the turkeys now.  But what's troubling ye,

"I'm afraid, Judy . . . perhaps Jingle has a flattering tongue,
too.  He said . . . he said . . ."

"Out wid it."

"He said I had the prettiest eyes he ever saw."

Judy chuckled.

"Sure and there's no great flattery in that.  And to think av him
that shy at dinner ye wud be thinking he cudn't say bo to a goose.
There's a bit av Irish in the Gordons be token of their old lady

"Do YOU think I have pretty eyes, Judy?"  It was the first time Pat
had ever thought about her eyes.

"Ye have the Selby eyes and Winnie has the Gardiner eyes and
they'll both pass wid a shove.  But niver be minding yer eyes for
minny a year yet and don't be belaving all the b'ys say to ye, me
jewel.  Remimber compliments cost thim nothing."

When Judy's fine flock of white turkeys had been shooed off the
grave-yard fence and into their house Sid had arrived home in Uncle
Brian's car.  He had to be told about Jingle but took it quite
easily . . . to Pat's relief and something that was not relief.
She almost wished he had taken it a little harder.  Didn't he CARE?

"He needs a friend so much," she explained.  "I've got three
brothers now.  But of course I'll always love you best, Siddy."

"You'd better, old girl," said Sid.  "If you don't I'll like May
Binnie better'n you."

"Of course I couldn't love anybody better than my own family," said
Pat, still wistfully.

But Sid ran in to coax a snack out of Judy Plum.  He was in high
spirits for he had just discovered a new wart on his left hand.
That meant he was ahead of Sam Binnie at last.  They had been ties
for quite a time.

Pat crept a bit lonesomely up the back stairs and sat down by the
round window.  The little pearly pool over in the field was
mirroring black spruce trees against a red sunset.  For a moment
the windows of the Long Lonely House were ablaze . . . then went
sorrowfully out.  There was not even a kitten to be seen in the
yard.  Oh, if Sid had just been a LITTLE jealous of Jingle!  She
knew how SHE would feel if he had made a chum of any girl but her.
Suppose he should ever like May Binnie better . . . hateful May
Binnie with her bold black eyes.  For a moment she almost hated
herself for liking Jingle.

Then she thought of Happiness and the water laughing down the
stones in that secret place.

"Jingle likes my eyes," thought Pat.  "Friends ARE nice."


Black Magic


It was in the last week of October that McGinty disappeared.  Pat
was just as heartbroken as Jingle.  It seemed now that Jingle and
McGinty had been always part of her life . . . as if there could
never have been a time when they did not come over Jordan every
Saturday afternoon or slip into Judy's kitchen in the chill "dims"
for an evening of fun and laughter.  To Jingle, who had never known
a real home, these evenings were wonderful . . . little glimpses
into another world.

The only fly in Pat's ointment was that Sid and Jingle didn't hit
it off very well.  Not that they disliked each other; they simply
did not speak the same language.  Had they been older they might
have said they bored each other.  Sid thought Jingle a queer, moony
fellow with his dream houses and his dark glasses and his ragged
clothes, and said so.  Jingle thought Sid had a bit too high an
opinion of himself, even for a Gardiner of Silver Bush, and did not
say so.  Thus it came about that Pat and Sid played and prowled
together after school, but Saturday afternoons, when Sid wanted to
be off with Joe at the farm work, she gave to Jingle.  For the most
part they spent them in Happiness and Jingle built no end of houses
and had a new idea every week for the house he was going to build
for Pat.  Pat was interested in it although of course she would
never live anywhere but at Silver Bush.  They explored woodland and
barrens and stream but Pat never took Jingle to the Secret Field.
THAT was her and Sid's secret just as Happiness was hers and
Jingle's.  Pat hugged herself in delight.  Secrets were such lovely
things.  She used to sit in church and pity the people who didn't
know anything about the Secret Field and Happiness.

McGinty went everywhere with them and was the happiest little dog
in the world.  And then . . . there was no McGinty.

Pat found Jingle in Happiness one afternoon, face downwards amid
the frosted ferns, sobbing as if his heart would break.  Pat
herself had been feeling a good deal like crying.  For one thing,
that hateful May Binnie had given Sid an apple in school the day
before . . . a wonderful apple with Sid's initials and her own . . .
such cheek! . . . in pale green on its red side.  May had pasted
the letters over the apple weeks before and this was the result.
Sid was quite tickled over it but Pat would have hurled the apple
into the stove if she had dared.  Sid put it on the dining-room
mantel and she had to look at it during every meal.  Then, too, Sid
had been cross with her that morning because it had rained the day

"You prayed for rain Thursday night . . . I heard you," he
reproached her.  "And you KNEW I wanted Friday to be fine."

"No, I didn't, Siddy," wailed Pat.  "I heard dad saying the springs
were so low . . . and the one in Hap . . . the one that Jordan
comes from is.  That was why I prayed for rain.  I'm sorry, Siddy."

"Don't call me Siddy," retorted Sid, who seemed full of grievances
just then.  "You know I hate it."

"I won't, ever again," promised Pat.  "Please don't be mad at me,
Siddy . . . Sid, I mean.  I just can't bear it."

"Well, don't be a baby then.  You're worse than Cuddles," said Sid.
But he gave her a careless hug and Pat was partially comforted.
Only partially.  She set off for Happiness rather dolefully but the
sight of Jingle's distress drove all thoughts of her own troubles
from her mind.

"Oh, Jingle, what's the matter?"

"McGinty's gone," said Jingle, sitting up.


"Gone . . . or lost.  He went with me to the store at Silverbridge
last night and he . . . he disappeared.  I couldn't find him
anywhere.  Oh, Pat!"

Jingle's head went down again.  He didn't care who saw him cry.
Pat mingled her tears with his but assured him that McGinty would
be found . . . must be found.

Followed a terrible week.  No trace of McGinty could be discovered.
Judy was of opinion that the dog had been stolen.  Jingle put up a
notice in the stores offering a reward of twenty-five cents . . .
all he had in the world . . . for the recovery of McGinty.  Pat
wanted to make it forty-five cents . . . she had a dime and was
sure she could borrow another from Judy.  But Jingle wouldn't let
her.  Pat prayed every bed-time that McGinty might be found and sat
up in the middle of the night to pray again.

"Dear God, please bring McGinty back to Jingle.  PLEASE, dear God.
You know he's all Jingle's got with his mother so far away."

And everything was in vain.  There was no trace of McGinty.  Jingle
went home every night with no little golden-brown comrade running
through the yard to meet him.  He could not sleep, picturing a
little lost dog alone in the world on a bleak autumn night.  Where
was McGinty?  Was he cold and lonely?  Maybe he wasn't getting
enough . . . or anything . . . to eat.

"Judy, can't you do something?" begged Pat desperately.  "You've
always said there was a bit of a witch in you.  You said once your
grandmother could turn herself into a cat whenever she wanted to.
Can't you find McGinty?"

Judy--who had, however, decided that something must be done before
Pat worried herself to death . . . shook her head.

"I've been trying, me jewel, but I know whin I'm bate.  If I had me
grandmother's magic book I might manage it.  But there it is.  My
advice to ye is to go and see Mary Ann McClenahan on the
Silverbridge road.  She's a witch in good standing I belave, though
I'm telling the world she do be a bit hefty for a broomstick.  If
she can't hilp ye I don't know av inny that can."

Pat had been compelled to give up believing in fairies but she
still had an open mind towards witches.  They had certainly existed
once.  The Bible said so.  And you couldn't get away from the fact
that Judy's grandmother had been one.

"Are you sure Mary Ann McClenahan is a witch, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, she always knows what ye do be thinking av.  That shows
she's a witch."

Pat ran to tell Jingle.  She found him standing on the stone bridge
over Jordan, scowling viciously at the sky and shaking his fist at

"Jingle . . . you're not . . . praying that way?"

"No, I was just telling God what I thought of the whole business,"
said Jingle despairingly.

But he agreed to go the next evening to Mary Ann McClenahan's.
They asked Sid to go, too . . . the more the safer . . . but Sid
was training a young owl he had caught in the silver bush and
declined to have any truck with witches.  They started off
staunchly, although Joe, going off to plough the Mince Pie field,
with a delightful jingle of chains about his horses, solemnly
warned them to watch out.

"Old Mary Ann signed her name in the devil's book you know.  I'D
jump out of my skin if she looked cross-wise at me."

Pat was not easily frightened and remained in her skin.  If God,
seemingly, wouldn't pay any attention to your desperate little
prayers could you be blamed if you resorted to a witch?

"Mind ye're home afore dark," cautioned Judy.  "Sure and 'tis
Hollow Eve this blessed night and all the dead folks will be
walking.  Ye just do be telling Mary Ann yer story straight out and
do as she bids ye."

Jingle and Pat went down the lane where the wind blew the shadows
of bare birches about and waves of dead leaves lay along under the
spruce hedges.  The late autumn sunshine flowed goldenly about
them.  The Hill of the Mist wore a faint purple scarf.  Pat had on
her new scarlet tam and was pleasantly conscious of it, amid all
her anxieties about McGinty.  Jingle strode along, his hands in his
ragged pockets, and his still raggeder trousers flapping about his
bare legs.  Pat had never been out on the main road with him in
broad daylight before.  In Happiness and along the kinks of Jordan
it did not matter how he was dressed.  But here . . . well, she
hoped none of the Binnies would be abroad, that was all.


Mrs. McClenahan's little, white-washed house with its bright blue
door was a good two miles from Silver Bush, along the Silverbridge
road.  A huge willow, from which a few forlorn, pale-yellow leaves
were fluttering down on the grey roof, overshadowed it, and there
was a quaint little dormer window over the door.

"Oh, Pat, look at that window," whispered Jingle, forgetting even
McGinty in his momentary ecstasy.  "I never saw such a lovely
window.  I'll put one like that in YOUR house."

The window might be all right but the paling was very ragged and
the yard it enclosed was a jungle of burdocks.  Pat reflected that
being a witch didn't seem like a very profitable business after
all.  She thought shrewdly that if SHE had ever signed her name in
the devil's book she would have made a better bargain than that.

Jingle knocked on the blue door.  Presently steps sounded inside.
A prickly sensation went over Pat.  Perhaps after all it was not
right to tamper with the powers of darkness.  Then the door opened
and Mary Ann McClenahan stood on the threshold, looking down at
them out of tiny black eyes, surrounded by cushions of fat.  Her
untidy hair was black too, coal-black, although she must be as old
as Judy.  Altogether she looked much too plump and jolly for a
witch and Pat's terror passed away.

"Now who may ye be and what might ye be wanting wid me," said Mrs.
McClenahan with an accent three times as strong as Judy's.

Pat had the Selby trick of never wasting words or breath or time.

"Hilary Gordon here has lost his dog and Judy said if we came to
you perhaps you could find it for him.  That is, if you really are
a witch.  Are you?"

Mary Ann McClenahan's look at once grew secretive and mysterious.

"Whisht, child . . . don't be talking av witches in the open
daylight like this.  Little ye know what might happen.  And finding
a lost cratur isn't something to be done on a dure-step.  Come
inside . . . and at that ye'd better come up to the loft where I
can go on wid me waving.  I'm waving a tablecloth for the fairies
up there.  All the witches in P. E. Island promised to do one
apiece for thim.  The poor liddle shiftless craturs left all ther
tablecloths out in the frost last Tuesday night and 'twas the
ruination av thim."

They went up the narrow stairs to a cluttered loft where Mrs.
McClenahan's loom stood by the window that had caught Jingle's eye.
On the sill a perfectly clean black cat was licking himself all
over to make himself cleaner.  His big, yellow, black-rimmed eyes
shone rather uncannily in the gloom of the loft.  In spite of his
being a witch's cat Pat liked the look of him.  What she would have
felt like had she known that he was her lost and deplored Sunday,
given to Mary Ann McClenahan by Judy a year before I cannot tell
you.  Luckily Sunday had grown out of all recognition.

Mrs. McClenahan pushed a stool and a rickety chair towards the
children and went back to her weaving.

"Sure and I can't be wasting a moment.  It's the quane's own cloth
I'm waving and sour enough her Majesty'll look if it's not finished
on time."

Pat knew very well it was only a flannel blanket Mary Ann was
weaving but she was not going to contradict a witch.  Besides . . .
perhaps Mary Ann DID turn it into a gossamer web when she had
finished it . . . one of those things of jewelled mist and
loveliness you saw on the grass and on the fern beds along the
woods on a summer morning.

"So ye've come to get me to find the b'y's McGinty," said Mary Ann.
"Oh, I know the name . . . I'm after knowing all about it.  Yer
Aunt Edith's cat was telling mine the whole story at the last dance
we had.  Yer Aunt Edith do be too grand for the likes av us but
it's liddle she thinks where her cat do be going be spells.  It's
lucky ye come in the right time av the moon.  I cudn't have done a
thing for ye nixt wake.  But now there's maybe just a chanct.  Why
doesn't that fine lady mother av yours iver be coming to see ye,
young Hilary Gordon?"

Jingle thought witches were rather impertinent.  However, if you
dealt with them . . .

"My mother lives too far away to come often," he explained

Mary Ann McClenahan shrugged her fat shoulders.

"Ye're in the right to make excuses for her, young Hilary, but I've
me own opinion av her and ye nadn't get mad at me for saying so
bekase a witch doesn't have to care who gets mad.  And now that
I've got that off me chist I'll be thinking av yer dog.  It'll take
a bit av conniving."

Mrs. McClenahan leaned over and extracted two handfuls of raisins
from a paper bag on a shelf.

"Here, stow these away in yer liddle insides whilst I do a bit av

There was silence for awhile.  The children devoted themselves to
the business of eating and watching Mrs. McClenahan's shuttle fly
back and forth.  Pat eyed her wonderingly.  Had she really signed
her name in the devil's big black book, as Joe said?

Presently Mrs. McClenahan caught her eye and nodded.

"Ye've got a liddle mole on yer neck.  Sure and 'tis the witch's
mark.  Come now, child dear, wudn't ye like to be a witch?  Think
av the fun av riding on a broomstick."

Pat HAD thought of it.  The idea had a charm.  Though she would
have preferred to fly on a swallow's back, skimming over the
steeples and dark spruce woods at night.  But . . .

"Must I sign my name in the devil's book?" she whispered.

Mrs. McClenahan nodded solemnly.

"I'd pick out a rale nice shiny black divil for ye . . . though
mind ye, it's the fact that aven divils are not what they used to

"I think I'm too young to be a witch, thank you," said Pat

Mrs. McClenahan chuckled.

"Sure and it's the young witches that do be having the power, child
dear.  No sinse in waiting till ye're grey as an owl.  Think it
over . . . 'tisn't ivery one can be a witch . . . we're that
exclusive ye'd niver belave.  As for this McGinty cratur.  Whin ye
lave here folly yer noses up the hill and turn yerselves around
free times, north, south, east and west.  Then go down the hill to
Silverbridge.  There's a house just foreninst the bridge wid a rid
door like yer Uncle Tom's, only faded like.  Turn yerselves about
free times again and knock twict on the door.  And if inny one
comes . . . mind I'm not saying inny one will . . . cross yer
fingers and ask, 'Is McGinty here?'  Thin, if ye get McGinty . . .
mind I'm not saying ye will . . . make a good use av yer legs and
ask no questions.  That's all I can be doing for ye."

"And what is your charge for the advice?" asked Jingle gravely,
producing his quarter.

"Sure and we can't charge folks wid moles innything.  It's clane
aginst our rules."

"Thank you very much, Mrs. McClenahan," said Pat.  "We're very much
obliged to you."

"You do be a pair av mannerly children at that," said Mrs.
McClenahan.  "If you hadn't been it wudn't be Mary Ann McClenahan
that wud have hilped ye to a dog.  I'm that fed up wid the sass and
impidence av most av the fry around here.  It was diffrunt whin I
was young.  Now hurry along . . . sure and wise folks will be
indures afore moonrise on Hollow Eve.  Don't forget the turning
round part or ye may look for yer McGinty till the eyes fall out av
yer heads."

Mrs. McClenahan stood on her doorstep and watched them out of
sight.  Then she said a queer thing for a witch.  She said,

"God bless the liddle craturs."

Whereat Mary Ann McClenahan waddled over to Mr. Alexander's across
the road and asked if she might use their phone to call up a frind
at the bridge, plaze and thank ye.


The October day was burning low behind the dark hills when Pat and
Jingle left Mrs. McClenahan's.  When they reached the top of the
hill they turned themselves around three times and bowed gravely to
north, south, east and west.  When they paused before the red-
doored house at Silverbridge they turned three times again.  If
there were no McGinty at the end of the quest it should be through
no failure of theirs to perform Witch McClenahan's ritual

When Jingle knocked twice the door was opened with uncanny
suddenness and the doorway filled by a giant of a man in sock feet,
with a bushy red head and a week's growth of red whisker.  A very
strong whiff floated out, reminding Pat of something Judy took out
of a black bottle now and again in winter for a cold.

They both crossed their fingers and Jingle said hoarsely,

"Is McGinty here?"

The man turned and opened a mean little door at his right.  Inside,
on a rickety chair, sat McGinty.  The look of misery in the poor
dog's eyes changed to rapture.  With one bound he was in Jingle's

"He come here one night about a wake ago," said the man.  "That
cold and hungry he was . . . and we tuk him in."

"That was real good of you," said Pat, since Jingle was temporarily
bereft of speech.

"Wasn't it that now?" said the man with a grin.

Something about him made Pat remember Witch McClenahan's advice to
make friends of their legs.

"Thank you very much," she said, and pulled the tranced Jingle by
the arm.

The red door was shut . . . the red moon was staring at them just
over a hill between two tall firs . . . and they had a dog that was
nearly dying of happiness in their arms.  What a walk home that
was!  The whole world was touched with wonder.  They went straight
over the fields in a cross-country cut, with their long shadows
running before them.  Jingle walked in a kind of dreamy rapture,
hugging McGinty, but Pat had eyes for all the charm of bare, lonely
stubble fields, woods where boughs darkled against a sky washed
white in moonlight and of a wind that had been only a whisper when
they had left home but was now wild, cold, and rustly, sweeping up
from the sea.  They passed through Happiness where all the little
cradle hills were sound asleep and along Jordan.  Then down through
the silver bush on a path that wound through moonlit birches to the
backyard of home, where Sid had decorated the gateposts with
wonderful turnip lanterns and Judy had set her little copper
candlestick, saucer-shaped with a curly handle, on the window-sill
for welcome, and they had smelt her salt pork frying half way
through the bush.  Then the warm kitchen, full of delicious smells,
and Judy's delight and welcome, and the supper of fried salt pork
and potatoes baked in their jackets.  Just the three of them.
Sidney and Joe were doing the barn chores.  Winnie was off with a
chum, mother was upstairs with Cuddles, and dad was snoozing on the
dining-room lounge.

After supper Pat and Jingle went down into the big, mysterious
cellar, spooky with giant shadows, for apples, and then they all
sat around the stove that was as good as a fireplace, with its
doors that slid so far back, and talked things over.  It was lovely
to sit there, so cosy and warm, with that eerie wind moaning
without . . . full of the voices of ghosts, Judy said, for this was
Hallow E'en.  McGinty sprawled out on the black cat rug, his eyes
fixed on Jingle, evidently afraid to go to sleep for fear he might
waken to find this all a dream.  Thursday, who had been missing for
a day or two, had turned up, a fat and flourishing prodigal, and
Gentleman Tom sat on the bench, thinking.  Like Puck of Pook's
Hill, Gentleman Tom could have sat a century, just thinking.

"I'm so glad it's got cold enough to have a fire in the evenings,"
said Pat.  "And in winter it'll be even nicer.  One can be so COSY
in winter."

Jingle said nothing.  His idea of winter evenings was very
different.  A cold, dirty kitchen . . . a smoking coal oil lamp . . .
a bed in the unfinished loft.  But just now he had his dog back
and he was perfectly happy.  To sit here and munch apples with Pat
while Judy thumped and kneaded her bread was all he asked.

"Oh, oh, she isn't called a witch for nothing, that one," said
Judy, when she had heard the whole tale.  "I used to be after
knowing the McClenahans rale well years ago.  Tom McClenahan was a
dacent soul although he'd talk the hind-leg off a cat whin he got
started.  A tarrible talker, I'm tellin ye.  Onct he got mad whin
Mary Ann twitted him wid his good going tongue, and swore he wudn't
spake a word for a month.  He kept the vow two days but he was
niver the same man agin.  The strain was too much for him.  Mary
Ann always belaved it was why he dropped dead in about a year's
time.  He was a fine fiddler in his day and he had a fiddle that
cud make iverybody dance."

"MAKE them dance, Judy?"

"I'm telling ye.  Whin folks heard it they HAD to dance.  It was an
ould fiddle his dad brought out from Ireland.  Sure and he tried it
on a minister onct, the spalpane."

"Did the minister dance?"

"Didn't he that?  It made a tarrible scandal.  They had him up
afore Presbytery.  Tom offered to go and fiddle to the whole lot av
thim to prove poor Mr. MacPhee cudn't hilp it, but they wudn't have
him.  A pity now.  Think what a sight it wud av been . . . a dozen
or more long-tailed ministers all dancing to Tom McClenahan's
fiddle.  Oh, oh!  But they let Mr. MacPhee off and hushed the whole
thing up.  Is it going ye are, Jingle?  Well, say a prayer for all
poor ghosts and have as liddle truck wid witches as ye can after
this.  All very well for onct in a while but not to make a habit av

Jingle slipped away, meaning to spend the night in the Gordon
hayloft with McGinty, and sleepy Pat went happily to bed.

"Why do you fill those children up with all that nonsense about
witches, Judy?" called Long Alec, half laughing, half rebuking,
from the dining room.  He had been rated that day by Edith for
allowing Judy Plum to stuff his children with such lies as she did
and felt it was time for one of his spasmodic attempts to regulate
her.  Judy chuckled.

"Rest ye aisy, Alec Gardiner.  They only half belave it and they do
be getting a big kick out av it.  I'll warrant Mary Ann had her fun
wid them."

"What made you think of sending them to her?"

"Sure now I'd an idea she'd know where McGinty was.  She's in wid
that gang at Silverbridge that stole Rob Clark's collie and all
Mrs. Taylor's barred rocks wake afore last and thim all ready for
market.  Mary Ann's be way av being an aunt be marriage to Tom
Cudahy av the rid door.  But she's that kind-hearted, the cratur,
and rale soft about children and I thought she might hilp.  She's
got a bit av money saved up and the Cudahys pipe whin she calls the
tune.  So all's well that inds well and niver be bothering if the
children do be having a liddle fun thinking she's a witch.  Sure
and didn't I bring all of yes up on witches and are ye inny the
worse av it?  I'm asking ye."


Company Manners


Winter that year, at least in its early months, was a mild affair,
and Pat and Jingle, or Pat and Sid, as the case might be, but
seldom the three together, roamed far afield at will, exploring new
haunts and re-loving old ones, running through winter birches that
wore stars in their hair on early falling dusks, coming in from
their frosty rambles with cheeks like "liddle rid apples," to be
fed and cossetted and sometimes scolded by Judy.  At least, she
scolded Sid and Pat when she thought they needed it for their
souls' good, but she never scolded Jingle.  He wished she would.
He thought it would be nice if some one cared enough about you to
scold . . . in Judy's way, with sly laughter lurking behind every
word and apples and cinnamon buns to bind up your bruised feelings
immediately afterwards.  Even his aunt did not scold him . . . she
merely ignored him as if he had no existence for her at all.
Jingle used to go home after one of Judy's tirades feeling very
lonely and wondering what it would be like to be important to

Though snowless, it was cold enough to freeze the Pool solid.  Sid
taught Pat to skate and Jingle learned for himself, with a pair of
old skates Judy dug out of the attic for him.  Jingle skating, his
long legs clad as usual in ragged trousers, his lanky body encased
in an old "yallery-green" sweater whose sleeves his aunt had darned
with red, his ill-cut hair sticking out from under an old cap of
his uncle's, was rather an odd object.

"Isn't he a sight?" laughed Sid.

"He can't help his looks," said Pat loyally.

"Oh, oh, that b'y will be having the fine figure whin he's filled
out a bit and he's got more brains in his liddle finger than ye
have in yer whole carcase, Sid, me handsome lad," said Judy.

And then unreasonable Pat was furious with Judy for maligning Sid.

"Sure and it's the hard life I have among ye all," sighed Judy.
"Be times I'm thinking I'd better have taken ould Tom.  Well, they
tell me he's single yet."

Whereupon Pat dissolved in tears and begged Judy to forgive her and
never, never leave them.

Although once in a while a few delicate white flakes flew against
your face in the late afternoons, it was December before the first
real snow came, just in time to make a white world for Christmas,
much to Judy's relief, since a green Christmas meant a fat grave-
yard, she said.  Pat sat curled up at her round window and watched
gardens and fields and hills grow white under the mysterious veil
of the falling snow, and the little empty nests in the maple by the
well fill up with it.  Every time she looked out the world had
grown whiter.

"I love a snowstorm," she said rapturously to Judy.

"Oh, oh, is there innything ye don't love, me jewel?"

"It's nice to love things, Judy."

"If ye don't be loving thim too hard.  If ye do . . . they hurt ye
too much in the ind."

"Not Silver Bush.  Silver Bush will never hurt me, Judy."

"What about whin ye have to lave it?"

"You know I'm never going to leave Silver Bush, Judy . . . never.
Oh, Judy, see how white the Hill of the Mist is.  And how lonesome
the Long Lonely House looks.  I wish I could go and build a fire in
it sometimes and warm it up.  It would feel better."

"Oh, oh, ye're not thinking houses raly fale, are ye now?"

"Oh, Judy, I'm SURE they do.  Jingle says so, too.  I know Silver
Bush does.  It's glad when we are and sorry when we are.  And if it
was left without any one to live in it it would break its heart.  I
know Silver Bush has always been a little ashamed of me because I
could never get up in school Friday afternoons and say a piece like
the others.  And then last Friday I did.  I learned the Haunted
Spring from Jingle and I got up on the floor . . . oh, Judy, it was
awful.  My legs shook so . . . May Binnie giggled . . . and I
couldn't get a word out.  I was just going to run back to my seat
. . . and I thought of Silver Bush and how could I come home and face
it if I was such a coward.  And I just up and said my piece right
out and Miss Derry said, 'Well done, Patricia,' and the scholars
all clapped.  And when I came home I'm sure Silver Bush smiled at

"Ye're a quare child enough yet," said Judy.  "But I'm glad ye
didn't let May Binnie triumph over ye.  That's a liddle girl I'm
not liking much and I don't care who knows it."

"Sid likes her," said Pat, a bit forlornly.


Soon Silver Bush became a house full of secrets.  Mystery lurked
everywhere and Judy went about looking like a bobbed Sphinx.  Pat
helped her make the pudding and helped Winnie and mother decorate
the dining room and wreathe the banisters with greenery from the
woods around the Secret Field.  And she helped Sid pick his
presents in the Silverbridge store for every one but her.  She did
not feel hurt when he slipped off upstairs in the store to the room
where the dishes were kept and she did not ask him what the bulging
parcel in his pocket was as they went home.  She only wondered a
bit dismally whether it was for her or May Binnie.

It was such fun wading home from the mail-box with armfuls of brown
parcels that were not to be opened until Christmas morning and then
revealed lovely boxes of silver paper tied with gold ribbons.
Christmas itself was a wonderful day.  Jingle and McGinty came for
dinner.  They had had a narrow escape from not coming.  Pat was so
mad because Judy told her to be sure and ask her beau that she
wouldn't say a word to Jingle about it until the very "dim" of
Christmas Eve.  Then she suddenly relented and tore off to the
garret to set a candle in the window.  There was no telephone at
the Gordon place and she and Jingle had agreed that when she wanted
him specially she was to set a light in the garret window.  Jingle
arrived speedily and so got his Christmas invitation by the skin of
his teeth.

It was the first time in his life that Jingle had had a real
Christmas and McGinty nearly died of the dinner he ate.  Everybody
got presents . . . even Jingle.  Judy gave him a pair of mittens
and Pat gave him a little white china dog with blue eyes and a pink
china ribbon around its neck . . . the best she could afford after
all the family had been remembered out of her small hoard.  Nobody
knew what earthly use it could be to Jingle but he slept with it
under his pillow that night and got more warmth from it than from
Judy's mittens.  His mother had not sent him anything . . . not
even a letter.  It took all the comfort Jingle got out of the blue-
eyed dog to keep back the tears when he remembered this.  He tried
to make excuses for her.  Perhaps in Honolulu, that land of eternal
summer, they didn't have Christmases.

Sidney gave Pat a jug with a golden lining . . . a little fat brown
jug that seemed somehow to have grown fat from laughing.  Pat loved
it but she thought Jingle's present the most wonderful thing she
got.  A doll's house which he had made himself and which was really
a much more wonderful bit of work than Pat had any idea of.  Long
Alec whistled when he saw it and Uncle Tom said, "By ginger!"

"I hadn't any money to buy you a present," said Jingle, who had
spent his solitary, long-saved quarter on a Christmas card for his
mother, "so I made this."

"I like something that's made better than something that's bought,"
said Pat.  "Oh, what chimneys . . . and real windows that OPEN."

"That's nothing to the house I'll build for you some day, Pat."

Christmas Day was just like all the pleasant Christmases at Silver
Bush.  The only exciting thing was a terrible fight all over the
kitchen between Gentleman Tom and Snooks, the pet owl.  Snooks was
quite a family pet by now.  He endured and was endured by Thursday
and Snicklefritz but he and Gentleman Tom had declared war on each
other at sight.  Gentleman Tom was licked and fled into ignominious
retreat under the stove: but there were a good many feathers strewn
over the kitchen floor first.

One night the following week Pat excitedly called out to Judy,

"Oh, Judy . . . Judy . . . I've got a growing pain!"

She had never had growing pains and both she and Judy were afraid
she wouldn't grow properly.  Long Alec talked worriedly of
rheumatism but Judy laughed at him and sat up half the night
rubbing Pat's legs joyously.

"Ye'll be taking a start this spring and growing like a weed after
this," she promised Pat.  "Sure and it's a rale relief to me mind,
I'm telling ye.  I'm not wanting inny sawed-off girls at Silver


After Christmas the snow went away and the January winds whined
over cold, hard-frozen pastures and through grey, cold trees.  Only
the red edges of the furrows in the Mince Pie field had little
feathers of white on them and a persistent wreath lay along the
north side of the Hill of the Mist.

January evenings were pleasant at Silver Bush.  Uncle Tom would
come over and he and dad would sit by Judy's stove and talk, while
Pat and Jingle and Sidney listened and Winnie and Joe studied their
lessons in the dining room.  They would talk of politics and pigs
and finally drift into family histories and community tales.  The
white-washed walls of the old kitchen re-echoed to their laughter.
Sometimes Uncle Tom got mad and the shadow of his big beard would
quiver with indignation on the wall.  But Uncle Tom's rages never
lasted long.  One thump of his fist on the table and all was well

Sometimes mother would come in with Cuddles and sit for awhile just
looking beautiful.  Mother never talked much.  Perhaps she couldn't
get a chance, what with Judy and dad and Uncle Tom.  But sometimes
she looked at Pat and Sidney and little Cuddles with eyes that made
a lump come into Jingle's throat.  To have a mother look at you
like that!

"Judy," Pat said after one of these evenings, when she was sleeping
with Judy because Winnie had a chum in.  "I don't see how heaven
could be any better than this."

"Oh, oh, will ye listen at her?" said the scandalised Judy.  "Sure
and do ye be thinking there'll be a biting wind like that wailing
around the windy in heaven?"

"Oh, I like that wind, Judy.  It makes it seem cosier . . . to
cuddle here snug and warm and think it can't get at you.  Listen to
it tearing down through the silver bush, Judy.  Now please, Judy,
tell me a ghost story.  It's so long since I've slept with you . . .
please, Judy.  Something that'll just make the flesh creep on my

"Did I iver tell ye about how Janet McGuigan come back for her
widding ring the night after she was buried, her man having tuk it
off her finger afore they coffined her, thinking it might come in
handy for his second?  Oh, oh, the McGuigans do be that far-

"How did they know she came back for it?"

"I'm telling ye.  The ring wasn't in Tom McGuigan's cash-box the
nixt morning.  But six years afterwards whin he tuk a plot in the
new grave-yard they tuk up her coffin to shift it and it bruk open
. . . being an economical kind av coffin, ye see . . . and there on
her hand was the ring.  Oh, oh, me saving Tom was niver the same

February and still no snow.  Judy began to talk of getting ready to
hook a big crumb-cloth for the dining room, a bigger one than Aunt
Edith's of which she was so proud.  "Oh, oh, I'll be taking the
pride av her down a peg or two," vowed Judy.  Her dye-pot was
always on the stove.  She was an expert in home-made dyes.  No
"bought" dyes for Judy.  They faded in a year, she averred.
Crottle and lichens and barks . . . elderberries that gave purple
dyes . . . the inner bark of birch trees for brown . . . green dye
from willow stems . . . yellow from Lombardy poplars.  Judy knew
them all and she and the children tramped far afield searching for

And then came March, with its mad, galloping winds, and the
anniversary of father's and mother's wedding day.  The Gardiners
always celebrated birthdays and wedding days by a little family
gathering of some kind.  This year Uncle Brian's family and Aunt
Helen Taylor were the guests.  They were to come in the afternoon
and have dinner at night . . . an innovation that made Judy's head

"Oh, oh, this having company isn't what it's cracked up to be," she
muttered discontentedly.

Pat was in her element, although she was not looking forward to the
party quite as joyously as usual.  Uncle Brian was no friend of
hers because whenever he came to Silver Bush he was always saying
to father, "If I were you I'd make some changes here."  And Aunt
Helen was coming . . . rich Aunt Helen, dad's sister but so much
older that she seemed more like his aunt than his sister.  And Aunt
Helen, Judy said, was coming to take either Winnie or Pat back to
Summerside for a visit.

Pat hoped and prayed Aunt Helen wouldn't take her.  She didn't want
to leave Silver Bush . . . why, she had never slept out of it a
night in her life.  It would be terrible.  But how happy it made
her to do little, homely services for the dear house.  To dust and
polish and bake and run errands.  To help get out mother's wedding
set of fluted china with the gold pansy on the side of the cups and
in the centre of the plates.  She and Winnie were allowed to fix up
the Poet's Room and make the bed a thing of beauty with a lace
spread and cushions like flowers.  Judy concocted and baked, and
Cuddles tasted everything that came her way, including a frosty
latch.  After which she tasted no more of anything for a time but
lived on malted milk.

When the feast day came Pat was careful to put on her blue
georgette dress.  She didn't like it as well as her red one but it
was its turn and it mustn't be neglected.  How she hoped Aunt Helen
wouldn't choose her!  It took all the fun out of the party for Pat.
Suppose she pretended to be sick?  No, Judy might give her castor
oil, as she had done the last time Pat had a cold.

"Why don't you give me something out of your black bottle, Judy?"
Pat had protested.  "That smells nicer than castor oil."

"Oh, oh."  Judy looked very sly.  "'Tis too strong entirely for the
likes av ye. . . ."

"WHAT is in that bottle, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, 'tis only last wake I was burying a cat that died av
curiosity," retorted Judy.  "Not another skelp out av ye and swally
this tay-spoon at once."

Even Aunt Helen would be better than castor oil.  But perhaps she
would be sick and not able to come.  Would it be wrong, Pat
wondered, to pray that somebody might be sick . . . not very sick
. . . just a little sick . . . just enough to make them not want to
come out on a cold, blustery March day?

Pat wound a blue scarf around her head and she and Jingle climbed
up into the hayloft of the church barn where they could watch for
the arrivals through the oriel window, while McGinty hunted
imaginary rats over the mow or lay before them and pretended to be
dead when he thought himself neglected.  Every car or buggy that
drove up or down the road made Pat squirm with fear that it was
Aunt Helen.  She DID come . . . in Uncle Brian's car and waddled up
through the garden.

"She looks just like a jug," said Pat resentfully.

And Uncle Brian's Norma was with them.  Pat had hoped Norma
wouldn't come either.  She didn't like her because Norma was
reputed prettier than Winnie.

"I don't think she's half as pretty," she said.

"YOU look awful nice in that blue scarf, Pat," said Jingle

Which would have been all right if he had stopped there.  But he
went on and said the thing that spoiled it all.

"Pat . . . when we grow up . . . with you be MY girl?"

Pat, not at all realising that at nine she had just had what was
practically her first proposal, went scarlet with anger.

"If you ever say anything like that to me again, Hilary Gordon,
I'll never speak to you as long as I live," she stormed.

"Oh, all right, I didn't mean to make you mad," said Jingle
abjectly.  "Don't you like me?"

"Of course I like you.  But I'm NEVER going to be ANYBODY'S girl."

Jingle looked so woebegone that it made Pat madder still . . . and

"If I was anybody's girl," she said distinctly, "he'd have to be

Jingle took off his spectacles.

"Ain't I better looking now?" he demanded.

He WAS.  Pat had never seen his eyes before.  They were large and
grey and steady with a twinkle somewhere behind their steadiness.
But Pat was in no mood to admire.

"Not a great deal.  Your hair is all raggedy and your mouth is too
wide.  Sid says it would take a foot-rule to measure it."

And Pat shook the dust of the hayloft from her feet and departed

"Maybe she'll change her mind," said McGinty.

"She'll have to," said Jingle.


But the day continued to go criss-cross for Pat.  She fell foul of
Norma as soon as she went in.  Norma was going about, tossing her
famous red-gold curls, with her nose cocked up and her greenish-
brown eyes full of contempt.  "So THIS is Silver Bush," she said.
"It's an awful old-fashioned place."

Again Pat crimsoned with wrath.

"Shutters give a house an AIR," she said.

"Oh, I don't mean the shutters.  We've got shutters on our house,
too . . . ever so much greener than yours.  You should just see OUR
house.  You haven't a verandah . . . or even a garage."

"No.  But we've got a grave-yard," said Pat triumphantly.

Norma was a bit floored.  She couldn't deny the graveyard.

"And you haven't got a Poet's room or a round window," went on Pat
still more tauntingly.  The mention of the window gave Norma an

"You haven't ONE bay window," she cried.  "Not one.  We've got
three . . . two in the living room and one in the dining room.  A
house without any bay window is just FUNNY."

To hear Silver Bush called funny!  Pat simply couldn't stand it.
She slapped Norma's pink-and-white face . . . slapped it hard.

THEN there was what Judy called a tommyshaw.  Norma screamed and
burst into tears.  Mother was horrified . . . dad was shocked . . .
or pretended to be.  Judy came in and frog-marched Pat to the

"A nice show ye've made av yerself!"

"I don't care . . . I don't care . . . I WON'T let her make fun of
Silver Bush," sobbed Pat.  "I'm glad I slapped her.  You can scold
me all you like.  I'm GLAD."

"The timper av her!" said Judy.  And then went up to her room and
sat on her blue chest and laughed till she cried.

"Oh, oh, didn't me fine Miss Norma get her comeuppance for onct,
wid her airs and graces and her slams about the house her father
was brought up in!"

Pat was not allowed to have dinner in the dining room.  For
punishment she must eat in the kitchen.  To be punished because she
had stood up for Silver Bush.  It was too much.

"I'd RATHER eat here with you, Judy, any time," she sobbed.  "But
it's my FEELINGS that are hurt."

There was balm in Gilead.  Aunt Helen was so shocked at Pat's
behaviour that there was no question of inviting her to Summerside.
Winnie went with her.  Pat made her peace with the family . . .
none of whom cared much for the spoiled Norma . . . and she and Sid
and Judy picked the bones of the sacrificial turkeys before they
went to bed, while Judy told them all about Norma's grandmother on
the mother's side.

"Oh, oh, it's the quare one she was and the foolish things she wud
be saying.  Her poor husband was long in dying and she did be after
grudging him ivery breath he drew.  'If he lives too long I'll
niver get another man,' she sez to me, time and time again,
mournful like.  And nather she did.  He hung on till he spiled her
chances and it wasn't Judy Plum that was sorry for her, I'm telling


The Shadow of Fear


No sooner had Winnie gone than winter came in a day.  Pat's round
window was thick furred with snow; the Whispering Lane was filled
with huge drifts through which dad and Uncle Tom shovelled a
fascinating narrow path until they met at the gate.  The piles of
stones in the Old Part of the orchard were marble pyramids.  The
Hill of the Mist shone like silver.  The hill field was a dazzling
white sheet.  Even the stony field was beautiful.  Pat remembered
that the Secret Field must be lovely, with Wood Queen and Fern
Princess standing guard.

The grave-yard was filled almost to the level of the paling.

"Sure and aven Wild Dick wud find it hard to get out av that," said
Judy, busy providing comforts for cold little creatures . . . cats
and dogs and chickens and children.

Pat liked a big storm.  Especially did she love to snuggle in warm,
fluffy blankets and defy the great, dark, wintry night outside her
cosy room, hugging her hot water bottle.  A hot water bottle was
such a nice thing.  You kneaded your toes in it; when your feet
were warm as warm could be you held it close in your arms: and
finally you put it against the cold spot in your back.  And the
first thing you knew it was morning and the sun was shining through
the drift . . . and the hot water bag was unpleasantly like a
clammy dead rat just behind you.

It was rather nice, too, to have one's room all to oneself; still,
she missed Winnie terribly . . . the blue laughter of her eyes . . .
the silver music of her voice.

"Just two more weeks and Winnie'll be home," she counted

It was in school that she heard it.  Of course it was May Binnie
who told her.

"So your Aunt Helen is going to adopt Winnie."

Pat stared at her.

"She isn't."

May giggled.

"Fancy your not knowing.  Of course she is.  It's a great thing for
Winnie, ma says.  And it might have been you if you hadn't slapped
Norma's face."

Pat stood staring at May.  Something had fallen over her spirit
like the cold grey light that swept over the world before a snow
squall in November.  She was too chilled to resent the fact that
Sid must have told May about her slapping Norma.  There was no room
for any but the one terrible thought.  It was only afternoon recess
but Pat rushed to the porch, snatched her hat and coat, and started
home, stumbling wildly along the deep-rutted, drifted road.  Oh, to
get home to mother . . . mother now, not Judy.  Judy did for little
griefs but for this, only mother . . . to tell her this ghastly
thing was not true . . . that nobody had ever thought of such a
thing as Winnie going to live with Aunt Helen.

"Oh, oh, and what's bringing ye home so early?" cried Judy, as Pat
stumbled, half-frozen, into the kitchen.  "Ye've niver walked all
that way in thim roads . . . and yer Uncle Tom was going for ye all
in his fine new pung."

"Where's mother?" gasped Pat.

"Mother, is it?  Sure yer dad and her is gone over to the Bay
Shore.  They phoned over that yer Aunt Frances was down with
pewmony.  Whativer is it that's the matter wid the child?"

But for the first time Pat had nothing to say to Judy.  The
question she had to ask could not be asked of Judy.  Judy, rather
huffed, let her alone, and Pat ranged the deserted house like a
restless ghost.  Oh, how empty it was!  Nobody there . . . neither
mother nor father nor Cuddles.  Nor Winnie!  And perhaps Winnie
would never be back.  Suppose her laugh would never be heard again
at Silver Bush!

"Something's been happening in school," reflected Judy uneasily.
"I'm hoping she didn't get into a ruckus wid her lady tacher.  I
niver cud be knowing what the trustees mint be hiring ould Arthur
Saint's girl for a tacher, wid her hair the colour av a rid brick."

Pat could eat no supper.  Bed-time came and still father and mother
were not back.  Pat cried herself to sleep.  But she awoke in the
night . . . sat up . . . remembered sickeningly.  Everything was
quiet.  The wind had gone down and Silver Bush was cracking in the
frost.  Through her window she could see the faint light of stars
over the dark fir trees that grew along the dyke between the Silver
Bush and Swallowfield pastures.  Pat found just then that things
always seem worse in the dark.  She felt she could not live another
minute without knowing the truth.

Resolutely she got out of bed and lighted her candle.  Resolutely
the small white figure marched down the silent hall, past Joe's
room and the Poet's room to father's and mother's room.  Yes, they
were home, sound asleep.  A fragrant adorable Cuddles was curled up
in her little crib but for the first time Pat did not gloat over

Long Alec and his tired wife, just fallen soundly asleep after a
cold drive over vile roads, were wakened to see a desperate little
face bending over them.

"Child, what's the matter?  Are you sick?"

"Oh, dad, Aunt Helen isn't going to adopt Winnie?  She isn't, is
she, dad?"

"Look here, Pat."  Dad was stern.  "Have you come here and wakened
your mother and me just to ask that?"

"Oh, dad, I HAD to know."

Mother understandingly put a slender hand on Pat's shaking arm.

"Darling, she's not going to adopt her . . . but she may keep her
for awhile and send her to school.  It would really be a great
thing for Winnie."

"Do you mean . . . Winnie wouldn't come back HERE?"

"It isn't settled yet.  Aunt Helen only threw out a hint.  Of
course Winnie'll be home OFTEN. . . ."


The following week of dark, tortured days was the hardest Pat had
ever known in her life.  She could not eat and the sight of
Winnie's vacant place at meals reduced her to tears.  Her family
found it rather hard to make excuses for what they thought was her
unreasonable behaviour.

"Just humour her a liddle," pleaded Judy.  "She's that worked up
and miserable she doesn't know which ind of her is up.  A bird
cudn't be living on what she ates."

"You spoil her, Judy," said Long Alec severely.  He was out of
patience with Pat's moping.

"Iverybody do be the better for a bit av sp'iling now and thin,"
said Judy loyally.  But she tried to bring Pat into a more
reasonable frame of mind.

"Don't ye want Winnie to get an eddication?"

"She could get an education at home," sobbed Pat.

"Not much av a one.  Oh, oh, I'd have ye know the Gardiners don't
be like the Binnies.  'We're not going to eddicate Suzanne,' sez me
Madam Binnie.  'Soon as she'd get through Quane's she'd marry and
the money'd be wasted.'  No, no, me jewel, the Gardiners are a
differunt brade av cats.  Winnie's thirteen.  Sure and she'll soon
be wanting to study for her intrance and who's ould Arthur Saint's
daughter for that I'm asking ye?  Ye'll niver convince me she knows
a word av the Lating and French."

"English is good enough for anybody," protested Pat.

"Ye'll find it isn't good enough for Quane's," retorted Judy.
"Winnie'd be able to go to the Summerside schools and yer Aunt
Helen cud do more for her than yer dad iver can, wid his one small
farm and the five av ye ating it up.  Now, stop fretting, me jewel,
and come and cut rags for me while I do a bit av hooking."

Then came the letter from Aunt Helen for dad.  Pat, her hands
locked behind her so that no one should see them trembling, stood
mutely by while Long Alec deliberately tried on two pairs of
spectacles, scrutinised the stamp, remarked that Helen had always
been a pretty writer, hunted up a knife to slit the envelope . . .
took out the letter.  Outside in the yard somebody was laughing.
How dared anybody laugh at such a moment?

"Helen says Brian is bringing Winnie home Saturday," he announced
casually.  "So I guess she's given up the notion of keeping her.  I
always thought she would.  So that's that."

"Oh, I MUST be flying," thought Pat as she ran to tell Judy.  Judy
admitted satisfaction.

"It do be just as well I'm thinking.  Helen was always a bit of a
crank.  And I'm not thinking it's a wise-like thing to break up a
family inny sooner than nade be."

"Isn't a family one of the loveliest things in the world, Judy?"
cried Pat.  "And oh, look at Gentleman Tom.  Isn't he sitting

"Oh, oh, it's the different looking girl ye are from the morning.
Iverything plazes ye to-night, aven the way a poor cat arranges his
hams," chuckled Judy, who was overjoyed to see her darling happy

Pat ran out in the twilight to tell the good news to the silver
bush and the leafless maples.  She looked with eyes of love at the
old, snow-roofed house drawing its cloak of trees around it in the
still mild winter evening.  Even in winter Silver Bush was lovely
because of what it sheltered and hoped for.

Then she ran back in and up to the garret to set a light for
Jingle.  Jingle had been her only comfort during the past dreadful
week.  Even Sid hadn't seemed to worry much whether Winnie came
home or not.  He hoped she would, of course, but he didn't lose
sleep over it.  Jingle had always assured Pat she would.  Who, he
thought, wouldn't come back to Silver Bush if she could?  So now he
came to share in Pat's joy.  The two of them waded back along
Jordan to Happiness; it was buried in snow but the Haunted Spring
was still running freshly, hung about with jewels.  How lovely the
silvery world was . . . how lovely the white hills of snow!  They
did not get home till nearly eight and Judy scolded.

"I'm not having ye roaming off wid any Jingle if ye can't be home
and to bed at the proper time."

"What is the proper time for going to bed, Judy?" laughed Pat.
Every word was a laugh with Pat to-night.  And oh, how good supper

"Sure now and ye're asking a question that's niver been answered,"
chuckled Judy.

Saturday came with more March wind and snow.  Oh, it shouldn't
storm the day Winnie was coming home.  Perhaps Uncle Brian wouldn't
bring her if it stormed.  But in the late afternoon the sun came
out below the storm cloud and made a dazzling fair world.  The
rooms of Silver Bush were all filled with a golden light from the
clearing western sky.  All the gardens and yards and orchards were
pranked out with the exquisite shadows of leafless trees.

And then they came, right out of the heart of the wild winter
sunset.  Winnie was very glad Aunt Helen had decided not to keep

"She said I laughed too much and it got on her nerves," Winnie told
Pat.  "Besides, I put pepper in the potatoes instead of salt the
day her maid was away . . . oh, by mistake of course.  That settled
it.  She said I had the makings of a sloppy housekeeper."

"Silver Bush is GLAD to hear you laugh," whispered Pat, hugging her

The storm came up again in the night.  Pat woke up and heard it
. . . remembered that everything was all right and sank happily to
sleep again.  What difference now how much it stormed?  All her
dear ones were near her, safe under the same kindly roof.  Dad and
mother and little Cuddles . . . Joe and Sidney . . . Judy in her
own eyrie, with her black Gentleman Tom curled up at her feet . . .
Thursday and Snicklefritz behind the kitchen stove.  And Winnie was
home . . . home to stay!


Elizabeth Happens


"I smell spring!" Pat cried rapturously, sniffing the air one day
. . . the day she discovered the first tiny feathery green sprays of
caraway along the borders of the Whispering Lane.  That same night
the frogs had begun to sing in the Field of the Pool.  She and
Jingle heard them when they were coming home in the "dim" from

"I love frogs," said Pat.

Jingle wasn't sure he liked frogs.  Their music was so sad and
silver and far away it always made him think of his mother.

Never, Pat reflected, looking back over her long life of almost
nine years, had there been such a lovely spring.  Never had the
long, rolling fields around Silver Bush been so green: never had
the gay trills of song in the maple by the well been so sweet:
never had there been such wonderful evenings full of the scent of
lilacs: and never had there been anything so beautiful as the young
wild cherry tree in Happiness or the little wild plum that hung
over the fence in the Secret Field.  She and Sid went back to pay a
call on their field one Sunday afternoon, to see how it had got
through the winter.  It was always spring there before it was
spring anywhere else.  Their spruces tossed them an airy welcome
and the wild plum was another lovely secret to be shared.

Everything was so CLEAN in spring, Pat thought.  No weeds . . . no
long grass . . . no fallen leaves.  And all over the house the
wholesome smell of newly-cleaned rooms.  For Judy and mother had
been papering and scrubbing and washing and ironing and polishing
for weeks.  Pat and Winnie helped them in the evenings after
school.  It was lovely to make Silver Bush as beautiful as it could
be made.

"Sure and I do be getting spring fever in me bones," said Judy one
night.  The next day she was down with flu; it ran through the
whole family . . . lightly, with one exception.  Pat had it hard
. . . "as she do be having iverything, the poor darlint," thought
Judy . . . and did not pick up rapidly.  Aunt Helen came down
unexpectedly one day and decreed that Pat needed a change.  In the
twinkling of an eye it was decided that Pat was to go to Elmwood
for three weeks.

Pat didn't want to go.  She had never been away from Silver Bush
overnight and three weeks of nights seemed an eternity.  But nobody
paid any heed to her protestations and the dread morning came when
father was to take her to Summerside.  Jingle was over and they
ate breakfast together, sitting on the sandstone steps, with the
sun rising redly over the Hill of the Mist and the cherry trees
along the dyke throwing sprays of pearly blossoms against the blue
sky. . . .

Pat was more resigned, having begun to thrill a little to the
excitement about her.  After all, it was nice to be quite
important.  Sid was blue . . . or envious . . . and Jingle was
undoubtedly blue.  Cuddles was crying because she had got it into
her small golden head that something was going to happen to Pat.
And Judy was warning her not to forget to write.  Forget!  Was it

"And you must write me, Judy," said Pat anxiously.

"Oh, oh, I don't be much av a hand at writing letters," said Judy
dubiously.  The truth being that Judy hadn't written any kind of a
letter for over twenty years.  "I'm thinking ye'll have to depind
on the rest av the folks for letters but sind me a scrape av the
pin now and agin for all that."

Pat had put her three favourite dolls to bed in her doll house and
got Judy to put it away for her in the blue chest.  She had bid
tearful farewells to every room in the house and every tree within
calling distance and to her own face in the water of the well.
Snicklefritz and McGinty and Thursday had been hugged and wept
over.  Then came the awful ordeal of saying good-bye to everybody.
Judy's last glimpse of Pat was a rather tragic little face peering
out of the back window of the car.

"Sure and this is going to be the lonesome place till she comes
back," sighed Judy.


Pat had no sooner arrived at Elmwood than she wrote mother a
pitiful letter entreating to be taken home.  That first night at
Elmwood was a rather dreadful one.  The big, old-fashioned bed,
with its tent canopy hung with yellowed net, was so huge she felt
lost in it.  And at home mother or Judy would be standing at the
kitchen door calling everybody in out of the dark.  "O . . . w!"
Pat gave a smothered yelp of anguish at the thought.  But . . .

"This is just a visit.  I'll soon be home again . . . in just
twenty-one days," she reminded herself bravely.

Her next letter to Judy was more cheerful.  Pat had discovered that
there were some pleasant things about visiting.  Uncle Brian's
house was quite near and Aunt Helen was surprisingly kind and nice
in her own home.  It was quite exciting to be taken down town every
day and see all the entrancing things in the store windows.
Sometimes Norma and Amy took her down Saturday evenings when the
windows were lighted up and looked like fairyland, especially the
druggist's, where there were such beautiful coloured bottles of
blue and ruby and purple.

"Aunt Helen's house is very fine," wrote Pat, beginning also to
discover that she liked writing letters.  "It is much more splendid
than the Bay Shore house.  And Uncle Brian's is finer still.  But I
wouldn't let on to Norma that I thought it fine because she has
always bragged so about it.  She said to me, 'Isn't it handsomer
than Silver Bush?' and I said, 'Yes, much handsomer but not half so

"I like Uncle Brian better now.  He shook hands with me just as if
I was grown up.  Norma is as stuck-up as ever but Amy is nice.
Aunt Helen has a plaster Paris dog on the dining-room mantel that
looks just like Sam Binnie.  Aunt Helen says all Amasa Taylor's
apple trees were nawed to death by mice last winter.  Oh, Judy, I
hope our apple trees will never be nawed by mice.  Please tell
father not to name the new red calf till I come home.  It won't be
long now . . . only fourteen more days.  Don't forget to give
Thursday his milk every night, Judy, and please put a little cream
in it.  Are the columbines and the bleeding-heart out yet?  I hope
Cuddles won't grow too much before I get back.

"Aunt Helen gave me a new dress.  She says it is a sensible dress.
I don't like sensible dresses much.  And there are no Sunday
raisins here.

"Aunt Helen is a perfect housekeeper.  The neighbours say you could
eat your porridge off her floor but she never puts enough salt in
her porridge so I don't like to eat it anywhere.

"Uncle Brian says Jim Hartley will come to a bad end.  Jim lives
next door and it is exciting to look at him and wonder what the end
will be.  Do you think he may be hung, Judy?

"Aunt Helen lets me drink tea.  She says it is all nonsense the way
they bring up children nowadays not to drink tea.

"Old cousin George Gardiner told me I didn't look much like my
mother.  He said mother had been a beauty in her day.  It made me
feel he was disappointed in me.  He praised Norma and Amy for their
good looks.  I don't mind how much he praises their looks but I
can't bear to hear their house praised.  I think bay windows are

"Oh, Judy, I do hope everything will stay just the same at Silver
Bush till I get back."

It was wildly exciting to get letters from home . . . "Miss
Patricia Gardiner, Elmwood, Summerside."  Jingle wrote the nicest
letters because he told her things no one else thought of telling
her . . . how the Silver Bush folks were pestered with squirrels in
the garret and Judy was clean wild . . . how the sheep laurel was
out in Happiness . . . what apple trees had the most bloom . . .
how Joe had cut off Gentleman Tom's whiskers but Judy said they
would grow in all right again . . . how the barn cat had kittens
. . . and, most wonderful of all, how the farm with the Long Lonely
House had been sold to some strange man who was coming there to
live.  Pat was thrilled over this: but it was terrible to think of
these things happening and she not there to see them.

"Only ten days more," said Pat, looking at the calendar.  "Only ten
days more and I'll be home."

Judy did not write but she sent messages in everybody's letters.
"Tell her the house do be that lonely for her," was the one Pat
liked best, and "that skinny beau of yours do be looking as if he
was sent for and couldn't go," was the one she liked least.

Pat found Aunt Jessie's afternoon tea, which she was giving for a
visiting friend, very tiresome.  Norma and Amy were too much taken
up with their own doings to bother with her, her head ached with
the crowd and the lights and the chatter . . . "they sound just
like Uncle Tom's geese when they all start chattering at once,"
thought Pat unkindly.  She slipped away upstairs to seek a quiet
spot where she could sit and dream of Silver Bush and found it in
Uncle Brian's snuggery at the end of the hall.  But when she pulled
aside the curtain to creep into the window seat it was already
occupied.  A little girl of about her own age was curled up in the
corner . . . a girl who had been crying but who now looked up at
Pat with half appealing, half defiant eyes . . . beautiful eyes . . .
large, dreamy, grey eyes . . . the loveliest eyes Pat had ever
seen, with long lashes quilling darkly around them.  And there was
something besides beauty in the eyes . . . Pat could not have told
what it was . . . only it gave her a queer feeling that she had
known this girl always.  Perhaps the stranger felt something of the
same when she looked into Pat's eyes.  Or perhaps it was Pat's
smile . . . already "little Pat Gardiner's smile" was, unknown to
Pat, becoming a clan tradition.  At all events she suddenly shook
back her thick brown curls, drew her feet under her, and pointed to
the opposite corner of the seat with a welcoming smile on her
small, flower-like face.  They were good friends before they spoke
a word to each other.

Pat hopped in and squirmed down.  The heavy blue velvet curtain
swung behind her, cutting them off from the world.  Outside, the
boughs of a pine tree screened the window.  They were alone
together.  They looked at each other and smiled again.

"I'm Patricia Gardiner of Silver Bush," said Pat.

"I'm Elizabeth Wilcox . . . but they call me Bets," said the girl.

"Why, that's the name of the man who has bought the Long Lonely
House Farm at North Glen," cried Pat.

Bets nodded.

"Yes, that's dad.  And that's why I've been crying.  I . . . don't
want to go away down there . . . so far from everybody."

"It's not far from me," said Pat eagerly.

Bets seemed to find comfort in this.

"Isn't it . . . really?"

"Just a cat's walk, as Judy says.  Right up a hill from Silver
Bush.  And it's a lovely old house.  I'm so fond of it.  I've
always wanted to see a light in it.  Oh, I'm glad you're coming to
it, Bets."

Bets blinked the last tears out of her eyes and thought she might
be glad, too.  They sat there together and talked until there was a
hue and cry through the house for them and Bets was dragged away by
the aunt who had brought her to the party.  But by this time she
and Pat knew all that was worth while knowing about each other's


"Oh, Judy," Pat wrote that night, "I've found the dearest friend.
Her name is Bets Wilcox and she is coming to live at the Long
Lonely House.  It will soon have a light in its windows now.  Her
full name is Elizabeth Gertrude and she is so pretty, far prettier
than Norma, and we've promised each other that we'll always be
faithful till death us do part.  Just think, Judy, this time
yesterday I didn't know there was such a person in the world.  Aunt
Helen says she is very delicate and that is why her father has sold
his farm which is kind of low and marshy and he thinks the Long
House farm will be healthier.

"I never thought I could like any one outside my own family as much
as I like Bets.  It was Norma found us in the window seat and I
guess she was jealous because she sniffed and said, 'Birds of a
feather, I suppose,' and when I said yes she said to Bets, 'You
mustn't cut her out with Hilary Gordon.  She's his girl you know.'
I said . . . very dignified, Judy . . . 'I am not his girl.  We are
just good friends.'  I told Bets all about Jingle and she said we
ought to try to make his life happier and she thinks it's awful
silly to talk about a boy being your beau when he is just a friend
and she says we can't think about beaus for at least seven years
yet.  I said I was never going to think of them but Bets said they
might be nice to have when you grew up.

"But oh, Judy, I haven't told you the strangest thing.  Bets and I
were born on the same day.  That makes us a kind of twins, doesn't
it?  And we both love poetry PASSIONATELY.  Bets says that Mr.
George Palmer, who lives on the farm next to them, found out his
son was writing poetry and whipped him for it.  Bets is going to
lend me a fairy story called The Honey Stew of the Countess Bertha.
She says there is a lovely ghost in it.

"Oh, Judy, day after to-morrow I'll be home.  It seems too good to
be true."


"The best part of a visit is getting home," said Pat.

Uncle Brian drove her down to Silver Bush one evening.  To Uncle
Brian it meant a pleasant half-hour's run after a tiresome day in
the office.  To Pat it meant a breath-taking return from exile.  It
was dark and she could see only the lights of the North Glen
farmsteads but she knew them all.  Mr. French's light and the Floyd
light, Jimmy Card's light and the lights of Silverbridge away off
to the right; the Robinsons' light . . . the Robinsons had been
away for months but they must be home again.  How nice to see their
light in its old place!  The dark roads were strange but it was
their own strangeness . . . a strangeness she knew.  And then the
home lane . . . wasn't that Joe's whistle? . . . and the friendly
old trees waving their hands at her . . . and the house with all
its windows alight to welcome her . . . Gentleman Tom sitting on
the gate-post and all the family to run out and meet her . . .
except dad who had to go to a political meeting at Silverbridge.
And Cuddles, who was two years old and hadn't said a word yet, to
the secret worry of everybody, suddenly crowed out, "Pat," clearly
and distinctly.  Jingle and McGinty were there, too, and supper in
the kitchen with crisp, golden-brown rolls and fried brook trout
Jingle had caught in Jordan for her.  Judy wore a new drugget dress
and the broadest of smiles.  Nothing was changed.  Pat had been
secretly afraid they might have moved some of the furniture about
. . . that the kittens in the picture might have grown up or King
William and his white horse got across the Boyne.  It was beautiful
to see the moon rising over her own fields.  She loved to hear the
North Glen dogs barking from farm to farm.

"Did Joe really cut off Gentleman Tom's whiskers, Judy?"

"Sure he did that same, the spalpane, and a funnier looking baste
ye niver saw, but they're growing in agin fine."

"I'll have to get acquainted with everything all over again," said
Pat joyfully.  "Won't dad be home before I go to bed, Judy?"

"It's not likely," said Judy . . . who had her own reasons for
wanting Pat to get a good night's rest before she saw Long Alec.

Her own dear room . . . such a quiet pleasant happy little room . . .
and her own dear bed waiting for her.  Then the fun of getting up
in the morning and seeing everything by daylight.  The garden had
grown beyond belief but it knew her . . . oh, it knew her.  She
flew about and kissed all the trees, even the cross little spruce
tree at the gate she had never really liked, it was so grumpy.  She
flung a kiss to Pat in the well.  Life was TOO sweet.

And then she saw father coming from the barn!

They got her comforted after awhile though for a time Judy thought
she had them beat.  Long Alec had to promise he would let his
moustache grow again immediately before she would stop crying.

"Sure and I told ye what a shock it wud be to her," Judy said
reproachfully to Long Alec.  "Ye know how hard she takes inny
change and ye shud av waited until she had her fun out av coming
home afore ye shaved it off."

It was a subdued Pat who went along the Whispering Lane to see the
folks at Swallowfield and be rejoiced over by an uncle and aunts
who had missed her sadly.  But still it was lovely to be back home.
And thank goodness Uncle Tom hadn't shaved HIS whiskers off!


The Rescue of Pepper


As a matter of fact Long Alec never let his moustache grow again
after all.  When he asked Pat gravely about it, Pat, having got
used to seeing him without it, decided she rather liked the look of
him as he was.  Besides, as she candidly told Judy, it was nicer
for kissing.  She had another cry on the day when Winnie's famous
golden curls were bobbed at last . . . and a shingle bob at that.
And yet, when Winnie had been bobbed for a week, it seemed as if
she had been bobbed always.

Judy's disapproval lasted longer.

"Making a b'y out av her," sniffed Judy, as she put the shorn curls
tenderly away in her glory box.  "Oh, oh, it's not meself that do
be knowing what the girls av to-day are coming to.  Trying to make
thimselves into min and not succading very well at that.  Sure and
they'll all be bald as nuts be the time they're fifty and that's
one comfort."

Worse than the bobbing as far as Pat was concerned was the notion
Winnie took one day in Sunday School that she would be a missionary
when she grew up and go to India.  Pat worried for weeks over it,
despite Judy's philosophy.

"Oh, oh, don't borry trouble so far ahead, Patsy dear.  She cudn't
go for all av tin years yet at the laste and a big lot av water
will have run down yer Jordan be that time.  So just sit ye down
and have a liddle bite av me bishop's bread and niver be minding
Winnie's romantic notions av religion."

"I suppose it's very wicked of me not to want her to be a
missionary," sighed Pat.  "But India is so far away.  Do you think,
Judy, it would be wrong for me to pray that Winnie will change her
mind before she grows up?"

"Oh, oh, I wudn't be meddling much wid that kind of praying," said
Judy, looking very wise.  "Ye niver can tell how it will be turning
out, Patsy dear.  I've known minny a quare answer in me time.  Just
trust to the chanct that Winnie'll change her mind av her own
accord.  It's a safe bet wid inny girl."

Pat ate her bishop's bread . . . made from a recipe Judy had
brought from Australia and would never give to any one.  She had
promised to will it to Pat, however.

The latter still had a grievance.

"Mr. James Robinson has gone and cut down that row of spruce trees
along the fence in his cow-pasture.  I just can't forgive him."

"Listen at her.  Sure and hadn't the man a right to do what he
liked wid his own?  Though ye wudn't catch inny Robinson planting a
tree be chanct.  Not they.  It's aisier to cut down and destroy."

"They weren't his trees half as much as they were mine," said Pat
stubbornly.  "He didn't love them and I did.  I used to watch the
red sunrise behind them in the mornings when I woke up.  They were
so lovely and clear and dark against it.  And don't you remember
them in the silver thaw last winter, Judy . . . how they just
looked like a row of funny old women that had got caught in a
shower without umbrellas walking along one behind the other?"

It was a great day for Pat when the Wilcoxes moved to the Long
House farm and for the first time in her recollection a light shone
down from its windows that night.  It gave Pat such delightful
little thrills of comradeship to help Bets get settled.  Mr. and
Mrs. Wilcox were quiet folks who adored Bets and gave her her own
way in everything.  This might have spoiled some children but Bets
was too sweet and wholesome by nature to be easily spoiled.  She
was allowed to pick the wall-paper for her own room and Pat went to
Silverbridge with her to help choose it.  They both liked the same
one . . . a pale green with rose sprays on it.  Pat could see it
already on the walls of that long room, dim with fir shadows, which
had been assigned to Bets.

"Oh, isn't this house glad to have people living in it again," she
exulted.  "It will always be the Long House but it won't be lonely
any more."

Judy was secretly well pleased that Pat had a girl friend of her
own age at last.  Judy had always felt worried over the fact that
Pat had none.  Winnie had half a dozen chums, but Pat, although she
got on well enough with the girls at school, had never been closely
drawn to any of them.

"Bets is the prettiest girl in school now," she told Judy proudly.
"May Binnie can't hold a candle to her . . . and oh, doesn't May
hate her!  But every one else loves her.  I love her DREADFULLY,

"I wudn't be after loving her too much," warned Judy.  "Not too
much, Patsy dear."

"As if any one could be loved too much!" scoffed Pat.  But Judy
shook her head.

"She'll never comb grey hairs, that one.  Sure and that liddle face
av hers do be having a bloom that's not av earth," she muttered to
herself, thinking of Bets' too brilliant roses and the strange look
that went and came in her eyes, as if she had some secret source of
happiness no one else knew.  Perhaps Bets' charm lay in that look.
For charm she had.  Every one felt it, old and young.

"Some of the girls in school are jealous because Bets is MY chum,"
Pat told Judy.  "They've tried and tried to get her away.  But Bets
and I just hang together.  We're twins really, Judy.  And every day
I find out something new about her.  Sometimes we call each other
Gertrude and Margaret.  We are so sorry for out middle names
because they are never used.  We think they feel bad about it.  But
that is one of our secrets.  I like NICE secrets.  May Binnie told
me a secret last week and it was a horrid one.  Oh, Judy, aren't
you glad the Wilcoxes have come to the Long House?"

"I am that.  It's a trate to have good neighbours.  And George
Wilcox do be a quiet inoffensive man enough.  But his dad, old
Geordie, was a terror to snakes in his time.  Whin he got in one av
his fine rages I've seen him grab the pudding from the pot and
throw it out av the door.  And that stubborn he was.  Whin they
voted in church to set for prayers d'ye think me fine Geordie wud
do it?  Not be a jugful.  Stiff as a ram-rod wud he stand up, wid
his back to the minister, and his legs a yard apart and glare over
the congregation.  Oh, oh, he's in heaven now, poor man, and I hope
he lets the angels have a bit av their own way."

"What funny things you do remember about people, Judy," giggled

"Remimber, is it?  Sure thin and it isn't a funny thing I remimber
about Geordie's cousin, Matt Wilcox.  HE was be way av having a rat
or two in his garret.  Thought he was haunted by a divil."

"Haunted by a devil?"  Pat had a real thrill.

"I'm telling ye.  But his fam'ly didn't be worrying much over until
he tuk to liking to hear the cratur's talk.  Said its conversation
was rale interesting.  They tuk him to the asylum thin but sorra a
bit did he care, for his divil went wid him.  He lived there for
years, rale happy and continted as long as they'd just let him sit
quiet and listen.  Thin one day they found him crying fit to break
his heart.  'Sure,' sez he, 'me divil has gone back to his own
place and what I'm to do now for a bit av entertainment I don't
know.'  They tuk him home quite cured but he always said there
niver was inny rale flavour in innything folks said to him the rist
av his life.  He said he missed the tang av . . . oh, oh, av a
place I'll not be mintioning to ye, Patsy dear."

"I suppose you mean hell," said Pat coolly, much to Judy's horror.
"I'm sure I hear it often enough.  Uncle Tom's man is always
telling things to go there.  Uncle Tom says he just can't help it."

"Oh, oh, maybe he can't at that.  He's ould Andy Taylor's grandson
and ould Andy had a great gift av swearing.  He was the only man in
South Glen that ever did be swearing.  Sure and nobody else had the
heart to try whin they'd heard what ould Andy cud do.  Swearing and
laughing he always was, the ould scallywag.  'As long as I can
laugh at things I'll get along widout God,' sez he.  'Whin I can't
laugh I'll turn to him,' sez he.  Whin his own son died he laughed
and sez, 'Poor b'y, he's been saved a lot av trouble,' sez he.
Whin his wife died he sez, 'There's one mistake corrected,' sez he.
But whin ould Soapy John, that he'd hated and quarrelled wid all
his life, fell out av his buggy and bruk his neck he sez, 'This is
too funny to laugh at,' sez he, 'I'll have to be going to church
and getting religion,' sez he.  And niver a Sunday he missed from
that to the day av his death."


Pat had never had such a happy summer.  It was lovely to have some
one to walk to and from school with.  Sid was drifting more and
more to the companionship of the other boys, although he and Pat
still had their beautiful hours of prowling in the fields or
hunting eggs in the barn or looking for strayed turkeys in the

Sometimes Bets would come down to Silver Bush where she and Pat had
a playhouse among the birches.  Time and again Judy let them have
their suppers in it.  It was so romantic and adventurous to have
meals out of doors, finishing up with a dessert of ruby red
currants eaten off a lettuce leaf.  Or they sat in the moonlight at
the kitchen door and listened to Judy's stories of ghosts and
fairies and ancestors and "grey people" that haunted apple orchards
in the dusks of eve and morn.  No wonder that Pat had to go clear
up to the Long House with Bets afterwards.  Pat was so pickled in
Judy's stories that they only gave her thrills.  Bets had the
thrills, too, but if her father and mother had known the extent of
Judy's repertoire they might not have been so complacent over Bets'
visits to Silver Bush.

They helped Judy makes her cheeses . . . for the last time.  The
decree had gone forth that henceforth all the milk must be sent to
the factory and the cheese bought there.

"Oh, Judy, I WISH things didn't have to change."

"But they do, Patsy dear.  That do be life.  And yer dad nades all
the money he can be getting for his milk.  But there'll niver be a
bit av dacent flavoured cheese at Silver Bush agin.  Factory cheese
indade!" sniffed Judy rebelliously.

Sometimes Pat would go up to the Long House . . . by a fascinating
path up the hill fields . . . a path you always felt happy on, as
if the fairies had traced it.  She found something new to love
every time she traversed it . . . some sunny fern corner or mossy
log or baby tree.  You went along the Whispering Lane and across
the end of Uncle Tom's garden and there was your path.  The first
outpost of this land of fairy was a big clump of spruce trees where
Pat generally lingered to pick a "chew" of gum.  Then there was a
brook . . . a tiny thread of a brook that ran into Jordan . . .
with a lady silver birch hanging over the log bridge.  Beyond it a
meadow cross-cut enticed you in daisies with an old pine at the top
that always seemed to be waiting for something, Pat thought.  Then
it ran along an upland dyke where you could pick bouquets of long-
stemmed strawberries in the crevices and look down far over the
lowlands and groves to the sea.  Sometimes Bets would come to meet
her here . . . or again she would be waving at her from one of her
windows as Pat came through the spruces on the hill.  Then Silver
Bush and the world Pat knew dropped out of sight and before them
were the bush-dotted fields of the Long House farm and the shining
loops of the Silverbridge river.  And it was wonderful just to be

The tragedy of that summer was Thursday's death.  Poor Thursday was
missing for a couple of days and was found lying stiff and stark on
the well platform one morning, having dragged himself home to die.

"Judy, it's dreadful that cats can't live as long as we do," sighed
Pat.  "You just have time to get so fond of them . . . and they
die.  Judy, do you think it hurt poor Thursday very much to die?"

Pat took it pretty hard but Thursday had been away a good deal all
summer, sometimes for weeks at a time, and Pepper and Salt, two
adorable kittens, one smoky grey, one grey and white, with a pansy
face, had crept into Pat's heart for her consolation.  They had an
affecting funeral at which Sid and Jingle were pallbearers and Salt
and Pepper reluctant mourners with huge black bows around their
necks.  Pat and Bets made wreaths of wild flowers for the dead
pussy.  Pat wanted to bury him in the grave-yard, between Weeping
Willy and Wild Dick, because he seemed so much like one of the
family.  But Judy was horrified at the idea; so they buried
Thursday in the little glade among the spruces where the other
Silver Bush cats slept the sleep that knows no waking.  Clever Bets
wrote an epitaph in verse for him and Jingle burnt it on a board.
Thursday's funeral was always remembered in Silver Bush annals
because Cuddles inadvertently sat down on a Scotch thistle after it
and only Pat could comfort her.  Cuddles always turned to Pat in
her woes.

"At least I suppose I can put flowers on Thursday's grave," said
Pat a little defiantly.  She found it hard to forgive Judy for
refusing Thursday the grave-yard.


There was a terrible time one soft, golden end of a rainy day when
Pepper fell into the well.  Pepper had a knack of getting into
trouble.  It was only the preceding Sunday night that he had walked
up Judy's back and danced on her shoulders when they were all at
family prayers in the Little Parlour.  Sid had disgraced himself by
laughing out and dad had been very angry.

Pepper was missing one evening when Pat put his saucer of milk on
the well platform and when Pat called him lamentable shrieks were
heard from somewhere.  But from WHERE?  Pat and Bets hunted
everywhere a cat could possibly be but no Pepper.  Only those
piteous cries that seemed to come now from the sky, now from the
silver bush, now from the grave-yard.

"Sure and the cratur's bewitched," cried Judy.  "He can't be far
off but I'm bate to say where."

Bets finally solved the mystery.

"He's in the well," she cried.

Pat ran to it with a shriek of despair.  Nothing could be seen in
the dim depths but there was no doubt that Pepper was down there
somewhere.  As they looked down the shrieks redoubled.

"The water's calm as a clock," said Judy.  "Where has the baste got
to?  Oh, oh, I'm seeing.  Look at the eyes av him blazing.  He must
have fell in the water but me brave Pepper has climbed out on that
liddle shelf av rock between the stones and the water.  Listen at
him.  He'll split his throat.  And well may he wail for I'm blist
if I can be seeing how we're to get him up, what wid yer dad and
the b'ys away to the Bay Shore and not likely back till midnight.
This do be a tommyshaw."

"We CAN'T leave him there all night," cried Pat in agony.  She flew
to the garret to set the signal light.  If only Jingle would see
it!  Jingle had been spending most of his evenings grubbing young
spruces out of a big field Mr. Gordon wanted to clean up, but he
saw Pat's light as he tramped home and in a few minutes he and
McGinty were in the Silver Bush yard.  McGinty, when he found out
what was the trouble, sat down and howled antiphonally to Pepper's
yells.  It was a doleful duet.

"Oh, Jingle, can't YOU save Pepper?" implored Pat.

Jingle was a rather comical knight-errant, to be sure, with his
frayed trousers and dark glasses and "raggedy hair," but he came
promptly and practically to the help of lady fair.  The three of
them, aided by Judy, dragged a ladder from the barn and contrived,
goodness knew how, to get it down the well.  Down went Jingle,
while Pat and Bets prevented McGinty from a suicidal leap after
him.  Terrible moments of suspense.  Up came Jingle, grasping a
forlorn, dripping kitten who promptly expressed his gratitude by
giving his rescuer a ferocious bite on the wrist.

"Oh, oh," groaned Judy, "but I'm faling as if I'd been pulled
through a key-hole.  It's been the tarrible day, what wid Cuddles
catching her liddle fingers in the wringer and Snicklefritz ating
up one av yer dad's boots and Siddy's owl gone the Good Man Above
only knows where.  And now," she concluded in a tone of despair,
"we'll have to be dragging water up from yer Jordan till we can get
the well claned.  And nobody knowing how minny lizards we'll have
to be drinking in that same."


"I'm telling ye.  Didn't ould Mr. Adams' grandfather swally a
lizard one day whin he tuk a drink of the brook water?  Sure and he
was niver the same again . . . he wud always fale it wriggling
about in his insides whin his stomach was impty."

Pat reflected with a grue that she and Jingle had often drunk of
Jordan water . . . though it was generally from the rock spring up
in Happiness.  She immediately felt something wrong with HER
stomach.  But maybe that was only because it was empty.  They shut
Pepper up in the granary to dry off and went in to a supper of hot
meat pie in Judy's kitchen.  After so much excitement one really
needed a little nourishment. . . .

But that night Pat had a dreadful dream that she had swallowed a


Pat found a new delight in life . . . going up to stay all night
with Bets.  The first time was in early December when Judy was glad
to pack her off to the Long House as soon as she came from school,
because Long Alec was killing the pigs and Pat was neither to hold
nor bind when they killed the pigs.  Not, as Judy sarcastically
pointed out to her, that it prevented her later on from enjoying
the sausages and fried ham that were among the products of the late

Pat went up to the Long House over a silver road of new-fallen
snow.  Every time she turned to look down on home the world was a
little whiter.  Bets, who had not been in school that day, was
waiting for her under the pine.  Just above them the Long House,
amid its fir trees, was like a little dark island in a sea of snow.

There was something about the long, low-eaved house, with the
dormer windows in its roof, that pleased Pat.  And Bets' room was a
delightful one with two dormers along its side and one at each end.
It was very grand, Pat told Judy, with a real "set of furniture"
and a long mirror in which the delighted girls could see themselves
from top to toe.  The west window was covered with vines, leafless
now but a green dappled curtain in summer, and the east looked
right out into a big apple tree.  Pat and Bets sat by the little
stove and ate apples until any one might have expected them to
burst.  Then they crept into bed and cuddled down for one of those
talks dear to the hearts of small school-girls from time

"It's so much easier to be confidential in the dark," Pat had told
Judy.  "I can tell Bets EVERYTHING then."

"Oh, oh, I wudn't tell IVERYTHING to innybody," warned Judy.  "Not
iverything, me jewel."

"Not to anybody but Bets," agreed Pat.  "Bets is different."

"Too different," sighed Judy.  But she did not let Pat hear it.

To lie there, with the soft swish of the fir trees sounding just
outside, and talk "secrets" with Bets . . . lovely secrets, not
like May Binnie's . . . was delightful.  Bets had recently been to
some wedding in the Wilcox clan and Pat had to hear all about it
. . . the mysterious pearl-white bride, the bridesmaids' lovely
dresses, the flowers, the feast.

"Do you suppose WE will ever get married?" whispered Bets.

"_I_ won't," said Pat.  "I couldn't ever go away from Silver Bush."

"But you wouldn't like to be an old maid, would you?" said Bets.
"Besides, you could get him to come and live with you at Silver
Bush, couldn't you?"

This was a new idea for Pat.  It seemed quite attractive.  Somehow,
when you were with Bets, everything seemed possible.  Perhaps that
was another part of her charm.

"We were born on the same day," went on Bets, "so if we're ever
married we must try to be married the same day."

"And die the same day.  Oh, wouldn't that be romantic?" breathed
Pat in ecstasy.

Pat woke in the night with just a little pang of homesickness.  Was
Silver Bush all right?  She slipped out of bed and stole across to
the nearest dormer window.  She breathed on its frosty stars until
she had made clear a space to peer through . . . then caught her
breath with delight.  The snow had ceased and a big moon was
shining down on the cold, snowy hills.  The powdered fir trees
seemed to be covered with flowers spun from moonshine, the apple
trees seemed picked out in silver filigree.  The open space of the
lawn was sparkling with enormous diamonds.  How beautiful Silver
Bush looked when you gazed down on it on a moonlit winter night!
Was darling Cuddles covered up warm?  She DID kick the clothes off
so.  Was mother's headache better?  Away over beyond Silver Bush
was the poor, lean, ugly Gordon house which nobody had ever loved.
Jingle would be sleeping in his kitchen loft now.  All summer he
had slept in the hay-mow with McGinty.  Poor Jingle, whose mother
never wrote to him!  How could a mother be like that?  Pat almost
hated to go back to sleep again and lose so much beauty.  It had
always seemed a shame to sleep through a moonlit night.  Somehow
those far hills looked so different in moonlight.  A verse she and
Bets had learned "off by heart," in school that day came to her

     "Come, for the night is cold,
      And the frosty moonlight fills
      Hollow and rift and fold
      Of the eerie Ardise hills."

She repeated it to herself with a strange, deep exquisite thrill of
delight, such as she had never felt before . . . something that
went deeper than body or brain and touched some inner sanctum of
being of which the child had never been conscious.  Perhaps that
moment was for Patricia Gardiner the "soul's awakening" of the old
picture.  All her life she was to look back to it as a sort of
milestone . . . that brief, silvery vigil at the dormer window of
the Long House.


Judy Puts Her Foot Down


"Just as naked as the day she was born," concluded Aunt Edith . . .
and said no more.  She felt . . . everybody felt . . . that there
was no more to be said.

Mother looked horrified and ashamed.  Uncles Tom and Brian looked
horrified and amused.  Aunt Jessie looked horrified and
contemptuous.  Norma and Amy looked horrified and smug.  Winnie
looked horrified and annoyed.  Dad and Joe and Sid looked just
plain horrified.

Pat stood before this family court, with Aunt Edith's hand on her
shoulder, struggling unsuccessfully to keep back her tears.  Well
might she cry, thought the family; but her tears were not of shame
or fear, as they supposed, but of regret over something
marvellously beautiful which Aunt Edith had destroyed . . .
something which could never be replaced.  This was why Pat was
crying; the realisation of her enormity hadn't yet come home to

For a week Pat had been a lonely soul.  Bets was away for a visit.
Jingle and Sid were busy with hay-making; and Judy, of all things
unthinkable, was away.  Judy had never been away from Silver Bush
in Pat's recollection.  Vacations were unknown in Judy's calendar.

"Sure and I'd niver work if I cud find innything else to do," she
would say, "but the puzzle av it is I niver can."

There was trouble at the Bay Shore.  Cousin Danny had broken his
leg and Aunt Frances was ill, so Bay Shore borrowed Judy from
Silver Bush to tide over the emergency.  Pat found this especially
dreadful.  She missed Judy at every turn.  The house had never
seemed so full of her as when she was away, and even the delight of
having mother in the kitchen most of the time and helping her in
all household doings did not quite compensate.  Besides, Gentleman
Tom was gone, too.  He had disappeared the very day Judy had been
whirled away to Bay Shore; and the back yard and kitchen without
Gentleman Tom were lonesome places.  And what would Judy say when
she came home and found her cat was gone?  Perhaps she would think
Pat had forgotten to feed him.

Pat consoled herself by working feverishly over the garden,
determined that Judy should be satisfied with it on her return.
Evening after evening Pat carried pails of water to it.  She liked
drawing the water up.  It was fun to watch the bucket going down.
Over that oval of blue sky with her own face framed in it at the
bottom of the well.  And then, as the bucket struck the water, to
see it all blotted out, as if a mirror had been shattered.  When
the last bucketful had been drawn up Pat hung over the curb and
watched the water grow slowly calm again and Pat of the Well coming
back, at first very shiveringly, then more clearly, then clear and
distinct once more, with just an occasional quiver when a drop of
water fell from a fern.

Pat loved watering the garden . . . giving thirsty things drink
after a hot day.  First of all she always watered Judy's pets . . .
the row of garden violets under the kitchen window which Judy
called "Pink-o'-my-Johns" . . . such a delightful name! . . . and a
clump of mauve and white "sops-in-wine" by the turkey house and the
"pinies" by the gate.  Then all the other flowers . . . and the
roses last of all because she liked to linger over them, especially
the white roses with the dream of gold in their hearts and the plot
of pansies in a far corner that seemed to bloom for her alone.

On this particular evening Pat had been at loose ends.  It had
rained so heavily the night before that the garden did not need
watering and when the "dim" came there was nothing to do and nobody
to talk to.  But it was a summer evening of glamour and enchantment
and mystery and Pat was full of it, as she ran, with her hair
streaming behind her, through the silver birches at moonrising,
until she came out on the southern side in a little glade misted
over with white daisies, lying amid its bracken like a cool pool of
frosty moonlight.

She paused there to drink in the loveliness of the scene before
her.  More and more that summer of her tenth year, Pat had found
herself responsive to the beauty of the world around her.  It was
becoming a passion with her.

The moon was rising over the Hill of the Mist . . . the moon that
Pat had thought, when she was a tiny tot, must be a beautiful world
where all was happiness.  Little pools of shadow lay here and there
all over the farm, among the shorn hayfields.  There was one big
field of hay that hadn't been touched yet; wind waves went over it
in that misty light.  Beyond it a field where happy calves were in
buttercups to their shoulders . . . the only living creatures in
sight if you were sure those shadows along the edge of the silver
bush WERE shadows and not little rabbits dancing.

A warm brooding night . . . a night that surely belonged to the
fairies.  For the moment Pat could believe in them wholeheartedly
again.  Some strange bewitchment entered into her and crept along
her veins.  She remembered a Judy-story of an enchanted princess
who had to dance naked in the moonlight every night of full moon in
a woodland glen, and a sudden craving possessed her to dance thus
in moonlight, too.  Why not?  There was nobody to see.  It would be
beautiful . . . beautiful.

Pat disrobed.  There was not much to do . . . she was already bare-
legged.  Her pale-blue cotton frock and two small undies were cast
aside and she stood among the shadows, a small, unashamed dryad,
quivering with a strange, hitherto unknown ecstasy as the moon's
pale fingers touched her through the trees.

She stepped out among the daisies and began the little dance Bets
had taught her.  A breeze blew on her through the aisles of the
shining birches.  If she held up her hands to it wouldn't it take
hold of them?  A faint, delicious perfume arose from the dew-wet
ferns she danced on; somewhere far away laughter was drifting
across the night . . . faint, fairy laughter which seemed to come
from the Haunted Spring.  She felt as light of being as if she were
really made of moonlight.  Oh, never had there been such a moment
as this!  She paused on tip-toe among the daisies and held out her
arms to let the cool fire of that dear and lovely moon bathe her
slim child-body.

"Pat!" said Aunt Edith, with forty exclamation points in her voice.

Pat came back to earth with a shudder.  Her exquisite dream was
over.  The horror in Aunt Edith's voice enrobed her like a garment
of shame.  She could not even find a word to say.

"Put on your clothes," said Aunt Edith icily.  Not for her to deal
with the situation.  That was Long Alec's job.  Pat dumbly put on
her clothes and followed Aunt Edith down through the silver bush
and into the Little Parlour where the rest of the Silver Bushites
were entertaining the Brianites who had run down for a call.  Of
course, thought Pat miserably, Norma and Amy, who never misbehaved,
would have to be there to see her humiliation.

"How COULD you, Pat?" asked mother reproachfully.

"I . . . I wanted to bathe in the moonlight," sobbed Pat.  "I
didn't think it was any harm.  I didn't think any one would see

"I never heard of any decent child wanting to bathe in moonlight,"
said Aunt Jessie.

And then Uncle Tom laughed uproariously.


The punishment of Pat, which the Silver Bush family thought was a
very light one, considering the enormity of her offence, was to Pat
the most terrible thing they could have devised.  She was "sent to
Coventry."  For a week she was to speak to nobody at Silver Bush
and nobody was to speak to her, except when it was absolutely

Pat lived . . . she could never tell how . . . through three days
of it.  It seemed like an eternity.  To think that SID wouldn't
speak to her!  Why, Sid had been the most furious of them all.
Mother and father seemed sorry for her but firm.  As for Winnie . . .

"She looks at me as if I was a stranger," thought poor Pat.

She was not allowed to play with Jingle who came over
unsuspectingly the next evening.  Jingle was very indignant and Pat
snubbed him for it.

"My family have the right to correct me," she told him haughtily.

But she cried herself to sleep every night.  On the third night she
went to bed sadly, after kissing all her flowers and her two little
cats good-night.  Below stairs the house was full of light and
laughter for Uncle Tom and dad were roaring in the kitchen and
Winnie was practising her singing lesson in the Little Parlour and
Joe and Sid were playing "grab" in the dining room, and Cuddles was
chuckling and gurgling with mother on the front porch.  Only she,
Pat, had no part or lot with them.  She was outcast.

Pat woke up in the darkness . . . and smelled ham frying!  She sat
up in bed.  The Little Parlour clock was striking twelve.  Who on
earth could be frying ham at midnight in Silver Bush?  Nobody but
Judy . . . Judy must be home!

Pat slipped noiselessly out of bed, so as not to wake Winnie . . .
Winnie who would not even ASK what she was doing if she did.
Sniffing that delectable odour Pat crept down through the silent
house.  She hoped that Judy would not send her to Coventry; and she
thought her heart might stop aching for a little while if she could
feel Judy's arms around her.

Softly she opened the kitchen door.  Beautiful sight!  There was
dear old Judy frying herself a snack of ham, her jolly old shadow
flying in all directions over the kitchen walls and ceiling as she
darted about.

And . . . was it believable? . . . there was Gentleman Tom, sitting
inscrutably on the bench, watching her.  How peaceful and home-y
and comforting it all was!

There had been anything but a peaceful scene in the kitchen two
hours before when Judy had arrived home and demanded if all was
well with the children.  When she was told Pat was in disgrace and
why Judy, as she expressed it, tore up the turf.  Such a "ruckus"
had never been known at Silver Bush.  Everybody caught it.

"Suppose she had been SEEN, Judy?" protested mother.

"Oh, oh, but they didn't see her, did they?" demanded Judy

"Nobody but Aunt Edith . . ."

"Oh, oh, is it AUNT Edith?" sniffed Judy.  "And it was me fine
EDITH that dragged her in and blew it all afore Brian and his fine
lady wife, ye're telling me?  Sure it was like her.  It's a pity a
liddle thing like that cudn't av been hushed up in the fam'ly.  And
to punish the tinder-hearted cratur so cruel!  Ye ralely ain't
wise, Long Alec.  A bit av a tongue-lashing might av been all right
but to kape on torturing the poor jewel for a wake and her that
fond av ye all!  It's telling ye to yer face, I am Long Alec, ye
don't deserve such a daughter."

"Well, well," said Long Alec, quite cowed, "I don't think it's done
her much harm.  We'll let her off the rest of the week."

"I don't know what possessed the child to do such a thing," said

"Oh, oh, it's a bit av that ould Frinch leddy coming out in her, I
warrant ye," suggested Judy.

"Certainly it didn't come from the Quaker side," chuckled Uncle


Pat was in Judy's arms, laughing, crying.  It was a glorious five
minutes.  Even Gentleman Tom betrayed a trifle of sympathy.

Finally Judy held Pat off and pretended to look stern.

"I don't want to be hard on ye, Patsy, but what monkey-didoes have
ye been cutting up?  It's a fine yarn yer dad has been spinning me
av ye dancing in the bush widout inny clothes on."

"Oh, Judy, I never saw such a moon . . . and I was pretending I was
a bewitched princess . . . and Uncle Tom LAUGHED at me.  That
spoiled it worst of all, Judy . . . and it WAS so beautiful before
Aunt Edith came."

There was some wild strain of poetry in Judy that made her
understand.  She hugged Pat with a fierce tenderness.

"Oh, oh, I've rid the riot act to thim, I'm telling ye.  Whin I get
me dander up I'm a terror to snakes.  There'll be no more visiting
in Coventry for ye, me jewel.  But ye'd better not be doing any
more quare things for awhile."

"The trouble is, _I_ don't think the things I do are queer," said
Pat gravely.  "They seem quite reasonable to me.  And Aunt Edith
was just . . . ridiculous."

"Ye niver spoke a truer word.  Oh, oh, what a shock it must av been
to the poor sowl.  She's forgotten she has inny legs, that one.
But ye'd better be a bit careful, Patsy, and if ye fale inny more
hankering for such bathing just ye tell me and I'll get a
pitcherful av moonlight and pour it over ye.  And now just sit down
and have a liddle bit av ham wid me and tell me all that's
happened.  Sure and it's good to be home agin."

"Oh, Judy, where did Gentleman Tom come from?  He's never been seen
here since you went away."

"Are ye telling me?  Sure and he was sitting on the dure-step when
I got out av the Bay Shore rig, looking as if he wasn't knowing
where his nixt mouse was coming from.  I'M not asking him where
he's been.  I mightn't be liking the answer.  Innyway, here he is
and here I am . . . and there's a beautiful pink dress av eyelet
embroidery in me grip that yer Aunt Honor sint ye.  It'll be one in
the eye for Norma whin she sees ye in it."

"I'm going to sleep the rest of the night with you, Judy," said Pat


Under a Cloud


When in mid-September Long Alec suddenly announced to his family
that, harvest being over, he meant to take a trip out west to visit
a brother who had settled there years ago Pat took it more calmly
than they had feared.  It was rather dreadful, of course, to think
of dad being away for a whole month, but, as he said himself, if he
didn't go away he couldn't come back again.  There would be his
home-coming to expect and plan for, and meanwhile life was very
pleasant at Silver Bush.  She liked the fall nights because the
fires were lighted.  Jingle was building an elegant bird-house for
her to be put up in the maple by the well when finished; and Mr.
Wilcox was going to take Bets and her to the Exhibition in
Charlottetown.  Pat had never been to one yet.  To the small
denizens of North Glen a visit to the Exhibition loomed up with as
much of excitement and delight as a trip to Europe or "the coast"
might to older folks.  Socially you were not in the swim unless you
had been to the Exhibition.  There were the weeks of delightful
anticipation . . . the Exhibition itself . . . then weeks of just
as delightful reminiscence.  All things considered, Pat was quite
cheerful about dad's absence.  It was Judy who seemed to view it
most gloomily . . . Pat couldn't understand why.  For the week
preceding Long Alec's departure Judy had done an extra deal of
talking to and arguing with herself.  Disjointed sentences reached
Pat's ears every now and again.

"I'm not knowing what gets into the min be times.  It do be saming
as if they had to have a crazy spell once in so long" . . . "a bit
av Wild Dick coming out in him I'm telling ye" . . . "'tis the
curse av the wandering foot" . . . "oh, oh, it's too aisy to get
about now.  Sure and that's what's the matter wid the world."

But when Pat asked what the trouble was Judy's only reply was a

"Ax me no questions and I'll be telling ye no lies."

Dad went away one windy, cloudy September morning.  Uncle Tom and
the aunts came along the Whispering Lane to say good-bye.
Everybody was a little sober.  The "west" was a long way off . . .
the good-byes a bit tremulous.

"May the Good Man Above give us all good health," muttered Judy, as
she dashed back into the kitchen and began to rattle the stove lids
fiercely.  Pat hopped into the car and went as far as the road with
dad.  She stood and watched the car out of sight and then turned
towards home with a choking sensation.  At that moment the sun
broke through a black cloud and poured a flood of radiance over
Silver Bush.  Pat realised afresh how beautiful home was, nestling
under its misty blue hill with its background of golden trees.

"Oh, how lovely you are!" she cried, holding out her arms to it.
The tears that filled her eyes were not caused by dad's going.  She
was pierced by the swift exquisite pang which beauty always gave
her . . . always would give her.  It was almost anguish while it
lasted . . . but the pain was heavenly.

It was well that Pat had her trip to the Exhibition over before she
heard the terrible thing.  She did have it . . . two glorious days
with Bets . . . and, as the gods themselves cannot recall their
gifts, she always had it, although for a time it seemed as if she
had nothing . . . would have nothing for evermore . . . but pain
and fear.

Again it was May Binnie who told her . . . that dad meant to buy a
farm out west and settle there!

A strange icy ripple, such as she had never felt before, ran over

"That isn't true," she cried.

May laughed.

"It is.  Everybody knows it.  Winnie knows it.  I s'pose they were
afraid to tell you for fear you'd make a scene."

Pat looked passionately into May's bold black eyes.

"I wouldn't have hated you for telling me this, May Binnie, if you
hadn't LIKED telling it.  But I am going to TELL GOD ABOUT YOU TO-

May laughed again . . . a little uncomfortably.  What she called
Pat Gardiner's "rages" always made her uncomfortable.  And who knew
what Pat might tell God about her?

Pat went home sick and cold with agony to the very depth of her

"Mother, it isn't true . . . it isn't . . . say it isn't!"

Mother looked compassionately into Pat's tortured young eyes.  They
had tried to keep this from Pat, hoping she might never have to be
told.  Dad might not like the west.  But if he did, go they must.
When easy-going Long Alec did make up his mind there was no budging
it, as everybody at Silver Bush knew.

"We don't know, dear.  Father is thinking of it.  He had a
hankering to go when Allan went, years ago, but he couldn't leave
his parents then.  Now . . . I don't know.  Be brave, Pat, dear.
We'll all be together . . . the west is a splendid country . . .
more chances for the boys perhaps . . ."

She stopped.  Better not say more just now.

"So ye've heard?" was all Judy said, when Pat came, white-faced,
into the kitchen.

"Judy, it can't happen . . . it just can't.  Judy, God wouldn't let
such a thing happen."

Judy shook her head.

"Long Alec will settle that, laving God out av the question, Patsy,
me jewel.  Oh, oh, it's a man's world, so it is, and we women must
just be putting up wid it."

"It will be the end of everything, Judy."

"I'm fearing it will be worse than that," muttered Judy.  "I'm
fearing it will be the beginning av a lot av new things.  Sure, the
heart av me will be bruk."

She did not say this aloud.  Pat must not know until it became
necessary that Judy would not be going west with them.  To Judy,
the idea of leaving Silver Bush was as dreadful as it was to Pat;
but she could not leave the Island.  Judy had a secret conviction
that if the Gardiners went west she would end her days at the Bay
Shore farm, taking Danny's part and waiting on the ould leddy who
would live forever . . . and eating her soul out with longing and
loneliness for her own.

"Oh, oh, they do be all I've got," she mourned.  "And all I axed
was to be let go on working for thim as long as I was on the hoof.
To the divil wid Long Alec and his notions and his stubbornness . . .
him that ye wudn't think cud stand up aginst a moonbame.  But
'tis in the blood to be set that way whin they think they want
innything.  His ould Great-uncle Alec was the same but he had a bit
av sinse in his pate and whin he onct tuk a notion he wanted to go
somewhere he was knowing he shudn't didn't he go and shave his head
complate and thin he cudn't go till the hair grew in and be that
time the danger was over.  Minny's the time I've heard ould
Grandfather Gardiner tell av it.  'Twas be way av being a fam'ly

"When will we KNOW, Judy?"

"That I can't tell ye, darlint.  Long Alec said he'd write as soon
as he made up his mind.  God hasten the day!  There's nothing we
can be doing but wait."

Pat shivered.  The words were so terrible and so true.  How could
one wait?  To-morrow would be more cruel than to-day.


In the weeks that followed Pat felt as if her heart were bleeding
drop by drop.  She seemed to be alone in her anguish.  Sid rather
hoped dad wouldn't go west but was not terribly cut up about it.
Joe frankly hoped he WOULD go.  Winnie thought it might be fun.
Mother SEEMED quite indifferent to it, in her usual calm, gentle
fashion.  Even Judy was fiercely silent and would give tongue to
neither regrets nor hopes.  Bets and Jingle were both in despair
but Pat found she could not talk the matter over with them.  It
went too deep.

She got through the days in school somehow and then wandered about
Silver Bush like an unhappy little ghost.  She could not read.  The
books she had loved were no more than printed words.  She and Bets
had been half way through The Wind In The Willows, reading it under
the Watching Pine on the hill-top, but now it lay neglected in the
bookcase at the Long House.  She could not play with Bets or Jingle
. . . she could not bear it when she might soon have to leave them
forever.  She could not play with Sid because Sid COULD play and
showed thereby that he was not feeling as badly as he should be.
She could not play with Salt and Pepper because they were too
cheerful.  McGinty was the only animal that seemed to realise the
situation.  He and Jingle were a gloomy pair.

Pat slept badly and ate next to nothing.

"That thin she do be getting," worried Judy to Mrs. Gardiner.
"Sure there isn't a pick on her bones.  It's me belafe that if Long
Alec drags that child out west it'll be killing her.  She can't
live away from Silver Bush.  Sure and she do be loving ivery inch
av it."

"I wish she didn't love it so much," sighed mother.  "But she is
young . . . she will forget.  We older ones . . ."  Mother stopped
quickly.  That was like mother.  Mother never showed what she felt.
That had been a Bay Shore tradition.  The more emotional and
expressive Gardiners sometimes thought she had no "feelings."

Pat was having plenty and very dreadful ones they were.  Everything
she looked at hurt her.  It hurt her to be in the house . . . to
think of those dear rooms being cold . . . perhaps nobody even
bothering to light a fire in them.  Perhaps there would be no light
in the windows at night . . . in the house that had always
overflowed with light: no plumes of homely smoke going up from its
chimneys: nobody looking on beauty from the round window.  And if
there were people in it . . . she hated that thought, too.  Who
would be sleeping in her room . . . who would be ruling in Judy's

It was worse outside.  The garden would be so lonely.  No one there
to love or welcome the flowers.  The daffodils and the columbines
would come up in the spring but she would not be there to see.  The
bees would hum in the Canterbury bells and she not there to listen.
The poplars would whisper but she would not hear them whispering.
The tiny, pointed, crimson buds would come on the wild rose-bushes
in the lane, not for her gathering.  Perhaps the people who would
come to Silver Bush would root up the old garden entirely.  Pat had
heard Uncle Brian say once it was really only an old jungle and
Alec should clear it out.  They would change and tear up.  Oh, she
could not bear it!

And yet, somehow, it could never be theirs.  In after years Pat
said of this time, "I knew they could never have the soul of Silver
Bush.  THAT would always be mine."

But she would not be there.  There would be no more jolly meals in
the old kitchen . . . no more chronicles of Judy on the sandstone
steps . . . no more kitten hunts in the old barns . . . no more
delightful days and nights at the Long House . . . no more
pilgrimages over Jordan . . . no Happiness . . . no Secret Field
. . . no Hill of the Mist.  There wouldn't be any hills at all on
the prairie.

This MUST be a dream.  Oh, if she could only wake up!

So many poisonous things were said in school.  The girls talked so
casually of the Gardiners going west . . . some a little enviously
as if they would like to go, too.  Jean Robinson said she only
wished she could get away from this dull old hole.

And then one day May Binnie said that her father had decided to buy
Silver Bush!

"If he does we'll fix it up a bit, I can tell you," she said to
Pat.  "Pa says he'll cut down that old part of the orchard and
plough it up and sow it with beans.  We'll build a sun-porch of
course.  And pa says he'll cut down all them birch trees.  He says
too many trees aren't healthy."

Only sheer malice could have made her say THAT.  Pat dragged
herself home.

"The Binnies will cut down all our birches, Judy."

"Oh, oh, the Good Man Above may have something to say to THAT,"
said Judy darkly.  But her faithful old heart was heavy.  She knew
Mac Binnie already looked on Silver Bush as his and was telling
everybody about the "improvements" he meant to make.

"Improvements, is it?" Judy had demanded.  "Sure he'd better be
making some improvements in the manners av himsilf and his
daughters, if it's improvements he do be wanting, the ould wind-
bag.  Mrs. Binnie hersilf cud do wid a few.  Fancy her in me
kitchen and her looking like a haystack, niver to mintion her
presiding at the dining room table where a Selby from Bay Shore has
been sitting.  Oh, oh, 'tis a topsy-turvy world, so it is, and
getting no better fast."

"I was so happy just a little while ago, Judy.  And now I'll never
be happy again."

"Oh, oh, niver's a long day, me jewel."

"I hate May Binnie, Judy . . . I HATE her!"

"Sure, Patsy dear, hating do be something that's always bist done
yisterday.  Life do be too short to waste inny av it hating.
Though, if a body DID have a liddle more time . . . but thim Binnie
craturs do be clane benath hating."

"If there was anything we could do to prevent it," sobbed Pat.

Judy shook her head.

"But there isn't . . . not in Canady innyhow.  That's the worst av
a new land where nather God nor the divil have had time to be
getting much av a hold on things.  Now, if there was a wishing well
here like there was in me home in ould Ireland sure and ye cud make
it all right in the twinkle av a fairy's eye.  All ye'd have to do
is go to it at moonrise and ye'd get yer wish."

Pat went to Happiness that night and wished over the Haunted
Spring.  Who knew?

It was horrible to live with fear . . . and suspense.  Dad's first
letter came when Pat was in school and Judy told her first thing
that there was no news yet.  Long Alec thought the west a grand
country.  Allan had done well.  But he hadn't decided yet . . . he
was looking about . . . he would be able to tell them next letter.

"So kape up yer pecker, Patsy darlint.  There's hope yet."

"I'm afraid to hope, Judy," said Pat drearily.  "It HURTS too much
to hope.  It would be so much worse when you had to stop hoping."

"Oh, oh, but ye're too young to be larning THAT," muttered Judy.
She pounded and thumped and battered her bread, wishing it were
Long Alec.  Oh, oh, but wudn't she knead some sinse into him!  Him
wid the good Island farm and a fine growing fam'ly to be draming av
pulling up stakes and going to a new country at his age!


The next letter came.  It was Saturday and Pat had wakened to a
grey dawn.  The rain against the windows was very dreary.
Everybody at Silver Bush expected dad's letter that day though
nobody said anything about it, and Pat felt that the rain was a bad

"Oh, oh, cheer up, Patsy darlint," said Judy.  "Sure and I remimber
a bit av poetry I larned whin I was a girleen . . . 'a dark and
dreary morning often brings a pleasant day.'  Often have I seen it

It stopped raining at noon, although the clouds still hung dark and
heavy over the silver bush.  Pat was watching from the garden as
the old postman drove up to the mail box.  He was a little bent old
man with a fringe of white beard, driving a crazy buggy behind a
lean old sorrel horse.  It seemed incredible that her destiny was
in his bag.  She went slowly down the lane, a pale moth of a girl,
hardly knowing whether she wanted to see a letter or not.  It would
be so terrible to wait for its opening but at least they would

The letter was there.  Pat took it out and looked at it . . . "Mrs.
Alex. B. Gardiner, Silver Bush, North Glen, P. E. Island."  All her
life after a letter seemed to Pat a terrible intriguing, devilish
thing.  What might . . . or might not . . . be in it?  She
remembered that when she had been very small she had been horribly
frightened of a "dead" letter she had carried home. She had thought
it had come from a dead person.  But this was even worse.

She walked back up the lane.  Half way up she paused in a little
bay of the fence which was full of the white-gold of the "life
everlasting" that blooms in September.  Her knees were shaking.

"Oh, dear God, please don't let there be any bad news in this
letter," she whispered.  And then desperately . . . because old
Alec Gardiner in South Glen had a daughter Patricia, middle-aged
and married, and there must be no mistake . . . "Dear God, it's
Long Alec's Pat of Silver Bush speaking, not just Alec's Pat."

Somehow everybody was in the kitchen when Pat entered.  Judy sat
down on a chair rather suddenly.  Bets was just arriving, having
torn breathlessly down the hill when she saw the postman.  Jingle
and McGinty were hanging around the doorstep.  McGinty had his ears
turned down.  Mother, her eyes very bright and with an unusual
little red spot on either cheek, took the letter and looked around
at all the tense, waiting faces . . . except Pat's.  She could not
bear to look at Pat's.

It was a thousand fold worse than when the letter had come about

"We must all be as brave as possible if father says we must go,"
she said gently.

She opened the letter steadily and glanced over it.  It seemed as
if the very trees outside stopped to listen.

"Thank God," she said in a whisper.

"Mother . . ."

"Father is coming back.  He doesn't like the west as well as the
Island.  He says, 'I'll be very happy to be home again.'"

And at that very moment, as if waiting for the signal, the sun
broke out of the clouds above the Silver Bush and the kitchen was
flooded with dancing lights and elfin leaf shadows.

"So that's that," said Joe, a bit glumly.  He whistled to
Snicklefritz and went out.

Pat and Bets were weeping wildly in each other's arms.  Judy got up
with a grunt.

"Oh, oh, and what's all the tears for, I'm asking ye?  I thought
ye'd be dancing for joy."

"You're crying yourself, Judy."  Pat laughed through her tears.

"Sure and it's the tinder heart av me.  I cud niver see inny one
crying that I didn't jine in.  Haven't I wept the quarts at the
funerals av people who didn't be mattering a hoot to me?  I'm that
uplifted I wudn't call the quane me cousin.  Oh, oh, and it's me
limon pies that are burned as black as a cinder in me oven.  Well,
well, I'll just be making another batch.  We've had minny a good
bite here and plaze the Good Man Above we'll have minny another.
It's been a hard wake av it but iverything do be coming to an ind
sometime if only ye do be living to see it."

Pat had put on gladness like a garment.  She wondered if anybody
had ever died of happiness.

"I just couldn't have borne it, Pat, if you went away," sobbed

Jingle had said nothing.  He had sniffed desperately, determined
not to let any one see HIM cry.  He was at that moment lying face
downwards in the mint along Jordan and McGinty could have told you
what he was doing.  But McGinty wasn't worried.  His ears stuck up
for he knew somehow that, in spite of shaking shoulders, his chum
was happy.


Pat came dancing down the hill that night on feet that hardly
seemed to touch the earth.  She halted under the Watching Pine to
gloat over Silver Bush, all her love for it glowing like a rose in
her face.  It had never looked so beautiful and beloved.  How nice
to see the smoke curling up from its chimney!  How jolly and
comfortable the fat, bursting old barns looked, where hundreds of
kittens yet unborn would frisk!  The wind was singing everywhere in
the trees.  Over her was a soft, deep, loving sky.  Every field she
looked on was a friend.  The asters along the path were letters of
the poem in her heart.  She seemed to move and breathe in a trance
of happiness.  She was a reed in a moonlit pool . . . she was a
wind in a wild garden . . . she was the stars and the lights of
home . . . she was . . . she was Pat Gardiner of Silver Bush!

"Oh, dear God, this is such a lovely world," she whispered.

"A nice hour to be coming in for yer supper," said Judy.

"I was so happy I forgot all about supper.  Oh, Judy, I'll always
love this day.  I'm so happy I'm a little frightened . . . as if it
couldn't be RIGHT to feel so happy."

"Oh, oh, drink all the happiness ye can, me darlint, whin the cup
is held to yer lips," said Judy wisely.  "Now be after ating yer
liddle bite and thin to bed.  I packed yer mother off whin Cuddles
wint.  SHE hasn't been slaping much of late ather I'm telling ye,
though the Selbys kape their falings to thimselves.  Oh, oh, and so
Madam Binnie won't be bossing things here for a while yet.  And
what may ye be thinking av that, me Gintleman Tom?"

"I don't know if I'll be able to sleep much even to-night, Judy.
It's lovely to be so happy you can't sleep."

But Pat was sound as a bell when Judy crept in to see if the little
sisters had the extra blanket for the chill September night.

"Oh, oh, she'll niver be quite that young agin," whispered Judy.
"It's such a time as she's had that makes even the liddle craturs
old in their sowls.  If one cud be after spanking Long Alec now as
I did whin he was a b'y!"


"Am I So Ugly Judy?"


For the first time Pat was getting ready to go to a party . . . a
real, evening party which Aunt Hazel was giving for two of her
husband's nieces who were visiting her.  It was what Uncle Tom
called a "double-barrelled party" . . . girls and boys of Winnie's
and Joe's age for Elma Madison and young fry from ten to twelve for
Kathleen.  Sid pretended to hate the whole thing and vowed he
wouldn't go till the last minute when he suddenly changed his mind
. . . perhaps because Winnie twitted him with sulking because May
Binnie wasn't invited.

"Sure and ye wudn't be expicting she wud be," said Judy loftily.
"Since whin have the Binnies set themselves up for the aquals av
the Gardiners . . . or aven av the Madisons I'm asking ye."

Pat was very glad when Sid decided to go for Bets was laid up with
a sore throat and Jingle, though invited, couldn't or wouldn't go
because his only decent suit of clothes had become absurdly tight
for him.  He had hoped that his mother might send him money for a
new suit at Christmas but Christmas had passed as usual without
present or letter.

"It's lovely to be nearly eleven," Pat was exulting to Judy.  "I'm
almost one of the big girls now."

"That ye are," said Judy with a sigh.

It was exciting to be dressing for a real party.  Winnie had
already gone to several and it was one of the dear delights of
Pat's life to sit on the bed and watch her getting ready.  But to
be dressing yourself!

"Yellow's yer colour, me jewel," said Judy, as Pat slipped into her
little party frock of primrose voile.  "Sure and whin yer mother
talked av getting the Nile grane I put me foot down.  'One grane
dress is enough in a life-time,' sez I to her.  'Don't ye be
remimbering all the bad luck she had in the one ye got her for the
widding?  Niver once did she put it on but something happened her
or it.'"

"That was true, Judy, now that I come to think of it.  I had it on
when I broke mother's Crown Derby plate . . . and quarrelled with
Sid . . . we'd never done that before . . . and found the hole in
my stocking leg at church . . . and put too much pepper in the
turnips the day Aunt Frances was here to dinner. . . ."

"'And innyhow,' sez I, clinching the matter like, 'grane doesn't be
suiting her complexion.'  So the yellow it is and ye'll look like a
dancing buttercup in it."

"But I won't be dancing, Judy.  I'm not old enough.  We'll just
play games.  I do hope they won't play Clap in and Clap out.  They
do that so often at school and I hate it . . . because . . .
because, Judy, none of the boys ever pick me out to sit beside.
I'm not pretty, you know."

Pat said it without bitterness.  Her lack of beauty had never
worried her.  But Judy tossed her head.

"They'd better wait till ye come into yer full looks afore they
say that, I'm thinking.  Now, here's a trifle av scint for yer
hanky . . ."

"Put a little bit behind my ears, too . . . please, Judy."

"That I won't.  Scint behind the ears is no place for dacency.  A
drop on yer hanky and maybe a dab on yer frill.  Here's yer bit av
blue fox for yer neck . . . though I'm not seeing where the blue
comes in.  But it sets ye.  Now hold yer head up wid the best of
thim and don't be forgetting ye're a Gardiner.  Ye're to recite I'm

"Yes.  Aunt Hazel asked me to.  I've been practising to the little
spruce bushes behind the hen-house.  Bets was to sing if she hadn't
got a bad throat.  It's just too mean she's sick.  It would have
been so wonderful to go to our first party together.  I know I'll
be lonesome.  I don't know many of the Silverbridge girls.  And
I'll miss Bets so.  She's lovely, Judy.  They say Kathie Madison is
pretty but I'm sure she isn't prettier than Bets."

Joe and Winnie and Sid and Pat all piled into the cutter to drive
to Silverbridge through the fine blue crystal of the early winter
evening, along roads where slender, lacy trees hung darkly against
the rose and gold of the sky.  That was fun . . . and at first the
party was fun, too.  Kathleen Madison WAS pretty . . . the
prettiest girl Pat had ever seen in her life.  A girl with close-
cut curls of dark glossy gold, a skin of milk and roses, a dimpled
bud of a mouth, and brilliant bluish-green eyes.  Pat heard Chet
Taylor of South Glen say she was worth walking three miles to see.

Well and good.  It did not bother Pat.  The evening went with a
swing.  The Silverbridge girls were all nice and friendly.  They
DID play Clap in and Clap out but Mark Madison asked Pat to sit
with him so it did not matter if half a dozen other boys were
jealously trying for Kathie.  Oh, parties WERE fun!

Then, in an evil moment Pat's hair bow fell off and she ran
upstairs to put it on.  Kathie Madison was in the room, too,
pinning together a rent in the lace of her frock.  As Pat stood
before the looking-glass Kathie came and stood beside her.  There
was no particular malice in Kathie.  She liked Pat Gardiner, as
almost every girl did.  But unluckily Mark Madison was the one boy
Kathie had wanted for Clap in and Clap out.  So she came and stood
by Pat.

"It's a lovely party, isn't it?" she said.  "Your dress is real
pretty.  Only . . . do you think yellow goes well with such a brown

Something happened to Pat, as she looked at herself and Kathie in
the mirror . . . something that had never happened before.  It was
not jealousy . . . it was a sudden, dreadful despair.  SHE WAS
UGLY!  Standing beside this fairy girl she was ugly.  Pale hair . . .
a brown face . . . a mouth like a straight line and a much too
long straight line . . . Pat shuddered.

"What's the matter?" asked Kathie.

"Nothing.  I just hit my funny bone," said Pat valiantly.  But
everything had burst like a bubble.  There was no more fun for her
that evening.  She even hated Mark Madison.  He must have asked her
to sit with him only out of pity . . . or because Aunt Hazel had
ordered him to do it.  She could not eat Aunt Hazel's wonderful
supper and her recitation fell flat because as Uncle Robert said,
she did not put any pep in it.  Pep!  Pat felt that she would never
have pep again.  She only wished she could get away home and cry.
She did cry, quietly, as they drove home through the sparkling
night of windless frost, over shadow-barred moonlit roads, between
black velvet trees.  All the beauty of the night was wasted on Pat
who could see nothing but herself and Kathie side by side in the

When she got home she slipped into the Poet's room to have another
look at herself.  Yes, there was no doubt about it.  She was ugly.
One did not mind not being very pretty.  When Uncle Brian the last
time he had been down, had said to her on leaving, "Try to be
better looking when I come back," Pat had laughed with the others
. . . all except Judy, who had sent a very black look after Brian.

But to be ugly.  The tears welled up in Pat's eyes.  She had never
thought she was ugly until she had seen herself beside Kathie.  Now
she KNEW.  What a way for a lovely party to end!  Talk about green
being unlucky!  Nothing worse than this could have happened to her
in green.  It was she who was unlucky.  Nobody would ever love her
. . . Bets couldn't really care for an ugly friend . . . Jingle
must just have been making fun of her when he told her she had a
cute nose and lovely eyes.  Eyes . . . just between yellow and
brown . . . they had looked just like a cat's beside Kathie's
enormous blue orbs.  And her lashes!

"Even if mine were long I couldn't flicker them like she does,"
thought Pat disconsolately, forgetting that Kathie had "flickered"
them in vain at Mark Madison.

Pat's bed was by the window where she could see the sunrise . . .
if she woke early enough.  She woke early enough the next morning
but the wild red sunrise through the trees and its light falling
over the white snow-fields did not thrill her.  She had very little
to say at breakfast.  She told Judy dully that the party had been
"very nice."  She went to school, blind to the aerial colouring of
the opal winter day and the dance of loose snow over the meadows.
She kept aloof from all the girls who had also been at the party.
They were raving over Kathleen's looks.  Pat simply couldn't bear

She had never been jealous of a girl's looks before.  Bets was
pretty and Pat was proud of her.  To be sure she had always hated
Norma but that was because Norma was said to be prettier than
Winnie.  She wondered if Jingle thought her VERY ugly.  She
remembered the coloured chromo of the pretty little girl in the
Gordon parlour which she knew Jingle adored.  She did not know he
adored it because he had heard some one say it looked like his
mother.  As Pat remembered it it looked like Kathie.  Pat writhed.

Did everybody think her ugly?  The old man who called around once a
week selling fish always addressed her as "Pretty."  But then he
called everybody pretty.  She had never thought she was pretty . . .
she had never thought much about her looks at all.  And now she
could think of nothing else.  She was ugly . . . nobody would
ever like her . . . Sid and Joe would be ashamed of their ugly
sister. . . .

"Patricia, have you finished your composition?"

Patricia hadn't.  How could you write compositions when the heart
of you was broken?


There was company for supper at Silver Bush that night and Judy was
too busy to pay any attention to Pat, although she watched her out
of the tail of her eye.  Pat had to wash the supper dishes.
Ordinarily she made a saga of doing it.  She liked to wash pretty
dishes.  Pat loved everything about the house but she loved the
dishes particularly.  It was such fun to make them clean and
shining in the hot soapy water.  She always washed her favourites
first.  The dishes she didn't like had just to wait until she was
good and ready for them and it was fun to picture their dumb,
glowering wrath as they waited AND waited and saw the others
preferred before them.  That hideous old brown plate with the
chipped edges . . . how furious it got!  "It's MY turn now . . .
I'm an old family plate . . . I won't be treated like this . . .
I've been at Silver Bush for fifty years . . . that stuck-up thing
with the forget-me-nots on the rim has only been here for a year."
But it always had to wait until the very last in spite of its
howls.  To-night Pat washed it first.  Poor thing, it couldn't help
being ugly.

She was glad of bedtime and crept off in mingled moonlight and
twilight, while the purple shadows gathered along the lee of the
snowdrifts behind the well and the west wind in the silver bush was
twisting the birches mercilessly.

And then Judy, who had been out milking, invaded the room with a
resolute air.

"What do be ailing ye, Pat?  Sure and if ye're faling the way ye've
been looking all day there's something sarious the matter.
Wandering around widout a word to throw to a dog and peering into
the looking-glass be times as if ye was after seeing if the
wrinkles was coming.  Make a clane breast av it, darlint."

Pat sat up.

"Oh, Judy, it's such a terrible thing to be ugly, isn't it, Judy?
AM I so very ugly, Judy?"

"So THAT'S it?  Oh, oh, and who's been telling ye ye was ugly if a
body may ask?"

"Nobody.  But at the party Kathie Madison stood beside me in front
of the glass . . . and I saw it for myself."

"Oh, oh, there's not minny girls but wud look a bit plainer than
common beside me fine Kathleen.  I'm not denying she's handsome.
And so was her mother afore her.  But she wasn't after getting any
more husbands than her homely sister for all av that . . . only one
and that one no great shakes I'm telling ye.  Wid all her looks she
tuk her pigs to a poor market.  It isn't the beauties that make the
good marriages as a rule, Patsy darlint.  There was Cora Davidson
now at the Bay Shore.  She was that good-looking the min were said
to be crazy over her.  But it's the fact, Patsy darlint, and her
own mother it was that tould me, there niver was but one axed her
to marry him.  He axed her on Widnesday and on Thursday they took
him to a lunatic asylum.  Oh, I'm telling ye.  And have ye iver
heard what happened at her sister Annie's widding supper?  They had
the cake made in Charlottetown a wake before be way of being more
stylish than their neighbours and whin the bride made a jab at it
to cut it didn't a bunch av mice rin out and scamper all over the
table?  Oh, oh, the scraming and jumping!  More like a wake than a
widding!  The Davidsons niver hilt up their heads agin for minny a
long day I'm telling you."

It was no use.  Pat was not to be side-tracked by any of Judy's
tales to-night.

"Oh, Judy, I hate to think I'm so ugly my family will be ashamed of
me . . . people will call me 'that plain Gardiner girl.'  Last week
at the pie social at Silverbridge nobody would buy Minnie Fraser's
pie because she was so ugly . . ."

Pat's voice broke on a sob.  Judy perceived that skilful handling
was required.  She sat down on Pat's bed and looked very lovingly
at her.  The dear liddle thing wid her wide, frindly smile, as if
she did be imbracing all the world, and the golden-brown swateness
of her eyes!  Thinking she was ugly!  Setting off in such high
cockalorum for her first liddle party and coming home wid her bit
av a heart half bruk in two!

"I'm not saying ye're handsome, Patsy, but I AM saying it's
distinguished looking ye are.  Ye haven't come into yer looks yet.
Wait ye a few years till ye've outgrown yer arms and legs.  Wid yer
eyes and a bit av luck ye'll get a finer husband than minny av

"Oh, Judy, it's not husbands I'm thinking of," sobbed Pat
impatiently.  "And I don't want to be terribly handsome.  Bets and
I read a story last week about a girl who was so beautiful crowds
rushed out to see her and a king died for love of her.  I wouldn't
want that.  I just want to be pretty enough so that people wouldn't
mind looking at me."

"And who's been minding looking at ye, I'd like to know," said Judy
fiercely.  "If that stuck-up puss av a Kathie Madison said
innything to hurt yer liddle falings . . ."

"It wasn't what she said, Judy, so much as the way she said it.
'Such a brown skin' . . . as if I was an Indian.  Oh, Judy, I can't
outgrow my skin, can I?"

"There's thim that thinks a brown skin handsomer than all yer Miss
Pink-and-whites.  She'll freckle in summer, that one."

"And I'm not even clever, Judy.  I can only love people . . . and

"Oh, oh, 'tis a great gift that . . . and it's not ivery one that
has it, me jewel.  Now, we'll just be seeing where ye are for
looks, rale calm and judicial like.  Ye've got the fine eyes, as
Jingle told ye . . ."

"And a cute nose, he said, Judy.  HAVE I?"

"Ye have that . . . and the dainty liddle eye-brows . . . oh, oh,
but ye've got no ind av good p'ints . . . and the nice ears like
liddle pink shells.  I warrant ye that Kathie one hasn't much to
brag av in ears . . . not if she's a Madison."

"Her hair hid them mostly but I got a glimpse of one . . .  It DID
stick out," confessed Pat.

"I'm telling ye!  Yer mouth may be a bit wide but ye're not seeing
the way it curls up at the corners whin ye laugh, darlint.  Oh, oh,
ye've got a way av laughing, Patsy.  And the 'ristocratic ankles av
ye!  I'll be bound that Kathie one has a bit too much beef on

"Yes, Kathie HAS fat ankles," Pat recalled to her comforting.  "But
she has such lovely hair.  Look at mine . . . straight as a string
and just the colour of ginger."

"Yer hair will be getting darker all the time, me jewel.  Sure and
the wonder is ye girls have inny skin or hair at all, running round
in sun and wind bare-headed as ye do.  Yer mother and her leddy
sisters all wore sunbonnets I'm telling ye."

"Oh, Judy, that would be horrid.  I LOVE the sun and wind."

"Oh, oh, thin don't be howling bekase yer skin is brown and yer
hair all faded.  Ye can't ate yer cake and have it, too.  I'm
guessing it's healthier."

"Winnie has such lovely curls.  I don't see why I haven't any."

"Winnie do be Selby and ye do be Gardiner.  Yer mother now . . .
oh, oh, but she had the rale permanent, so she had, that yer Aunt
Jessie cudn't have if she had her head boiled and baked for a year.
But ye've got a flavour av yer own and a tongue as swate as violets
whin ye begin blarneying . . . and whin ye smile yer eyes twinkle
like yer Grandmother Gardiner's . . . and she was the prettiest
ould leddy I iver laid me eyes on.  And ye've got a way av looking
at a body and dropping yer eyes and thin looking agin that's going
to play havoc some day.  I've seen me lad Jingle's face whin ye
looked at him so."

"Judy . . . have I really?"

"Oh, oh, maybe I shudn't be telling ye av it . . . not but what
ye'd find it out sooner or later.  I'm telling ye, Patsy darlint, a
look like that is worth all the blue eyes and liddle red mouths in
the world.  Yer mother had it.  Oh, oh, SHE knew all the tricks in
her day."

"Father says mother was a great belle when she was a girl, Judy."

"Well may he say it for the hard time he had to get her!  Ivery one
thought she wud take Fred Taylor.  Oh, oh, but he had the silver
tongue.  He cud wheedle the legs off an iron pot.  But whin it came
to the last ditch sure and she laped it wid yer dad.  Minny was the
sore heart at her widding."

"But she was pretty, Judy."

"Her own sister . . . yer Aunt Doris . . . wasn't pretty I'm
telling ye, and she had more beaus than yer mother aven.  Sure and
I think it was bekase she always looked so slapy the min wanted to
wake her up.  She was the lazy one av the Bay Shore girls but ivery
one liked her nixt to yer mother.  Yer Aunt Evelyn had the
prettiest arms and shoulders av the lot . . . as ye'll have yersilf
some day, darlint, whin ye get a liddle more mate on yer bones.
Yer Aunt Flora now . . . SHE was the flirt.  She tried to flirt wid
ivery one in sight.  Now there's niver no sinse in that, Patsy
dear.  A few like to kape yer hand in . . . but not ivery one.
Remimber that whin yer time comes."

"Kathie told me that Jim Madison climbed to the top of the biggest
tree at Silverbridge to see if he could pick a star for her."

"Oh, oh, but did he get the star, darlint?  There's inny number av
ways av showing off.  Now just ye be going to slape wid a good
heart.  Ye've got a liddle better opinion of yersilf I be

"A whole lot better, Judy.  I guess I've been pretty silly.  But I
did look so brown . . ."

"Sure and I'll tell ye an ould beauty secret, Patsy dear.  Whin the
spring comes just ye run out ivery morning and wash yer face in
morning dew.  I'm not saying it'll make ye pink and white like
Kathleen but it'll make yer skin like satin."

"Really, Judy?"

"Sure and isn't it in me book av Useful Knowledge?  I'll be showing
it to ye to-morrow."

"Why haven't YOU done that, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, nothing cud make inny diffrunce to me old elephant's hide.
Ye've got to begin it young.  Georgie Shortreed made a rigular
beauty av hersilf that way, so she did, and made a good match in a
fam'ly that was as full av ould maids as a pudding av plums.  Was I
iver telling ye how her sister Kitty lost her one chanct?  Sure and
didn't she throw a pan av dish-water over her beau one night,
accidental like, whin he was standing on the kitchen dure-step,
trying to get up enough spunk to knock . . . him being a bould
young lad av fifty wid a taste for ugly girls and not used to
sparking.  Away he wint and niver come back, small wonder, for
wasn't his bist suit ruint entirely wid grase?  The Shortreeds all
had that lazy trick av opening the dure and letting the dish-water
fly right and lift widout looking.  Was I iver telling ye how their
ould dad, Dick Shortreed, quarrelled wid his marching neighbour, Ab
Bollinger, over a hin?"

"No."  Pat snuggled down on her pillow, happy again and ready to
taste Judy's yarns.

"They fought over the hin for three years and wint to law about it
. . . to the magistrate innyway . . . and 'twas the joke av the
country side.  And after they had spint more money than wud buy a
hundred hins this same Ab Bollinger's daughter up and married ould
Dick Shortreed's son and the ould folks made up their quarrel and
killed the hin for the widding supper.  'Twas a tough bite I'm
thinking be that time."

After Judy went out Pat slipped out of bed to the window where the
moonlight was glittering on the frosted panes.  Winnie had not come
up yet and the night was very still.  Pat could see the fields of
crystal snow, the shadows in the Whispering Lane, and the silver
fringe of icicles on the church barn.  A light was shining in Bets'
dormer up at the Long House.  She was good friends with the world
again.  What did it matter if she had no great beauty herself?  She
had the beauty of shining meadows . . . of moon secrets in field
and grove . . . of beloved Silver Bush.

Still, it was a comfort as she crept to bed again to remember that
Kathie had the Madison ears.


Shores of Romance


"Sure and it'll rain afore night," said Judy at noon.  "Look how
clare ye can see yer Hill av the Mist."

Pat hoped it wouldn't rain.  She and Jingle had planned a walk to
the shore.  This was by way of being a treat to Pat for although
you could, from Silver Bush, see the great gulf to the north and
the shimmering blue curve of the harbour to the east, it was a mile
and a half to the shore itself and the Silver Bush children did not
often get down.  Pat felt that she needed something to cheer her
up.  Buttons, the dearest kitten that had ever been at Silver Bush
. . . to be sure, every kitten was that . . . had died that morning
without rhyme or reason.  All his delights were over . . . frisking
in the "dim" . . . flying up trees . . . catching small mice in the
jungle of the Old Part . . . basking on the tombstones.  Pat had
tearfully buried this little dead thing that only yester-night had
been so beautiful.

Besides, she was "out" with Sid over his frog.  Pat was always so
sorry for imprisoned things and Sid had had that poor frog in a
pail in the yard for a week.  Every time Pat looked at it it seemed
to look at her appealingly.  Perhaps it had a father or mother or
husband or wife in the pool.  Or even just a dear friend to whom it
longed to be reunited.  So Pat carried it away to the Field of the
Pool and Sid hadn't spoken to her for two days.

All the afternoon the heat waves shimmered over the Buttercup Field
and the sun "drew water" . . . as if some far-off Weaver in the
west were spinning shining threads of rain between sky and sea.
But it was still a lovely evening when Jingle and Pat . . . and
McGinty . . . started for the shore, although far down on the
lowlands was a smudge of fog here and there, with little fir trees
sticking spectrally up out of it.

"Don't ye go and get drownded now," warned Judy, as she always did
when anybody went to the shore.  "And mind ye don't fall over the
capes or get caught be the tide or run over by an auty afore ye get
to the shore road or . . ." but they were out of hearing before
Judy could think up any more "ors."

Pat loved that long red road that wandered on until it reached the
sea, twisting unexpectedly just because it wanted to, among the
spruce "barrens," where purple sheep laurel bordered the path and
meadow-sweet and blue-eyed grass grew along the fences.  "Kiss-me-
quicks," Judy called the blue-eyed grasses.  Pat liked this name
best but you couldn't call it that to a boy.  They rambled happily
on, sucking honey-filled horns of red clover, a mad, happy little
dog tearing along before them with his tongue out.  Sometimes they
talked and sometimes they didn't.  That was what Pat liked about
Jingle.  You didn't have to talk to him unless you wanted to.

Half way to the shore they had to call at Mr. Hughes', where Jingle
had an errand for his uncle.  The Hughes house was a rather
tumbledown one but it had some funny twinkly windows that Jingle
liked.  Jingle was always on the lookout for windows.  They had a
peculiar fascination for him.  He averred that the windows of a
house made or marred it.

"Will I put windows like that in your house, Pat?"

Pat giggled.  Jingle had put all kinds of windows in that imaginary
house of hers already.

She would rather have waited outside and looked at the windows,
even if more than one of the panes was broken and stuffed with
rags, while Jingle did his errand but he dragged her in.  Jingle
knew that there were three Hughes girls there and face them alone
he would not.

Mr. Hughes was out but they were asked to sit down and wait until
he came in.  Neither felt at home.  The Hughes kitchen was in what
Judy would have called a "tarrible kilter" and a black swarm of
flies had settled on the dirty dishes of the supper table.  Sally
and Bess and Cora Hughes sat in a row behind the table and grinned
at the callers . . . a malicious grin not in the least likely to
put shy or sensitive people at their ease.  Pat knew them only
slightly but she had heard of them.

"Which of us girls," said Bess to Jingle with an impish, green-eyed
smile, "are you going to marry when you grow up?"

Jingle's face turned a dark, uncomfortable red.  He shuffled his
bare feet but did not answer.

"Oh, ain't you the bashful one?" giggled Sally.  "Just look how
he's blushing, girls."

"I'm going to get ma's tape and measure his mouth," said Cora,
sticking her tongue out at Jingle.

Jingle looked hunted and desperate but still would not speak . . .
could not, probably.  Pat was furious.  These girls were making fun
of Jingle.  She recalled a word she had heard the minister use in
his sermon last Sunday.  Pat had no idea what it meant but she
liked the sound of it.  It was dignified.

"Don't mind them, Jingle.  They are nothing but protoplasms," she
said scornfully.

For a moment it worked.  Then the Hughes temper broke.

"Skinny!" cried Bess.

"Shrimp!" cried Cora.

"Moon-face!" cried Sally.


"YOU needn't get your Scotch up, Pat Gardiner," they all cried

"Oh, I'm not angry, if that's what you mean," said Pat icily.  "I'm
only sorry for you."

This got under the Hughes skins.

"Sorry for us?"  Bess laughed nastily.  "Better be sorry for your
old Witch Judy.  She's going straight to the Bad Place when she
dies.  Witches do."

There was an end to all dignity.  Pat tossed her head.

"Judy isn't a witch.  I think your father is a cousin of Mary Ann
McClenahan's, isn't he?"

There was no denying this.  But Sally got even.

"Why doesn't your mother ever come to see you," she asked Jingle.

"I don't think that is any business of yours," said Pat.

"I wasn't addressing you, MISS Gardiner," retorted Sally.  "Better
hang YOUR tongue out to cool."

"Now, now, what's all this fuss about?"

Mrs. Hughes waddled into the room with an old felt hat of her
husband's atop of her rough hair.  She subsided into a mangy old
plush chair and looked reproachfully at everybody.

"Who's been slapping your face, Jingle?  You girls been teasing him
I s'pose.  I declare I don't see why you can't try and act as if
you'd been RAISED.  You mustn't mind their nonsense, Jingle.
They're a bit too fond of their fun."

Fun!  If it was fun to insult callers!  But Mr. Hughes came in at
last.  Jingle delivered his uncle's message and they got away.
McGinty had long since fled and was waiting for them on the shore

"Let's forget all about it," said Pat.  "We won't spoil our walk by
thinking about them."

"It's not THEM," said Jingle, too miserable to care whether he was
ungrammatical or not.  "It's what they said about . . . about


It was so lovely at the shore that they soon forgot the Hughes
episode.  They passed by the old, wind-beaten spruces of Tiny Cove
and ran down to where the wind and shore were calling each other.
Fishing boats went past, wraith-like.  Far-off was the thunder of
waves on the bar but here the sea crouched and purred.  They raced
along the shore with the sting of the blowing sand in their faces.
They waded in the pools among the rocks.  They built "sea-palaces"
with shells and driftwood.  Finally they sat them down on a red
rock in a little curve below the red "capes" and looked far out in
the soft fading purple of the longshore twilight to some magic
shore beyond the world's rim.

"Would you like to go away 'way out there, Pat?"

"No."  Pat shivered.  "It would be too far from home."

"I think _I_ would," said Jingle dreamily.  "There's so much in the
world I want to see . . . the great palaces and cathedrals men have
built.  I want to learn how to build them, too.  But . . ."

Jingle stopped.  He knew it was no use to hope for such a thing.
He must, as far as he could see, spend his life picking up stones
and grubbing out young spruce trees on his uncle's farm.

"Joe used to say he would like to be a sailor like Uncle Horace,"
said Pat.  "He said he hated farming, but he hasn't said anything
about it lately.  Father wouldn't listen to him."

"School will begin next week," said Jingle.  "I hate to go.  Miss
Chidlaw will want me to join the entrance class . . . and what's
the use?  I can't get to Queen's . . . ever."

"You want to go, Jingle?"

"Of course I want to go.  It's the first step.  But . . . I can't."

"Next year they'll want ME to join the entrance but I'm not going
to," said Pat resolutely.  "I don't want to go to college.  I'm
just going to stay at Silver Bush and help Judy.  Oh, isn't the
salt tang in the air here lovely, Jingle?  I wish we could come to
the shore oftener."

"The mists down by the harbour look like ghosts, don't they?  And
look at that little, lonely ship away over there . . . it looks as
if it was drifting over the edge of the world.  There's a fog
coming in from sea.  I guess maybe we'd better be going, Pat."

There was only one objection to their going.  While they had sat
there the tide had come in.  It was almost at their feet now.  The
rocks at the cape points were already under water.  They looked at
each other with suddenly whitened faces.

"We . . . we can't get around the capes," gasped Pat.

Jingle looked at the rocks above them.  Could they climb them?  No,
not here.  They overhung too much.

"Will we . . . be drowned, Jingle?" whispered Pat, clutching him.

Jingle put his arm around her.  He must be brave and cool for Pat's

"No, of course not.  See that little cave in the cape?  We can
climb up to it.  I'm almost sure the tide never rises as high as

"Oh, you can't be sure," said Pat.  "Remember Judy's stories of
people being caught by the tide and drowned."

"That was in Ireland.  I never heard of it happening here.  Come
. . . quick."

Jingle caught up McGinty and they raced through the water which was
by now almost to their knees.  Two rather badly scared children
scrambled up into the little cave.  As a matter of fact they need
not have been scared.  The cave was well above high tide mark.  But
neither of them was quite sure of that.  They sat huddled together
with McGinty between them.  McGinty at least was quite easy in his
mind.  Indian plains and Lapland snows were all the same to McGinty
when the two people he loved were with him.

Pat's panic subsided after a few minutes.  She always felt safe
with Jingle.  And it wasn't likely the tide rose this high.  But
how long would it be before they could escape?  The folks at home
would be wild with fright.  If they had only remembered Judy's

But, in spite of everything, the romance of it appealed to Pat.
Marooned in a cave by the tide was romantic if ever anything was.
As for Jingle, if he had been sure that they were quite safe, he
would have been perfectly happy.  He had Pat all to himself . . .
something that didn't happen very often since Bets had come to the
Long House.  Not but what he liked Bets.  But Pat was the only girl
with whom Jingle never felt shy.

"If those horrid Hughes girls could see us now wouldn't they
laugh," giggled Pat.  "But I'm sorry I let them make me mad.  Judy
says you must never lower yourself to be mad with SCUM."

"I wasn't mad," said Jingle, "but what they said about mother hurt.
Because . . . it's TRUE."

Pat squeezed his hand sympathetically.

"I'm sure she'll come some day, Jingle."

"I've given up hoping it," said Jingle bitterly.  "She . . . she
never sent me a card last Christmas at all."

"Doesn't she answer your letters, Jingle . . . ever?"

"I . . . I never send the letters, Pat," said Jingle miserably.
"I've never sent any of them.  I write them every Sunday but I just
keep them in a box in an old chest.  She never answered the first
one I sent . . . so I never sent any more."

Pat just couldn't help it.  She felt so sorry for Jingle . . .
writing those letters Sunday after Sunday and never sending them.
Impulsively she put her arm around his neck and kissed his cheek.

"There's no one like you in all the world, Pat," said Jingle

"Hear, hear," said the thuds of McGinty's tail.

Far-away shores were now only dim grey lands.  The dark shadows of
the oncoming night were all around them.

"Let's pretend things to pass the time," suggested Pat.  "Let's
pretend the rocks dance . . ."

"Let's pretend things about that old house up there," said Jingle.

The old house was on the top of the right cape.  It was not one of
the fish-houses that sprinkled the shore.  Two generations ago it
had been built by an eccentric Englishman who had brought his
family out from England and lived there mysteriously.  He seemed to
have plenty of money and there were gay doings in the house until
his wife died.  Then he had left the Island as suddenly as he had
come.  Nobody would buy a house in such a place and it had sunk
into a ruin.  Its windows were broken . . . its chimneys had
toppled down.  The wind and the mist were the only guests now in
rooms that had once echoed to music and laughter and dancing feet.
In the gathering shadows the old house had the look of fate which
even a commonplace building assumes beneath the falling night . . .
as if it brooded over dark secrets . . . grim deeds whereof history
has no record.

"I wonder if anybody was ever murdered in that house," whispered
Pat, with a delicious creepy thrill.

They peopled the old house with the forms of those who had once
lived there.  They invented the most grewsome things.  The
Englishman had killed his wife . . . had thrown her over the cape
. . . had buried her under the house . . . her ghost walked there
on nights like this.  On stormy nights the house resounded with
weeping and wailing . . . on moonlit nights it was full of SHADOWS
. . . restless, uneasy shadows.  They scared themselves nearly to
death and McGinty, excited by their tragic voices, howled dismally.

All at once they were too scared to go on pretending.  It was dark
. . . too dark to see the gulf although they could hear it.  The
bar moaned.  An occasional bitter splash of rain blew into their
cave.  The little waves sobbed on the lonely shore.  The very wind
seemed full of the voices of the ghosts they had created.  It was
an eerie place . . . Pat snuggled close to Jingle.

"Oh, I wish somebody would come," she whispered.

Wishes don't often come true on the dot but Pat's did.  A dim
bobbing light came into sight out on the water . . . it drew nearer
. . . there was a boat with a grizzled old fisherman in it.  Jingle
yelled wildly and the boat pulled in to the cape.  Andrew Morgan
lifted a lantern and peered at them.

"I-golly, if it isn't the Gordon boy and the Gardiner girl!
Whatever are ye doing there?  Caught by the tide, hey?  Well, it's
a bit of luck for ye that I took the notion to row down to Tiny
Cove for a bag of salt.  I heered that dog yelping and thought I'd
better see where he was.  Climb down now . . . a bit careful . . .
ay, that's the trick.  And where do ye want to go?"


Two thankful children were duly landed in the cove and lost no time
in scampering home.  A lovely clean rain was pelting down but they
did not mind it.  They burst into Judy's kitchen joyfully . . . out
of the wind and rain and dark into the light of home.  Why, the
house was holding out its arms to them!

Judy was scandalised.

"Chilled to the bone ye are!  Pewmony'll be the last of it."

"No, really, Judy, we kept warm running.  Don't scold, Judy.  And
don't tell any one.  Mother would worry so if we ever went to the
shore again.  I'll slip into a dry dress and Jingle can put on a
shirt of Sid's.  And you'll give us a snack, won't you, Judy?
We're hungry as bears."

"Oh, oh, and ye might have been drowned . . . or if ould Andy
Morgan hadn't come along . . . sure and for onct in his life the
ould ninny was in the right place . . . ye'd av had to stay there
till the tide turned . . . a nice scandal."

"The Hughes girls would have made one out of it anyway," laughed

"That tribe!" said Judy contemptuously, when she heard the story.
"Sure and that Sally-thing is glib since she got her tongue
righted.  Charmed be a snake she was whin she was three years ould
and cudn't talk plain agin for years."

"Charmed by a snake?"

"I'm telling ye.  Curled upon the dure-step me fine snake was and
Sally a-staring into its eyes.  Her mother fetched it a swipe wid a
billet av wood and Sally yelled as if she'd been hit herself.  Old
Man Hughes told me the tale himsilf so I lave ye to guess how much
truth was in it.  Maybe they was ashamed av the way she lisped . . .
but there's no being up to snakes and one thing is certain . . .
Sally had the cratur's hiss in her v'ice till she was six.  Mary
Ann McClenahan was be way av saying she was a changeling.  Oh, oh,
ye did well to give them a bar about Mary Ann.  They ain't proud av
the connection I'm telling ye.  But . . . me memory's getting that
poor . . . what was it ye was after calling them now?"

"Protoplasms," said Pat proudly.

"Oh, oh, that sounds exactly like thim, whin I come to think av
it," nodded Judy.  "Now sit ye down and ate yer liddle bite.  I
sint yer mother off to bed, niver letting on to her where ye'd gone
and don't let me see ye coming home agin wid such didoes to yer

"You know it would be dull if nothing out of the common ever
happened, Judy.  And if we never have any adventures we'll have
nothing to remember when we get old."

"The sinse av her," said Judy admiringly.


What Would Judy Think of It?


When Pat went to Silverbridge in September to spend a few days with
Aunt Hazel she went willingly, for a brief exile from Silver Bush
was not so terrible as it used to be and Aunt Hazel's home was a
jolly place to visit.  But when, just as the visit was nearly
ended, word came that Cuddles and Sid were down with measles and
that Pat must not come home until all danger of catching them was
past, it was rather a cat of another colour.  However, what with
one thing and another, Pat contrived to enjoy herself tolerably
well and consoled herself in her spasms of homesickness by writing
letters to everybody.

(The letter to Bets.  With a border of dinky little black cats
inked in all around it.)

"Sweetheart Elizabeth:--

"I think 'sweetheart' is a TENDERER word than darling, don't you?
This is my birthday and your birthday and isn't it a shame we can't
spend it together?  But even if we couldn't be together I've been
thinking of you all day and loving you.  Aren't you glad our
birthday is in September?  I think it is one of the nicest things
that ever happened me because September is my favourite month in
the year.  It's such a friendly month and it seems as if the year
had stopped being in a hurry and had time to think about you.

"Bets, just think of it.  We're twelve.  It seems such a short time
since I was a child.  And just think, our next birthday we'll be in
our teens.  Uncle Robert's Maiden Aunt says once you are in your
teens the years just whirl by and first thing you know you're old.
I can't believe we'll ever be old, Bets . . . can you?

"I like it pretty well here.  Aunt Hazel's place is lovely but
everything would be prettier if you could share it with me.  The
window in my room looks out on the orchard and off to the left is a
dear little valley all full of young spruces and shadows.  I mean
the spruces are young not the shadows.  I think shadows are always
OLD.  They are lovely but I think I am always a little bit afraid
of them because they are so very old.  Aunt Hazel laughed when I
said this and said notions like that were what came of Judy Plum
stuffing us all with her yarns about fairies but I don't think that
has anything to do with it.  It's just that shadows always seem to
me to be ALIVE, especially when moonlight and twilight are mixing.

"I go over the road to Uncle Robert's brother's house quite often
to play with Sylvia Cyrilla Madison.  I like that name.  It has a
nice, ripply, gurgly sound like a brook.  She is a nice girl but I
can never like any one as well as you, Bets.  I LIKE Sylvia Cyrilla
but I LOVE you.  Sylvia Cyrilla thinks Sid is very handsome.
Somehow I don't like to hear her praise him.  When her grown-up
sister Mattie said the same thing I was PROUD.  But I hated to hear
Sylvia Cyrilla say it.  Why?

"Sylvia Cyrilla's big brother, Bert, told her I was a cute little
skeesicks.  But probably he only said it out of politeness.

"Aunt Hazel is teaching me to make fudge and hemstitch.  I like
doing things like that but Sylvia Cyrilla says it's old-fashioned.
She says girls have to have a career now.  She is going to have
one.  But I'm sure I don't want one.  Somebody has to make fudge
and I notice Sylvia Cyrilla likes to eat it as well as any one.

"Jen Campbell is Sylvia Cyrilla's dearest friend.  She is good fun
but she doesn't like to be beaten in anything.  When I said Sid and
Cuddles had the measles she said proudly, 'I had mumps and measles
and scarlet fever and middle ear in one year and now I have to get
my tonsils out.'  It made me feel very inexperienced.

"Jen says she wishes she had been born a boy.  I don't, do you?  I
think it is just lovely to be a girl.

"I am writing this up in Aunt Hazel's garret and it's raining.  I
love to be in a garret when it's raining, don't you?  I love a
sweet, rainy darkness like there is outside.  The rain seems so
friendly when it's gentle.  Uncle Rob says I'm a regular garret cat
but the reason I like to be up here is because I can see the
harbour from one window and Silver Bush from another.  From here it
just looks like a little white spot against the birch bush.  I
can't see your house but I can see the Hill of the Mist, only it is
north of me now instead of being east.  That gives me a queer,
Alice-in-the-looking-glass feeling.

"To-night there are windy shadows flying over the harbour under the
rain . . . like great long misty wings.  It gives me a strange
feeling when I look at them . . . it almost hurts me and yet I love
them.  Oh, Bets, darling, isn't it lovely to be alive and see
things like that?

"I am going to tell you a secret.  I wouldn't tell it to any one in
the world but you.  I know you won't laugh and I can't bear to have
secrets from YOU.

"I think I fell in love last Sunday night at eight o'clock.  Aunt
Hazel took me to a sacred concert in Silverbridge given by three
blind men.  One played the piano and one played the violin and one
sang.  His singing was just HEAVENLY, Bets, and he was so handsome.
He had dark hair and a beautiful nose and the loveliest blue eyes
although he was blind.  When he began to sing I had such a queer
sinking feeling at the pit of my stomach.  I thought I must be
getting religion, as Judy says, and then in a flash I knew what had
happened to me because my knees were shaking.  I asked Judy once
how you cold tell when you fell in love and she said, 'Ye'll find
yer legs trimbling a bit.'

"Oh, how I wished I could only do some splendid thing to make him
notice me, or die for him.  I was glad Aunt Hazel had scented my
hands with toilet water before I left and that I had on my blue
dress and my little blue necklace even if he couldn't see it.  It
would have been awful to fall in love if you had your old clothes
on or if you had a cold in the head like poor Sylvia Cyrilla.  She
was sniffing and blowing her nose all the evening.

"Oh, I shall never forget it, Bets.  But the trouble is it didn't
last.  It was all over by Monday morning.  That seemed terrible
because Sunday night I thought it would last to all eternity as it
says in books.  I don't feel a bit like that about him now, though
it makes me a little dizzy just to remember it.  Am I fickle?  I'd
hate to be fickle.

"Won't it be lovely when I can go home and we can be together
again?  I'm crossing every day off on the calendar and I pray every
night that nobody else at Silver Bush will take measles.  Please
don't read any poetry under the Watching Pine until I get back.  I
can't bear to think of you being there without me.

"I must go to bed now and get my 'beauty sleep' as Uncle Rob says.
I like the words 'beauty sleep.'  Just suppose one COULD fall
asleep ugly and wake up beautiful.  That wouldn't seem so wonderful
to you, darling, because you ARE beautiful, but poor me!

"It would be rather nice to have a blind husband because he
wouldn't care if you weren't pretty.  But I don't suppose I'll ever
see him again.

"Think of me every moment you can.

"Your own,


"P.S.  Aunt Hazel says I ought to get my hair bobbed.  But what
would Judy say?"


(The letter to mother)

"My Own Sweetest Mother:--

"I'm just making believe you're HERE, mother, and that I'm feeling
your arm around me.  I'm just starving for you all.  There is
something pleasant about most of the days here but you seem so far
away at night.  Do you miss me?  And does Silver Bush miss me?
Dear Silver Bush.  When I came up to the garret to-night and looked
to where it was all was dead and dark.  Then it just came to life
with lights in all its windows and I thought I could see you all
there, and Judy and Gentleman Tom, and I guess I cried a little.

"I was so glad to hear Sid and Cuddles were getting on all right.
I hope Cuddles won't forget me.  I'm glad you baked your letter in
the oven so I wouldn't get germs in it, because it would be
dreadful if just when I was ready to go home I'd come down with
measles here.  Mother dearest, I hope you don't have any of your
bad headaches while I am away.

"I read my chapter in the Bible every night, mother, and say my
prayers.  Miss Martha Madison is here for a long visit.  Uncle
Robert calls her his Maiden Aunt behind her back and you can just
see the capitals.  Every night she comes in and asks me if I've
said my prayers.  I don't like strangers meddling with my prayers.
It will soon be a year since dad came home from the west but still
every night I thank God for it.  I just can't thank Him enough.
Jen says she has cousins out there and it is a splendid country.
Likely it is . . . but it isn't Silver Bush.

"There's one thing I do like here, mother.  The sheepskin rug by my
bed.  It's so nice to hop out of bed and dig your toes into a
sheepskin rug, ever so much nicer than cold oilcloth or even a
hooked mat.  Can I have a sheepskin rug, mother?  That is, if it
won't hurt Judy's feelings.

"I had a lovely letter from Bets to-day.  Mother, I do love Bets.
I'm so glad that I have such a beautiful friend.  There is
something about her voice makes me think of the wind blowing
through the Silver Bush.  And her eyes are like YOURS, always
looking as if she knew something lovely.

"You are just the loveliest mother.  I like writing letters because
it is easier to write things like that than say them.

"Mother, can my new winter dress be red?  I love soft glowing
colours like red.  Sylvia Cyrilla says she would like to have a new
dress every month but I wouldn't.  I like to wear my clothes long
enough to get fond of them.  I hate to think that my last year's
brown has got too small for me.  I've had so many good times in
that dear old dress.  Mind you don't let Judy have any of my old
things for hooking until I come home.  I know she's got her eye on
my yellow middy blouse but you can lengthen the sleeves, can't you,

"There's a lovely moon rising over the harbour to-night although
the wind sounds a little sad around the garret.  Judy says that
when I saw the full moon one night when I was three years old I
said, 'Oh, see the man carrying a lantern in the sky.'  Did I

"The Maiden Aunt says she likes lavender among sheets.  When I said
we always put sweet clover between ours she sniffed.  Aunt Hazel
said yesterday I could make the Brown Betty for dinner but I
couldn't do it right with the Maiden Aunt looking on and watching
for mistakes.  So it wasn't good and I felt HUMILIATED but anyhow I
think Brown Betty sounds too cannibalish.

"I think Sylvia Cyrilla's mother just worships her parlour.  She
keeps it locked up and the blind down and only very special
visitors ever get into it.  I'm glad WE live all over our house,

"The Maiden Aunt says there will be a frost to-night.  Oh, I hope
not.  I don't want the flowers to be nipped before I get back.  But
I noticed to-day that the yellow leaves have begun to fall from the
poplars so the summer is over.

"I've just thrown a kiss out to the wind to carry to you.  And I'm
putting lots of kisses in this letter, a kiss for everybody and
everything and a special kiss for father and Cuddles.  Isn't it
lucky love doesn't make a letter weigh any heavier?  If it did this
letter would be so heavy I couldn't afford the postage.

"Aunt Hazel's new baby is very sweet but not so pretty as Cuddles
was.  Oh, mother, there really isn't anybody like the Silver Bush
people, is there?  I think we're SUCH a nice family!  And you are
the nicest person in it.

"Your devoted daughter,


"P.S.  Aunt Hazel says I ought to have my hair bobbed.  Do you
think Judy would mind now?  Sylvia Cyrilla says her mother cried
for a week when she had hers bobbed but she likes it now.



(Letter to Sid)

"Dearest Sid:--

"I'm so glad to hear you are getting better and able to eat.  The
Maiden Aunt says you shouldn't be let eat much when you are getting
over measles but I guess Judy knows better than a Maiden Aunt.  I
hated to think you were sick and me not there to fan your fevered
brow or do a single thing for you.  But I knew Judy would look
after you if mother couldn't spare time from Cuddles.

"I like it here.  It is a nice friendly house and Aunt Hazel lets
me stay up till half past nine.  But I will be glad when I can go
home.  I hope I won't take the measles but I think it would be real
exciting to be sick.  They would make such a fuss over me then.
When you get well we must go back to our Secret Field and see how
our spruces are.

"Sylvia Cyrilla says that Fred Davidson and his sister Muriel used
to be devoted to each other just like you and me but they
quarrelled and now they never speak.  Oh, Sid, don't let us EVER
quarrel.  I couldn't bear it.

"Of course they are only Davidsons.

"Sylvia Cyrilla says the South Glen Petersons got a bad scare last
week.  They thought Myrtle Peterson had eloped.  But it turned out
she was only drowned.  And Sylvia says May Binnie is your girl.
She isn't, is she, Sid?  You'd never have a Binnie for a girl.
They are not in our class.

"I wish you would marry Bets when you grow up.  I wouldn't mind HER
coming to Silver Bush.  She would love it as much as I do and I'm
sure she'd make you a lovely wife.  And she wouldn't mind my living
with you I know.

"If the grey and white barn-cat has kittens tell Joe to save one
for me.

"It will soon be ploughing time.  I'll be home in time to help pick
the apples.  Bert Madison is teaching me how to tie a sailor's knot
and I'll show you but you won't show May Binnie, will you, Sid?

"Your own dear sister,


"P.S.  Aunt Hazel says I ought to have my hair bobbed.  Do you
think it would improve me?  But what would Judy say?"


(Letter to Jingle)

"Dear Jingle:--

"It was ripping of you to write me so often.  I'm glad you missed
me.  Nobody at Silver Bush have SAID they missed me.  I supposed
Sid and Cuddles were too sick to, and Winnie and Joe are so big now
I guess I don't matter much to them.

"I'm up in the garret.  I like to sit here and watch the trees in
the spruce valley getting black and listen to the wind moaning
round the chimneys.  To-night it's the kind that Judy calls the
ghost wind.  It makes me think of that piece of poetry you read the
last day we were in Happiness.

     "The midnight wind came wild and dread
      Swelled with the voices of the dead.

"Those lines always give me a lovely creepy shudder, Jingle, and
I'm glad you feel it, too.  Sid thinks it's all bosh.  He laughs at
me when I wonder what is the meaning of the things the trees are
always saying and what some of the winds are always so sorry for.
But you never laugh at me, Jingle.  Every night here, before I go
to sleep I lie still and think I can hear the water falling over
the mossy rock in dear Happiness.

"How is McGinty?  Give him a hug for me.  The Maiden Aunt has a dog
but I'm sorry for it.  She never lets it out of her sight and the
poor thing has nothing but a rubber rat to play with.  They have
several dogs at Sylvia Cyrilla's, Bert's dog and Myrtle's dog and
the family dog, but none of these are as nice as McGinty.  Uncle
Rob's father down the road has a dog but he is not an exciting dog.
Uncle Rob says he is always so tired he has to lean against a fence
to bark.  Speaking of dogs, I found such a lovely poem in Aunt
Hazel's scrapbook called The Little Dog Angel.  I cried when I read
it because I thought of you and McGinty.  I could just SEE McGinty
slipping out of heaven's gates between St. Peter's legs to 'bark a
welcome to you in the shivering dark.'  Oh, Jingle, I'm sure dear
little dogs like McGinty MUST have souls.

"I wonder what you'd think of Aunt Hazel's house.  I think you'd
say it was too tall.  But it's really very nice inside.  Only there
are no back steps to sit on and no round window and no dead clock.

"What do you think, Jingle?  Old Mr. Peter Morgan from the harbour
told me he was a pirate in his young days and buried a treasure
worth millions on a West Indies island and never could find the
place again.  If he had told me that four years ago I would have
believed him but he has left it too late.  I wish it was as easy to
believe things as it used to be.

"The fence back of Uncle Robert's house is the line between Queen's
and Prince county.  It's perfectly thrilling, Jingle, to think you
can go into another county just by climbing over a fence.  Somehow
you expect everything to be different.  I climb over it every day
just to get the nice adventury feeling.  Aunt Hazel says it doesn't
take much to give me a thrill but I think it is lucky.  What would
life be without a few thrills?  And what would life be without
Betses and Jingles and Sids and Judys and Silver Bushes?

"Chum Pat.

"P.S.  Aunt Hazel says she thinks I ought to have my hair bobbed.
Would you like me bobbed, Jingle?"


(Letter to Judy with Judy's comments)

"My Own Dear Judy:--

"It just seems ages since I left home and I've been so lonesome for
you all and the dear old kitchen.  Aunt Hazel's kitchen is very up
to date but it isn't as cosy as ours, Judy.  When I get homesick at
nights I go up to the garret and watch the lights of Silver Bush
and picture out what every one is doing and I see you setting bread
in the kitchen, talking to yourself, (fancy that now.)  And
Gentleman Tom thinking away on his bench.  (Sure and it's the grand
thinker ye are, Tom.  I'm after telling the world ye can think more
in a day than most folks can in a wake.)  They have no cats here
because Uncle Robert's Maiden Aunt visits so often and so long and
she doesn't like them.  I don't like the Maiden Aunt very well.
(Oh, oh, small blame to ye for that, Patsy.)  She is very homely.
I know I'm not much to look at myself but I haven't a nose like
hers.  Everything, even her hair, seems to be frightened of it and
trying to get away from it.  (Sure and there's observation for ye.)
And yet I'm a little sorry for her, Judy, (oh, oh, the tinder heart
av her now), because she is really lonely.  She hasn't anybody or
any place to love.  That must be dreadful.

"Aunt Hazel has the loveliest blue quilt, quilted in fans, on her
spare bed.  And she has the rose mat you hooked for her on her
living room floor.  She is very proud of it and points it out to
every one.  (Oh, oh, so I'm getting me name up, it sames.)  She
hasn't a parlour or she would have put it there.  It isn't
fashionable to have parlours now, Sylvia Cyrilla says.  I don't
know what she'd say if she knew we have TWO.  (Sure and who cares
what she'd say?  A parlour sounds far grander than a living room
inny day.)

"Mother says I can have a new red dress this winter, Judy.  And I
hope she'll let me get a little red hat to go with it.  (Oh, oh,
but that would be rale chick.)  Jen Davidson says she is going to
have two new hats.  She says the Davidsons always do.  Well, you
can't wear more than one hat at a time, can you, Judy?  (The
philosophy av her.)  The Maiden Aunt sniffs when I talk of clothes
but Aunt Hazel says that is because she can't afford them herself
and if Uncle Robert didn't help her out every year she wouldn't
have a stitch to her back.  (Sure and folks don't be wanting minny
stiches to their backs nowadays, jidging be the fashion books I've
been seeing.)

"Oh, Judy dear, the Maiden Aunt say it isn't right to tell fairy
tales, not even that there is a Santa Claus.  (Set her up wid it.)
But I'm going to keep on believing in fairy rings and horseshoes
over the door and witches on broomsticks.  It makes life so
thrilling to believe in things.  If you believe in a thing it
doesn't matter whether it exists or not.  (Sure and she cud argy a
Philadelphy lawyer down, the darlint.)

"We don't have any eating between meals here, Judy.  I guess it's
healthier but when bed-time comes I DO think of your eggs and
butter.  I think a snack at bed-time is healthy.  (Sure and all
sinsible people do be thinking the same.)  But Aunt Hazel is a good
cook.  She can make the loveliest ribbon cake.  I wish you would
learn to make ribbon cake, Judy.  (Oh, oh, yer ribbon cake, is it?
I'm too old a dog to be larning yer new millinery tricks.)  But her
cranberry pies aren't as nice as yours, Judy.  They're too sweet.
(Oh, oh, the blarney of the cratur!  She's after wanting to put me
in the good humour.)  Sylvia Cyrilla's mother can make lovely
Devonshire cream.  (Devonshire crame, is it?  I cud make Devonshire
crame afore she was born or thought of.  But will ye be telling me
where the crame is to come from wid ivery drop of milk sint off to
the cheese factory?)  But she isn't a good cook in other ways.  Her
things LOOK all right but something always TASTES wrong.  Not
enough salt or too much, or no flavouring or something like that.
(No gumption, me jewel, that's the trouble.  No gumption.)

"Sylvia Cyrilla's father's cousin in Charlottetown tried to cut his
throat last week but Sylvia Cyrilla says he didn't succeed and they
took him to the hospital and sewed him up.  (Alvin Sutton that wud
be.  Sure and none av the Suttons iver made a good job av innything
they undertook.)

"Aunt Hazel's father-in-law and mother-in-law live up the road a
piece, Mr. and Mrs. James Madison.  I often go up on errands.  Mr.
James has no use for me because I can't eat a plate of porridge.
He says it is a dish for a king.  But I'm not a king.  (Porridge,
is it?  Sure and I'm not running down porridge but skinny ould Jim
Madison isn't after being much av an advertisement for it.)  They
are very proud of their oldest daughter, Mary.  She is an M. A. and
won some great scholarships and is a teacher in a college.  I
suppose it is nice to be so clever, Judy.  (Oh, oh, but I'm not
hearing av her getting a man, though.)  Mr. James likes to tease
his wife.  When Sylvia Cyrilla's father asked him if he would get
married over again he laughed and said yes, but not to the same
woman.  Mrs. James didn't laugh though.  (Oh, oh, she was after
knowing it might be half fun and whole earnest.)  They say Mr.
James was very wild when he was young but he says if he hadn't been
there'd have been no stories to tell about him now . . . he'd be
nothing but a dull old grandfather.

"I've been collecting stories ever since I've been here, Judy, so
that I'll have lots to tell when I'm old like you.  There is one
about a ghost on a farm belonging to Sylvia Cyrilla's uncle who has
whiskers.  I mean the ghost has whiskers.  Isn't that funny?  Can
you imagine a ghost with whiskers?  (Sure and I knew a ghost in
ould Ireland wid a bald head.  There's no accounting for the freaks
av the craturs.)  And Jen Davidson had a cousin who always cried
when he was drunk.  I thought it was because he was sorry he was
drunk but Jen says it was because he couldn't get drunk oftener.
Old Mr. McAllister from the bridge was up to see Mr. James last
Monday and said he would have been up Sunday only he was wrestling
with Satan all day.  Do you suppose he really was, Judy, or was he
just speaking poetically.  (Oh, oh, I'm guessing he must av been
trying to keep on good terms wid his wife.  She'd quarrel wid a
feather bed, that one.  Sure and he only married her be accident.
Whin he proposed to her he was expicting her to say no and whin she
said yes poor Johnny McAllister got the surprise av his life.)  His
brother was a dreadful man and died shaking his fist at God.  (Ye
cudn't be ixpicting a McAllister to have inny manners, aven on his
death-bed, Patsy darlint.)  The Maltby brothers have made up their
quarrel after never speaking for thirty years.  I don't think
they're half as interesting now.  Uncle Rob says they've made up
because they've forgotten what they quarrelled about but if anybody
could remember it they'd start all over again.  And Mr. Gordon Keys
at the bridge keeps his wife in order by crocheting lace whenever
she won't do as he says.  She hates to see him do it and so she
gives in.

"The funniest story I've collected so far is this.  Several years
ago old Sam McKenzie was very sick in Charlottetown and everybody
thought he was going to die.  He was very rich and prominent, so
Mr. Trotter, the undertaker, knew the family would want a fine
coffin for him and he imported an extra fine one right off to have
it ready because it was a very cold winter and he was afraid the
strait might freeze over any day.  And then old Sam went and got
better and poor Mr. Trotter was left with that expensive coffin on
his hands, and nobody likely to buy it.  But he kept quiet and one
day a few months afterwards old Tom Ramsay, who was rich and
prominent, too, dropped dead when nobody expected him to.  And Mr.
Trotter told the family he had just one coffin on hand that was
good enough and they took it and so old Tom Ramsay was buried in
Sam McKenzie's coffin.  The secret leaked out after awhile and the
Ramsays were furious but they couldn't unbury him.

"That is my funniest story but the nicest is about old Mr. George
McFadyen who died four years ago and went to heaven.  At first he
couldn't find any Islanders but after awhile he found out there
were lots of them, only they had to be kept locked up for fear they
would try to get back to the Island.  Mr. James Madison told me
that but he wouldn't explain how he found out about Mr. McFadyen's
experience.  Anyway I'm sure I'd feel like that, Judy.  If I went
to heaven I'd want to get back to Silver Bush.

"I was afraid when it blew so hard last night some of our trees
would blow down.  If Joe saves a kitten for me be sure you give it
some cream, Judy.  Jen Davidson has an aunt that has been married
four times.  (Oh, oh, the lies she must av been after telling the
min, that one!)  Jen seems proud of her but Uncle Rob says she
ought to be more economical with husbands when there isn't enough
to go round.  I think he said that to tease the Maiden Aunt.  Madge
Davidson is going to marry Crofter Carter.  (Sure and she's a bit
shopworn or she wudn't be after looking at him.  I've seen the day
a Davidson wudn't walk on the same side av the road as a Carter.)
Ross Halliday and Marinda Bailey at Silverbridge are married.  They
were engaged for fifteen years.  I suppose they got tired of it.
(Sure and Marinda Bailey always said she wudn't marry till she got
used to the thought av it.  She was always a bit soft in the head,
that one.  But the min same to like that sort I'm telling ye.  She
niver had inny looks but kissing goes be favour and if Ross is the
happy man at last it isn't Judy Plum that'll grudge it to him.)
Mrs. Samuel Carter is dead and the funeral is Friday.  They've had
a terrible lot of funerals there, Sylvia Cyrilla says, but Mr.
Carter says funerals are not as expensive as weddings when all is
said and done.  (And that's no drame whin ye have to support yer
son-in-laws as Sam Carter has.  I'm telling ye.)

"I hope you won't be tired reading this long letter, Judy.  I've
written some of it every day for a week and just put down
everything that came into my head.  I'll soon be home now and we
can talk everything over.  Don't let anybody change any of the
furniture about when I'm away.  If this letter is bulgy it's just
because I've put so many hugs in it for you.

"Your loving


"P.S.  Aunt Hazel says she thinks my hair would grow darker if it
was bobbed.  Do you think it would, Judy?


(Sure and it's the good latter she does be writing.  It's the
lonesome place around here widout the liddle dancing fate and the
dear laugh av her.  That way she has av smiling at ye as if there
was some nice liddle joke atween ye'll carry her far.  But nixt
year will be lashings av time to talk av bobbing.  Sure and I must
be putting this letter in me glory box.)


Three Daughters of One Race


If the years did not exactly whirl past after you were twelve, as
the Maiden Aunt had so dolefully predicted, they really did seem to
go faster.  Pat and Bets could hardly believe that their thirteenth
birthday was so near when mother told Pat that Joan and Dorothy
were coming over from St. John for a visit and it would be nice to
have a little party for them.

"You can have it on your birthday.  That is Bets' birthday, too,
and you will kill three birds with one stone," said mother gaily.

Pat was not very keen about parties . . . not as keen as Judy would
have liked her to be.  Neither was she especially excited over the
visit of Joan and Dorothy Selby, although she was rather curious.
She had heard a good deal at one time or another about the beauty
of Dorothy.  Both Joan and Dorothy had had their pictures in a
society paper as "the lovely little daughters of Mr. and Mrs.
Albert Selby of Linden Lodge."  One would just like to see for
oneself if Dorothy were as pretty as family gossip reported.

"I don't believe she's a bit prettier than Winnie."

"Oh, oh, 'tis likely not, if Winnie was dressed up like her . . .
sure and it's sometimes the fine feathers that make the fine birds.
But yer Uncle Albert was the fine-looking b'y and they say Dorothy
takes after him.  He's niver been home much.  He got a gay young
wife that thought things dull here."

"Joan and Dorothy are being educated at a convent boarding school,"
said Pat.  "I suppose they'll be frightfully clever."

Judy sniffed.

"Oh, oh, cliverness can't be put in wid a spoon aven at yer
convints.  We do be having SOME brains at Silver Bush.  Don't let
thim overcrow ye, Pat, wid their fine city ways and convint
brading.  Howsomiver, I ixpect they're nice liddle girls and seeing
as they're yer only cousins on the spindle side I'm hoping ye'll
take to thim."

Joan and Dorothy had not been at Silver Bush twenty-four hours
before Pat had secretly made up her mind that she was not going to
"take" to them.  Perhaps, although she would never have owned it,
she was a little jealous of Dorothy who certainly lived up to her
reputation for beauty.  She WAS prettier than Winnie . . . though
Pat never could be got to admit that she was prettier than Bets.
Her hair was a dark, nutty brown, dipping down prettily over her
forehead, and it made Pat's look even more gingery and faded by
contrast.  She had velvety brown eyes that made Pat's amber-hued
ones look almost yellow.  She had beautiful hands . . . which she
put up to her face very often and which made everybody else's look
sunburned and skinny.  Joan, who was the brainy one and made no
great claims to beauty, was very proud of Dorothy's looks and
bragged a little about them.

"Dorothy is the prettiest girl in St. John," she told Pat.

"She IS very pretty," admitted Pat.  "Almost as pretty as Winnie
and Bets Wilcox."

"Oh, Winnie!"  Joan looked amused.  "Winnie IS quite nice-looking,
of course.  You would be, too, if your hair wasn't so long and
terribly straight.  It's so Victorian."

Probably Joan hadn't any very clear idea what Victorian meant but
had heard somebody say it and thought it would impress this rather
independent country cousin.

"Judy doesn't want me to bob my hair," said Pat coldly.

"Judy?  Oh, that quaint old servant of yours.  Do you really let
her run you like that?"

"Judy isn't a servant," cried Pat hotly.

"Not a servant?  What is she then?"

"She's one of the family."

"Don't you pay her wages?"

Pat had really never thought about it.

"I . . . I suppose so."

"She IS a servant then.  Of course it's awfully sweet of you to
love her as you do but mother says it doesn't do to make too much
of servants.  It makes them forget their place.  Judy isn't very
respectful I notice.  But of course it's different in the country.
Oh, LOOK at Dorothy over there by the lilies.  Doesn't she look
like an angel?"

Pat permitted herself an impertinence.

"I've heard that pretty girls hardly ever make pretty women.  Do
you think it's true, Joan?"

"Mother was a pretty girl and she is a pretty woman.  Mother was a
Charlottetown Hilton," said Joan loftily.

Pat knew nothing about Charlottetown Hiltons but she understood
Joan was putting on airs, as Judy would say.

This was when they had been several days at Silver Bush.  They had
been very polite the first day.  Silver Bush was such a CHARMING
spot . . . the garden was so "quaint" . . . the well was so
"quaint" . . . the church barn was so "quaint" . . . the grave-yard
was "priceless."  What was the matter?  Pat knew in a flash.  They
were patronising the garden and the well and the barn.  And the

"You drink water out of a tap, I suppose," she said scornfully.

"Oh, you are the FUNNIEST darling," said Dorothy, hugging her.

But after they did not condescend quite so much.  They had all
sized each other up and formed opinions that would last for some
time.  Pat liked Dorothy well enough but Joan was a "blow."

"I wish you could see OUR mums," she said when Pat showed her the
garden.  "Dad always takes all the prizes at the Horticultural Show
with them.  Why doesn't Uncle Alec cut that old spruce down?  It
shades the corner too much."

"That tree is a friend of the family," said Pat.

"I wouldn't have violets in that corner," suggested Dorothy.  "I'd
have them over at the west side."

"But the violets have always been in that corner," said Pat.

"How this gate creaks!" said Joan with a shudder.  "Why don't you
oil it?"

"It has ALWAYS creaked," said Pat.

"Your garden is quaint but rather jungly.  It ought to be cleared
out," said Dorothy as they left it.

Pat had learned a few things since the day she had slapped Norma.
For the honour of Silver Bush no guest must be insulted.  Otherwise
there is no knowing what she might have done to Dorothy.

It was just as bad inside the house.  Joan was all for changing the
furniture about if it had been HER house.

"Do you know what I'd do?  I'd put the piano in THAT corner . . ."

"But it BELONGS in this corner," said Pat.

"The room would look so much better, darling, if you just changed
it a little," said Joan.

"The room would HATE you if you changed it," cried Pat.

Joan and Dorothy exchanged amused glances behind her back.  And Pat
knew they did.  But she forgave them because they praised Bets.
Bets, they said, was lovely, with such sweet ways.

"Oh, oh, she has the good heart, av course she has the good
manners," said Judy.

Pat warmed to Joan when Joan admired the bird-house Jingle had
given her.  Jingle had a knack of making delightful bird-houses.
But when the girls met Jingle Joan lost grace again.  Dorothy was
sweet to him . . . perhaps a little too sweet . . . but Joan saw
only the badly cut hair and the nondescript clothes.  And Dorothy
enraged Pat by saying afterwards,

"It's awfully sweet of you to be nice to that poor boy."

Patronising!  That was the word for it.  She had patronised Jingle,
too.  And yet Jingle liked to hear Dorothy play on the piano.  It
couldn't be denied she could do it.  Winnie's performance was
nothing beside hers.  Both the Selby girls were musical . . . Joan
practised night and day on her guitar and Dorothy "showed off" her
pretty little paws on the piano.

"Ye'd be thinking she mint to tear the kays out be the roots,"
muttered Judy, who did not like to see Winnie so eclipsed.


So the visit was not a great success although the older folk . . .
all but Judy . . . thought the girls got on beautifully.  Pat found
it a bit hard to keep Joan and Dorothy amused . . . and they had to
be amused all the time.  They could not hunt their fun for
themselves as she and Bets could.  Pat showed them the grave-yard
and introduced them to all the fields by name, to the Old Part and
the Whispering Lane.  She even tried not to mind when Sid took
Dorothy back and showed her the Secret Field.  But it did hurt

She knew the family thought Sid was "sweet" on Dorothy.  Perhaps
that was better than being sweet on May Binnie.  But Pat did not
want Sid to be sweet on anybody.

"You're just jealous of Dorothy because Cuddles has taken such a
fancy to her," jeered Sid.

"I'm not . . . I'm not," cried Pat.  "Only . . . that was OUR

"We're getting too big to have secret fields and all that
nonsense," said Sid in a grown-up manner.

"I hate growing up," sobbed Pat.  "Oh, Sid, I don't mind you liking
Dorothy . . . I'm glad you like her . . . but SHE didn't care about
that field."

"No, she didn't," admitted Sid.  "She said what on earth did we see
in it to make a secret of.  And what DID we see, Pat, if it comes
to that?"

"Oh!"  Pat felt helpless.  If Sid couldn't SEE what they had seen
he couldn't be made to.

Joan and Dorothy did not care for the play-house in the birch bush;
they did not care for hunting kittens in the barn: two fluffy-
tailed orange ones left them cold, although Dorothy did distracting
things with them when any boys were around.  She cuddled them under
her lovely chin and even kissed the sunwarm tops of their round,
velvety heads . . . "Just," as Judy muttered to herself, "to be
making the b'ys wish they were kittens."

They knew nothing about "pretending adventures."  They did not like
fishing in Jordan with long fat worms; they could not sit for hours
on a fence or boulder or apple-tree bough and talk over the things
they saw, as Pat and Bets could.  They found nothing delightful in
sitting on Weeping Willy's tombstone and looking for the first
star.  Joe took them driving in the evenings and the party was a
bit of excitement.  They wore dresses the like of which had never
been seen in North Glen before and were remembered for years by the
girls who saw them.  But they were bored, though they tried
politely to hide it.

ONE thing they did like, however . . . sitting in the kitchen or on
the back door-steps in the September twilights, when the sky was
all full of a soft brightness of a sun that had dropped behind the
dark hills and the birchen boughs in the big bush waved as if
tossing kisses to the world, listening to Judy's stories while they
ate red, nut-sweet apples.  It was the one time when Pat and her
cousins really liked each other.  Nor . . . though Dorothy thought
it so "quaint" to eat in the kitchen . . . did they despise Judy's
"liddle bites" after the story telling.  Pat caught them exchanging
amused glances over Judy's fried eggs and codfish cakes but they
praised her bishop's bread and doughnuts so warmly that Judy's
heart softened to them a bit.  Judy felt rather self-reproachful
because she did not like these girls better herself after having
been so anxious that Pat should like them.  Gentleman Tom, who had
never noticed any one but Judy, seemed to take a fancy to Joan and
followed her about.  Pat thought Judy would be jealous but not a
bit of it . . . apparently.

"He knows she nades watching, that one," sniffed Judy.

"It is nice here in summer," admitted Joan on one of these
evenings, "but it must be frightfully dull in winter."

"It isn't.  Winter here is lovely.  One can be so cosy in winter,"
retorted Pat.

"You haven't even a furnace," said Joan.  "How in the world do you
keep from freezing to death?"

"We've stoves in every room," said Pat proudly.  "And heaps of good
firewood . . . look at the pile over there.  We can SEE our fires
. . . we don't have to sit up to a hole in the floor to get warm."

Joan laughed.

"We have steam radiators, silly . . . and open fireplaces.  You ARE
funny, Pat . . . you're so touchy about Silver Bush.  One would
think you thought it was the only place in the world."

"It is . . . for me," said Pat.

"Joe doesn't think so," said Joan.  "I've had talks with Joe when
we were out driving.  He isn't contented here, Pat."

Pat stared.

"Did Joe tell you that?"

"Oh, not in so many words but I could see.  I don't think any of
you here really understand Joe.  He doesn't like farming . . . he
wants to be a sailor.  Joe is a boy with very deep feelings, Pat,
but he doesn't like showing them."

"The idea of her explaining Joe to me," sobbed Pat to Judy, after
the girls had gone to their bed in the Poet's room.  "I know Joe
has some silly ideas about sailing, just as well as she does, but
father says he'll soon have more sense.  I'm sure Joe would never
want to go away from Silver Bush."

"Ye can't all be staying here foriver, darlint," warned Judy.

"But we needn't think of that for years yet, Judy.  Joe is only
nineteen.  And Joan to be putting on airs about 'understanding'

"Oh, oh, that's where the shoe pinches," chuckled Judy.

"And Joan asked me to-day if I didn't think Dorothy had a lovely
laugh.  She said Dorothy was noted for her laugh.  I agreed, just
to be polite, Judy . . ."

"Oh, oh, if one hadn't to be polite!  But thin . . . one has."

"But I don't think Dorothy's laugh is half as pretty as Winnie's,

"Sure and they've both got the Selby laugh and ye can't be telling
which av thim is laughing if ye don't see her.  But I'm knowing
nather ye nor Joan cud be convinced av that.  The trouble is, me
jewel, that ye and Joan are a bit too much alike in a good minny
things iver to be hitting it off very well."

Pat did not tell Judy everything that had stung her.  Joan had

"After all, that Jingle of yours has a lovely smile."

"He's not MY Jingle," said Pat shortly.  And what difference did it
make to Joan whether Jingle had a lovely smile or not?  Hadn't she
made fun of his hair and his glasses and his frayed trousers?  And
she had also laughed at Uncle Tom's beard and Judy's book of Useful
Knowledge.  One was "Victorian" and the other was "outmoded."  They
condescended to Aunt Edith and Aunt Barbara, too . . . they were
"such quaint old darlings."  Pat had never been so conscious of the
leak stain on the dining-room ceiling and the worn places in the
Little Parlour carpet until she saw Joan looking at them, and she
had not noticed how mossy the shingles of the kitchen roof were
growing until Joan said amiably that she rather liked old houses.

"OUR house is really rather too new.  It's of white stucco with a
red-tiled roof . . . a bit glaring.  Father says it will mellow
with time."

"I never like new houses," said Pat.  "They haven't any ghosts."

"Ghosts?  But you don't believe in ghosts, do you, Pat?"

"I didn't mean ghosts . . . exactly."

"What did you mean then?"

"Oh . . . just that . . . when a house has been lived in for years
and years . . . SOMETHING of the people who have lived in it STAYS
in it."

"You quaint darling!" said Dorothy.


Pat exulted in the freedom and silence of home after they had gone.
It was altogether delightful to be alone again.  The books that had
been strewn everywhere were back in their places; the Poet's room
was no longer cluttered up with alien dresses and shoes and brushes
and necklaces.

"Isn't it nice just to be here by ourselves and no outsiders?" she
said to Judy as they sat on the steps.  A night of dim silver was
brooding over the bush and the pale, perfect gold of the trembling
aspen leaves had faded into shadow.  The still air was full of far,
muted surf thunder.  Gentleman Tom had arranged himself beautifully
on the well platform and the two orange kittens were blinking their
jewel eyes and purring their small hearts out on Pat's lap.

"Mother says she is so sorry I didn't love my cousins.  I DO love
them, Judy, but I don't LIKE them."

"Oh, oh, but three's a crowd," said Judy.  "Two girls can be
getting on very well but whin there's three av ye and all high-
steppers, some one's bound to get rubbed the wrong way.  Often have
I been seeing it."

"I liked Joan in spots . . . but she made me feel UNIMPORTANT,
Judy.  She snubbed me."

"Sure and she'd snub the moon, that one.  But she's the cliver one
for all."

"And she bragged . . . she DID."

"The Hiltons always did be liking to make a bit av a splash.  And
didn't ye do a bit av snubbing and bragging now yersilf, Patsy
darlint?  Thought I'm not saying ye didn't be having the
aggravation.  There don't be minny families that haven't their own
liddle kinks.  Even the Selbys now, niver to mintion the Gardiners.
Ye have to be making allowances.  I'm thinking ye'd av been liking
the girls better if it wasn't for yer liddle jealousy, Patsy . . ."

"I wasn't jealous, Judy!"

"Oh, oh, be honest now, me jewel.  Ye was jealous of Joan because
Joe liked her and ye was jealous of Dorothy because Sid and Cuddles
liked her.  Ye have yer liddle faults, Patsy, just as they have."

"I don't tell fibs anyway.  They told mother when they went away
they had had a perfectly lovely time.  They hadn't.  That was a
lie, Judy."

"Oh, oh . . . a polite lie maybe . . . and maybe not all a lie.
They had it in spots as ye say, I'm thinking."

"Anyway there's one word I never want to hear again as long as I
live, Judy, and that's 'quaint.'"

"Quaint, is it?  Sure and whin Joan called Gintleman Tom quaint
I'll be swearing the baste winked at me.  I cud av been telling
Miss Joan her own grandfather was quaint the night he got up to be
making a spach at a Tory meeting and his wife, who was born a
Tolman and be the same token a Grit, laned over from the sate
behind and pulled him down be his coat-tails.  Ye cud hear the thud
all over the hall.  Not a word wud she let him be saying.  Oh, oh,

"Sometimes, Judy, they made me awful mad . . . INSIDE."

"But ye kept it inside.  That shows ye're getting on.  It's what we
all have to be larning, me jewel, if we want to be living wid folks
paceable.  Mad inside, is it?  Sure and I was mad inside ivery day
they was here whin they began showing off in me own kitchen.  And
that Joan one talking about kaping 'abreast av the times.'  Sure,
thinks I to mesilf, if chasing around in circles after yer own tail
is kaping up wid the times ye're the lady that can be doing it.
And thin I wud be thinking that yer Aunts at the Bay Shore were
just the same whin they were liddle girls and thinks I, fam'lies
must be standing be each other and life will be curing us all av a
lot av foolishness.  I wudn't wonder if ye'd be mating the girls
some time agin whin ye've all got a bit riper and finding ye like
thim very well."

Pat received this prediction in sceptical silence.  She looked up
to the Long House where the light in Bets' window was glowing like
a friendly star on a dark hill.

"Anyway I'm glad Bets and I can be alone again.  Bets is the only
girl I want for a friend."

"What will ye be doing whin she grows up and goes away?"

"Oh, but she never will, Judy.  Even if she gets married she will
go on living at the Long House because she is the only child.  And
I'll always be here and we'll always be together.  We have it all

Judy sighed and nudged.

"Don't be after saying thim things out loud, Patsy . . . not out
loud, darlint.  Sure and ye niver can tell who might be listening
to ye."


Mock Sunshine


"Pat, can you meet me in Happiness right away?" phoned Jingle.

The Gordons had had a telephone put in at last and Jingle and Pat
generally kept the wire from rusting.

Pat knew from Jingle's voice that something exciting had happened
. . . exciting and pleasant.  What could it be?  Exciting and
pleasant things were so rare in Jingle's life, poor fellow.  She
went to Happiness so speedily that she was there before Jingle,
waiting for him in a ferny hollow among the cradle hills.  Jingle
lingered for a moment behind a screen of young spruces to watch her
. . . her wonderful golden-brown eyes fixed dreamily on the sky . . .
a provoking smile over hidden thoughts lingering around her mouth
. . . just enough of a smile to give it that dear little kissable
quirk at the corner that was beginning to make Jingle's heart act
queerly whenever he saw it.  What was she thinking of?  What DID
girls think of?  Jingle found himself wishing he knew more about
them in general.

Pat looked away from her clouds to see a Jingle she had never seen
before with eyes so bright that their radiance shone through even
the dark quenching glasses.

"Jingle, you look as if . . . as if everything had come true."

"It has . . . for me."  Jingle flung himself down on the grass and
propped his face on his thin sunburned hands.  "Pat . . . mother's
coming . . . to-morrow!"

Pat gasped.

"Oh, Jingle!  At last!  How wonderful!"

"The telegram came last night.  I phoned right over to Silver Bush
but Judy said you were away.  Then this morning I had to leave at
five to take a load of factory cheese to town.  I've just got back
. . . I wanted you to be the first to know."

"Jingle . . . I'm so glad!"

"I am, too . . . only, Pat . . . I wish she'd written she was
coming instead of wiring it."

"Likely she hadn't time.  Where was she?"

"In St. John.  Oh, Pat, think of it . . . I'm fifteen and I've
never seen my mother . . . not to remember her.  Not even a picture
of her . . . I haven't the least idea what she really looks like.
Long ago . . . you remember, Pat . . . the day we found Happiness?
. . . I told you she had blue eyes and golden hair.  But I just
imagined that because I heard Aunt Maria say once that she was
'fair.'  Perhaps she isn't like that at all."

"I'm sure she'll be lovely whatever kind of eyes and hair she has,"
assured Pat.

"Ever since I saw that Madonna of the Clouds in your little parlour
I've been imagining mother looked like that.  Of course she must be
older . . . mother is really thirty-five.  I couldn't sleep last
night for thinking about her coming.  I don't see how I can wait
till to-morrow.  Last night I thought I couldn't wait for TWO

Jingle's thin, delicately-cut face was dreamy and remote.  Pat
gazed at him, thrilling with sympathy.  She knew what this meant to

"I know.  Judy says when I was small and promised anything 'to-
morrow' I'd keep plaguing her, 'Where is tomorrow now, Judy?'  YOUR
to-morrow is somewhere, Jingle . . . right this very minute it must
be somewhere.  Isn't that nice to think?"

"All day to-day I've just been in a dream, Pat.  It didn't seem
real.  I've taken out and read the telegram a hundred times just to
be sure.  If it had only been a letter, Pat . . . a letter she had
written . . . TOUCHED."

"You'll have her, herself, to-morrow and that will be better than
any letter.  How long will she stay?"

"I don't know.  She doesn't say anything but that she'll be here.
I hope for WEEKS."

"Perhaps . . . perhaps she'll take you away with her, Jingle."

Pat was a little breathless.  The idea had gone through her like
lightning.  It was a very unwelcome one.  Jingle gone?  Jordan and
no Jingle!  Happiness and no Jingle!  A queer chill seemed to begin
somewhere inside of her and spread all over her body.

Jingle shook his head.

"I don't think so . . . some way I . . . I don't think I'd even
want to go.  But to see her . . . to feel her arms around me just
once!  To tell her everything.  I'm going to give her all the
letters, Pat.  I got them out of the box last night and read them
over.  The first ones, when I just had to print the letters, were
so funny.  But a mother wouldn't think them funny, would she?  A
mother would like them, don't you think?"

"I'm sure she'll just love them.  She couldn't help it."

Jingle gave a sigh of satisfaction.

"You know so much more about a mother than I do, Pat.  You've had
one all your life."

Pat winked her eyes savagely.  It would be absurd to cry.  But she
was twisted with a sudden fierce pity for Jingle . . . whose mother
had never come to see him . . . who had YEARS of letters that he
had never sent.  She was sorry for the mother who had missed them.

But everything would be all right after this.

"You must come over and see mother, Pat."

"Oh, but, Jingle, I don't like to.  You'll want to be alone

"Most of the time, I suppose.  But I want you to see her . . . and
I want her to see you.  And we'll bring her up here and show her
Happiness, won't we, Pat?  You won't mind?"

"Of course not.  And of course she'll want to see it because it's a
place you love."

"I haven't had time to make anything for her. . . ."

"You can get a lovely bouquet ready for her, Jingle.  She'll just
love that."

"But we haven't any nice flowers at our place."

"Come over early in the morning and get some from our garden.  I'll
make the bouquet up for you . . . there's some lovely baby's breath
out now.  You can choose the flowers and I'll arrange them.  Judy
says I have a knack with flowers.  Jingle, what is your mother's

"Mrs. Garrison," said Jingle bitterly.  It was a hateful thing to
him that his mother's name was not his.  "Her first name is Doreen.
That is a pretty name, isn't it?"

"So Jim's fine widdy is coming to see her b'y at last?" said Judy
when she heard the news.  "Well, it's not afore the time.  I'm
thinking Larry Gordon wrote her a bit av a letter.  I've heard him
say it was time he knew what her plans for the b'y was if she had
inny.  The tacher up at South Glen has been at him to take up the
branches this year but Larry says what wud the use be.  They can't
ixpect HIM to foot the bills for Quane's, what wid him being barely
able to scrape up his interest ivery year."

"Then . . . you think . . . you don't think Jingle's mother is
coming just because she wanted to see him?" said Pat slowly.

"I'm not saying she isn't.  But ye do be knowing she's niver wanted
to see him for over a dozen years.  Howsomiver, maybe she's had a
change av heart and let's hope it hard, Patsy, for I'm thinking
that poor Jingle-lad is all set up over her coming."

"He is . . . oh, Judy, it just means everything to him.  Maybe . . .
when she SEES him . . ."

"Maybe," agreed Judy dubiously.


Jingle was over bright and early to get the bouquet for his mother.
He had put on his poor best suit, which was too short for him and
had been too short for a year.  His aunt had cut his hair and made
rather a worse job than usual of it.  But his face was flushed with
excitement and for the first time it occurred to Pat that Jingle
wasn't such a bad-looking boy.  If it were not for those awful

"Jingle, take them off before your mother comes.  It couldn't hurt
your eyes for a little while."

"Aunt Maria wouldn't like it.  She paid for my glasses, you know,
and she says I've got to wear them all the time or it would be
wasted money.  She . . . she knows I hate them, I think . . . and
that's really why she gets so cross if I leave them off.  When we
get mother away by ourselves . . . when we go to Happiness . . .
I'll take them off.  Pat, think of mother . . . my own mother . . .
in Happiness!"

They spent a long time over the bouquet.  Jingle was hard to
please.  Only absolutely perfect flowers must go into it . . . and
no delphiniums.

"Delphiniums are so haughty," said Jingle.  "And they've no
perfume.  Just sweet-smelling flowers, Pat.  And a bit of southern
wood.  You know Judy calls it 'lad's love.'  So it ought to go in
mother's bouquet."

Jingle laughed a bit consciously.  But he did not mind if Pat
thought him sentimental.

"We'll put in some of the leaves of the old sweet-briar . . .
they've such a lovely apple scent.  I wish there were more roses
out.  It's too early for them . . . but these little pink buds are
darling . . . and those white ones with the pink hearts.  There was
one lovely copper rose out last night . . . just one on father's
new bush.  He told me we could have it.  But it rained last night
and it was all beaten and ruined this morning.  I almost cried.
But here's one long red bud from Winnie's bush and I'll put it in
your coat, Jingle."

"Just two hours more," said Jingle.  "Pat, I want you to come over
right after dinner, before she comes.  Will you?"

"Oh, Jingle . . . wouldn't you want to be alone when you see her

"If I COULD be alone . . . but Uncle Lawrence and Aunt Maria will
be there . . . and, somehow . . . I don't know . . . I just feel as
if I wanted you there, too, Pat."

In the end Pat went, thrilling from head to foot with excitement
. . . and considerable curiosity.  She had put her hair in curlers
the night before, to look her best before Jingle's mother, but the
result was rather bushy and rampant.  "It would look all right if
it was bobbed, Judy," she muttered rebelliously.

"Standing out round yer head like a hello," said Judy

Pat braided it in tightly and put on the new blue pullover Judy had
knitted for her, over her cornflower blue skirt.  Would Jingle's
mother think her just a crude little country girl with a head like
a fuzz-bush?

"I don't suppose she'll ever think of me at all," Pat comforted
herself.  "She'll be so taken up with Jingle."

Jingle was waiting with his bouquet, his lips set tightly to hide
their quivering.  Larry Gordon's old car clattered in at the gate.

"Here she comes," said Pat . . . magic, breathless words.

She came.  They saw her get out of the car and drift up the stone
walk.  Jingle had meant to run to meet her.  But he found he
couldn't move.  He stood there stupidly, his breath coming quickly,
his bouquet quivering in his hands.  Was this his mother . . .

Pat saw her more clearly than Jingle did.  Tall, slender, graceful
as a flower, in a soft fluttering chiffon dress like blue mist;
pale, silvery-golden hair sleeked down all over her head like a cap
under a little tilted hat of smooth blue feathers: bluish-green
eyes that never seemed to see you, even when they looked at you,
under eyebrows as thin as a line drawn in soot; a mouth that
spoiled everything, so vividly red and arched was it.  She might
have stepped off a magazine cover.  Beautiful . . . oh, yes, very
beautiful!  But not . . . somehow . . . like a mother!

"I like a mother who LOOKS like a mother," was the thought that
whisked through Pat's head.  This woman looked . . . at first . . .
like a girl.

Doreen Garrison came up the walk, looking rather curiously at the
two standing by the door.  Jingle spoke first.  "Mother!" he said.
It was the first time he had ever said it.  It sounded like a

A flash of amazement flickered in Doreen Garrison's restless eyes
. . . a little tinkling laugh rippled over her carmine lips.

"You don't mean to say YOU are my Jingle-baby?  Why . . . why . . .
you're almost grown up, darling."

She stooped and dropped a light kiss, as cold as snow, on his

She hadn't known him!  Pat, looking at Jingle, thought it was
dreadful to see happiness wiped out of a human face like that.

"This is for you . . . mother."  Jingle poked the bouquet out to
her stiffly.  She glanced at it . . . took it . . . again the
little rippling insincere laugh . . . that was NOT, Pat thought,
laughter . . . came.  Jingle flinched as if she had boxed his ears.

"Angel-boy, what can I do with such an enormous thing?  How did you
ever get so many flowers into it?  It must weigh a ton.  Just put
it somewhere, honey, and I'll take a bud out of it when I go.  I
haven't much time . . . I have to catch the evening boat and I must
have a long talk with your Uncle Lawrence.  I had no idea how you
had grown."

She laid one of her very long, very slender, ivory-white hands,
with its tinted, polished nails, on his shoulder and looked him
over in a cool appraising manner.

"You're a bit weedy, aren't you, angel?  Do you eat enough?  But I
suppose you're at the weedy age.  Take off those terrible glasses.
Do you really need them?  Have you had your eyes tested lately?"

"No," said Jingle.  He did not add "mother" this time.  "This is
Pat Gardiner," he finished awkwardly.

Mrs. Garrison flicked an eye over Pat, who had an instant
conviction that her stockings were on crooked and her hair like a
Fiji islander's.  Somehow, they all found themselves sitting in the
Gordon parlour.  Nobody knew what to say, but Mrs. Garrison talked
lightly, saying sweet, insincere things in her silvery voice to Mr.
and Mrs. Gordon, making such play with her hands that you had to
look at them to see how lovely they were.  Pat thought of her own
mother's hands . . . a little thin, a little knotted, the palms
seamed and hardened a bit with years of work.  But hands you liked
to have touch you.  She couldn't imagine any one liking the touch
of Mrs. Garrison's hands.

Jingle stared at the carpet but Pat, her first shyness gone, looked
Mrs. Garrison over very coolly.  Lovely . . . very lovely . . . but
what was wrong with her face?  In after years Pat found a word for
it . . . a CHEATED face.  In after years Pat knew that this woman
had worked so hard remaining young and beautiful for a husband
whose fancy strayed lightly to every beautiful woman he met that
she had spent herself.  She was like a shadow . . . beautiful . . .
elusive . . . not real.  And this was Jingle's mother . . . who
called everybody, even Larry Gordon, "darling" and now and then
flung a word to her son as one might throw a bone to a hungry dog.
Pat could not fathom the depth of the embarrassment Doreen Garrison
was feeling in the presence of this forgotten, unloved boy.  But
she knew that Jingle's mother would not stay here one moment longer
than she had to.

"What an ugly little dog!" laughed Doreen as McGinty dashed in to
Jingle.  McGinty had been shut up in the stable but had found his
way out.  He knew he was needed.

"Do you really like dogs, Jingle-baby?  I'll send you a nice one."

"McGinty is a nice dog, thank you.  I don't want another dog," said
Jingle, his face flushing a dark red.

Pat got up and went home.  Jingle followed her to the door.

"She . . . she's pretty, isn't she?" he asked wistfully.

"The prettiest woman I've ever seen," agreed Pat heartily.

When she looked at Jingle's face she couldn't help remembering the
copper rose, so beautiful in the evening, so broken and battered
the next morning.  She hated Doreen Garrison . . . hated her for
years . . . until she had learned to pity her.

"You'll come back as soon as you can, Pat?  You know . . . I want
to show her Happiness.  And it's as much yours as mine."

Pat promised.  She knew that Jingle knew that his mother would not
care about seeing Happiness, and she knew he didn't want to be
alone with his mother.  But Pat learned that day that you may know
a great many things you must never put in words.


She went back in mid-afternoon to find Doreen Garrison ready to

"But . . . mother . . ." Jingle seemed forcing himself to speak the
word . . . "Pat and I want to show you Happiness.  It's such a
pretty place."

"Happiness?  Why in the world do you call it that, you funny

"Because it is such a lovely spot we pretend nobody could ever be
unhappy there," said Pat.

Amusement flickered into Doreen Garrison's eyes . . . the eyes
Jingle had once pretended were as blue as a starlit sky.

"How wonderful to know nothing about life and so be able to imagine
everything," she said lightly.  "I can't visit your Happiness,
Jingle-baby . . . how could heels like these travel over fields and
stumps?  Besides, I must not risk losing the boat.  If I did it
would mean missing the steamer at San Francisco.  Jingle-baby,
you're standing incorrectly . . . so . . . that's better.  And you
DO look so much better without those glasses.  NEVER put them on
again, honey-boy.  I've told your uncle to take you to a good
oculist and if you really need glasses to have you equipped with
proper ones.  He's to get you some decent clothes, too, and take
you to the barber at Silverbridge . . . there's the car . . .
well . . ."

She looked a little uncertainly at Jingle, as if she supposed she
ought to kiss him again.  But there was something about Jingle just
then that did not encourage kissing.  Doreen Garrison felt
relieved.  It had really been a dreadful day . . . one felt so
awkward . . . so ill at ease with this great half-grown hobbledehoy
with his preposterous hair and clothes, who couldn't even talk.
How had her lovely Jingle-baby ever turned into such a creature?
But her duty was done . . . his future was arranged for . . .
Lawrence would see to it.

She patted him lightly on the head.

"Bye, honey-boy.  So sorry I haven't longer to stay.  Don't grow
QUITE so much in the next twelve years, please, angel.  Good-bye
. . . Nora, is it?"

"Good-bye," said Pat haughtily, with the disconcerting conviction
that Doreen Garrison did not even notice that she was being

She flitted down the stone walk like a bird glad to escape its
cage, leaving a trace of some exotic perfume behind her.  Jingle
stood on the step and watched her go . . . this tarnished,
discrowned queen who had so long sat on the secret throne of his
heart.  Would she look back and wave to him?  No, she was gone.
His bouquet was lying on the hall table.  She had not even
remembered to take the bud.  The southernwood in it was limp and

"Well, how did you like your mother?" asked Aunt Maria.

Jingle winced.  His aunt's harsh, disagreeable voice jarred
horribly on his sensitive nerves.

"I . . . I thought she was lovely," he said.  It was ghastly to
have to lie about your mother.

Aunt Maria shrugged her bony shoulders.

"Well, she's settled things for you anyhow.  You're to go in the
entrance class next year and after that to college.  She says you
can be anything you like and she'll foot the bills.  As for clothes
. . . she found as much fault with yours as if she'd paid for them.
You're to have two new suits . . . TAILORED.  No hand-me-downs for
HER son!  Humph!"

Aunt Maria disappeared indignantly into the kitchen.

Jingle looked at Pat with dead lustreless eyes.  Something caught
at her throat.

"Will you come to Happiness after supper?" he said quietly.
"There's something I want you to do for me."


Ashes to Ashes


Jingle was lying face downwards among the ferns in Happiness when
Pat got there.  A little dog with a big heart was sitting beside
him, apparently mounting guard over a brown paper parcel on the

Pat squatted down beside him, saying nothing.  She was beginning to
learn how full of silent little tragedies life is.  She wished
wildly that she could help Jingle in some way.  Judy was fond of
telling a story of long long ago when Pat had been four years old
and was being trained to say "please."  One day she could not
remember it.  "What is the word that makes things happen, Judy?"
she had asked.  Oh, for such a magic word now . . . some word which
would make everything right for Jingle.

It was very lovely in Happiness that evening.  There was a clear,
pale, silvery-blue sky, feathered with tiny, blossom-like clouds,
over them.  The scent of clover was in the air.  A corner of
Happiness lay in the shadow of the woods, the rest of it was
flooded with wine-red sunset.  There was the elfin laugh of the
hidden brook and there was the beauty of pale star-flowers along
its banks.  The only thing in sight that was not beautiful was the
huge gash in the woods on the hill where Larry Gordon had got out
his winter fuel.  It was terrible to see the empty places where the
trees had been cut.  Trees HAD to be cut . . . people had to have
firewood . . . but Pat could never see the resultant ugliness
without a heartache.  Of course time would beautify it again.
Great clumps of ferns would grow by the hacked stumps . . . the
crooks of the bracken would unfold along its desecrated paths . . .
slender birches and poplars would spring up as years went by.
Perhaps the wounds and scars in human lives would be like that,

"I wish," said Jingle suddenly, twisting himself around until his
head lay in Pat's lap, "I wish my dream hadn't come true, Pat.  It
was so much more beautiful when it wasn't true."

"I know," said Pat softly.  She patted the rough head with brown
hands that were tender and gentle and wise.  Their touch unloosed
the floods of Jingle's bitterness.

"She . . . she gave me ten dollars, Pat.  It burned my fingers when
I took it.  And I'm to go to college.  But she wasn't interested in
my plans.  I showed her the house I'd drawn for her . . . she only

"Jingle, I think your mother was so . . . so surprised to find you
so big that she felt . . . she didn't feel . . . she felt you were
a stranger.  Next time she comes it may be very different."

"Whose fault is it if I am like a stranger to her?  And there will
never be a next time . . . I knew that when she went away.  She
doesn't love me . . . she never has loved me.  I know that now.  I
might have known it always if I hadn't been a fool."

Pat couldn't endure the desolation in his tone.  She patted his
head again.

"_I_ love you anyhow, Jingle . . . almost . . . JUST as well as I
love Sid."

Jingle caught the caressing hand and held it tight against his tear
wet cheek.

"Thank you, Pat.  And . . . Pat, will you do me a favour?  Will you
call me 'Hilary' after this?  I . . . I . . . somehow, Jingle is
such a silly nickname for a big boy."

Pat knew his mother had spoiled the name for him.  It had been her
pet name for him once.  Surely she must have loved him then.

"I'll try . . . only you mustn't mind if I call you Jingle
sometimes before I get the new habit."

In her heart she was saying, "I'll CALL him Hilary to his face but
I'll always think of him as Jingle."

"I told you there was something I wanted you to do for me, Pat,"
Jingle went on, still with that strange, new bitterness.  "I . . .
I didn't give her those letters.  I'll light a fire over there on
that rock . . . and will you burn them for me?"

Pat assented.  She knew there was nothing else to be done with
those letters now.  Jingle built the fire and Pat opened the parcel
and fed them to the hungry little flames . . . a burnt offering of
a boy's wasted love and faith and hope.  Pat hated to burn them.
It seemed a terrible thing to do.  The tiny scraps of letters
written when he was a little boy and paper was hard to come by
. . . on a flyleaf torn from an old school-book or the back of a
discarded circular . . . sometimes even on a carefully cut and
folded piece of wrapping paper.  A mother should have treasured
them as jewels.  But Doreen Garrison would never read them.  The
pity of it!  Now and then a white line came out for a moment on the
quivering black ash . . . Pat couldn't help seeing them . . . "My
own darling mother" . . . "perhaps you will come to see me soon,
dearest" . . . "I was head of my class all the week, mother
dearest.  Aren't you glad?" . . .  Pat ground her little white
teeth in a futile rage against fate.

After the last letter was burned Pat gathered up the little pile of
ashes and scattered them in the brook.

"There, that's done."  Hilary stood up; he looked older: there was
a stern set to his jaw, a new ring in his voice, as of one who had
put away childish things.  "And now . . . well, I'm going to
college . . . and I'm going to be an architect . . . and I'm going
to succeed."

They walked back in silence along the ferny windings of Jordan.
The moon was rising and the bats were out.  An owl was calling
eerily from the spruce hill beyond Happiness.  A great golden star
hung over Silver Bush.  They parted on the bridge.  Pat lifted her
eyes to his.

"Good-night, Jingle dear . . . I mean Hilary."

"Good-night, Pat.  You've been a brick.  Pat . . . your eyes are
lovely . . . lovely."

"Oh, that's just the moonlight," said Pat.


Pat helped Judy wash the milk pails and get all the fluffy little
golden chicks into their coops while she told her about Doreen

"Oh, Judy, she was . . . she was . . ."

"Sort of supercilious like," suggested Judy.

"No, no, not that . . . she was as polite to us as if we were
strangers . . . but . . . just as if she didn't believe we were
there at all.  I couldn't have believed there was a mother like
that in the world, Judy."

"Oh, oh, ye do be liddle knowing what some mothers are like, more
shame to them.  And you can't be putting into thim the things the
Good Man Above left out, so why be worrying over it?  Just be
saying a prayer for all poor orphans and be thankful ye've got a
mother that has roots."


"Sure and that's what's the matter wid yer Doreen Garrison.  She
hasn't a root to her.  Nothing to anchor her down and hold aginst
the winds.  Sure and she may be one av thim things they do be
calling a modern mother, I've been hearing av thim."

"I just felt, Judy, as if she had remembered him against her will
and would forget him again as soon as he was out of her sight."

"I'm telling ye.  Maria Gordon did be saying once that Jim's widdy
was the best hand at forgetting things she didn't want to remimber
she was iver knowing.  I'm rale sorry for yer Jingle.  Ye'd better
ask him over to dinner tomorrow and give him a liddle bite av
blackberry roly-poly.  Sure and I'll be making it on purpose for

"He wants to be called Hilary after this, Judy.  And . . . it's a
funny coincidence . . . last week Bets and I decided that after
this we would call each other Elizabeth and Patricia.  But of
course," added Pat hastily, "we don't expect other people to call
us that."

"Oh, oh, and that same is just as well, me jewel, because ye're Pat
to me and niver innything but Pat ye'll be."

"Pat of Silver Bush," said Pat happily.  It was beautiful to have
home and love and family ties.  Bold-and-Bad, the kitten of the
summer, came flying across the yard to her.  Pat picked him up and
squeezed some purrs out of him.  No matter what dreadful things
happened at least there were still cats in the world.

In the moonlight she went along the Whispering Lane and down the
field path and up the hill.  She made a tryst with Bets to tell her
about Jingle's mother . . . at least as much as Jingle would wish
told.  Bets must know the state of things so that she would not
hurt Jingle's feelings.

Pat reached the Watching Pine first and stood under it, her face
against its rough old trunk as she waited.  At first the moon was
veiled in a misty cloud and Pat thrilled to a dim sense of magic
and wonder that came with the glimpse of that cloudy moon through
the pine.  It was a wonderful night . . . a night when she might
see the Little People perhaps.  She had believed in them long ago
and this was one of the moments she still believed in them.  Wasn't
that some tiny moonshine creature in a peaked cap with little bells
on it sitting on a fence panel?  No, only a vibrating strip of
dried bark.  The soft sweet air blew to her from the secret meadows
at the back of the farms.  Then the moon came out from her cloud
and the little fir trees scattered along the fences were splashes
of ink-black shadows in mystic shapes.  Below were houses sleeping
in moonlit gardens.  Far out there was a trail of moonlight on the
sea like a lady's silken dress.  Pat felt herself a sister to all
the loveliness of the world.  If only everybody could feel this
secret, satisfying rapture!  Poor Jingle would be curled up in the
hay-loft with McGinty, trying to forget his broken heart.  It
seemed cruel to be happy when he was miserable but it was no use
trying not to be, when the night was full of wonder and Silver Bush
with its love was below you, and you could hear Joe's delightful
whistle and Snicklefritz's bark even at this distance.  And when
you were waiting for the dearest friend any girl ever had to join
you.  There, lilting along the path came Bets, part of the beauty
of the night.

"We must love him all the more to make it up to him," said Bets
when she had heard the tale . . . all except the burned letters
which Pat knew must be a secret always between herself and . . .


His Way is on the Sea


There was a family council at Silver Bush when school opened in
September.  It was decreed that Pat must join the entrance class
and prepare herself for the Queen's Academy examinations the next
year.  Pat protested . . . but father was inexorable.  He had let
Winnie off, realising that Winnie's golden curls thatched a brain
that could never be brought to distinguish between a participle and
an infinitive: but Pat's record in school, although never
brilliant, had been above the average: so to Queen's she must go
and study for a teacher's licence.

"You'll get the North Glen school and board at home," said dad . . .
which was the only gleam of hope Pat saw in the whole dismal
prospect.  She flew to the kitchen and poured out her discontent
and rebellion to Judy.

"Oh, oh, and don't ye want to be eddicated, Patsy darling?"

To be educated was all right . . . but to go away from home was all

"I don't seem to be like other girls, Judy.  They all want to go to
college and have a career.  I don't . . . I just want to stay at
Silver Bush and help you and mother.  There's work for me here,
Judy . . . you know there is.  Mother isn't strong.  As for being
educated . . . I SHALL be well educated . . . love educates, Judy."

"Oh, oh, and ye're not so far out there, girleen.  But there's
minny a thing to be considered besides.  Money doesn't be growing
on bushes, darlint."

"What fun if it did!"  For a moment Pat was side-tracked by a
vision of little gold dollars hanging from the ends of branches
like golden blossoms.

"Yer dad isn't rich . . . and a fam'ly like this is ixpinsive whin
they're growing up and nading the pretty clothes.  You'll have to
get ready to help him out a bit until some av ye are married or
gone away."

"I don't want any of us to get married or go away."

"Ye're clane unrasonable, darlint."

Pat was beginning to suspect that she was unreasonable . . . that
these things would have to be faced some time.  For instance,
Winnie had a beau.  Not "beaus" . . . she had had beaus for over a
year and Pat had grown used to their coming and going and Winnie's
resultant chatter about "dates" . . . but "a" beau.  Frank Russell
of the Bay Shore Russells seemed to have scattered all the others
and Winnie was beginning to blush painfully when Joe teased her
about him.  Pat hated Frank so bitterly that she could hardly be
civil to him.  Judy got quite out of patience with her.

"Ye ought to be having a liddle bit av sinse, Pat.  Young Frank is
be way av being a rale good match.  The Russells do be all knowing
how to make one hand wash the other.  An only son and his mother
dead and all the Bay Shore girls trying to nab him.  Winnie'd just
be stepping into that grand ould Russell place at the Bay Shore and
be quane, wid niver a mother-in-law to look black at her if she
moved a sofy.  And that near home and all."

"Winnie's too young to THINK of being married," protested Pat.

"Sure and the darlint is eighteen.  There's no question av being
married yet awhile . . . she must have her courting time as is
proper.  But a Russell always means business and young Frank has
the glint in his eye.  I'm telling ye.  He knows where to be coming
for a good wife."

"He isn't very intelligent," snapped Pat.

"Will ye listen at her?  He ain't much for rading poetry or
building fancy houses, like yer Jingle, I'm supposing, but he's got
a rale grip on politics, as Long Alec was quick to see, and I'm
clane missing me guess if he don't be in Parliamint be the time
he's a bit bald.  Ye're not nading inny great intilligence for
that.  Winnie's no rale scholard hersilf, the darlint, but there
isn't the like av her for the light biscuit on the Island.  She'll
be the grand housekeeper for that fine house.  I'm telling ye."

Pat didn't want telling.  The thought of Winnie ever leaving home,
no matter how long the courting days were, remained intolerable.
She continued to hate Frank but she resigned herself to the
entrance class and even took up the work with a certain grim
determination to do well for the sake of Silver Bush.  She knew
people thought the Silver Bush family was lacking in ambition.  Joe
had stubbornly refused to go to school after he was fifteen; Winnie
had always been "dumb" when it came to lessons; Sid was determined
to know farming and nothing else.  So it was up to her to re-
establish the Gardiner credit in the halls of learning.

"I'm so thankful Bets is in the entrance class, too, Judy.  I was
afraid for a long while she couldn't be . . . her father thought
she wasn't strong enough.  But Bets coaxed so hard he has given in.
If Bets is with me when I go to Queen's it won't be so bad . . .
supposing I ever get there."

"Supposing, is it?  Sure and there isn't much doubt but ye'll get
there, cliver and all as ye are whin ye give yer mind to it.  Whin
I watch ye working out them queer al-GEB-ra things it makes me have
wheels in me head.  As for yer jawmetry stuff, Gintleman Tom
himsilf cudn't be seeing through it."

"Geometry is my favourite class, Judy.  Bets doesn't like it . . .
but she loves everything else that I love.  We have planned to
study together each night about all through the winter.  We'll
study hard for two hours and then we'll talk."

"I belave ye.  The liddle tongues av ye do be always clacking."

"Yes, but, Judy, there are times when we don't talk at all.  We
just sit and think.  Sometimes we don't even think . . . we
just SIT.  It's enough just to be together.  And oh, Judy, Bets
and I . . ."

"I did be hearing ye was calling each other Elizabeth and

Pat laughed.

"We did try to.  But it didn't work.  Elizabeth and Patricia
sounded like strangers . . . we didn't know ourselves.  As I was
saying . . . Bets and I have begun to read the Bible right through.
We're not going to skip a single chapter, not even those awful
names in Chronicles.  You've no idea how interesting the Bible is,
Judy, when you read it just as a story."

"Oh, oh, haven't I now?  Sure and wasn't I rading me Bible afore ye
were born or thought av?  But I DID be skipping the names.  There
was too minny jaw-breakers among thim for me.  I do be wondering if
there niver was inny nicknames in thim days.  D'ye think now, Patsy
dear, that ivery time Jehosaphat's mother called him to his liddle
dinner she said the whole name?"


The autumn drifted by: maple fires were kindled around the Secret
Field: bracken and lady fern turned brown in Happiness: Jordan ran
to the sea between borders of purple asters: golden harvest moons
looked down over the Hill of the Mist.  A gracious September and a
mellow October were succeeded by a soft and sad November, when long
silken lines of rain slanted across the sere hillsides.

And then one day, without any warning, came the first break in the
family at Silver Bush.

They had all, except Joe, been spending Saturday afternoon and
evening at the Bay Shore farm . . . where nothing had changed in
Pat's remembrance.  It was "a world where all things seemed the
same."  She was beginning to love the Bay Shore for that very
changelessness . . . it seemed the one place you could depend on in
a changing world.  Aunt Frances and Aunt Honor were just as
"stately" as ever, though they had given up asking her to say Bible
verses and tapping her on the head when they disapproved of her.
They still disapproved of her in many things but Pat liked even the
disapproval because anything else would have been change.  Cousin
Danny still wore his elvish grin.  The Great-great was still alive
. . . at ninety-eight . . . and not a day older apparently, nor any
more complimentary.  Every time she saw Pat she said "Nae beauty,"
in the same peevish tone, as if Pat were entirely to blame for it.
The vase that had made the face at Sarah Jenkins still stood on the
same bracket and the polished door-knobs still brightly reflected
your face.  The white ivory elephants had never finished marching
across the mantel and the red and yellow china hen had evidently
never succeeded in hatching out her eggs.

Bets was with them and this added to the pleasure of the day.  It
was such fun to show Bets everything.  The aunts liked her . . .
but who could help liking Bets?  Even the Great-great peered at her
with admiration in her bright old eyes and for once forgot to tell
Pat she was no beauty.

When they came back to Silver Bush Pat must walk up the hill with
Bets: it had turned colder and the first snowfall was whitening
down over the twilight world when Pat came into the kitchen.  At
once she saw that something must be wrong . . . terribly wrong.
Mother was looking as white as if she had been struck . . . Winnie
was crying . . . and Judy, of all people, had been crying.  Sid
looked as if he were trying not to cry.  Father stood by the table
holding a letter in his hand.  Snicklefritz sat by him, looking up
with mute, imploring eyes.  Gentleman Tom had an air of not liking
things.  Even Bold-and-Bad, whom ordinarily nothing could subdue,
crouched with an apologetic air under the stove.

Pat looked around.  Everybody was there . . . except . . .
except . . .

"Where's Joe?" she cried.

For a moment nobody spoke.  Then Winnie sobbed, "He's gone."

"Gone!  Where?"

"To sea.  He went to the harbour to-night and sailed in Pierce
Morgan's vessel for the West Indies."

"And me niver suspicting it, the gomeril I am," wailed Judy.  "Not
aven whin he come in, all queer like, and said he wud be taking a
run to Silverbridge.  Sure and if I'd known what was in his head
I'd have hung on to him till after the tide set . . ."

"That wouldn't have done any good," said Long Alec, rousing himself
from his abstraction.  "He was bound to go sooner or later.  I've
known that for some time.  But he was so young . . . and to go off
like this without a word to one of us . . . it was cruel of him.
There, there, Mary."

For mother had turned and buried her face on his shoulder with a
little, broken cry.  Father led her out of the kitchen.  Winnie and
Cuddles followed.  Sid went out and Pat was weeping wildly in
Judy's arms.

"Judy, I can't bear it . . . I can't bear it!  Joe to go . . . and
like that."

"Sure and it do be cruel, as Long Alec said.  The young fry do be
cruel be times . . . they don't know . . . they don't know.  Now,
don't be breaking yer liddle heart, darlint.  Remimber it's harder
for yer mother than for inny av the rest av ye.  Joe'll be back
some time . . ."

"But never to STAY, Judy . . . never to stay.  Oh, I'll always hate
this day . . . always."

"Oh, oh, don't be cynical now," said Judy, who picked up words as
the children studied their lessons but not always the exact
meaning.  "Where's the sinse av hating the poor day?  Ye must just
be looking this in the face.  It's Wild Dick and yer Uncle Horace
over again . . . sure and Joe had always been more like Horace than
his own dad.  He knew if he tried to say good-bye Long Alec wud be
trying to put him off.  Now kape up yer pecker, Patsy, for the sake
av yer mother.  Siddy's here to carry on and it's the smart lad he
is.  His heart's in the farm as Joe's niver was, and he can aven
drive the autymobile which the Good Man Above niver intinded
innybody to do.  Joe's gone but he hasn't taken Silver Bush wid
him.  Did ye be after seeing the liddle note he lift on Long Alec's
desk . . . no?  There was a missage for ye in it . . . 'tell Pat to
be good to Snicklefritz' . . . and there was one for me, too, be
way av a joke.  Joe always had a joke, the darlint.  'Tell Judy to
see that those blamed kittens in her picture are grown up be the
time I come back.'  Sure and wasn't he always laughing at thim same

But Pat could not laugh again for a long time.  She was the last
one at Silver Bush to resign herself to the inevitable.  Eventually
she found herself doing it, with a sense of shame that it could be
so.  But the raw rainy winter was half over before she ceased to
have sleepless nights when it stormed and began looking forward
with pleasure to Joe's letters, with bewitching foreign stamps on
them which Cuddles proudly collected.  They were full of the
glamour of strange ports and distant lands, of the lure of
adventure and white-winged ships, to which Pat thrilled in spite of
herself.  Somehow, although she hadn't believed it possible, Silver
Bush got on without him.  Sid had stepped manfully into his place
. . . in truth Sid was glad of an excuse to leave school . . .
mother began to smile again, Frank Russell consoled Winnie,
everybody ceased to listen for the gay whistle that had echoed so
often through the twilights around the old barns.  Even Snicklefritz
stopped wearing a sorrowful cast of countenance and listening
mournfully to every footstep on the stone walk.

Change . . . and worse than change, forgetfulness!  It seemed
dreadful to Pat that things could be forgotten.  Why, they were
just as bad as the family at Silverbridge that had one son in
California and one in Australia, one in India and one in Petrograd
and didn't seem to mind it at all.

"Oh, oh, how cud we be living if we didn't forget, me jewel?" said

"But Christmas was so terrible," sighed Pat.  "The first time we
weren't all here.  I couldn't help thinking of something I heard
you say once . . . that once one of a family was away for Christmas
it was likely they would never be all together again.  I just
couldn't eat . . . and I didn't see how any one else could."

"But do ye be remimbering how ye slipped into the kitchen at
bedtime and we had a faste on the bones?" said Judy slyly.


Everything passes.  Winter was spring before they knew it.
Everybody was looking forward with delight to Joe's homecoming.
March brought a saddening letter from him.  He was not coming home
in Pierce Morgan's vessel.  He had shipped for a voyage to China.
Well, that was a disappointment . . . but meanwhile March was
April, with sap astir and frogs tuning up the field of the Pool,
and all the apple boughs that had fallen in winter storms to be
gathered up and burned.  Sid and Pat did that and they and Bets and
Hilary had a glorious bonfire at night: and after it was over Pat
couldn't walk home with Bets because Sid did.  Pat didn't mind . . .
she was too happy because Sid seemed to be having quite a crush
on Bets this spring.

"He's all out with May Binnie, Judy.  Won't it be lovely if he
marries Bets some day?"

"Oh, oh, go aisy wid yer match-making," said Judy sarcastically.

Besides, it was nice to sit with Hilary on Weeping Willy's
tombstone, in the glow from the smouldering embers in the orchard,
and talk about things.  Pat had learned to call him Hilary . . .
she was even beginning to think of him as Hilary, though in moments
of excitement the old name popped out.  Judy never could bring her
tongue to call him anything else.  To her he would always be

"The darlints," she would say to Gentleman Tom, looking out of her
kitchen window at them.  "I do be wondering what's afore thim in
life.  And how much longer is it they have to be young and light-

Gentleman Tom would not tell her.

April was May, with a white fire of wild cherry in Happiness and
young daffodils dancing all over the garden and little green cones
shooting up in the iris beds.  Every day Pat made some new

"One forgets all through the year how lovely spring really is and
so it comes as a surprise every time," she said.

And finally May was June, with a fairy wild plum hanging out in the
Whispering Lane and purple waves of lilac breaking along the yard
fence and Judy's beds of white pansies all ablow . . . big white,
velvety pansies . . . and everywhere all the different shades of
green in the young spring woods on the hills.

"Spring is nicer at Silver Bush than anywhere else, Judy.  Just
look what a lovely iris . . . frosty white with a ripple of blue
fringing every petal.  It's Joe's iris . . . he planted it last
spring . . . and now where is he?"

"On the other side av the world belike.  Tell me, Patsy dear, do
you be understanding how it is they don't fall off down there?
I've niver been able to get the hang of it into me mind somehow."

Pat tried to explain but Judy still shook her grey bob in a maze of

"Oh, oh, it's me own stupidity I'm knowing."

"No, it's my fault, Judy.  I've a headache to-night."

"Sure and it's studying too hard ye are.  That al-GEB-ra now, it's
mesilf do be thinking it isn't fit for girls to be larning.
Morning, noon and night at it as ye are."

"I MUST study, Judy . . . the Entrance comes in another month and I
MUST pass.  Father and mother will feel dreadfully if I don't.  I'm
not afraid of the mathematics; I've always been fond of arithmetic
especially.  Only . . . do you remember how dreadfully sorry I used
to be for poor A and B and C because they had to work so hard.  D
appeared to have things easier."

"Sure and I do remimber how pitiful ye used to look up and say,
'Doesn't A IVER have a holiday, Judy?'  It's the grand marks ye'll
be making in iverything I'm ixpecting."

"No, I'm such a dub in history, Judy.  I can't remember dates."

"Dates, is it?  And who care about dates?  What difference does it
make whin things happened as long as they did happen?"

"The examiners think it makes some difference, Judy.  The only two
dates I'm positively sure of are that Julius Caesar landed in
Britain 55 B.C. and that the battle of Waterloo was fought in 1815.
Outside of those everything is in a fog."

"Me own Great-grandfather fell at the battle av Waterloo," said
Judy.  "And left me Great-grandmother a widdy with nine small
children.  But what's a widdy more or less in the world now after
the Great War?  Do ye be remimbering anything av it, Pat?"

"I was five when the armistice was signed.  I remember the
fireworks at the bridge . . . and, dimly, people talking of it
before that.  It seems like a dream.  YOU never talk of it, Judy."

"Sure and I was ashamed all through it bekase I had none of me own
to go . . . and thankful that Siddy and Joe were children.  Yer
mother and yer Aunt Hazel and mesilf just knit socks for the
soldiers and sat tight.  It's a time I don't like to be thinking
av, wid ivery one ranting at the Kaiser and yer Uncle Tom and yer
dad moaning bekase they was too old to go, and us lying awake at
night worrying for fear they'd find a loop-hole in spite av the
Fam'ly Bible.  And yet all av us a bit ashamed in our hearts that
we didn't have inny maple leaves in the windies.  Not but what
there was a bit av fun about it, wid all the girls that proud to be
walking wid the boys in khaki and yer Uncle Tom singing a hymn av
hate in the back yard at Swallyfield ivery morning afore breakfast.
Sure and if I didn't hear him shouting, 'I'd rather die in the
trenches than live under German rule,' while I was milking I'd be
running over to see if he'd got lumbago.  He was that ixcited whin
the election for the Union Government was on . . . sure and I did
be fearing he'd burst a blood vessel.  Whin he found yer Aunt Edith
praying that it might go in he was rale indignant.  'Elections
ain't won be prayers,' sez he, and he marched her down to vote and
her protesting all the way it was unwomanly.  Ye niver saw such a
tommyshaw.  Sandy Taylor at the Bay Shore called his first b'y John
Jellico Douglas Haig Lloyd George Bonar Law Kitchener.  Ye shud av
seen the look av the minister whin he was christened.  And after it
all the b'ys has just called him Slats all his life, him being so
thin.  They did be saying that Ralph Morgan married Jane Fisher
just to escape inlisting.  Sure and I'm no jidge av things
matrimonial, Patsy, and niver pretinded to be but it did seem to me
that I'd rather be facing the Kaiser and all his angels than marry
a Fisher.  Maybe Ralph come round to the same way av thinking.
Whin we had the memorial service for the boys as had been killed he
heaves a big sigh and sez to me, 'Ah, Judy, THEY'RE AT PEACE,' sez
he.  Oh, oh, it's all over now and I'm hoping the world will have
more sinse than iver to get in a mess like the same agin, more be
token that the women can be voting."

"Old Billy Smithson at Silverbridge doesn't agree with you, Judy.
He says women are fools and things will soon be in a worse mess
than ever."

"Oh, oh, and are ye thinking that possible now?" said Judy
sarcastically.  "Old Billy shudn't be after jidging all women be
his own.  Well do I remimber the first time I was iver voting.  I
wore me blue silk and me high-heeled boots whin I wint to the polls
and I was that ixcited I cud niver tell where I put the cross on me
ballot.  From what I culd ixplain to him yer dad always thought I'd
put it in the wrong place.  But innyway me man wint in so it was no
great matter if I did.  I've niver been voting since bekase it
always happens I've been canning tomaties or some special job like
that whiniver there's an election."

"Uncle Tom says every one ought to exercise her franchise . . .
that it's solemn duty."

"Listen at that.  Don't it be sounding fine?  But wud I be letting
me tomaties or me baked damsons spoil bekase I had to traipse off
to Silverbridge to be voting?  Sure, Patsy dear, governmints may go
in and governmints may go out but the jam pots av Silver Bush do
have to be filled."


Gentleman Tom Sits on the Stairs


Pat need not have worried about her history paper.  She was not
fated to write it that year.  The headache she complained of had
not disappeared by next morning and it was further complicated by a
sore throat.  Mother advised her to stay in bed and Pat agreed so
meekly that Judy was alarmed.  Early next morning she tip-toed
anxiously in to see her.

"How's the morning wid ye, me jewel?"

Pat looked at her with burning eyes above a flushed face.

"The dead clock out in the hall has begun ticking, Judy.  Please
stop it.  Every tick hurts my head so."

Judy ran out, roused Mrs. Gardiner, and telephoned for Dr. Bentley.

Pat had scarlet fever.

At first nobody was much alarmed.  Joe and Winnie had had scarlet
fever in childhood and had not been especially ill.  But as the
days wore on anxiety settled down over Silver Bush like an ever
deepening cloud.  Dr. Bentley looked grave and talked of
"complications."  Mother, who had never had scarlet fever herself,
was debarred from the sick room and Judy and Winnie waited on Pat.
Judy would not hear of a trained nurse.  She had never got over
Miss Martin and her "Greta."  Nobody ever knew when she slept or if
she slept at all.  All night she sat by Pat's bed in the bandy-
legged Queen Anne chair, with its faded red damask seat, which Pat
had rescued from the garret because she loved it . . . never dozing
or nodding, ready with cooling drink and tender touch.  Dr. Bentley
afterwards spoke of her as "one of those born nurses who seem to
know by instinct what it takes most women years of training to

When Pat became delirious she would do nothing and take nothing for
anybody but Judy.

And Pat was very delirious.  Delusion after delusion chased each
other through her fevered brain.  Weeping Willy had carried off the
wooden button on the pantry door.  "I'm sure God will think that so
funny," said Pat, vainly searching for it before God could find
out.  The cracks in the ceiling wouldn't stay in place but crawled
all over.  She was on a lonely road, where the dark was waiting to
pounce on her, calling to Jingle who was walking away unconcernedly
with Emily-and-Lilian's tombstone under his arm.  She was at the
bottom of the well where Wild Dick had thrown her.  She was
searching for the Secret Field which Dorothy had taken away.  She
heard Joe's whistle but could never see Joe.  Somebody had changed
all the furniture in Silver Bush and Pat was vainly trying to get
it back in place.  The minister had said in church last Sunday that
God held the world in the hollow of his hand.  Suppose He got tired
and dropped it, Judy?

"Sure and that's one thing He'll niver be doing, Patsy, rest ye

The wind blew and would never stop . . . it must be so tired, Judy.
Please make it stop.  She was on a road at the head of a long
procession of rolling cheeses . . . all the cheeses that had ever
been made at Silver Bush . . . she HAD to keep ahead of them.
Faces were looking in at the window . . . pressed against the pane
. . . or leering in a row along the footboard of the bed like the
Bay Shore ghost.  Hideous faces, cruel, crafty, terrifying faces.
Please, Judy, drive them away . . . please . . . please.  She had
long fierce arguments between Pat and Patricia.  Time was running
by her like the dark river of the hymn.  She couldn't catch up with
it.  If we stopped all the clocks couldn't we stop time, Judy?
Please!  And who, oh, who would give poor Bold-and-Bad his meals?

"Sure and I will, Patsy darlint.  Ye nadn't be fretting over Bold-
and-Bad.  He's living up to his name ivery minute of the day,
slaping on the Poet's bed and getting rolled up in me shate of fly-
paper.  Sure and ye niver saw a madder cat.  It's Gintleman Tom
that's doing the worrying.  He do be setting on the landing ivery
moment he can spare from his own lawful concerns."

Then came two or three dreadful days when Pat's life hung in the
balance.  Dr. Bentley shook his head.  The family gave her up.  But
Judy never quailed.  She hadn't got the "sign" and as for Gentleman
Tom he never budged off the landing, although sometimes he bristled
and spat.

"Sure and whativer is after Pat will have the hard time to get past
that baste," Judy said confidently.

But the third night, in the wee sma' hours, when Silver Bush was
holding its wakeful breath, wondering despairingly what the morrow
would bring, Gentleman Tom arose, shook himself, and walked gravely
downstairs to his own cushion in the kitchen.

"He was knowing there wasn't inny more nade av sitting there," said
Judy at sunrise.  "Pat had got the turn.  I met him coming down
whin I was coming up and he was after giving me a look.  Whin I
wint in the darlint's room I was ixpecting to see a difference and
I did.  Look at her there, slaping as paceful as a lamb.  Sure and
this is a joyful day for Silver Bush.  Ye can be watching her,
Winnie, the while I brew me a jug av tay.  I nade a bit av a
stimulant, what wid me knees shaking and me poor head going round
in circles."


Pat's convalescence was a long one.  It was five weeks before she
could even sit up in bed and drink her broth out of the dear little
yellow bowl with blue roses in it . . . a Bay Shore heirloom . . .
which Aunt Honor had sent over for her.  She had a little gold
cushion that was like a small sun behind her head . . . Aunt Hazel
had sent IT up . . . and wore a lovely jacket of primrose silk
which Aunt Edith had brought over for her.  Everybody was so good
to her.  The banished Bets sent her up leaves full of wild
strawberries and Hilary brought brook trout for her.  When Hilary
sprained his ankle so badly that he had to keep the house for a
week Judy herself, armed with a can of worms and Sid's hook and
line stalked up and down the banks of Jordan to cater to Pat's
slowly-reviving appetite.  Mother came to the door and looked in
with happy eyes.  Sometimes Cuddles' darling anxious little face
peered through the stair railings, not permitted to come any

It was seven weeks before Pat was allowed out of bed, despite her

"I'm getting so tired of the bed, Judy.  I'm sure it wouldn't hurt
me to get up for a little and sit in a chair by the window.  I want
to see OUTSIDE so much.  You don't know how tired I am of looking
at the blue-bells on the wallpaper.  That cluster of them over the
wash-stand looks just like a little pot-bellied elf with a bonnet
on and it grins at me.  Now, don't look terrified, Judy dear.  I'm
not out of my head again.  You can see it for yourself."

"I'm not denying there's a resimblance.  But ye'll not be out av
bed for two days more.  Thim's the doctor's orders and I'll folly

"Well, prop me up on the pillows, Judy, so that I can at least see
something out of the window."

That was nice.  She could see the slender fir-tops against the blue
sky at the bottom of the garden . . . the cloud-castles that came
and went . . . the swallow-haunted gable end of the barn . . . the
smoke from Uncle Tom's chimney making magic against the hills.  Pat
lived on this for two days more and then Judy let her sit on a
chair by the window for half an hour.  Pat managed to walk to the
chair although she admitted she felt very like a bowl of jelly that
would all fall apart if violently shaken.  But her eyes and ears
made the most of that half hour.  At first it was a shock to see
how the summer had gone while she had been sick.  But what
beautiful colours the world was showing.  How wonderful to see
again the blue shoulders of the hills across the harbour and the
ecstasy of farewell summers in the field of that ilk . . . the
silky wind ripples going over the grass on the lawn and all her own
intimate, beloved trees.  The breeze whispering from hill to hill
and blowing in the scent of flowers to her.  The honeysuckle over
the grave-yard paling with Judy's ducks squattering around the
well.  Bold-and-Bad on the window sill of the church barn and a
curly black dog, with a white heart on his breast, on the granary

And . . . could it be? . . . Bets!  A slim lovely girl in a lilac
dress, her arms full of peonies, waving to her from the Whispering
Lane.  Bets had GROWN.

"Judy sent me word I could just look at you from here if I was
right on the dot.  Oh, Pat, darling, it's just heavenly to see you
again.  If you knew what I've been through!  I wanted to send
Hilary word . . . he's just been frantic . . . but Judy thought
both of us would be too much excitement for you.  He'll be here to-

Every day Pat was allowed to sit up a little longer, until she
could spend the whole afternoon at her window.  Hilary and Bets
were allowed in the garden now and could shout things up at her,
though Judy wouldn't allow her to talk much in return.  But it was
enough just to be there, looking out on the beautiful moods of the
fields, that sometimes twinkled in summer rain and sometimes basked
in sunshine.  One evening Judy let her stay up after supper.  It
was lovely to see the "dim" come stealing over the garden again.
She recalled the last story she and Bets had read together, of an
old enchanted garden in which flowers could talk.  Just suppose her
own flowers talked at night.  That red rose in the corner became a
passionate lover and whispered compliments to the white rose.  That
swaggering tiger lily told tales of incredible adventures.  The
nodding sleepy poppies gave away all their secrets.  But the
Madonna lilies only said their prayers.

She hadn't seen the stars for so long.  And to watch the moon rise!
Bets and she had read a poem once about the moon rising over
Hymettus.  But it couldn't be more beautiful than the moon rising
over the Hill of the Mist with the harbour beyond.  The tree
shadows were lovely.  The tall lilies looked like white saints in
the moon-glow.

Judy coming in was quite horrified to find that Pat had not yet
returned to bed.

"Ye haven't been slaping, have ye now?" she queried anxiously.
"Not slaping in the moonlight, child dear?"

"No.  But I'd love to.  Why shouldn't I?"

"Listen at her.  Don't ye iver go slaping in moonlight.  It's
liable ye are to go mad.  Sure and I knew a man once . . . he slipt
out in the moonlight one night and he was niver the same again."

Pat sighed.  She hated to leave that delicious silver bath of
moonlight but she WAS tired.  It was nice to feel tired again and
drift off to sleep so easily.

Ten weeks from the day she took sick Pat came downstairs, feeling a
glad freedom.  What a day that was!  Such a triumphant Judy!  All
the poppies dancing to do her honour!  Comfortably hungry for her
dinner once more.  Such a delightful meal with everybody exchanging
happy looks.  Even Gentleman Tom made a fuss over her.

"Sure and the house do be glad to see you round it again," gloated

"It was nice to see everything in the same place.  She had been
afraid something would be changed.  The garden HAD changed a great
deal.  And even Bets and Jingle seemed changed . . . older, some
way.  Jingle had certainly grown taller.  Oh, why did things have
to change?  The old sad question.

"Maybe there's a bit av change in yersilf, darlint," said Judy, a
little sadly.  Pat WAS changed . . . she looked older in some
unmistakeable way.

"Sure and ye can't be going quite so near the gate av death widout
it changing ye," whispered Judy to herself.  "She isn't the child
inny more.  She'll never be the same again."

The others thought it was just her pallor and thinness.  Uncle Tom
told her she had a lovely suit of bones.

"I'll soon fatten up on your cooking, Judy.  Life tastes good to-

"Sure and life do be having a taste, don't it, Patsy?  I'm only a
poor ould maid as has worked out all her days for a living and yet
I'm declaring life has a taste.  Sure and I smack me lips over it."

"Hilary has brought me a jolly book to read . . . Bets is sweeter
than ever.  On the whole, it's a pretty nice world in spite of
change and it's wonderful to be back in it again."

"I'm telling ye.  But, Patsy darlint, ye must be going careful.
There's to be no running all over for a while yet.  Just sit ye
still and listen to yer hair growing."


Pat found it was more likely she would have to listen to her hair
falling out.  It began to fall out alarmingly.  Judy assured her
that it was only to be expected but even Judy was scared.  Pat wept
and would not be comforted.

"I'm bald, Judy . . . actually bald.  I suppose it's a judgement on
me for hating my ginger hair.  Judy, what if it never comes in

"But av coorse it will," said Judy . . . who was by no means as
sure of it as she would have liked to be.  She made Pat a cap of
lace and silk to wear but there were some bad weeks.  Some
prophesied dire things.  Aunt Edith had known a girl whose hair had
come out like that.

"It grew in again WHITE," said Aunt Edith.

Then the hair DID begin to grow in . . . a dark fuzz at first.  Pat
was relieved to find it was not white at any rate.  Then longer . . .
thicker . . .

"I do be belaving it's going to be curly," whispered Judy in a kind
of awed rapture.

For the first time in weeks Pat wanted a mirror.  The hair WAS
curly.  Not too curly but just lovely natural waves.  And DARK . . .
dark brown.  Pat thought she would die of happiness.  Her hair
was "bobbed" now and at no cost to Judy who was only too glad to
see her darling with hair at all.

"So you've made up your mind to be a beauty after all," said Uncle
Tom, the first time he saw her without a cap.

"Hardly that," decided Pat, as she scrutinised herself in the
mirror that night.  "But it IS an improvement."

"Innyway, ye'll niver be nading a permanent," said Judy, "and
that's be way av being a blessing.  Sure and Dr. Bentley's wife do
be having a permanent, they tell me, and her scalp was burned so
bad the hair do be all coming out in patches.  I'm thinking she'll
be wishing she'd left the Good Man's work alone."

Altogether Pat was well satisfied with her bout of scarlet fever.
She had got dark wavy hair out of it and escaped Queen's for
another year.


Glamour of Youth


Bets had passed her entrance but refused to go to Queen's until Pat
could go, too.  Pat, having missed her exams, must wait until next

A nice thing had happened.  Hilary had failed to pass his entrance
. . . that was not the nice thing . . . owing to the fact that the
teacher at the South Glen school had been a poor one.  Larry Gordon
took Hilary away and sent him to the North Glen school.
Consequently every morning Hilary and Bets and Pat walked gaily to
school together and found life good.  Sid went no longer.  He was
father's right-hand man now.  But Cuddles was going.  She started
blithely off one September morning and Pat, recalling the day she
had "started school," felt very motherly and protective and
sentimental as she watched dear Cuddles trotting along before them,
hand in hand with another small, gleeful mite from the Robinson
family.  How little they knew of life, poor wee souls!  How very
aged and experienced Pat felt herself!

"Can you believe WE were ever as young as that?" she asked of Bets

Bets couldn't and sighed.  Yet both of them tripped along the road
as if they had been born, like Beatrice, under a dancing star.  It
was lovely to be old enough to remember childhood with a sigh.  It
was lovely to have before them a road filled with soft amethyst
mist.  It was lovely to see dark young fir trees edging harvest
meadows.  It was lovely to take a short cut through the little wood
lane in Herbert Taylor's woods.  It was lovely to be together.  For
it all came back to that.  Nothing would have had just the same
flavour if it had not been shared with each other.

Joe had never been home.  Letters came from him from spicy tropic
lands and Arctic wastes and Mediterranean ports, and were great
events at Silver Bush.  After everybody had read them they were
sent over to Swallowfield and from there to the Bay Shore and then
back for mother's "glory box," as they called it in imitation of
Judy's glory box.  Pat had a glory box of her own now in which she
kept all kinds of "souvenirs," labelled somewhat systematically . . .
"a flower from Bets' garden" . . . "new plan for 'my house,'
drawn by Hilary Gordon" . . . "letters from my brother, Joseph A.
Gardiner" . . . "a snap-shot of Bets and me under the Watching
Pine" . . . "a packet of notes from my beloved friend, Elizabeth
Gertrude Wilcox" . . . "the pencil I wrote my first letter to H.H.

For "H.H." was Harris J. Hynes . . . and Pat was over head and ears
in love with him!  Absolutely sunk, Winnie said.  It had happened
in church, one dull November day, when the moan of an eerie wind
sounded around the tower and Pat was feeling sad for no earthly
reason than that it pleased her to feel so.  She had not felt sad
when she had left Silver Bush for she had on her new scarlet hat
under which her amber eyes glowed like jewels.  Her skin, which had
looked sallow with ginger hair, looked creamy with dark brown.  Her
lips were as red as her hat.

"Oh, oh, and isn't that chick now!" said Judy admiringly.  "I niver
saw innything chicker.  Oh, oh, Patsy darlint" . . . Judy sighed
. . . "the beaus will soon be coming."

Pat tossed her head.

"I don't want beaus, Judy."

"Oh, oh, ivery girl shud have a few beaus, Patsy.  Sure and it's
her right and so I do be telling ould Tillie Taylor last wake whin
she was saying she didn't hold wid beaus.  'Ather they manes
nothing or they manes too much,' sez she but what she was maning
hersilf the Good Man Above only knows and maybe He'd be puzzled."

"Anyway they don't call them beaus now, Judy.  That's old
fashioned.  It's boy-friends now."

"Boy-friends, is it?  Oh, oh, Patsy me jewel, some day ye'll be
finding the difference atween a frind and a beau."

Pat and Bets were both pleased to be a bit sorrowful during that
walk to church.  They confessed they felt old.  November was such a
dreary month.

"Oh, Bets, the years will just go round like this . . . and changes
will come . . . you'll marry some one and go away from me.  Bets,
when I think of it I couldn't suffer any more if I was dying.
Bets, I just couldn't bear it."

"I couldn't either," said Bets in a broken voice.  Then they both
felt better.  It was so wonderful to be young and sad together.


Pat's mood lasted until the second hymn.  Then everything was
changed in the twinkling of an eye.

He had come in with some other boys.  He was standing just across
the aisle from her.  He was looking right at her over his hymn
book.  Looking admiringly.  It was the first time Pat had ever
noticed a boy looking at her admiringly.  She suddenly felt that
she was beautiful.  And . . . also for the first time she blushed
devastatingly and dropped her eyes.  There had never been a boy she
couldn't look squarely at before.

She knew what had happened to her . . . just what had happened
years ago at the blind men's concert . . . and by the same sign.
Her legs were trembling.

But THIS was real.

"I wonder if I dare look at him," she thought . . . and dared.

The hymn was over now.  They were all sitting down.  He appeared to
find his boots interesting.  Pat had a good chance to look at him.

He was handsome.  Wonderful crinkly golden-brown hair . . . clear-
cut features--all the heroes in stories had clear-cut features . . .
great brown eyes.  For he lifted his eyes at that moment and
looked at her again.  Thousands of electric thrills went over Pat.

She heard not one word of the sermon, not even the text, much to
Long Alec's indignation, for it was one of his rules that every one
in his family must be able to tell the text at the dinner table on
Sundays.  But if Pat could not remember the text she would always
remember the anthem.  "Joy to the world," sang the choir.  Could
anything be more appropriate?  She never glanced his way again but
when they left the church she passed him in the porch and again
their eyes met.  It was quite terrible and Pat was breathless as
she went down the steps.

Everything was changed.  Even November had its points.  The clouds
were gone.  The wood-path was beaded with pale sunlight.  Quiet
grey trees on all sides treasured some secret of loveliness.

"Did you see Harris Hynes?" asked Bets.

"Who is Harris Hynes?" asked Pat, knowing quite well, although she
had never heard the name before.

"The new boy.  His people have bought the Calder place.  He sat
just across from us."

"Oh, that boy?  Yes, I noticed him," said Pat casually.  She felt
horribly disloyal.  It was the first time she had kept anything
from Bets.

"He would be rather handsome if it wasn't for his nose," said Bets.

"His nose?  I didn't see anything wrong with his nose," said Pat,
rather coldly.

"Oh, it's crooked.  Of course you only notice it in profile.  But
he has gorgeous hair.  They say he goes with Myra Lockley at

A dreadful sinking feeling engulfed Pat.  Joy to the world, indeed!
Where had the sunlight gone?  November was a horrid month.



The invitation to Edna Robinson's party came the next day.  Would
he be there?  She thought of nothing else for two days.  When
Wednesday night came it was an exquisite night of moonlight and
frost but because Harris Hynes might be at Edna's dance she was
blind to its beauty.  It was sweet agony to decide which of two
dresses she should wear . . . the red was the smartest but the blue
and silver made her look more grown up . . . a slender swaying
thing of moonshine and twilight.  She put it on--she put little
dabs of perfume on her hair and throat . . . she even borrowed a
pair of Winnie's milky pearl ear-drops for her ears.  It was
wonderful to dress for him . . . to wonder if he would notice what
she wore.  For the first time she made a little ritual of dressing.

Then she went down to show herself to Judy who was making sausage
meat in the kitchen.  Judy knew there was something in the wind the
moment she sniffed the perfume, but she said only,

"Ye're looking lovely, darlint."

Would HE think her lovely?  That was the question.  But she
pretended to be interested only in the sausage meat.  Judy mustn't
forget to put nutmeg in.  Father liked nutmeg.  Judy shook with
laughter when the door closed behind Pat.

"It isn't sausage meat the darlint is thinking av.  Oh, oh, I do be
knowing the signs."

How dreadful to think he mightn't be there!  How thrilling to look
at that dark hill against the sunset, just behind which was the
Calder place, now the Hynes place.  HE lived there.  If he were at
the party and she met him what would she say?  Suppose she talked
too much . . . or not enough?  Would his people . . . his mother
. . . like her?  She heard not a word that Sid and Bets said.  But
when May Binnie, seeing the blue and silver dress for the first
time in the Robinson guest room, said,

"That's the new shade they call twilight, isn't it?  It would be a
lovely colour on some people.  But don't you think you're too
sallow for such a trying blue, Pat?" it worried her.  Not that she
cared what May Binnie thought . . . but would HE think her sallow?
She seemed to remember Myra Lockley had a lovely complexion.

She knew the minute he came in . . . her heart beat suffocatingly
when she heard his laugh in the hall.  She had never heard it
before but there was only one person in the world who could laugh
like that.  It was wonderful to see him enter the room with the
other boys . . . with them but not of them . . . set apart . . . a
young Greek god.

Oh, Pat had it very bad.

She was dancing with Paul Robinson when Harris cut in.  Then she
was dancing with him.  It was like a miracle.  They hadn't even
been introduced.  But then they didn't need any introduction.  They
knew each other . . . they had known each other for ages.  It
seemed as if they danced in silence for an eternity.  Then . . .

"Won't you look at me, wonder-girl?" he was saying softly.

Pat lifted her face and looked at him.  After that it was all over
with her.  But she was not Pat Gardiner for nothing.  Judy's
training stood her in good stead.  She made her eyes mocking . . .
challenging.  He was not going to know . . . not just yet.  Now
that SHE knew what HIS eyes had told.  Knowledge WAS power.

"So this is Patricia?" he said.  The way he pronounced her name was
enchanting.  Never, so his tone said, had there been such a
beautiful name.  "Have you been thinking about me?"

"Now, why in the world should I have been thinking about you?" said
Pat airily.  Nobody could have dreamed that she had been thinking
about nothing else.  Nobody would have dreamed how exultant she was
at this proof that Sunday had meant to him what it had meant to

"Indeed, I don't know why," he agreed with a masterly sigh.  "I
only know that I want you to be very, very nice to me."

He walked home with her.  Sid and Bets faded away into the blue
crystal of the night and they were alone.  To walk with Harris over
the hills, with the dark woods behind and a starry sky above and
the cool white birches along the meadow fences, was something never
to be forgotten.  Pat was afraid everything she said was stupid.
But Harris didn't seem to think so.  Not that she said a great
deal.  Harris was the talker.  She listened breathlessly while he
described his recent trip in an aeroplane.  He was going to be a
bird-man.  No tame career for HIM.

"What a dull old party," yawned Winnie, as she scrambled into bed.
Frank had not been there.

And to Pat it had been cataclysmic.  She held her pretty dress
caressingly to her face before she hung it in her closet.  HE had
liked it.  She would keep that dress forever.  Judy should never
have IT for her hooked rugs.  She put the flowery paper serviette
HE had spread over her knee at supper in her glory box, smoothing
and folding it with reverent fingers.  She lay awake until the pale
golden dawn came in, recalling all he had said and saying it over
again to herself.  She worried for fear she had been too stiff.
Perhaps he wouldn't understand.  Judy always said to give them the
fun of a chase . . . but Judy was old-fashioned.  When she wakened
to find the sunshine raining all over her bed she wondered how any
one could be unhappy in such a world.  She could never feel sad

She went about in a dream all day haunted by the ghostly echoes of
the violins . . . by HIS voice . . . and by lines of romantic
poetry that came and went like beautiful wraiths in her memory.
Read life's meaning in each other's eyes.  Bets had a poem with
that line in it in HER glory box and Pat had once thought it silly.
Oh, THIS was life.  She knew its meaning now.

"Let me be seeing yer tongue," said Judy anxiously at night.  "I'm
thinking ye're after catching cold at that dance.  Ather that or
. . . is it a beau, Patsy darlint?  Won't ye be telling ould Judy
if it's a beau?"

"Judy, you're too ridiculous."

No matter how hard she tried Pat couldn't hide her secrets from her
family.  Soon they all knew that Pat "had a crush" on Harris Hynes
and got no end of fun out of it.  Nobody, to Pat's indignation,
took it very seriously . . . except Judy and Bets.  She told Bets
all about it the first night she spent at the Long House.  Every
once in so long she and Bets simply HAD to sleep together and talk
things over.  Bets was quite enthralled to find herself the
confidante of a real love affair.  She got almost as many thrills
out of it as Pat.


Even As You and I


For Pat life had become a serial of excitement.  The curves of the
dullest road were intriguing because she might meet Harris J. Hynes
around them.  The prosiest sermon good old Mr. Paxton might preach
became eloquent when her eyes exchanged messages with Harris'
across the aisle.  She blushed furiously when he entered a room
unexpectedly or when he handed her a book from the Sunday School
library or held a door open for her to pass through.  His manners
were so courtly!

She marked a little ring around the date in the calendar in her
glory box on which he first called her "dear."  He had given her
the calendar . . . a calendar in the shape of a pink rose with gilt
greetings on its petal months.  "To mark your happy days on," he
told her.  "Frightfully sentimental," jeered Winnie.  But Judy was
quite enraptured with it.

"I do be kind av liking a sentimental beau, Patsy.  They do mostly
seem to be too hard-boiled nowadays."

Pat had one of her moments of beauty when he told her he had been
watching her window light half the night.  (It was really Judy's
light but neither Harris nor Pat ever knew that.)  It was thrilling
to discover that he liked cats and was not in the least annoyed
when Bold-and-Bad rubbed against his best trousers and haired them.
Really, his temper must be angelic!  Pat would not have been
surprised to find he had wings under his navy blue coat.

And it was the delight of all delights to go to the movies at
Silverbridge with him.

A theatre had been started in the shabby old community hall in
Silverbridge and pictures were shown Wednesday and Saturday nights.
Judy was persuaded to go once but never again.  She said it was too
upsetting.  Pat was sure she could never forget the first time
Harris took her.

"Has any one ever told you how lovely you were?" he whispered, as
he helped her on with her coat in the Silver Bush kitchen.

"Lots of people," laughed Pat mendaciously, with an impish light in
her eyes.

("Oh, oh, that's the way to answer thim," exulted Judy to herself
in the pantry.  "You won't be finding the Silver Bush girls too
aisy, MR. Hynes.")

Pat felt as sparkling as the night.  They went to Silverbridge by a
short cut up the hill, past the Long House and down over the fields
to the river.  The white sorcery of winter was all around them and
her arm was tucked warmly in the curve of Harris' arm.  Just a
little ahead were Sid and Bets.  Sid was really having quite a case
on Bets, much to Pat's delight.

"I couldn't dream of anything more perfect," she told Judy.

"Oh, oh, Bets'll be having a dozen other beaus yet afore she
settles down . . . like yerself," retorted Judy.  Whereat Pat went
off in high dudgeon.  Well, old folks couldn't understand.

"I wonder who was the first person to think the new moon
beautiful," said Pat dreamily.

"I've no eyes for the moon to-night," said Harris significantly.

Pat felt faintly chilled.  The implication of Harris' remark was
complimentary . . . but that slim crescent hanging over the snowy
spruces that were like silver palms was so exquisite that Pat
wanted Harris to share its loveliness with her.  Hilary would have.
Then she was horrified at such a thought.

She forgot her momentary disloyalty in the theatre.  It WAS so
wonderful . . . Pat would have worked that word to death that
winter if she had not given it an occasional rest by using
"marvellous."  Crowds were around them but they were alone in the
scented darkness.  Once Harris took her hand and held it.  When she
tried to pull it away . . . "say please," whispered Harris.  Pat
did not say please.

The only fly in her ointment was the beauty of the screen sirens.
Did they ever sneeze . . . have cold sores . . . swallow a crumb
the wrong way?  How could any boy sit and look at them a whole
evening and then see ANYTHING in ordinary, everyday girls?  It was
almost worse than last Sunday in church when Myra Lockley had been
there, the guest of Dell Robinson.  Pat couldn't keep her eyes off
Myra's dazzling complexion . . . all her own, too.  You could tell
that.  Pat was sure Myra spent the whole service gazing at the navy
blue back of Harris Hynes who had taken a notion that day to sit in
his family pew up front.  She tried to tease Harris a little about
Myra the next evening when they were skating on the moonlight pool.
Harris had just laughed and said, "There WAS a Myra."

At first Pat was pleased.  Then she wondered if the day would ever
come when he would say, "There was a Patricia."


Her first love letter was another "wonderful" thing.  Harris had
gone to visit a friend in town and Pat had never expected him to
write her.  But he did.  Pat found the letter behind Judy's clock
when she came home from school.

"Sure and I tucked it out of sight so that me bould Siddy shudn't
be seeing it," whispered Judy.

Pat was put to it to find a place wherein to read the sacred
missive.  At that moment there was somebody in every room of the
house, even the Poet's room, because Aunt Helen was at Silver Bush
for a visit.  To read it in the kitchen where Judy was "dressing" a
brace of fat hens, was unthinkable.

Pat had an inspiration.  She got her snowshoes and was away through
the Silver Bush, across the hill field, and through the woods.
Soon she found the Secret Field, an untrodden level of spirit-blue
snow, where the Wood Queen and the Fern Princess were slender
saplings now.  The very spot for love-letters.  Seated on a grey
"longer" under the maples Pat read her letter.  Little Queen . . .
she had always wondered, ever since she and Bets had read Ella
Wheeler Wilcox's poems together if any one would ever call HER
"little queen."  I can see you at this very moment, wonderful
Patricia . . . I wish I could write you with a rose instead of a
pen . . . and he was hers unalterably, Harris J. Hynes.

What DID the J stand for?  He would never tell any one.  But he had

"I'll tell YOU what it is some day," in a tone implying that it was
some beautiful secret that would affect their entire lives.

"Oh, oh, and how minny kisses was there in your billy-doo?" said
Judy, when Pat came home, her cheeks crimson from something more
than her tramp in the frosty night.  It was no use being angry with

"They don't call them billets-doux now, Judy," she said, gravely.
"They call them mash notes."

"They would that.  The uglier the better nowadays.  There's
something rale romantic in the sound av billy-doo.  Now, Patsy
darlint, ye'll be writing back to him but don't be forgetting that
the written words do be lasting."

Pat had mislaid her fountain pen and the family ink-bottle was dry
so she hunted up her very prettiest pencil to answer it, the one
Sid had given her on her birthday, all gold and blue, with a big,
silk, flame-coloured tassel.  Judy need not have worried over what
Pat would write back.  Her letter was really full of a dainty
mockery that made the devoted Harris more "unalterably hers," than

And, having written her letter, she wrapped the pencil in tissue
paper and put it away in her glory box, vowing solemnly that it
should never be used to write anything else . . . unless another
letter to Harris.  And she lay awake for hours with Harris' letter
under her pillow . . . she did not want to waste this happy night

"But what," said Judy very slyly one day, "does Jingle be thinking
av all this?"

Pat winced.  Hilary's attitude had been a secret thorn in her side
all winter.  She knew he hated Harris by the fact that he always
was dourly silent when Harris was about.  One evening when Harris
had been bragging a bit what several noted relatives of his had
done . . . Judy could have told you all the Hynes bragged . . .
Hilary had said quite nastily,

"But what are YOU going to do?"

Harris had been fine.  He had just flung up his splendid crest and
laughed kindly at Hilary: and when Hilary had turned away Harris
had whispered to Pat,

"I'm going to win the most wonderful girl in P.E. Island . . .
something no other Hynes has ever done."

Still, Pat hated to feel the little chill of alienation between her
and Hilary.  They never went to Happiness now.  Of course, they
hardly ever had gone in winter and Hilary was studying very hard so
that he had few foot-loose evenings to spend in Judy's kitchen.
Harris, of course, never spent his evenings in the kitchen.  He was
entertained in the Little Parlour, where he was supposed to help
Pat with her French and Latin.  Sometimes Pat thought it would have
been much jollier in the kitchen.  There were times when, Latin and
French being exhausted, she found herself with little to say.
Though that didn't matter much.  Harris had plenty for both.

But, when the beautiful copper beech at the top of the hill field
blew down in a terrific March gale, it was Hilary who understood
her grief and comforted her.  Harris couldn't understand at all.
Why such a fuss over an old tree?  He laughed at her kindly as at
an unreasonable child.

"Snap out of it, Pat.  Aren't there any number of trees left in the
world yet?"

"There are any number of people left in the world when some one
dies, but that doesn't mend the grief of those who love him," said

Harris laughed.  He always laughed when Hilary said anything.  "The
moonstruck house-builder" he called him . . . though never in Pat's
hearing.  Just at this moment Pat found herself thinking that
Harris' eyes were really TOO brown and glossy.  Strange she had
never noticed it before.  But Hilary understood.  Darling Hilary.
A wave of affection for him seemed to flood her being.  Even when
it ebbed it seemed to have swept something away with it that had
been there.  She went to the picture with Harris that night but it
was a little . . . flat.  And Harris was really too possessive.  He
had his brother's cutter and he was absurdly solicitous about the

"I'm not quite senile yet," said Pat.

Harris laughed.

"So it can scratch."

Why could he never take anything seriously?

When he lifted her out at the gate Pat looked at Silver Bush.  It
seemed to look back at her reproachfully.  It struck her that she
had been thinking more about Harris Hynes that winter than of dear
Silver Bush.  She was suddenly repentant.

"Aren't you ever going to kiss me, Pat?" Harris was whispering.

"Perhaps . . . when you grow up," said Pat . . . and laughed too.

Harris had driven angrily away but Pat slept soundly, albeit it was
their first tiff.  Harris did not show himself at Silver Bush for a
week and Sid and Winnie tormented her mercilessly about it.  Pat
wasn't worried although Judy thought she might be.

"Boys do be like that now and then, Patsy.  They take the quare
notions.  He'll be along some av these long-come-shorts, darlint."

"I haven't a doubt of it," said Pat with a shrug.  "Meanwhile, I'll
get a little real studying done."


Harris came back and everything was as before.  Or was it?  Where
had the glamour gone?  Pat felt a little disgusted with herself
. . . and with Harris . . . and with the world in general.  And then
Harris went into Mr. Taylor's store in Silverbridge!  There was no
reason why a clerk in a dry-goods store shouldn't be as romantic as
anybody else.  But it seemed such a terrible come down after all
his bird-man talk!  Pat felt as if he were a stranger.

"Mr. H. Jemuel Hynes has taken a position with Mr. Taylor of
Silverbridge" . . . so ran one of the locals in the next paper . . .
perhaps inspired by no friend of Hynes.

"Jemuel!  So that is what the J stood for.  No wonder he wouldn't
tell it," Pat giggled, as Judy read it out to her.

Judy talked to herself as she kneaded her bread that night in a
quiet kitchen.  For everybody was out except Pat, who was studying
in the Little Parlour.

"Sure and the ind's near whin she do be laughing at him.  I'm not
knowing why he shud be ashamed av a good Bible name.  Well, it's
been a liddle experience like for her.  She'll know better how to
handle the nixt one."

There was one final flare-up of romance the night she and Harris
walked down the hill from Bets' party.  Harris had been very nice
that evening; and he really would have been very handsome if his
nose hadn't that frightful kink in it.  His hair WAS wonderful and
he was a wonderful dancer.  And it was a wonderful night.  After
all, there was no use, as Judy said, in expecting too much of any
boy.  They all had their liddle failings.

"It's cold . . . hurry," she said impatiently.

If Judy had heard that she would have known that the end was nearer

They went through the Whispering Lane and Harris paused by the
garden gate and drew her to him.  Pat was looking at the garden,
all sparkle and snow in the moonshine.  How sweet it was, with its
hidden secrets!

"Look, Harris," she said . . . and her voice rippled through a
verse she loved.

     "So white with frost my garden lies,
      So still, so white my garden is,
      Full sure the fields of Paradise
      Are not more fair than this.

      The streets of pearl, the gates of gold,
      Are they indeed more peace possessed,
      Than this white pleasaunce pure and cold
      Against the amber west?"

"Don't let's talk about the weather," Harris was saying.  "I want
you only to think of me."

The light went out of Pat's face as if some one had blown it out.

"Hilary would have loved that."

She hadn't meant to say it aloud . . . but it seemed to say itself.

Harris laughed.  Harris certainly had a frightful knack of laughing
at the wrong time.

"That sissy!  I suppose he WOULD moon over gardens and trees."

Something clicked inside Pat's brain.

"He isn't a sissy," she cried.  "The idea of YOU calling him a
sissy . . . you with your curls and your great soft cowey eyes,"
she finished, but in thought.

Harris tightened his arm.

"It mustn't be cross," he said fatally.

Pat stepped back and removed his arm.

"I don't want to see you again, Harris Jemuel Hynes," she said
clearly and distinctly.

Harris found out eventually that she meant it.

"You're as fickle-minded as a breeze," were his bitter parting

Pat was not worried over her fickleness but she was rather worried
over the conviction that Harris had always taken a bit too much for
granted from the start.  He was what horrid May Binnie called
horridly, "a fast worker."  And she, Pat Gardiner of Silver Bush,
had fallen for it.

Judy used a dreadful phrase sometimes of certain girls . . . "a bit
too willing."

"Have I been too willing?" Pat asked herself solemnly.

When it became manifest that Pat's case with Harris Hynes was off
she was tormented a good deal.  Bets was very sweet and
understanding and comforting, but Pat did not feel entirely easy
until she had talked the matter over with Judy.

"Oh, Judy, it was very exciting while it lasted.  But it didn't

"Oh, oh, darlint, I niver thought it wud come to innything.  Ye're
too young for the sarious side.  He was just a bit of an excursion
like for ye.  I wudn't be after criticising him as long as ye'd a
liking for him, Pat, but wasn't he a bit too free and aisy now?  I
do be liking the shy ones better that don't be calling the cows be
their first name at the second visit.  And he do be standing wid
his legs too far apart for real illigance.  Now did ye iver notice
the way Jingle stands?  Like a soldier.  He do be such a diffrunt
looking b'y since he do be wearing better clo'se and having his
hair cut at Silverbridge, niver to mintion his stylish glasses."

It was strange but rather nice just to feel quietly happy again,
without thrills and chills and semi-demi-quavers.

"Sid and Hilary are better than all the beaus in the world, Judy.
I'm never going to fall in love again."

"Not before the nixt time innyway, Patsy."

"There won't be any next time."

"Oh, oh, it's much more comfortable not to be in love, I'm agreed.
And wud ye be wanting that blue dress av yours much longer,
darlint?  It's all gone under the arms and it do be just the shade
for that bit av blue scroll in me mat."

"Oh, you can have it," said Pat indifferently.  She burned the
letter just as indifferently.  Nevertheless, years after, when she
came across a little tasselled pencil in an old box in the attic
she smiled and sighed.

Hilary came in with his lean brown hands filled with the first
mayflowers for her and they went off on a ramble to Happiness.

"Sure and it's the happy b'y that Jingle is this blessed night,"
chuckled Judy.

"Friendship is much more satisfactory than love," Pat reflected,
before she went to sleep.


April Magic


One dim wet evening in early spring, when a shabby old world was
trying to wash the winter grime from its face before it must
welcome April, there was wild music among the birches and Pat
listened to it as she chatted with Judy in the kitchen.  Mother was
tired and had been packed off to bed early.  Somehow, everybody at
Silver Bush, without saying anything about it, was becoming very
careful of mother.

Cuddles was singing to herself in the Little Parlour . . . Cuddles
had such a sweet voice, Pat reflected lovingly.  Judy was mixing
her bread with Gentleman Tom on one side of her and Bold-and-Bad on
the other.  Snicklefritz was curled up by the stove, snoring.
Snicklefritz was getting old, as nobody would admit.

And then . . . there was the sound of footsteps on the stone walk.
Dad or Sid coming in from the barn, thought Pat.  But Snicklefritz
knew better.  In an instant he was awake and had hurled himself at
the door in a frenzy of barks and scratches.

"Now, whativer's got into the dog?" said Judy.  "Sure and it's long
wakes since he bothered his liddle old head about inny stranger . . .
and it's the quare dream I had last night . . . and, hivenly day,
am I draming still?"

For the door was open and a bronzed young man was on the stop . . .
and Snicklefritz was speechless in ecstasy . . . and Pat had flown
to his arms, wet as he was.  Sid and dad were rushing in from the
barn . . . and mother, who had been disobedient and hadn't gone to
bed after all, was flying down stairs . . . and Bold-and-Bad was
spitting and bristling at all this fuss over a stranger.  And
everybody was a little crazy because Joe had come home . . . Joe so
changed and yet the same Joe . . . hugging mother and the girls and
Judy and laughing at the antics of Bold-and-Bad and pretending to
be in a fury because the white kittens in Judy's picture hadn't
grown up after all.

They had a gay fortnight at Silver Bush.  Snicklefritz simply
refused to be parted one moment from Joe and insisted on sleeping
on his bed at night.  And every night Judy crept in to see if Joe
was warm and ask the Good Man Above to bless him, as she had done
when he was a child.

There were tales to tell of far lands and strange faces and
everybody was happy.  Pat was TOO happy, Judy thought, with several
wise shakes of her head.

"The Ould Ones don't be giving ye a gift like that for nothing, as
me grandmother used to say.  No, no, you would have to be paying."

And then Joe was gone again.  And this time those he left knew that
Joe would never belong to Silver Bush again.  He would be home for
a visit once in a while . . . with longer intervals between each
visit . . . but his path was on the sea and his way on the great
waters.  To Pat came bitterly the realisation that Joe was an
outsider.  The life of Silver Bush closed over his going with
hardly a ripple.

"Judy, it seems a little terrible.  I was so broken-hearted when
Joe went away the first time . . . I felt sure I couldn't live
without him.  And now . . . I love him just as much as ever . . .
and it was queer and lonely without him for a few days . . . but
now it's as if he'd always been away.  If . . . if he had WANTED to
stay home . . . it doesn't seem as if there was any real place for
him.  His old place seems to have grown over.  And THAT hurts me,

"It do be life, Patsy darlint.  They come and they go.  But there
do be one liddle heart that can't find comfort.  Do ye be looking
at the eyes av that poor Snicklefritz.  He's too old to be standing
such another parting."

Judy was right.  The next morning Snicklefritz was found on Joe's
bed, with his head on Joe's pillow.  And Snicklefritz would waken
no more to wail or weep.  Pat and Sid and Hilary and Bets and
Cuddles buried him in a corner of the old grave-yard.  Judy made no
objections to this although she would never let a cat be buried

"I thought you liked cats better than dogs, Judy," said Cuddles.

"I do that same, but a cat do be having no right in a grave-yard,"
was all Judy's explanation.

Cuddles prayed that night that Snicklefritz wouldn't be lonesome.
Pat knew he wouldn't.  He slept with his own.  What more could an
old dog ask?  And perhaps on the nights when Wild Dick sang and
Willy wept a jolly little ghost dog would come out of his grave and


Pat and Bets were lingering by the little green gate at the top of
the hill path, making plans.  They were full of plans that spring
. . . plans for the summer . . . plans for college in the fall . . .
plans for life beyond.  They were going to camp out for a week this
summer . . . they were going to room together at Queen's . . . and
in a few years' time they were going to take a trip to Europe.
They had been planning imaginary journeys through all their years
of comradeship but this one was going to be real . . . some day.

"Isn't it fun to make plans?" Pat would say happily.

They had spent the afternoon together at the Long House.  Pat loved
the Long House next to Silver Bush.  It was a house that always
invited you to enter . . . a house, Pat often thought, that always
said, "So glad you've come."  Open doors . . . geraniums in the
windows . . . wide, shallow, well-trodden steps up to the porch.
Inside, to take off the chill of the early spring, glowing fires.
They had read poetry, together savouring the wealth of beauty found
in linked words; they had discussed their grievances.  Bets' mother
wouldn't let her wear pyjamas but insisted on nightdresses.  And
Bets did so crave a lovely pair of yellow ones like Sara Robinson
had.  So up to date.  They did a great deal of laughing, pouncing
on their jokes like frolicsome young kittens.  And at the end Bets
walked to the green gate with Pat and stood there talking for
another hour.  They just couldn't get talked out.  And anyway Pat
was going the next day to the Bay Shore for a visit and there were
so many things to say.  It was, they agreed, just tragic to be
parted so long.

It was the first mild evening of that late, cold spring.  Beyond
the lowlands the sea was silver grey, save just at the horizon
where there was a long line of shining gold.  Far, far away a bell
was ringing . . . some bell of lost Atlantis perhaps.  A green,
mystical twilight was screening all the bare, ugly fields from
sight.  Faint, enchanted star-fire shone over the spruces behind
them.  Down below them Uncle Tom was burning brush.  Was there
anything more fascinating than a fire in the open after night?  And
somewhere beyond those chilly skies was the real spring of blossom
and the summer of roses.  They gazed out over the world with all
the old hill rapture no dweller in the valley ever knows.  Oh, life
was sweet together!

"Couldn't we have our tent back in the Secret Field the nights we
sleep out?" said Bets.  Bets knew about the Secret Field now.  Sid
had told her and Pat was glad.  She couldn't have told herself,
after her pact with Sid, but she hated to have Bets shut out of any
of her secrets.

"Think of it," she breathed.  "Sleeping there . . . with the woods
all around us . . . and the silver birches in the moonlight . . .
we must arrange for a moon, of course.  Bets, can't you SEE it?"

Bets could.  Her cherry-blossom face, wrapped in a scarlet scarf,
reflected Pat's enthusiasm.  That scarf became Bets, Pat reflected.
But then everything did.  Her clothes always seemed to love her.
She could wear the simplest dress like a queen.  She was so pretty
. . . and yet you always thought more of the sweetness than the
prettiness of her face.

"Sid says we'd be scared to death back there," she said.  "But we
won't.  Not even if the wee green folks of the hills Judy talks
about came to our tent door and peeped in."

Suddenly the night laid its finger on their lips.  Something
uncanny . . . something fairy-like was abroad.  The spruces on the
hill against the pale sunset were all at once a company of old
crones.  They seemed to be listening to something.  Then they would
shake with scornful laughter.  The near-by bushes rustled as if a
faun had slipped through them.  Pat and Bets instinctively put
their arms around each other.  At that moment they were elfin-
hearted things themselves, akin to the shadows and the silences.
They could have knelt down on the dear earth and kissed its clods
for very gladness in it.

Did it last for a moment or a century?  They could never have told.
A light flashing out in the kitchen of Silver Bush recalled Pat to

"I must go.  Sid is going to run me over to the Bay Shore when the
chores are done."

"Tell them hello for me," said Bets lightly.

"I wish you were going with me.  Nothing has the same flavour
without you, Bets."  Pat leaned over the gate and dropped a kiss on
Bets' cool cheek.  Life had as yet touched them both so lightly
that parting was still "sweet sorrow."

Pat ran lightly down the path, turning her back, although she knew
it not, on her years of unshadowed happiness.

A flock of geese flying over in the April night . . . a grey cat
pouncing out from the ferns in the Whispering Lane . . . lantern
shadows in the barn-yard . . . a girl half-drunk with the sweet,
heady wine of spring.

"Oh, Judy, life is so beautiful . . . and spring is so beautiful.
Judy, how can you help dancing?"

"Dancing, is it?"  Judy sat down with a grunt.  She was tired and
she did not like it because it meant that she was growing old.
Judy had just one dread in life . . . that she might grow too old
to be of use to Silver Bush.  "Whin ye come to my years, Patsy
darlint, dancing don't be coming so aisy.  But dance while ye can
. . . oh, oh, dance while ye can.  And rap a bit av wood."


One Shall Be Taken


Pat was to have stayed two weeks at the Bay Shore farm.  She did
not mind . . . much.  She had learned how to get along with the
aunts and they thought her "much improved."  A good bit of Selby in
her after all.  The Great-great had "passed away" a year ago but
nothing else had changed at the Bay Shore.  Pat liked this . . . it
gave her a nice sensation of having cheated Time.

But at the end of a week Long Alec came for her one evening.  And
his face . . .

"Dad, is anything wrong?  Mother . . ."

No, not mother.  Bets.  Bets had flu pneumonia.

Pat felt an icy finger touch . . . just touch . . . her heart.

"Why wasn't I sent for before?" she said very quietly.

"They didn't think she was in danger until this evening.  She asked
for you.  I think we'll be in time."

Bets "in danger" . . . "in time," . . . the phrases made a
meaningless jumble in Pat's head.  The drive home was like a
nightmare.  Nothing was real.  It couldn't be real.  Things like
this simply didn't happen.  God wouldn't let them.  Of course she
would waken soon.  Meanwhile . . . one must keep very quiet.  If
one said a word too much . . . one might have to go on dreaming.
She had such a queer feeling that her heart was a stone . . .
sinking, sinking, sinking . . . ever since that finger had touched

They drove up to Silver Bush.  Pat would go up the hill path.  It
was quicker so because the lane of the Long House ran to the
Silverbridge road.  Judy caught Pat in her arms as she stumbled
from the car.

"Judy . . . Bets . . ." but no, one must be quiet.  One mustn't ask
questions.  One dared not.

"I'll walk up the hill with you, Pat."

It was Hilary . . . a pale, set-lipped Hilary.  Judy . . . wise
Judy . . . whispered to him,

"No, let her be going alone, Jingle.  It'll be . . . kinder."

"Don't you think there's a little hope, Judy?" asked Hilary

Judy shook her head.

"I do be getting the sign, Jingle.  It's a bit hard to understand.
Ivery one loved her so.  Sure and hiven must be nading some

Pat didn't know whether she was alone or not.  She ran breathlessly
along the Whispering Lane and down the field and up the hill.  The
Watching Pine watched . . . what was it watching for?  A grim red
sun with a black bar of cloud across it was setting behind a dark
hill as she reached the green gate.  She turned for a moment . . .
just a moment before one had to . . . know.  As long as one didn't
KNOW one could live.  The black sea of a cold grey April twilight
was far below her.  That far-away bell was still ringing.  It was
only a week since she and Bets had listened to it and made their
plans for the summer.  A thing like this couldn't come in a week
. . . it would need years and years.  How foolish she was to
be . . . afraid.  One MUST waken soon.

May Binnie was in the Long House kitchen when Pat went in . . .
always pushing herself in where she wasn't wanted, Pat reflected
detachedly.  Then the room where she and Bets had slept and
whispered and laughed . . . and Bets lying on the bed, pale and
sweet . . . always sweet . . . breathing too quickly.  There were
others there . . . Mr. and Mrs. Wilcox . . . the nurse . . . but
Pat saw only Bets.

"Dearest Pat . . . I'm so glad you've come," Bets whispered.

"Darling . . . how are you?"

"Better, Pat . . . much better . . . only a little tired."

Of course she was better.  One had known she must be.

Why, then, didn't one waken?

Some one put a chair by the bed for Pat and she sat down.  Bets put
out a cold hand . . . how very thin it had grown . . . and Pat took
it.  The nurse came up with a hypodermic.  Bets opened her eyes.

"Let Pat do that for me, please.  Let Pat do everything for me

The nurse hesitated.  Then some one else . . . Dr. Bentley . . .
came up.

"There is no use in giving any more hypodermics," he said.  "She
has ceased to react to them.  Let her . . . rest."

Pat heard Mrs. Wilcox break into dreadful sobbing and Mr. Wilcox
led her from the room.  The doctor went, too.  The nurse adjusted
the shade of the light.  Pat sat movelessly.  She would not speak
. . . no word must disturb Bets' rest.  Bets must be better if she
were resting.  Now and then she felt Bets' fingers give a gentle
little pressure against her own.  Very gently Pat squeezed backed.
In a few days she and Bets would be laughing over this . . . next
summer when they would be sleeping in their tent in the moonlit
Secret Field it would be such a joke to recall . . .

"My breath . . . is getting . . . very short," said Bets.

She did not speak again.  At sunrise a little change came over her
face . . . such a little terrible change.

"Bets," cried Pat imploringly.  Bets had always answered when she
called before.  Now she did not even lift the heavy white lids of
her beautiful eyes.  But she was smiling.

"It's . . . over," said the nurse softly.

Pat heard some one . . . Bets' mother . . . give a piteous moan.
She went over to the window and looked out.  The sky in the east
was splendid.  Below in the valley the silver birches seemed afloat
in morning mists.  Far-off the harbour lighthouse stood up, golden-
white against the sunrise.  Smoke was curling up from the roofs of
Swallowfield and Silver Bush.

Pat wished sickly that she could get back into last year.  There
were no nightmares there.

The room was so dreadfully still after all the agony.  Pat wished
some one would make a noise.  Why was the nurse tiptoeing about
like that?  Nothing could disturb Bets now . . . Bets who was lying
there with the dawn of some eternal day on her face.

Pat went over and looked at her quite calmly.  Bets looked like
some one with a lovely secret.  Bets had always looked like that
. . . only now one knew she would never tell it.  Pat dimly recalled
some text she had heard ages ago . . . last Sunday in the Bay Shore
church.  I am come into deep waters where the floods overflow me.
If one could only wake!

"I think if I could cry my throat wouldn't ache so much," she
thought dully.


Home . . . mother's silent hand-clasp of sympathy . . . Winnie's
kind blue eyes . . . Judy's anxious, "Patsy darlint, ye've had no
breakfast.  Can't ye be ating a liddle bite?  Ye must be kaping up
yer strength.  Don't grieve, me jewel.  Sure and they tell me she
died smiling . . . she's gone on a glad journey."

Pat was not grieving.  Death was still incredible.  Her family
wondered at her calm.

"There's something in her isn't belaving it yet," said Judy

The days were still a dream.  There was the funeral.  Pat walked
calmly up to the Long House by the hill path.  She would not have
been surprised to see Bets coming dancing through the green gate to
meet her.  She glanced up at the window that used to frame Bets'
laughing face . . . surely she must be there.

The Long House was full of people.  May Binnie was there . . . May
Binnie was crying . . . May Binnie who had always hated Bets.  And
her mother was trying to comfort her!  That was FUNNY.  If only
Bets could share in her amusement over it!

But Bets only lay smiling with that white, sweet peace on her waxen
face and Hilary's cluster of pussywillows from the tree in
Happiness between her fingers.  There were flowers everywhere.  The
Sunday School had sent a cross with the motto, Gone Home, on it.
Pat would have laughed at that, only she knew she was never going
to laugh again.  Home!  THIS was Bets' home . . . the Long House
and the garden she had loved and planned for.  Bets was NOT gone
home . . . she had only gone on an uncompanioned journey from which
she must presently return.

May Binnie almost had hysterics when the casket was closed.  Many
people thought Pat Gardiner was very unfeeling.  Only a discerning
few thought that fierce, rebellious young face more piteous than
many tears.

If only she could get away by herself!  Somewhere where people
could not look at her.  But, if one persisted in dreaming, one must
go to the grave-yard.  She went with Uncle Tom, because Sid and
Hilary, who were pall-bearers, had taken the car.  Spring still
refused to come and it was a bleak, dull day.  A few snowflakes
were falling on the gray fields.  The sea was black and grim.  The
cold road was hard as iron.  And so they came to the little
burying-ground on a western hill that had been flooded with many
hundreds of sunsets, where there was a heap of red clay and an
empty grave.  The boys Bets had played around with carried her to
it over a path heaped with the sodden leaves of a vanished year;
and Pat listened unflinchingly to the most dreadful sound in the
world . . . the sound of the clods falling on the coffin of the

"She is in a Better Place, my dear," Mrs. Binnie was saying to the
sobbing May behind her.  Pat turned.

"Do you think there is a better place than Silver Bush and the Long
House farm?" she said.  "I don't . . . and I don't think Bets did

"That awful girl," Mrs. Binnie always said when she told of it.
"She talked like a perfect heathen."

Pat wakened from her dream that evening.  The sun set.  Then came
darkness . . . and the hills and trees drawing nearer . . . no
light in Bets' window.

Pat had never really believed that any one she loved could die.
Now she had learned the bitter lesson that it is possible . . .
that it does happen.

"Let me be alone to-night, Winnie," she said; and Winnie
sympathetically went away to the Poet's room.

Pat undressed and crept into bed, shivering.  The wind at the
window was no longer a friend . . . it was a malignant thing.  She
was so lonely . . . it was impossible to endure such loneliness.
If she could only sleep . . . sleep!  But then there would be such
a dreadful awakening and remembering.

Bets was . . . dead.  She, who loved everything beautiful, was now
lying in that cold, damp grave on the hill with the long grasses
and withered leaves blowing drearily around it.  Pat buried her
face in her pillow and the long-denied tears came in a flood.

"Darlint . . . darlint . . . don't be mourning like this."

Judy had crept in . . . dear, tender old Judy.  She was kneeling by
the bed and her arms were about the tortured creature.

"Oh, Judy, I didn't know life could ever hurt like this.  I can't
bear it, Judy."

"Dear heart, we do all be thinking that at first."

"I can never forgive God for taking her from me," gasped Pat
between her racking sobs.

"Child dear, whoiver heard av not forgiving God," said the
horrified Judy who did not know her Omar.  "But He won't be holding
it aginst ye."

"Life has all gone to pieces, Judy.  And yet I have to go on
living.  How can I?"

"Sure and ye've only got to live one day at a time, darlint.  One
can always be living just one more day."

"She was such a dear, Judy . . . we had so many plans . . . I CAN'T
go to Queen's without her.  Oh, Judy, our friendship was so
beautiful.  Why didn't God let it go on?  Doesn't He like beautiful

"Sure and we can't be telling what He has in mind but we can be
belaving it's nothing but good.  Maybe He was wanting to KAPE your
friendship beautiful, Patsy darlint."


Lost Fragrance


When Bets had been dead for a week it seemed to Pat she had been
dead for years, so long is pain.  The days passed like ghosts.  Pat
went for long walks over hills and fields in the evenings . . .
trying to face her sorrow . . . seeing the loveliness of the
crescent spring around her.  She only SAW it . . . she could not
FEEL it.  Where was Bets who had walked with her last spring?

Everything had ended.  And everything had to begin anew.  That was
the worst of it.  How was one to begin anew when the heart had gone
out of life?

"I wish I could forget her, Judy . . . I wish I could forget her.
It hurts to remember," she cried wildly once.  "If I could drink
some cup of forgetfulness like that in your old story, Judy . . ."

"But wud ye be after doing it if ye could, darlint?  Ye'd forget
all the gladness along with the pain . . . all the fun and
happiness ye had wid yer liddle chum.  Wud ye be wanting THAT?"

No, she would not want that.  She hugged her sweet memories to her
heart.  But how to go on living . . .

"Ye don't be remimbering one day whin ye was a liddle dot av four,
Patsy?  Ye wint to the door and all the sky was clouded over thick
and dark.  Ye was frightened to death.  Ye did be running to yer
mother, crying, 'Oh, mother, where is the blue sky gone to . . .
oh, mother!'  Ye wudn't be belaving us whin we tould ye it wud come
back.  But the nixt morning there it was smiling at ye."

Pat still couldn't believe that her blue sky would ever come back
. . . couldn't believe that there would come a time when she would
be happy again.  Why, it would be terrible to be happy without Bets,
even if it were possible . . . disloyal to Bets . . . disloyal to
love.  She despised herself when she had to admit that she felt
hungry once more!

Silver Bush was all her comfort now.  Her love for it seemed the
only solid thing under her feet.  Insensibly she drew comfort and
strength from its old, patient, familiar acres.  Spring passed.
The daffodils and spirea and bleeding-heart and columbines bloomed.
Bets had loved the columbines so, she should be here to see them.
The pansies they had planted together, because, for some mysterious
reason, pansies would not grow up on the hill, bloomed at Silver
Bush, but no slim girl figure ever came down the hill to pick them
in a sunset garden.  The big apple tree at the Long House bloomed
as it had bloomed for two generations but she and Bets could not
sit on the long bough and read poetry.  Pat couldn't bear to open
the books she had read with Bets . . . to see the lines and
paragraphs they had marked.  Bets seemed to die afresh every time
there was something Pat wanted to share with her and could not.

Summer came.  The honeysuckle was thick over the graveyard paling.
To think that the scent of honeysuckles meant nothing to Bets now
. . . or the soft stars of evening . . . or the moon on white roses.
The little path up the hill field grew over with grass.  Nobody
ever walked on it now.  The Wilcoxes had sold the Long House farm
and moved to town . . .  Stranger lights were in it but Bets' room
was always dark.  Sundays were terrible.  She and Bets had always
spent the afternoon and evening together.  Sid wouldn't talk of
Bets . . . Sid in his secret boyish way had been hard hit by her
death . . . but Hilary would.

"I could never have lived through this summer if it hadn't been for
Hilary," Pat thought.

Yet, undeniably life began to beckon once more.  The immortal
spirit of beauty again held aloft its torch for her.  Pat hated
herself because she could enjoy anything with no Bets in the world.

"Judy, I feel as if I oughtn't to be even a little bit happy.  And
yet, to-day, back in the Secret Field I WAS happy.  I forgot Bets
for a little while . . . and then . . . oh, Judy . . . I
REMEMBERED.  It seemed sad to think I COULD forget her.  And the
Secret Field was changed somehow . . . more beautiful than ever but
still . . . not just the same, Judy."

Judy recalled an old line in a poem she had learned in far-away
school days . . . a poem by a forgotten, outmoded author who yet
had the secret of touching the heart.  "Ye have looked on death
since ye saw me last," she whispered to herself.  But aloud . . .

"Ye naden't be worrying over being happy, darlint.  Bets would be
glad av it."

"You know, Judy, at first it hurt me to think of Bets . . . I
couldn't bear it.  But now . . . it's a comfort.  I can think of
her in all our old haunts.  To-night, when the moon came up I
thought, 'She is standing in it under the Watching Pine, waiting
for me.'  And it was sweet . . . for a little while . . . just to
pretend it.  But I'll never have another chum, Judy . . . and I
wouldn't if I could.  It hurts too much to lose them."

"Ye're young to have larned that, darlint, but we all have to
sooner or later.  And as for another . . . oh, oh, oh, that's all
as it's ordered.  I've talked to ye as wise as inny av thim, Patsy,
about choosing frinds but ye don't be choosing frinds after all.
They COME to ye . . . or they don't.  Just that.  Ye get the ones
meant for you, be they minny or few, in the time app'inted for
their coming."

Summer passed.  The old days were once more lovely in remembrance.
The root of white perennial phlox Bets had given her bloomed for
the first time.  The gold and bronze dahlias flamed against the
green spruce hedge.  The pageant of autumn woods began.  Bets had
gone "rose-crowned into the darkness" . . . Joe had forsaken them
. . . but the Hill of the Mist was still amethyst and mysterious on
September mornings . . . the Secret Field held all its old allure
. . . Silver Bush, dear Silver Bush . . . was still her own,
beautiful and beloved.  Pat's laughter once more echoed in Judy's
kitchen . . . once more she bandied jokes with Uncle Tom . . . once
more she spent long hours in Happiness with Hilary, talking over
college plans.  The world WAS sweet again.

     "Yet in the purple shadow
      And in the warm grey rain
      What hints of ancient sorrow
      And unremembered pain!"

No, not "unremembered."  She would always remember it.  She had had
Bets for nine wonderful years and nothing could take them from her.
Judy had been right as she always was.  One would not drink of the
cup of forgetfulness if one could.




When the pass lists came out in August Hilary led and Pat had a
very respectable showing.  So it was Queen's in September for both
and Pat thought she might like it if she could survive an absence
from Silver Bush for two-thirds of the year.  She had always had a
sneaking sympathy for Lot's wife.  Was she really to be blamed so
much for lingering to look back at her home?  Pat's only comfort
was that Hilary would be at Queen's too, and they would be coming
home every week-end.

"You wouldn't think a house could be so nice as Silver Bush is in
so many different ways, Judy.  And the pieces of furniture in it
don't seem like furniture.  They're persons, Judy.  That old chair
that was Great-grandfather Nehemiah's . . . when I sit in it it
just puts its arms around me, Judy.  I feel it.  And all the chairs
just WANT to be sat in."

"Sure and iverything in the house has been loved and took care av
and used be so minny human beings, Patsy.  It stands to rason they
do be more than just furniture."

"I guess I'm hopelessly Victorian, Judy.  Norma says I am.  I
really don't want to do anything in the world but stay on here at
Silver Bush and love it and take care of the things in it and plan
for it.  If I do really get through the licence exams next year and
get a school I'm going to shingle the roof with my first quarter's
salary.  Those new red and green shingles, Judy.  Think how lovely
they'd look against the silver birches in winter.  And we must have
a new rug for the Little Parlour.  And oh, Judy, don't forget to
see that the delphiniums are divided in October, will you?  They
must be this year . . . and I'm afraid nobody will remember it when
I'm not here."

There was some excitement in getting her outfit ready . . . and
secret sorrow, remembering how much fun it would have been to talk
things over with Bets.  Pat couldn't have a great deal . . . crops
had been poor that year.  But the necessary things were managed and
Uncle Tom gave her a beautiful coat with a huge fluffy fur collar
and Aunt Barbara gave her a smart little hat of brown velvet,
tipped over one eye, and the aunts at the Bay Shore gave her an
evening dress.  Judy knit her two lovely pullovers and Aunt Edith
would have given her silk undies if it had not been for the pyjama
question.  Silver Bush was rocked to its foundation over that.
Aunt Edith, who thought even coloured silk nighties immoral,
declared pyjamas were immodest and brazen faced.  Pat was set on
pyjamas.  Even Judy favoured them simply because Aunt Edith hated

"How," said Aunt Edith solemnly, "would you like to die in your
sleep and go before your Maker in pyjamas, Patricia?"

Mother gave the casting vote . . . as she had a trick of doing--and
Pat got her pyjamas.

When the last day came Pat went to the Secret Field to say good-bye
and on her return lingered long at the top of the hill field.
Autumn was here . . . the air was full of its muted music.  The old
farm lay before her in the golden light of the mellow September
evening.  She knew every kink and curve of it.  Every field was an
intimate friend.  The Pool glimmered mysteriously.  The round
window winked at her.  The trees she had grown up with waved to
her.  The garden was afoam with starry white cosmos backed by the
stately phalanx of the Prince's Feather.  Dear Silver Bush!  Never
had she felt so close to it . . . so one with it.

Since the Silver Bush treasury was so very lean Pat had to put up
with a rather cheap boarding house that always seemed full of stale
cooking smells.  It was a square, bare house on a treeless lot, on
a street that was quiet only for a little while at night . . . a
street where the wind could only creep in a narrow space like a
cringing, fettered thing, instead of sweeping grandly over wide
fields and great salt wastes of sea.  But at least it was not
exactly like the other houses on the street.  Pat felt that she
couldn't have borne to live on a street where the houses were all
exactly alike.  And it had a little park next to it, with a few

When Pat stood alone in her room that night, with its mustard
coloured ingrain carpet and its dreadful maroon walls and the
arrogance of its pert alarm clock, loneliness rolled over her like
a wave.  Judy had sent her off that morning with "gobs av good luck
to ye," but at this moment Pat was sure there was no good luck in
the world for her away from Silver Bush.

She ran to the window.  Below the street the western train was
puffing and chugging.  If she could only step on it and go home!
Far beyond was cold moonlight on alien hills.

She shut her eyes and imagined she could see Silver Bush.  The moon
would be shining down on the Secret Field now.  The little rabbits
would be sitting on the paths among the birches.  She heard the
gulf wind sighing in the old firs and the maples whispering on the
hills of home.  She saw the silvery poplar leaves drifting down
through the blue "dim."  She thought of the old doorstep listening
for her footfall . . . of her room missing her.  She saw Judy in
the kitchen knitting, with Gentleman Tom beside her and Bold-and-
Bad in her lap . . . Cuddles perched thoughtfully somewhere about
as was her dear habit . . . as SHE, Pat, had perched long years

She was overcome with homesickness . . . submerged in it.  She cast
herself on her hard little bed and wept.


Pat lived through the pangs of homesickness.  She was finding out
how many things can be lived through.  Eventually she was homesick
only on rainy evenings when she could imagine the rain splashing on
the back doorstones and running down the windows of a kitchen
crowded with cats defiant of the weather.

She liked Queen's fairly well.  She liked all the professors except
the one who always seemed looking with amused tolerance at every
one and everything.  She imagined him looking just so at Silver
Bush.  As for studies she contrived to get along with a good
average.  The only marked talent she had was for loving things very
greatly and that did not help you much with Greek verbs and dates.
It helped you a bit socially, though.  Pat was popular at Queen's,
in spite of the fact that the other students always felt she was a
little detached and aloof . . . among them but not of them.  She
was early elected to membership in the Saturday Satellites and by
New Year's she was a star in the Dramatic Club.  She was voted "not
exactly pretty but charming."  A bit proud . . . you knew her a
street off by the way she carried her head.  A bit reserved . . .
she had no chums among the girls.  A bit odd . . . she would rather
sit in that shabby little park by her boarding house in the
evenings than go to a movie.

Pat liked to sit there in the twilight and watch the lights spring
up in the houses along the street and in the valley and over on the
other hill.  Commonplace-looking houses, most of them, but who knew
what might be going on inside of them?  Sometimes Hilary sat there
with her.  Hilary was the only boy in the world with whom she could
be at the same time taciturn and comfortable.  They knew how to be
silent together.

Pat took Hilary for granted and did not think about his looks at
all, other than to see that he did not wear weird neck-ties.  But
quite a number of Queen's girls thought Hilary a charming fellow,
although everybody knew that he had eyes only for Pat Gardiner who
did not care a hoot about him.  Hilary was first and foremost a
student and cared little for social doings although he had outgrown
all his old awkwardness and shyness.  The week-end trip home with
Pat was all the diversion he sought or desired.

Those week-ends were always delightful.  They went on the train to
Silverbridge and then walked home.  First along the road.  Up one
long, spruce-walled hill . . . down into a green valley . . .
another hill . . . another valley . . . twists and turns . . .

"I hate a straight road or a flat one," said Pat.  "This is a road
I love . . . all curves and dips.  It's MY road.  Oh, it may belong
nominally to the township but it's MINE.  I love it all, even that
dark little glen Judy calls Suicide Hollow.  She used to tell me
the loveliest creepy story about it years ago."

Then they left the road and went straight home over country . . .
past the eerie misty marsh and across the Secret Field and through
the woods by little paths that had never been made but just
happened.  Perhaps there would be northern lights and a hazy new
moon; or perhaps just a soft blue darkness.  Cool running waters
. . . aeolian harps in the spruces.  The very stars were neighbours.

If only Bets could have been with them!  Pat never took that walk
home without thinking of Bets . . . Bets whose grave on the
hillside was covered with a loose drift of autumn leaves.

And then Silver Bush!  It came on you so suddenly and beautifully
as you stepped over the crest of the hill field.  It welcomed you
like a friend with all its windows astar . . . Judy saw to that.
Though once they caught her napping when she was late getting in
from the barn and mother had gone to bed with a headache.  There
wasn't a light in Silver Bush and Pat thought she almost loved it
best in the dark . . . so brooding and motherly.

The same dear old creak to the gate . . . and the happiest dog in
the world throwing himself at Hilary.  McGinty always came as far
as Silver Bush to meet Hilary.  Never a Friday night did he miss.
Then Judy's kitchen and welcome.  Hilary always stayed to supper
and Judy invariably had hot pea soup to begin with, just to warm
them up a liddle mite after their cold walk.  And a juicy bone for

The wind snoring round the house . . . all the news to hear . . .
all the mad, bad, sad deeds Bold-and-Bad had done . . . three balls
of velvet fluff with tiny whiskered faces tumbling about on the
floor.  Silver Bush was, as Aunt Edith scornfully said, always
infested with kittens.  As for Bold-and-Bad, he was ceasing to be a
cat and was on the way to becoming a family habit.

Judy always gave them a box of eats to take back Monday morning.

"As long as one can get a liddle bite one can kape up," she would

Pat wondered how Queen's students who got home only once in a blue
moon, survived.  But then their homes were not Silver Bush!


Fancy's Fool


Pat met him for the first time at the Dramatic Club's exclusive
dance in the Queen's auditorium, by which they celebrated the
successful presentation of their play Ladies in Waiting.  Pat had
been one of the ladies and had been voted exceptionally good,
although in certain vivid scenes she could never look "passionate"
enough to satisfy an exacting director.

"HOW can any one look passionate with a cute nose?" she would ask
him pathetically.  In the end she looked impish and elusive which
seemed to take just as well with the audience.

He came up to her and told her that he was going to dance with her.
He never asked a girl to dance or drive with him . . . he simply
told her that she was going to do it.  That, said the Queen's
girls, was his "line."  It seemed to be a popular one, though the
girls he didn't notice talked contemptuously of cave man stuff.

"I've been wondering all the evening who you were," he told her.

"Couldn't you have found out?" asked Pat.

"Perhaps.  But I wanted to find out from yourself alone.  We are
going to the sun-porch presently to see if the moon is rising
properly and then we can discover who we are."

Pat discovered that he was Lester Conway and that he was in his
third year at Queen's, but had just come back to college after an
absence caused by pneumonia.  She also discovered that his home was
in Summerside.

"I know you're thinking just what I'm thinking," he said gravely.
"That we have been living ten miles apart all our lives and have
never met till now."

His tone implied that all their lives had been terribly wasted.
But then, everything he said seemed to have some special
significance.  And he had a way of leaning towards you that shut
out all the rest of the world.

"What an escape I've had.  I was so bored with the whole affair
that I was just going to go when . . . you happened.  I saw you
coming downstairs and ever since that moment I've been afraid to
look away for fear you'd disappear."

"Do you say that to every girl half an hour after you've met her?"
demanded Pat, hoping that the sound of her voice would keep him
from hearing how her heart was thumping.

"I've never said it to any girl before and I think you know that.
And I think you've been waiting for me, haven't you?"

Pat was of the opinion that she had but she had enough Silver Bush
sense to keep her from saying so.  A lovely colour was staining her
cheeks.  Her French-English-Scotch-Irish-Quaker blood was running
like quicksilver through her veins.  Yes, THIS was love.  No
nonsense this time about your knees shaking . . . no emotional
thrills.  Just a deep, quiet conviction that you had met your fate
. . . some one you could follow to the world's end . . . "beyond
its utmost purple rim" . . . "deep into the dying day" . . .

He told her he was going to drive her home and did, through a night
drenched with moonlight.  He told her that he was going to see her
soon again.

"This wonderful day has come and gone but there will be another to-
morrow," he said, dropping his voice and whispering the final word
confidentially as he announced this remarkable fact.

Pat thought she was getting very sensible because she slept quite
well that night . . . after she once got to sleep.

It was speedily an item of college gossip that Lester Conway and
Pat Gardiner had a terrible "case" on each other.  It was a matter
of speculation what particular brand of magic she had used, for
Lester Conway had never really fallen for any girl before though he
had played around with several.

He was a dark lover . . . Pat felt that she could never bear a fair
man again, remembering Harris Jemuel's golden locks.  He was not
especially good-looking but Pat knew she had got far beyond the
stage of admiring movie stars.  He was distinguished-looking . . .
with that faint, mysterious scowl.  Lester thought he looked more
interesting when he was scowling . . . like Lara and those fellows.
His psychology was sound.  Whenever a girl met him she wondered
what he looked like when he smiled . . . and tried to find out.

He was appallingly clever.  There was nothing he couldn't do.  He
danced and skated and footballed and hockeyed and tennised and sang
and acted and played the ukulele and drew.  He had designed the
last cover for The Lantern.  Very futuristic, that drawing was.
And in the February number he had a poem, To a Wild Blue Violet,
containing some daring lines in spite of its Victorian title.  It
was unsigned and speculation was rife as to who had written it and
who the wild blue violet was.  Pat knew.  It speaks volumes for her
condition of heart and mind that she didn't see anything comical in
being called a blue violet.  If she had been sane she would have
known that a brown-and-orange marigold was more in her line.  She
was, in spite of her infatuation, a bit surprised to find that
Lester could write poetry.  She had faintly and reluctantly
suspected that he wouldn't know poetry when he saw it.  But A Wild
Blue Violet was "free verse."  Everything else, Lester told her,
was outmoded.  The tyranny of rhyme was ended forever.  She would
never have dared let him know after that that she had bought a
second-hand volume called Poems of Passion and underlined half of
them.  I shall be dust when my heart forgets, she underlined twice.

She was horribly afraid she wasn't half clever enough for him.  He
completely flabbergasted her one evening by a casual reference to
the Einstein theory . . . looking at her sidewise to see if she
were properly impressed.  Pat didn't know anything about the
Einstein theory.  She did not suspect that neither did he and spent
much of the night writhing over her ignorance.  What must he think
of her?  She went to the public library and tried to read up about
it but it made her head ache and she was unhappy until the next
evening when Lester told her she was as wonderful as a new-mooned
April evening.

"I'd like to know if you said that because it just came into your
head or if you made it up last night," said Pat.  Her tongue was
always her own, whatever her heart might be.  But she was happy
again in spite of Einstein.  Lester really did not pay many
compliments, so one prized it when he did.  Not like Harris Hynes
whose "line" had evidently been to say something flattering
whenever he opened his mouth.  Judy had always said HE must have
kissed the Blarney stone.  How wraith-like Harris seemed now,
beside Lester's scowls and commands.  To think she had ever fancied
she cared for him!  Mere school-girl infatuation . . . calf love.
He had so little appreciation of the beautiful, poor fellow.  She
recalled pointing out the Hill of the Mist to him one moonlit
winter night and he had said admiringly that it looked like a
frosted cake.  Poor Harris!

And poor Hilary!  HE had had to retire into his corner again.  No
more evenings in the park . . . no more rambles together.  Even the
week-end walks did not often come his way now.  The car roads held
and Lester drove her home in his little red roadster.  He was the
only boy at Queen's who had his own car.  There was no pea soup in
Judy's kitchen for HIM.  And Pat almost prayed that he wouldn't
notice the terrible crack in the dining-room ceiling.


It worried Pat a little that Judy didn't have much of a mind to
him.  Not that she ever said so.  It was what she DIDN'T say.  And
her tone when Pat told her he was one of the Summerside Conways . . .
Lester B. Conway.

"Oh, oh, it do be a noble name.  And is it any secret what the B.
do be standing for?  Not Bartholomew be inny chance?"

"B. stands for Branchley," said Pat shortly.  "His mother was one
of the Homeburn Branchleys."

"Sure I do be knowing thim all.  Conways AND Branchleys.  His
mother used to visit here before ould Conway made his pile.  She
was rale humble thin.  Minny's the time I've wiped yer Lester's
liddle nose for him whin he was knee high to a toad.  Howsomiver,"
concluded Judy loftily, "it's likely the matter is too high for me.
Money makes the mare go and it's the cute one ye are, I'm

Judy was really impossible.  To insinuate that she, Patricia
Gardiner, had picked out Lester Conway because he had money.

"She should know me better," thought Pat indignantly.

But she felt the lack of Judy.  If darling Bets were only alive!
She would have understood.  What a comfort it would have been to
talk over her problems with Bets.  For there WERE problems.  For
instance, Lester had told her she was to marry him right away as
soon as college closed.  There was no sense in waiting.  He was
going right into business with his dad.

This was simply ridiculous.  Of course, some day . . . but she
wasn't going to even think of getting married for years yet.  She
must teach school and help them at home . . . reshingle and repaint
Silver Bush . . . get a hardwood floor in the dining-room . . . a
brass knocker for the front door . . . pay for Cuddles' music

Lester just laughed at this the night of the Saturday Satellites'
Easter dance.

"You are too lovely, Pat, to be wasted any longer on a shabby,
obscure old farm like Silver Bush," he said.

A little madness came over Pat.  The very soul of her was aflame.

"Don't ever speak to me again, Lester Conway," she said, each word
falling like a tinkling drop of icy water on a cold stone.

"Why, what have I done?" said Lester in genuine amazement.

That made it worse, if anything could make it worse.  He didn't
realise at all what he had done.  Pat turned her back on him and
flew upstairs.  To get her wraps was the work of a minute . . . to
slip down the back-stairs and through the side-hall, another
minute.  Then out . . . and back to Linden Avenue.  The bite and
tang of the cold air seemed to increase her anger.  Patricia
Gardiner of Silver Bush had never in all her life been so furious.

Lester came down the next evening, looking more Lara-like than
ever.  He ignored the incident . . . he thought that would be the
best policy . . . and told her she was going with him to the Easter

"Thank you, I'm not," said Pat, "and please don't waste any more of
those charming scowls on me.  When I tell anybody I'm through with
him I'm THROUGH."

When Pat said anything in a certain way she was believed.

"Of all the fickle girls," said Lester.  Just like Harris.  Men
were so tiresomely alike.

"I was born in moonlight, they tell me," said Pat coolly.  "So I'm
naturally changeable.  No one can insult Silver Bush in my hearing.
And I'm tired . . . very tired . . . of taking orders from you."

The Conway temper . . . Judy could have told you a few things about
IT . . . flared up.

"Oh . . . well . . . if you're going off the deep end about it!" he
said nastily.  "Anyway, I just began going about with you to put a
spoke in Hilary Gordon's wheel."

She was glad he had said that.  He had set her free.  She had been
hating him so bitterly that her hate had made her as much of a
prisoner as love had.  Now he had simply ceased to exist.

"I've heard Judy use a phrase," said Pat to herself after he had
flung away, scowling for once in real earnest, "'fancy's fool.'
Well, I've been fancy's fool.  And that is that."


It was a good while before she could talk the whole thing over with
Judy.  NOW Judy sympathised and understood.

"Oh, oh, Patsy dear, I niver did be liking yer taking up wid a
Conway, not aven if his pockets were lined wid gold.  Gintleman Tom
didn't like him . . . there was something in that cat's eye
whiniver he saw him.  And he was always a bit too lordly for me
taste, Patsy.  A man shud be a bit humble like whin he's courting
for if he isn't whin will he be?  I'm asking ye."

"I can never forgive him for making fun of Silver Bush, Judy."

"Making fun av Silver Bush, was he?  Oh, oh, if ye'd seen the
liddle shack his father was raised in, wid the stove-pipe sticking
out av its roof.  Sure and the Conways were the scrapings av the
pot in thim days.  And the timper av the ould man.  One time he
wasn't after liking the colour av a new petticoat his wife did be
buying . . . it was grane whin he wanted purple.  He did be taking
it up to the attic av his grand house in Summerside and firing it
out av the windy.  It caught on the top av a big popple at the back
av the house and there it did be hanging all the rist av the
summer.  Whin the wind filled it out 'twas a proper sight now.  The
folks did be calling it the Conway flag.  Ould Conway cudn't get it
down bekase the popple was ralely in Ned Orley's lot and Ned and
him were bad frinds and Ned wudn't be letting inny one get at the
tree.  He said he was a better Irishman than ould Conway and liked
a bit av rale Paddy grane in his landscape."

"Lester admits his father was a self-made man, Judy."

"Oh, oh, that wud be a very pretty story if it was the true one.
Ould Conway didn't be making himsilf.  The Good Man Above attinded
to that.  And he made his pile out av a grane and feed store.  But
I'm saying for him he wasn't skim milk . . . like his brother Jim.
HE was the miser, now.  'Take out the lamp,' sez he whin he was
dying.  'A candle do be good enough to die by.'  Oh, oh, there do
be some quare people in the world," conceded Judy.  "As for me poor
Lester, they tell me he's rale down-hearted now that his temper fit
do be over.  I'm afraid it's ye that do be the deluthering cratur,
Patsy.  He did be thinking ye were rale fond av him."

"Of course I admit I was a perfect idiot, Judy.  But I'm cured.
I'll never fall in love again . . . if I can help it," she added

"Oh, oh, why not, me jewel?" laughed Judy.  "As yer Aunt Hazel used
to say it's a bit av fun in a dull life.  Only don't be carrying it
too far and breaking hearts, aven av the Conways.  There do be big
difference atween falling in love and loving, Patsy."

"How do you know all this, Judy?  Were YOU ever in love?" said Pat

Judy chuckled.

"One can be larning a lot be observation," she remarked.

"But, Judy, how can one TELL the difference between loving and
being in love?"

"It do be taking some experience," acknowledged Judy.

Pat burned Poems of Passion but when she came across the line . . .
"spilt water from a broken shard," in one of Carman's poems she
underlined it.  That was all love really was, anyway.

She went to the Easter Prom with Hilary.

"Poor Jingle!" said Judy to Gentleman Tom.  "That does be TWICET.
If she gets over the third time . . ."


"Let's Pretend"


"Let us see the handsome houses where the wealthy nobles dwell,"
quoted Hilary.  "In other words let us take a stroll along Abegweit
Avenue.  There's one of the new houses there I want to show you.  I
won't tell you which one it is . . . I want you to guess it.  If
you're the lass I take you to be, Pat, you'll spot it at sight."

It was a Saturday afternoon in spring with sudden-sweeping April
winds.  The world seemed so friendly on a day like this, Pat
thought.  She wore her crimson jersey and tam and knew she looked
well in them and that Lester Conway, scowling by in his roadster,
knew it, too.  But let Lester scowl on.  Hilary's quizzical smile
was much pleasanter in a companion and Hilary looked brown and
wholesome in the spring sunshine.  Not much like the ragged little
lad who had met her on that dark, lonely road of long ago.  But the
same at heart.  Dear old Hilary!  Faithful, dependable Hilary.
Such a friend was better than a thousand of Judy's "beaus."

They had not gone home for this week-end, since the Satellites were
having a wind-up jamboree that night.  Pat could by now survive
staying a week-end in town.  Yet she felt that she always missed
something when she did.  Today, for instance, the wild violets
would be out in Happiness . . . the white ones . . . and they not
there to find them.

Abegweit Avenue was the finest residential street in town and at
the end it ran out into the country, with a vision of distant
emerald hills beyond.  It always compelled Pat to admit that there
were a few satisfying houses in the world beside Silver Bush.  All
kinds of houses were built on it--from Victorian monstrosities with
towers and cupolas, to the newest thing in bungalows.  Pat and
Hilary loved to walk along it, talking when they felt like it,
holding their tongues when they didn't, discussing and criticising
the houses, making changes in most of them, putting in a window
here and slicing one off there, lifting or lowering roofs . . . "a
low roof gives a house a friendly air," said Hilary.

Some houses thrilled them, some charmed them, some annoyed them.
Some were attractive, some repellent . . . "I'd like to smash a few
of your windows," was Pat's reaction to one.  Even the doors were
fascinating.  What went on behind them?  Did they let you out . . .
or in?

Then they had to settle which house they would accept as a gift,
supposing they were simply compelled to take one.

"I think I'd take that gentle house on the corner," said Pat.  "It
has an attic . . . I must have an attic.  And it looks as if it had
been loved for years.  I knew THAT the first time I ever saw it.
It would like me, too.  And that funny little window away off by
itself has a joke it wants to tell me."

"I'm choosing one of the new houses this time," said Hilary.  "I
like a new house better than an old one when all is said and done.
I would feel that _I_ owned a new house.  An old house would own

Pat had kept a keen look-out for Hilary's house.  She had thought
several of the new ones might be it.  But when she saw it she knew
it.  A little house nestled in a hollow half way up a little hill.
Its upper windows looked right out on the top of the hill.  Its
very chimneys smacked of romance.  A tremendous maple tree bent
over it.  The tree was so enormous and the house so small.  It
looked like a toy house the big tree had picked up to play with and
got fond of it.  It had a little garden by its side, with violets
in a corner and in the centre a pool with a border of flat stones,
edged with daffodils.

"Oh!"  Pat drew a long breath.  "I'm so glad I didn't miss that.
Yes, if they give you that house, Hilary, take it.  It's so . . .
so RIGHT, isn't it?"

"That tree in the front should be cut down though," said Hilary
thoughtfully.  "It breaks the line . . . and spoils the view."

"It doesn't . . . it simply guards it as a treasure.  You wouldn't
cut that lovely birch down, Hilary."

"I'd cut any tree down if it wasn't in the right place," persisted
Hilary stubbornly.

"A tree is always in the right place," said Pat just as stubbornly.

"Well, I won't cut it down yet awhile," conceded Hilary.  "But I'll
tell you what I am going to do some dark night, Pat.  I'm going to
sneak up here and carry off that cast-iron deer next door and sink
it in the bay fathoms deep."

"Would it be worth while?  The whole place is so awful.  You
couldn't carry off that enormous portico.  The house looks like a
sanitarium.  Did you ever suppose any place could be so hideous?"

"The house next to it isn't hideous . . . exactly.  But it has a
cruel, secretive look.  I don't like it.  A house shouldn't be so
sly and reserved.  And there's a house I'd like to buy and groom it
up.  It's so out at elbows.  The shingles are curling up and the
verandah roof is sagging."

"But at least it isn't self-satisfied.  The next one IS . . .
positively smug.  And THAT one . . . they say it cost a fortune and
it's as gloomy as a tomb."

"Shutters on those stark windows would make an amazing difference,"
said Hilary reflectively.  "It's really wonderful, Pat, how much a
little thing can do to make or mar a house.  But I don't think
there's any place for dreaming in that house . . . or for ghosts.
There must be a place for dreams and ghosts in every house I'll

"There's that unfinished house, Hilary . . . it always makes my
heart ache.  Why don't they finish it?"

"I've found out why.  A man began to build that house just to
please his wife and she died when it was only half done.  He hadn't
the heart to finish it.  That white place is a house for the witch
of the snow.  It's positively dazzling."

"What is the matter with that house in the middle of the block,
Hilary?  It's very splendid but . . ."

"It hasn't enough restraint.  It bulges like . . . like . . ."

"Like a fat woman without corsets," laughed Pat.  "Like Mary Ann
McClenahan.  Poor Mary Ann died last week.  Do you remember how we
thought she was a witch, Hilary?"

One house was as yet only a hole in the ground, with men setting
pipes and running wires in it.  Who was waiting for that house?
Perhaps a bride-to-be.  Or perhaps some tired old body who never in
her life had a house to her liking and meant to have one before she
died.  There was a house that wanted to be wakened up.  And there
was one with Dr. Ames coming away from it.  He looked grave.
Perhaps some one was dying in that house.  He wouldn't be looking
like that if a baby had come.

"I would like to see all the houses in the world . . . all the
beautiful ones at least," said Hilary.  "And I've got a new idea
for your house to-day."

He was always getting new ideas for it but nowadays he never told
her what they were.  Everything was to be a surprise.

They walked back in silence.  Hilary was dreaming.  All men dream.
His dream was of building beautiful homes for love to dwell in . . .
houses to keep people from the biting wind and the fierce sun and
the loneliness of dark night.  It must be a fascinating thing to
build a house . . . to create beauty that would last for
generations and be shelter and protection and friendliness as well
as beauty.  And some day he WOULD build a house for Pat . . . and
she MUST live in it.

Pat was thinking again how nice it was to walk with Hilary.  With
Harris and Lester she had felt that she must be always bright and
witty and sparkling lest they might think her "dumb."  Hilary was
restful.  And he never said embarrassing things.  To be sure his
looks sometimes said many things his tongue never did.  But who
could quarrel with looks?


Shadow and Sunshine


Care sat visibly on Patricia's brow.

"My vision cannot pierce beyond the darkness of next week, Judy.
It is completely bounded by the gloomy shade of licence exams.
Judy, what if I don't pass?"

"Oh, oh, but ye will, darlint.  Haven't ye been studying all the
term like a Trojan?  Excipt maybe thim few wakes whin me bould
Lester was ordering ye about.  So don't be worrying yer head about
it.  Just take a bit av a walk through the birches and fale
thankful that spring do never be forgetting to come.  And thin,
maybe, ye'll be making Siddy's fav'rite pancakes for supper.  It's
mesilf can't give thim the turn at the right moment like ye can."

"Judy, you old flatterer!  You know nobody can make pancakes like

"Oh, oh, but the pastry now, Patsy, I niver had the light hand wid
it that ye do be having.  Sure that pie ye was after making last
wake-ind . . . it did be looking as if it had just stipped out av
the pages av that magazine Winnie takes."

"Sure and that'll divart her a bit," thought Judy.  But it didn't.

"I can't help worrying, Judy.  It will be dreadful if I don't pass
. . . it will hurt mother so.  And she MUSTN'T be hurt."

For everybody at Silver Bush had become very careful of mother
without saying much about it.  Nobody ever heard her complain but
all winter she had been taking little bitter strychnine tablets for
the heart and a "rest" in the afternoons.  The shadow had crept
towards Silver Bush so stealthily that even yet they hardly
realised its grim presence.  Father was looking grey and worried.
Although none of the children knew it the doctor was advising an
operation and Judy and Aunt Edith were, for the first, last, and
only time in their lives of the same opinion about it.

"They'll just cut her up for an experiment," said Aunt Edith
wrathfully.  "_I_ know them."

"Indade and I wudn't put it by thim," agreed Judy bitterly.

Mother herself would not hear of an operation.  She felt that it
couldn't be afforded: but she didn't tell Long Alec that.  She
merely said that she was frightened of it.  Long Alec rather
marvelled at this.  He had never associated fear of any kind with
his wife.  But then neither had he ever associated that strange
languor and willingness to lie quietly and let other people do the
work.  Mother had never hurried through life; she had walked
leisurely . . . Judy was wont to say she had never known any one
who made so little noise moving round a house . . . but she got a
surprising amount of work done.

Pat got through the exams eventually and even dared to hope she had
done fairly well.  She left Queen's with a good deal of regret and
grimy Linden Avenue with none at all.  Home again to dear Silver
Bush, never more to leave it . . . for the home school was promised
her and Pat had already in imagination spent a year's salary on
Silver Bush.  Several years', in fact . . . there were so many
things she wanted to do for it.  How she loved it!  The house and
everything about it were linked inextricably with her life and
thought.  There was one verse in the Bible she could never
understand.  Forget also thine own people and thy father's house.
It always made her shiver.  How could anybody do THAT?

She fell in love with life all over again on those spring evenings
when she walked over the hill or by Jordan or in the secret paths
of her enchanted birches.  Winds . . . delicate dawns . . . starry
nights . . . shore fields blurred by a silvery fog . . . the cool
wet greenness of the spring rains . . . all had a message for her
and all made her think of Bets . . . even yet Pat's voice quivered
when she pronounced that name.

Where was Bets?

     "In what ethereal dances,
      By what eternal streams"

did her footsteps wind?

"I wonder if Bets isn't homesick in heaven for THIS?"  Pat pointed
to the white lilac over the garden fence.  "And she must miss the
sunsets.  This is just such a night as she loved, Judy.  Oh, Judy,
last spring she was HERE.  All winter at Queen's, where she had
never been, it wasn't so hard.  But here . . . everything seems to
speak of her.  To-night, when I smell that white lilac it seems to
me that she must be near.  She doesn't seem dead any more.  She
just seems around the corner somewhere, still dear and loving.  But
oh, I want her so!"

"Pat," came Cuddles' voice, clear and insistent at her elbow, "do
you think I have It?"

"We'll be having our hands full wid that same young Cuddles," Judy
had confided to Pat that very day.  "In a few years that is, whin
she grows into her eyes.  Yer Uncle Tom sees it.  Wasn't it only
yisterday he sez to me, sez he, 'Ye'll be finding her a handful.'
Oh, oh, she'll dance through life, that one."

Pat could not realize that Cuddles was by way of getting to be a
big girl.  It was only yesterday she had been an adorable baby,
with dimpled arms and cheeks, whose very look said "come and love
me."  And now she was eleven . . . with one teasing, unruly curl
hanging down the middle of her forehead and a nose that even at
eleven was not the smudge of other elevens.  And her eyes!  No
wonder Cuddles was spoiled.  When she looked up sorrowfully and
appealingly, she was never punished severely.  You couldn't punish
a young saint gone astray.  Cuddles' eyes were always asking for
something and always getting it.  Unlike Pat, Cuddles revelled in
chums and Silver Bush was over-run with them . . . "chattering like
crows," said Judy indulgently.  Judy was proud of Cuddles'
popularity.  As for the opposite sex . . . well, if tributes of
sticky candies and moist apples, and stickier and moister dabs of
kisses meant anything Cuddles certainly had "It."

"When _I_ was eleven," said Pat with the tone of eighty, "I wasn't
thinking of such things, Miss Rachel."

"Oh, but I'm a modern child," said Cuddles serenely.  "And Trix
Binnie says you've got to have It or the boys won't look at you."

Judy shook her grey head solemnly, as if to remark, "If they say
these things in the green tree what will they say in the dry?"  But
Cuddles persisted.

"You might tell me what it is, Pat, and if you think I've got It.
After all" . . . Cuddles was very serious . . . .  "I'd rather get
information from my own family than from the Binnies."

"The sinse av her now!" said Judy.

Pat took Cuddles off into the grave-yard and, sitting on Wild
Dick's tombstone, tried to give her some "information."  She felt
that she must fill mother's place with darling Cuddles now.  Mother
must not be bothered.


And then the shadow, which had been creeping nearer and nearer,

Mother was ill . . . mother was very, very ill.

Mother was dying.

Nobody said it but everybody knew it.  Except Judy who stubbornly
refused to believe it.  Judy wouldn't give up hope.  She hadn't got
"the sign."

"And I'll not be belaving it till I do," she said.

Pat wouldn't believe it either.

"Mother can't die," she said desperately, "not OUR mother."

They had always taken mother so for granted.  She had always been
there . . . she always would be there.  How was it possible to
picture anything else?

Pat had not even Hilary to help her through those weeks.  Hilary
was up west, helping another uncle build a house.  The task
delighted Hilary.  It had an ideal quality for him.  Besides,
before he could design houses he wanted to know all about building
them, from the ground up.

"Bets last year . . . and now mother," thought Pat.

Then came a torturing hope.  The specialist who was called in
advised an operation.  With it, he conceded, there was a chance.
Without it, none.

Judy, when she heard there was to be an operation, gave up hope at
once, sign or no sign.

"Oh, oh, it's mesilf shud be dying instid av her," she muttered.
"I don't be knowing what the Good Man Above means, so I don't."

Gentleman Tom winked inscrutably.

"Ye can't be doing innything, cat dear.  Ye wudn't let what was
after Patsy that time get her.  But ye can't be guarding Mrs. Long
Alec . . . not if they take her to that hospital to be cut up.  And
her a Selby av the Bay Shore!"

Pat was up in mother's room.  A new Pat . . . older . . . graver.
But more hopeful.  As long as one had a little hope!

Mother had asked to be propped up in bed, so that she might see the
green fields she loved.  Her hands lay on the counterpane.  It was
strange to see mother's hands so white and idle.

She was to be taken to the hospital the next day.  Mother was very
fine and simple and brave about it.  But when had mother ever been
anything else?  Mother had never been excitable like the Gardiners.
Her SPIRIT was always at rest, so that any one who came into her
presence was always conscious of a great calm.  Her eyes were still
the asking eyes of a girl and yet there was something maternal
about her bosom that made you want to lay your head on it if you
were tired or troubled.

"The apple blossoms are out.  I'm glad I've seen them once more.
I was a girl under them once, Pat, like you . . . and your
father . . ."

Mother's voice trailed off into some hinterland of happy

"You'll see the apple blossoms for many more springs, mother
darling.  You'll come back from the hospital cured and well . . .
and I've ordered a lovely day for you to go on."

Mother smiled.

"I hope so.  I've never given myself up yet, Pat.  But I'd like to
talk to you a little about some things . . . supposing I don't come
back.  We must look that in the face, dearest.  Winnie will be
marrying Frank . . . and you will have to take my place, you know."

"I . . . I know," choked Pat.  "And I'll never, never marry,
mother, I promise that.  I'll stay here and keep a home for dad and
Sid and Cuddles.  Sid won't want to marry ever, when he has me."

Again mother smiled.

"I don't ask you to promise that, dear.  I'd like to think you'll
marry some day.  I want you to be a happy wife and a joyful mother
of children.  Like I've been.  I've been so happy here, Patsy.  I
was only twenty when I came here.  A spoiled child, too . . . and
as for housekeeping, I didn't know the difference between simmering
and boiling.  Judy taught me . . . wonderful old Judy.  Be good to
her, Pat . . . if I don't come back.  But I needn't tell you that.
Judy was so good to me.  She was even quite fierce about my working
. . . she hated to see my hands spoiled.  I HAD pretty hands, Pat.
But I didn't mind spoiling them for Silver Bush.  I've loved it as
you do.  Every room in it has always been a friend of mine . . .
had a life of its own for me.  How I loved to wake up in the night
and feel that my husband and my children were well and safe and
warm, sleeping peacefully.  Life hasn't anything better to offer a
woman than that, Patsy."

Mother didn't say this all at one.  There were long pauses when she
lay very still . . . little gasps for breath.  Sometimes terrible
lances of fear pierced Pat's new armour of hope.  When father came
in to take her place as watcher Pat went down and out to the dark
garden.  Every one else was in bed, even Judy.  She could not go to
bed . . . she could not sleep.  The night was warm and kind.  It
put its arms around her like a mother.  The white iris seemed to
shine hopefully in the dark.  Bold-and-Bad came padding along the
walk and curled up in her lap.  There were times when even Bold-
and-Bad could behave like a Christian.  He knew that Pat needed
comfort and he did his best to give it.

Pat sat on the garden bench until dawn came over the Hill of the
Mist and Bold-and-Bad ran away for a glorious mouse hunt in the
grave-yard.  The day had begun in a pale windless morning . . . the
day on which mother was to go.  Would she ever return?

That old hynm she had hated . . . "change and decay in all around I

Change was what she had always dreaded.

"Oh, Thou who changest not abide with me."

It was not a hateful hymn after all . . . it was a hymn to be
loved.  How wonderful to feel that there WAS something that never
changed . . . a Power under and above and around on which you could
depend.  Peace seemed to flow into her.

"Child dear, whativer got ye up so early?"

"I wasn't in bed at all.  I've been in the garden, Judy . . . just

"Oh, oh, it's all inny av us can be doing now," said Judy

Cuddles had not been allowed to know the worst but she heard it in
school that day and Pat had hard work to comfort her that evening.

"And what do you think Trix Binnie said?" she sobbed.  "She said
she ENVIED me . . . it was so exciting to have a death in the

"You go down on yer liddle marrow bones this night and thank the
Good Man Above he didn't be making ye a Binnie," said Judy

Even that day was lived through.  At night dad telephoned from town
that the operation was successfully over and that mother was coming
out of the anesthetic nicely.  The Silver Bush folk slept that
night; but there was still a long week of suspense to be lived
through before they dared really hope.  Then dad came home, with a
light in his tired eyes that had not shone there for many a day.
Mother would live: never very strong perhaps . . . never just the
woman she had been.  But she would live.

"Oh, oh, and didn't I be always telling ye so?" said Judy
triumphantly, forgetting all her gloomy dreads of "cutting up."
"There niver was no sign.  Gintleman Tom did be knowing it.  That
cat niver worried himsilf at all, at all."


Mother could not come home for six weeks, and during those weeks
Pat and Judy ran Silver Bush, for both the aunts at the Bay Shore
were ill and Winnie had to go the rescue.  Pat was in the seventh
heaven.  She loved everything about the house more than ever.  The
fine hemstitched tablecloths . . . Judy's hooked rugs . . . the
monogrammed sheets . . . the cedar chest full of blankets . . . the
embroidered centerpieces . . . the lace doilies . . . the dear old
blue willow-ware plates . . . Grandmother Selby's silver tea
service, the old mirrors that had stolen a bit of loveliness from
every fair face that had ever looked into them.  All had a new
meaning for her.  Every window was loved for some special bit of
beauty to be seen from it.  She loved her own because she could see
the Hill of the Mist . . . she loved the Poet's window because
there was a far-away glimpse of the bay . . . she loved the round
window because it looked right into the silver bush . . . she loved
the front hall window because it looked squarely on the garden.  As
for its attic windows, one saw everything in the world worth seeing
from them and sometimes Pat would go up the attic for no earthly
reason except to look out of them.

She and Judy didn't make slaves of themselves.  Every once in so
long Pat would say,

"Now, let's stop thinking housework, Judy, and think wild
strawberries," . . . or ferns . . . or June-bells as the case might
be, and off they would go for a ramble.  And in the "dims" they
would sit on the back-door steps as of old and Judy would tell
funny tales and Pat would laugh until she took kinks.

"Oh, oh, ye do be knowing how to work, Patsy darlint . . . stopping
for a bit av a laugh once in so long.  There's few people do be
knowing the sacret.  Yer aunts at the Bay Shore . . . they niver do
be laughing and it's the rason they do be taking sick spells so

"Uncle Brian and Aunt Jessie are coming for the weekend, Judy.  I
must cut some iris for the Poet's room.  I do love fixing up that
room for a guest.  And we must have an apple tart with whipped
cream.  That's Uncle Brian's favourite dessert."

Pat always remembered what a guest liked to eat.  And she was, as
Judy declared, "a cook be the grace av God."  She loved to cook,
feeling delightedly that in this one thing at least she was akin to
the women of all lands and all ages.  Almost all her letters to
mother and Hilary and college correspondents began, "I've just put
something in the oven."  The pantry was never without its box of
spicy cookies and the fluffy perfection of her cakes left Judy
speechless.  As for the fruit cake she proudly concocted and baked
one day all on her own, take Judy's word for it, there never had
been a fruit cake to match it at Silver Bush.

"I was niver no great hand at fruit cake, darlint," she said sadly.
"Yer Aunt Edith always do be saying it takes a born lady to make a
rale fruit cake and maybe she is right.  But I might av been
larning the trick if it hadn't been for a bit av discouragement I
was having just after I came to Silver Bush.  I thought one day I'd
be making a fruit cake and at it I wint, wid more zale than
jidgement.  Yer Uncle Horace was home thin . . . and a young imp he
was . . . hanging round to see what he could see and mebbe get a
licking av the bowl.  'What do ye be putting in a fruit cake, Judy
Plum,' he sez, curious like.  'A liddle bit av iverything,' sez I
short like.  And whin I turns me back to line the pan what did the
young divil do but impty the ink-bottle on the clock shelf into me
cake . . . and me niver knowing it.  Sure and yer Aunt Edith do be
saying a good fruit cake shud be black.  Mine was black enough to
plaze her, Patsy darlint."

Pat exulted in finding a new recipe and serving it before anybody
else when the Ladies' Aid met at Silver Bush.  She loved to pore
over the advertisement pictures in the magazines . . . the lovely
cookies and fruits and vegetables . . . dear little white and red
radishes . . . curly lettuce . . . crimson beets . . . golden
asparagus with little green tips.  She loved going to town to shop.
There were certain things in the stores there, HERS, though she had
not yet bought them.  She liked to browbeat the butcher and
bulldoze the grocer delicately . . . to resist temptation and yield
to it . . . to save and spend.  She loved to think of weary and
lonely people coming to Silver Bush for rest and food and love.

And under everything a sense of deep satisfaction in doing the
thing she was meant to do.  She tasted it to the full in the
beautiful silences which occasionally fell over Silver Bush when
every one was quietly busy and the cats basked on the window sills.

And then to prepare for mother's home-coming!


Balm in Gilead


"Father walks slow to what he used to do," said Winnie with a sigh,
as she and Pat shelled peas on the kitchen steps in the sultry
August afternoon, with Bold-and-Bad sitting between them.  An
occasional breeze set the leaves of the young aspen by the door
shaking wildly.  Pat loved that aspen.  It had grown up unregarded
in a few summers . . . Judy always threatening to cut it down . . .
and then over night it had turned from a shrub into a tree.  And
then dad had declared it must come down but Pat had interceded

"In a year or two it will shade the steps so nicely.  Think of the
moonlight falling through it on summer nights, dad."

Dad shrugged and let her have her way.  Everybody knew Pat couldn't
bear to have a tree cut down.  No use having the child cry her
golden-brown eyes out.

Over in the field of the Pool Sid was building an oat-stack.  Sid,
it was said, could build the best oat-stack in P.E. Island.

Pat looked after dad wistfully as he crossed the yard and went over
to the field of the Pool.  He did walk slower; he was more stooped.
Yet how she hated to admit it.

"Is it any wonder?  After those dreadful weeks when we didn't know
whether mother would live or die.  And I don't think he ever really
got over Joe's going."  Winnie sighed again.  Pat looked keenly at
her.  Winnie had been very remote and dreamy for some days past.
Pat suddenly remembered that she had not heard Winnie laughing . . .
since when?  Since the last night Frank Russell had been over.
And he had not been over for a week.

It had been a suspected thing all through the year that Winnie and
Frank would be married in the fall.  All through the winter Judy
had hooked rugs "like mad."  Pat did not warm to the thought but it
had to be faced and accepted.

"Winnie, what is the trouble, darling?"

"There's no trouble," said Winnie impatiently.  "Don't be silly,

"I'm not silly.  You've been . . . funny . . . for a week.  Have
you quarrelled with your Frank?"

"No," said Winnie slowly.  Then her face went white and her eyes
filled with tears.  She MUST tell somebody and mother mustn't be
bothered now.  Pat wasn't old enough to understand, of course . . .
Winnie still persisted in thinking of Pat as a mere child . . . but
she was better than nobody at all.

"It's only . . . he was a little angry when I told him we couldn't
be married this fall after all . . . perhaps not for years."

"But . . . Winnie . . . WHY?  I thought it was all settled."

"So it was.  Before mother took ill.  But you know perfectly well,
Pat, that everything is changed now.  We simply have to look facts
in the face.  Mother may be spared to us for many years but she'll
always be an invalid.  You will be teaching and Judy isn't as young
as she once was.  She can't do all the work that has to be done
here, even with your help after school.  And it would break her
heart to get any one in to help her, even if dad could afford it,
which he can't.  So I must give up all thoughts of being married
just now.  Of course Frank doesn't like it, but he'll just have to
reconcile himself to it.  If he doesn't . . . well, there are
plenty of other girls ready to keep house for him."

In spite of herself Winnie's voice faltered.  The thought of all
those willing girls was very bitter.  And Frank had been very . . .
difficult.  The Russells did not like to be kept waiting.  She knew
he wouldn't wait for years.  And if he did . . . they would be old
and tired and all the first blossom of life would be withered and
scentless.  Just like poor Sophie Wright.  She and Gordon Dodds had
waited for fifteen years until her paralysed father died; and
Sophie had never seemed like a bride.  Just a faded little woman
who no longer cared greatly whether she was married or not.  Yet
Winnie did not falter in her decision.  There was good stuff in the
Silver Bush girls.  They put duty first always, even in a world
which was clamouring that the word was outmoded and the thing to do
was to grab what you wanted when you wanted it and let everything
else go hang.

For just a moment a wild thrill of joy swept over Pat.  Winnie
wouldn't marry Frank after all.  There wouldn't be any more changes
at Silver Bush.  She and Winnie and Sid would just go on living
there, taking care of father and mother, loving Silver Bush and
each other, recking nothing of the changing world outside.  It
would be heavenly.

But Winnie's eyes!  They looked like blue violets that somebody had
stepped on and bruised horribly.

Pat had never been able to understand how Winnie COULD love Frank
as she did.  Frank . . . if you didn't hate him because he was
stealing your sister . . . was a nice enough fellow, with a
wholesome pink face and steady grey-blue eyes.  But nothing
romantic about him . . . no smart compliments, no Lara-like glooms
. . . nothing to induce such a riot of feeling as Winnie evidently
experienced whenever she heard his step at the door.

WHAT did Winnie see in him?  Pat gave it up.

All the lawless joy died out of Pat when she saw Winnie's eyes.  It
was simply ridiculous to think of Winnie's eyes looking so . . .
just ridiculous, that was all.  And quite unnecessary.  Because
she, Pat, had everything nicely planned out already.

"Winnie, do you know you're just talking nonsense?  Of course
you're going to marry Frank.  I am not going to take the school.  I
decided that as soon as mother came home.  I'll be here to help

"Pat, you can't do that.  It wouldn't be fair to ask you to give up
your school after you studied so hard at Queen's to get your
licence . . . you OUGHT to have your chance . . ."

Pat laughed.

"My chance!  That's just it.  I've got my chance . . . the chance
I've been aching for.  The chance to stay at Silver Bush and care
for it.  I've hated the thought of teaching school.  Who knows even
if I'd get on well in the home school?  I might have to go away
another year . . . and THAT . . . but we needn't go into that.  Of
course I'd rather have mother well and strong than anything else
even if I had to go to the ends of the earth.  But since she can't
be . . . well, I have the consolation of knowing I can stay home

"What will dad say?"

"Dad knows.  Why, Win, he was relieved.  He never thought but that
you'd be getting married and he didn't know just how things could
be managed here.  Because he didn't want me disappointed either in
having to give up my school.  DISAPPOINTED!" Pat howled again.
"Win, parents aren't the selfish creatures so many horrid stories
make them out.  They DON'T want their children to sacrifice and
give up for them.  They want them to be happy."

"All but the cranks," said Judy, who had brought her little
spinning wheel out to the platform and thought herself at liberty
to butt into any conversation.  "There do always be a few cranks
aven among parents.  Oh, oh, but not among the Gardiners."

"I think," said Winnie in a rather unsteady tone, "if you don't
mind finishing the peas, Pat . . . I'll go upstairs for a little

Pat grinned.  Winnie would go upstairs and write to Frank.

"Likely Winnie will be marrying Frank this fall, Judy," Pat said
with a gulp.  It seemed to make a thing so irrevocable to SAY it.

"Oh, oh, and why not, the darlint?  She can cook and she can sew.
She can get along widout things.  She do be knowing whin to laugh
and whin not to.  Oh, oh, she's fit to be married.  It do be eliven
years since we had a wedding at Silver Bush.  Sure and that's a
liddle bit too much like heaven, wid nather marrying nor giving in

"George Nicholson is going to be married to Mary Baker," announced
Cuddles, who had wandered along with a little spotted barn cat she
affected in her arms.  "I wish he would wait till I grow up.  I
believe he would like me better than Mary because there is no fun
in her.  There's a good deal in me when my conscience doesn't
bother me.  O . . . h, look at Bold-and-Bad."

Bold-and-Bad had met his match since Cuddles had been bringing the
barn cat to the house.  The barn cat was scrawny and ugly but she
was taking impudence from nobody.  Bold-and-Bad was ludicrously
afraid of her.  It was a sight of fun to see that whiffet of a cat
attack and put to flight an animal who should have been able to
demolish her with a blow of his paw.  Bold-and-Bad fled over the
yard and through the grave-yard and across the Mince Pie field with
yowls of terror.

"Look at Gintleman Tom enjoying av it," chuckled Judy.

"We have nice cats at Silver Bush," said Cuddles complacently.
"Interesting cats.  And they have an AIR.  They walk so proud and
hold their tails up.  Other cats SLINK.  Trix Binnie laughed when I
said that and said, 'You're getting just as crazy as Pat over your
old Silver Bush, thinking there's nothing like it.'  'Well, there
isn't,' I told her.  And I was right, wasn't I, Pat?"

"You were," said Pat fervently.  "But there comes your barn cat
back and you'd best take her to the barn before dad sees her.  You
know he doesn't want the barn cats encouraged to the house.  He
says he puts up with Gentleman Tom and Bold-and-Bad because they're
old established customs."

"How old is Gentleman Tom, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, old, is it?  The Good Man Above do be knowing that.  All
_I_ do be knowing is that he come here twelve years ago, looking as
old as he does this blessed minute.  Maybe there isn't inny age
about him," concluded Judy mysteriously.  "Ye can't iver be
thinking av him as a kitten, can ye now?"

"I'm sure he could tell some queer tales, Judy.  It's a pity cats
can't talk."

"Talk is it?  Whoiver told ye they cudn't talk, Cuddles darling?
The grandfather of me heard two cats talking onct but he niver cud
be got to tell what they said . . .  No, no, he didn't want to be
getting in wrong wid the tribe.  As I was telling Siddy last Sunday
whin he was raving mad because Bold-and-Bad had gone to slape on
his Sunday pants and they was kivered wid cat hairs, 'Think
whativer ye like av a cat, Siddy darlint,' sez I to him, 'but don't
be SAYING innything.  If the King av the cats heard ye now!"

"And what would have happened if the King of the cats had heard
him, Judy?"

"Oh, oh, let's lave that tale for a rale wild stormy winter night,
Cuddles, whin ye're slaping wid old Judy snug and cosy.  Thin I'll
be telling ye what happened to a man in ould Ireland that did be
saying things av cats a liddle too loud and careless like.  It's no
tale for a summer afternoon wid a widding looming up."


Winnie was to be married in late September and Silver Bush settled
down to six weeks of steady preparation.  Judy had a new swing
shelf put up in the cellar to fill with rows on rows of ruby jam-
pots for Winnie.  The wood-work in the Poet's room was to be
painted all over in robin's egg blue and then there was the
excitement of choosing paper to harmonise with it.  Though Pat
hated to tear the old paper off.  It had been on so long.  And she
resented having the chairs in the Big Parlour recovered.  There was
a sort of harmony about the old room as it was.  New things jarred.
But Silver Bush must look its best, for Winnie was to have a big

"The clan do be liking a bit av a show," said Judy delightedly.

"It means a great deal of work," said Aunt Edith rather

"Work, is it?  Ye do be right.  It's busy as a hin wid one chick we
all are.  I do be kaping just one jump ahead.  But I'm not liking
yer sneaking widdings as if they was ashamed av it.  We'll be
having one to be proud av, wid ivery relative on both sides and
lots av prisents and two bridesmaids and a flower girl . . .  Oh,
oh, and Winnie's trosso now!  The like av it has niver been seen at
Silver Bush.  All her liddle undies made be hand.  'An inch av
hand-work do be worth a machine mile,' sez I to Mrs. Binnie whin
she do be saying her cousin's daughter had two dozen av ivery kind.
It do be a comfort to me whin I climb up to me loft at night,
faling as if I'd been pulled through a kay-hole."

"Oh, Judy, you and I are getting to be old women," sighed Aunt

Judy looked scandalised.

"Yes, yes, but whisht . . . don't be spaking av it, woman dear,"
she whispered apprehensively.

Winnie had a dream of a wedding dress . . . the sort of dress every
girl would like to have.  Everybody loved it except Aunt Edith, who
was horrified at its brevity.  Dresses were at their shortest when
Winnie was married.  Aunt Edith had been praying for years that
women's skirts might be longer but apparently in vain.

"It's a condition that can't be affected by prayer," Uncle Tom told
her gravely.

Winnie moved through all the bustle of preparation with a glory in
her eyes, smiling dreamily over thoughts of her own.  Frank haunted
Silver Bush to such an extent that Judy was a trifle peeved at him.

"He do be all right in his place but I'm not liking him spread over
everything," she grumbled.

"Frank is devoted to Winnie," said Pat rather distantly.  "I think
it is beautiful."  She had finally accepted Frank as one of the
family and he had straightway become a person to be defended, even
from Judy.

"I wonder how Frank proposed to Winnie," remarked Cuddles, as she
helped Pat adorn a cake with pale green slivers of angelica and
crimson cherries.  "I suppose he would be very romantic.  Do you
think he went on his knees?"

Sid, in for a drink of water, roared.

"We don't do that nowadays, Cuds.  Frank just said to Winnie, 'How
about it, kid?'  I heard him," Sid salved his conscience by winking
at Judy behind Cuddles' back.

"When I grow up and anybody proposes to me he'll have to be a good
deal more flowery and eloquent than that.  I can tell you, if he
wants me to listen to him," she said.

"The frog went a-courting," remarked Judy cryptically.


Winnie's Wedding


The engagement was announced in the papers . . . a new-fangled
notion which met with Judy's disapproval.

"Oh, oh, there do be minny a slip 'twixt the cup and the lip," she
muttered.  "Sure and we'd be in the pretty scrape if innything but
good happened Frank in the nixt three wakes.  There was Maggie
Nicholson now . . . her beau did be going clane out av his head a
wake before the day itsilf and it's in the asylum he's been iver
since.  Wudn't thim Binnies have the laugh on us if the widding
didn't come off after all."

Only three weeks to the wedding day . . . Winnie's wedding day when
she would leave Silver Bush forever.  There were moments when Pat
felt she couldn't endure it.  When Vernon Gardiner said jokingly to

"Next time we meet I'll have to call you Mrs. Russell," Pat went
upstairs and cried.  To think of Winnie being Mrs. Russell.  It
sounded so terribly changed and different and far away.  Her

Tears didn't stop the days from flying by.  The wedding was to be
in the church.  Pat wanted Winnie to be married at home under the
copper beech on the lawn.  Mother couldn't go to the church.  But
Frank wanted the church.  The Russells were Anglicans and had
always been married in church.  Frank got his way . . . "of
course," as Pat scornfully remarked to the air.

Pat and Judy were up to their eyes in baking and favourite recipes
were hunted up . . . recipes that had not been used for years
because they took so many eggs.  The traditional Silver Bush bride-
cake alone required three dozen.

The Bay Shore aunts and the Swallowfield aunts sent over baskets of
delicious confections.  Aunt Barbara's basket was full of different
kinds of cookies . . . orange cookies and date cookies and vanilla
crisps and walnut bars and the Good Man Above knew how many more.

"Oh, oh, it won't be much like Lorna Binnie's wedding table,"
exulted Judy.  "Sure and poor Mrs. Binnie thought if she did be
cutting her cookies in a dozen different shapes it wud be giving
thim a different flavour.  Now, Patsy darlint, just ye be kaping an
eye on thim chickens while I do be getting me yard posts

At first dawn Bold-and-Bad was shouting all over Silver Bush that
he had found a mouse and Judy's footsteps sounded on the kitchen
stairs.  The morning hush was already broken by the stir of last-
minute preparations.  It had rained in the night but now it was a
fine and a new, lovely world with its face washed and blinking its
innocent eyes at the sun.

"Sure and the day was ordered," said Judy as she raked the lawn
where robins were pulling out long fat worms.

Pat couldn't eat a mouthful of breakfast.  It was a shock to see
Winnie eating so heartily.  Pat was sure that if SHE were going to
be married she couldn't eat for a week beforehand.  Of course she
wouldn't want Winnie to be like that silly Lena Taylor, who, it was
said, cried for a month before she was married.  But when you were
going away from Silver Bush that day how could you have an

The forenoon was like a whirlwind.  The table had to be set . . .
oh, why did families have to be broken up like this?  Among salads,
jellies and cakes Pat moved as to the manor born.  This time to-
morrow Winnie would belong to another family.  Everybody's place
was settled; Pat had a knack of dovetailing people rather cleverly
. . . only herself and Siddy and Cuddles left at Silver Bush.  The
rooms bloomed under her hands.  The little alcove Uncle Tom called
Cuddle Corner was a nest of round golden pillows like small suns
. . .  It was dreadful to find pleasure in these things when Winnie
was going away.

Flowers must be cut.  As a rule Pat didn't like to cut the flowers.
She always felt such a vivid crimson delight in her splendid
blossoms . . . a feeling that made the thought of cutting them hurt
her.  But now she slashed at them savagely.

The table looked beautiful.  It would be such a shame to spoil it
. . . turn it into an after-dinner mess.  But, as Judy said, that
was life.

"Anyhow, Silver Bush looks perfectly lovely," thought Pat in a
momentary rapture.

In a way it was all like an echo of Aunt Hazel's long-ago wedding
day.  The same confusion when everybody was dressing.  Gentleman
Tom was the only calm creature in the house.  Judy was distracted
because Bold-and-Bad had been seen dashing through the hall with a
very large, very dead mouse and the Good Man Above only knew what
he had done with it.  That vain Cuddles, who had been trying all
the mirrors in the house to see which was the most becoming, was in
trouble over the hang of her flowered chiffon dress.  It had been a
bitter pill to Cuddles that she was too old to be Winnie's flower
girl.  Aunt Hazel's six-year-old Emmy was cast for that part and
Cuddles was secretly determined to look prettier than she did.

"What does my nose look like, Pat?  Do you think it is too big?"

Cuddles' nose had always worried her.  How would it turn out?

"If it is I don't see how you can remedy it," laughed Pat.  "Never
mind your nose, Cuddles darling.  You look very sweet."

"Can't I put a dab of powder on it, Pat?  Please.  I'm eleven."

"That would only draw attention to it," warned Pat.

Cuddles saw this.  She cast a satisfied look at herself in the

"I have decided," she remarked in a matter-of-fact tone, "that I
will get married when I am twenty and have three children.  Pat, do
I have to kiss Frank?"

"I'm not going to," said Pat savagely.

Judy, who was set on "witnessing the nuptials," as she expressed
it, had again laid aside her drugget dress and her Irish brogue.
Out came the dress-up dress and the English pronunciation as good
as ever.  Only the former was a bit tight.  Pat had a terrible time
getting Judy hooked into it.

"Sure and I had a waist whin this was made," mourned Judy.  "Do you
be thinking it's a trifle old-fashioned like, Pat?"

Pat got some lace and did wonders with it.  Judy felt real "chick."

Mother was dressed, sitting in state in the Big Parlour with her
grey hair and her soft blue eyes.  Pat realised with a swift pang
that mother had got very grey in the year.  But she looked like a
picture in her pretty dress of silver-grey and rose, with the
necklace dad had given her when she came out of the hospital . . .
an amber string like drops of golden dew.  Father was not going to
the church after all.  At the last moment he had decided that he
simply could not leave mother alone.  Uncle Tom must give the bride
away.  Winnie was not very well pleased over this.  That fierce,
immense black beard of his was so old-fashioned.  But Winnie was
too happy to mind anything much.  In her bridal array she was an
exquisite, shimmering young thing with face and eyes that were love
and rapture incarnate.  Pat's throat swelled as she looked at her.
Frank Russell suddenly became the man who could make Winnie look
like this.  She forgave him the offence of becoming her brother-in-

The kitchen clock was ten to, the parlour clock was five past, the
dining-room clock was striking the hour.  Which meant that it was a
quarter past and time to go.


Sitting in the crowded church, with its decorations of tawny tiger
lilies and lemon-hued gladioli . . . the C. G. I. T. girls had done
it for Winnie . . . Pat thought busily to keep herself from crying.
Winnie had warned her solemnly . . . "Pat, don't you DARE cry when
I'm getting married."  She had been so near crying at Aunt Hazel's
wedding long ago but this was tenfold worse.

It was odd to see the groom so pale . . . he was always so pink and
chubby.  But he looked well.  She was glad he was nice-looking.  If
Silver Bush had to have in-laws it should have handsome ones.
Uncle Tom's magnificent beard looked purple in the light that fell
on it through the stained glass window . . . like some old Assyrian
king's.  Winnie had said, "I do."  How solemn!  Just a word uttered
or unuttered and a whole life was changed . . . perhaps even the
course of history.  If Napoleon's mother had said "No," in place of
"Yes?"  Why, it was over . . . it was over . . . Winnie was Mrs.
Frank Russell . . . the bridal party was going into the vestry . . .
Uncle Brian's Norma was singing the bridal anthem . . . Pat
recalled that long-ago day when she had slapped Norma's face.

What was that dreadful old Cousin Sam Gardiner whispering to her
over the top of the pew?  "I wunner how many husbands and wives in
this church would like a change."  How many, indeed?  Perhaps old
Malcolm Madison, who was said to have laughed only three times in
his life.  Perhaps Gerald Black, whose wife had such a passion for
swatting flies that she had bent forward in church one day and
swatted one on Jackson Russell's bald head.  Or Mrs. Henry Green,
whose husband, Pat reflected wildly, looked like his own tombstone.
She wondered if the story Judy told of him was true . . . that he
had been whipped in school one day because the master caught him
writing a love-letter on his slate to Lura Perry who was half
gipsy.  It couldn't be . . . not with that Scotch-Presbyterian-
elder mouth.  Old Uncle John Gardiner was improving the wait by
snatching a nap.  Wasn't there a story about his wooden leg
catching fire one day when he dozed by the fire?  There was Mrs.
James Morgan who had never forgiven her daughter for marrying Carl
Porter and had never entered her house.  How COULD families act
like that?

Mrs. Albert Cody . . . Sarah Malone that was.  Judy had a story
about her.  "Oh, oh, she had one of thim aisy-going fellers . . .
wint around wid her for years and years and niver got no forrader.
Sarah wint away for a visit to her Aunt in Halifax and writ back
great yarns av her beaus and fine times.  That scared him and he
writ for her to come home and be married.  Sure and there hadn't
been a word av truth in what Sarah had tould him.  Her aunt was
that sick and cranky she niver wint out av the house."

Sarah Cody was a Sunday School teacher and looked very meek and
devout beside her easy-going Abner.  Very likely Judy had made it
all up.

(What was that horrid Mrs. Stephen Russell whispering . . . "made
the mistake of choosing a prettier bridesmaid than herself."  It
wasn't true . . . it wasn't . . . Allie Russell wasn't half as
pretty as Winnie.)  Old Grant Madison, who had told dad once that
he had read too many dreadful things in old histories ever to
believe in God.  How dreadful not to believe in God.  How could one
live?  Mrs. Scott Gardiner had ironed out her wrinkles in some way
. . . "beauty tricks," said Judy contemptuously.  Why in the world
didn't Winnie come back?  But there was no Winnie now . . . only a
mysterious stranger known as Mrs. Frank Russell.  What was darling
Cuddles thinking of as she gazed dreamily up at the tinted window,
nimbused in its blue and gold.  She was really a delightful little
thing.  Pat recalled in amazement that she hadn't wanted Cuddles to
be born.


Home again.  Hand-shakings and congratulations and kisses.  Pat
even kissed Frank.  But she hugged Winnie fiercely.

"Here's a whole heartful of good wishes for you, dear one," she

Then she must fly for her ruffled organdy apron.  The chilled
cocktails must be got out of the ice-house, the creamed chicken put
in the patties, the wedding gifts placed with just the right
emphasis.  Children ran about the grounds like small roses.  The
house was full.  Every Gardiner and half-Gardiner, every Selby,
every Russell was there.  "This looks like the Day of Judgment,"
said old Cousin Ralph Russell.  He caught Pat by the arm as she
flew by him.

"Long Alec's girl.  I hear you've got to be a beauty, hey?  Let me
look at you.  No, no, not a beauty . . . and you've no great brains
they tell me . . . but you've got a way with you.  You'll get a

How people did harp on getting married!  It was disgusting.  Even
oldish Ellery Madison, who still congratulated himself on escaping
traps, called Pat "Ducky" and told her he'd take her if she liked.

"If you wait till we're both grown-up I might think of it,"
retorted Pat.

"Oh, oh, but that's the way to talk to them," Judy told her as they
lighted the candles.  "'Twas mesilf that shut him up quick whin he
sez to me, sez he, 'It's time YOU were married, Judy.'  'How the
min do be hating a woman that's dared to do widout thim,' sez I.
Sure and I've been snubbing the craturs right and left.  They've no
more sinse than to be cluttering up me kitchen and ruining the
rugs.  Ould Jerry Russell sez to me, sez he, 'Miss Plum, do ye be
thinking God is God or just a great first cause?'  And Mark Russell
sez, wid a face as grave as a jidge's, 'What is yer opinion av the
governmint bringing on an election this fall, Miss Plum?'  Sure and
didn't I know they was pulling me leg?  I sez to thim, sez I, 'Ye
haven't the sinse ye was born wid,' sez I, 'if ye don't know a
widding is no place to be talking av God or politics.  And I'll
thank ye to stop Miss Plumming me,' sez I, and that finished thim.
Sure and wasn't the cirrimony grand, Patsy dear?  Jake Russell sez
to me, 'She's the prettiest bride ye've iver had at Silver Bush,'
and I sez to him, sez I, 'For once in yer life ye've said a
mouthful.'  But that platinum ring now, do ye be thinking it's rale
legal?  I'm thinking Winnie'd fale a bit safer wid an old-fashioned
gold one."

"Judy, how can I BEAR to see Winnie go away?"

"Ye must sind her away wid a smile, Patsy darlint.  Whativer comes
after, sind her away wid a smile."


Laughter and Tears


It was all over.  Winnie had gone.

"Pat darling," she whispered, with her eyes softly full of
farewell, "everything was lovely.  I've really enjoyed my own
wedding.  You and Judy were wonderful."

Pat managed to smile as Judy had exhorted, but when Judy found her
looking at the deserted festal board she said,

"Judy, isn't it nice to be . . . able to . . . stop smiling?  I . . .
I hope there won't be another wedding at Silver Bush for a
hundred years."

"Why, I wish we could have a wedding every day," said Cuddles.  "I
suppose the next one here will be your own.  And then it will be my
turn.  That is," she added reflectively, "if I can get any one to
have me.  I don't want to be an old maid."

"Sure and don't be hurting my falings," said Judy.  "I'm an ould

"I always forget that," said Cuddles contritely.  "You aren't a bit
like an old maid, Judy.  You're . . . you're just JUDY."

"Mr. Ronald Russell of St. John told me mother was the most
beautiful woman he had ever seen," said Pat.

"And ye'll be loving Mr. Ronald Russell foriver bekase av it.  But
I'm thinking he's right.  Did ye hear him saying to Winnie, 'Are ye
going to be making a Prisbytarian av him?' . . . maning Frank.  And
Winnie sez, sez she, Prisbytarians don't be made, they're born,'
sez she.  Oh, oh, wasn't that the answer to me smart gintleman?
St. John can't be getting far ahead av Silver Bush I'm thinking.
He had his appetite wid him, that one.  But I do be liking a man
who enj'ys his vittles."

"He's a member of Parliament," said Pat, "and they say he'll be
Premier some day."

"And him ould Short-and-dirty Russell's son!  A fat chanct!" said
Judy scornfully.

"I hope the pictures will turn out well," said Cuddles.  "I was in
them all."

"Innyway, Winnie wasn't photygraphed wid her arm round her groom
like Jean Madison was.  Ondacint I call it.  And now, Patsy
darlint, will we start claning up or lave it till the morning?"

"Whatever you like, Judy."

"Oh, oh, it's ye are the mistress here now, wid Winnie gone and yer
mother niver to be troubled.  It's for ye to give orders and for me
to obey them."

"Nonsense, Judy.  Fancy me giving you orders!"

"I'd rather it that way, Patsy darlint," said Judy firmly.

Pat hesitated.  Then quietly accepted the sovereignty of Silver

"Very well, Judy.  We'll leave things just as they are tonight.
We're all tired.  Do you remember the night after Aunt Hazel's
wedding when we did the dining room?"

"It's the darlint ye was, working like a liddle slave to kape from

"And you told me funny stories: Judy, let's have a bit of a fire
. . . there's a chill in the air and the first fire is such a
delightful thing.  And we'll sit by it and you'll tell stories."

"Ye must av been hearing all me stories a million times over,
Patsy.  Though I do be thinking whin I saw the Joe Kellers to-day--
he did be marrying his wife bekase a liddle girl he was swate on
jilted him and she married him bekase Sam Miller av the Bay Shore
jilted her.  So what wud ye ixpect?"

"That they wouldn't be very happy, Judy."

"Oh, oh, and that's where ye wud be wrong, me jewel.  The marriage
was be way av being a big success.  That do be life, ye know."

"Life IS queer, Judy.  Winnie and her Frank now . . . she doesn't
seem to have a fear or doubt.  I'd be frightened . . . I could
never be SURE I loved any one ENOUGH to marry him.  And then to-day
. . . away down in my heart I was just SICK over Winnie going . . .
and yet on the surface I was enjoying the excitement, too."

"There do be always something to take the edge off things," said
Judy shrewdly.  "That do be why nothing is iver as hard as ye think
it's going to be."

Hilary came in after having driven some of the guests to the
station and joined them.  Bold-and-Bad, who had been sulking all
day because nobody had admired him, lay down on the rug, gathered
his feet and nose and tail into a snug circle, and forgave the
world.  Old Aunt Louisa, who had seen so much come and go, looked
down on them from the wall.  The white kittens still gambolled in
immortal youth.  King William still rode proudly across the Boyne.
It was . . . rather nice to have a feeling of leisure and
tranquillity again.  And yet Pat was afraid that upstairs there was
a dreadful stillness and silence after all the fuss was over that
would pounce on her when she went to bed.  She kept Hilary as long
as she could and was so nice to him that when he said good-night to
her on the poplar-patterned doorstep he was bold enough to ask her
to kiss him.

"Of course I'll kiss you," said Pat graciously.  "I've been kissing
so many friends to-day one more or less doesn't matter."

"I don't want a friendly kiss," said Hilary . . . and went off on
that note.

"Oh, oh, and ye might av give him his kiss," said Judy, who was
always hearing what she had no business to.  "He'll be going away
far enough all too soon, poor b'y."

"I . . . I . . . was perfectly willing to kiss him," cried Pat
chokily.  "And don't . . . DON'T . . . talk of his going away.  I
can't bear it to-night."


Pat was very lonely when she went up to bed.  The house seemed so
strangely empty now that Winnie's laugh had gone out of it.  Here
was the mirror that had reflected her face.  That little vacant
chair where she had always sat was very eloquent.  Her little
discarded slippers that could have danced by themselves the whole
night through, so often had Winnie's feet danced in them, comforted
each other under the bed.  They looked as if her feet had just
stepped out of them.  Her fragrance still lingered in the room.  It
was all terrible.

Pat leaned out of the window to drink in the cold, delicious air.
The wind sounded eerie in the bushes.  A dog was barking over at
Swallowfield.  Pat had rather thought that when she found herself
alone she would cast herself on the bed in an abandonment of
anguish.  But there was still moonlight in the world . . . still
owls in the silver bush.  The old loyalties of home were still
potent . . . it WOULD be nice to have a room of one's very own.

A house always looks very pathetic and unfriended on a dawn after a
festivity.  Pat found happiness and comfort in restoring it all
from cellar to garret.  The presents were packed and sent to the
Bay Shore.  It WAS fun to read the account of the wedding in the

"The bride before her marriage was Winifred Alma, daughter of Mr.
and Mrs. Alec Gardiner."  That hurt Pat.  Wasn't Winnie STILL their
daughter?  "The bridesmaids wore dresses of pink Georgette crêpe
with pink mohair hats and bouquets of sweet peas.  Little Emmy
Madison made a charming flower girl in a smocked frock of pink
voile."  Fancy little Emmy having her name and dress in the papers!
Miss Patricia Gardiner, sister of the bride, was charming in
marigold voile.  And oh, oh . . . "Miss Judy Plum wore blue silk
with corsage of roses."  It must have been that rogue of a Jen
Russell who had put that in.  Judy was tremendously pleased.  Her
name right there with all the quality, bracketed with the groom's
aunt, the haughty Mrs. Ronald Russell in her black satin with mauve
orchids!  Though Judy was a bit dubious about "corsage."  It
sounded . . . well . . . a liddle quare.

Then there were visits to the Bay Shore to help Winnie get settled
in her big white house with its background of sapphire water, where
there was a coloured, fir-scented garden, full of wind music and
bee song, that dipped in terraces to the harbour shore and was
always filled with the sound of "perilous seas forlorn."  Pat would
have been quite happy if she could have forgotten that Hilary was
going away.


The Chatelaine of Silver Bush


Pat was feeling older than she would probably feel at fifty.  Life
had all at once grown bare and chilly.  Hilary was going to Toronto
to take the five-year course in architecture.

His mother had arranged it, he told Pat briefly.  Since that bitter
day, when Doreen Garrison had finally turned her back on her
Jingle-baby Hilary had never spoken of his mother.  Pat knew he
never heard from her except for some brief note containing a check
for his college expenses.

Pat was glad for Hilary's sake.  He was on the way to realise all
his dreams and ambitions.  But on her own account she was very
bleak.  Nobody to prowl with . . . nobody to tell things to . . .
it was always so easy to tell things to Hilary.  Nobody to joke

"We've always laughed at the same things, Judy."

"Oh, oh, and that's why ye do be such good frinds, Patsy.  It's the
rale test.  It's sorry I am mesilf that Jingle is going.  A fine
gintleman he's got to be, that tall and straight standing.  And ye
tell me he's to be an arkytict.  Oh, oh, I'm hoping he won't be
like the one I heard of in ould Ireland.  He did be buying the plan
av a fine house from the Bad Man Below.  And the price he had to be
paying was his swateheart's soul.  'Twas a grand house I'm telling
ye but there was few iver wanted to live in it."

"I don't think Hilary will spend souls buying plans from the
devil," said Pat, with a forlorn smile.  "He can design plenty
himself.  But, Judy, it seems to me I just can't bear it.  Bets
dead . . . Winnie gone . . . and now Hilary."

"It's mesilf that's noticed how things do be going in threes like
that, Patsy.  It do be likely nothing but good'll happen to ye for
a long time now."

"But life will be so . . . so empty, Judy."

"He'll be coming back some fine day."

Pat shook her head.  Talk of Hilary's return was empty and
meaningless.  She knew he would never come back, unless for a
vacation month or two.  Their days of happy comradeship were over
. . . their hours in Happiness . . . their rambles by field and
shore.  Childhood was gone.  The "first fine rapture" of youth was

"What's to become av McGinty?  Oh, oh, there'll be one poor broken-
hearted liddle dog."

"Hilary is giving McGinty to me.  I know he WILL be broken-hearted.
But if love can help him . . ."

Pat choked.  She was seeing McGinty's eyes when the morrow brought
no Hilary.

"Oh, oh, but I'm glad to hear that.  I'm not liking a dogless
house.  Cats do be int'resting craturs, as Cuddles says, but
there's SOMETHING about a dog, now.  Sure and there'll be some fun
saving bones again."

Pat knew Hilary was waiting for her in Happiness.  They had agreed
to have their parting tryst there, before Hilary left to catch the
night train.  Slowly she went to keep it.  The air was full of
colour; there was just the faintest hint of frost in its sweet
mildness; the evening sunshine was exceedingly mellow on grey old
barns; as she went over Jordan she noticed the two dark, remote,
pointed firs among the golden maples in the corner of the field.
Hilary loved those firs.  He said they were the twin spires of some
mystic cathedral of sunset.


Hilary was waiting in Happiness, sitting on an old mossy stone by
the spring that the years had never touched.  Beside him sat a gay
little dog with a hint of wistfulness behind his gaiety.  McGinty
felt something coming to him . . . something formless and chill.
But as long as he was with his dear master what did it matter?

Hilary drew a quick breath: his eyes lit up slowly from within as
was their way.  She was coming to him over the field . . . a slip
of a girl in a gold and orange sweater, the autumnal sunshine
burnishing her dark-brown hair and glinting in her amber eyes; her
face glowing with warm, ripe, KISSABLE tints, her body like a young
sapling never to be broken, however it might bend.

     "Trusty, dusky, vivid, true,
      With eyes of gold and bramble dew."

Why couldn't he have said that instead of Stevenson?  It was truer
of Pat than it could be of anybody else.  Why couldn't he say to
her all the burning and eloquent things he thought of in the night
but could never utter the next day?

Pat sat down on the stone beside Hilary.  They talked only a little
and that in rather jerky sentences.

"I'll never come to Happiness again," said Pat.

"Why not?  I'd like to think of you sitting here sometimes . . .
with McGinty."

"Poor little dorglums!"  Pat absently caressed McGinty's willing
head with one of her slender brown hands . . . her DEAR hands,
thought Hilary.  "No, I couldn't bear to come here without you,
Hilary.  We've been here so often . . . we've been chums for so
many years."

"Can't we . . . can't we . . . sometime . . . be more than chums,
Pat?" blurted Hilary desperately.

Pat instantly became just a little aloof, although her face had
flushed to a sudden warm rose.  Hilary was such a nice friend . . .
chum . . . brother . . . but never a lover.  Pat was very positive
on that point.

"We've always been wonderful friends, Hilary.  Don't spoil it now.
Why, we've been chums ever since that night you saved me from
heaven knows what on the Line road.  Ten years."

"They've been very good years."  Hilary seemed to have taken his
repulse more philosophically than she had feared.  "What will the
years to come be, I wonder?"

"They'll be marvellous years for you, Hilary.  You'll succeed . . .
you'll reach the top.  And then all your old friends here . . .
'specially little old maid Pat of Silver Bush, will brag about
having once known you."

"I WILL succeed," Hilary set his teeth together.  "With your . . .
friendship . . . I can do anything.  I want to tell you . . . if I
can . . . what your friendship and the life I've shared with you at
Silver Bush have meant to me.  It's kept me from growing up hateful
and cynical.  You've all been so sure that life is good that I've
never been able to disbelieve it . . . never will be able to.
You'll write me often, won't you, Pat?  It will be . . . lonely . . .
at first.  I don't know a soul in Toronto."

"Of course I will.  And don't forget, Hilary," . . . Pat laughed
teasingly . . . "you're to build a house for me some day.  I'll
live in it when Sid gets married and turns me out of Silver Bush.
And you'll come to see me in it . . . I'll be a nice old lady with
silver hair . . . and I'll give you a cup of tea out of Grandmother
Selby's pot . . . and we'll talk over our lives and . . . and . . .
pretend it's all been a dream . . . and that we're just Pat and
Jingle home once more."

"Wherever YOU are, Pat, will always be home to me."

There he went again.  If it were not that they must presently say a
long good-bye she would be angry with him.  But she couldn't be
angry to-night.  He would soon forget this nonsense.  Hundreds of
beautiful clever girls in Toronto.  But they would always be
friends . . . the very best of friends . . . she couldn't imagine
NOT being friends with Hilary.

They went back, following the curves of Jordan, talking of old
days.  It was lovely to remember things together.  There were
asters along their way.  Hilary wanted to pick a rarely dark-blue
cluster for her but she would not let him.

"No.  Don't pick them because they would fade and that would be my
last memory of them.  Let's just leave them here and we can always
remember them as we saw them together . . . beautiful and unfaded."

That was the real Pat touch.  Hilary remembered that she had never
really liked to pick flowers.  He never forgot her, as she stood
there gloating over them, herself, to him, as beautiful and
mysterious as the autumn twilight.  Dear . . . desirable!

The brook was prattling away and crooning to itself.  Tall firs,
that had been mere saplings when they first explored it, stretched
their protecting arms over it: the mosses were green on its banks.
In its ripple and murmur the voices of their childhood sounded . . .
all the long-unheard notes were there, blended with the sweet
sorrow inseparable from bygones.  Hilary at twenty and Pat at
eighteen felt themselves to be aged travellers wistfully recalling

They paused on the stone bridge across Jordan.  Pat held out her
hands.  She wanted to cry on his shoulder and knew she must not.
If she did . . . he would take her in his arms.  That would be nice
. . . but . . .

She wanted to tell him that she loved him dearly.  She did love him
so much . . . better than Joe now . . . almost better than Sidney.
She wanted to kiss him . . . but Hilary did not want friendly
kisses.  Yet they COULDN'T part like this.

"I'm not going to say good-bye half a dozen times before I'm really
gone . . . like old Aunty Sarah Gordon," said Hilary, pretending to
laugh.  "Good-bye, Pat."

But he seemed to have forgotten to let go her hands.  This simply
couldn't be endured any longer.

"Good-bye, Jingle."  The old name came impulsively to her lips.
She pulled her hands away from his warm, pleasant grip and ran up
the path against the moon.

Hilary stood and looked after her.  McGinty huddled shivering
against his leg.  McGinty knew things were all wrong somehow.

Hilary was thinking of the house he would build for Pat.  He could
see it . . . he could almost see its lights gleaming through the
dusk of some land "beyond the hills and far away."  More beautiful
than even Silver Bush.  For a moment he almost hated Silver Bush.
It was the only rival he feared.  Then he set his teeth.

"I'll have you yet, Pat."


Pat stumbled up the path and across the field blindly and brought
up against the garden gate.  Then the denied tears came.  She
simply couldn't bear it.  Everything gone!  Who COULD bear it?

Rays of the rising moon touched the Hill of the Mist with delicate
silver fingers.  The night was a blue pearl seaward.  The low
continual thunder of the gulf tides in the harbour bar filled the
air.  The dreaming peace of the orchard seemed to beckon.  The old
barns, that must be alive with the ghosts of all the kittens that
had frolicked in them, were huddled together companionably.  Silver
Bush was full of friendly lights.  Pat brushed the tears from her
eyes and looked at it.

It was such a loyal old house . . . always faithful to those who
loved it.  You felt it was your friend as soon as you stepped into
it.  It was full of dear yesterdays and beautiful old years.  It
had been assimilating beauty and loveliness . . . which is not
quite the same thing . . . for generations.  There had been so many
things in this house and it had not forgotten one of them.  Love
and sorrow . . . tragedies . . . comedies.  Babies had been born
. . . brides had dreamed . . . all sorts of fashions had come and
gone before the old mirrors.  Its very walls seemed to hold

The house remembered her whole life.  IT had always been the same
. . . IT had never changed . . . not really.  Only little surface
changes.  How she loved it!  She loved it in morning rose and
sunset amber, and best of all in the darkness of night, when it
loomed palely through the gloom and was all her own.  This beauty
was hers . . . all hers.  Life could never be empty at Silver Bush.
Somebody had pitied her once . . . "so out of the world."  Pat
laughed.  Out of the world?  Nay, she was IN the world here . . .
HER world.  "I dwell among my own people."  Wise Shulamite!

A mysterious content flooded her.  This was home.


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